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    LCLNJ JNPN$ Hmemdma @ndnh _ceseane

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    Jnpn Rceanepn

    One{nj rceandnhne {nea pccjnh`ndnh snea rkjk `ne nyn jkpn$ dnepnnejkpn oclshrn `ceane ycysnps npnsycycmnea `k pceanf cndkpny jcfk`srne%

    Ychsn rceandnhne pcycosp pnhrnjpcrceaand(rceaand$ pcrkynf dcrny `ndnhjkynf(jkynf% Enhse$ n`n {nea rnypk onfqnycpknr rclshrnne hce{kynfjne jceneane$cepnf {nea hchosnp jkpn hceaceneane{nyconank {nea onkj$ oknyn(oknyn ynln$ npnsrse yconank {nea ossj `ne hce{njkpjne%

    Ocfn`nrne `ceane rceandnhne(rceandnhne rclshrnne kps$ yconankonakne `nk hnjfdsj Psfne ocrkjk `neocnyn$ jkpn hnesykn `kqnlkojne sepsjhcdndsk `ne hceandnhke{n% Pnj ycmnearse `nk jkpn {nea okyn hcenhrkje{n%

    Ycondkje{n$ jkpn lsyps$ fnsy ysdsj `ne`ne pcqny `ndnh jcfk`srne% Npke{n jkpnpk`nj fne{n ycjc`n hcdkfnp$ pcpnrk lsanhceandnhk `ne hceasnkjne jkynf(jkynf$jce{npnne(jce{npnne pcycosp `ceanelcekf%

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    Enhse$ ynhrnk rn`n pnfnr kps$rcesdky rse yn`n onfqn pk`nj ychsn

    rceandnhne `nrnp `kdkfnp$ `kndnhk `ne`kcjnh ycpn `kcgdcjykjne ycinn psepny%Jncen$ ycdnke jncen jkpn n`ndnf ycmneahnesykn oknyn$ {nea rse{n jcjsneane`ne jcpconpnyne$ yconene{n lsan$ `ne kekn`ndnf {nea spnhn$ ycandn jcychrsennen`ndnf hkdkj Psfne%

    Jn{n jcikd {nea ycjnnea fn`k `kfn`nrne rchonin ycocene{n hcsrnjnejshrsdne inpnpne$ jkynf `ne lsan cgdcjykyc`cfnen$ {nea rcesdky ynkjne `nk `ne`ndnh ycpknr rclshrnne `ceane

    jcycfnkne% Ycosnf jkynf chcf pchcf{nea `ceane yceanln `kneajnp sepsj`kceseajne% Ycosnf jkynf jcycfnkne{nea ys`nf yckea jkpn lshrnk%

    Rcyne {nea hns `kynhrnkjne rseisjsr yc`cfnen$ {njek ycosnf nlnjne

    hmnd nan jkpn hnhrs hchnjenkjcfk`srne `ceane ycacenr nyn$ `ceaneycacenr lkqn% Jkpn `knlnj sepsj hnysj`ndnh ycpknr rckypkqn jcfk`srne jkpnhnykea(hnykea$ ocasdnp `ceanee{n$hchonease `kndma `ceanee{n `ne dnepny

    hchcpkj hnjene{n% Ycono$ `chkjknednfyclnpke{n jcfk`srne% Fk`sr ocnpk

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    hce{cdnhk jc`ndnhne jcfk`srne kpsyce`kk%

    Ycdnelspe{n$ nan rcyne {nea hns`kynhrnkjne rcesdky ynhrnk jc pceanfhchonin$ rcesdky hceimon sepsjhceselsj njs yconank rcdnjs jkynf% Njs{nea `khnjys`jne rcesdky$ osjne njsrcesdky$ pcpnrk njs yconank hnesykn {neayn`n njne rceacdnhnee{n hnykea(hnykea% Jncen rcesdky {njke onfqn jcpkjnjn{n jcikd kek ynhrnk jc pneane rchonin$kn hcelcdhn hceln`k ycosnf$ ycysnps$onfjne ycycmnea {nea njfke{nhchonease `kndma ycinn rcymend `ceane

    rchonin% @kn hceln`k njs `k nepnn njs(njs {nea dnke%

    Njs kps n`ndnf JNPN$ {nea `kfn`nrne hchonin hseajke njnehcdnfkjne pne{n `ne pngykne {neahseajke pk`nj ynhn% Rcesdky

    hceafnnrjne nan JNPN {nea `kjne`sea`ne ys`nf yc`nea `kdnfkjne njne pcsyhcdnfkjne pne{n$ ychnjke one{nj$ dsny$jn{n `ne hce`ndnh% JNPN {nea `kdnfkjnemdcf njs rcesdky$ fne{ndnf ycosnfhcepnf$ {nea `kfnnrjne `k pneane njs(

    njs rchonin$ JNPN kek `kmdnf `ne`khnpneajne%

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    Dnepnne kpsdnf jn{n kek rcds`konakjne$ nan osjne fne{n okyn oconak$

    pcpnrk lsan yndkea hchock npk% Nan sneafcekea$ snea cgdcjyk hcdnfkjne hmdmdma&`kndma `ceane `kk yce`kk+ {nea dcokfochnjen$ osjne fne{n sepsj njs$ pcpnrklsan sepsj njs(njs {nea dnke%

    Njfk jnpn$ ycocdsh rcesdkyhcespsr inpnpne rceanepn kek$ rcesdkyhceasinrjne one{nj pckhn jnykf jcrn`nychsn rkfnj {nea `ceane inne{n hnykea(hnykea pcdnf hchoneps rcesdky ycfkeaanjn{n kek `nrnp fn`k jc fn`nrne rchonin%

    Yndnh$ ychman jkpn okyn oconak%

    Hcsdnomf Nicf Onnp$ >0 Emwchoc ?2>2

    R_MDMA

    Rn`n Hsdne{n N`ndnf Jnpn

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    N`n one{nj fnd {nea okyn`kynhrnkjne `ndnh ynps jnpn% Ndneajnf

    ocyn jcjsnpne jnpn$ osjne jncen jnpnkps yce`kk$ {nea fne{n ycjc`n jshrsdne`ne onkyne fssg(fssg$ hcdnkejnejncen gseayke{n yconank rce{nhrnk lkqn$rcecsy nyn `ne rcrnelneane rchkjknehnesykn%

    Ycyc`cfnen nrn rse jnpn$ `knhce{khrne jcjsnpne chmyk `ne mfneknf%Njs hce{n`nk kps yseaasf$ `ndnhrceachonnne hchnysjk khon jnpn%@ndnh `ne hcdndsk jnpn$ njs hceacdsfjneycandn rcenp jc ycpknr inkjne jcpny%

    Jn`nea hcean`s jcrn`n rce{nk ychonkhchkepn y{nk `nk rn`n hccjn%

    Jn`nea$ ycocepn hce`cjnh `kjnhn ycrcpk psosf fne{n pc`kk npnyjcrndn$ {nea `ndnh snea jcrndne{nhcdcrny pne{n$ rnepsd hchnepsd

    rcengykne fne{n sepsj hceink jcrnypkneycosnf lnqnone% Jn`nea rsdn$ hceln`kpsosf {nea rse{n jnjk `ne pneane$hcdneadnea jc dsn jnhn$ hnysj jcpceanf jcycfnkne$ hcean`s jcrn`n `nehcekhon jkynf `nk rnn ynfnonp%

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    @ndnh `ne hcdndsk jnpn njsochnke(hnke `ceane jcom`mfne$

    hcecdkykj hnysj jc jnepsea jsoneanejcomomjne pchrnp `k hnen jcnaseane`ne jcfken`kenne jnpn ocpnjfpn% Ysnpsjcpkjn `nk pnjfpne{n$ jnpn kps okynhchrmnjrmne`njne jchnrnene `nehceln`k akdn% Jn`nea rsdn$ njs pc`nhrn`k hndnh(hndnh yce{nr$ hceln`kjne yse{k{nea rcjnp ycosnf pchrnp qkynpn rndkeake`nf% Hcechsjne jnpn `ndnh ysnn(ysnn hndnh$ `ndnh khon jcacdnrne%

    Njs hceimon sepsj hccjnh ysnn(ysnn hndnh `ceane hnpn fnpk {nea pnlnh$

    hchnlsjnee{n `ceane ockykj yknea ln`kykhrfmek nyn {nea ke`nf sepsj `k`ce`nea`ne `k`cean% Fne{n hnpn jnpn {nea `nrnphcdkfnp ycandn jcfk`srne ycsrn ocdkne%Hseajke$ dnepnne kpsdnf Jkpno Ysikhcesdky$ rn`n hsdne{n n`ndnf gkhne$yno`n `ne npns jnpn% @ne ycdnelspe{n

    `ndnh ^sne hce{cospe{n onindnf%

    Lkjn osjne pcepnea jnpn$ dnepnypcepnea nrn=

    Ycdnrky(dnrky jcic`nyne `ndnh

    jcrndnjs pk`nj isjsr sepsj hcesdkyjneychsn jnpn {nea pcpnos `ndnh khon

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    jcfk`srne% Jnpn ocakps dsny `ne `ndnh$pkeaak `ne jn{n% @ndnh `ne hcdndsk pkan

    jnpn njs hceimon sepsj hchne`nea jcdsn< Ikepn$ Jcfk`srne$ jchnpkne%

    Enhse$ hcdndsk jcpkane{n$ osjnenjs ys`nf `nrnp hce{cdnhk jc`ndnhne`ne lsan hceaanrnk jcdsnynee{n% Ycono{nea jspnfs rnypk `nk jnpn$ `ndnh `nehcdndske{n$ n`ndnf hceln`kjne jcfk`srnedcokf ochnpnonp `nk hnyn jc hnyn%

    Jnpn$ onkj {nea `kpspsjne `nehnsrse `kpsdkyjne$ onkj {nea `kgkhnejnehnsrse {nea `koninjne$ ycdnds fnsy

    hcdnfkjne rckypkqn% Lkjn pk`nj$ jnpn pk`njnjne rcenf hceln`k `nakea$ `ne pk`njnjne rcenf pkeaand `k nepnn jkpn%

    Lkjn pk`nj$ jnpn pk`nj njnehchockjne rcsonfne {nea hceannfjnelndne hnesykn jcrn`n pke`njne {nea

    hcelslsea pkeaak rcn`none% Kekdnf hnjenjnpn% Hceln`k oce{nqn$ osjne fne{nsepsj `ne npny enhn ikepn$ pcpnrk lsansepsj `ne npny enhn jcfk`srne%,,,

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    Onakne Rcpnhn

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    @ndnh ycpknr yknea njs hceink% Njshchneaakdhs `k onqnf pckj% Rcenf

    jspne{njne jcrn`n ynfnonp pcepneajnonhs% Hccjn hcelnqno pk`nj pnfs%Ycmnea `nk nepnn ynfnonphs ocjkynf$lkjn jns ys`nf jchondk jc shnfhs%

    Njs hce`npneak shnfhs$ fne{njspchsjne achomj {nea hceannp `nefndnhne {nea rcesf ynhrnf `nsejcmepnea% Njs {njke jns pk`nj jchondk%Jndns rse jchondk$ jns hseajke ys`nfrcak% Rcak jc pchrnp `k hnen jns oknynhce{crk$ hce{ce`kk% Njs hceinkhs `kpchrnp(pchrnp {nea yckea jns jselseak%

    @k rcrsynpnjnne njs fne{nhcechsjne ocjny lnkhs {nea hnykffneanp rn`n dchonne osjs {nea ons ynln`konin% Jns$ srn(srne{n$ pk`nj hchonin`ceane ycacenr lkqn% Jsiksh ons jnpn(jnpn `sjn% Jnpn(jnpn kps {nea hchosnphs

    pnj ocpnf%

    @k onqnf rmfme ke`nea `k rseinjpnhne fne{n jspchsjne hnqn pcjsdnk{nea hnykf onynf jncen nk hnpn% @nse(`nsee{n hcneaany% Fne{n ycjshpsh

    {nea ocpceaac dseadnk$ `kpmrnea ycpneajnkoclnln `sk(`sk% Jns pcdsjn%

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    Njs ocdnk jc rnepnk$ pnrk lclnjhsfkdnea `klkdnp dk`nf mhonj% Jns hnds rn`n

    acdmhonea% @kn pnj rcenf dcdnf hcecrk%Ycfnsye{n jns ocdnln `nk rn`ne{n$onankhnen hce{cdnhk jcfk`srne%

    Njs rcak jc yseank$ jc rn`nea$ `nejc rchnpnea$ njs fne{n hcechsjne lclnjoseps% Fkeaan njs hnysj hcechskhs`ndnh inpnpne fnkne$ {nea ycfnsye{nnjs jchondkjne fnk kek%

    Rn`n fndnhne rcpnhn jspchsjneycrnpnf jnpn {nea hchosnpjs pcyce{shOsjs kek jspsdky pcepneahs `ne rn`n

    fndnhne pcnjfk njs hchoninhs `ceanehnnf Ne`nk njs pk`nj rcenf hceskypcepneahs

    Njs n`ndnf njs% Njs hnykf `k ykek%Yknea hceln`k ykeajnp% @ndnh qnjps {neaykeajnp kps njs fne{n hcechsjne lclnj

    pnj ocpsne% Jc hnenjnf njs fnsyhceinkhs= Jc hnenjnf jns rcak=Nrnjnf ceajns pnj njne rcenf jchondk=Hceanrn dsjnhs jns onqn rcak=

    Lkjn omdcf njs hchkepn$ imcpjne

    rn`n ycinkj jcpny emhm pcdcrme npnsndnhnp pcnjfkhs% Ockjne njs pne`n$

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    okn njs hcecdsyske{n% Fnsyjnf jnshchon{nea(on{neakjs `ndnh ycpknr

    yce{nr hndnh$ ycrcpk hndnh hndnh(hndnh jchnke `ne lsan pcln`k rn`nhndnh kek=

    @ndnh ycpknr yce{nr hndnh njshceseaas% Hndnh kek$ `k fn`nrneon{neahs$ ceajns hchosnpjs fnsyocpne{n dnak% Nrnjnf ceajns n`n lnsf `kynen$ `s`sj `k ynps ys`sp okepnea$ npns `krchsjnne osdne hchneinjne jcfn`nrnejs on{neahs {nea {nea pnjrcenf rs`n%

    Nrnjnf ceajns `ndnh yce{nr {neaynhn$ ycrcpk hndnh kek% Ceajnshceafn`kjnejs `ndnh on{neahs$ocpne{n pcepnea jcycpknnejs$ pnrk ceaanesepsj hcechnek jcyce`kknejs% Pnrk`ndnh on{neajs hndnh kek$ ceajns ys`nfpnhrnj dcdnf ychose{k% Ceajns keake

    hceaselseakjs ycjnnea lsan% Ceajnskeake hceaclspjnejs `ceanejcfn`knehs$ yce{sh$ `ne rcdsjnehcynhs% Ceajns hns hceasinrjne nrnjnon jcrn`njs%

    Lkjn ceajns hchnea `npnea$`s`sjdnf `k fn`nrne e{ndn dkdke kek% Dnds

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    jkpn njne ynpsjne lnelk$ jkpn pk`nj njnercenf yndkea hceink$ jkpn fnsy ocpchs

    sepsj hchsdnk$ jkpn pk`nj njne rcenfrcak dnak%

    Pnrk on{nea pcpnrdnf hceln`k ycosnfon{nea% Hndnh ycdnds hchosnpjs yce{nr`ndnh on{nea {nea ysdkp dsrn% @ndnh ycpknryknea njs hceink% Pnrk {nea jspchsjnefne{n lclnj(lclnj oseps% @ndnh ycpknryce{nr hndnh njs hceseaas% Pnrk {neajspchsjne fne{n on{nea {nea pnjhcqsls`%

    @ndnh yknea njs hceln`k ychnjke

    dcdnf$ `ne `ndnh hndnh njs hceln`kychnjke yce{nr% Njs hns jsosjnelclnjhs$ `ne dsrnjne on{neahs% Pnrk njspk`nj yneaasr% Ycono ceajns ycdnds fn`khcekjnh nynjs%

