enthe anubhavangal ormakal - vivekananda

8/10/2019 Enthe Anubhavangal Ormakal - Vivekananda

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kzman hnthIm\

cmw\mYvPn


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Fs A\p`hA\p`qXnIkzman hnthIm\

kamlcWw: Fkv. cma\mY (cmw\mYvPn)

Nn{X: ]n. B. cmtP{

aIckw{Iaw: bpKm_vZw 5115. 2014

{Km^nIvkv: cmwinhv tImt_mWkvv

{]nnwKv: {]n v FIvkv{]v

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apJDc

kzman hnthIm\s 150mw hmjnImtLmj ]cn]mSnI 2014 P\phcn 12aIckw{Ia

tmsS temI hym]Iambn hfsc `wKnbmbpwhn]peambpw {]IS\mflI ambpw `mhmflIambpwac_pym, Fm BflmambpwkaW`mhtm sSbpw B almflmhnsBibfpw NnIfpw Ign XeapdbpwCs Xeapdbpw hfcp Xeapdbpw ]ckv]cw

BibkwhmZneqsS ]Ip sImSppwDsmpw temIZuXyw ]ckv]c kvt\lw,hnizmkw, imn, kam[m\w tXSpIbpw t\SpIbpamWv. Adn hns hnth I _p n bpsS mbn m hamWv D cm bW Imev \mw kzmwio I cntXv.

Cu ZuXyn ]ptNcpwhn[w kzmanhnthIm\ Xs kzbw Adnbm\pw ]mIsSpm\pw Xs ASp Xeapdbvv ]IpsImSp Bib A\p`hfmWv Cu ]pkvXInse DSw. CXpw Hcp ZuXy\nlWwam{Xw.

kvt\lmZcthmsS,

cmw\mYvPn


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Kpcpkn[nbn

Kpcp hns\ tXSn Ae Imew. HcpZnhkw Zn tW iz c n se n. kz]w

XmSnbpw saen {]Ir Xnbpw tXmn p

a\pjy! Iptd `tcmSv efnXamb `mjbn

kwkm cn p p. Ifnbpw Nncn bpw Xami ]d

nepw! F\nv Ap Xhpw BImw bpw

tXmn! Cuizcs\ Ipdnpw Cuizc alnasb

pdnpw at\mlcambn hnp Hcp tbmKn!

CsXmw Ipw {inpw B{ia hmXn

Rm Iptd kabw \np. a\pw lrZbhpw]dp: km[mcWmcpambn hep sNdpw

]cn K Wn msX k ]n p Cu a\pjy

shdpw Hcp km[mcWmc\! kwibw Ct

ltmSp Xs tNmZnmw! Hcp]t F\np

]nb t{ijvT hyn! Kpcp! Ctlw Xs

bmbmtem?


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Rm sas Atlns apn t]mbn

\np! Fm hcpw Fs Ap X tmsS

t\mn! ss[cyw kw`cnp tNmZnp: tl! alm

fl! Xm Cuizcs\ Inptm? Xo

bmbpw! \ns ImWp Xp t]mse; AXnepw

IqSp X tim` tbmsS; \ntmSp kwkm cn p

Xpt]mse AtltmSpw kwkmcnmdpv!Bpw ImWmw Cuizcs\! \n\pw Cuiz

cs\ ImWnp Xcmw! ]t Cmpw Cuiz

cs\ thm! Xs hoSpw `mcybpw am{Xw aXn!

Gdnbm afpw! A{XXs! ]ns ]Whpw!

C{Xbpw ]dp \nn {iocm a Ir jvW

Fs t\mn! C{Xbpw t\cn v ImWpIbpw

tIpIbpw sNbvX Rm Atls Cuiz

c\pw Kpcphpw amKZinbpambn hcnp! kzbw

B Im kanp! Fs BZysBym flnI A\p q Xnbpw ]no Sp {]bm

WhpwXpSnb CSw ZntWizcw!

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shfnw!

FtmSv Hcn Hcp injy tNmZnp: Kptcm, Xm kzw PohnXn Fs

n epw A p Xw I n p tm ? I Xv

ApXamtWm Fdnbn. ]dbmw tItmfq

Rm ] d p. Rm hn Zym e b n

]Tnp Imew. cmhnsebpw cm{Xnbpw apdn

bn Hbvv [ym\np ]Xnhpmbncpp.

Hcp Znhkw [ym\\ncX\mb Fs apn Hcp

tXtPm tKmfw! AXv sas sas hnIknpw

ASppw AIpw sXfnpw anbpw amdnbpw adnpw Ccpp. Fs {i apgph\pw A

Xn Xs! sassas AXv a\pjymImcn

sX fn p h p. Rm kq n p

t\mn; `Khm _ps\ t]mse apJw! thjw


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ImhnbpSp k\ymknbpsS! ssIn Iafi

ephpw Zfipw! ZrUnX incv! ]q tXPkv!

imapJw! FsXs t\mpp! sassa

s ASptbvv hcpXpt]mse tXmn! F

tmSv Ftm kwkmcnp! hnbp ]cn{`an

v Rm ss[cyw kw`cnv hmXnXpdv ]pd

ndn HmSn! Bizmkw tXmn! ]noSv RmNnnp;

Fs a\n tXmnbapJw `Khms!

_pt\m! Cuizct\m! ]eXpw tIpw Ipw

]Tnpambncpp! ]nosSmcnepw Acsamc\p`hw Dmbnn! ]noStm v `Khms

`mhambncpp F\nv!

cmaIrjvWtZhs PKrlw Ia]pq


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kw Cuizcabw!

Fs Cuizcmt\zjWw `Khms\ Akz\mnbtXm? AtXm kzXknamb X

s `mhmhbnses cmaIrjvWtZh Cu

iz tcm p J \m n I \n c X \m n b tXm F

sm pw ] d bm I gn bn . H cn ] Xn hp

t]mse kwKn\nSbn Rm tNmZnp.

`Khmt\ Pohmfl ]camfl XXzw ]dp Xc

Ww \tc, knepw CuizctNX\

IpSnbncnpv \nnepw Fnepsat]mse.

F \n Xn Xr ]v Xn h n . Rm \n d n \ Sp. kplrmb {]Xm]vN{skpambn kw

kmcnp. hnjbw Cuizc ssNX\yw Xs. kp

lrt! CsXp IY?


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Fm? Fm \tc? BSpw t]mpw Cu

iz c ! B \ bpw B Spw Cu iz c ! a c n epw

acwsImnbnepaoizc! F\nsmpw a\nemhpn IqpImcm! CXn]cw hnUvVnw

Bscnepw ]dbptam? Fs KpcptZh cmaIr

jvWtZh\msX? CXptI v cmaIrjvWtZh

Cdnhp! \tc! \o Fv Akw_am

Wo ImpXv. Rm hnNmcn{X _pnam\

\o shdpw inip! C{Xbpw ]dv Ifnbmn Nn

cnp.

cmaIrjvWtZhs ]cnlmkw tI v R

cpt]cpw hmXmbn. DSs\ Xs cmaIrjv

WtZh Fs sXmp! AtXmsS Fs In

ep ImgvNI s]mnnXdpIbmbn. hmpI

sImp hnm\mhm B\mh. `K

hm ]dXv ]qkXyamsWv a\nem

bn. Rm `qtemIw apgph\pw Ip. k {_


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m fi hpw kqcytemIhpw \ {X tem I hpw !

F\np Nppw kNcmNchpw hw I

dpXpt]mse tXmn! kqcytKmfw ]cn]q tim`tbmsS Fs apn ASpSpp

hcpp! ]ns sas sas AIpt]mIpp

! ]ns IpmIqcncp v! AXm sas sas N{

tKmfw! imw! kpJioXfw! \{XtemIw

! AkvX{]\mb Fs Xn KpcptZh ]dp: \tc kw Cuizcabw. `bw th,

temIw \n\pXmWv, \ns temIpw th

Ww, [o c \m Wv \o . F s [o bpw \o X s,

DWcq! `mhkam[nbn \npW Rm F

gptp \Sp. hoSpw hopImtcbpw Ipdntm

p.

hgnbn Ipapnbhscmw ]cnNbm

Xs! Fs Xs ssNX\yw! honsenb

F\nv A Blmcw hnfn! Dm\ncppH n epw cp Nn tXm n bn . F gp t v \ S p.

Iptd Ignv hnip tXmn. hopw DuWp

Ignm\ncpp! Fn h amw Inm

hmw A ]dp: \tc{m! \n\sp]n?

\mbn DuWp Ignq! F\nsmpw tXmnbn! Fgptv \Smtem? tImtfPntem? Iq

pImsc Imtem? Hcp Xcn ]dm

G tXm X { km [ \ bn Ip Sp n b Xp t]m se

(Comatose). Av a\nembn AssZzXw! k

w Cuizcabw!


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hnkvabao {]]w

cmaIrjvWtZhs kv]i\am{Xbnepmb A\p`qXnhntijw ]dbpIbmWv. Zn

tWizcv t]mhpI hfsc ITn\amWv. A{X

tbsd \KcmXnnbn \npw hn ]nSnv

Dn t]mIWw. ]ns \SWw! KwKm\Zn

cbnemWv hoSpw Aehpw. Fncpmepw

CSbvnsS {iocmaIrjvWtZhs\ ImWpsXm

cp lcamWv.

H cp Zn h kw I D S s\ hm ey ]q w

Xm\ncp ]pp]mbbn ]nSnncpn Ipiew

]dp. CXn\nSbn cmaIrjvWtZh `mh


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kam[nbnbntev hgpXn. Fgptv \nv {]

tXyI tNjvTI ImWnp. FtmSv Fsm

tam ]dp. F\nsmpw hyambn a\n

embn. s]stlw Xs heXpssI s]m

n Fs icocn shv Aan. Rm\m

sI ApXs v Awhnp. Hcp {]tXyIXcw

A\p`qXn! ]cnkcw apgph hw NppXpt]mse. Fmw Iogvta adnbpp. apgph \

{XtemIhpw Iv hnkvabNInX\mbn. Fmw

IpNnp t\ctbvv am{Xambncpp. kz

\mb Rm ]cn{`m\mbn tNmZnp.

`Khmt\ CsXp IY! F\nss A

\patbbpw ImWWw! Av Fs GXv tem

ItbvmWv sImpt]mIpXv? ]cn{`m

\m b F s i _v Zw tI v cm a Ir jv W tZ h

]pncn s]m gn v F s s\ n sXm p ] d

p: \tc, \o Hpw hnjant. Fmw k

abamIptm icnbmIpw. \o ss[cyambncnp

I. AtXmsS Fmw imambt]mse tXm

n. Fs a\pw icochpw kzambn. Rm\mep]mSpw t\mn. Fmw ]gbt]mseXs.

Fmw Hcp sRmSnbnSbnam{Xw! Cuizcm! hn

kvabao {]]w!!


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A\pw AtbmSpw Hw

At\msSmw \Sm t]mIpI ]Xnhm

bncpp. hgntbmcv \nXyhrnbvpw Blm

c n\pw thn IjvS s Sp hsc t\mn \n

tm A tNmZnp. aIt\ \tc{m, \o

FmWv B km[psf t\mn BtemNnp

Xv? Am, AhcpsS IjvSmSpI Hmv\np t]mb Xm Wv. \psS hon Hcp ]m

Sptm?

AtX aI t\, CtX t]m ses \ns

B{Z _pn, km[ptfmSp A\pI; PohnXn Fpw ImpkqnWw. Hcp]t

As Cu hmp I Bbn cnmw. ]noSv

Fs PohnXhoWs \bnXv.

kvIq hnphm IqpImtcmsSmw Ifnpw. apv hcp ]narKmZnItfmSv kwhZn


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pw. ]e tmgpw Xo Fdn p sIm Sp pw.

sImn Xn p Xpw t\mn ssIsImn Nncn

pw, B\npw. `npv ssIn InnbXv FSppsImSppw. BZc]qw AhtcmSv

k ]n pw. Blm c ] Zm tam, hkv{X tam,

]m{Xtam Fmbncpmepw Hpw NnnmsX

FSpv Zm\w sNpw!]e tmgpw \mcm b W! \mcm bW! a{w

apgn hcp k\ymknIv ssIn Inn

bsXpw sImSppw. Hcn hopapp hkm[pv ASpfbn IgpInhncp Acn

]m{XtmsS FSpv AhcpsS amdmn Cp

sImSpp. ]mhw `np BiohN\

sNmcnv ktmjnv \Spadp. aIt\...


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\n\v \hcpw. Hcn Hcp hb `np

hv ]dp: At, hndbvpp Hcp Infn

hkv{Xw thWw CXptI v As Infn jm

FSpv sImSpp.

