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Page 1: AnubhavRas - 1teAo gujratI sat copDI w`ela, dIÙa pKI p` &anaWyasmaH mn rt htuH te=I Aagz AWyas claVyo. ivharnI sa=e sa=e Aes. Aes. sI. pKI bI. Ae., Aem. Ae. Aaid krI ne 1991maH muHb{maH

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muHb{ yuinvisR!InI pIAec. DI. nIpdvI ma!e tEyar krel mhainbH\ - sHiÙº

- pU. Do. jsuba{ mhastIÒM. A. Ph. D.

: Ýkaxk:

Aiql wa2tIy ¬e. S=ankvasI jEn koNfrNs1, ivjy vLlw cok, iƒwuvn ibLDÄg,4 =e maze pay\unI, muHb{ 400 003.

fon 23422927

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ANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RAS (Anandghanaji EK

Adhyayan - part - 1)

Ph. D. thesisBy Jain Sadhvi

Jashubai Swami

April- 2004

sHyojk - sHpadk

gu vHt brvaizya

mULy $a. 100/-

Ýkaxk

Aiql wartIy ¬e. S=an. jEn koNfrNs1, ivjy vLlw cok, iƒwUvn ibLDÄg,

muHb{-400 003

!a{pse!Äg :

[Nfosof! sivRsIs.401, sI- xel Opa!RmeN!,Oc. bI. gavDe magR,saHtaÊuJ (ve)muHb{ - 49fon : 26600742

muãk :

AirhHt iÝN!Äg Ýesiƒkaz ibLDÄg paKz,saH{baba ngr, pHtngr,Fa!kopr ({)muHb{ - 75fon: 2p114341

smpR`

Ao vaTsLy daƒI¦;tera tujko ApR ,Éya lagt hE mora'

Agi`t _pkarne yad krI,Aapna %`maH=I _%` =vanoAa AmULy Avsr kem Caukay?

AanHdFnÒnaH Anuwv rsneiCaHtn äara ma`vano Ane \ra{ne pIvano

_¿m moko Aap isvay ANy ko` AapI xke?

Aapna j AsIm k<pa ikr`one JIlI pU Rtana iknarephaeHCaI A|yaTm wavo=I nItrto AanHdFnÒno

;Anuwv rs' jemaH wyaeR Ke AevuH Aa pu*pAapna kr-kmlmaH ApR kruH KuH.AemaH Ùit hoy te marI Ke Ane

je sa$H hoy te AapnuH Ke,

AapnI j jslI

Ao guru I mEya bapÒ

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ANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RASANUBHAV RAS (Anandghanaji EK

Adhyayan - part - 1)

Ph. D. thesisBy Jain Sadhvi

Jashubai Swami

April- 2004

sHyojk - sHpadk

gu vHt brvaizya

mULy $a. 100/-

Ýkaxk

Aiql wartIy ¬e. S=an. jEn koNfrNs1, ivjy vLlw cok, iƒwUvn ibLDÄg,

muHb{-400 003

!a{pse!Äg :

[Nfosof! sivRsIs.401, sI- xel Opa!RmeN!,Oc. bI. gavDe magR,saHtaÊuJ (ve)muHb{ - 49fon : 26600742

muãk :

AirhHt iÝN!Äg Ýesiƒkaz ibLDÄg paKz,saH{baba ngr, pHtngr,Fa!kopr ({)muHb{ - 75fon: 2p114341

smpR`

Ao vaTsLy daƒI¦;tera tujko ApR ,Éya lagt hE mora'

Agi`t _pkarne yad krI,Aapna %`maH=I _%` =vanoAa AmULy Avsr kem Caukay?

AanHdFnÒnaH Anuwv rsneiCaHtn äara ma`vano Ane \ra{ne pIvano

_¿m moko Aap isvay ANy ko` AapI xke?

Aapna j AsIm k<pa ikr`one JIlI pU Rtana iknarephaeHCaI A|yaTm wavo=I nItrto AanHdFnÒno

;Anuwv rs' jemaH wyaeR Ke AevuH Aa pu*pAapna kr-kmlmaH ApR kruH KuH.AemaH Ùit hoy te marI Ke Ane

je sa$H hoy te AapnuH Ke,

AapnI j jslI

Ao guru I mEya bapÒ

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

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pU. jsuba{ mhastIÒno pircy

p. pU. jxuba{ mhastIÒna pircye mara Òvn ma!e nvI jiÙitÔe qUlI krI. Aemna =kI huH A|yaTmna yaƒI trIke, Ae ivStrtIiÙitÔe w`I mI! maHDI Aagz v\va Dg maHDI rhI KuH. Aaje ßyareAemno pircy AapvanuH mara wage AaVyuH Ke Tyare mne =ay Ke keÉyaH=I huH x$ kruH Ane ÉyaH pUruH kruH?

sor@nI \ÄgI \ra \arIna vtnI xe@ ]I dulRwÒwa{ kamdart=a m`Iben ne TyaH svHt 1939na Aaso sud 10 na ivjy idvsemara guÌ`I mEyano jNm =yel. suqI Ane sm<â pirvar hto.sHsar r=na r=o Aivrtp`e caLya Ôy Ke. t$`avS=amaH jivri›na wavo ÔGya, saEraÚ kesrI b‡a. b. pU. Ýa`lalÒ mharajt=a tp sm‡a! pU. ritlalÒ m. sa. no sHg =yo. nvI idxa trfDg mHDaya. F`aH xaÏo, =okDaAo, Stoƒo kH@S= kyaÅ, smy vItedIÙanI Anumit =oDIk AanakanI pKI mzI Ane tem e pU. guÌdevnIÝer`a=I p. pU. liltaba{ SvamI pase dIÙa g‡h` krI. dIÙa phelaHteAo gujratI sat copDI w ela, dIÙa pKI p` &anaWyasmaHmn rt htuH te=I Aagz AWyas claVyo. ivharnI sa=e sa=eAes. Aes. sI. pKI bI. Ae., Aem. Ae. Aaid krI ne 1991maHmuHb{maH Do. rm`wa{ xahna magRdxRn he@z pIAec. DI. no AWyasx$ kyÈ Ane 1994maH muluHD catuRmasmaH Aemne pIAec. DI. nI iDg‡IAenayt ={. Aem e lqel xo\-ÝbH\ j Aaje Aek puStkno Aakarl{ AapnI smÙ AavI ræuH Ke. Ôe ke Aemne puStk Kpavvano mohn hova=I Aaje ds vØR pKI AenuH Ýkaxn F`aH lokona Aag‡hnevx ={ne =va pamI ræuH Ke.

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pU. jsuba{ mhastIÒno pircy

p. pU. jxuba{ mhastIÒna pircye mara Òvn ma!e nvI jiÙitÔe qUlI krI. Aemna =kI huH A|yaTmna yaƒI trIke, Ae ivStrtIiÙitÔe w`I mI! maHDI Aagz v\va Dg maHDI rhI KuH. Aaje ßyareAemno pircy AapvanuH mara wage AaVyuH Ke Tyare mne =ay Ke keÉyaH=I huH x$ kruH Ane ÉyaH pUruH kruH?

sor@nI \ÄgI \ra \arIna vtnI xe@ ]I dulRwÒwa{ kamdart=a m`Iben ne TyaH svHt 1939na Aaso sud 10 na ivjy idvsemara guÌ`I mEyano jNm =yel. suqI Ane sm<â pirvar hto.sHsar r=na r=o Aivrtp`e caLya Ôy Ke. t$`avS=amaH jivri›na wavo ÔGya, saEraÚ kesrI b‡a. b. pU. Ýa`lalÒ mharajt=a tp sm‡a! pU. ritlalÒ m. sa. no sHg =yo. nvI idxa trfDg mHDaya. F`aH xaÏo, =okDaAo, Stoƒo kH@S= kyaÅ, smy vItedIÙanI Anumit =oDIk AanakanI pKI mzI Ane tem e pU. guÌdevnIÝer`a=I p. pU. liltaba{ SvamI pase dIÙa g‡h` krI. dIÙa phelaHteAo gujratI sat copDI w ela, dIÙa pKI p` &anaWyasmaHmn rt htuH te=I Aagz AWyas claVyo. ivharnI sa=e sa=eAes. Aes. sI. pKI bI. Ae., Aem. Ae. Aaid krI ne 1991maHmuHb{maH Do. rm`wa{ xahna magRdxRn he@z pIAec. DI. no AWyasx$ kyÈ Ane 1994maH muluHD catuRmasmaH Aemne pIAec. DI. nI iDg‡IAenayt ={. Aem e lqel xo\-ÝbH\ j Aaje Aek puStkno Aakarl{ AapnI smÙ AavI ræuH Ke. Ôe ke Aemne puStk Kpavvano mohn hova=I Aaje ds vØR pKI AenuH Ýkaxn F`aH lokona Aag‡hnevx ={ne =va pamI ræuH Ke.

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ghn p` Ke. AenuH êDa` Ae j AenuH shj$p Ke, Ae êDa`ne mapvama!e tenI ivxdŸ VyaQyanI ApeÙa Ke. pU. mhastIÒAe Aemna sUƒ\arbnI Ae ApeÙane pUrI paDI Ke, ghn magRmaH Aap e A!kIAe nhÄAe rIte Aap`I m=am`ne hzvI paDvanuH kayR krel Ke. pU.AanHdFnÒna pdo Ae kaH{ sUƒg‡H= n=I prHtu Aa|yaiTmkÒvndxRnna mhan \mRkaVy Ô e g‡H=$p ho{ pU. mhastIÒAetemaH AavtI daxRink pirwaØano ivStar=I ivxdŸ Ane sMykŸ smjAapI Ke. temne saHÝtyugna pirbzona sHdwRmaH te te wavonuH xuHmhÀv Ke te smÔvel Ke. Aa puStknI AgTyta Ae!le v\I Ôy Keke Aek ;Av\Ut yogI' na sHbH\maH lqnar dIÙa pamel AeÉ ogInIAeva mara guÌ`I mEya Ke. khe Ke ne ke: ;qreqr mhavIr ne Ô`vahoy to mhavIr bnI ne Ô e' - Aem pU. AanHdFnÒ ne Ô`va hoyto AanHdFn Sv$p bnvuH pDe, Ae j é|vaRroh` Ke, Ae j cetnanuHsaÙaTkr` Ke. pU. AanHdFnÒna sHbH\maH VyaQyaiyt krvuH, hÒ huHkhIx ke srz Ke, p` te ÒvvuH muXkel Ke. muXkel TyaH su\I Ke ßyaHsu\I Aene ÒvvamaH n Aave Ane mara guÌ`Ino smg‡ Ýyas Ae pU.AanHdFnÒ ne ÒvI jvamaH Ke. AemnaH Aa xo\ kayR vqte huH sttsa=e rhI KuH, Aa g‡H=na 1500 pe{jnuH fa{nl lqa` meH j lqelKe, Tyare xBde xBde meH Aek AnU@I sHvedna AnuwvI Ke. AemnI sa=esa=e mne p` AanHdFn bnvanI idxa SpÚ ={ Ke. pU. mhastIÒnI]âano r`kar Ae!lo b\o bulHd, xuâ, sUrIlo Ke te mara mn, Ýa`Ane ñdyne SpRxI le Ke, Ane marI ]âane p` mjbUt kre Ke.

mne Aaxa Ke ke Aemno Aa Ýyas j$r lokona ñdymaH p`]âadIpne Ýßvilt krxe, Aap`ne shuH ne A|yaTmna rsmaH DUbaDIdexe, A|yaTm=I Aiwmuq raqI prmpH=e jva ma!enI Ýamai`km=am`maH magRdxRk bnI rhexe. AemnI Aa &anyaƒamaH shwagIbnvano pu~yyog Aa puStk äara Aap`ne =yo Ke, te bdl qreqrAap e, Ane AemaH huH qUb j %`I KuH. potana ÒvnnuH Aek mhakayR_¿m rIte bÔvel Ke Ane mne f› Aaxa j nhÄ p` coÞs

iv¬as Ke te AanHdFnÒna Aa idVygan=I Vyi›-Vyi›na ñdynIgaH@ qulI jxe. Aa|yaiTmk sHgItnI srgm=I AanHdFn ÒvHtbnIne Òvnne inrHtr AanHdmaH inmGn krI dexe.

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ghn p` Ke. AenuH êDa` Ae j AenuH shj$p Ke, Ae êDa`ne mapvama!e tenI ivxdŸ VyaQyanI ApeÙa Ke. pU. mhastIÒAe Aemna sUƒ\arbnI Ae ApeÙane pUrI paDI Ke, ghn magRmaH Aap e A!kIAe nhÄAe rIte Aap`I m=am`ne hzvI paDvanuH kayR krel Ke. pU.AanHdFnÒna pdo Ae kaH{ sUƒg‡H= n=I prHtu Aa|yaiTmkÒvndxRnna mhan \mRkaVy Ô e g‡H=$p ho{ pU. mhastIÒAetemaH AavtI daxRink pirwaØano ivStar=I ivxdŸ Ane sMykŸ smjAapI Ke. temne saHÝtyugna pirbzona sHdwRmaH te te wavonuH xuHmhÀv Ke te smÔvel Ke. Aa puStknI AgTyta Ae!le v\I Ôy Keke Aek ;Av\Ut yogI' na sHbH\maH lqnar dIÙa pamel AeÉ ogInIAeva mara guÌ`I mEya Ke. khe Ke ne ke: ;qreqr mhavIr ne Ô`vahoy to mhavIr bnI ne Ô e' - Aem pU. AanHdFnÒ ne Ô`va hoyto AanHdFn Sv$p bnvuH pDe, Ae j é|vaRroh` Ke, Ae j cetnanuHsaÙaTkr` Ke. pU. AanHdFnÒna sHbH\maH VyaQyaiyt krvuH, hÒ huHkhIx ke srz Ke, p` te ÒvvuH muXkel Ke. muXkel TyaH su\I Ke ßyaHsu\I Aene ÒvvamaH n Aave Ane mara guÌ`Ino smg‡ Ýyas Ae pU.AanHdFnÒ ne ÒvI jvamaH Ke. AemnaH Aa xo\ kayR vqte huH sttsa=e rhI KuH, Aa g‡H=na 1500 pe{jnuH fa{nl lqa` meH j lqelKe, Tyare xBde xBde meH Aek AnU@I sHvedna AnuwvI Ke. AemnI sa=esa=e mne p` AanHdFn bnvanI idxa SpÚ ={ Ke. pU. mhastIÒnI]âano r`kar Ae!lo b\o bulHd, xuâ, sUrIlo Ke te mara mn, Ýa`Ane ñdyne SpRxI le Ke, Ane marI ]âane p` mjbUt kre Ke.

mne Aaxa Ke ke Aemno Aa Ýyas j$r lokona ñdymaH p`]âadIpne Ýßvilt krxe, Aap`ne shuH ne A|yaTmna rsmaH DUbaDIdexe, A|yaTm=I Aiwmuq raqI prmpH=e jva ma!enI Ýamai`km=am`maH magRdxRk bnI rhexe. AemnI Aa &anyaƒamaH shwagIbnvano pu~yyog Aa puStk äara Aap`ne =yo Ke, te bdl qreqrAap e, Ane AemaH huH qUb j %`I KuH. potana ÒvnnuH Aek mhakayR_¿m rIte bÔvel Ke Ane mne f› Aaxa j nhÄ p` coÞs

iv¬as Ke te AanHdFnÒna Aa idVygan=I Vyi›-Vyi›na ñdynIgaH@ qulI jxe. Aa|yaiTmk sHgItnI srgm=I AanHdFn ÒvHtbnIne Òvnne inrHtr AanHdmaH inmGn krI dexe.

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Aa “Av\Ut yogI AanHdFn” pr mne p` lqvanI Ýer`a =[.DÛa. rm`wa{ xahe mne Aa ivØy sUcVyo Ane meH tene SvIkarI lI\o.F`aH mhanuwavoAe AemnaH pr lqel Ke Ae!le sheje mne =tuH htuH ke AaAek nvo _mero krvanI marI laykat ke!lI? p` pU. AanHdFnÒ AeAek AevuH VyiktTv Ke ke Aemne smjva gme te!luH lqIAe AoKuH Ke.ÝwupUÔmaH Aem to F`aH pu*po hoy p` Aap`I wavnanaH Ýitk smuAek pu*p Aap e p` ApR krIAe j KIAe ne¦

wartna Av\ut yogIAo äara rjU krvamaH Aavela iviv\Aa|yaiTmk AiwgmomaH jEn prHprana Av\Ut AanHdFnÒnoAiwgm AdŸwut Ke. AemnuH AsamaNy Òvnv<¿aHt, inqals AnedHwivho uH mans, êDu AHt:kr` shjp e AaTmanI AnuwUitnI smjAap`ne Spx± Ôy tem Ke. mne Aa xo\kayR =kI Aemno t=a AemnaHghnpd Stvnono pircy mezvvanuH sdŸwaGy Ýaº =yuH Ke Ane sa=e- sa=e wartno Aa|yaiTmk wHDar p` ke!lo ivpul Ke. Aeno QyalAaVyo.

pU. AanHdFnÒ x$Aat=I j mara AakØR nuH keNã ræa Ke.marI t$`avS=a=I j mne sHtono we!o =to ræo Ke Ane maradIÙa=± ÒvnmaH p` Aa|yaiTmkta mne Ý\anp e rhI Ke. Ôe ke mnemarI qaSsI h@IlI maNytano Qyal Ke te=I ko{ mo!o davo huH nkrI xkuH. Aa|yaTmmageR calvamaH qa\elI @okro vqte Ame harInebesI pDay AevI ivØadmy Ù`omaH AanHdFnÒnaH pdoAe maro ha=JaLyo Ke. pDtI - AaqDtI, AfzatI-kU!atI Ane \Uz qHqerIne frIcalva maHDtI A|yaTmmagRnI huH Aek AdnI musafr KuH. Ae mageRmzelI wezsez vgrnI in*fztaAo, ÒvnmaH saHpDelI Anek KIKrIsfztaAo krtaH mne v\are Aakر rhI Ke. ÒvnnI gu v¿anIvat kruH to mara smg‡ ÒvnmaH Aa xo\kayR krtI veza huH pUrImaƒamaH ÒvI KuH. mn mUkIne Òvnne ma~yuH Ke. ÒvnnI Aa AanHdmy

AvS=amaH mara cetsmaH je kaH{ JIlayuH Ke tene j huH Òvnno A=RqoznarnaH ma!e nm‡tapUvRk \rI rhI KuH.

p. pU. AanHdFnÒAe A|yaTm jeva ghn ivØy Ane pdoneStvno äara kem rjU kyaÅ hxe Aevo ÝÆ Svawaivkp e Aap`ne=ay Ke. tenaH mUzmaH ivQyat iv&anI kalR iÝb‡amnI ivcar`aH Ôe{Aeto iÝb‡am khe Ke, “ma`s mUze tkRyu› Ýa`I nhÄ p` sHgItmyÝa`I Ke. sHgItmaH tkR sma{ Ôy Ke. tkRmaH AaTmliÙta AnevStu-liÙta vCce tkrar Ke. sHgItmaH Aa bHne AogzI AekrarbnI rhe Ke. ma!e j to pU. AanHdFnÒAe prmstŸne pamva Aap`IsmÙ sum\ur idVygn mUkel Ke. Aa idVygan ma!e f› kan pyaRºn=I p` Aap`I smg‡ cetna äara AiStTvnaH sUr mezvva m=vanuHKe. smg‡ AiStTvnaH sUr mezvva Ae kaH{ Daba ha=no qel n=I.Aena ma!e smg‡ AiStTv sHvadmy bnavvuH pDe. Ae sHvaidt mzeAap`ne pU. AanHdFnÒna Anuwv rs =kI. AaTmanI Aivk<tAne ivk<t dxanuH Aem e ivSt<t v Rn StvnomaH, pdomaH krel Ke. je\mRmU#ta ke AaTm mU#ta Ke te moh Ke Ane mohno ivly mui› Ke.Aa b\uH j AanHdFnÒAe srztapUvRk wi›yog äara &anyogpIrSyo Ke. bIÒ baj¡ pU. AanHdFnÒno wi›yog Ae Aap`neñdyrog jevo lage Ke. xuâ Ýemyog ´ AiStTv µ AanHdFnÒ

Aava AdŸwut AanHdFnÒ pr lqvano ÝyTn meH krel Ke teɘarek mne sahs lage Ke. ÙitAo rheva pamel hxe, kar`ke marajevI Aek samaNy sa|vI äara Aek AsamaNy Av\Ut pr lqvuH teduh:sahs j lage p` KtaH mne AemaH=I F uH mZyuH Ke Ane marI AevI{CKa Ke ke sHsarmaH tpta Vyi›Ao Aa AanHdne pame.

Aa g‡H=maH pIrselI samg‡IAone caho to ÊmmaH vaHco, yato ßyaH Ý=m ãiÚ pDe TyaH=I vaHcvI x$ kro. pU. AanHdFnÒnuHiv&an AapnI buiâne kso!IAe c#avxe, Aapne Ýer`a Aapxe, ÝkaxAapxe Ane Òvn Ôe Ae idxa trf DgluH wrxe to Aa puStklqvano maro ]m t=a Ýkaxkono ]m leqe lagxe.

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Aa “Av\Ut yogI AanHdFn” pr mne p` lqvanI Ýer`a =[.DÛa. rm`wa{ xahe mne Aa ivØy sUcVyo Ane meH tene SvIkarI lI\o.F`aH mhanuwavoAe AemnaH pr lqel Ke Ae!le sheje mne =tuH htuH ke AaAek nvo _mero krvanI marI laykat ke!lI? p` pU. AanHdFnÒ AeAek AevuH VyiktTv Ke ke Aemne smjva gme te!luH lqIAe AoKuH Ke.ÝwupUÔmaH Aem to F`aH pu*po hoy p` Aap`I wavnanaH Ýitk smuAek pu*p Aap e p` ApR krIAe j KIAe ne¦

wartna Av\ut yogIAo äara rjU krvamaH Aavela iviv\Aa|yaiTmk AiwgmomaH jEn prHprana Av\Ut AanHdFnÒnoAiwgm AdŸwut Ke. AemnuH AsamaNy Òvnv<¿aHt, inqals AnedHwivho uH mans, êDu AHt:kr` shjp e AaTmanI AnuwUitnI smjAap`ne Spx± Ôy tem Ke. mne Aa xo\kayR =kI Aemno t=a AemnaHghnpd Stvnono pircy mezvvanuH sdŸwaGy Ýaº =yuH Ke Ane sa=e- sa=e wartno Aa|yaiTmk wHDar p` ke!lo ivpul Ke. Aeno QyalAaVyo.

pU. AanHdFnÒ x$Aat=I j mara AakØR nuH keNã ræa Ke.marI t$`avS=a=I j mne sHtono we!o =to ræo Ke Ane maradIÙa=± ÒvnmaH p` Aa|yaiTmkta mne Ý\anp e rhI Ke. Ôe ke mnemarI qaSsI h@IlI maNytano Qyal Ke te=I ko{ mo!o davo huH nkrI xkuH. Aa|yaTmmageR calvamaH qa\elI @okro vqte Ame harInebesI pDay AevI ivØadmy Ù`omaH AanHdFnÒnaH pdoAe maro ha=JaLyo Ke. pDtI - AaqDtI, AfzatI-kU!atI Ane \Uz qHqerIne frIcalva maHDtI A|yaTmmagRnI huH Aek AdnI musafr KuH. Ae mageRmzelI wezsez vgrnI in*fztaAo, ÒvnmaH saHpDelI Anek KIKrIsfztaAo krtaH mne v\are Aakر rhI Ke. ÒvnnI gu v¿anIvat kruH to mara smg‡ ÒvnmaH Aa xo\kayR krtI veza huH pUrImaƒamaH ÒvI KuH. mn mUkIne Òvnne ma~yuH Ke. ÒvnnI Aa AanHdmy

AvS=amaH mara cetsmaH je kaH{ JIlayuH Ke tene j huH Òvnno A=RqoznarnaH ma!e nm‡tapUvRk \rI rhI KuH.

p. pU. AanHdFnÒAe A|yaTm jeva ghn ivØy Ane pdoneStvno äara kem rjU kyaÅ hxe Aevo ÝÆ Svawaivkp e Aap`ne=ay Ke. tenaH mUzmaH ivQyat iv&anI kalR iÝb‡amnI ivcar`aH Ôe{Aeto iÝb‡am khe Ke, “ma`s mUze tkRyu› Ýa`I nhÄ p` sHgItmyÝa`I Ke. sHgItmaH tkR sma{ Ôy Ke. tkRmaH AaTmliÙta AnevStu-liÙta vCce tkrar Ke. sHgItmaH Aa bHne AogzI AekrarbnI rhe Ke. ma!e j to pU. AanHdFnÒAe prmstŸne pamva Aap`IsmÙ sum\ur idVygn mUkel Ke. Aa idVygan ma!e f› kan pyaRºn=I p` Aap`I smg‡ cetna äara AiStTvnaH sUr mezvva m=vanuHKe. smg‡ AiStTvnaH sUr mezvva Ae kaH{ Daba ha=no qel n=I.Aena ma!e smg‡ AiStTv sHvadmy bnavvuH pDe. Ae sHvaidt mzeAap`ne pU. AanHdFnÒna Anuwv rs =kI. AaTmanI Aivk<tAne ivk<t dxanuH Aem e ivSt<t v Rn StvnomaH, pdomaH krel Ke. je\mRmU#ta ke AaTm mU#ta Ke te moh Ke Ane mohno ivly mui› Ke.Aa b\uH j AanHdFnÒAe srztapUvRk wi›yog äara &anyogpIrSyo Ke. bIÒ baj¡ pU. AanHdFnÒno wi›yog Ae Aap`neñdyrog jevo lage Ke. xuâ Ýemyog ´ AiStTv µ AanHdFnÒ

Aava AdŸwut AanHdFnÒ pr lqvano ÝyTn meH krel Ke teɘarek mne sahs lage Ke. ÙitAo rheva pamel hxe, kar`ke marajevI Aek samaNy sa|vI äara Aek AsamaNy Av\Ut pr lqvuH teduh:sahs j lage p` KtaH mne AemaH=I F uH mZyuH Ke Ane marI AevI{CKa Ke ke sHsarmaH tpta Vyi›Ao Aa AanHdne pame.

Aa g‡H=maH pIrselI samg‡IAone caho to ÊmmaH vaHco, yato ßyaH Ý=m ãiÚ pDe TyaH=I vaHcvI x$ kro. pU. AanHdFnÒnuHiv&an AapnI buiâne kso!IAe c#avxe, Aapne Ýer`a Aapxe, ÝkaxAapxe Ane Òvn Ôe Ae idxa trf DgluH wrxe to Aa puStklqvano maro ]m t=a Ýkaxkono ]m leqe lagxe.

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Aawar Vy› krvanI vat kruH to marI ãiÚ marI Òvnyaƒatrf Ôy Ke. A`FD pT=r jevI huH, jeno pU. tpSvI ritlalÒmharaj sahebe ha= JaLyo Ane mn ]âa wajn Aa|yaTmyogInIba. b‡. pU. bapÒ, ba. b‡. pU. (liltaba[ SvamI) Ae mne sa=eAaPyo. Aa bHneno je!lo _pkar manuH Ae!lo AoKo Ke. “Aawar”xBd to bhu vam`o Ke. AemnuH %` cUkvvanI marI ko{ laykatp` n=I. Aawar manvamaH bdle bLke huH Aem khIx: - “AavtajNme y Aa Avtar hoy maro war tmara ma=e hoy¦” mara ñdyneAa mageR l[ Ph. D. su\InI _Cc pdvI su\I l{ jnar mara guÌ`ImEya Ke.

marI sHymyaƒamaH viDl guÌwgInI ba. b‡. pU. Do. t$ba{SvamI, mara sHymI ÒvnmaH sa=I, shcr Ane sahelI Ke. tem ePh. D. krel hova=I mara &ansƒmaH Ýgit kravI Ke. Aemno t=a]I vsuba{ SvamI, suimƒaba{ SvamI, A$`aba{ SvamI,jyvHtIba{ SvamI t=a mIraHba{ SvamI vgere marI sa|vIwignIAo Ona mne S. S. C. =I l{ Ph. D. su\Ina AWyasmaHsa=, shkar Ane seva bdl qUb-qUb AawarI KuH.

Aa isvay hHmexaH marI sa=ene sa=e, sa= AaptI marI ix*ya]eya jene ñdynI kU I lag`I, wi› t=a Aadr sa=e maruH roijHduHkayR épaDI mne vaHcn, ivcar, icHtn, mnn ma!e smy fazvIAaPyo Ke. mara xo\-ÝbH\naH fa[nl lqa`naH 1, p00 pe[j p`te e j lqel Ke. mara ma!e AenuH yogdan AivSmr`Iy Ke. ¬eta,im¿l, ]Id¿a, ]uit t=a Sv$pa vgere mara pU. bapÒnIÝix*yaAoAe p` ivharmaH, ivcarmaH t=a vaHcnmaH Anukuz =[sgvDo pUrI paDI Ke te bdl temno p` Aawar manuH KuH.

v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v ]âey ]I rakexwa{, jem e Do. rm`wa{ pase potanI Ph. D.nuH kam bakI rqavIne mara ma!e smy fazvta hta, jeAo hHmexaHAem khetaH ke mhastIÒ ne sa|vIÒnaH inymo pazta, ivhar krtaHw`vanuH Ke ma!e AemnuH kam phelaHH lo. Ae sa=e AemnaH nva koMPyu!rmaHmarI 1, p00 pananI =IsIsnI 6 kopI phel - vhelI k#avI AapI.AemnI AavI ivxazta Ane ÝemwrI lagI ma!e huH AemnI sday%`I rhIx.

sHsarpÙnI vat k$H to mara &ansƒnI x$Aat=I b\I jjvabdarI _paDnar mara \mRnaH wa{ subo\wa{ Fa!lIAa t=atemnaH pTnI srojbhenno muQy fazo rhelo Ke. Aem e je!lo wogAaPyo Ke te drek ÝsHg marI Sm<itmaH AkbH\ Ke. yad krIne drekÝsHgne !aHku to Aek AaqI puiStka bnI Ôy tem Ke. AWyas,AWyasÊm, boMbe boDRnI tpas, kolejmaH prmIxn, AeDmIxn Aetmame tmam jvabdarI temna pr rhI Ke. AemnaH bazko ma!eAem e je tSdI n=I lI\I te Aem e mara ma!e lI\el Ke. nvI-nvIjGyaAe ivhar mujb prIÙanaH seN!r mezvva, Ýofesrono sHpkRkrvo, Ae drek kayÈ tem e krel Ke. Aemno je!lo Aawar manuHAe!lo AoKo Ke.

Do. rm`wa{ xah, jem e mne Aa ivØynuH sUcn kyuÅ t=ax$AatmaH ƒ` vØR mara magRdxRk ræaH. Tyarbad temnI nadurSttibytnaH ihsabe Aa kam Do. klabhen xahe _paDI lI\uH. AabHnenI huH qUb AawarI KuH.

huH AawarI KuH, muluHD jEn S=ankvasI sHF ßyaH Aagm idvakrpU. jnkmunI mharajnI in]amaH mne Ph. D. nuH pdvIdan pƒAemnaH hSte mZyuH. Aa ma!e sHFnaH b\a wa{AoAe qUb jhemt_@avI Ke. mo!o kayRÊm go@vel, Ae drek ma!e huH AawarI KuH. Aaisvay muHb{ sHFnaH hodeŸdaro, temno p` qUb-qUb Aawar manuH KuH.

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Aawar Vy› krvanI vat kruH to marI ãiÚ marI Òvnyaƒatrf Ôy Ke. A`FD pT=r jevI huH, jeno pU. tpSvI ritlalÒmharaj sahebe ha= JaLyo Ane mn ]âa wajn Aa|yaTmyogInIba. b‡. pU. bapÒ, ba. b‡. pU. (liltaba[ SvamI) Ae mne sa=eAaPyo. Aa bHneno je!lo _pkar manuH Ae!lo AoKo Ke. “Aawar”xBd to bhu vam`o Ke. AemnuH %` cUkvvanI marI ko{ laykatp` n=I. Aawar manvamaH bdle bLke huH Aem khIx: - “AavtajNme y Aa Avtar hoy maro war tmara ma=e hoy¦” mara ñdyneAa mageR l[ Ph. D. su\InI _Cc pdvI su\I l{ jnar mara guÌ`ImEya Ke.

marI sHymyaƒamaH viDl guÌwgInI ba. b‡. pU. Do. t$ba{SvamI, mara sHymI ÒvnmaH sa=I, shcr Ane sahelI Ke. tem ePh. D. krel hova=I mara &ansƒmaH Ýgit kravI Ke. Aemno t=a]I vsuba{ SvamI, suimƒaba{ SvamI, A$`aba{ SvamI,jyvHtIba{ SvamI t=a mIraHba{ SvamI vgere marI sa|vIwignIAo Ona mne S. S. C. =I l{ Ph. D. su\Ina AWyasmaHsa=, shkar Ane seva bdl qUb-qUb AawarI KuH.

Aa isvay hHmexaH marI sa=ene sa=e, sa= AaptI marI ix*ya]eya jene ñdynI kU I lag`I, wi› t=a Aadr sa=e maruH roijHduHkayR épaDI mne vaHcn, ivcar, icHtn, mnn ma!e smy fazvIAaPyo Ke. mara xo\-ÝbH\naH fa[nl lqa`naH 1, p00 pe[j p`te e j lqel Ke. mara ma!e AenuH yogdan AivSmr`Iy Ke. ¬eta,im¿l, ]Id¿a, ]uit t=a Sv$pa vgere mara pU. bapÒnIÝix*yaAoAe p` ivharmaH, ivcarmaH t=a vaHcnmaH Anukuz =[sgvDo pUrI paDI Ke te bdl temno p` Aawar manuH KuH.

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Do. rm`wa{ xah, jem e mne Aa ivØynuH sUcn kyuÅ t=ax$AatmaH ƒ` vØR mara magRdxRk ræaH. Tyarbad temnI nadurSttibytnaH ihsabe Aa kam Do. klabhen xahe _paDI lI\uH. AabHnenI huH qUb AawarI KuH.

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S=ankvasI jEnonI qUb j jUnI Ane mhÀvnI mat<sHS=a Ke. KeLla91 vØR=I sHS=a, muqpƒ ;jEn Ýkax' paiÙknuH Ýkaxn krI rhI Ke.Aa muqpƒ äara wart Ane ivdexmaH ds hÔr=I v\u jEn pirvaronexasnna smacar Ane sÀvxIl, A|yaTm saihTy pIrsI rhel Ke.Aa _praHt sHS=a Òvdya Ane manv rahtnI be yojna AHtgRtgaExaza Ane paHjrapozne Aai=Rk shay krI rhel Ke. j$iryatmHdjEn pirvarone ;manv raht' yojna he@z shay krvamaH Aave Ke.

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Ane KeLle, p` jray AoKuH AHkay tem n=I AevuH yogdan ]IS=ankvasI jEn koNfrNs muHb{nuH Ke je Aa =IsIsna g‡H=o ÝkaixtkrI rhel Ke. koNfrNsna b\aj wa{Aonae huH AHt:kr`pUvRk AawarmanuH KuH.

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Ôgelo - pamelo jHglno ÔegI, jene AaTmamaH Fn bnelaAanHdno Anuwv Ke. Ae!le teAo]I pote j potana AaTmane gu =IsHbo\n krI khe Ke - ;AanHdFn'. Aa nam teAona jNmnuH kexrIrnuH n=I, AaTmanuH Ke, gu vack nam Ke.

A|yaTmyogI AanHFnÒ Aek _Cc kÙana Aara\k t=a sa\kmhapuruØ htaH. teAo wi›rs=I wrela Am<tkuHw htaH. teAonIrcna pd $pe hoy ke covIsIna Stvn $pe hoy¸ te b\amaH tÀvbo\,wi› Ane wavno rs !kto hoy Ke. teAo]InaH pd Ane Stvnopr iS=rta=I ne êDa`pUvRk ivcar krIAe KIAe to lage Ke ke, AarcnamaH qas to Sv-ihtnuH j l"y Ke.

jem ndI smuãne mzvana l"y=I te trf doDI j Ôy Ke. tenapa`Ino _pyog potanI milnta dUr kre Ke Ane t<Øane p` xaHtkre Ke, KtaH ndI Ae Ôeva éwI n=I rhetI ke ko[ maru pa`I vapreKe ke nhÄ. tene AavI ko{ ApeÙa hotI n=I. tene to lgnI Kesmuãne mzvanI tem AanHdFnÒne p` lokonI ÝxHsanI ke ANyko{ ApeÙa htI nhÄ. temne to maƒ tDp htI AaTmanuwUitnI.

jem Aa Aa|yaiTmk pdo rcnarnuH l"y Sviht j htuH, temAe pdona y=axi› A=R-wava=R lqnar ba. b‡. jxuba{ SvamInuH

|yey p` Sv-pr iht Ane kLya`sa\na j Ke, te in:sHxy smÒxkay tevuH Ke. temno Aa g‡N= ;Anuwv rs' Ae wav Ane |yeynIfl]uit Ke.

Aa lqtaH-lqtaH, sHxo\n krtaH - krtaH, lqnar p` wav-ivwor ={ ke!lIye var A|yaTm rsmaH DUbkI lgavI hxe. AasHxo\nnI &ansa\na pKI leiqkana ÒvnmaH Aa|yaiTmk ¹iÚnoivkas Ôeva mZyo Ke.

AanHdFnÒnuH |yey Sv kLya` Ke kar`ke temnI sa\na ixqrpr htI. prHtu jxuba{nuH |yey to Sv Ane pr bNnena kLya`nuH Kekar`ke tenI to sa\nanI x$Aat Ke, KtaHy tenI Aa k<it AmULyKe. Aa xo\ kayR Aem e je ëmre kyuÅ Ke te Ane sa=e samaijk svRkayÈ, jem ke VyaQyan - Vyvhar vgere jvabdarI bÔvtaH - bÔvtaHAavo mhainbH\ lQyo Ke. te \Nyvadne paƒ g`ay.

sa|vI jxumtInaH ñdymaH A|yaTmna wavo Ane wi›nIrs\ara vhetI hxe¸ to j te`e potanI =Iissna ivØy ma!eAanHdFnÒne psHd kyaÅ Aa sa\na=I tene nvI ¹iÚ qIlxe kar`keAanHdFnÒ Ae Aek pdmaH kæuH Ke, -

Òv jgt h E kma R i\naAcrj kKu naih.

AamaH=I sa\kne saÙIwav smta Ane &ata-¹ÚatanuH &anmze tem Ke.

Òvne huH kH{k KuH Aevo Ahm n Aave te ma!e teAoAe kæuH Ke,-jgt guÌ m era.

mEH jgtka cera 'Aa pHiktAo nm‡tanI sa=e Ae p` xIqve Ke ke, Ôe ko{ne

&an ke bo\ l{ kH{k xIqvuH j hoy to AaquH jgt Aene ma!epa@xaza ke ixÙk Ke. b\amaH=I kH{ ne kH{ bo\ mzI xke tem K.e tej vatne sa|vI jxumitAe y=axi› ivvecn lqI potana AaTmaneAne smajne smÔvvanI koixØ krI Ke temj Aacr`maH mUkvanI

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wavna ñdye \rI Ke.jxumtIÒno Aa Ý=m Ýyas hova KtaH F`o suHdr Ke. Aena=I

fkt tena namne j nhÄ prHtu sHF, smaj, xasn Ane sHÝdaynecar caHd lagI ræa Ke. je Ôe{-Ô`Ine huH marI Ôtne ke!lIwaGyxazI manuH? huH gaErv AnuwvuH KuH ke marI Aek ix*ya sa|vItÌltaÒ Ae Ph.D. kyuÅ. ƒ` mhan sa\ko, ]ImdŸ rajcHã, Av\UtyogI AanHdFnÒ t=a kivvr bnarsIdasÒ Ane sHt kbIrnasaihTy äara jEn Ane ihNdunI wi› prHpra temj A|yaTmnosmNvy kyÈ Ke Ane bIÔ Ke sa|vI jxumtIÒ ke jenI Aa k<it Ke.

AavaH sa|vI rTno pase sHF Ane smaj p` nvI - nvIk<itAonI ApeÙa raqe. te pU R krvanI Ýwu sa|vI jxumtIne xi›Aape Ke te lokopyogI t=a _pkarI bne.

ij&asuAonI ij&asa j k<itna ktaRAonae _Tsah v\arvamaHinim¿ bne Ke. huH {CKuH KuH ke Aa puStkna Ýwave ij&asuAonIij&asa !kI rhe, v\tI rhe Ane fztI rhe.

Aa puStk vacko ma!e vaHCya ne ivcayaR pKI kLya`nuH inim¿bnxe p` Aana leiqkane to te j pze kLya`karI bnI gyuH. hj¡p` tena wavo v\Rman bne Ane nvuH-nvuH sjRn krvanI wavna=ay. tenuH &an, smj Ane icHtn Sv-pr kLya`nuH kar` bne Ae jwavna sh

sa|vI liltanaH AaxIvaRd.

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AaxIvaRd Aapvano AanHd

- p. pU. Ýa`kuHvrba{ mhastIÒ

DÛa. jxuba{ m. nI &annI xuuH xuH vat krvIppme H vØe R m ezvI pIAec. DI. nI pdvIÝa`-lilt guÌkuzmaH ix*ya jxu gu omaH grvIAaixØmaH Ýa`guÌ`Ine kya xBdnI gUH=`I \rvI

vhI ræuH Ke k<panuH Jr`, pkD uH Ke lilt guÌ`InuH xr` Aevaix*yarTna Do. sa|vI jxumtI.

Aaje huH xuH lquH? mara _rmaH AanHdno _di\ _KzI ræo Ke.Aaje xBdna se! AoKa pDe Ke. ko{ manvne laq $ipyanI lo!rInuH[nam mze Tyare je AanHd Ýaº =ay tena=I ivxeØ AanHd mne =yoKe. nanI ëmrmaH Anek manv pdvI mezve p` ix*ya jxumtIAe topp vØRnI mo!I ëmre smaj t=a sa\uÒvnnI iviv\ ÝkarnIjvabdarI Ane muHb{nI mhangrImaH catumaRs krI iviv\ ÝkarnI\mR Aara\na krta t=a kravta pIAec. DI. nI mhan pdvI ÝaºkrI hoy teno hØR mne kem n hoy?

jnjnnaH ñdymaH vselI Ke sa|vIrTna jxu,6p meH vØeR =Iiss ivmocn kre Amne AiwnHdxu,Ýa`-rit-lilt guÌnI k<papaƒI Ae sa|vI rTna,prm pdna p=dxRk bne Ae Am AHtrnI wavna.

je!, roke!, vIDIAo Ane koMPyU!r vgere sa\no=I je buiâ mze

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wavna ñdye \rI Ke.jxumtIÒno Aa Ý=m Ýyas hova KtaH F`o suHdr Ke. Aena=I

fkt tena namne j nhÄ prHtu sHF, smaj, xasn Ane sHÝdaynecar caHd lagI ræa Ke. je Ôe{-Ô`Ine huH marI Ôtne ke!lIwaGyxazI manuH? huH gaErv AnuwvuH KuH ke marI Aek ix*ya sa|vItÌltaÒ Ae Ph.D. kyuÅ. ƒ` mhan sa\ko, ]ImdŸ rajcHã, Av\UtyogI AanHdFnÒ t=a kivvr bnarsIdasÒ Ane sHt kbIrnasaihTy äara jEn Ane ihNdunI wi› prHpra temj A|yaTmnosmNvy kyÈ Ke Ane bIÔ Ke sa|vI jxumtIÒ ke jenI Aa k<it Ke.

AavaH sa|vI rTno pase sHF Ane smaj p` nvI - nvIk<itAonI ApeÙa raqe. te pU R krvanI Ýwu sa|vI jxumtIne xi›Aape Ke te lokopyogI t=a _pkarI bne.

ij&asuAonI ij&asa j k<itna ktaRAonae _Tsah v\arvamaHinim¿ bne Ke. huH {CKuH KuH ke Aa puStkna Ýwave ij&asuAonIij&asa !kI rhe, v\tI rhe Ane fztI rhe.

Aa puStk vacko ma!e vaHCya ne ivcayaR pKI kLya`nuH inim¿bnxe p` Aana leiqkane to te j pze kLya`karI bnI gyuH. hj¡p` tena wavo v\Rman bne Ane nvuH-nvuH sjRn krvanI wavna=ay. tenuH &an, smj Ane icHtn Sv-pr kLya`nuH kar` bne Ae jwavna sh

sa|vI liltanaH AaxIvaRd.

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AaxIvaRd Aapvano AanHd

- p. pU. Ýa`kuHvrba{ mhastIÒ

DÛa. jxuba{ m. nI &annI xuuH xuH vat krvIppme H vØe R m ezvI pIAec. DI. nI pdvIÝa`-lilt guÌkuzmaH ix*ya jxu gu omaH grvIAaixØmaH Ýa`guÌ`Ine kya xBdnI gUH=`I \rvI

vhI ræuH Ke k<panuH Jr`, pkD uH Ke lilt guÌ`InuH xr` Aevaix*yarTna Do. sa|vI jxumtI.

Aaje huH xuH lquH? mara _rmaH AanHdno _di\ _KzI ræo Ke.Aaje xBdna se! AoKa pDe Ke. ko{ manvne laq $ipyanI lo!rInuH[nam mze Tyare je AanHd Ýaº =ay tena=I ivxeØ AanHd mne =yoKe. nanI ëmrmaH Anek manv pdvI mezve p` ix*ya jxumtIAe topp vØRnI mo!I ëmre smaj t=a sa\uÒvnnI iviv\ ÝkarnIjvabdarI Ane muHb{nI mhangrImaH catumaRs krI iviv\ ÝkarnI\mR Aara\na krta t=a kravta pIAec. DI. nI mhan pdvI ÝaºkrI hoy teno hØR mne kem n hoy?

jnjnnaH ñdymaH vselI Ke sa|vIrTna jxu,6p meH vØeR =Iiss ivmocn kre Amne AiwnHdxu,Ýa`-rit-lilt guÌnI k<papaƒI Ae sa|vI rTna,prm pdna p=dxRk bne Ae Am AHtrnI wavna.

je!, roke!, vIDIAo Ane koMPyU!r vgere sa\no=I je buiâ mze

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te Aa wv pUrtI sIimt Ke Tyare mnomH=n=I mezvela &annuH gorsmanvIna wiv*yne su\arI sacI idxa btavI AHtrdxane bdlave Ke.

moDRn yugmaH fexn Ane fI!nex, klr Ane kvolI!I, DIJa[nAne DesnI resmaH, ¬etvÏ \ar` krI &an$p goz qanar AneqvDavnar sa|vI jxumtIna puruØa=R, hÇx Ane ihHmtne laq laq\Nyvad Ke. kuxz trvEyae tofanI sagrmaH v\u qIle, iÊke!r k!ok!Inasmye v\are Ôme, hÇixyar VyaparI ÝitSp\aRmaH v\u takat lgaveAem sa|vI jxumtIAe smynI k!ok!ImaH pIAec. DI. nI pdvIguÌk<pa=I mezvIne Ýa`-motI guÌkuzna namne mheHkaVyuH Ke.

_Tsahyu› jenuH mn, guÌk<panuH mZ uH mÇKu \ni=iss Ke jemno Aevn, yadgar bnI be hÔr carnI xnsUyR _idt =vanuH kdI wUle nhÄ, kmz qIlvanuH kdI wUle nhÄ,

\rtI war vhn krvanuH kdI wUle nhÄ. ndI propkar krvanuH kdIwUle nhÄ Aem huH sa|vI jxumtIne AaxIvaRdnuH Am<t AapvanuH kemwUluH? jxu, taro Ýbz puruØa=eR lqelo =IsIs saE ko{ne =ak_tarnaro bne, wvw‡m` dUr krnaro bne, iƒiv\ tapne !aznarobne Ane Anupm suq-xaHit Ýaº kravnaro bne.

kLptruna lilt vatavr`maH Ane pU. nm‡muinna saHin|ymaHiƒve I ÝsHg wVy, nVy Ane rMy _jvay Aej vDIl guÌ`I pU.Ýa`kuHvr ba{ m. na AHtrna AaxIvaRd.

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AÙy rsna risya AanHdFn

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jEn vaùmy iviv\ iv\aAomaH ivStreluH Ke. ijne¬rva`IAagm $pmaH Ke to ivätminØIAonI sH. rcna g‡N=o $pe _plB\Ke. Ae Nyay-Vyakr`, {ithas, iwþ-iwþ saihTy AaidmaHivwaijt Ke temj Stoƒ-Stvn-Stuit-pd p` geyaTmk lymaHmze Ke. sHt kivAo, ke jeAo AaTmanuwUitnaH sHvednmaH=I ßyare-ßyare bhar AavtaH Tyare - Tyare AemnaH AHtr _dŸgaro kaVy $pebhar srI pDtaH htaH. Aa|yaiTk wavo=I wÄÔyel Ae pdo gU#rhSyo Ane daxRink isâaHtona mhÀvpU R dStavej Ke.

Aa wVy prHpramaH =yel mhayogI AanHdFnÒnuH AiätIyyogdan jEnjgtmaH Ýisâ Ke.

AanHdFn Aek Aeva mhapuruØ ræaH ke jeAo nam Ane namI=Iêca _@ela htaH. m|yyugmaH Anek sHtoAe Anam Anam rhInepotanI sa\na krI. teAoAe potana l"y sa=e AevuH tadaTMy S=aiptkrI dI\uH ke teAonI k<it Amr bnI g{ Ane Òvnv<¿ sHxyaTmk.F`aH sHxo\no pKI p` maƒ ikHvdiNtAonaH Aa\are j temnaH ivØymaHbhu j ALp maihtI mze Ke. te p` ke!lI Ýmai`k Ke, te Ae pote jÔ e¦¦

AemnaH sa\u ÒvnnuH mUznam to htuH lawanHd prHtu teAoßyare potanI AaTmmStImaH qova{ jtaH Tyare AHtrmaH AanHdno

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te Aa wv pUrtI sIimt Ke Tyare mnomH=n=I mezvela &annuH gorsmanvIna wiv*yne su\arI sacI idxa btavI AHtrdxane bdlave Ke.

moDRn yugmaH fexn Ane fI!nex, klr Ane kvolI!I, DIJa[nAne DesnI resmaH, ¬etvÏ \ar` krI &an$p goz qanar AneqvDavnar sa|vI jxumtIna puruØa=R, hÇx Ane ihHmtne laq laq\Nyvad Ke. kuxz trvEyae tofanI sagrmaH v\u qIle, iÊke!r k!ok!Inasmye v\are Ôme, hÇixyar VyaparI ÝitSp\aRmaH v\u takat lgaveAem sa|vI jxumtIAe smynI k!ok!ImaH pIAec. DI. nI pdvIguÌk<pa=I mezvIne Ýa`-motI guÌkuzna namne mheHkaVyuH Ke.

_Tsahyu› jenuH mn, guÌk<panuH mZ uH mÇKu \ni=iss Ke jemno Aevn, yadgar bnI be hÔr carnI xnsUyR _idt =vanuH kdI wUle nhÄ, kmz qIlvanuH kdI wUle nhÄ,

\rtI war vhn krvanuH kdI wUle nhÄ. ndI propkar krvanuH kdIwUle nhÄ Aem huH sa|vI jxumtIne AaxIvaRdnuH Am<t AapvanuH kemwUluH? jxu, taro Ýbz puruØa=eR lqelo =IsIs saE ko{ne =ak_tarnaro bne, wvw‡m` dUr krnaro bne, iƒiv\ tapne !aznarobne Ane Anupm suq-xaHit Ýaº kravnaro bne.

kLptruna lilt vatavr`maH Ane pU. nm‡muinna saHin|ymaHiƒve I ÝsHg wVy, nVy Ane rMy _jvay Aej vDIl guÌ`I pU.Ýa`kuHvr ba{ m. na AHtrna AaxIvaRd.

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jEn vaùmy iviv\ iv\aAomaH ivStreluH Ke. ijne¬rva`IAagm $pmaH Ke to ivätminØIAonI sH. rcna g‡N=o $pe _plB\Ke. Ae Nyay-Vyakr`, {ithas, iwþ-iwþ saihTy AaidmaHivwaijt Ke temj Stoƒ-Stvn-Stuit-pd p` geyaTmk lymaHmze Ke. sHt kivAo, ke jeAo AaTmanuwUitnaH sHvednmaH=I ßyare-ßyare bhar AavtaH Tyare - Tyare AemnaH AHtr _dŸgaro kaVy $pebhar srI pDtaH htaH. Aa|yaiTk wavo=I wÄÔyel Ae pdo gU#rhSyo Ane daxRink isâaHtona mhÀvpU R dStavej Ke.

Aa wVy prHpramaH =yel mhayogI AanHdFnÒnuH AiätIyyogdan jEnjgtmaH Ýisâ Ke.

AanHdFn Aek Aeva mhapuruØ ræaH ke jeAo nam Ane namI=Iêca _@ela htaH. m|yyugmaH Anek sHtoAe Anam Anam rhInepotanI sa\na krI. teAoAe potana l"y sa=e AevuH tadaTMy S=aiptkrI dI\uH ke teAonI k<it Amr bnI g{ Ane Òvnv<¿ sHxyaTmk.F`aH sHxo\no pKI p` maƒ ikHvdiNtAonaH Aa\are j temnaH ivØymaHbhu j ALp maihtI mze Ke. te p` ke!lI Ýmai`k Ke, te Ae pote jÔ e¦¦

AemnaH sa\u ÒvnnuH mUznam to htuH lawanHd prHtu teAoßyare potanI AaTmmStImaH qova{ jtaH Tyare AHtrmaH AanHdno

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... i=iss g‡N= pe{j 61.AanHdFnÒnaH Stvno Aa|yaiTmk ÝikyanaH Aasv $p Ke.

temnaH StvnomaH tI=ÅkronI Stuit _praHt, AaTmanuwvnIAiwVyi› p` Ke.... pe[j 6p.

]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe ATyHt ghn icHtn vDe AanNdFnStvno Ane pdone mUlVya Ke. teAonuH Aa A`molÝdan sa\na{CKuk sa\kone, tÀv iÝy ij&asuAone, wi› risk waivkjnone,saihTyÝemI ivätjnone temj svR jnone _pkarI nIvDxe vzItemna wavonI AiwVyi› Ae!lI srz Ane shj waØamaH ={ Keke AaqI ye rcna s-rs m\ur bnI Ke.

ko{ p` _pliB\ paKz tena ma!e krelI tpüyaRno {ithashoy Ke. tPya ivna xuiâ n=I. xuiâ ivna isiâ n=I.

]I jxuba{ mhastIÒ DÛak!re! su\I phÇCya temaH temne tpvuHto bhu pD uH. AmaruH sa\uÒvn Ae!le crEveit - crEveit. sa\u ivcrtawla. Ae Nyaye sara ye wartmaH ivcr` =yuH snŸ 1974 maH muHb{maHÝ=m S.S.C nI prIÙa AapI. Ae pKI mharaÚ^, AaH\‡, k`aR!k,taimlnaDu Aaid ÝdexomaH ivcr` =yuH, temnI AWyasyaƒa 1974maH x$ ={, Anek ÝdexomaH Ae yaƒa frtI rhI. prIÙaAo ApatIg{, Kev!e 1988 maH frI muHb{ AavvanuH =yuH. M. A. nI DIg‡Il{ne AaVya htaH. Tyarbad F`a ÝyTne, Anek iväano sa=e pramxRkrI ;AanHdFn Aek A|yyn' ivØy nkkI =yo.

AemnI psHdgI Aa ivØy pr kem étrI? Aa ÝÆ shj é@e.Amara guÌmata Aa|yaTm yoignI pU. bapÒ, A|yaTmrsnaH risyaKe. A|yaTmg‡N=ono Sva|yay inyimt calto j hoy. temna ix*ya¸pirvar Ae wavomaH rmta hoy. je gurukuzvasmaH inTy-inrHtrA|yaTmrsna AaSvadn caltaH hoy TyaH A|yaTmyogI Av\UtAanHdFn j Smr e cDe ne???

.... Ane rÒS!^exn pKI kam caLyuH.. Do. klaben xahnuHmagRdxRn mZyuH to ivätvyR Do. rm`wa{ xahno bhumULy shyog

sagr _Kaza marva lagto. Ýwuwi›maH mSt fkIr wjnmaHwavivwor ={ _@ta Ane Ae AanHdmaH JUltuH hEyuH potane AanHdFnnaHnam=I pukarI _@tuH. Aam teAo lawanHdmaH=I AanHdFn bnI gyaH.

AanNdFnÒnI rcnaAomaH muQy be ÝkarnI rcnaAo _plB\=ay Ke.

1, AanHdFn covIsI2, AanHdFn pd bhoterIcovIsImaH Aaid Ýwu wgvan %Øwdev=I crm tI=Åkr

mhavIrnaH namnuH AvlHbn l{ covIs StvnomaH A|yaTmnaH gU#rhSyo _dŸFai!t kyaÅ Ke. ijne¬r prmaTmanI Stuitna bhane ghnAaiTmk AnuwUit xBddehe rjU krI Ke.

pdomaH iÝytm prmaTmanI ivrh Vy=anI Vyakuzta ɘaHknItre Ke to ɘaHk AnuwUitnI sHvednaTmk pzono ta¹x ictarp` Ke. teAonI rcnaAomaH daxRink isâaHtonI gU#ta Ke toprawi›nI smpR ta p` Ke. ɘaHk prm-iÝytm ne pamvanItDp Ke. to ɘaHk iÝytm ne _palHw p` Ke. sHvednnI prakaÚaAephÇcI AnuwvrsmaH lylIn bnela AanNdFn AnuwvnI pzoneibrdave Ke.

;Anuwv hm to ravrI dasI';Anuwv na=ko kyUH n jgave';Anuwv tU h E imt hmaro'

Anuwv A=aRtŸ cetnano pU R cetnamaH Ývex Ý=m ÝvexpKI pir`mn Tyarbad pU RtanuH Ýag!˜.

Aa j sHdwRmaH AanHdFnÒnaH Stvnono mihma v RvtaH ]Ijxuba{ mhastIÒ lqe Ke -

......Aem`e prmaTmanI StvnamaH ßyaH ÝIit, wi› AneAnuri›na wavo wyaÅ Ke TyaH ijnxasnnaH gU# rhSyone ny,inÙep, {CKayog, sam+yRyog, xaÏyog [Tyaidk Akz pda=ÈneivStar=I Ý$Pya Ke.

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... i=iss g‡N= pe{j 61.AanHdFnÒnaH Stvno Aa|yaiTmk ÝikyanaH Aasv $p Ke.

temnaH StvnomaH tI=ÅkronI Stuit _praHt, AaTmanuwvnIAiwVyi› p` Ke.... pe[j 6p.

]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe ATyHt ghn icHtn vDe AanNdFnStvno Ane pdone mUlVya Ke. teAonuH Aa A`molÝdan sa\na{CKuk sa\kone, tÀv iÝy ij&asuAone, wi› risk waivkjnone,saihTyÝemI ivätjnone temj svR jnone _pkarI nIvDxe vzItemna wavonI AiwVyi› Ae!lI srz Ane shj waØamaH ={ Keke AaqI ye rcna s-rs m\ur bnI Ke.

ko{ p` _pliB\ paKz tena ma!e krelI tpüyaRno {ithashoy Ke. tPya ivna xuiâ n=I. xuiâ ivna isiâ n=I.

]I jxuba{ mhastIÒ DÛak!re! su\I phÇCya temaH temne tpvuHto bhu pD uH. AmaruH sa\uÒvn Ae!le crEveit - crEveit. sa\u ivcrtawla. Ae Nyaye sara ye wartmaH ivcr` =yuH snŸ 1974 maH muHb{maHÝ=m S.S.C nI prIÙa AapI. Ae pKI mharaÚ^, AaH\‡, k`aR!k,taimlnaDu Aaid ÝdexomaH ivcr` =yuH, temnI AWyasyaƒa 1974maH x$ ={, Anek ÝdexomaH Ae yaƒa frtI rhI. prIÙaAo ApatIg{, Kev!e 1988 maH frI muHb{ AavvanuH =yuH. M. A. nI DIg‡Il{ne AaVya htaH. Tyarbad F`a ÝyTne, Anek iväano sa=e pramxRkrI ;AanHdFn Aek A|yyn' ivØy nkkI =yo.

AemnI psHdgI Aa ivØy pr kem étrI? Aa ÝÆ shj é@e.Amara guÌmata Aa|yaTm yoignI pU. bapÒ, A|yaTmrsnaH risyaKe. A|yaTmg‡N=ono Sva|yay inyimt calto j hoy. temna ix*ya¸pirvar Ae wavomaH rmta hoy. je gurukuzvasmaH inTy-inrHtrA|yaTmrsna AaSvadn caltaH hoy TyaH A|yaTmyogI Av\UtAanHdFn j Smr e cDe ne???

.... Ane rÒS!^exn pKI kam caLyuH.. Do. klaben xahnuHmagRdxRn mZyuH to ivätvyR Do. rm`wa{ xahno bhumULy shyog

sagr _Kaza marva lagto. Ýwuwi›maH mSt fkIr wjnmaHwavivwor ={ _@ta Ane Ae AanHdmaH JUltuH hEyuH potane AanHdFnnaHnam=I pukarI _@tuH. Aam teAo lawanHdmaH=I AanHdFn bnI gyaH.

AanNdFnÒnI rcnaAomaH muQy be ÝkarnI rcnaAo _plB\=ay Ke.

1, AanHdFn covIsI2, AanHdFn pd bhoterIcovIsImaH Aaid Ýwu wgvan %Øwdev=I crm tI=Åkr

mhavIrnaH namnuH AvlHbn l{ covIs StvnomaH A|yaTmnaH gU#rhSyo _dŸFai!t kyaÅ Ke. ijne¬r prmaTmanI Stuitna bhane ghnAaiTmk AnuwUit xBddehe rjU krI Ke.

pdomaH iÝytm prmaTmanI ivrh Vy=anI Vyakuzta ɘaHknItre Ke to ɘaHk AnuwUitnI sHvednaTmk pzono ta¹x ictarp` Ke. teAonI rcnaAomaH daxRink isâaHtonI gU#ta Ke toprawi›nI smpR ta p` Ke. ɘaHk prm-iÝytm ne pamvanItDp Ke. to ɘaHk iÝytm ne _palHw p` Ke. sHvednnI prakaÚaAephÇcI AnuwvrsmaH lylIn bnela AanNdFn AnuwvnI pzoneibrdave Ke.

;Anuwv hm to ravrI dasI';Anuwv na=ko kyUH n jgave';Anuwv tU h E imt hmaro'

Anuwv A=aRtŸ cetnano pU R cetnamaH Ývex Ý=m ÝvexpKI pir`mn Tyarbad pU RtanuH Ýag!˜.

Aa j sHdwRmaH AanHdFnÒnaH Stvnono mihma v RvtaH ]Ijxuba{ mhastIÒ lqe Ke -

......Aem`e prmaTmanI StvnamaH ßyaH ÝIit, wi› AneAnuri›na wavo wyaÅ Ke TyaH ijnxasnnaH gU# rhSyone ny,inÙep, {CKayog, sam+yRyog, xaÏyog [Tyaidk Akz pda=ÈneivStar=I Ý$Pya Ke.

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mZyo temj Anek waivkjnonaH tn-mn-\nna shkar vDe Aayaƒa Aagz \ptI rhI. Ôe ke temaHy pUßy bapuÒnaH SvaS+ynaHkar e teAo]InuH devlalI rhevanuH =yuH. te=I muHb{-devlalI vCcenaHivhar =taH ræaH. KtaH Aava svR AnukUz - ÝitkUz sHyogomaH\Irj Ane iv¬as=I leqn kayR caltuH ræuH Ane snŸ 1994 maH=IsIs pU R =taH Dok!re!nI _pai\ Ýaº ={.

Aam sudIFR yaƒaivharnI Ane tenI j sa=e dIFR yaƒa iv>a_pajRnnI-bþe yaƒa sa=e - sa=e caltaH iv>a yaƒa pU R ={,ivhar yaƒa hj¡ Aivrt calI rhI Ke.

Aek suHdr- ivSt<t rcna ;Anuwv rs' na name Aap`IsmÙ AavI rhI Ke. maÌH AHtr khe Ke ke, Aa g‡N= lokwoGynIshunaH mn-miSt*k Ane hEyaHne wÄjvxe. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒmaHrhel Aa xi›, xasn Ane smajne AavuH saihTy hj¡ p` Ýdankre. temnaH pr wgvan mhavIrnaH, Av\Ut yogI AanHdFnnaH temjAmara guÌ`Ideva vaTsLy ñdya - pU. bapÒnaH AaxIvaRd t=a k<pa_tre.

Ae j AHtr wavnakLptÌ A|yaTm keNã,

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gÇDl sHÝdaynaH p. pU. ]I liltaba{ mhastIÒ (pU.bapÒ) naH suix*ya p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIAe A|ya„yogIkiv ]I AanHdFnÒ ivxe. iviv\ g‡H=ono Sva|yay krIne, muHb{yuinvisR!InI pIAec.DI nI pdvI ma!e tEyar krel Ane maNy rhelxo\inbH\na sHÙep$pe Aa je lokiÝy g‡H= tEyar kyÈ Ke, AenaÝkaxnne AavkartaH huH ATyHt hØR AnuwvuH KuH. vØÈ=I jenI rahÔevatI htI te g‡H= hve Ýkaixt =ay Ke, svRsulw bne Ke. Ae=IAnek Aa„sa\k mumuÙuAone AemaH=I Ýer`anaH pIyUØnuH pan krvamzxe.

kivvr ]I AanHdFnÒAe Stvno Ane pdo lQyaH Ke. AemnaHStvno _pr jem AWyasg‡H=o Ýg! =ya Ke, tem pdo _pr p` =yaKe. Sv. motIcHdwa{ igr\rlal kapiDyaAe Stvno Ane pdo AembHne _pr sivStr g‡H=o lQya Ke. p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAeAa xo\inbH\maH Stvno Ane pdo Aem bHne _pr srs A=RÝkaxpaDyo Ke.

potanI =oDI p` _Tk<Ú kaVyk<itAo äara smg‡ wartnIÝÔmaH Kva{ gyela sHt kivAomaH ivÊmna A#arma xtkna kivA|ya„yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnuH nam p` moqre Ke. ;berber nih Aave Avsr,' ;Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge,' ;kya sove

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mZyo temj Anek waivkjnonaH tn-mn-\nna shkar vDe Aayaƒa Aagz \ptI rhI. Ôe ke temaHy pUßy bapuÒnaH SvaS+ynaHkar e teAo]InuH devlalI rhevanuH =yuH. te=I muHb{-devlalI vCcenaHivhar =taH ræaH. KtaH Aava svR AnukUz - ÝitkUz sHyogomaH\Irj Ane iv¬as=I leqn kayR caltuH ræuH Ane snŸ 1994 maH=IsIs pU R =taH Dok!re!nI _pai\ Ýaº ={.

Aam sudIFR yaƒaivharnI Ane tenI j sa=e dIFR yaƒa iv>a_pajRnnI-bþe yaƒa sa=e - sa=e caltaH iv>a yaƒa pU R ={,ivhar yaƒa hj¡ Aivrt calI rhI Ke.

Aek suHdr- ivSt<t rcna ;Anuwv rs' na name Aap`IsmÙ AavI rhI Ke. maÌH AHtr khe Ke ke, Aa g‡N= lokwoGynIshunaH mn-miSt*k Ane hEyaHne wÄjvxe. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒmaHrhel Aa xi›, xasn Ane smajne AavuH saihTy hj¡ p` Ýdankre. temnaH pr wgvan mhavIrnaH, Av\Ut yogI AanHdFnnaH temjAmara guÌ`Ideva vaTsLy ñdya - pU. bapÒnaH AaxIvaRd t=a k<pa_tre.

Ae j AHtr wavnakLptÌ A|yaTm keNã,

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Aa„anuwUitnI AmoFkivtanuH rsdxRn

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gÇDl sHÝdaynaH p. pU. ]I liltaba{ mhastIÒ (pU.bapÒ) naH suix*ya p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIAe A|ya„yogIkiv ]I AanHdFnÒ ivxe. iviv\ g‡H=ono Sva|yay krIne, muHb{yuinvisR!InI pIAec.DI nI pdvI ma!e tEyar krel Ane maNy rhelxo\inbH\na sHÙep$pe Aa je lokiÝy g‡H= tEyar kyÈ Ke, AenaÝkaxnne AavkartaH huH ATyHt hØR AnuwvuH KuH. vØÈ=I jenI rahÔevatI htI te g‡H= hve Ýkaixt =ay Ke, svRsulw bne Ke. Ae=IAnek Aa„sa\k mumuÙuAone AemaH=I Ýer`anaH pIyUØnuH pan krvamzxe.

kivvr ]I AanHdFnÒAe Stvno Ane pdo lQyaH Ke. AemnaHStvno _pr jem AWyasg‡H=o Ýg! =ya Ke, tem pdo _pr p` =yaKe. Sv. motIcHdwa{ igr\rlal kapiDyaAe Stvno Ane pdo AembHne _pr sivStr g‡H=o lQya Ke. p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAeAa xo\inbH\maH Stvno Ane pdo Aem bHne _pr srs A=RÝkaxpaDyo Ke.

potanI =oDI p` _Tk<Ú kaVyk<itAo äara smg‡ wartnIÝÔmaH Kva{ gyela sHt kivAomaH ivÊmna A#arma xtkna kivA|ya„yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnuH nam p` moqre Ke. ;berber nih Aave Avsr,' ;Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge,' ;kya sove

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&ansarÒAe to AemnaH Stvno _pr calIs vØR su\I mnn kyuÅAne pKI Òvnna AHte !bo lQyo hto.

]I AanHdFnÒAe je k<itAonI rcna krI Ke te Ae!lIghngHwIr Ke ke AenuH rhSy, Aeno prma=R pamvanuH samaNy ma`sma!e srz n=I. Ae!le j ]I &ansarÒAe kæuH Ke.

bazk baHæ psarIne, kre _di\ ivStar,Aaxy AanHdFnt`o, Ait gHwIr _dar.

nanuH bazk be ha= phoza krIne ;diryo Aa!lo b\o mo!ohoy' Aem khe Ae=I smuãnuH map n nIkze, tem potanaH kaVyomaH ]IAanHdFnÒne je AiwÝet Ke te Ae!luH gHwIr Ane _dar, mo!uH Ke keteno tag pamvanuH p<=kŸjn ma!e F uH ki@n Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒAe je pdo lQyaH Ke temaH guÌk<pa, sa\usHgit,Aa„&an, su\arsno Anuwv, smtanI Aara\na, mmtano Tyag[Tyaid _pr bhu war mUɘo Ke. AemaH AmnI ivxaz, _dar, _CctÀv¹iÚ Ôeva mze Ke. Aem e gayuH Ke.

ram kho, rheman kho,ko{ khan kho, mhadev rI¸parsna= kho ko_ b‡ïa,skl b‡ï Svymev rI.

prmtÀvne ko{ ram khe, ko{ rheman khe, ko{ k<*` (iv* u)khe, ko{ mhadev khe, ko{ pa¬Rna= khe ke ko{ b‡ïa khe, prHtupotanamaH rheluH cetn tÀv Ae pote j prmtÀv Ke, prma„a Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe muHb{ Ane devlalImaHcatumaRs rhIne DÛa. klabhen xahna magRdxRn he@z je xo\inbH\tEyar kyÈ AemaH Aena AarHw=I AHt su\Ina leqnkayRno huH saÙIræo KuH Ane Aa xo\inbH\na prIÙk trIkenuH ktRVy p` marebÔvvanuH AaVyuH htuH. p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe ATyHtpir]mpUvRk Aa xo\inbH\ tEyar kyÈ Ke. AemaH p. pU. ]I ]eyaba{noshkar F`o saro mZyo hto.

é@ Ôg ba_re,' ;Aaxa Aorn kI kya kIje?,' ;ram kho rhemankho,' ;ya pudŸgl ka kya ivsvasa,' ;sa\o, smta sHg rmIje,';Av\U kya maguH gunhIna,' ;Av\U nam hmara raqe,' ;Ab closHg hmare kayaH vgere AemnaH pdo @er@er stt guHjta ræa Ke.AemnI covIsImaHnaH ;%Øw ijne¬r ÝItm mahro re,' ;pH=Do inhazuHre bIÔ ijn t`o re,' ;AiwnHdn ijn dirxn trsIAe,' ;\artlvarnI sohlI, dohlI,' ;kuH=uijt, mnDuH ikm ih n baJe' vgereStvno mHidromaH gvataH ræaH Ke.

Av\Ut (AvµsarI rIte, iniütp e, \Utµ\o{ naQyaH Ke,hlavI naQyaH Ke, qHqerI naQyaH Ke, (v`aR]mnaH Ane VyvharjgtnaH bH\no) jem e) Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒAe covIsInaH StvnoAne Aekso=I Ai\k pdo lQyaH Ke. prHtu Aem e je k<itAonI rcnakrI Ke te AevI sFn, maimRk Ane AnuwvnI Aer e brabr ksayelIKe ke Aa!lI AoKI rcnaAo=I p` tem e wartIy saihTy prHpramaHAnoquH S=z Ýaº krI lI\uH Ke.

AanHdFnÒAe g>saihTynI rcna krI hoy Aem lagtuH n=I,kar`ke AemnI AevI ko{ k<it Ýaº =tI n=I. Aem e je p>saihTynIrcna krI Ke temaH muQy be ivwag Ke. (1) Stvno Ane (r) pdo.AemnI covIsInaH KeLla be Stvnona kt<RTv ivxe mtaNtr Ke. AemnaHpdo 108 je!laH mnay Ke, jemaHnaH ke!laHknuH kt<RTv sHidG\ Ke.

iviv\ ragraig`ImaH lqayelaH Aa„&annI mStI=I swr,AanHdFnÒnI covIsInaH Stvno Ýerk Ane magRdxRk Ke. AemaH ivØyvStuno Êimk ivkas Ôe{ xkay Ke. Aem e jEn dxRnna ke!lakisâaHtone =oDa xBdomaH maimRk rIte v`I lI\a Ke. AemaH ÝyoÔyelapairwaiØk xBdo Ane _iÉtlaFvne kar e AemnaH ke!laHk StvnoA=RnI ¹iÚAe ki@n A=va dubÈ\ bNyaH Ke. xaÏna Ô`kar ko{smÔve to A=R v\u SpÚ =ay. Aa=I j AemnI hyatImaH AneTyarpKI _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒAe, ]I &anivmlsUirÒAe Ane]I &ansarÒAe AanHdFnÒnaH Stvno _pr !ba lQya Ke. ]I

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&ansarÒAe to AemnaH Stvno _pr calIs vØR su\I mnn kyuÅAne pKI Òvnna AHte !bo lQyo hto.

]I AanHdFnÒAe je k<itAonI rcna krI Ke te Ae!lIghngHwIr Ke ke AenuH rhSy, Aeno prma=R pamvanuH samaNy ma`sma!e srz n=I. Ae!le j ]I &ansarÒAe kæuH Ke.

bazk baHæ psarIne, kre _di\ ivStar,Aaxy AanHdFnt`o, Ait gHwIr _dar.

nanuH bazk be ha= phoza krIne ;diryo Aa!lo b\o mo!ohoy' Aem khe Ae=I smuãnuH map n nIkze, tem potanaH kaVyomaH ]IAanHdFnÒne je AiwÝet Ke te Ae!luH gHwIr Ane _dar, mo!uH Ke keteno tag pamvanuH p<=kŸjn ma!e F uH ki@n Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒAe je pdo lQyaH Ke temaH guÌk<pa, sa\usHgit,Aa„&an, su\arsno Anuwv, smtanI Aara\na, mmtano Tyag[Tyaid _pr bhu war mUɘo Ke. AemaH AmnI ivxaz, _dar, _CctÀv¹iÚ Ôeva mze Ke. Aem e gayuH Ke.

ram kho, rheman kho,ko{ khan kho, mhadev rI¸parsna= kho ko_ b‡ïa,skl b‡ï Svymev rI.

prmtÀvne ko{ ram khe, ko{ rheman khe, ko{ k<*` (iv* u)khe, ko{ mhadev khe, ko{ pa¬Rna= khe ke ko{ b‡ïa khe, prHtupotanamaH rheluH cetn tÀv Ae pote j prmtÀv Ke, prma„a Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe muHb{ Ane devlalImaHcatumaRs rhIne DÛa. klabhen xahna magRdxRn he@z je xo\inbH\tEyar kyÈ AemaH Aena AarHw=I AHt su\Ina leqnkayRno huH saÙIræo KuH Ane Aa xo\inbH\na prIÙk trIkenuH ktRVy p` marebÔvvanuH AaVyuH htuH. p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAe ATyHtpir]mpUvRk Aa xo\inbH\ tEyar kyÈ Ke. AemaH p. pU. ]I ]eyaba{noshkar F`o saro mZyo hto.

é@ Ôg ba_re,' ;Aaxa Aorn kI kya kIje?,' ;ram kho rhemankho,' ;ya pudŸgl ka kya ivsvasa,' ;sa\o, smta sHg rmIje,';Av\U kya maguH gunhIna,' ;Av\U nam hmara raqe,' ;Ab closHg hmare kayaH vgere AemnaH pdo @er@er stt guHjta ræa Ke.AemnI covIsImaHnaH ;%Øw ijne¬r ÝItm mahro re,' ;pH=Do inhazuHre bIÔ ijn t`o re,' ;AiwnHdn ijn dirxn trsIAe,' ;\artlvarnI sohlI, dohlI,' ;kuH=uijt, mnDuH ikm ih n baJe' vgereStvno mHidromaH gvataH ræaH Ke.

Av\Ut (AvµsarI rIte, iniütp e, \Utµ\o{ naQyaH Ke,hlavI naQyaH Ke, qHqerI naQyaH Ke, (v`aR]mnaH Ane VyvharjgtnaH bH\no) jem e) Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒAe covIsInaH StvnoAne Aekso=I Ai\k pdo lQyaH Ke. prHtu Aem e je k<itAonI rcnakrI Ke te AevI sFn, maimRk Ane AnuwvnI Aer e brabr ksayelIKe ke Aa!lI AoKI rcnaAo=I p` tem e wartIy saihTy prHpramaHAnoquH S=z Ýaº krI lI\uH Ke.

AanHdFnÒAe g>saihTynI rcna krI hoy Aem lagtuH n=I,kar`ke AemnI AevI ko{ k<it Ýaº =tI n=I. Aem e je p>saihTynIrcna krI Ke temaH muQy be ivwag Ke. (1) Stvno Ane (r) pdo.AemnI covIsInaH KeLla be Stvnona kt<RTv ivxe mtaNtr Ke. AemnaHpdo 108 je!laH mnay Ke, jemaHnaH ke!laHknuH kt<RTv sHidG\ Ke.

iviv\ ragraig`ImaH lqayelaH Aa„&annI mStI=I swr,AanHdFnÒnI covIsInaH Stvno Ýerk Ane magRdxRk Ke. AemaH ivØyvStuno Êimk ivkas Ôe{ xkay Ke. Aem e jEn dxRnna ke!lakisâaHtone =oDa xBdomaH maimRk rIte v`I lI\a Ke. AemaH ÝyoÔyelapairwaiØk xBdo Ane _iÉtlaFvne kar e AemnaH ke!laHk StvnoA=RnI ¹iÚAe ki@n A=va dubÈ\ bNyaH Ke. xaÏna Ô`kar ko{smÔve to A=R v\u SpÚ =ay. Aa=I j AemnI hyatImaH AneTyarpKI _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒAe, ]I &anivmlsUirÒAe Ane]I &ansarÒAe AanHdFnÒnaH Stvno _pr !ba lQya Ke. ]I

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xo\inbH\ lqIne tEyar krvo Ane g‡H=Sv$pe Ae Ýkaixtkrvo Ae bemaH frk krvo pDe Ke. b\a j xo\inbH\o Aena Ae Sv$peÝkaixt krvanuH yoGy n=I, kar`ke xo\inbH\maH Aa\ar ma!eAvtr`o Ane g‡H=sHdwoR Aapva AinvayR Ke, jemaHna ke!layeAvtr`onI Ýkaixt g‡H=maH AinvayRta hotI n=I. xo\inbH\maHke!lIk punrui› AinvayR bne Ke. Ýkaixt g‡H=maH AevI AavXyktan=I. xo\inbH\ sHxo\ko Ane iväanone lÙmaH raqIne lqay Ke.Ýkaixt g‡H=o, tenI samg‡I Ýma e, Éyarek samaNy vackne lÙmaHraqIne Ýkaixt =ay Ke. Ae!le j p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAepotana xo\inbH\ne =oDo sHiÙPt krIne Ýkaixt kyÈ Ke, te yoGyj =yuH Ke.

pU. ]I. AanHdFnÒ mharaj ATyHt lokiÝy kiv Ke. bIÒbaj¡ Aa„&anna Aara\ko ma!e teAo ghn kiv Ke. AemnaH ke!laHkpdo-Stvnono vaCya=R srz Ke. p` |vNya=R gU#a=R pamvanuH du*krKe. yoGy Ai\kar ivna te smÔy nih. p. pU. ]I jxumtIba{mhastIÒAe Aava gU#a=RnaH rhSyodŸFa!n Aa g‡H=maH kyaÅ Ke. Aema!e Aemne qUb qUb \Nyvad F!e Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒno Aa g‡H= Anek rs& vackoneAne Aa„a=± Òvone ma!e Ýerk Ane magRdxRk wa=uH bnI rhe Aevo Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒne Ane Aemna smudaynaH svR]m`-]m`Iv<Hdne vHdna krI ivrmuH KuH.

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pUßy jEn sa|vI mhastI jxuba{ SvamIAe pIAec.DInI DIg‡Ima!e muHb{ yuinvisR!ImaH mara magRdxRnmaH tEyar krel mhainbH\“AanHdFnÒ Aek A|yyn” nuH g‡H=$pe Ýkaxn =ay Ke Ae vat jEnsaihTy ma!e maƒ Ait AanHdnI j nih p` Aek AEithaisk t=aAivSmr`Iy ibna bnI rhexe. Aa kayR _paDI lenar sHFna !S!IAonet=a kayRktaRAone mara haidRk AiwnHdn.

pUßy mhastI jxuba{ SvamIne pIAec.DI ma!enuH sHxo\nkayR kravva ma!e S=a. jEn. sHFna ke!laHk !^S!IAoAe muHb{yuinvisR!ImaH=I maruH nam xo\I mne mzva AaVya te ÝsHgnuH Smr`taj¡H =ay Ke. Tyar bad Fa!koprmaH hÄgvala lenna _pa]ymaHpUßy jxuba{ SvamIne $b$ mzvanuH =yuH. ivØynI psHdgI ma!epUßy DÛa. rm`wa{ xahe hajr rhIne ivØy nkkI krvamaH shaykrI. pKIna b\aH j kayÈmaH dreke drek sHFna kayRktaRAoAe je Aga\mhent krI htI te ÝxHsane paƒ Ke.

m|ykalIn jEn gujratI kaVysaihTymaH AanHdFnÒnI rcnaAoAek mrmI sHtnI vednanuH Ane wiÉt t=a A|ya„nuH njra uH Ke AneAek A`mol qÔno Ke, jemaH ghnwUitno SpxR Ke. temnaH rcelapdo nrisHh, mIraH Ane sHt kbIrnI hrozmaH bese tevo Ke. t=a tem ercela Stvno (covIxI) jEn prHpranuH gaErv Ke. Aava kivAanHdFnÒnaH kaVyo pr sHxo\n krvanuH ivcarvamaH AaVyuH.

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xo\inbH\ lqIne tEyar krvo Ane g‡H=Sv$pe Ae Ýkaixtkrvo Ae bemaH frk krvo pDe Ke. b\a j xo\inbH\o Aena Ae Sv$peÝkaixt krvanuH yoGy n=I, kar`ke xo\inbH\maH Aa\ar ma!eAvtr`o Ane g‡H=sHdwoR Aapva AinvayR Ke, jemaHna ke!layeAvtr`onI Ýkaixt g‡H=maH AinvayRta hotI n=I. xo\inbH\maHke!lIk punrui› AinvayR bne Ke. Ýkaixt g‡H=maH AevI AavXyktan=I. xo\inbH\ sHxo\ko Ane iväanone lÙmaH raqIne lqay Ke.Ýkaixt g‡H=o, tenI samg‡I Ýma e, Éyarek samaNy vackne lÙmaHraqIne Ýkaixt =ay Ke. Ae!le j p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒAepotana xo\inbH\ne =oDo sHiÙPt krIne Ýkaixt kyÈ Ke, te yoGyj =yuH Ke.

pU. ]I. AanHdFnÒ mharaj ATyHt lokiÝy kiv Ke. bIÒbaj¡ Aa„&anna Aara\ko ma!e teAo ghn kiv Ke. AemnaH ke!laHkpdo-Stvnono vaCya=R srz Ke. p` |vNya=R gU#a=R pamvanuH du*krKe. yoGy Ai\kar ivna te smÔy nih. p. pU. ]I jxumtIba{mhastIÒAe Aava gU#a=RnaH rhSyodŸFa!n Aa g‡H=maH kyaÅ Ke. Aema!e Aemne qUb qUb \Nyvad F!e Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒno Aa g‡H= Anek rs& vackoneAne Aa„a=± Òvone ma!e Ýerk Ane magRdxRk wa=uH bnI rhe Aevo Ke.

p. pU. ]I jxuba{ mhastIÒne Ane Aemna smudaynaH svR]m`-]m`Iv<Hdne vHdna krI ivrmuH KuH.

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pUßy jEn sa|vI mhastI jxuba{ SvamIAe pIAec.DInI DIg‡Ima!e muHb{ yuinvisR!ImaH mara magRdxRnmaH tEyar krel mhainbH\“AanHdFnÒ Aek A|yyn” nuH g‡H=$pe Ýkaxn =ay Ke Ae vat jEnsaihTy ma!e maƒ Ait AanHdnI j nih p` Aek AEithaisk t=aAivSmr`Iy ibna bnI rhexe. Aa kayR _paDI lenar sHFna !S!IAonet=a kayRktaRAone mara haidRk AiwnHdn.

pUßy mhastI jxuba{ SvamIne pIAec.DI ma!enuH sHxo\nkayR kravva ma!e S=a. jEn. sHFna ke!laHk !^S!IAoAe muHb{yuinvisR!ImaH=I maruH nam xo\I mne mzva AaVya te ÝsHgnuH Smr`taj¡H =ay Ke. Tyar bad Fa!koprmaH hÄgvala lenna _pa]ymaHpUßy jxuba{ SvamIne $b$ mzvanuH =yuH. ivØynI psHdgI ma!epUßy DÛa. rm`wa{ xahe hajr rhIne ivØy nkkI krvamaH shaykrI. pKIna b\aH j kayÈmaH dreke drek sHFna kayRktaRAoAe je Aga\mhent krI htI te ÝxHsane paƒ Ke.

m|ykalIn jEn gujratI kaVysaihTymaH AanHdFnÒnI rcnaAoAek mrmI sHtnI vednanuH Ane wiÉt t=a A|ya„nuH njra uH Ke AneAek A`mol qÔno Ke, jemaH ghnwUitno SpxR Ke. temnaH rcelapdo nrisHh, mIraH Ane sHt kbIrnI hrozmaH bese tevo Ke. t=a tem ercela Stvno (covIxI) jEn prHpranuH gaErv Ke. Aava kivAanHdFnÒnaH kaVyo pr sHxo\n krvanuH ivcarvamaH AaVyuH.

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jEn dxRnna &ata, Aa„sa\na krnar sa\k A|ya„yogIAanHdFnÒ rict ;covIxI' na dreke drek Stvn t=a pdmaH rhelI êDIghnte, Aa|yai„kta t=a Aatm&anna rsnuH pan pUßy jxuba{SvamIAe Aga\ pir]m krIne par paDyuH Ke. AanHdFnÒ inmRz AneiS=rwiÉtmaH Aa„inmýn krnar Av\U hta. gamo gam Ane xhere-xhere ivhar krtaH krtaH pIAec.DI nuH sHxo\n kayR krvuH, potanI idncyaRnIsa=e sa=e sa\imRkone VyaQyano Aapva, bporna smye sHxo\nnaivØynI ccaR ivcar`a krvI Ae ATyHt ki@n kayR Ke. p` AHtrmaH\gx hoy to ki@n kayR p` par pDe j Ke. Ae vatnI ÝtIit pUßyjxuba{SvamIAe tEyar krel 1300 panana ƒ` qHDna-mhainbH\äara =ay Ke. pUßy jxuba{ SvamIAe SvhSte tEyar krel Aa mhainbH\muHb{ yuinvisR!ImaH yadgar bnI rhe tevo g‡H= Ke.

Aa mhainbH\ maƒ muHb{ yuinvisR!InI _pai\ mezvva ma!e jlqayelo mhainbH\ n=I. prHtu Av\U Aa„&anI AanHdFnÒnaAa„tÀvne pamIne, pcavIne tEyar krel mhainbH\ Ke. temaH lqayelaAÙre AÙre, xBde xBde pUßy jxuba{SvamIAe pote krel ghnAa|yai„ktanI ÝtIit krave Ke. dreke drek Stvn ke pdnuH rhSy pamvama!e Ane pmaDva ma!e AanHdFnÒna wavne smjva ma!e j$r lagITyaH Aagmo, xaÏo t=a ANy sHt kivAonI kivtana ¹ÚaHto äarapUßy jxuba{ SvamIÒAe Aa mhainbH\ne Anoqo Aop AaPyo Ke. AamhainbH\nI ivixÚta AenuH ghn êDa` Ane ivStar Ke.

AanHdFnnI covIxInaH Stvno Ane pdona vacn p@n AneA|yyn krva kravvano je law Aek magRdxRk (ga{D) trIkemne mZyo tene huH ma$H sdŸwaGy smj¡H KuH. te _praHt pUßy jxuba{SvamInI sa=e sa=e ANy mhastIAone mzvano Ane b\aHnasaiNn|ymaH rhevano law p` mne mZyo. AanHdFnÒ ivxena AasHxo\n kayR drMyan maro injno Aa|yai„k ivkas p` =yo. te ma!ehuH pUßy jxuba{ SvamInaH cr`omaH mara koi! koi! vHdn pa@vuH KuH.

Av\U AanHdFnÒne pamva ma!e SvamIÒno Aa g‡H= vackoneATyHt _pyogI =xe. svRne AiwnHdn sa=e -ivrmu.

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sa\knI sa\nanuH l"yibNdu Ke prmpdnI Ýaiº Ae prmpdsa=e sdŸguÌ sHyog krave Ke. sdŸguÌna Ýer`a t=a AaixØ isvaysa\k ko{ p` kayRmaH sfz ={ xkto n=I. sdŸguÌ Ae!le marema!e guÌmata. jena ñdymaH ma jevuH vaTsLy hoy tevaH guÌ`I teguÌmata.

jenI AaHqmaH=I nyÈ neh nItrto rhe Ke, va`ImaH vaTsLy\ara vhe Ke, temj jenuH idl diryav Ke Aeva maraH guÌ`I (bapÒ)A|ya„yoignI ba. b‡. pU. liltaba{ SvamI sa=e Ame 1974maHpUvR wartmaH=I paKaH frI muHb{maH ÝvextaH htaH Tyare Aemna muqmaH=IAmIJrtI vaTsLywrI, m<duva`I nIkzI. Aem e mne kæuH, ;jxI¦sa\u ÒvnmaH =oDa Vyvhar&annI p` AavXykta rhe Ke. marI{CKa Ke ke tuH Aes. Aes. sI. nI prIÙa p` Aap Ane AemaH p`Aagz v\. ' n qbr bapÒAe maramaH xuH ÔeyuH? marI dIÙa pUveR meH

���������������������������������� fÉt sat gujratI su\Ino AWyas kyÈ hto. dIÙaÒvnmaH jEnS=ankvasI pa=D± boDRnI, jEn isâaHtacayR su\InI prIÙa psarkrI htI. Tyarbad guÌ`InI Aa&a Ane teAo]InI ihtixÙane ñdymaHAv\arIne meH 1974 maH sI\I Aes. Aes. sI. nI prIÙa AapI. AeArsamaH Amara @a`a 8nuH (Aa@ sa|vIna smudaynuH) catumaRsma!uHgamaH htuH. te vqte su&]avk ]I subo\wa{ Fa!ilya marapircymaH AaVya Ane marI prIÙanI VyvS=ano b\o war Aem e_paDI lI\o. TyarpKI 1976 maH Aes. Aen. DI. !I. yuinvisR!InIbI. Ae. nI phela vØRnI prIÙa meH AapI. Aam AnuÊme AWyasmaHAagz v\taH Kev!e 1981 maH meH Aem. Ae. nI prIÙa pas krI. maraAa AWyasmaH veg t=a _Tsah Ýernar mara \mRbH\u subo\wa{Fa!ilyaAe t=a ]ImtI srojben Fa!ilyaAe F`I jhemt _@avIKe. Ae=I j huH Aem. Ae. su\I phÇcI xkI. tem e potanI sgIbhen=Ip` ivxeØ Ýem AapIne mara AWyasne veg AaPyo. _dar idle tn,mn, \n Ane smyno wog AaPyo. temna Ae Snehne huH kem ivsrIxkuH?

1981 maH Aem. Ae. nI prIÙa pU R kyaR pKI frI=I diÙ`wartmaH=I ivhar krIne Ame paKa muHb{maH Ývex kyÈ Tyare wIvHDImaHAnNy wÉtñdyI ]ImtI sirtaben rm exwa{ mh eta(palnpurvaza) vgere car paHc bheno dxRna=eR AaVyaH. sirtabeneTyare AevI wavna VyÉt krtaH kæuH, ;mhastIÒ¦ Aap Ôe pIAec.DI. no AWyas kro to Aena sHpU R shkarnI jvabdarI _paDvanImarI wavna Ke. ' Aa xBdoAe mara ñdymaH _Tsah ÝeyÈ. sirtabenvarHvar dxRna=eR AavtaH ræaH Ane pIAec. DI. nI yad ApavtaHræaH.

