bhaktivinoda thakura saranagati 3

Download Bhaktivinoda Thakura Saranagati 3

Post on 18-Apr-2015

176 views

Category:

Documents

9 download

Embed Size (px)

TRANSCRIPT

SaranagafiBy SrIa Bhakfivinoda ThakuraInfroducfory song1. sri-krsna-caifanya prabhu jibe doya koriswa-parsada swiya dhama saha abafori2.afyanfa durIabha prema koribare danasikhaya saranagafi bhakafera prana3.dainya, afma-nivedana, gopfrifwe baranaabasya rokhibe krsna - biswasa, paIana+.bhakfi-anukuIa-mafra karjera swikarabhakfi-prafikuIa-bhava barjanangikara5.sad-anga saranagafi hoibe jaharafahara prarfhana sune sri-nanda-kumara6.rupa-sanafana-pade danfe frina koribhakafivinoda pore duhun pada dhori7.kandiya kandiya baIe ami-fo` adhamasikhaye saranagafi koro he uffamaTransIafionOui ol compassion loi ilc lallcn souls, Sii Kiisna Caiianya camc io ilis woild wiil His pcisonal associaics and divinc abodc io icaclc saranagat, suiicndci io ilc almigliy Godlcad, and io liccly disiiibuic ccsiaiic lovc ol God, wlicl is oidinaiily vciy dilliculi io obiain. Tlis saranagat is ilc vciy lilc ol ilc iiuc dcvoiccTlc ways ol saianagaii aic lumiliiy, dcdicaiion ol ilc scll, acccpiancc ol ilc Loid as onc's only mainiainci, laiil ilai Kiislna will suicly pioicci, cxccuiion ol only ilosc acis lavoiablc io puic dcvoiion, and icnunciaiion ol conduci advcisc io puic dcvoiion.Tlc youillul son ol Nanda Malaiaja, Sii Kiislna, lcais ilc piaycis ol anyonc wlo ialcs iclugc in Him by ilis six-lold piaciicc.llaliivinoda placcs a siiaw bciwccn lis iccil, piosiiaics limscll bcloic ilc iwo Goswamis,Sii Rupa and Sii Sanaiana, and clasps ilcii loius lcci wiil lis lands. I am cciiainly ilc lowcsi ol mcn.` lc iclls ilcm wccping, bui plcasc malc mc ilc bcsi ol mcn by icacling mc ilc ways ol saranagat`Dainya, humiIify, 7 songs1. bhuIiya fomare, somsare asiya peye nama-bidha byafha fomara carana asiyachi ami, boIobo duhkhera kafha2. janani-jafhare, chiIama jakhona, bisama bandhana-pase ek-bara prabhu! dekha diya more, bonciIe e dina dase3. fakhona bhavinu, janama paiya, koribo bhajana faba janama hoiIo, pori maya-jaIe na hoiIo jnana-Iaba+. adarera cheIe, swajanera koIe, hasiya kafanu kaIa janaka-janani- snehefe bhuIiya, somsara IagiIo bhaIo5. krame dina dina, baIaka hoiya, kheIinu baIaka-saha ara kichu dine, jnana upajiIo, pafha pori ahar-ahah6. bidyara gaurave, bhromi dese dese, dhana uparjana kori swajana paIana, kori eka-mane, bhuIinu fomare, hari!7.bardhakye ekhona, bhakafivinoda kandiya kafara afi na bhojiya fore, dina brifha geIo, ekhona ki habe gafi!TransIafionI loisool You, O Loid, and camc io ilis woild ol pain and soiiow. Now I submii my ialc ol woc ai Youi loius lcci.Wlilc siill in ilc unbcaiablc lciicis ol my moilci's womb, I saw You bcloic mc You icvcalcd Youiscll bui biiclly and ilcn abandoncd ilis pooi scivani ol Youis.Ai ilai momcni I swoic io woislip You alici ialing biiil; bui biiil camc, and wiil ii ilc nciwoil ol woidly illusion wlicl iobbcd mc ol all good scnsc.As a londlcd son in ilc lap ol iclaiivcs, I passcd my iimc smiling and laugling. My paicnis' allcciion lclpcd mc io loigci ilc pangs ol biiil, and I ilougli ilc woild was vciy nicc.Day by day I gicw and soon bcgan playing wiil oilci boys. Sloiily my powcis ol undcisianding cmcigcd. I icad and siudicd my lcssons inccssanily.Tiavclling liom placc io placc, pioud ol my cducaiion, I gicw wcalily and mainiaincd my lamily wiil undividcd aiicniion. O Loid Haii, I loigoi You!Now in old agc, llaliivinoda is sad. Hc wccps. I lailcd io woislip You, O Loid, and insicad passcd my lilc in vain. Wlai will bc my laic now.