Ccw sNbvXn I ]e tmgpw A\pw

Apw A{X CjvSsn! IqpImsc CSbvv

a\x]qamsX thZ\nnp Fphcpw. kln

sI v Hcn A pht\izcotZhn Fs apdn

bn ]qnbnp. app h km[phns bmN

\m kzcw tIv apdn bn ep m bn cp As

tImsSpv Xmtgbvsdnp sImSpp.CsXmw Iv Hcp Znhkw A Ipdp

tZjy m h n Fm D] tZ i cq t]W

tNmZnp, \tc{m \ns hnIrXnI IqSnt]m

Ipp. AX{X icnb. Am! Abm XWpphnd n cp p. Hpw ]pX n n. A Xs

bt ]dbmdpXv km[psf klmbnWw,

AhtcmSv BZchv thWw Fsmw?

icn! icn, \tc! A ]nosSmpw ]dn. l\p ams\tmsebmhWw Fm bn

cpp Fs a\n. cmambWhpw cmaIYbpw

]qWambpw a\x]mTambncpp. a\n cma

sbpw l\pamsbpw {]`mhw th{Xbpm

bncpp FpthWw ]dbm. hnthIm\kzm


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Dds hnfnp \Sp. \tc...\tc At

Rm\o hmgtmnepv. l\pamPn hcpXpw

ImncnpIbmWv.

AXpey {]Xn`

]vhbpImc\mb \tc{ kv Iqfn

]Tnp Imew. _wKmfnse CuizcN{ hnZym

km K dpsS hnZym e b n emWv ]Tn n cp Xv.

CuizcN{hnZymkmK IdIf tZiobt_m

[ n sbpw emfn Xy am Pohn X

ssienbpsSbpw hm hm bn cp p.

Xs hnZymn I fnepw Db Pohn X

ssien {]Xn^enp ImWm Atlw B{Kln

ncpp. \tc { Xs {]tXy IX \nd

s]cp am coXnbpw kw`m jW ssienbpw


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sImv FmhcpsSbpw {i BIjnncpp.

Ipkr Xnbpw hnIr Xnbpw Xam i ] d nepw

IpwtIpw {]mbt`Zat\y kcpambn Htc

t]mse \tc{ kwhZnncpp. Xs Nppw

Dmlns Dmkns ktmjns

Acow kZmkZm \ne\nnbncpp.

kvIqfn kl ]m Tn I fpsS CS bn kcpwAwKoIcnncp t\Xmhmbncpp \tc{.

HcpZnhkw mn Aym]I hnjbw

]TnnpsImncpp. CXn\nSbn \tc{\pw

Iqcpw Ftm ]c kv]cw kwkm cn p XvAym ] Is {i bns p. ]Tnn \n S

bnse hnIrXnbpw A{ibpw Aym]I\njvS

sn. Aym]I i_vZapbn.

Xm ]Tn n n cp hnj b nse tNmZy Nne tcmSp tNmZn p. Bcpw hy amb

Dcw ]dn. \tc{t\bpw Fgptnp

\nn tNmZyw tNmZnp. \tc{ kv]jvSamb

adp ]Sn hfsc Ah Km l tmsS ]d p.

Aym]I\n ApXw tXmn. Aym]ItNmZnp.

\tc{m \o kl]mTnIfpambn k]np

Xv Rm {inp. AX{X icnb k, Av

]Tn n p Xv Rm hy ambn tIp p


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mbncpp. ]t \n ]ckv]cw kwkm

cn p Xm Wtm Rm I Xv. AXpw icn

bmWv. Htc kabw a\psImv ]e Imcy

{inm\pw Dsmm\pw Ignbnt! Xs

tNmZyn\p \tc{s hyamb adp]Snbpw

adptNmZyhpw Aym]Is\ ApXsSpn.

k_pn

N]eX, NeX, Hw _pnssh`hw, km

ayw, IpieX, NmcpX Fo KpWhntij

W kzm an hn th Im \ s _m ey Iu am c

{]hrnI\pkrXamWv. inip, _mem amXm]nXmv tZhXpeycmWv. Ahcp

sS Hma\Xzw, \njvI]S s]cpamw Fmhcpw

CjvSs Spw.

\ tc { s ssi i h hpw _m ey hpw A `pht\izcn tZhn th{X {inncpp. ]no

Sv Iuamc tIfnI ImcyKuchw \nd {]m]v


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X\mb km[pP\tkhI\mb \tc{s\ hcp

ImWnpXmWv. AJmSIfnse hymbmaw, \m

S I im e I fn se \ S \w, Iq p Im tcm sSm w

em Tn A Sn {] tbm Kw, Kp kv Xn, ] p I fn Xp S

n IqpIqSn ]cnkcw apgph kulrZ`mhw

hfnb \tc{s\ \apv a\nemmw. Nn

e {]XnknIfn kzbw adv Iuie]qw aphsc klmbnm Imcy{]m]vXntbm

sS Hm Sn b e bp \ tc { k aq l n s {i

mtI{ambn amdnb Hcp kw`hw ]dbmw.

\ tc { s Po hn X n D \o N t`Z tam,[\nI Zcn{Z NnItfm, {]mbhyXymktam Im

Wm Ignbn. FmhtcmSpw Htct]mse. Ifn

pw Nncnpw kZmkZm Dmlns A

cow hfnbncpp. kzXkn {]IrXn

Z t\XrXzKpWw \tc{s kz`mh hntij

ambncpp. H cp Zn h kw \ tc { Iq p Im tcm

sSmw I \Kcn\p sXmSpp {Km

an \hm_ns ] nhf ktXw

ImWm t]mbn. Fmw Iv Igntm hfsc kabw FSpp.

aWnqdpI Ignpt]mbtXm hnitm

AdnbmsX Ah ImgvNI Bizknpw Xam

i ]dpw \Sp. CXn\nSbn Iqn D


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mbncp kplrn\v AkpJw ]nSnp. A

bmfpsS AkzXbpw Icnepw tI v IqpIm

Np pw Iq Sn. A tm tg bv pw A bm X f p

tamlmekysp hoWncpp. tXmWnbn adp

Ic ISm tXmWnmc Iqmnbn. Iq

pIm Bibpgnembn. FpsNWsa

v Bpw Hcp]nSnbpw Innbn.

\tc{ Hpw `bsSmsX \Znbn NmSn

\on adpIcbn \nncp Cwojv Smtcm

Sv Xs IqpImcs Ah ]dp a\nem

n. \njvIfambpw Bflmambpw apdnbCwojnemWv]dsmnsXnepw Smv

Im cyw ]n Sn In n . A h A h cp sS

s]t{Smt_mn \ tc { t\m sSm w I S p

tXmWnmsc ]nSnIqSn. IqpImc\v {]mYanI

ip{iqj \In csSpn. _me\mb \tc

{s hn]Xnss[cyw Iv Fmhpw ktm

jambn. A[nIrX \tc{s\ {]iwknp.

]T\a\\w

\tc { _meyw ISv Iuam c n

Fn. hnIrXnI hnthIn\v hgnamdnsmSp

p Fp ]dbmw.\tc{ ImcyKuchtmsS

]Tnpw hmbnpw Nnnpw hfp. {]bXv\

imenbpw Dmlioe\pw Bbncpp \tc{.


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A hniz\mYZv aIs Dmltbpw

hmb \m io e tbpw t{]mm ln n n cp p.

Hm^o kp hnp hcp tm \nc h[n ]pkvX

I hmnpsImphcpw. AXn Ncn{Xw,

]pcmWw, imkv{Xw, IY I XpSn hf v

hnI kn p a\ n\v th{X ImgvN mSv

\Ip h bm bn cnpw Fmw X s.

hniz \m Y Zv ]dbpw; \tc, IfnIfpw

Dmkbm{XIfpw \ Xp X s. ]T \ hn j b

fpw {inWw \tc { kvIqfnse ]mT

t_m[]qw tIpIbpw ]noSv honencpv XmsdSppIbpw ]Xnhmbncpp. Ifn

I t]mse ]T \hpw [ym\hpw \tc{\v

hnt\mZw Xs bm bn cp p. Fm hnj b

fnepw mn ka \tc{ Xsbmbn

cpp. ]mwXcn \tc{ Hmw dmn

]mm bXv hniz\mY Z bpw `pht\izcn tZ


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hnpw henb ktmjambn.

Cdn\p tN \tc{ IqSpX Kuch

imenbmbnamdn. ]cobvv Fm hnjbhpw

A\m bm tk\ FgpXnbncp \tc {

tPy ma{Sn th{X {in n cp n . ]co b

Sptm \tc { Hcp Xocp am \ sa Spp.

tPyma{Sn th {X ]Tnn p aXn DuWpw Ddhpw. tPyma{Sn ]pkvXIhpw kma{KnIfpambn

\tc{ ]T\apdnbn Ibdn.

Hcp cmhpw ]Iepw Hcp km[Is\ t]mse

Z {i \mbn th{X Xm dm b Xn \p tijwam{Xambncpp \tc{ Av ap Imcy

{inXv. B hjhpw \tc{ Hmw dmn

hnPbnp.

kwKwHcn \tc{s\ cmaIrjvW]calwk

] h Sn bn hn fn p h cp n. Ip i e n S

bn ]dp: \tc{m! \o a\nemnbsX

mw icnbmWv. F\nv BymflnI\njvTtbmsSmw ]e AeuInI knnIfpw e`nnpv.

Ahsbmw Ipnmew apXep \njvTbpw ]

cn{iahpwsImpXsbmWv. ]ns ImfnamXm

hns Ir]mISmhpw! ]t F\nXpsIm

sp {]tbmP\w? HpwXsbn! F\ns


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s icocw icnbmb coXnbn sImp\Sm

Xs Ignbpn. \o ka\pw _pnam\p

amWv. Fs inI \n\v ]Ip Xcmw.

\n\h Bhiym\pkcWw D]tbmKnmw. F

m \n\v ]dbphm\pXv?

tl `Khm! AbpsS ApXknnI

sf Ipdns\ndnbnsmtWm Av [cnn

cn p Xv ? AhsIms\n v Cu iz c km m

XvImcw e`nptam? C \tc{m Hcnepan

! Akm[yamb ImcyamWXv. ]t \n\v Cu

izcm\p`qXnbpw Cuizcob Imcyn Xm]cyhpw h cp tm A h D ] tbm K s Spw. Xo .

thm ! th ! F \n v \n fp sS kn n I

th. BZyw F\nv Cuizc kmmXvImcw

e`nWw. AXn\p amw ]dp XcnI.


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Ctm AXpam{Xw aXn F\nv. ]nsbmhmw

knnI. BZyw knnI t\Snbm ]ns

AXn apgpIn Rms\s t[ybw adpt]mIpw.

knnI ImWnv IjvSmSv Ipw kShpw

klntnhcpw. \tc{s Dcw tI v cma

IrjvWtZh kzXknamb ssienbn s]m

nncnp! lm!lm!lrZ bmep

Hcp Znhkw Abmc \htKm]man

{Xs hon _mem Ifnp sImncnpI

bmbncpp. kcpw ]e D]IcWfpambnmbncpp hncpXv. Dmkw \nd A

cow! IpnI hensbmcp temltKmfw hen

p cp n H cp m K v am n hbvpIbmbncpp.

IpnIfpsS Bphnfnbpw Dmlhpw Iv ap

Xnhcpw hwIqSn \nv BkzZnp. \tc{

Dml]qw Xs IqpImsc t{]mmlnn

p. C{Xbpambtm Hcp CwojpImc \m

hnI AhnsS Fn.

\ tc { \m hn I t\m Sv X am i cq ] n]dp.

kvt\lnXm Hcp ssI t\mptm?

CXptI v \mhnI\pw Dkml]qw Ipn


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ItfmsSmw IqSn henp XpSn.

tKmfns henhpw L\hpw sImtm

AtXm NebpsS ]gw sImtm Ftm,s]mn ]ecpw adnp hoWp. Hw \mhnI\pw.

\mhnIs Xe FhnsStbm apn tNmchm

Abm t_m[w sIp.

\ tc { Hm Sn h v \m hn I s\ ]n Sn p FWonm t\mn. CXpIp IqpImcpw Iq

Sn. Fmhcpw IqSn \mhnIs\ hopaps In

en InSn. CXpIv apXnh ]cn{`anv

]nmdn. \tc{ \mhnIs\ sXmp t\mn ]

dp.

Cm acnnnm! Abmsf tUmIvSsd Im

Wn mw.


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CXn\nSbn AbmfpsS apdnhv shpsIn.

tUmIS hv {]mYanI ip{iqj \In ]

dp.

`bsSms\mpan. oWapv, cpZnh

kw ]nSnpw km[mcW \nebnemhm.

\tc{\pw IqpImcpw IqSn \mhnIs\ AbmfpsS Xmakemn.

]noSp Znhkfn \tc{ \mhnI

s\ Iv Ipiew ]dv apdnhv hrnbmn

th coXnbn ]cnNcnp.

cpaqp Znhkw sImv \mhnI ]q

n Xn bn em bn.

\mhnI \tc{s\bpw IqpImtcbpw Ir

XXm]qw _lpam\nv BZchv {]ISnn

p ]dp.

Fs sImp kplrpsf, Rm \n

tfm Sv h f sc I S s n cn p p. \n v

\hcs.

\mZ{_w

\tc { Cu iz tcm p J am b Nn I fpw

]T\fpambn \mfpI Nnehgnp.