[. s. 1988 maH mara vDIl guÌwignI tÀvicHtk ba. b‡.pU. truba{ SvamI (M. A. Ph. D.) nI in]amaH AmaruH catumaRsFa!kopr hÄgvalalenmaH =yuH. mara guÌwignInI Ýer`a t=aÝwav=I ke!lak iväano sa=e mare pIAec. DI. na ivØy ma!e ccaRAo

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={. tdupraHt muHb{maH ivädŸvyR Do. ]I rm`wa{ xah t=a Do.klaben xah sa=e p` ke!lak ivØyo pr ccaR ivcar`a ={. Kev!eDo. rm`wa{ xahnI Ýer`a=I ;Av\Ut yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ'noivØy leva ma!e maruH mn @yuÅ. Ane te ma!e mn=I in Ry kyÈ. maramnnI Aek j {CKa htI ke pIAec. DI. no AWyas marasa\kÒvnmaH ivxeØ _pyogI =ay tevo hoy to saruH. vzI baæiÊya$p sa\na _praHt AHtrnuH pirvtRn krI y=a=R Sv$p dxaÝg! krvamaH Ýerk bne. in*pÙ t=a saHÝdaiyk sHkuictta=I muÉthoy teva saihTynuH A|yyn krvanuH mze to v\u AanHd =ay, kar`ke Aa„&anI sHtñdy ko{p` sHÝdaynaH bH\nmaH rhI n xke. marIte {CKa Do. rm`wa{nI slah=I pU`R ={. Do. rm`wa{yuinvisR!ImaH=I inv<¿ =ya Ke, Ae!le Aemna magRdxRn he@z maroivØy rijS!r kravvanuH xɘ nhotuH. Ae!le AemnI j wlam`=ImeH Do. klaben xahna magRdxRn he@z muHb{ yuinvisR!ImaH pIAec.DI. na iv>a=± trIke nam rijS!DR kraVyuH. mara Aa xo\-ÝbH\nakayRmaH saE=I ivxeØ shkar Do. rm`wa{ xahno mLyo Ke. teAopotana muHb{na ÒvnmaH pU R$pe VySt hova KtaH, mara ma!esmy fazvI mne magRdxRn AaPyuH Ke. Do. rm`wa{no mne sa=mZyo n hot to kdac maruH Aa ivxaz kayR Aa!luH jldI par pD uHn hot. ke!ke!lI Ýv<i¿Ao=I Ferayela hova KtaH smy ka#I tem emne AWyasmaH _Tsah AaPyo Ke. temnI nm‡va`I, ñdynI ivxaztane AaHqmaH=I JrtI vaTsLy\ara Aek iptanI yad p` wulavI detevI Ke Ýem Ane Sneh=I, Aadrwav ÔzvI, mne ÝempUvRk AWyaskraVyo. teAo]InI Aa Ait ivätapU R tlavgahI in*kam sevanehuH kem wUlI xkuH? mhiØR dyanHd kolejna Ýofesr Do. klaben xahemara Aa xo\-ÝbH\naH magRdxRk trIke yuinvisR!InI vhIv!IjvabdarIAo _paDI leva _praHt ßyaH ßyaH Amaro ivhar t=acatuRmas hoy TyaH Ôte AavIne F uH kayR kyuÅ Ke. tem e potanamuHb{na haDmarI wrela ÒvnmaH=I t=a kolejna bhoza kayRmaH=I

smy ka#I, mne F uH srs magRdxRn AaPyuH Ke. te shyog t=a sevap` kem ivsrI xkuH?

pIAec. DI. ma!e maro ivØy rijS!r kravI meH maruH sHxo\nkayR x$ kyuÅ. Av\Ut kiv AanHdFnÒ ivxe ATyar su\ImaH @Ik-@IklqayuH Ke. Ae b\aHno AWyas tulna„k ¹iÚ=I meH kyÈ Ke.AanHdFnÒ ivxe Aa xtkmaH saE=I Ý=m Ane sHgIn kayR kyuÅ hoyto te ]ImdŸ buiâsagrsUirAe. prHtu Aem e f› pdonuH j ivvecnkyuÅ Ke. StvnonuH ivvecn Aem e kyuÅ n=I. AanHdFnÒnaH Stvnoivxe ]I motIcHd kapiDyaAe F`a ivStar=I ivvecn kyuÅ Ke. tdupraHtAem e pdonuH ivvecn p` kyuÅ Ke, prHtu te Stvnna ivvecn je!luHivSt<t n=I. Aa _praHt ]ImdŸrajcHã, ]I Ýwudas pareq, ]IkuHdkuHdsUir, ]I wuvnwanusUir, ]I wuvnrTnsUir, ]I shÔnHdÒ(hHpIvaza), ]I ibravcHd jrgD, Do. kumarpaz desa{ vgereAeAaqI covIsI _pr A=va KU!k ko{ Stvn _pr ivvr` kyuÅ Ke.Aa b\a leqkonI huH ATyHt %`I KuH, mara leqnmaH Ae b\anaincoD$pe lqva _praHt Aa|yai„k ¹iÚ=I p` ke!luHk tulna„kivvecn meH kyuÅ Ke.

Aa leqnkayR krvamaH ivØy j Aevo Ke ke ke!lIk punrui›AaVya vgr rhe nih. tem KtaH xɘ te!lI te invarI Ke. ke!lekS=ze Stvn t=a pdna mUz xBdo Ae j Ýma e raQya Ke, AenIÔeD`I p` mUz Ýma e raqI Ke ɘaHk iväanonaH Avtr`omaH, ke!laHkAvtr` icîomaH AnukUzta qatr nÒvI KU! lI\I Ke, je ÙMyg`ay AevI Ke. Aem KtaH ɘaHy p` pâitnI ¹iÚAe Anv\andoØ=I Ùit rhI g{ hoy to te ma!e ÙmaÝa=± KuH.

mara Aa sHxo\n kayRmaH, svRÝ=m huH %`I KuH mara guÌ`IdevpU. bapÒnI t=a maraviDl guÌwignI ba. b‡. pU. truba{mhastIÒnI. te bHnenI xuw AaixØ mara pr inrHtr vrstI rheKe. temj 1991 maH mara guÌ`I sa=e devlalI rajg<hI qate catumaRsrhevano suyog saHpD˜o. guÌ`IdevnI mI@I njr t=a nanI guÌ

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={. tdupraHt muHb{maH ivädŸvyR Do. ]I rm`wa{ xah t=a Do.klaben xah sa=e p` ke!lak ivØyo pr ccaR ivcar`a ={. Kev!eDo. rm`wa{ xahnI Ýer`a=I ;Av\Ut yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ'noivØy leva ma!e maruH mn @yuÅ. Ane te ma!e mn=I in Ry kyÈ. maramnnI Aek j {CKa htI ke pIAec. DI. no AWyas marasa\kÒvnmaH ivxeØ _pyogI =ay tevo hoy to saruH. vzI baæiÊya$p sa\na _praHt AHtrnuH pirvtRn krI y=a=R Sv$p dxaÝg! krvamaH Ýerk bne. in*pÙ t=a saHÝdaiyk sHkuictta=I muÉthoy teva saihTynuH A|yyn krvanuH mze to v\u AanHd =ay, kar`ke Aa„&anI sHtñdy ko{p` sHÝdaynaH bH\nmaH rhI n xke. marIte {CKa Do. rm`wa{nI slah=I pU`R ={. Do. rm`wa{yuinvisR!ImaH=I inv<¿ =ya Ke, Ae!le Aemna magRdxRn he@z maroivØy rijS!r kravvanuH xɘ nhotuH. Ae!le AemnI j wlam`=ImeH Do. klaben xahna magRdxRn he@z muHb{ yuinvisR!ImaH pIAec.DI. na iv>a=± trIke nam rijS!DR kraVyuH. mara Aa xo\-ÝbH\nakayRmaH saE=I ivxeØ shkar Do. rm`wa{ xahno mLyo Ke. teAopotana muHb{na ÒvnmaH pU R$pe VySt hova KtaH, mara ma!esmy fazvI mne magRdxRn AaPyuH Ke. Do. rm`wa{no mne sa=mZyo n hot to kdac maruH Aa ivxaz kayR Aa!luH jldI par pD uHn hot. ke!ke!lI Ýv<i¿Ao=I Ferayela hova KtaH smy ka#I tem emne AWyasmaH _Tsah AaPyo Ke. temnI nm‡va`I, ñdynI ivxaztane AaHqmaH=I JrtI vaTsLy\ara Aek iptanI yad p` wulavI detevI Ke Ýem Ane Sneh=I, Aadrwav ÔzvI, mne ÝempUvRk AWyaskraVyo. teAo]InI Aa Ait ivätapU R tlavgahI in*kam sevanehuH kem wUlI xkuH? mhiØR dyanHd kolejna Ýofesr Do. klaben xahemara Aa xo\-ÝbH\naH magRdxRk trIke yuinvisR!InI vhIv!IjvabdarIAo _paDI leva _praHt ßyaH ßyaH Amaro ivhar t=acatuRmas hoy TyaH Ôte AavIne F uH kayR kyuÅ Ke. tem e potanamuHb{na haDmarI wrela ÒvnmaH=I t=a kolejna bhoza kayRmaH=I

smy ka#I, mne F uH srs magRdxRn AaPyuH Ke. te shyog t=a sevap` kem ivsrI xkuH?

pIAec. DI. ma!e maro ivØy rijS!r kravI meH maruH sHxo\nkayR x$ kyuÅ. Av\Ut kiv AanHdFnÒ ivxe ATyar su\ImaH @Ik-@IklqayuH Ke. Ae b\aHno AWyas tulna„k ¹iÚ=I meH kyÈ Ke.AanHdFnÒ ivxe Aa xtkmaH saE=I Ý=m Ane sHgIn kayR kyuÅ hoyto te ]ImdŸ buiâsagrsUirAe. prHtu Aem e f› pdonuH j ivvecnkyuÅ Ke. StvnonuH ivvecn Aem e kyuÅ n=I. AanHdFnÒnaH Stvnoivxe ]I motIcHd kapiDyaAe F`a ivStar=I ivvecn kyuÅ Ke. tdupraHtAem e pdonuH ivvecn p` kyuÅ Ke, prHtu te Stvnna ivvecn je!luHivSt<t n=I. Aa _praHt ]ImdŸrajcHã, ]I Ýwudas pareq, ]IkuHdkuHdsUir, ]I wuvnwanusUir, ]I wuvnrTnsUir, ]I shÔnHdÒ(hHpIvaza), ]I ibravcHd jrgD, Do. kumarpaz desa{ vgereAeAaqI covIsI _pr A=va KU!k ko{ Stvn _pr ivvr` kyuÅ Ke.Aa b\a leqkonI huH ATyHt %`I KuH, mara leqnmaH Ae b\anaincoD$pe lqva _praHt Aa|yai„k ¹iÚ=I p` ke!luHk tulna„kivvecn meH kyuÅ Ke.

Aa leqnkayR krvamaH ivØy j Aevo Ke ke ke!lIk punrui›AaVya vgr rhe nih. tem KtaH xɘ te!lI te invarI Ke. ke!lekS=ze Stvn t=a pdna mUz xBdo Ae j Ýma e raQya Ke, AenIÔeD`I p` mUz Ýma e raqI Ke ɘaHk iväanonaH Avtr`omaH, ke!laHkAvtr` icîomaH AnukUzta qatr nÒvI KU! lI\I Ke, je ÙMyg`ay AevI Ke. Aem KtaH ɘaHy p` pâitnI ¹iÚAe Anv\andoØ=I Ùit rhI g{ hoy to te ma!e ÙmaÝa=± KuH.

mara Aa sHxo\n kayRmaH, svRÝ=m huH %`I KuH mara guÌ`IdevpU. bapÒnI t=a maraviDl guÌwignI ba. b‡. pU. truba{mhastIÒnI. te bHnenI xuw AaixØ mara pr inrHtr vrstI rheKe. temj 1991 maH mara guÌ`I sa=e devlalI rajg<hI qate catumaRsrhevano suyog saHpD˜o. guÌ`IdevnI mI@I njr t=a nanI guÌ

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wignIAonI seva=I mara kayRne F`o veg mLyo mne smye smyepU. truba{SvamI magRdxRn AaptaH ræaH Ke t=a drek ÝkarnIAnukUzta krI AaptaH ræa Ke. tdupraHt mara=I nanaH sa|vIrTna]I vsuba{ SvamI, ]I suimƒaba{, ]I Aru aba{, ]I jyvtIba{,]I mIraHba{, ]I ¬etaba{, ]I mItlba{, ]I ]eyaba{, ]I d¿aba{t=a ]uitba{ vgereno p` mne sivxeØ shyog mzto ræo Ke. Ôetemno sa= t=a shkar n mZyo hot to Aa ivxaz kayR par paDvuHmare ma!e Ait muXkel htuH. ]I Aru`aba{, ]I mIraHba{ t=a]I ]uitba{ vgereAe mare ma!e j$rI Aeva j¡dI-j¡dI layb‡erImaH=IpuStko mHgavI mne moklavtaH ræaH htaH t=a AWyasmaH Ai\ksmy mze tenI kazÒ ]I Aru aba{ sivxeØ raqta hta.

Aa b\aHmaH sa|vIrTna ]I ]eyaba{Ae mne Aa kayRmaH F`osa= Ane shkar AaPyo Ke. mara jm`a ha=nI mafk tem e kamkyuÅ Ke. pdonI nkl krvanuH t=a Aaqa mhainbH\nI Kev!nI nkltEyar krvanuH tem e wUq-trs, êF ke AaramnI prvar kyaÅ ivnastt do# vrs=I marI sa=e rhIne kam kyuÅ Ke Ane mara Aa kayRneF`I sarI rIte par paDyuH Ke. temnI ]ut wiÉt wUlI xkay nhÄtevI Ke.

mara Aa sHxo\nmaH ]I v. S=a. jEn sHF kaHdavaDI, ]I v.S=a. jEn valke¬r sHF, ]I v. S=a. jEn Fa!kopr garoiDyangrsHFe p` je suHdr Aai=Rk shyog AaPyo Ke tenI Anumodna kruH KuH.

mara Aa xo\ÝbH\ inim¿e Aek A=va ANy Ýkarno jemnatrf=I _mzkawyÈ shyog mZyo Ke. Aeva Do. idnexwa{ wÎ, ]Igulabwa{ dei#ya, ]I hsmuqwa{ Ajmera, ]I cHpkwa{ cƒwujvekrIvala, ]I wogIwa{ modI, ]ImtI carubhen ikxorwa{ mheta,]ImtI Ainlabhen kaiNtwa{ ko@arI, ku. bIna domiDya ku. AimØaxah vgere ma!e huH hØR VyÉt kruH KuH.

mne khetaH sivxeØ AanHd =ay Ke ke mara Aa sHxo\n kayRmaHsT&anI Aeva ]I rakexwa{nuH p` magRdxRn mZyuH Ke. tdupraHt

tem e i=issnI JeroÙ kravI AapvamaH p` sarI shay krI Ke.mara Aa xo\-ÝbH\ inim¿e ÝTyÙ Ane proÙ rIte je ko{no

shkarne sdŸwav saHpD˜o Ke te sveRnI huH k<t&wave Anumodna kruH KuH.KdŸmS= AvS=ana yoge Aa xo\ inbH\maH ko{ p` S=ane

Ùit rhI g{ hoy t=a ko{ S=ane ivØynI ke vaɘnI punÌi›={ hoy to te bdl Ùma yacuH KuH. leqn kayRmaH ɘaHy p` ijna&aivÌâ lqa` =yuH hoy to AnHt isâo t=a guÌ wgvHtnI saÙIAeimCKaim duÞDH kruH KuH.

kiv]I AanHdFnnI va`I _pr icHtn t=a Sva|yay krvanoje AmULy Avsr mne mLyo hto. te hve mzvo muXkel Ke ma!e jkiv khe Ke,

;beher beher nih Aave, Avsr beher beher nih Aave.'

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wignIAonI seva=I mara kayRne F`o veg mLyo mne smye smyepU. truba{SvamI magRdxRn AaptaH ræaH Ke t=a drek ÝkarnIAnukUzta krI AaptaH ræa Ke. tdupraHt mara=I nanaH sa|vIrTna]I vsuba{ SvamI, ]I suimƒaba{, ]I Aru aba{, ]I jyvtIba{,]I mIraHba{, ]I ¬etaba{, ]I mItlba{, ]I ]eyaba{, ]I d¿aba{t=a ]uitba{ vgereno p` mne sivxeØ shyog mzto ræo Ke. Ôetemno sa= t=a shkar n mZyo hot to Aa ivxaz kayR par paDvuHmare ma!e Ait muXkel htuH. ]I Aru`aba{, ]I mIraHba{ t=a]I ]uitba{ vgereAe mare ma!e j$rI Aeva j¡dI-j¡dI layb‡erImaH=IpuStko mHgavI mne moklavtaH ræaH htaH t=a AWyasmaH Ai\ksmy mze tenI kazÒ ]I Aru aba{ sivxeØ raqta hta.

Aa b\aHmaH sa|vIrTna ]I ]eyaba{Ae mne Aa kayRmaH F`osa= Ane shkar AaPyo Ke. mara jm`a ha=nI mafk tem e kamkyuÅ Ke. pdonI nkl krvanuH t=a Aaqa mhainbH\nI Kev!nI nkltEyar krvanuH tem e wUq-trs, êF ke AaramnI prvar kyaÅ ivnastt do# vrs=I marI sa=e rhIne kam kyuÅ Ke Ane mara Aa kayRneF`I sarI rIte par paDyuH Ke. temnI ]ut wiÉt wUlI xkay nhÄtevI Ke.

mara Aa sHxo\nmaH ]I v. S=a. jEn sHF kaHdavaDI, ]I v.S=a. jEn valke¬r sHF, ]I v. S=a. jEn Fa!kopr garoiDyangrsHFe p` je suHdr Aai=Rk shyog AaPyo Ke tenI Anumodna kruH KuH.

mara Aa xo\ÝbH\ inim¿e Aek A=va ANy Ýkarno jemnatrf=I _mzkawyÈ shyog mZyo Ke. Aeva Do. idnexwa{ wÎ, ]Igulabwa{ dei#ya, ]I hsmuqwa{ Ajmera, ]I cHpkwa{ cƒwujvekrIvala, ]I wogIwa{ modI, ]ImtI carubhen ikxorwa{ mheta,]ImtI Ainlabhen kaiNtwa{ ko@arI, ku. bIna domiDya ku. AimØaxah vgere ma!e huH hØR VyÉt kruH KuH.

mne khetaH sivxeØ AanHd =ay Ke ke mara Aa sHxo\n kayRmaHsT&anI Aeva ]I rakexwa{nuH p` magRdxRn mZyuH Ke. tdupraHt

tem e i=issnI JeroÙ kravI AapvamaH p` sarI shay krI Ke.mara Aa xo\-ÝbH\ inim¿e ÝTyÙ Ane proÙ rIte je ko{no

shkarne sdŸwav saHpD˜o Ke te sveRnI huH k<t&wave Anumodna kruH KuH.KdŸmS= AvS=ana yoge Aa xo\ inbH\maH ko{ p` S=ane

Ùit rhI g{ hoy t=a ko{ S=ane ivØynI ke vaɘnI punÌi›={ hoy to te bdl Ùma yacuH KuH. leqn kayRmaH ɘaHy p` ijna&aivÌâ lqa` =yuH hoy to AnHt isâo t=a guÌ wgvHtnI saÙIAeimCKaim duÞDH kruH KuH.

kiv]I AanHdFnnI va`I _pr icHtn t=a Sva|yay krvanoje AmULy Avsr mne mLyo hto. te hve mzvo muXkel Ke ma!e jkiv khe Ke,

;beher beher nih Aave, Avsr beher beher nih Aave.'

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F`I dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bnI jtI hoy Ke. Ae drekmaH t+y ke!luH hoyKe Ae sHxo\nno ÝÆ rhe Ke. ßyare AavI iS=it ÝvRttI hoy KeTyare cirƒnayk ivxe xɘ te!lI maihtI mezvva je ÝyTn krvopDe Ke temaH baæ Ane AaHtr Ýma`o _pr Aa\ar raqvo pDe Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒno Òvnkaz te Akbr badxahna ÒvnnaAHitm vØÈ Ane jhaHgIr badxahno xasnkaz. Ae kaz waEitk¹iÚAe suq, xaHit, slamtI Ane sm<iâno kaz hto. ihNdu Anemuslman loko vCce \aimRk vEmnSy ræuH n htuH. jEno to AihHsanapUÔrI Ae!le susHvadI Òvnna ihmaytI khevay. Aava Aa kazmaHdeqItI rIte j xasnktaRAonI ÒvnÝ`alIno Ýwav lokona Òvn_pr pDe. Aek fÉt waØanI ¹iÚAe j ivcarIAe to ArbI-farsIwaØa yvnonI waØa g`ay. sHSk<tna ihmaytI ihNdu pHiDto ma!eto te svR=a vjR˜ g`ay. prHtu AanHdFnÒna smymaH AavowaØaivro\ ræo n hto. te=I Ae kalmaH ke!laye kivAonI kivtanIwaØa _pr ArbI-farsI waØanI F`I mo!I Asr pDI Ke.AanHdFnÒ, yxoivjyÒ, smysuHdr, gu ivny, shjsuHdr vgeretTkalIn F`a kivAonI k<itAomaH ke!laye ArbI farsI xBdoAave Ke. Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke ArbI farsI waØane maƒ Òvn-VyvharmaH j S=an n mztaH kivtaAomaH p` Ýit¤awyuÅ S=anmzI gyuH htuH. AanHdFnÒnaH StvnomaH Ane ivxeØta pdomaH Aap`neArbI farsI xBdo Ôeva mze Ke.

idLhInI gadI _pr babr=I x$ krIne mogl badxahoAe jesam‡aßy ivStayuÅ te rajS=an Ane gujrat su\I ivStyuÅ htuH. moglbadxahomaH suv Rkaz te Akbr badxahno g`ay Ke. Akbrnapuƒ jhaHgIrna smymaH p` Aa prHpra sarI rIte jzva{ rhIhtI. babrno smy te sHFØRno smy hto. Akbr Ane jhaHgIrnosmy xaHit Ane sm<iâno kaz hto. xahjhaHno _¿rkaz AneAaErHgjebno Òvn kaz te frI sHFØRno smy bnI gyo hto.xhenxah Akbrno kal suv Ryug trIke bnI gyo, kar` ke tena

AanHdFnÒnuH Òvnv<¿aNt

Aa\uink smymaH F`a leqko potanI szHg Aa„k=a lqeKe. ke!lak leqko Svanuwvna ÝsHgo lqe Ke. Aa„k=ana Sv$pnoivkas Aog`IsmI Ane vIsmI sdImaH F`o =yo Ke. ÒvncirƒlqvanI Ý=a p` Aa be sEkamaH F`I ivStar pamI Ke. muã`kayRnIsulwtane kar`e g>no p` mihma v|yo Ane Tyar=I Anekg>k<itAo duinyanI tmam waØana saihTymaH lqava lagI Ke.Aa=I Svwaivk rIte j ke!lak leqko Aa„cirƒ lqva Ýeray Ke.

ÝacIn Ane m|ykalIn smymaH ßyare muã`kayRnI xo\ ={nhotI Ane k<itAo hStÝtomaH lqatI htI, Tyare xBdnuH mhÀvF uH htuH. k<itAo bhu\a p>maH lqatI. vzI, Aa„k=a„k k<itAonuHbhu gaErv =tuH nih, kar` ke temaH Aa„}la\a AavI jvano wyrheto. sivStr Òvncirƒo lqvanI p` Ý=a nhotI, kar` kekiv-leqkone Ane vacko-]otaAone sarwUt tÀv sa=e v\u inSbthtI. maƒ mnorHjna=eR saihTy AekHdre AoKuH lqatuH. ÒvnopyogI,magRdxRk, Ýerk, _dŸbo\k saihTyno mihma smajmaH sivxeØ hto.Aa=I j S=UzÒvnnI nanI nanI ivgtonI Aa\arwUt maihtIlqI levanI ke sHFrvanI v<i¿ AekHdre lokomaH Tyare AoKI htI.vzI je kH[ Aa\arwUt maihtI _plB\ hoy te ]v` prHpramaHkazÊme =oDI-v\u luº ={ jtI. Aa=I j wartna m|ykalIn sHto,kivAo, ]e¤IAo, smajnetaAo vgere ivxe Aa\arwUt maihtI ALpÝma`maH _plB\ Ke. salvarInI babtmaH to F`I AiniüttaÝvtRtI hoy Ke. Alb¿, sHtona ÒvnnI Aaspas cmTkar wrelI

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F`I dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bnI jtI hoy Ke. Ae drekmaH t+y ke!luH hoyKe Ae sHxo\nno ÝÆ rhe Ke. ßyare AavI iS=it ÝvRttI hoy KeTyare cirƒnayk ivxe xɘ te!lI maihtI mezvva je ÝyTn krvopDe Ke temaH baæ Ane AaHtr Ýma`o _pr Aa\ar raqvo pDe Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒno Òvnkaz te Akbr badxahna ÒvnnaAHitm vØÈ Ane jhaHgIr badxahno xasnkaz. Ae kaz waEitk¹iÚAe suq, xaHit, slamtI Ane sm<iâno kaz hto. ihNdu Anemuslman loko vCce \aimRk vEmnSy ræuH n htuH. jEno to AihHsanapUÔrI Ae!le susHvadI Òvnna ihmaytI khevay. Aava Aa kazmaHdeqItI rIte j xasnktaRAonI ÒvnÝ`alIno Ýwav lokona Òvn_pr pDe. Aek fÉt waØanI ¹iÚAe j ivcarIAe to ArbI-farsIwaØa yvnonI waØa g`ay. sHSk<tna ihmaytI ihNdu pHiDto ma!eto te svR=a vjR˜ g`ay. prHtu AanHdFnÒna smymaH AavowaØaivro\ ræo n hto. te=I Ae kalmaH ke!laye kivAonI kivtanIwaØa _pr ArbI-farsI waØanI F`I mo!I Asr pDI Ke.AanHdFnÒ, yxoivjyÒ, smysuHdr, gu ivny, shjsuHdr vgeretTkalIn F`a kivAonI k<itAomaH ke!laye ArbI farsI xBdoAave Ke. Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke ArbI farsI waØane maƒ Òvn-VyvharmaH j S=an n mztaH kivtaAomaH p` Ýit¤awyuÅ S=anmzI gyuH htuH. AanHdFnÒnaH StvnomaH Ane ivxeØta pdomaH Aap`neArbI farsI xBdo Ôeva mze Ke.

idLhInI gadI _pr babr=I x$ krIne mogl badxahoAe jesam‡aßy ivStayuÅ te rajS=an Ane gujrat su\I ivStyuÅ htuH. moglbadxahomaH suv Rkaz te Akbr badxahno g`ay Ke. Akbrnapuƒ jhaHgIrna smymaH p` Aa prHpra sarI rIte jzva{ rhIhtI. babrno smy te sHFØRno smy hto. Akbr Ane jhaHgIrnosmy xaHit Ane sm<iâno kaz hto. xahjhaHno _¿rkaz AneAaErHgjebno Òvn kaz te frI sHFØRno smy bnI gyo hto.xhenxah Akbrno kal suv Ryug trIke bnI gyo, kar` ke tena

AanHdFnÒnuH Òvnv<¿aNt

Aa\uink smymaH F`a leqko potanI szHg Aa„k=a lqeKe. ke!lak leqko Svanuwvna ÝsHgo lqe Ke. Aa„k=ana Sv$pnoivkas Aog`IsmI Ane vIsmI sdImaH F`o =yo Ke. ÒvncirƒlqvanI Ý=a p` Aa be sEkamaH F`I ivStar pamI Ke. muã`kayRnIsulwtane kar`e g>no p` mihma v|yo Ane Tyar=I Anekg>k<itAo duinyanI tmam waØana saihTymaH lqava lagI Ke.Aa=I Svwaivk rIte j ke!lak leqko Aa„cirƒ lqva Ýeray Ke.

ÝacIn Ane m|ykalIn smymaH ßyare muã`kayRnI xo\ ={nhotI Ane k<itAo hStÝtomaH lqatI htI, Tyare xBdnuH mhÀvF uH htuH. k<itAo bhu\a p>maH lqatI. vzI, Aa„k=a„k k<itAonuHbhu gaErv =tuH nih, kar` ke temaH Aa„}la\a AavI jvano wyrheto. sivStr Òvncirƒo lqvanI p` Ý=a nhotI, kar` kekiv-leqkone Ane vacko-]otaAone sarwUt tÀv sa=e v\u inSbthtI. maƒ mnorHjna=eR saihTy AekHdre AoKuH lqatuH. ÒvnopyogI,magRdxRk, Ýerk, _dŸbo\k saihTyno mihma smajmaH sivxeØ hto.Aa=I j S=UzÒvnnI nanI nanI ivgtonI Aa\arwUt maihtIlqI levanI ke sHFrvanI v<i¿ AekHdre lokomaH Tyare AoKI htI.vzI je kH[ Aa\arwUt maihtI _plB\ hoy te ]v` prHpramaHkazÊme =oDI-v\u luº ={ jtI. Aa=I j wartna m|ykalIn sHto,kivAo, ]e¤IAo, smajnetaAo vgere ivxe Aa\arwUt maihtI ALpÝma`maH _plB\ Ke. salvarInI babtmaH to F`I AiniüttaÝvtRtI hoy Ke. Alb¿, sHtona ÒvnnI Aaspas cmTkar wrelI

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mUzmaH AkbrnI _dar \mR¹iÚ htI. Akbr badxahna drbarmaHihNdu pHiDto, klakaro Ane \maRcayÈne manwyuR S=an htuH. tevI jrIte Akbr badxah _pr temna _¿rÒvnmaH jEnAacayÈno F`omo!o Ýwav pD˜o hto. ]I hIrivjysUirne Akbr badxahe potanadrbarmaH p\arva ma!e @e@ gH\ar (kavI pase) inmHƒ` moklaVyuHhtuH. hIrivjysUir pad ivhar krIne idLhI phÇCya hta. tem e Akbrbadxahne Ýitbo\ kyÈ hto. ßyare hIrivjysUir ivhar krI gujrattrf paKa frvano ivcar kre Ke, Tyare Akbr badxahnI ivnHtI=Ipotana tejSvI ix*y xaHitcHã _pa|yayne =oDo v\are smy Akbrbadxah pase rokavanuH khe Ke. xaHitcHã p` tpSvI Ane sa\k hta.temna Ýwav=I Akbr badxahnuH vl` jEn\mR trf v\u Ane v\u#ztuH gyuH htuH, te Ae!lI hd su\I ke Akbr badxah Òvnna KeLlaHvØÈmaH xuâ xakaharI bnI gya hta. Aek maHsaharI muslmanbadxah jEn sa\uAona Ýwav=I xakaharI bne Ae F!na kaLpinkn=I, p` AEithaisk Ke. Aa F!nano _Lleq AHg‡ej [ithaskaroAepotana [ithasmaH kyÈ Ke Ane qud muslman [ithaskaroAe p`Aa F!nano SvIkar kyÈ Ke.

Aava Aa kazmaH _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ AanHdFnÒ,sTyivjyÒ, smysuHdr vgere Qyatanam kivAo jEn prHpramaH={ gya.

AanHdFnÒno jNmkaz:-stŸna ippasu sa\ko, stŸne pamva ma!e stŸnI xo\maH jem

baæ¹iÚAe duinyanI iviv\ idxaAomaH \Ume Ke tem AaWyHtr ¹iÚAeAa„ana Atl êDa`maH caLya Ôy Ke. Sva|yay Ae AemnuH vsnAne |yan Ae j AemnuH wojn bne Ke. Aava sHtonI Aozq temnadeh=I ke dEihk iÊya=I nhÄ, p` temnaH &an=I =ay Ke. ma!e j kbIrekæuH Ke,

Ôit n pUKo sa\u kI, pUK lIÒAe &an,mol kro trvar ka, pDI rhn do Myan.

trvarnI ikHmt tenI \ar=I =ay Ke, nih ke tena Myan=I,tevI rIte sa\usHtonI ikHmt temna S=UlÒvn=I ke iÊya=I nhÄ, p`iÊya krnar AqHD Aa„tÀv=I =ay Ke.

A|ya„yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajna jNmkaz ivØe t=ajNm S=z ivØe j¡da j¡da mt ÝvteR Ke, kar` ke te ivxe nÞr puravamzta n=I.

AanHdFnÒna jNmS=z ke Òvnkaz ivxe ko{ babt keAaHtirk Ýma`o hj¡ su\I mZyaH n=I. ko{ paduka, ko{ ixlaleq keko{ cirƒk<it temna ivxe _plB\ n=I. AanHdFnÒAe pote p`potanI k<itAomaH potana Òvn ivxe ko{ _Lleq kyÈ n=I. tem etemaH potana guÌnuH ke guÌbH\unuH ke pa!prHpranuH ke k<itna sjRnnaS=znuH nam p` lQyuH n=I. Ae!le Ae ivxe tkR Ane AnumanneAa\are j ke!lIk babto ivcarvanI rhe Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ ivÊmna s¿rma sEkamaH =ya hta Ae hkIktinivRvad Ke, kar` ke teAo _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna smkalInhta Aem _pa|yayÒAe Aemne ivxe lqelI AÚpdI _pr=I SpÚ=ay Ke, ]I _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ ivÊmna s¿rmaH sEkamaH ={gya. Aa=I kiv]I AanHdFnÒna jNmkazno in Ry krva svRÝ=m Aap e _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ mharajna jNmkaz pr¹iÚ krvI F!e. vtRmankalIn ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj (]IyxodevsUir) lqe Ke ke ; _pa|yay ]I yxoivjy mharajno jNmgujratna klol gamnI nÒk knoDu gammaH ivÊmna s¿rmaH sEkana_¿ra\RmaH =yo hto.'1 ;muin]I kaiNtivjyÒk<t sujsvelI was'maH_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna ÒvnnI F`I ivgto mze Ke.'

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mUzmaH AkbrnI _dar \mR¹iÚ htI. Akbr badxahna drbarmaHihNdu pHiDto, klakaro Ane \maRcayÈne manwyuR S=an htuH. tevI jrIte Akbr badxah _pr temna _¿rÒvnmaH jEnAacayÈno F`omo!o Ýwav pD˜o hto. ]I hIrivjysUirne Akbr badxahe potanadrbarmaH p\arva ma!e @e@ gH\ar (kavI pase) inmHƒ` moklaVyuHhtuH. hIrivjysUir pad ivhar krIne idLhI phÇCya hta. tem e Akbrbadxahne Ýitbo\ kyÈ hto. ßyare hIrivjysUir ivhar krI gujrattrf paKa frvano ivcar kre Ke, Tyare Akbr badxahnI ivnHtI=Ipotana tejSvI ix*y xaHitcHã _pa|yayne =oDo v\are smy Akbrbadxah pase rokavanuH khe Ke. xaHitcHã p` tpSvI Ane sa\k hta.temna Ýwav=I Akbr badxahnuH vl` jEn\mR trf v\u Ane v\u#ztuH gyuH htuH, te Ae!lI hd su\I ke Akbr badxah Òvnna KeLlaHvØÈmaH xuâ xakaharI bnI gya hta. Aek maHsaharI muslmanbadxah jEn sa\uAona Ýwav=I xakaharI bne Ae F!na kaLpinkn=I, p` AEithaisk Ke. Aa F!nano _Lleq AHg‡ej [ithaskaroAepotana [ithasmaH kyÈ Ke Ane qud muslman [ithaskaroAe p`Aa F!nano SvIkar kyÈ Ke.

Aava Aa kazmaH _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ AanHdFnÒ,sTyivjyÒ, smysuHdr vgere Qyatanam kivAo jEn prHpramaH={ gya.

AanHdFnÒno jNmkaz:-stŸna ippasu sa\ko, stŸne pamva ma!e stŸnI xo\maH jem

baæ¹iÚAe duinyanI iviv\ idxaAomaH \Ume Ke tem AaWyHtr ¹iÚAeAa„ana Atl êDa`maH caLya Ôy Ke. Sva|yay Ae AemnuH vsnAne |yan Ae j AemnuH wojn bne Ke. Aava sHtonI Aozq temnadeh=I ke dEihk iÊya=I nhÄ, p` temnaH &an=I =ay Ke. ma!e j kbIrekæuH Ke,

Ôit n pUKo sa\u kI, pUK lIÒAe &an,mol kro trvar ka, pDI rhn do Myan.

trvarnI ikHmt tenI \ar=I =ay Ke, nih ke tena Myan=I,tevI rIte sa\usHtonI ikHmt temna S=UlÒvn=I ke iÊya=I nhÄ, p`iÊya krnar AqHD Aa„tÀv=I =ay Ke.

A|ya„yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajna jNmkaz ivØe t=ajNm S=z ivØe j¡da j¡da mt ÝvteR Ke, kar` ke te ivxe nÞr puravamzta n=I.

AanHdFnÒna jNmS=z ke Òvnkaz ivxe ko{ babt keAaHtirk Ýma`o hj¡ su\I mZyaH n=I. ko{ paduka, ko{ ixlaleq keko{ cirƒk<it temna ivxe _plB\ n=I. AanHdFnÒAe pote p`potanI k<itAomaH potana Òvn ivxe ko{ _Lleq kyÈ n=I. tem etemaH potana guÌnuH ke guÌbH\unuH ke pa!prHpranuH ke k<itna sjRnnaS=znuH nam p` lQyuH n=I. Ae!le Ae ivxe tkR Ane AnumanneAa\are j ke!lIk babto ivcarvanI rhe Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ ivÊmna s¿rma sEkamaH =ya hta Ae hkIktinivRvad Ke, kar` ke teAo _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna smkalInhta Aem _pa|yayÒAe Aemne ivxe lqelI AÚpdI _pr=I SpÚ=ay Ke, ]I _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ ivÊmna s¿rmaH sEkamaH ={gya. Aa=I kiv]I AanHdFnÒna jNmkazno in Ry krva svRÝ=m Aap e _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ mharajna jNmkaz pr¹iÚ krvI F!e. vtRmankalIn ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj (]IyxodevsUir) lqe Ke ke ; _pa|yay ]I yxoivjy mharajno jNmgujratna klol gamnI nÒk knoDu gammaH ivÊmna s¿rmaH sEkana_¿ra\RmaH =yo hto.'1 ;muin]I kaiNtivjyÒk<t sujsvelI was'maH_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna ÒvnnI F`I ivgto mze Ke.'

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hkIkt lWy Ke. teAo]Ino dehoTsgR Dwo{ xhermaH ivÊm sHvt174p na magxr sud Aigyarse =yo Aem teAo]InI padukanaleq=I j`ay Ke. Aa pr=I ivcartaH teAono jNmsmy sHvt1670=I sHvt 1680 su\ImaH hovanuH Anuman =ay Ke.'1 Aa _pr=Ij`ay Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒ p` s¿rmaH sEkamaH iv>man hxe.lawanHd Ae AanHdFnÒnuH mUz nam htu H. iÊya_âark ]IsTyivjyÒna lawanHd nana wa{ hta te vat ;]I smetixqrtI=Rna #aizyamaH' khel Ke te pr=I j`ay Ke isvay ke lawanHdnamna be sa\uAo Ae kaze ={ gya hoy. j¡Ao:

;[m khI SvgR s\aya sUirvr, sHFne vat su avIÒ,sTyivjy pNyasnI Aa`a, muin g`maH vrtavIÒsHFnI sa=e te e inj ha=e, ivjy ÝwsUir =aiyÒ,gCK in]aAe _g‡ ivharI, sHvegta gu VyapIre' r

temna lFuwa{ lawanHdÒ te p` iÊya _âarkÒ.

Aam Ôe lawanHd te kiv]I AanHdFnÒ j hoy to AanHdFnÒkrtaH sTyivjyÒ mo!a hta. sTyivjyno SvgRgmnsmy iniütKe, kar` ke temna dehoTsgR pKI ;Aek masmaH kiv]I ijnhØeR;invaR`ras' nI rcna krI Ke. temaH =yela _Lleq Ýma`esTyivjyna SvgRgmnno idvs te sHvt 17p6 poØ sud 1r nexinvar Ke.3 Aa!lI hkIkt pr=I ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj t=asTyivjyno smy ini Rt =ay Ke. _pa|yayÒ jeva ivätŸrTn ]IAanHdFnÒne ATyHt Aadr Aapta hta, te=I Anuman =ay Ke ke]I yxoivjyÒ krtaH AanHdFnÒ ëmrmaH mo!a hova Ôe{Ae.AanHdFnÒnI _Cc Aa|yai„k ¹iÚ Ane yogaWyasnI hkIktoÔetaH ivÊm sHvt 1660 maH temno jNm =yo hto Ane 17r0 =I1730 maH teAo kaz\mR paMya hoy Aem j`ay Ke. ;sTyivjyÒ

iÊya _âar krI, F`aH vrs su\I AanHdFnÒ sa=e vnvasmaH ræahta tem Aa„aramÒ mharaj ;jEn tÀvadxRmaH' btave Ke. 1

AacayR iÙitmohnsen AanHdFnÒno jNm iv. sH. 161pAne dehoTsgR iv. sH. 173r dxaRve Ke, prHtu te kaz SvIkayR j`aton=I. ;]I AanHdFnÒno jNmkaz AÚpdIna Aa\are manvamaHAave to Do. vasudevisHh Aevo j¡do in Ry tarve Ke ke Ôe _pa|yayyxoivjyÒno dehoTsgR iv. sH. 174p maH =yo hto Ane ÔeAanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR 173rmaH =yo hoy to _pa|yayyxoivjyÒAe ]âey AanHdFnÒnaH dehoTsgR ivxe Svawaivk rItepotano ivØad potanI kivtamaH Ýg! kyÈ hoy. prHtu yxoivjyÒAe Aavo ko{ xok VyÉt kyÈ n=I. Aa=I Do. vasudevisHhAanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ pKI iv. sH. 174ppKI =yelo mane Ke.' r

;]I iv¬na= Ýsad im]e AanHdFnÒno smy iv. sH. 1700nIAaspasno maNyo Ke.'3 ]I mohnlal dlIcHd desa[ iv. sH. 16p0=I 1710 su\I AvXy teAo iv>man hxe Aem mane Ke. Aa b\Ivato pr=I Ôe _pa|yay yxoivjyÒno jNm Aaxre 1670manvamaH Aave to AanHdFnno jNm Aaxre 1660 g`I xkay. Do.kumarpaz desa[na mt AanHdFnÒ iv. sH. 1660 =I iv. sH. 1730su\I hyat hxe Aem manI xkay.

AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUim:-kiv]I AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUim k[ htI? teAo k[ &aitna

hta? kona puƒ hta? vgere ivxe Aa\arwUt hkIkto mztI n=I.ko{ ras$pe ke cirƒ$pe p` ko{Ae lqI n=I. te=I temna ivxe

1 AanHdFn p> rTnavlI- ]I motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<. 30r AanHdFn Aek A|yyn- Do. kumarpaz desa[. p<. 3 Ane 173 jEn rasmaza- Ý=m wag p<. 116

1 jEntÀvdxRn. pU. AaTmaramÒ mharaj p<. :p81r. Apw/Hx AaEr ihNdImeH jEn rhSyvad. Do.vasudevisHh p<. 104 se 1063. \nanHd kiv¿-iv¬na=Ýsadim] p<. 15

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hkIkt lWy Ke. teAo]Ino dehoTsgR Dwo{ xhermaH ivÊm sHvt174p na magxr sud Aigyarse =yo Aem teAo]InI padukanaleq=I j`ay Ke. Aa pr=I ivcartaH teAono jNmsmy sHvt1670=I sHvt 1680 su\ImaH hovanuH Anuman =ay Ke.'1 Aa _pr=Ij`ay Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒ p` s¿rmaH sEkamaH iv>man hxe.lawanHd Ae AanHdFnÒnuH mUz nam htu H. iÊya_âark ]IsTyivjyÒna lawanHd nana wa{ hta te vat ;]I smetixqrtI=Rna #aizyamaH' khel Ke te pr=I j`ay Ke isvay ke lawanHdnamna be sa\uAo Ae kaze ={ gya hoy. j¡Ao:

;[m khI SvgR s\aya sUirvr, sHFne vat su avIÒ,sTyivjy pNyasnI Aa`a, muin g`maH vrtavIÒsHFnI sa=e te e inj ha=e, ivjy ÝwsUir =aiyÒ,gCK in]aAe _g‡ ivharI, sHvegta gu VyapIre' r

temna lFuwa{ lawanHdÒ te p` iÊya _âarkÒ.

Aam Ôe lawanHd te kiv]I AanHdFnÒ j hoy to AanHdFnÒkrtaH sTyivjyÒ mo!a hta. sTyivjyno SvgRgmnsmy iniütKe, kar` ke temna dehoTsgR pKI ;Aek masmaH kiv]I ijnhØeR;invaR`ras' nI rcna krI Ke. temaH =yela _Lleq Ýma`esTyivjyna SvgRgmnno idvs te sHvt 17p6 poØ sud 1r nexinvar Ke.3 Aa!lI hkIkt pr=I ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj t=asTyivjyno smy ini Rt =ay Ke. _pa|yayÒ jeva ivätŸrTn ]IAanHdFnÒne ATyHt Aadr Aapta hta, te=I Anuman =ay Ke ke]I yxoivjyÒ krtaH AanHdFnÒ ëmrmaH mo!a hova Ôe{Ae.AanHdFnÒnI _Cc Aa|yai„k ¹iÚ Ane yogaWyasnI hkIktoÔetaH ivÊm sHvt 1660 maH temno jNm =yo hto Ane 17r0 =I1730 maH teAo kaz\mR paMya hoy Aem j`ay Ke. ;sTyivjyÒ

iÊya _âar krI, F`aH vrs su\I AanHdFnÒ sa=e vnvasmaH ræahta tem Aa„aramÒ mharaj ;jEn tÀvadxRmaH' btave Ke. 1

AacayR iÙitmohnsen AanHdFnÒno jNm iv. sH. 161pAne dehoTsgR iv. sH. 173r dxaRve Ke, prHtu te kaz SvIkayR j`aton=I. ;]I AanHdFnÒno jNmkaz AÚpdIna Aa\are manvamaHAave to Do. vasudevisHh Aevo j¡do in Ry tarve Ke ke Ôe _pa|yayyxoivjyÒno dehoTsgR iv. sH. 174p maH =yo hto Ane ÔeAanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR 173rmaH =yo hoy to _pa|yayyxoivjyÒAe ]âey AanHdFnÒnaH dehoTsgR ivxe Svawaivk rItepotano ivØad potanI kivtamaH Ýg! kyÈ hoy. prHtu yxoivjyÒAe Aavo ko{ xok VyÉt kyÈ n=I. Aa=I Do. vasudevisHhAanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR _pa|yay yxoivjyÒ pKI iv. sH. 174ppKI =yelo mane Ke.' r

;]I iv¬na= Ýsad im]e AanHdFnÒno smy iv. sH. 1700nIAaspasno maNyo Ke.'3 ]I mohnlal dlIcHd desa[ iv. sH. 16p0=I 1710 su\I AvXy teAo iv>man hxe Aem mane Ke. Aa b\Ivato pr=I Ôe _pa|yay yxoivjyÒno jNm Aaxre 1670manvamaH Aave to AanHdFnno jNm Aaxre 1660 g`I xkay. Do.kumarpaz desa[na mt AanHdFnÒ iv. sH. 1660 =I iv. sH. 1730su\I hyat hxe Aem manI xkay.

AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUim:-kiv]I AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUim k[ htI? teAo k[ &aitna

hta? kona puƒ hta? vgere ivxe Aa\arwUt hkIkto mztI n=I.ko{ ras$pe ke cirƒ$pe p` ko{Ae lqI n=I. te=I temna ivxe

1 AanHdFn p> rTnavlI- ]I motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<. 30r AanHdFn Aek A|yyn- Do. kumarpaz desa[. p<. 3 Ane 173 jEn rasmaza- Ý=m wag p<. 116

1 jEntÀvdxRn. pU. AaTmaramÒ mharaj p<. :p81r. Apw/Hx AaEr ihNdImeH jEn rhSyvad. Do.vasudevisHh p<. 104 se 1063. \nanHd kiv¿-iv¬na=Ýsadim] p<. 15

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F`I qrI maihtI AnuplB\ j Ke. Alb¿, temna sHbH\maH lokomaHAnek ikHvdiNtAo Ýcilt htI, p` Aa b\I vato AVyviS=tAakarmaH mze Ke. vzI te ma!e iväanomaH p` j¡da j¡da mt ÝvteR Ke.

ko[ pdonI ke StvnonI waØane Aa\are jNmwUimno in Rykre Ke, p` waØana Aa\are ko{ kivnuH jNm S=z xo\vuH te F uHAFruH kam Ke vzI AanHdFnÒAe pote SvhSte ko{ pd-k<i¿ keStvnk<itnI hStÝt lqI hoy tevI ko{ hStÝt mztI n=I. jem_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna hStaÙrnI Ýto mze Ke temAanHdFnÒna hStaÙrnI ko{ Ýt mztI n=I.

kivnI waØana Aa\are jNmS=znI ivcar`a krtaH ]Imnsuqwa{ rvÒwa{ mheta lqe Ke ke ;teAonuH ihNdI gujratInaim]` KtaH _¿rihNdna mUz vtnIne mztuH hoy to teAono jNm_¿r ihNdna ko{ wagmaH =yo hoy, nanIvymaH _¿rihNdnaÝdexmaH=I nIkzI gujratI waØa bolta Aeva ÝdexmaH teAo hovaÔe{Ae.'1 ]I AanHdFne Ý=m StvnonI rcna krI pKI pdo rCyahxe AevuH Anuman krI ]I buiâsagrsUir khe Ke ke ;gujRr dexmaHtemno jNm =yo hoy Aem Anumano vDe in Ry =ay Ke.'1 ;Do.mdnkumar ÔnI AevuH Anuman kre Ke ke teAono jNm gujratmaH=yo hoy tevo ivxeØ sHwv Ke. kar` ke AanHdFnÒAe k<itAomaHivxeØp e xuâ gujratI waØa Ane lokwaØana xBdono suHdr _pyogkyÈ Ke te ÔevamaH Aave Ke.' r

prHtu sHtona saihTynI waØane Aa\are temna jNmS=znexo\vuH te brabr in`aRyk n ={ xke, kar` ke sHto ko{ Aek S=aneiS=r rheta n=I. temnI ivharyaƒa caltI hovane kar e AnekÝaHtIy waØanI Asr temnI waØamaH t=a saihTymaH mze Ke. bIÒ

nÇ\paƒ babt Ae Ke ke je lihyaAe hStÝt lqI hoy to lihyanaÝdexnI Asr p` Aena lqa`maH AavI xke Ke. lokVyapk bnelakiv]InaH pdo ke StvnonI hStÝtomaH te smynI waØanI l#`oAnayase AavI jva pamI Ke.

;AanHdFn bavIsI' nI hStÝtomaH gujratI waØano mroD\ravtI Ane rajS=anIwaØano mroD \ravtI OvI waØa wUimkanabe Ývahae SpÚp e Ôe{ xkay Ke. Aa rIte Stvno ke pdonI waØapr=I AanHdFnÒnuH jNmS=an ke jNmÝdex tarvvanuH kam F uHmuXkel Ke to p` ke!laHk Anumano =yaH Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDyanamt Ýma e ;AanHdFnÒ' no jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hto. buHdelqHDmaHihNdI t=a marvaDIna v RsHkr jevI waØa je halmaH p` vprayKe. Aa waØano mo!o wag temna pdomaH Ôeva mze Ke. StvnomaHp` tenI Kaya SpÚ j`ay Ke.'1 jemke jEsa dava pre paseka;Syah n torI jorI' pdomaH Aa xBdÝyog =yo Ke tevI rIte

;wav ivvek ke pa_ n AavtAanHdFn Ýwu pa_ deqavtŸ'Aam i#g, ceDI, @vkay, \iryarI, ba_re,

krerI, \rerI inhcE prErI vgere xBdo marvaDI t=a buHdelqHDIihNdImaH hoy tevuH lage Ke. Ane Ae pr=I tar` ka#I xkay keAanHdFnÒno jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hovo Ôe{Ae.

AanHdFnÒna Òvnne Ô`va, sTy-ivjygi`na ÒvnnIhkIkto _pyogI =xe te=I mohnlal dlIcHd desa[ lqe Ke, ;pH.sTyivjygi`nI jNm sHvt ke dIÙa sHvt mztI n=I, prHtuAnuman=I jNm sHvt Aaxre iv. sH. 16p6 g`vamaH Aave Ke.laDluHna DUgz goƒna Aoxval xah vIrcHdnI pTnI vIrmdevIkUqe temno jNm =yo, AemnuH ixvraj nam htuH.'r tem e caEd vØRnIëmre tpagCKmaH dIÙa lI\I htI Ane dIÙa pKInuH nam sTyivjyÒ

1 jEn kaVydohn wa. 1 ]I mnusuqlal rvÒwa{ mheta p<. :1p1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h, AacayR ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<. 1242. rajS=an OvH gujratke m|ykailn- sHt OvmŸ w›kiv. -Dae mdnk¡mar janI p<. 190.

1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wa. 1 : motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDyar. jEn AEithaisk rasmaza wa.1 : sHxo\k, mohnlal dlIcHd desa[. p<.: 37

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F`I qrI maihtI AnuplB\ j Ke. Alb¿, temna sHbH\maH lokomaHAnek ikHvdiNtAo Ýcilt htI, p` Aa b\I vato AVyviS=tAakarmaH mze Ke. vzI te ma!e iväanomaH p` j¡da j¡da mt ÝvteR Ke.

ko[ pdonI ke StvnonI waØane Aa\are jNmwUimno in Rykre Ke, p` waØana Aa\are ko{ kivnuH jNm S=z xo\vuH te F uHAFruH kam Ke vzI AanHdFnÒAe pote SvhSte ko{ pd-k<i¿ keStvnk<itnI hStÝt lqI hoy tevI ko{ hStÝt mztI n=I. jem_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒna hStaÙrnI Ýto mze Ke temAanHdFnÒna hStaÙrnI ko{ Ýt mztI n=I.

kivnI waØana Aa\are jNmS=znI ivcar`a krtaH ]Imnsuqwa{ rvÒwa{ mheta lqe Ke ke ;teAonuH ihNdI gujratInaim]` KtaH _¿rihNdna mUz vtnIne mztuH hoy to teAono jNm_¿r ihNdna ko{ wagmaH =yo hoy, nanIvymaH _¿rihNdnaÝdexmaH=I nIkzI gujratI waØa bolta Aeva ÝdexmaH teAo hovaÔe{Ae.'1 ]I AanHdFne Ý=m StvnonI rcna krI pKI pdo rCyahxe AevuH Anuman krI ]I buiâsagrsUir khe Ke ke ;gujRr dexmaHtemno jNm =yo hoy Aem Anumano vDe in Ry =ay Ke.'1 ;Do.mdnkumar ÔnI AevuH Anuman kre Ke ke teAono jNm gujratmaH=yo hoy tevo ivxeØ sHwv Ke. kar` ke AanHdFnÒAe k<itAomaHivxeØp e xuâ gujratI waØa Ane lokwaØana xBdono suHdr _pyogkyÈ Ke te ÔevamaH Aave Ke.' r

prHtu sHtona saihTynI waØane Aa\are temna jNmS=znexo\vuH te brabr in`aRyk n ={ xke, kar` ke sHto ko{ Aek S=aneiS=r rheta n=I. temnI ivharyaƒa caltI hovane kar e AnekÝaHtIy waØanI Asr temnI waØamaH t=a saihTymaH mze Ke. bIÒ

nÇ\paƒ babt Ae Ke ke je lihyaAe hStÝt lqI hoy to lihyanaÝdexnI Asr p` Aena lqa`maH AavI xke Ke. lokVyapk bnelakiv]InaH pdo ke StvnonI hStÝtomaH te smynI waØanI l#`oAnayase AavI jva pamI Ke.

;AanHdFn bavIsI' nI hStÝtomaH gujratI waØano mroD\ravtI Ane rajS=anIwaØano mroD \ravtI OvI waØa wUimkanabe Ývahae SpÚp e Ôe{ xkay Ke. Aa rIte Stvno ke pdonI waØapr=I AanHdFnÒnuH jNmS=an ke jNmÝdex tarvvanuH kam F uHmuXkel Ke to p` ke!laHk Anumano =yaH Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDyanamt Ýma e ;AanHdFnÒ' no jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hto. buHdelqHDmaHihNdI t=a marvaDIna v RsHkr jevI waØa je halmaH p` vprayKe. Aa waØano mo!o wag temna pdomaH Ôeva mze Ke. StvnomaHp` tenI Kaya SpÚ j`ay Ke.'1 jemke jEsa dava pre paseka;Syah n torI jorI' pdomaH Aa xBdÝyog =yo Ke tevI rIte

;wav ivvek ke pa_ n AavtAanHdFn Ýwu pa_ deqavtŸ'Aam i#g, ceDI, @vkay, \iryarI, ba_re,

krerI, \rerI inhcE prErI vgere xBdo marvaDI t=a buHdelqHDIihNdImaH hoy tevuH lage Ke. Ane Ae pr=I tar` ka#I xkay keAanHdFnÒno jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hovo Ôe{Ae.

AanHdFnÒna Òvnne Ô`va, sTy-ivjygi`na ÒvnnIhkIkto _pyogI =xe te=I mohnlal dlIcHd desa[ lqe Ke, ;pH.sTyivjygi`nI jNm sHvt ke dIÙa sHvt mztI n=I, prHtuAnuman=I jNm sHvt Aaxre iv. sH. 16p6 g`vamaH Aave Ke.laDluHna DUgz goƒna Aoxval xah vIrcHdnI pTnI vIrmdevIkUqe temno jNm =yo, AemnuH ixvraj nam htuH.'r tem e caEd vØRnIëmre tpagCKmaH dIÙa lI\I htI Ane dIÙa pKInuH nam sTyivjyÒ

1 jEn kaVydohn wa. 1 ]I mnusuqlal rvÒwa{ mheta p<. :1p1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h, AacayR ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<. 1242. rajS=an OvH gujratke m|ykailn- sHt OvmŸ w›kiv. -Dae mdnk¡mar janI p<. 190.

1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wa. 1 : motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDyar. jEn AEithaisk rasmaza wa.1 : sHxo\k, mohnlal dlIcHd desa[. p<.: 37

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AapvamaH AaVyuH htuH.]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke, ;pH. sTyivjyÒ xuâ iÊyana

cahk hta Ane _pdexmaH Tyag Ane vEraGy pr war mUkta hta.teAo meDta, nagor Ôe\pur, sojt t=a sadDI vgere ÝdexmaH v\uvqt ivcyaR hta Ane Ae trf F`a catuRmas gaZyaH htaH. pH.sTyivjygi`Ae iv. sH. 17p4maH AmdavadmaH Ane iv. sH.17pp maH pa!`maH comasuH kyuÅ. iv. sH. 17p6 maH poØ mihnamaHteAo bImar pD˜a paHc idvs bImar ræa Ane sH. 17p6 maHpoØ mihnamaH pa!`maH Anxn SvIkarI smai\pUvRk kaz\mRpaMya.'

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]I motIcHd kapiDyaAe buHdelqHDmaH jNmela ]I gHwIrivjyÒpase=I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo Ane Stvnono wava=R saHwZyo hto.]I gHwIrivjyÒ AanHdFnÒnI waØane sarI rIte smÒ xktahta, Aa=I AanHdFnÒno jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hxe tem manva]I gHwIrivjyÒ Ýeraya hta. Ane te Ýma e ]I motIcHd kapiDyap` manta hta.'

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]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke, ;ihNduStanmaH (marvaD)jeno jNm =yo hoy te gujratI waØamaH Frg+=u xBdono _pyogkrI xke nih. kdaip marvaDmaH jNm =yo hoy Aem manI l{Ae tocoÞs Ae Ýma e nhÄ khI xkay Ane Ôe teAo marvaDna hoy togujratI waØana marvaDI xBdona im]` ivnanI covIxI lqIxke nih. te=I Anuman =ay Ke ke gujratmaH jNMya ivna gujratIwaØana Frg+=u xBdo vaprvamaH muXkelI pDe. marvaD dexmaH jNmhoy Ane dIÙa g‡h` kyaR pKI F`aH vØR pyÅt gujrat dexmaH ræahoy. Ane Ae ArsamaH covIxInI rcna krI hoy to kiv]InIrcnamaH Frg+=u xBdonI pe@e marvaDI Frg+=u xBdona Ýyog=I tegujratna hoy tem isâ =ay Ke, vzI kiv]InuH dIÙa pKI Ý=m

ivcr` gujrat dexmaH =yuH hxe. t=a F`aH kaz su\I TyaH ivcyaR hxeAem lage Ke.'

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]I n!vrlal Vyas Anuman kre Ke, ;AanHdFn gujratmaHjNMya hxe A=va to gujratmaH laHba smy su\I ræa hxe.' r

Do. mdnkumar ÔnI p` AevuH Anuman kre Ke, ;teAono jNmgujratmaH =yo hoy Aevo ivxeØ sHwv Ke.' 3

mohnlal dlIcHd desa[na mt Ýma e: ;]I smet ixqrtI=Rna#aizyamaH=I mzelI maihtIna ÝkaxmaH Aemna jNmS=anno ivcarkrIAe to Aem j =ay Ke ke kiv]InaH mo!awa{ pNyassTyivjyÒno jNm laDluH gammaH =yo hto. Aa laDluH gam mazvatrIke Aozqata spadlÙ dexmaH AaveluH htuH Aa=I AanHdFnÒnojNm p` Ae j S=ze =yo hoy Ane pKI Aem e sTyivjyÒnImafk rajS=anmaH laHbo smy ivhar kyÈ hoy Aem Anuman krIxkay Ke.'4

Aa rIte ÔetaH ]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒna jNm S=z ivØe iväanomaHiviv\ mtwed njre pDe Ke. saEraÚ^, gujrat, buHdelqHD, _¿rihNd,rajS=an vgere S=zonaH Anumano iväano äara krvamaH AaVyaH KeprHtu AanHdFnÒ rajS=anna hoy tevI xɘta ivxeØ Ke kar` kema`s potanI jNmwUim KoDI gme te!lo dUr vse prHtu tena bolvamaHjNmwUimnI waØanaH lÙ`o ɘaHk ɘaHk Éyarek AavI Ôy Ke.waØakIy ¹iÚAe ÔetaH Aaj¡baj¡na ÝaHtnI waØano ÝwavbolcalnI bolI pr pD˜a ivna rhe nhÄ. ma!e waØanI ¹iÚ=IÔetaH teAo marvaDna hxe, gujratna nih Aem j`ay Ke.

1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<: 78r. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<: r4

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. wa. r. ]ImdŸ buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<.:7r. gujrat ke kivyÇkI ihNdI- Do. n!vrlal Vyas p<.: 3p -kaVy saihTyka den. Ý=m sHSkr`3. rajS=an OvH gujrat ke m|y- kalIn sHt OvH wÉt kiv.

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

AapvamaH AaVyuH htuH.]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke, ;pH. sTyivjyÒ xuâ iÊyana

cahk hta Ane _pdexmaH Tyag Ane vEraGy pr war mUkta hta.teAo meDta, nagor Ôe\pur, sojt t=a sadDI vgere ÝdexmaH v\uvqt ivcyaR hta Ane Ae trf F`a catuRmas gaZyaH htaH. pH.sTyivjygi`Ae iv. sH. 17p4maH AmdavadmaH Ane iv. sH.17pp maH pa!`maH comasuH kyuÅ. iv. sH. 17p6 maH poØ mihnamaHteAo bImar pD˜a paHc idvs bImar ræa Ane sH. 17p6 maHpoØ mihnamaH pa!`maH Anxn SvIkarI smai\pUvRk kaz\mRpaMya.'

1

]I motIcHd kapiDyaAe buHdelqHDmaH jNmela ]I gHwIrivjyÒpase=I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo Ane Stvnono wava=R saHwZyo hto.]I gHwIrivjyÒ AanHdFnÒnI waØane sarI rIte smÒ xktahta, Aa=I AanHdFnÒno jNm buHdelqHDmaH =yo hxe tem manva]I gHwIrivjyÒ Ýeraya hta. Ane te Ýma e ]I motIcHd kapiDyap` manta hta.'

r

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke, ;ihNduStanmaH (marvaD)jeno jNm =yo hoy te gujratI waØamaH Frg+=u xBdono _pyogkrI xke nih. kdaip marvaDmaH jNm =yo hoy Aem manI l{Ae tocoÞs Ae Ýma e nhÄ khI xkay Ane Ôe teAo marvaDna hoy togujratI waØana marvaDI xBdona im]` ivnanI covIxI lqIxke nih. te=I Anuman =ay Ke ke gujratmaH jNMya ivna gujratIwaØana Frg+=u xBdo vaprvamaH muXkelI pDe. marvaD dexmaH jNmhoy Ane dIÙa g‡h` kyaR pKI F`aH vØR pyÅt gujrat dexmaH ræahoy. Ane Ae ArsamaH covIxInI rcna krI hoy to kiv]InIrcnamaH Frg+=u xBdonI pe@e marvaDI Frg+=u xBdona Ýyog=I tegujratna hoy tem isâ =ay Ke, vzI kiv]InuH dIÙa pKI Ý=m

ivcr` gujrat dexmaH =yuH hxe. t=a F`aH kaz su\I TyaH ivcyaR hxeAem lage Ke.'

1

]I n!vrlal Vyas Anuman kre Ke, ;AanHdFn gujratmaHjNMya hxe A=va to gujratmaH laHba smy su\I ræa hxe.' r

Do. mdnkumar ÔnI p` AevuH Anuman kre Ke, ;teAono jNmgujratmaH =yo hoy Aevo ivxeØ sHwv Ke.' 3

mohnlal dlIcHd desa[na mt Ýma e: ;]I smet ixqrtI=Rna#aizyamaH=I mzelI maihtIna ÝkaxmaH Aemna jNmS=anno ivcarkrIAe to Aem j =ay Ke ke kiv]InaH mo!awa{ pNyassTyivjyÒno jNm laDluH gammaH =yo hto. Aa laDluH gam mazvatrIke Aozqata spadlÙ dexmaH AaveluH htuH Aa=I AanHdFnÒnojNm p` Ae j S=ze =yo hoy Ane pKI Aem e sTyivjyÒnImafk rajS=anmaH laHbo smy ivhar kyÈ hoy Aem Anuman krIxkay Ke.'4

Aa rIte ÔetaH ]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒna jNm S=z ivØe iväanomaHiviv\ mtwed njre pDe Ke. saEraÚ^, gujrat, buHdelqHD, _¿rihNd,rajS=an vgere S=zonaH Anumano iväano äara krvamaH AaVyaH KeprHtu AanHdFnÒ rajS=anna hoy tevI xɘta ivxeØ Ke kar` kema`s potanI jNmwUim KoDI gme te!lo dUr vse prHtu tena bolvamaHjNmwUimnI waØanaH lÙ`o ɘaHk ɘaHk Éyarek AavI Ôy Ke.waØakIy ¹iÚAe ÔetaH Aaj¡baj¡na ÝaHtnI waØano ÝwavbolcalnI bolI pr pD˜a ivna rhe nhÄ. ma!e waØanI ¹iÚ=IÔetaH teAo marvaDna hxe, gujratna nih Aem j`ay Ke.

1. AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<: 78r. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<: r4

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. wa. r. ]ImdŸ buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<.:7r. gujrat ke kivyÇkI ihNdI- Do. n!vrlal Vyas p<.: 3p -kaVy saihTyka den. Ý=m sHSkr`3. rajS=an OvH gujrat ke m|y- kalIn sHt OvH wÉt kiv.

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

mata-ipta, jNmnam, dIÙanam:-

]I AanHdFnÒnaH mata-ipta ivØe Aaj su\I ko{ Aa\arwUtmaihtI mzI n=I, p` Do. kumarpaz desa[ Anuman krtaH lqe Ke,;Ôe sTyivjyÒ AanHdFnÒna mo!a wa{ hoy to je mata-iptasTyivjyÒnaH te j mata-ipta kiv]InaH p` hovaH F!e. sTyivjyÒAoxval xah vIrcHd Ane tenI pTnI vIrmdenI kUqe jNMya hta.'1 Ôe sTyivjyÒ AanHdFnÒna sgawa{ hoy to AanHdFnÒnaHmata-ipta p` Aene j g`I xkay.

jem sTyivjyÒnuH g<hÒvnmaH nam ixvraj htuH. temAanHdFnÒnuH dIÙa nam lawanHd htuH Ane ;AanHdFn' AemnuH _pnamhtuH. A|ya„yogI, AeklivharI AanHdFnÒAe potanI Aozq AekpdmaH nIce Ýma e AnoqI rIte AapI Ke.

mere Ýan AanHdFn, tan AanHdFn,mat AanHdFn, tat AanHdFn...mere.gat AanHdFn, Ôt AanHdFn...mere.raj AanHdFn, kam AanHdFn,Aaj AanHdFn, law AanHdFn...mere.Aaw AanHdFn, gaw AanHdFn,nam AanHdFn, law AanHdFn...mere.

AemnI covIxI pr Stbk lqnar ]I &anivmlsUir bavIsStvnona Stbkne AHte lqe Ke, ;lawanHd k<t tvn Aetla rrdIs[ K[. y>ip hSyeH toh[ Aap` hSte n=I AaVya AneAanHdFnnI sH&a te SvnamnI krI K{. AehvuH ivHg (VyHGy) Sv$pmUkya=I j`a[ K[ te Ô`vuH.' 1 ]ImdŸ devcHãÒ ;ivcar rTnsar'puStkmaH ;Ývcn AHjn sdŸguÌ kre, deqe prm in\an' Aa Avtr`!aHkIne AevuH ]I lawanHdÒAe kæuH Ke Aem lQyuH Ke. jem ]IkpURrivjyÒAe potana pdone ;icdanHd bhÇterI' AevuH nam AaPyuH

Ke tenuH Aa _pnam Ke tem ;AanHdFn bhÇterI' maH ;AanHdFn'_pnam Ke. Aa rIte ÔetaH ;lawanHd' AemnI dIÙa AvS=anuH nam KeAne ;AanHdFn' _pnam Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒnI dIÙa t=a gCK:-AanHdFnÒAe dIÙa kya gCKmaH lI\I htI te ivØe iviv\

mHtVyo Ke. AacayR buiâsagrÒ nÇ\e Ke, ;teAo]I Ae tpagCKmaHdIÙa AHgIkar krI htI. Ane temnuH nam lawanHdÒ htuH.' r

AanHdFnÒnuH ic¿ vEraGy Ane A|ya„&an=I rHgayeluH htuHteAo]I Svwave xaHt Ane in:Sp<h hxe. teAo m|yS= ¹iÚ=I sTynoAadr krvamaH sdakal tTpr rheta hxe. tem e ¬etaHbr Ane idgHbrmagRna Anek xaÏo vaCyaH hxe. teAo potana guÌnI jem tpagCKnIsmacarI Ýma e sa\u \mRnI AavXykaid iÊya krta hta, prHtugCKwedna vad-ivvado=I teAo dUr rheta hta t=a Aa„&anmaHmG™ rheta hta. tem e j AnHtna= wgvanna

StvnmaH lQyuH Ke,

gCKna wed bhu nyn inhazta HtÀvnI vat krtaH n laje.

_dr wr`aid inj kaj krta =kaHmoh nDIAa kilkal raje.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke, ;]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnasHbH\maH mne je hkIkt mzI AavI te pr ivcar krtaH teAoAe dIÙatpgCKmaH lI\I hoy Aem j`ay Ke. temnaH ko{ ko{ pdo pr&ansar namna Aek vEraGyvaist yitAe !bo pUyÈ Ke. !bamaH lqeKe, ;AanHdFnÒ sa\u vexe rheta hta' sHÝdaymaH calI AavtIhkIkt p` Ae vatnI saÙI pUre Ke. teAoAe tpgCKmaH dIÙa lI\I

1. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<. r01. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<.: 1pr. AanHdFn pd wava=R. wa. r ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 9

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

mata-ipta, jNmnam, dIÙanam:-

]I AanHdFnÒnaH mata-ipta ivØe Aaj su\I ko{ Aa\arwUtmaihtI mzI n=I, p` Do. kumarpaz desa[ Anuman krtaH lqe Ke,;Ôe sTyivjyÒ AanHdFnÒna mo!a wa{ hoy to je mata-iptasTyivjyÒnaH te j mata-ipta kiv]InaH p` hovaH F!e. sTyivjyÒAoxval xah vIrcHd Ane tenI pTnI vIrmdenI kUqe jNMya hta.'1 Ôe sTyivjyÒ AanHdFnÒna sgawa{ hoy to AanHdFnÒnaHmata-ipta p` Aene j g`I xkay.

jem sTyivjyÒnuH g<hÒvnmaH nam ixvraj htuH. temAanHdFnÒnuH dIÙa nam lawanHd htuH Ane ;AanHdFn' AemnuH _pnamhtuH. A|ya„yogI, AeklivharI AanHdFnÒAe potanI Aozq AekpdmaH nIce Ýma e AnoqI rIte AapI Ke.

mere Ýan AanHdFn, tan AanHdFn,mat AanHdFn, tat AanHdFn...mere.gat AanHdFn, Ôt AanHdFn...mere.raj AanHdFn, kam AanHdFn,Aaj AanHdFn, law AanHdFn...mere.Aaw AanHdFn, gaw AanHdFn,nam AanHdFn, law AanHdFn...mere.

AemnI covIxI pr Stbk lqnar ]I &anivmlsUir bavIsStvnona Stbkne AHte lqe Ke, ;lawanHd k<t tvn Aetla rrdIs[ K[. y>ip hSyeH toh[ Aap` hSte n=I AaVya AneAanHdFnnI sH&a te SvnamnI krI K{. AehvuH ivHg (VyHGy) Sv$pmUkya=I j`a[ K[ te Ô`vuH.' 1 ]ImdŸ devcHãÒ ;ivcar rTnsar'puStkmaH ;Ývcn AHjn sdŸguÌ kre, deqe prm in\an' Aa Avtr`!aHkIne AevuH ]I lawanHdÒAe kæuH Ke Aem lQyuH Ke. jem ]IkpURrivjyÒAe potana pdone ;icdanHd bhÇterI' AevuH nam AaPyuH

Ke tenuH Aa _pnam Ke tem ;AanHdFn bhÇterI' maH ;AanHdFn'_pnam Ke. Aa rIte ÔetaH ;lawanHd' AemnI dIÙa AvS=anuH nam KeAne ;AanHdFn' _pnam Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒnI dIÙa t=a gCK:-AanHdFnÒAe dIÙa kya gCKmaH lI\I htI te ivØe iviv\

mHtVyo Ke. AacayR buiâsagrÒ nÇ\e Ke, ;teAo]I Ae tpagCKmaHdIÙa AHgIkar krI htI. Ane temnuH nam lawanHdÒ htuH.' r

AanHdFnÒnuH ic¿ vEraGy Ane A|ya„&an=I rHgayeluH htuHteAo]I Svwave xaHt Ane in:Sp<h hxe. teAo m|yS= ¹iÚ=I sTynoAadr krvamaH sdakal tTpr rheta hxe. tem e ¬etaHbr Ane idgHbrmagRna Anek xaÏo vaCyaH hxe. teAo potana guÌnI jem tpagCKnIsmacarI Ýma e sa\u \mRnI AavXykaid iÊya krta hta, prHtugCKwedna vad-ivvado=I teAo dUr rheta hta t=a Aa„&anmaHmG™ rheta hta. tem e j AnHtna= wgvanna

StvnmaH lQyuH Ke,

gCKna wed bhu nyn inhazta HtÀvnI vat krtaH n laje.

_dr wr`aid inj kaj krta =kaHmoh nDIAa kilkal raje.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke, ;]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnasHbH\maH mne je hkIkt mzI AavI te pr ivcar krtaH teAoAe dIÙatpgCKmaH lI\I hoy Aem j`ay Ke. temnaH ko{ ko{ pdo pr&ansar namna Aek vEraGyvaist yitAe !bo pUyÈ Ke. !bamaH lqeKe, ;AanHdFnÒ sa\u vexe rheta hta' sHÝdaymaH calI AavtIhkIkt p` Ae vatnI saÙI pUre Ke. teAoAe tpgCKmaH dIÙa lI\I

1. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<. r01. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<.: 1pr. AanHdFn pd wava=R. wa. r ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 9

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

htI Aem manvane F`aH kar`o mzI Aave Ke. teAono _pa|yayÒyxoivjyÒ t=a pH. sTyivjyÒ sa=e F`o sHbH\ hto. te smymaHtpgCKnuH qas krIne marvaD t=a gujratmaH Asa\ar` ÝwuTvÔetaH AanHdFnÒ jeva qpI Òv teno Aa]y le tem \arvuH yoGyKe.' 1

AanHdFnÒnI ivharwUim:-AanHdFnÒAe kya-kya ÝdexmaH ivhar kyÈ hxe te Ô`va

ma!e nÞr purava mzta n=I. motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya temnIjNmwUim nÞI krva ma!e nIcena mudŸano Aa\ar le Ke:

(1) marvaDmaH teAo]I sHbH\I dHtk=aAo.(r) meDtamaH teAona _pa]yna nam=I Aozqatu qHiDyer.(3) pdonI kvict xuâ ihNduStanI Ane kvict im] ihNdI

waØa.(4) StvnonI waØamaH Anek marvaDI ihNduStanI xBdono

KU!=I _pyog.(p) pdnI waØamaH sahijk $p, ivØynuH ÝaE#dxRn Ane

mjbUt rIte in$p`.(6) StvnomaH im]Ýyog Ane qas vaɘÝyogo.(7) vaɘaNvy krtaH marvaD Ane _¿r ihNd trf =tuH

Stvn waØanuH mHDa`.(8) _qa`a t=a Frg+=u xBdono StvnomaH ALp _pyog

Ane tenuH j pdomaH =yeluH sivxeØ Ýag!˜.(9) StvnonI gujratI waØamaH =yel Anek ilHg ÝTyyo.' 1

Aa Anumanone Aa\are ]I motIcHd kapiDya temno jNmbuHdelqHDmaH =yelo g e Ke. te _praHt teAo mane Ke ke AanHdFnÒ

yaƒa inim¿e Aekad vqt ivhar krIne gujratmaH AaVya hoy AnepalnpurmaH be A=va te=I v\are catuRmas kyaR hoy.

]I AgrcHdÒ nah!ana mt Ýma e AanHdFnÒno ivharbhu laHbo ÝtIt =to n=I. AHitm vØRmaH teAo iniüt rIte meDtamaHræa hta. ]I AgrcHdÒ nah!a meDtane AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUimmane Ke.' r

;Do. kumarpaz desa[ AgrcHd nah!ana mtnI smIÙa krtaHkhe Ke, ;Ôe ke iniüt Ýma`one Awave Aa bþe ivgtono sHpU RSvIkar krvo muXkel Ke. potanI yogdxanI mStImaH DUbela AaA|ya„yogInI maihtI mztI j n=I TyaH Aemno ivhar laHbo ke!UHkI te k{ rIte khI xkay?' 3 tem KtaH Do. kumarpaz desa[AanHdFnÒno ivhar gujrat, v‡jÝdex Ane rajS=anmaH =yo hovanuHmane Ke.

AanHdFnÒ AabunI gufaAomaH ræa hovana kar e temnIivharwUim gujrat t=a rajS=an hovano v\are sHwv Ke ;temnaÒvnnI F`I ikHvdHtIAo meDta sa=e sHkzayelI Ke. te=I rajS=anp` teAonI ivharwUim hovI F!e Ke.

sTyivjyÒ Ane AanHdFnÒ:-s¿rma sEkamaH jEnomaH F`a iväano =ya hta. khevay Ke ke

Aa sEkamaH fkt tpgCKmaH j bavn pHiDt =ya hta. Aap`aHcirƒ nayk Ane teAo]Ina vDIlbH\u p` Ae j ArsamaH t=abavn pHiDtomaH nam pamela hta, prHtu Aa kazmaH \mRmaH t=a \mRma!e =tI iÊyaAomaH F`o sDo ÝvexI cUɘo hto. sa\uAomaH ixi=ltaAavI g{ htI. temj kuguÌAo AmULy \mRne pEsa=I vecta hta.Aava \mRne name calta \tÄgne t=a iÊyaixi=ltana doØne !azva

1. AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, ]I motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya. p<.: 311. AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya. p<. :63

r. yogIraj AanHdFnjI sHbH\I k¡K &atVy bate p<. p piƒka jEn 18 Ak!UHbr 19663. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<. :3p

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

htI Aem manvane F`aH kar`o mzI Aave Ke. teAono _pa|yayÒyxoivjyÒ t=a pH. sTyivjyÒ sa=e F`o sHbH\ hto. te smymaHtpgCKnuH qas krIne marvaD t=a gujratmaH Asa\ar` ÝwuTvÔetaH AanHdFnÒ jeva qpI Òv teno Aa]y le tem \arvuH yoGyKe.' 1

AanHdFnÒnI ivharwUim:-AanHdFnÒAe kya-kya ÝdexmaH ivhar kyÈ hxe te Ô`va

ma!e nÞr purava mzta n=I. motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya temnIjNmwUim nÞI krva ma!e nIcena mudŸano Aa\ar le Ke:

(1) marvaDmaH teAo]I sHbH\I dHtk=aAo.(r) meDtamaH teAona _pa]yna nam=I Aozqatu qHiDyer.(3) pdonI kvict xuâ ihNduStanI Ane kvict im] ihNdI

waØa.(4) StvnonI waØamaH Anek marvaDI ihNduStanI xBdono

KU!=I _pyog.(p) pdnI waØamaH sahijk $p, ivØynuH ÝaE#dxRn Ane

mjbUt rIte in$p`.(6) StvnomaH im]Ýyog Ane qas vaɘÝyogo.(7) vaɘaNvy krtaH marvaD Ane _¿r ihNd trf =tuH

Stvn waØanuH mHDa`.(8) _qa`a t=a Frg+=u xBdono StvnomaH ALp _pyog

Ane tenuH j pdomaH =yeluH sivxeØ Ýag!˜.(9) StvnonI gujratI waØamaH =yel Anek ilHg ÝTyyo.' 1

Aa Anumanone Aa\are ]I motIcHd kapiDya temno jNmbuHdelqHDmaH =yelo g e Ke. te _praHt teAo mane Ke ke AanHdFnÒ

yaƒa inim¿e Aekad vqt ivhar krIne gujratmaH AaVya hoy AnepalnpurmaH be A=va te=I v\are catuRmas kyaR hoy.

]I AgrcHdÒ nah!ana mt Ýma e AanHdFnÒno ivharbhu laHbo ÝtIt =to n=I. AHitm vØRmaH teAo iniüt rIte meDtamaHræa hta. ]I AgrcHdÒ nah!a meDtane AanHdFnÒnI jNmwUimmane Ke.' r

;Do. kumarpaz desa[ AgrcHd nah!ana mtnI smIÙa krtaHkhe Ke, ;Ôe ke iniüt Ýma`one Awave Aa bþe ivgtono sHpU RSvIkar krvo muXkel Ke. potanI yogdxanI mStImaH DUbela AaA|ya„yogInI maihtI mztI j n=I TyaH Aemno ivhar laHbo ke!UHkI te k{ rIte khI xkay?' 3 tem KtaH Do. kumarpaz desa[AanHdFnÒno ivhar gujrat, v‡jÝdex Ane rajS=anmaH =yo hovanuHmane Ke.

AanHdFnÒ AabunI gufaAomaH ræa hovana kar e temnIivharwUim gujrat t=a rajS=an hovano v\are sHwv Ke ;temnaÒvnnI F`I ikHvdHtIAo meDta sa=e sHkzayelI Ke. te=I rajS=anp` teAonI ivharwUim hovI F!e Ke.

sTyivjyÒ Ane AanHdFnÒ:-s¿rma sEkamaH jEnomaH F`a iväano =ya hta. khevay Ke ke

Aa sEkamaH fkt tpgCKmaH j bavn pHiDt =ya hta. Aap`aHcirƒ nayk Ane teAo]Ina vDIlbH\u p` Ae j ArsamaH t=abavn pHiDtomaH nam pamela hta, prHtu Aa kazmaH \mRmaH t=a \mRma!e =tI iÊyaAomaH F`o sDo ÝvexI cUɘo hto. sa\uAomaH ixi=ltaAavI g{ htI. temj kuguÌAo AmULy \mRne pEsa=I vecta hta.Aava \mRne name calta \tÄgne t=a iÊyaixi=ltana doØne !azva

1. AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, ]I motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya. p<.: 311. AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya. p<. :63

r. yogIraj AanHdFnjI sHbH\I k¡K &atVy bate p<. p piƒka jEn 18 Ak!UHbr 19663. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<. :3p

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pH. ]I sTyivjyÒAe iÊya _âar kyÈ hto. ]I Aa„aramÒ mharajAemna ;jEn tÀvadxR' puStkmaH lqe Ke ke:-

;]I sTyivjyjI gi`jI ikÊyaka _âar krkeAanHdFnjI ke sa= bhut vØR tk vnvas meH rhe AaEr bhuttpSya ke sa= yogaWyasaid wI ikya.' 1

;pH. sTyivjyÒna rasmaH temna iÊya _âarnI vatnuH icƒnjre pDe Ke.' r j¡Ao:-

]I guÌcr` nmI krI, kr ÔeDI te varo r eAnumit Ôe muj idyo, to kru H iÊya _âaro re,kal Ýma`e qp kÌ, doØI hlkr dlevar e .tp kÌ Aals mUkIne, manv wvnuH fz leva regu vHt guÌ {i` pre khe, yoGy Ô`Ine suivcaro re,ijm suq =ay itm kro, inj sfz Avtaro re\mR marg idpavva, paHgrIAa muin AekakI re,ivcre warHDnI pre, xuâ smysu H idl KakI re,she pirsh Aakra, xoØe inj komz kaya re,Ùmta smta AadrI, melI shu mmta r e .

ßya H _âar krva sTyivjyÒAe potana g uÌivjyisHhsUirnI Aa&a mezvI htI. iÊya _âarnI Ýer`a Aapnar_pa|yay yxoivjyÒ hta. Aa AHge mohnlal dlIcHd nÇ\e Ke,;pH. sTyivjyÒ gi` sHvegI, sHymI, |yanI Ane tpSvI hta.tpagCKmaH iÊyo _âar krIne sHvegI magR ÝvtaRvva teAoÝyTnxIl hta, Aa„rHgI pH. sTyivjyÒ gi`Ae gCKnaykwÎark bnIne xasnseva krvane bdle |yan Ane TyagmaH mStrhevanuH SvIkayuÅ.'1

AanHdFnÒAe saHÝdaiyk myaRdaAo AozHgIne inÔnHdnImStImaH rm`a krI, ßyare pH. sTyivjy gi`Ae tp Ane Tyagna

sHvegIp`a=I AaTmsa\na krI, AanHdFnÒmaH yogInI _CcwUimkaAne inÔnHdnI mStI Ôeva mze Ke. ßyare pH. sTyivjy gi`maHiÊyoâarnI wavna Ane sHvegIp`anI _Tk!ta njre pDe Ke. bHnenIÝv<i¿ p` ivxeØt: AHtmuRq rhI Ke. Ýisiâ ke pdvInI lalsatemne Spx± xkI n=I. &an Ane |yanmaH bHne _CcwUimkaAe phÇcelahta.'2

AanHdFnÒna smymaH jEn smajmaH j¡daH j¡da gCKo vCceAxaHit felayelI htI. tpagCKmaH A`sur Ane devsur vCce pÙwedhto. sagrgCKe p` Ôer pkDyuH htuH. luHkamt Ane ANy mto vCceivro\ calto hto. Aa=I piriS=it A|yaTm yogI AanHdFnÒnañdyne hcmcavI mUke AemaH nva{ n=I. kiv]InI ñdynI vednashjta=I vacanuH $p \ar` kre Ke. teAo AnHtna=Ò wgvannaStvnmaH khe Ke,

gCKna wed bhu nyn inhaztaHtÀvnI vat krtaH j laje

_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaHmoh nDIAa kilkal raje

kiv]I wle ko{p` gCKmaH dIiÙt =ya hoy, prHtu temnIsa\na saÙI pUre Ke ke teAo]I A|yaTmmageR Aagz v|ya pKI ko[gCK ke sHÝdayna ræa n hta. temno baævex gme te gCKnae hoyprHtu AaTmwavomaH=I gCK, pH= vgere nIkzI gya hta. teAo]Ißyare smaj vCce Aavta Ane j¡da j¡da pH= t=a gCKmaH ixi=ltanjre pDtI Tyare temna idlmaH Apar vedna =tI htI. jem manvxrIrnaH Aek Ok AHg Alg krtaH manv, manv n=I rheto, temjEn \mRna gCK$p Anek !ukDa =yela ÔetaH Aa mhapuruØe potanIvedna Vy› krI htI.

1. jEn tÀvadxR (_¿ra\R), ]I AaTmaramjI mharaj p<. 5811. jEn AEithaisk rasmaza, ]I sTyivjyÒ p<. :41 1. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<.: 20

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pH. ]I sTyivjyÒAe iÊya _âar kyÈ hto. ]I Aa„aramÒ mharajAemna ;jEn tÀvadxR' puStkmaH lqe Ke ke:-

;]I sTyivjyjI gi`jI ikÊyaka _âar krkeAanHdFnjI ke sa= bhut vØR tk vnvas meH rhe AaEr bhuttpSya ke sa= yogaWyasaid wI ikya.' 1

;pH. sTyivjyÒna rasmaH temna iÊya _âarnI vatnuH icƒnjre pDe Ke.' r j¡Ao:-

]I guÌcr` nmI krI, kr ÔeDI te varo r eAnumit Ôe muj idyo, to kru H iÊya _âaro re,kal Ýma`e qp kÌ, doØI hlkr dlevar e .tp kÌ Aals mUkIne, manv wvnuH fz leva regu vHt guÌ {i` pre khe, yoGy Ô`Ine suivcaro re,ijm suq =ay itm kro, inj sfz Avtaro re\mR marg idpavva, paHgrIAa muin AekakI re,ivcre warHDnI pre, xuâ smysu H idl KakI re,she pirsh Aakra, xoØe inj komz kaya re,Ùmta smta AadrI, melI shu mmta r e .

ßya H _âar krva sTyivjyÒAe potana g uÌivjyisHhsUirnI Aa&a mezvI htI. iÊya _âarnI Ýer`a Aapnar_pa|yay yxoivjyÒ hta. Aa AHge mohnlal dlIcHd nÇ\e Ke,;pH. sTyivjyÒ gi` sHvegI, sHymI, |yanI Ane tpSvI hta.tpagCKmaH iÊyo _âar krIne sHvegI magR ÝvtaRvva teAoÝyTnxIl hta, Aa„rHgI pH. sTyivjyÒ gi`Ae gCKnaykwÎark bnIne xasnseva krvane bdle |yan Ane TyagmaH mStrhevanuH SvIkayuÅ.'1

AanHdFnÒAe saHÝdaiyk myaRdaAo AozHgIne inÔnHdnImStImaH rm`a krI, ßyare pH. sTyivjy gi`Ae tp Ane Tyagna

sHvegIp`a=I AaTmsa\na krI, AanHdFnÒmaH yogInI _CcwUimkaAne inÔnHdnI mStI Ôeva mze Ke. ßyare pH. sTyivjy gi`maHiÊyoâarnI wavna Ane sHvegIp`anI _Tk!ta njre pDe Ke. bHnenIÝv<i¿ p` ivxeØt: AHtmuRq rhI Ke. Ýisiâ ke pdvInI lalsatemne Spx± xkI n=I. &an Ane |yanmaH bHne _CcwUimkaAe phÇcelahta.'2

AanHdFnÒna smymaH jEn smajmaH j¡daH j¡da gCKo vCceAxaHit felayelI htI. tpagCKmaH A`sur Ane devsur vCce pÙwedhto. sagrgCKe p` Ôer pkDyuH htuH. luHkamt Ane ANy mto vCceivro\ calto hto. Aa=I piriS=it A|yaTm yogI AanHdFnÒnañdyne hcmcavI mUke AemaH nva{ n=I. kiv]InI ñdynI vednashjta=I vacanuH $p \ar` kre Ke. teAo AnHtna=Ò wgvannaStvnmaH khe Ke,

gCKna wed bhu nyn inhaztaHtÀvnI vat krtaH j laje

_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaHmoh nDIAa kilkal raje

kiv]I wle ko{p` gCKmaH dIiÙt =ya hoy, prHtu temnIsa\na saÙI pUre Ke ke teAo]I A|yaTmmageR Aagz v|ya pKI ko[gCK ke sHÝdayna ræa n hta. temno baævex gme te gCKnae hoyprHtu AaTmwavomaH=I gCK, pH= vgere nIkzI gya hta. teAo]Ißyare smaj vCce Aavta Ane j¡da j¡da pH= t=a gCKmaH ixi=ltanjre pDtI Tyare temna idlmaH Apar vedna =tI htI. jem manvxrIrnaH Aek Ok AHg Alg krtaH manv, manv n=I rheto, temjEn \mRna gCK$p Anek !ukDa =yela ÔetaH Aa mhapuruØe potanIvedna Vy› krI htI.

1. jEn tÀvadxR (_¿ra\R), ]I AaTmaramjI mharaj p<. 5811. jEn AEithaisk rasmaza, ]I sTyivjyÒ p<. :41 1. AanHdFn Aek A|yyn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<.: 20

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yxoivjyÒ Ane AanHdFnÒ:-Ae jmanamaH jEn smajmaH mo!o Ýma`maH ixi=lta AavI

g{ htI. je=I mtwed Ane ivro\no vH!oz va[ ræo hto.AanHdFnÒ mharaj Ane Nyayivxard _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒmharaj Aa kazmaH iv>man hta. Aa bNne mhaTmaAonaH kayaRÙeƒtdŸn j¡daH j¡daH hta.

]I motIcHd kapiDya nÇ\e Ke, ;Aek mhaTma AaiTmk _þitnoivcar krnara hta to bIÔ propkar äara AaTmanI Ýgit sa\narayogI hta. Aek kmRyogI hta to bIÔ AyogIna Aara\k htaAekne duinyanI drkar nhotI to Aek komnI, xasnnI Ane gCKnIiS=itne l"ymaH l[ kam krnara hta. Ane teAo Ae ÙeƒmaH AitxyAagz v\ela hta. AanHdFnÒno yog Ane A|yaTmdxa ¹ÚaHt$pg`ay Ke to yxoivjyÒ _pa|yaynI xasnseva Anek Ýkare _pkarI={ xke Ke.

]I buiâsagr sUirÒ lqe Ke, ;Aagmona &ata, jEn xasnna\orI Ýwavk ]I yxoivjyÒ AabuÒ trf ivhar krta hta. tekazmaH ]I yxoivjyÒ svR sa\uAomaH bhu]ut g`ata hta. tem esaHwZyuH htuH ke ]I AanHdFnÒ A|yaTm &anmaH êDa étrI gya KeAne A|yaTm &anno _pdex AapvamaH AeÞa Ke.'

ko{k smye ]I yxoivjyÒ meDta xhermaH ibrajta htateva smye Av\Ut AanHdFn isâaHt pargamI kuxz Aeva _pa|yayÒpotana nÒknaH ÝdexmaH ivcrI ræa Ke te saHwzI _pa|yayne mzvama!e AekakI calI nIkZya. ]I yxoivjyÒ gamna _pa]ymaH ÝvcnAapI ræa hta. sa\uAo ]avk-]aivkaAo t=a yitAo Aek ic¿eVyaQyan saHwzI ræaH htaH. A|yaTmwavo=I wrelI va`I shu ko[naHñdyne pa`I-pa`I krI rhI htI. Ane A|yaTmrs manv smUh pIræo hto. teva smye ]I AanHdFnÒ yitAo sa=e Aek baj¡ besIgya Ane VyaQyan ]v` krva laGya. te smye ]I yxoivjyÒnI

njr yitAona smUhmaH be@ela Aek Ò R vÏ\arI v<â sa\u prg{. Aa VyaQyanmaH temne rs n pD˜o tevuH laGyuH, te=I tem epUKyuH, ;he v<â sa\u¦ tme VyaQyan brabr saHwZyuH ne? AaA|yaTm&anna VyaQyanmaH tmne kaH{ smj` pDI ke?