    Yse{k Kps Ynjkp

    Fne{n sepsj hccjn$ mnea(mnea{nea ocen(ocen hcnynjne lnpsf ikepn%[nea hcelnpsfjne rkdkfne {nea pcrnp rn`n

    `kn yconank {nea pnj pcanepkjne% [neahcenkje{n jc `ndnh fnpk hceln`k yshoc

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    `ce{sp$ pshrsne jcjsnpne `ne rsynprkjkne%

    Fne{n mnea(mnea {nea ycrcpkkpsdnf {nea `nrnp hchnfnhk `ceaneyseaasf nrn npk jnpn(jnpnjs kek% Ycjnnea`ne `k ykek% Njs yc`nea yce`kk% Ycmnea`kk% Nrn {nea njs nynjne N`ndnf ocen(ocen fnhrn$ cepnf ycrcpk nrn$ njs pnj`nrnp hcdsjkyjnee{n `ceane jnpn%

    Enhse njs `nrnphceaanhonjnee{n$ onfqn fk`sr fne{nycpshrsj hndny% Fce`nj hcenpnr lnsf$pnrk {nea `kpsls fne{n lcesf% Fce`nj

    hcdneajnf lnsf$ pnrk rn`n onpnye{njspchsjne oseps% Ycpknr jcln `ne jn{n$ocosnf ycpceanf(ycpceanf% Ycpknr jnpn`ne jndkhnp$ `ksinr rnpnf(rnpnf%

    Fnk(fnkjs ycsrn ycashrnd neane$pnern hnyn `ne hsnpne% Njs pk`nj hcnyn

    dnrn$ lsan pk`nj jce{nea% Hceachkd rseceaane% Jfn{nd `ne dnhse ycdnds ynlnhcechnekjs$ `npnea ykdkf anepk$ jn`neahcene{njne `ceane dnepnea nrn {neayc`nea `krkjkjne% Nrn {nea yc`nea`kceseajne% Nrn {nea yc`nea

    `kon{neajne%

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    Ycdnds ynln njs `knh% Pk`nj rse{njnpn$ pk`nj rse{n jndkhnp$ lsan pk`nj

    rse{n acnj% @knh% Okys% Jn`nea nk hnpnocokinn$ sepsj ycjc`n pceneajne lkqn$lsan oneajkpjne ychneanp%

    Pcpnrk njs jchondk dnak jcrn`n ycrk%Lkjn njs hcenkj `kk jc yse{k$ ycmnea `kk{nea pcrcjs ycrcpk yc`nea hcceseaenyko {nea pkn`n hceceps% Yseaasf(yseaasf yce`kk$ ycrcpk `k rcjnp hndnhpk`nj ocokepnea%

    Jn`nea fnynp hneanlnjjs rcak jcpchrnp {nea lnsf$ yneanp lnsf% Jc pchrnp

    `k hnen njs pnj okyn hcelshrnkhs% Cepnf`k hnen$ hseajke `k ndnh {nea psn$ jcpkjnjkpn fnsy hcespsr sykn% Hnpk%

    Yce`kk kps ykjyn% Ycrk kps yceaynn%Yse{k ln`k jknhnp% Ycdnds njs ocacdsp`ceane fnhrn% Nk hnpn ln`k ynjyk$ {nea

    pk`nj `nrnp hceanpnjne nrn(nrn fne{nhce{knpjne npk jcyce`kkne onfqn ycrkkps ynjkp%

    Njs pk`nj ocpne{n kek `myn yknrn$ycono kek n`ndnf `mynjs yce`kk% Ycrkjs%

    Yse{kjs% Hndnhjs% Yce`kkjs% [neahchosnp njs ynjkp n`ndnf `kkjs yce`kk%

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    Njs ocdsh yknr$ hseajke lsan ynhnycjndk pk`nj yknr sepsj yce`kk% Qndns

    sepsj yclceajnd kps% Ychcekp kps% Yconoys`nf pcdnds yckea jkpn ocynhn% Pcdndsdnhn jkpn oc`sn% Qndns pk`nj hceanrn`ne pk`nj nrn(nrn% Pnrk nyn kek ycdndsfneanp `kynrn% Ycdnds hcyn< Yce{shhs$ishoshs$ jcisrhs$ ons fneanppsosfhs$ hnnfhs$ pnhrnhs$ shrnphs`ne lsan hnjkhs hchocjny `ndnhkeanpnejs% Yconank ikepn% Ikepn

    Ycjnnea omdcfdnf njs ocpne{n1

    hchnelnpjne ycrmpmea `mn rse `k qnjpsachoknhs%

    Hnpnonp Ikepn

    N`n {nea pcykyn `ndnh snea nynjcpkjn ikepn kps rcak% Ycosnf lclnj pcepnea

    fnk jchnke% Cepnf ocsrn yce{shjconfnaknne$ rse rsdn ocsrn nk hnpn%N`n nanh jkynf pcepnea ikepn% Cepnfjcpkjn hchsdnke{n$ hcelndneke{n$ hnsrsejcpkjn fnsy hcekeaandjnee{n% Enhsefnhrk hceln`k ysnps {nea rnypk$ pcepnea

    njfk ikepn ycdnds n`n `sjn% Qndnsycyseaasfe{n pcepnea kps pnj hcypk%

    Yconakne `nk jkpn hce{n`nk `neonfjne hceandnhk rckypkqn kps% Yc`kjkp`nk jkpn hceandnhke{n yconank hmhce{nea hce{ceneajne$ `ne &enhse+

    yconakne ocyn hceandnhke{n yconankhmhce {nea hce{njkpjne%

    Hccjn {nea oconfnakn njnehceanpnjne onfqn ycjnnea$ njs ocony%Hccjn pk`nj dnak pcocdceaas mdcf ikepn

    {nea hseajke hcessp hccjn yconankocone `ne rceandnhne hce{njkpjne%

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    Hccjn pcdnf hcechsjne kps$ jcpkjnhccjn fnsy rcak `nk rnyneane hccjn%

    Enhse$ lkjn `kyn`nk yseaasf$yclnpke{n ikepn pk`nj fnsy dnk `nkjce{npnne% Wkpn cp hkdkpkn% Fk`sr n`ndnfrclsneane% Kps npke{n jkpn fnsyocfn`nrne `ceane nanh rcpcepneane`ndnh jcfk`srne% Pnj n`n ynps rkon`krse {nea okyn hceacdnje{n% Lkjn osjneycjnnea hnjn kn njne hceandnhke{n cymjfnk% Lkjn osjne ycjnnea$ hnjn hnykfn`n fnk cymj% Ycpknr jkpn fne{n `kocjndk`ceane jcynonne `ne jckjfdnyne sepsjhceckhn `ne hceafn`nrke{n% Jnrne

    hmhce kps hceafnhrkk jkpn% Fne{nPsfne {nea pnfs%

    Ikepn n`ndnf ikepn% Ikepn pk`njrcenf hchonqn hnesykn jcrn`njcoconyne% Ycono ychnjke jkpn hceandnhkikepn `ndnh cdnyk$ jkpn ychnjke ysdsj

    `ndnh jcfk`srne hnesyknqk hnesykn% Jkpnychnjke `kpnepnea sepsj hceckhnpnepneane(pnepneane% Jkpn ychnjke`kpchrn mdcf rmodchn(rmodchnjcfk`srne {nea ycyseaasfe{n n`ndnfjmhrdcjy%

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    >;

    Hccjn {nea ynjkp jncen ikepn$yclnpke{n n`ndnf rkon`k {nea chrse{n

    ikepn% Hccjn hceandnhk jcacpkne kps%Hccjn hceandnhk jcpnjoc`n{nne% Dnepnyjchs`kne oneajkp sepsj ococenf `kk%Hcechsjne ndpcenpkg(ndpcenpkgrcsonfne$ nan ikepn {nea fce`nj`konease jchondk$ pk`nj sepsj jc`snjndke{n lnpsf ynjkp%

    Sepsj hceandnhk ikepn {neaycyseaasfe{n jkpn fnsy pcqny `ndnhrckypkqn jcfk`srne% Nan jkpn pnfs onfqnyclnpke{n ikepn ycdnds oclndneocyne`keane `ceane `ckpn% Ychnjke lnsf

    jkpn ocdneajnf npny enhn ikepn$ ychnjkeone{nj jkpn hcechsjne pnepneane `nefndneane {nea hckepneake{n% @k ykekdnfdcpnje{n hnpnonp ikepn%

    Ikepn% @kn ycyseaasfe{n osjnejcoconyne% Pcpnrk hcsrnjne lndne {nea

    hcesepse jkpn hcesls jcoconyne yclnpk%Ikepndnf {nea hchonease cdnyk% Ikepndnf{nea hcelshrnjne jkpn `ceane pnepneane(pnepneane% Ikepn rsdndnf {neahceanlnjne jkpn onankhnen hceasnkocenea jsysp jcfk`srne kek%

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    Ikepn% @kn n`ndnf qn`nf {neahcechrn fk`sr jkpn nan jkne fnk jkne

    hnpnea `ne `cqnyn% Jkne fnk jknehcechsjne `kk% Pnern hceandnhkjcrc`kfne `ne jcacpkne ikepn$ ekyin{nnenj hnesykn pk`nj hcechsjne hnjenjcocn`nnee{n `ndnh `sekn%

    Ikepn Jcrn`n Jcjnykf

    Pcnea osdne lnpsf$ pchrkny oknye{nhchonysf acdnr hndnh kps% @k ocne`nshnfe{n$ `kn pcdnf hceseaas% Hnpne{n

    onank rsenhn$ hcenpnr dneajnf(dneajnfjs% Yken hnpne{n hcelchrspjs%Pnrk$ fnpkjs ocacpn$ hsjne{n rnypkhceclneajs% @chkjkne acsps fnpkjcikdjs%

    Pcpnrk jcichnynejs kps dseps%

    @ndnh lnnj ycjkne icepk hcpc$ qnlnfe{npce{npn yclsj% Ycrcpk chose ysnne{nhcdseis Njs pk`nj hnnf$ pcpnrk njshns jnhs hcelcdnyjne hceanrn jnhshceanonkjnejs kps ynln$ dnds yce{nrycjcpkjn%

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    N`n fnnr `k hnpne{n% Kn hceseaasjclslsnejs% Njs pcrnen$ pcykepnj%

    Nepnn ocen `ne pk`nj$ pcpnrk kpsdnf gnjpn%Lnnj {nea pcocepnea lnsf nepnnjcpk`njrc`sdkne pcdnf hceln`k lsnea {neapnj pcanrnk% Jkynf(jkynf fne{n `krcesfkiskan% Ickpn(ickpn hceln`k fnhon

    Yn{nea$ ikepn {nea asas okyn ln`kdsjn% Ycpkn `kinokj okyn ln`k ocdnpk% @k pcrkhndnh kek ocdnpk kps pk`nj hchceaand rspsyikepn jkpn$ jns `ne njs pcdnds jsnp onankyshrnf njs hce`cjnp% Keake njshceacisr jcekeae{n% Pnrk ycksye{nhcenhrnjs% Jnpn(jnpnjs rse `kpnhrkj%

    Jnhs pcdnf hcdsrnjne yshrnf$lneane ocdnln hcdsrnjne kps% Lkjn osjneycjnnea jnhs fnsy ocsonf$ pk`nj n`nqnjps sepsj ococenf% Lnsh qnjps pk`njhceasonfhs$ fne{n jnhs {nea okynhceasonf `kkhs yce`kk jnpn(jnpne{n

    hce{ceanp hcesysj nyn%

    Njs pclcchono% Dspspjs hcdcrsf%Okokjs lnpsf rn`n `cos% Fnhrn% Ikshnejkpn n`ndnf `mn% @k jfn{neane ok`n`nkhcenk hceakpnk ikepn {nea rcenf jkpn

    lndke% Ycycjndk hccjn hchne`kjne ikepnjkpn% Hccjn ycenea$ yccepnj pcocykp

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    ichocs {nea dnhn hchce`nh Hnpne{nc`sr% Kn pcyce{sh%

    Dnak njs ocsln Hccjn hceacln(eacln ikepn jkpn% Rn`n hndnh(hndnhrnelnea$ hccjn hceasykj `ceane hkhrk(hkhrk ossj% Hccjn hcem`nk lndkene jkpn`ceane ichoss `ne rnyneajn% Pnrkycsrn yshrnf$ ikepn jkpn ocakps jsnp

    Yce{she{n ocfcepk% Hccdndnf njsocpshrs `k npny dcrsf dspsp sepsj ycosnfhnng% Njs hns oclnan fkeaan gnln icnf%Lsan$ ocjnindnf rn`n ycpknr lclnj {neays`nf jns rcosnp$ hseajke lsan rse{n

    yndnf% Jcjnykfjs$ pk`sdnf% @k ykek$ `kfnpkjs jnhk rse ocyne`kea%

    Rck Rcecon Qneak

    Rck kps `npnea dnak% Kn ycdnds `npneaycpknr ocanepk hndnh% Rn`n hndnhycocdsh(ycocdsh rck srnqne kps ycdndsocrnjnkne rspkf% Qnlnfe{n pcrnein ysikycsrn ynepn% Hcecon qneak hnqn% Pnrkrn`n hndnh kek$ kn pk`nj ocosynen$

    psosfe{n ocqnen lkeaan ycrcpk hnpnfnkpcocenh% Kn neaase `ne hcenqne%

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    Pseajnke{n `kdkrnp$ ocdnf `n`ne{n ocekea$yce{she{n hceachonea `k nepnn nhosp

    pclnpsf rn`s onfs%

    Rck kps `npnea osjne dnak hchonqnrcyne% Hndnh(hndnh ycocdsh rck ys`nfocrcyne njs njne `npnea hcechskhs$ys`nf ocsdnea njs hceink$ `k cdsea(cdsea fnpk$ `k ycdsj ocdsj okdkj$ `kdkeajnne rcdneak$ ynhrnk `k ondkj hnpk pnrkpk`nj jspchsjne dce`k oknfk$ lkjn ceajnsrse{n yc`kjkp$ ockjne njs ycpkpkj

    Njs pcrcnelnp$ jcpkjn hce`ceanrcyne kps ocanepk srn njne ln`k rckypkqn%

    Kn hchonqn oknfk$ pnern ikepn$ pnernkjnpne% Rck ocnqne pnhrn pchrnp$ pnhrnhsnynd `npnea hchkenea$ rkepnyneaanhnf$ yc`nea njs hnykf rclnjn%

    @k ondkj ycdkhsp hkhrk hndnh%Hceaakakd psosfjs ln`k hceafneanp% Kn

    hce`cjnp$ hce`cjnr% Njs hcmepn$hccanea$ hcenhrkj$ pnrk pk`nj `nrnphceacdnj% Njs `kpke`kf osakd rspkf$ocrnny lkeaan% Dcdcf dce`ke{n pcnynfneanp$ hchonynfk hndnhjs%

    Jnhk ocynps `k snea ycrk$ `k ondkjhndnh% Jnhk ocynhn hce{nepnr engys

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    oknfk$ pnern ikepn$ pnern kjnpne$ dsrn`myn% Fkeaan jsonease cymj rnak% Hne`k

    onynf hchonrpkyjs% @k snea yn`n njspclnan ycrcpk yc`kn jndn%

    Ycosnf Pne`n$ Ycosnf Hnjen

    Rcenfjne jns `kock pne`n= Yckjnphnqn rspkf= Ycosnf iksh rn`n jcekea=Npns hseajke ycsepnk rskyk= @neycjchonea yce{sh hneky= Npns ycjcrndpkels= Ycokdnf pnhrn= @k fn`nrne pne`n(pne`n$ jns fcekea `ne ocpne{n% Pnrk

    yn{nea$ hceanrn pk`nj ys`k jns imcpjne`k inpnpne fnkne$ npns rn`n ycrsisj `nsepsn%

    Jcpkjn osjs fnknehs pcosnk `k

    sykn yceln$ `ne `nse asas ys`nf$ ychsnpne`n jns cjnh `ndnh ocenj ln`k lclnj(lclnj% Jns ocickpn jcrn`n isis onfqnn`n ycosnf rckypkqn {nea ysdkp dsrn%Hchce`n(hce`n `ndnh jcrndn$ hcdcdcfjcdsn `ndnh ickpn% Ycjc`n dkyne%