Hcp Znhkw ]Xnhpt]mse IqpImcpambn


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Kw Km Xo c v Im p sIm pw km bm kp h

kqcyIncW BkzZnpw \SpIbmbn

cpp.

Xs Amh\pw s{]m^dpw ]d Im

cy Hm hp.

IqpImsc, \apvZntWizcwhsc t]mbm

tem? Fn\v?

tZhoZi\hpw Hcp kmbm khmcnbpw;

Hw AhnsS Hcp almflmhpapv. tZhImcy

fpw IYIfpw ]dbpppt]mepw. \appt]m

bn tImtem? Fs a\n Cuizcs\ Ipdnpw \psS Cu qanbpdnpw ]e iIfpw D

v. A Xn s\ p dn v tNm Zn p I bpw sN mw.

Fm...?

icn... Fm t]mImw.

h n bn epw h n bn epw \ S pw A h Z

n tW iz c s n.


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t{XZi\w Ignv t\sc cmaIrjvW

s apdnbntev ISp. AhnsS Iptd km[mc

Wmcpambn k]np cmaIrjvWtZh..!

cmaIrjvWeoeI Iv \tc{\pw Iq

cpw ]nnencpp.

km]hpw `P\bpw Ignv cmaIrjvW

tZh IpnIsf {inp.

\n fn \ m bn ]m Sm \ dn bp h H cp

]mp ]mSmtam..? F\nvIpnI ]mSpXv tI

m hfsc CjvSamWv..

IpnI tZhXpeycmWv. icnpw tZhotZ

hm... cmaIrjvWm..! CXptI v IqpIm

\tc{s\ t\mn. \tc{ {ipXn a[pcambn

]m Sn.

a\tk \o Ft \nccw

kpJw tXSn Aebpn...


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A e bm gn bn ;

Xqsh sImnI Cc

tXSn A\kmKcnAev hopw XocaWbpw t]m.?

\mZ{_ta... k]vXkzcfpw

kzccmKXmfhpambv FtmSpw

IcpW ImWntW tZhm...?

\tc{s i_vZn tIhew kzcam[p

cntbm km[\m alXztam Bbncpn; adnv

kwKoXhpw Ahpw `mhhpw DsImv lr

Zbn \npw ]cnip a\neqsS IWvT

neqsS DXnp h kwKoXkp[...cmaIrjvW tZh AXn ebnv `mhap

Kv[\mbn...!

\tc{s .... kpckzcam[pcn tI v `mhm

h bn em b cm a Ir jv W tZ h kz ] t\ cwIgnv ]qnXnbnembn. \tc{s\ Xs

kqnp t\mn...!

At! m\hpw `nbpw aXn

Hcn a\v ]dp \tc{m CuizccmaIrjvWtZhs \njvIfXtbbpw hn\b

t bpw am \n p p v. ] t \n s Im cyw

A s\ b .

Fm ]ns cmaIrjvWtZht\mSp ]dbmw F\nv thn {]mnm. Rm\mtem


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Nnp. `Khm Fs At] am\nmXncnn

.

Rm \nbnpdv ZntWizcsn

cmaIrjvWtZht\mSv Imcyw ]dp.

`Khm ]pncnpsImp ]dp: aI

t\ F\nv AtbmSv euInIImcy bm

Nnv ioean. \o kzbw t]mbn AtbmSv tNm

ZnpI. \ns B{Kl A km[np X

cpw. Fs CS\nemc\m. \ns Fm

ZpJn\pw ImcWw \ns Cu ktmNamWv.

`Khm hmey]qw FtmSp ]dp.Fs Hma\ aIt\! Rm \ntmSv F{Xhw

]dp. \o Fs hmpI am\nn. AXp

sImv \n\pthn Rm At]nmepw

A I\nbpn. Rms\p sNpw?

icn! \o HpIqSn t]mIq.

C v sNm m gv N bm Wv. tZ ho t {X n

t]mIq. aSnIqSmsX thXv tNmZnq. hcw ta

Snq. A k NcmNcnsbpw {kjvSmhm Wv. A hn sS km jv Smw Kw \ a kv cn p I.

A kbpamWv km`ojSZmbIbp

amWv. kmkm[nIbmb Abvv Ign

bmXmbn Hpan. t]mIq. ss[cyambn t]m

Iq!!


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cmaIrjvWtZhs hmpI Fn hn

izmkw hfn. ]qPmkabw Imv Ccpp.

G I tZ iw cm {Xn H Xp a Wn bm bn. `K hm

s\\nv tZhoZi\n\v A\paXn \In.

Rm s\ gp t v A e n te bv v \ S p.

\SpwtXmdpw Rm kzbw adp. GtXm Hcp

`mthmmZw. icocw apgph Hcp XcnXcnv. a\

p\ndsb tZhocq]w. Aen tZhot

{X\Sbn Iapn Zpmaqn. ktN

X\tbmsS apn ImfoamXmhv! kvt\lnsbpw kucynsbpw hytXPv!

AXoh at\mlcn! tZho almamtb! Ip

Ifn ambmtamln\n cq]w. ImXpIfn L\

\nQcn tamlapKv[\mbn Rm {]mnp.


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At! km`ojvSZmbntI! AeuInI `n

bpw kwip m\hpw \In A\p{Klnp

I amtX!

Rm ]e {]mhiyw kmjvSmwKw \akv

cnp. {]mnp.

am tX ! ip n bpw hn th I hpw \ In

A\p{Klnq. a\v \nehpw imhpambn.

kw km c ap \m bn A bn, tZ hn bn ]q

Wambn ebnp.

`mhm\p`qXnbn \npw DW Rm ho

pw KpctZhkn[nbnsen.\tc{m! FmA \ns A\p{Klnnt. \o {]khZ\

\m W tm ?

cmaIrjvWtZhs tNmZyw tIv Rms\m

p ]cpn. sas ]dp: `Khmt\! Rms\mw a d p. kz bw C m Xm bn. F mw A a

bw! B Znhym\p`qXnbn Rm PRm\hpw hn

thIhpw am{Xw {]mnp.

lm!lm! \mbn! Cgm \o hnthInbmbXv. \tc{m, a\nembnt. hnthIamWv \

sf \bntXv. tamlfpsS ]nmse ]m

p\Snsmpw t\Sm Ignbn.

\o hnthItmsS tNmZnp.


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a I t\ \ m bn ! A dn hv \n s D b c fn

tev \bnpw. \n\v \hcs. \ns IpSpw

_n\v t{ibpw bipw kpw Dmhpw. hopImv Dm\pw DSpm\pw apphcn

.

KpcptZhs\s BiohZnp. Fs D

IWvT CmXmbn. a\v imambn. kz\mbn Rm\ndn \Sp.

Zb ImWnm \o Bcv?

1884 Hcp Znhks A\p`hamWv Hm h

cp Xv !

Rm Apw ]Xnhpt]mse ZntWizc

v Fn. cmaIrjvW`Khms apdnbn IS

v \akvIcnp. ]XnhpIpiehpw Ignv `K

hm X s ` tcm Sp ssh jv W h k { Zm b


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nse Cuizchnizmkhpw Xs k]hpw

FmWv FXns\pdnv kwkmcnp.

`Khm \n \npw hn`n\! `

`Khm\nepw `Khm `\nepw Xs kmn

yw Im Wp p. ] c kv ] c ]q c I am Wv

hn izm kw. ` `K hm s\ ] cn N cn p p,

]qPnpp. `Khm `s\ ]cncnpp.

k n epw ` K hm s ssN X \yw I v

]ckv]cw kvt\lnm\pw BZcnm\pw kl

PohnItfmSv klm\p`qXn ImWnv Ahsc tk

hnm\pw k\v ImWnWw. km[pP\tkh \w X s bm Wv Po hn Xw. am \ h tk h X s

bm Wv Cu iz c tk h. k Zm k Zm \m a kv a c

Ww XsbmWv `n{]Zw. `KhkvacW `

s\ Cuizc\ntebvv ]qambpw ASpn

pp.

kw hnjvWpabambn Iv IrjvWab

ambnIv kPohPmefnepw CuizcssN

X \yw I v tk hm \n c X cm hp I bm Wv [ \y

PohnXw! kXnt\mSpw ZbmZmnWyw ImWnv PohnpI!

C {X bpw ] d v I gn tm ` K hm

`mhkam[nbn eo\\mbn. `mhtNjvSI Im

WnpsImv Fsmtam BflKXsatmWw

]dp.


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R Z{icmbn tIp.

\o Bcv aphtcmSv Zb ImWnm? \o

kzbw Hcp IranXpey! Fn v aphtcmSv

Zb ImWnm `mhnpp! hnUvVn! aph

tcm Sv Z b Im Wn m am {Xw \o B cp a !

]t \n\v Hp sNm ]pw! klPohnI

sf kvt\lnm; tkhnm! \ctkhXs\cmbW tkh!

\o kzbw tkhI\mhpI! a\pjytkh\w

{hXampI! kzbw BhpI! ]nsbmhs ap

hsc D]tZin!C{Xbpw ]d Khm im\mbn Xs

ib\ apdnbntebvv \Sp.

Rms\mpw ]dbmsX Cdn \Sp.

]noSv F\nv a\nembn. B hmpIat\mlcw! KwKm! kwipthZmw! `ntbm

sSmw Ftbvpambn Innb amKZi\

ambncpp F\nv B A\p`qXn!

`mhm\p`qXn...!Pq amkw 10mw XoXn FmWv Hma.

A tam d bn se R fp sS A h km \ cm {Xn

Fp ]dbmw.

cmaIrjvWtZhs amcItcmKspdn


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n. Fmhcpw Im

sI Rm \ sX Sp

p IpSnp. mv

IgpInsImphp

hp.

]n o Sm cpw ]

Ihym[nsb Ipdnsm pw kw km cn

n! Adpw shdp

pw amdnbXpt]mse tXmn. a\n\v kam[m

\hpw!Rm PohPUw am{Xw

cmaIrjvW `Khms icocXymKn\p c

p Znhkw apt F\nsmcp A\p`hapm

bn. XnIpw hyXykvXw. Nncmbnbmb A\p`qXn hntijw!

`K hm s\ s hn fn p A Sp n cp n. F

s Xs CashmsX t\mn! hmey]q

w ]pncnp! sas kam[nbntev hgpXn!F \n v ta em sI X cn p Xp t]m se bpw

`Khms icocw s]mpXp t]msebpw tXm

n. sas sas `Khms icocw XWpp

XpSn. F\nv icocw apgph Npps]mp

Xp t]m se bpw.


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Fs icocw apgph Hcp sshZypXn {]hm

lw t]mse. GtXm Hcp {]tXyI imnIX

cwKw Fn IbdnqSpXpt]mse! Iptdt\

cw A tX A h ! c p t] cpw ]q am bpw

_mlyt_m[w CmsX! Htc Ahbn!

F s i co c n Nq Sp sh Xp n I

]Xnpw t]mse.

Rm\pWp t\mnbtm cmaIrjvW

tZh IcbpXpt]mse tXmn.

Rm tNmZnp. Khmt\ Fp]n? At

lw hmey]qw Fs XtemSnsImp ]

dp. \tc{m! Fs inI Fmw Xs

\nn knthinnp Ignp. \o Cu i

nhntijhpambn temI kmcnbmbn tem

IawKfn\pthn Ia\ncX\mhWw. Rm\n\n shdpw PUw am{Xw. \n\v kzkvXn!

\ns ZuXyw ]qnbmn Ignbptm

\ns Rm aSn FSppw.

AtX, cmaIrjvWtZhs almkam[nptijw Fs Ia\ncX\mnbXv B in

bpsS knthiamhWw. AmsX\nv Hp

a dn bp am bn cp n .


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\jvSs hnhcadnv ]coW\mbn Xfv

hgnbcnInencpv Nnnp.

Cuizcm klbm{XnI ]dpX

hgntbm adp. s{]m^k _tdmns

A{Upw ]cnNbIpw \jvSsp.

C\nsbp amKw!

Fpw hcs! Cuizc \nbw Xs

\Spw! Khm cmaIrjvW Xs KpcptZh!

B alma\ojnbpsS A\p{Klw!hnPbnpIXs sNpw!

hnip Xf Rm ASpp I

Bsfmg Xohn tKmUuWn Ibdn

Imenbmbn InS Hcp ho s]nbn IbdnkpJambpdn.

t\cw \mbn shfpp. ]pdsn Nppw

t\mn.

sXmp apnse Iq _wmhns hmXn

World Rel ig ious Confer-

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Xpd i_vZw tI v kzman hnthIm\ Ip

Xpdp t\mn!

Hcp cmPIpamcnsbt]mse hkv{Xw [cn

Hcp kv{Xo Cdn hp!

hnthIm\ Fgptp Npp]mSpw t\mn!

Xm hnizaX ktf\n\p h

{]Xn\n[nbmtWm?

Rm ApXtmSpw ktmjtmSpw

]dp! AtX! \n?