(2)1.bidyara biIase kafainu kaIa, parama sahase ami fomara carana, na bhojinu kobhu, ekhona sarana fumi 2. porife porife, bharasa bariIo jnane gafi habe mani se asa bifaIa, se jnana durbaIa se jnana ajnana jani3. jada-bidya jafo, mayara vaibhava, fomara bhajane badha moha janamiya, anifya somsare, jibake karaye gadha+. sei gadha ho`ye, somsarera bojha, bhavinu aneka kaIa bardhakye ekhona, sakfi na abhave, kichu nahi Iage bhaIo5. jibana jafana, hoiIo ekhona, se bidya abidya bheIo abidyara jwaIa, ghafiIo bisama, se bidya hoiIo seIo6. fomara carana, bina kichu dhana, somsare na ache ara bhakafivinoda, jada-bidya chari fuwa pada kare saraTransIafionConlidcnily, I spcni my iimc in ilc plcasuics ol mundanc lcaining and ncvci woislipcd Youi Loius lcci, O Loid. Now You aic my only slclici.Rcading on and on, my lopcs gicw, loi I considcicd maiciial lnowlcdgc io bc lilc's iiuc pail. How liuiilcss was ilai lopc, and low lccblc ilai lnowlcdgc piovcd io bc. I lnow now ilai all sucl lnowlcdgc is ignoiancc.Knowlcdgc ol ilis woild is lnowlcdgc boin ol Youi illusoiy cncigy (maya). Ii impcdcs dcvoiional scivicc and malcs an ass ol ilc cicinal soul by cncouiaging lis inlaiuaiion wiil ilis icmpoiaiy woild.Hcic is onc sucl ass wlo loi so long las caiiicd on lis bacl ilc buidcn ol maiciial cxisicncc. Now in my old agc, loi wani ol ilc powci io cnjoy, noiling plcascs mc.Lilc las bccomc agony now, my lnowlcdgc las piovcn iiscll woiillcss, and ignoiancc las pcnciiaicd my lcaii wiil ilc iniolciablc, buining pain ol a poinicd slali.O Loid, I sccl no oilci iicasuic in ilis woild ilan Youi loius lcci. llaliivinoda abandons cvciyiling io malc ilcm ilc sum and subsiancc ol lis lilc.(3)1. jaubane jakhona, dhana-uparjane, hoinu bipuIa kami dharama smariya, grihinira kara, dhorinu fakhona ami2. somsara pafa`ye fahara sahifa, kaIa-khoy koinu kafo bahu sufaasufa, janama IobhiIo, marame hoinu hafo3. samsarera bhara, bare dine dine, acaIa hoiIo gafi bardhakya asiya, gheriIo amare, asfhira hoiIo mafi+. piraya asfhira, cinfaya jwarifa abhave jwaIifa ciffa upaya na dekhi, andhakara-moya, ekhona ho`yeche bhifa5. somsara-fafani srofa nahe sesa marana nikafe ghora saba samapiya, bhojibo fomaya e asa bifaIa mora ebe suno prabhu! ami gafi-hina bhakafivinoda koya faba krpa bina, sakaIi nirasa, deho more padasroyaTransIafionWlcn I was young, I gicaily dcsiicd io cain moncy. Ai ilai iimc bcaiing in mind ilc codcs ol icligion, I iool a wilc.Togcilci wc sci up a lousclold, wasicd mucl iimc, lad many sons and dauglicis... my lcaii gicw lcavy.Tlc buidcn incicascd day by day, I lcli my lilc ai a siandsiill. Old agc camc, giabbcd mc, and madc my mind licllc and disiuibcd.Discascs iioublc mc now, and consiani anxiciy las madc mc lcvciisl. My lcaii buins liom lacl ol saiislaciion, and I scc no way oui. All is dailncss and I am vciy mucl aliaid.Tlc cuiicni ol ilis woildly iivci is siiong and iclcnilcss. A liiglicning, gloomy dcail appioaclcs. How I wisl I could givc up my woildly aiiaclcmcnis. I would woislip You, O Loid, bui ii is a usclcss lopc. Now plcasc lcai mc, O Loid, loi I am uiicily lclplcss. llaliivinoda says, Wiiloui Youi mcicy, cvciyiling is losi. Plcasc givc mc ilc slclici ol Youi loius lcci.