AanHdFnÒ boLya, ;Aap to A|yaTm&anna VyaQyanmaHxaÏo=I _¿m dÙta daqvo Ko. ' pKI yxoivjyÒ Ae pote khela}lok _pr j Ývcn krva ivnHtI krI, AanHdFnÒ _pa|yaynaAit Aag‡h=I pa! pr besI te j }lok pr ivvecn krva laGya.ƒ`ƒ` klak vItI gya to p` ko{ne Qyal n ræo. AanHdFnÒnInaiwmaH=I tNmyp e pir`am pamIne je xBdo nIkzta hta ne jers relato hto tenuH _pa|yayÒ brabr |yan raqta hta. Aasmye shu ko{ne AanHdFnÒnaH sac AaTmdxRnnI JaHqI ={,_pa|yayÒna idlmaH AanHdFnÒ ÝTye pUßy wav Ýg!˜o.

bHneAe prSpr gu anurag wrI &ango¤I krI. Do. kumarpazdesa[ nÇ\e Ke, ;AanHdFnÒ Ane yxoivjyÒnaH mezapnaAnusH\anmaH ke!lIk dHtk=aAo saHpDe Ke. Aa mezap kyaH =yo htote ivxe mtwed Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ AabunI ko[ gufamaH =yo hovanuHmane Ke. AacayR iÙitmohn sen, ]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya t=a Do.vasudevisHh Aa mezap, meDta xhermaH A=va AenI nÒkna jHglmaH=yo hovanuH mane Ke. ke yxoivjyÒ ßyare AabupvRt pr bIÒvarAanHdFnÒne mzva gya Tyare AanHdavexmaH tem e AÚpdInI rcnakrI. ßyare bIÔ mt Ýma e Aa mezap meDtanI Aaj¡baj¡na jHglmaH=yo hto Ane rSte caltaH caltaH _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒAetaTkailk _dŸgar $p AÚpdI bnavI htI.'1

Alb¿, Ae!luH to sacuH Ke ke _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒneA|yaTmmagR trf Ýya` kravvanuH kayR AanHdFnÒAe kyuÅ htuH.

AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wava=R, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharajp< : 134 t<tIy Aav<i¿.1. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<: 4p

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g{ htI. je=I mtwed Ane ivro\no vH!oz va[ ræo hto.AanHdFnÒ mharaj Ane Nyayivxard _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒmharaj Aa kazmaH iv>man hta. Aa bNne mhaTmaAonaH kayaRÙeƒtdŸn j¡daH j¡daH hta.

]I motIcHd kapiDya nÇ\e Ke, ;Aek mhaTma AaiTmk _þitnoivcar krnara hta to bIÔ propkar äara AaTmanI Ýgit sa\narayogI hta. Aek kmRyogI hta to bIÔ AyogIna Aara\k htaAekne duinyanI drkar nhotI to Aek komnI, xasnnI Ane gCKnIiS=itne l"ymaH l[ kam krnara hta. Ane teAo Ae ÙeƒmaH AitxyAagz v\ela hta. AanHdFnÒno yog Ane A|yaTmdxa ¹ÚaHt$pg`ay Ke to yxoivjyÒ _pa|yaynI xasnseva Anek Ýkare _pkarI={ xke Ke.

]I buiâsagr sUirÒ lqe Ke, ;Aagmona &ata, jEn xasnna\orI Ýwavk ]I yxoivjyÒ AabuÒ trf ivhar krta hta. tekazmaH ]I yxoivjyÒ svR sa\uAomaH bhu]ut g`ata hta. tem esaHwZyuH htuH ke ]I AanHdFnÒ A|yaTm &anmaH êDa étrI gya KeAne A|yaTm &anno _pdex AapvamaH AeÞa Ke.'

ko{k smye ]I yxoivjyÒ meDta xhermaH ibrajta htateva smye Av\Ut AanHdFn isâaHt pargamI kuxz Aeva _pa|yayÒpotana nÒknaH ÝdexmaH ivcrI ræa Ke te saHwzI _pa|yayne mzvama!e AekakI calI nIkZya. ]I yxoivjyÒ gamna _pa]ymaH ÝvcnAapI ræa hta. sa\uAo ]avk-]aivkaAo t=a yitAo Aek ic¿eVyaQyan saHwzI ræaH htaH. A|yaTmwavo=I wrelI va`I shu ko[naHñdyne pa`I-pa`I krI rhI htI. Ane A|yaTmrs manv smUh pIræo hto. teva smye ]I AanHdFnÒ yitAo sa=e Aek baj¡ besIgya Ane VyaQyan ]v` krva laGya. te smye ]I yxoivjyÒnI

njr yitAona smUhmaH be@ela Aek Ò R vÏ\arI v<â sa\u prg{. Aa VyaQyanmaH temne rs n pD˜o tevuH laGyuH, te=I tem epUKyuH, ;he v<â sa\u¦ tme VyaQyan brabr saHwZyuH ne? AaA|yaTm&anna VyaQyanmaH tmne kaH{ smj` pDI ke?

AanHdFnÒ boLya, ;Aap to A|yaTm&anna VyaQyanmaHxaÏo=I _¿m dÙta daqvo Ko. ' pKI yxoivjyÒ Ae pote khela}lok _pr j Ývcn krva ivnHtI krI, AanHdFnÒ _pa|yaynaAit Aag‡h=I pa! pr besI te j }lok pr ivvecn krva laGya.ƒ`ƒ` klak vItI gya to p` ko{ne Qyal n ræo. AanHdFnÒnInaiwmaH=I tNmyp e pir`am pamIne je xBdo nIkzta hta ne jers relato hto tenuH _pa|yayÒ brabr |yan raqta hta. Aasmye shu ko{ne AanHdFnÒnaH sac AaTmdxRnnI JaHqI ={,_pa|yayÒna idlmaH AanHdFnÒ ÝTye pUßy wav Ýg!˜o.

bHneAe prSpr gu anurag wrI &ango¤I krI. Do. kumarpazdesa[ nÇ\e Ke, ;AanHdFnÒ Ane yxoivjyÒnaH mezapnaAnusH\anmaH ke!lIk dHtk=aAo saHpDe Ke. Aa mezap kyaH =yo htote ivxe mtwed Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ AabunI ko[ gufamaH =yo hovanuHmane Ke. AacayR iÙitmohn sen, ]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya t=a Do.vasudevisHh Aa mezap, meDta xhermaH A=va AenI nÒkna jHglmaH=yo hovanuH mane Ke. ke yxoivjyÒ ßyare AabupvRt pr bIÒvarAanHdFnÒne mzva gya Tyare AanHdavexmaH tem e AÚpdInI rcnakrI. ßyare bIÔ mt Ýma e Aa mezap meDtanI Aaj¡baj¡na jHglmaH=yo hto Ane rSte caltaH caltaH _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒAetaTkailk _dŸgar $p AÚpdI bnavI htI.'1

Alb¿, Ae!luH to sacuH Ke ke _pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒneA|yaTmmagR trf Ýya` kravvanuH kayR AanHdFnÒAe kyuÅ htuH.

AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wava=R, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharajp< : 134 t<tIy Aav<i¿.1. AanHdFn Òvn Ane kvn, Do. kumarpaz desa[ p<: 4p

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yxoivjyÒ Aemna Aek pdmaH khe Ke teno SvIkar krtaH khe Ke,

;js kh e sohI, Aan HdFn pavtAHtr ßyot jgave.'

AanHdFnÒnaH mezap=I _pa|yayÒ A|yaTmnaH rHge rHgayanesa\na pH=e ivhrva laGya. A|yaTmnI ghntamaH êDa étrtaHAdŸwut AanHdnI ÝtIit teAo krva laGya. Ae wavne Vy› krtateAo lqe Ke ke:-

AanHdFn ke sHg sujs hI imletb AanHd sm wyo sujspars sHg loha Ôe frstkHcn hot kI tak e ks

Aa AHge ]I Ýwudas becrdas pareq potano mt dxaRvtaHlqe Ke, ;]I _pa|yayÒ mharaj jevane temna trf man hoy AneAeva sm=R sHt ÝTye AanHdFnÒ mharajnI vaTsLyta hoy AebHne sHwivt Ke. KtaH _pa|yayÒ mharajnI AÚpdI ]I AanHdFnÒmharajnI Stuit$p hoy Aem hj¡ maruH mn kbUl krtuH n=I. prHtuAaTmarup AanHdFnnaH j ko{ Aa|yaiTmk Sv$ponuH j temaH mnev Rn wase Ke pKI xBd }leØ=I kdac AanHdFnÒ mharajnI Stuithoy to ko` Ô e? p` mne hj¡ Ae was =to n=I, KtaH &anIprmaTma Ô e.' 1

prHtu Aa ÝkarnI xHkane ko{ S=an n=I kar` ke _pa.yxoivjyÒ pote j potana Aek pdmaH lqe Ke,

ko_ AanHdFn iKã hI peqt, jsray sHg cDI AayaAanHdFn AanHdrs JIlt, deqt hI js gu` gayajs ivjy khe AanHdFn, hm tum imle, hjUr

AanHdFn Ane yxoivjyÒ mLya hta Ane Aek bIÔne rHgerHgaya hta. Aam A|yaTmyogIAe kmRyogIne A|yaTmmagR btaVyohto.

meDta xher sa=e AanHdFn mharajno sHbH\ ivxeØ hxe AevuHtemna ÒvnnI dHtk=aAo pr=I j`ay Ke. Aek dHtk=aAo pr=Ij`ay Ke. Aek dHtk=a AevI Ke ke meDtamaH Aek mo!a xe@ rheta hta.teAo AanHdFnÒne Aag‡h krI catumaRs ma!e laVya hta. AanHdFnÒ_pa]ymaH inyimt VyaQyan Aapta, teAo lokomaH qUb iÝy ={pD˜a, TyaHna _pa]ymaH Aevo inym hto ke xe@ Aave pKI j VyaQyanx$ =ay, Aa irvaj vØÈ =ya caLyo Aavto hto. te Aave nih TyaHsu\I VyaQyannI x$Aat =aynih.

prHtu AanHdFnÒ to Aeva irvajne SvIkare Aeva nhota,Aek idvs xe@ smysr n AaVya Ae!le AanHdFnÒAe kLpsUƒnuHVyaQyan x$ kyuÅ. xe@ AaVya Ane ÔeyuH ke VyaQyan calu ={ gyuHKe. te=I teAo roØmaH boLya, ;mara AaVya ivna VyaQyan x$krnara tme ko`? kpDaH huH vhoravuH KuH Ane gaEcrI huH vhoravuH KuH,tmare marI rah to ÔevI htI.'1

AanHdFnÒ jra p` guSse =ya ivna boLya, ;wa{¦ Anajto qva{ gyuH Ke. p` Lyo Aa tmaraH kpDaH.' Aem khI vhoravelaHkpDaH paKaH AapI dI\aH Ane guÌ Aa&a l{, tem e te j FDIAe_pa]y KoDI dI\o. jtaH jtaH xe@ne kheta gya ke ;huH tmara jevanaÝitbH\=I maruH cairƒ qUH!IAe l!kavva {CKto n=I.' AamAanHdFnÒ Aek in:Sp<hI, Anas› Ane Apirg‡hI sHt hta.

Aam mhayogI Ane mhakiv Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒna Òvnivxe iv\ ÝkarnI dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bnelI Ke. AemaHnI ke!lIkdHtk=aAo samaNy ÝkarnI Ke, ke!lIk cmTkaryu› Ke to ke!lIkmaƒ tkR ke Anumanna ÝkarnI Ke ke!lIk dHtk=a Aemna pdnIpHikt _pr=I SfurI hoy Ae ÝkarnI Ke. ke!lIk Aek bIÔne mztIAave AevI Ke, sHtona ÒvnnI Aaspas AavI dHtk=aAo v`a{Ôy Ae Svawaivk Ke.

1. AanHdFn covIxI, pH. Ýwudas becrdas pareq p<: 24

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<.:1pp. iv. sH.1969

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yxoivjyÒ Aemna Aek pdmaH khe Ke teno SvIkar krtaH khe Ke,

;js kh e sohI, Aan HdFn pavtAHtr ßyot jgave.'

AanHdFnÒnaH mezap=I _pa|yayÒ A|yaTmnaH rHge rHgayanesa\na pH=e ivhrva laGya. A|yaTmnI ghntamaH êDa étrtaHAdŸwut AanHdnI ÝtIit teAo krva laGya. Ae wavne Vy› krtateAo lqe Ke ke:-

AanHdFn ke sHg sujs hI imletb AanHd sm wyo sujspars sHg loha Ôe frstkHcn hot kI tak e ks

Aa AHge ]I Ýwudas becrdas pareq potano mt dxaRvtaHlqe Ke, ;]I _pa|yayÒ mharaj jevane temna trf man hoy AneAeva sm=R sHt ÝTye AanHdFnÒ mharajnI vaTsLyta hoy AebHne sHwivt Ke. KtaH _pa|yayÒ mharajnI AÚpdI ]I AanHdFnÒmharajnI Stuit$p hoy Aem hj¡ maruH mn kbUl krtuH n=I. prHtuAaTmarup AanHdFnnaH j ko{ Aa|yaiTmk Sv$ponuH j temaH mnev Rn wase Ke pKI xBd }leØ=I kdac AanHdFnÒ mharajnI Stuithoy to ko` Ô e? p` mne hj¡ Ae was =to n=I, KtaH &anIprmaTma Ô e.' 1

prHtu Aa ÝkarnI xHkane ko{ S=an n=I kar` ke _pa.yxoivjyÒ pote j potana Aek pdmaH lqe Ke,

ko_ AanHdFn iKã hI peqt, jsray sHg cDI AayaAanHdFn AanHdrs JIlt, deqt hI js gu` gayajs ivjy khe AanHdFn, hm tum imle, hjUr

AanHdFn Ane yxoivjyÒ mLya hta Ane Aek bIÔne rHgerHgaya hta. Aam A|yaTmyogIAe kmRyogIne A|yaTmmagR btaVyohto.

meDta xher sa=e AanHdFn mharajno sHbH\ ivxeØ hxe AevuHtemna ÒvnnI dHtk=aAo pr=I j`ay Ke. Aek dHtk=aAo pr=Ij`ay Ke. Aek dHtk=a AevI Ke ke meDtamaH Aek mo!a xe@ rheta hta.teAo AanHdFnÒne Aag‡h krI catumaRs ma!e laVya hta. AanHdFnÒ_pa]ymaH inyimt VyaQyan Aapta, teAo lokomaH qUb iÝy ={pD˜a, TyaHna _pa]ymaH Aevo inym hto ke xe@ Aave pKI j VyaQyanx$ =ay, Aa irvaj vØÈ =ya caLyo Aavto hto. te Aave nih TyaHsu\I VyaQyannI x$Aat =aynih.

prHtu AanHdFnÒ to Aeva irvajne SvIkare Aeva nhota,Aek idvs xe@ smysr n AaVya Ae!le AanHdFnÒAe kLpsUƒnuHVyaQyan x$ kyuÅ. xe@ AaVya Ane ÔeyuH ke VyaQyan calu ={ gyuHKe. te=I teAo roØmaH boLya, ;mara AaVya ivna VyaQyan x$krnara tme ko`? kpDaH huH vhoravuH KuH Ane gaEcrI huH vhoravuH KuH,tmare marI rah to ÔevI htI.'1

AanHdFnÒ jra p` guSse =ya ivna boLya, ;wa{¦ Anajto qva{ gyuH Ke. p` Lyo Aa tmaraH kpDaH.' Aem khI vhoravelaHkpDaH paKaH AapI dI\aH Ane guÌ Aa&a l{, tem e te j FDIAe_pa]y KoDI dI\o. jtaH jtaH xe@ne kheta gya ke ;huH tmara jevanaÝitbH\=I maruH cairƒ qUH!IAe l!kavva {CKto n=I.' AamAanHdFnÒ Aek in:Sp<hI, Anas› Ane Apirg‡hI sHt hta.

Aam mhayogI Ane mhakiv Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒna Òvnivxe iv\ ÝkarnI dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bnelI Ke. AemaHnI ke!lIkdHtk=aAo samaNy ÝkarnI Ke, ke!lIk cmTkaryu› Ke to ke!lIkmaƒ tkR ke Anumanna ÝkarnI Ke ke!lIk dHtk=a Aemna pdnIpHikt _pr=I SfurI hoy Ae ÝkarnI Ke. ke!lIk Aek bIÔne mztIAave AevI Ke, sHtona ÒvnnI Aaspas AavI dHtk=aAo v`a{Ôy Ae Svawaivk Ke.

1. AanHdFn covIxI, pH. Ýwudas becrdas pareq p<: 24

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj. p<.:1pp. iv. sH.1969

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dehoTsgR:-kiv]I AanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR ɘaH Ane ɘare =yo hto. te

ivxe iväanomaH iwþ mt ÝvteR Ke.AÚpdImaH _pa|yay yxoivjyÒAe AanHdFnÒ ÝTye Aga\

Aadr Ýg! kyÈ Ke. Aa=I AanHdFnÒ yxoivjyÒ=I ëmrmaH mo!ahxe Aem manIne AacayR iÙitmohnsen AanHdFnÒno jNm iv. sH.161p maH dehoTsgR iv. sH. 1732 maH dxaRv Ke p` Aa AnumanÝma`wUt n=I. 1

Do. vasud evis Hh AanHdFnÒno d ehoTsgR _pa|yayyxoivjyÒna dehoTsgR pKI iv. sH. 174p pKI =yela mane Ke. 2

AanHdFnÒna dehoTsgR ivxe ]I Ýwudas pareq AanHdFncovIxImaH nÇ\e Ke, ;Ý`amI sHÝdayna sHS=apk Ýa`lalÒmharajna Òvn cairƒmaH lqeluH Ke ke Ýa`lalÒ mharaj meDtamaHsH. 1731 maH gya hta Ane TyaH AanHdFnÒ _pnam\arI jEn muinlawanHdÒno mezap =yo hto. Ane te j vØRmaH temno, kaz\mR=yo hto. Aa AgTynI vato Ýma`wUt lage Ke. ' 3

iv. sH. 2031 maH Ýg! =yelI ;AanHdFn g‡H=avlI' maHAgrcHdÒ nah!a lqe Ke,

;Ýa`ana= sHÝday ke ;injanNd cairƒ' se AanHdFnjIkaSvgRvas sHvt 1731 meH meDtameH huAa, yh iniüt ho gya hE¦ 1

Aa j g‡H=maH ]I mhtabcHd qarED ;]I AanHdFnÒ ke ÒvnÝsHg' leqmaH mUzma=I _âr` AapIne lqe Ke. :

;Ý`amI sHÝday ke sHS=apk ]I Ýa`lal AanHdFnjIke

smsamiyk =e, ]I Ýa`laljI Ok smy sH. 1731 se pUvRmeDta gye =e¦ _nka imln AaEr xaÏa=R ]I AanHdFn se huAa,ijsmeH _nka (AanHdFnjI) prawv hone se _NhÇne k¡K Ýyog]I Ýa`laljI pr ikye ikNtu _sse _nka k¡K wI ibgaD³ nhIhuAa¦ jb ve dusrI bar meDt gye tb AanHdFnjIka SvgRvasho cuka =a¦ ' 2

[s _dahr` se yh SpÚ hoy jata hE ik AanHdFnjIka SvgRvas sH. 1731 meH huAa =a t=a ve cmTkarI yogI=e¦' 2

]I AanHdFnÒno SvgRvas sH. 1731 maH =yo hto temaHko{ tkRne S=an n=I, prHtu mhtabcHd qarED na lqva Ýma eAanHdFnÒ, Ýa`lalÒ mharaj=I praijt =ya Ane AanHdFnÒAeÝa`na= _pr cmTkarI Ýyog kyÈ. Aa vat yoGy n=I. AanHdFnÒjeva AaTm&anI sHto Aavo ko{ p` magR Apnave te ]âamaH nAave tevI vat Ke. vzI Aava ÒvncirƒomaH potana sHÝdaynasa\uAonI ivxeØta btavva Aa Ýma e lqta hta, AgrcHdÒnah!a t=a mhtabcHd qarEDe je hkIkt !aHkI Ke te mUz k<it sa=emztaH AavtaH n=I. p` yxoivjyÒnI AÚpdIno Aa\ar l{ne;AanHdFn g‡H=avlI' maH Sv. _mrqcHd jrgD Ane mhetabcHdqarED Aemna jNm sHvtnuH Anuman kre Ke. ;]I motIcHd kapiDyap` AanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR smy iv. sH. 1720 =I 1730 maH maneKe. ' 1

;pH. iv¬na= Ýsad im] AanHdFnÒno smy iv. sH. 1700nI Aaspas mane Ke.'2 Tyare ;]I AHbaxHkr nagr iv. sH. 1700=I 1731 su\Ina smymaH teAo hyat hta Aem mane Ke.'3 Ane1. jEn mrmI AanHdFnjIka kaVy iÙitmohnsen, ;vI`a' p<. 5

2. Apw‡Hx AaEr ihNdI mEH jEn rhSyvad Do. vasudevisHh- p< 104 se 1063. AanHdFn covIxI, ]I Ýwudas becrdas pareq p<. : 191 AanHdFn g‡H=avlI sHpadk - mhtabcHd qarED p<. : 31 ÝasHigk vÉtVy ]I AgrcHd nah!a.

2. Aejn p< : 771. ]I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<. : 192. \nanHd kivt iv¬na= Ýsad im] w<imka p<. : 153. gujrat ke ihNdI gaErv g‡H=, ]I AHbaxHkr nagr p<-34

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dehoTsgR:-kiv]I AanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR ɘaH Ane ɘare =yo hto. te

ivxe iväanomaH iwþ mt ÝvteR Ke.AÚpdImaH _pa|yay yxoivjyÒAe AanHdFnÒ ÝTye Aga\

Aadr Ýg! kyÈ Ke. Aa=I AanHdFnÒ yxoivjyÒ=I ëmrmaH mo!ahxe Aem manIne AacayR iÙitmohnsen AanHdFnÒno jNm iv. sH.161p maH dehoTsgR iv. sH. 1732 maH dxaRv Ke p` Aa AnumanÝma`wUt n=I. 1

Do. vasud evis Hh AanHdFnÒno d ehoTsgR _pa|yayyxoivjyÒna dehoTsgR pKI iv. sH. 174p pKI =yela mane Ke. 2

AanHdFnÒna dehoTsgR ivxe ]I Ýwudas pareq AanHdFncovIxImaH nÇ\e Ke, ;Ý`amI sHÝdayna sHS=apk Ýa`lalÒmharajna Òvn cairƒmaH lqeluH Ke ke Ýa`lalÒ mharaj meDtamaHsH. 1731 maH gya hta Ane TyaH AanHdFnÒ _pnam\arI jEn muinlawanHdÒno mezap =yo hto. Ane te j vØRmaH temno, kaz\mR=yo hto. Aa AgTynI vato Ýma`wUt lage Ke. ' 3

iv. sH. 2031 maH Ýg! =yelI ;AanHdFn g‡H=avlI' maHAgrcHdÒ nah!a lqe Ke,

;Ýa`ana= sHÝday ke ;injanNd cairƒ' se AanHdFnjIkaSvgRvas sHvt 1731 meH meDtameH huAa, yh iniüt ho gya hE¦ 1

Aa j g‡H=maH ]I mhtabcHd qarED ;]I AanHdFnÒ ke ÒvnÝsHg' leqmaH mUzma=I _âr` AapIne lqe Ke. :

;Ý`amI sHÝday ke sHS=apk ]I Ýa`lal AanHdFnjIke

smsamiyk =e, ]I Ýa`laljI Ok smy sH. 1731 se pUvRmeDta gye =e¦ _nka imln AaEr xaÏa=R ]I AanHdFn se huAa,ijsmeH _nka (AanHdFnjI) prawv hone se _NhÇne k¡K Ýyog]I Ýa`laljI pr ikye ikNtu _sse _nka k¡K wI ibgaD³ nhIhuAa¦ jb ve dusrI bar meDt gye tb AanHdFnjIka SvgRvasho cuka =a¦ ' 2

[s _dahr` se yh SpÚ hoy jata hE ik AanHdFnjIka SvgRvas sH. 1731 meH huAa =a t=a ve cmTkarI yogI=e¦' 2

]I AanHdFnÒno SvgRvas sH. 1731 maH =yo hto temaHko{ tkRne S=an n=I, prHtu mhtabcHd qarED na lqva Ýma eAanHdFnÒ, Ýa`lalÒ mharaj=I praijt =ya Ane AanHdFnÒAeÝa`na= _pr cmTkarI Ýyog kyÈ. Aa vat yoGy n=I. AanHdFnÒjeva AaTm&anI sHto Aavo ko{ p` magR Apnave te ]âamaH nAave tevI vat Ke. vzI Aava ÒvncirƒomaH potana sHÝdaynasa\uAonI ivxeØta btavva Aa Ýma e lqta hta, AgrcHdÒnah!a t=a mhtabcHd qarEDe je hkIkt !aHkI Ke te mUz k<it sa=emztaH AavtaH n=I. p` yxoivjyÒnI AÚpdIno Aa\ar l{ne;AanHdFn g‡H=avlI' maH Sv. _mrqcHd jrgD Ane mhetabcHdqarED Aemna jNm sHvtnuH Anuman kre Ke. ;]I motIcHd kapiDyap` AanHdFnÒno dehoTsgR smy iv. sH. 1720 =I 1730 maH maneKe. ' 1

;pH. iv¬na= Ýsad im] AanHdFnÒno smy iv. sH. 1700nI Aaspas mane Ke.'2 Tyare ;]I AHbaxHkr nagr iv. sH. 1700=I 1731 su\Ina smymaH teAo hyat hta Aem mane Ke.'3 Ane1. jEn mrmI AanHdFnjIka kaVy iÙitmohnsen, ;vI`a' p<. 5

2. Apw‡Hx AaEr ihNdI mEH jEn rhSyvad Do. vasudevisHh- p< 104 se 1063. AanHdFn covIxI, ]I Ýwudas becrdas pareq p<. : 191 AanHdFn g‡H=avlI sHpadk - mhtabcHd qarED p<. : 31 ÝasHigk vÉtVy ]I AgrcHd nah!a.

2. Aejn p< : 771. ]I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo wa. 1, motIcHd igr\rlal kapiDya p<. : 192. \nanHd kivt iv¬na= Ýsad im] w<imka p<. : 153. gujrat ke ihNdI gaErv g‡H=, ]I AHbaxHkr nagr p<-34

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mohnlal dlIcHd desa{ p` iv. sH. 16p0 =I iv. sH. 1710 su\IteAo AvXy iv>man hxe tem mane Ke.

Aa b\a mHtVyo pr=I tarvI xkay Ke ke AanHdFnÒnIhyatIno smy Aasre iv. sH. 1660 =I iv. sH. 1730 no hto.Aa=I ivxeØ temna jNm t=a m<TyunI ko{ caEÉÉs tarIq ke vØRdxaRve tevuH Ýma` _plB\ n=I.

mStyogI AanHdFnÒna Òvn ivxe Aa\arwUt maihtIATyHt ALp Ýma`maH mze Ke. Albt, temna Òvn ivxe ke!lIkdHtk=aAo Ýcilt Ke. temaH ke!luH t+y rheluH hxe Ae khI xkay nih.gt xtkmaH lokomaH Ýcilt AevI ke!lIk dHtk=aAo ]IbuiâsagrsUir mharaje potana ;]I AanHdFn pd sHg‡h' maH sHg‡ihtkrelI Ke. Ae jmanamaH sHto ivxe dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bNya vgr rhenih, kar` ke Aa\arwUt cirƒo lqvanI Tyare Ý=a nhotI. AadHtk=aAo AanHdFnÒna A|yaTmÒvnne smjvamaH _pyogI Ke.AemaHnI ko[k dHtk=a to Aemna sjRnnI ko[ Aek kDI ke pdneAa\are rca[ hoy tevuH p` lage Ke. AavI _plB\ dHtk=aAo AhÄsHÙepmaH rjU krI Ke.

(1) ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aabu pvRt t=a mHDlaclnIgufaAomaH, isâacl tI=RmaH, tzaÔmaH, igrnarmaH, {DrmaH, tarHgmaHAem ke!laHk S=zoAe AekaHt S=anmaH rhI |yan krta hta. AabupvRtnI gufaAomaH te smye F`a yogIAo rheta hta Ane teAovarHvar AanHdFnÒne mzta hta. ]I AanHdFnÒ temnI sa=eSvanuwvnI vato krta, tÀvno ivcar ivinmy krta t=a sapeÙa¹iÚAe vItrag\mRno _pdex AapI shu ko{ne AanHdrsmaH mGnkrta hta.

khevay Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒnI pase ke!lIk vqt spR AavInexaHt ={ne besI jto. ko[ vqt AemnI gufa Aagz isHh AavInexaHt besI rheto. Aa b\o Ýwav mStyogInI ÒvdyanI _Tk!wavnano Ke. pivƒ puruØno sHg bIÔne pivƒ bnave Ke. JerI Ane

ÊUr Ýa`IAo sHt mhaTmaAo pase nm‡ Ane srl bnI Ôy Ke.isHhnI gjRna maƒ=I kayr puruØona ñdy kHpI Ôy teve vqteAanHdFnÒ to pvRtnI !ekrI _pr |yan$# ={, deh t=a duinyanuHwan wUlI AaTmanHdmaH lIn rheta. |yan Ane smai\na pir`ametemnuH sHkLpbz isâ =yuH htuH. AaTmivxuiâ =taH ke!lIk liB\Ao

temnamaH Ýg! ={ htI.

(2) sHkLpyoge pexab=I suv R-isiâ:-

AanHdFnÒmaH ke!lIk cmTkairkxi› Ýg!elI htI Aem temnIpase AavnaraAone lagtuH htuH. ko[ Aek yogI mhaTmane ]IAanHdFnÒ sa=e imƒta ={ htI. Ae yogI ;suv Risiâ' krvaAnek ÝyTno krta hta. te ma!e tem e ;rsisiâ' Ýaº krI htI.tem e rsisiânI Aek xIxI AanHdFnÒne we! Sv$p potana ix*ysa=e moklI. Ae smye AanHdFnÒ AabunI Aek !ekrInI ixla _pr|yana$# =ya hta. yogIno celo rsnI xIxI l[, AanHdFnÒpase AaVyo, ßyare ]I AanHdFnÒ |yanmu› =ya Tyare pela celaAersisiânI xIxI temnI Aagz \rI Ane kæuH ke ;Amara guÌAeAapne ma!e we! Sv$p Aa xIxI moklI Ke.' AanHdFnÒAe xIxIha=maH lI\I Ane pT=rnI ixla pr pKaDI foDI naqI. temne AamkrtaH Ôe{ne pelo celo DFa[ gyo. Aena=I rhevayuH nhÄ. roØe wra{te e kæuH ;Are xevDa¦ tuH rsisiâne xuH Ô`I xke? mara guÌAe ke!lIb\I _g‡sa\na krIne Aa rsisiâ tEyar krI htI Ane teH, tene #ozInaqI? tuH qreqr mU# Ke, gmar Ke. ' AanHdFnÒ pela A&anIcelanuH AyoGyvcn saHwzIne boLya, ;tara guÌÒ rsisiâ vDe xuHAaTmkLya` krva \are Ke? ' celo boLyo, ;rsisiâ vDe pT=rmaH=Isuv R bnavI xkay Ke, Aa cmTkar=I jgtne vx krI xkay Ke.'AanHdFnÒAe kæuH, ;AaTmsa\nanI Aagz suv Risiâ Ae ko{mae!I vat n=I.' celo khe, ;AaTmanI mo!I vato krnara F`a Ke,p` AavI isiâAo mezvnara ko{k j ivrla hoy Ke.' Aa xBdo

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mohnlal dlIcHd desa{ p` iv. sH. 16p0 =I iv. sH. 1710 su\IteAo AvXy iv>man hxe tem mane Ke.

Aa b\a mHtVyo pr=I tarvI xkay Ke ke AanHdFnÒnIhyatIno smy Aasre iv. sH. 1660 =I iv. sH. 1730 no hto.Aa=I ivxeØ temna jNm t=a m<TyunI ko{ caEÉÉs tarIq ke vØRdxaRve tevuH Ýma` _plB\ n=I.

mStyogI AanHdFnÒna Òvn ivxe Aa\arwUt maihtIATyHt ALp Ýma`maH mze Ke. Albt, temna Òvn ivxe ke!lIkdHtk=aAo Ýcilt Ke. temaH ke!luH t+y rheluH hxe Ae khI xkay nih.gt xtkmaH lokomaH Ýcilt AevI ke!lIk dHtk=aAo ]IbuiâsagrsUir mharaje potana ;]I AanHdFn pd sHg‡h' maH sHg‡ihtkrelI Ke. Ae jmanamaH sHto ivxe dHtk=aAo Ýcilt bNya vgr rhenih, kar` ke Aa\arwUt cirƒo lqvanI Tyare Ý=a nhotI. AadHtk=aAo AanHdFnÒna A|yaTmÒvnne smjvamaH _pyogI Ke.AemaHnI ko[k dHtk=a to Aemna sjRnnI ko[ Aek kDI ke pdneAa\are rca[ hoy tevuH p` lage Ke. AavI _plB\ dHtk=aAo AhÄsHÙepmaH rjU krI Ke.

(1) ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aabu pvRt t=a mHDlaclnIgufaAomaH, isâacl tI=RmaH, tzaÔmaH, igrnarmaH, {DrmaH, tarHgmaHAem ke!laHk S=zoAe AekaHt S=anmaH rhI |yan krta hta. AabupvRtnI gufaAomaH te smye F`a yogIAo rheta hta Ane teAovarHvar AanHdFnÒne mzta hta. ]I AanHdFnÒ temnI sa=eSvanuwvnI vato krta, tÀvno ivcar ivinmy krta t=a sapeÙa¹iÚAe vItrag\mRno _pdex AapI shu ko{ne AanHdrsmaH mGnkrta hta.

khevay Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒnI pase ke!lIk vqt spR AavInexaHt ={ne besI jto. ko[ vqt AemnI gufa Aagz isHh AavInexaHt besI rheto. Aa b\o Ýwav mStyogInI ÒvdyanI _Tk!wavnano Ke. pivƒ puruØno sHg bIÔne pivƒ bnave Ke. JerI Ane

ÊUr Ýa`IAo sHt mhaTmaAo pase nm‡ Ane srl bnI Ôy Ke.isHhnI gjRna maƒ=I kayr puruØona ñdy kHpI Ôy teve vqteAanHdFnÒ to pvRtnI !ekrI _pr |yan$# ={, deh t=a duinyanuHwan wUlI AaTmanHdmaH lIn rheta. |yan Ane smai\na pir`ametemnuH sHkLpbz isâ =yuH htuH. AaTmivxuiâ =taH ke!lIk liB\Ao

temnamaH Ýg! ={ htI.

(2) sHkLpyoge pexab=I suv R-isiâ:-

AanHdFnÒmaH ke!lIk cmTkairkxi› Ýg!elI htI Aem temnIpase AavnaraAone lagtuH htuH. ko[ Aek yogI mhaTmane ]IAanHdFnÒ sa=e imƒta ={ htI. Ae yogI ;suv Risiâ' krvaAnek ÝyTno krta hta. te ma!e tem e ;rsisiâ' Ýaº krI htI.tem e rsisiânI Aek xIxI AanHdFnÒne we! Sv$p potana ix*ysa=e moklI. Ae smye AanHdFnÒ AabunI Aek !ekrInI ixla _pr|yana$# =ya hta. yogIno celo rsnI xIxI l[, AanHdFnÒpase AaVyo, ßyare ]I AanHdFnÒ |yanmu› =ya Tyare pela celaAersisiânI xIxI temnI Aagz \rI Ane kæuH ke ;Amara guÌAeAapne ma!e we! Sv$p Aa xIxI moklI Ke.' AanHdFnÒAe xIxIha=maH lI\I Ane pT=rnI ixla pr pKaDI foDI naqI. temne AamkrtaH Ôe{ne pelo celo DFa[ gyo. Aena=I rhevayuH nhÄ. roØe wra{te e kæuH ;Are xevDa¦ tuH rsisiâne xuH Ô`I xke? mara guÌAe ke!lIb\I _g‡sa\na krIne Aa rsisiâ tEyar krI htI Ane teH, tene #ozInaqI? tuH qreqr mU# Ke, gmar Ke. ' AanHdFnÒ pela A&anIcelanuH AyoGyvcn saHwzIne boLya, ;tara guÌÒ rsisiâ vDe xuHAaTmkLya` krva \are Ke? ' celo boLyo, ;rsisiâ vDe pT=rmaH=Isuv R bnavI xkay Ke, Aa cmTkar=I jgtne vx krI xkay Ke.'AanHdFnÒAe kæuH, ;AaTmsa\nanI Aagz suv Risiâ Ae ko{mae!I vat n=I.' celo khe, ;AaTmanI mo!I vato krnara F`a Ke,p` AavI isiâAo mezvnara ko{k j ivrla hoy Ke.' Aa xBdo

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saHwzIne AanHdFnÒne =yuH ke celane kH{k cmTkar btavvo Ôe{Ae.tem e é@Ine pasena Aek p+=rnI ca! _pr pexab kyÈ. te=I pT=rnIca! sonanI ={ g{. Ae Ôe{ pelo celo AaüyRcikt ={ gyo teboLyo, ;Aho¦ jena pexabmaH suv Risiâ Ke tene rsisiânuH xuH kam?potana pexab vDe Ôe suv R bnavI xkatuH hoy to temnI yogxi›ke!lI ivixÚ hxe¦'

raÔ-ra`I do mIle, _smeH AanHdFn kuH kya?

(3) ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje nÇ\elI Aek dHtk=a Aa Ýma eKe: ko{ Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj marvaDmaH ivcrtaHivcrtaH Ôe\pur pasena DuHgronI gufaAomaH |yan \rta hta. teAopasena gamDaHAomaH gaEcrI leva jta hta. Ôe\purna raÔne AnetenI p!ra`Ine F`a idvso=I A`bnav hto. ra`IAe raÔne vxkrva F`a _payo kyaR p` raÔ vx =ta nhota. Ae ArsamaHra`Ine ko{ke kæuH ke ;tme mhaTma AanHdFnÒna dxRn kro. ÔetemnI k<pa tmara _pr =ay to tmara svR kayR isâ =ay.' ra`InamnmaH Aa vat vsI g{ te AanHdFnÒna dxRn krva calI.AanHdFnÒne Ôe{ne te Ýwaivt ={. te roj dxRn krva jvalagI. Aek idvs AekaHt Ôe{ te e potanI vat Ýg! krI, te e kæuH,;he guÌ wgvHt¦ mara pr k<pa kro mne ko[k mHƒ Aapo ke je=IraÔne huH mnavI xkuH, mara _pr temno Ýem frI calu =ay.' piriS=itsmÒ j{ne AanHdFnÒAe kæuH, ;Aek kagzno !ukDo lavo.' ra`IAekagzno !ukDo AaPyo. AanHdFnÒAe temaH ko[k mHƒ jevuH lQyuH.pKI te kagzno !ukDo madizyamaH naQyo Ane Ae madizyuH ra`IneAaPyuH. ra`IAe te madizyuH gzamaH pheyuÅ. te idvs=I raÔnI ÝIitra`Ina _pr v\va lagI. raÔ ra`Ine vx =[ gyo. Aek idvsANy ra`IAoAe raÔne kæuH ke ;AapnI pÎra`IAe to yHƒ kravIAapne vx kyaÅ Ke.' Aa vat saHwzI raÔ tpas kravvana ivcarpr AaVyo. Aek idvs raÔAe kH[k yui› krI pÎra`InuH madizyuH

l{ lI\uH temaH=I pelo yHƒ ka#I raÔ vaHcva laGyo prHtu AemaH lQyuHhtuH, ;raÔ ra`I do imle _sse AanHdFnÒ ko kya? Aa xBdo=IAaüyRci› =yela raÔne AanHdFnÒnI _Cc AaTmdxano QyalAaVyo.

(4) raÔne puƒÝaiº:-Ôe\purna raÔne puƒ n hto tena mnmaH potanI rajgadIna

varsdar AHge F`I icHta rhetI. kmRcarIAo Ô`ta hta ke raÔnepuƒnI icHta rhe Ke. Aek idvs Ý\anÒ sa=e vatcIt krtaH krtaHraÔAe potana mnmaH rhelI icHta Ýg! krI. Ý\ane kæuH ;puƒ =voAe pUvRwvnaH kmR pr Aa\ar raqe Ke. KtaH p` jEn Av\Ut trIkeÝisâ Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj mhayogI cmTkarI puruØ Ke.temnI seva wi› krva=I law =ay Ke.' Ý\anna Aa k=n priv¬as mUkIne raÔAe AanHdFnÒ mhaTmanI sevawi› krvanoinüy kyÈ. saca idl=I tem e F`I seva krI. Aem khevay Ke ke Aaseva wi›na Ýtape raÔnI ra`Ine puƒrTnnI Ýaiº ={.

(p) AanHdFnÒnI lFuta:-

raÔAona man-sNman=I ]I AanHdFnÒ kdI p` Ýwaivt=ta n hta. teAo potanI yogxi›nI Svmuqe ɘarey vat krtanih. mhapuruØo potanI ÝxHsa Svmuqe kdI p` kre nih.

meDtangrna raÔAe p` AanHdFnÒ mharajnI seva wi›krI htI, AanHdFnÒna pircy=I meDtana raÔne jEn \mR ÝTyerag =yo hto. AanHdFnÒ potanI pUÔ kdI p` {CKta n hta.jEn xasnnI seva krnaraAonI teAo sda ÝxHsa krta hta. 1

AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wava=R. ]ImdŸ buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. 1p2 =I1p4

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. AaCaayR ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj, p<. 62

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saHwzIne AanHdFnÒne =yuH ke celane kH{k cmTkar btavvo Ôe{Ae.tem e é@Ine pasena Aek p+=rnI ca! _pr pexab kyÈ. te=I pT=rnIca! sonanI ={ g{. Ae Ôe{ pelo celo AaüyRcikt ={ gyo teboLyo, ;Aho¦ jena pexabmaH suv Risiâ Ke tene rsisiânuH xuH kam?potana pexab vDe Ôe suv R bnavI xkatuH hoy to temnI yogxi›ke!lI ivixÚ hxe¦'

raÔ-ra`I do mIle, _smeH AanHdFn kuH kya?

(3) ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje nÇ\elI Aek dHtk=a Aa Ýma eKe: ko{ Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj marvaDmaH ivcrtaHivcrtaH Ôe\pur pasena DuHgronI gufaAomaH |yan \rta hta. teAopasena gamDaHAomaH gaEcrI leva jta hta. Ôe\purna raÔne AnetenI p!ra`Ine F`a idvso=I A`bnav hto. ra`IAe raÔne vxkrva F`a _payo kyaR p` raÔ vx =ta nhota. Ae ArsamaHra`Ine ko{ke kæuH ke ;tme mhaTma AanHdFnÒna dxRn kro. ÔetemnI k<pa tmara _pr =ay to tmara svR kayR isâ =ay.' ra`InamnmaH Aa vat vsI g{ te AanHdFnÒna dxRn krva calI.AanHdFnÒne Ôe{ne te Ýwaivt ={. te roj dxRn krva jvalagI. Aek idvs AekaHt Ôe{ te e potanI vat Ýg! krI, te e kæuH,;he guÌ wgvHt¦ mara pr k<pa kro mne ko[k mHƒ Aapo ke je=IraÔne huH mnavI xkuH, mara _pr temno Ýem frI calu =ay.' piriS=itsmÒ j{ne AanHdFnÒAe kæuH, ;Aek kagzno !ukDo lavo.' ra`IAekagzno !ukDo AaPyo. AanHdFnÒAe temaH ko[k mHƒ jevuH lQyuH.pKI te kagzno !ukDo madizyamaH naQyo Ane Ae madizyuH ra`IneAaPyuH. ra`IAe te madizyuH gzamaH pheyuÅ. te idvs=I raÔnI ÝIitra`Ina _pr v\va lagI. raÔ ra`Ine vx =[ gyo. Aek idvsANy ra`IAoAe raÔne kæuH ke ;AapnI pÎra`IAe to yHƒ kravIAapne vx kyaÅ Ke.' Aa vat saHwzI raÔ tpas kravvana ivcarpr AaVyo. Aek idvs raÔAe kH[k yui› krI pÎra`InuH madizyuH

l{ lI\uH temaH=I pelo yHƒ ka#I raÔ vaHcva laGyo prHtu AemaH lQyuHhtuH, ;raÔ ra`I do imle _sse AanHdFnÒ ko kya? Aa xBdo=IAaüyRci› =yela raÔne AanHdFnÒnI _Cc AaTmdxano QyalAaVyo.

(4) raÔne puƒÝaiº:-Ôe\purna raÔne puƒ n hto tena mnmaH potanI rajgadIna

varsdar AHge F`I icHta rhetI. kmRcarIAo Ô`ta hta ke raÔnepuƒnI icHta rhe Ke. Aek idvs Ý\anÒ sa=e vatcIt krtaH krtaHraÔAe potana mnmaH rhelI icHta Ýg! krI. Ý\ane kæuH ;puƒ =voAe pUvRwvnaH kmR pr Aa\ar raqe Ke. KtaH p` jEn Av\Ut trIkeÝisâ Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj mhayogI cmTkarI puruØ Ke.temnI seva wi› krva=I law =ay Ke.' Ý\anna Aa k=n priv¬as mUkIne raÔAe AanHdFnÒ mhaTmanI sevawi› krvanoinüy kyÈ. saca idl=I tem e F`I seva krI. Aem khevay Ke ke Aaseva wi›na Ýtape raÔnI ra`Ine puƒrTnnI Ýaiº ={.

(p) AanHdFnÒnI lFuta:-

raÔAona man-sNman=I ]I AanHdFnÒ kdI p` Ýwaivt=ta n hta. teAo potanI yogxi›nI Svmuqe ɘarey vat krtanih. mhapuruØo potanI ÝxHsa Svmuqe kdI p` kre nih.

meDtangrna raÔAe p` AanHdFnÒ mharajnI seva wi›krI htI, AanHdFnÒna pircy=I meDtana raÔne jEn \mR ÝTyerag =yo hto. AanHdFnÒ potanI pUÔ kdI p` {CKta n hta.jEn xasnnI seva krnaraAonI teAo sda ÝxHsa krta hta. 1

AanHdFn pd sHg‡h wava=R. ]ImdŸ buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. 1p2 =I1p4

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R. AaCaayR ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj, p<. 62

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(6) Aaxa Ane dHtk=a:-ko{ vqt AanHdFnÒ marvaDnaH gamomaH ivhar krta hta.

TyaH ¬etaMbr S=ankvasI jEno temj mUitRpUjk jEno vsta hta.temnamaH AevI vat fela{ htI ke AanHdFnÒ gCKnI smacarIbrabr pazta n=I, S=apnacayRÒ raqta n=I Ane Aekla freKe, teAo Vyvharw‡Ú =ay Ke.

Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ Aõmna par`a ma!e wrbporeAahar-pa`I vhorva nIkZya. g<hS=one Fre teAo Aahar-pa`Ima!e fyaR. prHtu gme te kar e temne Aahar-pa`I mZyaH nih, te=IAanHdFnÒ paKa frI, gam bhar AaVya, Aahar-pa`InI AaxamaHlp!ayela potana AaTmane _dŸexI ñdyna _dŸgar äara teAo potanIÔtne sHbo\n krva laGya ke:-

;Aaxa AaEr n kI kya pIje (2)Av\U, &an su\ars pIje,w!kt äar äar lokn ke, kukr Aaxa \arI.'Aa ivcarone AHte teAo AaTmsmai\maH ly lIn ={ gya.' 2

(7) _pkar ¹iÚ:-bIkanermaH idLhIna badxahno xahÔdo Aek vqt AaVyo

hto. te xahÔdo ihNdusa\uAo Ane yitAone stavto hto. Aekvqt sa\uAoAe ]I AanHdFnÒne kæuH ke ;badxahno xahÔdorStamaH jta-Aavta AmarI mXkrI kre Ke ma!e k<pa krIne kH{kbnto _pay kro.'

AanHdFnÒ bIkanernI bhar ßyaH xahÔdano mukam htotenI Aaspas frva laGya. pelo xahÔdo FoDa pr besIne frvajto hto. Svwav Ýma e te e mela-Fela Aa v<âyitnI mXkrI krIAe vqte ]I AanHdFnÒ boLya ke ;badxahka be!a qDa rhe' Aa!la

xBdo boLya ke trt pela xahÔdano FoDo TyaH éwo rhI gyo,xahÔdaAe tene clavva cabuk mayÈ p` FoDo tsumaƒ p` AagzcalI xɘo nhÄ. ]I AanHdFnÒ to Tyar pKI potana S=ze caLyagya. Ae!lamaH xahÔdana imƒo TyaH AavI phÇCya Ane xuH =yuH tepUKyuH. xahÔdaAe kæuH ke ;huH bIju kaH[ Ô`to n=I. prHtu Aek sevDa(sa\u) nI meH mXkrI krI te=I te e mne kæuH ke ;badxah ka be!aqDa rhe Aa!luH boltaH FoDo éwo rhI gyo.' xahÔdana imƒonakheva=I bIkanerna mharaÔAe tpas kravI F`a Ýyasne AHtesmacar mZya ke ;Aa kam to ]I AanHdFnÒnuH lage Ke ma!e temnIpase ÔAo.'

raÔ vgere xo\-qoz krtaH krtaH AanHdFnÒ mharajnIpase AaVya Ane AanHdFnÒ mharajne F`I AaÒÒ krI.AanHdFnÒAe kæuH ke badxah be!a sHt sa\uAoko stata hE AaEr_nkI mXkrI krta hE to _skI wI mXkrI hoveH _smeH ÉyaAaüyR hE?

Ae vat Ô`Ine xahÔdaAe vcn AaPyuH ke ;huH sa\u sevDaAonestavIx nih.' Ae!le AanHdFnÒAe xahÔdane khevraVyuH ke ;badxahka be!a clega' Aa Ýma e xahÔdane xBdo sHwzaVya ke xahÔdanoFoDo calva laGyo. xahÔdo Aavo cmTkar Ôe{ quxI =yo pKIte`e AanHdFnÒnaH dxRn kyaR, dxRn krIne te`e imƒone kæuH;AanHdFnÒ to AolIya hE.'

(7) - A;Aek vqt AanHdFnÒ mharaj marvaDna ko{ gammaH

Aek grIb vi`kne TyaH ke!lak idvs ræa hta. Aek vqt tevi`k bhu icHtatur chere AanHdFnÒ pase AavIne be@o. KatIwra[ jva=I te rDva laGyo. AanHdFnÒAe tene rDvanuH kar`pUKyuH. te`e potana du:qnI vItk k=a khI sHwzavI AanHdFnÒAeAe vi`kne kæuH ;tarI pase lo#uH hoy to lav' te`e Aek xerIAo(xernuH ka!luH) lavIne ]I AanHdFnÒne AaPyo. vhelI Ýwate2. Aejn p<. : 63

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(6) Aaxa Ane dHtk=a:-ko{ vqt AanHdFnÒ marvaDnaH gamomaH ivhar krta hta.

TyaH ¬etaMbr S=ankvasI jEno temj mUitRpUjk jEno vsta hta.temnamaH AevI vat fela{ htI ke AanHdFnÒ gCKnI smacarIbrabr pazta n=I, S=apnacayRÒ raqta n=I Ane Aekla freKe, teAo Vyvharw‡Ú =ay Ke.

Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ Aõmna par`a ma!e wrbporeAahar-pa`I vhorva nIkZya. g<hS=one Fre teAo Aahar-pa`Ima!e fyaR. prHtu gme te kar e temne Aahar-pa`I mZyaH nih, te=IAanHdFnÒ paKa frI, gam bhar AaVya, Aahar-pa`InI AaxamaHlp!ayela potana AaTmane _dŸexI ñdyna _dŸgar äara teAo potanIÔtne sHbo\n krva laGya ke:-

;Aaxa AaEr n kI kya pIje (2)Av\U, &an su\ars pIje,w!kt äar äar lokn ke, kukr Aaxa \arI.'Aa ivcarone AHte teAo AaTmsmai\maH ly lIn ={ gya.' 2

(7) _pkar ¹iÚ:-bIkanermaH idLhIna badxahno xahÔdo Aek vqt AaVyo

hto. te xahÔdo ihNdusa\uAo Ane yitAone stavto hto. Aekvqt sa\uAoAe ]I AanHdFnÒne kæuH ke ;badxahno xahÔdorStamaH jta-Aavta AmarI mXkrI kre Ke ma!e k<pa krIne kH{kbnto _pay kro.'

AanHdFnÒ bIkanernI bhar ßyaH xahÔdano mukam htotenI Aaspas frva laGya. pelo xahÔdo FoDa pr besIne frvajto hto. Svwav Ýma e te e mela-Fela Aa v<âyitnI mXkrI krIAe vqte ]I AanHdFnÒ boLya ke ;badxahka be!a qDa rhe' Aa!la

xBdo boLya ke trt pela xahÔdano FoDo TyaH éwo rhI gyo,xahÔdaAe tene clavva cabuk mayÈ p` FoDo tsumaƒ p` AagzcalI xɘo nhÄ. ]I AanHdFnÒ to Tyar pKI potana S=ze caLyagya. Ae!lamaH xahÔdana imƒo TyaH AavI phÇCya Ane xuH =yuH tepUKyuH. xahÔdaAe kæuH ke ;huH bIju kaH[ Ô`to n=I. prHtu Aek sevDa(sa\u) nI meH mXkrI krI te=I te e mne kæuH ke ;badxah ka be!aqDa rhe Aa!luH boltaH FoDo éwo rhI gyo.' xahÔdana imƒonakheva=I bIkanerna mharaÔAe tpas kravI F`a Ýyasne AHtesmacar mZya ke ;Aa kam to ]I AanHdFnÒnuH lage Ke ma!e temnIpase ÔAo.'

raÔ vgere xo\-qoz krtaH krtaH AanHdFnÒ mharajnIpase AaVya Ane AanHdFnÒ mharajne F`I AaÒÒ krI.AanHdFnÒAe kæuH ke badxah be!a sHt sa\uAoko stata hE AaEr_nkI mXkrI krta hE to _skI wI mXkrI hoveH _smeH ÉyaAaüyR hE?

Ae vat Ô`Ine xahÔdaAe vcn AaPyuH ke ;huH sa\u sevDaAonestavIx nih.' Ae!le AanHdFnÒAe xahÔdane khevraVyuH ke ;badxahka be!a clega' Aa Ýma e xahÔdane xBdo sHwzaVya ke xahÔdanoFoDo calva laGyo. xahÔdo Aavo cmTkar Ôe{ quxI =yo pKIte`e AanHdFnÒnaH dxRn kyaR, dxRn krIne te`e imƒone kæuH;AanHdFnÒ to AolIya hE.'

(7) - A;Aek vqt AanHdFnÒ mharaj marvaDna ko{ gammaH

Aek grIb vi`kne TyaH ke!lak idvs ræa hta. Aek vqt tevi`k bhu icHtatur chere AanHdFnÒ pase AavIne be@o. KatIwra[ jva=I te rDva laGyo. AanHdFnÒAe tene rDvanuH kar`pUKyuH. te`e potana du:qnI vItk k=a khI sHwzavI AanHdFnÒAeAe vi`kne kæuH ;tarI pase lo#uH hoy to lav' te`e Aek xerIAo(xernuH ka!luH) lavIne ]I AanHdFnÒne AaPyo. vhelI Ýwate2. Aejn p<. : 63

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AanHdFnÒ ko[ne kæa vgr ivhar krIne caLya gya, pelo vi`kAanHdFnÒna qHDmaH gyo to, TyaH AanHdFnÒ deqaya nih, prHtuteAo ßyaH be@a hta TyaH potano xerIAo deqayo te suv`Rno ={gyo hto. te vecIne vi`ke b\uH j devuH cUkvI dI\uH Ane F`uH \npamI suqI ={ gyo.' 1

(8) ix*y kro, nam rhexe;Aek vqt AanHdFnÒ marvaDna ko{ gammaH AekaHtS=anmaH

rhI, AaTm|yan \rta hta. te gamna ]avko temnI pase AvarnvarAavta hta. Aek idvs gamna ]avkoAe ivnHtI krI ke ;saheb¦AapnI paKz AapnuH nam rhe te ma!e Aek ix*y kro, ix*y AapnuHnam raqxe.'

AanHdFnÒAe ]avkonI vat saHwzIne pKI tena _¿r trIkeñdyna _dŸgaro ka#taH kæuH ke ;Av\U¦ nam hmara raqe. 1

(9) Vyapar-ma ekcok]I AanHdFnÒ pase Aek grIb ]avk Aavto hto. tena

mnma Aevo ivcar hto ke AanHdFnÒ potane veparmaH ko[k cmTkarbtave to pote potanuH devuH cUkvI d{ xke Ane \H\o krIne suqI =ay.

Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ AekaHtmaH be@a hta, te smy te]avke inqalsta=I pote je seva kre Ke teno _dŸex inqalsta=Ikæo. ]avknI vat saHwzIne AanHdFnÒAe AaTmana qra VyaparnuHSv$p smÔVyuH. AaTmanI pase Vy›\mRnI mUz rkm =oDI Ke AnekmR$p Vyaj F uH j Ke. AanHdFnÒna muqmaH=I te vqte nIcenIpHi›Ao srI pDI:-

;mUlDo =oDo, wa{ VyajDo F`o re,kem krI dI\o re Ôy.'

tem e ]avkne AmdavadnI ma ekcok ne AHtrnaH ma ekcokmaH_tarIne TyaH \mRnI dukan maHDvano _pdex AaPyo. pela grIb ]avk_pr AanHdFnÒna _pdexnI sacI Asr ={.

(10) ]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒ pr jU@o Aarop;]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ko{ Aek xe@nI ÏIne stI =taH

varI htI. Tyar=I te ÏI AanHdFnÒ pase AWyas krva AavtIhtI. te A|yaTm&anno Anuwv p` letI htI. prHtu ke!lak doعiÚ lokoAe AanHdFnÒ ivxe AevI qo!I Afva felavI ke,AanHdFnÒne tenI sa=e sHbH\ Ke, prHtu loksH&ane ÒtnarAanHdFnÒ AavI Afva=I jra p` ASvS= =ya n hta, él!anateAo Ae=I ivxeØ |yana$# =ya hta.' 1

(11) jvrne kpDamaH _tayÈ.]I AanHdFnÒ marvaDmaH ivcrta hta. ko{ vqt Ôe\pur

raßymaH ivhar krtaH teAo ko{ pvRt pasena gamnI bhar mHidrmaHræa hta, Aa vatnI Ôe\purna raÔne qbr pDI. te=I teAoAanHdFnÒ mharajnaH dxRn krva AaVya. AanHdFnÒnuH xrIr Aevqte tav=I F uH j grm ={ gyuH htuH t=a \‡uUÒ ræuH htuH. Ôe\purnaraÔna AavagmnnI vat Ô`Ine AanHdFnÒAe potana tavnekpDamaH étarIne, te kpDuH dUr mUkyuH. raÔ p\ayaR Tyare teAo xaHtAne SvS= ic¿e _pdex Aapva laGya. AaTmana gu onI Ýaiº ma!eje je _payo leva Ôe{Ae te teAo raÔne smÔvva laGya. _pdex,pU R =ya pKI, raÔnI ¹iÚ kpDa pr pDI. kpDuH \‡UjtuH htuH. raÔne=yuH ke Aa kpDuH kem \‡UjtuH hxe? kaH{ n smÔyuH Ae!le tem`eAanHdFnÒne tenuH kar` pUKyuH. AanHdFnÒAe kæuH ke, ;Aa kpDamaHtavnaH pudŸglo Ke rajn¦ tmarI sa=e \mRmagRnI ccaR krvI htI,Ae!le tavne meH xrIrmaH=I kpDamaH _tayÈ Ane kpDane dUr mUkyuH, hveAanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 143

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâ sagrÒ mharaj p<.: 121 1. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2 ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. : 129.

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AanHdFnÒ ko[ne kæa vgr ivhar krIne caLya gya, pelo vi`kAanHdFnÒna qHDmaH gyo to, TyaH AanHdFnÒ deqaya nih, prHtuteAo ßyaH be@a hta TyaH potano xerIAo deqayo te suv`Rno ={gyo hto. te vecIne vi`ke b\uH j devuH cUkvI dI\uH Ane F`uH \npamI suqI ={ gyo.' 1

(8) ix*y kro, nam rhexe;Aek vqt AanHdFnÒ marvaDna ko{ gammaH AekaHtS=anmaH

rhI, AaTm|yan \rta hta. te gamna ]avko temnI pase AvarnvarAavta hta. Aek idvs gamna ]avkoAe ivnHtI krI ke ;saheb¦AapnI paKz AapnuH nam rhe te ma!e Aek ix*y kro, ix*y AapnuHnam raqxe.'

AanHdFnÒAe ]avkonI vat saHwzIne pKI tena _¿r trIkeñdyna _dŸgaro ka#taH kæuH ke ;Av\U¦ nam hmara raqe. 1

(9) Vyapar-ma ekcok]I AanHdFnÒ pase Aek grIb ]avk Aavto hto. tena

mnma Aevo ivcar hto ke AanHdFnÒ potane veparmaH ko[k cmTkarbtave to pote potanuH devuH cUkvI d{ xke Ane \H\o krIne suqI =ay.

Aek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ AekaHtmaH be@a hta, te smy te]avke inqalsta=I pote je seva kre Ke teno _dŸex inqalsta=Ikæo. ]avknI vat saHwzIne AanHdFnÒAe AaTmana qra VyaparnuHSv$p smÔVyuH. AaTmanI pase Vy›\mRnI mUz rkm =oDI Ke AnekmR$p Vyaj F uH j Ke. AanHdFnÒna muqmaH=I te vqte nIcenIpHi›Ao srI pDI:-

;mUlDo =oDo, wa{ VyajDo F`o re,kem krI dI\o re Ôy.'

tem e ]avkne AmdavadnI ma ekcok ne AHtrnaH ma ekcokmaH_tarIne TyaH \mRnI dukan maHDvano _pdex AaPyo. pela grIb ]avk_pr AanHdFnÒna _pdexnI sacI Asr ={.

(10) ]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒ pr jU@o Aarop;]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ko{ Aek xe@nI ÏIne stI =taH

varI htI. Tyar=I te ÏI AanHdFnÒ pase AWyas krva AavtIhtI. te A|yaTm&anno Anuwv p` letI htI. prHtu ke!lak doعiÚ lokoAe AanHdFnÒ ivxe AevI qo!I Afva felavI ke,AanHdFnÒne tenI sa=e sHbH\ Ke, prHtu loksH&ane ÒtnarAanHdFnÒ AavI Afva=I jra p` ASvS= =ya n hta, él!anateAo Ae=I ivxeØ |yana$# =ya hta.' 1

(11) jvrne kpDamaH _tayÈ.]I AanHdFnÒ marvaDmaH ivcrta hta. ko{ vqt Ôe\pur

raßymaH ivhar krtaH teAo ko{ pvRt pasena gamnI bhar mHidrmaHræa hta, Aa vatnI Ôe\purna raÔne qbr pDI. te=I teAoAanHdFnÒ mharajnaH dxRn krva AaVya. AanHdFnÒnuH xrIr Aevqte tav=I F uH j grm ={ gyuH htuH t=a \‡uUÒ ræuH htuH. Ôe\purnaraÔna AavagmnnI vat Ô`Ine AanHdFnÒAe potana tavnekpDamaH étarIne, te kpDuH dUr mUkyuH. raÔ p\ayaR Tyare teAo xaHtAne SvS= ic¿e _pdex Aapva laGya. AaTmana gu onI Ýaiº ma!eje je _payo leva Ôe{Ae te teAo raÔne smÔvva laGya. _pdex,pU R =ya pKI, raÔnI ¹iÚ kpDa pr pDI. kpDuH \‡UjtuH htuH. raÔne=yuH ke Aa kpDuH kem \‡UjtuH hxe? kaH{ n smÔyuH Ae!le tem`eAanHdFnÒne tenuH kar` pUKyuH. AanHdFnÒAe kæuH ke, ;Aa kpDamaHtavnaH pudŸglo Ke rajn¦ tmarI sa=e \mRmagRnI ccaR krvI htI,Ae!le tavne meH xrIrmaH=I kpDamaH _tayÈ Ane kpDane dUr mUkyuH, hveAanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 143

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâ sagrÒ mharaj p<.: 121 1. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2 ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. : 129.

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(12) vcnisiâ.]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj ivØe lokomaH AevI maNyta htI ke

temne vcnisiâ Ýg! ={ Ke. je mnu*y waØasimitnuH sMykŸ palnkre Ke Ane vcnguiPtmaH ivxeØ kaz rhe Ke temj naiw kmzmaH|yan \rI prawaØamaH klakona klako pyÅt lIn ={ Ôy Ke tenevcnisiâ Ýg!e Ke.

(13) covIxI sHbH\I ikHvdNtI;]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒ k<t Stvn-covIxI sHbH\I AevI Aek dHtk=a

Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒ Aek vqt xƒuHjyigir _pr ]I ijne¬rprmaTmana dxRn krva gya hta, te vqte yoganuyog ]IyxoivjyÒ t=a &anivmlsUir p` yaƒa=eR igirraj _pr jtahta. igirraj _pr j{ ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aek ijnmHidrmaHwavStvna krvamaH lIn bnI gya, te smye _pa|yay]I Ane ]I&anivmlsUirÒ ]I AanHdFnÒnI Ô`maH n Aave, Ae rIte TyaHbesI gya Ane Stvn saHwzva laGya.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje phela tI=Åkr]I %Øwdev wgvan=IAarHwIne bavIsma ]I neimna= wgvan su\Ina tI=ÅkrnI StvnakrI. pKI ko{k kar`sr ÝsHg pamIne ]I AanHdFnÒAe AcankpaKz ¹iÚ krI to ]I _pa|yayÒ Ane &anivmlsUirÒne Ôeya.Ae=I wavnI Aekag‡tamaH ivÙep pDtaH ]I AanHdFnÒnanaiwkmzmaH=I nIkzta wavvahI _wraAo sHkoca[ gya. ]IAanHdFnÒ trt j éwa =ya Ane TyaH=I ANyƒ calI nIkZyaAe!le ]I pa¬Rna= Ane mhavIr SvamI wgvannaH StvnonI rcnaApU R rhI.' 1

(14) iÊyoâark ]I sTyivjyÒ mharajnoAanHdFn sa=e ivhar

;pNyas ]I sTyivjyÒ mharaj AaTma=± puruØ hta. teAosa\unI iÊyaAo krvamaH ÝyTnxIl rheta hta. AanHdFnÒ sa=eteAo F`aH vØR pyÅt vnvasmaH ræa hta. Ane A|yaTm&anInIsHgitno law tem e lI\o hto.

Aa sHdwRmaH ]I AaTmaramÒ mharaj p` j`ave Ke ke ]IsTyivjyÒAe ke!laHk vØÈ su\I AanHdFnÒnI sa=e vnmaH vaskrIne cairƒ paZyuH htuH. iÊyoâar krnarmaH Tyag Ane vEraGynuH F uHbz hovuH Ôe{Ae to j te iÊyaeâar krva sm=R =ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharajna pircy=I temnamaH AaTmbz qILyuHhtuH. jEn xasnnI Ýwavna krnaraAo _pr ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnoke!lo b\o rag hto te Aa ÝsHg _pr=I Ô`I xkay Ke.' 2

(1p) suv RisiânI paiº ma!e]ImdŸ _pa|yayÒnuH Aagmn.

;]I yxoivjyÒ _pa|yayna mnmaH Aek idvs Aevo ivcarAaVyo ke Ôe potanI pase suv R-isiâ hoy to laqo-kroDo mnu*yneteAo jEn bnavva sm=R bne. kar` ke \n ivna mnu*yonI \mRmaH]âa, wav, wi›, iS=r rheta n=I.

_pa|yayÒna mnmaH Aevo tkR =yo ke Ôe pote suv R isiâ\ravnar ]I AanHdFnÒnI seva-wi› bhuman kre to teAo pase=Isuv R isiâ mezvI xkay. Aava ivcar=I teAo ]I AanHdFnÒnIxo\ krta krta meDta AaVya. meDta pasena jHglmaH AanHdFnÒKe tevo p¿o laGyo. Ae=I _pa|yayÒ jHglmaH AanHdFnÒ pasep\ayaR Ane meDta ngrmaH p\arvanI temne iv&iPt krI.

]I AanHdFnÒne ]I _pa|yayÒ _pr xuâ AHt:kr`no1. AanHdFn pd-wava=R wa. r, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 601. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 79 2. Aejn p<. 63-64

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temne vcnisiâ Ýg! ={ Ke. je mnu*y waØasimitnuH sMykŸ palnkre Ke Ane vcnguiPtmaH ivxeØ kaz rhe Ke temj naiw kmzmaH|yan \rI prawaØamaH klakona klako pyÅt lIn ={ Ôy Ke tenevcnisiâ Ýg!e Ke.

(13) covIxI sHbH\I ikHvdNtI;]ImdŸ AanHdFnÒ k<t Stvn-covIxI sHbH\I AevI Aek dHtk=a

Ke ke ]I AanHdFnÒ Aek vqt xƒuHjyigir _pr ]I ijne¬rprmaTmana dxRn krva gya hta, te vqte yoganuyog ]IyxoivjyÒ t=a &anivmlsUir p` yaƒa=eR igirraj _pr jtahta. igirraj _pr j{ ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aek ijnmHidrmaHwavStvna krvamaH lIn bnI gya, te smye _pa|yay]I Ane ]I&anivmlsUirÒ ]I AanHdFnÒnI Ô`maH n Aave, Ae rIte TyaHbesI gya Ane Stvn saHwzva laGya.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje phela tI=Åkr]I %Øwdev wgvan=IAarHwIne bavIsma ]I neimna= wgvan su\Ina tI=ÅkrnI StvnakrI. pKI ko{k kar`sr ÝsHg pamIne ]I AanHdFnÒAe AcankpaKz ¹iÚ krI to ]I _pa|yayÒ Ane &anivmlsUirÒne Ôeya.Ae=I wavnI Aekag‡tamaH ivÙep pDtaH ]I AanHdFnÒnanaiwkmzmaH=I nIkzta wavvahI _wraAo sHkoca[ gya. ]IAanHdFnÒ trt j éwa =ya Ane TyaH=I ANyƒ calI nIkZyaAe!le ]I pa¬Rna= Ane mhavIr SvamI wgvannaH StvnonI rcnaApU R rhI.' 1

(14) iÊyoâark ]I sTyivjyÒ mharajnoAanHdFn sa=e ivhar

;pNyas ]I sTyivjyÒ mharaj AaTma=± puruØ hta. teAosa\unI iÊyaAo krvamaH ÝyTnxIl rheta hta. AanHdFnÒ sa=eteAo F`aH vØR pyÅt vnvasmaH ræa hta. Ane A|yaTm&anInIsHgitno law tem e lI\o hto.

Aa sHdwRmaH ]I AaTmaramÒ mharaj p` j`ave Ke ke ]IsTyivjyÒAe ke!laHk vØÈ su\I AanHdFnÒnI sa=e vnmaH vaskrIne cairƒ paZyuH htuH. iÊyoâar krnarmaH Tyag Ane vEraGynuH F uHbz hovuH Ôe{Ae to j te iÊyaeâar krva sm=R =ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharajna pircy=I temnamaH AaTmbz qILyuHhtuH. jEn xasnnI Ýwavna krnaraAo _pr ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajnoke!lo b\o rag hto te Aa ÝsHg _pr=I Ô`I xkay Ke.' 2

(1p) suv RisiânI paiº ma!e]ImdŸ _pa|yayÒnuH Aagmn.

;]I yxoivjyÒ _pa|yayna mnmaH Aek idvs Aevo ivcarAaVyo ke Ôe potanI pase suv R-isiâ hoy to laqo-kroDo mnu*yneteAo jEn bnavva sm=R bne. kar` ke \n ivna mnu*yonI \mRmaH]âa, wav, wi›, iS=r rheta n=I.

_pa|yayÒna mnmaH Aevo tkR =yo ke Ôe pote suv R isiâ\ravnar ]I AanHdFnÒnI seva-wi› bhuman kre to teAo pase=Isuv R isiâ mezvI xkay. Aava ivcar=I teAo ]I AanHdFnÒnIxo\ krta krta meDta AaVya. meDta pasena jHglmaH AanHdFnÒKe tevo p¿o laGyo. Ae=I _pa|yayÒ jHglmaH AanHdFnÒ pasep\ayaR Ane meDta ngrmaH p\arvanI temne iv&iPt krI.

]I AanHdFnÒne ]I _pa|yayÒ _pr xuâ AHt:kr`no1. AanHdFn pd-wava=R wa. r, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 601. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 79 2. Aejn p<. 63-64

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Ýemwav hto. te=I _pa|yayna Aag‡hne vx ={ teAo temnI sa=eivhar krva laGya, caltaH caltaH magRmaH Aek @eka e ]I AanHdFnÒmharaj lFu nIt (pexab) krva be@a Ane te S=ane teAo besI jræa Ane AHtrmaH êDu AaTm|yan krva laGya.' 1

]I AanHdFnÒ mharajne Aa Ýma e F`Ivar lagI, KtaHp` AanHdFnÒ to é@ya j nih, te=I _pa|yayÒne hsvuH AaVyuH.AaDuH muq raqI teAo hSya te smye ]I AanHdFnÒ p` hsva jevuHkrva laGya, Ae vqte _pa|yayÒna mnmaH ivcar =yo ke kar`ivna ]I AanHdFnÒnuH muq hsva jevuH kem =yuH? te=I tem e te ma!e]I AanHdFnÒne pUKyuH, ÝTyu¿rmaH ]I AanHdFnÒ Ae kæuH ke ;jevIrIte tme hSya tevI rIte huH hSyo.'

Aa Ýma enuH AanHdFnÒnuH vcn saHwzIne _pa|yayÒ xrma{gya. pKI _pa|yayÒAe AanHdFnne kæuH ke ;jEn xasnnI mhanÝwavna =ay te ma!e suv RisiânI j$r Ke suv Risiâ AapnIpase Ke, te=I Aap k<pa kro Ane mne te suv Risiâ Aapo.'

_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒnI ivnHtI saHwzIne ]I AanHdFnÒke!loy smy maEn ræa. Kev!e gHwIrmuãa=I tem e kæuH ;mara mnmaHtmne suv R isiâ AapvanI {CKa htI, prHtu tme te ma!e mag`IkrI, Ae!le te tmne hve mze Aem n=I, kar` ke ßyaH yacnano doØhoy TyaH AavI isiâ Ýg!I xke nih.'

Aa Ýma e khIne AanHdFnÒ mharaj vngufa trf caLyagya. Aa dHtk=a maNyamaH Aave tem n=I, kar` ke _pa|yayÒ jeva&anImhaTma suv RisiânI yacna ɘarey kre nih.

(16) AaTmanI inxanIAek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIkaner xhernI bhar

SmxanwUimnI nÒkna ÝdexmaH ræa hta. bIkanermaH Ae smye j¡daj¡da gCKna sa\uAo rheta hta. Aek vqt ANy dxRnna ke!lak

pHiDt b‡aï`ona mnmaH Aevo ivcar AaVyo ke jEnomaH AanHdFnÒnamna Aek yogI Ke. te gamnI bhar rhe Ke AaTm&anmaH te êDaétyaR Ke. teAo F`Ivar |yan smai\maH rhe Ke.

ke!lak pHiDt b‡aï`o wega ={ne ]ImdŸ AanHdFn yogInIpase AaVya, Avsr mezvIne pHiDtomaH=I Aek pHiDte ÝÆ kyÈ?;yitÒ¦ Aap AaTm&anI Ko to AaTmanI inxanI xI Ke te j`avxo,kar` ke drek mtvaza AaTmane j¡do j¡do mane Ke.' te vqte ]IAanHdFnÒAe _¿rmaH gayuH ke:

;inxanI kha btavuH re, tero Alg Agocr $p'Aa pd temne shj SfUyuÅ. teno wava=R khIne Anuwvbze tem e pHiDtone AaTmtÀvnI JaHqI kravI.

(17) raÔnI be iv\va puƒIAone bo\:]I AanHdFnÒ Aek vqt meDta xhermaH gya hta, TyaHna

raÔnI be puƒIAo te vqte iv\va ={ htI. te=I te bHne rajkumarIAohHmexa $dn kyaR krtI htI, raÔAe F`a _payo kyaR p` puƒIAonoxok AoKo =yo nih.

Aek idvs lokona muqe=I raÔAe saHwZyuH htuH ke AanHdFnÒmharaj Aek isâ puruØ Ke. te ko{ p` _paye puƒIAona xokne dUrkrxe. te=I raÔAe potanI bHne puƒIAone AanHdFnÒnI pasemoklI. AanHdFnÒ teAone AaTma$pI SvamInuH Sv$p smÔVyuHAne Asar sHsarnI Ù`wHgurta smÔvI. AanHdFnÒna muqe=IvEraGymy va`InuH ]v` krva=I raÔnI Ae bHne puƒIAono xokdUr =yo hto. Tyar pKI te bHne puƒIAo AanHdFnÒ pase ivxeØ\mR-]v` krva lagI. Aa Aa|yaiTmk _pdexnI Ae!lI Asr=[ ke teAo \mRmaH lylIn bnI g{, prHtu raÔnI bHne puƒIAonapircy=I dujRn lokoAe AevI qo!I Afva felavI ke AanHdFnÒnetemnI sa=e sHbH\ Ke. Aa vat saHwzI Ae babtno inüy krvaraÔ Aek idvs guPtvexe AanHdFnÒnI pase AaVya Ane AemnI1: AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2 ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. : 67-68

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Ýemwav hto. te=I _pa|yayna Aag‡hne vx ={ teAo temnI sa=eivhar krva laGya, caltaH caltaH magRmaH Aek @eka e ]I AanHdFnÒmharaj lFu nIt (pexab) krva be@a Ane te S=ane teAo besI jræa Ane AHtrmaH êDu AaTm|yan krva laGya.' 1

]I AanHdFnÒ mharajne Aa Ýma e F`Ivar lagI, KtaHp` AanHdFnÒ to é@ya j nih, te=I _pa|yayÒne hsvuH AaVyuH.AaDuH muq raqI teAo hSya te smye ]I AanHdFnÒ p` hsva jevuHkrva laGya, Ae vqte _pa|yayÒna mnmaH ivcar =yo ke kar`ivna ]I AanHdFnÒnuH muq hsva jevuH kem =yuH? te=I tem e te ma!e]I AanHdFnÒne pUKyuH, ÝTyu¿rmaH ]I AanHdFnÒ Ae kæuH ke ;jevIrIte tme hSya tevI rIte huH hSyo.'

Aa Ýma enuH AanHdFnÒnuH vcn saHwzIne _pa|yayÒ xrma{gya. pKI _pa|yayÒAe AanHdFnne kæuH ke ;jEn xasnnI mhanÝwavna =ay te ma!e suv RisiânI j$r Ke suv Risiâ AapnIpase Ke, te=I Aap k<pa kro Ane mne te suv Risiâ Aapo.'

_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒnI ivnHtI saHwzIne ]I AanHdFnÒke!loy smy maEn ræa. Kev!e gHwIrmuãa=I tem e kæuH ;mara mnmaHtmne suv R isiâ AapvanI {CKa htI, prHtu tme te ma!e mag`IkrI, Ae!le te tmne hve mze Aem n=I, kar` ke ßyaH yacnano doØhoy TyaH AavI isiâ Ýg!I xke nih.'

Aa Ýma e khIne AanHdFnÒ mharaj vngufa trf caLyagya. Aa dHtk=a maNyamaH Aave tem n=I, kar` ke _pa|yayÒ jeva&anImhaTma suv RisiânI yacna ɘarey kre nih.

(16) AaTmanI inxanIAek vqt ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIkaner xhernI bhar

SmxanwUimnI nÒkna ÝdexmaH ræa hta. bIkanermaH Ae smye j¡daj¡da gCKna sa\uAo rheta hta. Aek vqt ANy dxRnna ke!lak

pHiDt b‡aï`ona mnmaH Aevo ivcar AaVyo ke jEnomaH AanHdFnÒnamna Aek yogI Ke. te gamnI bhar rhe Ke AaTm&anmaH te êDaétyaR Ke. teAo F`Ivar |yan smai\maH rhe Ke.

ke!lak pHiDt b‡aï`o wega ={ne ]ImdŸ AanHdFn yogInIpase AaVya, Avsr mezvIne pHiDtomaH=I Aek pHiDte ÝÆ kyÈ?;yitÒ¦ Aap AaTm&anI Ko to AaTmanI inxanI xI Ke te j`avxo,kar` ke drek mtvaza AaTmane j¡do j¡do mane Ke.' te vqte ]IAanHdFnÒAe _¿rmaH gayuH ke:

;inxanI kha btavuH re, tero Alg Agocr $p'Aa pd temne shj SfUyuÅ. teno wava=R khIne Anuwvbze tem e pHiDtone AaTmtÀvnI JaHqI kravI.

(17) raÔnI be iv\va puƒIAone bo\:]I AanHdFnÒ Aek vqt meDta xhermaH gya hta, TyaHna

raÔnI be puƒIAo te vqte iv\va ={ htI. te=I te bHne rajkumarIAohHmexa $dn kyaR krtI htI, raÔAe F`a _payo kyaR p` puƒIAonoxok AoKo =yo nih.

Aek idvs lokona muqe=I raÔAe saHwZyuH htuH ke AanHdFnÒmharaj Aek isâ puruØ Ke. te ko{ p` _paye puƒIAona xokne dUrkrxe. te=I raÔAe potanI bHne puƒIAone AanHdFnÒnI pasemoklI. AanHdFnÒ teAone AaTma$pI SvamInuH Sv$p smÔVyuHAne Asar sHsarnI Ù`wHgurta smÔvI. AanHdFnÒna muqe=IvEraGymy va`InuH ]v` krva=I raÔnI Ae bHne puƒIAono xokdUr =yo hto. Tyar pKI te bHne puƒIAo AanHdFnÒ pase ivxeØ\mR-]v` krva lagI. Aa Aa|yaiTmk _pdexnI Ae!lI Asr=[ ke teAo \mRmaH lylIn bnI g{, prHtu raÔnI bHne puƒIAonapircy=I dujRn lokoAe AevI qo!I Afva felavI ke AanHdFnÒnetemnI sa=e sHbH\ Ke. Aa vat saHwzI Ae babtno inüy krvaraÔ Aek idvs guPtvexe AanHdFnÒnI pase AaVya Ane AemnI1: AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2 ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<. : 67-68

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idncyaR Ôeva laGya. AanHdFnÒAe te vqte AdŸwut _pdex AaPyo.vzI AiGnmaH potana be ha= raQya KtaH daJta n=I Aevo AdŸwutcmTkar btaVyo. ivxuâ cairƒ ivna AavuH bne nih Ae!le AaÝsHg Ôe{ne lokona mnno sHxy dUr =yo.

(18) stI =va nIkzelI ÏIne Ýitbo\:-

;]I AanHdFnÒ Aek vqt ivhar krtaH meDtangrmaH p\ayaR,TyaH Aek xe@nI yuvanpuƒIno pit m<Tyu paMyo Ane te iv\va bnI,te potana pit sa=e ictamaH bzI mrva tEyar =[. Ae idvsomaHstI =vano irvaj F`o Ýcilt hto. tenamaH st AaVyuH AnemeDta gamnI bhar stIna vexe nIkzI.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Tyare meDta ngrnI bhar SmxanwUimmaH ko[ Aek S=anmaH |yanS= hta. stI bnva nIkzelI xe@nIpuƒI SmxanmaH AanHdFnÒ pase=I Ýsar =[, FÇFa!=IAanHdFnÒna |yanma wHg pD˜o. Ae smye ko[Ae ]I AanHdFnÒnekæuH ke xe@nI puƒI stI =va Ôy Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒAe tene _pdexAapta kæuH Bahen taro iÝy¿m te tara SvamInuH xrIr Ke ke AenaxrIrmaH rhelo AaTma Ke? Ôe tuH xrIrne SvamI manIne we!va jtIhoy to te Ayu› Ke kar` ke xrIr to jD Ke Ane Ù`ivnaxI KexrIr ko[nuH =yuH n=I Ane =vanuH p` n=I. xrIr sat \atunuH bneluHKe jeno _Tpad Ke teno nax Ke.

AanHdFnÒnaH Aa _pdexnI Asr tena _pr =[ Ane tenestI =vanuH maHDI vaZyuH. stI ivxenI AavI Aek ANy dHtk=a =oDaferfar sa=e Ýcilt Ke.' 1

Aam, AanHdFnÒna Òvn ivxe AavI ke!lIk dHtk=aAoÝcilt Ke AemaH ke!lIk Ô`ItI Ke Ane AanHdFnÒna Òvn kvnsmjvamaH cavI $p Ke. ke!lIk dHtk=aAo deqItI rIte j AsHwivtlage Ke. vzI A|yaTmmagRmaH tenuH kxuH mULyu j`atuH n=I.

1. AanHdFn pd wava=R wa. 2, ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p<.: 60

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“kya sove _@ jag ba_re”A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajna ]Imuqe Ô e ke saÙatŸ

srSvtIdevIAe vas kyÈ hoy Ane te muinÒnI va`ImaH \ara$pevhI ræa hoy tevuH lage Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒnI Aa va`ImaH AnuwvnuHAm<t Anuwvay Ke. teAo]InaH vcno Ô e ke sa\nanI sra ecDel motI hoy tevuH ]âan =ya kre Ke. mat<ñdyI sHto mumuÙoAonevaTsLy va`I$p AHjil vDe KH!kav krI Ôg<t kre Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa pd äara jgtna ÒvoneAaTmÔg<it krave Ke. mohinãamaH po#el Ýa`Ine potanI AaTmdxanuH&an ke wan n=I. te=I j prmaTm$p AaTmanI vaStivktanuH dxRnkravta teAo]I ÝStut pdno ÝarHw krta khe Ke.

ÉyaH sove _@ jag ba_re..Éya AHjil jl ßyuH Aayu F!t he.det phoiryaH \iry \a_ re... Éya.. 3..

Are, Ae woza Ýa`I¦ tuH sU[ ræo Ke kem? é@, Ôg jemqobamaH raqeluH pa`I \Ime \Ime vhI Ôy Ke, tem Aayu*y$pI pa`Ip` F!tuH j Ôy Ke. Ýhr (smy) j`avva jem pheregIr prh_pr Fa mare Ke ne lokone Ôg<t kre Ke tem sHto p` pheregIrnuH kamkre Ke.

_dya\In Ýa`I, kmRne vx bnI Anaidkaz=I prmaH Sv buiâraqI, mohinHãa l{ ræo Ke. &anI sHto pheregIrnuH kayR krI A&anIÒvonI êF _DaDe Ke t=a Sv$pdxanuH &an krave Ke. kmR t=anokmRne kar e Ýaº suq - du:qaid t=a xrIraid samg‡I Aa b\a

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pda=È _Tpþ, lynI iS=itvaza Ke. prHtu Ôe te potana SvwavmaHrhe to xowaSpd lage Ke.

]I Am<tcHãacayRÒAe “smysar” na ƒIÔ kzxmaH kæuH Ke“Oy¿i`CKygAo, smAo sVvT= suHdro loO

bH\kha Oy¿e te ivsHvaid`I ho{..”

inüy=I svRpda=R potpotana SvwavmaH iS=t ræe j xowapame Ke. prHtu ÒvnI Anaidkaz=I pudŸgl kmR sa=e inim¿$pbH\AvS=a hovane kar e ÒvmaH ivsHvad éwo =yo Ke. te=I texowa pamto n=I, p` te ma!e vaStivk ivcar`a krvamaH Aaveto Aekp uH j suHdr Ke. tena=I j Òv xowa pame Ke.

Aayu*y te to kazno Ýwav Ke, xrIr pr teno Ýwav pD˜aivna rheto n=I ma!e j kæuH Ke, “Aayu*y te to jlna trHg”

jem pa`ImaH prpo!o =ay Ke ne Ù`maH ivly pamI Ôy Ke.smuãmaH jem moÔH é@e Ke Ane temaH j ivly ={ Ôy Ke temAayu*y p` Ùi`k Ke. kivAe Aa pdmaH vhI jtaH Aayu*y ma!eAHjiljlnI srs _pma AapI Ke. kiv khe Ke ke “he woza¦ ɘaHsu\I tuH Aa rIte mohinHãamaH sUto rhIx? kar` Aayu*y to AiS=rKe. Ù e Ù e teno nax =to j rhe Ke.”

sUyR ége Ke ne Aap`I ijHdgIno suv R !ukDo l{ AStaclw`I caLyo Ôy Ke. ma!e Ôg¦ jem pheregIr idvs- rat FiDyaznIjem DHka vgaD˜a kre Ke ne smynuH wan krave Ke tem &anIpuruØop` smy (AaTmtÀv) nuH, xuâ Sv$pnuH wan krave Ke ne khe Ke kehe Òv¦ [iNãyona wogmaH to taruH Aayu*y FDIkmaH pU R ={ jxe.ma!e ɘaH su\I tuH ivØyomaH raCyo rhIx?

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “je vStu potanI n=I, jemaHq$H suq n=I, je AinTy Ke temaH=I suq mezvvanI lalce Ýv<i¿krI rhenar Òvne gaHDo khevamaH Aavel Ke. kar` ke Ae iS=itmaH tepotana Sv$pne wUlI Ôy Ke. vEwaivk SvPnone sTy manI temaH jraCyo rhe Ke. ma!e he manv¦ êFmaH=I é@ Ane Ôg<t =a.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,èd cHd naigHd muin cle, ko` rajapit sah ra_re,wmt wmt wv jli\ payle,wgvHt wjn ivna wa_ na_ re... Éya... .. 2 ..

[Nã, cHã, \r eNã Ane mo!a muinvro to caLya gya to pKIcÊvt±Ao ke raÔ mharaÔ xuH ihsabmaH? ma!e sHsarpirw‡m`krtaH krtaH mnu*y wvmaH ÝwunI wi›$p nav mzI Ke. to teno_pyog krI le. tena isvay tuH bIÒ k{ navmaH besIx?

kivAe Aa kDImaH kaznI gitnI t=a Aayu*ynI Ùi`ktanIvat krI Ke. he Ýa`I¦ tuH ÝmadmaH po#˜o Ko p` ivcar to kr kemo!a mo!a mhar=IAo p` kazno kvl bnI gya Ke. kbIr khe Ke,

“Dre devta kazse, wywIt hE jmka Ôer,rE p<+vI - patalmeH gjb maEtka daEr”

ƒ ey lokmaH kazraÔnuH Ôer Ke Ane drek S=ze teno Ýwavj`ay Ke ma!e sHsarsmuãne trvano Ôe ko{ magR hoy to te Aek jKe ke tuH wi›$pI naEka ha= l{ le Ane teno _pyog krI le. te=ItuH sHsarsagr par krI moÙpdne Ýaº krI l{x.

te=I j kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj ƒIÒ kDImaH Aagz p`khe Ke,kha ivlHb kre Ab ba_re, trI wv jlini\ par pa_ re¸“AanHdFn” cetnmy murit, xuâ inrHjn dev |ya_ re. Éya... .. 3 ..

he mU#¦ hve ivlHb xa ma!e kre Ke? tuH SvyH wgvan Sv$p Ko.tuH j tarI naEkano qevnhar Ko Aem ]âa krI, AanHdFn Sv$pcEtNymUitR xuâ AaTmÝwunuH |yan kr.

he gmar¦ tne wgvannI wi›$p naEka mzI Ke to pKI#Il xa ma!e kre Ke? Aaje tne moÙÝaiºnaH svR sa\no Ýaº =yaH Ke.ma!e tuH tara AaTmÝwunuH |yan krI le. manv jevuH |yan kre tenaHjevo te =ay. xuâ cEtNy Sv$p AaTmÝwuna |yan=I AaTmÝwunIÝaiº =ay Ke. tem krva=I tne taramaH j wgvan deqaxe. taramaH

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pda=È _Tpþ, lynI iS=itvaza Ke. prHtu Ôe te potana SvwavmaHrhe to xowaSpd lage Ke.

]I Am<tcHãacayRÒAe “smysar” na ƒIÔ kzxmaH kæuH Ke“Oy¿i`CKygAo, smAo sVvT= suHdro loO

bH\kha Oy¿e te ivsHvaid`I ho{..”

inüy=I svRpda=R potpotana SvwavmaH iS=t ræe j xowapame Ke. prHtu ÒvnI Anaidkaz=I pudŸgl kmR sa=e inim¿$pbH\AvS=a hovane kar e ÒvmaH ivsHvad éwo =yo Ke. te=I texowa pamto n=I, p` te ma!e vaStivk ivcar`a krvamaH Aaveto Aekp uH j suHdr Ke. tena=I j Òv xowa pame Ke.

Aayu*y te to kazno Ýwav Ke, xrIr pr teno Ýwav pD˜aivna rheto n=I ma!e j kæuH Ke, “Aayu*y te to jlna trHg”

jem pa`ImaH prpo!o =ay Ke ne Ù`maH ivly pamI Ôy Ke.smuãmaH jem moÔH é@e Ke Ane temaH j ivly ={ Ôy Ke temAayu*y p` Ùi`k Ke. kivAe Aa pdmaH vhI jtaH Aayu*y ma!eAHjiljlnI srs _pma AapI Ke. kiv khe Ke ke “he woza¦ ɘaHsu\I tuH Aa rIte mohinHãamaH sUto rhIx? kar` Aayu*y to AiS=rKe. Ù e Ù e teno nax =to j rhe Ke.”

sUyR ége Ke ne Aap`I ijHdgIno suv R !ukDo l{ AStaclw`I caLyo Ôy Ke. ma!e Ôg¦ jem pheregIr idvs- rat FiDyaznIjem DHka vgaD˜a kre Ke ne smynuH wan krave Ke tem &anIpuruØop` smy (AaTmtÀv) nuH, xuâ Sv$pnuH wan krave Ke ne khe Ke kehe Òv¦ [iNãyona wogmaH to taruH Aayu*y FDIkmaH pU R ={ jxe.ma!e ɘaH su\I tuH ivØyomaH raCyo rhIx?

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “je vStu potanI n=I, jemaHq$H suq n=I, je AinTy Ke temaH=I suq mezvvanI lalce Ýv<i¿krI rhenar Òvne gaHDo khevamaH Aavel Ke. kar` ke Ae iS=itmaH tepotana Sv$pne wUlI Ôy Ke. vEwaivk SvPnone sTy manI temaH jraCyo rhe Ke. ma!e he manv¦ êFmaH=I é@ Ane Ôg<t =a.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,èd cHd naigHd muin cle, ko` rajapit sah ra_re,wmt wmt wv jli\ payle,wgvHt wjn ivna wa_ na_ re... Éya... .. 2 ..