Rm tlen!

hcq Xmv th hn{iakuIcyhpw

`Whpw Xcm F\nv Ignbpw. Hcq!

Xmsftmse tXtPmab\mb \nnamb


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Hcp bph k\ymknsb _lpam\npXv

F\n `nam\amWv.

kzman AhtcmsSmw t]mbn. AhcpsS

BYnXyacymZsb hfsc BZc]qw am\np.

kzman Xs Ah hniZambn ]dp

a\nemn.

Ah ]dp. kzman Xm kzev]w

Blmcw Ignp. Xm hnjant Rm

\nsfbpw Iqn [akkZn t]mImw,

]cnNbsSpmw.

]noSp Imew apgph kzmanPn tPmPv....tlenbpambpw AhcpsS IpSpw_hpambpw

kvt\l_w \ne\nnbncpp.

aqIw ItcmXn hmNmew

temIaX almktf\ Znhkw cmhnseR Fmhcpw ({]Xn\n[nI) .. BSv

]mev F k`mKrln Hnp IqSn.

B sInSn hnimeamb lmfpw ]ns

Iptd hn{ia apdnIfpw Dmbncpp. apIfn\o _mWnbpw Dmbncpp.

{]Xn\n[nI Fmhcpw hcnhcnbmbn

tim`bm{Xbmbn lmfntev \Sp Ibdn.

FtmsSmw ]gb ]cnNbmc\mb


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aPpwZmdpw. Atlw {_kamPmc\mbncpp.

]ns Pbn k{Zmbmc\mb {ioam

N{Ihnbpw apw_bnse {io\KIqSmsX B\n_kpw `mcXn \npw

hhcmbncpp.

\nch[n cmPyfpsS {]Xn\n[nIfpw

m\obcmb kl{kIWn\v kpkwkvIrXcmb kv{Xo ]pcpjmcm Xnn\ndncpp

]cnkcw apgph.

k`mafi]n Rm\pssS temI

nse kcmPyfn \npw h ]finX

t{ijvTm Ccpncpp.

Ccw hn]pehpw Kuchhpw \nd

hnZz k`bn Fs\, Fp kwkmcnWw

F Bibnembncpp Rm. CXn\p apt

s]mXpk`bn {]kwKnv Hcp ap]cnNbhpw


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F\npmbncpn. AXpaqeambncnWw

k`mIw ]nSnXpt]msemcp ]cn{`aw!

Dnsemcp Imfn!

DZvLmS\k` XmfhmZytfmsS hfsc

at\mlcambn Bcw`np. ktf\ `mc

hmlnI BZyw kwkmcnp. ]noSv {]Xn\n[n

Isf Hmtcmcpcmbn ]cnNbsSpn{]kwKnm Wnp.

aPpwZm hfsc \mbn kwkmcnp.

N{Ihnbpw `wKnbmbn kwkmcnp.

Ahscmw ]Tnp hhcpw ]cnNbkcp

amsWv AhcpsS {]kwKw tItm a\n

embn.

]eXpamtemNnv DXvIWvTIpe\mbn.

sXm hn hcp Fp Xs ]dbmw.

kwkmcnm\p tijn \jvSsXp

t]msemcp `bw! Fs Dugambn! `Khmt\!


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a\v iq\yw! Hpw XmdmhmsXbmbncpp

Fs Ccnv.

tUmIvS _mtcmkv Fs t]cp hnfnp.

Rm Fgptp \Sp mvt^man Ibdn.

Fs hniZambn ]cnNbsSpn.

a\n kckzXn tZhnsb [ym\nv

kwkmcnp.

Rm kZns\ kwt_m[\ sNbvXXv

Cs\bmbncpp. Atacnbnse Fs

ktlmZco! ktlmZcmtc!

C{Xbpta ]dpp cp an\np t\cw

XpSsc ISn. k`mKrlw CfInadnp! Rm

F\n\phZn kabw ]qambpw

kwkmcnp.

Fs {]kwKw Ignpw IctLmjw\op \np. ]ecpw Fgptv \nv A\ptamZn

pXpw Ip.

hnImc\n`c\mbn Fs m\p

hncpp.]nt Znhks ]{Xfn Fs

{]kwKspdnpw Fspdnpw {]iwknv

henb hmI hp. Ghpw \ {]kwK

ambn Fs {]kwKw tLmjnsp. Atacn

bn Rm {]kn\mbn.


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{]kn\pw ]finX\pamb {io[ ]d

Xp icnbmsWp tXmn.

AtX! B ]cam\ am[hs Zbm! A\p

{Klw Xs. B Ir] sImv GXp aqI\pw

hmNme\mIpw t]mse am{Xw Rm\pw ......


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{]iwk apgph B am[h\p Xs!

]noSp k`bn Rm \nch[n hnjb

sfpdnv kwkmcnp. lnp[s

pdnv Rm {]_w AhXcnn Znhk

ambncpp k`bn Ghpw IqSpX t{kmXm

XnnIqSnbXv.

Nne ]{X FgpXn.

{]kwKw tIm k` Fpw Xnn

\ndncpp.

{]tXyInpw lnp PohnXcoXnbpw

alnfIfpw F {]_w hmbnpw tIpwkv{XoI {]kwKnm\pw A\ptamZnm\pw

F\npNppw XnnqSpambncpp.

Rm Iptd t] InwKpI Abpp.

hmbnp t\mn ]dbpI \nfpsS hnthIm\ {]kn\mtWm? \nv ApXw

tXmmw! \ndnbmw Rm

{]knnbntem {]kwKfntem

Xm]cyanmh\mWv.

Aht_m[w

Rm Atacnbn Xmaknp

Imembncnmw. Fn Nne ApX


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inI hnIknXmbn tXmn.

Nm thZnIfntem, {]kwK thZnIfntem

hyn]cambn kwkmcnpXn\p apt

Xs apn CcnphcpsS apJw

ImWptm Xs AhcpsS a\,v ]clrZb

m\w aqew F\nv hmbnm Ignbp

ambncpp.]etcmSpw B coXnbn kwkmcnmdpm

bncpp. ApXtmsS Ah Fs

injycmbn, Bcm[Icmbn amdnbncpp.

Nne AhcpsS Dnencnv F\nva\nembn Fp `bntm A]IjX

sImtm Bhmw ]nt ImWmt\ hcn.

Rm NnmtKmbn Bbncptm

]etmgpw BgvNbn ]pw ]{pw tbmK

fn kwkmcntn hnpv.

icochpw a\pw sImv hfscb[nIw

BbmkstSn hcpXpaqew hfsc ]co

W\mIpambncpp.

]etmgpw hnjbfpsS Bh\

hnckX A\p`hsp XpSn. Htc hnjbw

Hmtcm coXnbn \nch[n {]mhiyw..

t{imXmnsnepw F\nv AtcmN


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IXzw tXmnbncpp Fp Xs ]dbWw.

DuWnepw Ddnepw Rm kwkmcnn

cppthm Fp tXmp Hc\p`hw Dmbn.

Rm k`bn i_mZapbn kwkmcn

pIbmWv ]Xnhv.

Hcp Znhkw Fs sXmSp apdnbnse

kplrv tNmZnp. Xm Cse cm{Xn

]petbmfw BtcmSmWv C{X Dds

kwkmcnncpXv? Rm XmfpsS

kw`mjWw hfsc hyambn tIncpp.

AsX\nsmcp ]pXnb Adnhmbncpp.

ImcWw cm{Xn Fs apdnbn amcpapm

bncpn.

Rm\o hnhcw Fs ka\mb Hcp

injyt\mSp ]dp.

injy ApXtmSp ]dp kzmanPn

CXn\p km[yXbpv. Xm XmfpsS kqva

icocn kzbw BJymb\w ]dbptm

XmfpsS qe icocw BXnt\mSv {]Xnkv]\w \SnbnpmhWw.

Bbncnmw AXn\pw km[yXbpv!


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Iut_mbvkpw tbmKimkv{Xhpw

Hcp Znhkw BatkmWns Xocv

NpnXncnbpIbmbncpp. AXn at\mlcamb

{]IrXn, kpcamb ipPe {]hmlw, \m\m

`mKpw tKmXp hbepI. ]eXcw hr

eXmZnI Av Zqsc ae\ncIfn ImWmw.

Rm B `mKtp \Sp. tKmXphbepIv \Sphn Iptdb[nIw sNdpm

Imenm Ftm tKm]meImsctm

hntijnnmw (cowboys). _lfwshv Ifn

pIbmbncpp. ASptmgmWv a\nembXv

tXmv hv Dw t\mn shSnhp ]TnpI

bmWv.

Fs thjw Intm Ftm Ah

Xami bpw Ifnbmepambn Fs Nppw IqSn.

Rms\mc]cnNnX\pw AtacnImc\spwAhp a\nembn.

Xmv Cu tXmv D]tbmKnv Dw

]pgbvmsX shSnhbvm\dnbmtam?

BhcpsS tNmZyw tI v ]dp Hm! AX{X{]bmkap Imcya. thWsan ImWnp

Xcmw. ]dbq \n ImWnp eyw Xs

]conmw.

AXm ImWp Infnpnsemns\


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hogvWw.

AXp thm B ]mhw InfnI ]dp

\Stms Rm\macnse Imb shSnhp

sXdnnmw. AXmpw tZmjanm

Imcyat!

icn, bphm kXnp.

Rm tXmp taSnv A\mbmtk\ ey

thZyw \Sn. InfnI \nehnfnv IqtmsS

]dp t]mbn! Imb NnXdn Xmsg hogpIbpw

sNbvXp.

sNdpm Bchw apgn ApXtmsSFs t\mn tNmZnp.

CsXs\? bmsXmcp ]cn{iatam Dtam

t\mmsX!

Rm\mZyambnmWv tXmv sXmSpXpXs. Cmcyn F\nv Hcp ap

]cnNbhpan. AhXv Gsd ApXambn

tXmn.

AsXs\ km[npw?Dw ]nSnmsX! R ImWnp X

Imbbn Xs sImnp! Xm tXmv

BZyambnmWv sXmSpXpw! Fnpw...!


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AtXm AX{X henb Imcysampa!

a\ns\ \nanjam{Xw sImv GIm{Kamm

\pw icocns Fm kv\mbpfpw AXntI{oIcnm\pw km[npw. AXv tbmK Fp

]dbpw.. AXneqsS Rm CuizcZamb

a\pw icochpw kaambn sImp

\Spp.

AXpsImp Rm A[ay\pw At`Zy\p

ambn \Spp.

\nfpsS _ew Cu tXmmWv tXm

Xom \n kzbw Zo\cpw Zp_ecp

amhpw. IogSnsbp hcmw.

Rm\htcmSv km`nIambn tbmKm

imkv{Xw ]dp. AhsXmcp ]pXnb

A\p`hambncpncnmw.

]ecpw Fs Bcm[Icmbn ]nmse IqSn.

B Iut_mbvkv F\nv Atacnbn

apXqpw Fs Icppambn ]noSv!

Rm hnc]p{X

ay[cWymgnbn Fs I ISp.

e\n \np aSbm{Xbmbncpp. Imp

sImm\pw ISepw BImihpw Iv kzev]


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Fn {Inn P\nh {InkvXp

FpamWv kzman hnthIm\ hymJym\nXv.

_u ]ccbn tNv `mcXn ]T\a\\ IgnmWv {InkvXp \t{kv aSn

tmbn Ct{kben imnbpsSbpw kam[m\

nsbpw ZqX\mbsXpw ]dbpp.

Xkvssa{io Kpcth \a:Cu sslh \mn P\np hf

Fn \nch[n k{ZmbfpsS, coXnIfpsS,

BNmcfpsS kzm[o\X kzm`mhnIambnXs

hfp hnpv.

]eXpw Rm hopw hmbnpw tNmZnpw

tIpw Ipw t_m[]qw ]Tnnpv.

temIkmcnbmbn, ]cn{hmPI\mbn \Sv

Aebptmgpw A[ayamb Cuizc hnizmkw,

Bflhnizmkw \ne\nm\pw XfcmsXhogmsX Xmn\nnbXv in ]IXv

Fs KpcptZh {iocmaIrjvW\mbncpp.

Cpw Fpw Fs {]tNmZ\w, cma

IrjvWtZh Xs.]e {]XnknIfnepw, `mcXnse ]cn

{IaW Imepw ]noSv Atacnbnepw bqtdm

]y \mSpIfnepw {iocmaIrjvW kvacWI

Fpw F\nv sXfn\mfambncpp.


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Dbp apgWw.

Cu coXnbn F\nv...

Dtjw ]IXv Fs KpcptZh {iocma

IrjvW tZh\mbncpp.

cmaIrjvW tZh am{Xw!

{_tXtPm...!Hcn kzman hnthIm\ Xs

A\p`hw FgnXnbXns\bmWv.

ITn\ bm{XIfpw Xo{h km[\Ifpw Hw

]T\a\\ {]{InbIfpw icocns\ _m[npFp Xs ]dbmw! acppw..

anhmdpw hn{iaPohnXw Xs! t_eq

aTn!