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    Jmeme `chkjkne jkynfhs% @kfn`nrne pne`n(pne`n$ pnj jns pchsjne

    lnqnone% Hseajke fne{n yce{sh `neon{nea {nea ysdkp dsrn% Jns onqnjnepne`n(pne`n$ `ndnh yse{k pk`s hndnh%@ndnh rcepny `k pchrnp `mn% Ycfnsye{njns ynjykjne yce`kk dcqnp rcen `neosnhne ocdchon(dchon%

    Jmeme ons ycocdsh nlndhcelchrsphs$ `ceane pcrnpnf(rnpnf jnsjkynfjne Isisjs$ `k fn`nrne pne`n(pne`n$ fne{n njne hceanpnjne hnjen%

    Pne`n pkn`n ocpne`n% Kn hceanpnjnehnjen% Pne`n pcocyn `ndnh fk`srjsn`ndnf rclshrnne% Fne{n kps

    Dnepny$ jns pspsr sykn% Hkhrkhs

    asas ocynhn yceln$ `ne dchonne(dchonne rskykhs pcosnk `khnjneeaceanp |nhne% Jcpkjn isishs ocynjcdnj$ `kn njne ocyshrnf jnjcjjsrce{nk {nea ocond$ hceanrn ycandn jkynf`kn ce{nfjne% Ycrnelnea fk`sre{n fne{n

    ocjfn{nd$ pcpnrk pk`nj lsan hcesdkyjneycrnpnf jnpn rse% Ycjnnea `kn pcdnf pkn`n$

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    {nea n`n fne{n jceneane njnee{n {neahcneaany

    Pnjfpn Ikepn

    Njs hcneajnj `ceane pnrnj(pnrnj{nea jmjmf% Hcdcqnpk lsnea {nea pclnd

    hcesls pnjfpn ikepn {nea pcychose{k `kondkj `sn pmrneane psosf% Njs pk`njyce`kk% Njs ocynhne{n$ ocynhn rchkdkjykeaanynen%

    @k ykpsdnf asn yneaanhn pnhrnj

    lcdny pcdkfnp$ qndns nanj isnh$ pcondkjhcenpnr qnlnf oshk% Hcenpnr ysan {neapcdcpnj `k onqnf pcdnrnj jnjke{n% Hcenpnrc`ce% Pnjfpn ikepn kps onank chosdne$hcdcrny infn{n$ hce{knh hndnh%

    Jcpkjn pkon$ njs pcocdndnj%

    Hcenjlsojne% Hnpnjs hchne`neakhosene pcnpnk oc`nse ce`nf%Asasne `nse psn `nk rmfme {neahcelsdnea$ dnds `konqn dce{nr ndkne yclsj`k ykyk on`ne asn$ fkeaan ocfcepk `k pcrkpcdnan%

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    @k `crnejs pcenea oc`knh pcdnanke`nf$ `ceane rsdns jcikd hce{chosd `k

    pceanfe{n% Rsdns ocrcykyk pclnd ocqnenlkeaan {nea hchnelnjne dk`nf(dk`nfacdmhonea hcelkdnpke{n% Rcesf ospknechose% Hce{kdnsjne hnpn lkqn$ hcesysjnyn$ hcdshnp ysjhn%

    Njs fce`nj hnysj dcokf lnsf jc`ndnh% Jsonysfjne qnlnf `ceane nmhnpcdnan$ hchoknjne nkjs hcnynjnejcyclsjnee{n% Yccepnj hceasnpjnepnrnj(pnrnj rklnjjs `ceanehcecasjjnee{n% Fkeaan njs hchnelnpjne`mn Psfne njs pcdnf hcechsjne ikepn$

    pcpnrk hceanrn Ceajns hcdcpnjjne(E{n `kpchrnp {nea rndkea ysdkp sepsj `kpchrsf

    Yclnpke{n Ikepn Yclnpk

    Jsnqndk jkynf pcepnea yclnpke{n ikepn`ceane hceaspkr ycrceaand `nk JnfdkdAkone% @ndnh psdkynee{n {nea ocls`sdYchsn Jncen Ikepn &Ennyk$ ?223+% Akonehcdsjkyjne ikepn `ndnh jcfk`srne ycsrnpcpshosfne ocosean$ Fk`sr pnern ikepn

    onankjne yconpnea rmfme {nea jmjmf

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    oc`kk enhse `nfnee{n jckea$ pnern`kfknyk osnf npnsrse osean

    Ocneajnp `nk ycrneaand jndkhnp `knpny$ Akone `ne njs rse hc{njkek fnd{nea ynhn onfqn ikepn hcsrnjne`khceyk hce`nyn fk`sr hnesykn `k `sekn%Hnesykn hceln`k n`n `ne `kacnjne `ndnh`sekn jncen ikepn% Pnern ikepn hnesykn`ne jcfk`srnee{n jcfkdneane mkcepnyk$jcfkdneane rcaneane$ jcfkdneane fk`sr kpsyce`kk%

    Lkjn ikepn n`ndnf mf {neahceaacnjne jcfk`srne yccepnj

    rcaneane `ne nnf {nea hceln`k rcaneaneycdnelspe{n {nea hceannfjne |knnfjcfk`srne hnesykn$ `ceane `chkjkneonakjs ikepn hcsrnjne hcpngm npnyjcocn`nne Nddnf% Nddnf n`ndnf Ikepn%

    @ceane `chkjkne rsdn$ ikepn pk`nj

    ycjc`n fsoseane hnesykn `ceanehnesykn$ pcpnrk lsan hnesykn `ceane Nddnf`ne hnesykn `ceane ndnh% Ikepn kps ycdnkehcdcjnp ycinn rcymend `ndnh ycpknrhnjdsj fk`sr$ lsan hceln`k rcdkeajsr(rcdceajnr(rce{nps jcfk`srne kps yce`kk%

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    Kekdnf fnjkjnp ikepn yclnpk% Onfqnikepn pk`nj rse{n hnjen ycdnke

    hcqsls`jne hnjene{n yce`kk% Ikepnpk`nj hchockjne nrn(nrn rn`n hnesykn$jcisndk jcycdssfne `kke{n$ `ne ikepn rsepk`nj hceanhokd nrn(nrn `nk hnesykn$jcisndk `nk `kke{n yce`kk%

    Ikepn pk`nj hchkdkjk npns `khkdkjk$jncen pcdnf isjsr sepsj ikepn% Enhselkjn hnesykn hceikepnk `ceane fnynp `nejckeakene$ hnjn hnesykn fnsyhcdsdsfjne `kk$ hceandk `k `ndnhe{n$`ne pcdkonp% Fne{n ynln `ndnh jcfk`srnehnesykn$ ikepn {nea ychrsen pk`nj `nrnp

    `kpchsjne%

    Ycono onakjs$ jcfk`srne n`ndnfpnok jcacdnrne$ ocjcs`sea `neocin`n% Hcdndsk `ne `ndnh ikepn hnesyknycenepknyn `kaknpjne sepsj hcdnjsjnerceinkne hnjen jcfk`srne `ceane

    hceanhndjne ikepn jnykf$ pcpnrkjcychrsenne ikepn fne{n n`n `ne`khkdkjk mdcf Nddnf%

    Onakne Jc`sn

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    Hcceseajne Jcfk`srne

    %`ndnh jnpn$ njs hcechsjne ycysnps{nea dcokf$ onkj pcepnea nrn {nea

    jsrkjkjne `ne nrn {nea njs nynjnepcpnhrsea% Onfjne Hcdsnr(dsnr% @ndnh

    ycpknr jnpn$ `ndnh khon jndkhnp$ njsycdnds hcechsjne pkpkj rceinkne kps%Fne{n `ndnh jnpn njs ycsrn neake$

    ocjcdconp `ndnh dksjne fssg `ne neajn$pne`n(pne`n onin$ jndkhnp `ne gnyn%

    Fne{n `ndnh jnpn$ njs jn`neahcechsjne `kkjs yce`kk hnhrs$ qndns

    `ndnh rn`n ynnp(ynnp pcpceps njshcechsjne `kkjs pk`nj ochnjen

    Hccynrk Ycrk

    Ycdnds njs fnsy hcean`s$ lkjnosjne jcrn`n osjs hnjn jcrn`n rcen%Jcrn`n osjs$ njs hce`ceanjne jcdsfjkynf$ ickpn$ ananyne `ne rne`neane$ `nejcrn`n rcen njs hcean`sjne jcdsf jkynf$ickpn$ ananyne `ne rne`neane% Ynfnonpjs

    n`ndnf rcesdky `ne hcesdky% Hccjn ycdndshce`ceanjne ycpknr lckpne fnpk$ `ne

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    ycdnds ocynhn hceaachoknjnejconfnaknejs%

    Fnk(fnk kek$ njs hcnynjne ycrk{nea pnj pcfnejne% Ys`nf jspsdky `ceaneosakd$ pnrk srne{n pk`nj isjsr% Njs keakehce`cean jkynf `ne ickpn% Ys`nfjs`cean Pfc Dnyp Chrcyy(e{n NeifccHke$ pcpnrk ocdsh lsan pcmonpk% @ne jcpkjnjs`cean Shn Jn{nh ons njshchnfnhk npk rcpe{nnejs yce`kk%

    Js`cean @kndma Shn Jn{nh`ceane ynjynhn$ `ne njs ocfcepk `kYcys`nf _sydk% Ocynhn Shn Jn{nh njs

    pcrnjs `k fn`nrne dsjkyne(dsjkyne _sydk%Jnewny rspkf `ne ycjclnr ynrsne jsny%Shn Jn{nh pcrnen Dsjkyne(dsjkynejmymea _sydk kps rn`n fnjcjnpe{n cjyrcyk{nea onankhnen= Pne{ne{n$ pne{njs lsan%

    Njs fnsy hceanhokd lnnj rn`n

    jcnhnkne Lnjnpn$ ockykj dnds dkepny$achssf m`n jce`nnne% Njs hchkelnhyc`kjkp qnjps sepsj oc`kndma `ceaneJn{nh% Jnpn Jn{nh$ _sydk yn`n ocpsd$ `k|nhne {nea pcsy ocdnk hnesykn hcypk`kock qnjps sepsj hccesea% Hcdndsk

    jnewnye{n {nea ycrcpk pk`nj oce{nqn$_sydk hce{n`njne npk `ne hnjen

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    yclcenj sepsj `knh {nea hcessp ShnJn{nh yconank ycosnf hmhce

    rceace`nrne%

    Hmhce rceace`nrne `ne npnsyclcenj sepsj `knh n`ndnf ocen(ocenyclcenj$ pk`nj dnhn% Ycysnps {nea yneanpwkpnd `ne rcjn pcdnf hcnysj hnysj `ndnhjcykosjne jkpn$ dnepny hchneaakd(hneaakdjkpn sepsj hceneajnre{n% Dsjkyne(dsjkyne jmymea _sydk kps rn`n fnjcjnpe{ncjyrcyk {nea onankhnen= Rcpne{nne {neaynhn okyn `knlsjne Nrn {nea hcypk `krcpkj`nk ockykj jmpn=

    Hceanhokd lnnj `ne hchoknjnejcpceneane hcnysjk ycdsj ocdsj lkqn `nenan$ n`ndnf lnqnone {nea pcrnp sepsj kps%@ne `ceane kps rsdn dsjkyne(dsjkyne _sydk`nrnp `krnfnhk `ne `klkqnk%

    @k qnjps rceace`nrne kps njs `knh$

    enhse osjne pnern jnpn% Jsjcdsfjnejcrn`n rcen `ne hcecpnyjne hnjenrclndnene jcfk`srne% Ocfcepk yclcenj%Hnesykn yclnpke{n n`ndnf jmymea$jcykosjne `ne jcln fne{n yconakne jcikd`nk spkekpny {nea okyn `klclndk `ndnh snea

    lkqn ene dsny% Jkpn hceaneaanr lkqn jkpnycrcpk ys`nf pshrnf jcpkjn jcykosjne

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    pcsy oclclnd(lclnd hce{cynjk snea lkqn%Pcpnrk ycocene{n pk`nj$ njs fne{n pk`nj

    okyn hchkynfjne `khnen snea sepsj kps`ne `khnen snea sepsj `knh

    Jkynf Ycrnynea Jnysp

    Njs n`ndnf jnysp$ npns yne`nd npnsycrnps% Jnhk ynhn(ynhn ynln% Ychnan`ndnh ynps oneayn$ ycshrse `ndnh ynpspssene% Yconankhnen jns hnesykn$ rnnpsne$ rse{n enhn$ rse{n ocepsj on`ne$rse{n ycandn$ ycsrn kps jnhk n`n% @nk

    lnk(lnk pneanehs hnesykn$ rnn psne$jnhk n`n%

    Njs `kdnfkjne sepsj `kpnj`kjnehceln`k fnhon% Enhse$ njs rnepnyoconeaan$ jncen fnsy rsdn hceln`kpchne ycpkn `ndnh ycpknr rclndnene

    ocynhnhs psnejs% Kps ikpn(ikpnjs yclnjnqnd% Yclnj njs `kikrpnjne mdcf pneanehs%Yclnj jns hchocepsjjs `nk ycashrndacpnf%

    Njs njne hchockjne ycandne{n$

    ychsne{n$ hchoknjne `kkjs hceln`khkdkjhs psnejs% Jc hnen rse psnejs

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    rcak njs njne hceakjspke{n% Lkjn psnejshceneaandjne njs$ njs njne

    hcesspke{n% Lkjn kn hchosneajs npnshcdcpnjjnee{n `k ys`sp jnhn npns `kpchrnp ynhrnf rse njs hceckhne{nyconank ycosnf jcpnnpne {nea psdsy% Yconosepsj kpsdnf njs n`n

    @k `crne rkeps shnf$ psnehceneaandjnejs jncen `k qnlnf jcycp`kpsdky pneaandjne ycrnps npnspneaandjne yne`nd npns pneaandjnejnyspPkeaandnf njs ln`k rceseaas% Njspk`nj pssp ycpn hcelclnj jnrcp `ne sokehcqnf% Ycono njs n`ndnf fnhon ynfn{n%

    @ne njs fne{n okyn hcdkfnp jchcanfne`nk `crne rkeps {nea ycpceanf pcosjn%

    @k `ndnh dshrs `ne `k lndneoc`cos< Nenj(nenj jnhs fnsyhceacenjne jnysp ycrcpk n{nf Ln`kdnfnjs rcdke`sea$ jcpkjn ycrnynea n{nf kos

    hchkepn nenj(nenje{n hceacenjnejs%Fnhon `ndnh jcynfnlnnee{n fnsyhchockjne {nea pcke`nf osnp psnee{n%Qndns rse `kke{n yce`kk pnj rcenf`krcfnpkjne jcjsnpne `ne `nejchnhrsne% Psnejs ycdnds ocneaanrne

    njs okyn$ qndns ycocene{n lnk(lnkjsdcdnf%

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    @k `crne rce{chk$ njs hceneakyfns% Njs hceln`k yneanp hnds$ jncen

    rce{chk kps hchne`kjne njs% @ceaneqnlnf jsynh$ rce{chk kps hchosnpjshceln`k ycrnynea oce`n ocfnan%Ycrnynea oce`n yshoc engjnf% Ln`kdnfnjs rce{cdnhnp% Njs `kocykfjnee{n`ceane lkqne{n% Enhse njs pnfs$ knhchocykfjne kps osjne sepsj njs$ysrn{n njs oneaan$ pcpnrk sepsj psnejs$nan psnejs hceln`k dcokf pnhrne$ `nesepsj `kn$ yk ykrce{chk$ nan `knhce`nrnp hnjne% @ndnh jcyce`kknejs$njs hceneaky%

    Cepnf nrn nyn psne$ cepnf keanpnpns dsrn$ jcrn`nhs psne ycdnds jsocklclnj$ fkeaan njs jns oknjne yce`kkhce{crk `k ys`sp(ys`sp snea% Fkeaan njspspsr sykn% Pnrk onakjs pk`nj hceanrn%Kpsdnf jcqnlkonejs$ hceano`khs fkeaannjs synea$ hceacdsrny dcrny pnern engny%