`(+)1. amara jibana, sada pape rafa nahiko punyera Iesa parere udvega, diyachi je kafo diyachi jibere kIesa2 nija sukha Iagi, pape nahi dori, doya-hina swarfha-paro para-sukhe duhkhi, sada mifhya-bhase, para-duhkha sukha-karo3 asesa kamana, hrdi mahje mora, krodhi, dambha-parayana mada-maffa sada, bisaye mohifa, himsa-garva vibhusana+ nidraIasya hafa, sukarje birafa, akarje udyogi ami prafisfha Iagiya, safhya acarana, Iobha-hafa sada kami5 e heno durjana, saj-jana-barjifa, aparadhi niranfara subha-karja-sunya, sadanarfha-mafah, nana duhkhe jara jara6 bardhakye ekhona, upaya-bihina, fa fe dina akincana bhakafivinoda, prabhura carane kare duhkha nibedanaTransIafionI am an impious sinnci and lavc causcd oilcis gicai anxiciy and iioublc.I lavc ncvci lcsiiaicd io pciloim sinlul aci loi my own cnjoimcni. Dcvoid ol all compassion, conccincd only wiil my own scllisl inicicsis, I am icmoisclul sccing oilcis lappy. I am a pcipciual liai, and ilc misciy ol oilcis is a souicc ol gicai plcasuic loi mc.Tlc maiciial dcsiics wiilin ilc coic ol my lcaii aic unlimiicd. I am wiaillul, dcvoicd io lalsc piidc and aiiogancc, inioxicaicd by vaniiy, and bcwildcicd by woildly allaiis. Lnvy and cgoiism aic ilc oinamcnis I wcai.Ruincd by lazincss and slccp, I icsisi all pious dccds; yci I am vciy aciivc and cnilusiasiic io pciloim wiclcd acis. Ioi woildly lamc and icpuiaiion I cngagc in ilc piaciicc ol dccciilulncss. Tlus I am dcsiioycd by my own giccd and am always lusilul.A vilc, wiclcd man sucl as ilis, icjccicd by godly pcoplc, is a consiani ollcndci. I am sucl a pcison, dcvoid ol all good woils, loicvci inclincd iowaid cvil, woin oui and wasicd by vaiious misciics.Now in old agc, dcpiivcd ol all mcans ol succcs, lumblcd and pooi, llaliivinoda submiis lis ialc ol giicl ai ilc lcci ol ilc Supicmc Loid.(5)1.(prabhu he!) suno mor duhkher kahini bisaya-haIahaIa sudha-bhane piyaIun ab abasana dinamani2.kheIa-rase saisaba, porhaife kaisora, gowaoIun, na bheIo vibeka bhoga-base jaubane, ghara pafi boshiIun sufa-mifa barhaIo aneka3.brddha-kaIa aoIo, saba sukha bhagaIo, pida-base kafainu kafar sarbendriya durbaIa, khina kaIebara, bhogabhave duhkhifa anfar+.jnana-Iaba-hina bhakfi-rase banchifa, ara mora ki habe upaya pafifa-bandhu, fuhun, pafifadhama hama, kripaya ufhao fapa paya5.bicarife abahi, guna nahi paobi, krpa karo, chorafo bicara faba pada-pankaja- sidhu pibaofo bhakafivinoda karo paraTransIafionHcai, O Loid, my sioiy ol sadncss. I dianl ilc dcadly poison ol woildlincss, picicnding ii was ncciai, and now ilc sun is sciiing on ilc loiizon ol my lilc.I spcni my clildlood in play, my youil in acadcmic puisuii, and in mc ilcic was no scnsc ol iigli oi wiong. In young manlood I sci up a lousclold and sciilcd down io ilc spcll ol maiciial cnjoymcni. Clildicn and liicnds quiclly muliiplicd.Soon old agc aiiivcd, and all lappincss dcpaiicd. Subjccicd io discasc, iioublcd and wcal, all my scnscs aic lccblc now, my body iaclcd and cxlausicd, and my spiiiis downcasi in ilc abscncc ol youillul plcasuics.Dcvoid ol cvcn a paiiiclc ol dcvoiion, lacling any cnliglicnmcni - wlai lclp is ilcic loi mc now' Only You, O Loid, liicnd ol ilc lallc