[Nã, cHã, \r eNã Ane mo!a muinvro to caLya gya to pKIcÊvt±Ao ke raÔ mharaÔ xuH ihsabmaH? ma!e sHsarpirw‡m`krtaH krtaH mnu*y wvmaH ÝwunI wi›$p nav mzI Ke. to teno_pyog krI le. tena isvay tuH bIÒ k{ navmaH besIx?

kivAe Aa kDImaH kaznI gitnI t=a Aayu*ynI Ùi`ktanIvat krI Ke. he Ýa`I¦ tuH ÝmadmaH po#˜o Ko p` ivcar to kr kemo!a mo!a mhar=IAo p` kazno kvl bnI gya Ke. kbIr khe Ke,

“Dre devta kazse, wywIt hE jmka Ôer,rE p<+vI - patalmeH gjb maEtka daEr”

ƒ ey lokmaH kazraÔnuH Ôer Ke Ane drek S=ze teno Ýwavj`ay Ke ma!e sHsarsmuãne trvano Ôe ko{ magR hoy to te Aek jKe ke tuH wi›$pI naEka ha= l{ le Ane teno _pyog krI le. te=ItuH sHsarsagr par krI moÙpdne Ýaº krI l{x.

te=I j kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj ƒIÒ kDImaH Aagz p`khe Ke,kha ivlHb kre Ab ba_re, trI wv jlini\ par pa_ re¸“AanHdFn” cetnmy murit, xuâ inrHjn dev |ya_ re. Éya... .. 3 ..

he mU#¦ hve ivlHb xa ma!e kre Ke? tuH SvyH wgvan Sv$p Ko.tuH j tarI naEkano qevnhar Ko Aem ]âa krI, AanHdFn Sv$pcEtNymUitR xuâ AaTmÝwunuH |yan kr.

he gmar¦ tne wgvannI wi›$p naEka mzI Ke to pKI#Il xa ma!e kre Ke? Aaje tne moÙÝaiºnaH svR sa\no Ýaº =yaH Ke.ma!e tuH tara AaTmÝwunuH |yan krI le. manv jevuH |yan kre tenaHjevo te =ay. xuâ cEtNy Sv$p AaTmÝwuna |yan=I AaTmÝwunIÝaiº =ay Ke. tem krva=I tne taramaH j wgvan deqaxe. taramaH

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j {¬rdxRn =xe prHtu sdŸguÌna sa==I sTpuruØa=R=Ine b\uH sulwKe ma!e j kæuH Ke ke: jx jav n pIDe[¸ vahI javn bô{” ßyaHsu\I xrIr Ò RxI R =yuH n=I t=a Vyai\Ao=I Ferayo n=I TyaHsu\ImaH tuH xrIr$pI naEkamaH besI xa¬t S=ane phÇcI Ô. p` xrIr$pInaEkane pkDI raqI sUto rhIx to wvsmuã trI xkIx nhÄ.

]I ivnyivjyÒ _pa|yayÒAe ]Ipaz raÔna rasmaH kæuHKe ke:

“Ôn l{ bhu yui› xuH, ijm ko{ pr`va Ôy re,lgnveza g{ êFmaH, pKe F`uH pStay re...”

Ôn l{ne pr`va jnar vrraÔ Ôe lGn smye j sU{ Ôyto pKI pStava=I xo faydo? raHDya pKInuH Dhap` xuH kamnuH?smy caLya gya pKI pStava isvay xeØ kaH{ rhetuH n=I ma!e;FMmpd' maH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke,

APpmado AmtpdH, pmado wuCyuno pdH.APpm¿a m mIyiNt, ye pm¿a y=a m¿a

Ôg<it Amrtano pH= Ke to Ýmad m<Tyuno pH= Ke jeAo Ôg<tKe te mrta n=I prHtu jeAo ÝmadI Ke teAo Òvta KtaH mrela Ke.

he cetn¦ tuH Ôg, tuH tara Sv$pno &ata bn Ane cetnAaTmamaH Ýv<¿ =a. kar`ke tuH SvyH AanHdno smUh Ko. tare j taraSv$pne taramaH=I Ýg! krvanuH Ke. ma!e j xuâ, inrHjn cEtNymymUitRnuH |yan \rI le.

he cetn¦ tuH tara Sv$pne AozqI le, tarI &anaid xi›AonuH|yan krI le, Ýg! krI le.

Aa pdmaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ÒvnnI Ù`wHgurta dxaRvI,AaTmÔg<itno bo\ kyÈ Ke. SvyH Ôg<t hoy te bIÔne jgaDI xke,êFto bIÔne kem jgaDe? dIpk=I dIpk Ýg!e tem je e mohinãa_DaDI Ke t=a AaTmane #H#ozIne jgaD˜o Ke teva _pkarI sHtokru abuiâ=I Svanuwvyu› &anva`InI Lha`I kre Ke. AanHdFnÒAeAa pdna Ý=m cr`maH j laÙi`k ÝÆ krIne sicHt krI dI\a Ke.

Aem e Aayu*y ma!e AHjilnI srs _pma AapI Ke to vzI Aem eçã, cHã, naigHd xBdomaH t=a wmt, wvjlini\, wgvHt, wjnwa_ jeva xBdomaH v`aRnuÝasnI srs sHklna krI Ke.

ƒ` kDInI Aa nanI rcnamaH kivAe KDI pokarI, potanavktVyne sFn Ane sco! rIte Ýg! kyuÅ Ke.

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j {¬rdxRn =xe prHtu sdŸguÌna sa==I sTpuruØa=R=Ine b\uH sulwKe ma!e j kæuH Ke ke: jx jav n pIDe[¸ vahI javn bô{” ßyaHsu\I xrIr Ò RxI R =yuH n=I t=a Vyai\Ao=I Ferayo n=I TyaHsu\ImaH tuH xrIr$pI naEkamaH besI xa¬t S=ane phÇcI Ô. p` xrIr$pInaEkane pkDI raqI sUto rhIx to wvsmuã trI xkIx nhÄ.

]I ivnyivjyÒ _pa|yayÒAe ]Ipaz raÔna rasmaH kæuHKe ke:

“Ôn l{ bhu yui› xuH, ijm ko{ pr`va Ôy re,lgnveza g{ êFmaH, pKe F`uH pStay re...”

Ôn l{ne pr`va jnar vrraÔ Ôe lGn smye j sU{ Ôyto pKI pStava=I xo faydo? raHDya pKInuH Dhap` xuH kamnuH?smy caLya gya pKI pStava isvay xeØ kaH{ rhetuH n=I ma!e;FMmpd' maH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke,

APpmado AmtpdH, pmado wuCyuno pdH.APpm¿a m mIyiNt, ye pm¿a y=a m¿a

Ôg<it Amrtano pH= Ke to Ýmad m<Tyuno pH= Ke jeAo Ôg<tKe te mrta n=I prHtu jeAo ÝmadI Ke teAo Òvta KtaH mrela Ke.

he cetn¦ tuH Ôg, tuH tara Sv$pno &ata bn Ane cetnAaTmamaH Ýv<¿ =a. kar`ke tuH SvyH AanHdno smUh Ko. tare j taraSv$pne taramaH=I Ýg! krvanuH Ke. ma!e j xuâ, inrHjn cEtNymymUitRnuH |yan \rI le.

he cetn¦ tuH tara Sv$pne AozqI le, tarI &anaid xi›AonuH|yan krI le, Ýg! krI le.

Aa pdmaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ÒvnnI Ù`wHgurta dxaRvI,AaTmÔg<itno bo\ kyÈ Ke. SvyH Ôg<t hoy te bIÔne jgaDI xke,êFto bIÔne kem jgaDe? dIpk=I dIpk Ýg!e tem je e mohinãa_DaDI Ke t=a AaTmane #H#ozIne jgaD˜o Ke teva _pkarI sHtokru abuiâ=I Svanuwvyu› &anva`InI Lha`I kre Ke. AanHdFnÒAeAa pdna Ý=m cr`maH j laÙi`k ÝÆ krIne sicHt krI dI\a Ke.

Aem e Aayu*y ma!e AHjilnI srs _pma AapI Ke to vzI Aem eçã, cHã, naigHd xBdomaH t=a wmt, wvjlini\, wgvHt, wjnwa_ jeva xBdomaH v`aRnuÝasnI srs sHklna krI Ke.

ƒ` kDInI Aa nanI rcnamaH kivAe KDI pokarI, potanavktVyne sFn Ane sco! rIte Ýg! kyuÅ Ke.

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“re FiryarI ba_ re”Anuwvna AanHdnuH Am<tpan krtaH Ane kravtaH AdŸwut yogI

]I AanHdFnÒ mharajsahebe Aa pdmaH Am<trs kUp wyÈ Ke.]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje phela pdmaH AaTmane jgaDva

_dŸbo\n kyuÅ Ke Tyare bIÔ pdmaH AaTmane wogilPsa=I AilPtbnavva Ýer`a krI Ke.

re FiryarI ba_ re, mt \iry bjavenr xIr baH\t paFrI, tuH Éya \rIya bjave... re... .. 3 ..

Are¦ woza FiDyazI¦ tuH FDI na vgaD, kar`ke manv potej potana ma=a _pr paFDI baH\e Ke pKI tuH xa ma!e FDI bÔve Ke?]I muinraje Aa pdmaH FiDyazIne ÝÆ kyÈ Ane pKI tene j khevamaHAaVyuH Ke ke taro Aa ÝyTn iblkul inr=Rk Ke.

kivAe manvne jDjgtna svR wavo t=a sHbH\onuH vaStivkSv$p rjU kyÅ u Ke. manvÝa`Ine Ýmad=I dUr raqva AneAÝmadwavone kezvva FiDyazInuH ¹ÚaHt Aapelu Ke. FiDyaz Ae!lesmymapk yHƒ A=aRtŸ FDI Ae!le smynI nanamaH nanI Ù`, KtaHp` S=Ul buiâvazaÒvone Ôg<t krva S=Ul ¹ÚaHtnI j$rI pDe Ke.tene njrmaH raqI Aa pdmaH “\ir” xBd Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

phelaHHna vqtmaH Aajna jevI FiDyaz n htI Tyare smynuHmap ka#va j¡dI judI pâit ApnavvamaH AavtI, jemke Aek pa`I=Iwrela paƒmaH Ait sU"m iKãyu› va!kI mUkta hta Ane te brabrwra{ne pa`ImaH DUbI Ôy Tyare Aek FDI (24 imin!) =ay A=vakacnI be ÔeDelI xIxImaH AitsU"m iKã äara Aek xIxInI retI bIÒnIcenI xIxImaH srkI Ôy t=a éprnI xIxI savqalI ={ ÔyTyare Aek FDI ={ khevay Ke. 24 imin!nI Aek FDI =ay. Aa rIteAe smynuH map htuH. Aa smymapk sa\nne ;FDI' khevamaH Aave

Ke. ßyare Aa Aek FDI pUrI =ay Tyare FiDyazI Ôer=I DHko vgaDIgamna lokone qbr Aapto hto. ATyare ke!lek S=ze jem drklake FH! vgaDvanI Ý=a Ke tem, te vqte drek FDIAe DHka vgaDvanIyojna htI.

ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke he FiDyazI¦ tuH xuH Ôe{ne FH! vgaDe Ke?kar`ke mnu*yo to potana ma=e j paFDI 1-4 raqe Ke A=va paFDIbaH\e Ke. AhÄya paFDI xBd pr }leØ Ke. paFDI Ae!le ma=e baH\vanuHvÏ. vzI paFDI Ae!le pa´ FDI Ae!le FDIno co=o wag. mnu*yopaFDI sUcvnar vÏ to potane ma=e j raqe Ke p` Ôe tuH kaH{v\are btavva maHgto hoy ke pz ivpz btavto hoy to FH!vgaD bakI FDI vgaDvano Ýyas nkamo Ke. FiDyazI FDI vgaDIb\aHne Ôg<t kre Ke ke Aek FDI psar ={ g{. AavI rIte je pzg{ te paKI AavtI n=I. Aa rIte FDI-FDI krtaH Aayu*y pU R ={jxe. n=I qbr ɘare Ane k{ iS=itmaH Ýa` nIkzI jxe? temanv to kaH{ Ô`I xkto n=I. ma!e j wgvan mhavIrSvamIAegaEtm ne kæuH htuH ke he gaEtm¦

“k¡suGge jh Aos-ibNduO, povH icõ[ lMbma`O.OvH w uya` jIivyH, smyH goym¦ ma pmayO..”

Aa sHsarmaH FDIno to xuH, paFDIno p` wroso n=I. FasnaAg‡wag pr pDeluH JakznuH ibNdu tene qrI jtaH var xI? temAayu*y pU R =taH p` var lagtI n=I ma!e AaTmSv$p Ýaº krvajra p` vqt n qotaH, Ýmadno Tyag krI Sv$panuHsH\an krI le.Ane tenI kza Ô`I le. kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

kevl kal kla kle, vE tu Afl pavEAkl kla F!meH \rI, muj so \rI wave... re... \ir .. 2 ..

Aa baæ FiDyaz to baæsmyne btave Ke t=a manvnewaEitk jgt=I Ôg<t kre Ke Tyare kiv khe Ke ke mne to marIAHtrnI FiDyaz ruce Ke, jemaH smye smye AaTmana AnHt gu onIpyaRynI _Tpi¿ - ly =ya j kre Ke. huH mara AHtrF!nI FDIne

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]I AanHdFnÒ mharajsahebe Aa pdmaH Am<trs kUp wyÈ Ke.]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje phela pdmaH AaTmane jgaDva

_dŸbo\n kyuÅ Ke Tyare bIÔ pdmaH AaTmane wogilPsa=I AilPtbnavva Ýer`a krI Ke.

re FiryarI ba_ re, mt \iry bjavenr xIr baH\t paFrI, tuH Éya \rIya bjave... re... .. 3 ..

Are¦ woza FiDyazI¦ tuH FDI na vgaD, kar`ke manv potej potana ma=a _pr paFDI baH\e Ke pKI tuH xa ma!e FDI bÔve Ke?]I muinraje Aa pdmaH FiDyazIne ÝÆ kyÈ Ane pKI tene j khevamaHAaVyuH Ke ke taro Aa ÝyTn iblkul inr=Rk Ke.

kivAe manvne jDjgtna svR wavo t=a sHbH\onuH vaStivkSv$p rjU kyÅ u Ke. manvÝa`Ine Ýmad=I dUr raqva AneAÝmadwavone kezvva FiDyazInuH ¹ÚaHt Aapelu Ke. FiDyaz Ae!lesmymapk yHƒ A=aRtŸ FDI Ae!le smynI nanamaH nanI Ù`, KtaHp` S=Ul buiâvazaÒvone Ôg<t krva S=Ul ¹ÚaHtnI j$rI pDe Ke.tene njrmaH raqI Aa pdmaH “\ir” xBd Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

phelaHHna vqtmaH Aajna jevI FiDyaz n htI Tyare smynuHmap ka#va j¡dI judI pâit ApnavvamaH AavtI, jemke Aek pa`I=Iwrela paƒmaH Ait sU"m iKãyu› va!kI mUkta hta Ane te brabrwra{ne pa`ImaH DUbI Ôy Tyare Aek FDI (24 imin!) =ay A=vakacnI be ÔeDelI xIxImaH AitsU"m iKã äara Aek xIxInI retI bIÒnIcenI xIxImaH srkI Ôy t=a éprnI xIxI savqalI ={ ÔyTyare Aek FDI ={ khevay Ke. 24 imin!nI Aek FDI =ay. Aa rIteAe smynuH map htuH. Aa smymapk sa\nne ;FDI' khevamaH Aave

Ke. ßyare Aa Aek FDI pUrI =ay Tyare FiDyazI Ôer=I DHko vgaDIgamna lokone qbr Aapto hto. ATyare ke!lek S=ze jem drklake FH! vgaDvanI Ý=a Ke tem, te vqte drek FDIAe DHka vgaDvanIyojna htI.

ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke he FiDyazI¦ tuH xuH Ôe{ne FH! vgaDe Ke?kar`ke mnu*yo to potana ma=e j paFDI 1-4 raqe Ke A=va paFDIbaH\e Ke. AhÄya paFDI xBd pr }leØ Ke. paFDI Ae!le ma=e baH\vanuHvÏ. vzI paFDI Ae!le pa´ FDI Ae!le FDIno co=o wag. mnu*yopaFDI sUcvnar vÏ to potane ma=e j raqe Ke p` Ôe tuH kaH{v\are btavva maHgto hoy ke pz ivpz btavto hoy to FH!vgaD bakI FDI vgaDvano Ýyas nkamo Ke. FiDyazI FDI vgaDIb\aHne Ôg<t kre Ke ke Aek FDI psar ={ g{. AavI rIte je pzg{ te paKI AavtI n=I. Aa rIte FDI-FDI krtaH Aayu*y pU R ={jxe. n=I qbr ɘare Ane k{ iS=itmaH Ýa` nIkzI jxe? temanv to kaH{ Ô`I xkto n=I. ma!e j wgvan mhavIrSvamIAegaEtm ne kæuH htuH ke he gaEtm¦

“k¡suGge jh Aos-ibNduO, povH icõ[ lMbma`O.OvH w uya` jIivyH, smyH goym¦ ma pmayO..”

Aa sHsarmaH FDIno to xuH, paFDIno p` wroso n=I. FasnaAg‡wag pr pDeluH JakznuH ibNdu tene qrI jtaH var xI? temAayu*y pU R =taH p` var lagtI n=I ma!e AaTmSv$p Ýaº krvajra p` vqt n qotaH, Ýmadno Tyag krI Sv$panuHsH\an krI le.Ane tenI kza Ô`I le. kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

kevl kal kla kle, vE tu Afl pavEAkl kla F!meH \rI, muj so \rI wave... re... \ir .. 2 ..

Aa baæ FiDyaz to baæsmyne btave Ke t=a manvnewaEitk jgt=I Ôg<t kre Ke Tyare kiv khe Ke ke mne to marIAHtrnI FiDyaz ruce Ke, jemaH smye smye AaTmana AnHt gu onIpyaRynI _Tpi¿ - ly =ya j kre Ke. huH mara AHtrF!nI FDIne

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Ô`va {CKuH KuH, je Aa baæ FiDyaz=I ]e¤tm hoy.AaTma AavI Aek FDIne Ýaº krI le to jNmmr`no war

étrI Ôy Ke. p` te ma!e AaTmana Atl ëDa`maH phÇcvuH pDe. teisvay Aa svÈ¿m FiDyaz (FDI) Ýaº =tI n=I. AaTmAnuwvrs=I wrelI Aa FDImaH bIÒ ko{ vStuno smavex =to n=I.AaTmanI Aa Akza$p FDIne Ô`nar ko[k ivrla puruØoj hoyKe. ma!e ]I AanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv rs wrI, yame AaEr n wave“AanHdFn” Aivcl kla, ivrla ko{ pave re... \ir... .. 3 ..

AaTmSv$pnI êcI vato krvI te ivätanuH kam Ke Tyare tenoÝTyÙ Anuwv krvo te &anI puÌØono ivØy Ke.

Aa FiDyaz AaTmAnuwv rs=I wrelI Ke. jemaH Sv-prna&an sa=e hey-_padeyno ivvek Ôge Ane Sv ne SvIkarI, prne pDtuHmUkta je Anuwvay tene Anuwv khevamaH Aave Ke. tene potamaHAekTv Ane prwavnuH ANyTv AnuwvmaH Aave Ke. xuâ AaTmSv$pj ÝaPtVy lage Ke. temj ivØykØay yu› wavo Tyaj˜ lagtaHsHsar ÝTyenI mmTv buiâ=I Òv mu› =to Ôy Ke.

Aava AaTmanHd Anuwvrs t=a tÀv ÝIitkr rs=I wrelIAa FDI Ke. F!maH vselI Aa FDIna rsno ßyaH su\I Svad n levayTyaH su\I tenuH &an =tuH n=I. sTy Sv$p pamva te trfna ¹#inüy ivna te trf Ýya` =tuH n=I ma!e AavI Akzkzane Ô`vapuruØa=Rrt rhevuH AinvayR Ke. puruØa=R=I waGy qUltaH Aa _¿mÝkarnI Akzkza sa|y ={ Ôy Ke temaH inrHtr AanHd Ke, suq Ke.inivRkarI Ýem Ke. TyaH {CKa, Aaxa, xok, wy ke qed n=I prHtu Sv-pr Anuwvno Aek rs j wrelo Ke. je Aava AnuwvrsnuH pankre Ke te j teno wo›a bne Ke.

Aa sa\k AaTmSv$p trfnI ruicvazo =ay Ke Ane ruicAnusar ßyare vIyR _Llas Ýg!e Ke. Tyare kmÈnaH ga# Aavr`Amuk smye qsI Ôy Ke. AavI iS=itAe ko{ ivrla j phÇcI xke

Ke. Aa iS=itne jEndxRn “sMykŸTv” ÝaiºnI AvS=a khe Ke.kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdnI Ý=m kDImaH laÙi`k xElIAe

}leØyu› ivcar rjU krI bIÒ kDImaH ÝasanuÝasyu› xBdo kevl,kla, kal, kle, Akl vgere xBdo ÝyoÒne temaH gu#a=R wyÈ Ke AneƒIÒ kDImaH AaTmanuwvnI mh¿a dxaRvI Ke. Aava AanHdFn Sv$pAaTmanuwvrsnuH pan je kre Ke te inüy=I AmrTvne Ýaº kre Ke.

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Ô`va {CKuH KuH, je Aa baæ FiDyaz=I ]e¤tm hoy.AaTma AavI Aek FDIne Ýaº krI le to jNmmr`no war

étrI Ôy Ke. p` te ma!e AaTmana Atl ëDa`maH phÇcvuH pDe. teisvay Aa svÈ¿m FiDyaz (FDI) Ýaº =tI n=I. AaTmAnuwvrs=I wrelI Aa FDImaH bIÒ ko{ vStuno smavex =to n=I.AaTmanI Aa Akza$p FDIne Ô`nar ko[k ivrla puruØoj hoyKe. ma!e ]I AanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv rs wrI, yame AaEr n wave“AanHdFn” Aivcl kla, ivrla ko{ pave re... \ir... .. 3 ..

AaTmSv$pnI êcI vato krvI te ivätanuH kam Ke Tyare tenoÝTyÙ Anuwv krvo te &anI puÌØono ivØy Ke.

Aa FiDyaz AaTmAnuwv rs=I wrelI Ke. jemaH Sv-prna&an sa=e hey-_padeyno ivvek Ôge Ane Sv ne SvIkarI, prne pDtuHmUkta je Anuwvay tene Anuwv khevamaH Aave Ke. tene potamaHAekTv Ane prwavnuH ANyTv AnuwvmaH Aave Ke. xuâ AaTmSv$pj ÝaPtVy lage Ke. temj ivØykØay yu› wavo Tyaj˜ lagtaHsHsar ÝTyenI mmTv buiâ=I Òv mu› =to Ôy Ke.

Aava AaTmanHd Anuwvrs t=a tÀv ÝIitkr rs=I wrelIAa FDI Ke. F!maH vselI Aa FDIna rsno ßyaH su\I Svad n levayTyaH su\I tenuH &an =tuH n=I. sTy Sv$p pamva te trfna ¹#inüy ivna te trf Ýya` =tuH n=I ma!e AavI Akzkzane Ô`vapuruØa=Rrt rhevuH AinvayR Ke. puruØa=R=I waGy qUltaH Aa _¿mÝkarnI Akzkza sa|y ={ Ôy Ke temaH inrHtr AanHd Ke, suq Ke.inivRkarI Ýem Ke. TyaH {CKa, Aaxa, xok, wy ke qed n=I prHtu Sv-pr Anuwvno Aek rs j wrelo Ke. je Aava AnuwvrsnuH pankre Ke te j teno wo›a bne Ke.

Aa sa\k AaTmSv$p trfnI ruicvazo =ay Ke Ane ruicAnusar ßyare vIyR _Llas Ýg!e Ke. Tyare kmÈnaH ga# Aavr`Amuk smye qsI Ôy Ke. AavI iS=itAe ko{ ivrla j phÇcI xke

Ke. Aa iS=itne jEndxRn “sMykŸTv” ÝaiºnI AvS=a khe Ke.kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdnI Ý=m kDImaH laÙi`k xElIAe

}leØyu› ivcar rjU krI bIÒ kDImaH ÝasanuÝasyu› xBdo kevl,kla, kal, kle, Akl vgere xBdo ÝyoÒne temaH gu#a=R wyÈ Ke AneƒIÒ kDImaH AaTmanuwvnI mh¿a dxaRvI Ke. Aava AanHdFn Sv$pAaTmanuwvrsnuH pan je kre Ke te inüy=I AmrTvne Ýaº kre Ke.

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“jIy jane merI skl \rIrI”

AaTmmStImaH mSt Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH ÒvnIA&antanuH wan kravI sHsarna y=a=R Sv$pnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke.Aa ƒIÔ pdne AarHwe kiv khe Ke,

jIy jane merI sfl \rIrI... jaysut vinta yaEvn \n mato, gwRt`I vedn ivsrIrI jay .. 1 ..

sHsarna sHbH\maH vItelI FDIAone A&anI manv sfz maneKe Ane gwRnI wyHkr vednane wUlI Ôy Ke.

mohna Aavr`o=I Aavirt AaTma sHsarnaH svR sHbH\o t=apda=ÈmaH raCyomaCyo rhe Ke. te ÏI, puƒ, pirvar, wogsamg‡ImaHpotanI ijHdgIne t=a VytIt =ta smyne sfz mane Ke. Òv mnu*yyoinmaH matana gwRmaH, lohIna qaboicyamaH ke ßyaH matanaxrIrna mzmUƒnI vhetI nIkmaH ê\e ma=e l!ke Ke ne nv mas_praHt gwRnI wyHkr vedna wogve Ke te svR wUlI j{ yuvanImaHidvano bnI, kamaH\ bnI j{ ÝmadmaH Òvnyapn kre Ke.A&andxavazo Òv Ae!luH p` ivcarto n=I ke Aa maro mohmidrano nxo Ke, Ae nxo étrI jtaH to mara xrIrnI nsenstU!va lagxe t=a xi›hIn =taH ibcara bnI pDI rhevuH pDxe.Aavo Aek p` ivcar, ÝmadI ma`sne SfUrto n=I. SvPn smanAa sHsarmaH ɘaHy suqnuH namo inxan n=I, KtaH suq Ane AanHdlage Ke te A&ansUck Ke, =oDI p` sgvDo mztaH wUtkaznIAnek AgvDone tdŸn wUlI Ôy Ke. Aa suq kevuH Ke te btavtaHkiv]I ]I AanHdFnÒ lqe Ke.

supnko raj sac krI mact, raht KaHh ggn byrIrIAa{ Acank kal topcI, ghego ßyuH nahr bkrIrI - jIy.. 2..

sHsarnuH suq Ae to iwqarIne SvPn mzel raßy sman Ke,

t=a wr_naze m|yahŸne mzel vadzInI Kaya brabr Ke. temaHAanHd manvo te j A&andxa Ke. pamrÝa`Ine qbr n=I ke jemjHglInahr bkrIne pkDI tenuH pe! faDI qay Ôy Ke, tem kaz$pItopcI roj roj topmaH=I Aek gozI feHkto Ôy Ke ne manvÝa`It=a ÒvjHtuAonI xi›ne ÙI` krto Ôy Ke. Kev!e Aek wyHkrgozI marI manvne mr`ne xr` krI de Ke.

Aek suwaiØtkare kæuH Ke ke:b|ySy caErSy y=a pxovaH, sHÝaPy ma`Sy pdH v\SyxnE: xnEreit m<it: smIpH t=aiqlXyit k=H Ýmad:..

faHsInI sÔ pamel corne A=va v\S=ane l{ jvata pxunem<Tyu \Ime \Ime nÒk AavtuH j`ay Ke tevI rIte svRÒvne m<TyunÒk AavtuH Ôy Ke. to pKI Ýmad xama!e kre Ke? kevI sHsarnIrcna Ke. ]I icdanHdÒ mharaj Aek pdmaH khe Ke,

jg spnekI maya re, nr jg spne kI may,supne raj pay ko_ rHk jyuH, krt kaj mn waya,_\rt nyn ha= lq qPpr, mn huH mn pKtaya re... nr

yaEvn sH|yarag$p kuin, ml miln Ait kaya¸iv`st Ôs ivlHb n rHck, ijm truvrkI Kay re.. nr

Aa rIte vStuiS=it hova KtaH Òv Ùi`k suqmaH Aaskt={ ivØy - kØaymaH pDe Ke. prHtu Aek idvs kazbaj AavI tarIb\IAe baÒ vÄqI naqxe t=a tne rozI naqxe ma!e j ]IAanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Ajhu cet kKu cett naHih, pkrI !ek hairl lkrIrIAanHdFn hIro jn KaHrt nr moh˜o maya kkrIrI... jIy.. 3..

he manv¦ Ôg, cet. kem cetto n=I? kazbaj taro koizyokrI jxe. KtaH tuH ivØy-kØayne pkDIne be@o Ke. &anInI ¹iÚAehairl pÙI jevI tarI dynIy dxa Ke. jem hairl pÙI v<ÙnI DazqInepkDI raqe Ke p` pg AaDa-Avza caltaH DazqI nmI Ôy KeAne pÙI ê\e ma=e l!kI pDe Ke Tyare cIso naqe Ke. te Aem mane Ke

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“jIy jane merI skl \rIrI”

AaTmmStImaH mSt Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH ÒvnIA&antanuH wan kravI sHsarna y=a=R Sv$pnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke.Aa ƒIÔ pdne AarHwe kiv khe Ke,

jIy jane merI sfl \rIrI... jaysut vinta yaEvn \n mato, gwRt`I vedn ivsrIrI jay .. 1 ..

sHsarna sHbH\maH vItelI FDIAone A&anI manv sfz maneKe Ane gwRnI wyHkr vednane wUlI Ôy Ke.

mohna Aavr`o=I Aavirt AaTma sHsarnaH svR sHbH\o t=apda=ÈmaH raCyomaCyo rhe Ke. te ÏI, puƒ, pirvar, wogsamg‡ImaHpotanI ijHdgIne t=a VytIt =ta smyne sfz mane Ke. Òv mnu*yyoinmaH matana gwRmaH, lohIna qaboicyamaH ke ßyaH matanaxrIrna mzmUƒnI vhetI nIkmaH ê\e ma=e l!ke Ke ne nv mas_praHt gwRnI wyHkr vedna wogve Ke te svR wUlI j{ yuvanImaHidvano bnI, kamaH\ bnI j{ ÝmadmaH Òvnyapn kre Ke.A&andxavazo Òv Ae!luH p` ivcarto n=I ke Aa maro mohmidrano nxo Ke, Ae nxo étrI jtaH to mara xrIrnI nsenstU!va lagxe t=a xi›hIn =taH ibcara bnI pDI rhevuH pDxe.Aavo Aek p` ivcar, ÝmadI ma`sne SfUrto n=I. SvPn smanAa sHsarmaH ɘaHy suqnuH namo inxan n=I, KtaH suq Ane AanHdlage Ke te A&ansUck Ke, =oDI p` sgvDo mztaH wUtkaznIAnek AgvDone tdŸn wUlI Ôy Ke. Aa suq kevuH Ke te btavtaHkiv]I ]I AanHdFnÒ lqe Ke.

supnko raj sac krI mact, raht KaHh ggn byrIrIAa{ Acank kal topcI, ghego ßyuH nahr bkrIrI - jIy.. 2..

sHsarnuH suq Ae to iwqarIne SvPn mzel raßy sman Ke,

t=a wr_naze m|yahŸne mzel vadzInI Kaya brabr Ke. temaHAanHd manvo te j A&andxa Ke. pamrÝa`Ine qbr n=I ke jemjHglInahr bkrIne pkDI tenuH pe! faDI qay Ôy Ke, tem kaz$pItopcI roj roj topmaH=I Aek gozI feHkto Ôy Ke ne manvÝa`It=a ÒvjHtuAonI xi›ne ÙI` krto Ôy Ke. Kev!e Aek wyHkrgozI marI manvne mr`ne xr` krI de Ke.

Aek suwaiØtkare kæuH Ke ke:b|ySy caErSy y=a pxovaH, sHÝaPy ma`Sy pdH v\SyxnE: xnEreit m<it: smIpH t=aiqlXyit k=H Ýmad:..

faHsInI sÔ pamel corne A=va v\S=ane l{ jvata pxunem<Tyu \Ime \Ime nÒk AavtuH j`ay Ke tevI rIte svRÒvne m<TyunÒk AavtuH Ôy Ke. to pKI Ýmad xama!e kre Ke? kevI sHsarnIrcna Ke. ]I icdanHdÒ mharaj Aek pdmaH khe Ke,

jg spnekI maya re, nr jg spne kI may,supne raj pay ko_ rHk jyuH, krt kaj mn waya,_\rt nyn ha= lq qPpr, mn huH mn pKtaya re... nr

yaEvn sH|yarag$p kuin, ml miln Ait kaya¸iv`st Ôs ivlHb n rHck, ijm truvrkI Kay re.. nr

Aa rIte vStuiS=it hova KtaH Òv Ùi`k suqmaH Aaskt={ ivØy - kØaymaH pDe Ke. prHtu Aek idvs kazbaj AavI tarIb\IAe baÒ vÄqI naqxe t=a tne rozI naqxe ma!e j ]IAanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Ajhu cet kKu cett naHih, pkrI !ek hairl lkrIrIAanHdFn hIro jn KaHrt nr moh˜o maya kkrIrI... jIy.. 3..

he manv¦ Ôg, cet. kem cetto n=I? kazbaj taro koizyokrI jxe. KtaH tuH ivØy-kØayne pkDIne be@o Ke. &anInI ¹iÚAehairl pÙI jevI tarI dynIy dxa Ke. jem hairl pÙI v<ÙnI DazqInepkDI raqe Ke p` pg AaDa-Avza caltaH DazqI nmI Ôy KeAne pÙI ê\e ma=e l!kI pDe Ke Tyare cIso naqe Ke. te Aem mane Ke

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ke DazqIAe mne pkDI raQyuH Ke, p` te SvyH DazI KoDtuH n=I. tevIrIte ivØywogmaH Aaskt Ýa`I, kazne nÒk Aavto Ô`I Aa¿RbnI Ôy Ke. prHtu ivØyo=I ivram pamto n=I p` AanHdFnSv$p AaTmamaH rhel &an-dxRnaid rTnƒyno Tyag krI de Ke AnekHkrsman sHsar wogne g‡h` kre Ke te ihtaihtne ivcar kyaÅivna j AÙy Ane AivnaxI AaTmanHdnI Ýaiº$p sa\nono sHsarwogmaH _pyog krvamaH ÒvnnI sfzta mane Ke Ane AHtekazbajnaH skHÔmaH fsa{ hHmexaH ma!e ivday l{ le Ke prHtusHsarmu› AvS=a kezvto n=I.

Aa pdno sar Ke ÒvnI A&andxa Ane tene kar e wogvvapDtaH Anek kÚo. ma`s hIra jeva manv dehne rozI naqe Ke AnepKI Ýüatap kre Ke p` Tyare F uH moDuH ={ gyuH hoy Ke.

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“suhag`¦ jagI Anuwv ÝIt”

A|yaTmyogI ]I ]I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo Ait maimRk t=aA|yaTmrs=I wrpUr Ke. teAo]Ina Aek Aek pdmaH gHwIr wavowyaR Ke. teAo]IAe Aa pdmaH AaTma t=a AaTmpir`it sHbH\Iin$p` kyuÅ Ke.

samaNy$pk äara tÀvnaH _¿m rhSyo gUH=I leva Ae to Aakivne AagvI ivxeØta Ke. AaTma Ane tenI pir`itna xa sHbH\oKe te A&anI Òvo xuH Ô e? Ae to Ô e fkt AnuwvI.

jem suhagratnuH suq kumairka xuH Ô e? Ane ÝsUitnI vednavH|ya xuH Ô e? tem AaTma t=a tenI pir`itno AanHd wogI,ivÔegI ke ivkarI xuH Ô`e? Ae to xuâwavona sHyogI AneAaTmgu omaH _pyogI Aeva AanHdFnÒ jeva mhaTmaAo Ô e ma!ej kiv khe Ke,

suhag`¦ jagI Anuwv ÝIt... suhag`¸inNd Anaid AGyankI im! g{ inj rIt... suha... .. 1 ..

he saEwaGyvtI¦ tarI sa=e Sv$p&annI ÝIit Ôg<t ={ Ke.Anaidkaz=I A&anne kar e mne êF AavI g{ htI. prHtu hve tepotana Svwave j éDI g{ Ke.

Aa kDI cetn, xuâ cetnane _dŸexIne khe Ke ke, he saEwaGyvtIcetna hve mne tarI sa=e sacI ÝIit ÔgI Ke. Aaj su\I huH qo!Iw‡m`amaH hto, jemaH suq n htuH temaH meH suq maNyuH htuH. huH paEdŸgilksuqo mezvva Ane mezVya pKI wogvvamaH mSt hto. vzI te ko{marI pase=I l{ n Ôy tenI icHtamaH rheto hto. prHtu hve mnetarI A&andxanuH wan =yuH Ke. ATyar su\I mohmidramaH ckcUr={ huH frto ræo hto Ane care baj¡ A=Dato hto p` hve mohmidrano nxo =oDo _trI jtaH mne marI vaStivkdxa Ôg<t krvanI

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ke DazqIAe mne pkDI raQyuH Ke, p` te SvyH DazI KoDtuH n=I. tevIrIte ivØywogmaH Aaskt Ýa`I, kazne nÒk Aavto Ô`I Aa¿RbnI Ôy Ke. prHtu ivØyo=I ivram pamto n=I p` AanHdFnSv$p AaTmamaH rhel &an-dxRnaid rTnƒyno Tyag krI de Ke AnekHkrsman sHsar wogne g‡h` kre Ke te ihtaihtne ivcar kyaÅivna j AÙy Ane AivnaxI AaTmanHdnI Ýaiº$p sa\nono sHsarwogmaH _pyog krvamaH ÒvnnI sfzta mane Ke Ane AHtekazbajnaH skHÔmaH fsa{ hHmexaH ma!e ivday l{ le Ke prHtusHsarmu› AvS=a kezvto n=I.

Aa pdno sar Ke ÒvnI A&andxa Ane tene kar e wogvvapDtaH Anek kÚo. ma`s hIra jeva manv dehne rozI naqe Ke AnepKI Ýüatap kre Ke p` Tyare F uH moDuH ={ gyuH hoy Ke.

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“suhag`¦ jagI Anuwv ÝIt”

A|yaTmyogI ]I ]I AanHdFnÒnaH pdo Ait maimRk t=aA|yaTmrs=I wrpUr Ke. teAo]Ina Aek Aek pdmaH gHwIr wavowyaR Ke. teAo]IAe Aa pdmaH AaTma t=a AaTmpir`it sHbH\Iin$p` kyuÅ Ke.

samaNy$pk äara tÀvnaH _¿m rhSyo gUH=I leva Ae to Aakivne AagvI ivxeØta Ke. AaTma Ane tenI pir`itna xa sHbH\oKe te A&anI Òvo xuH Ô e? Ae to Ô e fkt AnuwvI.

jem suhagratnuH suq kumairka xuH Ô e? Ane ÝsUitnI vednavH|ya xuH Ô e? tem AaTma t=a tenI pir`itno AanHd wogI,ivÔegI ke ivkarI xuH Ô`e? Ae to xuâwavona sHyogI AneAaTmgu omaH _pyogI Aeva AanHdFnÒ jeva mhaTmaAo Ô e ma!ej kiv khe Ke,

suhag`¦ jagI Anuwv ÝIt... suhag`¸inNd Anaid AGyankI im! g{ inj rIt... suha... .. 1 ..

he saEwaGyvtI¦ tarI sa=e Sv$p&annI ÝIit Ôg<t ={ Ke.Anaidkaz=I A&anne kar e mne êF AavI g{ htI. prHtu hve tepotana Svwave j éDI g{ Ke.

Aa kDI cetn, xuâ cetnane _dŸexIne khe Ke ke, he saEwaGyvtIcetna hve mne tarI sa=e sacI ÝIit ÔgI Ke. Aaj su\I huH qo!Iw‡m`amaH hto, jemaH suq n htuH temaH meH suq maNyuH htuH. huH paEdŸgilksuqo mezvva Ane mezVya pKI wogvvamaH mSt hto. vzI te ko{marI pase=I l{ n Ôy tenI icHtamaH rheto hto. prHtu hve mnetarI A&andxanuH wan =yuH Ke. ATyar su\I mohmidramaH ckcUr={ huH frto ræo hto Ane care baj¡ A=Dato hto p` hve mohmidrano nxo =oDo _trI jtaH mne marI vaStivkdxa Ôg<t krvanI

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tmNna ÔgI Ke.kazliB\no pirpak =taH Ane stŸpu$Øa=R _pDtaH Òv

y=aÝv<i¿kr` kre Ke. AhÄ su\I svR samaNyÒvo p` phÇcI xkeKe. prHtu Òvno puruØa=R tIv‡ bntaH te ApUvRkr` su\I phÇcI ÔyKe. dxRnmohna Ùyopxmne kar e paHc liB\ Ýg! =ay Ke.

]I neimcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,

qyuvsm ivsohI des`a, pa__a kr` lidFO¸c¿airiv sama~`a kr H pu H hoid sMmte..

sMykŸTvnI ÝaiºmaH Aa paHcliB\ kar`wUt Ke. (1) ÙyopxmliB\ (2) ivxuâ liB\ (3) dexna liB\ (4) Ýyog liB\ Ane(5) kr` liB\. Ý=mnI be liB\ su\I svR Òvo j{ xke Ke prHtuÝyog liB\ sMykŸTvnI tIv‡ Ýgit kre Ke, kr` liB\maH Òv kr`kre Ke Tyare dexnaliB\ sMykŸTv ÝaiºnI rhSy cavI Ke kar`kekmRna Ùyopxm=I ÒvnI ivxuiâ =ay Ane tene sdŸguÌnaH _pdexnIÝaiºno Ôeg bne, pKI tene sMykŸTvnI Ýaiº =ay.

xuâcetna Ae!le &anlÙ` cEtNynI xuâtavazo AaTma kejenI pir`it ATyar su\I ;pr' trf htI te hve ;Sv' trf ¹iÚkre Ke Ane ;Sv' maH smavva puruØa=R kre Ke Ane ßyare ;Sv' maHsma[ Ôy Ke Tyare tene ApUvRAanHd =ay Ke. jene xaÏmaH ApUvRkr`khevamaH Aave Ke Ane Tyarbad Ainv<itkr` krI rag-äeØnI g‡Hi=nowed kre Ke te AvS=a te sMykŸTvdxa Ke sMykŸTvdxamaH Òv saÙatŸSvno Anuwv kre Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,“ßyare AaTmane sU"mbo\ Ae!le ke vStu Sv$pnuH &an =ay

Ke Tyare tene smÔy Ke ke vaStivk rIte pote ko` Ke? xuH Sv$p Ke?t=a ATyar su\I huH jene maruH manto hto te ko` Ke te sTy Sv$pesmÔy Ke.

;Sv' Sv$p smÔtaH AaTmanHd =taH mn p` xaHt ={ iv]aHitpame Ke. kiv ]I bnarsI das ;smysar' na!kmaH lqe Ke ke:-

“vStu ivcart |yavte mn pavE ivsram,rs Svadt suq _pje, Anuwv vako nam.”

inj Sv$p&anne Anuwv&an khe Ke. AavuH Anuwv&anÔg<t =taH moh qsva maHDe Ke. Aa ÝkarnuH &an Ýg! =taH ÒvkevI dxa Anuwve Ke te ivØe kiv ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒkDImaH khe Ke,

F! mHidr dIpk ikyo, shj sußyoit s$p.Aap pra{ Aap hI, @ant vStu AnUp.. suhag`... .. 2..

ñdymHidrmaH shj Ýkax$p dIpk Ýg! =yo Ke. je=I ÒvSvyH potanI Ane parkI vStune Anupm rIte S=aipt krI xke Ke.AH\karne kar e Aa Òv _Nm¿ bnI kumitnI sa=e qel krto htoprHtu hve to ñdymHidrmaH SvyH &anßyoitno Ýkax pDva laGyo Ke.te=I AaTmane xuâcetna sa=eno sHbH\nuH Smr` =va laGyuH Ke. Aajsu\I Svprno ivvek nhoto te &andIpk =taH Ýaº =yo Ke.

jem sUyRna ikr`=I AH\kar dUr =ay Ke tem AnHtanubH\I carkØay Ane dxRnmohno _pxm =taH ic¿ SvmaH S=apn =ay Ke. mohmidrano nxo étrI jtaH xuâaTmano Anuwv Aej sMyGdxRn Ke.

]I kuHdkuHdacayRÒ smysarmaH khe Ke,

“vvharo½wyT=o wUyT=o deisdo !u suâ`Ao.wUyT= miSsdo qlu sMma[õI hv[ jIvo..

AaTmanuwUit Ae!le xuâny=I wUta=RnI _pjtI xuâAaTmanuwUit smjvI A=va AaTmanuwUitjNy sMykŸ]âa jsMyGdxRnnuH lÙ` Ke.

Aava Anuwvne paMya pKI cetn cetnane khe Ke ke hve mnetara ÝTye saco Sneh =yo Ke. Aaj su\I marI prmaH Svbuiâ htI,p` hve mara ivvekcÙu qulI gyaH Ke. hve prmaH marI mit kamkrtI n=I. prHtu SvmaH te iS=r =[ g[ Ke. je=I baæ svR pda=ÈÝTye mara idlmaH _dasIn wav vteR Ke. mne hve bharmaH ɘaHy ruicrhI n=I.

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tmNna ÔgI Ke.kazliB\no pirpak =taH Ane stŸpu$Øa=R _pDtaH Òv

y=aÝv<i¿kr` kre Ke. AhÄ su\I svR samaNyÒvo p` phÇcI xkeKe. prHtu Òvno puruØa=R tIv‡ bntaH te ApUvRkr` su\I phÇcI ÔyKe. dxRnmohna Ùyopxmne kar e paHc liB\ Ýg! =ay Ke.

]I neimcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,

qyuvsm ivsohI des`a, pa__a kr` lidFO¸c¿airiv sama~`a kr H pu H hoid sMmte..

sMykŸTvnI ÝaiºmaH Aa paHcliB\ kar`wUt Ke. (1) ÙyopxmliB\ (2) ivxuâ liB\ (3) dexna liB\ (4) Ýyog liB\ Ane(5) kr` liB\. Ý=mnI be liB\ su\I svR Òvo j{ xke Ke prHtuÝyog liB\ sMykŸTvnI tIv‡ Ýgit kre Ke, kr` liB\maH Òv kr`kre Ke Tyare dexnaliB\ sMykŸTv ÝaiºnI rhSy cavI Ke kar`kekmRna Ùyopxm=I ÒvnI ivxuiâ =ay Ane tene sdŸguÌnaH _pdexnIÝaiºno Ôeg bne, pKI tene sMykŸTvnI Ýaiº =ay.

xuâcetna Ae!le &anlÙ` cEtNynI xuâtavazo AaTma kejenI pir`it ATyar su\I ;pr' trf htI te hve ;Sv' trf ¹iÚkre Ke Ane ;Sv' maH smavva puruØa=R kre Ke Ane ßyare ;Sv' maHsma[ Ôy Ke Tyare tene ApUvRAanHd =ay Ke. jene xaÏmaH ApUvRkr`khevamaH Aave Ke Ane Tyarbad Ainv<itkr` krI rag-äeØnI g‡Hi=nowed kre Ke te AvS=a te sMykŸTvdxa Ke sMykŸTvdxamaH Òv saÙatŸSvno Anuwv kre Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,“ßyare AaTmane sU"mbo\ Ae!le ke vStu Sv$pnuH &an =ay

Ke Tyare tene smÔy Ke ke vaStivk rIte pote ko` Ke? xuH Sv$p Ke?t=a ATyar su\I huH jene maruH manto hto te ko` Ke te sTy Sv$pesmÔy Ke.

;Sv' Sv$p smÔtaH AaTmanHd =taH mn p` xaHt ={ iv]aHitpame Ke. kiv ]I bnarsI das ;smysar' na!kmaH lqe Ke ke:-

“vStu ivcart |yavte mn pavE ivsram,rs Svadt suq _pje, Anuwv vako nam.”

inj Sv$p&anne Anuwv&an khe Ke. AavuH Anuwv&anÔg<t =taH moh qsva maHDe Ke. Aa ÝkarnuH &an Ýg! =taH ÒvkevI dxa Anuwve Ke te ivØe kiv ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒkDImaH khe Ke,

F! mHidr dIpk ikyo, shj sußyoit s$p.Aap pra{ Aap hI, @ant vStu AnUp.. suhag`... .. 2..

ñdymHidrmaH shj Ýkax$p dIpk Ýg! =yo Ke. je=I ÒvSvyH potanI Ane parkI vStune Anupm rIte S=aipt krI xke Ke.AH\karne kar e Aa Òv _Nm¿ bnI kumitnI sa=e qel krto htoprHtu hve to ñdymHidrmaH SvyH &anßyoitno Ýkax pDva laGyo Ke.te=I AaTmane xuâcetna sa=eno sHbH\nuH Smr` =va laGyuH Ke. Aajsu\I Svprno ivvek nhoto te &andIpk =taH Ýaº =yo Ke.

jem sUyRna ikr`=I AH\kar dUr =ay Ke tem AnHtanubH\I carkØay Ane dxRnmohno _pxm =taH ic¿ SvmaH S=apn =ay Ke. mohmidrano nxo étrI jtaH xuâaTmano Anuwv Aej sMyGdxRn Ke.

]I kuHdkuHdacayRÒ smysarmaH khe Ke,

“vvharo½wyT=o wUyT=o deisdo !u suâ`Ao.wUyT= miSsdo qlu sMma[õI hv[ jIvo..

AaTmanuwUit Ae!le xuâny=I wUta=RnI _pjtI xuâAaTmanuwUit smjvI A=va AaTmanuwUitjNy sMykŸ]âa jsMyGdxRnnuH lÙ` Ke.

Aava Anuwvne paMya pKI cetn cetnane khe Ke ke hve mnetara ÝTye saco Sneh =yo Ke. Aaj su\I marI prmaH Svbuiâ htI,p` hve mara ivvekcÙu qulI gyaH Ke. hve prmaH marI mit kamkrtI n=I. prHtu SvmaH te iS=r =[ g[ Ke. je=I baæ svR pda=ÈÝTye mara idlmaH _dasIn wav vteR Ke. mne hve bharmaH ɘaHy ruicrhI n=I.

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AavI _CcdxanuH v Rn krtaH ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

“svRwav=I _dasInv<i¿ krI,maƒ deh te sHym hetu hoy Ôe,ANy kar`e ANy kxuH kLpe nhÄ,dehe p` ikicHt mUCKaR nv hoy Ôe.”

mnmaH=I é@e te ivcar. ivcar ko{ sH&a$p bne Tyare tenev<i¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. p` wav to AaTmjNy Ke. Aava wav ;K'Ke. AaEdiyk wav, Ùaiykwav, _pxmwav, ÙyopÙmwav,pair`aimkwav Ane siNnva[ wav K wavo pEkI Aek pair`aimkwav AaTmwav Ke. xeØwav kmRjNy Ke. s¿amaH pDel kmRno _dy=taH je wav Ýg!e tene AaEdiykwav khevay Ke. kmÈno Ùy =taH jewav jNme Ke tene Ùaiykwav khevay Ke. AevI j rIte _pxm AneÙyopÙmwav p` kmÈno _pxm ke Ùyopxm =taH Ýg!e Ke. Aab\a wavo kmRsapeÙ hova=I hey Ke Tyare pair`aimkwav moÙgitmaHt=a isâS=ane p` hoy Ke. te=I j k<pazudev khe Ke ke marI to Aab\a wavomaH p` _dasInv<i¿ j Ke. Aa deh je \ar` kyÈ Ke temaHf› sHym hetu j Ke. paHce [iNãyona ivØyomaH hve ruic n=I. sHymA=eR je sa\no Ôe{Ae te j mare _pwoGy Ke te isvay mare bIj¡HkaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. Aa S=Ul deh !ke ke pDe, sDe ke gze temaH p` maromUCKaRwav n=I. jem vas` fU!I Ôy to _krDe feHkI devay tem je dehsHym sa\namaH _pyogI n bne Ane rog=I Feray Ôy te dehnIpKI AazpHpaz xuH krvanI hoy. kar` hve te fU!el vas` jevo ={gyo Ke. te=I vosravva yoGy bnI Ôy Ke. SvanuwUit$p &anÝg! =taH Òv Aek _¿mdxamaH=I psar =to rhe Ke. Aava &anIAonIÙ e Ù e Ôg<it hoy Ke. jem xahukar, FrmaH ko{ cor ÝvexI n Ôy tema!e care baj¡ ¹iÚ krto rhe Ke. tem sTy&anI puruØo potanI ictv<i¿maHɘaHy ivØy-kØay, vasnanI milnta AavI n Ôy te ma!e sttÔg<t rhe Ke. Aaj AenI Ke sacI sa\na. Aava _¿m Sv$pne paMyapKI tenI AvS=anuH v Rn muqe kæuH Ôy tem n=I. te=I j,

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,khaH idqavuH AaErk¡H, khaH smja_ wor¸tIr AcUk hE Ýemka, lage so rhe @or... suha... .. 3 ..

cetn khe Ke ke marI iS=it huH kone khuH? Ane wozaÝa`IAonemara Aa Sv$pne huH kem smÔvuH? kar` ke FaylnI vedna saÔema`s xuH Ô e? tem jene Ýemba` vaGyuH hoy Ae to iS=r j ={Ôy Ke. AavI _¿m AnuwUitne va`I äara ke xBdomaH kevI rIte khIxkay? ke vaɘomaH kevI rIte gUH=I xkay? cetn khe Ke ke he xuâcetna¦ mne mara AaTmvEwvna dxRn =taH je AanHd =yo Ke te huHVy› kevI rIte k$H? Aa to ramba` Ke tenI pIDa to jene vaGyuH hoyte j Ô e Ane jene vage Ae to iS=r j ={ Ôy A=aRtŸ Anuwvsmyna AHtrwavone v Rva ma!e b\a xBdo A\Ura lage Ke. jeneAavuH tIr vaGyuH hoy tenaH ic¿nI cHczta dUr =[ Ôy Ke Ane AekxuâaTmdxanI AnuwUit t=a ÝtIitmaH vsI Ôy Ke.

Aa iS=rta$p je iS=it te cairƒ Ke. hve Aa gu Ýg! =yoKe tem kiv cetnna Aa\are khe Ke. jem jem mn xaHt =ay Ke temtem AHtrno Avaj sHwzay Ke.

te=I kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,nadivlud\o Ýa`k¡H, igne n t< m<g loy¸AanHdFn Ýwu ÝemkI, Ak= khanI koy... suha... .. 4..

jem ragmaH Aaskt m<g potana Ýa`nI t`qla je!lI p`ikHmt g`to n=I tem AanHdFn ÝwunI Ýem k=a p` khI xkaynhÄ tevI Ke.

AaTmÝwuna rHgI Ane xuâdxana _mHgI Aeva w›neAanHdFnÝwunuH imln AvXy =ay Ke. jene Aek vqt p` AevuHSv$p Ýaº =ay Ke Aeva cÊvtIRAo p` potanI AqU!sHpi¿net< nI jem g`I KoDI de Ke. Aek vqt Sv$panuwv kyaÅ pKI varHvarte kÙamaH jvanI tene r# lage Ke. te=I AaTmÝwune mezvva jHglo,phaDo Ane gufaAonaH AekaHtS=anmaH teAo caLya Ôy Ke. TyaH

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AavI _CcdxanuH v Rn krtaH ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

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mnmaH=I é@e te ivcar. ivcar ko{ sH&a$p bne Tyare tenev<i¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. p` wav to AaTmjNy Ke. Aava wav ;K'Ke. AaEdiyk wav, Ùaiykwav, _pxmwav, ÙyopÙmwav,pair`aimkwav Ane siNnva[ wav K wavo pEkI Aek pair`aimkwav AaTmwav Ke. xeØwav kmRjNy Ke. s¿amaH pDel kmRno _dy=taH je wav Ýg!e tene AaEdiykwav khevay Ke. kmÈno Ùy =taH jewav jNme Ke tene Ùaiykwav khevay Ke. AevI j rIte _pxm AneÙyopÙmwav p` kmÈno _pxm ke Ùyopxm =taH Ýg!e Ke. Aab\a wavo kmRsapeÙ hova=I hey Ke Tyare pair`aimkwav moÙgitmaHt=a isâS=ane p` hoy Ke. te=I j k<pazudev khe Ke ke marI to Aab\a wavomaH p` _dasInv<i¿ j Ke. Aa deh je \ar` kyÈ Ke temaHf› sHym hetu j Ke. paHce [iNãyona ivØyomaH hve ruic n=I. sHymA=eR je sa\no Ôe{Ae te j mare _pwoGy Ke te isvay mare bIj¡HkaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. Aa S=Ul deh !ke ke pDe, sDe ke gze temaH p` maromUCKaRwav n=I. jem vas` fU!I Ôy to _krDe feHkI devay tem je dehsHym sa\namaH _pyogI n bne Ane rog=I Feray Ôy te dehnIpKI AazpHpaz xuH krvanI hoy. kar` hve te fU!el vas` jevo ={gyo Ke. te=I vosravva yoGy bnI Ôy Ke. SvanuwUit$p &anÝg! =taH Òv Aek _¿mdxamaH=I psar =to rhe Ke. Aava &anIAonIÙ e Ù e Ôg<it hoy Ke. jem xahukar, FrmaH ko{ cor ÝvexI n Ôy tema!e care baj¡ ¹iÚ krto rhe Ke. tem sTy&anI puruØo potanI ictv<i¿maHɘaHy ivØy-kØay, vasnanI milnta AavI n Ôy te ma!e sttÔg<t rhe Ke. Aaj AenI Ke sacI sa\na. Aava _¿m Sv$pne paMyapKI tenI AvS=anuH v Rn muqe kæuH Ôy tem n=I. te=I j,

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,khaH idqavuH AaErk¡H, khaH smja_ wor¸tIr AcUk hE Ýemka, lage so rhe @or... suha... .. 3 ..

cetn khe Ke ke marI iS=it huH kone khuH? Ane wozaÝa`IAonemara Aa Sv$pne huH kem smÔvuH? kar` ke FaylnI vedna saÔema`s xuH Ô e? tem jene Ýemba` vaGyuH hoy Ae to iS=r j ={Ôy Ke. AavI _¿m AnuwUitne va`I äara ke xBdomaH kevI rIte khIxkay? ke vaɘomaH kevI rIte gUH=I xkay? cetn khe Ke ke he xuâcetna¦ mne mara AaTmvEwvna dxRn =taH je AanHd =yo Ke te huHVy› kevI rIte k$H? Aa to ramba` Ke tenI pIDa to jene vaGyuH hoyte j Ô e Ane jene vage Ae to iS=r j ={ Ôy A=aRtŸ Anuwvsmyna AHtrwavone v Rva ma!e b\a xBdo A\Ura lage Ke. jeneAavuH tIr vaGyuH hoy tenaH ic¿nI cHczta dUr =[ Ôy Ke Ane AekxuâaTmdxanI AnuwUit t=a ÝtIitmaH vsI Ôy Ke.

Aa iS=rta$p je iS=it te cairƒ Ke. hve Aa gu Ýg! =yoKe tem kiv cetnna Aa\are khe Ke. jem jem mn xaHt =ay Ke temtem AHtrno Avaj sHwzay Ke.

te=I kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,nadivlud\o Ýa`k¡H, igne n t< m<g loy¸AanHdFn Ýwu ÝemkI, Ak= khanI koy... suha... .. 4..

jem ragmaH Aaskt m<g potana Ýa`nI t`qla je!lI p`ikHmt g`to n=I tem AanHdFn ÝwunI Ýem k=a p` khI xkaynhÄ tevI Ke.

AaTmÝwuna rHgI Ane xuâdxana _mHgI Aeva w›neAanHdFnÝwunuH imln AvXy =ay Ke. jene Aek vqt p` AevuHSv$p Ýaº =ay Ke Aeva cÊvtIRAo p` potanI AqU!sHpi¿net< nI jem g`I KoDI de Ke. Aek vqt Sv$panuwv kyaÅ pKI varHvarte kÙamaH jvanI tene r# lage Ke. te=I AaTmÝwune mezvva jHglo,phaDo Ane gufaAonaH AekaHtS=anmaH teAo caLya Ôy Ke. TyaH

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AaTma=I AaTma sa=e vato krtaH vØÈ vItI Ôy Ke p` tene smynuH&an ke wan rhetuH n=I.

]I motIcHd kapiDya btave Ke te Ýma e:Aa kDImaH nad vlud\o xBdno yognI pirwaØamaH A=R

Anaht nad =ay Ke. yogmaH \Ire \Ire Ýgit kyaÅ pKI ßyare iS=rtaAave Ke Tyare Aitm\ur |vin AHt:kr`maH=I é@e Ke jenI mI@axjgtna svR pda=R=I Anekg`I Ai\k hoy Ke.

AaTmane pamvanI jene lgnI lagI Ke teAo jgt=I tdŸn_dasIn hoy Ke. duinya xuH bolxe ke bole Ke te saHwzva neivcarvanI tene {CKa suâa n=I hotI. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajp` Aava _dasIn hta teAo AaTm&ata hovane kar`e temnIva`I Ak+y t=a ApUvR j hoy Ke. yog=I Ayog trf jvatem`e AaTmanI Aahlek jgavI Ane xuâ cetnane cetnmaH ÔeDIma!e j ]I AanHdFnÒ Anuwv&anI hta. tem`e Aa pdmaHAaTmanuwvne suhag`na ÝemnuH $pk AaPyuH Ke. te=I Ae AnuwvApUvR Ane Ak+y kæo Ke. jene Ae Anuwv =yo hoy Ae j tenebrabr Ô`I- smÒ xke Ke. kivAe F!ne mHidrnu H AneAaTmanuwvne dIpknuH $pk AaPyuH Ke.

Aa rIte tIv‡ AnuwUitne Vy› krva sco! AiwVyi› p`kivne shj Ýaº =yel Ke.

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“Av\U n! nagr kI bajI”]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje pdo äara potana Anuwvono _¿m

incoD AaTma=± Òvo ma!e AaPyo Ke. AaTma=± ßyare prmaTmanIsacI qoj kre Ke Tyare tene potanamaH j prmaTma ¹Xyman =ay Ke.ßyare SvmaH prmßyoit Sv$p ÝwunaH dxRn =ay Ke Tyare tenIbaædxa p` ivlÙ` j`ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj paHcma pdnI Ý=m kDImaH khe Ke,Av\U n! nagr kI bajI ja eH n baHw` kajIi=rta Ok smymeH @ane, _pje iv`seH tb hIél! - pul! \‡uv s¿a raqeH, ya hm sunIn kb hI Av\Ÿ.. 3..

Aa pdmaH kivAe AaTmanI _CcdxanI vat krI Ke. je vatoved, pura` ke kuranmaH p` ÔevamaH AavtI n=I AevI AaTmanISvtHƒ s¿anI vato Ke.

saHQy dxRn - AaTmane maƒ inTy mane Ke.baEâ dxRn- AaTmane AinTy A=va Ùi`k mane Ke. Aem

iwNniwNn dxRno iwNniwNn ¹iÚ=I AaTmanaH lÙ`o j`ave Ke,Tyare jEn dxRne AnekaNt ¹iÚ=I AaTmtÀvno saco pircy kraVyoKe. vzI ãVynuH vaStivk Sv$p Aa pdmaH v RVyuH Ke. ãVyno A=R Ke;ãvit [it ãVymŸ' je Ù e Ù e pl!aya ke te ãVy. wgvan_maSvaitÒAe kæuH Ke ke “_Tpad, Vyy, \‡oVy yu›mŸ stŸ” jEndxRnjgtmaH \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, AakaxaiStkay, pudŸglaiStkayAne ÒvaiStkay ne kaz Ae K ãVyno SvIkar kre Ke. b\aH j ãVyostŸ Sv$p Ke. jeno mUzwUt kdI nax =to n=I. AvS=aAo bdlayakre. ãVy, ãVy$pe hHmexaH rhe Ke. Ae!le ke ãVynI VyaQya krtaH wgvan_maSvaitÒ lqe Ke ke “gu pyaRyvdŸ ãVymŸ” je gu` AnepyaRy=I yu› hoy te ãVy.

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AaTma=I AaTma sa=e vato krtaH vØÈ vItI Ôy Ke p` tene smynuH&an ke wan rhetuH n=I.

]I motIcHd kapiDya btave Ke te Ýma e:Aa kDImaH nad vlud\o xBdno yognI pirwaØamaH A=R

Anaht nad =ay Ke. yogmaH \Ire \Ire Ýgit kyaÅ pKI ßyare iS=rtaAave Ke Tyare Aitm\ur |vin AHt:kr`maH=I é@e Ke jenI mI@axjgtna svR pda=R=I Anekg`I Ai\k hoy Ke.

AaTmane pamvanI jene lgnI lagI Ke teAo jgt=I tdŸn_dasIn hoy Ke. duinya xuH bolxe ke bole Ke te saHwzva neivcarvanI tene {CKa suâa n=I hotI. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajp` Aava _dasIn hta teAo AaTm&ata hovane kar`e temnIva`I Ak+y t=a ApUvR j hoy Ke. yog=I Ayog trf jvatem`e AaTmanI Aahlek jgavI Ane xuâ cetnane cetnmaH ÔeDIma!e j ]I AanHdFnÒ Anuwv&anI hta. tem`e Aa pdmaHAaTmanuwvne suhag`na ÝemnuH $pk AaPyuH Ke. te=I Ae AnuwvApUvR Ane Ak+y kæo Ke. jene Ae Anuwv =yo hoy Ae j tenebrabr Ô`I- smÒ xke Ke. kivAe F!ne mHidrnu H AneAaTmanuwvne dIpknuH $pk AaPyuH Ke.

Aa rIte tIv‡ AnuwUitne Vy› krva sco! AiwVyi› p`kivne shj Ýaº =yel Ke.

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“Av\U n! nagr kI bajI”]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje pdo äara potana Anuwvono _¿m

incoD AaTma=± Òvo ma!e AaPyo Ke. AaTma=± ßyare prmaTmanIsacI qoj kre Ke Tyare tene potanamaH j prmaTma ¹Xyman =ay Ke.ßyare SvmaH prmßyoit Sv$p ÝwunaH dxRn =ay Ke Tyare tenIbaædxa p` ivlÙ` j`ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj paHcma pdnI Ý=m kDImaH khe Ke,Av\U n! nagr kI bajI ja eH n baHw` kajIi=rta Ok smymeH @ane, _pje iv`seH tb hIél! - pul! \‡uv s¿a raqeH, ya hm sunIn kb hI Av\Ÿ.. 3..

Aa pdmaH kivAe AaTmanI _CcdxanI vat krI Ke. je vatoved, pura` ke kuranmaH p` ÔevamaH AavtI n=I AevI AaTmanISvtHƒ s¿anI vato Ke.

saHQy dxRn - AaTmane maƒ inTy mane Ke.baEâ dxRn- AaTmane AinTy A=va Ùi`k mane Ke. Aem

iwNniwNn dxRno iwNniwNn ¹iÚ=I AaTmanaH lÙ`o j`ave Ke,Tyare jEn dxRne AnekaNt ¹iÚ=I AaTmtÀvno saco pircy kraVyoKe. vzI ãVynuH vaStivk Sv$p Aa pdmaH v RVyuH Ke. ãVyno A=R Ke;ãvit [it ãVymŸ' je Ù e Ù e pl!aya ke te ãVy. wgvan_maSvaitÒAe kæuH Ke ke “_Tpad, Vyy, \‡oVy yu›mŸ stŸ” jEndxRnjgtmaH \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, AakaxaiStkay, pudŸglaiStkayAne ÒvaiStkay ne kaz Ae K ãVyno SvIkar kre Ke. b\aH j ãVyostŸ Sv$p Ke. jeno mUzwUt kdI nax =to n=I. AvS=aAo bdlayakre. ãVy, ãVy$pe hHmexaH rhe Ke. Ae!le ke ãVynI VyaQya krtaH wgvan_maSvaitÒ lqe Ke ke “gu pyaRyvdŸ ãVymŸ” je gu` AnepyaRy=I yu› hoy te ãVy.

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]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,gu a`masAo dVvH OgãVvirsya gu a.lÉq H pßjva H tu, _wAo AiSsya wve..

je gu nuH Aa]yS=an Ke te ãVy t=a Aek ãVyne Aai]t jehoy te gu Ke Ane jemaH gu Ane pyaRy hoy tene ãVy khevay Ke.pyaRy Ae!le pl!atI AvS=a, je pda=R A=va gu maƒmaH hoy Ketem ]I sHtbalÒ khe Ke.

mUzwUt ãVyna samaNy$pe K Svwav Ke.(1) AiStTv (2) vStuTv (3) ãVyTv (4) ÝmeyTv (5)

AguÌl\uTv Ane (6) sÀvTv.(1) AiStTv: - drek ãVy potana gu` Ane pyaRy=I

AiStTv$p Ke. Aek ãVyna gu bIÔ ãVymaH ÝvexI jta n=I. AekãVyno Svwav bIÔ ãVyna Svwav$p bnI jto n=I. jemke jDkdI cetn bntuH n=I ne cetn kdI jD =tuH n=I. kar` drek ãVynoAiStTv gu Ke.

(2) vStuTv:- jemaH gu` Ane pyaRy rhe te vStu. AekAakaxÝdex pr KAe K ãVyo hova KtaH vStuTvgu ne kar e b\aHiwNniwNn Ke. ÙIr - nIrvtŸ.

(3) ãVyTv:- drek ãVy pot potana gu =I yu› Ke. jemkesakrmaH mI@ax Ane lImDamaH kDvax namno gu .

(4) ÝmeyTv: - ÝTyek ãVy Amuk Ýma`o=I Ô`I xkay Ke.jemke pudŸgl _Tpþ =ay Ke Ane iv`se Ke. Òv Ô e Ke Ane juAe Ke.Aa Ýkare drek ãVy potana Asa\ar` gu =I Ô`I xkay Ke.

(5) AguÌlFuTv: - drek gu Ø!Ÿgu hain-v<iâ pame Ke tepotpotanI ApeÙaAe guÌ-lFu n=I ma!e A=va Aeva ÝkarnaH ApUvR\mÈ temaH Ke te=I AguÌlFuTv Ke.

(6) sÀvTv: - drek ãVy Aek smymaH _Tpþ =ay Ke Anenax pame Ke KtaH p` teno iblkul nax =to n=I kar`ke te ãVynostŸ Svwav Ke.

Aa rIte Òv ãVy Sv$p Ke. sHsarIÒv je xrIr\arI Ke tejNme Ke t=a m<Tyu pame Ke. AemaH xrIrnI dxa bdlay Ke p` Òv toÒv Sv$p j rhe Ke jem rHgmHc pr na!ikyo iv\-iv\ Ýkarnavex \ar` kre Ke ne paƒ wjve Ke prHtu drek paƒmaH pote to je Kete j Ke. drek ãVyna gu \mÈ stŸ Sv$p Ke prHtu pyaRy _Tpþ =ayKe Ane nax pame Ke. Aek ãVymaH AnHt gu Ke Ane Aek Aek gu nIAnHt-AnHt pyaRy Ke t=a ãVyna p` pyaRy Ke kiv khe Ke ken!nagr Aeva ÒvnI sHsarnI baÒ p` Aava ÝkarnI j Ke.

AaTm$p n!nagrnI baÒ kevI yui› yu› Ke te Aa pdnIbIÒ kDImaH kiv khe Ke,

Ok Anek Anek Ok k¡nI, k¡HDl knk suwave.jl trHg F! maHhI rivkr, Aignt tadI swave.... Av\Ÿ... .. 2 ..

AaTma drek AvS=amaH Aek hova KtaH AvS=a wede judo-j¡doj`ay Ke. Aa ivcar smÔvva ma!e ]I AanHdFnÒAe AhÄ srs_dahr`o AaPyaH Ke. jemke suv R kuHDlmaH=I har bnavvamaH Aave top` bHne AvS=amaH suv R to tenuH te j rhe Ke, Fa! bdlay Ke. AevIrIte pa`I=I wrela vas`maH Anek trHgo é@e Ke Ane temaH sUyRnuHÝitibHb pDtaH Anek sUyÈ deqay Ke. p` sUyR to teno te j Ke temAaTma p` AvS=a wede Anek$p j`ato hova KtaH drek smyeAekno Aek j Ke. AaTma to Aek Ke p` gu -pyaRyne kar e Anek$peVy› =ay Ke. Ae!le ke Anek$pomaH AekTv$pI AaTma to Ke j.

]I devcHãÒ mharaj AagmsarmaH lqe Ke,;Òv ãVy AnHt Ke. Òvna Ýdexo AsHQyata Ke. gu o AnHt

Ke Ane pyaRy AnHt Ke. prHtu ÒvTv svR ÒvomaH srquH hovanakar e Aekp uH p` Ke. te=I Òv ãVynuH cargitmaH=I ko{p` gitnoÒv hoy prHtu ÒvTvgu ne kar e Aekp uH Ke Ane Òvna gu onoÊimk ivkas A=aRtŸ ÒvnI ivxuiâna Êimk ivkasne kar e Anekp uHÝitwase Ke. te=I j jEndxRnnI sapeÙ ¹iÚ Aa vatnuH sm=Rn kre Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,

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]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,gu a`masAo dVvH OgãVvirsya gu a.lÉq H pßjva H tu, _wAo AiSsya wve..

je gu nuH Aa]yS=an Ke te ãVy t=a Aek ãVyne Aai]t jehoy te gu Ke Ane jemaH gu Ane pyaRy hoy tene ãVy khevay Ke.pyaRy Ae!le pl!atI AvS=a, je pda=R A=va gu maƒmaH hoy Ketem ]I sHtbalÒ khe Ke.

mUzwUt ãVyna samaNy$pe K Svwav Ke.(1) AiStTv (2) vStuTv (3) ãVyTv (4) ÝmeyTv (5)

AguÌl\uTv Ane (6) sÀvTv.(1) AiStTv: - drek ãVy potana gu` Ane pyaRy=I

AiStTv$p Ke. Aek ãVyna gu bIÔ ãVymaH ÝvexI jta n=I. AekãVyno Svwav bIÔ ãVyna Svwav$p bnI jto n=I. jemke jDkdI cetn bntuH n=I ne cetn kdI jD =tuH n=I. kar` drek ãVynoAiStTv gu Ke.

(2) vStuTv:- jemaH gu` Ane pyaRy rhe te vStu. AekAakaxÝdex pr KAe K ãVyo hova KtaH vStuTvgu ne kar e b\aHiwNniwNn Ke. ÙIr - nIrvtŸ.

(3) ãVyTv:- drek ãVy pot potana gu =I yu› Ke. jemkesakrmaH mI@ax Ane lImDamaH kDvax namno gu .

(4) ÝmeyTv: - ÝTyek ãVy Amuk Ýma`o=I Ô`I xkay Ke.jemke pudŸgl _Tpþ =ay Ke Ane iv`se Ke. Òv Ô e Ke Ane juAe Ke.Aa Ýkare drek ãVy potana Asa\ar` gu =I Ô`I xkay Ke.

(5) AguÌlFuTv: - drek gu Ø!Ÿgu hain-v<iâ pame Ke tepotpotanI ApeÙaAe guÌ-lFu n=I ma!e A=va Aeva ÝkarnaH ApUvR\mÈ temaH Ke te=I AguÌlFuTv Ke.

(6) sÀvTv: - drek ãVy Aek smymaH _Tpþ =ay Ke Anenax pame Ke KtaH p` teno iblkul nax =to n=I kar`ke te ãVynostŸ Svwav Ke.

Aa rIte Òv ãVy Sv$p Ke. sHsarIÒv je xrIr\arI Ke tejNme Ke t=a m<Tyu pame Ke. AemaH xrIrnI dxa bdlay Ke p` Òv toÒv Sv$p j rhe Ke jem rHgmHc pr na!ikyo iv\-iv\ Ýkarnavex \ar` kre Ke ne paƒ wjve Ke prHtu drek paƒmaH pote to je Kete j Ke. drek ãVyna gu \mÈ stŸ Sv$p Ke prHtu pyaRy _Tpþ =ayKe Ane nax pame Ke. Aek ãVymaH AnHt gu Ke Ane Aek Aek gu nIAnHt-AnHt pyaRy Ke t=a ãVyna p` pyaRy Ke kiv khe Ke ken!nagr Aeva ÒvnI sHsarnI baÒ p` Aava ÝkarnI j Ke.

AaTm$p n!nagrnI baÒ kevI yui› yu› Ke te Aa pdnIbIÒ kDImaH kiv khe Ke,

Ok Anek Anek Ok k¡nI, k¡HDl knk suwave.jl trHg F! maHhI rivkr, Aignt tadI swave.... Av\Ÿ... .. 2 ..

AaTma drek AvS=amaH Aek hova KtaH AvS=a wede judo-j¡doj`ay Ke. Aa ivcar smÔvva ma!e ]I AanHdFnÒAe AhÄ srs_dahr`o AaPyaH Ke. jemke suv R kuHDlmaH=I har bnavvamaH Aave top` bHne AvS=amaH suv R to tenuH te j rhe Ke, Fa! bdlay Ke. AevIrIte pa`I=I wrela vas`maH Anek trHgo é@e Ke Ane temaH sUyRnuHÝitibHb pDtaH Anek sUyÈ deqay Ke. p` sUyR to teno te j Ke temAaTma p` AvS=a wede Anek$p j`ato hova KtaH drek smyeAekno Aek j Ke. AaTma to Aek Ke p` gu -pyaRyne kar e Anek$peVy› =ay Ke. Ae!le ke Anek$pomaH AekTv$pI AaTma to Ke j.

]I devcHãÒ mharaj AagmsarmaH lqe Ke,;Òv ãVy AnHt Ke. Òvna Ýdexo AsHQyata Ke. gu o AnHt

Ke Ane pyaRy AnHt Ke. prHtu ÒvTv svR ÒvomaH srquH hovanakar e Aekp uH p` Ke. te=I Òv ãVynuH cargitmaH=I ko{p` gitnoÒv hoy prHtu ÒvTvgu ne kar e Aekp uH Ke Ane Òvna gu onoÊimk ivkas A=aRtŸ ÒvnI ivxuiâna Êimk ivkasne kar e Anekp uHÝitwase Ke. te=I j jEndxRnnI sapeÙ ¹iÚ Aa vatnuH sm=Rn kre Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,

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Aek Òv Ke te Anek $po \ar` kre Ke. Anek Aakaro \ar`kre Ke. Anek nam \ar` kre Ke. vzI Anekna Aek ={ Ôy Ke p`tenuH mUz AaTmTv to Aek j Ke. Aekna Anek$po gu - pyaRy=I=ay Ke.

jEn dxRnnI sapeÙ¹iÚne smjva AenI sPtwHgIno pircy]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH krave Ke.

hE naHih hE bcn Agocr, ny Ýma` stŸwHgI.inrpq hoy lqe ko{ ivrla, Éya deqe mt jHgI? Av\Ÿ... .. 3 ..

sPtwHgIna ma|ym=I kivAe ÒvnI inTyainTyta saibtkrI, n!nagrnI rmtnuH rhSy Aa kDImaH qoLyuH Ke.

jemke Ýma` ny tTvalokmaH ]I vadIdevsUirÒ khe Ke,(1) “SyadSTyev svRimit ivi\ kLpnya Ýmo w¢ua: ”SyatŸ svR pda=R Ke Aa Ýma e ivi\ kLpna=I Ý=m wHg =ay Ke.(2) Syad naiSt Ov svRimit inØe\ kLpnya iätIyo w¢u:k=HictŸ svRpda=R n=I Aa Ýma e inØe\nI kLpna$p bIÔe

wHg.(3) Syad STyev SyaþaSTyev kÊmto ivi\ inØe\ kLpnya

t<tIy:k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke. k=HictŸ n=I. Aa rIte Êm=I ivi\ Ane

inØe\nI kLpna$p ƒIÔe wHg Ke.(4) SyadvktVy weveit yugpd ivi\ inØe\ kLpnya

ctu=R:k=HictŸ svR pda=R AvÉtVy Ke. Aa Ýkare ivi\ - inØe\nI

kLpna$p co=o wHg Ke.(5) SyadSTyevev Syad vÉtVymeveit ivi\ kLpnya yugpd

ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c pHcm:k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke Ane k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. Aa Ýkare

ivi\nI kLpna=I Ane Aek sa=e ivi\- inØe\nI kLpna=I paHcmowHg =ay Ke.

(6) SyaþaSTyev SyadvÉtVymeveit inØe\ kLpnya yugpd,ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c ؤ:k=HictŸ svR pda=R n=I Ane k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. Aa rIte

inØe\nI kLpna=I Ane Aek sa=e ivi\inØe\nI kLpna$p KõowHg Ke.

(7) SyadŸSTyev SyaNnaSTyev SyadvÉtVy meveit kÊmtoivi\-inØe\ kLpnya yugpdŸ ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c sPtmwHg.. [it..

k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke, k=HictŸ n=I, k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. AarIte Êm=I ivi\-inØe\nI kLpna$p Ane yugpd ivi\-inØe\nIkLpna$p satmo wHg Ke.

Aaj vatne Òv _pr _tarvamaH Aave Ke jem ke :(1) SyadŸ AiSt: - Òv ãVy SvÙeƒ, kaz, wavnI ApeÙa=I Ke.(2) SyatŸ naiSt: - Òv ãVymaH pr ãVyna gu -pyaRy n=I.(3) SyatŸ AiSt - naiSt: - Òv ãVymaH Svgu - pyaRyno

AiStwav Ane pr ãVy gu -pyaRyno naiStwav Aek smye hoyKe ma!e AiSt-naiSt.

(4) SyatŸ AvÉtVy: Òv ãVymaH AekI vqte AiSt-naiStwav sa=e hoy Ke prHtu AiStwav khevamaH AsHQy smyVytIt ={ Ôy Ke. Aek smye Aek sa=e AiSt naiStwav khIxkato n=I ma!e SyatŸ AvÉtVy khevamaH Aave Ke.

(5) SyatŸ AiSt AvÉtVy: - Òv ãVymaH je gu - pyaRy Kete Aek smye Aek sa=e khI xkay nhÄ. tI=Åkr ke svR& prmaTmaAek smye AiSt-naiSt vgere wavone Ô`I, Ôe{ xke Ke prHtu teAop` Aek smye bHne wavone ke bHne wavmaH=I Aek wavne sHpU R rItekhI xkata n=I ma!e SyatŸ AiSt AvÉtVy Ke.

(6) SyatŸ naiSt AvÉtVy:- Òv ãVymaH pr ãVynaH v R,gH\, rs, SpRx vgere Aek p` gu \mR n=I KtaH Aek smymaH te khIxkay nhÄ ma!e SyatŸ naiSt AvÉtVy.

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Aek Òv Ke te Anek $po \ar` kre Ke. Anek Aakaro \ar`kre Ke. Anek nam \ar` kre Ke. vzI Anekna Aek ={ Ôy Ke p`tenuH mUz AaTmTv to Aek j Ke. Aekna Anek$po gu - pyaRy=I=ay Ke.

jEn dxRnnI sapeÙ¹iÚne smjva AenI sPtwHgIno pircy]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH krave Ke.

hE naHih hE bcn Agocr, ny Ýma` stŸwHgI.inrpq hoy lqe ko{ ivrla, Éya deqe mt jHgI? Av\Ÿ... .. 3 ..

sPtwHgIna ma|ym=I kivAe ÒvnI inTyainTyta saibtkrI, n!nagrnI rmtnuH rhSy Aa kDImaH qoLyuH Ke.

jemke Ýma` ny tTvalokmaH ]I vadIdevsUirÒ khe Ke,(1) “SyadSTyev svRimit ivi\ kLpnya Ýmo w¢ua: ”SyatŸ svR pda=R Ke Aa Ýma e ivi\ kLpna=I Ý=m wHg =ay Ke.(2) Syad naiSt Ov svRimit inØe\ kLpnya iätIyo w¢u:k=HictŸ svRpda=R n=I Aa Ýma e inØe\nI kLpna$p bIÔe

wHg.(3) Syad STyev SyaþaSTyev kÊmto ivi\ inØe\ kLpnya

t<tIy:k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke. k=HictŸ n=I. Aa rIte Êm=I ivi\ Ane

inØe\nI kLpna$p ƒIÔe wHg Ke.(4) SyadvktVy weveit yugpd ivi\ inØe\ kLpnya

ctu=R:k=HictŸ svR pda=R AvÉtVy Ke. Aa Ýkare ivi\ - inØe\nI

kLpna$p co=o wHg Ke.(5) SyadSTyevev Syad vÉtVymeveit ivi\ kLpnya yugpd

ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c pHcm:k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke Ane k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. Aa Ýkare

ivi\nI kLpna=I Ane Aek sa=e ivi\- inØe\nI kLpna=I paHcmowHg =ay Ke.

(6) SyaþaSTyev SyadvÉtVymeveit inØe\ kLpnya yugpd,ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c ؤ:k=HictŸ svR pda=R n=I Ane k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. Aa rIte

inØe\nI kLpna=I Ane Aek sa=e ivi\inØe\nI kLpna$p KõowHg Ke.

(7) SyadŸSTyev SyaNnaSTyev SyadvÉtVy meveit kÊmtoivi\-inØe\ kLpnya yugpdŸ ivi\-inØe\ kLpnya c sPtmwHg.. [it..

k=HictŸ svR pda=R Ke, k=HictŸ n=I, k=HictŸ AvÉtVy Ke. AarIte Êm=I ivi\-inØe\nI kLpna$p Ane yugpd ivi\-inØe\nIkLpna$p satmo wHg Ke.

Aaj vatne Òv _pr _tarvamaH Aave Ke jem ke :(1) SyadŸ AiSt: - Òv ãVy SvÙeƒ, kaz, wavnI ApeÙa=I Ke.(2) SyatŸ naiSt: - Òv ãVymaH pr ãVyna gu -pyaRy n=I.(3) SyatŸ AiSt - naiSt: - Òv ãVymaH Svgu - pyaRyno

AiStwav Ane pr ãVy gu -pyaRyno naiStwav Aek smye hoyKe ma!e AiSt-naiSt.

(4) SyatŸ AvÉtVy: Òv ãVymaH AekI vqte AiSt-naiStwav sa=e hoy Ke prHtu AiStwav khevamaH AsHQy smyVytIt ={ Ôy Ke. Aek smye Aek sa=e AiSt naiStwav khIxkato n=I ma!e SyatŸ AvÉtVy khevamaH Aave Ke.

(5) SyatŸ AiSt AvÉtVy: - Òv ãVymaH je gu - pyaRy Kete Aek smye Aek sa=e khI xkay nhÄ. tI=Åkr ke svR& prmaTmaAek smye AiSt-naiSt vgere wavone Ô`I, Ôe{ xke Ke prHtu teAop` Aek smye bHne wavone ke bHne wavmaH=I Aek wavne sHpU R rItekhI xkata n=I ma!e SyatŸ AiSt AvÉtVy Ke.

(6) SyatŸ naiSt AvÉtVy:- Òv ãVymaH pr ãVynaH v R,gH\, rs, SpRx vgere Aek p` gu \mR n=I KtaH Aek smymaH te khIxkay nhÄ ma!e SyatŸ naiSt AvÉtVy.

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(7) SyatŸ AiSt - naiSt AvÉtVy: - AiSt AvÉtVyAne naiSt AvÉtVy bHne ÒvmaH Aek smye vteR Ke prHtu AeksmymaH va`ImaH n Aavva=I SyatŸ AiSt-naiSt AvktVy khevamaHAave Ke.

Aa SyatŸ xBd vDe SyadŸvad dxRnnuH mhÀv AaHkI xkay Ke.AavI rIte ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje sat ny Ane car inÙepnuH p`in$p` krI ÒvnI vaStivkdxano pircy kraVyo Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,;AaTmamaH rhelaH gu onuH Sv$p sat ny vDe Avbo\vuH”]I devcHãÒ mharaje frmaVyuH Ke,;je ny Ke te pda=Rna &anne ivØe &anna AHx Ke nynuH lÙ`

khe Ke.“nyaStu pda=R &ane &anaHxa: tƒanNt \maRTmke vStuNyek

\mÈþpnH &an ny:”AnHt \maRTmk je vStu Ae!le ke Òvaidk Aek pda=RmaH AnHt

\mR Ke. teno je Aek \mR gve*yo to p` ANy ke bIÔ AnHt \mRtemaH ræa Ke teno _CKed nhÄ Ane g‡h` p` nhÄ p` Aek \mRnImuQyta krvI te ny Ke.

jEndxRnkaroAe Aa Ýkare sat nynuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. temaHÝ=mna car nyo jeva ke nEgmny, sHg‡hny, Vyvharny Ane%ÔusUƒny Aa car nyo ãVyai=Rk ny Ke. xBdny, smiw$#nyAne AevHwUtny Ae ƒ` pyaRyai=Rk ny Ke.

ãVyai=Rk ny kone khevay? tena _¿rmaH khevayuH Ke ke:-“ãvit ãVyit Aduãvt taHStan pyaRyainit ãVyH tdeva=R:

so½iSt ySy ivØyTven s ãVyai=Rk:je vtRman pyaRyne ãve Ke, wiv*ykazmaH ãvxe t=a wUtkazmaH

ãvto hto tene ãVy khevay Ane te j Ke A=R Ýyojn ivØyp e jenete ãVyai=Rk ny khevay Ke. Ane pyaRy te jNy Ke Ane ãVy te jnk.ãVy \‡uv Ke Ane pyaRy te _Tpad -Vyy$p Ke.

jem kæuH Ke,pyeRit _Tpad-ivnaxaE ÝaPnotIit pyaRy: s Ova=R

so½iStpSyasaE pyaRyai=Rk:je _pjva t=a ivnaxna pir`amyu› Ke te pyaRy. gu

sapeÙ AnHt nyo =ay Ke Ane pyaRy sapeÙ p` AnHt nyo =ay KeprHtu mUz wede sat ny Ke.

(1) nEgm ny: Òvna AsHQyat ÝdexaH=I Aa@ $ck ÝdexinrHtr isâ sman _ßjvz Ke. te AHx l{ne khe Ke ke Òv isâsman Ke te nEgm ny -ãVyai=Rk ny Ke. Aa nyvazano Aek srqoAiwÝay hoto n=I. te ko{ vqt ãVyarop` to ko{ vqtgu`arop` ke kazarop` kre Ke. to ko{ vqt kar`arop` p`kre Ke.

(2) sHg‡hny: jem ke ÒvãVynI vat krtaH, Òvna AnHtgu t=a pyaRy sa=e l{ le. je \mR ãVymaH Vyapk hoy t=a stagtŸ hoy tene sHg‡hIne vat kre jemke Òv ¹Vyno cetn\mR.

da. t. FoDo tEyar kr. Aa vaɘ saHwzta FoDo _pr besvapla` naqvuH, cDva loqHDnI kDI vgere mUkvI, cabuk ke lgamtEyar krvI Aa sHg‡hnyno vaɘ Ýyog Ke. Aa ny samaNy ivxeØneg‡h` kre Ke.

(3) Vyvharny: Aa nyvazo svRnI vheHc`I kre Ke. ivwagj¡Ae Ke Ane te svR baæ Sv$p deqIne j kre Ke. Aa nyvazoAHtrHg s¿a manto n=I. bharnI _pr _prnI Aacar iÊyaneÝa\aNy Aape Ke. te kar e xuw-Axuw, xuâ-Axuâ, AnupcirtAeva Anek wed pDe Ke. jem ke papiÊya krnarno Axuw VyvharAne pu~yiÊya krnarno xuw Vyvhar.

]I devcHdÒ mharaj lqe Ke:-“%ju ]utH su&an bo\$pH tpü %ju AvkÊm ]utmSy

so½pm<ju ]ut:(4) %ju sUƒ: %ju Ae!le srl. ]ut Ae!le bo\ Aa nyvazo

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(7) SyatŸ AiSt - naiSt AvÉtVy: - AiSt AvÉtVyAne naiSt AvÉtVy bHne ÒvmaH Aek smye vteR Ke prHtu AeksmymaH va`ImaH n Aavva=I SyatŸ AiSt-naiSt AvktVy khevamaHAave Ke.

Aa SyatŸ xBd vDe SyadŸvad dxRnnuH mhÀv AaHkI xkay Ke.AavI rIte ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje sat ny Ane car inÙepnuH p`in$p` krI ÒvnI vaStivkdxano pircy kraVyo Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,;AaTmamaH rhelaH gu onuH Sv$p sat ny vDe Avbo\vuH”]I devcHãÒ mharaje frmaVyuH Ke,;je ny Ke te pda=Rna &anne ivØe &anna AHx Ke nynuH lÙ`

khe Ke.“nyaStu pda=R &ane &anaHxa: tƒanNt \maRTmke vStuNyek

\mÈþpnH &an ny:”AnHt \maRTmk je vStu Ae!le ke Òvaidk Aek pda=RmaH AnHt

\mR Ke. teno je Aek \mR gve*yo to p` ANy ke bIÔ AnHt \mRtemaH ræa Ke teno _CKed nhÄ Ane g‡h` p` nhÄ p` Aek \mRnImuQyta krvI te ny Ke.

jEndxRnkaroAe Aa Ýkare sat nynuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. temaHÝ=mna car nyo jeva ke nEgmny, sHg‡hny, Vyvharny Ane%ÔusUƒny Aa car nyo ãVyai=Rk ny Ke. xBdny, smiw$#nyAne AevHwUtny Ae ƒ` pyaRyai=Rk ny Ke.

ãVyai=Rk ny kone khevay? tena _¿rmaH khevayuH Ke ke:-“ãvit ãVyit Aduãvt taHStan pyaRyainit ãVyH tdeva=R:

so½iSt ySy ivØyTven s ãVyai=Rk:je vtRman pyaRyne ãve Ke, wiv*ykazmaH ãvxe t=a wUtkazmaH

ãvto hto tene ãVy khevay Ane te j Ke A=R Ýyojn ivØyp e jenete ãVyai=Rk ny khevay Ke. Ane pyaRy te jNy Ke Ane ãVy te jnk.ãVy \‡uv Ke Ane pyaRy te _Tpad -Vyy$p Ke.

jem kæuH Ke,pyeRit _Tpad-ivnaxaE ÝaPnotIit pyaRy: s Ova=R

so½iStpSyasaE pyaRyai=Rk:je _pjva t=a ivnaxna pir`amyu› Ke te pyaRy. gu

sapeÙ AnHt nyo =ay Ke Ane pyaRy sapeÙ p` AnHt nyo =ay KeprHtu mUz wede sat ny Ke.