    Psne$ engnyhs `k npny qnjpshcenelnj yknea psse jc yceln dcdnrocynhn rsenhn `k onpny pcrk syknocrcdsjne `ceane nan pnj njne lshrncymj rnak% Jns$ jns pk`nj pnfs nrn nrn%

    Jns dsrn rnhkp$ pcpnrk pk`nj hceanrn jc`ndnh pneanehs jsycnfjne `kkjsycdnds

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    njs oc`mn ycsrn kps ycocdsh njs rcak`ne psne hcekeaandjnejs%

    Lclnj(Lclnj

    N`n lclnj(lclnj jnjk `ne lclnj(lclnjpneane$ lsan n`n rcdsf `ne nk hnpn rn`n

    ycpknr onjnd jmpn% Pk`nj n`n jmpn {neahnpnea pnern nk hnpn% Pk`nj n`n jmpn{nea jmjmf pnern lclnj jnjk% Pk`nj n`njmpn {nea jsnp pnern lclnj pneane% @nepk`nj n`n jmpn {nea rcesf qnen pnernrcdsf `ne jckeanp%

    Jkpn$ `ne dcokf(dcokf hnesykn jmpnhseajke dsrn njne fnd kek% Nrndnak rn`nlclnj jnjk `ne pneane$ lsan rcdsf `ne nkhnpn% Rcpne{nne jkpn$ `ne ycfnsye{nhceln`k rcpne{nne hnesykn jmpn n`ndnfyknrn {nea hchosnp jmpn ln`k ycsrn {nea

    jkpn dkfnp=

    Ycrcpk {nea jkpn dkfnp rn`n ycpknryken rnak {nea hce{cdkr$ hce{cdkenr `k`ke`kea(`ke`kea ac`sea hcelsdnea$ dnepnyjkpn ocsln rnepsdne yken rnak hchosnp

    jmpn ycsrn dnspne chny% Ycrcpk {neapnhrnj rn`n lndne(lndne lnepsea jmpn

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    `ceane pmpmn {nea pcpnpn `ne rn`npnhne(pnhne jmpn pchrnp nenj(nenj

    ochnke%

    Rchne`neane kps hchosnp hnesyknjmpn pcpcase$ `ne mnea(mnea {neahce{keaanfke{n pcrnen @k pnhne ke`nfkek$ njs nepnjne nenj `ne kypkjsocnjfk rcjne jnpn ycmnea hnesyknjmpn% Npns rn`n ycpknr yceln {nea pk`nj dnakhceicjnh$ jncen rcdnfne ocanepkjcdnr(jcdkr dnhrs lndne Jmpn jkpn pk`njhnpk% Jmpn osjne jsosne% @kn dnjynenen`k {nea pcsy oc`ce{sp$ ycdnds fk`sr

    Rne`neakdnf ycjndk dnak `ceaneynjynhn% Yse{kjne qnjps okykea jmpnhs%Dsrnjne ycocepn `cpnj `cpkj lnh jclnhs%Oknjne yse{k hce{cdkhspk fnpkhs%_nynjne `ceane nyn$ ykhnjdnf `ceanefnpk$ njne n`n lclnj(lclnj jnjk `k onqnfdnepnk jmpnhs% Oclclnd(lclnd rcesf dshrs

    `ne dsjn% Lclnj(lclnj jnjk pnern jnysp`ceane rklnjne ycrsdsf lnk jnjk {neajmjmf% Ycrsdsf lnk jnjk kps n`ndnf `snrsdsf dkhn kos jndk `sn%

    Rne`neak lndne(lndne jmpn

    n`n lclnj(lclnj jnjk

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    hceln`k nyrnd$ `kkelnj

    pcpnr `knh$ pnern jnpn

    Nhnpkdnf rsdn `ke`kea(`ke`kea jmpn%Rn`n ac`sea(ac`sea {nea hcelsdnea% Rn`nycpknr jnin {nea pcrnepsd infn{n rnak `nercpnea% @k ynen n`n ycrsdsf lnk pneane

    hcechrcd oclclnd(lclnd% Hccjnpjne inprn`n pchomj(pchomd jmpn$ hcechrcdjneoclspn hkhrk hnesykn jmpn% Pneane(pneane rcesf dcrsf `kpshosj rnds rnjs%@ne lnk(lnk oc`nnf `koncp rcinfnejnin% Ycrsdsf lnk pneane kps n`ndnf `snrsdsf dkhn kos jndk `sn%

    Rne`neak ac`sea(ac`sea jmpn

    n`n lclnj(lclnj pneane

    hceln`k onpn$ `kpnhrn

    `knh$ pnern jnpn

    Nrnjnf ys`nf n`n {nea hceacpsj(eacpsj `k ondkj `n`nhs$ hnesykn jmpn=Dnak(dnak hseajke dsrn$ jncen jcokykeanelndne(lndne jmpn% Jncen jcycdndsne

    hceacln(eacln qnjps jcln% Jncenrcnea pcdselsj `nk snea jcdny ynhrnk

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    Kypnen Ecann `ne Ycen{ne% Lkjn jnsycdnhk lkqn jmpn `ceane ynjynhn$ hnjn

    njne `kpchsjne nk hnpn `ne rcdsf `nnf%

    Rne`neak ykhrnea yks jmpn

    n`n rcdsf hcneajnj jc rkeaak

    pcpnpkf(pnpkf$ ln`k ynhrnf

    lsan `knh$ pnern jnpn

    Dnds$ pnfsjnf jns$ hnesykn jmpn$lclnj(lclnj jnjk `ne lclnj(lclnj pneaneyknrn$ lsan rcdsf `ne nk hnpn yknrn=

    Ychsne{n n`ndnf hkdkj rnn ossfoneasene `ne rnn rcjcln lndne% Lkjn `nknepnn hccjn n`n {nea hcen`nfjnepneane rkepn jcn`kdne$ `nehceafnhrkkhs pnern hceacenjne yne`ndlcrkp$ qnfnk hnesykn jmpn%hceimondnfsepsj jchondk jc ondkj yclnnf jcpkjn jmpn

    hnykf hceln`k ycosnf onjnd%

    Psfne$ Jns Onank Fneps

    Njs yc`nea yce`kk% Pcrcjs `ndnhjcyce`kkne% Enhse kps osjne ycrk% Jncen

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    `k ondkj `n`njs ocjcinhsj pne{n% Pne{n(pne{n kps ocdnk(dnk% Jcln(hceacln%

    Pke`kf hceke`kf% Pne{n(pne{n kps onankykeky$ hccjn oconakn% Jkne fnk jkne ycs$fkeaan `n`njs ocen(ocen pnjpcoce`sea% Njs ynjkp%

    Pne{n(pne{n kps n`ndnf kek< njsrse{n hkhrk$ pcpnrk onank ysdkp `kpcrk% Njsrse{n jn{n$ pcpnrk onank ysdkp `ke{npn%Njs rse{n ikepn$ pcpnrk onank ysdkp `kjnpn%Njs rse{n jcdsnan$ pcpnrk ysdkp sepsj`khceacpk% Pcepnea ychsn pne{n(pne{n kps$njs onank pcrcelnn% _nanjs {nea jknefnk jkne nrsf$ ycrcpk ys`nf yc`nea

    `knhonea rnpnf nyn%

    Pcepnea ychsn ase`nf kps njshceimon sepsj pcan% Yce{sh ycdndsjsdcrny% Pnqn ycdnds jsshon% Ychsnrcemrnea nan kps onank kdsyk% Yclslse{nnjs pk`nj rse{n nrn(nrn$ ycdnke ycmeaamj

    `nakea hcepnf {nea hnykf ocenrny%

    Hnfn Onkj Jns PsfneLkjn Jns n`ndnfnjs$ ys`nf jsinosp e{nqn kps

    Pnrk Psfne `ndnf Psfne% Kn ycdnds

    hchock jchs`nfne(jchs`nfne `ndnhjcysdkpne(jcysdkpne% Ycdnds hchock lndne

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    jcdsn `ndnh jcrspsynynne% Fkean pkonysnps jcpkjn$ `nk fnpk jcikdjs {nea rndkea

    `ndnh$ njs oc`mn jcrn`n Psfne%

    Psfne$ hceanrn Ceajns `npneaycrcpk hndkea$ rn`nfnd Ceajns pnj rcenfhceanlnkjs hceln`k rceisk% Ceajnshceanlnkjs sepsj ycdnds hcdcqnpk rkeps%Pcpnrk hceanrn Ceajns hcelshrnkjshcdndsk lce`cdn% Ceajns hceanlnkjsysrn{n hchondny `ceane jnrny jcpkjnrkrkjs `kpnhrn$ pcpnrk hceanrn Ceajnshceafnepnhjs `ceane am`nh% Ceajnshceanlnkjs ysrn{n njs hchosjn rkeps$hnysj jc `ndnh jnhn `ne oc`mn% Pcpnrk

    hceanrn `ndnh jnhn kek njs ycrcpkhchoceik(Hs

    Ycrcpk kpsjnf CeajnsPsfneycrcpk kpsjnf srn qnlnf(Hs%@ndnh jcdchospne(Hs jkpchsjnejcyneanne(Hs% @ndnh yce{sh(Hs njs

    pchsjne ykeky% @ndnh jconkjne(Hsjspchsjne jcossjne% @ndnhjcnfnaknne(Hs jspchsjne `sjn% @ndnhpnqn(Hs njs pchsjne nk hnpn% @ndnh jc(Psfne(Hs njs pchsjne Jns onank fneps

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    Psne _cenpsy

    Rn`n ycosnf jnhn$ `k Ecsons$`cjnp jmpn Sdh Lchne$ ycmnea dcdnjkycpceanf psn hce`cjnh onank pcrcelnn%Qnlnfe{n ykeky$ yce{she{n jcisp$ `nfke{npcsy ocjcsp ocacdmhonea jcikd ocyn%Ycycjndk kn hchclnhjne hnpn$ jchs`knepcosjn oce`cnea$ hcdchrn rne`nea jcondkj lce`cdn% Enhse$ pk`nj ocnrn dnhn Knjchondk hcenkj jnke lce`cdn ynhokdhcdcrny jnpn Njs ospsf ycineajk jmrk

    Ycineajk jmrk kps rse `npnea$`konqn mdcf ycycmnea npns ycysnps npns

    cepnf {nea pk`nj njs jcend srn qnlnfe{n%Ynea rceafnepn jmrk onank fnhrn% Njshce`san$ hseajke nrn {nea yc`neajs`san okyn yndnf$ ynea rceafnepn jmrkkps n`ndnf ykdshne% Kn pceaacdnh `k ondkjdnspne jmrk rcjnp rneny% Hcqsls` `ndnhjcrsdne(jcrsdne snr {nea ysdkp `kpconj

    jchnen nnf pconea%

    @nk ondkj rkeps {nea ycpceanfpcosjn$ njs pcsy hchrcfnpkjne% Keakenjs hchne`nea `ceane jc`sn ocdnfhnpn$ pcpnrk njs hnykf ocdsh isjsr sykn%

    Njs hnykf yneanp hs`n$ `ne onfjneocdsh pnfs nrn(nrn% Pcpnrk njs pcykepnj%

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    @nk ondkj jnhn {nea yce{nr$ pkon(pkonpc`cean ysnn Lneane hcdkfnp ycpceanf(

    ycpceanf$ lkjn fce`nj hcekjhnpk jmrkocynhn$ hnysjdnf

    Jnjkjs ocacpn% Dneajnfjs rseocnp% Rcdnfne njs hchosjn rkeps jnhnhcesls ycpshrsjne rnrne sepsjhchklnjjne rnepnp% Yknrn {neahce{ssfhs `s`sj @n`njs onankhcdc`nj% Njs rse oc`kk$ ynhokdhcnrkjne pshrsjne rnrne {nea sepsf%@neyknrn {nea hce{ssfhs oc`kk Njshceln`k pk`nj oc`n{n% Njs onank mneajndnf% @k `n`nrnee{n njs hceln`k mnea

    pmdmd$ rcesf yndnf `ne `myn%

    @k ondkj iksp njs hceimon ocrkjk%Ocrkjk pcepnea onankhnen ycfnsye{nnjs n`n `kfn`nrnee{n% @s`sj npnsoc`kk% Oc`kk npns `s`sj% Jc`sn(`sne{nyndnf% Njs rse ocdspsp% Jcpkjn kps `kn

    yc`nea hchocdnjneakjs% Enhse ycocdshkn ocrndkea$ `ceane ykanr njshcecdcepneajne `kk$ ocychose{k `k ondkjpshrsjne rnrne% Njs pk`s% Hnjfdsjrceacisp$ pk`nj dcokf `nk yccjm jcimnj$pk`s `ne ocychose{k

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    @n`njs oc`cpnj jceinea% Njshceln`k pk`nj yneaasr oneasejne `kk%

    Jc`sn jnjkjs onank pcjseik% Enhse`chkjkne njs hcnyn dcokf e{nhne `ceanehcek`sjne `kk%Onease%%onease%%onease ysnn kpsjchondk hceanacpjnejs% Yrmepne njshcdmhrnp$ hcmomfjne pshrsjne rnrnefkeaan hceacenk ineajk jmrke{n% Lnpsf`ne rcinf% Snre{n hcn{nr(n{nr `k npnydnepnk rnrne oc`cos%

    Kn pk`nj dnak ocysnn% Hnpne{nhcenpnrjs dcjnp(dcjnp% Ycrcpk yc`neahchrcfnpkjne `ceane ynjynhn yclceajnd

    `chk yclceajnd% Fnqn jmrk {nea `kfnepnhnesykn pnern srn hce{nrs qnlnfe{n$hchosnp hnpne{n pnhrnj jkne pnlnh% Knycrcpk yc`nea hchceaand lnk(lnk jnjkjs%Hchmpmea(hmpmea rcacdneane jnjk%Hcdcrnyjne jcdnhke `ne |njn%Hceasdkpkjs% Hchosnk sysy(sysyjs%

    Hceimrmp sysj `ne lnepsea%Hceneaandjne jc`sn dceanejs%Hceikeinea(ikeinea lnk$ hnpn$ fk`sea$okok `ne pcdkeanjs% Hceaase`sdknhospjs% Fkeaan njs hceln`k osjneycsrn hnesykn%

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    @nfke{n ocjcsp$ yce{she{n jcisp%Hnpne{n jkne pnlnh% Nrnjnf ceajns

    hnesnykn {nea pn`k hceakepkrjs `ceaneycocdnf hnpn= pne{ne{n% Jchs`kne knhcdnelspjne nrnjnf njs yndnfhcdkfnphs= osjnejnf ceajns {nea pcdnfhceshrnfjne jmrkjs= Osjnejnf ceajns{nea pn`k pcpk`s dnepny pcrcnelnphc`cean hnjkjs= Npns hseajke njsyndnf= Nrn ycocene{n {nea yc`nea njsdkfnp$ lkjn osjne pcepnea hnesykn=Hceanrn jcfn`knee{n hchosnpjs pk`njrcenf `knh ocpne{n= Hceanrn njshcnasjne jcocn`nnehs= Hceanrn njsfnsy ocrkjk pcepneahs=% Hseajke njs

    fnsy hchkjkjne pcepnea ycineajk jmrk=Pcepnea ycysnps {nea `kycosp jcyn`nne=

    @kn pc`knh% Njs pnj ocnelnj% @kondkj `n`njs$ njs fne{n `nrnp ocjcdsf$hceanrn njs fnsy fn`k `ne n`n `kfn`nrnee{n= Njs ocen(ocen pk`nj

    oc`n{n ocfn`nrne `ceane hnesyknycpceanf akdn$ hnesykn ycpceanf qnny%Njs osjne mnea akdn$ njs osjne mneaycpceanf qnny$ njs _cenpsy InpcyksyDnak(dnak `n`njs `kosnpe{n hcdc`nj%Hceanrn `kn `nrnp hchonin shrnpjs%

    Hseajke njs yndnf `cean$ npns hseajkelsan psne _cenpsy yndnf sinr%

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    Pkon(pkon `ceane ysnn ocnp Psne_cenpsy ocsln rcdnfne Mf