Rms\mcp Znhkw {_nm\n Fssktm]oUnb t\mnbncnpIbmbncpp.

kplrpw injy\pambncp icXvN{

N{Ihn ISp hp. {]mbw sImpw

Adnhp sImpw Xttmse ka.h]msS tNmZnp. C\n Cu sshInb

thfbn Fn\o hrm hymbmaw?

Rm NncnpsImpw tNmZnp

Ft C{X ]cn`hw?


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{]tXyInsmpan... Cu _rlmb

]pkvXIw hmbnv Fsnepw ]Tnmt\m

a\nemmt\m Hmnmt\m Ignbptam?

Rm hopw NncnpsImpw ]dp.

Rm\ntm Xs ]p mK hmbnp

Ignncnpp. C\n IpdpIqSntb _mn

bpq!

icXv Ifnbmn tNmZnp.

icnbmbncnmw ]t CXnse Fs

nepw a\]mTammt\m Hmnmt\m

Ignbptam?

AtXm Xobmbpw hmbnsXmw Hm

bpv. \n Ign ]p mKfnse GXp

hnjbw thWsanepw tNmZntmfq.. AtX

t]mse ]dbmw..Fs ]conm\mbncnmw.

icXvN{ NmPn tNmZnp ]etNmZy

pw icnbmbn adp]Sn Rm ]dXptIv

hopw NmPn tNmZnp.\tc CsXpXw! CsXs\

km[npp?

AXmWphpw kcfhpw Fm kcfhpw

km[yhpw!


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AtX Cu `mcX`qhn h A]Nbw

CXns A`mhamWv. {_Ncy \njvTbp...

Icpp bphm CmXmbn. {_Ncywa\cppw sabvcppw {][m\w sNpw!

hnjbmin \sf Xfpw!

{_tXtPm _ew! _ew! FmWv

B]vXhmIyw.hnthIm\s\ tIpw Ipw

a\nemnb icXvN{ NmPn

FgpXnbXs\bmWv. imcocnIambpw

am\knIambpw tinptmgpw \tcs

apJ{iotbm {]kXtbm tXPtm Hpw

anbncpn. GXp kabpw Htc {]kX.

DpI

kzman hnthIm\s ]cn{hmPI PohnX

ntev tdmanb tdmfkv Xs a\ns\

kv]in Nne kw h FSpp ]dbp

Xns\bmWv.

cmaIrjvW tZhs kam[np tijw

imcZm tZhnbpsS A\p{Kl BinpItfmsS

]cn{hmPI PohnXw \bnptm

hnthIm\ _mcwKqcn Xmaknp. 1888

Av hrmh\ n\Sp Hcp sNdnb


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sdbnth tj\mbn cpp _mcwKq. tj

am Hcp sNdp mc. t]cv icXvN{

Kp]vX. ]noSv hnthIm \ injy\mbkZm\ kzmanbmbn. kZm\

hnthIm\s\tmse Ihnbpw ]finX\p

ambncpp. t]jy mjbn hmnbpw kq^n

kwKoXn BIrjvS\pambncpp.

kZm\ ]dbpXns\bmWv.

Hcp Znhkw cv DpI shnXnf

pp. Fs t\sc hp. ASptm

nWnXsanepw tXPm XpSp apJw.

Rm B hynXzn hmXmIrjvS\mbn.

ASpp sNp tNmZnp.

kzman Im Av hnip oWnX

\mbn tXmpp. hntcm[ansn sXmSp

mWv Fs hoSv Atmp t]mImw.

kzman Ipdp Znhkw AhnsS Xmaknp.

kzmansb ImWm\pw kwkmcnm\pambn

Ab m IqSpambncpp.

Hcp Znhkw BtcmSpw ]dbmsX Cdn\Sp. CXp Iv Rm\pw ]nmse \Sp.

kzman ]ndp]ndppXp t]mse tIp.

Fs Bcp Imncnpp! hnn! BsW

n Xs Fs Bp Inm! \Snm


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Imcy..!

Rm hnthIm\ kzanbpsS A\pbmbn

bpw injy\pambn.

]noSp kw`hw kzanbpsS Atacn

Imcnbmb injy {Inn\n ]dbpXns\

bmWv. Kpcp `mbnam F \nebn {Inn\n

bpw kZm\ kzmanbpw ]cnNbmcmbncpp.

Hcn hnthIm\ kzmantbmsSmw

XomS\n\ndnXnc nXmbnc pp

kZm\ kzman. cp t]cpw \Sp hep.

sImSpwImSv. shhpw Blmchpw IgnmsXcp Iqcpw Xfp. Iptd Igntm

kZm\ Ipgp hoWp. Xs A\pNc

Xfp hoWXp Iv hnthIm\ kzman

kzev]w ]cn{`ansnepw hnhXnss[cyw ]qv

kZm\s\ XqnsbSpv Npaenen v _lpZqcwXmn P\hmkap hn{iaew Ip]nSnv

kp{iqjnv kpJsSpn. ]noSv I

bntev aSnhp.

tdmanb tdmfkv ]dbpp, hnthIm\kzman shdpw thZmntbm ]finXt\m am{X

ambncpn AXn\papdw {InkvXphnt\

tmsetbm _pt\tmsetbm AXneptasd

Hcp a\pjykvt\lnIqSnbmbncpp. Atln

s amKZi\w kzoIcnv \nch[n injyKW


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fpw, AJfim\ imcZm\ XpSn

\nch[n Kpcp `mbnamcpw kmaqly tkh\

cwKv kaW`mhtmsS I\ncXcmbn.

kwkvImchpw kmlnXyhpw

{]ikvX FgppImc\mb tdmanb

tdmfkv hnthIm\ kzmanbpsS bptdm]y,

Atacn ]cyS\thfbnse A\p`hfpwA\p`qXnZmbIamb kw`hfpw kw`mjW

fpw hnhcnpXns\bmWv.

Atacnbnse XWp Imemhbn

A[ayamb Bflhnizmkntbpw Cuizchnizmkntbpw Kl\amb ]mfiyXyn

tbpw ]mXen kpZrVamb `mjbn

sNbvX {]`mjW AtacnbnemIam\hpw

temIsamSpw HcpXcw ImnI{]`]cn

Fv ]dbmw.

temIaX almktf\ Imev Atacn

BZiw, Acow hnZzXv kZn\m

_pnimenIfm HcpXcw sshZypX hcn

sncpp.Htc kabw AkuIcynSbnse

Pohn Xhpw Aam\pjnIamb NnmkcWnI

]pd sSphnXpaqehpw Bbncnmw, \nd

_mdn hfscb[nIw thmtPn Iptdt\cw


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\nccw sXfnbnm s]sv Nmv

Xocpwt]mse hnthIm\s icocw {Zhnp

Zlnpt]mbn FpthWw ]dbm. XsDnse AeuInI {]Imiw Adnhv

AtXbfhn _lnKan tm

AXpsmh sshZypXoIcnXp t]mse

Dmlhpw Duhpw th{X ]IsSpv

D_pcmbn Fp Xs ]dbmw.

Xnse DuPw asmntev ]I

Xns oWw aqew hfsc Akz\mbncpp.

Xs ZuXyw hfsc hnPbIcambn Bfl

ljtmsSmw Xs Imew Ignp Fp

tXmpw hn[ambncpp Atlns Ia v

my days are over.

Fncpmepw Cnepw ]noSv ]mco

knepambn hnthIm\ cp hw hntZipt]mbn.

aSn hv Xs thZm {]NmcWhpw

]T\tI{fpw m]npIbpw AhbpsS

hfbvpw hnImkn\pw thXvsNpIbpw sNbvXp.

1895 sk]vw_dnepw F{]n Pqssebnepw

1896 HIvtSm_dn Cn ]e{]mhiyhpw

{]`mjW \Snbncpp.


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B ImeLnse cmPtbmKw, m\

tbmKw XpSnb hnjb hniZambn ]Tnp.

]eXcw tbmKhnZy ]dpw ImWnpwImWnp Xs injysc sIphcmn.

DukwcWhpw AhbpsS D]tbmKhpw

kaqla\n\v AeuInI A\p`qXnbpw

kmeuInI GIo `mhneqsS a\pjycmin

bpsS Da\hpw Fs\ km[nXamWw

Fpw ]dp a\nemn.

1895 kzman htm ]mcokv apgph

hniZambn Ip ]Tnp. ayqknbw ]nI

s\tmfnbs {]Xna (Tomb)

`mcXob alnfI Fv Fs\ F

hnjbn hfsc hniZambn ]uckvXy

h\nXInSbn kwkmcnp. {Zu]XnbpsS

kzm`nam\t_m[hpw cpnWnbpsS `nemfnXyhpw kXy`mabpsS hn]Xnss[cyhpw atfim

ZcnbpsS [t_m[hpw kzman hnthIm\

hnhcnp. ]epw AXptI v AXn]mh\hpw

AXoh hnNn{Xhpambn tXmp `mcXob

kvss{XW acymZ, k`yX hnhcnp `mcXobkmlnXyns kpjvSn Iv ApXw

tXmnbnpv.


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\mlw t`mm..!

Atacnbnse Nne A\p`h ]dbmw.

Hcp {]NmcI ]cn{hmP`mhI `mhw

kzoIcn Hcp apapp Fo \nebn

\nambpw \njvIfambpw Ccp temIv

shfnw hnXdm Fs\ Ignp Fv

kzmanPn ]dbpXns\bmWv.

Fs bm{Xbn \nch[n {]apJcpw

{]ikvXcpamb hynIfpambn ]cnNbsp.

{]kn\mb BwK teb Fgp p Im c\pw

hmnbpamb an tdm_vv CwKtUm\pwAXn s]Spp.

]e Ahkcfn Hnp hcnIbpw

\nch[n {]mhiyw aX]chpw XXzNnm]camb

Nbpw sNbvXnpv.Hcn Atlw ]dp, ]eImcyfpw

shnpdv ]dbcpsXpw henb [ocX

{]ZinnpXv icnbspw D]tZinp.

Cu \mn ]gasb Xndv ]pXnbknm {]Ncnnptm AXns

Kuchw a\nemWsav, aphsc

hnainpXv IcpXtemsS thWsapw

]dp.


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Ft CXnen{X `bsSm!

F Fs tNmZyn\v Atlw adp]Sn

]dp. Xm AXp sImw aptbmWv

ChnsS Cu coXnbn aX{]NcWhpw {]`mjW

fpambn \SpsXn Poht\msS

Zlnntt\! C\n CXnepw Xmaknmbncps

nepw CmpIm Asb IsdnvHmSntt\!

F\npXw tXmn. Atacn P\X

bvnSbn A{Xam{Xw aX{`mpw Aklnjv

WpXbpw DmbncpXmbn hnizknmIgnn.

]t Hs\nv a\nembn.

CwKtUm Fmcw aXNnItfbpw

hnizmktfbpw FXnncpp. ]tsslh NnmkcWn bpsS DXvIrjvS

`mh hcpImptm AXn

knt\bpw BZcnp k nepw

Htc Cuizcmwiw ImWp DZm `mhamWv

Rm hcpImnbXv. tbiphns B{Z`mhw_ukam\ NnmkcWn, Imcp Wy`mhw

Fn kzm[o\X sNepnbncpp. Bscbpw

XndbmsX knt\bpw AwKoIcnpw

sImp apgph am\h cmintbbpw


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ka\zbnnp DZm `mhamWv Fs

{]`mjWfn \ndp \nXv.

CwKtUm ]noSv Hcn FtmSp

]dp.

Rm Cu temIn \npw Inmhp

nStmfw FSppXn hnizknpp.

a[pc \mcbpsS \ocv apgph ]ngnsSp

m ImcWw AXv XmmenIamWv. \apv

Cu temIspdnt Ddpp. Rm adp]Sn

]dp.

Cu temIamIp a[pc \mc ]ngnbmXmdnhpXnt\m sas Hcp hgn

F\ndnbmw. F\nXn \npw IqSpX

Inpp. F\ndnbmw F\nv acWan.

AXpsIms\nv [rXnbn. `bhpan.

F\nv {]tXyInv Ihytam ISmtSm C.

`mcybptSbpw afptSbpw kntbpw

sIp]msS\nn. AXpaqew k kv{Xo

Itfbpw k ]pcpjmtcbpw NcmNc

tfbpw kvt\lnmw. Hmtcmcpcpw F\nvCuizcmcmWv. a\pjys\ Cuizc\mbn Iv

kvt\lnpXnep B\w HmtemNnp

t\mp. \n \mcm ]ngnbp coXn

CXpt]memIpw. Fnv \n Ctm

kmZnpXns ]Xn\mbncancn AXn


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\nsSpmw.

Cu coXnbmWv lnpfpsS Bflkmm

XvIcW coXn!