(1) nEgm ny: Òvna AsHQyat ÝdexaH=I Aa@ $ck ÝdexinrHtr isâ sman _ßjvz Ke. te AHx l{ne khe Ke ke Òv isâsman Ke te nEgm ny -ãVyai=Rk ny Ke. Aa nyvazano Aek srqoAiwÝay hoto n=I. te ko{ vqt ãVyarop` to ko{ vqtgu`arop` ke kazarop` kre Ke. to ko{ vqt kar`arop` p`kre Ke.

(2) sHg‡hny: jem ke ÒvãVynI vat krtaH, Òvna AnHtgu t=a pyaRy sa=e l{ le. je \mR ãVymaH Vyapk hoy t=a stagtŸ hoy tene sHg‡hIne vat kre jemke Òv ¹Vyno cetn\mR.

da. t. FoDo tEyar kr. Aa vaɘ saHwzta FoDo _pr besvapla` naqvuH, cDva loqHDnI kDI vgere mUkvI, cabuk ke lgamtEyar krvI Aa sHg‡hnyno vaɘ Ýyog Ke. Aa ny samaNy ivxeØneg‡h` kre Ke.

(3) Vyvharny: Aa nyvazo svRnI vheHc`I kre Ke. ivwagj¡Ae Ke Ane te svR baæ Sv$p deqIne j kre Ke. Aa nyvazoAHtrHg s¿a manto n=I. bharnI _pr _prnI Aacar iÊyaneÝa\aNy Aape Ke. te kar e xuw-Axuw, xuâ-Axuâ, AnupcirtAeva Anek wed pDe Ke. jem ke papiÊya krnarno Axuw VyvharAne pu~yiÊya krnarno xuw Vyvhar.

]I devcHdÒ mharaj lqe Ke:-“%ju ]utH su&an bo\$pH tpü %ju AvkÊm ]utmSy

so½pm<ju ]ut:(4) %ju sUƒ: %ju Ae!le srl. ]ut Ae!le bo\ Aa nyvazo

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ãVyne vtRman iS=it _pr qas l"y Aape Ke. nEgm, sHg‡h AneVyvharny AtIt, Anagtne lÙmaH raqe Ke Tyare nyvazo vtRmansmyne Ýma`wUt mane Ke. jemke ko{ g<hS=sa\u jevuH Òvn Òvtohoy to tene sa\u khe. Aa nyno carey inÙepmaH smavex ={ xke Ke.

(5) xBdny: Aa ny pyaRyai=Rk Ke. te pda=RnI vtRmaniS=itmaƒ j g‡h` kre Ke t=a xBdna vaCya=Rne j g‡h` kre Ke.jemke rajyno Ai\pit raÔ tene raÔ, n<p, raje¬r, wUpit, wopalvgere namo=I bolavI xkay prHtu Aa xBdo j¡da j¡da hova KtaHAek A=Rna vack Ke. Aa ny wav inÙepne g‡h` kre Ke.

(6) smiw$#: - jH jH s~ H was[. tH tH icy smiwroh{jMhta s~ HtrT= ivmuho, tAo nAo smiwÌ#oit.. yaH yaH sH&aF!aidlÙ`aH waØte vdit taH tamev ySmaTsH&aNtra=R ivmuqsmiwÌ#o ny:

;F!k¡HwaidkmaH je sH&ano vaCc A=R deqay tej sH&akhe' jemaH sH&atr A=R ne ivmuq Ke tene smiw$# ny khIAe. pH.xowacHd wairLl lqe Ke ke:-

kal kark Aaidka wed n hone pr wI isfR pyaRyvacIxBdke wed se vaCy pda=R meH wed manta hE

je Aek pyaRy Ýg!p e Ane xeØ pyaRyne A` Ýg!ve.xBdny te!la svRnam bolave p` smiw$#ny te n bolave

Ae!lo xBdny t=a smiw$# nymaH wed Ke. jem ke xÊ isHhasnpr be@elane j xkeNã mane. wav inÙep Ane vtRmankazne j mane.

(7) AevHwUt ny: ;wUt xBdo½ƒ tuWyvacI OvH y=a vaclexBde yo VyTyi¿$po iv>mano=ȽiSt t=a wUttuLya½=R ikÊyakair` mev vStu vStuvNmNyman: OvHwUto ny:”

wUt xBd tuLy A=Rvack Ke. Ae!la ma!e je xBd iv>manA=Èno vack Ke te Ane A=R iÊya karImaH brabrI raqe Ke teneAevHwUtny khe Ke vStunuH jevuH nam tevuH j tenuH kam Ane pir`amnI\ara p` tevI j. Aa ƒ ey babt sHpU R hoy tene j mane jemke

xkeNã isHhasn pr besIne Nyay to kre Ke p` tenuH mn devIAomaHhoy to te vqte tene xkeNã n kheta ;xicpit' khevo. Aa nyvazowavinÙepne mane Ke t=a vtRmankazne j mane Ke.

Aa Ýkare kivAe AaTmane na!ikyo khel Ke. kar`ke te iviv\Ýkarna qel krI ræo Ke. KtaH Òv to Òv j Ke. nyna Sv$p vDeÒv Svxi› t=a tena \mRne Ô`I xke Ke.

AaTmvEwvnI y=a=R]âa Ýma` äara p` ={ xke Ke. AaTmaivØe ÝvtRta iviwNn. mtmtaHtronuH inrakr` Ýma` äara ={ xkeKe. Ýma` paHc Ke. ÝTyÙ, proÙ, Anuman, Aagm Ane ÝTyiw&an.Aa paHcmaH be Ýma` muQy$p=I Ýcilt Ke.

(1) ÝTyÙ Ýma`: ÝTyÙ Ýma`nuH lÙ` btavtaH ]IvadIdevsUrI lqe Ke ke: SpÚH ÝTyÙmŸ. SpÚ &anko ÝTyÙ khte hE.]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “AÙH ÝitgtH ÝTyÙH” AÙ Ae!leAaTma. jemaH Òv potana SvtHƒ _pyog=I ãVyne ÝTyÙ Ô e.pda=Rna &an ma!e [iNãAo ke mn$p sa\nnI AavXykta n rhe teÝTyÙ. Aa &an sI\uH AaTma=I =ay Ke. ma!e te ÝTyÙ Ýma` Ke.

(2) proÙÝma`: - ASpÚH proÙm Ÿ ASpÚ &anne proÙÝma` khevay Ke. je [iNãyonI shayta=I &an =ay te proÙ &anKe A=aRtŸ jemaH pda=R Ane AaTma vCce [iNãyonuH ma|ym rhe teproÙÝma` Ke.

ANy dxRnkaro AaHbe deqata pda=Rne ÝTyÙ khe Ke Tyare jEndxRnkar tene proÙ khe Ke. Aa Ýkare n!nagrnI baÒ Ô`vaAaTmtÀv Ý=m Ô`vuH j$rI Ke. svR dxRnkaro potana mtanusarAaTmanI vato kre Ke p` je potana mtmaH mSt Ke te AaTmane AekSv$pe j j¡Ae Ke. te=I ko{ {¬rne jgtno ktaR mane Ke. ko{ {¬rt=a AaTmamaH wed j¡Ae Ke to ko{ vzI AaTmane {¬rno AHxmane Ke p` temaH AaTmanI vaStivk dxanuH ko{ Ýma` n=I. AaTmanoÝTyÙ Anuwv =ya pKI A=aRtŸ AaTmsaÙaTkar =ya pKI je tenavaStivk Sv$pne Ô e Ke te j Ýma`wUt bnI Ôy Ke A=va

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ãVyne vtRman iS=it _pr qas l"y Aape Ke. nEgm, sHg‡h AneVyvharny AtIt, Anagtne lÙmaH raqe Ke Tyare nyvazo vtRmansmyne Ýma`wUt mane Ke. jemke ko{ g<hS=sa\u jevuH Òvn Òvtohoy to tene sa\u khe. Aa nyno carey inÙepmaH smavex ={ xke Ke.

(5) xBdny: Aa ny pyaRyai=Rk Ke. te pda=RnI vtRmaniS=itmaƒ j g‡h` kre Ke t=a xBdna vaCya=Rne j g‡h` kre Ke.jemke rajyno Ai\pit raÔ tene raÔ, n<p, raje¬r, wUpit, wopalvgere namo=I bolavI xkay prHtu Aa xBdo j¡da j¡da hova KtaHAek A=Rna vack Ke. Aa ny wav inÙepne g‡h` kre Ke.

(6) smiw$#: - jH jH s~ H was[. tH tH icy smiwroh{jMhta s~ HtrT= ivmuho, tAo nAo smiwÌ#oit.. yaH yaH sH&aF!aidlÙ`aH waØte vdit taH tamev ySmaTsH&aNtra=R ivmuqsmiwÌ#o ny:

;F!k¡HwaidkmaH je sH&ano vaCc A=R deqay tej sH&akhe' jemaH sH&atr A=R ne ivmuq Ke tene smiw$# ny khIAe. pH.xowacHd wairLl lqe Ke ke:-

kal kark Aaidka wed n hone pr wI isfR pyaRyvacIxBdke wed se vaCy pda=R meH wed manta hE

je Aek pyaRy Ýg!p e Ane xeØ pyaRyne A` Ýg!ve.xBdny te!la svRnam bolave p` smiw$#ny te n bolave

Ae!lo xBdny t=a smiw$# nymaH wed Ke. jem ke xÊ isHhasnpr be@elane j xkeNã mane. wav inÙep Ane vtRmankazne j mane.

(7) AevHwUt ny: ;wUt xBdo½ƒ tuWyvacI OvH y=a vaclexBde yo VyTyi¿$po iv>mano=ȽiSt t=a wUttuLya½=R ikÊyakair` mev vStu vStuvNmNyman: OvHwUto ny:”

wUt xBd tuLy A=Rvack Ke. Ae!la ma!e je xBd iv>manA=Èno vack Ke te Ane A=R iÊya karImaH brabrI raqe Ke teneAevHwUtny khe Ke vStunuH jevuH nam tevuH j tenuH kam Ane pir`amnI\ara p` tevI j. Aa ƒ ey babt sHpU R hoy tene j mane jemke

xkeNã isHhasn pr besIne Nyay to kre Ke p` tenuH mn devIAomaHhoy to te vqte tene xkeNã n kheta ;xicpit' khevo. Aa nyvazowavinÙepne mane Ke t=a vtRmankazne j mane Ke.

Aa Ýkare kivAe AaTmane na!ikyo khel Ke. kar`ke te iviv\Ýkarna qel krI ræo Ke. KtaH Òv to Òv j Ke. nyna Sv$p vDeÒv Svxi› t=a tena \mRne Ô`I xke Ke.

AaTmvEwvnI y=a=R]âa Ýma` äara p` ={ xke Ke. AaTmaivØe ÝvtRta iviwNn. mtmtaHtronuH inrakr` Ýma` äara ={ xkeKe. Ýma` paHc Ke. ÝTyÙ, proÙ, Anuman, Aagm Ane ÝTyiw&an.Aa paHcmaH be Ýma` muQy$p=I Ýcilt Ke.

(1) ÝTyÙ Ýma`: ÝTyÙ Ýma`nuH lÙ` btavtaH ]IvadIdevsUrI lqe Ke ke: SpÚH ÝTyÙmŸ. SpÚ &anko ÝTyÙ khte hE.]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “AÙH ÝitgtH ÝTyÙH” AÙ Ae!leAaTma. jemaH Òv potana SvtHƒ _pyog=I ãVyne ÝTyÙ Ô e.pda=Rna &an ma!e [iNãAo ke mn$p sa\nnI AavXykta n rhe teÝTyÙ. Aa &an sI\uH AaTma=I =ay Ke. ma!e te ÝTyÙ Ýma` Ke.

(2) proÙÝma`: - ASpÚH proÙm Ÿ ASpÚ &anne proÙÝma` khevay Ke. je [iNãyonI shayta=I &an =ay te proÙ &anKe A=aRtŸ jemaH pda=R Ane AaTma vCce [iNãyonuH ma|ym rhe teproÙÝma` Ke.

ANy dxRnkaro AaHbe deqata pda=Rne ÝTyÙ khe Ke Tyare jEndxRnkar tene proÙ khe Ke. Aa Ýkare n!nagrnI baÒ Ô`vaAaTmtÀv Ý=m Ô`vuH j$rI Ke. svR dxRnkaro potana mtanusarAaTmanI vato kre Ke p` je potana mtmaH mSt Ke te AaTmane AekSv$pe j j¡Ae Ke. te=I ko{ {¬rne jgtno ktaR mane Ke. ko{ {¬rt=a AaTmamaH wed j¡Ae Ke to ko{ vzI AaTmane {¬rno AHxmane Ke p` temaH AaTmanI vaStivk dxanuH ko{ Ýma` n=I. AaTmanoÝTyÙ Anuwv =ya pKI A=aRtŸ AaTmsaÙaTkar =ya pKI je tenavaStivk Sv$pne Ô e Ke te j Ýma`wUt bnI Ôy Ke A=va

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in*pÙ =[ AaTmanuH Sv$p ivcartaH sTySv$p ÝkaxI xke Ke p`A&anI Òvo potanI él!I ¹iÚne kar e potanI vatonI pkDl{ne bese Ke. ma!e j kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje AiwnHdn SvamInaStvnmaH kæuH Ke ke:-

“AiwnHdn ijn drxn trsIAe dxRn dulRw dev.mt - mt wede re Ôe j{ pUKIAe, shu =aye Ahmev...”

AiwnHdn...

Aa rIte kiv]IAe \mRna mtwedonI AHtrvedna Vy› krI Ke.teAo AaTm\mRna y=a=R&an ma!e sPtwHgI t=a inÙep &annomagR btavI sma\an sa\e Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje sPtwHgI,ny t=a inÙep äara svR \mavlHbIAone sTymagR ma!e sacI ¹iÚAapI Ke. teAo potana xBdmaH khe Ke,

svRmyI srvHgI mane, NyarI s¿a wave.AanHdFn Ýwu vcn su\ars, prmar= so pave... Av\U... .. 4 ..

vedaHt dxRnkarnI AevI maNyta Ke ke {¬r svRVyapI Ke. jgtnuHAevuH ko{ S=an n=I ke ßyaH {¬r n hoy jemke wgvtgItamaH kæuH Ke,

p<i=Vya mPphH pa=R, vaya vGnaE jlePphH.vnSpit ¬ahH, svRwUt gtoPphH..yo maH svRgtH &aTva, n ivihset tdacn.tSyahH n Ý`Xyaim, s c me n Ý`Xyit..

(Aho¦ pa=R, huH ma!I, pa`I, AiGn, hva, vnSpit AnesvRwUtmaH VyapI ræo KuH. Aa Ýma e mne svRVyapk Ô`Ine je marIihHsa krto n=I teno huH p` v\ krto n=I)

]I iv* upura`maH p` lQyHu Ke,

jle iv* uH, S=le iv* uH, iv* uH pvRt mStke.ßvala mala f¡le iv* uH, iv* uH svR jgNmy:..

(he pa=R¦ huH jzmaH KuH, S=zmaH (p<+vImaH) KuH, pvRtna mStkpr KuH to vnSpitmaH p` KuH. AiGnmaH KuH to fUl (haltaH-caltaH)Ýa`ImaH KuH. huH svR jgtmaH VyapIne ræo KuH.)

jEn dxRn “APpa so prmPpa” nuH in$p` kre Ke. jgtnaHsvR S=anomaH prmaTm Sv$p AaTma ibrajman Ke. Aek nyapeÙaAaTmanI svRS=anomaH s¿a Ke KtaH p` iv¬na svR pda=È=IAaTmanI s¿a svR=a NyarI t=a SvtHƒ Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya smÔve Ke,“samaNy Òvne svRvStuno samaNybo\ =ay Ke. Tyare te

AaTmano svR vStu sa=eno sHbH\ ivcarI teno Qyal kre Ke. tenuHinrIÙ` krI tena rsnuH AaSvadn kre Ke. Ae!le tdŸpeÙya svRVyapIkhI xkay. prHtu prmaTmadxamaH tenI s¿a to NyarI j rhe Ke.isâS=an Aek j Ke prHtu TyaH p` Vyi›Tv to drek AaTmanuHSvtHƒ rhe Ke. Avgahna ÔudI j pDe Ke.

vedaHtIAo khe Ke ke maya Ane prmaTma bHne tdŸn juda j Ke.maya, AaTmane potanI ÔzmaH fsavI judaH-judaH qel krave Ke. TyarejEn dxRn khe Ke ke maya to AaTmanI vEwaivkiS=it Ke. jemohnIykmRnI car Ýk<it Ke. Êo\, man, maya Ane low temaH vedaHt-maNy mayano p` smavex ={ Ôy Ke.

AaTmane sHsarmaH baH\I raqnar kØay Ke. kØ ´ Aay µkØay, jena vDe sHsar v<iâ =ay te kØay. AnHtanubH\I,AÝTyaQyanI, ÝTyaQyanI Ane sHßvln Aem car- Ýkare carkØay Ke. AnHtanubH\I kØay sHsarne éwo kre Ke. _pimit wvÝpHcmaH kæuH Ke ke Aa car kØayono senapit im+yadxRn Ke jesvRÒvone potana skHÔmaH fsave Ke Ane Òv pase iv\-iv\ Ýkarnaqel krave Ke. kiv khe Ke ke n!nagrnI baÒ p` AavI Ke. Aeɘarek Aek deqay Ke to vzI ɘarek Anek$p p` deqay Ke. ɘarek¹Xyan Ke to ɘarek A¹Xyman ={ Ôy Ke. te _TpNn =ay Ke t=aiv`sI Ôy Ke KtaH p` \‡uvTv \ar` kyuÅ Ke. n!nagre mdarInIrmt maHDI Ke. p` rmt smjvI F`I ki@n Ke.

]I buiâsagr mharaj saheb lqe Ke,AnekaHtvadIAo AaTmane te te nyonI ApeÙaAe svR&anaid

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in*pÙ =[ AaTmanuH Sv$p ivcartaH sTySv$p ÝkaxI xke Ke p`A&anI Òvo potanI él!I ¹iÚne kar e potanI vatonI pkDl{ne bese Ke. ma!e j kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje AiwnHdn SvamInaStvnmaH kæuH Ke ke:-

“AiwnHdn ijn drxn trsIAe dxRn dulRw dev.mt - mt wede re Ôe j{ pUKIAe, shu =aye Ahmev...”

AiwnHdn...

Aa rIte kiv]IAe \mRna mtwedonI AHtrvedna Vy› krI Ke.teAo AaTm\mRna y=a=R&an ma!e sPtwHgI t=a inÙep &annomagR btavI sma\an sa\e Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje sPtwHgI,ny t=a inÙep äara svR \mavlHbIAone sTymagR ma!e sacI ¹iÚAapI Ke. teAo potana xBdmaH khe Ke,

svRmyI srvHgI mane, NyarI s¿a wave.AanHdFn Ýwu vcn su\ars, prmar= so pave... Av\U... .. 4 ..

vedaHt dxRnkarnI AevI maNyta Ke ke {¬r svRVyapI Ke. jgtnuHAevuH ko{ S=an n=I ke ßyaH {¬r n hoy jemke wgvtgItamaH kæuH Ke,

p<i=Vya mPphH pa=R, vaya vGnaE jlePphH.vnSpit ¬ahH, svRwUt gtoPphH..yo maH svRgtH &aTva, n ivihset tdacn.tSyahH n Ý`Xyaim, s c me n Ý`Xyit..

(Aho¦ pa=R, huH ma!I, pa`I, AiGn, hva, vnSpit AnesvRwUtmaH VyapI ræo KuH. Aa Ýma e mne svRVyapk Ô`Ine je marIihHsa krto n=I teno huH p` v\ krto n=I)

]I iv* upura`maH p` lQyHu Ke,

jle iv* uH, S=le iv* uH, iv* uH pvRt mStke.ßvala mala f¡le iv* uH, iv* uH svR jgNmy:..

(he pa=R¦ huH jzmaH KuH, S=zmaH (p<+vImaH) KuH, pvRtna mStkpr KuH to vnSpitmaH p` KuH. AiGnmaH KuH to fUl (haltaH-caltaH)Ýa`ImaH KuH. huH svR jgtmaH VyapIne ræo KuH.)

jEn dxRn “APpa so prmPpa” nuH in$p` kre Ke. jgtnaHsvR S=anomaH prmaTm Sv$p AaTma ibrajman Ke. Aek nyapeÙaAaTmanI svRS=anomaH s¿a Ke KtaH p` iv¬na svR pda=È=IAaTmanI s¿a svR=a NyarI t=a SvtHƒ Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya smÔve Ke,“samaNy Òvne svRvStuno samaNybo\ =ay Ke. Tyare te

AaTmano svR vStu sa=eno sHbH\ ivcarI teno Qyal kre Ke. tenuHinrIÙ` krI tena rsnuH AaSvadn kre Ke. Ae!le tdŸpeÙya svRVyapIkhI xkay. prHtu prmaTmadxamaH tenI s¿a to NyarI j rhe Ke.isâS=an Aek j Ke prHtu TyaH p` Vyi›Tv to drek AaTmanuHSvtHƒ rhe Ke. Avgahna ÔudI j pDe Ke.

vedaHtIAo khe Ke ke maya Ane prmaTma bHne tdŸn juda j Ke.maya, AaTmane potanI ÔzmaH fsavI judaH-judaH qel krave Ke. TyarejEn dxRn khe Ke ke maya to AaTmanI vEwaivkiS=it Ke. jemohnIykmRnI car Ýk<it Ke. Êo\, man, maya Ane low temaH vedaHt-maNy mayano p` smavex ={ Ôy Ke.

AaTmane sHsarmaH baH\I raqnar kØay Ke. kØ ´ Aay µkØay, jena vDe sHsar v<iâ =ay te kØay. AnHtanubH\I,AÝTyaQyanI, ÝTyaQyanI Ane sHßvln Aem car- Ýkare carkØay Ke. AnHtanubH\I kØay sHsarne éwo kre Ke. _pimit wvÝpHcmaH kæuH Ke ke Aa car kØayono senapit im+yadxRn Ke jesvRÒvone potana skHÔmaH fsave Ke Ane Òv pase iv\-iv\ Ýkarnaqel krave Ke. kiv khe Ke ke n!nagrnI baÒ p` AavI Ke. Aeɘarek Aek deqay Ke to vzI ɘarek Anek$p p` deqay Ke. ɘarek¹Xyan Ke to ɘarek A¹Xyman ={ Ôy Ke. te _TpNn =ay Ke t=aiv`sI Ôy Ke KtaH p` \‡uvTv \ar` kyuÅ Ke. n!nagre mdarInIrmt maHDI Ke. p` rmt smjvI F`I ki@n Ke.

]I buiâsagr mharaj saheb lqe Ke,AnekaHtvadIAo AaTmane te te nyonI ApeÙaAe svR&anaid

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\mRmy mane Ke Ane sPtnyonI ApeÙaAe Ø!dxRn ke je Aekek ny=IAaTmana AekAek AHg g`ay Ke teno p` Syadvad dxRnnI ApeÙaAeAaTmamaH smavex =ay Ke.

pudŸgl ãVy=I AaTmanI s¿a NyarI Ke p` &an, dxRn, cairƒpyaRyonI ApeÙaAe AaTma svR smap Ke. smg‡ iv¬no &an, dxRn,cairƒ pyaRymaH smavex =ay Ke. mUzwUt AaTmãVyne pkDI AanHdFnSv$pnI isiâne pamta ne prma=R mageR caltaH AnuwvanHdnaAm<tsne caqI xkay Ke. je prHpraAe na!ikyana qelne qtm krIprmpdnI Ýaiº krave Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe car kDIna Aa pdmaH AaTmãVy Anedeh\arI ÒvnuH in$p` iwþ-iwþ ny¹iÚAe in$pI AaTmtÀvnI_pasna _pr war mUɘo Ke.

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“ Aatm Anuwv riskko”

sHsarrsna TyagI Ane Aa„vEwvna wogI Aeva]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa KõapdnI x$Aat krtaH saqImaH lqe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv riskko, Ajb suNyo ivrtHt.inveRdI vedn kre, vedn kre AnHt..

Aa saqImaH kivAe gU# rhSywyuÅ Ke. prSpr ivro\I lagtIvatonuH AaüyR pmaDe tevI rIte A=RF!n kyuÅ Ke. kivAe cetnneAnuwvrisk kæo Ke. Anuwv Ae!le y=a=R Sv$pno saÙaTkarA=va Avbo\. sa\kne Anuwv &an ma!e Ýbz puruØa=R qeDvopDe Ke. ßyare Anuwv&an Ôge Ke Tyare te yogInuH kayRÙeƒ A|ya„bnI Ôy Ke. Aa„anuwvIna mnnI iS=it &annI Asr tze svRAvS=amaH brabr jzva{ rhe Ke. tenuH Avlokn Ùeƒ ivxaz bnIÔy Ke. te=I ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke Aene ivØyonuH vIrsp uHkØayonuH kluiØtp uH ne [iNãyonuH prp uH ÝTyÙ deqay Ke, kar` keÒvno pudŸgl sa=eno sHbH\, kmRk<t ivicƒavS=a ÝTyÙ deqay Ke.Ae!le j Aqo wgt khe Ke,

;jem vayu vhe bhu gH\ne, _¿m A\m Aparp` rhe AsHgI te =ko, SpxeR nih lgartÀvdx± pur uØne Aem Ô`o d ehwav'

te drek AvS=amaH smTvwavI bnI rhe Ke tena ko{p` kayRmaHg<i|\wav vtRto n hoy. Ae!le ke te dehwavmaH race nih. tenaivcaromaH, waØamaH Ane AenI kayRÝ`alImaH Aek Aevo wav Ýg!=ay Ke ke je samaNy VyiktAona ÒvnmaH kdI p` ÔevamaH Aavton=I. kivAe Aa pdmaH AaüyR pmaDe tevI vat krI Ane AneruHrhSyodŸFa!n krtaH khe Ke ke sa\k inveRdI hova KtaH vedn kre Ke.

]ImdŸ deveNãsuirÒ khe Ke,

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\mRmy mane Ke Ane sPtnyonI ApeÙaAe Ø!dxRn ke je Aekek ny=IAaTmana AekAek AHg g`ay Ke teno p` Syadvad dxRnnI ApeÙaAeAaTmamaH smavex =ay Ke.

pudŸgl ãVy=I AaTmanI s¿a NyarI Ke p` &an, dxRn, cairƒpyaRyonI ApeÙaAe AaTma svR smap Ke. smg‡ iv¬no &an, dxRn,cairƒ pyaRymaH smavex =ay Ke. mUzwUt AaTmãVyne pkDI AanHdFnSv$pnI isiâne pamta ne prma=R mageR caltaH AnuwvanHdnaAm<tsne caqI xkay Ke. je prHpraAe na!ikyana qelne qtm krIprmpdnI Ýaiº krave Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe car kDIna Aa pdmaH AaTmãVy Anedeh\arI ÒvnuH in$p` iwþ-iwþ ny¹iÚAe in$pI AaTmtÀvnI_pasna _pr war mUɘo Ke.

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“ Aatm Anuwv riskko”

sHsarrsna TyagI Ane Aa„vEwvna wogI Aeva]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa KõapdnI x$Aat krtaH saqImaH lqe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv riskko, Ajb suNyo ivrtHt.inveRdI vedn kre, vedn kre AnHt..

Aa saqImaH kivAe gU# rhSywyuÅ Ke. prSpr ivro\I lagtIvatonuH AaüyR pmaDe tevI rIte A=RF!n kyuÅ Ke. kivAe cetnneAnuwvrisk kæo Ke. Anuwv Ae!le y=a=R Sv$pno saÙaTkarA=va Avbo\. sa\kne Anuwv &an ma!e Ýbz puruØa=R qeDvopDe Ke. ßyare Anuwv&an Ôge Ke Tyare te yogInuH kayRÙeƒ A|ya„bnI Ôy Ke. Aa„anuwvIna mnnI iS=it &annI Asr tze svRAvS=amaH brabr jzva{ rhe Ke. tenuH Avlokn Ùeƒ ivxaz bnIÔy Ke. te=I ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke Aene ivØyonuH vIrsp uHkØayonuH kluiØtp uH ne [iNãyonuH prp uH ÝTyÙ deqay Ke, kar` keÒvno pudŸgl sa=eno sHbH\, kmRk<t ivicƒavS=a ÝTyÙ deqay Ke.Ae!le j Aqo wgt khe Ke,

;jem vayu vhe bhu gH\ne, _¿m A\m Aparp` rhe AsHgI te =ko, SpxeR nih lgartÀvdx± pur uØne Aem Ô`o d ehwav'

te drek AvS=amaH smTvwavI bnI rhe Ke tena ko{p` kayRmaHg<i|\wav vtRto n hoy. Ae!le ke te dehwavmaH race nih. tenaivcaromaH, waØamaH Ane AenI kayRÝ`alImaH Aek Aevo wav Ýg!=ay Ke ke je samaNy VyiktAona ÒvnmaH kdI p` ÔevamaH Aavton=I. kivAe Aa pdmaH AaüyR pmaDe tevI vat krI Ane AneruHrhSyodŸFa!n krtaH khe Ke ke sa\k inveRdI hova KtaH vedn kre Ke.

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“puirisiT= tduwyH, ph AihlasojVvsa hv[ so_”ved ƒ` Ke. SƒIved, puruØved Ane npuHskved. Aa ƒ ey vedo

s¿amaH=I t=a _dymaH=I nvma gu S=anke Ôy Ke. Òv Ôe Ùpk]e Ivazo hoy to Ane Ôe _pxm ]e Ivazo hoy to Aa gu S=ankeÙy ke _pxm kre Ke p` stamaH te dsma Ane Aigyarma gu S=anksu\I rhe Ke.

Anuwv&anI kevzIwgvHt potana AnHtgu`onI AnHtpyaRyonuH vedn krtaH hova=I kivAe ;vedn kre AnHt' xBdÝyoßyo Ke. temj Anuwv&anno ÝarHw co=a gu`S=ank=I=to hova KtaH TyaH vedno nax n=I. sa\knI Aa„dxa v\taH&anv<iâ pamtuH hova KtaH ved to nvma gu`S=anke Ôy Ke.te=I Aa„S=sa\k ÝarHwmaH vedo|ynuH vedn krto hova KtaHt!S= rhe Ke. je=I te inveRdnI AvS=a wogvto hoy Ke. A=aRtŸsyogI kevzI t=a AyogI kevzI temj AnHt isâ prma„aAoAevednuH mUz _qeDI naQyuH hova=I inveRdI Ke to p` teAo potanaAai„k AnHtgu`ono wog kre Ke. vzI Òvno Svwav p`vedn krvano Ke. jem kæuH Ke ke:

smta, rmta, _|vRta, &aykta suqwavvedkta cEtNyta Ae sb Òv ivlas...

Òv ßyare A&anAvS=amaH hoy Tyare prãVy prpda=Rnowog krta tenuH vedn kre Ke. prHtu &an$p pir`t =taH Svwavnowog t=a vedn kre Ke. kar` ke vedn krvuH tenuH lÙ` Ke. A&anwaveprpda=Rna sHyogna suq-du:qno wog temj vedn kre Ke. Sv$pdxaÝg!ta Svwav$p AnHt Aai„ksuqno wog t=a vedn kre Ke.AnHt Aai„k suq Ýg!I jtaH AnHt suqnuH vedn kre Ke. ma!e jkivAe kæuH Ke ke ;vedn kre AnHt' Aai„k AnHtgu o Ane Aek Aekgu nI AnHt AnHt pyaRy Ae b\anuH vedn krnar Òv pote j Ke.baæmaH=I Anuwv&annI Ýaiº kem =ay te Êm btavtaH ]IAanHdFnÒ lqe Ke,

mahro baluDo sNyasI, deh devl m@vasI... mahro{Da ipHgla marg tjI jogI, suØmna \r vasIb‡ïrH\‡ m\I Aasn pUrI babu, Anhd tan bjasI... mahro

Aa kDImaH kivAe yogsa\nanI vat krI Ke. kiv]IAe cetnneÝarHwmaH bazowozo kæo Ke. bazowozo Ae!le Anukr` buiâyuÉt.bazk jem jevuH deqe tevuH kre Ane saHwze tevuH bole, tem cetn p`jevuH saHwze Ane j¡Ae Ke tevuH kre Ke. woza xBdno bIÔe A=R ;indÈØ'srz p` =ay. cetnp` AavI j AvS=avazo hova=I deh$pdevzno SvamI =[ne be@o Ke p` sdŸguÌna yoge co=a Aa]mmaHÝvex kre Ke. co=a Aa]mvasIne sHNyasI khevamaH Aave Ke. care yAa]mnuH v Rn krtaH ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “v`aR]m\mRmannara b‡ïcyR, g<hS=, vanÝS= Ane sHNySt Ae car Aa]mmane Ke. b‡ïcyaR]mmaH iv>aWyas, g<hS=a]mmaH \nÝaiº t=apuƒ-pirvarnuH poØ`, vanÝS=a]mmaH pirg‡h Tyagv<i¿ AnesHNyasa]mmaH in:sHgv<i¿no Anuwv krvo te \mR btaVyo Ke.in:sHgwave ivcrtaH co=a Aa]mvasIne sHNyasI khevamaH AaveKe. jem Aa]mvasIAo Aa]mmaH rhe Ke Ane tena SvamI bnI ÔyKe tem bazowozo cetn deh$pI m@no vasI bnI be@o Ke. KtaH p`dehmaH mmTv n raqtaH moÙÝaiºnuH _¿m sa\n manI yogmagRnoyogI bne Ke. ]I rTncHãÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke AßJPy Ae!leA|yaTmjog Ae!le yog. A=aRtŸ sHbH\ ÔeDvuH. je yog Aa„a sa=eÔeDay A=va Aa„a sa=e yognuH ÔeDa` te A|ya„yog Ke. AamagRmaH Ývex ma!e sNyasI cetn Ý=m yogsa\k bne Ke. Aayogsa\nane !UHka`maH nIce Ýma e smÔvI xkay.

Aa xrIrmaH bÇter hÔr naDIAo rhI Ke. temaH muQy caEd Ke.temaH p` Ý\an ƒ` Ke. te Ke {HDa, ipHgla Ane suØuMna. {HDanaDImeÌdHDnI bhar DabI trf t=a ipHglanaDI jm`I baj¡Ae lpe!ayelIKe. suØuMna naDI merudHDnI AHdr kHdnawag=I ÝarHw ={ kpazmaHrhel dx shSƒ kmzdz pyÅt calI Ôy Ke. Aa suØuMnanaH Anek

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“puirisiT= tduwyH, ph AihlasojVvsa hv[ so_”ved ƒ` Ke. SƒIved, puruØved Ane npuHskved. Aa ƒ ey vedo

s¿amaH=I t=a _dymaH=I nvma gu S=anke Ôy Ke. Òv Ôe Ùpk]e Ivazo hoy to Ane Ôe _pxm ]e Ivazo hoy to Aa gu S=ankeÙy ke _pxm kre Ke p` stamaH te dsma Ane Aigyarma gu S=anksu\I rhe Ke.

Anuwv&anI kevzIwgvHt potana AnHtgu`onI AnHtpyaRyonuH vedn krtaH hova=I kivAe ;vedn kre AnHt' xBdÝyoßyo Ke. temj Anuwv&anno ÝarHw co=a gu`S=ank=I=to hova KtaH TyaH vedno nax n=I. sa\knI Aa„dxa v\taH&anv<iâ pamtuH hova KtaH ved to nvma gu`S=anke Ôy Ke.te=I Aa„S=sa\k ÝarHwmaH vedo|ynuH vedn krto hova KtaHt!S= rhe Ke. je=I te inveRdnI AvS=a wogvto hoy Ke. A=aRtŸsyogI kevzI t=a AyogI kevzI temj AnHt isâ prma„aAoAevednuH mUz _qeDI naQyuH hova=I inveRdI Ke to p` teAo potanaAai„k AnHtgu`ono wog kre Ke. vzI Òvno Svwav p`vedn krvano Ke. jem kæuH Ke ke:

smta, rmta, _|vRta, &aykta suqwavvedkta cEtNyta Ae sb Òv ivlas...

Òv ßyare A&anAvS=amaH hoy Tyare prãVy prpda=Rnowog krta tenuH vedn kre Ke. prHtu &an$p pir`t =taH Svwavnowog t=a vedn kre Ke. kar` ke vedn krvuH tenuH lÙ` Ke. A&anwaveprpda=Rna sHyogna suq-du:qno wog temj vedn kre Ke. Sv$pdxaÝg!ta Svwav$p AnHt Aai„ksuqno wog t=a vedn kre Ke.AnHt Aai„k suq Ýg!I jtaH AnHt suqnuH vedn kre Ke. ma!e jkivAe kæuH Ke ke ;vedn kre AnHt' Aai„k AnHtgu o Ane Aek Aekgu nI AnHt AnHt pyaRy Ae b\anuH vedn krnar Òv pote j Ke.baæmaH=I Anuwv&annI Ýaiº kem =ay te Êm btavtaH ]IAanHdFnÒ lqe Ke,

mahro baluDo sNyasI, deh devl m@vasI... mahro{Da ipHgla marg tjI jogI, suØmna \r vasIb‡ïrH\‡ m\I Aasn pUrI babu, Anhd tan bjasI... mahro

Aa kDImaH kivAe yogsa\nanI vat krI Ke. kiv]IAe cetnneÝarHwmaH bazowozo kæo Ke. bazowozo Ae!le Anukr` buiâyuÉt.bazk jem jevuH deqe tevuH kre Ane saHwze tevuH bole, tem cetn p`jevuH saHwze Ane j¡Ae Ke tevuH kre Ke. woza xBdno bIÔe A=R ;indÈØ'srz p` =ay. cetnp` AavI j AvS=avazo hova=I deh$pdevzno SvamI =[ne be@o Ke p` sdŸguÌna yoge co=a Aa]mmaHÝvex kre Ke. co=a Aa]mvasIne sHNyasI khevamaH Aave Ke. care yAa]mnuH v Rn krtaH ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke ke “v`aR]m\mRmannara b‡ïcyR, g<hS=, vanÝS= Ane sHNySt Ae car Aa]mmane Ke. b‡ïcyaR]mmaH iv>aWyas, g<hS=a]mmaH \nÝaiº t=apuƒ-pirvarnuH poØ`, vanÝS=a]mmaH pirg‡h Tyagv<i¿ AnesHNyasa]mmaH in:sHgv<i¿no Anuwv krvo te \mR btaVyo Ke.in:sHgwave ivcrtaH co=a Aa]mvasIne sHNyasI khevamaH AaveKe. jem Aa]mvasIAo Aa]mmaH rhe Ke Ane tena SvamI bnI ÔyKe tem bazowozo cetn deh$pI m@no vasI bnI be@o Ke. KtaH p`dehmaH mmTv n raqtaH moÙÝaiºnuH _¿m sa\n manI yogmagRnoyogI bne Ke. ]I rTncHãÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke AßJPy Ae!leA|yaTmjog Ae!le yog. A=aRtŸ sHbH\ ÔeDvuH. je yog Aa„a sa=eÔeDay A=va Aa„a sa=e yognuH ÔeDa` te A|ya„yog Ke. AamagRmaH Ývex ma!e sNyasI cetn Ý=m yogsa\k bne Ke. Aayogsa\nane !UHka`maH nIce Ýma e smÔvI xkay.

Aa xrIrmaH bÇter hÔr naDIAo rhI Ke. temaH muQy caEd Ke.temaH p` Ý\an ƒ` Ke. te Ke {HDa, ipHgla Ane suØuMna. {HDanaDImeÌdHDnI bhar DabI trf t=a ipHglanaDI jm`I baj¡Ae lpe!ayelIKe. suØuMna naDI merudHDnI AHdr kHdnawag=I ÝarHw ={ kpazmaHrhel dx shSƒ kmzdz pyÅt calI Ôy Ke. Aa suØuMnanaH Anek

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namo Ke jemke xUNypdvI, b‡ïrH\‡, mhap=, Smxan, xaHwvI,m|ymagR. suØuMna xrIrnI Aek Ait mhÀvnI naDI Ke. je meÌdHDnam|ywagmaH AavelI Ke. {HDane cHãnaDI khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane ipHglanesUyRnaDI khevamaH Aave Ke. je jm`I bajuO hoy Ke. jene ved-ÝyagtI=R khe Ke. te _¿mnaDI Ke. suØuMna ÝyagmaH gHga-ymunaAne srSvtI Aem ƒ` ndIAona sHgm Ke. tem Ìãyaml tHƒ p!l;rpU' maH Ýyag khel Ke. bazowozo cetn {HDa Ane ipHglanomagR KoDI suØuMnana magR yogmagRnuH FrbaH\I vas kre Ke. teyogmagRnI ivi\ Ke. svRÝ=m Ýa`vayune talurH\‡=I qeHcI AHdrwrvo jene ;pUrk' khevay Ke. pKI tene naiwna m|ywagmaH rokvojene ;kuHwk' khevay Ke Ane wrelavayune AitÝyas=I \Ime \Imebhar ka#vo jene ;reck' khe Ke.

sa\ke xuâ jGya pr Aasn pa=rI Ý=m vayunuH reck krvuH.pKI {DanaDI=I pgna AHgU@a=I b‡ïrH\‡ su\I pUrk krvuH pKI svRÝ=m pgna AHgU@a _pr mnne rokvuH “ßyaH mn TyaH pvn” AeNyay=I mnne roktaH pvn p` tej @eka e rokay Ke. pKI AnuÊmepgnaH tizya _pr panImaH, guLfmaH, jHFamaH, ÔnumaH, sa=z, guda,ilHg, naiw, pe!, ñdy, kH@, Òw, talu, nakna Ag‡wag _pr, neƒ,w‡kui!, kpaz, mStkmaH Aem Aek pKI Aek S=anmaH Aagz v\taHvayunI sHFate mnne Kev!maH b‡ïrH\‡ su\I l{ jvuH Tyar pKI te jÊme paKa frI pgnaH AHgU@amaH mn siht pvnne lavI TyaH=InaiwkmzmaH l{ j{ vayuno reck krvo. suØuMnanI Ôg<it ke_T=anne ma!e kilkalsvR& hemcHãacayeR ;yogxaÏ' maH je pâitnuHv Rn kyuÅ Ke te Aa Ýma e Ke. Aa suØuMnanaDInuH muq ßyaH qUle Ke teb‡ïrH\‡ S=anmaH ßyare pvn iS=rta pame Tyare Aek ApUvRnadsHwzay Ke. te ;nad' nuH ma\uyR Ae!luH suHdr hoy Ke ke tenuH samaNyrIte v Rn krvuH muXkel Ke. Aa nad stt caLya kre Ke. yogxaÏmaHAene ;Anahtnad' khe Ke. bazowozo cetn Aa AnahtŸnad saHwzeKe. kivno Aaxy Ke ke sa\k ßyare Aa„Sv$pmaH iS=rta sa\e Ke

Tyare tene Ae dxamaH Amap ly lage Ke Ane temaH j Ae trboz ={Ôy Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya Aa kDIno A|ya„¹iÚAe A=R krtaH kheKe ke {DaµragmagR, ipHglaµäeØmagR, suØuMnaµm|ymagR A=aRtŸrag-äeØ riht magR. Frµpir`am, bïrH\‡µAaTmSv$p &an,AasnpurIµiS=r ={, AnhdµApar, tanµly, bÔsIµvgaDxe.bazuµbH\u, wa{.

sa\k, sa\namagRe kevI rIte Ýgit kre Ke t=a te=I xuHAa„law =ay Ke te btavI kiv sa\knI AacarsHihta trf ¹iÚkre Ke. Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH kiv khe Ke,

ym inym Aasn jykarI, Ýa`ayamŸ AWyasI.ÝTyahar \ar`a \arI, |yan smai\ smasI... .. 2..

yogsa\k ma!e yogacayÈAe AÚaHgyogsa\na khel Ke. “yminymasn Ýa`ayam ÝTyahar \ar`a |yan sma\yo½Úa bÙain”temaH ym, inym, Aasan, Ýa`ayam, ÝTyahar, \ar`a, |yan Anesmai\. patHjlyog Ýma e paHc AHg bihrHg Ke Tyare \ar`a,|yan Ane smai\ AHtrHg Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke ;ym Ae!le baæ [iNãyonoing‡h, Aasn pr besvuH, ¹iÚ iS=r krvI.

ym:- AihHsa, sTy, AStey, b‡ïcyR Ane Apirg‡h Ae paHcym khevay Ke. ;pataHjlyog ixqopinØtmaH' kæuH Ke,

AihHsa sTymStey b‡ïcyaR½ pirg‡ha yma:Tyare ya&vlky sHihtamaH ymna dx Ýkar kæaH Ke.

AihHsa sTyemStey, b‡ïcyR dyajRvmŸ.Ùma \<itimRtahar, xaEcH cEv ymadx..

AihHsa, sTy, AStey, b‡ïcyR, dya, AajRv, Ùma, \<it,imtahar Ane xaEc Ae dx ym kæa Ke. temaH

(1) AihHsa:- ymmaH svRÝ=m AihHsa Ke. ]I sHihtamaHkæuH Ke,

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namo Ke jemke xUNypdvI, b‡ïrH\‡, mhap=, Smxan, xaHwvI,m|ymagR. suØuMna xrIrnI Aek Ait mhÀvnI naDI Ke. je meÌdHDnam|ywagmaH AavelI Ke. {HDane cHãnaDI khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane ipHglanesUyRnaDI khevamaH Aave Ke. je jm`I bajuO hoy Ke. jene ved-ÝyagtI=R khe Ke. te _¿mnaDI Ke. suØuMna ÝyagmaH gHga-ymunaAne srSvtI Aem ƒ` ndIAona sHgm Ke. tem Ìãyaml tHƒ p!l;rpU' maH Ýyag khel Ke. bazowozo cetn {HDa Ane ipHglanomagR KoDI suØuMnana magR yogmagRnuH FrbaH\I vas kre Ke. teyogmagRnI ivi\ Ke. svRÝ=m Ýa`vayune talurH\‡=I qeHcI AHdrwrvo jene ;pUrk' khevay Ke. pKI tene naiwna m|ywagmaH rokvojene ;kuHwk' khevay Ke Ane wrelavayune AitÝyas=I \Ime \Imebhar ka#vo jene ;reck' khe Ke.

sa\ke xuâ jGya pr Aasn pa=rI Ý=m vayunuH reck krvuH.pKI {DanaDI=I pgna AHgU@a=I b‡ïrH\‡ su\I pUrk krvuH pKI svRÝ=m pgna AHgU@a _pr mnne rokvuH “ßyaH mn TyaH pvn” AeNyay=I mnne roktaH pvn p` tej @eka e rokay Ke. pKI AnuÊmepgnaH tizya _pr panImaH, guLfmaH, jHFamaH, ÔnumaH, sa=z, guda,ilHg, naiw, pe!, ñdy, kH@, Òw, talu, nakna Ag‡wag _pr, neƒ,w‡kui!, kpaz, mStkmaH Aem Aek pKI Aek S=anmaH Aagz v\taHvayunI sHFate mnne Kev!maH b‡ïrH\‡ su\I l{ jvuH Tyar pKI te jÊme paKa frI pgnaH AHgU@amaH mn siht pvnne lavI TyaH=InaiwkmzmaH l{ j{ vayuno reck krvo. suØuMnanI Ôg<it ke_T=anne ma!e kilkalsvR& hemcHãacayeR ;yogxaÏ' maH je pâitnuHv Rn kyuÅ Ke te Aa Ýma e Ke. Aa suØuMnanaDInuH muq ßyaH qUle Ke teb‡ïrH\‡ S=anmaH ßyare pvn iS=rta pame Tyare Aek ApUvRnadsHwzay Ke. te ;nad' nuH ma\uyR Ae!luH suHdr hoy Ke ke tenuH samaNyrIte v Rn krvuH muXkel Ke. Aa nad stt caLya kre Ke. yogxaÏmaHAene ;Anahtnad' khe Ke. bazowozo cetn Aa AnahtŸnad saHwzeKe. kivno Aaxy Ke ke sa\k ßyare Aa„Sv$pmaH iS=rta sa\e Ke

Tyare tene Ae dxamaH Amap ly lage Ke Ane temaH j Ae trboz ={Ôy Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya Aa kDIno A|ya„¹iÚAe A=R krtaH kheKe ke {DaµragmagR, ipHglaµäeØmagR, suØuMnaµm|ymagR A=aRtŸrag-äeØ riht magR. Frµpir`am, bïrH\‡µAaTmSv$p &an,AasnpurIµiS=r ={, AnhdµApar, tanµly, bÔsIµvgaDxe.bazuµbH\u, wa{.

sa\k, sa\namagRe kevI rIte Ýgit kre Ke t=a te=I xuHAa„law =ay Ke te btavI kiv sa\knI AacarsHihta trf ¹iÚkre Ke. Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH kiv khe Ke,

ym inym Aasn jykarI, Ýa`ayamŸ AWyasI.ÝTyahar \ar`a \arI, |yan smai\ smasI... .. 2..

yogsa\k ma!e yogacayÈAe AÚaHgyogsa\na khel Ke. “yminymasn Ýa`ayam ÝTyahar \ar`a |yan sma\yo½Úa bÙain”temaH ym, inym, Aasan, Ýa`ayam, ÝTyahar, \ar`a, |yan Anesmai\. patHjlyog Ýma e paHc AHg bihrHg Ke Tyare \ar`a,|yan Ane smai\ AHtrHg Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke ;ym Ae!le baæ [iNãyonoing‡h, Aasn pr besvuH, ¹iÚ iS=r krvI.

ym:- AihHsa, sTy, AStey, b‡ïcyR Ane Apirg‡h Ae paHcym khevay Ke. ;pataHjlyog ixqopinØtmaH' kæuH Ke,

AihHsa sTymStey b‡ïcyaR½ pirg‡ha yma:Tyare ya&vlky sHihtamaH ymna dx Ýkar kæaH Ke.

AihHsa sTyemStey, b‡ïcyR dyajRvmŸ.Ùma \<itimRtahar, xaEcH cEv ymadx..

AihHsa, sTy, AStey, b‡ïcyR, dya, AajRv, Ùma, \<it,imtahar Ane xaEc Ae dx ym kæa Ke. temaH

(1) AihHsa:- ymmaH svRÝ=m AihHsa Ke. ]I sHihtamaHkæuH Ke,

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kmR a mnsa vaca, svRwUteØu svRda.Aklex jnnH ÝoktaTv ihHsa prmaiØRiw:..

ko[p` Ýa`Ine mn, vcn, kaya=I ko[p` Ýkare kÚ n AapvuHte AihHsa Ke.

(r) sTy:- ]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke ke:kNyagowUWylIkain, Nyasaphr H t=a.kU! sa"yH c pHceit, S=Ula sTyaNykItRyn..

kNya sHbH\I, gay sHbH\I, wUim sHbH\I, =ap` Aozvva sHbH\IAne qo!I saÙI wrva sHbH\I Aa paHc mo!a AsTyo Ke. sa\ke Aadrek AsTy=I d<r rhevuH F!e Ke. jemaH ÒvonuH iht hoy Ane AHxmaƒAsTyno pDKayo n hoy te j sTy Ke. yoya&vLky xaÏmaH kæuHKe ke:

;sTyH wUtaihtH ÝoktH, nayyaR=aim waØ`mŸ”sa\ke xÉy hoy te!lo smy maEn pazvuH, ßyaH AavXykta

lage TyaH bolvuH prHtu sTy, iÝy ne imÚ bolvuH.sTyH bUyat ipyH bUyan, n bUyatsTymŸ iÝym.iÝyH c nan<tH bUyadeØ \mR: snatn:..

sTyp` kDvuH n bolvuH Ae!le boltI vqte carvar mnnaHgz`a=I ivcarne gazI pKI j vcn bolvuH Ôe{Ae.

(3) AStey:;pr ãVyaphr H, caEyaRdy blenva.SteyH tSya nacr`, mSteyH \mR sa\nmŸ..

dUsrÇ ka ãVy, cIj, saman, \n \aNyaid ko{ wIvStu corI krke ya marpI! krke blse hr`kr lene kanam AStey hE.

mn, va`I Ane kmR äara guº$p=I ko{na p` ãVynI kamnan krvI A=aRtŸ ko{nI p` tuCK ke m<LyvazI vStu tene pUK˜a ivnan levI tenuH nam AStey Ke. jEn\mRmaH Ad¿adanne Stey khevamaHAaVyuH Ke. k{ vStune Ad¿ khI xkay? teno _pr Aapta ]I

hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,pittH ivSm<tH nÚH, iS=tH S=aip¿maiht.Adte naddIt SvH, prkIyH Évict su\I:..

ko{nuH pDI gyeluH, wUla{ gyeluH, nÚ =yeluH, FrmaH hoy te,=ap` mUkelI, ko{nuH da!eluH AavuH ko{p` ÝkarnuH ANynuH \n levuH tecorI Ke. kar` ke corI=I Òv ihHsa krtaH p` Ai\k doØ lage Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,Ok SyEk Ù H du:qH, mayRma`Sy jayte.spuƒ paEƒS= punyivßjIvH hte \ne..

Aek Òvne marvamaH AavtaH mrnar Òvne Ù`var du:q =ayKe p` \nnuH hr` krva=I to tenaH puƒ, paEƒaid Aaqa ku!uHbneijHdgIpyÅt du:q =ay Ke.

drek sa\kone Òvn Òvva ma!e pda=ÈnI j$r rhe Ke. prHtuAe AavXyktanI pUitR Ýamai`kp e krvI Ôe{Ae. AÝmai`ktaVyiÉtne ivra!maH=I vamn bnavI de Ke.

(4) b‡ïcyR:- b‡ïcarI vanÝS=I Ane sHNyasI je b‡ïcyRpaze te Ý\an Ke Ane g<hS= sa\ko je b‡ïcyR paze te gaE Ke.

]I ya&vLky sHihta maH kæuH Ke,drek AvS=amaH mn, vcn, kaya äara sda, svRda mE=unno

Tyag te Ke b‡ïcyR A=aRtŸ ivØyeiNãy äara Ýaº =nara suqnosHympUvRk Tyag te Ke Ba‡ïCayR. b‡ïcyRnI rÙa ma!e _¿ra|yynsUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

jH ivivtH m`a [~ H, rihyH [iT= ja e y.bWwcerSs rÉqõa, AalyH tu insev`..

AadxR b‡ïcarIAe b‡ïcyRnI rÙa ma!e SƒI, pxu AnenpuHskriht Aeva AekaHt S=ane rhevuH Ôe{Ae.

(p) pirg‡h:- pirg‡h Ae!le ¹#tapUvRk pkDvuH Ane pirg‡hAe!le ¹#tapUvRk KoDvuH. sHg‡hv<i¿ne pirg‡h khevamaH Aave Ke.dxvEkailk sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

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kmR a mnsa vaca, svRwUteØu svRda.Aklex jnnH ÝoktaTv ihHsa prmaiØRiw:..

ko[p` Ýa`Ine mn, vcn, kaya=I ko[p` Ýkare kÚ n AapvuHte AihHsa Ke.

(r) sTy:- ]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke ke:kNyagowUWylIkain, Nyasaphr H t=a.kU! sa"yH c pHceit, S=Ula sTyaNykItRyn..

kNya sHbH\I, gay sHbH\I, wUim sHbH\I, =ap` Aozvva sHbH\IAne qo!I saÙI wrva sHbH\I Aa paHc mo!a AsTyo Ke. sa\ke Aadrek AsTy=I d<r rhevuH F!e Ke. jemaH ÒvonuH iht hoy Ane AHxmaƒAsTyno pDKayo n hoy te j sTy Ke. yoya&vLky xaÏmaH kæuHKe ke:

;sTyH wUtaihtH ÝoktH, nayyaR=aim waØ`mŸ”sa\ke xÉy hoy te!lo smy maEn pazvuH, ßyaH AavXykta

lage TyaH bolvuH prHtu sTy, iÝy ne imÚ bolvuH.sTyH bUyat ipyH bUyan, n bUyatsTymŸ iÝym.iÝyH c nan<tH bUyadeØ \mR: snatn:..

sTyp` kDvuH n bolvuH Ae!le boltI vqte carvar mnnaHgz`a=I ivcarne gazI pKI j vcn bolvuH Ôe{Ae.

(3) AStey:;pr ãVyaphr H, caEyaRdy blenva.SteyH tSya nacr`, mSteyH \mR sa\nmŸ..

dUsrÇ ka ãVy, cIj, saman, \n \aNyaid ko{ wIvStu corI krke ya marpI! krke blse hr`kr lene kanam AStey hE.

mn, va`I Ane kmR äara guº$p=I ko{na p` ãVynI kamnan krvI A=aRtŸ ko{nI p` tuCK ke m<LyvazI vStu tene pUK˜a ivnan levI tenuH nam AStey Ke. jEn\mRmaH Ad¿adanne Stey khevamaHAaVyuH Ke. k{ vStune Ad¿ khI xkay? teno _pr Aapta ]I

hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,pittH ivSm<tH nÚH, iS=tH S=aip¿maiht.Adte naddIt SvH, prkIyH Évict su\I:..

ko{nuH pDI gyeluH, wUla{ gyeluH, nÚ =yeluH, FrmaH hoy te,=ap` mUkelI, ko{nuH da!eluH AavuH ko{p` ÝkarnuH ANynuH \n levuH tecorI Ke. kar` ke corI=I Òv ihHsa krtaH p` Ai\k doØ lage Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,Ok SyEk Ù H du:qH, mayRma`Sy jayte.spuƒ paEƒS= punyivßjIvH hte \ne..

Aek Òvne marvamaH AavtaH mrnar Òvne Ù`var du:q =ayKe p` \nnuH hr` krva=I to tenaH puƒ, paEƒaid Aaqa ku!uHbneijHdgIpyÅt du:q =ay Ke.

drek sa\kone Òvn Òvva ma!e pda=ÈnI j$r rhe Ke. prHtuAe AavXyktanI pUitR Ýamai`kp e krvI Ôe{Ae. AÝmai`ktaVyiÉtne ivra!maH=I vamn bnavI de Ke.

(4) b‡ïcyR:- b‡ïcarI vanÝS=I Ane sHNyasI je b‡ïcyRpaze te Ý\an Ke Ane g<hS= sa\ko je b‡ïcyR paze te gaE Ke.

]I ya&vLky sHihta maH kæuH Ke,drek AvS=amaH mn, vcn, kaya äara sda, svRda mE=unno

Tyag te Ke b‡ïcyR A=aRtŸ ivØyeiNãy äara Ýaº =nara suqnosHympUvRk Tyag te Ke Ba‡ïCayR. b‡ïcyRnI rÙa ma!e _¿ra|yynsUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

jH ivivtH m`a [~ H, rihyH [iT= ja e y.bWwcerSs rÉqõa, AalyH tu insev`..

AadxR b‡ïcarIAe b‡ïcyRnI rÙa ma!e SƒI, pxu AnenpuHskriht Aeva AekaHt S=ane rhevuH Ôe{Ae.

(p) pirg‡h:- pirg‡h Ae!le ¹#tapUvRk pkDvuH Ane pirg‡hAe!le ¹#tapUvRk KoDvuH. sHg‡hv<i¿ne pirg‡h khevamaH Aave Ke.dxvEkailk sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

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n so pirGghov<¿o, naypute ta[za.muCKa pirGgho v<¿o, [[v<¿H mheis`a..

mhiØR &atpuƒ wgvan mhavIr khe Ke ke mUCKaR Ae j AaWyHtrpirg‡h Ke. ]I _maSvaitÒ khe Ke ke ;mUKaR pirg‡h:' pda=R ÝTyenuHmmTv te Ke pirg‡h. pir g‡hµcare baj¡=I sHg‡h krvo te pirg‡h.pirg‡h Tyag=I sHkLp-ivkLpnI \mal A!ke Ke. ]I hemcHãacayRÒkhe Ke,

pirg‡h mmTvaidŸ\, mßjTyev wvaMbu\aE.mhapot [v Ýa`I, Vybet SmaTpirg‡hmŸ..

jem F`a war=I wreluH vha` smuãmaH DUbI Ôy Ke tempirg‡hna mmTv=I, Ýa`IAo sHsar smuãmaH DUbI Ôy Ke. mmTvTyag=I pda=R pirg‡h$p bnta n=I te=I j sHto svRSv Tyag krIvEmaink devona jeva suq wogve Ke. Aa„vEwvmaH ivlsta AnHtAnHt Aai„kAanHd Anuwve Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke in:Sp<hI mha„aAoAa„amaH rm`ta krI AnHt suq wogve Ke.

sa\k ma!e ym$p Aa paHc mhav‡to Ke. jene mhaVa‡tnI sa=esrqavvamaH Aave Ke. jem gaHDo ha=I mhavt=I AHkuxmaH Aave Ketem mnnI v<i¿Aone AHkuxmaH lavva mhav‡to Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,“jait dexkal smyanviCKna: savR waEma mhaVa‡tmŸ”ymne mhav‡t khevamaH Aave Ke. tene Ôit, dex ke kaznuH bH\n

n=I te=I te svRAvS=amaH seVy Ke. ma!e sa\ke svRÝ=m mnnIv<i¿Aone sHymmaH lavvI, pKI inymbâ =va sa\namaH Ýgits\ay Ke.

(r) inym:- yognuH Ý=m pgi=yuH ym. temaH iS=r =taH yogInIÝgit A=eR inym Ke. paHc ymne puÚ krnara Anek inymo Ke.yogdxRnmaH paHc inymono indeRx Ke. jemke,

xaEc sHtoØ tp: Sva|yaye¬r Ýi`\anain inyma:

xaEc, sHtoØ, tp, Sva|yay Ane {¬r Ýi`\an.(A) xaEc:- xaEcH tu iäivi\H, ÝoÉktH baæmaWyaNtrH t=a

m<ßjlaWyaH ih baæH tu mn: xuiâSt=aHtrm..xaEc Ae!le xuiâ. tena be Ýkar Ke. baï Ane AWyHtr. m<i¿ka,

pa`I [Tyaid=I xrIrnI xuiâ krvI te baæxuiâ Tyare mnnI milntadUr krI, rag-äeØ=I riht =vuH te AaWyHtr xuiâ Ke. mnnI inmRztasmSt inmRztaAonuH mUz Ke. At: sa\ke mnnaH duÚ ivcarone xo\vatemj stŸsHg äara tene dUr krva Ane sdŸivcarone p<Ú krva.

(b) sHtoØ:- smSt manisk sHtapono AHt A=va t<ºwavte sHtoØ ;]I ya&vLky' sHihtamaH kæuH Ke ke:-

ydCKa lawto inTyH, ÝIityaR jayte n< amŸ.tTsHtoØ ivdu: Ýa&a: pirJanEk tTpra:..

Apne ÝarB\anusar dEveCKa se inTy se inTy jo k¡K Ýaºho jay _smeH hI ÝIitpUvRk sHtuÚ rhne ko &anIjnone sHtoØkha hE¦

Aaj vat Aagz v\are ëDa`=I khe Ke,b‡ïaid lok pyÅtai>rkTya yllweiTÝymŸ.svRƒ ivgt Sneh: sHtoØ prmH ivãu:..

ijnko b‡ïlok pyÅtke suqaeH kI Sp<ha nhÄ hE. ijnkamn sb ivØyaeHse ivrÉt hE AaEr jo ivgn Sneh AasiÉt rihtprm sHtoØI hE. vhI prm suqI hE. hrek AvS=ameH svRda ÝsNnxaNt rhneka nam sHtoØ hE.

jenuH sHtoØ Ae j wUØ` Ke tene in\an pase j Ke. kam\enutenI paKz cale Ke Ane devo ikHkrnI mafk Aa&a _@ave Ke. jeAa„a Aasiktno Tyag kre Ke te sHtoØna FrmaH Aave Ke. “sHtoØInr sda suqI” .

(6) tp:- jena äara tn Ane mnnI sHxuiâ =ay Ane äHdoshn krvanI xiÉt _TpNn =ay tenuH nam tp. v<i¿Aone tpavvIte tp.

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n so pirGghov<¿o, naypute ta[za.muCKa pirGgho v<¿o, [[v<¿H mheis`a..

mhiØR &atpuƒ wgvan mhavIr khe Ke ke mUCKaR Ae j AaWyHtrpirg‡h Ke. ]I _maSvaitÒ khe Ke ke ;mUKaR pirg‡h:' pda=R ÝTyenuHmmTv te Ke pirg‡h. pir g‡hµcare baj¡=I sHg‡h krvo te pirg‡h.pirg‡h Tyag=I sHkLp-ivkLpnI \mal A!ke Ke. ]I hemcHãacayRÒkhe Ke,

pirg‡h mmTvaidŸ\, mßjTyev wvaMbu\aE.mhapot [v Ýa`I, Vybet SmaTpirg‡hmŸ..

jem F`a war=I wreluH vha` smuãmaH DUbI Ôy Ke tempirg‡hna mmTv=I, Ýa`IAo sHsar smuãmaH DUbI Ôy Ke. mmTvTyag=I pda=R pirg‡h$p bnta n=I te=I j sHto svRSv Tyag krIvEmaink devona jeva suq wogve Ke. Aa„vEwvmaH ivlsta AnHtAnHt Aai„kAanHd Anuwve Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke in:Sp<hI mha„aAoAa„amaH rm`ta krI AnHt suq wogve Ke.

sa\k ma!e ym$p Aa paHc mhav‡to Ke. jene mhaVa‡tnI sa=esrqavvamaH Aave Ke. jem gaHDo ha=I mhavt=I AHkuxmaH Aave Ketem mnnI v<i¿Aone AHkuxmaH lavva mhav‡to Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,“jait dexkal smyanviCKna: savR waEma mhaVa‡tmŸ”ymne mhav‡t khevamaH Aave Ke. tene Ôit, dex ke kaznuH bH\n

n=I te=I te svRAvS=amaH seVy Ke. ma!e sa\ke svRÝ=m mnnIv<i¿Aone sHymmaH lavvI, pKI inymbâ =va sa\namaH Ýgits\ay Ke.

(r) inym:- yognuH Ý=m pgi=yuH ym. temaH iS=r =taH yogInIÝgit A=eR inym Ke. paHc ymne puÚ krnara Anek inymo Ke.yogdxRnmaH paHc inymono indeRx Ke. jemke,

xaEc sHtoØ tp: Sva|yaye¬r Ýi`\anain inyma:

xaEc, sHtoØ, tp, Sva|yay Ane {¬r Ýi`\an.(A) xaEc:- xaEcH tu iäivi\H, ÝoÉktH baæmaWyaNtrH t=a

m<ßjlaWyaH ih baæH tu mn: xuiâSt=aHtrm..xaEc Ae!le xuiâ. tena be Ýkar Ke. baï Ane AWyHtr. m<i¿ka,

pa`I [Tyaid=I xrIrnI xuiâ krvI te baæxuiâ Tyare mnnI milntadUr krI, rag-äeØ=I riht =vuH te AaWyHtr xuiâ Ke. mnnI inmRztasmSt inmRztaAonuH mUz Ke. At: sa\ke mnnaH duÚ ivcarone xo\vatemj stŸsHg äara tene dUr krva Ane sdŸivcarone p<Ú krva.

(b) sHtoØ:- smSt manisk sHtapono AHt A=va t<ºwavte sHtoØ ;]I ya&vLky' sHihtamaH kæuH Ke ke:-

ydCKa lawto inTyH, ÝIityaR jayte n< amŸ.tTsHtoØ ivdu: Ýa&a: pirJanEk tTpra:..

Apne ÝarB\anusar dEveCKa se inTy se inTy jo k¡K Ýaºho jay _smeH hI ÝIitpUvRk sHtuÚ rhne ko &anIjnone sHtoØkha hE¦

Aaj vat Aagz v\are ëDa`=I khe Ke,b‡ïaid lok pyÅtai>rkTya yllweiTÝymŸ.svRƒ ivgt Sneh: sHtoØ prmH ivãu:..

ijnko b‡ïlok pyÅtke suqaeH kI Sp<ha nhÄ hE. ijnkamn sb ivØyaeHse ivrÉt hE AaEr jo ivgn Sneh AasiÉt rihtprm sHtoØI hE. vhI prm suqI hE. hrek AvS=ameH svRda ÝsNnxaNt rhneka nam sHtoØ hE.

jenuH sHtoØ Ae j wUØ` Ke tene in\an pase j Ke. kam\enutenI paKz cale Ke Ane devo ikHkrnI mafk Aa&a _@ave Ke. jeAa„a Aasiktno Tyag kre Ke te sHtoØna FrmaH Aave Ke. “sHtoØInr sda suqI” .

(6) tp:- jena äara tn Ane mnnI sHxuiâ =ay Ane äHdoshn krvanI xiÉt _TpNn =ay tenuH nam tp. v<i¿Aone tpavvIte tp.

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yogsUƒmaH ]I patHjlIAe kæuH Ke,kayeiNãy isiârxuiâ "ayatŸ tps:tpna Ýwav=I manisk Axuiâno Ùy =ay Ke Ane sa\kne

[iNãyonI t=a xarIirk isiâ Ýaº =ay Ke. tpna ƒ` Ýkar Ke.(1) saiÀvk (r) rajsI (3) tamsI. temaH ]eysa\k A=eR saiÀvktp _pyogI Ke. saiÀvk tp=I moÙ. rajsI tp=I vEwv AnetamsI tp=I yx Ýaº =ay Ke. saiÀvk tp=I Aa„ivxuiâ =ay Ke.

]I wgvtIsUƒ !IkamaH kæuH Ke,sVvaisH pyDI H, pir`amvsa _vÉkmo ho[.pay Ai`ka[ya H, tvsa y inka[ya H½ip..

Ainkaimt Ýk<itAono pir`amnusar F e wage krI _pÊm={ xke Ke. prHtu tp=I to inkaict kmÈmaH p` ferfar krI xkayKe. tp äara kroDo wvnaH kmÈ Aek Ù`maH pamI Ôy Ke ne Aa„akmRwar=I hzvo ={ Ôy Ke.

tpnI ivxeØta btavta khe Ke,;yd du*krH durara|yH, dujRy duritkÊmmŸ.tTsvR tpsa sa|yH, tpo ih duritkÊmmŸ..

jo dUrara|y hE, dujyR hE, ijsko ko{ AitkÊm nhÄ krskta, vh sb tpSya se hI sa|y hE. tpse sb k¡K vxmeH hojata hE. tpko ko{ AitkÊm nhÄ kr skta. jgtmeH prm]e¤ pda=R moÙÝaiºke ilye tp hI muQy _pay hE. tp riht&an, |yan, wi›yog wI iksIko flIwUt nhÄ hote¦ tp seko{ kayR Asa|y ya AsHwv nhÄ hE. [s ilO yh yog sa\nahI mhan tpSya hE¦

(D) Sva|yay:- ]I sdŸguÌ inidRÚ stŸxaÏonuH vaHcn, ]v`,mnn ini|\yasn krvuH tene Sva|yay khe Ke. Sv´A|yayµSva|yay.jemaH SvAa„rm`ta =ay te Sva|yay. Sva|yay=I mnnI iS=rtabnI rhe Ke. ma!e Sva|yayne yogmaH _¿m S=an Ýaº =yuH Ke.

]I gaEtmSvamI Ýwu mhavIrne pUKe Ke,

“sßJaO H wNte¦ jIve ikH j`y[? sßJaO H.na`avri`ßjH kMmH qve{.”

he wgvan¦ Sva|yay krva=I Òvne xo law =ay? TyarevIr Ýwu _¿r Aape Ke ke Sva|yay=I Òv &anavr`Iy kmRno Ùykre Ke. AavXyksUƒmaH Sva|yayna paHc Ýkar btaVya Ke.

vay`a, puCK`a, piry#Ÿ a, \Mmkha Ane A upeha¦({) {¬rÝi`\an:- mn, vcn Ane kaya äara je je kmR

krvamaH Aave te te kmR ]I Ýwune smp± deva tenuH nam {¬r Ýi`\anA=va xr`agit Ke. Aam krva=I AaTmamaH AktaRwav puÚ =ayKe Ane AktaRwav Ýg! =taH ÒvmaH ko{p` kayR ÝTye AhH ke mmno wav rhexe nhÄ. waDana FrmaH rheva=I je v<i¿Ao =ay Ke temsvR kayR nIrstayuÉt =xe. je=I ga#, cIk`aH kmRbH\ =ay nhÄ.

]I k<paLaanHdÒ lqe Ke,;kamto½kamto va½ip, yt kroim xuwa½xuwmŸ.tTsvR Tviy sNyStH, TvTÝyu›: kroWyhm..

sa\k Ýwune potanuH svRSv smp± xr`agit SvIkare Ke. guÌA=va Ýwune smRp` =ya pKI sa\kne AHx maƒ wy ke VyakuztarhetI n=I. ]âane wiÉtpUvRknuH smpR` sacI xr`agit Ke.AacayR]I ivjykexrsuirÒ khe Ke ke ;je je iÊyaAo krvamaH Aavetena fznI {CKa ke AiwlaØa raqvI nhÄ kemke ßyaH {CKa hoyTyaH frI jNm =va layk kmRno sHcy =ay Ke. {CKa=I j nvInbH\ =ay Ke. te=I svR iÊyaAo {¬rne ApR krvI. Aa„invedn$pwiÉt te {¬r Ýi`\an Ke. Aa paHcey wedne inym khevamaH AaveKe. ymnuH inrHtr sevn krvanuH hoy Ke. inymnuH ÝsHge sevn krvanuHhoy Ke. ym-inym=I ivtkÈna vmz xaHt pDI Ôy Ke. _pr btavelinymo patHjlyog Ýma e Ke.

jEn yogmagRmaH to simit, guiº, wavna t=a gu`v‡t,ixÙav‡t Aaid Anu¤ano $p inym btavvamaH AaVya Ke.

(3) Aasn:- yognuH ƒIj¡H AHg Ke Aasn.

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yogsUƒmaH ]I patHjlIAe kæuH Ke,kayeiNãy isiârxuiâ "ayatŸ tps:tpna Ýwav=I manisk Axuiâno Ùy =ay Ke Ane sa\kne

[iNãyonI t=a xarIirk isiâ Ýaº =ay Ke. tpna ƒ` Ýkar Ke.(1) saiÀvk (r) rajsI (3) tamsI. temaH ]eysa\k A=eR saiÀvktp _pyogI Ke. saiÀvk tp=I moÙ. rajsI tp=I vEwv AnetamsI tp=I yx Ýaº =ay Ke. saiÀvk tp=I Aa„ivxuiâ =ay Ke.

]I wgvtIsUƒ !IkamaH kæuH Ke,sVvaisH pyDI H, pir`amvsa _vÉkmo ho[.pay Ai`ka[ya H, tvsa y inka[ya H½ip..

Ainkaimt Ýk<itAono pir`amnusar F e wage krI _pÊm={ xke Ke. prHtu tp=I to inkaict kmÈmaH p` ferfar krI xkayKe. tp äara kroDo wvnaH kmÈ Aek Ù`maH pamI Ôy Ke ne Aa„akmRwar=I hzvo ={ Ôy Ke.

tpnI ivxeØta btavta khe Ke,;yd du*krH durara|yH, dujRy duritkÊmmŸ.tTsvR tpsa sa|yH, tpo ih duritkÊmmŸ..

jo dUrara|y hE, dujyR hE, ijsko ko{ AitkÊm nhÄ krskta, vh sb tpSya se hI sa|y hE. tpse sb k¡K vxmeH hojata hE. tpko ko{ AitkÊm nhÄ kr skta. jgtmeH prm]e¤ pda=R moÙÝaiºke ilye tp hI muQy _pay hE. tp riht&an, |yan, wi›yog wI iksIko flIwUt nhÄ hote¦ tp seko{ kayR Asa|y ya AsHwv nhÄ hE. [s ilO yh yog sa\nahI mhan tpSya hE¦

(D) Sva|yay:- ]I sdŸguÌ inidRÚ stŸxaÏonuH vaHcn, ]v`,mnn ini|\yasn krvuH tene Sva|yay khe Ke. Sv´A|yayµSva|yay.jemaH SvAa„rm`ta =ay te Sva|yay. Sva|yay=I mnnI iS=rtabnI rhe Ke. ma!e Sva|yayne yogmaH _¿m S=an Ýaº =yuH Ke.

]I gaEtmSvamI Ýwu mhavIrne pUKe Ke,

“sßJaO H wNte¦ jIve ikH j`y[? sßJaO H.na`avri`ßjH kMmH qve{.”

he wgvan¦ Sva|yay krva=I Òvne xo law =ay? TyarevIr Ýwu _¿r Aape Ke ke Sva|yay=I Òv &anavr`Iy kmRno Ùykre Ke. AavXyksUƒmaH Sva|yayna paHc Ýkar btaVya Ke.

vay`a, puCK`a, piry#Ÿ a, \Mmkha Ane A upeha¦({) {¬rÝi`\an:- mn, vcn Ane kaya äara je je kmR

krvamaH Aave te te kmR ]I Ýwune smp± deva tenuH nam {¬r Ýi`\anA=va xr`agit Ke. Aam krva=I AaTmamaH AktaRwav puÚ =ayKe Ane AktaRwav Ýg! =taH ÒvmaH ko{p` kayR ÝTye AhH ke mmno wav rhexe nhÄ. waDana FrmaH rheva=I je v<i¿Ao =ay Ke temsvR kayR nIrstayuÉt =xe. je=I ga#, cIk`aH kmRbH\ =ay nhÄ.

]I k<paLaanHdÒ lqe Ke,;kamto½kamto va½ip, yt kroim xuwa½xuwmŸ.tTsvR Tviy sNyStH, TvTÝyu›: kroWyhm..

sa\k Ýwune potanuH svRSv smp± xr`agit SvIkare Ke. guÌA=va Ýwune smRp` =ya pKI sa\kne AHx maƒ wy ke VyakuztarhetI n=I. ]âane wiÉtpUvRknuH smpR` sacI xr`agit Ke.AacayR]I ivjykexrsuirÒ khe Ke ke ;je je iÊyaAo krvamaH Aavetena fznI {CKa ke AiwlaØa raqvI nhÄ kemke ßyaH {CKa hoyTyaH frI jNm =va layk kmRno sHcy =ay Ke. {CKa=I j nvInbH\ =ay Ke. te=I svR iÊyaAo {¬rne ApR krvI. Aa„invedn$pwiÉt te {¬r Ýi`\an Ke. Aa paHcey wedne inym khevamaH AaveKe. ymnuH inrHtr sevn krvanuH hoy Ke. inymnuH ÝsHge sevn krvanuHhoy Ke. ym-inym=I ivtkÈna vmz xaHt pDI Ôy Ke. _pr btavelinymo patHjlyog Ýma e Ke.

jEn yogmagRmaH to simit, guiº, wavna t=a gu`v‡t,ixÙav‡t Aaid Anu¤ano $p inym btavvamaH AaVya Ke.

(3) Aasn:- yognuH ƒIj¡H AHg Ke Aasn.

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Aa AHgmaH S=an Ane xrIrna besvano Ýkarna smavex={ Ôy Ke. |yan sa\ke kya Aasne besvuH t=a keva S=ane besvuHtenuH v Rn krtaH ]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,

tI=R va SvS=ta hetu, y¿d\a |yanis|\ye.kËtasn jyo yogo, ivivktH S=anma]yet..

Aasn jpI yogIAe |yan isiâ ma!e tI=Åkrna jNm, dIÙa,kevz&an ke invaR wUimmaH j{ne Aasn lgavvuH, nhÄ to ßyaHS=annI SvS=ta hoy. SƒI, pxu ke pHDkaid riht S=an |yanasnma!e _pyogI g`ay Ke. je Aasn=I mnnI cHczta dUr =ay tevaAasne |yan krvuH.

]I xuwcHãacayRjI lqe Ke,yen yen suqasIna, ivd|yu iniülH mn:.ttdev iv\eyH S=anŸ muiniw: bN\urasnmŸ..

ijs ijs Aasnse suq$p _pivÚ muin Apne mnkoinül kr ske vhI suHdr Aasn muinyÇ ko SvIkar krnacaihye.

;\er~D sHihta' maH kæuH Ke,Aasnain c taviNt, yavNto jIv jaty:.OtemamtulaNwedaiNv janait mhe¬r:..

Aasn [tne hE ik ijtnI jaitke jIv jNtu hE. ÉyÇikjIv jNtu AsHQy hE. [silye Aasn wI AsHQy hE. ijnkIsHQyakI hm kLpna wI nhIH kr skte¦ _n sbka wed tomhe¬r hI jante hE.

KtaH p` yogdxRnkaroAe coyaRsI Aasn btaVyaH Ke.]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,

pyÅk vIr bj‡aBjwã d~Dasnain c._Tki!ka godoihka kayÈTsgRSt=asnmŸ..

pyÅkAasn, vIrasn, v«asn, pÍasn, wãasn, dHDasn,_Tki!kasn, godoihkasn Ane kayÈTsgaRsn vgere Aasno khela

Ke. je Aasne besva=I mnne inül krI xkay te Aasn Òv ma!eyoGy g`ay Ke.

Aasn krva=I xrIrmaH shnxiÉt v\e Ke. |yanmaH iS=rtaAave Ke. jem jem xrIrnI inüzta v\e tem tem mnnI cpztaAoKIne Aekag‡ta Ai\k. x$AatmaH Aasn iS=r krvanI j$rAi\k Ke. Aasn=I smSt naDIAonI ivxuiâ =ay Ke. je |yannIiS=rtamaH Ai\k _pyogI =ay Ke.

(4) Ýa`ayam:- ]I kUmRpura`maH kæuH Ke,Ýa`: Svdehjo, vayurayamStiNnro\nmŸ.reck: purkXcEv, Ýa`ayamo½y k¡Hwk:..

yogxaSƒmeH yog isiâka Ok maƒ _pay Ýa`ayamŸ hIkha hE.

Ýa`vayuno Aayam Ae!le inro\ krvo tene Ýa`ayam khevayKe. reck, pUrk Ane kuHwk Ae Ýa`ayamnaH Anugt AHg Ke. Ýa`ayamAnek Ýkarna Ke. Ýa`ayamno AWyas guÌnI in]amaH rhIne krvamaHAave Ke. Ýa`ayam=I xrIrnI SvS=ta v\e Ke. Ýa`ayam AHt:kr`$pIAH\ara kUvamaH étrvanuH dorDuH Ke. Ýa`ayamnI ivi\ btavtaH ]IAacayRÒ lqe Ke,

iƒ\a lÙ` weden, sHSm<t: pUvR sUiriw:.pUrk, k¡Hwk üev, reck StdnNtrmŸ..

Apne xrIr iS=t vayuka nam Ýa` hE. AaEr Aayam _skainro\ krna Ýa`yam khlata hE.pUrk: bharnI xuâ hvane AHdr wrvI te.kuHwk: bharnI xuâ hvane AHdrmaH wrI rokI raqvI te.reck: AHdrnI dUiØt hvane bhar ka#vI te.

Ýa`ayam: phelaH DabI naiska=I hva l{ Ane pKI jm`Inaiska=I lI\elI hva bhar ka#vI. Aam bHne naiska äara =yelIÝa`ayamnI iÊyane Aek Ýa`ayam khevay Ke.

ÝacInkazmaH guÌAo yogeCKu ix*yne car var Ýa`ayamo

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Aa AHgmaH S=an Ane xrIrna besvano Ýkarna smavex={ Ôy Ke. |yan sa\ke kya Aasne besvuH t=a keva S=ane besvuHtenuH v Rn krtaH ]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,

tI=R va SvS=ta hetu, y¿d\a |yanis|\ye.kËtasn jyo yogo, ivivktH S=anma]yet..

Aasn jpI yogIAe |yan isiâ ma!e tI=Åkrna jNm, dIÙa,kevz&an ke invaR wUimmaH j{ne Aasn lgavvuH, nhÄ to ßyaHS=annI SvS=ta hoy. SƒI, pxu ke pHDkaid riht S=an |yanasnma!e _pyogI g`ay Ke. je Aasn=I mnnI cHczta dUr =ay tevaAasne |yan krvuH.

]I xuwcHãacayRjI lqe Ke,yen yen suqasIna, ivd|yu iniülH mn:.ttdev iv\eyH S=anŸ muiniw: bN\urasnmŸ..

ijs ijs Aasnse suq$p _pivÚ muin Apne mnkoinül kr ske vhI suHdr Aasn muinyÇ ko SvIkar krnacaihye.

;\er~D sHihta' maH kæuH Ke,Aasnain c taviNt, yavNto jIv jaty:.OtemamtulaNwedaiNv janait mhe¬r:..

Aasn [tne hE ik ijtnI jaitke jIv jNtu hE. ÉyÇikjIv jNtu AsHQy hE. [silye Aasn wI AsHQy hE. ijnkIsHQyakI hm kLpna wI nhIH kr skte¦ _n sbka wed tomhe¬r hI jante hE.

KtaH p` yogdxRnkaroAe coyaRsI Aasn btaVyaH Ke.]I hemcHãacayRÒ lqe Ke,

pyÅk vIr bj‡aBjwã d~Dasnain c._Tki!ka godoihka kayÈTsgRSt=asnmŸ..

pyÅkAasn, vIrasn, v«asn, pÍasn, wãasn, dHDasn,_Tki!kasn, godoihkasn Ane kayÈTsgaRsn vgere Aasno khela

Ke. je Aasne besva=I mnne inül krI xkay te Aasn Òv ma!eyoGy g`ay Ke.

Aasn krva=I xrIrmaH shnxiÉt v\e Ke. |yanmaH iS=rtaAave Ke. jem jem xrIrnI inüzta v\e tem tem mnnI cpztaAoKIne Aekag‡ta Ai\k. x$AatmaH Aasn iS=r krvanI j$rAi\k Ke. Aasn=I smSt naDIAonI ivxuiâ =ay Ke. je |yannIiS=rtamaH Ai\k _pyogI =ay Ke.

(4) Ýa`ayam:- ]I kUmRpura`maH kæuH Ke,Ýa`: Svdehjo, vayurayamStiNnro\nmŸ.reck: purkXcEv, Ýa`ayamo½y k¡Hwk:..

yogxaSƒmeH yog isiâka Ok maƒ _pay Ýa`ayamŸ hIkha hE.

Ýa`vayuno Aayam Ae!le inro\ krvo tene Ýa`ayam khevayKe. reck, pUrk Ane kuHwk Ae Ýa`ayamnaH Anugt AHg Ke. Ýa`ayamAnek Ýkarna Ke. Ýa`ayamno AWyas guÌnI in]amaH rhIne krvamaHAave Ke. Ýa`ayam=I xrIrnI SvS=ta v\e Ke. Ýa`ayam AHt:kr`$pIAH\ara kUvamaH étrvanuH dorDuH Ke. Ýa`ayamnI ivi\ btavtaH ]IAacayRÒ lqe Ke,

iƒ\a lÙ` weden, sHSm<t: pUvR sUiriw:.pUrk, k¡Hwk üev, reck StdnNtrmŸ..

Apne xrIr iS=t vayuka nam Ýa` hE. AaEr Aayam _skainro\ krna Ýa`yam khlata hE.pUrk: bharnI xuâ hvane AHdr wrvI te.kuHwk: bharnI xuâ hvane AHdrmaH wrI rokI raqvI te.reck: AHdrnI dUiØt hvane bhar ka#vI te.

Ýa`ayam: phelaH DabI naiska=I hva l{ Ane pKI jm`Inaiska=I lI\elI hva bhar ka#vI. Aam bHne naiska äara =yelIÝa`ayamnI iÊyane Aek Ýa`ayam khevay Ke.

ÝacInkazmaH guÌAo yogeCKu ix*yne car var Ýa`ayamo

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kravta htaH. Aek be@kmaH tene AeHsI Ýa`ayamo krva pDta.Ýa`ayamnI wUimkano in`Ry dex, kaz Ane sHQya=I =ay Ke.Ýa`ayamnI isiâ=I kaz&an =ay Ke.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,“baæwav reck {haHÒ, purk AHtr wav,kuHwk i=rta gu e krIÒ, Ýa`ayam Svwav... mnmohn”

AhÄ _pa|yayÒAe sU"m¹iÚAe Òvno bihwaRv te reck.AHtwaRv te pUrk Ane iS=rta$p kuHwk kæo Ke.

(p) ÝTyahar:- bihmuRq [iNãyone AHtmuRq krvI tenuH namÝTyahar Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

paHc [iNãyona ivØy=I mnne paKuH qeHcvuH tene ÝTyahar khevayKe. AHtmuRq [iNãyo pr mnnI s¿a hotI n=I. maƒ Ýa`nI j s¿ahoy Ke. mnnI bihRmuqtane kar e [iNãyo bihRmuq Ane mnnIAHtmuRqtane kar e [iNãyo AHtmuRq rhe Ke. Ýa`ayamnaH pU R AWyaspKI w!ktaH icƒne paKuH qeHcI xkay Ke. ma!e Ýa`ayamna AWyaspKI ÝTyaharnI dxa btavI Ke. Ýa`ayamnI wUimka isiâ =yaivna y=ayoGy rIte mnne paKuH qeHcvanuH bz Ýaº =tuH n=I.

ÝTyahar kem kray? teno _¿r detaH ]I xuwcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,“gocreWyo hØIkai` teWyiütmna k¡lm.p<=k kËTy vxI\te, lla!e½TyNtin}ÝlmŸ..

ivØyÇ se to [iNãyÇko p<=k kre AaEr [iNãyo se mnkop<=k krE t=a Apne mnko inrak¡l krke, Apne lla! prinültapUvRk \ar` kreH, yh ivi\ ÝTyahar meH khI g{ hE.mnmaH je je vStuAone \ar` krvamaH Aave Ke te te vStuAonIbrabr \ar`a =ay Ke. te=I ÝTyahar pKI \ar`anuH Sv$p khevamaHAave Ke.

(6) \ar`a:- ÝTyahar =ya pKI \ar`amaH Ývex sugm bneKe. xaÏomaH btavela ko{p` S=anmaH mnne \arvuH tene \ar`a kheKe. yogdxRnmaH kæuH Ke ke “dexbN\iü¿Sy \ar`a” je dexmaH |yeynuH

icHtvn krvuH Ke te dexmaH ic¿ne S=apn krvuH te \ar`a Ke. jena prsa\kne Ýem hoy te S=an, VyiÉt, mUitRmaH mnne \arI raqvuH tene\ar`a khevay Ke. \ar`ana ƒ` dex Ke. Aai\waEitk, Aai\dEivkAne Aa|yai„k.

sdŸguÌnI KbI, devmUitR, mi`rTn, dIpk [TyaidnI \ar`aAai\waEitk \ar`a khevay Ke. jem bIj ivnanuH v<Ù n hoy xketem \ar`a ivnanuH |yan n ho{ xke. \ar`ano ¹# sHkLppUvRkAWyas krva=I \ar`anI isiâ =ay Ke. \ar`a krvavazaAe Ý=mbaæS=anmaH \ar`a krvI. te isiâ =ya pKI AHtr \ar`a krvI neKev!e Aa„ana AsHQyatÝdexmaH \ar`a krvI.

]I xuwcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,

neƒVdNãe ]v`yugle, naiska g‡e lla!e.vkÊe nawo ixris ñdye taluin w‡UyugaNte..|yan S=anaNmmlmitiw: kIitRtaNyƒ dehe.te*vek iSmiNvgt ivØyH ict malMbnIymŸ..

inmRl buiâ AacayÈne |yan krne ke ilye neƒyugl, donÇkan, naiska ka Ag‡wag, lla!, muq, naiw, mStk, ñdy,talu, dono mohÇka m|ywag. [n dx S=ano meH se iksI AekS=anmeH Apne mnko ivØyÇse riht krke AalHibt krna A=aRtŸ[n S=ano meH se iksI Ok S=an pr @hrakr |yan meH lInkrna kha hE¦

(7) |yan:- ßyare \ar`ana S=anmaH ic¿v<i¿AonI Aekag‡ta=ay. ic¿v<i¿Aono AqHD Ývah \ar`ana S=ane vheva lage Tyaretene |yan khevamaH Aave Ke.

patHjlyogdxRnmaH |yannuH lÙ` Aa Ýma e btaVyuH Ke.“tƒ ÝTyyEk¿anta |yanmŸ” \ar`amaH v<i¿nuH Aek dexmaH

S=apn krI, |yey vStunuH Sv$p rcvamaH Aave Ke te is|\ =va=IvStumaH v<i¿no Aekakar Ývah cale Ke. tene |yan khe Ke. jemaH mnin*kHp bnI Ôy te |yan Ke. “&an sHkilnI tHƒ” maH kæuH Ke,

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kravta htaH. Aek be@kmaH tene AeHsI Ýa`ayamo krva pDta.Ýa`ayamnI wUimkano in`Ry dex, kaz Ane sHQya=I =ay Ke.Ýa`ayamnI isiâ=I kaz&an =ay Ke.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,“baæwav reck {haHÒ, purk AHtr wav,kuHwk i=rta gu e krIÒ, Ýa`ayam Svwav... mnmohn”

AhÄ _pa|yayÒAe sU"m¹iÚAe Òvno bihwaRv te reck.AHtwaRv te pUrk Ane iS=rta$p kuHwk kæo Ke.

(p) ÝTyahar:- bihmuRq [iNãyone AHtmuRq krvI tenuH namÝTyahar Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

paHc [iNãyona ivØy=I mnne paKuH qeHcvuH tene ÝTyahar khevayKe. AHtmuRq [iNãyo pr mnnI s¿a hotI n=I. maƒ Ýa`nI j s¿ahoy Ke. mnnI bihRmuqtane kar e [iNãyo bihRmuq Ane mnnIAHtmuRqtane kar e [iNãyo AHtmuRq rhe Ke. Ýa`ayamnaH pU R AWyaspKI w!ktaH icƒne paKuH qeHcI xkay Ke. ma!e Ýa`ayamna AWyaspKI ÝTyaharnI dxa btavI Ke. Ýa`ayamnI wUimka isiâ =yaivna y=ayoGy rIte mnne paKuH qeHcvanuH bz Ýaº =tuH n=I.

ÝTyahar kem kray? teno _¿r detaH ]I xuwcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,“gocreWyo hØIkai` teWyiütmna k¡lm.p<=k kËTy vxI\te, lla!e½TyNtin}ÝlmŸ..

ivØyÇ se to [iNãyÇko p<=k kre AaEr [iNãyo se mnkop<=k krE t=a Apne mnko inrak¡l krke, Apne lla! prinültapUvRk \ar` kreH, yh ivi\ ÝTyahar meH khI g{ hE.mnmaH je je vStuAone \ar` krvamaH Aave Ke te te vStuAonIbrabr \ar`a =ay Ke. te=I ÝTyahar pKI \ar`anuH Sv$p khevamaHAave Ke.