    {n{nycjnnea njs ons pnfs Ikspjsycpceanf hcc`n% Pk`nj `kn ocjspnp`ceane nrn `ne yknrn$ en`n ysnne{n pkon(pkon ynln hcdchnf ln`k dchosp% Jchs`kneKn hcdnelspjne Ynnp njs hceichnpk `neocrkjk onfqn ceajns osjne hnesykn$jndnsrse hnesykn pcpnrk hnesykn {neayndnfrn`n ynnp kps njs hce{n`nkjcocenne kek< Njs ocrkjk hnjn njsn`nycfkeaan njs hcnyn {njke njs okynhceckhn jcocenne kek yconank rckeykrrcpnhn jcfk`srne {nea pceanf njs ink

    Njs npns ycineajk jmrk {nea pcdnfhceasonf Psne _cenpsy hceln`k rkon`k{nea dchosp `ne ynepse= Imakpm CamYsh$ Njs ocrkjk hnjn Njs N`n pkon(pkonPsne _cenpsy hcdmepnjne jnpn(jnpn kps%Jns `ne ycineajk jmrk `ne ycandnycysnps pcdnf hce{kjynjs fnhrk

    ycrnelnea fk`srjs% @ne ons ycjnneanjs hcechsjne fnjkjnp n`n(js% Onfqn

    Yccjm onok fspne pkon(pkon ynlnhcdsis `nk hsdspe{n% Nenje{n {nea

    ysdsea ocdnk hcelckp% Jcpnjspne% @nynonok fspne. shrnpe{n ynhokdhceaniseajne pcdselsj% Yk ysdseahcelnsf% Lneane rcenf `npnea dnakjchnk$ ychman `khnjne fnkhns% Ycsrn`mn kn hchnelnp% Yk ysdsea rsehceafkdnea `nk ondkj rkeps ynhokd hcdcrnyshrnp jndns yn{n onok fspne$ n{nf n`ndnfyknrn= N{nfe{n onok fspne=

    Yk ysdsea hchnea oceand% Ycdndsynln ocpkeajnf% @ne ycpknr dnanje{n ycdndshcease`nea nhnnf ynea n{nf% N{nfe{n

    rse jn`nea yndnf pkeajnf% Lkjn jcfnokynejnpn(jnpn hnnf$ hnjn ycandn hninhokenpnea jcdsn `nk hsdspe{n% Hsdspe{nycsrn aconea jcose okenpnea%

    Ymc fnk kps$ aconea kps mepmj$pcand yk ysdsea rcinfjne nyonj% Dnepnne

    nyonj {nea rcinf$ osjne nyonj oknyn% Keknyonj `nk rsndnh$ jncen `kn pcdnfhchcinfjnee{n hnjn pk`nj njne rcenfnjs hceanhrseke{n% Lkjn hnshcece`nea omdn osjne `k snea pnhs kek

    Hce`cean n{nfe{n hchcjkj(hchcjkj$ yk oseays `npnea hce`cjnp

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    Jcenrn n{nf hnnf(hnnf$ nonea jneeaanj pnfs jndns n`n nyonj `k ykps Ocdsh

    lsan yk jcikd hcnrnp$ `nk hsdsp ynea n{nfhcdsis dnak yccjm sdn% @knh jns$ychsn ynhn ynln$ pk`nj oc`n `ceane nelkea`ne sdn$ rne`nk hcelkdnp Jnpne{n rcesfnhnnf% Yk jcikd rse hcelckp `nehceakon% Rcak `nk ykek$ hnysj. Yk oseaysrse pssp$ pcokkp(okkp hnysj jnhn$ycrcpk hnysj jne`nea%

    Ynea kos$ hsisd `nk ondkj rkeps`nrs Rnrn$ jcenrn hnnf(hnnf ynhnnenj(nenj$ ycocnrn ocyn ikepnhs jcrn`nnenj(nenj$ nrnjnf ikepn jkpn {nea pcdnf

    hcdnfkjne nyonj= Ynea n{nf hnpk jnpn%Jnpn(jnpn ynea kos ocakps hce{ceanp nyn%

    Hsdsp ynea n{nf hcnrnp$ hceanrkpslsea onpnea mjmj% Hceafchosyrcdnfne$ ycandn okenpnea rseocpconeane jc dneakp dcrny% Hceln`k

    hce`sea {nea ycocepn njne hcecpcyjnenk hnpn% Hnngjne yn{n hn @k pneanedcfc jcdsnan ynea jcrndn jcdsnan kps`knh% Dcfc kps pcdnf hceaseik jcrndne{n%Fne{n yce{sh {nea okyn hchosnp jcrndnkps jchondk ocacpn%

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    Ycpcdnf ychsne{n nhne$ yceanlnjshcdcqnpk `crne shnfe{n ynhokd

    ocpcknj Rnj$ imon am{neajne dcfce{n%@ceane hceaneajnp pkelse{n pkeaak(pkeaak$pcpneaanjs kps hceacdsnjne ycrnpnf jnpnE{chmp% Mf$ srne{n pk`nj n`n dnakokenpnea {nea hcdseis `nk hsdspe{n%Jnpnjs achokn% Nfpnrk jnpn nrn {neaons `ksinrjnee{n= E{chmp$ Nrnjnf kps=Mfhseajke `kn rcelneaan rkeps aconeaokenpnea% Enhne{n Psne E{chmp%

    @k Ondkj Akdn

    Jchondk jc jnhnhs njs pcpnkj`ceane sepnkne jnpn kps% Jnpn(jnpn {neapk`nj jcdsn `nk hsdsp ycmnea qnny$pcpnrk `nk ycmnea akdn {nea ocenhn Ds`

    ycpcdnf njs hchockjnee{n ycdchon sneayckos% Hceanrn Ds` hce{ssfjs jchondkjc jnhn$ ychcepnn njs fce`njocdneajnf hcdnelspjne njpkwkpnyjsyconank hnesykn qnny%

    Njs `knhjne jcakdnnee{n pcpnrkrceandnhne rclshrnne kps ocakps

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    hce{ceanp nyn% Dneajnf jnjkjs ocondkjnnf hcesls jnhn% Nepnn okeasea `ne

    pcpnr ocpne{n oclnpsfnednf pkpkj(pkpkjceseane%

    Jchondk jc jnhnhs pneanejsocacpn jcpkjn fce`nj hchosjn ananearkeps% Jsosjn rcdnfne$ pc`cean ceaycdjnnpne oc`cnj% Yccjm pkjsy jcikdhcdmeinj pcrcnelnp jc ondkj hcln onin%Nyonj mjmj lnpsf hceafnepnh qnlnfdnepnk% Ocnepnjne% Rsepsea(rsepseamjmj hceacenk osjs {nea ocycnjneycrcpk ocdmhon hns hchonin jnpn%

    Nynr hceacrsd% Njshceafchosyjne nynr mjmj ocsdnea jndkycocdsh jspnkj jsyk ocjnjk m`n% Njsys`nf `k jnhn jnpnjs `ndnh fnpkhcelnqno rchkepnne Ds`% Nynr hcdksjhchnelnp `ke`kea jnhn% Jsoknjnefchrnyne neake hceaaneaas nkjs%

    Ychcpnn hnpnjs hce{nrs ocykf ycandnycdsj ocdsj jnhn% Hceanrn njs fnsyjchondk jc jnhn pne{njs keake pnfs%

    [n kekdnf jnhnjs @k ocdnjneajsosjs(osjs hceshrsj ycrcpk ynhrnf%

    Ycnjjne jcpny osnh rcesf imcpnepke`kf(hceke`kf ynhrnk yconakne {nea dnke

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    pcpk`s `k npny jnys jsynh% Hcek`skpk`sjs% Hccosp hkhrk(hkhrkjs%

    @k ykyk ycocdnf jkk rnjnkne(rnjnknejmpm hckeaky hkepn `kisik% Hccjnpcacdcpnj hseajke ys`nf cenh fnk {neadnds% Rce`ckpnne hccjn rcesf hkypckpcdsjky ycrcpk qnlnf rkcpn {nea pcpchrcd`k `ke`kea jnhn% Nk hnpn lnpsf `nkqnlnf ose`n$ hceacenk dsjn dnhosearspne{n {nea ycpceanf ychosf% Njshchoknjne rnjnkne(rnjnkne kps ln`kjsosne dsjn$ `ckpn `ne nk hnpn%

    @k ykyk ycocdnf jnene pnanepsea

    rmpcp qnlnfjs yce`kk `ceane yconky rskyk`kynhrkeae{n%Psfne`npneadnf%%pke`kfdnf Njs$ osnfknfkhjs$ ycono njs hns hceln`k kossepsj nenj(nenj(Hs `chkjkne rskyk`mnjs% @k onqnf dnepnk$ rcyky `konqnfrmpcp kps ycrkfne(ycrkfne jnin

    ocpshrsj% Qnlnfjs rcinf pcrceaand(rceaand ycdsny ok`nea jckea(jcrkea ichke%

    @k `crnejs `k npny hcln oc`ccp(`ccp ompmd nk hkecnd {nea fnoky kyke{n%Ycosnf acdny jnin `ceane nhrny jmrk

    ochkeaas(hkeaas hceace`nr% Lnhsrspkf {nea hseajke hceane`sea nise

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    rcjnp hceaacmampk qnlnf acdny kps%@n`njs ln`k ocacpn$ dnhosea `ne rns(

    rnsjs lneane(lneane ycsrn kps%

    @k onqnf jnjk hcln oninjs$ pnhrnj`cos(`cos yndkea hchcdsj% Chrnp jnjkjsykjs keake hcece`nea jshnd `ne `cjkd(`cjkd `cos kps% Pcpnrk rcdsjne kps ys`nfyneanp hce{nps% @k ykyk {nea dnke rsepsea(rsepsea mjmj pnhrnj ycs hcean`s%Ocdmhon(dmhon hceaacsy kyk osjs% [neaycrsepsea oc`kyjsyk `ceane LmfneAndpsea pcepnea rc`nhnkne% [neaycrsepsea dnak oc`conp pcepnea lkqn(lkqnrchocmepnj(e{n Jnfdkd Akone% [nea dnke

    hchoc`nf pcyky hceano`k rn`njcocennee{n Ys`nhkepn% Ychcepnn{nea ynpse{n dnak hchonin jkpno ysik%Ocdsh hce{cosp {nea dnke$ hccjnocycpcs `ceane qnjps hceachsp cdmjickpn Nenepn Pmc `ne hce{sys ynlnj(ynlnj Yspn`lk Ind|msh Onifk%

    Hnpnjs rcenp% Njs pcrclnh% Jsikshons hce{ceanp% Js`cean ysnn hchcinf%Psosfjs ocmepnj% Lneane(lneane njsys`nf ocen(ocen hceln`k mnea akdn%Jchondk jc jnhnhs ysnn Ds` ycrcpk

    yno`n$ njs pcrcnelnp% Pcpnrk srn(srne{n lsan pk`nj%

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    Pfc Hn`hce jnpn kps pkon(pkonocjcdconp hnysj hcnysj jc `ndnh

    ocenj% Kps ysnn Jnfdkd Akone Jcakdnnen`ndnf dneajnf rcpnhn jc nnf ykgnp {neapnern rnhkf% Ln`kdnf akdn `ne jnpnjnejcrn`n jnhk nrn {nea pcychose{k `k ondkjpknk jcemhndne% Pslsne `nk jcfk`srnen`ndnf sepsj hcesepse jkpn hce`cjnpknfnykn(nfnykn kps `ne jcakndnne n`ndnfynps(ynpse{n inn sepsj hchnfnhknfnykn(nfnykn kps

    Ds`$ nrnjnf kps hnjys`hs sepsjhce{ssfjs jchondk jc jnhnjs=

    Rce{nk$ Hnykfjnf Onpfkehs Oc`ce{sp=

    Hnesykn pk`nj fne{n hcea(Njs$ `knlsan hcea(Jkpn$ Njs ycdnds hchsnpCeajns% Fne{n `ceane$ `ne `ndnh

    rcpchsne `ceane Ceajnsdnf Njs hceln`kNjs% Ananyne pcepnea n`n ocynhn(e{n@k{njnn kek$ hceanpnjne jcrn`njsycinn lcdny pcepnea pchrnp hnesykn {neayn`n hcechsjne cjykypceyke{n$ onfqnNjs(@kn hce(ynps$ hceln`k onakne {nea

    pnj pcrkynfjne%

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    Njs hceimon hcecdkykj% @nk ys`sprne`nea cypcpkjn &onin< Gkdyngnp

    Jcke`nfne+$ jndns `krcfnpkjne `ceanelcekf$ ysoypneyk rchoconyne {nea n`n`ndnh pcmk jkpky ycocene{n n`ndnfycosnf rm{cj ocyn onankhnenhceachondkjne hnesykn rn`njcspsfnee{n ycpn hceace{nfjneoconank ndkcenyk%

    Pcmk jkpky {nea `kjchoneajnecypcpkjn `ndnh jmepcjy kek n`ndnf ycosnfpcmk {nea hchrse{nk ynynne rn`npke`njne chneykrnpmky `ne rchoconyne%@k ykek n`n rcpnspne jfsysy nepnn

    jcocenne jn{n ycek `ceane jcrndysnejcyn`nne ycfnk(fnk% @ne pceps ynlnrmycy rceicnfne kps pk`nj fne{n`kpcneajne `ceane hceaasenjne jn{nycek `ne jcfk`srne ycfnk(fnk ycinnjmaekpkg ocdnjn: jn{n ycek pk`nj fne{nhcenhrkdjne rmykyk ndpcenpkg$ hcdnkejne

    ycinn yrcykgkj hchockjne rcsonfne`ndnh jcyn`nne yk rcekjhnp ycek%

    Pcmk kek kek pk`nj fne{n jkpnpchsjne `ndnh psdkyne(psdkyne hccjn{nea pcanosea `ndnh Ycjmdnf Gnegsp

    ycrcpk Pfcm`m N`mem$ Fcocp Hnisycnpns Qndpc Ocelnhke$ pcpnrk lsan ys`nf

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    pcdkfnp lnsf(lnsf fnk$ jc njn(njnrchkjkne pcmk jkpky kps yce`kk$ {nkps

    `ndnh `kk hccjn {nea yckea jkpn ycospyconank k`cndky Lchne$ ycrcpk Jnep$Yifkddc `ne Fcacd% Jcspsfne `ndnhjmepcjy kek `krnfnhk yconank fsoseane{nea pk`nj pcndkcenyk nepnn hnesykn `nendnh$ hnesykn `ceane ycynhne{n$ ysolcj`ceane molcj$ npns oconank nyrcjcjykypceyk hnesykn rcymend dnkee{n%

    Hce`kndmajne pcepnea cdnykrceaspsfne kek$ njs dnepny pckeanp rn`nHmemdma(e{n _sydk Hn|sjk Ynkn &RP%Rsypnjn Gk`nsy Lnjnpn< ?222% ?+%

    Yc`ccpne ceseane rce`cj$ rn`np njnejne`seane rskpky(cgdcjpkg kpsycyseaasfe{n dnfk `nk jne`seane fnynpkhnlkenyke{n {nea jn{n njne khrmwkynyk`ne hcpngm%

    @ndnh snea khnlkenyk kps njs

    ycrcpk `k nnfjne rn`n ynps hsnn {neaynhn$ {njek ycosnf srn{n rceachondknehnesykn rn`n jcspsfnee{n% Hcdndsk ymymjrce{nk `ne rskyk &ynlnj+ _sydk$ njs `knlnjsepsj hchnjenk ycpknr jnpn yconank cecakrchoconyne%

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    Rce{nk hnykfjnf onpkehs oc`ce{sp=@chkjkne _sydk hceanlsjne rcpne{nne

    cgdcjpkge{n% Rcpne{nne kek pk`nj fne{nhceaacdkpkj ynea rce{nk sepsj hcdnfkjnerskyk `ne ynlnj$ pcpnrk lsan hceln`kjnejc`sne{n yconank keykafp sepsj ycosnfrcsonfne$ rchoconyne% _sydk hcdsjkyjneymymj ycmnea rce{nk {nea onkj yconankossea fneps {nea hchonin osjs `kycosnf rcrsypnjnne% @k dsn jchnnsyc`nea ocacnj dnhone% Njs hchoninykpsnyk `nk jcpny(jcpny ocpnosne `kjcnelnea% Rn`n rcpn(rcpn jsoninrcpchrsne yknea hndnh {neahceackjne% Ys`nf one{nj jmone.