CXns\mcp FSpp ]db DZmlcWw

Hcp sNdnb ]Ww. km[mcWt]mse `mcXob

XXzNnb\pkcnv BflkmmXvImcw

e`nbmv _mlyamb {]tIm ] \smpw tm`nnm\mhnspw

Abm kZm {]khZ\\pw

{]im\pambncnp sapw ]dtm Nne

hnZymnI ]co nXmhWw

tXmsSpv XpcpXptc shSnbpXnp.

shSnbpI icocns Apdpw

Cpdpw sXmpsXmn F an NnXdn

]mp. Atm`y\mbn {]kwKw thpwhw

Ahkm\nnp.{]kwKw Ign DS B Imennt

(cowboys) Nppw IqSn ]cp]cp `mjbn

Ifnbmp coXnbnepw Fm {]iwknpw

]dp. CsXmcp apnb km[\w Xs

Icp ka!

]e \ot{Kmhiwmcpw kzmantbmSp

Nmw IqSm\pw kzmanbpsS hmpI

tIphm\pw aptmp hp. Hcn

]Spmd {]hiybn Xohnbndnb


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Fs a\ns\ kv]inncpn.

kw JenXw {_! A{XXs!!

`KXn. `nmw tZln..!

Znhk ISpt]mbXdnn. amkw

Ap Ignp.

\ncc kmcn.. `nmw tZln.. ]cn{hmPI FhnsSbpw ctm aqtm Znhk

am{Xw.

\Znbnse shw t]mse... \nebvm

{]hmlw.. \ncc Ne\w.. Ne\w Ne\w..

Ne\ satX.. PohnX [w.. AXpt]mse

bmbncpp hnthIm\ kzmanbpsS ]cn{hmPI

PohnXw.

Xobm{XbpsSbpw km[\bptSbpw

CSbnse CSmhfnse CSthfIB\IcampI., Dmk{]ZamIpI, hnthIm

\ kzmanbpsS {]tXyIXbmbncpp.

aodn \npw Xs Kpcp `mbnamsc hn v

1891 Ulnbntev Xncnp. IptdZnhkwUlnbn Nnehgnv Atamdbnsen

AmX \manepw AmX thjn

epw Bbncpp kmcsanepw kzman Fm

hcptSbpw {imtI{ambncpp. \Kcnse


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\nch[n ]finXcpw {]apJcpw kzmansb Iv

[ `mjWn\v hmmem]n\v

hncpp. Fm PmXnaXcpw kzmanbpsSkw`mjWw tIm\pw Adnbm\pambn

hncpp.

Ahm cmPmhns CPn\nb Bbn

cp ]finv iw`p\mY NmPnbpsS honembncpp kzmanPn XmaknncpXv.

kzmanPnbpsS {]`mjWw tIm apk

ammcpw hncpp. Aqn hnZymeb

nse Ad_n ]mgvkn ]Tnnncp auehn

kmln_pw Dmbncpp. Ipdp Znhkn\p

n Atlw kzmanbpsS `\mbn amdn.

Hcp Znhkw Atlw tNmZnp,

kzmanPn Av Fn\mWv Cu Imhnapv

DSppXv?

t\cnp tNmZyn\v kzman s]p Xs

adp]Sn ]dp.

AtXm AXv k\ymknamcpsS thjambXp

sImp Xs. np km[mcW AXmsWSpmdv. Fs ssIn thsdmpan. Rm

shfptXm ]tm DSpp km[mcW

`nm Fs apnepw ssI\opw. Fs

ssIhiw HpanXm\pw.


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`nmtcmSv Csv ]dbm Fs

a\\phZnn. Fs Cu Imhn ImWptm

a\nemIpw Rm\psamcp nphmsWv. npthsdmcp `nphnt\mSv `n tNmZnmdn.

kcfamb tNmZyw! efnXamb adp]Sn!

auehn kmln_n\v kzmantbmSp BZchv

IqSn. lnp [w KoX D]\njZv XpSn \nch[n hnjb kzman Xpdv N sNp

ambncpp.

auehn kmln_m ]etmgpw Xm _meyw

apX lrZnkvXammb Jpdm Dbn ]etNmZyfpw kzmanPntbmSv tNmZnpw. kzman

hfsc `wKnbmbn Jpdms\pdnpw CmanI

PohnXspdnpw efnXambn `wKnbmbn

adp]Sn ]dbpw.

kzmanbpsS emfnXyhpw ]mfinXyhpw

auehn kmln_n\v hfsc CjvSambn. auehn

hnthIm\ kzmansb Xs BymflnI

BNmcy\mbn kzbw IcpXn.

Hcp Znhkw auehn ]e{]mhiyw NnnvaSnpw BisImpw ]dbmXncp Xs

B{Klw kzmanPntbmSp Xpdp tNmZnm

B{Klw {]ISnnp.

kzmanPn Xs BZnYyw kzoIcnptam..


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kzmansb BZncnm\pw Blmcw \Im\pw

hon hv Ahkcw Xcptam. Fv

iw`p\mYvPotbmSp tNmZnp.

kzman hm hoSpw ]cnkchpw \ coXn

bn ipnbmbn hbvmw. {_mW ]mNIw

sNbvX `Ww hnf m th hyh

sNmw. AsX\nsmcp henbA\p{Klambncnpw.

NmPn CXptIv auehn kmln_ns\

BenwK\w sNbXv ]dp. auehnPo AXn

\n{X aSnpXpw `bpXpw Fn\v?

kzman kkwK]cnXymKnbmWv. IqSmsX

]cn{hmPI\pw! _tfm _\tfm

thp hh! apkwK!

Xobmbpw kzmanPn hcpw. \apv kzmanPn

tbmSp tNmZnmw.

auehn NmPntbmsSmw kzmanPnsb

Iv Xs B{Klw {]ISnnp.

auehnkmln_v \msfbmhmw. hnthIm

\\v AsXmcp hcZm\amWv..

kzmanPnbpsS hmpI auehn kmln_n

s lrZbs kv]inp. Atlw hnImc

hnhi\mbn kzmanPnbpsS ImepsXmp hnp.


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kzman Cu aplZnb A\p{KloX\mbn.

Cu \mSns alnabn Cubph\papv A`n

am \w.

]ntv auehnbpsS hon Fnb

kzmansb ImWm\pw A\p{Klw taSnm\pw

hnensbmcp Iqw apow kv{Xo ]pcpjm

hncp p.]cnNcnm\pw BiohmZw taSnm\pw

acw Xsbmbncpp. Hcp Dh Aco

w.

kzman kzev]t\cw FmhtcmSpambnCuizcs kmh euInIXbpw GImflIX

sbpdnpw ]ckv]c kvt\lhnizm khpw

alXzspdnpw KoXbpw Jpdm\pw Dcnv

DZmlcW klnXw hnhcnp.

kcpw DmltmSp tI v BiohmZw

hmn ]ncnpt]mbn.

auehn kmln_v kzmantbmSp ]dp

kzman Css hoSpw IpSpw_hpw

]hn{Xambn. R [\ycmbn.

GIm{KX

kzman hnthIm\ Dc `mcX ]cyS\


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n\mbn 1890 Pqebn ]pdsp. K]q, hmc

Wmkn, Atbmy, eJ\u hgn kzman ss\\nm

\nsen. ]Xn\p Znhkw ss\\nmenXmaknv AhnsS \npw Im\Sbmbn A

tamdbnsen. AhnsS Atlw AmZs

DZym\nsen.

AhnsS AhnNmcnXambn Xs Kpcp`mbnamcpambn HpIqSn. AJfim\ kzman,

imcZm\ kzman, sshIpfim\ kzman.

AhcpsS B{Klw _Zco\mYv Zi\hpw

tIZm\mYv Zi\hpambncpp. Hcp Xocpam\

saSpv Ah {]bmKbntev \Sp. AXn\nS

bn aebnSnn aqew hgn XSsp. X

mew bm{X amnhp.

CXn\nsS AJfim\ kzmanv AkpJw

]nSns]p. CXpaqew bm{X thp hv AhsSlcnbn aSnhp. CXn\nsS {io\Kcn

hv AhtcmsSmw Kpcp `mbn kqcym\\pw

IqSn tNp. Ah sUdmUqWnsen

AJfim\ kzmanv th NnIn \In.

aqmgvN Ah AhnsS Xmaknp. ]noSv

AJfim\ kzman aodntev t]mbn. AhnsS

Atln\v tUm. ss{XtemI\mY Ym th

]cnNcWw \Sn kpJsSpn.

hnthIm\ kzman t\sc EjntIin


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t]mbn. AhnsS Fnb kzmanv oWhpw

AkzXbpw hp.

{_m\ kzman hnthIm\ kzmanv

th NnInbpw hn{ianm\p hyhbpw

sNbvXp. hopw Fmhcpw aodn HnpIqSn.

AhnsS Ah CjvSm\pkcWw kzmymbhpw

]T\a\\tbmK ]cnioe\hpw]coWhpambn Ignp IqSm Xocpam\np.

AJfim\ kzmanbmWv hnthIm\

kzmanv th klmb klIcW sNbv

XXv. ]ecpw tkh\ cwKw XncsSptm

hnthIm\ kzman kwkvIrX ]T\ \ncoW

fn {i sNepn Kpcp `mbnamcpsS {im

tI{ambn.

AJfim\ kzman \nXyhpw sXmSp

p {Kimebn \nv ]pkvXIXncpsImp hcpw. hnthIm\ kzman AXv

{im]qw hmbnpw. Cs\ ]pkvXIw

FSpepw sImSpepw ]Xnhmbn.

Hcp Znhkw {Kime AyAJfim\ kzmantbmSp tNmZnp. kzman

BcmWv C{Xb[nIw ]pkvXI hmbnp

Xv? ]pkvXIw shdpsX ImWm\mtWm

sImpt]mIpXv.. Am AdnbmbvI sImp

tNmZnXmWv!


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Ft Cs\ tNmZnm ImcWw?

AJfim\ kzman tNmZnp.

Gbv {]tXyInsmpa. km[mcW

]pkvXIw sImpt]mbh Znhk Ign

t Xncnp Xcmdpq. \n sImpt]mb

DSs\ Xncp sImp hcpp. C{Xb[nIw

]pkvXI A{Xs]sv Fs\ hmbnpXopw! AXmWv Rm tNmZnXv. ]pkvX

Ins `wKnImWm\mtWm hmbnm\mtWm

sImpt]mIpsXv.

AXpicn! ]pkvIw F\n Fs kplrn\mWv. Rm Cu hnhcw Fs kplr

nt\mSp ]dbmw.

icn ]dtmfq \nfpsS kplrns\

F\npw IWm B{Klapv.

AJfim\ kzman hnhcw hnthIm\

kzmantbmSp ]dp.

CXp tIv NncnpwsImv hnthIm\

kzman ]dp. icn icn \msf Rm\pw hcmw

{Kimebntev. C{Xb[nIw \ Kl\amb

]pkvXI D {Kime ImWpIbpw

sNmw. AXns DSatcmSv Fs BZchv

{]ISnnepamhmw!

]nt Znhkw hnthIm\ kzman AJfim


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\ kzmantbmsSmw {Kimebnsen.

kzmanamsc I {Kime A[y

tNmZnp.

kzman Rm Adnbm\m{Klnp tNmZn

XmWv. C{Xb[nIw ]pkvXI AXpw

Kl\ambh C{X s]sv Fs\ hmbnpw?

F\nv hnizmkw t]mcm!

A kplrt apapphpw {ibpw

thWsav am{Xw. A{X {]bmkIca

CsXmpw. \n Rm hmbn ]pkvXI

FSpv \nfpsS kwib tNmZnq. Rmhyamb Dcw ]dbmw.

{Kimemc ]pkvXIw t\mn

]eXpw tNmZnp.

Fmn\pw hyamb adp]Sn am{Xa]pkvXInsegpXnbXv AtXt]mse ]dbp

hnthIm\ kzmansb t\mn Abm Bcy

NInX\mb tNmZnp. kzmanPn AXv icnbmWv.

m\nbpw ]finX\pamWv. tZhmflmhmWv.

]t CsXs\ km[npp. ]dpXmepw.

hnthIm\ kzman NncnpwsImp

]dp.

AsXmcam\pjnI Ignshmpa. GXp


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Imcyambmepw {itbmsS sNptm AXn

AanX km[mcWamb Ignhpmhpw. \nv

Cu {Kimebnse Hmtcm ]pkvXIhpw FhnsSbmsWv s]sp ]dbm\pw FSppXcm\pw

IgnbpXp t]mse.

Rm F\nnjvSs hnjbw {im

]qw Ht\mn HnsbSppp.\ Ipnbmbncptm Ac

Hmtcmmbn ]Tnpp. ]noSv Iqn hmbn

pp. sas sas henb henb ]pkvXI

hmbnpp. hfsc GIm{Kambn t\mpIbm

Xs Hcp t]Pv apgph s]sv a\n

]Xnbpw Hnv. HcpXcw km[\ Xs Fp

]dbmw.

hnthI\ kzmanbpsS kcfhpw hn\bhpw

\njI]Shpamb adp]Sn tIv B a\pjykzmanbpsS ]mZw sXmv \anv amt]np.

kzman s]mdpWw. Ftbpw AbpsS

injyKWfn s]SpWw.

kzman NncnpwsImp ]dp.Cuizc\ntep hgn FmhcptSbpamWv!