(6) \ar`a:- ÝTyahar =ya pKI \ar`amaH Ývex sugm bneKe. xaÏomaH btavela ko{p` S=anmaH mnne \arvuH tene \ar`a kheKe. yogdxRnmaH kæuH Ke ke “dexbN\iü¿Sy \ar`a” je dexmaH |yeynuH

icHtvn krvuH Ke te dexmaH ic¿ne S=apn krvuH te \ar`a Ke. jena prsa\kne Ýem hoy te S=an, VyiÉt, mUitRmaH mnne \arI raqvuH tene\ar`a khevay Ke. \ar`ana ƒ` dex Ke. Aai\waEitk, Aai\dEivkAne Aa|yai„k.

sdŸguÌnI KbI, devmUitR, mi`rTn, dIpk [TyaidnI \ar`aAai\waEitk \ar`a khevay Ke. jem bIj ivnanuH v<Ù n hoy xketem \ar`a ivnanuH |yan n ho{ xke. \ar`ano ¹# sHkLppUvRkAWyas krva=I \ar`anI isiâ =ay Ke. \ar`a krvavazaAe Ý=mbaæS=anmaH \ar`a krvI. te isiâ =ya pKI AHtr \ar`a krvI neKev!e Aa„ana AsHQyatÝdexmaH \ar`a krvI.

]I xuwcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,

neƒVdNãe ]v`yugle, naiska g‡e lla!e.vkÊe nawo ixris ñdye taluin w‡UyugaNte..|yan S=anaNmmlmitiw: kIitRtaNyƒ dehe.te*vek iSmiNvgt ivØyH ict malMbnIymŸ..

inmRl buiâ AacayÈne |yan krne ke ilye neƒyugl, donÇkan, naiska ka Ag‡wag, lla!, muq, naiw, mStk, ñdy,talu, dono mohÇka m|ywag. [n dx S=ano meH se iksI AekS=anmeH Apne mnko ivØyÇse riht krke AalHibt krna A=aRtŸ[n S=ano meH se iksI Ok S=an pr @hrakr |yan meH lInkrna kha hE¦

(7) |yan:- ßyare \ar`ana S=anmaH ic¿v<i¿AonI Aekag‡ta=ay. ic¿v<i¿Aono AqHD Ývah \ar`ana S=ane vheva lage Tyaretene |yan khevamaH Aave Ke.

patHjlyogdxRnmaH |yannuH lÙ` Aa Ýma e btaVyuH Ke.“tƒ ÝTyyEk¿anta |yanmŸ” \ar`amaH v<i¿nuH Aek dexmaH

S=apn krI, |yey vStunuH Sv$p rcvamaH Aave Ke te is|\ =va=IvStumaH v<i¿no Aekakar Ývah cale Ke. tene |yan khe Ke. jemaH mnin*kHp bnI Ôy te |yan Ke. “&an sHkilnI tHƒ” maH kæuH Ke,

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n |yan |yan imTya hu, |yan inivRØy mn:.tSy |yan Ýsaden, saEQyH moÙH n sHxy:..

|yan mnne inivRØyI bnave Ke. |yan=I prm suq mze Ke.Ane moÙ p` =ay Ke. temaH ko{ sHdeh n=I.

]I devcHdÒ mharaj lqe Ke,AHtomuhUtRittH, ictavT=a` megvT=uiMm.K_mT=a H Ja H, jog inroho ij`a H tu..

Aek vStumaH AHtmuhUtR su\I ic¿nI iS=it$p |yan KdŸmS=nehoy Ke Ane ijnone yogna inro\ krva$p |yan hoy Ke. |yanjHglmaH, gufaAomaH, bgIcamaH, ndIiknare, smuãiknare, xUNyS=an,SmxanmaH vgere S=anomaH bharno Avaj n hoy tevaH S=anomaHkrvuH.

]I hemcHãacayRÒAe |yanna muQy car Ýkar btaVya Ke.ipHDS=, pdS=, $pS= Ane $patIt. Aa car ÝkarnaH |yan=I Aa„ane_Ccdxa Ýaº =ay Ke. temaH Aek-Aek |yanmaH pe!a ivwag F`aH Ke.

(A) ipHDS=|yan:pai=RvI Syad=aG™eyI, maÌtI vaÌ`I t=a.tÀvwU: pHcmIcetI, ipHDS=e pHc \ar`a..

ipHDS=|yanmaH pai=RvI, AaGneyI, marutI, varu I Ane tÀvwUAa paHc \ar`aAo krvanI Ke.

pai=Rv \ar`a: in:xBd.. kLlolriht... trHgona _Kaza=Iriht ¬et smuã Ke. AemaH Aek laq yojnnuH Aek kmz Ke. AenI AekhÔr paHqDIAo Ke. Ae kmzna m|ymaH Anek kesro qIlela Ke. AekesronI m|ymaH Aek laq yojn êcI tejSvI Ane _jRSvI ki RkaKe. Ae ki Rka _pr Aek isHhasn _pr Aa„a AasnS= Ke. AeAa„a kmRÙy krva ma!e icHtn kre Ke... huH tmam ragäeØ vgerekmÈno Ùy krva ma!e sÙm KuH.

AaGneyI \ar`a: soz paHqDIvaza kmznuH |yan naiwmHDlpase krI tenI ki Rka pr ;AhÅ' mhamHƒnI S=apna Ane paHqDIAomaH

soz SvrnI S=apna krvI. Aa@ paHqDIvaza kmznuH |yan ñdymaHkrI tenI paHqDImaH Êmx: Aa@ kmÈnI kLpna krvI. AhÅ mHƒ=I\Um‡sero _pr é@I AiG™ _pr é@e Ke te Ô e Aa@e kmÈne Ane xrIrnep` baze Ke. Kev!e AiG™ xaHt =ay Ke.

maÌtI \ar`a: smSt lokmaH ÝcHD vayu vhI ræo Ke AnebzI gyela deh Ane kmÈnI raqne _DavIne dUr dUr l{ Ôy Ke.

vaÌ`I \ar`a: wItrna AakaxmaH c#I Aavela vadzonakafla Am<tne vrsavI ræa Ke te=I Aa„a Snanxuâ bnI Ôy Ke.

tÀvvtI \ar`a: deh mz Ane kmR mz riht huH inrakar KuH..huH inrHjn KuH... huH isâ KuH... huH buâ KuH... huH xuâ Ke... huH AnamI KuH AneA$pI KuH AavuH icHtn kyaÅ j krvanuH Ke.

phelI \ar`a=I mn iS=r bne Ke.bIÒ \ar`a=I mnne vx krvamaH Aave Ke.ƒIÒ \ar`a=I xrIr Ane kmRne Alg Alg Ôe{ Ô`I

xkay Ke.co=I \ar`a=I kmÈna nax =vanI ÝiÊyane Ôe{ xkay Ke.paHcmI \ar`a=I xrIr Ane kmÈ=I riht xuâAa„anuH icHtn

=ay Ke.(b) pdS=|yan: pivƒ mHƒaÙr-pdo jeva ke ;AhÅ'-AirhHt

isâ, AirhHt, isâ, AisAaésa vgeremaH ic¿ne iS=r krvuH tepdS= |yannuH Sv$p Ke. pdS= |yanno A=R j =ay Ke ke pdo pr|yan keiNãt krvuH.

(D) $pS= |yan: smvsr`maH ibrajman tI=Åkr prma„anuHSv$p icHtvvuH tene $pS= |yan khe Ke. tI=Åkrna car mUz AitxyonuHicHtn p` krI xkay Ke. wgvannI mUitR, KzI vgere pr |yankrvuH te $pS= |yanna Ýkaro Ke.

(D) $patIt |yan: ]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,AmUtRSy icdanHd $pSy prmaTman:.inrHjnSy isâSy, |yanH SyaãUp vijHtmŸ..

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n |yan |yan imTya hu, |yan inivRØy mn:.tSy |yan Ýsaden, saEQyH moÙH n sHxy:..

|yan mnne inivRØyI bnave Ke. |yan=I prm suq mze Ke.Ane moÙ p` =ay Ke. temaH ko{ sHdeh n=I.

]I devcHdÒ mharaj lqe Ke,AHtomuhUtRittH, ictavT=a` megvT=uiMm.K_mT=a H Ja H, jog inroho ij`a H tu..

Aek vStumaH AHtmuhUtR su\I ic¿nI iS=it$p |yan KdŸmS=nehoy Ke Ane ijnone yogna inro\ krva$p |yan hoy Ke. |yanjHglmaH, gufaAomaH, bgIcamaH, ndIiknare, smuãiknare, xUNyS=an,SmxanmaH vgere S=anomaH bharno Avaj n hoy tevaH S=anomaHkrvuH.

]I hemcHãacayRÒAe |yanna muQy car Ýkar btaVya Ke.ipHDS=, pdS=, $pS= Ane $patIt. Aa car ÝkarnaH |yan=I Aa„ane_Ccdxa Ýaº =ay Ke. temaH Aek-Aek |yanmaH pe!a ivwag F`aH Ke.

(A) ipHDS=|yan:pai=RvI Syad=aG™eyI, maÌtI vaÌ`I t=a.tÀvwU: pHcmIcetI, ipHDS=e pHc \ar`a..

ipHDS=|yanmaH pai=RvI, AaGneyI, marutI, varu I Ane tÀvwUAa paHc \ar`aAo krvanI Ke.

pai=Rv \ar`a: in:xBd.. kLlolriht... trHgona _Kaza=Iriht ¬et smuã Ke. AemaH Aek laq yojnnuH Aek kmz Ke. AenI AekhÔr paHqDIAo Ke. Ae kmzna m|ymaH Anek kesro qIlela Ke. AekesronI m|ymaH Aek laq yojn êcI tejSvI Ane _jRSvI ki RkaKe. Ae ki Rka _pr Aek isHhasn _pr Aa„a AasnS= Ke. AeAa„a kmRÙy krva ma!e icHtn kre Ke... huH tmam ragäeØ vgerekmÈno Ùy krva ma!e sÙm KuH.

AaGneyI \ar`a: soz paHqDIvaza kmznuH |yan naiwmHDlpase krI tenI ki Rka pr ;AhÅ' mhamHƒnI S=apna Ane paHqDIAomaH

soz SvrnI S=apna krvI. Aa@ paHqDIvaza kmznuH |yan ñdymaHkrI tenI paHqDImaH Êmx: Aa@ kmÈnI kLpna krvI. AhÅ mHƒ=I\Um‡sero _pr é@I AiG™ _pr é@e Ke te Ô e Aa@e kmÈne Ane xrIrnep` baze Ke. Kev!e AiG™ xaHt =ay Ke.

maÌtI \ar`a: smSt lokmaH ÝcHD vayu vhI ræo Ke AnebzI gyela deh Ane kmÈnI raqne _DavIne dUr dUr l{ Ôy Ke.

vaÌ`I \ar`a: wItrna AakaxmaH c#I Aavela vadzonakafla Am<tne vrsavI ræa Ke te=I Aa„a Snanxuâ bnI Ôy Ke.

tÀvvtI \ar`a: deh mz Ane kmR mz riht huH inrakar KuH..huH inrHjn KuH... huH isâ KuH... huH buâ KuH... huH xuâ Ke... huH AnamI KuH AneA$pI KuH AavuH icHtn kyaÅ j krvanuH Ke.

phelI \ar`a=I mn iS=r bne Ke.bIÒ \ar`a=I mnne vx krvamaH Aave Ke.ƒIÒ \ar`a=I xrIr Ane kmRne Alg Alg Ôe{ Ô`I

xkay Ke.co=I \ar`a=I kmÈna nax =vanI ÝiÊyane Ôe{ xkay Ke.paHcmI \ar`a=I xrIr Ane kmÈ=I riht xuâAa„anuH icHtn

=ay Ke.(b) pdS=|yan: pivƒ mHƒaÙr-pdo jeva ke ;AhÅ'-AirhHt

isâ, AirhHt, isâ, AisAaésa vgeremaH ic¿ne iS=r krvuH tepdS= |yannuH Sv$p Ke. pdS= |yanno A=R j =ay Ke ke pdo pr|yan keiNãt krvuH.

(D) $pS= |yan: smvsr`maH ibrajman tI=Åkr prma„anuHSv$p icHtvvuH tene $pS= |yan khe Ke. tI=Åkrna car mUz AitxyonuHicHtn p` krI xkay Ke. wgvannI mUitR, KzI vgere pr |yankrvuH te $pS= |yanna Ýkaro Ke.

(D) $patIt |yan: ]I hemcHãacayRÒ khe Ke,AmUtRSy icdanHd $pSy prmaTman:.inrHjnSy isâSy, |yanH SyaãUp vijHtmŸ..

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Aak<itriht, &ananHd Sv$p inrHjn, is|\ prma„anuH |yante $patIt |yan khevay Ke.

ãVy, gu Ane pyaRyna lÙ`pUvRk je yogIAo Aa„anuH Sv$pivcare Ke te $patIt |yanmaH Ývex kre Ke. je potana Aa„ana xuâSv$pmaH j _pyog raqe Ke te $patIt A=va xuÉl|yanmaH iS=r={ xke Ke. jem mI@anI pUtzI smuãmaH AogzI Ôy Ke Ane potana$pno Tyag kre Ke tevI j rIte mnnI cHcztanuH $patIt |yankrtaH nax pame Ke. ipHDS=, pdS= Ane $pS= |yan krtaH $patIt|yannI AnHtg`I _¿mta Ke.

(8) smai\:- yogdxRnmaH kæuH Ke,“tdeva=R maƒ inwaRs Sv$p xUNyimv smai\:”|yan ßyare v<iâ pamela AWyas äara potanI |yanakartane

pirTyag krI, maƒ |yey Sv$pmaH iS=r =ay Tyare tene smai\khevay Ke.

h@yog ÝdIipkamaH smai\nuH Sv$p btavta kæuH Ke,sille sEN\vH, ydvtŸ saMyH wjit yogt:.t=aTm mn sarEkyH, smai\riw \Iyte..

jem nmk jzmaH jz$p ={ Ôy Ke tem mn Aa„amaH ivlIn={ Ôy Ke. mn Ane Aa„anI AektanuH nam smai\.

patHjl yogdxRn Sv$p xUNydxane smai\ khe Ke.buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke &anavr`aid svR kmRna Ùy=I

_TpNn =tI iS=itne smai\ khevamaH Aave Ke.smai\na be wed Ke. (1) shj smai\ (r) h@ smai\.je je AHxe rag-äeØaid Ýv<i¿Aono _pxm, Ùy ke Ùyopxm

=ay Ke te!le AHxe smai\gu qIle Ke. mnnI inivRkLpdxane smai\khevamaH Aave Ke. jEn yogacayR xuÉl |yannaH co=a payanaH AHteAa„ano moÙ mane Ke. je sa\k |yan smai\maH sma{ Ôy Ke tesaca A=RmaH yogI bne Ke. je Ýa=imk wUimkamaH bazowozo sHNyasIhto te mhanyogI bne Ke. kiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

mUl _¿r gu muãa\arI, pyÅkasn carI.reck pUrk k¡Hwk sarI, mn [iNã jykarI... .. 3..

sa\k yogmagRmaH jem jem Ýgit krto Ôy Ke tem tenaAnuwvo v<iâ pame Ke A=va liB\, isi|\ Ýg! =ay Ke. kiv bazsHNyasIne khe Ke ke mUlgu Sv$p ymne paMya pKI yogI ÝaE#bnto Ôy Ke. AihHsa, sTy, AcaEyR, b‡ïcyR Ane Apirg‡h AepaHc mUz gu Ke. AihHsamaH dya-dan sma{ Ôy Ke. jEn dxRnanusar_¿rgu`omaH ipHDivxuiâ, gaEcrIna betalIx doØno Tyag, paHcsimit, ƒ` guiº vgereno smavex =ay Ke.

_¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,[irya wasesgada e, _Ccare sim[ [y.m`gu¿I, vygu¿I kaygu¿I y Aõma..

[yaR, waØa, AeØ`a, AadanwHDm¿ inÙep`asimit,pir@avi`ya simit, mn guiº, vcn guiº, kayguiº Ae AÚ Ývcnmata Ke.

(1) [yaR:- sa\k xrIra=eR calva Ýv<i¿ kre to saDa ƒ`ha= nIce jmIn pr ¹iÚ raqIne cale. sUyRnaH ÝkaxmaH cale ne ratepÇÒ pÇÒne pg mUke t=a ßyaH ma`sonI gmnagmn iÊya ivxeØ=tI hoy te mageR cale tene [yaR simit khe Ke.

(r) waØa simit:- sa\k yTnapUvRk bole, ko[ne du:q =aytevuH n bole, rSte calta kar` ivna n bole, ratna phor raƒIgya pKI mo!e Avaje n bole Ane smyoict bole.

(3) AeØ`a simit:- xYya, Aahar, vSƒ, paƒ indÈØ g‡h`kre. qan-panaidk vStu be ga_ _praHt l{ j{ wogve nhÄ Anephela phornaH Aahar-pa`I co=e phore vapre nhÄ.

(4) Aadan wHDm¿ inÙep`a simit: sa\una _pkr` jevake rÔehr`, muhptI, cadr, colpÎo, kaÚ ke ma!Ina paƒ, Aasn,sHStark vgere yTnapUvRk le t=a mUke. kaze kaze piDleh` kre AnesHymnaH sa\n smÒ tene wogve.

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Aak<itriht, &ananHd Sv$p inrHjn, is|\ prma„anuH |yante $patIt |yan khevay Ke.

ãVy, gu Ane pyaRyna lÙ`pUvRk je yogIAo Aa„anuH Sv$pivcare Ke te $patIt |yanmaH Ývex kre Ke. je potana Aa„ana xuâSv$pmaH j _pyog raqe Ke te $patIt A=va xuÉl|yanmaH iS=r={ xke Ke. jem mI@anI pUtzI smuãmaH AogzI Ôy Ke Ane potana$pno Tyag kre Ke tevI j rIte mnnI cHcztanuH $patIt |yankrtaH nax pame Ke. ipHDS=, pdS= Ane $pS= |yan krtaH $patIt|yannI AnHtg`I _¿mta Ke.

(8) smai\:- yogdxRnmaH kæuH Ke,“tdeva=R maƒ inwaRs Sv$p xUNyimv smai\:”|yan ßyare v<iâ pamela AWyas äara potanI |yanakartane

pirTyag krI, maƒ |yey Sv$pmaH iS=r =ay Tyare tene smai\khevay Ke.

h@yog ÝdIipkamaH smai\nuH Sv$p btavta kæuH Ke,sille sEN\vH, ydvtŸ saMyH wjit yogt:.t=aTm mn sarEkyH, smai\riw \Iyte..

jem nmk jzmaH jz$p ={ Ôy Ke tem mn Aa„amaH ivlIn={ Ôy Ke. mn Ane Aa„anI AektanuH nam smai\.

patHjl yogdxRn Sv$p xUNydxane smai\ khe Ke.buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke &anavr`aid svR kmRna Ùy=I

_TpNn =tI iS=itne smai\ khevamaH Aave Ke.smai\na be wed Ke. (1) shj smai\ (r) h@ smai\.je je AHxe rag-äeØaid Ýv<i¿Aono _pxm, Ùy ke Ùyopxm

=ay Ke te!le AHxe smai\gu qIle Ke. mnnI inivRkLpdxane smai\khevamaH Aave Ke. jEn yogacayR xuÉl |yannaH co=a payanaH AHteAa„ano moÙ mane Ke. je sa\k |yan smai\maH sma{ Ôy Ke tesaca A=RmaH yogI bne Ke. je Ýa=imk wUimkamaH bazowozo sHNyasIhto te mhanyogI bne Ke. kiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

mUl _¿r gu muãa\arI, pyÅkasn carI.reck pUrk k¡Hwk sarI, mn [iNã jykarI... .. 3..

sa\k yogmagRmaH jem jem Ýgit krto Ôy Ke tem tenaAnuwvo v<iâ pame Ke A=va liB\, isi|\ Ýg! =ay Ke. kiv bazsHNyasIne khe Ke ke mUlgu Sv$p ymne paMya pKI yogI ÝaE#bnto Ôy Ke. AihHsa, sTy, AcaEyR, b‡ïcyR Ane Apirg‡h AepaHc mUz gu Ke. AihHsamaH dya-dan sma{ Ôy Ke. jEn dxRnanusar_¿rgu`omaH ipHDivxuiâ, gaEcrIna betalIx doØno Tyag, paHcsimit, ƒ` guiº vgereno smavex =ay Ke.

_¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,[irya wasesgada e, _Ccare sim[ [y.m`gu¿I, vygu¿I kaygu¿I y Aõma..

[yaR, waØa, AeØ`a, AadanwHDm¿ inÙep`asimit,pir@avi`ya simit, mn guiº, vcn guiº, kayguiº Ae AÚ Ývcnmata Ke.

(1) [yaR:- sa\k xrIra=eR calva Ýv<i¿ kre to saDa ƒ`ha= nIce jmIn pr ¹iÚ raqIne cale. sUyRnaH ÝkaxmaH cale ne ratepÇÒ pÇÒne pg mUke t=a ßyaH ma`sonI gmnagmn iÊya ivxeØ=tI hoy te mageR cale tene [yaR simit khe Ke.

(r) waØa simit:- sa\k yTnapUvRk bole, ko[ne du:q =aytevuH n bole, rSte calta kar` ivna n bole, ratna phor raƒIgya pKI mo!e Avaje n bole Ane smyoict bole.

(3) AeØ`a simit:- xYya, Aahar, vSƒ, paƒ indÈØ g‡h`kre. qan-panaidk vStu be ga_ _praHt l{ j{ wogve nhÄ Anephela phornaH Aahar-pa`I co=e phore vapre nhÄ.

(4) Aadan wHDm¿ inÙep`a simit: sa\una _pkr` jevake rÔehr`, muhptI, cadr, colpÎo, kaÚ ke ma!Ina paƒ, Aasn,sHStark vgere yTnapUvRk le t=a mUke. kaze kaze piDleh` kre AnesHymnaH sa\n smÒ tene wogve.

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(p) _Ccar pasv` qeljl sHFa` pair@avi`ya simit:-_CcarµvDInIt, pasv`µlFunIt, qelµbzqo, jlµmel,

sHFa`µlÄ! yTnapUvRk pr@e. ßyaH Òv jHtu hoy TyaH n pr@e. ma`sonIßyaH ivxeØ Avr-jvr hoy TyaH n pr@e.

(6) mnguiº: AarHw-smarHwmaH mn n ÝvtaRve.(7) vcnguiº: sav\ vcn n bole.(8) kayguiº: sav\ yog n Ýv¿aRve. xrIrnI sU]uØa n kre.Aa Ýkare yogI mUzgu Ane _¿rgu =I yuÉt hoy Ke.muãa:- mn Ane [iNãy ivjy ma!e sa\k iviv\ ÝkarnI muãa

\ar` kre Ke jemke yogmuãa, ijnmuãa, muÉtasuiÉtmuãa vgere.AacayR k<paLvanHd khe Ke,muãaAo AasnonuH ivkist $p Ke. AasnmaH [iNãyonI Ý\anta

Ane Ýa`nI gaE ta hoy Ke Tyare muãaAomaH [iNãyonI gaE ta AneÝa`nI Ý\anta hoy Ke. Aek j muãa iviv\ AasnomaH krI xkay Ke.

h@yogÝdIipkamaH dx ÝkarnI muãa btavI Ke.

mhamuãa mhabN\o, mhave\ü qetrI._DyanH wUlbN\ü bH\o jalH\ro iw\:..kr`I ivprItaQya, vj‡olI xiÉt calnmŸ.[yH ih muãa dxkH, jra-mr` naxnmŸ..

mhamuãa, mhabH\, mhave>, qetrI, _DIyanbH\, mhabH\,ÔlH\r bH\, ivprIt kr`I, v«aelI, xiÉtcaln Aa dx muãaAoiÊyayognI Amr AnuwUitAo Ke.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke,be ha=nI dxe AaHgzI Aek bIÔmaH AHtirt krIne kmzna

DoDvana Aakare AHdr AHdr ÔeDI devI Ane bHne ha=nI ko`Ine pe!_pr S=apn krvI tenuH nam yogmuãa khevamaH Aave Ke.

pgna bHne AHgU@aAo vCce car AaHgznuH AHtr raqI paKznIbHne ponI vCce car AaHgz=I =oDuH AoKuH AHtr raqI, éwa rhI,kayÈTsgaRid krvamaH Aave tene ijnmuãa khe Ke.

Aa rIte yogsa\ko ma!e Anek muãaAo btavvamaH AavI Ke.muãaAo=I sa\k Anek iv|no=I inwRy bnI Ôy Ke. muãanI mafkAasno p` Ait _pyogI Ke.

pyÅkasn:- ]I hemcHãacayRÒ yogxaÏmaH lqe Ke ke:-SyaßjH\yor\owage, padopir kËte sit.pyÅko naiw go¿an, diÙ`o¿r pai`k:..

be_ jHFana nIcla wago pgna _pr mUkya pKI jm`o AneDabo bHne ha= naiw pase êca _¿r-diÙ` raqva=I pyÅkasn=ay Ke. ptHjl khe Ke ke Ônu Ane ha=ne ÝsarIne sUvuH tene pyÅkasnkhe Ke.

Aa _praHt vIrasn, wãasn, ABÔsn vgere coyaRsI ÝkarnaHAasno Ke. je mnno jy kre Ke te Ýa`no jy kre Ke. bHne _pr jymezvnar [iNãy jyI bnI Ôy Ke.

shj smai\na A=RmaH reck Ae!le hey vStuno Tyag krvo.pUrk Ae!le _padey vStune AadrvI Ane kuHwk Ae!le m|yS= wavmaHrhevuH. A=va purk Ae!le sdŸgu one g‡h` kruH KuH, kuHwk Ae!le sdŸgu one\ar` kruH KuH Ane Xeck Ae!le dugR ono Tyag kruH KuH. Aa Ýkare sa\kmUzgu , _¿rgu maH tNmy bnI [iNãy t=a mnojpI bnI moÙpd\arI bne Ke.

kiv Aa pdnI co=I kDImaH khe Ke,i=rta jog jugit AnukarI, AapoAap ivmasI.Aatm prmatm AnusarI, sIJe kaj smasI.....mahro..... 4..

Ôeg j¡git Ae!le yognI yuiÉt. je sa\k yogmageR pg \reKe te e yogno AWyas krI yogmageR calvanuH hoy Ke. AWyasnaHAwave sa\k w!kI Ôy Ke. nanI-nanI isi|\Ao mezvI cmTkarnIduinyano manv bnI Ôy Ke. yogmagRna pgi=yaH ne Êm=I cDtaHAne Aek-Aek pgi=ye iS=r =taH yogI Aagz v\e Ke. kivAeyogyui›nI sa=e iS=rta xBd mUɘo Ke. iS=rta ivna \Irta nhÄAne \Irta ivna vIrta nhÄ. potana drek kayR iS=rtapUvRk ivcarva

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(p) _Ccar pasv` qeljl sHFa` pair@avi`ya simit:-_CcarµvDInIt, pasv`µlFunIt, qelµbzqo, jlµmel,

sHFa`µlÄ! yTnapUvRk pr@e. ßyaH Òv jHtu hoy TyaH n pr@e. ma`sonIßyaH ivxeØ Avr-jvr hoy TyaH n pr@e.

(6) mnguiº: AarHw-smarHwmaH mn n ÝvtaRve.(7) vcnguiº: sav\ vcn n bole.(8) kayguiº: sav\ yog n Ýv¿aRve. xrIrnI sU]uØa n kre.Aa Ýkare yogI mUzgu Ane _¿rgu =I yuÉt hoy Ke.muãa:- mn Ane [iNãy ivjy ma!e sa\k iviv\ ÝkarnI muãa

\ar` kre Ke jemke yogmuãa, ijnmuãa, muÉtasuiÉtmuãa vgere.AacayR k<paLvanHd khe Ke,muãaAo AasnonuH ivkist $p Ke. AasnmaH [iNãyonI Ý\anta

Ane Ýa`nI gaE ta hoy Ke Tyare muãaAomaH [iNãyonI gaE ta AneÝa`nI Ý\anta hoy Ke. Aek j muãa iviv\ AasnomaH krI xkay Ke.

h@yogÝdIipkamaH dx ÝkarnI muãa btavI Ke.

mhamuãa mhabN\o, mhave\ü qetrI._DyanH wUlbN\ü bH\o jalH\ro iw\:..kr`I ivprItaQya, vj‡olI xiÉt calnmŸ.[yH ih muãa dxkH, jra-mr` naxnmŸ..

mhamuãa, mhabH\, mhave>, qetrI, _DIyanbH\, mhabH\,ÔlH\r bH\, ivprIt kr`I, v«aelI, xiÉtcaln Aa dx muãaAoiÊyayognI Amr AnuwUitAo Ke.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke,be ha=nI dxe AaHgzI Aek bIÔmaH AHtirt krIne kmzna

DoDvana Aakare AHdr AHdr ÔeDI devI Ane bHne ha=nI ko`Ine pe!_pr S=apn krvI tenuH nam yogmuãa khevamaH Aave Ke.

pgna bHne AHgU@aAo vCce car AaHgznuH AHtr raqI paKznIbHne ponI vCce car AaHgz=I =oDuH AoKuH AHtr raqI, éwa rhI,kayÈTsgaRid krvamaH Aave tene ijnmuãa khe Ke.

Aa rIte yogsa\ko ma!e Anek muãaAo btavvamaH AavI Ke.muãaAo=I sa\k Anek iv|no=I inwRy bnI Ôy Ke. muãanI mafkAasno p` Ait _pyogI Ke.

pyÅkasn:- ]I hemcHãacayRÒ yogxaÏmaH lqe Ke ke:-SyaßjH\yor\owage, padopir kËte sit.pyÅko naiw go¿an, diÙ`o¿r pai`k:..

be_ jHFana nIcla wago pgna _pr mUkya pKI jm`o AneDabo bHne ha= naiw pase êca _¿r-diÙ` raqva=I pyÅkasn=ay Ke. ptHjl khe Ke ke Ônu Ane ha=ne ÝsarIne sUvuH tene pyÅkasnkhe Ke.

Aa _praHt vIrasn, wãasn, ABÔsn vgere coyaRsI ÝkarnaHAasno Ke. je mnno jy kre Ke te Ýa`no jy kre Ke. bHne _pr jymezvnar [iNãy jyI bnI Ôy Ke.

shj smai\na A=RmaH reck Ae!le hey vStuno Tyag krvo.pUrk Ae!le _padey vStune AadrvI Ane kuHwk Ae!le m|yS= wavmaHrhevuH. A=va purk Ae!le sdŸgu one g‡h` kruH KuH, kuHwk Ae!le sdŸgu one\ar` kruH KuH Ane Xeck Ae!le dugR`ono Tyag kruH KuH. Aa Ýkare sa\kmUzgu , _¿rgu maH tNmy bnI [iNãy t=a mnojpI bnI moÙpd\arI bne Ke.

kiv Aa pdnI co=I kDImaH khe Ke,i=rta jog jugit AnukarI, AapoAap ivmasI.Aatm prmatm AnusarI, sIJe kaj smasI.....mahro..... 4..

Ôeg j¡git Ae!le yognI yuiÉt. je sa\k yogmageR pg \reKe te e yogno AWyas krI yogmageR calvanuH hoy Ke. AWyasnaHAwave sa\k w!kI Ôy Ke. nanI-nanI isi|\Ao mezvI cmTkarnIduinyano manv bnI Ôy Ke. yogmagRna pgi=yaH ne Êm=I cDtaHAne Aek-Aek pgi=ye iS=r =taH yogI Aagz v\e Ke. kivAeyogyui›nI sa=e iS=rta xBd mUɘo Ke. iS=rta ivna \Irta nhÄAne \Irta ivna vIrta nhÄ. potana drek kayR iS=rtapUvRk ivcarva

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t=a Aacrva kiv sa\kne Anuro\ kre Ke.mn muHDya ivn muHDkuH, Ait Fe! muHDave,j!a Ôu! ixr \rake, ko_ kan frave... Ôeg_|vR bahu A\omuqe, tn tap tpave,icdanHd smjya ivna, ig`tI nih Aave... Ôeg

moÙmagRne Ô~ya ivna, ma=uH muHDavva=I, j!a v\arva=I ketn tpavva=I isiâ mzI xktI n=I. p` tena=I ivpirt weq\ar` krI, jgtne wrmavvano \H\o x$ =ay Ke. iS=rtayuÉtyogmagR Aa„opyogI bne Ke. mn t=a [iNãyone yogmaH ÔeDva=Isa\k potanI svRvasna t=a ivkaro pr ivjy mezvva Sv$pivcar`a kre Ke. te ivcare Ke ke ;Aho¦ maro Aa„a saÙatŸgu rTnono qÔno Ke. svR&, svRdx± Ke. prma„ Sv$p KuH. inrHjn,inrakar ma$H $p Ke. Aam ivcartaH prma„ pdne Anusre Ke AneAyogI Aeva Aa„ Sv$pnI pU Rtane pame Ke. t=a svRkayR isâ kre Ke.

Aam Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe sa\kne sa\nano _¿mmagR btaVyo Ke. kivAe svR Ý=m saqI lqI magRnuH _dŸFa!n kyuÅKe. kiv]InI saqIAo Anek A=RvazI t=a gHwIr AaxyvazIhova=I kivTvxiÉtnI ApUvRwas krave Ke. kiv]InuH Aa pd lailTyAne A=Rga ErvyuÉt Ke. k e!lI AoKI pHiktAoma H Aem`eA|ya„magR$p cavI AapI dI\I Ke.

Svanuwv ivna AavI pHiktAo lqI xkay nih. kivnuH AaKõuH pd svRpdomaH mug! sman Ke.

pd-7

“Aatm Anuwv riskko”

Òv t=a jgtne j¡da Ô`I, AnuwvI, AaTmrsmaH trbozrhenar Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa satma pdmaH ÒvnIvaStivk dxanuH wan kravta khe Ke,

jg Aaxa jHjIrkI, git _l!I k¡l mor¸JkyÈ \avt jgtmeH, rhe KU!o [k @or¸

Aa kDImaH kivAe Òvne mor khI sHbo\n krel Ke. te khe Ke kehe Òv$pI morla¦ Aa jgtmaH Aaxa$pI jHÒrnI git iblkulivprIt Ke. Òv Aa jHÒrmaH fsava=I sHsarmaH fyaR kre Ke prHtu ÔeKU!o rhe to Aek S=anmaH rhe Ke.

Aa pdmaH yogI¬r ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje F`I maimRk vatkrI Ke. kmRsHgI ÒvnuH y=at+y icƒ` kyuÅ Ke.

Òv AaxanI jHÒrmaH jkDayelo Ke. inym Ovo ke manv,Ýa`I ke pÙI bH\nyu› hoy to tenI git sIimt ={ Ôy Ke vzIiS=rta Ai\k Aave Ke Ane Ôe bH\n mu› ={ Ôy to SvtHƒp epotanI meze fyaR kre Ke t=a doDa-doD Ai\k kre Ke. tenI Aek S=aneiS=rta AoKI rhe Ke. prHtu Aa Òv$pI morlo Aaxa jHÒr=IbH\ayelo hova=I sHsarnI pirsImamaH pirw‡m` krI dxey idxamaHdoDa-doDI krI ræo Ke.

_¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,fis Hip jae [mH loyH, piDpu~ H dleý [ÞSs.te aiv se ` sHtuSse, [[ duPpUrO [me Aaya..

\n-\aNy se wra huAa sHpU R lok wI yid ko{ iksIkode deve, to [sse wI lowI sHtoØ ko Ýaº nhÄ hota, [silOyh AaTma du*pUr hE A=aRtŸ [skI t<iº honI ATyHt ki@n hE.

caEd rajlokmaH Aek p` S=an AevuH n=I ke Òve te S=annI

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t=a Aacrva kiv sa\kne Anuro\ kre Ke.mn muHDya ivn muHDkuH, Ait Fe! muHDave,j!a Ôu! ixr \rake, ko_ kan frave... Ôeg_|vR bahu A\omuqe, tn tap tpave,icdanHd smjya ivna, ig`tI nih Aave... Ôeg

moÙmagRne Ô~ya ivna, ma=uH muHDavva=I, j!a v\arva=I ketn tpavva=I isiâ mzI xktI n=I. p` tena=I ivpirt weq\ar` krI, jgtne wrmavvano \H\o x$ =ay Ke. iS=rtayuÉtyogmagR Aa„opyogI bne Ke. mn t=a [iNãyone yogmaH ÔeDva=Isa\k potanI svRvasna t=a ivkaro pr ivjy mezvva Sv$pivcar`a kre Ke. te ivcare Ke ke ;Aho¦ maro Aa„a saÙatŸgu rTnono qÔno Ke. svR&, svRdx± Ke. prma„ Sv$p KuH. inrHjn,inrakar ma$H $p Ke. Aam ivcartaH prma„ pdne Anusre Ke AneAyogI Aeva Aa„ Sv$pnI pU Rtane pame Ke. t=a svRkayR isâ kre Ke.

Aam Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe sa\kne sa\nano _¿mmagR btaVyo Ke. kivAe svR Ý=m saqI lqI magRnuH _dŸFa!n kyuÅKe. kiv]InI saqIAo Anek A=RvazI t=a gHwIr AaxyvazIhova=I kivTvxiÉtnI ApUvRwas krave Ke. kiv]InuH Aa pd lailTyAne A=Rga ErvyuÉt Ke. k e!lI AoKI pHiktAoma H Aem`eA|ya„magR$p cavI AapI dI\I Ke.

Svanuwv ivna AavI pHiktAo lqI xkay nih. kivnuH AaKõuH pd svRpdomaH mug! sman Ke.

pd-7

“Aatm Anuwv riskko”

Òv t=a jgtne j¡da Ô`I, AnuwvI, AaTmrsmaH trbozrhenar Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa satma pdmaH ÒvnIvaStivk dxanuH wan kravta khe Ke,

jg Aaxa jHjIrkI, git _l!I k¡l mor¸JkyÈ \avt jgtmeH, rhe KU!o [k @or¸

Aa kDImaH kivAe Òvne mor khI sHbo\n krel Ke. te khe Ke kehe Òv$pI morla¦ Aa jgtmaH Aaxa$pI jHÒrnI git iblkulivprIt Ke. Òv Aa jHÒrmaH fsava=I sHsarmaH fyaR kre Ke prHtu ÔeKU!o rhe to Aek S=anmaH rhe Ke.

Aa pdmaH yogI¬r ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje F`I maimRk vatkrI Ke. kmRsHgI ÒvnuH y=at+y icƒ` kyuÅ Ke.

Òv AaxanI jHÒrmaH jkDayelo Ke. inym Ovo ke manv,Ýa`I ke pÙI bH\nyu› hoy to tenI git sIimt ={ Ôy Ke vzIiS=rta Ai\k Aave Ke Ane Ôe bH\n mu› ={ Ôy to SvtHƒp epotanI meze fyaR kre Ke t=a doDa-doD Ai\k kre Ke. tenI Aek S=aneiS=rta AoKI rhe Ke. prHtu Aa Òv$pI morlo Aaxa jHÒr=IbH\ayelo hova=I sHsarnI pirsImamaH pirw‡m` krI dxey idxamaHdoDa-doDI krI ræo Ke.

_¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,fis Hip jae [mH loyH, piDpu~ H dleý [ÞSs.te aiv se ` sHtuSse, [[ duPpUrO [me Aaya..

\n-\aNy se wra huAa sHpU R lok wI yid ko{ iksIkode deve, to [sse wI lowI sHtoØ ko Ýaº nhÄ hota, [silOyh AaTma du*pUr hE A=aRtŸ [skI t<iº honI ATyHt ki@n hE.

caEd rajlokmaH Aek p` S=an AevuH n=I ke Òve te S=annI

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SpxRna krI n hoy? Aaxane kar e Òv bH\nmaH Ke p` jevoAaXbH\n=I mu› ={ Ôy Ke ke turt j isâÙeƒmaH j{ xa¬tS=ane j{ iS=r ={ Ôy Ke.

kiv AaxavrI ragmaH Aa pdnI kDImaH khe Ke,Av\U Éya sove tn m@meH, jag ivlokn F!meH....Av\U tn m@ prtIt n kIje, @ih pre Ok plmeH....hlcl mei! qbr le F!kI, icNhe rmtaH jlmeH.....Av\U..... 3..

he Av\Ut AaTma¦ tuH tara xrIr$p m@maH kem sU{ ræo Ke?hve Ôg<t =a Ane tara AHtrF!ne Ôe. tuH tara xrIr$pI m@nowroso na krIx. Ae to Aek Ù`maH \sI pDe Ke. ma!e tuH svR hlclKoDI tara AHtrF!nI qbr le. tuH pa`ImaH (maKlana pgnI)inxanI xuH xo\e Ke?

he cetn¦ tuH Aa xrIr$pI m@maH mohinãa l{ ÉyaH su\I sUtorhIx? hve to Ôg, AHtrF!maH ¹iÚ kr, kar` ke xrIr to mr`-\maR Ke te to Ùi`k Ane naxvHt Ke ma!e teno wroso krvo te yoGyn=I.

Aayu*ykmRna Aa\are rhel Aa xrIr Aayu*ynI dorI tU!IjtaH, Aek pzmaH nax pamI jxe. he cetn¦ pudŸgl potano naxvHt\mR Éyarey p` KoDto n=I, Tyare tuH tara Svwavne kem KoDe Ke? tuHinr=Rk rag-äeØ krI tara AaTmÝdexone kHipt krI ræo Ke AnekmR=I ware bnI ræo Ke ma!e tuH hve tara AHtrF!nuH dxRn kr. Ae F!smtars=I wyÈ Ke Anek mhapuruØo smtarsmaH DUbelo Ke Ane Aajgt pr te mhapuruØona ÒvnkayRna ichŸno pDelaH Ke.

tuH Ae ichŸne-ichŸne caLyo Ô. taro magR ÝxSt Ke. tuH taraxuâ Sv$pno ivcar kr. dehwav KoDI, AaTmwave iS=r =a. hve Aadeh kevo Ke t=a xeno bnelo Ke te btavtaH kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,m@meH pHc wUtka vasa, sasa \Ut qbIsa.iKNn iKNn to hI Klnk¡H cahe, smje n baEra sIsa..... Av\U..... 2..

xrIr$pI m@maH pHcwUtno vas Ke. ¬aso¬as \UtR qvIs

p` Ae m@maH rhe Ke. Ae qvIs Ù e-Ù e AaTmane Kze Ke. to p`Aa A&anI mUqR ix*y (celo) smÒ xkto n=I Ane tn m@nImmta KoDI, potana xuâ Svwave Ôg<t =to n=I. Aa pHi›Aonej¡dI rIte F!avtaH ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

“A|yaTmnI ¹iÚAe ÔetaH paHc [iNãyo$p paHc wUt Ke. Anema=a ivnano moh qvIs Ke. Aa K ye tn$p m@maH vse Ke”

kiv AanHdFnÒ khe Ke “he AaTmnŸ¦ tuH jra p` ÝmadvxbnI xrIr\mRmaH mmta raqIx to mUqRmaH qpI j{x. ÒvnoxrIr\mR kevo Ke t=a kayanI maya kevI Ke te ivxe ]I nrisHh mhetakhe Ke,

“\n Ôebn mdmato, ivØy wogmaH va$HAe caHdrDuH car idvsnuH AHte to AH\a$.ma!e mn ivcarI Ôene man kæuH tuH sacuHiv`sI Ôta va rn lage, kaya paƒ Ke kacuH”

wartIy sHtprHpramaH dehnI n¬rta ivxe F`a kivAoAe_LlaspUvRk gayuH Ke. m|ykalIn gujratI kivAomaH sHt kiv ]I\IrawgtnI nIcenI pHi›Ao srqavva jevI Ke.

“AqHD Ok Aatma r e, bIj¡ H srve \ Uz,fUl qIlIne qrI pDe, Aevu H kayanuH Ke kam,Ý=m sdŸguÌno sTsHg saco, bIÔe je kro te kaco”

nrisHh mhetaAe Aa kayane ma!InaH paƒ sa=e Ane \IrawgteAakDana fUl sa=e srqavI Ke. Tyare ]I AanHdFnÒAe kayane m@khI Ke. p` cetn Ae m@ _pr Aai\pTy nhÄ raqe to qvIs m@neqa{ jxe Ane cetnne sPtmŸ wUimmaH \kelI dexe ma!e cetnne jgavtakhe Ke,

ixr pr pHc vse prmesr, F!meH sUKm barI.Aap AWyas lqe ko{ ivrla, inrqe \‡U kI tarI..... Av\U..... 3..

tara ma=a _pr pHc prmeiÚ vse Ke tene tara ñdynI sU"mbarIva!e Ôe. ko{ AaTm&anno AWyasI ivrl puruØ tene \‡uv taranI

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SpxRna krI n hoy? Aaxane kar e Òv bH\nmaH Ke p` jevoAaXbH\n=I mu› ={ Ôy Ke ke turt j isâÙeƒmaH j{ xa¬tS=ane j{ iS=r ={ Ôy Ke.

kiv AaxavrI ragmaH Aa pdnI kDImaH khe Ke,Av\U Éya sove tn m@meH, jag ivlokn F!meH....Av\U tn m@ prtIt n kIje, @ih pre Ok plmeH....hlcl mei! qbr le F!kI, icNhe rmtaH jlmeH.....Av\U..... 3..

he Av\Ut AaTma¦ tuH tara xrIr$p m@maH kem sU{ ræo Ke?hve Ôg<t =a Ane tara AHtrF!ne Ôe. tuH tara xrIr$pI m@nowroso na krIx. Ae to Aek Ù`maH \sI pDe Ke. ma!e tuH svR hlclKoDI tara AHtrF!nI qbr le. tuH pa`ImaH (maKlana pgnI)inxanI xuH xo\e Ke?

he cetn¦ tuH Aa xrIr$pI m@maH mohinãa l{ ÉyaH su\I sUtorhIx? hve to Ôg, AHtrF!maH ¹iÚ kr, kar` ke xrIr to mr`-\maR Ke te to Ùi`k Ane naxvHt Ke ma!e teno wroso krvo te yoGyn=I.

Aayu*ykmRna Aa\are rhel Aa xrIr Aayu*ynI dorI tU!IjtaH, Aek pzmaH nax pamI jxe. he cetn¦ pudŸgl potano naxvHt\mR Éyarey p` KoDto n=I, Tyare tuH tara Svwavne kem KoDe Ke? tuHinr=Rk rag-äeØ krI tara AaTmÝdexone kHipt krI ræo Ke AnekmR=I ware bnI ræo Ke ma!e tuH hve tara AHtrF!nuH dxRn kr. Ae F!smtars=I wyÈ Ke Anek mhapuruØo smtarsmaH DUbelo Ke Ane Aajgt pr te mhapuruØona ÒvnkayRna ichŸno pDelaH Ke.

tuH Ae ichŸne-ichŸne caLyo Ô. taro magR ÝxSt Ke. tuH taraxuâ Sv$pno ivcar kr. dehwav KoDI, AaTmwave iS=r =a. hve Aadeh kevo Ke t=a xeno bnelo Ke te btavtaH kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,m@meH pHc wUtka vasa, sasa \Ut qbIsa.iKNn iKNn to hI Klnk¡H cahe, smje n baEra sIsa..... Av\U..... 2..

xrIr$pI m@maH pHcwUtno vas Ke. ¬aso¬as \UtR qvIs

p` Ae m@maH rhe Ke. Ae qvIs Ù e-Ù e AaTmane Kze Ke. to p`Aa A&anI mUqR ix*y (celo) smÒ xkto n=I Ane tn m@nImmta KoDI, potana xuâ Svwave Ôg<t =to n=I. Aa pHi›Aonej¡dI rIte F!avtaH ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

“A|yaTmnI ¹iÚAe ÔetaH paHc [iNãyo$p paHc wUt Ke. Anema=a ivnano moh qvIs Ke. Aa K ye tn$p m@maH vse Ke”

kiv AanHdFnÒ khe Ke “he AaTmnŸ¦ tuH jra p` ÝmadvxbnI xrIr\mRmaH mmta raqIx to mUqRmaH qpI j{x. ÒvnoxrIr\mR kevo Ke t=a kayanI maya kevI Ke te ivxe ]I nrisHh mhetakhe Ke,

“\n Ôebn mdmato, ivØy wogmaH va$HAe caHdrDuH car idvsnuH AHte to AH\a$.ma!e mn ivcarI Ôene man kæuH tuH sacuHiv`sI Ôta va rn lage, kaya paƒ Ke kacuH”

wartIy sHtprHpramaH dehnI n¬rta ivxe F`a kivAoAe_LlaspUvRk gayuH Ke. m|ykalIn gujratI kivAomaH sHt kiv ]I\IrawgtnI nIcenI pHi›Ao srqavva jevI Ke.

“AqHD Ok Aatma r e, bIj¡ H srve \ Uz,fUl qIlIne qrI pDe, Aevu H kayanuH Ke kam,Ý=m sdŸguÌno sTsHg saco, bIÔe je kro te kaco”

nrisHh mhetaAe Aa kayane ma!InaH paƒ sa=e Ane \IrawgteAakDana fUl sa=e srqavI Ke. Tyare ]I AanHdFnÒAe kayane m@khI Ke. p` cetn Ae m@ _pr Aai\pTy nhÄ raqe to qvIs m@neqa{ jxe Ane cetnne sPtmŸ wUimmaH \kelI dexe ma!e cetnne jgavtakhe Ke,

ixr pr pHc vse prmesr, F!meH sUKm barI.Aap AWyas lqe ko{ ivrla, inrqe \‡U kI tarI..... Av\U..... 3..

tara ma=a _pr pHc prmeiÚ vse Ke tene tara ñdynI sU"mbarIva!e Ôe. ko{ AaTm&anno AWyasI ivrl puruØ tene \‡uv taranI

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jem inrqe Ke.he cetn¦ tuH j taro wgvan Ko. tenuH tuH icHtn kr. taramaH j

pHc prmeiÚ vse Ke. te tuH tara sU"m _pyoge inhaz Aam krva=IsvR wUto wagI jxe. mStkna m|ywagmaH b‡ïrH\‡ Ke. Aa S=anmaH|yanäara AaTmanI iS=rta s\ay Ke ma!e AacayR wgvHt ]IhemcHãÒAe mStkne |yannuH S=an btaVyuH Ke kar` ke b‡ïrH\‡maHAaTmana AsHQyat Ýdexo Vyapela Ke ma!e j inüyny=I AaTmaj AirhHt, isâ, AacayR, _pa|yay Ane sa\u Sv$p Ke. Ae itrohItKe prHtu kmaRvr` h!taH te AaivwURt ={, prmeiÚ Sv$p bnI ÔyKe. dxRn mohnIy t=a cairƒmohnIy kmRno ivxeØ Ùyopxm =taHAaTmana xuâ Sv$pne Ô`I xkay Ke, A=aRtŸ AaTmSv$pno bo\=ay Ke. iv¬naH AnHt ÒvomaH ko{ ivrl Vyi› j AaTmana AslSv$pne pame Ke. sa\k ßyare AavI _CcwUimkane Ýaº kre Ke TyareSv$pdxane \‡uv taranI jem iS=r inhaze Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje lQyuH Ke ke “yogmagRnI ApeÙaAeñdy=I mStk su\I jva ma!e suØuMna naDI (bHknal$p naDI) Ke.TyaH ={ne b‡ïrH\‡maH jvay Ke. te=I suØuMna naDI$p barI Ke. TyaHAaTm _pyog raqI Kek b‡ïrH\‡ su\I AaTm _pyoge cDvuH, TyaH tepotana AaTmane \‡uv taranI jem iS=r j¡Ae Ke.” AaTmanI \‡uvtanadxRn Ae j prmeiÚdxRn Ke.

Aa AvS=a AavtaH jem Ýkax =taH wUt wagI Ôy Ke tempaHcey [iNãyona ivØy$p wUt A&an AH\karmaH AavI, wav wjvIÔy Ke prHtu ßyare sU"mbo\nI barImaH=I AaTmrivno JaHqo ÝkaxdeqataH, paHcey wUto AaTma=I KU!a pDI Ôy Ke A=aRtŸ [iNãy ÝTyenImUKaR=I sa\k mu› bnI Ôy Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHã khe Ke,

pHc ivØymaH rag-äeØ ivrihttapHc Ýmade n mze mnene ÙowÔe.

sa\k paHc [iNãyona ivØymaH rag-äeØ krto n=I t=a paHcÝmadnuH sevn krto n=I. jem \‡uv taro inül Ke tem AaTmbo\$p

Ýkax inül Ke. AhÄ kivAe \‡uv taranuH AdŸwut ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke.AakaxmaH nÙƒ ke raixna S=anmaH fer =ya kre Ke prHtu \‡uv taroßyaH Ke TyaH j iS=r rhe Ke. AavI \‡uv jevI inül AdŸwut dxaAaTmanuwvInI hoy Ke.

mStkne kivAoAe t=a leqkoAe _¿maHg kæuH Ke. TyaH b‡ïrH\‡rheluH Ke. jEndxRn AaTmane xrIrVyapI khe Ke. AaTmÝdexonuH ivxeØS=an mStk t=a ñdymaH btaveluH Ke.

yogsa\ko b‡ïrH\‡ne shÏdz kmz khe Ke. tem \aimRk puruØop` mStkne kmznI _pma Aape Ke. jem kmzmaH imÚrs hoy Ketem AaTmÝdexono Apar xaHt su\ars b‡ïrH\‡maH=I Jre Ke. jenorsaSvad l{ sa\k prmanHd prmxaHitno Anuwv khe Ke,

yogsa\konI sa\nanuH dxRn kravta kiv khe Ke,Aaxa marI Aasn \rI F!meH, Ajpajap jgave....“AanHdFn” cetnmy mUrit, na= inrHjn pave..... Av\U..... 4..

Aaxano Tyag krI ñdy$p F!maH iS=r _pyog$p AasnjmavI vEqrI va`I ivna Ôe “sohmŸ” no Ôp kre to sa\k AanHd-smUh cEtNymUitR$p inrHjn prmaTm devne pame Ke Ane te vqte ÔpSvyHmev ly$p bnI Ôy Ke. AjpaÔp calu ={ Ôy Ke. kivAeAhÄ sa\kne wlam` krI Ke ke “he sa\k¦ sHsarmaH Aaxa AneApeÙa raQya ivna kayR kyeR Ô Ane AaTmFrmaH Aasn jmavI de.

yogsa\ko mnnI iS=rta ma!e iviv\ ÝkarnaH Aasno kre KeTyare |yan sa\ko AaTmFrmaH Aasn bIKavI potana &andxRn$p_pyog je bhar w!kI ræo Ke tene SvmaH ÔeDva AHtrHgmaH ;sohm';sohm' |vinno Ôp kre Ke. Aa Ýkarna ÔpmaH S=Ul vcnÝyogn hoy prHtu manisk Ôp krtaH krtaH “sohH” xBdno él!o Ôp=va lage Ke. jemke “sohH” no “hHso” A=va “hHs” no Ôp krtaHkrtaH &anSv$p cEtNymUitR Aeva inrHjn AaTmdevne pame Ke.

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jem inrqe Ke.he cetn¦ tuH j taro wgvan Ko. tenuH tuH icHtn kr. taramaH j

pHc prmeiÚ vse Ke. te tuH tara sU"m _pyoge inhaz Aam krva=IsvR wUto wagI jxe. mStkna m|ywagmaH b‡ïrH\‡ Ke. Aa S=anmaH|yanäara AaTmanI iS=rta s\ay Ke ma!e AacayR wgvHt ]IhemcHãÒAe mStkne |yannuH S=an btaVyuH Ke kar` ke b‡ïrH\‡maHAaTmana AsHQyat Ýdexo Vyapela Ke ma!e j inüyny=I AaTmaj AirhHt, isâ, AacayR, _pa|yay Ane sa\u Sv$p Ke. Ae itrohItKe prHtu kmaRvr` h!taH te AaivwURt ={, prmeiÚ Sv$p bnI ÔyKe. dxRn mohnIy t=a cairƒmohnIy kmRno ivxeØ Ùyopxm =taHAaTmana xuâ Sv$pne Ô`I xkay Ke, A=aRtŸ AaTmSv$pno bo\=ay Ke. iv¬naH AnHt ÒvomaH ko{ ivrl Vyi› j AaTmana AslSv$pne pame Ke. sa\k ßyare AavI _CcwUimkane Ýaº kre Ke TyareSv$pdxane \‡uv taranI jem iS=r inhaze Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje lQyuH Ke ke “yogmagRnI ApeÙaAeñdy=I mStk su\I jva ma!e suØuMna naDI (bHknal$p naDI) Ke.TyaH ={ne b‡ïrH\‡maH jvay Ke. te=I suØuMna naDI$p barI Ke. TyaHAaTm _pyog raqI Kek b‡ïrH\‡ su\I AaTm _pyoge cDvuH, TyaH tepotana AaTmane \‡uv taranI jem iS=r j¡Ae Ke.” AaTmanI \‡uvtanadxRn Ae j prmeiÚdxRn Ke.

Aa AvS=a AavtaH jem Ýkax =taH wUt wagI Ôy Ke tempaHcey [iNãyona ivØy$p wUt A&an AH\karmaH AavI, wav wjvIÔy Ke prHtu ßyare sU"mbo\nI barImaH=I AaTmrivno JaHqo ÝkaxdeqataH, paHcey wUto AaTma=I KU!a pDI Ôy Ke A=aRtŸ [iNãy ÝTyenImUKaR=I sa\k mu› bnI Ôy Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHã khe Ke,

pHc ivØymaH rag-äeØ ivrihttapHc Ýmade n mze mnene ÙowÔe.

sa\k paHc [iNãyona ivØymaH rag-äeØ krto n=I t=a paHcÝmadnuH sevn krto n=I. jem \‡uv taro inül Ke tem AaTmbo\$p

Ýkax inül Ke. AhÄ kivAe \‡uv taranuH AdŸwut ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke.AakaxmaH nÙƒ ke raixna S=anmaH fer =ya kre Ke prHtu \‡uv taroßyaH Ke TyaH j iS=r rhe Ke. AavI \‡uv jevI inül AdŸwut dxaAaTmanuwvInI hoy Ke.

mStkne kivAoAe t=a leqkoAe _¿maHg kæuH Ke. TyaH b‡ïrH\‡rheluH Ke. jEndxRn AaTmane xrIrVyapI khe Ke. AaTmÝdexonuH ivxeØS=an mStk t=a ñdymaH btaveluH Ke.

yogsa\ko b‡ïrH\‡ne shÏdz kmz khe Ke. tem \aimRk puruØop` mStkne kmznI _pma Aape Ke. jem kmzmaH imÚrs hoy Ketem AaTmÝdexono Apar xaHt su\ars b‡ïrH\‡maH=I Jre Ke. jenorsaSvad l{ sa\k prmanHd prmxaHitno Anuwv khe Ke,

yogsa\konI sa\nanuH dxRn kravta kiv khe Ke,Aaxa marI Aasn \rI F!meH, Ajpajap jgave....“AanHdFn” cetnmy mUrit, na= inrHjn pave..... Av\U..... 4..

Aaxano Tyag krI ñdy$p F!maH iS=r _pyog$p AasnjmavI vEqrI va`I ivna Ôe “sohmŸ” no Ôp kre to sa\k AanHd-smUh cEtNymUitR$p inrHjn prmaTm devne pame Ke Ane te vqte ÔpSvyHmev ly$p bnI Ôy Ke. AjpaÔp calu ={ Ôy Ke. kivAeAhÄ sa\kne wlam` krI Ke ke “he sa\k¦ sHsarmaH Aaxa AneApeÙa raQya ivna kayR kyeR Ô Ane AaTmFrmaH Aasn jmavI de.

yogsa\ko mnnI iS=rta ma!e iviv\ ÝkarnaH Aasno kre KeTyare |yan sa\ko AaTmFrmaH Aasn bIKavI potana &andxRn$p_pyog je bhar w!kI ræo Ke tene SvmaH ÔeDva AHtrHgmaH ;sohm';sohm' |vinno Ôp kre Ke. Aa Ýkarna ÔpmaH S=Ul vcnÝyogn hoy prHtu manisk Ôp krtaH krtaH “sohH” xBdno él!o Ôp=va lage Ke. jemke “sohH” no “hHso” A=va “hHs” no Ôp krtaHkrtaH &anSv$p cEtNymUitR Aeva inrHjn AaTmdevne pame Ke.

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“Aatm Anuwv fUlkI”

svR sHsarI Òvone jgtmaH iviv\ Ýkarna Anuwvo =ay Ke.je Òv bihraTmwavmaH rm` kre Ke tene [iNãyo sa=e pda=RnosHyog =taH je Anuwv =ay Ke te waEitk jgtno hova=I Ùi`kt=a AinTy Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa Aa@ma pdnI saqImaH AlaEikkAnuwvnI vat krI Ke. kiv khe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv fUlkI, nvlI ko_ rIt.nak n pkre vasna, kan ghe n prtIt.. 1..

AatmAnuwv Aevo Ke ke tenI nak=I vas to AavtI n=Ito kan=I p` Ae Anuwv sHwzato n=I.

AaTmAnuwvnI vato AevI Ke ke te xBd=I khI xkatI n=I.AaHqe=I Ôe{ xkatI n=I, kar` ke te [iNãyno ivØy n=I. AavIêcI dxane jD [iNãyo xuH Ô e?

kivAe AhÄ Anuwvne fUlnI _pma AapI Ke kar`ke fUlkomz hoy, sugH\I hoy, m\urrs wrpUr hoy t=a ALpÒvI hoy.te rIte AaTmdxRnna Anuwv$p fUl p` komz hoy Ke. AanHdrs-swr. jgtnaH svR Òvo Aevo AanHd ma`va [CKe Ke. KÍS=AvS=amaH Aavo Anuwv ALPa smyno hoy Ke. Ai\kmaH Ai\kAHtmuRhUtR !ke Ke. Aa Anuwv prmxaHt t=a Ýmodyu› Ke. AaAnuwv$p pu*pmaH xaHt su\ars wrpUr wyÈ Ke p` teno AanHdmumuÙuÒvo j l{ xke Ke. prwav=I paKa fyaR ivna cEtNyanuwUitdulRw Ke. je Ù e cEtNyanuwUit =ay Ke. te Ù e vasna ivrmI Ôy Kema!e j “nak n pkre vasna” kæuH Ke ke nakno ivØy sugH\dugÅ\noKe p` temaH vasna krvI ke rag- äeØaTmkwav krva te naknuH kayRn=I p` AHtrmn äara =ay Ke. AaTmanuwv smye AHtrmn

AnuwvmaH rokayeluH hoy Ke. te=I nakno ivØy bnI xke nhÄ, ]IsryUdasÒ p` khe Ke,

“boluH to p` muNy !ze nih mah$H”deqI ne nv dequH AevI rIt Ôe,saHwzuH to p` saHwzuH nhÄ kH{ vatneAe Ke maro Anuwv ved ividt Ôeb‡ïdx± guÌ mzIya mnna wavta..

Ae AaTmanuwv Aevo Ke ke te S=Ul [iNãyono ivØy bnIxkto n=I. te Òv y=a=R Sv$pna Avbo\=I AaTmanI _þtdxawogvto hoy Ke. fUl dUr pD uH hoy to p`, tena AiStTvno QyalAave Ke. te dabI ke #aHkI dI\uH hoy to p` te wle kanno ivØy nbne p` nakno ivØy bnI xke Ke, Tyare AaTmanuwv$p fUl wlenak=I nhÄ p` kan=I tena AiStTvno Qyal Aape Ke.

AaTmanuwvIne potanI AHdr ;AhHm', ;AhRm' A=va ;sohmŸ';sohmŸ' no AdŸwut |vin sHwzaya kre Ke. jem bazk FoiDyamaHFuFva! krtuH hoy te, tenI ;ma' ne dUr=I sHwzay Ke t=a tene QyalAavI Ôy Ke ke bazk Ôge Ke. mHidrmaH FH!na |vinno guHÔrvlHbay Ke te=I FH!|vin =yano Qyal Aave Ke. tem AaTmanuwvkanno ivØy n hova KtaH AnahŸt|vinne kar`e tenI ÝtIit=ay Ke.

pda=RnuH &an [iNãyonI shay=I =ay Ke. car [iNãyo äaraVyHjnavg‡h =ay Ke Ane pKI A=aRvg‡h =ay Ke. A=aRvg‡h paHc[iNãyo äara =ay Ke. A=aRvg‡h=I \ar`ano Êm Aa Ýma e Ke.

jemke: - pda=R ÝTye,(1) Aa kH[k Ke tevI ivcar`a te A=aRvg‡h(2) Aa xuH Ke? tenI ivxeØ ivcar`a te {ha(3) Aa Ae j hovuH Ôe[Ae te Avay(4) na, Aa to Ae j Ke, te \ar`aVyHjnavg‡h, A=aRvg‡h=I sU"m Ke. p` Aa b\o [iNãyno

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“Aatm Anuwv fUlkI”

svR sHsarI Òvone jgtmaH iviv\ Ýkarna Anuwvo =ay Ke.je Òv bihraTmwavmaH rm` kre Ke tene [iNãyo sa=e pda=RnosHyog =taH je Anuwv =ay Ke te waEitk jgtno hova=I Ùi`kt=a AinTy Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa Aa@ma pdnI saqImaH AlaEikkAnuwvnI vat krI Ke. kiv khe Ke,

Aatm Anuwv fUlkI, nvlI ko_ rIt.nak n pkre vasna, kan ghe n prtIt.. 1..

AatmAnuwv Aevo Ke ke tenI nak=I vas to AavtI n=Ito kan=I p` Ae Anuwv sHwzato n=I.

AaTmAnuwvnI vato AevI Ke ke te xBd=I khI xkatI n=I.AaHqe=I Ôe{ xkatI n=I, kar` ke te [iNãyno ivØy n=I. AavIêcI dxane jD [iNãyo xuH Ô e?

kivAe AhÄ Anuwvne fUlnI _pma AapI Ke kar`ke fUlkomz hoy, sugH\I hoy, m\urrs wrpUr hoy t=a ALpÒvI hoy.te rIte AaTmdxRnna Anuwv$p fUl p` komz hoy Ke. AanHdrs-swr. jgtnaH svR Òvo Aevo AanHd ma`va [CKe Ke. KÍS=AvS=amaH Aavo Anuwv ALPa smyno hoy Ke. Ai\kmaH Ai\kAHtmuRhUtR !ke Ke. Aa Anuwv prmxaHt t=a Ýmodyu› Ke. AaAnuwv$p pu*pmaH xaHt su\ars wrpUr wyÈ Ke p` teno AanHdmumuÙuÒvo j l{ xke Ke. prwav=I paKa fyaR ivna cEtNyanuwUitdulRw Ke. je Ù e cEtNyanuwUit =ay Ke. te Ù e vasna ivrmI Ôy Kema!e j “nak n pkre vasna” kæuH Ke ke nakno ivØy sugH\dugÅ\noKe p` temaH vasna krvI ke rag- äeØaTmkwav krva te naknuH kayRn=I p` AHtrmn äara =ay Ke. AaTmanuwv smye AHtrmn

AnuwvmaH rokayeluH hoy Ke. te=I nakno ivØy bnI xke nhÄ, ]IsryUdasÒ p` khe Ke,

“boluH to p` muNy !ze nih mah$H”deqI ne nv dequH AevI rIt Ôe,saHwzuH to p` saHwzuH nhÄ kH{ vatneAe Ke maro Anuwv ved ividt Ôeb‡ïdx± guÌ mzIya mnna wavta..

Ae AaTmanuwv Aevo Ke ke te S=Ul [iNãyono ivØy bnIxkto n=I. te Òv y=a=R Sv$pna Avbo\=I AaTmanI _þtdxawogvto hoy Ke. fUl dUr pD uH hoy to p`, tena AiStTvno QyalAave Ke. te dabI ke #aHkI dI\uH hoy to p` te wle kanno ivØy nbne p` nakno ivØy bnI xke Ke, Tyare AaTmanuwv$p fUl wlenak=I nhÄ p` kan=I tena AiStTvno Qyal Aape Ke.

AaTmanuwvIne potanI AHdr ;AhHm', ;AhRm' A=va ;sohmŸ';sohmŸ' no AdŸwut |vin sHwzaya kre Ke. jem bazk FoiDyamaHFuFva! krtuH hoy te, tenI ;ma' ne dUr=I sHwzay Ke t=a tene QyalAavI Ôy Ke ke bazk Ôge Ke. mHidrmaH FH!na |vinno guHÔrvlHbay Ke te=I FH!|vin =yano Qyal Aave Ke. tem AaTmanuwvkanno ivØy n hova KtaH AnahŸt|vinne kar`e tenI ÝtIit=ay Ke.

pda=RnuH &an [iNãyonI shay=I =ay Ke. car [iNãyo äaraVyHjnavg‡h =ay Ke Ane pKI A=aRvg‡h =ay Ke. A=aRvg‡h paHc[iNãyo äara =ay Ke. A=aRvg‡h=I \ar`ano Êm Aa Ýma e Ke.

jemke: - pda=R ÝTye,(1) Aa kH[k Ke tevI ivcar`a te A=aRvg‡h(2) Aa xuH Ke? tenI ivxeØ ivcar`a te {ha(3) Aa Ae j hovuH Ôe[Ae te Avay(4) na, Aa to Ae j Ke, te \ar`aVyHjnavg‡h, A=aRvg‡h=I sU"m Ke. p` Aa b\o [iNãyno

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ivØy hova=I teno Avbo\ Êm=I =ay Ke. KtaH S=UltamaH ractaÒvne AevuH lagtuH n=I kar` ke Aa b\I iS=it bhu ALpsmynIhova=I S=Ul¹iÚvazanI njrmaH Aave nih. tem AaTmanuwv p`Êm=I Kev!e \ar`a su\I phÇcI Ôy Ke. AaTmanuwvnI ÝtIit ma!ecetnnI kevI dxa Ke. te Fna]IragmaH kiv Aa pdnI phelI kDImaHkhe Ke,

Anuwv na=k¡ k uH n jgave.mmta sHg so pay Ajagl, =nte dU\ khave - Anuwv.. 1 ..

cetna$pI SƒI Anuwvimƒne _deŸxIne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuHtara imƒ AatmSvamIne Ôg<t kem krto n=I? te mmtana sHgerhI, AanHdnI {CKa raqe Ke p` Ae to bkrIne gze rhel AaHczmaH=IdU\ dohva jevI inr=Rk vat Ke.

smta A=va AaTmanI xuâcetna Anuwvimƒne khe Ke ke, heAnuwv¦ tuH cetnno ÒgrÔn doSt Ke. tuH drek smye tenI sa=e jhoy Ke. te=I tne khuH KuH ke tuH mara O cetnramne hve jgaD. te tomohinãamaH po#˜a Ke Ane te=I j te potanuH Sv$p sav wUlI gyaKe. mmtana sHge rhI tena ÝempaxmaH fsa[ gya Ke. ivØykØaymaHmSt bnI, wogasÉt bnI gya Ke. mmtano pirvar Ae j tenopirvar Ke. AevuH te mane Ke. [iNãywog=I suq mezvvanI [CKa Aeto bkrInaH gzanaH AaHcz dohva brabr Ke ma!e tuH j tene smÔv.mne to Dr Ke ke huH tene kaH{ kheva Ôë to te marI same AHguilspRVyvhar krxe to?

ma!e j AanHdFnÒ m. bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,mere kheHte qIj n kIje, tu Oese hI ixqave.bhot kheteH lagt OesI, AHguil srp idqave.. Anuwv.. 2..

Anuwvimƒne cetna khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH cetnno F`oink!no imƒ Ko. tenI b\I calclgt tuH Ô e Ke. cetn¦ mmtanasHge jra p` suqI n=I, te=I tne huH wlam` kruH KuH ke tuH maracetnSvamIne smÔvI, tuH imƒ trIkenI tarI frj bÔv.

cetnne kar e cetna Vyakuz Ke, te=I ɘarek @pkana sUrmaH teAnuwvne khe Ke ke “tarI pase ñdy jevI ko[ cIj Ke ke nhÄ? tnemare varHvar xuH khevuH? mne to Dr Ke ke varHvar kheva=I tne mara_pr guSso AavI jxe Ane pKI “AHguil-spRna” Nyaye mne qed=xe to, kar` ke AeknI Aek vat varHvar kheva=I te AiÝy lage Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,AaErnke sHg race cetn, cetn Aap btave.AanHdFn kI sumit AanHda, isâ s$p khave.. Anuwv.. 3..

he Anuwv¦ kdac tuH Aem khexe ke cetn bIÔne sHge cDI gyoKe. tenI qatrI xuH? to te mare khevanI j$r n=I. cetn pote jpotanI qatrI Aape Ke. kar` ke SvwavmaH=I prwavmaH jtaHAaTmane kmR lage Ke. te=I cetnne sHsar pirw‡m` krvuH pDe Ke.cetnnI Aa dudRxa j khI Aape Ke. mare kaH[ khevanI j$r n=I. tenaAava behal kem =ya Ke? “jevo sHg tevo rHg” bglana !ozamaHhHs bese to bgla je!lI j ikHmt =ay. cetnnI p` ATyare AevIdxa Ke p` Ôe cetn mmtano sHg mUkI, Ôe sumitnI sHgit kre topotana xuâ Sv$pne Ô`I xke, kar` ke sumit AanHdSvwavI Ke.

Aa pdmaH samaNy&an t=a Anuwv&an _pr ivxeØ |yanAapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. iv]amkark ivcarne &an khevamaH Aave Ke.Amuk ivcaro pr iS=rta =ay te &an Ane AanHdkark&anneAnuwv khevamaH Aave Ke. &an AaPae fznI p‡aiº te Anuwv.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH AnuwvnI sU"mta btavIKe. lok VyvharnaH ã*!aHto AapI sa\kne AaHtrco! marI ræaH Ke.teAo]IAe bkrIna AaHcz Ane AHguilspRNyaynuH ãÚaHt srs rItev`I lI\uH Ke Ane cetnnI [iNãyatIt AvS=anuH _¿m in$p` kyuÅ Ke.

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ivØy hova=I teno Avbo\ Êm=I =ay Ke. KtaH S=UltamaH ractaÒvne AevuH lagtuH n=I kar` ke Aa b\I iS=it bhu ALpsmynIhova=I S=Ul¹iÚvazanI njrmaH Aave nih. tem AaTmanuwv p`Êm=I Kev!e \ar`a su\I phÇcI Ôy Ke. AaTmanuwvnI ÝtIit ma!ecetnnI kevI dxa Ke. te Fna]IragmaH kiv Aa pdnI phelI kDImaHkhe Ke,

Anuwv na=k¡ k uH n jgave.mmta sHg so pay Ajagl, =nte dU\ khave - Anuwv.. 1 ..

cetna$pI SƒI Anuwvimƒne _deŸxIne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuHtara imƒ AatmSvamIne Ôg<t kem krto n=I? te mmtana sHgerhI, AanHdnI {CKa raqe Ke p` Ae to bkrIne gze rhel AaHczmaH=IdU\ dohva jevI inr=Rk vat Ke.

smta A=va AaTmanI xuâcetna Anuwvimƒne khe Ke ke, heAnuwv¦ tuH cetnno ÒgrÔn doSt Ke. tuH drek smye tenI sa=e jhoy Ke. te=I tne khuH KuH ke tuH mara O cetnramne hve jgaD. te tomohinãamaH po#˜a Ke Ane te=I j te potanuH Sv$p sav wUlI gyaKe. mmtana sHge rhI tena ÝempaxmaH fsa[ gya Ke. ivØykØaymaHmSt bnI, wogasÉt bnI gya Ke. mmtano pirvar Ae j tenopirvar Ke. AevuH te mane Ke. [iNãywog=I suq mezvvanI [CKa Aeto bkrInaH gzanaH AaHcz dohva brabr Ke ma!e tuH j tene smÔv.mne to Dr Ke ke huH tene kaH{ kheva Ôë to te marI same AHguilspRVyvhar krxe to?

ma!e j AanHdFnÒ m. bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,mere kheHte qIj n kIje, tu Oese hI ixqave.bhot kheteH lagt OesI, AHguil srp idqave.. Anuwv.. 2..

Anuwvimƒne cetna khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH cetnno F`oink!no imƒ Ko. tenI b\I calclgt tuH Ô e Ke. cetn¦ mmtanasHge jra p` suqI n=I, te=I tne huH wlam` kruH KuH ke tuH maracetnSvamIne smÔvI, tuH imƒ trIkenI tarI frj bÔv.

cetnne kar e cetna Vyakuz Ke, te=I ɘarek @pkana sUrmaH teAnuwvne khe Ke ke “tarI pase ñdy jevI ko[ cIj Ke ke nhÄ? tnemare varHvar xuH khevuH? mne to Dr Ke ke varHvar kheva=I tne mara_pr guSso AavI jxe Ane pKI “AHguil-spRna” Nyaye mne qed=xe to, kar` ke AeknI Aek vat varHvar kheva=I te AiÝy lage Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,AaErnke sHg race cetn, cetn Aap btave.AanHdFn kI sumit AanHda, isâ s$p khave.. Anuwv.. 3..

he Anuwv¦ kdac tuH Aem khexe ke cetn bIÔne sHge cDI gyoKe. tenI qatrI xuH? to te mare khevanI j$r n=I. cetn pote jpotanI qatrI Aape Ke. kar` ke SvwavmaH=I prwavmaH jtaHAaTmane kmR lage Ke. te=I cetnne sHsar pirw‡m` krvuH pDe Ke.cetnnI Aa dudRxa j khI Aape Ke. mare kaH[ khevanI j$r n=I. tenaAava behal kem =ya Ke? “jevo sHg tevo rHg” bglana !ozamaHhHs bese to bgla je!lI j ikHmt =ay. cetnnI p` ATyare AevIdxa Ke p` Ôe cetn mmtano sHg mUkI, Ôe sumitnI sHgit kre topotana xuâ Sv$pne Ô`I xke, kar` ke sumit AanHdSvwavI Ke.

Aa pdmaH samaNy&an t=a Anuwv&an _pr ivxeØ |yanAapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. iv]amkark ivcarne &an khevamaH Aave Ke.Amuk ivcaro pr iS=rta =ay te &an Ane AanHdkark&anneAnuwv khevamaH Aave Ke. &an AaPae fznI p‡aiº te Anuwv.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH AnuwvnI sU"mta btavIKe. lok VyvharnaH ã*!aHto AapI sa\kne AaHtrco! marI ræaH Ke.teAo]IAe bkrIna AaHcz Ane AHguilspRNyaynuH ãÚaHt srs rItev`I lI\uH Ke Ane cetnnI [iNãyatIt AvS=anuH _¿m in$p` kyuÅ Ke.

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“na= inharo AapmtasI”]ImdŸAanHdFnÒ mharaje svRsHsarI ÒvonaH kayÈnuH t=a

manisk iS=itnuH suHdr icƒ` Aa pdmaH kyuÅ Ke. wavonI ivxuiâ=IÒvaTma keva prmanHdne pame Ke, te Aa pdmaH smÔVyuH Ke.

kivAe A|yaTmwavone laEiÉÉ _dahr` äara smÔvI svRsHsarIAaTmaAonI pir`itmaH pirvtRn krva Ýbz puruØa=R kyÈKe. teAo sarHg ragmaH khe Ke,

na= inharo Aap mtasIvHck x@ sHcksI rIte, qa!o qato qtasI.. na=.. 1..

Aa@ma pdmaH xuâcetnaAe Anuwvimƒ äara cetnne smÔvvaÝyTn kyÈ, prHtu Aa pdmaH SƒIshj Svwavne kar e cetna SvyHpotana pit cetnne smÔvva koixØ kre Ke. te khe Ke he na=¦ tmejra mara samuH to j¡Ao huH ko` KuH? huH AapnI j stI jevI pTnI KuH.huH Aapne KoDI, bIje ɘaHy jtI n=I. pDKayanI mafk AapnIsa=e j rhuH KuH. huH Aapna j mtnI KuH, Aap e bHne Aek j ÔtnaKIAe. jem sUyR Aek Ke p` sUyRmaH=I nIkztaH ikr`o Anek Ke. temmaro t=a Aapno sHbH\ Ke. AapnI sßjnta xemaH Ke? teno tojra ivcar kro. Aape jenI sa=e sHbH\ baH|yo Ke te mmtanI Ôt,tenI v<i¿ - Ýv<i¿ kevI nIc Ke, te to jra ivcaro. mmta ke!lIkp!I t=a mayavI Ke te tme Ô`o Ko? parFI jem potanI ÔzmaHÝa`IAone fsave Ke, tem mmta p` mayanI Ôz ibKavI tnefsavI rhI Ke Ane potana KHde tmne Ae ncavI rhI Ke. Ae luCcI tokevI Ke ke Aek baj¡ Ae potanI {CKanusar tmarI pase kam krave KeAne _pr=I paKo ha= raqI khe Ke ke huH to pitne pgle dasInI jemcalnarI KuH. mmtana lowne ko[ =ow n=I te lowne vx bnI,qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke. jem lowI ma`s potana copDamaH jma rkm

pUrI lqto n=I. p` _\ar rkm bevDI Ane ƒevDI lqe Ke. po`I so!ka Vyaj le Ane sozpHca ByaxIne be mUk˜a 80 to devanaH AamkhI qo!uH smÔve Ke. te rIte mmta p` vHckp uH krI, parkI vStunetmarI pase potanI mnave Ke. mmta AevI hlkIv<i¿nI Ke ke te fktAek tmarI sa=e j sHbH\ raqtI n=I. te Anekne wje Ke. Aa]vnesHvr trIke btavI, jmanI rkmmaH go!azo kre Ke Ane Aa]vnaHmo!aH mo!aH grnaza mUkI, kmÈne Aek@aH kyaR kre Ke. kmÈne A!kavvanIkza to te Ô`tI j n=I. te=I te qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke. vzI te AevIto ctur Ke ke te potana qatamaH jma kyeR Ôy Ke Ane tmaraqatamaH _\ayeR Ôy Ke, tmne to hHmexaH devadarnI iS=itmaH j raqeKe. Aena copDamaH Ôe Ýdexodyäara kmÈno F!aDo =to hoy AnesHvr äara AavtaH kmÈne A!kavvamaH Aave to ko[k idvs p`tmarI mui› ={ xke. p` mmta to AevI @garI Ke ke te potanuHqatuH jma kre Ke Ane tmarI pase rkm le I raqe Ke. Aam ivprItiS=it krIne Vyaj qa_ mmta Aapne kem psHd pDe Ke.

he na=¦ hve Aap marI samuH to j¡Ao? kivAe Aa kDImaHSƒIshj SvwavnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. drek SƒI AevuH {CKtI hoy Ke kepit potano =[ne rhe t=a tene j Ôeya kre. KtaH p` ko{k kar`=Ipit - pTnI same n j¡O to pTnIne ma@uH lage Ke, te rIsa{ Ôy Ke.xa`I SƒI rIsatI n=I, p` pitna _peÙawyaR vtRnnuH kar` Ô`Ipitne Ýsþ krva ÝyTn kre Ke. tene smÔvI saca mageR lave Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke,Aap ivguHv` jgkI haHsI, isyany kaEn btasI?injjn sUirjn mela OEsa, jEsa dU\ ptasI.. na=.. 2..

AhÄ cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke, Aap mmtana sHge rho Koje=I loko tmarI vato kre Ke. vzI mmta p` Aapne drek S=anevgove Ke.

sHsarmaH du:qnuH kar` Ôe ko{ hoy to maya Ane mmta Ke. tej kmRbH\ kravI, cetnne dugRitmaH \kele Ke. te j nrkgitmaH

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kivAe A|yaTmwavone laEiÉÉ _dahr` äara smÔvI svRsHsarIAaTmaAonI pir`itmaH pirvtRn krva Ýbz puruØa=R kyÈKe. teAo sarHg ragmaH khe Ke,

na= inharo Aap mtasIvHck x@ sHcksI rIte, qa!o qato qtasI.. na=.. 1..

Aa@ma pdmaH xuâcetnaAe Anuwvimƒ äara cetnne smÔvvaÝyTn kyÈ, prHtu Aa pdmaH SƒIshj Svwavne kar e cetna SvyHpotana pit cetnne smÔvva koixØ kre Ke. te khe Ke he na=¦ tmejra mara samuH to j¡Ao huH ko` KuH? huH AapnI j stI jevI pTnI KuH.huH Aapne KoDI, bIje ɘaHy jtI n=I. pDKayanI mafk AapnIsa=e j rhuH KuH. huH Aapna j mtnI KuH, Aap e bHne Aek j ÔtnaKIAe. jem sUyR Aek Ke p` sUyRmaH=I nIkztaH ikr`o Anek Ke. temmaro t=a Aapno sHbH\ Ke. AapnI sßjnta xemaH Ke? teno tojra ivcar kro. Aape jenI sa=e sHbH\ baH|yo Ke te mmtanI Ôt,tenI v<i¿ - Ýv<i¿ kevI nIc Ke, te to jra ivcaro. mmta ke!lIkp!I t=a mayavI Ke te tme Ô`o Ko? parFI jem potanI ÔzmaHÝa`IAone fsave Ke, tem mmta p` mayanI Ôz ibKavI tnefsavI rhI Ke Ane potana KHde tmne Ae ncavI rhI Ke. Ae luCcI tokevI Ke ke Aek baj¡ Ae potanI {CKanusar tmarI pase kam krave KeAne _pr=I paKo ha= raqI khe Ke ke huH to pitne pgle dasInI jemcalnarI KuH. mmtana lowne ko[ =ow n=I te lowne vx bnI,qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke. jem lowI ma`s potana copDamaH jma rkm

pUrI lqto n=I. p` _\ar rkm bevDI Ane ƒevDI lqe Ke. po`I so!ka Vyaj le Ane sozpHca ByaxIne be mUk˜a 80 to devanaH AamkhI qo!uH smÔve Ke. te rIte mmta p` vHckp uH krI, parkI vStunetmarI pase potanI mnave Ke. mmta AevI hlkIv<i¿nI Ke ke te fktAek tmarI sa=e j sHbH\ raqtI n=I. te Anekne wje Ke. Aa]vnesHvr trIke btavI, jmanI rkmmaH go!azo kre Ke Ane Aa]vnaHmo!aH mo!aH grnaza mUkI, kmÈne Aek@aH kyaR kre Ke. kmÈne A!kavvanIkza to te Ô`tI j n=I. te=I te qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke. vzI te AevIto ctur Ke ke te potana qatamaH jma kyeR Ôy Ke Ane tmaraqatamaH _\ayeR Ôy Ke, tmne to hHmexaH devadarnI iS=itmaH j raqeKe. Aena copDamaH Ôe Ýdexodyäara kmÈno F!aDo =to hoy AnesHvr äara AavtaH kmÈne A!kavvamaH Aave to ko[k idvs p`tmarI mui› ={ xke. p` mmta to AevI @garI Ke ke te potanuHqatuH jma kre Ke Ane tmarI pase rkm le I raqe Ke. Aam ivprItiS=it krIne Vyaj qa_ mmta Aapne kem psHd pDe Ke.

he na=¦ hve Aap marI samuH to j¡Ao? kivAe Aa kDImaHSƒIshj SvwavnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. drek SƒI AevuH {CKtI hoy Ke kepit potano =[ne rhe t=a tene j Ôeya kre. KtaH p` ko{k kar`=Ipit - pTnI same n j¡O to pTnIne ma@uH lage Ke, te rIsa{ Ôy Ke.xa`I SƒI rIsatI n=I, p` pitna _peÙawyaR vtRnnuH kar` Ô`Ipitne Ýsþ krva ÝyTn kre Ke. tene smÔvI saca mageR lave Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke,Aap ivguHv` jgkI haHsI, isyany kaEn btasI?injjn sUirjn mela OEsa, jEsa dU\ ptasI.. na=.. 2..

AhÄ cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke, Aap mmtana sHge rho Koje=I loko tmarI vato kre Ke. vzI mmta p` Aapne drek S=anevgove Ke.

sHsarmaH du:qnuH kar` Ôe ko{ hoy to maya Ane mmta Ke. tej kmRbH\ kravI, cetnne dugRitmaH \kele Ke. te j nrkgitmaH

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prma\amIna mar qvrave Ke t=a ityÅcgitmaH pra\In bnave Ke.sHsarnI jelmaH Ae j gÇ\I raqe Ke. nrk, ingod, p<+vI, pa`Ivgere S=anomaH rqDave Ke. vnSpitna wvmaH !kana ƒ` xernawave vecave Ke. kIDI, mHkoDa t=a wUHDna wv kravI ivÚano Aaharkrave Ke.

Aa rIte mmta tmarI ma=e n krvanI kre Ke, KtaH teno sHgKoDvo tmne gmto n=I, tena sHg=I puƒ jNme to jNm smye toAanHd =xe p` m<Tyu =taH rDave Ke. AavI rIte kazÔ vgrna ={,tme pote j tmarI haHsI kravo Ko.

he SvamI¦ mare Aapne v\are xuH khevanuH hoy? kar` ke Aapto SvyH &anI Ko. Aap AapnI xi›no ivcar kro, Aapna jevoxi›xazI puruØ xuH ƒ` koDInI bayDIno ncaVyo nace? ɘaH gyuHAapnuH paEÌØTv? sav inmaRLy ={ne xa ma!e pD˜a Ko? mmtakdI sarI ixqam` Aapxe nhÄ, ma!e Aap AapnuH mUzwUt Sv$psHwazo.

kam, Êo\, low, md, mohne Aap Aapna Svjn mano Ko. tej mo!I w‡m`a Ke. Ae b\aH to mmtana sa=I sHgI Ke. teno sHgKoDI, Aapna sacaH Svjno Ke tene Ýem kro. Ùma, sHtoØ, seva,sHym, AajRv, madRv, xaEc, b‡ïcyR Ae b\aH AapnaH ku!uHbIjno Ke.te AapnaH jeva j Ke. Ae Svjnono sHbH\ to dU\maH ptasa jevo Ke.te AapnI sa=e Okmek =[ne rhe Ke. dU\ SvyH mI@uH hova KtaH, temaHsakr wztaH mI@axmaH v<iâ =ay Ke. tem, he cetn¦ Aapna AanHdmaHv\aro =xe.

hve paKI cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke huH p` tara jevI j xuâSv$pI KuH. tarI Ane marI Aek rs$p pir`it Ke, ma!e he na=¦Aap AapnI mit=I ivcarxo to mara _pr Aapne ATyHt Ýem=xe. ma!e j khuH KuH ke marI same j¡Ao Ane AnHt suqna wo›abno.

“xuâ cetna - cetnne ivnvta khe Ke,

mmta dasI AihtkarI hrivi\, iviv\ waHit sHtasI.AanHdFn Ýwu ivnHtI mano, AaEr n ihtu smtasI.. na=..

he na=¦ mmtadasI, AapnuH drek rIte Aiht krnarI Ke. teAapne j¡dI judI rIte staVya krxe. smta isvay AapnuH ihtkrnar bIjuH ko[ n=I, ma!e he AanHdFnSv$p cetnÝwu¦ AapmarI ivnHtIno SvIkar kro.

he na=¦ Aap jena faHse fsaya Ko te ko[ ra`I, xe@a`I kesara FrnI SƒI n=I. Ae to hlkI ÔtnI Aek dasI Ke. Aapjeva _¿m puruØ AavI hlkI dasI sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ae to klHkkhevay, hlka ma`so potanI hlka[ KoDta n=I. ßyaH su\Iteno sHg n KU!e TyaH su\I tme jNmmr`maH=I mu› =[ xkxonhÄ,

mmta to moh caHDalnI be!I Ke. KtaH p` tare Ýem krvo jKe to smta sa=e kr. teno Aadr kr, kar` ke smta¦ sHym$praÔnI rajkNya Ke. Ùiƒypuƒ sa=e "aiƒy puƒI xowe. he cetn¦ tuHto mI@a{ KoDI, ivÚa qava doDI ræo Ko. naxvHt vStumaH tuH taruHsvRSv manI be@o Ke. Ae j taro mitw‡m Ke. naxvHt kdI xa¬tbntuH n=I. ma!e hve tuH sacI smj`naH FrmaH Aav. smj` ivnaTyag krva=I, te qo!a qt bnavI tne krjwar=I dabI dexe.smj` ivna Tyag krva=I te ÝkarnI v<i¿Ao bevDI, tevDI Anedxg`I Ôer krxe. tenI same xaÏ Aa\are kam levuH pDxe. ma!e svRÝ=m sHsarnuH Sv$p brabr AozqI, Sv-prno ivvek krI, prwavpr vEraGy lavI sHsarwav=I _iäGn bnta, mmtana paxmaH=I\Ire\Ire mu› ={ xkay Ke, jem n gmto ma`s AaHg e Aave toAap e tene Aavkarta n=I. to Ae bIÒvar Aap`a FrnaH êbreAavto n=I. tem mmta trf Ôe lÙ devamaH n Aave Ane mo#uH fervId[Ae to he cetn¦ mmta teno keDo mUkI dexe.

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prma\amIna mar qvrave Ke t=a ityÅcgitmaH pra\In bnave Ke.sHsarnI jelmaH Ae j gÇ\I raqe Ke. nrk, ingod, p<+vI, pa`Ivgere S=anomaH rqDave Ke. vnSpitna wvmaH !kana ƒ` xernawave vecave Ke. kIDI, mHkoDa t=a wUHDna wv kravI ivÚano Aaharkrave Ke.

Aa rIte mmta tmarI ma=e n krvanI kre Ke, KtaH teno sHgKoDvo tmne gmto n=I, tena sHg=I puƒ jNme to jNm smye toAanHd =xe p` m<Tyu =taH rDave Ke. AavI rIte kazÔ vgrna ={,tme pote j tmarI haHsI kravo Ko.

he SvamI¦ mare Aapne v\are xuH khevanuH hoy? kar` ke Aapto SvyH &anI Ko. Aap AapnI xi›no ivcar kro, Aapna jevoxi›xazI puruØ xuH ƒ` koDInI bayDIno ncaVyo nace? ɘaH gyuHAapnuH paEÌØTv? sav inmaRLy ={ne xa ma!e pD˜a Ko? mmtakdI sarI ixqam` Aapxe nhÄ, ma!e Aap AapnuH mUzwUt Sv$psHwazo.

kam, Êo\, low, md, mohne Aap Aapna Svjn mano Ko. tej mo!I w‡m`a Ke. Ae b\aH to mmtana sa=I sHgI Ke. teno sHgKoDI, Aapna sacaH Svjno Ke tene Ýem kro. Ùma, sHtoØ, seva,sHym, AajRv, madRv, xaEc, b‡ïcyR Ae b\aH AapnaH ku!uHbIjno Ke.te AapnaH jeva j Ke. Ae Svjnono sHbH\ to dU\maH ptasa jevo Ke.te AapnI sa=e Okmek =[ne rhe Ke. dU\ SvyH mI@uH hova KtaH, temaHsakr wztaH mI@axmaH v<iâ =ay Ke. tem, he cetn¦ Aapna AanHdmaHv\aro =xe.

hve paKI cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke huH p` tara jevI j xuâSv$pI KuH. tarI Ane marI Aek rs$p pir`it Ke, ma!e he na=¦Aap AapnI mit=I ivcarxo to mara _pr Aapne ATyHt Ýem=xe. ma!e j khuH KuH ke marI same j¡Ao Ane AnHt suqna wo›abno.