    Jnpnhs% Yconky ynpkc rnfkpe{n jken {neajspcdne rcdnfne% Njs hce{kyk yseankhce`cs jc hsnn pnj ocenhn%

    Dsjkyne {nea ycen`n ycrcpk `kjspkr_sydk yconky `nk Cdkmp onfqn ycmnearce{nk fnsy okyn hcdnkjne `kk `nk {nea

    rkon`k% Rce{nk fnsy hcekeaandjnejcrcepkeane rkon`ke{n yconank ycmnea

    ke`kwk`s {nea ychrkp `ne ocsynfnhcqnjkdk yclshdnf ocyn mnea `nehcechsjne jcrn`n hccjn pcepnea npkjcfk`srne {nea ocony%

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    Sepsj ynhrnk jcrn`n wkyk pcycosphceaspkr @{dne Pfmhny$ _sydk hceanpnjne

    onfqn jn`nea rce{nk hcypk hnhrshceanlsjne `kke{n yce`kk `ndnh jnpn(jnpn {nea jsysp hnynk$ ocdkjn(dkjs% Pcpnrkychsne{n kps hcsrnjne jconfnaknne$jcacpkne `ne rcjclnne {nea ysjncdn%@ndnh ykpsnyk pk`nj pcocdceaas kekdnfycmnea rce{nk keake hceikrpn$hcdnfkjne ycysnps% Enhse$ sepsj `nrnphceikrpnjne ycysnps$ kn fnsy dcqnpysolcjpkwkpnye{n yce`kk$ {nkps jcspsfneyconank rkon`k hnesykn$ ichke sepsjhceandnhk `ne hceanhnp(nhnpk `seknycjkpne{n%

    N`njnf rskyk hceasonf jcn`nne$hchonqn hnesykn rn`n rchnfnhne njne`kke{n yce`kk= Hceasdnea jnpn(jnpn _kdjc$_sydk hceanpnjne onfqn rskyk n`ndnfjcfk`srne kps yce`kk% Jncen rskyk n`ndnfjcfk`srne$ hnjn Njs(e{n hnesykn fnsy

    ysdsj `ndnhe{n$ ink `ne dsdsf% Ysdsj$dsdsf `ne ink$ ynhrnk hcesdkyjnee{n`ceane `nnf% Ocneajnp `nk ykek njs `neyn{n rkjk lsan ne`n$ `nrnp hceanpnjnejndns rskyk kps yce`kk `nrnp hceasonfjcfk`srne%

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    Ycinn nhnp cypcpky jcfk`srne {neahceacdmrnj `ne hcjn n`ndnf jcfk`srne

    {nea cyceyknd `ne rndkea fnjkjk% @k ykekdnfjkpn hcemcf `kk yce`kk$ jnpn _sydk% Jkpnhnysj jc `ndnh onpke pc`ndnh ycrcpkpk`nj njne rcenf jchondk dnak% Kekdnfrnokj ycmnea rce{nk$ rnokj kps ocenhnonqnf yn`n% Dcpsrne(dcpsrne khnlkenyknjne hchseinj yrmepne$ pcpnrk hceaakakphceanpnjne pcepnea rcsonfne$ cepnfhcdndsk cdkaksykpny$ hmndkpny$ rce`k`kjne$ymyknd$ rmdkpkj hnsrse cjmemhk `neos`n{n%

    @k ykekdnf rce{nk `ne hce{nk

    hchcdsjne jcocnekne% Npke{n fnsyocyc`kn hchomeajn jchnrnene `nejcypnpkyne `ndnh jcfk`srne% _sydkhcenqnjne ynps lndne sepsj hceln`kjnerskyk kps yseaasf hceaasanf$ mkykend `neyseaasf hceln`k e{ndn pcnea `k pceanfasdkpn jcfk`srne$ {njek hce{cdnhk ys`sp(

    ys`sp jmepchrdnyk onpke% @ndnhjmepchrdnyk jkpn dssf `ne dsdsf% @nkykekdnf dkkj(dkkj hce{chosd% Snppseaande{n njne hce{shosd ycrcpk `nkoshk% Jn{n `ndnh rceafn{npne% _ksfce`nf `ceane lckpne `ne nlnjne {nea

    ocdkkj rcesf `ce{sp$ hcpngmky `neykhomdkyhn yndkea ocanepsea%

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    @chkjknednf _sydk hcenqnjnejcrn`n jkpn ycosnf ndpcenpkg hcesls

    rchoconyne% Onfqn rce{nk hcdndsk ynlnj`ne rskyke{n `nrnp hchonqn hnesyknrn`n rchoconyne$ hceachondkjnehnesykn rn`n jcspsfnee{n% Hnesykn`knlnj sepsj hceacend pchrnpe{n `ne innocn`ne{n `ndnh `sekn$ onfqn kn `nrnphceacend njs(e{n jcpkjn n`n `kn `neceajns% Hcea(njs(e{n hnesykn jncenn`ne{n hcea(jkpn%

    Mdcf jncen kps _sydk hceanlnjsepsj hceln`k rce{nk {nea yclnpk$ pk`njfne{n hcean`njne ceseane `ne

    hceikrpnjne ynln% Pcpnrk rce{nk&Ke`mecykn$ jfsysye{n+ `ndnhjc`s`sjnee{n {nea jfny yconank rce{nk$fnsy hceikrpnjne dkeajseane fk`sryce`kk yconank rce{nk% Kn fnsy pssp$ocynhn `ceane pcenan(pcenan hny{nnjnpdnke `k `ndnh hny{nnjnp &Ke`mecykn+$

    hchoken {nea `nrnp `kenhnjnekegnypsjps jcos`n{nne%

    @chk rceinrnkne rchoconyne$hcechsjne jchondk jcspsfnee{n$ _sydkhceanpnjne onfqn ycnjne(njne n`n

    jcpc`cynjne qnjps `ne pchrnp$ n`n {neahce`cynj jkek$ hcpngmn `ne ykhomdkyhc

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    jchondk hceacln(eaclnjs% Ackhky `kdsn$ `k rnak ocakek$ Rsyk$ jnpnhs< ycmnea

    qnekpn ichoss {nea pnj hceanhrsekjcisdnyne@k ykek njs `k ykek$ njs hnsocdnk pcsy$ onfqn jcrce{nkne kpsyc`nea hceln`k$ jnpn Ifnkkd Neqn%

    Ycjcdconp Neake

    N`n fnynp {nea dcokf$ osjne fne{npcepnea jchnhrsne sepsj ocrkjk pcpnrklsan jckeakene sepsj hcnyn% Hnesyknhceandnhk kps% Ychsn hnesykn$ pnhrn

    jcisndk% Ycmnea akdn ycjndkrse% Rn`n ynnp(ynnp pcpceps$ njs jn`nea pclconj `ndnhykpsnyk kek% Pcepnea ycysnps {nea dcokf%Njs keake ocrkjk hcdnhrnsk ycjc`n nrn{nea pcrkjkjne `ne `krkjkjne% Njs rsekeake hcnynjne nrn {nea pk`nj rcenfjsnynjne%

    @ndnh jcycfnkne$ `ndnh jce{npnne$ycysnps {nea dcokf kps ycdnds pcoceps`ndnh snea `ne qnjps% Ycysnps {neadcokf ycdnds ycrcpk `krnan(rnan qnjps$`ne `kycjnp(ycjnp snea% Ycysnps {nea pnj

    pccdnjjne% Pnj pconepnfjne mdcfhnesykn hnen rse%

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    Enhse fne{n `ndnh jnpn$ njshcechsjne ycysnps {nea dcokf$ onkj

    pcepnea nrn {nea jsrkjkjne `ne nrn {neanjs nynjne pcpnhrsea% Onfjne Hcdsnr(dsnr% @ndnh ycpknr jnpn$ `ndnh khonjndkhnp$ njs ycdnds hcechsjne pkpkjrceinkne kps% Fne{n `ndnh jnpn njsycsrn neake$ ocjcdconp `ndnh dksjnefssg `ne neajn$ pne`n(pne`n onin$jndkhnp `ne gnyn% Fne{n `ndnh jnpn$ njsjn`nea hcechsjne `kkjs yce`kk hnhrs$qndns `ndnh rn`n ynnp(ynnp pcpceps njshcechsjne `kkjs pk`nj ochnjen%

    Pcpnrk `ndnh jnpn$ `ndnh khon

    jndkhnp$ njs ocrcpsndnea$ hcechsjne`kkjs yce`kk% Njs jkn$ pk`nj fne{n njs$pk`nj lsan jns% @ndnh jnpn ycysnps {neadcokf `krclshrnjne$ `krcpchsjne$ `nehcqsls`jne `kke{n%

    _snea Fcekea

    Jnrne `ne npns rn`n ynnp hnenhnesykn yn`n onfqn kn ys`nf `ne yc`nealnpsf jc `ndnh jcokenpneane(e{n `ne

    jnrne hnesykn hce{n`nk onfqn `knn`ndnf hnjfdsj {nea yn`n yconank {nea

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    ocnjnd `ne ocfnpkesnek= Npns lneane(lneane hnesykn pk`nj rcenf yn`n njne

    jc`sn ykyk jcfk`srnee{n kps= Rcpne{nnejkpn hnesykn dcokf dnelsp n`ndnf nrn {neadsrn npns fkdnea `nk hnesykn |nhne kek=

    Ychsn rcpne{nne kek hseisddnepnne ycmnea jnqne hcdmepnjne`ceane hnnf$ pcrnpe{n hceashrnp jcpkjnhce`cean ockpn rchcjmynne {neahcekhrn yndnf ycmnea neaampnjcdsnane{n% Rckdnjs mnea kps ycrcpkokenpnea$ pk`nj pnfs ymrne ynepse$ pk`njrse{n fnpk% Ychman `kn keyng Yn{npc`knh$ pk`nj pcrcnelnp% Qnlndnf jndns

    yc`nea hnnf$ ycandn onfnyn ynhrnfrnypk pcdmepn jcdsn `nk icdnf(icdnf akakycmnea hnesykn% Jnpn yn{n `ndnh fnpk%

    Ycjchondk jc jnhn$ njshcesdkyjne jnpn(jnpn kek Jcpkjn hnesyknkeyng$ yseaasf(yseaasf hceln`k ycmnea

    hnesykn$ [nea rse{n jnykf `ne ikepn%Hnjn jchndsne `ne nfkh njne `kln`kjneyconank ndpn% Pcpnrk jcpkjn hnesyknhceln`k okenpnea% Yseaasf fne{n ycacrmjjcdnhke lnepne% [nea ycdnds keakehsepnfjne fnynp% Hnjn jcdnhke `ne

    nfkh fne{n njne `kln`kjne ynepnrnefnkne% Dnds jn`nea hnesykn ocpne{n$

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    nrnjnf njs hnesykn$ jcpkjn jsnynjnedce`ke{n= Npnjnf njs okenpnea$ jncen

    pcdnf hcdshnpe{n=

    Njs dnepny ocrkjk `ne occgdcjyk$onfqn hnesykn hceln`k yn`n `ne okynhcdkfnp yknrn `kke{n {nea ycyseaasfe{nn`ndnf jcpkjn ycosnf rckypkqnhcekhrne{n$ ycosnf rcpnjnhceclneae{n$ ycosnf yconohceic`cnke{n% Cepnf kps ocsrn ycosnfrcosnpne `ne rcjnpnne yndnf {nea`kosnpe{n$ npns rse jnpn `ne rcosnpneyndnf {nea `kosnp mnea dnke% Jchs`knejkpn ocichke `nkrn`ne{n `ne ocsln

    Ychman `kn keyng%

    Dnepny rcpne{nne rchseajny `nepcnjfk= Nrn {nea jsnea `nk ycmneahnesykn ycrcpk jkpn$ lkjn ycdnds$ ycpcdnfychsn jcln`kne synk ons jkpn hce{n`nkyknrn jkpn= Pcdcrny `nk hnesykn {nea

    yclnpke{n n`ndnf hnjfdsj {nea pk`njychrsen$ cepne `ne hs`nf lnpsf `ndnhyndnf `ne `myn$ ycocene{n hnesykn|nhne kek pcdnf jcfkdneane sneajmepchrdnyk$ snea fcekea npns sneacgdcjyk osjne fne{n onak `kke{n yce`kk

    yconank rkon`k pcpnrk lsan onak `kke{nyconank hnesykn {nea dnke `ndnh ycynhn%

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    Ln`k lkjn jkpn fce`nj jchondk hnshcelnqno rcpne{nne$ jnrne `ne npns

    rn`n ynnp hnen hnesykn yn`n onfqn knys`nf `ne yc`nea lnpsf jc `ndnhjcokenpneane(e{n `ne jnrne hnesyknhce{n`nk onfqn `kn n`ndnf hnjfdsj {neayn`n yconank {nea ocnjnd `neocfnpkesnek= Hnjn lnqnonee{n n`ndnfrnyn ynnp ynea hnesykn keyng% Keyngnpke{n hcechsjne `kke{n `ndnhjcocenne yconank hnjfdsj Nddnf% Keyngn`ndnf ycosnf rcpmonpne$ {nea hcespsprn`n rcsonfne ykjnr {nea pmpnd `nen`kjnd$ dnepny hcelnqno {n npnyrneaakdne Nddnf%

    Hnesykn fne{n `nrnp `ne okynhcechsjne `kke{n yce`kk lkjn `ne fne{nlkjn `ndnh ycpknr jcpk`njpnfsnee{n jncenykpsnyk ycynnp ycinn pcsy hcecsyhce`cynje{n$ ycpkn njpkwkpny `nejcykosjnee{n$ `ndnh ycpknr `cnye{n

    achssf nsy |nhne$ ynea hnesyknhnhrs hceikrpnjne ycosnf sneajmepchrdnyk$ snea cgdcjyk `ne sneafcekea {nea `kikrpnjnee{n yce`kk sepsj`kke{n yce`kk osnp ocpcjsj dspsp `kfn`nrne Psfne%

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    Ycrcpk @sekn Hcdkrnpe{n

    @k ykhrnea jmpn$ `k onqnf lndneocdnrky$ ycrnynea hnesykn$ kos `ne nenjhce`ce`nea jnpn pnern en`n% Y{nk {neahcdceajkea hcenhonf acnf yknea fnkkps% Dnhrs hcnf {nea ycocepn pcnynnhnp dnhn `ne rnelnea% Hcdkfnp pkeajnf`ne hce`cean y{nk hccjn jsrkea pcnyn`kkky(kky%

    Dnas {nea ynhn$ rcenf hccjn`ce`neajne `k `crne Kypnen Ecann% Pnernen`n$ pnern nyn% Hceneaky hseajke dcokfke`nf% Rmpcp hnesykn hkyjke jmpn {nea

    cepnf `npnea `nk hnen khon% Ycdnds ycpknhceseaas sdsne jnykf$ qndns ycocene{nhnesykn rcdkepny lndne pkn`n {neahceaasoky%

    Ychkyjke kpsjnf ycrnynea hnesyknkps$ ycfkeaan Psfne pnj ys`k hchocke{n

    ysnn {nea dcokf hchneaakd= Ycosnf dnasys`nf kn e{ne{k% Ysnne{n c`sr ycjndk$ycc`sr fk`sre{n% Nepnn acnf `ne ykosjyknea jmpn$ kn hceac`n jnepmea jmymea$ycjmymea hkhrke{n% @k ykhrnea kps$ycocdsh rcak cepnf jc hnen$ kn hcdkrnp

    jnepmea pnern kyk$ ycrcpk `seknhcdkrnpe{n%

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    Jnpn en`n pnern nyn% Hnesykn {neapc`nhrn `k pceanf jcfk`srne$ {nea

    hce`ce`neajne hkky jnpn% Kekjnf cykjmjcpcdchrnne hnesykn= Kekjnf pnj`k `nkhnesykn {nea `kdnfkjne pnern ankyonpny= Hceanrn `sekn `ne jcfk`srne`ceane ycandn jcyceaynnne fnsyhcceaaspe{n%