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ho, cmPmhns {][m\ hoemWv.

kzmansb ImWm hp.

kzmanbpsS {]`mjWw tIp. ]eXpw

tNmZnp. Cmans\pdnpw CmwaX BNmc

acymZIfpw hnizmk {]amWhpw kzman

`wKnbmbn Dcnv Cuizcs km

euInIXsb hmgvn kwkmcnpXp tIvAtln\v kzmantbmSp BZchv IqSn.

Hcn kzmansb At\zjnv ho

KplmZzmcnsen.

hnthIm\ kzmanbpsS InSmSw IvAtlw ApXtmsS tNmZnp. kzman

s]mfn emtWm XmaknpXv.

AXpw Cu sImSpw XWpn?

kzman kzXknamb ]pncntbmSpIqSn

]dp. Cu ]mhw `nmwtZlnv CXn

IqSpX kuIcy Fn\v?

kzman CXp henb IjvSw Xs. C

XWpn Cs\? ChnsS?

ho tNmZnp.

CXp [mcmfw. Xm Hcp ]Wnmcs\

hn v ChnSw Hv \mn Xm AXpXs

henb D]Imcw.


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kzmanPn Fn\n{X IjvSsSpp. kzmanv

hntcm[w tXmnsn, Ipdp amdn Hcp

Ipn apIfnemsWs hoSv. AhnsS \AcoamWv. Hgn apdn hrnbmn Xcmw.

Blmcw ]mNIw sNm\pw apw Hcp

{_mWs\ Xs Gnmw. kzman hon

hcpXv Hc\p{Klhpw ApamsW\nv.C. F\ns\ PmXnbptSbpw aXn

sbpw t]cn BtcmSpw shdppw hntZzjhp

sampan. hcmw XmfpsS Xmakev

hcmw. Xmfpw F\nv ktlmZcs\tmse

Xs. Xm hmgvp Amlphpw inh\pw

F\nsmcpt]mse Xs.

kzman B apow hoens ho v Iptd

\mfpI Xmaknp.

Xs ImWm hcphcpambn thZthZ

hnjb N sNpw.

hoepw IpSpw_hpw kzmanPnbpsS

`cmbn. hnthIm\ kzmansb Ah

Cuizcs\ t]mse Iv ]cnNcnp. kzmanbpsSBZi PohnXn\v th klmb

klIcW \In Xr]vXcmbn.

hoens hon cmPm\nse ]e

{]apJcpw hncpp. a{namcpw Znhmmcpw


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hXbptSbpw temINnm kcWnIfptSbpw

KXnhnKXnI amn adnp Fp Xs ]dbmw.

kz[w \n[\w t{ib:

hnthIm\ kzman cmPm\n \npw

t]m_dntepw ]noSv amfihn, ]men

m\, _tdmU, CtUm \KcnI Iv

Jmfihmbnsen.

AhnsS hmWv Nne kplrp

]dv NnmtKmbn \Sm t]mIp

hnizaXalm ktf\s IpdndnXv.

]ecpw AXn ]sSpt Bhiy

IXsbpdnv ]dsnepw AhnsS t]mbm

Fp ]dbWw Fs\ ]dbWw Fsmpw

Hcp cq]hpw `mhhpw a\n hn.AXpsImv Hcp Xocpam\w FSpmsX

{]tXyInsmpw BtcmSpw ]dbmsX ew

hnp.

t\tc t_mws_bnsen. ]noSv ]qs\bnepw. AhnsS alm_teizcn hv enmSn

bnse kp{]kn\mb TmqPn Fnb

hnhcw AdnXv.

Atls ImWm\pw BZchv


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{]ISnnm \pambn t]mbn. CXn\nSbn

TmIqPn kzmanbpsS injy\mbn amdn.

kzmanPnbpsS AKm[ ]mfinXyhpw emfnXyhpwFmhtcbpw BIjnp.

hnthIm\ kzmansb Kpcphmbn a\km

hcn TmIqPn kzmansb Xs tImnbntev

Wnp.kzman kvt\l]qw ]dp.

TmIqPn XmfpsS DZmca\nt\mSv F\nv

AXnbmb ISmSpv. Cu Ahkc n

km[nn. ]nosSmchkcnemhmw.A\nhmcyamb Hcp ISa apnepv. AXv

Fs\ Ftm Fsmpw ]dbm

Ctm Ignbn.

AsXs `mhnbpw BZihpambn _

sXmWv.

]noSv kzman Xs ]cn{hmPI PohnXw

XpSp. sImlm]qcn \npw _Kmanse

n Iptd Znhkw Xmaknp.

AhnSs almcmPmhpw dmWnbpw kzmanPn

bpsS injyXzw kzoIncnp.

_Kmanse kplrpw A[nImcn (k

m Hm^ok) Bbncp {io lcn]mZan{X

bpsS hon Ipdp Znhkw Xmaknp. Atlw


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]etmgpw Xs taeptZymKmcpambp

s]cpamn AXr]vX\mbncpp. ]eptmgpw

Xm A]am\nX\mbn F tXm hcmdpv.]etmgpw m\w cmPnhv thsdhnsSsb

nepw t]mbmtem Fpt]mepw BtemNnn

pv.

lcn_m_p Xs [ kSw kzmanPntbmSp ]dp.

kzmanPn F\nv Cu DtZymKw aSpp.

Rm cmPnhv kzmanPntbmsSmw IqSm

Xocpam\np. kzmanPnbpsS injy\mbn

]cnNmcI\mbn IqSm\mWv F\nm{Klw.

lcn_m_p XmtfmSv Fn\mWmWh

hgp IqSpXv. AgnaXnbpw `cWcwKv P\

hncpXbpw kzoIcnhsc t]Snv cmPnhv

HgnbpXv A{X A. Fs injy\mhpXpw A{X tIaa. AsXmcp amXrIbpa.

adnv cmPmhpw P\hpw hnizknp \Inb

]Zhnbn BZi ipamb PohnXw \bnp

XmWv ]ucpjw.

hnthIm\ injycs\thWw Nnn

m.

Bflt\m tammw PKXvlnXmbN

Fsmw Rm ]dbptm P\\bvp


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thn PohnpI Fv Xmsft]meph

a\nemWw. aphsc ]gnNmcn c

sSm {ianpXv HmcpXcw `ocpXzamWv..HfntmamWv. th lcn]mZ _m_p. ss[cy

ambn cmPmhnt\bpw {]PItfbpw hnizknv

tkhm `mhn IpSpw_ ]cn]me\w \Sq.

Abvv AXmWv DNnXw.

CXp tI v lcn]mZ _m_p hopw tNmZnp.

kzmanPn a\tiw amn ktmjw

e nm FmWp amKw..

AXns\mcp amKta Dq.kzbw \h\pw kXyk\pamWwv

hnizknv kam[m\npI. aphsc ]gn

NmcmsX PohnpI. AXmWv Da amKw.

aphcpsS tZmjw {inmsX AhcnseKpW Iv AhtcmSp klIcnpI.

kzman ]pncXqIn efnX `mjbn ]d

Xp tI v lcn]mZ _m_p ]dp.

kzmanPn Rm {ianmw.lcn]mZ _m_p kzmanPnbpsS ImepsXm v

hnp.

AtXmsS lcn_m_phns a\iw amdn.

kzmanPn cp aqv Znhkw IqSn AhnsS


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Xmaknv Xs ]cn{hmPI eym\amb

I\ymIpamcnbntev Xncnp.

]mU kzman..hn B dnben tkmdn.!

hnthIm\ kzman cmPm\nembncp

Imew. Hcp Znhkw APvaodn \npw KpPdmn

tev bm{X Xncnp.

Hcp kplrv cmw mv Snv FSpp

Xncpp. AXpambn kzman {Sbn\n Ibdn

Ccpp. AXn\pn aqp\mev Cwojp

Imcpapmbncpp.hn HmSnsmncpp. CwojpImv

kzmansb A{X CjvSsnsp tXmpp.

Ah Ifnbmn ]ckv]cw Dds kwkmcnp.

CtXXv `nmwtZln. ImhnbpapSpv.FhnsSbncnWw Fs\ CcnWw

Fsmpadnbn.

Hcp hnhchpansv tXmpp. Ihn

IbdnbXmImw. SnsSpWw Fpadnbn.]mhw k\ymkn.

hnhctZmjnIfpsS cmPyw.

Cu HappImtcbpw XmSnmtcbpw am\n

n v Cu \mSv FhnsS Fm\mWv.


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Cu hnZym`ymkanm, B[p\nI t_m[

anm Ccw k\ymknam ImcWamWv Cu

\mSv Cpw Zcn{ZmcpsS \mSmbn XpScpXv.

shdptX Pohmfl ]camfl XXzhpw ]c

temI Imcy ]dv PohnXw hyamp

IbmWh. hnnI.

Cuizc Cu hnnIsf \hmcmmRsf \ntbmKnXmbncnWw.

Cu ImSmsc tIamcmn

\sfhnsSbpw Fn.

Cu coXnbn kzmansb Ifnbmp anembncpp CwojpImcpsS kw`mjWw.

Iptd kabw HmSnb hn Hcp tj\n

\nn.

hnthIm\ kzman Xs P\en IqSnGtXm Bhiyn\p \Sp t]mIp tj

amsd Ip.

kzman tj amsd Dds hnfnp.

Cwojn Bhiysp.tj amPn

F\np Ipdp XWp shw thWw

IpSnm. hm DjvWw. Zmlnpp.

i_vZw tIv tj am Xncnp


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t\mn. kzmansb I AXnibhpw BZchpw

Ie kzcn A nhmZyw sNbvXp ]dp.

kzmanPn Zm CXmhcpp. C{Xbpw ]dvHmSnt]mbn hfsc thKw Hcp mkv XWp

ipshhpambn aSn hp.

hn hopw \opw hsc kzmanPnbpambn

BZc]qw ]ckv]cw kwkmcnp.hn Nqfw hnfnv \on XpSn. tj

am AIp Ibdn kzmanbpsS Im sXmp

hnv hnShmn hnbn \npw Cdn

t]mbn.

kzman im\mbn Ccpp.

CsXmw Iv CwojpIm hnkvab

NInXcmbn.

ApXtmsS ]ckv]cw ]dp.Cu ]mhw Imhnhkv{X[mcn

km[mcWmc \.

\mbn Cwojv kwkmcnpp. Hcp

sdbnth tj am ImepsXmpBZcnpp. hnNn{Xw Xs.

\fmWv hnnI.

kzmantbmSp amp ]dbpXmWv acymZ.

\ ]dsXmw tIpw a\nemnbnpw


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AmX \ma[mcnbmbn \Sp Imew.

hfscb[nIw t{Xfpw \ZnIfpw Ippw

aeIfpw Xmn hnthIm\ hn{ian\mbn

Hcp BacNphnencpp.

Im\S bm{Xm ]ecpw kzmansb

hnpw Ipiew ]dpw ISp t]mbn.

kzmanPn CSbvv Fgptv ]cnkcw apgph\pwIdn hcpw. hopw ]gb ev hncnpw.

cp aqp Znhkw CtX coXn XpSp.

Hcp Znhkw oWnX\mbncnp kzmanPnsb

ImWm\mbn Hcp km[mcW a\pjy hp.kzman \akvImcw.

Rm\tmp amdn sNdnb IpSnen

Xmaknpp. sNcpp \nmWamsWs

sXmgn.Im kzman oWnX\msWp

tXmpp. \ hnipw Zmlhpw Dmhpw.

Rm ]cnpw amhpw ap km[\kma{KnIfpw

sImp hcmw. kzman kzbw ]mIw sNbvXv

Igntmfq.

kzman Xs ImWm h Xs

XmImenI hnjaw a\nemn C{Xbpw

kvt\ltmSpw acymZtbmSpw kwkmcn B

]mhw a\pjys\ t\mn ]pncnp sas


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hopw B a\pjy HmSn aSn hp.

kzman Ipdp Nmnbpw IdnbpamWv.

honepmnbXmWv. Ignv kpJambnhn{iantmfq.

ktmjw. kzman ]dp.

Imew ISpt]mbn. kzman ]noSv Atacn

]cyS\hpw temIaXalm ktf\n]sSpv temItPXmhmbn. ]noSv bqtdm

nepw kzoIcW Gphmn `mcXn

hnPb{ioemfnX\mbn aSn Fn. `mcXn

epS\ofw hnthIm\ kzman BZcnsp.

cmPmmcpw {]`pmcpw ]e kpm

mcpw kzmansb sImmcn hnfnv BZcnp.

hnthIm\ kzman hopw sJ{Xnbn

hp.

almcmPmhv kzmansb sImmcw hn v

Cdnhv BZcnp.

]mZ]qPbpw ]pjv]hrjvSnbpw \Sn. tXcn

encpn tLmjbm{Xbmbn ]W {]ZnWw

sNbvXp. hn P\mhen cmP]mXbnencp `mKpw AWn\ncp.

kzman.. kzman..

Bqn\nSbn Hcp kp]cnNnX

i_vZw.