“xuâ cetna - cetnne ivnvta khe Ke,

mmta dasI AihtkarI hrivi\, iviv\ waHit sHtasI.AanHdFn Ýwu ivnHtI mano, AaEr n ihtu smtasI.. na=..

he na=¦ mmtadasI, AapnuH drek rIte Aiht krnarI Ke. teAapne j¡dI judI rIte staVya krxe. smta isvay AapnuH ihtkrnar bIjuH ko[ n=I, ma!e he AanHdFnSv$p cetnÝwu¦ AapmarI ivnHtIno SvIkar kro.

he na=¦ Aap jena faHse fsaya Ko te ko[ ra`I, xe@a`I kesara FrnI SƒI n=I. Ae to hlkI ÔtnI Aek dasI Ke. Aapjeva _¿m puruØ AavI hlkI dasI sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ae to klHkkhevay, hlka ma`so potanI hlka[ KoDta n=I. ßyaH su\Iteno sHg n KU!e TyaH su\I tme jNmmr`maH=I mu› =[ xkxonhÄ,

mmta to moh caHDalnI be!I Ke. KtaH p` tare Ýem krvo jKe to smta sa=e kr. teno Aadr kr, kar` ke smta¦ sHym$praÔnI rajkNya Ke. Ùiƒypuƒ sa=e "aiƒy puƒI xowe. he cetn¦ tuHto mI@a{ KoDI, ivÚa qava doDI ræo Ko. naxvHt vStumaH tuH taruHsvRSv manI be@o Ke. Ae j taro mitw‡m Ke. naxvHt kdI xa¬tbntuH n=I. ma!e hve tuH sacI smj`naH FrmaH Aav. smj` ivnaTyag krva=I, te qo!a qt bnavI tne krjwar=I dabI dexe.smj` ivna Tyag krva=I te ÝkarnI v<i¿Ao bevDI, tevDI Anedxg`I Ôer krxe. tenI same xaÏ Aa\are kam levuH pDxe. ma!e svRÝ=m sHsarnuH Sv$p brabr AozqI, Sv-prno ivvek krI, prwavpr vEraGy lavI sHsarwav=I _iäGn bnta, mmtana paxmaH=I\Ire\Ire mu› ={ xkay Ke, jem n gmto ma`s AaHg e Aave toAap e tene Aavkarta n=I. to Ae bIÒvar Aap`a FrnaH êbreAavto n=I. tem mmta trf Ôe lÙ devamaH n Aave Ane mo#uH fervId[Ae to he cetn¦ mmta teno keDo mUkI dexe.

ma!e tuH tara xuâ Sv$pno ivcar kr, je=I tarI ¹iÚ quLlIjxe. smai\xtkmaH kæuH Ke,

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“ya w‡mmit Ab KaHDI daE, deqo AHtr ¹iÚ”moh¹iÚ jo KoiDye, Ýg!e inj gu s<iÚ.. 1..

he cetn¦ hve w‡aiNtbuiâno Tyag krI, AHtrãiÚ=I tuH taruHAHtrmn Ôe, tarI AHdr iriâno AÙy qÔno Ke. p` te moh=I#Hka{ gyo hova=I deqato n=I.

Òv jyare moh¹iÚ mUkI, Sv$p rm` kre Ke. Tyare AaTmanaHAnHtgu $p s<iÚno AaivwaRv =ay Ke.

ma!e he cetn¦ Ôg tuH pote j prmaTma Ko. taramaH svRxi›AopDI Ke. tuH SvyH AanHdFn Sv$p Ko. je bhar deqay Ke tena=IivxeØ tarI AHdr pD uH Ke. tne tarI pase=I j b\uH mzxe.

mhaTma sryUdase Aava j wavo v RVya Ke,“Aevo huH pirpUr` icdŸFn Aeklo,bIj¡ kiLpt je vrImaH jem spRÔe,vaca rm` namrup prpHc Ke.ivlSyo kEvLy cEtNy AapoAapÔe.. b‡ïdx±..”

huH icdanHd cEtNy Sv$p KuH. icdŸFnAaTma Aek j KuH. huH pirpU RKuH. xBdo vDe je nam$p devamaH Aave Ke Ae to Aek ÝpHc Ke. je AaÝpHc KoDe Ke temaH AapoAap kEvLyjyoit Ýkaxe Ke.

xuâcetna Aa rIte smtaSv$p \ar` krI, AaTmdevne smÔveKe. ANy¹iÚAe ÔetaH smta Ae xuâ cetna dxRn Aek mhaivxuâAaTmpir`it Ke. te isvay ÒvnuH vaStivk iht sa\nar ANyko{ n=I.

jem nImk ivna rso[no ko{ Svad n=I. rs ivna kerInIikHmt n=I. tem smta ivna iÊya - Anu¤annuH p` mULy n=I.

]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH narI ñdynI kU I lag`IAonuHAabehUb icƒ` kyuÅ Ke. stISƒI jevI xuâcetna t=a tena ñdynIvedna kevI Ke. t=a mmtanI mayaÔz kevI Ke? tae maimRkwavo AapdmaH rjU kyaÅ Ke.

phelI njre samaNy lagtuH Aa pd svR samaNy ÒvonI ¹iÚ

qolI naqe Ke. AaTmrsno Ývah vheva maHDe AevI Aek Aa _¿mrcna Ke.

kiv ]I AanHdFnÒnuH Vyvhar&an kevuH htuH t=a teno ivinyogAem e A|yaTm¹iÚAe kevo kyÈ Ke, te Aa pd äara smÒ xkay Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe narI hEyane qolI naQyuH Ke t=a Ae b\aH jwavo cetncetna$pe Vy› kre Ke. Anaid=I cetn mmtane kar esHsarmaH wme Ke. tene SvS=ane lavva cetna smÔvI rhI Ke.

Aa pd ATyHt Asrkark Ane mnoVy=ayu› Ke. Aamnohrrcna sa\kna ic¿maH vsI Ôy AevI Ke.

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“ya w‡mmit Ab KaHDI daE, deqo AHtr ¹iÚ”moh¹iÚ jo KoiDye, Ýg!e inj gu s<iÚ.. 1..

he cetn¦ hve w‡aiNtbuiâno Tyag krI, AHtrãiÚ=I tuH taruHAHtrmn Ôe, tarI AHdr iriâno AÙy qÔno Ke. p` te moh=I#Hka{ gyo hova=I deqato n=I.

Òv jyare moh¹iÚ mUkI, Sv$p rm` kre Ke. Tyare AaTmanaHAnHtgu $p s<iÚno AaivwaRv =ay Ke.

ma!e he cetn¦ Ôg tuH pote j prmaTma Ko. taramaH svRxi›AopDI Ke. tuH SvyH AanHdFn Sv$p Ko. je bhar deqay Ke tena=IivxeØ tarI AHdr pD uH Ke. tne tarI pase=I j b\uH mzxe.

mhaTma sryUdase Aava j wavo v RVya Ke,“Aevo huH pirpUr` icdŸFn Aeklo,bIj¡ kiLpt je vrImaH jem spRÔe,vaca rm` namrup prpHc Ke.ivlSyo kEvLy cEtNy AapoAapÔe.. b‡ïdx±..”

huH icdanHd cEtNy Sv$p KuH. icdŸFnAaTma Aek j KuH. huH pirpU RKuH. xBdo vDe je nam$p devamaH Aave Ke Ae to Aek ÝpHc Ke. je AaÝpHc KoDe Ke temaH AapoAap kEvLyjyoit Ýkaxe Ke.

xuâcetna Aa rIte smtaSv$p \ar` krI, AaTmdevne smÔveKe. ANy¹iÚAe ÔetaH smta Ae xuâ cetna dxRn Aek mhaivxuâAaTmpir`it Ke. te isvay ÒvnuH vaStivk iht sa\nar ANyko{ n=I.

jem nImk ivna rso[no ko{ Svad n=I. rs ivna kerInIikHmt n=I. tem smta ivna iÊya - Anu¤annuH p` mULy n=I.

]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH narI ñdynI kU I lag`IAonuHAabehUb icƒ` kyuÅ Ke. stISƒI jevI xuâcetna t=a tena ñdynIvedna kevI Ke. t=a mmtanI mayaÔz kevI Ke? tae maimRkwavo AapdmaH rjU kyaÅ Ke.

phelI njre samaNy lagtuH Aa pd svR samaNy ÒvonI ¹iÚ

qolI naqe Ke. AaTmrsno Ývah vheva maHDe AevI Aek Aa _¿mrcna Ke.

kiv ]I AanHdFnÒnuH Vyvhar&an kevuH htuH t=a teno ivinyogAem e A|yaTm¹iÚAe kevo kyÈ Ke, te Aa pd äara smÒ xkay Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe narI hEyane qolI naQyuH Ke t=a Ae b\aH jwavo cetncetna$pe Vy› kre Ke. Anaid=I cetn mmtane kar esHsarmaH wme Ke. tene SvS=ane lavva cetna smÔvI rhI Ke.

Aa pd ATyHt Asrkark Ane mnoVy=ayu› Ke. Aamnohrrcna sa\kna ic¿maH vsI Ôy AevI Ke.

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“prm nrm mit AaEr n Aave”mnoicikTsk Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje manvmnnI sU"m

v<i¿AonuH Aa pdmaH _dŸFa!n kyuÅ Ke. manv, potanI Vyi› pasekevo Vyvhar kre Ke Ane tenuH bahrIÒvn kevuH Ke AenuH maimRk AaleqnAa pdmaH kyuÅ Ke.

AanHdFnÒAe sHsarnuH Sv$p $pk xElImaH !oDI ragmaH v RVyuHKe. Aa pdna ÝarHwmaH xuâcetna smtano SvaHg sÒ cetnpitne@pko Aape Ke Ane khe Ke,

prm nrmmit AaEr n Aave - prmmohn gun rohn git sohn,merI bEr Oese in@ur ilqave - prm

xuâcetna, cetn AaTmane khe Ke ke he ÝemvHt? pelI mmtaAave Ke Tyare to tme pIgzI Ôv Ko. tmara ivcar nrm FeHs jeva={ Ôy Ke, vzI Ae ivcarne kar e tme keva AakØRk lago Ko?p` Tyare tme ivprIt gu nI qa` =[ Ôv Ko, p` jyare marosmy Aave Ke Tyare to tme kem k@or ={ ÔAo Ko?

cetnaAe cetnne smÔvva F`a ÝyTno kyaÅ t=a mmtanosHg KoDva F`a rSta btaVya, p` cetnne tenI ko{ Asr n=I.te=I cetna - cetn ÝTye k@or bnI Ôy Ke Ane khe Ke ke tme to kevamUqR Ko? parka pase to sav nrm FeHs jeva ={ Ôv Ko. Aa rIte]I AanHdFnÒAe Frg+=u ¹ÚaHt äara sHsarnuH ¹Xy qDuH krI,AaTma=±Aone moÙmagR btaVyo Ke.

prSƒIgmn krnar, ivØyaH\ manvne jem AenI SƒI @pkoAape, guSso kre Ane Aevo smy Aave to lat p` mare Aneɘarek FsDIne FrmaH=I bhar p` ka#I mUke, p` vasnag‡St VyiktAe b\uH shn kre Ke t=a Apman =va KtaH varHvar pelI SƒI pase

Ôy Ke. tevI rIte mmtane kar e du:q wogvva KtaH AaTmane mmtanosHg KoDvo gmto n=I Apman, itrSkar, vedna vgere b\uH shnkre Ke. Ae!luH j nih, te sav nrm grIbDo bnI Ôy Ke.

hve xuâcetna tenI sqI ]âane khe Ke SƒIAono shj SvwavKe ke te potana ñdynI vat potanI sÔtIy Vyi›ne kre Ke. je=ItenuH ñdy hzvuH ={ Ôy t=a ɘarek tenI pase=I nvo rSto p`mzI Ôy, tem cetna p` ]âane khI rhI Ke ke cetn to mohngaroKe. je tene j¡Ae tene Ae gmI Ôy tevo AakØRk Ke. vzI gu onowHDar Ke. je=I mmtaAe tene Ôeyo Ane pota trf Aakر lI\o p`hve to cetn, mmtamy ={ gyo Ke. ivwavdxa j Ô e tenoSvwav hoy AevuH lage Ke. jene kar e cetnSvamI pase maruH ko{nam le, Tyare to Aevo k@or bnI Ôy Ke ke Ô e huH tenI duXmn nhoë? mmta pase je!lo te nrm Ke. te!lo j marI pase k@or bnIÔy Ke.

cetna potanI sahelI ]âa pase hEyavraz @alve Ke¦ kivbIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

cetn gat mnat n Oese, mUl vsat jgatŸ b#ave.ko{ n dUtI dlal ivsI@I, parqI Ýem qrId bnave.. 2..

he sqI ]âa¦ mara cetnpitne meH bolIne, ga{ne vgere iviv\Ýkare smÔVyo p` te marI Ok p` vat kane \rto n=I t=ammtano sHg KoDto n=I. Ae marI sa=e AevuH vtRn kre Ke ke mUzvStunIikHmt krta jkat v\I Ôy Ke.

samaNy rIte rajymaH so $ipyana mal _pr be - car !kajkat hoy to VyajbI g`ay, p` so - svaso !ka hoy to mUzvStu krtaH tena prno boÔe v\arI mUke Ke. cetn¦ mmtana sHgerhI =oDa j smymaH Ae!laH b\aH kmR baH\I le Ke ke Aena kar ecetnne AnHtkaz su\I dugRitnaH du:qo wogvvaH pDe Ke Ane kmRnekar e tenI sohn, mohn Ane gu rohn vgere ivix*! xi›Aoitroiht ={ Ôy Ke p` ßyare %` cUkvvano smy Aavxe Tyare

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“prm nrm mit AaEr n Aave”mnoicikTsk Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje manvmnnI sU"m

v<i¿AonuH Aa pdmaH _dŸFa!n kyuÅ Ke. manv, potanI Vyi› pasekevo Vyvhar kre Ke Ane tenuH bahrIÒvn kevuH Ke AenuH maimRk AaleqnAa pdmaH kyuÅ Ke.

AanHdFnÒAe sHsarnuH Sv$p $pk xElImaH !oDI ragmaH v RVyuHKe. Aa pdna ÝarHwmaH xuâcetna smtano SvaHg sÒ cetnpitne@pko Aape Ke Ane khe Ke,

prm nrmmit AaEr n Aave - prmmohn gun rohn git sohn,merI bEr Oese in@ur ilqave - prm

xuâcetna, cetn AaTmane khe Ke ke he ÝemvHt? pelI mmtaAave Ke Tyare to tme pIgzI Ôv Ko. tmara ivcar nrm FeHs jeva={ Ôy Ke, vzI Ae ivcarne kar e tme keva AakØRk lago Ko?p` Tyare tme ivprIt gu nI qa` =[ Ôv Ko, p` jyare marosmy Aave Ke Tyare to tme kem k@or ={ ÔAo Ko?

cetnaAe cetnne smÔvva F`a ÝyTno kyaÅ t=a mmtanosHg KoDva F`a rSta btaVya, p` cetnne tenI ko{ Asr n=I.te=I cetna - cetn ÝTye k@or bnI Ôy Ke Ane khe Ke ke tme to kevamUqR Ko? parka pase to sav nrm FeHs jeva ={ Ôv Ko. Aa rIte]I AanHdFnÒAe Frg+=u ¹ÚaHt äara sHsarnuH ¹Xy qDuH krI,AaTma=±Aone moÙmagR btaVyo Ke.

prSƒIgmn krnar, ivØyaH\ manvne jem AenI SƒI @pkoAape, guSso kre Ane Aevo smy Aave to lat p` mare Aneɘarek FsDIne FrmaH=I bhar p` ka#I mUke, p` vasnag‡St VyiktAe b\uH shn kre Ke t=a Apman =va KtaH varHvar pelI SƒI pase

Ôy Ke. tevI rIte mmtane kar e du:q wogvva KtaH AaTmane mmtanosHg KoDvo gmto n=I Apman, itrSkar, vedna vgere b\uH shnkre Ke. Ae!luH j nih, te sav nrm grIbDo bnI Ôy Ke.

hve xuâcetna tenI sqI ]âane khe Ke SƒIAono shj SvwavKe ke te potana ñdynI vat potanI sÔtIy Vyi›ne kre Ke. je=ItenuH ñdy hzvuH ={ Ôy t=a ɘarek tenI pase=I nvo rSto p`mzI Ôy, tem cetna p` ]âane khI rhI Ke ke cetn to mohngaroKe. je tene j¡Ae tene Ae gmI Ôy tevo AakØRk Ke. vzI gu onowHDar Ke. je=I mmtaAe tene Ôeyo Ane pota trf Aakر lI\o p`hve to cetn, mmtamy ={ gyo Ke. ivwavdxa j Ô e tenoSvwav hoy AevuH lage Ke. jene kar e cetnSvamI pase maruH ko{nam le, Tyare to Aevo k@or bnI Ôy Ke ke Ô e huH tenI duXmn nhoë? mmta pase je!lo te nrm Ke. te!lo j marI pase k@or bnIÔy Ke.

cetna potanI sahelI ]âa pase hEyavraz @alve Ke¦ kivbIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

cetn gat mnat n Oese, mUl vsat jgatŸ b#ave.ko{ n dUtI dlal ivsI@I, parqI Ýem qrId bnave.. 2..

he sqI ]âa¦ mara cetnpitne meH bolIne, ga{ne vgere iviv\Ýkare smÔVyo p` te marI Ok p` vat kane \rto n=I t=ammtano sHg KoDto n=I. Ae marI sa=e AevuH vtRn kre Ke ke mUzvStunIikHmt krta jkat v\I Ôy Ke.

samaNy rIte rajymaH so $ipyana mal _pr be - car !kajkat hoy to VyajbI g`ay, p` so - svaso !ka hoy to mUzvStu krtaH tena prno boÔe v\arI mUke Ke. cetn¦ mmtana sHgerhI =oDa j smymaH Ae!laH b\aH kmR baH\I le Ke ke Aena kar ecetnne AnHtkaz su\I dugRitnaH du:qo wogvvaH pDe Ke Ane kmRnekar e tenI sohn, mohn Ane gu rohn vgere ivix*! xi›Aoitroiht ={ Ôy Ke p` ßyare %` cUkvvano smy Aavxe Tyare

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Aene wan =xe ke pote potanI vStune ɘaH mUkI dI\I Ke.]I AanHdFnÒAe copnma pdmaH kæuH Ke,“mUlDo =oDo wa{ VyajDo F ero, te kem krI dI\o jay”vzI cetna khe Ke ke, huH AevI to kmwagI KuH ke tene

smÔvvavazI ke maro sHdexo phÇcaDvavazI marI pase ko{ dUtIp` n=I, VyaparIAo malnI le-vec krva ma!e dlalo raqe Ke p`maro ne mara pitno mez kravI Aape Aevo ko[ dlal p` marIpase n=I. Amare AnaidkaznuH AHtr pD uH Ke. Amara Ýemne ÔeDvanuHkam dUtInuH Ke. dlal to qrIdInuH kam kre p` maro Ýem qrIdI,cetndev su\I phÇcaDnar ko{ dlal n=I. te=I marI njr hve, he]âa¦ tara _pr @re Ke¦ tuH maruH Aa kayR krI Amara saca sHbH\oneÔeDI de.

hve cetna ]âane khe Ke,jaH\ _FaDI ApnI kha Ote, ivrhjar ins mohI stave.OtI sunI AanHdFn navt AaEr kha ko_ DuHD bjave.. prm.. 3..

cetna ]âane khe Ke ke, meH marI AHtrnI vednanI k=a tneF`I krI p` hve mne lage Ke ke mara pitnI vat krIne to meH marIj ÔHF _FaDI krI Ke. A=aRtŸ FrnI guPt vat meH Ýg! krI dI\I p`huH xuH kruH? ATyar su\I meH ko{ne vat krI n htI, p` hve toshnxi›nI hd =ay Ke. te=I j tare mo#e Aa!lI vraz nIkzIg{.

bzte ñdye Aa bolI jvayuH Ke. huH smj¡ KuH ke FrnI vatbhar krvI te kaH[ qandanI n=I. marI shnxiktnI hd AavIg{ Ae!le Aa!luH bolI jvayuH Ke. vzI Ôene, cetn¦ rate p` FreAavto n=I. te=I ivrih`ISƒInI mafk huH AaqI rat ivrhmaH jpUrI kruH KuH, hve to Aa ivrhaiGn p` qmato n=I, te=I hve to tarej dUtInuH kam krI, mara du:qno AHt lavvano Ke.

he ]âa¦ mara AatmSvamI mare Fre p\arta n=I. te=I ratnaivrh$p ÔrpuruØ (lHp! puruØ) AavIne mara mnDane sHtap Aape

Ke. te lokone qbr pDI g{ Ke ke maro pit Fre Aavto n=I.nÇ\: - stI SƒIAomaH AevuH stITv hoy ke tenI same ko{

AaHq p` _@avI na xke, pKI stavvanI vat j rhetI n=I to p`svRsamaNy pit ivyoignI SƒI ivrhakuz hovana kar e tenuH mnsHtap Ai\k Anuwve Ke.

cetna ivrhVy=a=I cetnnI rah Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetna paseAavnar ÔrpuruØ te prwav Ke. paEdŸgilkwav A=va cetnetrANy vStuAo rm` krva$p lHp! puruØ xuâcetnana mnno kbÔeleva m=e Ke ne te=I j sHsarnI prHpra v\e Ke. cetn Ôe Svwav$pSvFrmaH hoy to rag - äeØ, A&an Ýkarna prwavonuH Ôer calenhÄ.

cetnaAe cetnne smÔvvana Anek ÝyTn kyaÅ. b\e in*fzg{ Tyare cetna harI =akIne khe Ke ke mara=I =ay te!lI mhentkrI. hve to #ol vgaDvano bakI Ke tene ma!e #ol =oDo vgDavayKe?

kivAe AhÄ cetnane boltI krI, ]âa sa=e vat krI, AHdrnopDdo qolI naQyo Ke. kivAe, AaTmwavo Ane ivwavonuH suHdrv Rn krI sHsarnuH Sv$p rjU kyuÅ Ke. samaNy buiâvazane p` magRmze tevuH _¿m magRdxRn Aa pdmaH dxaRVyuH Ke.

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Aene wan =xe ke pote potanI vStune ɘaH mUkI dI\I Ke.]I AanHdFnÒAe copnma pdmaH kæuH Ke,“mUlDo =oDo wa{ VyajDo F ero, te kem krI dI\o jay”vzI cetna khe Ke ke, huH AevI to kmwagI KuH ke tene

smÔvvavazI ke maro sHdexo phÇcaDvavazI marI pase ko{ dUtIp` n=I, VyaparIAo malnI le-vec krva ma!e dlalo raqe Ke p`maro ne mara pitno mez kravI Aape Aevo ko[ dlal p` marIpase n=I. Amare AnaidkaznuH AHtr pD uH Ke. Amara Ýemne ÔeDvanuHkam dUtInuH Ke. dlal to qrIdInuH kam kre p` maro Ýem qrIdI,cetndev su\I phÇcaDnar ko{ dlal n=I. te=I marI njr hve, he]âa¦ tara _pr @re Ke¦ tuH maruH Aa kayR krI Amara saca sHbH\oneÔeDI de.

hve cetna ]âane khe Ke,jaH\ _FaDI ApnI kha Ote, ivrhjar ins mohI stave.OtI sunI AanHdFn navt AaEr kha ko_ DuHD bjave.. prm.. 3..

cetna ]âane khe Ke ke, meH marI AHtrnI vednanI k=a tneF`I krI p` hve mne lage Ke ke mara pitnI vat krIne to meH marIj ÔHF _FaDI krI Ke. A=aRtŸ FrnI guPt vat meH Ýg! krI dI\I p`huH xuH kruH? ATyar su\I meH ko{ne vat krI n htI, p` hve toshnxi›nI hd =ay Ke. te=I j tare mo#e Aa!lI vraz nIkzIg{.

bzte ñdye Aa bolI jvayuH Ke. huH smj¡ KuH ke FrnI vatbhar krvI te kaH[ qandanI n=I. marI shnxiktnI hd AavIg{ Ae!le Aa!luH bolI jvayuH Ke. vzI Ôene, cetn¦ rate p` FreAavto n=I. te=I ivrih`ISƒInI mafk huH AaqI rat ivrhmaH jpUrI kruH KuH, hve to Aa ivrhaiGn p` qmato n=I, te=I hve to tarej dUtInuH kam krI, mara du:qno AHt lavvano Ke.

he ]âa¦ mara AatmSvamI mare Fre p\arta n=I. te=I ratnaivrh$p ÔrpuruØ (lHp! puruØ) AavIne mara mnDane sHtap Aape

Ke. te lokone qbr pDI g{ Ke ke maro pit Fre Aavto n=I.nÇ\: - stI SƒIAomaH AevuH stITv hoy ke tenI same ko{

AaHq p` _@avI na xke, pKI stavvanI vat j rhetI n=I to p`svRsamaNy pit ivyoignI SƒI ivrhakuz hovana kar e tenuH mnsHtap Ai\k Anuwve Ke.

cetna ivrhVy=a=I cetnnI rah Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetna paseAavnar ÔrpuruØ te prwav Ke. paEdŸgilkwav A=va cetnetrANy vStuAo rm` krva$p lHp! puruØ xuâcetnana mnno kbÔeleva m=e Ke ne te=I j sHsarnI prHpra v\e Ke. cetn Ôe Svwav$pSvFrmaH hoy to rag - äeØ, A&an Ýkarna prwavonuH Ôer calenhÄ.

cetnaAe cetnne smÔvvana Anek ÝyTn kyaÅ. b\e in*fzg{ Tyare cetna harI =akIne khe Ke ke mara=I =ay te!lI mhentkrI. hve to #ol vgaDvano bakI Ke tene ma!e #ol =oDo vgDavayKe?

kivAe AhÄ cetnane boltI krI, ]âa sa=e vat krI, AHdrnopDdo qolI naQyo Ke. kivAe, AaTmwavo Ane ivwavonuH suHdrv Rn krI sHsarnuH Sv$p rjU kyuÅ Ke. samaNy buiâvazane p` magRmze tevuH _¿m magRdxRn Aa pdmaH dxaRVyuH Ke.

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“Aatm Anuwv rIit vrIrI”AaTmanI AvnvI duinyanuH Avlokn krI ANyÒvone

Avloknno rah btavtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ke!lIkmaimRk vato krI Ke.

cetn t=a cetnane $pk xElImaH rjU krI kiv]IAe cetnmaHpDelI puruØ shj k@orta Ane cetnamaH rhelI SƒIshj komztavgere wavone sfz rIte v`RVya Ke.

kumitna mohpaxmaH n fsava cetnne cetnaAe F`o smÔVyo.KtaH tenI ko{ Asr n j`ata, cetnaAe ]âano sharo lI\o,]âa t=a cetna vCce =yelI vato cetne KanI rIte saHwzI lI\IKe. cetnanI Aa ivrhakuz vato saHwzI cetn SvyH Vyi=t ={Ôy Ke Ane TyaH j in Ry kre Ke ke vaStivk huH kumitna sHge suqIn=I. ma!e Aeno sHg KoDI mare hve sumit sHga=e rmvuH Ôe[Ae Anesumit äara huH cetnane pamI xkIx. laHba kaz=I ivrhI bnelIcetnane smÔvvI srz nih bne, KtaH p` mare hve sumitno sHgKoDvo n=I. Aava in Ry pr Aavel cetn xuH khe Ke te kiv]I AapdmaH malkos ragmaH khe Ke,Aatm Anuwv rIit vrIrI...mor bnaO inj rup in$pm, itCKþ ruickr teg \rIrI.... Aatm.. 1..

hve cetn sumitna Fre Aavva tTpr =yo Ke. sumit Ae!lexuâivcar`a. tÀv&annI ¹iÚAe Ôe{Ae to Aa iS=it barmagu S=ank su\I rhe. barma gu S=ankna AHte sHpU R xuâcetnaÝg! =ay Ke. Tyarbad Aa AvS=a AnHtkaz su\I !kI rhe Ke.

xuâcetnane Aem =ay Ke ke cetnne hve sTyvat smÔ`I Ke.hve te sace rSte AavI ræo Ke. te=I j$r te sumitna mHidre p\arxe.te=I cetna, sumitne v\a{ deva doDe Ke. te sumitne hrqatI hrqatI

khe Ke ke mara cetnSvamIAe hve AnuwvnI rIt g‡h` krI Ke. te=I&andxa Ôg<t ={ Ke.

cetna¦ sumitne khe Ke ke tuH mara SvamInI samuH to Ôe hve tote potana mUz Sv$pmaH AavI ræa Ke. Ôe to qrI te keva Anupmlage Ke? tem e inj$pno in$pm mug! mStk pr \ar` kyÈ KeAne tIv‡ruic$p tlvar p` ha=maH lI\I Ke. je=I AenI xowaAnerI lage Ke.

Ùiƒyo Ane rjpUto ßyare lGn krva Ôy Tyare ma=e moDbaH\e Ke. (jene AajnI waØamaH klgI khevay Ke t=a ha=maH tlvarraqe Ke. cetnraj p` Aaje to kEvLyl"mI vrva j[ ræaH hoyteva tejSvI lage Ke. te e injSv$pno moD baH\I, tIv‡ruicnI tlvarkmre \ar` krI Ýya` krI ræa Ke.

Aa kDIno bIÔe A=R Ae =ay Ke ke cetn Anaidkaz=ImohraÔnI puƒI mmta sa=e rmto hto. hve mmtane KoDI dI\I Kete=I mohraÔ cetnkuHvr pr cDa{ kre Ke. cetn moh same yuâ kreKe. cetn xUrvIr t=a xaEyRvan hovane kar e raÔne yoGy sßjta\ar` krI, yuâ qelva j{ ræo Ke. te e ma=e in$pm inj$pnomug! \ar` krI, tI"` \arvazI tlvar lI\I Ke. hve mohraÔnemhat krva tI"` hi=yar krmaH \ar` krI, xƒuno ixrCKed kre Ke.tIv‡ruic ivna sMykŸTv Ýaº ={ xke nhÄ, Tyare sMykŸTv ivnanuHkayR A=RhIn bnI Ôy Ke.

dev, guÌ Ane \mRna Aa\are sTyanuwvnI ruic Ôge Ke. ruicnIsa=e ¹# sHkLp =taH, mohnI gaH@ #IlI pDe Ke.

AhÄ ruic pr ivxeØ war devamaH AaVyo Ke. kar`ke “ruicAnuyaye vIyR”, jevI ruic te Ýma e vIyRnI Sfur`a =ay Ke. cetnnISvwav trfnI ruic Ôgta tenuH vIyR p` AaTma trf vze Ke. pKIAe idxamaH puruØa=R _pDe Ke. te=I kiv khe Ke ke cetnnI, xuâcetnatrf ¹iÚ mHDa`I Ke.

hve Aatmdev, devTvne pamI, moÙl"y mezvva kmRraÔ same

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“Aatm Anuwv rIit vrIrI”AaTmanI AvnvI duinyanuH Avlokn krI ANyÒvone

Avloknno rah btavtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ke!lIkmaimRk vato krI Ke.

cetn t=a cetnane $pk xElImaH rjU krI kiv]IAe cetnmaHpDelI puruØ shj k@orta Ane cetnamaH rhelI SƒIshj komztavgere wavone sfz rIte v`RVya Ke.

kumitna mohpaxmaH n fsava cetnne cetnaAe F`o smÔVyo.KtaH tenI ko{ Asr n j`ata, cetnaAe ]âano sharo lI\o,]âa t=a cetna vCce =yelI vato cetne KanI rIte saHwzI lI\IKe. cetnanI Aa ivrhakuz vato saHwzI cetn SvyH Vyi=t ={Ôy Ke Ane TyaH j in Ry kre Ke ke vaStivk huH kumitna sHge suqIn=I. ma!e Aeno sHg KoDI mare hve sumit sHga=e rmvuH Ôe[Ae Anesumit äara huH cetnane pamI xkIx. laHba kaz=I ivrhI bnelIcetnane smÔvvI srz nih bne, KtaH p` mare hve sumitno sHgKoDvo n=I. Aava in Ry pr Aavel cetn xuH khe Ke te kiv]I AapdmaH malkos ragmaH khe Ke,Aatm Anuwv rIit vrIrI...mor bnaO inj rup in$pm, itCKþ ruickr teg \rIrI.... Aatm.. 1..

hve cetn sumitna Fre Aavva tTpr =yo Ke. sumit Ae!lexuâivcar`a. tÀv&annI ¹iÚAe Ôe{Ae to Aa iS=it barmagu S=ank su\I rhe. barma gu S=ankna AHte sHpU R xuâcetnaÝg! =ay Ke. Tyarbad Aa AvS=a AnHtkaz su\I !kI rhe Ke.

xuâcetnane Aem =ay Ke ke cetnne hve sTyvat smÔ`I Ke.hve te sace rSte AavI ræo Ke. te=I j$r te sumitna mHidre p\arxe.te=I cetna, sumitne v\a{ deva doDe Ke. te sumitne hrqatI hrqatI

khe Ke ke mara cetnSvamIAe hve AnuwvnI rIt g‡h` krI Ke. te=I&andxa Ôg<t ={ Ke.

cetna¦ sumitne khe Ke ke tuH mara SvamInI samuH to Ôe hve tote potana mUz Sv$pmaH AavI ræa Ke. Ôe to qrI te keva Anupmlage Ke? tem e inj$pno in$pm mug! mStk pr \ar` kyÈ KeAne tIv‡ruic$p tlvar p` ha=maH lI\I Ke. je=I AenI xowaAnerI lage Ke.

Ùiƒyo Ane rjpUto ßyare lGn krva Ôy Tyare ma=e moDbaH\e Ke. (jene AajnI waØamaH klgI khevay Ke t=a ha=maH tlvarraqe Ke. cetnraj p` Aaje to kEvLyl"mI vrva j[ ræaH hoyteva tejSvI lage Ke. te e injSv$pno moD baH\I, tIv‡ruicnI tlvarkmre \ar` krI Ýya` krI ræa Ke.

Aa kDIno bIÔe A=R Ae =ay Ke ke cetn Anaidkaz=ImohraÔnI puƒI mmta sa=e rmto hto. hve mmtane KoDI dI\I Kete=I mohraÔ cetnkuHvr pr cDa{ kre Ke. cetn moh same yuâ kreKe. cetn xUrvIr t=a xaEyRvan hovane kar e raÔne yoGy sßjta\ar` krI, yuâ qelva j{ ræo Ke. te e ma=e in$pm inj$pnomug! \ar` krI, tI"` \arvazI tlvar lI\I Ke. hve mohraÔnemhat krva tI"` hi=yar krmaH \ar` krI, xƒuno ixrCKed kre Ke.tIv‡ruic ivna sMykŸTv Ýaº ={ xke nhÄ, Tyare sMykŸTv ivnanuHkayR A=RhIn bnI Ôy Ke.

dev, guÌ Ane \mRna Aa\are sTyanuwvnI ruic Ôge Ke. ruicnIsa=e ¹# sHkLp =taH, mohnI gaH@ #IlI pDe Ke.

AhÄ ruic pr ivxeØ war devamaH AaVyo Ke. kar`ke “ruicAnuyaye vIyR”, jevI ruic te Ýma e vIyRnI Sfur`a =ay Ke. cetnnISvwav trfnI ruic Ôgta tenuH vIyR p` AaTma trf vze Ke. pKIAe idxamaH puruØa=R _pDe Ke. te=I kiv khe Ke ke cetnnI, xuâcetnatrf ¹iÚ mHDa`I Ke.

hve Aatmdev, devTvne pamI, moÙl"y mezvva kmRraÔ same

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morco maHDe Ke.cetn hve potanI bhadurI kevI btave Ke te khe Ke.

!op sþah xUrko bano, OktarI corI pihrIrI...s¿a =lmeH moh ivdart, O O suirjn muh nIsrIrI.... Aatm.. 2..

mohraÔ sa=e yuâ krva cetn lDvEyano vex \ar` kre Ke.mStknuH rÙ` krva !op pheyÈ Ke. KatInuH rÙ` krva #al lI\I Ke.t=a kmr _pr \otI \ar` n krtaH, surval pheyÈ Ke. kar`ke\otI=I mjbUta{ n rhe, ma!e AHdrmaH kCK lgavI loqHDnIÔzIvazo xUrval phervano te smye irvaj hto.

vIryoâana vexmaH sßj ={ AatmraÔ yuâÙeƒmaH jva jyareÝya` kre Ke Tyare sMykŸTvisHdUr vDe potana kpazmaH xuknvHtuHitlk kre Ke. AaTmaAe &an¹iÚ$p !op ixr pr \ar` kyÈ Ke.AaTmsHymnuH bQtr pheyuÅ Ke. te=I kØayo, [iNãyo ke ved tene kaH{krI xke nhÄ, te e Aekag‡tanuH AHgrquH \ar` kyuÅ Ke. potanI xuâdxaÝg! krva cetn Aekag‡tapUvRk |yanmGn bnI gyo Ke. Aa rItetEyar ={, yuâS=lI pr phÇce Ke.

TyaH to mohraÔna sEinko Aek pKI Aek bhar Aavta ÔyKe. jem jem duXmno same Aave Ke. tem tem cetnraj teno nax krtoÔy Ke. je!lI xUrvIrta=I yuâ =ay Ke. ne xƒuAono sHhar =ay Ke.TyaH to &anIAo, buâjno, dev, [Não vgerenaH mo#amaH=I xabax...xabaxna xBdo srI pDe Ke. Éyarek to v\are AanHdmaH AavI jtaHAho.. Aho jeva xBdo maƒ j Ýg!e Ke. vIr sEinke hve to AevuHvIrTv daqVyuH Ke ke je kmÈ s¿amaH pD˜a htaH TyaH to te kmRnIkap`I krva laGyo.

Aa„a ßyare satma gu`S=an=I Aagz v\I, Aa@magu S=anke Ùpk ]e I maHDI, nvma, dxma gu S=ank=I Aagzv\e Ke. Tyare to kmRnI kap`I krvamaH Jpa!o bolave Ke. AneAHtmuRhUÅtmaH to mo!a xƒuno nax krI naqe Ke. AavuH xaEyR daqvtocetn, sumitne baÔ¡maH raqI, cetnane we!va tTpr bne Ke. hve to

tenI njr xuâcetn sa=e tãup =vanI Ke. pKI to dxyit \mRsimit, guiº vgere Svjno cetnne AiwnHdn Aape Ke. t=a jy-jykar |vin=I v\ave Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj Aa $pkne smÔvtaH lqe Ke,smta$p !op |yan$p mStknuH rÙ` krva pheyÈ Ke. prpir`itnaHTyag$p b‡ïcyRno duweR> kvc Aa„anaH AsHQyat Ýdex$p xrIrpr \ar` kyÈ Ke. ãVy, gu , pyaRynaH |yanmaH AEky =ay Ke. A=vaãVy ¹iÚ jenI quLlI g{ Ke. AevI Aek tarvazuH AHgrquH pheyuÅ Ke.TyaH SvSv$pmaH potana _pyogne ÔeDI iS=rta sa\I Ke. _pyogneSvmaH iS=r krI mohraÔne shela{=I ÒtI xkay Ke. _pyogneprmaH=I h!avI SvmaH ÔeDvo te j Aa„ sa\konI sa\na Ke. AnetemaH vIyRne forvvuH te tenuH cairƒ Ke. cetn kevI rIte praÊm kre Ke.Ane xuH pame Ke. te cetna äara kiv khe Ke.

kevl kmla ApCKr suHdr gan kre rsŸ rHg wrIrI...jIt inxan bja[ ivraje, AanHdFn svÅg \rIrI.... Aatm.. 3..

xuâcetna potanI AHgt sahelI iS=rtane khe ke mara Aatmdeveto kmal krI, kmRxƒune ÒtI svR xiÉt Ýg! krI naqI kmRxƒuAonosHhar =taH to kevz&an $p l"mI to rHgmaH AavI nacva lagI,nactI, nactI mara SvamI pase AavI AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn$pmaza SvamInaH gzamaH pheravI dI\I Aaj su\I [iNãyo äara Ôeva,Ô`vanI xiÉt htI temaH=I te SvtHƒ =ya Ane AsHQyatAa„ÝdexmaH lokloknu ÝitibHb ÝitibHibt =va laGyuH, kevz&anAne dxRn vDe cetn Ae b\uH smkale Ô`va Ôeva laGyaH. cetndevto Sv$p isHhasne, xuâcetna$p mne \ar` krIne be@a Ke. hve tenIxowa v RvI Ôy tem n=I. prma„a Ýwu to hve prm iS=rTvpamI prmanHd ma`I ræa Ke tÀv¹iÚAe barma ÙI`moh gu S=ankne_LlHFI terma syogI kevlI gu S=anknI wUimkamaH Ývexta to temaramaH tNmy ={ gya Ke.

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morco maHDe Ke.cetn hve potanI bhadurI kevI btave Ke te khe Ke.

!op sþah xUrko bano, OktarI corI pihrIrI...s¿a =lmeH moh ivdart, O O suirjn muh nIsrIrI.... Aatm.. 2..

mohraÔ sa=e yuâ krva cetn lDvEyano vex \ar` kre Ke.mStknuH rÙ` krva !op pheyÈ Ke. KatInuH rÙ` krva #al lI\I Ke.t=a kmr _pr \otI \ar` n krtaH, surval pheyÈ Ke. kar`ke\otI=I mjbUta{ n rhe, ma!e AHdrmaH kCK lgavI loqHDnIÔzIvazo xUrval phervano te smye irvaj hto.

vIryoâana vexmaH sßj ={ AatmraÔ yuâÙeƒmaH jva jyareÝya` kre Ke Tyare sMykŸTvisHdUr vDe potana kpazmaH xuknvHtuHitlk kre Ke. AaTmaAe &an¹iÚ$p !op ixr pr \ar` kyÈ Ke.AaTmsHymnuH bQtr pheyuÅ Ke. te=I kØayo, [iNãyo ke ved tene kaH{krI xke nhÄ, te e Aekag‡tanuH AHgrquH \ar` kyuÅ Ke. potanI xuâdxaÝg! krva cetn Aekag‡tapUvRk |yanmGn bnI gyo Ke. Aa rItetEyar ={, yuâS=lI pr phÇce Ke.

TyaH to mohraÔna sEinko Aek pKI Aek bhar Aavta ÔyKe. jem jem duXmno same Aave Ke. tem tem cetnraj teno nax krtoÔy Ke. je!lI xUrvIrta=I yuâ =ay Ke. ne xƒuAono sHhar =ay Ke.TyaH to &anIAo, buâjno, dev, [Não vgerenaH mo#amaH=I xabax...xabaxna xBdo srI pDe Ke. Éyarek to v\are AanHdmaH AavI jtaHAho.. Aho jeva xBdo maƒ j Ýg!e Ke. vIr sEinke hve to AevuHvIrTv daqVyuH Ke ke je kmÈ s¿amaH pD˜a htaH TyaH to te kmRnIkap`I krva laGyo.

Aa„a ßyare satma gu`S=an=I Aagz v\I, Aa@magu S=anke Ùpk ]e I maHDI, nvma, dxma gu S=ank=I Aagzv\e Ke. Tyare to kmRnI kap`I krvamaH Jpa!o bolave Ke. AneAHtmuRhUÅtmaH to mo!a xƒuno nax krI naqe Ke. AavuH xaEyR daqvtocetn, sumitne baÔ¡maH raqI, cetnane we!va tTpr bne Ke. hve to

tenI njr xuâcetn sa=e tãup =vanI Ke. pKI to dxyit \mRsimit, guiº vgere Svjno cetnne AiwnHdn Aape Ke. t=a jy-jykar |vin=I v\ave Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj Aa $pkne smÔvtaH lqe Ke,smta$p !op |yan$p mStknuH rÙ` krva pheyÈ Ke. prpir`itnaHTyag$p b‡ïcyRno duweR> kvc Aa„anaH AsHQyat Ýdex$p xrIrpr \ar` kyÈ Ke. ãVy, gu , pyaRynaH |yanmaH AEky =ay Ke. A=vaãVy ¹iÚ jenI quLlI g{ Ke. AevI Aek tarvazuH AHgrquH pheyuÅ Ke.TyaH SvSv$pmaH potana _pyogne ÔeDI iS=rta sa\I Ke. _pyogneSvmaH iS=r krI mohraÔne shela{=I ÒtI xkay Ke. _pyogneprmaH=I h!avI SvmaH ÔeDvo te j Aa„ sa\konI sa\na Ke. AnetemaH vIyRne forvvuH te tenuH cairƒ Ke. cetn kevI rIte praÊm kre Ke.Ane xuH pame Ke. te cetna äara kiv khe Ke.

kevl kmla ApCKr suHdr gan kre rsŸ rHg wrIrI...jIt inxan bja[ ivraje, AanHdFn svÅg \rIrI.... Aatm.. 3..

xuâcetna potanI AHgt sahelI iS=rtane khe ke mara Aatmdeveto kmal krI, kmRxƒune ÒtI svR xiÉt Ýg! krI naqI kmRxƒuAonosHhar =taH to kevz&an $p l"mI to rHgmaH AavI nacva lagI,nactI, nactI mara SvamI pase AavI AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn$pmaza SvamInaH gzamaH pheravI dI\I Aaj su\I [iNãyo äara Ôeva,Ô`vanI xiÉt htI temaH=I te SvtHƒ =ya Ane AsHQyatAa„ÝdexmaH lokloknu ÝitibHb ÝitibHibt =va laGyuH, kevz&anAne dxRn vDe cetn Ae b\uH smkale Ô`va Ôeva laGyaH. cetndevto Sv$p isHhasne, xuâcetna$p mne \ar` krIne be@a Ke. hve tenIxowa v RvI Ôy tem n=I. prma„a Ýwu to hve prm iS=rTvpamI prmanHd ma`I ræa Ke tÀv¹iÚAe barma ÙI`moh gu S=ankne_LlHFI terma syogI kevlI gu S=anknI wUimkamaH Ývexta to temaramaH tNmy ={ gya Ke.

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Ke ke he sahelI? mara SvamInI AevI êcI dxa Ke ke jene tolejgtnuH Ok p` suq AavI xke nhÄ iƒwuvnna=, ƒEloky ÝkaxkAeva mara ÝwuAe to mne potana Ýdexe Ýdexe \ar` krI lI\I Ke.hve to marI Ane AenI Awedta S=aipt ={ g{ Ke. huH to AÙysuq\am SvamIna sHge Apar suq lIla ma`I rhI KuH. AanHdnImStI ma`ta cetnnuH to mne muiÉtpurInI shel kravva _|vRgitkrI lokag‡e mne S=aipt krI dI\I Ke.

kiv]I Aa„anI _¿mxiÉtnuH dxRn Aa pdmaH kraVyuH Ke.malkÕx rag-tNmyta dxRk Ke. sa\ko injFrmaH rHgrelI kre Ke.Ane ANyne p` teva wavmaH rHgva malkÕxno Ýyog kre Ke.tI=Åkr prma„a smovsr`ma malkÕx ragmaH dexna Aape Ke.je=I kevz&an$p l"mIne Ýaº krnar cetn ma!e Aa rag suyoGy Ke.

kiv ]I AanHdFnÒ pase kLpnanI maEilkta kevI Ke. t=aAemna Anuwvno Vyap ke!lo bhozo t=a êDo Ke. te Aa pdmaHÔe[ xkay Ke.

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mhantÀv& ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sHsarnuH SvÌpcopa!na ãÚaHtäara dxaRVyuH Ke.

ÒvnI vtRman xI dxa Ke. t=a Òv copa!nI sog@InI jemɘaH kar e frI ræo Ke. injFrmaH jva ma!e te e kevo Ane kevI rItemagR xo\vo te kiv]I saqImaH j btavI Aape Ke.

k¡buiâ k¡bja k¡i!lgit subuiâ rai\ka narI.copr qele rai\ka, jIte k¡bja harI.. 1..

Aagzna pdmaH sumitAe ]âane kæuH ke hve mohraÔ t=acetn vCce yuâ =xe. temaH cetnÒ Òtxe. Ane Òt ngara vagxepKI cetn, xuâ cetnane we!xe.

Aa pdmaH cetn Aa Hd ma`va copa! qelI ræo Ke. AasamaNy copa! n=I. Anaidkaz=I rmatI Aa rmtmaH ko{ vqthar to ko{ vqt Òt Ke. KtaH Aa rmtno ko{ AHt n=I. subuiâAne kubuiâ vCce A=aRtŸ sumit-kumit vCce copa!no dav qela{ræo Ke. Aa rmtmaH Éyarek Aem lage Ke ke sumit harxe. p` TyaH toAaüyR =ay Ke Ane sumit ÒtI Ôy Ke.

kiv]IAe ]Ik<*`ne AHtra„a sa=e srqavI A|ya„¹iÚAecopa!nI rmt btavva sfz ÝyTn kyÈ Ke.

k<mit$p kuBÔ Ane sumit$p rai\ka Aa„$p k<*`nI bHnepTnIAo Ke. k<*`ne fsavnar kuBÔnI sa=e rai\ka copa! rme Ke. bHnedav-pec rmvamaH F`I bahox Ke. p` AHte to \mRno j ivjy =ay Ke.

cargit$p copa! Ke. devgit, mnu*ygit, ityÅcgit Anenrkgit Aa car git $p copa!maH svR Òvo kubuiâ=I Ýera{AnHtkaz=I pirw‡m` kre Ke. Aa copa!maH ko{ p` Òv AekS=ane iS=r ={ @rI @am besto n=I p` jNm, jra, m<TyunaH du:q

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Ke ke he sahelI? mara SvamInI AevI êcI dxa Ke ke jene tolejgtnuH Ok p` suq AavI xke nhÄ iƒwuvnna=, ƒEloky ÝkaxkAeva mara ÝwuAe to mne potana Ýdexe Ýdexe \ar` krI lI\I Ke.hve to marI Ane AenI Awedta S=aipt ={ g{ Ke. huH to AÙysuq\am SvamIna sHge Apar suq lIla ma`I rhI KuH. AanHdnImStI ma`ta cetnnuH to mne muiÉtpurInI shel kravva _|vRgitkrI lokag‡e mne S=aipt krI dI\I Ke.

kiv]I Aa„anI _¿mxiÉtnuH dxRn Aa pdmaH kraVyuH Ke.malkÕx rag-tNmyta dxRk Ke. sa\ko injFrmaH rHgrelI kre Ke.Ane ANyne p` teva wavmaH rHgva malkÕxno Ýyog kre Ke.tI=Åkr prma„a smovsr`ma malkÕx ragmaH dexna Aape Ke.je=I kevz&an$p l"mIne Ýaº krnar cetn ma!e Aa rag suyoGy Ke.

kiv ]I AanHdFnÒ pase kLpnanI maEilkta kevI Ke. t=aAemna Anuwvno Vyap ke!lo bhozo t=a êDo Ke. te Aa pdmaHÔe[ xkay Ke.

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“qele ctugRit copr Ýa`I mero”

mhantÀv& ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sHsarnuH SvÌpcopa!na ãÚaHtäara dxaRVyuH Ke.

ÒvnI vtRman xI dxa Ke. t=a Òv copa!nI sog@InI jemɘaH kar e frI ræo Ke. injFrmaH jva ma!e te e kevo Ane kevI rItemagR xo\vo te kiv]I saqImaH j btavI Aape Ke.

k¡buiâ k¡bja k¡i!lgit subuiâ rai\ka narI.copr qele rai\ka, jIte k¡bja harI.. 1..

Aagzna pdmaH sumitAe ]âane kæuH ke hve mohraÔ t=acetn vCce yuâ =xe. temaH cetnÒ Òtxe. Ane Òt ngara vagxepKI cetn, xuâ cetnane we!xe.

Aa pdmaH cetn Aa Hd ma`va copa! qelI ræo Ke. AasamaNy copa! n=I. Anaidkaz=I rmatI Aa rmtmaH ko{ vqthar to ko{ vqt Òt Ke. KtaH Aa rmtno ko{ AHt n=I. subuiâAne kubuiâ vCce A=aRtŸ sumit-kumit vCce copa!no dav qela{ræo Ke. Aa rmtmaH Éyarek Aem lage Ke ke sumit harxe. p` TyaH toAaüyR =ay Ke Ane sumit ÒtI Ôy Ke.

kiv]IAe ]Ik<*`ne AHtra„a sa=e srqavI A|ya„¹iÚAecopa!nI rmt btavva sfz ÝyTn kyÈ Ke.

k<mit$p kuBÔ Ane sumit$p rai\ka Aa„$p k<*`nI bHnepTnIAo Ke. k<*`ne fsavnar kuBÔnI sa=e rai\ka copa! rme Ke. bHnedav-pec rmvamaH F`I bahox Ke. p` AHte to \mRno j ivjy =ay Ke.

cargit$p copa! Ke. devgit, mnu*ygit, ityÅcgit Anenrkgit Aa car git $p copa!maH svR Òvo kubuiâ=I Ýera{AnHtkaz=I pirw‡m` kre Ke. Aa copa!maH ko{ p` Òv AekS=ane iS=r ={ @rI @am besto n=I p` jNm, jra, m<TyunaH du:q

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wogvto AaHixk p` suq Anuwvto n=I.kumit da`a naqvanI babtmaH vÊ Ke. p` sdŸbuiâ potanI

sßjnta KoDtI n=I. copa!maH ke!lak to sog@I gaHDI kre Ke.vÊgitne kar e sog@I AHdr bhar AavI AvzI cale Ke. prHtuAavI rmt kumitne bhu fave Ke. kumit sI\I cal caltI j n=I.p` Kev!e kumit hare Ke. Ane sumitnI Òt =ay Ke. samaNy deqatIvatne Aa„&anI sHto kevI A|ya„¹iÚ=I A|ya„wavo=I v`Ile Ke. te kiv]I khe Ke,

qele ctugRit copr Ýa`I mero qele...nrd gHjIfa kaEn gInt hE, mane n leqe buiâvr....Ýa`I.. 1..

cargit$p copa! maro Aa„SvamI qelI ræo Ke. prHtu jenIAaHtr¹iÚ quLlI g{ Ke. teva &anI puÌØo AavI rmt rmtaH sttsÔg hoy Ke. te=I teAonaH pirw‡m`no AHt nÒk hoy Ke. KtaHp` kubuiâna yoge rag-äeØ n =ay te trf teAo v\are lÙ raqe Ke.to p` kubuiâ potano wag wjVya j kre Ke. te rag-äeØ ÝpHc krIAa„ane fsave Ke.

cetn p` mohna Fen=I Fera{ j{ Anek ÝkarnaH papacr`okre Ke. je potanI vStu n=I tene potanI manI Anek ÝkarnI_pai\Ao vhore Ke. \mR _pr äeØ Ane A\mR _pr Ýem jNme Ke. potajeva ANy Aa„aAo _pr vErwav jNme Ke. kubuiânI AavI AvzIcal Ke. je=I cetn ctugRit$p copa!maH fyaR kre Ke. co´pa!µjenecar p! hoy te copa!, carey p!naH mzIne kul KNnu Fr hoy Ke.KNnu FrmaH sog@I fyaR kre Ke. vCce mrI Ôy Ke. Tyare paKI frIvarbese Ke. prHtu tenuH sa|y Fr KoDIne vCcenaH S=anmaH jvanuH Ke. cetnAa rmtmaH Éyarek devlokmaH to Éyarek ityRÅcgitmaH j{ cDe Ke.Ane Ôe wan wUle to nrkno mheman bne Ke. Ane Ôe san Aave tomanv bne Ke. Aam caLya j kre Ke. p` Ýa&puruØo (Ôg<tjno)AavI rmt rmtaH injFr w`I caLya Ôy Ke. sdŸguruna _pdex=IAa„a ßyare sMykŸ]âa kre Ke Tyare te sHsarbanu Òtva ÝyTn kre Ke.

sHsarnI Aa copa! rmta dav-pec keva rma{ ræa Ke. tebtavta ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke,

rag-äeØ mohke pase, Aap bnaye ihtkr...jEsa dava pre paseka, sarI clave qIlkr....Ýa`I.. 2..

Anaidkaz=I rag-äeØna pasane Òve ihtkr maNya Ke. prvStumaH [Úp uH \ar` krI, temaH rHgavuH. temaH tNmy ={ jvuH te rag.Ane prvStumaH AinÚ pir`am te äeØ.

Aa„amaH je!la je!la AHxe kØayyuÉt tIv‡-tIv‡tr ke tIv‡tm,mHd-mHdtr ke mHdtmnaH pir`am =ay Ke. te Ýma e kmRbH\n =ay Ke.Aa kmR cargit$p copa!maH ferVya kre Ke. ßyaH su\I rag-äeØnaHpasaH pDe Ke TyaH su\I cargit$p copa!nI rmt calu j rhe Ke. Aacopa!=I muÉt kem =vay? tenaH jvabmaH kiv khe Ke ke pda=R ÝTyenaragaidwavne KoDI Aa„a potana _pyogne SvmaH ÔeDe, Ane xuâ_pyogI bne to rmt=I muÉt =vay Ke. ßyaH su\I prmaH _pyog Ke.TyaH su\I sHsar copa! calu j rhe Ke.

rag-äeØ Ane moh$p pasaH Òv pote j naqe Ke. Ane sog@I$pfrvanuH kayR p` SvyH kre Ke. ctugRit$p copa!=I muÉt kem bnay?t=a dav-pec kem rmay te ]I AanHdFnÒ btave Ke ke-

paHc tle hE duAa wa{, KÞa tle hE Oka...sb mIl hot brabr leqa. yh ivvek ignveka....Ýa`I.. 3..

prHtu copa!naH b\aH j pasaH srqa Ke Ane b\I baj¡=Isman Ke. _prnaH pasaH _pr paHc hoy to tenI brabr nIcenIbaj¡maH be hoy Ke. tenI jm`I baj¡maH K hoy to tenI samenIbaj¡maH Aek hoy. Aa rIte benI g`trI krta 7 no AaHk Aave Ke.p´rµ7, 6´1µ7, 7´7µ14, caEd gu S=ank Òvna Ke. prHtu AaVyavhairk vatne A|ya„¹iÚAe kevI rIte F!avvamaH Aave Ke. tesmjvanuH Ke.

paHc ÝkarnaH Aa]vno sUck paHcno AaHk Ke. krvuH Ane kravvuHte be no AaHk, Aam ivvekpUvRk g`trI krtaH satda`a Aave Ane

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wogvto AaHixk p` suq Anuwvto n=I.kumit da`a naqvanI babtmaH vÊ Ke. p` sdŸbuiâ potanI

sßjnta KoDtI n=I. copa!maH ke!lak to sog@I gaHDI kre Ke.vÊgitne kar e sog@I AHdr bhar AavI AvzI cale Ke. prHtuAavI rmt kumitne bhu fave Ke. kumit sI\I cal caltI j n=I.p` Kev!e kumit hare Ke. Ane sumitnI Òt =ay Ke. samaNy deqatIvatne Aa„&anI sHto kevI A|ya„¹iÚ=I A|ya„wavo=I v`Ile Ke. te kiv]I khe Ke,

qele ctugRit copr Ýa`I mero qele...nrd gHjIfa kaEn gInt hE, mane n leqe buiâvr....Ýa`I.. 1..

cargit$p copa! maro Aa„SvamI qelI ræo Ke. prHtu jenIAaHtr¹iÚ quLlI g{ Ke. teva &anI puÌØo AavI rmt rmtaH sttsÔg hoy Ke. te=I teAonaH pirw‡m`no AHt nÒk hoy Ke. KtaHp` kubuiâna yoge rag-äeØ n =ay te trf teAo v\are lÙ raqe Ke.to p` kubuiâ potano wag wjVya j kre Ke. te rag-äeØ ÝpHc krIAa„ane fsave Ke.

cetn p` mohna Fen=I Fera{ j{ Anek ÝkarnaH papacr`okre Ke. je potanI vStu n=I tene potanI manI Anek ÝkarnI_pai\Ao vhore Ke. \mR _pr äeØ Ane A\mR _pr Ýem jNme Ke. potajeva ANy Aa„aAo _pr vErwav jNme Ke. kubuiânI AavI AvzIcal Ke. je=I cetn ctugRit$p copa!maH fyaR kre Ke. co´pa!µjenecar p! hoy te copa!, carey p!naH mzIne kul KNnu Fr hoy Ke.KNnu FrmaH sog@I fyaR kre Ke. vCce mrI Ôy Ke. Tyare paKI frIvarbese Ke. prHtu tenuH sa|y Fr KoDIne vCcenaH S=anmaH jvanuH Ke. cetnAa rmtmaH Éyarek devlokmaH to Éyarek ityRÅcgitmaH j{ cDe Ke.Ane Ôe wan wUle to nrkno mheman bne Ke. Ane Ôe san Aave tomanv bne Ke. Aam caLya j kre Ke. p` Ýa&puruØo (Ôg<tjno)AavI rmt rmtaH injFr w`I caLya Ôy Ke. sdŸguruna _pdex=IAa„a ßyare sMykŸ]âa kre Ke Tyare te sHsarbanu Òtva ÝyTn kre Ke.

sHsarnI Aa copa! rmta dav-pec keva rma{ ræa Ke. tebtavta ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke,

rag-äeØ mohke pase, Aap bnaye ihtkr...jEsa dava pre paseka, sarI clave qIlkr....Ýa`I.. 2..

Anaidkaz=I rag-äeØna pasane Òve ihtkr maNya Ke. prvStumaH [Úp uH \ar` krI, temaH rHgavuH. temaH tNmy ={ jvuH te rag.Ane prvStumaH AinÚ pir`am te äeØ.

Aa„amaH je!la je!la AHxe kØayyuÉt tIv‡-tIv‡tr ke tIv‡tm,mHd-mHdtr ke mHdtmnaH pir`am =ay Ke. te Ýma e kmRbH\n =ay Ke.Aa kmR cargit$p copa!maH ferVya kre Ke. ßyaH su\I rag-äeØnaHpasaH pDe Ke TyaH su\I cargit$p copa!nI rmt calu j rhe Ke. Aacopa!=I muÉt kem =vay? tenaH jvabmaH kiv khe Ke ke pda=R ÝTyenaragaidwavne KoDI Aa„a potana _pyogne SvmaH ÔeDe, Ane xuâ_pyogI bne to rmt=I muÉt =vay Ke. ßyaH su\I prmaH _pyog Ke.TyaH su\I sHsar copa! calu j rhe Ke.

rag-äeØ Ane moh$p pasaH Òv pote j naqe Ke. Ane sog@I$pfrvanuH kayR p` SvyH kre Ke. ctugRit$p copa!=I muÉt kem bnay?t=a dav-pec kem rmay te ]I AanHdFnÒ btave Ke ke-

paHc tle hE duAa wa{, KÞa tle hE Oka...sb mIl hot brabr leqa. yh ivvek ignveka....Ýa`I.. 3..

prHtu copa!naH b\aH j pasaH srqa Ke Ane b\I baj¡=Isman Ke. _prnaH pasaH _pr paHc hoy to tenI brabr nIcenIbaj¡maH be hoy Ke. tenI jm`I baj¡maH K hoy to tenI samenIbaj¡maH Aek hoy. Aa rIte benI g`trI krta 7 no AaHk Aave Ke.p´rµ7, 6´1µ7, 7´7µ14, caEd gu S=ank Òvna Ke. prHtu AaVyavhairk vatne A|ya„¹iÚAe kevI rIte F!avvamaH Aave Ke. tesmjvanuH Ke.

paHc ÝkarnaH Aa]vno sUck paHcno AaHk Ke. krvuH Ane kravvuHte be no AaHk, Aam ivvekpUvRk g`trI krtaH satda`a Aave Ane

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te Ýma e 7 gitmaH rqDvuH pDe te sat git Aa Ýma e Ke.(1) AekeiNãy git (r) ivkleiNãy (3) nrk git (4)

sHmUiCKm pHceiNãy (p) gwRj pHceiNãy ityRc git (6) mnu*y -git (7) dev git.

Aa rIte Kkay ÒvonI ihHsa Aek AsHym=I krvamaH Aave tosat gitmaH wmvuH pDe.

sUygDaHg sUƒmaH satgit bIÒ rIte khI Ke. temaH ƒ` vedlevamaH AaVya Ke. jemke paHc S=avr, ƒ` ivkleiNãy Ane narkIneAek npuHskved hoy Ke. ityÅc pHceiNãy Ane gwRj mnu*ymaH ƒ eyved hoy Ke. Tyare devgitmaH SƒIved t=a puÌØved j hoy Ke. Aa rItepasa g`vamaH Aave to p` ihsab brabr Aave Ke. p` sog@Iclavnaro Ôe ivvekpUvRk sog@I clave to te jLdI=I potana m|yFrmaH phÇcI Ôy Ke.

paHcno A=R paHc [iNãy Ane tena äara =ta rag-äeØna beda`a. [iNãyo kayR$p Ke. rag-äeØ kar`$p Ke. Aam satgitmaHpirw‡m`nuH kar` rag-äeØ Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje kæuH Ke ke cetn¦ AnHtanubH\I t=aAÝTyaQyanI kØayne ÒtIne pHcm gu S=ane Ôy Ke. Tyar badÝbz puÌØa=R _paDe to satma gu S=anke Ôy Ke Ane Aa„vIyRnoveg v\e to Ùpk ]e I maHDI bIÔ K gu S=ankmaH Aagz v\ItermaH syogI kevzI gu S=ankmaH svR&ta Ýg! krI pKI caEdmuHgu S=ank Ýaº krva AFatIkmRno Ùy krI, AyogI bnI, AjrAmrpdne Ýaº kre Ke.

Aa Ýma e cargitnI copa!ne Anek ¹iÚko`=I ÔevamaH AaveKe. Òvna vEwaivkwav$p Ø!Ÿirpu Ke. kam, Êo\, low, moh, mdAne mTsr Aa K irpunI Ýv<i¿ Aek mnna Aa\are =ay Ke. Aek mnÒtay jtaH b\uH Òtay Ôy Ke. Aa Ýma e cargit pirw‡m`nuHmUz kar` Aek mn Ke. t=a rag-äeØ ivgere ivwavwav Ke. tenonax =taH Òv muÉt bnI inrakar, inrHjn Sv$pne Ýg! kre Ke.

mUzno nax =taH v<Ùno nax pame Ke.ÒvnuH cargitmaH pirw‡m` kevaH kevaH pir`amnI \ara=I =ay

Ke. te ivØe ]I AanHdFnÒ m. co=I kDImaH khe Ke.c_raxI maHhe ifre nIlI, Syah n torI jorI...lal jrd ifr Aave FrmeH, kb huk jorI ivKorI....Ýa`I.. 4..

Aa kDImaH kiv copa!$p kayRnaH mUzmaH Ývex kre Ke. kivnaAaxyne Ô`va Aap e leXyanuH Sv$p Ô`I levuH, AavXyk g`axe,jem xuâ Sfi!knI same lal, lIlo ke kazo pda=R raqvamaH Aave toSfi!k te rHg$p deqay Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke wavmn äara Aa„anaHpir`am A=va A|yvsay tene leXya khevamaH Aave Ke. leXya mnnIshcarI Ke. wavmn terma gu S=anke hoy nhÄ te=I TyaH leXya p`hoy nhÄ.

xaÏanusar leXya yog t=a kØayna yog=I =ay Ke. ma!eßyaH kØay hoy TyaH TyaH leXya hoy ßyaH kØay n hoy TyaH leXya p`n hoy terma gu S=anke yog Ke p` kØay n=I ma!e leXya n=I,Ane isâÝwu to AlexI Ke kar` ke kØay ke yog kaH{ n=I. leXyanapir`amono Aa\ar mnovgR ana sHbH\ne kar e Ke. mnovgR a paHcÝkarnI Ke. kØayne kar e ne yogna kHpn=I Ôe kazarHgnI vgR aAa„a sa=e ÔeDay Tyare te A|yvsayone k<*`leXya khevamaH AaveKe. Aa rIte k<*`-nIl kapot, pIt (teÔe) pdm Ane xuÉl Aem KleXya xaÏmaH btavel Ke.

_. sU. ma K leXyana rHg, rs, gH\ Ane SpxR vgere Ô¡daH Ô¡daHbtavvamaH AaVya Ke. tema Ý=m k<*`leXyano rHg btavvamaH Aave Ke.

jImUyin|\ sHkasa, gvlirõgsinwa.qHjaj` ny`inwa, ik~hlesa _ v~`Ao..

(1) k<*` leXyano v R:- pa`I=I wrela vadza, paDanaH xIgDaH,ArI@ana bIj, gaDanuH qHjn, AaHqnI kIkI, Aa b\anokazo klr hoy Aena=I p` Ai\k k<*`leXyano rHg hoy Ke.

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te Ýma e 7 gitmaH rqDvuH pDe te sat git Aa Ýma e Ke.(1) AekeiNãy git (r) ivkleiNãy (3) nrk git (4)

sHmUiCKm pHceiNãy (p) gwRj pHceiNãy ityRc git (6) mnu*y -git (7) dev git.

Aa rIte Kkay ÒvonI ihHsa Aek AsHym=I krvamaH Aave tosat gitmaH wmvuH pDe.

sUygDaHg sUƒmaH satgit bIÒ rIte khI Ke. temaH ƒ` vedlevamaH AaVya Ke. jemke paHc S=avr, ƒ` ivkleiNãy Ane narkIneAek npuHskved hoy Ke. ityÅc pHceiNãy Ane gwRj mnu*ymaH ƒ eyved hoy Ke. Tyare devgitmaH SƒIved t=a puÌØved j hoy Ke. Aa rItepasa g`vamaH Aave to p` ihsab brabr Aave Ke. p` sog@Iclavnaro Ôe ivvekpUvRk sog@I clave to te jLdI=I potana m|yFrmaH phÇcI Ôy Ke.

paHcno A=R paHc [iNãy Ane tena äara =ta rag-äeØna beda`a. [iNãyo kayR$p Ke. rag-äeØ kar`$p Ke. Aam satgitmaHpirw‡m`nuH kar` rag-äeØ Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje kæuH Ke ke cetn¦ AnHtanubH\I t=aAÝTyaQyanI kØayne ÒtIne pHcm gu S=ane Ôy Ke. Tyar badÝbz puÌØa=R _paDe to satma gu S=anke Ôy Ke Ane Aa„vIyRnoveg v\e to Ùpk ]e I maHDI bIÔ K gu S=ankmaH Aagz v\ItermaH syogI kevzI gu S=ankmaH svR&ta Ýg! krI pKI caEdmuHgu S=ank Ýaº krva AFatIkmRno Ùy krI, AyogI bnI, AjrAmrpdne Ýaº kre Ke.

Aa Ýma e cargitnI copa!ne Anek ¹iÚko`=I ÔevamaH AaveKe. Òvna vEwaivkwav$p Ø!Ÿirpu Ke. kam, Êo\, low, moh, mdAne mTsr Aa K irpunI Ýv<i¿ Aek mnna Aa\are =ay Ke. Aek mnÒtay jtaH b\uH Òtay Ôy Ke. Aa Ýma e cargit pirw‡m`nuHmUz kar` Aek mn Ke. t=a rag-äeØ ivgere ivwavwav Ke. tenonax =taH Òv muÉt bnI inrakar, inrHjn Sv$pne Ýg! kre Ke.

mUzno nax =taH v<Ùno nax pame Ke.ÒvnuH cargitmaH pirw‡m` kevaH kevaH pir`amnI \ara=I =ay

Ke. te ivØe ]I AanHdFnÒ m. co=I kDImaH khe Ke.c_raxI maHhe ifre nIlI, Syah n torI jorI...lal jrd ifr Aave FrmeH, kb huk jorI ivKorI....Ýa`I.. 4..

Aa kDImaH kiv copa!$p kayRnaH mUzmaH Ývex kre Ke. kivnaAaxyne Ô`va Aap e leXyanuH Sv$p Ô`I levuH, AavXyk g`axe,jem xuâ Sfi!knI same lal, lIlo ke kazo pda=R raqvamaH Aave toSfi!k te rHg$p deqay Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke wavmn äara Aa„anaHpir`am A=va A|yvsay tene leXya khevamaH Aave Ke. leXya mnnIshcarI Ke. wavmn terma gu S=anke hoy nhÄ te=I TyaH leXya p`hoy nhÄ.

xaÏanusar leXya yog t=a kØayna yog=I =ay Ke. ma!eßyaH kØay hoy TyaH TyaH leXya hoy ßyaH kØay n hoy TyaH leXya p`n hoy terma gu S=anke yog Ke p` kØay n=I ma!e leXya n=I,Ane isâÝwu to AlexI Ke kar` ke kØay ke yog kaH{ n=I. leXyanapir`amono Aa\ar mnovgR ana sHbH\ne kar e Ke. mnovgR a paHcÝkarnI Ke. kØayne kar e ne yogna kHpn=I Ôe kazarHgnI vgR aAa„a sa=e ÔeDay Tyare te A|yvsayone k<*`leXya khevamaH AaveKe. Aa rIte k<*`-nIl kapot, pIt (teÔe) pdm Ane xuÉl Aem KleXya xaÏmaH btavel Ke.

_. sU. ma K leXyana rHg, rs, gH\ Ane SpxR vgere Ô¡daH Ô¡daHbtavvamaH AaVya Ke. tema Ý=m k<*`leXyano rHg btavvamaH Aave Ke.

jImUyin|\ sHkasa, gvlirõgsinwa.qHjaj` ny`inwa, ik~hlesa _ v~`Ao..

(1) k<*` leXyano v R:- pa`I=I wrela vadza, paDanaH xIgDaH,ArI@ana bIj, gaDanuH qHjn, AaHqnI kIkI, Aa b\anokazo klr hoy Aena=I p` Ai\k k<*`leXyano rHg hoy Ke.

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(r) nIlleXyano rHg:- lIlo Ke. jemke Axokv<Ù, caspÙInIpaHq veDuyRrTnno nIlrHg tena=I Ai\k nIlrHg nIlleXyanoKe.

(3) kapotleXyano rHg:- kaH[k kazo Ke. jemke AzxInaH fUl,koylnI paHq, parevanI Dok kaH[k ratIne kaH[k kazI Aevokapot leXyano v R smjvo.

(4) teÔe leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg lal Ke. jemke égto sUyR,pop!nI caHc, dIpknI ßyot AenaH krtaH Ai\k lalrHgAa leXyano Ke.

(p) pdŸm leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg pIzo Ke. jemke:- hrtaz,hzdr, x`naH fUl jevo pIzo v R Aena krtaH p` Ai\kpIzo Aa leXyano v R Ke.

(6) xuÉl leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg sfed Ke. jemke xHq, AHkrTn,mogranaH fUl, gaynuH dU\, $pano har A=va rTnno hartena=I p` Ai\k sfed xuÉl leXyano v R Ke.

jem K Ae leXyano v R Ke. tem b\I leXyana rs p` Ô¡da-Ô¡da hoy Ke.(1) k<*` leXyano rs kDvo:- kDvuH tuHbDuH, kDva lÄmDano rs

te=I p` Ai\k kDvo rs k<*`leXyavazane hoy Ke.(r) nIlleXya:- Aa leXyavazano tIqo rs hoy Ke. jemke:-

sUH@no rs, pIprmrIno rs tena=I Ai\k tIqo rs AaleXyano Ke.

(3) kapotleXya:-qa!o rs¸ kacI kerIno rs, ko@ano rs, te=I Ai\kqa!o rs Aa leXyano Ke

(4) teÔe leXya:- q! mI@o. paka AaHbano rs, paka ko@ano rs,Aem =oDo qa!one =oDo mI@o rs te teÔeleXyano rs Ke.

(p) pdŸmleXyano rs:- m\uro. va$`Ino rs, m\uno rs te=Im\uro pdŸmleXyano rs Ke.

(6) xuÉlleXyano rs:- mI@o. qjUrno rs, ãaÙno rs, dU\no

rs, sakrnors tena=I Ai\k mI@o rs xuÉl leXyanors Ke.

Aa rIte KAe leXyanI gH\ p` iwþ-iwþ hoy Ke. temaH Ý=mnIƒ` AxuwleXyanI gH\, mrelI gaynuH klevr, mrela kUtranuH klevr,spRna mDanI gH\ te=I Ai\k dugÅ\ Aa leXyanI Ke.

xuwleXyanI gH\:- jem kpUr, kevDo vgere sugH\I pda=R va!tajevI sugH\ nIkze tenaH krtaH Ai\k sugH\ xuwleXyanI Ke.

hve K Ae leXyano SpxR khe Ke.krvtnI \ar, gaynI Òw, vaHsnuH pan tena krtaH Ai\k

qrab AÝxSt leXyano kkxR SpxR Ô`vo.maq`, srsvnaH fUl, mqmlna SpxR krtaH Ai\k suHvazo

SpxR ƒ` ÝxSt leXyano Ke.Aa Ýma e j copa!nI sog@I Ô¡da Ô¡da rHgnI hoy Ke. tem

Òv p` iv\-iv\wavo yuÉt hovane kar e sHsarmaH fyaR kre Ke.Aa rIte K Ae leXyana v R, rs, gH\ Ane SpxR Ô¡da-Ô¡da Ke. kar`ke jgtmaH sat ÝkarnI kamR vgR a Ke. te paEdŸgilk Ke. Aek pudŸglprma umaH tena Svawaivk gu \mÈ hoy Ke.

]I _maSvaitÒ lqe Ke,“SpxRrsgH\ v RvNt: pudŸgla:”drek pudŸgl prma umaH Aek v R, Aekrs, Aek gH\ Ane Aek SpxR

hoy Ke. te=I prma una Aa\are leXyana v`aRid pirvtRn pame Ke. Òvnapir`amne Aa\are prma`uH pudŸglo g‡h` =ay Ke. ma!e j kivAanHdFnÒAe ÝStut pdmaH rHg-rHgnI sog@I btave Ke. sHsarnIcopa!maH sHsarI Òvo sog@I ={ FUMya kre Ke. k<*` Ane nIl leXyanIÔeDI tU!tI n=I. p` Ôe tU!e to sog@I FrmaH AavI Ôy, FrmaH AavelIsog@I mre nhÄ. tevI rIte sMykŸTv paMya pKI Òv Aa„wavmaH Aavtatene F uH krIne pDvanuH rhetuH n=I. prHtu kazI-nIlI Aem k<*`-nIlleXyavaza dugRitmaH wMya kre Ke- lal-pIzInI ÔeDI tU!e to p` ÒvFrmaH Aave nhÄ, pr FrmaH frtaH AnHtkaz vIte. hve sog@I gaHDI kre

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(r) nIlleXyano rHg:- lIlo Ke. jemke Axokv<Ù, caspÙInIpaHq veDuyRrTnno nIlrHg tena=I Ai\k nIlrHg nIlleXyanoKe.

(3) kapotleXyano rHg:- kaH[k kazo Ke. jemke AzxInaH fUl,koylnI paHq, parevanI Dok kaH[k ratIne kaH[k kazI Aevokapot leXyano v R smjvo.

(4) teÔe leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg lal Ke. jemke égto sUyR,pop!nI caHc, dIpknI ßyot AenaH krtaH Ai\k lalrHgAa leXyano Ke.

(p) pdŸm leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg pIzo Ke. jemke:- hrtaz,hzdr, x`naH fUl jevo pIzo v R Aena krtaH p` Ai\kpIzo Aa leXyano v R Ke.

(6) xuÉl leXya:- Aa leXyano rHg sfed Ke. jemke xHq, AHkrTn,mogranaH fUl, gaynuH dU\, $pano har A=va rTnno hartena=I p` Ai\k sfed xuÉl leXyano v R Ke.

jem K Ae leXyano v R Ke. tem b\I leXyana rs p` Ô¡da-Ô¡da hoy Ke.(1) k<*` leXyano rs kDvo:- kDvuH tuHbDuH, kDva lÄmDano rs

te=I p` Ai\k kDvo rs k<*`leXyavazane hoy Ke.(r) nIlleXya:- Aa leXyavazano tIqo rs hoy Ke. jemke:-

sUH@no rs, pIprmrIno rs tena=I Ai\k tIqo rs AaleXyano Ke.

(3) kapotleXya:-qa!o rs¸ kacI kerIno rs, ko@ano rs, te=I Ai\kqa!o rs Aa leXyano Ke

(4) teÔe leXya:- q! mI@o. paka AaHbano rs, paka ko@ano rs,Aem =oDo qa!one =oDo mI@o rs te teÔeleXyano rs Ke.

(p) pdŸmleXyano rs:- m\uro. va$`Ino rs, m\uno rs te=Im\uro pdŸmleXyano rs Ke.

(6) xuÉlleXyano rs:- mI@o. qjUrno rs, ãaÙno rs, dU\no

rs, sakrnors tena=I Ai\k mI@o rs xuÉl leXyanors Ke.

Aa rIte KAe leXyanI gH\ p` iwþ-iwþ hoy Ke. temaH Ý=mnIƒ` AxuwleXyanI gH\, mrelI gaynuH klevr, mrela kUtranuH klevr,spRna mDanI gH\ te=I Ai\k dugÅ\ Aa leXyanI Ke.

xuwleXyanI gH\:- jem kpUr, kevDo vgere sugH\I pda=R va!tajevI sugH\ nIkze tenaH krtaH Ai\k sugH\ xuwleXyanI Ke.

hve K Ae leXyano SpxR khe Ke.krvtnI \ar, gaynI Òw, vaHsnuH pan tena krtaH Ai\k

qrab AÝxSt leXyano kkxR SpxR Ô`vo.maq`, srsvnaH fUl, mqmlna SpxR krtaH Ai\k suHvazo

SpxR ƒ` ÝxSt leXyano Ke.Aa Ýma e j copa!nI sog@I Ô¡da Ô¡da rHgnI hoy Ke. tem

Òv p` iv\-iv\wavo yuÉt hovane kar e sHsarmaH fyaR kre Ke.Aa rIte K Ae leXyana v R, rs, gH\ Ane SpxR Ô¡da-Ô¡da Ke. kar`ke jgtmaH sat ÝkarnI kamR vgR a Ke. te paEdŸgilk Ke. Aek pudŸglprma umaH tena Svawaivk gu \mÈ hoy Ke.

]I _maSvaitÒ lqe Ke,“SpxRrsgH\ v RvNt: pudŸgla:”drek pudŸgl prma umaH Aek v R, Aekrs, Aek gH\ Ane Aek SpxR

hoy Ke. te=I prma una Aa\are leXyana v`aRid pirvtRn pame Ke. Òvnapir`amne Aa\are prma`uH pudŸglo g‡h` =ay Ke. ma!e j kivAanHdFnÒAe ÝStut pdmaH rHg-rHgnI sog@I btave Ke. sHsarnIcopa!maH sHsarI Òvo sog@I ={ FUMya kre Ke. k<*` Ane nIl leXyanIÔeDI tU!tI n=I. p` Ôe tU!e to sog@I FrmaH AavI Ôy, FrmaH AavelIsog@I mre nhÄ. tevI rIte sMykŸTv paMya pKI Òv Aa„wavmaH Aavtatene F uH krIne pDvanuH rhetuH n=I. prHtu kazI-nIlI Aem k<*`-nIlleXyavaza dugRitmaH wMya kre Ke- lal-pIzInI ÔeDI tU!e to p` ÒvFrmaH Aave nhÄ, pr FrmaH frtaH AnHtkaz vIte. hve sog@I gaHDI kre

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phelI car leXyavaza ßyaH su\I ãVyivvekmaH Ke. TyaH su\ItenI baÒ kacI g`ay Ke. prHtu wav ivvek Aavta vStu Sv$pnoy=aR= bo\ =ay Ke. turt j baÒnI kcax dUr =ay Ke. phelI carleXyamaH Òvne wav ivvek Ýg!to n=I. te=I te pU Rtane pamtan=I. wav ivvek=I Òv siCcdanHd wgvanne pame Ke. pdŸm t=axuÉl lexImaH wav ivveknuH dxRn =ay Ke. Ane te kar e baÒ ÒtIÔy Ke. Ane Òv moÙ$p FrmaH shela{=I ÝvexI xke Ke.

ma!e j kiv]IAe kæuH Ke ke Ýwu Ôe Aek pgDuH btave to AaÒv, Aek calmaH AaqI baÒ ÒtI Ôy Ke. prHtu _pxm ]e IAecDto Òv Aem mane ke huH to g# ÒtI gyo. hve to Aek KlaHglgavI, terma gu`S=ankne Ýaº krI l{x, p` Aaj su\Icairƒmohno _pxm krto Aagz v|yo Ke. gHda pa`ImaH f!kDInaqva=I kcro nIce besI jxe p` pa`I iblkul SvCK nhÄ khevay.pa`I jra haltaH kcro _pr Aave Ke. tem _pxmwave Aagzv\elo Òv f!kDInuH kam kre Ke. sU"mlowno _dy =taH Òv paKosHsarmaH wMya kre Ke. Aigyarma gu S=ank=I Òv Kõe, paHcme, co=e=[ Kek nIce im+yaTv gu S=an ke p` AavI xke Ke. Aa rIte baÒ harIÔy Ke. p` wavivveknuH pgDuH Aave to Òv paKo cetI Ôy Ke. ma!e heÝwu¦ Aap Aek var mne ;po' AapI dŸdo. mara pr k<pa krI marI baÒsu\arI Lao. mne ;po' mzI jtaH baÒ ÒtI j{x, Òtnar VyiÉtAanHdmaH AavI j[ gaje Ke, nace Ke, AanHd VyÉt kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe copa!na $pk äara sHsarnuH Sv$p suHdrrIte smÔVyuH Ke.

Òv sdŸguruna yoge sMykŸTvnuH ;po' pamI Sv-FrmaH is\aveKe. Aam Òvna Êimk ivkasnuH idxa-sUcn Aa pdmaH ATyHtrhSya„k xElIAe kyuÅ Ke.

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“Anuwv¦ hm to ravrI dasI”cEtNy jgaDI tenI sa=e tNmyta sa\nar AnuwvI

AaTma=±puruØ ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrvednabhu kuxzta=I Vy› krI Ke. Aa pd _Llas=I vaHctaH Ane gataHsumitnI sa=e Ô e Aek$ptano Anuwv =ay Ke.

dsma pdmaH kivAe v RVya Ýma e sumit Anuwvne ivnve KeAne Kev!e cetne kumitno sHg KoDva sHg‡ame cDe Ke. prHtu jem da$noVysnI da$ KoDe KtaH tenuH mn to da$maH j wmtuH rhe Ke, tem cetn¦Ôg<t to =yo p` ctugRit$p copa!maH=I bhar AaVyo n=I. hÒp` maya - mmta sa=e te rMya kre Ke. maya Ane mmta bHne F`Ij cturSœaIAo Ke. cetnne tenI sa=enI rmtmaH b\I j rIte harqavI pDe Ke. prHtu jem jem te harto Ôy Ke tem tem tene v\arermvanuH mn =ay Ke. khevt Ke ke “hayÈ j¡garI bm uH rme” tevIcetnnI dxa =ay Ke.

“sarHg rag” maH rcel Aa terma pdmaH kiv]I khe Ke kesumit¦ cetnnI Aa dxa=I Vyakuz Ke. te=I Anuwv pase AavIidlnI Vy=a Ýg! kre Ke temj Anuwvne ivnve Ke ke te cetnnesmÔve.

terma pdno ÝarHw krtaH kiv]I suHdr SvrmaH khe Ke,Anuwv hm to ravrI dasI.Aa{ khateH maya-mmta, januH n khaHkI vasI.. Anuwv.. 1..

smta cetnnI pTnI Ke. te cetnna imƒ Anuwvne khe Ke ke;maro pit cetn¦ maya - mmtana ÝempasmaH fsa{ gyo Ke.mayaAe to AevI moh Ôz ibKavI Ke ke cetn temaH=I nIkzvaA=ag ÝyTn kre Ke KtaH nIkzI xkto n=I. ɘarek tene bebakzo=yelo Ôeë KuH p` TyaH to mmtano mulaym ha= frtaH ibcaro

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phelI car leXyavaza ßyaH su\I ãVyivvekmaH Ke. TyaH su\ItenI baÒ kacI g`ay Ke. prHtu wav ivvek Aavta vStu Sv$pnoy=aR= bo\ =ay Ke. turt j baÒnI kcax dUr =ay Ke. phelI carleXyamaH Òvne wav ivvek Ýg!to n=I. te=I te pU Rtane pamtan=I. wav ivvek=I Òv siCcdanHd wgvanne pame Ke. pdŸm t=axuÉl lexImaH wav ivveknuH dxRn =ay Ke. Ane te kar e baÒ ÒtIÔy Ke. Ane Òv moÙ$p FrmaH shela{=I ÝvexI xke Ke.

ma!e j kiv]IAe kæuH Ke ke Ýwu Ôe Aek pgDuH btave to AaÒv, Aek calmaH AaqI baÒ ÒtI Ôy Ke. prHtu _pxm ]e IAecDto Òv Aem mane ke huH to g# ÒtI gyo. hve to Aek KlaHglgavI, terma gu`S=ankne Ýaº krI l{x, p` Aaj su\Icairƒmohno _pxm krto Aagz v|yo Ke. gHda pa`ImaH f!kDInaqva=I kcro nIce besI jxe p` pa`I iblkul SvCK nhÄ khevay.pa`I jra haltaH kcro _pr Aave Ke. tem _pxmwave Aagzv\elo Òv f!kDInuH kam kre Ke. sU"mlowno _dy =taH Òv paKosHsarmaH wMya kre Ke. Aigyarma gu S=ank=I Òv Kõe, paHcme, co=e=[ Kek nIce im+yaTv gu S=an ke p` AavI xke Ke. Aa rIte baÒ harIÔy Ke. p` wavivveknuH pgDuH Aave to Òv paKo cetI Ôy Ke. ma!e heÝwu¦ Aap Aek var mne ;po' AapI dŸdo. mara pr k<pa krI marI baÒsu\arI Lao. mne ;po' mzI jtaH baÒ ÒtI j{x, Òtnar VyiÉtAanHdmaH AavI j[ gaje Ke, nace Ke, AanHd VyÉt kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe copa!na $pk äara sHsarnuH Sv$p suHdrrIte smÔVyuH Ke.

Òv sdŸguruna yoge sMykŸTvnuH ;po' pamI Sv-FrmaH is\aveKe. Aam Òvna Êimk ivkasnuH idxa-sUcn Aa pdmaH ATyHtrhSya„k xElIAe kyuÅ Ke.

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“Anuwv¦ hm to ravrI dasI”cEtNy jgaDI tenI sa=e tNmyta sa\nar AnuwvI

AaTma=±puruØ ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrvednabhu kuxzta=I Vy› krI Ke. Aa pd _Llas=I vaHctaH Ane gataHsumitnI sa=e Ô e Aek$ptano Anuwv =ay Ke.

dsma pdmaH kivAe v RVya Ýma e sumit Anuwvne ivnve KeAne Kev!e cetne kumitno sHg KoDva sHg‡ame cDe Ke. prHtu jem da$noVysnI da$ KoDe KtaH tenuH mn to da$maH j wmtuH rhe Ke, tem cetn¦Ôg<t to =yo p` ctugRit$p copa!maH=I bhar AaVyo n=I. hÒp` maya - mmta sa=e te rMya kre Ke. maya Ane mmta bHne F`Ij cturSœaIAo Ke. cetnne tenI sa=enI rmtmaH b\I j rIte harqavI pDe Ke. prHtu jem jem te harto Ôy Ke tem tem tene v\arermvanuH mn =ay Ke. khevt Ke ke “hayÈ j¡garI bm uH rme” tevIcetnnI dxa =ay Ke.

“sarHg rag” maH rcel Aa terma pdmaH kiv]I khe Ke kesumit¦ cetnnI Aa dxa=I Vyakuz Ke. te=I Anuwv pase AavIidlnI Vy=a Ýg! kre Ke temj Anuwvne ivnve Ke ke te cetnnesmÔve.

terma pdno ÝarHw krtaH kiv]I suHdr SvrmaH khe Ke,Anuwv hm to ravrI dasI.Aa{ khateH maya-mmta, januH n khaHkI vasI.. Anuwv.. 1..

smta cetnnI pTnI Ke. te cetnna imƒ Anuwvne khe Ke ke;maro pit cetn¦ maya - mmtana ÝempasmaH fsa{ gyo Ke.mayaAe to AevI moh Ôz ibKavI Ke ke cetn temaH=I nIkzvaA=ag ÝyTn kre Ke KtaH nIkzI xkto n=I. ɘarek tene bebakzo=yelo Ôeë KuH p` TyaH to mmtano mulaym ha= frtaH ibcaro

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mmta, mohraÔnI puƒI Ke te b\a Òvone fsavvanuH kam kreKe. svRdxRnkaroAe maya, mmtane Òvne dugRitmaH l{ jnar trIkeAozqavI Ke.

maya-mmta¦ cetnrajnI p!ra`IAo Ke p` te ko` Ke?kyaHnI rhevasI Ke? tenuH kuz xuH Ke? tenI pUrI tpas cetnÒAe krIhoy tem lagtuH n=I. te=I j teAo AvnvaH $p krI cetnne AakØeRKe. mmta ɘarek rag$pe, to ɘarek lag`I$pe, ɘarek wi›$peto ɘarek xi›$pe potanI mohÔz ibKave Ke. AekeiNãy=IpHceiNãy su\Ina Òvo pr mmtanuH sam‡aj˜ KvayeluH Ke. AekeiNãyÒvomaH pirg‡hv<i¿ Ke. vnSpit, Aa v<i¿ne kar`e paHdDaH vCcefz KUpavva ÝyTn kre Ke. devo p` pirg<hv<i¿=I Ýera{ AekbIÔsa=e yuâ kre Ke. Aa rIte svR sHsarIÒvo iviv\ $pe mmtanador=I bH\ayelaH Ke.

smta¦ Anuwv imƒne Aa vat krI rhI Ke. cetnna du:qedu:qI =narI smta potanI krmkha`I Aagz v RvI rhI Ke. tenaxBdomaH Aap e Ôe{Ae.

rIj pre vaHke sHg cetn, tum ÉyuH rht _dasI...vrßyo n jay OkaHt kHtko, lokmeH hovt haHsI.... Anuwv.. 2..