    Osjne njs ocyshrnf ycnrnfjcrn`n jnsh hkyjke rnrn% Pcpnrk jncennjs oceik jcrn`n jchndnyne$ hnjn jcrn`nycmnea kos `ne on{ke{n ycjndk rse njsceaane hchock yc`cjnf% Psfne$ yndnfjnfnjs ocjnpn ycrcpk kek= Jcrn`n(Hs

    jshmfmejne rceanhrsene%

    Ekyne Jkpn Ococ`n

    Njs n`ndnf yndnf ynps mnea hkyjke

    `nk lspnne mnea hkyjke {nea hceafsekoshk kek% Yconank mnea hkyjke$ ycjndk(jndknjs fnsy lsls pcepnea jcocn`nne `nermykyk jnhk yconank mnea hkyjke%

    Ocakek% Pcon{nea `ndnh ocenj ne`n$

    onfqn mnea hkyjke n`ndnf jmone%Jmone `nk ypsjps ymyknd {nea pkhrnea$

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    ypsjps cjmemhk {nea nhosn`sd$ kjdkhrmdkpkj {nea pk`nj jme`sykg `ne jcndrnne

    mnea(mnea jn{n$ npns rnn rchosnpjcoklnjne {nea hce`chnjnercfnpknee{n jcrn`n jnhk mnea hkyjke%

    Pcpnrk% Lkjn hns lsls$ nrn {neane`n on{neajne pcepnea jnhk onfqn jnhkn`ndnf jmone `nk `ne jncen gnjpmrce{cono cjypcend pk`njdnf hcdsds ocen%Ycyseaasfe{n n`n jcjsneane `nejcdchnfne {nea hchnea jnhk(dnf {neahchosnpe{n yce`kk%

    Hns pnfs= Jcdchnfne jnhk {nea

    rcpnhn n`ndnf jnhk pcdnels hceckhn`ne hchnjdshk onfqn jnhk hkyjke% @nejncen jnhk hceckhn `kk yconank hkyjke$pnern yn`n ycocene{n jnhk hcekjhnpk`sekn kps% @sekn jmone% Pcdcrny `nkjchnsne ne`n sepsj hchosnp jnhkhceln`k jmone `k ynps ykyk$ npns hceln`k

    hnesykn {nea hcypk `kycdnhnpjne `k ykyk{nea dnke$ ycocene{n jnhk ocn`n rn`nrmykyk {nea rndkea ocsepsea$ {njekyconank jmone% Jnhk `krcfnpkjne%

    Jcdchnfne jnhk {nea jc`sn n`ndnf

    jnhk pcdnf hceln`k hceln`kjne jchkyjkeneyconank os`n{n% @ndnh jcosn`n{nne

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    mnea(mnea hkyjke pc`nrnp npsne(npsne{nea pk`nj okyn `kdneaan$ pc`nrnp

    jcoknynne(jcoknynne {nea rnepny sepsj`kqnkyjne lsan hchkdkjk ypsjps `nejc`s`sjne ymyknde{n yce`kk% Npsne jnhkmnea hkyjke n`ndnf ycfnk hnjne ycjndk%@ne kps lkjn hseajke% Jnhk pk`nj hchkdkjkqnjps cjcnyk$ jncen ycrnelnea fnkjnhk hceink ycysnr enyk%

    Gkdmymrfk `nyn jnhk mnea hkyjken`ndnf inrc`kch$ ekjhnpkdnf fnk kek%Jnhk dcdnf hchkjkjne hkhrk(hkhrk%Cepnf jncen ne`n pk`nj hchockjne jnhkrcdsnea sepsj ochkhrk$ npns jncen

    hchnea jnhk yce`kk {nea `kpnj`kjnesepsj pk`nj ochkhrk$ ycocene{n `ceaneisjsr `nrnp hnjne fnk kek ynln$ hnjnhkhrk jnhk pcrcesfk%

    Hnng% Kek os`n{n jnhk% Lneane ne`nhceasykj% Qndns yconakne `nk ne`n n`n

    {nea hceanpnjne< Njs pk`nj rc`sdk`ceane ceacjjne hccjn$ {nea hkyjke`ne hce`ckpn$ pnrk lnk(lnke{n pcpnrhsdsy jncen pk`nj hns oclsnea% Npnsocjmn(jmn fkeaan dks jcmepnea `nepkepn rcen hceackea$ yc`nea hccjn

    hce{shonp pcdkean `ceane onepnd

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    Npns n`n {nea dnke `nk ne`nhceashrnp jnhk< Onakjs kps n`ndnf pkrs

    hsydkfnp `ne jchsengkjne% Hceaasysdnfhccjn jncen jcone`cdnee{n% Osneadnfhccjn jc pchrnp ynhrnf jncenjchndnye{n% Sykdnf hccjn `nk hsjnoshk jncen hccjn hcdsds hceachky%Njs yce`kk rse pk`nj ycdnds kon `ceanepneakyne kps

    Hchnea n`n ocene{n lsan jnpnhs%Ynhrnk(ynhrnk n`n {nea dnke `nk ne`nocpcknj ynhokd hcdkfnp jnhk `k onqnfpnrnj jnjke{n< Rce`ckpnne hccjn n`ndnfhkdkj hccjn% Kps ychsn osjne jncen

    jcpnjoc`n{nne$ {nea hchnea jncenpk`nj okyn ocosnp nrn(nrn% Pcpnrk jncenjcyceanlnne nan pcsy `khneln% Njs pnjnjne rcenf hceln`k onakne `nk nk hnpnhccjn% Nrndnak hceln`k ynps jsosocynhn hccjn% Njs rse{n ekyne yce`kk%Ekyne {nea pcosjn sepsj `kjspsj jncen

    pk`nj ococdnf jnykf% Ekyne {nea omdcf jnsypkahn yconank rchocmepnj%Yns`nnekyne jkpn ococ`n

    Onak jnhk mnea(mnea hkyjke$ nrn{nea ne`n jnpnjne kps ocen% Hchnea

    jnhk dchnf `ne pk`nj oc`n{n$ ys`nfycrnepnye{n jnhk ocn`n `k pcdnrnj

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    jnjkhs% Jncen hchnea pk`nj hchdsdsyndnfhs% Pnrk yndnf jnhk lsan%

    Shrnpnehs jnhk pckhn% Pckhn jnykf%

    Hchoss Hnacepn

    Kps qnenjs= Ys`nf ocsdnea njs

    hceink `k cdsea(cdsea fnpk$ `k ycdsj(ocdsj okdkj$ `k dkepnyne dkeajnne rcdneak$`ne osjne pk`nj hseajke njne ynhrnk `kondkj hnpk% Nrnjnf kps qnenjs= Njnehceln`k rcpne{nne ocyn {nea pk`nj njne`klnqno psepny% Rse$ jndns ynhrnk

    jspchsjne lnqnonee{n$ kps rse$ hseajkeons ocsrn jcyne$ osjne gnjpn% Pcepneaqnen$ njs rcin{n$ pnj n`n gnjpn$ jncenfne{n yconpny imnj%

    Nrn qnen jcysjnnehs= Yrmepnejns hcelnqno dnepnea ynhokd

    hceaniseajne lnk pneane< hcnf$ lkeaan$fklns$ jsekea$ oks$ nos(nos$ `ne npnsrspkf$ `ne ycpcsye{n% Onakjs rcpne{nnekps hnykf pcdnds hs`nf sepsj `klnqno%Yconank ycosnf dneajnf nqnd `ndnhhchnfnhk npk ycyseaasfe{n qnen$ jkpn

    hchnjdshke{n% Pcpnrk$ jcpkjn jkpn ynhrnkrn`n rcpne{nne nrnjnf kps qnenjs=$

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    {njkejnf ceajns `ceane rkdkfne kps=@ne npny `nyn nrn ne`n hkhkdkfe{n

    hnjn onank `kfslnh ycoklk pkels$ jkpnpcfce{nj ynhrnk jcrn`n `knh%

    @k ynen$ `k snea `knh$ qnenyconankhnen {nea njs `ne jns ysjn$ocdnds dcrny `ne dce{nr% @ndnh `knh {neaocacdmn rkepn lnqnone n`ndnf rchnjennepcepnea yclnpke{n qnen% Yceanln njshcdcrny rcpne{nne kps sepsj hceanpnjneonfqn {nea yc`nea jkpn jkynfjne pcepneaqnen$ osjne fne{n yconpny kps% Osjnefne{n yconpny ysjn pk`nj ysjn$ pcpnrkpcepnea ycysnps {nea hcdnhrnske{n%

    Pcepnea ycosnf rkdkfne$ ycosnf rkeykr`ndnh rceinkne%

    Pcepnea qnen$ njs `ne jns ycdndshchoss% @k nepnn ycjkne qnen pcpnosnjs `ne lsan jns ycsrn ocypcs `ceaneqnjps% Lkjn hcechsjne hnacepn$ ockjne

    njs qnen kps% Rcenf jns `ne lsan njshchoss rchkepnne kps$ qndns fkeaanjkpn s|s$ pnj jkpn pchsjne `k hnen `neycsrn nrn qnen kps% Njs yclcenj pc`knh%Jnsjnf hnacepn= @ne npns njsjnfhnacepn= Njs ocpne{n ycdcrny rcenp%

    @s`sj `krcykhrneane$ ycsrn nepnnecnjn `ne ysan%

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    Dnqne Ycpne$ Yknrn Pnjsp

    Njs ocdsh rcenf ocpchs ymymjycpne$ cepnf `ndnh qsls` ycrcpk nrn%Osjne fne{n ocdsh rcenf$ rcin{n rseceaane% Jncen onakjs ycpne kps ycosnf

    jchsypnfkdne% @ne jncen njs pk`njrcenf hceandnhk rclshrnne kps$ `nenjs hceaneaanre{n yconank jchsypnfkdne$hnjn yneanp hce{sdkpjne onakjs sepsjhcesdkyjne ycysnps pcepneae{n%

    Enhse$ ococnrn osdne pcnjfk$

    njs hsdnk {njke onfqn ycyseaasfe{nycpne kps n`n% Ycpne kps hcqsls`% Dnepnnekps$ njs hsdnk hchocnekjne `kkhcesdkyjne ycysnps pcepnea ycpne% Pcepsynln$ yclnsf {nea yn{n rnfnhk pcepneaycpne$ `ne ycsrn nrn ycpne kps hcqsls`%

    ,,,

    Jnpn mnea: Lke$ `c`chkp$ hmhmj$ps{sd$ yse`nd omdmea$ fneps$ rmimea$ npnsnrn rse ycospne `ne rcenhnnee{npchnysj `ndnh hnan ycpne% Hccjn

    n`ndnf oneayn hnjfdsj fndsy% Njs$hce{cosp `chkjkne sepsj

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    hchoc`njnee{n `ceane njs npns jkpnyconank hnjfdsj fk`sr% Hnjfdsj

    ocpsosf$ ocen(en`k$ `ne ocenrny%

    Jnpn mnea$ hccjn lsan `kycosphnjfdsj fndsy$ dnepnne pk`nj ocpsosf$pnern `nakea `ne psdnea% Hccjn fne{nychninh pndk(pchndk {nea dceps$ hcdn{nea(dn{nea ycrcpk jnosp `ne nqne% Lsanycrcpk neake `ne nk% Hcqsls` `ndnhokenpnea(okenpnea$ oce`n(oce`n$ npnsonfjne hnesykn(hnesykn% Ykeajnpe{n$jnpn mnea$ rn`n ycysnps {nea hsypnfkd$qnan hnan ycpne hcqsls`%

    Lsan$ jnpn mnea$ rceaanhonnenpns rcdsjkyne pcepnea qnan oneayn kek$yckeajndk hce{cnhjne% Hccjn n`ndnfmf lnfnp &{nea ycdnds hchoslsj hnesyknysrn{n ocosnp lnfnp+% Mnea$ dcokf pcrnp`kycosp yconank ymymj$ {nea yneanp ossjpnoknpe{n$ ysjn hcean`s$ hceafnysp%

    Hccjn hce{csnj `ndnh acdnr `neocjcdconp `ndnh ycrk$ hceafsek shnfpsn {nea pnj ocrceafsek$ khon ocasnnpns jsosne%

    ,,,

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    @chkjkne jnpn mnea$ enhse$ srn(srne{n `ndnh ococnrn osdne pcnjfk kek$

    jnpn mnea kps e{nky n`n ocene{n% Ycpne$srn(srne{n n`n% @ne njs rse hsdnkrcin{n jndns hccjn n`n% Onfjne hccjnfk`sr `k ndnh e{npn$ oc(en`k$ ocenrny$ocysnn `ne lsan okyn jcepsp `ne ocnj%

    Njs hcechsjne kps `ndnh snearnyneajn$ `ne snea iskan% Njshcechsjne kps rn`n ymymj(ymymj {neaycdnds iskan$ ocrnyneajn ossj `nehccjn {nea hcdclkpjne ps`sfne(ps`sfnerndys% Hccjn hceacdsnjne ps`sfne(ps`sfne rndys ycrcpk jcepsp% Pnj pnfs

    ymrne ynepse% Pnj hcekhonea(ekhoneapnpn jnhn `ne emhn n`np os`n{n%Hccjn ycdnds iskan `ne ocrnyneajnossj pcfn`nr jconkjne% Jcfn`knehccjn ycsrn ocnj ycan$ hnykf fneanp$pcpnrk ocons hce{ceanp%

    Hccjn ocacepn{neane ycrcpk mf(mf$ onfjne hccjn hchkdkjk `sn qnlnfycjndkasy `ndnh jcfk`srne hccjn% @kfn`nrne {nea pcps`sf npns {nea`kiskank$ yce{sh hccjn ycrcpk jchonea$ons enrny hccjn qneak$ pnpnrne hnpn

    hccjn ocjfnkyhn$ lsan qnlnf hccjnpsdsy% Enhse rn`n qnlnf hccjn {nea

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    dnke$ `k dsn rclshrnne `ceane ykpcps`sf$ hccjn ocakps annea% Yce{sh

    hccjn ycrcpk meaymjjne onnea ocjny%Ons enrny hccjn ycsrn ons ychosneany rceanr `nk rnndme rchosneane pnfk%Pnpnrne hnpn hccjn onank hnpn oseafneps$ hceafslnh hcechosy hndnh%Qnlnf hccjn ycrcpk pnfk jckea rcesfdndnp$ pnern srn$ pnj ocycek$ `nehcelklkjjne%

    ,,,

    @chkjknednf ycpneycrceacpnfsnejs$ yclnsf {nea njs ndnhk

    `ndnh ycpknr rclshrnnejs% Ycpne ycsrnkek hchnea pk`nj hce{cnhjne$ pk`njhcke`keajne$ pk`nj hchosnp osdsjs`sjjs oc`kk% Pcpnrk jcfn`kne hccjn`ndnh ycpknr rclshrnnejs yseaasfhce{njkpjne$ hceafslnh nyn$ hchocdnfrkjkne%

    Sepsj hceafn`nrk hccjn$ rnnycpne {nea fk`sr `ne n`n$ ys`nf jsokdneajcrn`n Psfne$ onfqn njs okynhceafn`nrke{n yce`kk% Osjne ymhomea`ne nrndnak ymj okyn% Pcpnrk jncen njs

    hceanpnjne jcrn`n Psfne onfqn {neanjs fn`nrk fne{n ycjcdmhrmj hnesykn

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    dnjenp$ hnjn {nea rcepkea n`ndnfhchonease cdnyk `ne jmhsekjnyk$ qndns

    rmycy sepsj kps$ njs pnfs$ rnypkhce{njkpjne%

    Ys`nf jsokdnea jcrn`n(E{n$ Psfneoknjne njs yce`kk$ lneane Ceajns pssepneane% Ycdnelspe{n njs okdnea LkjnPsfne rse fnsy hchoneps$ oknjneCeajns fn`k jcpkjn rnn ycpne kpshceanjs jndnf$ dnepny Ceajns hchonepshchnrnf hccjn hcesls rcpmonpne%Jcpkjn hccjn hns jchondk jc qsls`ychsdn yconank hnesykn {nea ockhnejcrn`n(Hs$ rcesf ikepn `ne jnykf yn{nea

    jcrn`n ycynhn%

    Jcpkjn njs hchkepn kps jcrn`nPsfne% Njs {njke$ rcdke`sea rnn ycpnernypk nqny% Hccjn hseajke ys`nf yc`neahchrcyknrjne ypnpcak `ne dneajnf(dneajnf jmeajcp% Enhse$ jnpn Psfne(js$