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hnthIm\ kzman B i_vZw {inp.

Xs t\mn BZcthmsS A`nhmZyw

sNp B a\pjy..

AtX.. cp sImw apt Xm ]cn{hmPI

PohnXns mKambn sJ{Xnbn hp. Av

X\nv Blmchpw BZchpw \Inb B \

a\pjy.

kzman cmPmhnt\mSmhiys v IpXnchn

\nnp.

Xmsg Cdn t\sc \Sv Xss

t\mn \n B km[p a\pjys\ BenwK\wsNbvXp.

cmPmhpw ]cnhmcfpw B Zriyw Iv

ApXsp.

temItPmXmhmb kzman hnthIm\\pwXs Hcp km[mcW {]Pbpw ]ckv]cw

kvt\l ]qw BZcnp cwKw. cmPmhns

IpI ktmjw sImp \ndp.

Cuizcm\p`qXn

kzman hnthIm\ sNssbnse Xs

kplrpw injy\pamb ap\mY `mNmcy

cpsS hon hn{ianp Imew.


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kzmansb ImWm\pw tIm\pw tNmZnm

\pambn \nch[nt] hpw t]mbnsm

ncpp.

Ahcn km[mcW `P\fpw Hw

B[p\nI hnZym`ymkw t\Snb tUmIvSam,

Fn\obam, s{]m^kam XpSn

kaqlnse Fmcw ]ucmcpw s]Spw.kzman kabhpw k`hpw t\mn AXmXv

Xen Cuizc, {]IrXn, thZmw, ]pcm

Ww, B[p\nI kmtXnI ]cnm\w,

tPymXn jw XpSn \nch[n hnjbfpdnv

Nbpw {]`mjWhpw \Spw.

CXn\nSbn ]ecpw ]e iIfpw AhX

cnnpw. kckhpw kcfhpamb coXnbn

kzman BfpwXchpw t\mn adp]Sn ]dbpw.

AXn\nSbn kzman [ym\hpw a\\Nn

\hpambn aqI\mhpw. ISncnpw.

Cu coXnbnep kzmanbpsS s]cpamhpw

efnX PohnX ssienbpw s]mXpsh Fmh

pw CjvSsp.

kmbmfn kzman \Sm t]mIpw.

anhmdpw IS XocfneqsS.. kmbwky

I kzmanbpsS a\ns\ ]etmgpw AhmNy

amb A\p`qXnbntev \bnXmbn kzman


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\nch[n bphm bphk\ymknbpsS

Bcm[Icmbn. B[p\nI hnZym`ymkhpw Hw

tZiob sslhmt_m[hpw cmjv{S nbpw\nd a\pambn Ah hnthIm\ kzman

bpsS Nppw IqSn.

CXn\nSbn Atacnbn \Sm t]m

Ip hnizaXalm ktf\n hnthIm\kzman ]sSpWsav sNssbnse kplr

p Bhiysp.

kzmansb klmbnm\pw ]Ww kamlcn

m\pw \nch[n t] aptmp hp.

CXn\nsS sslZcm_mZnse \hm_v hnth

Im\ kzmansb Wnp. \hm_ns Xe

m\ \KcnbpsS Fn\ob a[pkqZ

NmPn hnthIm\ kzmanbpsS ]cnNnX\pw

kplrpambncpp.

kzman Ww kzoIcnv skcm_mZn

sen.

sal_q_m tImf\nbn thZm hnjb

sfpdnv .... {]`mjWw \Sn.

aqn ]qP, lTtbmKw, cmPtbmKw,

km[\, [ym\w, [cW XpSn \nch[n hnjb

kzman bphmtfmSpw tImtfPv A[ym]

Icpambn N sNbvXp. \hm_pw


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{][m\a{nbpw kzmanbpsS Bcm[Icmbn amdn.

skcm_mZn kzman \hm_ns

AXnYnbmbncpp. Xmakw kplrmb

NmPnbpsS honepw.

\hm_v kzmansb kin Xs BZiw

{]ISnnpIbpw GIssZh hnizmks

pdnpw sslh PohnX acymZIsfpdnpwhniZambn N sNbvXp.

\hm_v cmw Znhkw kzmantbmSp ]dp

kzman Av Atacnbn t]mIp hnhcw

Rm\pw Adnp. \psS \mSns\pdnpw Cu\mSns kmwkvImcnI acymZsbpdnpw

kwkmcnWw. Cu \mSs An\\pkcnv

kwkmcnm Xmp Ignbpw Fv

F\npw kplrppw a\nembn.

kzmanbpsS bm{X Nnehn\p ]Ww RXcmw. Zbhmbn kzman AXv kzoIcnWw.

hnthIm\ kzman ]pncnpw sImp

]dp. \n.. Rms\mhtcmSpw ISsncn

pp.C\nbpw Hcp Xocpam\w Rms\Spnn.

Fs Kpcp\mYstbm AbpsStbm BtZi

hpw A\p{Klhpw C\nbpw e`nnn.

Bhiyw hcptm taSnmw. kzman CtX


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coXnbmbncpp s]mXpth kzoIcnXv.

hnthIm\ kzman sslZcm_mZn \npw

aSn sNssbn hp.

\ncc km[\bnepw [ym\nepw apgpIn.

Atacnbn t]mIpXns\pdnv

Kuchambn Nnnp XpSn.

CsXmchkcamWv. Cu sslh \mSns

kmwkvImcnI HuXyw, X\bmb AXn

hninjvSamb PohnXhoWw, aXw, \oXn,

[w Chsbpdnv ]mmXy \mn

hnfw_cw \Sm\p Akpe Ahkcw.

]t.. KpcptZhs BtZiw C\nbpw Inn

bnn. am{Xa imcZm tZhnbpsSbpw hnhc

sampan.

X\nh Kpcp]Xv\n FXntesd amXmhpw amKZinbpamWv. AhcpsS A\p{Klw

tNmZnv FgpXWw.

hnthIm\ kzman hnhcw hniZambn

Ibvv X]men FgpXn Abp.Hcp Znhkw [ym\a\\n\nSbn a\v

\ndtb {]Imiw. Hcp tXmtPmtKmfw. AXn

Xs KpcptZh. `Khm cmaIrjvW ]ca

lwk. Xs ssIImn ]dbpw t]mse, \ns

kabambn IS Xmn t]mIWw. \tc.. B


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ISa \ntXmtW.

\n\p am{Xta B kmayapq. t]mIq..

temIs Pbnq.

{ItaW cmaIrjvW cq]w amp adp.

{]ImitKmfw AIIv CmXmbn.

hnthIm\ tbmK\n{Zbn \npwDWp.

Dtjhm\mbn kzbw Hcp Xocpam\

saSpp.

t]mIWw. temIaX almktf\nsslhXbpsS B[nImcnI hmhmIWw.

cmaIrjvW tZhs BtZiw Inn.

C\n imcZm amXmhns adp]Sn InWw.

GXm\pw Znhkw Igntm imcZmamXmhns ktiw e np.

hnthIm\ kzman th XmsdSppI

\Sn.

CXn\nSbn tJ{Xn almcmPmhns ZqXhv kzmanPnsb \n_nv tJ{Xnbntev

Iqnsmp t]mbn.

]noSv t_mwt_ hgn kzman e\ntev

t]mbn.


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amKcv t\m_n (`Kn\n \nthZnX)

Fs Cwnse {]Ya ki\w. HcpIpSpw_ kZn Hcp kmbm kw

Kn mcXs Ipdnpw mcXob aXmht_m

[spdnpw thZsf Ipdnpw hfsc

hniZambn kwkmcnp.

AXnhmWv amKcv t\m_n Fs

hp IXpw `mcXn hcm B{Klw

{]ISnnXpw.

`mcXob alnfIsf Ipdnv Rm hfsc

hniZambn kwkmcnp. bmtk\({Zu]Xn)

bpsS BflKuchhpw kXy`mabpsS


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kzmanPn kktmjw Cwnse

Ncn{X{]m[m\yap e Rtfm

sSmw Iv BkzZnp. kcnepw \ Iv

kpw \ t\pw ktmjnpw

ktmjnnpw sImp B s]cpam coXn

Rfn aXnpfhmn. R kzmanPnbpsS

Bcm[Icmbn. {ItaW A\pbmbnIfpambn.

Fs Ghpw ApXsSpnb cwKw

Gsd ApXIcamWv. Im XpdapJv

Fsbpw Iv \npp kzman!

amKIv \o hp\mbn. Fs kzmKX

tamZnb hmpI lrZb

kv]inbmbncpp.

imcZm tZhntbmsSmap \mfpI

AhnkvacWobw Xs.

e m f n X y n t b p w

h m n t b p wkPoh cq]w. kzmanPn a{Zo \In hnfnp

\nthZnX AtXmsS ]q lnphmbn,

lnp\mSns\tkhnm kzbw kanp.

kzman hnthIm\ Xs \mpImv, mcXob

bphmv sImSp ktiwamKZi\w


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CXmWv.

Hmtcm \mSn\pw Hcp ZuXyapv. temIn\p\Im Hcp ktiapv. AXn\m \

\sf IpdndnbWw. X\nabpw Dabpw

AdnbWw.

hkpss[h IpSpw_Iw. AXmbXv

temIs Hcp IpSpw_ambn ImWm\pw

]ckv]c kvt\lmZcthmsS Adnbm\pw

imnbptSbpw kam[m\ntbpw `mhw

krjvSnm\pw AXmbXv Cs temIv

Aymfl kwkvImcns Hcp hnhw HcpbpK ]cnh\w \Sm\pv. AXmWv

`mcns ZuXyw. KoXmht_m[w

sImSpph\mWv henw taSnph\.

AXpsImv sImSppI.. sImSppI..KoXmImc `Khm {ioIrjvW

]dbpXv BcmtWm Fs B{KlnpXv

AhSpv Rm hcpw. Ah\v thXv \In

Ahs\Dbpw. Rmknepapv. Fmw Fnepv.

kzw tZiobXbn Dun\np thWw

Imepdnp thWw AXmbXv X\nabm

tZiobXbn \nv am{Xta AtZio


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bXbntev t]mIm\mIq..

AXpsImmWv Rm ]dbpXv `mcXX\nabmWv \mw ImgvN hbvtXv. Cu

\mSns kwkvImcnI X\na thZmw.

Cuizcs k euInIX ]mmXy \mSpI

GsSpWw. temI kmtlmZcyneqsS

am{Xta kam[m\hpw imnbpw temIawKfhpw

t\Sm Ignbq. AXmWv `mcXns ZuXyw.

Ftbpw..


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Rm Xs! cma\pw IrjvW\pw

Im in ]q cn se A \p`hw F s ]q a\pjy\mn Fp ]dbmw. cmaIrjvWtZhs\

Rm icnbmb An a\nemn.

DZym\n `Khmt\msSmw kwkmcnn

cnpIbmbncpp. cmaIrjvWtZhs tZlhn

tbmKn\p cpZnhkw apnes A\p`h

amWv.

A t l n \v \n h n cn m \pw h am

\w ]dbm\pw hfsc BbmkstSn hp.

B hnjamhbnepw Fnse DIWvT

Asnses A]IzX sImmhmw Rm ]

Xnhpt]mse tNmZnp:

` K hm t\, C tm sg n epw Xm p ] dbm I gn bp tam Xm X s bm Wv Cu iz c

s\v? A tm Rm ] d bpw Xm km

m {io]ctaizc\msWv.

tIbpS cmaIrjvWtZh Xe DbnFs Xdnp t\mn. ]noSv hmey `mh

m ]d hmpI Fs B Im

kzbw kanX\mn.

\tc{m, Bcmbncptm t{XXmbpKnse

{io cm a Zzm ]c bp K n se {io Ir jv W,


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AtX cma\pw IrjvW\pw tN cmaIrjvW

\mWp Rm Cu tZln.

\n\n\nbpaXp a\nembnt? Rm\n ]

dXp ]cn]q kXyw. \ns shdpw thZm

as.

C{Xbpw cmaIrjvWtZh\n \npw tI

tXmsS Fs a\pw lrZbhpw NInXambn.

F \n p hn izm k am bn.

`K hm km [m c W

a\pjy\. Cu AIm

cw \nd kaqlPohnXn a\pjya\pI

sf t\hgn ImWnm

]m I n kz bw {] m

]q cw ] c p \n XytPymXnmWv. \nbw!

\ ap v F n s\ th W

sa n epw hn ti jn n

mw. Ah [qXs\tm,

]calwks\tm, {_

m \n sb tm km

m {io ] c ta iz c s\

tm ]dbmw. AXnsem

pw A Xn i tbm n tXm t Xn .


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Rms\mp Ddnp ]dbpp. Cu `qtemI

v cmaIrjvWtZhs\ t]mse HchXmchpw D

m bn n .

Cu H cm ym fln I tPm Xn n eq sS th Ww

Cu CltemIwkwkmckmKcw kpcnXcm

bn XcWw sNm. thsdmcp amhpanXs.

Cm Pm Xo......t`Z hn Nm cw....!!

a h \m s... bm N I \m s.....


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