    Lneane pnjsp$ ycono Njs hce{cpnkhs%

    Oneayn&p+ Jnpn

    Jsrkeahs hcnf jcpkjn ycmnearmdkpkyk hcdmepnjne jnpn Oneaynp% @ne

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    fk`seahs hceachonea hnenjndn ycmneapmjmf rmdkpkj {nea dnke hceanpnjne Nrn

    {nea ne`n osnp ocen$ jncen yclnpke{nycosnf jcoklnjne pk`nj rcenf yndnf% @kfn`nrne shrnpne cnjyk jkpn pcanyocykjnr: rse `k fn`nrne ynelseane jkpnocykjnr {nea ynhn% Fnsy% Ycmdnf(mdnfrmdkpkj kps fne{n ocjspnp `k nenf fkpnhrspkf$ ocen yndnf%

    Enhse$ osjne rsdn rmdkpkj kps fnsyocn`n `k qkdn{nf nos(nos% Ne`n `ne lsannjs$ hseajke nanj hnds(hnds jsikeajcpkjn ycmnea rmdkpkyk hceanlnj rmdkpkyk{nea dnke ocse`kea Ycjnnea jkpn jmndkyk

    npns jmdsyk% Rse okyn ynln pcln`k ynhrnkjcrn`n ne`n `ne njs$ ychkynd hceln`kyneanp ocengys$ `ceane ocrsn(rsnpk`nj hns jcpkjn `knlnj hcene`npneanekycrsisj ysnp pnos jmmrmnyk jmsryk%Ycmdnf(mdnf rmdkpkj kps dceps pnkj sds%Ycdnds ochnke `k qkdn{nf okhonea ene

    nas%

    Hceln`k dcokf rkds lkjn rmdkpkj kps`kjssea% Lkjn `kjcjnea jssea% Yshrndhsdsp% Ycandn ysnn `kocjs% Jns pnfs nrn{nea onjnd pcln`k= Njne jshnp shrnp `ne

    hchnjk% Jcokenpneane rmdkpkyk hcqslsp`ndnh jnpn onfnyn oneayn&p+% Rse njne

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    hceln`k oneayn&p+ lkjn yshrnd hsdsp`kosjn$ dnepny hcdmepn shrnp pnern n`n

    ikpn nyn onfnyn% @ne ene hce{njkpjne$lkjn ys`nf ocony ky{nnp jssea% Ycandnockpn hceln`k rcds% Jnon ossea rse`kynhosp% Pcpnrk {nea pcln`k n`ndnf pcpnroneayn&p+ osjne jconeaynqnene%

    Dkfnpdnf ycjshrsdne okenpnea {nea`konqn rnn rmdkpkyk lndnene% N`n jconsYkOs[n$ n`n Ikinj JRJ$ n`n Osn{n Rmdkyk$n`n rsdn Askpn jcdsnan Ikjcny% Dnepnnekps$ nepnn jconeaynqnene `nejconeayn&p+ne pk`nj n`n oc`n% Ynhrnkjn`nea njs ocpne{n< Rmdkpkj `ne rmdkpkyk

    Ke`mecykn% Nrnjnf hccjn ocykjnrjconeaynqnenejnf npnsjnfjconeayn&p+ne=

    Jncen kpsdnf rmdkpkj `ne rmdkpkykdnepny `k`cgkekykjne% Rmdkpkj kps omomj%Rmdkpkj kps jmpm% Rmdkpkj kps hcelklkjjne%

    Rmdkpkj kps engys% Rmdkpkj kps rcekrsne%Rmdkpkj kps isdny% Rmdkpkj kps annea% Rmdkpkjkps rchnkene% Rmdkpkj kps amhond% Rmdkpkjkps ycek% Rmdkpkj kps ikpn nyn% Rmdkpkj kps`c`chkp% Rmdkpkj kps rmimea% Rmdkpkj kps`njsdn% Rmdkpkj kps hndnkjnp% Rmdkpkj kps

    Psfne% Rmdkpkj kps rceasnyn% Rmdkpkj kpsnj{np% Rmdkpkj kps rclnonp% Rmdkpkj kps

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    achocd% Rmdkpkj kps mnea% Rmdkpkj kpsycjshrsdne mnea%

    Rmdkpkyk kps rcdnis% Rmdkpkyk kps ycpne%Rmdkpkyk kps dmon% Rmdkpkyk kps ynepse% Rmdkpkykkps `cqn rce{cdnhnp% Rmdkpkyk kps `cqnrceinosp e{nqn% Rmdkpkyk kps jcepsp% Rmdkpkykkps mhmea ocyn% Rmdkpkyk kps pcrnp qnjps%Rmdkpkyk kps pk`s% Rmdkpkyk kps rceachky%Rmdkpkyk kps rcdn{ne% Rmdkpkyk rceano`k%Rmdkpkyk kps rchocmepnj% Rmdkpkyk rcean{mh%Rmdkpkyk kps rchocdn jcocenne% Rmdkpkyk kpsykndne% Rmdkpkyk kps nhecykn%

    Pcepnea rmdkpkj `ne rmdkpkyk `ndnh

    ycnocj `cgkekyk ycsrn kek ys`nf yc`nea`ne hnykf njne pcocepnea `nk$ ys`nfyclnj$ rmdky `k Npfcen ynhrnk jc ndpn jmpnrndkea hspnjfk% @nk Nkypmdcy cepnfynhrnk yknrn% @ndnh jcokeaseane `cgkekykycsrn kek$ rmdkpkj yclnpke{n `kpnkj jchondkjc rmykyke{n {nea rndkea njfnkj% @ne

    rmdkpkyk ycfnsye{n pnfs hcechrnpjne lnpk`kk `ceane rckdnjs rmdkpkje{n% Ycrcpk{nea `knjnpnjne Nkypmpcdcy onfqn rmdkpkjn`ndnf synfn {nea `kpchrsf qnan ecannsepsj hcqsls`jne jconkjne ocynhn%@ndnh `cgkekyk kps rmdkpkj n`ndnf rneaasea

    rceano`kne `ne rmdkpkyk n`ndnf rceano`k{nea hceannfjne oneayn `ne ecann kek

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    jc nnf {nea dcokf onkj$ osjne ycondkje{nhchosnp oneayn kek hceln`k oneayn&p+%

    Hnpchnpkj&kj+n

    Nrnjnf kps rmdkpkj= Lkjn njs hnslsls$ yclnsf {nea njs pnfs$ rmdkpkj n`ndnf

    rneaasea rceano`kne% Dnepnne kps$ yknrnrse npns dchonan hnen rse {neaocjcikhrsea `ndnh `sekn rmdkpkj`krnypkjne pcrneaakd sepsj hceano`k%Hceano`k osjne rcpnhn(pnhn sepsj `kkhccjn yce`kk$ pcpnrk rcpnhn `ne

    pcspnhn n`ndnf sepsj hny{nnjnp$ qnanoneayn `chk pslsne {nea yneanp hsdkn22

    Ykpsnyk @k Rconpnyne

    Rn`n sykn hnen ycmnea hnesyknhcespsr hnpn% Hcqsls` pne`n ycsrn nrnycmnea hnesykn njne hcekeaand `sekn%One{nj jkynf hnesykn pcepnea pne`n(

    pne`n ycocdsh fn{np hcekeaandjne on`ne%Pcpnrk ycdnak hnesykn hnykf hceln`khnesykn {nea fk`sr `ne pkeaand `k `ndnh`sekn$ kn fne{n okyn hceakynfjne pcepneapne`n(pne`n%

    Ycmnea hnesykn fne{n okyn

    ocfnnr$ onfqn ycocdsh nlndhcelchrspe{n$ kn okyn hceaseajnrjnenyn cepnf dcqnp jnpn {nea hcecpny dcqnpycdchon qnyknp$ rse npns dcqnp ycosnfsepnkne jnpn(jnpn {nea rnpnf ycsrnananr% Enhse `chkjkne {nea ycdnds yckeahceln`k pne`n n`ndnf cepnf jnpn npns jnpn

    cepnf {nea hcdcpsr(dcpsr onank `mn%

    Kekdnf {nea `kycosp yconank onpnyjnpn% Ycosn gnyc `ndnh jcfk`srnehnesykn {nea rndkea rcepkea sepsj `kinpnp`ndnh yclnnf jcfk`srne% Jncen `k ykpsnyk

    rconpnyne nepnn jcfk`srne `ne nlndycmnea hnesykn hckeajny cepneane

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    rclndnenee{n fne{n `ndnh ycosnfrceaandne jnpn% Njs hce{cospe{n yconank

    onpny jnpn$ hseajke ceajns hce{cospe{nyconank qnyknp%

    @k onpny jnpn$ ycmnea hnesykn okynhceshrnfjne nhnnf jncenjcfk`srnee{n rcesf ycynd% Lkqne{nhcmepn jncen psosfe{n hcekypn% Pnjycrnpnf(jnpn nhrse rse pcdmepn `nk `snocdcf okoke{n {nea dseadnk% [nea ycdndspcsinr n`ndnf shrnpne npny jcfk`srne$hnjkne npny cepneane rclndnenee{n%Ocpnrn hndneae{n njs% Hceanrn njsfnsy fk`sr lkjn njs hceln`k ycsrn

    ynhrnf Enhse `chkjkne fnhrkhsypnfkd jkpn hcechsjne n`n hnesyknycsrn kek%

    Rse rsdn n`n {nea hchnelnpocsdnea y{sjs% Hcdnepsejne rslkne`ceane ynhokd hcdcrny nk hnpn$ jncen

    jcfk`srnee{n `kndnhk `ceane ocakpske`nf% Lkqne{n oconfnakn$ jncenpsosfe{n onank shnf kon`nf% Ycrnelneafk`sre{n$ kn ysik onank ynepn% Kn pcyce{shjcrn`n Ynea Rchock Jcfk`srne$ yconanksinrne y{sjs {nea pnj pcjnpnjne%

    Ocpnrn njs oconfnakn$ ycjclnr fk`sr{nea ekjhnp Enhse `chkjkne fnhrk

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    hsypnfkd jkpn hcechsjne n`n hnesyknycsrn kps%

    Enhse n`n rsdn hnesykn {neahce{n`nk yseaasf njne jcocn`nnee{n`k pceanf jcfk`srne% @ne kekdnf {neaycyseaasfe{n hnesykn {nea ycdnds `neyckea jkpn lshrnk% @k onpny jnpn knhcdmepnjne pne{n pcepnea jcdnhe{n lclnjjcfk`srne$ ycdnelspe{n hchmfme rkepnrceanhrsene jcrn`n Ynea RchockJcfk`srne%

    Pcyn{np(yn{np hcelcdnea nlnd$hnesykn yn`n `myn kps ocsinr jcrn`n

    mnea(mnea pcikepne{n< Enepkjne njs `kpcrk qnjps$ lkjn lkeaan rcdnfne hcdcjnp$`ne ossea jchondk jc ynnea$ lchrspdnfnjs `ceane `mn

    Jchs`kne kn hchsdnk hcceseajnepcepnea hnyn hs`ne{n< Ycjnnea fnk

    rnak$ oknjne njs hchoc`nf yknea$hcneajnk jndsea ikepn$ `nk {nea dnhrnssepsj cymj$ jsychnpjne `ndnh `n`nhs

    Rn`n sykne{n {nea ocnelnj `cqnynNk hnpnjs lnpsf$ ynnp on{neahs ocdnds$

    pcepnea jns {nea hce`nfsds$ pcepnea

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    jcisr `k jcekeahs$ `ne nfkh {neahchockjs on{k

    @ne ynhrnk nlnd hcelchrspe{nEnepkjne njs `k pcrk qnjps$ lkjn lkeaanrcdnfne hchcjnp$ `ne ossea jchondk jcynnea$ lchrspdnf njs `ceane `mn

    Ycdnds jkpn$ pchnysj njs$hce{cospe{n hnesykn ycsrn kps n`ndnfrce`myn% Enhse$ ycyseaasfe{n ycsrnkpsdnf hnesykn% Ycono lkjn fce`njhcdsrsp `nk `myn$ hnjn sepsj nrn YneaRchock Jcfk`srne hchockjnejcfk`srne jcrn`n jkpn%

    Rse rsdn$ osjne ocnpk jkpn fnsypclconj `ndnh `myn$ jncen kpsdnf YneaRchock Jcfk`srne hchockjne jkpnjcfk`srne$ nan jkpn hce{n`nkjcpconpnyne jchnesyknne jkpn$ dnepny`ceane ocony hceikepnk Ynea Rchock

    Jcfk`srne%

    CRKDMA

    Njfke{n Jssinrjne Jnpn Hnng

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    Njs jn`nea hchon{neajne ycrcpkkek$ Ycpknr jnpn {nea pcpcpny njne ondkj

    hnenhrn(enhrn qnlnfjs% Ycpknr jndkhnpnjne ycsrn am`nh {nea hcchsjjneychsn psdneajs% Ycosnf rcen {nea jsnspnjfke{n jchondk hcekjnh psosfjs% Rcen$jnpn `ne jndkhnp dnepny hceanepnjs jcrchnjnhne ycpcsye{n hceln`k pne`nrn`n ekyne Ycdnhnp lndne jnpn

    Pk`nj yc`kjkp rcenjs hcecpny jnpn$jn`nea pk`nj ochnjen$ jn`nea ochnjen`ndnh one{nj fnd% Pcpnrk nhnp lnneaceajns hceicen `ceane oklnj% Dnepny{nea hcdcpsy n`ndnf ikok `ceane hcdcrny

    yc`ccpne jnpn(jnpn oclnp Jns dnjenp$ jnsrceajfknenp$ sepsj nrn ceajns hcecpnyjnpn lkjn fne{n sepsj hceafken mnea

    Hnng$ ycocene{n njs pk`njochnjys` sepsj kps% Ycpknr jnpn {neapcdnfk `nk lnk(lnkjs ys`nf jssjs

    rnelnea `ne dcone{n snea jcrndnhs% Njsys`nf hceasjs jc`ndnhne snea nynhs%Njs rse ys`nf hchkjkjne sepsj nrnhcecpny jnpn%

    Pcpnrk$ lkjn hnykf ynln dseiny$ onnea

    pceps n`n ycjcdconp acdnr {nea hce{ceanp`k snea nynhs% Imondnf icen rn`n

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    hndnh(hndnh rnelneahs% Ocakekdnfycjkne{n fnsy jns rnfnh% Njs pk`nj

    rcenf ochnjys` hceafslnp$ nrndnakhceic`cnk% Njs pk`nj ochnjys`hceashrnp nrndnak hceashne`neajnercnea%

    Njs pk`nj njne rcenf hceaasenjnejcnaseane jnpn fne{n sepsj hcenhrnhs%Onakjs ycpknr jnpn {nea pcsinr n`ndnf`mn% Lkjn njs hcesdkyjne ycrnpnf jnpn$ kpsnpke{n ocynhnhs njs rnelnpjne `mn% @mnsepsj ycosnf rcsonfne$ rconkjne jcnnf {nea dcokf onkj% Rcpmonpne%

    Pcepnea Rcesdky

    Jky Ofc`n Ymhcrcy$dnfk `k _mhon (Hnsemk(Enacjcm$ Gdmcy

    ( Esyn Pceaann Pkhs%Ycpcdnf hcenhnpjneycjmdnf `nyn rn`n >;;9$`kn hcdnelspjnerce`k`kjne `k Hnpndmjm(Ean`n fkeaan pnhnp rn`n

    >;;;% Cenh pnfse hcechrsf rce`k`kjne`k ychkenk hceceanf jchs`kne

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    hcdnelspjne jc Ycjmdnf Pkeaak Gkdyngnp@k{njnn Lnjnpn%