Aa kDImaH Anuwv T=a smtano vataRlap Ke. Anuwv smtanekhe Ke ke he smta¦ tuH mne cetn ma!e khe Ke ke cetn, maya - mmtanarHge rHga{ gyo Ke. te tenaH kmÈ=I t=a calbaÒ=I AHÔ{ gyo Ke.tena sHg=I tene AanHd Aave Ke te=I te jLdI=I ivvek p` cUkI Ôy

Ke je=I mmtane Ô`va te ÝyTn suâaH krto n=I. lokmaH khevt Keke “raÔne gmI te ra`I ne Ka`a vI`tI Aa`I” mmta p`smysUckta vaprI cetn pase=I kam k#avI le Ke. cetn tosadosI\o Ke te=I mmta sa=e tene sakr, xerDI Ane m\ krtaH p`Ai\k AanHd Aave Ke kar` ke mmtane kar e tene w‡aiNt peda =ayKe. Aena du:qnuH kar` p` Ae j Ke. cetn¦ potano Svwav KoDI,ivwavmaH Ôy Ke te=I du:qI =ay Ke. temaH he smta¦ tuH xa ma!e _dasrhe Ke?

smta, Anuwvimƒne _¿r detaH khe Ke ke cetn to maro pit Ke.tenI huH pitv‡ta SƒI KuH. tenaH isvay meH bIÔ ko{ne p` caæo n=I.Are¦ ANyno pDKayo suâaH lI\o n=I. Aa!lI marI vfadarI hovaKtaH, cetn maro ={ne rheto n=I. ko{p` SƒI potana pitne potanokrI raqva j cahtI hoy Ke Ane potano rhe temaH j tene AanHd hoyKe. cetn¦ parko ={, parke Fre pD˜o rhe Ke, te=I loko tenI haHsI kreKe. mara=I Ae shn =tuH n=I ma!e huH _das rhuH KuH.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke ;hHslI, hHsne KoDI kdaipkagDano sHg kre nhÄ, temj hHs ivna hHslI ÒvI xke nhÄ, temmaro t=a mara pit cetnno sHbH\ Ke.'1 jem suv R Ane suv RTvj¡da j¡da sHwvI xke nhÄ tem cetn Ane cetna AekaHte Aiwþ Ke.Amara bHneno Aiwþ sHbH\ hova KtaH, cetn prmaH pDI gyo Ke.te=I mne paravar du:q =ay Ke Ane Ae du:qne kar e j ATyaremaramaH _dasI deqay Ke. vzI tme to Vyavhairk ¹iÚAe p` Ô`oKo ke ko{ puruØ prSƒIna mohmaH fsayo hoy to lokomaH te inHdanepaƒ g`ay Ke t=a duinya tene beAab$ g e Ke. tenaH kayÈ _prsHtjno qed kre Ke. vzI Aeva puruØnI pTnInI ko{ haHsI kre Keto vzI ko{ dya qay Ke. Aaje lokomaH cetnnI haHsI ={ rhI Keje mara=I shI jtI n=I temj marI dxa p` mara=I shn =tIn=I. duinyane mara pr dya Aave Ke prHtu cetnne mara pr dya

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raHkDo bnI Ôy Ke.maya, Aa jgtnaH svR Ýa`IAone vxmaH raqe Ke. te potanI

xi› vDe drek Òvone cargitmaH rqDave Ke. drek Òv potanawaEitk suq ma!e m+ya kre Ke Ane tem krtaH pote j du:qmaH fsayKe. maya Ae!le kp! A=va ANyne KetrvanI Ýk<it. \mRna bhananIce =tI mayacarI te mhapap khevay Ke Ane jemaH marap`anIbuiâ hoy te mmta.

mmta, mohraÔnI puƒI Ke te b\a Òvone fsavvanuH kam kreKe. svRdxRnkaroAe maya, mmtane Òvne dugRitmaH l{ jnar trIkeAozqavI Ke.

maya-mmta¦ cetnrajnI p!ra`IAo Ke p` te ko` Ke?kyaHnI rhevasI Ke? tenuH kuz xuH Ke? tenI pUrI tpas cetnÒAe krIhoy tem lagtuH n=I. te=I j teAo AvnvaH $p krI cetnne AakØeRKe. mmta ɘarek rag$pe, to ɘarek lag`I$pe, ɘarek wi›$peto ɘarek xi›$pe potanI mohÔz ibKave Ke. AekeiNãy=IpHceiNãy su\Ina Òvo pr mmtanuH sam‡aj˜ KvayeluH Ke. AekeiNãyÒvomaH pirg‡hv<i¿ Ke. vnSpit, Aa v<i¿ne kar`e paHdDaH vCcefz KUpavva ÝyTn kre Ke. devo p` pirg<hv<i¿=I Ýera{ AekbIÔsa=e yuâ kre Ke. Aa rIte svR sHsarIÒvo iviv\ $pe mmtanador=I bH\ayelaH Ke.

smta¦ Anuwv imƒne Aa vat krI rhI Ke. cetnna du:qedu:qI =narI smta potanI krmkha`I Aagz v RvI rhI Ke. tenaxBdomaH Aap e Ôe{Ae.

rIj pre vaHke sHg cetn, tum ÉyuH rht _dasI...vrßyo n jay OkaHt kHtko, lokmeH hovt haHsI.... Anuwv.. 2..

Aa kDImaH Anuwv T=a smtano vataRlap Ke. Anuwv smtanekhe Ke ke he smta¦ tuH mne cetn ma!e khe Ke ke cetn, maya - mmtanarHge rHga{ gyo Ke. te tenaH kmÈ=I t=a calbaÒ=I AHÔ{ gyo Ke.tena sHg=I tene AanHd Aave Ke te=I te jLdI=I ivvek p` cUkI Ôy

Ke je=I mmtane Ô`va te ÝyTn suâaH krto n=I. lokmaH khevt Keke “raÔne gmI te ra`I ne Ka`a vI`tI Aa`I” mmta p`smysUckta vaprI cetn pase=I kam k#avI le Ke. cetn tosadosI\o Ke te=I mmta sa=e tene sakr, xerDI Ane m\ krtaH p`Ai\k AanHd Aave Ke kar` ke mmtane kar e tene w‡aiNt peda =ayKe. Aena du:qnuH kar` p` Ae j Ke. cetn¦ potano Svwav KoDI,ivwavmaH Ôy Ke te=I du:qI =ay Ke. temaH he smta¦ tuH xa ma!e _dasrhe Ke?

smta, Anuwvimƒne _¿r detaH khe Ke ke cetn to maro pit Ke.tenI huH pitv‡ta SƒI KuH. tenaH isvay meH bIÔ ko{ne p` caæo n=I.Are¦ ANyno pDKayo suâaH lI\o n=I. Aa!lI marI vfadarI hovaKtaH, cetn maro ={ne rheto n=I. ko{p` SƒI potana pitne potanokrI raqva j cahtI hoy Ke Ane potano rhe temaH j tene AanHd hoyKe. cetn¦ parko ={, parke Fre pD˜o rhe Ke, te=I loko tenI haHsI kreKe. mara=I Ae shn =tuH n=I ma!e huH _das rhuH KuH.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke ;hHslI, hHsne KoDI kdaipkagDano sHg kre nhÄ, temj hHs ivna hHslI ÒvI xke nhÄ, temmaro t=a mara pit cetnno sHbH\ Ke.'1 jem suv R Ane suv RTvj¡da j¡da sHwvI xke nhÄ tem cetn Ane cetna AekaHte Aiwþ Ke.Amara bHneno Aiwþ sHbH\ hova KtaH, cetn prmaH pDI gyo Ke.te=I mne paravar du:q =ay Ke Ane Ae du:qne kar e j ATyaremaramaH _dasI deqay Ke. vzI tme to Vyavhairk ¹iÚAe p` Ô`oKo ke ko{ puruØ prSƒIna mohmaH fsayo hoy to lokomaH te inHdanepaƒ g`ay Ke t=a duinya tene beAab$ g e Ke. tenaH kayÈ _prsHtjno qed kre Ke. vzI Aeva puruØnI pTnInI ko{ haHsI kre Keto vzI ko{ dya qay Ke. Aaje lokomaH cetnnI haHsI ={ rhI Keje mara=I shI jtI n=I temj marI dxa p` mara=I shn =tIn=I. duinyane mara pr dya Aave Ke prHtu cetnne mara pr dya

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AavtI n=I. cetn mara pr kevo in¤ur bnI gyo Ke te ƒIÒkDImaH smÔve Ke.

smjt naih in@ur pit Oit, pl Ok jat KmasI...AanHdFn Ýwu \rkI smta, A!klI AaEr lbasI.... Anuwv.. 3..

Aa kDImaH smta potana hEyanI vraz ka#I rhI Ke. te khe Keke ;he Anuwv¦ maro pit marI dxa smÒ xkto n=I, Ae savin¤ur bnI gyo Ke. te marI Aek p` vat lÙmaH leto n=I. Are¦stI SƒIne pitna ivrhe Aek pz p` K mas jevI lage Ke. marIAek Aek Ù` kevI Ôy Ke¦ teno Qyal Ae dyahInne ɘaH=I Aave¦pit ivyoge marI Aek Aek pz yug jevDI vIte Ke.

smtanI Aa vat saHwzI Anuwve Anuman=I Ô~yuH keAaTmanI sacI SƒI to smta Ke te j kuzvan Ke. bIÒ SœaIAo toqo!I t=a mayavI Ke.

Aam, AaTmaAe imƒ Anuwvna &an=I Ô~yuH. Aene potanIwUl smÔ{. hve cetne Ô~yuH ke smta j potanI qrI SƒI Ke te=Ismtane ñdymaH raqI drek kayR krva laGyo. hve smtana AanHdnoko{ par ræo n=I. smtaAe potana AHt:kr`na Ýem=I AaTmanepotna trf qeHcI lI\o te=I te shj inmRz AanHdne wogvvalaGya. smta j potano Svwav Ke Ae Ô~ya pKI temaH iS=r =vaivxeØ ÝyTn krva laGyo. jem jem smtamaH iS=rta Aave Ke temtem SvyHmaH=I AanHdrs Jre Ke je=I te AanHdFn Aeva potananamne sfz kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AaTmane #H#oZyo Ke. Anaid=I ivsra[ gyelIpotanI vaStivktanI yad Apave Ke. temj smta FrmaH Aavvat=a rheva Ýer`a Aape Ke. A|yaTmwavo=I wrela Aa pd AaTmanepotanI xuâ pir`itne Ýg!avva pu$Øa=± bnave Ke.

Aa|yaiTmk Ýgitna sopan smuH Aa pd Ke. maya - mmtaneSƒInuH $pk AapIne, cetn t=a cetna sHbH\ ma!e hHs-hHslInuHãÚaHt Aapel Ke.

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“Anuwv¦ tu hE hetu hmaro”AaTmwavonI mStI ma`va tTpr Aeva mStyogI ]I

AanHdFn mharaje AaTmmH=n krI, AaHtrwavomaH keva keva sHFØR=ay Ke, temj AaTmpir`it kevI hoy Ke te Aa pdmaH dxaRVyuH Ke.

AaTmane ]âa t=a smta$p be pTnIAo Ke KtaH ɘarek ]âasmtane sqI khIne p` sHbo\e Ke. Anuwv AaTmano imƒ Ke. jeAaTmanI sa=e Ýa`nI mafk j rhe Ke. Ôe AaTma t=a AaTmgu`oj¡da hoy to Anuwv t=a AaTma j¡do khI xkay. AevaAnuwvimƒne smta smÔve Ke. sarHg ragmaH gvayel Aa caEdmaHpdmaH kiv khe Ke,

Anuwv tu hE hetu hmaro...Aay _pay kro ctura{, AaEr ko sHg invaro.... Anuwv..

smta Anuwvne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH Amaro imƒ Ko.ihteCKu Ko. AmarI AaHtirkiS=it=I tuH &at Ke. vzI tuH imƒnasHbH\o t=a ktRVyone sarI rIte Ô e Ke. saco imƒ potana imƒnesNmageR l{ Ôy Ke. ma!e he Anuwv, mne tara pr pU R iv¬as Ke.tuH mara pitno siNmƒ Ke. taro iÝyimƒ maya, mmtana sHge cDIgyo Ke. tuH teno ctur imƒ Ko. Aaje tarI ctura{no Ýyog krvanovqt AaVyo Ke. tuH ctura{pUvRk cetnne kusHgit=I mu› kr. marIvat tena gze nhÄ étre p` imƒnI vat smjtaH var n lage.hve tuH tara ;Anuwv' namne sa=Rk kr. tuH Aevo _pay xo\I ka# keje=I maro pit maya - mmtano sHg KoDI mara mHidre p\are.

AnuwvmaH ApUvR AlaEiÉk sam+yR Ke teva iv¬as=I smtaAnuwvne potanuH v<¿aHt j`ave Ke.

kivAe kuxztapUvRk Aa pdmaH Sv-prnaH ivvekcÙu qolI naQyaHKe. ]I kapiDyaÒ lqe Ke ke Aa pdmaH Svne AozqI tene Aadrvano

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AavtI n=I. cetn mara pr kevo in¤ur bnI gyo Ke te ƒIÒkDImaH smÔve Ke.

smjt naih in@ur pit Oit, pl Ok jat KmasI...AanHdFn Ýwu \rkI smta, A!klI AaEr lbasI.... Anuwv.. 3..

Aa kDImaH smta potana hEyanI vraz ka#I rhI Ke. te khe Keke ;he Anuwv¦ maro pit marI dxa smÒ xkto n=I, Ae savin¤ur bnI gyo Ke. te marI Aek p` vat lÙmaH leto n=I. Are¦stI SƒIne pitna ivrhe Aek pz p` K mas jevI lage Ke. marIAek Aek Ù` kevI Ôy Ke¦ teno Qyal Ae dyahInne ɘaH=I Aave¦pit ivyoge marI Aek Aek pz yug jevDI vIte Ke.

smtanI Aa vat saHwzI Anuwve Anuman=I Ô~yuH keAaTmanI sacI SƒI to smta Ke te j kuzvan Ke. bIÒ SœaIAo toqo!I t=a mayavI Ke.

Aam, AaTmaAe imƒ Anuwvna &an=I Ô~yuH. Aene potanIwUl smÔ{. hve cetne Ô~yuH ke smta j potanI qrI SƒI Ke te=Ismtane ñdymaH raqI drek kayR krva laGyo. hve smtana AanHdnoko{ par ræo n=I. smtaAe potana AHt:kr`na Ýem=I AaTmanepotna trf qeHcI lI\o te=I te shj inmRz AanHdne wogvvalaGya. smta j potano Svwav Ke Ae Ô~ya pKI temaH iS=r =vaivxeØ ÝyTn krva laGyo. jem jem smtamaH iS=rta Aave Ke temtem SvyHmaH=I AanHdrs Jre Ke je=I te AanHdFn Aeva potananamne sfz kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AaTmane #H#oZyo Ke. Anaid=I ivsra[ gyelIpotanI vaStivktanI yad Apave Ke. temj smta FrmaH Aavvat=a rheva Ýer`a Aape Ke. A|yaTmwavo=I wrela Aa pd AaTmanepotanI xuâ pir`itne Ýg!avva pu$Øa=± bnave Ke.

Aa|yaiTmk Ýgitna sopan smuH Aa pd Ke. maya - mmtaneSƒInuH $pk AapIne, cetn t=a cetna sHbH\ ma!e hHs-hHslInuHãÚaHt Aapel Ke.

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“Anuwv¦ tu hE hetu hmaro”AaTmwavonI mStI ma`va tTpr Aeva mStyogI ]I

AanHdFn mharaje AaTmmH=n krI, AaHtrwavomaH keva keva sHFØR=ay Ke, temj AaTmpir`it kevI hoy Ke te Aa pdmaH dxaRVyuH Ke.

AaTmane ]âa t=a smta$p be pTnIAo Ke KtaH ɘarek ]âasmtane sqI khIne p` sHbo\e Ke. Anuwv AaTmano imƒ Ke. jeAaTmanI sa=e Ýa`nI mafk j rhe Ke. Ôe AaTma t=a AaTmgu`oj¡da hoy to Anuwv t=a AaTma j¡do khI xkay. AevaAnuwvimƒne smta smÔve Ke. sarHg ragmaH gvayel Aa caEdmaHpdmaH kiv khe Ke,

Anuwv tu hE hetu hmaro...Aay _pay kro ctura{, AaEr ko sHg invaro.... Anuwv..

smta Anuwvne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH Amaro imƒ Ko.ihteCKu Ko. AmarI AaHtirkiS=it=I tuH &at Ke. vzI tuH imƒnasHbH\o t=a ktRVyone sarI rIte Ô e Ke. saco imƒ potana imƒnesNmageR l{ Ôy Ke. ma!e he Anuwv, mne tara pr pU R iv¬as Ke.tuH mara pitno siNmƒ Ke. taro iÝyimƒ maya, mmtana sHge cDIgyo Ke. tuH teno ctur imƒ Ko. Aaje tarI ctura{no Ýyog krvanovqt AaVyo Ke. tuH ctura{pUvRk cetnne kusHgit=I mu› kr. marIvat tena gze nhÄ étre p` imƒnI vat smjtaH var n lage.hve tuH tara ;Anuwv' namne sa=Rk kr. tuH Aevo _pay xo\I ka# keje=I maro pit maya - mmtano sHg KoDI mara mHidre p\are.

AnuwvmaH ApUvR AlaEiÉk sam+yR Ke teva iv¬as=I smtaAnuwvne potanuH v<¿aHt j`ave Ke.

kivAe kuxztapUvRk Aa pdmaH Sv-prnaH ivvekcÙu qolI naQyaHKe. ]I kapiDyaÒ lqe Ke ke Aa pdmaH Svne AozqI tene Aadrvano

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Ane prne Ô`I tene Tyagvano _pdex Ke.1

Anuwv kevz&anno nano wa{ Ke. ko{p` tÀvno Anuwv=ya ivna rs Aavto n=I. smta ivna Anuwv&an Ýg!tuH n=I.ma!e Ý=m smta pKI Anuwv &an Aevo Êm Ke. &anna Awavecetn mmtamaH fsayo Ke. mmtana AaivRwav$pe t<*`a j`ay Ke.cetn¦ t<*`ana ta`maH t`aya kre Ke. t<*`a ko` Ke? t=a tenuHSv$p xuH Ke te Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH smÔve Ke.

t<*`aH raHD waHD kI ja{, kha Fr kre svaro¸x@ @g kp! k¡!uHb hI poqe, mn meH ÉyuH n ivcaro?

_nkI sHgit varo...Anuwv.. 2..

smta Anuwvne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ cetn raÔne hve t<*`asa=e rag bH\ayo Ke. t<*`amaH Aek AevI xi› Ke ke AenI Asr tzeAavtaH prvStu potanI manI sHg‡h krvamaH t=a v\umaH v\umezvvamaH AanHd mane Ke. t<*`ane kar e AaTma ɘaHy @rIne @ambesto n=I. te SvyH AmULyrTnno \`I hova KtaH kac, kaHkra nema!ImaH AanHd ma`I ræo Ke. kivAe AhÄ t<*`ane raHD trIke t=awaHDnI puƒI trIke AozqavI Ke. waHD Ôt - Ôtna vex \ar` krIlokone rIJvI potanuH gujran clave Ke. p` waHDno vex te sacovex n=I, Ae na!k Ke. dHw Ke. t<*`a waHDnI dIkrI Ke. te=I te hlkaHkam krvavazI Ke. je maHg`v<i¿=I Òvn clavta hoy te bIÔno_âar kevI rIte kre? low$pI waHD Ane t<*`a$p tenI dIkrI luCca{krI cetnne @ge Ke. rag-äeØ Ane A&an Ae potana ipyiryanepoØnarI t<*`a Ke. cetn tenuH poØ` krI tene potana manI be@o Ke.]I yxoivjyÒ ;&ansar' maH khe Ke ke t<*`a caHDal`I Ke.

“in*kasnIya ivduØa Sp<ha ic¿g<hadŸ bih:.AnaTmrit ca~Dal`I, sHgmDŸgI kroit ya..” 2

ivâanoAe mn$pI FrmaH=I t<*`a bharka#I mUkva yoGy Ke.

t<*`a, AaTma=I iwþ pudŸglmaH rit$p caHDal`Ino sHg kre Ke.Sp<ha Ane AnaTmrit bHneno ga# sHbH\. Sp<hane AnaTmrit ivnan cale Ane AnaTmritne Sp<ha ivna n cale. _pa|yayÒ mharajAavI Sp<hane ke je t<*`a$p Ke tene bhar ka#I mUkva sUcn kre Kekar` ke AnaTmrit smet Sp<ha Ae!le je t<*`a AaTma=I iwNnpudŸglmaH rit$p caHDal`Ino sHg AHgIkar kre Ke te AnaTmritAe!le jDrit... pudŸglanHd. jDpda=ÈnuH AakØR` =ya pKI Aepda=ÈmaH je suqnI kLpna =ay Ke Ane Ae kLpnamaH j AnekÝkarnI m\urtano was =ay Ke, te AnaTmrit. AnaTmrit jepda=Ène l{ne ÔgI hoy Ke te j pda=È paKz Sp<ha doDe Ke A=aRtŸAnaTmrit j Aagz v\Ine Sp<hanuH $p \ar` krI le Ke.

huH tp krIx to maruH sNman =xe, huH &anI bnIx to marI pUÔ=xe, huH seva, wi› krIx to mne xabaxI mzxe... AavI b\I Sp<hajena mUzmaH AnaTmrit Ke te hey - Tyajy Ke. AnaTmrit smetSp<havazo yack t`qla Ane AaHkDana $ nI pe@e hlka deqay KeAne teAo sHsarsmuãmaH DUbe Ke.

AaTmrit smet Sp<ha Ae!le je AiwlaØa, AaTmano rit$psHg AHgIkar kre Ke te. AaTmrit Ae!le Òvrit... AaTmanHd,AaTmana _T=annI AiwlaØa Ýg! =ya pKI sdŸguÌnI Sp<haÔge Ke, sMygŸ&annI Sp<ha Ôge Ke, sHymna _pkr`nI Sp<haÔge Ke, sHymmaH shayk sa\uAonI AiwlaØa rhe Ke, xasnnIrÙanI {CKa rhe Ke, smg‡ Òvona kLya`nI wavna rhe Ke,moÙÝaPtInI JHqna Ôge Ke. Aa b\I Sp<haAo _padey Ke kar` ketena mUzmaH AaTmrit Ke Ane te inSp<htanuH mUz Ke. AaTmritsmet Sp<havazo sa\k hlko ={ ÝempUvRk ic¿mHidrmaH rhI xkeKe Ane sHsarsmuã tre Ke.

smta khe Ke ke t<*`a to AnHtAakax jevDI Ke. ßyaH j{AeTyaH tenI njr pDI j hoy Ke Ane te=I j cetn dev du:qI-du:qI =ayKe. tmne teno ivcar kem Aavto n=I?

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Anuwv kevz&anno nano wa{ Ke. ko{p` tÀvno Anuwv=ya ivna rs Aavto n=I. smta ivna Anuwv&an Ýg!tuH n=I.ma!e Ý=m smta pKI Anuwv &an Aevo Êm Ke. &anna Awavecetn mmtamaH fsayo Ke. mmtana AaivRwav$pe t<*`a j`ay Ke.cetn¦ t<*`ana ta`maH t`aya kre Ke. t<*`a ko` Ke? t=a tenuHSv$p xuH Ke te Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH smÔve Ke.

t<*`aH raHD waHD kI ja{, kha Fr kre svaro¸x@ @g kp! k¡!uHb hI poqe, mn meH ÉyuH n ivcaro?

_nkI sHgit varo...Anuwv.. 2..

smta Anuwvne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ cetn raÔne hve t<*`asa=e rag bH\ayo Ke. t<*`amaH Aek AevI xi› Ke ke AenI Asr tzeAavtaH prvStu potanI manI sHg‡h krvamaH t=a v\umaH v\umezvvamaH AanHd mane Ke. t<*`ane kar e AaTma ɘaHy @rIne @ambesto n=I. te SvyH AmULyrTnno \`I hova KtaH kac, kaHkra nema!ImaH AanHd ma`I ræo Ke. kivAe AhÄ t<*`ane raHD trIke t=awaHDnI puƒI trIke AozqavI Ke. waHD Ôt - Ôtna vex \ar` krIlokone rIJvI potanuH gujran clave Ke. p` waHDno vex te sacovex n=I, Ae na!k Ke. dHw Ke. t<*`a waHDnI dIkrI Ke. te=I te hlkaHkam krvavazI Ke. je maHg`v<i¿=I Òvn clavta hoy te bIÔno_âar kevI rIte kre? low$pI waHD Ane t<*`a$p tenI dIkrI luCca{krI cetnne @ge Ke. rag-äeØ Ane A&an Ae potana ipyiryanepoØnarI t<*`a Ke. cetn tenuH poØ` krI tene potana manI be@o Ke.]I yxoivjyÒ ;&ansar' maH khe Ke ke t<*`a caHDal`I Ke.

“in*kasnIya ivduØa Sp<ha ic¿g<hadŸ bih:.AnaTmrit ca~Dal`I, sHgmDŸgI kroit ya..” 2

ivâanoAe mn$pI FrmaH=I t<*`a bharka#I mUkva yoGy Ke.

t<*`a, AaTma=I iwþ pudŸglmaH rit$p caHDal`Ino sHg kre Ke.Sp<ha Ane AnaTmrit bHneno ga# sHbH\. Sp<hane AnaTmrit ivnan cale Ane AnaTmritne Sp<ha ivna n cale. _pa|yayÒ mharajAavI Sp<hane ke je t<*`a$p Ke tene bhar ka#I mUkva sUcn kre Kekar` ke AnaTmrit smet Sp<ha Ae!le je t<*`a AaTma=I iwNnpudŸglmaH rit$p caHDal`Ino sHg AHgIkar kre Ke te AnaTmritAe!le jDrit... pudŸglanHd. jDpda=ÈnuH AakØR` =ya pKI Aepda=ÈmaH je suqnI kLpna =ay Ke Ane Ae kLpnamaH j AnekÝkarnI m\urtano was =ay Ke, te AnaTmrit. AnaTmrit jepda=Ène l{ne ÔgI hoy Ke te j pda=È paKz Sp<ha doDe Ke A=aRtŸAnaTmrit j Aagz v\Ine Sp<hanuH $p \ar` krI le Ke.

huH tp krIx to maruH sNman =xe, huH &anI bnIx to marI pUÔ=xe, huH seva, wi› krIx to mne xabaxI mzxe... AavI b\I Sp<hajena mUzmaH AnaTmrit Ke te hey - Tyajy Ke. AnaTmrit smetSp<havazo yack t`qla Ane AaHkDana $ nI pe@e hlka deqay KeAne teAo sHsarsmuãmaH DUbe Ke.

AaTmrit smet Sp<ha Ae!le je AiwlaØa, AaTmano rit$psHg AHgIkar kre Ke te. AaTmrit Ae!le Òvrit... AaTmanHd,AaTmana _T=annI AiwlaØa Ýg! =ya pKI sdŸguÌnI Sp<haÔge Ke, sMygŸ&annI Sp<ha Ôge Ke, sHymna _pkr`nI Sp<haÔge Ke, sHymmaH shayk sa\uAonI AiwlaØa rhe Ke, xasnnIrÙanI {CKa rhe Ke, smg‡ Òvona kLya`nI wavna rhe Ke,moÙÝaPtInI JHqna Ôge Ke. Aa b\I Sp<haAo _padey Ke kar` ketena mUzmaH AaTmrit Ke Ane te inSp<htanuH mUz Ke. AaTmritsmet Sp<havazo sa\k hlko ={ ÝempUvRk ic¿mHidrmaH rhI xkeKe Ane sHsarsmuã tre Ke.

smta khe Ke ke t<*`a to AnHtAakax jevDI Ke. ßyaH j{AeTyaH tenI njr pDI j hoy Ke Ane te=I j cetn dev du:qI-du:qI =ayKe. tmne teno ivcar kem Aavto n=I?

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kiv ]I Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,k¡l!a k¡!Il k¡buiâ sHg qelke, ApnI p¿ ÉyuH haro?AanHdFn smta Fr Aave, jIt ngaro baje.... Anuwv.. 3..

kul!a Ae!le hlkI ÔtnI t=a hlka kam krnarI OvI t<*`anelÙmaH raqIne kivAe smtaâara Anuwvne kheraVyuH Ke. he¦ Anuwvimƒ¦ Ae t<*`anI git vÊ Ke. ihHsa, jU@, corI, Vyiwcar, yuâ,iv¬asFat vgere hlkaH kam krvamaH j tenI buiâ kayRrt rhe Ke.AavI hlkI SƒIne sHge cDI, cetn potanI Ýit¤a xa ma!e gumaveKe? kusHgit ptnnuH kar` Ke Ane du:qne notre Ke to Aeva rSte xama!e jvuH?

he Anuwv¦ maro na= Ôe mara mHidre Aave t=a marI (smta)sa=e rme to ƒ ey lokmaH Òt ngaraH vage. Aaje iwqarI jevodeqato Ae iƒlokIna= bnI Ôy t=a prmaTmpd\arIno jy jykarbolva lage. Ôe cetn, smtane Fre Aave to t<*`a Aek pz p`rhI xke nhÄ pKI tenI halt F`I qrab =ay.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke:-Aek kIDIAe diryo pI\o, to p` trsI =ay,bar meFna pa`I pI\aH, ndImaH DUbI Ôy,wla jg saHwzo, sHto re, nav pr diryo caLyo Ôy.buiDya bava, yit, sHNyasI, qaqI ÔegI fkIr,jlmy duinya deqI jyare, rhI nhÄ ko{nI \Ir,wla jg saHwzo, sHto re, nav pr diryo caLyo Ôy.1

Aa t<*`a$p kIDI AevI to xi›xazI Ke ke te b\a smuãnuHpa`I pI Ôy, tem j barey meF pa`I pI Ôy, to p` tenuH pe! towratuH n=I p` trsIne trsI j rhe Ke. p` Ôe Ae smta$p ndImaHAavI Ôy ne temaH DUbI Ôy to pKI wle ne bhar waEitk sHsarnosagr FUFvto rhe to p` navne énI AaHc AavtI n=I.

jgtna svR Òvo t<*`ana ta`maH t`ataH rhe Ke. sHsarIÒvo to xuH p` Fr sHsar KoDnara Aeva khevata bava, sa\u,

sHNyasI, Ôeg, jit, fkIr vgere p` Aa t<*`a=I mu› n=I. ko{potano pH= felavvamaH, to vzI ko{ w›onI wIDmaH wUla pD˜aKe. ko{ jgkLya`nI kamnano dHw kre Ke to ko{ pdÝit¤anIÝaiºmaH ÝyTnxIl Ke. Aa b\aH kayÈmaH vÊgitvazI Aa t<*`aneko{ AozqI xktuH n=I. ma!e he Anuwv¦ tuH cetn SvamIne smÔv,tenaH AaHg`amaH mI@I ndI vhe Ke. Are¦ êbramaH j kLpv<Ù qILyuHKe pKI bhar w!kvanI xI j$r Ke? Ôe te smtasagrmaH DUbI jxeto j$r AanHdFnpd \ar` krxe t=a svRƒ AanHd- mHgzna Òtngara vagxe.

Aa pdmaH kivAe smtanI Vy=anuH ñdySpx± Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke.smtaAe sßjntano SvaHg sßyo Ke Tyare maya-mmtamaH dujRntanIsIma n=I.

cEtNydev¦ pr pir`itmaH mSt Ke. smta, Anuwvne ivnHtInasUrmaH khe Ke ke Aa pdmaH Sv-pr pir`itnuH wed&an krave Ke.Anuwvne

sHdexvahk bnavI smta, cetnne SvFr trf vazva sttpuruØa=R kre Ke. Tyag, vErag, sHym Ane A|yaTmne mageR jnaraAoAarHwdxana bazÒvo ma!e ivwavdxanuH Ôe vrvuH icƒ doyuÅ hoyto tena=I dUr rhevanI vat temaH mnmaH @sI Ôy Ke.

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kul!a Ae!le hlkI ÔtnI t=a hlka kam krnarI OvI t<*`anelÙmaH raqIne kivAe smtaâara Anuwvne kheraVyuH Ke. he¦ Anuwvimƒ¦ Ae t<*`anI git vÊ Ke. ihHsa, jU@, corI, Vyiwcar, yuâ,iv¬asFat vgere hlkaH kam krvamaH j tenI buiâ kayRrt rhe Ke.AavI hlkI SƒIne sHge cDI, cetn potanI Ýit¤a xa ma!e gumaveKe? kusHgit ptnnuH kar` Ke Ane du:qne notre Ke to Aeva rSte xama!e jvuH?

he Anuwv¦ maro na= Ôe mara mHidre Aave t=a marI (smta)sa=e rme to ƒ ey lokmaH Òt ngaraH vage. Aaje iwqarI jevodeqato Ae iƒlokIna= bnI Ôy t=a prmaTmpd\arIno jy jykarbolva lage. Ôe cetn, smtane Fre Aave to t<*`a Aek pz p`rhI xke nhÄ pKI tenI halt F`I qrab =ay.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke:-Aek kIDIAe diryo pI\o, to p` trsI =ay,bar meFna pa`I pI\aH, ndImaH DUbI Ôy,wla jg saHwzo, sHto re, nav pr diryo caLyo Ôy.buiDya bava, yit, sHNyasI, qaqI ÔegI fkIr,jlmy duinya deqI jyare, rhI nhÄ ko{nI \Ir,wla jg saHwzo, sHto re, nav pr diryo caLyo Ôy.1

Aa t<*`a$p kIDI AevI to xi›xazI Ke ke te b\a smuãnuHpa`I pI Ôy, tem j barey meF pa`I pI Ôy, to p` tenuH pe! towratuH n=I p` trsIne trsI j rhe Ke. p` Ôe Ae smta$p ndImaHAavI Ôy ne temaH DUbI Ôy to pKI wle ne bhar waEitk sHsarnosagr FUFvto rhe to p` navne énI AaHc AavtI n=I.

jgtna svR Òvo t<*`ana ta`maH t`ataH rhe Ke. sHsarIÒvo to xuH p` Fr sHsar KoDnara Aeva khevata bava, sa\u,

sHNyasI, Ôeg, jit, fkIr vgere p` Aa t<*`a=I mu› n=I. ko{potano pH= felavvamaH, to vzI ko{ w›onI wIDmaH wUla pD˜aKe. ko{ jgkLya`nI kamnano dHw kre Ke to ko{ pdÝit¤anIÝaiºmaH ÝyTnxIl Ke. Aa b\aH kayÈmaH vÊgitvazI Aa t<*`aneko{ AozqI xktuH n=I. ma!e he Anuwv¦ tuH cetn SvamIne smÔv,tenaH AaHg`amaH mI@I ndI vhe Ke. Are¦ êbramaH j kLpv<Ù qILyuHKe pKI bhar w!kvanI xI j$r Ke? Ôe te smtasagrmaH DUbI jxeto j$r AanHdFnpd \ar` krxe t=a svRƒ AanHd- mHgzna Òtngara vagxe.

Aa pdmaH kivAe smtanI Vy=anuH ñdySpx± Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke.smtaAe sßjntano SvaHg sßyo Ke Tyare maya-mmtamaH dujRntanIsIma n=I.

cEtNydev¦ pr pir`itmaH mSt Ke. smta, Anuwvne ivnHtInasUrmaH khe Ke ke Aa pdmaH Sv-pr pir`itnuH wed&an krave Ke.Anuwvne

sHdexvahk bnavI smta, cetnne SvFr trf vazva sttpuruØa=R kre Ke. Tyag, vErag, sHym Ane A|yaTmne mageR jnaraAoAarHwdxana bazÒvo ma!e ivwavdxanuH Ôe vrvuH icƒ doyuÅ hoyto tena=I dUr rhevanI vat temaH mnmaH @sI Ôy Ke.

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“mere F! Gyan wanu wyo wor”Anuwv&anI, iv&anI Ane |yanI Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ

mharaje Aa pdmaH AaTmanI &andxanI vato krI Ke, jem jNmaH\manvne ko{ kmRyoge ¹iÚdan mze to te AanHdivwor bnI Ôy Ke.tevI rIte AaTmanI mohaH\ta$p A&an dxa dUr =taH, &andxa Ýg!=ay Ke. je prmaH potap uH manto hto TyaH Sv-prno ivvek jNme KeAne te=I AaTmAaHg`maH cEtNydev Svpir`it sa=e AanHdmGnbnI nacva lage Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke, sarHg rag -

mere F! Gyan wanu wyo wor....mere cetn ckva ckvI, wago ivrhko sor.....mere..1..

F!no samaNy A=R =ay Ke FDo, tÀv&annI waØamaH ;F!'xBdno Ýyog Anek rIte krvamaH Aave Ke prHtu AhÄ ;F!' Aekpaƒ$p Ke. paƒmaH vStu rhI xke Ke. tem AhÄ &an$p sUyRno _dy=yo, p` ɘaH =yo? kiv khe Ke ke &an$p sUyRno _dy F!maH =yo.AhÄ ;F!' xBdno samaNy Vyavhairk waØamaH A=R =ay Ke - ;ñdy'.

wgvannaH kevz&anno mihma gataH &anIAo t=a sHtjnokhe Ke ke, he Ýwu¦ Aap to “mn-mnnI vat Ô`I deqI ræa Ko. F!F!nI vat Ô`I deqI ræa Ko”1 mn Ae!le mnovgR anI Aek ÝkarnIivcar`ayu› xi›. Aa xi› sH&I pHceiNãy Òvone hoy Ke. ÝwusH&I Òvona mnnI vat Ô e Ke p` AsH&I Òvo jeva ke AekeiNãynIl{ne AsH&I pHceiNãy su\Ina Òvona wavone Ô`va te F! Ke. AaS=ane ;F!' no A=R AHt:kr` =ay Ke. AHt:kr` Ae!le AaTmpir`am.

kbIr p` khe Ke,“tere F!meH isrjnhar, qoj mn kayangrI,pT=rmeH pavk bsE, yo F!meH krtar” 2

ÝwudxRnnaH ippasu he w›raj¦ je Ýwune tuH tara tnmaHmnmaH xo\I ræo Ke te Ýwu Aa kayangrImaH n=I p` Aa sHsarnosjRnhar to tara F!maH j ibrajman Ke. jem pT=rmaH AiGn Ke. temtara F! ivØe ikrtar vsI ræo Ke. AhÄ kbIre p` ;F!' xBdno ÝyogkyÈ Ke te=I F! Ae!le AHt:kr` Sv$p AaTmdev Aevo A=R =ay Ke.

Aaj su\I smtaAe Anuwv äara cetnne smÔvva F`oF`o puruØa=R kyÈ. hve tene =oDI smj` AavI Ke. mohnaH pDzo=oDaH dUr =ya Ke Ane &anwanuno _dy =yo Ke. jena Ýwave cetnnesTytÀvnuH wan =va laGyuH Ke.

kivAe AhÄ svRsamaNy ãÚaHt AapI cetn t=a cetnanosHbH\ cÊvak Ane cÊvakI jevo btaVyo Ke. xuâ cetn Ane xuâcetnavStuSv$pe Aek j Ke. teAo vCce gu -gu I jevo sHbH\ Ke p`Anaidkaz=I kmaRvr`ne kar e xuâSv$p ivsra{ gyuH htuH p`&anwanuna Ýkaxne kar e Sv$panuHsH\an =ay Ke. kmR Ýcurta$pndI hve vcmaH=I qsI Ôy Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnanI AHtrvedna cÊvak t=a cÊvakIna ãÚaHtäara Vy› krvamaH AavI Ke. raƒI =taH jem cÊvak Ane cÊvakIj¡daH pDI Ôy Ke t=a ndIna sam-same iknare bHne hoy Ke KtaHraƒInaH AH\karne kar`e teAo Aekne Ôe{ xkta n=I te=IivrhVy=a=I Vyakuz cÊvak t=a cÊvakI kolahl mcave Ke. tevIrIte cetn t=a cetnano ivyog Anaid kaz=I pD˜o Ke. cetna,cetnne mzva JHqI rhI Ke. prHtu im+yaTv$p A&anno ga# AH\karKva{ gyo hova=I cetn SvamInaH dxRn ={ xktaH n=I. hve cetn,SvyH cetnane mzva _Tsuk Ke kar` ke im+yaTvnuH Ôer hve jra mozuHpD uH Ke. cetnno Sv trfno puruØa=R _pD˜o Ke. mohnIy kmRno Ùy=taH cetn svR=a xuâdxane pame Ke Ane xuâcetna Ýg! =ay Ke.xuâdxamaH vtRta cetnnuH muq _FDI Ôy Ke t=a bolva lage Ke kemara ñdymaH &anwanuno _dy =taH Ýwat =yuH Ke. manvshjp‡k<it Ke ke du:qna smye te AaÊHd kre Ke Ane suqna smye ikLlol

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mharaje Aa pdmaH AaTmanI &andxanI vato krI Ke, jem jNmaH\manvne ko{ kmRyoge ¹iÚdan mze to te AanHdivwor bnI Ôy Ke.tevI rIte AaTmanI mohaH\ta$p A&an dxa dUr =taH, &andxa Ýg!=ay Ke. je prmaH potap uH manto hto TyaH Sv-prno ivvek jNme KeAne te=I AaTmAaHg`maH cEtNydev Svpir`it sa=e AanHdmGnbnI nacva lage Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke, sarHg rag -

mere F! Gyan wanu wyo wor....mere cetn ckva ckvI, wago ivrhko sor.....mere..1..

F!no samaNy A=R =ay Ke FDo, tÀv&annI waØamaH ;F!'xBdno Ýyog Anek rIte krvamaH Aave Ke prHtu AhÄ ;F!' Aekpaƒ$p Ke. paƒmaH vStu rhI xke Ke. tem AhÄ &an$p sUyRno _dy=yo, p` ɘaH =yo? kiv khe Ke ke &an$p sUyRno _dy F!maH =yo.AhÄ ;F!' xBdno samaNy Vyavhairk waØamaH A=R =ay Ke - ;ñdy'.

wgvannaH kevz&anno mihma gataH &anIAo t=a sHtjnokhe Ke ke, he Ýwu¦ Aap to “mn-mnnI vat Ô`I deqI ræa Ko. F!F!nI vat Ô`I deqI ræa Ko”1 mn Ae!le mnovgR anI Aek ÝkarnIivcar`ayu› xi›. Aa xi› sH&I pHceiNãy Òvone hoy Ke. ÝwusH&I Òvona mnnI vat Ô e Ke p` AsH&I Òvo jeva ke AekeiNãynIl{ne AsH&I pHceiNãy su\Ina Òvona wavone Ô`va te F! Ke. AaS=ane ;F!' no A=R AHt:kr` =ay Ke. AHt:kr` Ae!le AaTmpir`am.

kbIr p` khe Ke,“tere F!meH isrjnhar, qoj mn kayangrI,pT=rmeH pavk bsE, yo F!meH krtar” 2

ÝwudxRnnaH ippasu he w›raj¦ je Ýwune tuH tara tnmaHmnmaH xo\I ræo Ke te Ýwu Aa kayangrImaH n=I p` Aa sHsarnosjRnhar to tara F!maH j ibrajman Ke. jem pT=rmaH AiGn Ke. temtara F! ivØe ikrtar vsI ræo Ke. AhÄ kbIre p` ;F!' xBdno ÝyogkyÈ Ke te=I F! Ae!le AHt:kr` Sv$p AaTmdev Aevo A=R =ay Ke.

Aaj su\I smtaAe Anuwv äara cetnne smÔvva F`oF`o puruØa=R kyÈ. hve tene =oDI smj` AavI Ke. mohnaH pDzo=oDaH dUr =ya Ke Ane &anwanuno _dy =yo Ke. jena Ýwave cetnnesTytÀvnuH wan =va laGyuH Ke.

kivAe AhÄ svRsamaNy ãÚaHt AapI cetn t=a cetnanosHbH\ cÊvak Ane cÊvakI jevo btaVyo Ke. xuâ cetn Ane xuâcetnavStuSv$pe Aek j Ke. teAo vCce gu -gu I jevo sHbH\ Ke p`Anaidkaz=I kmaRvr`ne kar e xuâSv$p ivsra{ gyuH htuH p`&anwanuna Ýkaxne kar e Sv$panuHsH\an =ay Ke. kmR Ýcurta$pndI hve vcmaH=I qsI Ôy Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnanI AHtrvedna cÊvak t=a cÊvakIna ãÚaHtäara Vy› krvamaH AavI Ke. raƒI =taH jem cÊvak Ane cÊvakIj¡daH pDI Ôy Ke t=a ndIna sam-same iknare bHne hoy Ke KtaHraƒInaH AH\karne kar`e teAo Aekne Ôe{ xkta n=I te=IivrhVy=a=I Vyakuz cÊvak t=a cÊvakI kolahl mcave Ke. tevIrIte cetn t=a cetnano ivyog Anaid kaz=I pD˜o Ke. cetna,cetnne mzva JHqI rhI Ke. prHtu im+yaTv$p A&anno ga# AH\karKva{ gyo hova=I cetn SvamInaH dxRn ={ xktaH n=I. hve cetn,SvyH cetnane mzva _Tsuk Ke kar` ke im+yaTvnuH Ôer hve jra mozuHpD uH Ke. cetnno Sv trfno puruØa=R _pD˜o Ke. mohnIy kmRno Ùy=taH cetn svR=a xuâdxane pame Ke Ane xuâcetna Ýg! =ay Ke.xuâdxamaH vtRta cetnnuH muq _FDI Ôy Ke t=a bolva lage Ke kemara ñdymaH &anwanuno _dy =taH Ýwat =yuH Ke. manvshjp‡k<it Ke ke du:qna smye te AaÊHd kre Ke Ane suqna smye ikLlol

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kre Ke. tem &an Ýwat =taH cetn cetnano sHbH\ =ay Ke AneAanHdnI srva`I fU!e Ke.

kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,kElI ic!uH idis ctura wavruic, im!˜o wrm tm jor....AapkI corI Aap hI jant, AaEr kht n cor.....mere.. 2..

jem sUyÈdy =taH sUyRnI kaHit care baj¡ fela[ Ôy Ke tem&anwanuno _dy =taH ivvek$p kaHit care baj¡ fela{ g{ Ke kar ejgtna svR pda=È y=a$p j`ay Ke t=a jD pda=Èna gu \mÈAne cetnna gu \mÈnuH wediv&an =ay Ke. Aaj su\I tn, \n,pirvarne te potana manto hto, A&an AH\kar dUr =taH mo!amaHmo!o w‡m waHgI gyo te=I sTytÀvnI ÝtIit ={.

cetnna FrmaH sMyGdxRn, &an Ane cairƒ$p iƒrTnnIcorI ={ g{. cetn, corne xo\to hto p` mzto n hto.&anwanuna _dye cor pkDa{ gyo. hve cetnne smÔyuH Ke ke marIvStu to marI pase j Ke p` A&an AH\kar Kva{ jtaH AaTmFrmaHiƒrTnnI corI =ay Ke A=va cetn potana Svwav$p Frne KoDIpr Fre moj ma`va Ôy Ke Tyare tena Frne re#uH wazI kmR cor corIkrva Aave Ke p` sTy&an vDe cor pkDa{ Ôy Ke.

]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,“APpa im¿mim¿H c duPpiõy supiõAo” 1

AaTma j AaTmano imƒ Ke Ane AaTma j AaTmano xƒu KeduPp= pr jtaH AaTma xƒu Ke ne sup= pr jtaH AaTma imƒ Ke.kmaRid xƒuAone FrmaH raqnar p` huH AaTma j KuH. kmRno krnar p` huHj KuH, Aa ÝkarnuH yoGy &an =taH ¹iÚ Ane dxa b\uH bdla{ Ôy Ke.

A&anne kar`e“y=a xuiTkkayaimdH rjtimit” 2

rßjUmaH spR Ane KIpmaH caHdI deqay tem prmaH AaTmbuiâ

htI te !zI g{. ]ImdŸrajcHãÒ khe Ke,“AaTmw‡aiNt sm rog nhÄ, sdŸguÌ vE> suÔ`” 3

AaTmw‡aiNt !zI g{ Ane moÙnI sacI keDI mzI g{. hve cetnSvwav$p Fre jva tTpr bnI gyo. cetnne potanI xuâdxa smÔ{g{ Ke. cetnna pirvtRnnI vat kiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

Aml kml ivky wye wUtl, mHd ivØy xix kor....AanHdFn Ok vLlw lagt, AaEr n laq ikxer.....mere..3..jem sUyÈdy =taH tzavmaH kmz qIlI é@e Ke tevI rIte

&anwanu _dy =taH AaTmkml qIlI é@e Ke Ane xxI sa=e ÝItraqnar kmilnI sUyR _dy =taH mHdtane pame Ke.

“kmilnI idnkr kr g‡he, vzI kumuidnI ho Fre cHdxuH ÝIt” 4

kmzne sUyR sa=e Ane kumuidnIne cHã sa=e ÝIt Ke, tem&anwanuno _dy =taH, AaTmwUim _prnI ivØy - kØay $p cHãnIkaHit JaHqI pDva lage Ke. paHc [iNãyona tevIs ivØyo, rag-äeØaid wavo mHd pDva lage Ke. vStuSv$pnuH &an =taH ivØyo mozapDI Ôy Ke. hve tene ivØyo llcavI xkta n=I. temj Aaj su\Itene ivØyo vLlw lagta hta. hve tene AanHdFn Sv$p AaTmaiÝy lage Ke. laqo-kroDo pda=È njr same hova KtaH tenI teneÝIt nax pamI g{ Ke.

AaTmaAe AaiTmk \mÈ Ane paEdŸgilk pda=È sa=eno sHbH\kevo Ke te ivcarI tenI sa=eno sHbH\ ivCKed krI, vegza =va,vegvan puruØa=R _paDvo Ôe{Ae.

Aa pdmaH cetn swan bne Ke. cetnnI Anuwv va`I jcetnne jgavI de Ke. ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

kÌH Aek _pay meH _>m, Anuwv imƒ bolaveHgeAap _pay krke Anuwv, na= mera smÔveHge

mere kb Fr cetn AaveHge... 5

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kre Ke. tem &an Ýwat =taH cetn cetnano sHbH\ =ay Ke AneAanHdnI srva`I fU!e Ke.

kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,kElI ic!uH idis ctura wavruic, im!˜o wrm tm jor....AapkI corI Aap hI jant, AaEr kht n cor.....mere.. 2..

jem sUyÈdy =taH sUyRnI kaHit care baj¡ fela[ Ôy Ke tem&anwanuno _dy =taH ivvek$p kaHit care baj¡ fela{ g{ Ke kar ejgtna svR pda=È y=a$p j`ay Ke t=a jD pda=Èna gu \mÈAne cetnna gu \mÈnuH wediv&an =ay Ke. Aaj su\I tn, \n,pirvarne te potana manto hto, A&an AH\kar dUr =taH mo!amaHmo!o w‡m waHgI gyo te=I sTytÀvnI ÝtIit ={.

cetnna FrmaH sMyGdxRn, &an Ane cairƒ$p iƒrTnnIcorI ={ g{. cetn, corne xo\to hto p` mzto n hto.&anwanuna _dye cor pkDa{ gyo. hve cetnne smÔyuH Ke ke marIvStu to marI pase j Ke p` A&an AH\kar Kva{ jtaH AaTmFrmaHiƒrTnnI corI =ay Ke A=va cetn potana Svwav$p Frne KoDIpr Fre moj ma`va Ôy Ke Tyare tena Frne re#uH wazI kmR cor corIkrva Aave Ke p` sTy&an vDe cor pkDa{ Ôy Ke.

]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,“APpa im¿mim¿H c duPpiõy supiõAo” 1

AaTma j AaTmano imƒ Ke Ane AaTma j AaTmano xƒu KeduPp= pr jtaH AaTma xƒu Ke ne sup= pr jtaH AaTma imƒ Ke.kmaRid xƒuAone FrmaH raqnar p` huH AaTma j KuH. kmRno krnar p` huHj KuH, Aa ÝkarnuH yoGy &an =taH ¹iÚ Ane dxa b\uH bdla{ Ôy Ke.

A&anne kar`e“y=a xuiTkkayaimdH rjtimit” 2

rßjUmaH spR Ane KIpmaH caHdI deqay tem prmaH AaTmbuiâ

htI te !zI g{. ]ImdŸrajcHãÒ khe Ke,“AaTmw‡aiNt sm rog nhÄ, sdŸguÌ vE> suÔ`” 3

AaTmw‡aiNt !zI g{ Ane moÙnI sacI keDI mzI g{. hve cetnSvwav$p Fre jva tTpr bnI gyo. cetnne potanI xuâdxa smÔ{g{ Ke. cetnna pirvtRnnI vat kiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

Aml kml ivky wye wUtl, mHd ivØy xix kor....AanHdFn Ok vLlw lagt, AaEr n laq ikxer.....mere..3..jem sUyÈdy =taH tzavmaH kmz qIlI é@e Ke tevI rIte

&anwanu _dy =taH AaTmkml qIlI é@e Ke Ane xxI sa=e ÝItraqnar kmilnI sUyR _dy =taH mHdtane pame Ke.

“kmilnI idnkr kr g‡he, vzI kumuidnI ho Fre cHdxuH ÝIt” 4

kmzne sUyR sa=e Ane kumuidnIne cHã sa=e ÝIt Ke, tem&anwanuno _dy =taH, AaTmwUim _prnI ivØy - kØay $p cHãnIkaHit JaHqI pDva lage Ke. paHc [iNãyona tevIs ivØyo, rag-äeØaid wavo mHd pDva lage Ke. vStuSv$pnuH &an =taH ivØyo mozapDI Ôy Ke. hve tene ivØyo llcavI xkta n=I. temj Aaj su\Itene ivØyo vLlw lagta hta. hve tene AanHdFn Sv$p AaTmaiÝy lage Ke. laqo-kroDo pda=È njr same hova KtaH tenI teneÝIt nax pamI g{ Ke.

AaTmaAe AaiTmk \mÈ Ane paEdŸgilk pda=È sa=eno sHbH\kevo Ke te ivcarI tenI sa=eno sHbH\ ivCKed krI, vegza =va,vegvan puruØa=R _paDvo Ôe{Ae.

Aa pdmaH cetn swan bne Ke. cetnnI Anuwv va`I jcetnne jgavI de Ke. ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

kÌH Aek _pay meH _>m, Anuwv imƒ bolaveHgeAap _pay krke Anuwv, na= mera smÔveHge

mere kb Fr cetn AaveHge... 5

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]I _pa|yayÒ mharaj khe Ke ke, ;maro cetn Fre ɘareAavxe? cetna khe Ke ke hve marI pase Aek j _pay Ke keAnuwvimƒne bolavI tene b\I vat kruH ne smÔvvanI wlam`krIx kar` ke Anuwv mara cetnna=no AHgt imƒ Ke. AnuwvnaAa\ar ivna huH sav inra\ar KuH. AanHdFnÒnaH pdomaH Anuwvcetnne smÔve Ke te=I cetnmaH sTyasTyno ivvek Ôge Ke AneAaTmkml ivkist =ay Ke. AaTma potana AanHdmaH mSt bnI,inÔnHdnI moj ma`va tTpr bne Ke.

Aa pdmaH AaTmanI &andxa Ýg! ={ Ke. &an$pI sUyRnaAagmn=I kml$pI AaTma qIlI é@e Ke. im+yaTv AH\karne kar ecetn$p ckvo, cetna$pI ckvI vgere $pko mUkI, Aa pdmaHAaTmdxanuH ma\uyRpU R inrup` kyuÅ Ke.

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“inxidn jo_ tarI va!DI, Fre Aavone #ola”waEitk duinya=I dUr Ane AaTmwavomaH mGn Aeva ]I

AanHdFnÒ mharaje AaTma Ane xuâcetnane pit-pTnInuH $pkAapI Aa pdmaH ivrih`I SƒInI ivrhVyakuztanuH AabehUb icƒrjU kyuÅ Ke.

potano pit Fre Akar` moDo phÇce to tenI SƒInI mnovednav\I jtI hoy Ke te j Ýma e xuâcetnano pit cetn Anaidkaz=Icetnane äare AaVyo n=I Aene kar e cetnanI ivrhdxa kevI hxe?

cetnne smÔvva cetnaAe Anek magR xo|ya Ane lI\a.Kev!e Ae e Anuwv imƒno sa= lI\o. cetnane iv¬as hto keAnuwvna kheva=I cetn j$r sNmageR vzxe j te=I hve cetna,cetnnI rah Ôeva lagI Ke. te=I ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj “maruragmaH” Aa sozma pdmaH khe Ke,

inxidn jo_ tarI va!DI, Fre Aavone #ola....muq sirqI tuj laq hE, mere tUH hI wmola..... inxidn.. 1..

he na=¦ huH tmarI rat - idvs rah Ôeë KuH. tmare Aavvanaje je magR Ke te magR pr marI AinmeØ ¹iÚ mHDayelI j rhe Ke. mneqbr n=I ke tme mare mHidr kye rSte=I p\arxo? te=I drek magRpr marI AaHqo fyaR j kre Ke. he Ýwu¦ hve k<pa kro Ane mne pavnkro.

Aa jgt K ãVyonuH bneluH Ke. temaH paHc ãVyo to AÒvSv$p Ke. maƒ Aek cetn j Òv Sv$p Ke. K ye ãVyone Ô`nart=a Ôenar Aek Òv ãVy j Ke. jgtnI rHgwUim pr paƒ wjvtIÒvs<iÚno ivcar krtaH nv tÀv smÔy Ke. temaH Ý=m ÒvtÀvKe. tene Aa\are j bakInaH Aa@ tÀvo Ke. Aek Òv Sv$p cetn nhoy to jgt, jgt trIke rhe j nhÄ, te=I ßyaH ßyaH njr krIAe

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]I _pa|yayÒ mharaj khe Ke ke, ;maro cetn Fre ɘareAavxe? cetna khe Ke ke hve marI pase Aek j _pay Ke keAnuwvimƒne bolavI tene b\I vat kruH ne smÔvvanI wlam`krIx kar` ke Anuwv mara cetnna=no AHgt imƒ Ke. AnuwvnaAa\ar ivna huH sav inra\ar KuH. AanHdFnÒnaH pdomaH Anuwvcetnne smÔve Ke te=I cetnmaH sTyasTyno ivvek Ôge Ke AneAaTmkml ivkist =ay Ke. AaTma potana AanHdmaH mSt bnI,inÔnHdnI moj ma`va tTpr bne Ke.

Aa pdmaH AaTmanI &andxa Ýg! ={ Ke. &an$pI sUyRnaAagmn=I kml$pI AaTma qIlI é@e Ke. im+yaTv AH\karne kar ecetn$p ckvo, cetna$pI ckvI vgere $pko mUkI, Aa pdmaHAaTmdxanuH ma\uyRpU R inrup` kyuÅ Ke.

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“inxidn jo_ tarI va!DI, Fre Aavone #ola”waEitk duinya=I dUr Ane AaTmwavomaH mGn Aeva ]I

AanHdFnÒ mharaje AaTma Ane xuâcetnane pit-pTnInuH $pkAapI Aa pdmaH ivrih`I SƒInI ivrhVyakuztanuH AabehUb icƒrjU kyuÅ Ke.

potano pit Fre Akar` moDo phÇce to tenI SƒInI mnovednav\I jtI hoy Ke te j Ýma e xuâcetnano pit cetn Anaidkaz=Icetnane äare AaVyo n=I Aene kar e cetnanI ivrhdxa kevI hxe?

cetnne smÔvva cetnaAe Anek magR xo|ya Ane lI\a.Kev!e Ae e Anuwv imƒno sa= lI\o. cetnane iv¬as hto keAnuwvna kheva=I cetn j$r sNmageR vzxe j te=I hve cetna,cetnnI rah Ôeva lagI Ke. te=I ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj “maruragmaH” Aa sozma pdmaH khe Ke,

inxidn jo_ tarI va!DI, Fre Aavone #ola....muq sirqI tuj laq hE, mere tUH hI wmola..... inxidn.. 1..

he na=¦ huH tmarI rat - idvs rah Ôeë KuH. tmare Aavvanaje je magR Ke te magR pr marI AinmeØ ¹iÚ mHDayelI j rhe Ke. mneqbr n=I ke tme mare mHidr kye rSte=I p\arxo? te=I drek magRpr marI AaHqo fyaR j kre Ke. he Ýwu¦ hve k<pa kro Ane mne pavnkro.

Aa jgt K ãVyonuH bneluH Ke. temaH paHc ãVyo to AÒvSv$p Ke. maƒ Aek cetn j Òv Sv$p Ke. K ye ãVyone Ô`nart=a Ôenar Aek Òv ãVy j Ke. jgtnI rHgwUim pr paƒ wjvtIÒvs<iÚno ivcar krtaH nv tÀv smÔy Ke. temaH Ý=m ÒvtÀvKe. tene Aa\are j bakInaH Aa@ tÀvo Ke. Aek Òv Sv$p cetn nhoy to jgt, jgt trIke rhe j nhÄ, te=I ßyaH ßyaH njr krIAe

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TyaH cetnnuH j sam‡aßy Ke. prHtu cetn, ATyare waEitk jgtnovasI bnI gyo Ke. tene potano dex ke Fr yad p` AavtuH n=I.cetnnI Aa dxa=I FrnI Vyi›Ao du:qI Ke KtaH cetnnI xan@eka e AavtI n=I ma!e j cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ he cetn¦ hvemherbanI kro, Sv\am sI\avo. mara mHidrnaH sopan pr be@I be@IhuH tmarI rah Ôeë KuH. Ýwu¦ AaTmmHidrna v\are nhÄ fkt caEd jsopan Ke. Aap AhÄ p\aro to huH nIce su\I AapnuH Svagt krvaAavuH. kiv]I _dyrTne xaHitna= Ýwuna StvnmaH Aavo j wavVy› krta kæuH Ke,

mhare to tu ih j Aek, Thare muj srIqa Anek,huH to mn=I n meluH man, tume man riht wgvan..

su o xaHit ij Hd sowagI.. 1Ýwune w›ono ko{ par hoto n=I p` w›one wgvan to

Aek j hoy Ke. cetnne p` mohdxane kar e duv<Ri¿Ao $pI AnekSƒIAo FerI vze Ke. cetn te b\aH vCce muHJay Ke ne pKI fsay Ke.moh, mmta, Aaxa, t<*`a, {*yaR, AiwlaØa $pI Anek SƒIne tevx bnI Ôy Ke p` A& cetnne Qyal n=I ke Aa b\I SƒIAo tocHcl Ke te Aek ne j vfadar rhenarI n=I. teAo Anekne llcavnarIAne fsavnarI Ke. AavI kam`garI SƒIAone pnare pDelo puruØto du:qI ={ Ôy Ke. cetna khe Ke ke, he cetn¦ huH to pDKayanImafk tmarI sa=e rhenarI stI SƒI KuH. huH ivrhmaH JUrtI rhIx p`ANy puruØno pDKayo suâaH nhÄ lë, kar` ke, tmaruH mULy xuH Ke temne smÔyuH Ke. mare mn to tme A`mol rtn Ko.

Aa ÝkarnI ivnHtI=I cetnnI AaTmdxa \Ire\Ire su\rvalage Ke. je=I sa|ynuH samIPy =ay Ke Ane dUr=I dxRn =ay Ke.

cetna, cetn sa=e mnomn xuH vat kre Ke te ma!e kiv khe Ke,jvhrI mol kre lalka, mera lal Amola....jIske p!*ar ko nhÄ, _ska Éya mola?..... inxidn.. 2..

JverIno Svwav Ke ke rTnonI prq krI mULy kre. hIra,

ma ek, pþa vgere prqnar JverI rTnparqu khevay Ke. p` drekrTn Aek srqI ikHmtnuH n hoy, ko{nI ikHmt hÔr, to vzI ko{laqnuH, duinyamaH ikHmtImaH ikHmtI vStu rTno Ke, p` te=I p`mULyvan cetn Ke. Aa cetnlalnI to ko{ ikHmt AaHkI xkay jnhÄ, Ae to A`mol Ke. ßyaH be vStu hoy TyaH êc-nIc Ôe{ tenIikHmt AaHkI xkay Ke p` maro lal to Aekno Aek Ke, te=I tenIko{p`nI sa=e srqam`I krI xkay nhÄ Ane AenI ikHmt AaHkIxkay nhÄ. ma ek to mStke, kane, ha=e gze, kmre Aem iviv\ rItexrIr pr \ar` krI xkay Ke. p` tene ñdynI AHdr \ar` krIxkatuH n=I Aa kar`=I te prHtr Ke p` maro na= to ñdymaH jvsI ræo Ke te=I ko{ prHtr n=I. vzI jenuH ñdy=I prHtr n hoytenuH mULy p` ko` AaHkI xke?

ma eknuH iwþ iwþ tej hovane kar e tenI ikHmt p` iwþiwþ =ay Ke Tyare mara AaTm$p tejnI k[ sIma n=I ma!e teAmULy Ke.

kivAe AhÄ JveratnI vat krI Ke. hIra, ma ek vgeremaH DaF,lIso!o vgere hoy to tenuH tej AoKuH hoy Ane ikHmt p` AoKIAHkay, kivna jmanamaH rTnona Aava DaF ma!e ;prHtr' xBdnoÝyog =to hxe Aaje ;ijrmŸ', ;kcu' vgere xBdo vpray Ke p`AhÄ to tdŸn SpÚ =ay Ke ke AaTmana AnHt gu omaH Aek Aek guAmULy Ke. je gu jDmaH ɘaHy Ôeva mzta n=I. vzI xuâdxamaHrheta AaTmanuH tej inrHtr Aek srquH j rhe Ke. tenamaH cNãkzanIjem v\-F! =tI n=I. te sUyRsman hHmexaH JzhztI j rhe Ke. AaAmULy gu ovaza rTnona wHDarnI ikHmt khI p` ={ xke nhÄ,AojvI tejSvI Aeva mara cetnrajnuH huH Aek - be paHc ke pCcIswv=I nih p` Anaidkaz=I AnHt wv=I rah Ôe{ rhI KuH tenepamva huH ATyHt _Tsuk KuH ma!e j kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH kre Ke,

pH= inhart lo= e, dg lagI ADola....]e I surt smai\meH: muin |yan Jloka..... inxidn.. 3..

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TyaH cetnnuH j sam‡aßy Ke. prHtu cetn, ATyare waEitk jgtnovasI bnI gyo Ke. tene potano dex ke Fr yad p` AavtuH n=I.cetnnI Aa dxa=I FrnI Vyi›Ao du:qI Ke KtaH cetnnI xan@eka e AavtI n=I ma!e j cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ he cetn¦ hvemherbanI kro, Sv\am sI\avo. mara mHidrnaH sopan pr be@I be@IhuH tmarI rah Ôeë KuH. Ýwu¦ AaTmmHidrna v\are nhÄ fkt caEd jsopan Ke. Aap AhÄ p\aro to huH nIce su\I AapnuH Svagt krvaAavuH. kiv]I _dyrTne xaHitna= Ýwuna StvnmaH Aavo j wavVy› krta kæuH Ke,

mhare to tu ih j Aek, Thare muj srIqa Anek,huH to mn=I n meluH man, tume man riht wgvan..

su o xaHit ij Hd sowagI.. 1Ýwune w›ono ko{ par hoto n=I p` w›one wgvan to

Aek j hoy Ke. cetnne p` mohdxane kar e duv<Ri¿Ao $pI AnekSƒIAo FerI vze Ke. cetn te b\aH vCce muHJay Ke ne pKI fsay Ke.moh, mmta, Aaxa, t<*`a, {*yaR, AiwlaØa $pI Anek SƒIne tevx bnI Ôy Ke p` A& cetnne Qyal n=I ke Aa b\I SƒIAo tocHcl Ke te Aek ne j vfadar rhenarI n=I. teAo Anekne llcavnarIAne fsavnarI Ke. AavI kam`garI SƒIAone pnare pDelo puruØto du:qI ={ Ôy Ke. cetna khe Ke ke, he cetn¦ huH to pDKayanImafk tmarI sa=e rhenarI stI SƒI KuH. huH ivrhmaH JUrtI rhIx p`ANy puruØno pDKayo suâaH nhÄ lë, kar` ke, tmaruH mULy xuH Ke temne smÔyuH Ke. mare mn to tme A`mol rtn Ko.

Aa ÝkarnI ivnHtI=I cetnnI AaTmdxa \Ire\Ire su\rvalage Ke. je=I sa|ynuH samIPy =ay Ke Ane dUr=I dxRn =ay Ke.

cetna, cetn sa=e mnomn xuH vat kre Ke te ma!e kiv khe Ke,jvhrI mol kre lalka, mera lal Amola....jIske p!*ar ko nhÄ, _ska Éya mola?..... inxidn.. 2..

JverIno Svwav Ke ke rTnonI prq krI mULy kre. hIra,

ma ek, pþa vgere prqnar JverI rTnparqu khevay Ke. p` drekrTn Aek srqI ikHmtnuH n hoy, ko{nI ikHmt hÔr, to vzI ko{laqnuH, duinyamaH ikHmtImaH ikHmtI vStu rTno Ke, p` te=I p`mULyvan cetn Ke. Aa cetnlalnI to ko{ ikHmt AaHkI xkay jnhÄ, Ae to A`mol Ke. ßyaH be vStu hoy TyaH êc-nIc Ôe{ tenIikHmt AaHkI xkay Ke p` maro lal to Aekno Aek Ke, te=I tenIko{p`nI sa=e srqam`I krI xkay nhÄ Ane AenI ikHmt AaHkIxkay nhÄ. ma ek to mStke, kane, ha=e gze, kmre Aem iviv\ rItexrIr pr \ar` krI xkay Ke. p` tene ñdynI AHdr \ar` krIxkatuH n=I Aa kar`=I te prHtr Ke p` maro na= to ñdymaH jvsI ræo Ke te=I ko{ prHtr n=I. vzI jenuH ñdy=I prHtr n hoytenuH mULy p` ko` AaHkI xke?

ma eknuH iwþ iwþ tej hovane kar e tenI ikHmt p` iwþiwþ =ay Ke Tyare mara AaTm$p tejnI k[ sIma n=I ma!e teAmULy Ke.

kivAe AhÄ JveratnI vat krI Ke. hIra, ma ek vgeremaH DaF,lIso!o vgere hoy to tenuH tej AoKuH hoy Ane ikHmt p` AoKIAHkay, kivna jmanamaH rTnona Aava DaF ma!e ;prHtr' xBdnoÝyog =to hxe Aaje ;ijrmŸ', ;kcu' vgere xBdo vpray Ke p`AhÄ to tdŸn SpÚ =ay Ke ke AaTmana AnHt gu omaH Aek Aek guAmULy Ke. je gu jDmaH ɘaHy Ôeva mzta n=I. vzI xuâdxamaHrheta AaTmanuH tej inrHtr Aek srquH j rhe Ke. tenamaH cNãkzanIjem v\-F! =tI n=I. te sUyRsman hHmexaH JzhztI j rhe Ke. AaAmULy gu ovaza rTnona wHDarnI ikHmt khI p` ={ xke nhÄ,AojvI tejSvI Aeva mara cetnrajnuH huH Aek - be paHc ke pCcIswv=I nih p` Anaidkaz=I AnHt wv=I rah Ôe{ rhI KuH tenepamva huH ATyHt _Tsuk KuH ma!e j kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH kre Ke,

pH= inhart lo= e, dg lagI ADola....]e I surt smai\meH: muin |yan Jloka..... inxidn.. 3..

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]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ;pH=' ne bdle ;p='xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. ;p=' Ae!le ke pg Ae!le w› wgvannIcr`seva {CKe Ke. ix*y guÌna cr` SpxR kre Ke. ßyoitØIAo pgÔe{ne wiv*y k=n kre Ke. Dok!ro ha= pgna nq Ôe{ne ddRnuHindan kre Ke. Aa rIte ivcarta pgnuH mhÀv sivxeØ Ke. jena pgsuHdr tenuH wiv*y _¿m hoy tem AnuwvI khe Ke.

AhÄ cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ huH AapnaH cr`onI dasI KuH.AapnaH cr`onI seva {CKI rhI KuH. maraH locn Aapna cr`kmznaHdxRn krva ADolAasn #azIne besI gya Ke. sa|y vStumaH j jem_pyog iS=r =ay Ke tem marI njr tara _pr j @rI Ke AneñdymaH “tUH hI, tUH hI” na Ôp caLya kre Ke. Va‡t, inym vDe mnemara na= mzxe tem manIne huH marI AaHqnuH m!kuH p` martI n=I.maraH locn Aapna magR pr iS=r ={ gya Ke. jem yogInuH sa|ysmai\maH Ane muinnuH mn |yanmaH iS=r =ay Ke tem he lal¦ marI¹iÚ p` tmara pr j iS=r Ke. ßyaH dequH TyaH tUHhI tUHhI j =ya kre Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ yogxaÏmaH khe Ke,|yanmaH ic¿nI AdŸwut iS=rta Ýaº =ay Ke. Aagz jtaH

|yata, |yan Ane |yeynI Aekag‡ta ={ Ôy Ke. smai\ \ar` krvIte yogInuH crm sa|y Ke. tem he na=¦ Aapna magR$p |yeyne huHAinmeØ ¹iÚ=I Ôeya kruH KuH. jem yogI, smai\maH Sv$p xUNy ={Ôy Ke tem he na=¦ marI dxa Ke. muin |yanmaH iS=r rhe Ke tem hedev¦ huH Aekag‡ta krIne tmarI magRÝitÙa kruH KuH. saraHx ke huH Aekag‡¹iÚAe tmara Aavvana magRne Ôeya kruH KuH jem yogI t=a muin Ketem huH p` KuH.

sa\kna mnnI iS=rta Ae!lI hd su\I ={ Ôy Ke ke Kev!emnoyogno p` inro\ ={ Ôy Ke. xuÉl|yanna co=a payamaHmnoyogno inro\ krI Òv isâdxane pame Ke. je ÒvnI crm Aneprm |yeyÝaiº Ke. cetna p` Aevo j Anuwv krI rhI Ke tenuHSpÚdxRn Aa pdmaH =ay Ke. kiv]I cetnanI mnoVy=anuH v Rn

krtaH co=I kDImaH khe Ke,kaEn sune iknk¡H khuH, ikm maHDuH meH qola....tere muq dI#e !le, mere mnka cola..... inxidn.. 4..

cetna, cetnnI sa=e mnomn vato kre Ke Ane khe Ke ke heÝwu¦ AapnamaH huH kevI tLlIn ={ g{ KuH te huH kone kheva Ôë?marI AavI vato saHwznar p` ko` Ke? smkÙnI vato b\asaHwze Ane Ô e p` mne to Aa jgtmaH tara=I ko{ _¿m deqatuHj n=I. te=I marI vat ko` mane? kar`ke \maRiStkay vgere jD Ketene to cetnno ko{ Anuwv j n=I. maro ne taro Awed sHbH\ Ke.cetn=I iwþ pudŸgl ãVy to SvyH Ôte j jD Ke. te=I temaH suqgu n=I. Tyare cetna khe Ke ke maruH Òvn shj suq$p Ke. kar`ke cetn SvamI sa=e maro tadaTMy sHbH\ Ke. marI Ane AenI Aek jÔit Ke Ane Aek j Svwav Ke prHtu pudŸglne kar e wedta deqay Kema!e j khuH KuH ke he Ýwu¦ mne Aek vqt to Aapna muqdxRn kravo.he na=¦ tmarI pase huH qozo kem pa=ruH? qozo pa=rvo Ae!ledInta Vy› krvI. huH grIb ke iwqarI pitnI pTnI n=I ke je=Imare qozo pa=rvo pDe Ane wIq maHgvI pDe. maro SvamI toxahukar Ke. xahukar pitnI pTnIne xI icHta hoy? xuâcetna khIrhI Ke ke he Ýwu¦ ßyare huH AapnuH mo#uH Ôeë KuH Tyare mara mnnIDamaDoz iS=it calI Ôy Ke A=aRtŸ huH tmaramaH iS=r ={ Ôë KuH.maro tmaro Aek vqt mezap =ya pKI kdI p` ivrh pDto n=I.maƒ imln=I j mnnI AiS=rta dUr ={ Ôy to hHmexna sHyog=IkevI iS=it sÔRy? ma!e j khuH KuH ke he na=¦ hve Aap mara mHidrep\aro, ivvek xuH khe Ke te kiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH khe Ke,

im¿ ivvek bateH kheH, sumta suin bola....AanHdFn Ýwu Aavxe, sejDI rHg rola..... inxidn.. 5..

cetnavtI, smta$p sahelI cetnne smÔvva ATyar su\IÝa=Rna krI rhI Ke, tenI Ýa=Rna saHwzIne ivvek$pI imƒ smtaneÝa=Rna krta khe Ke ke he smta¦ hve tuH jra p` icHta na krIx. tuH

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]I buiâsagrÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ;pH=' ne bdle ;p='xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. ;p=' Ae!le ke pg Ae!le w› wgvannIcr`seva {CKe Ke. ix*y guÌna cr` SpxR kre Ke. ßyoitØIAo pgÔe{ne wiv*y k=n kre Ke. Dok!ro ha= pgna nq Ôe{ne ddRnuHindan kre Ke. Aa rIte ivcarta pgnuH mhÀv sivxeØ Ke. jena pgsuHdr tenuH wiv*y _¿m hoy tem AnuwvI khe Ke.

AhÄ cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ huH AapnaH cr`onI dasI KuH.AapnaH cr`onI seva {CKI rhI KuH. maraH locn Aapna cr`kmznaHdxRn krva ADolAasn #azIne besI gya Ke. sa|y vStumaH j jem_pyog iS=r =ay Ke tem marI njr tara _pr j @rI Ke AneñdymaH “tUH hI, tUH hI” na Ôp caLya kre Ke. Va‡t, inym vDe mnemara na= mzxe tem manIne huH marI AaHqnuH m!kuH p` martI n=I.maraH locn Aapna magR pr iS=r ={ gya Ke. jem yogInuH sa|ysmai\maH Ane muinnuH mn |yanmaH iS=r =ay Ke tem he lal¦ marI¹iÚ p` tmara pr j iS=r Ke. ßyaH dequH TyaH tUHhI tUHhI j =ya kre Ke.

]I hemcHãacayRÒ yogxaÏmaH khe Ke,|yanmaH ic¿nI AdŸwut iS=rta Ýaº =ay Ke. Aagz jtaH

|yata, |yan Ane |yeynI Aekag‡ta ={ Ôy Ke. smai\ \ar` krvIte yogInuH crm sa|y Ke. tem he na=¦ Aapna magR$p |yeyne huHAinmeØ ¹iÚ=I Ôeya kruH KuH. jem yogI, smai\maH Sv$p xUNy ={Ôy Ke tem he na=¦ marI dxa Ke. muin |yanmaH iS=r rhe Ke tem hedev¦ huH Aekag‡ta krIne tmarI magRÝitÙa kruH KuH. saraHx ke huH Aekag‡¹iÚAe tmara Aavvana magRne Ôeya kruH KuH jem yogI t=a muin Ketem huH p` KuH.

sa\kna mnnI iS=rta Ae!lI hd su\I ={ Ôy Ke ke Kev!emnoyogno p` inro\ ={ Ôy Ke. xuÉl|yanna co=a payamaHmnoyogno inro\ krI Òv isâdxane pame Ke. je ÒvnI crm Aneprm |yeyÝaiº Ke. cetna p` Aevo j Anuwv krI rhI Ke tenuHSpÚdxRn Aa pdmaH =ay Ke. kiv]I cetnanI mnoVy=anuH v Rn

krtaH co=I kDImaH khe Ke,kaEn sune iknk¡H khuH, ikm maHDuH meH qola....tere muq dI#e !le, mere mnka cola..... inxidn.. 4..

cetna, cetnnI sa=e mnomn vato kre Ke Ane khe Ke ke heÝwu¦ AapnamaH huH kevI tLlIn ={ g{ KuH te huH kone kheva Ôë?marI AavI vato saHwznar p` ko` Ke? smkÙnI vato b\asaHwze Ane Ô e p` mne to Aa jgtmaH tara=I ko{ _¿m deqatuHj n=I. te=I marI vat ko` mane? kar`ke \maRiStkay vgere jD Ketene to cetnno ko{ Anuwv j n=I. maro ne taro Awed sHbH\ Ke.cetn=I iwþ pudŸgl ãVy to SvyH Ôte j jD Ke. te=I temaH suqgu n=I. Tyare cetna khe Ke ke maruH Òvn shj suq$p Ke. kar`ke cetn SvamI sa=e maro tadaTMy sHbH\ Ke. marI Ane AenI Aek jÔit Ke Ane Aek j Svwav Ke prHtu pudŸglne kar e wedta deqay Kema!e j khuH KuH ke he Ýwu¦ mne Aek vqt to Aapna muqdxRn kravo.he na=¦ tmarI pase huH qozo kem pa=ruH? qozo pa=rvo Ae!ledInta Vy› krvI. huH grIb ke iwqarI pitnI pTnI n=I ke je=Imare qozo pa=rvo pDe Ane wIq maHgvI pDe. maro SvamI toxahukar Ke. xahukar pitnI pTnIne xI icHta hoy? xuâcetna khIrhI Ke ke he Ýwu¦ ßyare huH AapnuH mo#uH Ôeë KuH Tyare mara mnnIDamaDoz iS=it calI Ôy Ke A=aRtŸ huH tmaramaH iS=r ={ Ôë KuH.maro tmaro Aek vqt mezap =ya pKI kdI p` ivrh pDto n=I.maƒ imln=I j mnnI AiS=rta dUr ={ Ôy to hHmexna sHyog=IkevI iS=it sÔRy? ma!e j khuH KuH ke he na=¦ hve Aap mara mHidrep\aro, ivvek xuH khe Ke te kiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH khe Ke,

im¿ ivvek bateH kheH, sumta suin bola....AanHdFn Ýwu Aavxe, sejDI rHg rola..... inxidn.. 5..

cetnavtI, smta$p sahelI cetnne smÔvva ATyar su\IÝa=Rna krI rhI Ke, tenI Ýa=Rna saHwzIne ivvek$pI imƒ smtaneÝa=Rna krta khe Ke ke he smta¦ hve tuH jra p` icHta na krIx. tuH

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svRÝkare ivØadmu› bnI Ô. hve cetnno cetna sa=e sHbH\ =valaGyo Ke. tena mnnI guPt vat huH tne khI ræo KuH, meH tene ivixÚvStuAonuH t=a SvSv$pnuH &an AaPyuH Ke. te=I te maya, mmtanasHg=I mu› =va lagxe. jem hHsnI takat=I dU\ Ane pa`I j¡da=[ xke Ke tem maruH kam p` cetnne kumit=I j¡do krvanuH Ke.cetnne cetavI sNmageR lavvo te maruH kayR Ke. Aaj su\I meH AnekÒvonaH idVycÙuAo qolavI isâ - buâ prmaTma bnaVya Ke.

he smta¦ huH co=e pgi=ye tara AaTmSvamIne mzIx AnesTy smÔvIx. mne iv¬as Ke ke taro pit smÒ jxe Ane trtj tne mzva te _Tsuk bnI jxe. tara mHidrmaH j$r p\arxe AnetarI sejmaH AavI tarI sa=e AanHdrsmaH rHga{ jxe. tne te potanaÝemmaH wÄjvI dexe. pKI to tara ÒvnmaH AanHdsagr lheravalagxe ma!e, hve tuH iniüHt bnI Sv$pS= ={ Ô.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe AaTmxuiânI vat dxaRvI Ke. AaTmamaH ÔesTyasTyno ivvek Ôge to AaTmxuiânI idxa quLlI Ôy Ke Aneim+yaTv$p mhaAH\kar dUr qsI Ôy Ke. ivvek potanuH kayR sHwazvaki!bâ =yo Ke. te cetnane vcn Aape Ke ke tare hve AanHdrsmaHrHgrelI krvanI Ke. Ýa`Ina ÒvnmaH suq Ane du:q, tDko AneKayo Aam caLya j kre Ke. cetna ATyar su\I ivrh du:q=I ATyHtpIiDt htI p` hve Aevo smy Aavxe ke jyare AnHt-AnHt kazmaHɘaHy du:qnI Kaya p` nih hoy.

Òv, ivwavdxamaH=I SvwavdxamaH Ae!le ke potanaH mUzSv$pmaH paKo fre Ke Tyare jem gumavelI mUDI paKI mzta je AanHd=ay tevo AanHd cetnne =ay Ke. iÝytma Ane iÝytmnuH $pkkivAe AarHwmaH Ýyoj uH Ke. ma!e j AHitm kDImaH imln ma!e sej(p=arI) nuH $pk p` kivAe Ýyoj uH Ke. Aa pd gIitka$pe tNmy={ jvay tevuH, AaTmivwor wavone _¿ejn AaptuH Aa pd Ke.

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“Korane ÉyuH mare Ke re”kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe _Ccwavone Ýg! krI, svRjn ihta=RnI

wavna vDe Aa pdmaH nvIntana dxRn kraVya Ke.sor@ igrnarI ragmaH Aa pd lqayeluH Ke. jem isHhgjRna=I

b\aH vncr Ýa`IAo wywIt ={ wagI Ôy Ke tevI rIte kiv]IAeAa pdmaH isHhgjRna krI Ke.

Korane ÉyuH mare Ke re, jay ka!ya De ....Koro Ke maro balo wolo, bole Ke Am<t ve .....Korane.. 1..

Koro Ae!le Kokro, dIkro. AhÄ dIkro te ko`? kivAe AhÄsMykŸTvne dIkra$pe v RVyo Ke. ivveke AavI AaTmane Ôg<t kyÈTyare sumit cetnne khe Ke ke “he SvamI¦ tme sMykŸTv$p dIkranexa ma!e maro Ko? tena kar e to Aap uH devuH (De ) kpaxe. AhÄ_pxm sMykŸTvne dIkro kæo Ke. Ae F`o j hÇixyar t=a buiâmanKe. sumit khe Ke ke he cetn¦ Aa dIkro tara wvowvna de ano naxkrnar Ke. je bapnI sHpi¿ pr bese te kayr g`ay Ke. p` jedIkro potanI kaHDanI kma`I vDe bapne krjmaH=I mu› kre Ke tesupuƒ A=va xUrvIr khevay Ke. Aa sMykŸTv$p be!Do to im+yaTv$pAH\karno nax krnar Ke. id-vaze te dIkro. FrmaH, kuzmaH Ýkax krete dIkro te e sMykŸTv$p &anno Ýkax Ýg! kyÈ Ke. je=I A&an$pAH\kar nax paMyo Ke. cetnno Aa dIkro bapne kmRna devamaH=Imu› kre Ke.

kivAe _pxm sMykŸTvne bazknI _pma AapI Ke. cetn prim+yaTv$p kmRnuH de uH htuH. temaH=I AaTmane mu› krI hzvo fUlbnavI dI\o Ke. p` _pxm sMykŸTvnI AHtmuhUtRnI iS=it hovanekar e Ane Anaid=I Fr krIne be@eluH im+yaTv _pxmne ALp smymaHj bhar ka#I mUke Ke. _pxm cetnna FrmaH=I ivday l[ le Ke p`

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svRÝkare ivØadmu› bnI Ô. hve cetnno cetna sa=e sHbH\ =valaGyo Ke. tena mnnI guPt vat huH tne khI ræo KuH, meH tene ivixÚvStuAonuH t=a SvSv$pnuH &an AaPyuH Ke. te=I te maya, mmtanasHg=I mu› =va lagxe. jem hHsnI takat=I dU\ Ane pa`I j¡da=[ xke Ke tem maruH kam p` cetnne kumit=I j¡do krvanuH Ke.cetnne cetavI sNmageR lavvo te maruH kayR Ke. Aaj su\I meH AnekÒvonaH idVycÙuAo qolavI isâ - buâ prmaTma bnaVya Ke.

he smta¦ huH co=e pgi=ye tara AaTmSvamIne mzIx AnesTy smÔvIx. mne iv¬as Ke ke taro pit smÒ jxe Ane trtj tne mzva te _Tsuk bnI jxe. tara mHidrmaH j$r p\arxe AnetarI sejmaH AavI tarI sa=e AanHdrsmaH rHga{ jxe. tne te potanaÝemmaH wÄjvI dexe. pKI to tara ÒvnmaH AanHdsagr lheravalagxe ma!e, hve tuH iniüHt bnI Sv$pS= ={ Ô.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe AaTmxuiânI vat dxaRvI Ke. AaTmamaH ÔesTyasTyno ivvek Ôge to AaTmxuiânI idxa quLlI Ôy Ke Aneim+yaTv$p mhaAH\kar dUr qsI Ôy Ke. ivvek potanuH kayR sHwazvaki!bâ =yo Ke. te cetnane vcn Aape Ke ke tare hve AanHdrsmaHrHgrelI krvanI Ke. Ýa`Ina ÒvnmaH suq Ane du:q, tDko AneKayo Aam caLya j kre Ke. cetna ATyar su\I ivrh du:q=I ATyHtpIiDt htI p` hve Aevo smy Aavxe ke jyare AnHt-AnHt kazmaHɘaHy du:qnI Kaya p` nih hoy.

Òv, ivwavdxamaH=I SvwavdxamaH Ae!le ke potanaH mUzSv$pmaH paKo fre Ke Tyare jem gumavelI mUDI paKI mzta je AanHd=ay tevo AanHd cetnne =ay Ke. iÝytma Ane iÝytmnuH $pkkivAe AarHwmaH Ýyoj uH Ke. ma!e j AHitm kDImaH imln ma!e sej(p=arI) nuH $pk p` kivAe Ýyoj uH Ke. Aa pd gIitka$pe tNmy={ jvay tevuH, AaTmivwor wavone _¿ejn AaptuH Aa pd Ke.

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“Korane ÉyuH mare Ke re”kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe _Ccwavone Ýg! krI, svRjn ihta=RnI

wavna vDe Aa pdmaH nvIntana dxRn kraVya Ke.sor@ igrnarI ragmaH Aa pd lqayeluH Ke. jem isHhgjRna=I

b\aH vncr Ýa`IAo wywIt ={ wagI Ôy Ke tevI rIte kiv]IAeAa pdmaH isHhgjRna krI Ke.

Korane ÉyuH mare Ke re, jay ka!ya De ....Koro Ke maro balo wolo, bole Ke Am<t ve .....Korane.. 1..

Koro Ae!le Kokro, dIkro. AhÄ dIkro te ko`? kivAe AhÄsMykŸTvne dIkra$pe v RVyo Ke. ivveke AavI AaTmane Ôg<t kyÈTyare sumit cetnne khe Ke ke “he SvamI¦ tme sMykŸTv$p dIkranexa ma!e maro Ko? tena kar e to Aap uH devuH (De ) kpaxe. AhÄ_pxm sMykŸTvne dIkro kæo Ke. Ae F`o j hÇixyar t=a buiâmanKe. sumit khe Ke ke he cetn¦ Aa dIkro tara wvowvna de ano naxkrnar Ke. je bapnI sHpi¿ pr bese te kayr g`ay Ke. p` jedIkro potanI kaHDanI kma`I vDe bapne krjmaH=I mu› kre Ke tesupuƒ A=va xUrvIr khevay Ke. Aa sMykŸTv$p be!Do to im+yaTv$pAH\karno nax krnar Ke. id-vaze te dIkro. FrmaH, kuzmaH Ýkax krete dIkro te e sMykŸTv$p &anno Ýkax Ýg! kyÈ Ke. je=I A&an$pAH\kar nax paMyo Ke. cetnno Aa dIkro bapne kmRna devamaH=Imu› kre Ke.

kivAe _pxm sMykŸTvne bazknI _pma AapI Ke. cetn prim+yaTv$p kmRnuH de uH htuH. temaH=I AaTmane mu› krI hzvo fUlbnavI dI\o Ke. p` _pxm sMykŸTvnI AHtmuhUtRnI iS=it hovanekar e Ane Anaid=I Fr krIne be@eluH im+yaTv _pxmne ALp smymaHj bhar ka#I mUke Ke. _pxm cetnna FrmaH=I ivday l[ le Ke p`

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xuâcetna t=a xuâcetnnuH imln =ta, sMykŸTv$p dIkrano jNm=ay Ke. p` te hÒ nano Ke te=I kiv khe Ke ke te bazo - wozo Ke.tenamaH bazkbuiâ Ke. te nano hovane kar e ko{ tene cUp besaDI deKe A=va ko{ FrnI bhar ka#I mUkvanI \mkI Aape Tyare te xaHtbesI Ôy Ke. Aa nankDa dIkranI waØa F`I mI@I Ke. sMykŸTvÝaº =taH cetnnI va`I, vtRn t=a ivcar b\uH bdla{ Ôy Ke.sMykŸTvnI kalI - kalI, mI@I - mI@I bolI=I Òvn nHdnvn smuHbnI Ôy Ke. bazkne jNm AaPya pKI SƒIna ÒvnmaH pirvtRnAavI Ôy Ke. te SƒI bazkmy bnI Ôy Ke. tevI rIte sMykŸTvÝaº =taH cetnanI dxa bdla{ Ôy Ke. dxa bdla{ jtaH idxabdla{ Ôy Ke.

Anaidna im+yaTvIÒvne svR Ý=m _pxm sMykŸTv Ýaº=ay Ke. im+yaTvna mUz _pxmI Ôy Ke te=I im+yaTv paKo prcobtave Ke. prHtu pir`itmaH Ae!lo b\o frk pDI Ôy Ke ke Aajsu\I kudev ne dev, kuguÌne guÌ Ane ku\mRne \mR manto hto. tenebdle sudev, sguÌ ne su\mR Ýit te ]âa raqto ={ Ôy Ke t=a]âa ¹# bntI Ôy Ke. sTy smj` AavtaH, Aa bazk to AaTm\mRAne kevzIÝ`It \mRne Awed btave Ke t=a xuâ \mRnuH &an kraveKe t=a sa|y dxRn krave Ke. Aavo _¿m Aa bazk Ke. tene tuH xuHÔe{ne mare Ke? xa ma!e teno nax krva yTn kre Ke? taruH Aa kayRtdŸn gerVyajbI Ke. Aa sMykŸTv$p be!Do to hve \Ire \Ire mo!o=va laGyo Ke. tenI Ýgit to njre Ôe{ xkay tevI Ke. te kevo Ke tebtavta kiv bIÔ kDImaH khe Ke,

ley lk¡i!ya cal` laGyo Ab kaH{ fU!a Ke ne ....tu to mr` isra e suto, ro!I desI ko`?.....Korane.. 2..

le dar im+yaTv¦ tuH jra AaHq to qol. tuH Aa de darnodIkro to Ýgit krI ræo Ke. te Sv$pno saÙaTkar kre Ke t=atÀvruic Ane Aagm ]âana be pg vDe _pxmsMykŸTvnI lakDIl{ calI ræo Ke A=aRtŸ &anruic t=a vItrag vcn prnI ]âa$p

pg Dgumgu =taH calI ræo Ke. prHtu lakDIno !eko mztaH Sv$panuwvkre Ke. cetnrajno hve _TÊaHitno kaz xru =yo Ke. kiv potanatrf=I khe Ke ke Anaidkaz=I cetnnI sa=e vsta, he v<â im+yaTv¦xuH tarI AaHqo fU!I g{ Ke? tne kaH{ deqatuH n=I? A=va cetnnaHkevz&andxRnnaH neƒo to Anaidkaz=I fU!I gyaH Ke. AevI fU!elIAaHqe xuH ÔevanuH hoy Ane xuH deqvanuH hoy? he im+yaTv FrDa Dosa¦tuH to Aa jNm AaH\zo Ke tne Sv$p &anno was ɘaH=I =ay?vzI hve to tuH FrDo ={ gyo Ke. ATyar su\I to te AaTmmHidrmaHrhI F`o ivlas kyÈ. va`Iivlas vDe lokrHjn p` kyuÅ prHtu heA&anI¦ tuH ke!lo mUqR Ke ke je FrmaH tuH rhe Ke te Frna mailkne p`tuH AozqI na xɘo? tuH ke!lI A\mÝk<itno ma`s Ke ke je epotanI sßjnta vaprI rheva Aaxro AaPyo tuH tena j Frnomailk bnI be@o Ke. tenaH &an, dxRnaid rTnwHDarone te dabI dI\aKe. _praHt Frne ékrDa jevuH bnavI dI\uH Ke. Aa kaH{ jevI tevInIcta n=I. sMykŸTv$p dIkro tarI Aa iS=it clavI lexe nhÄ.tarI to hve v<âavS=a Ke. tuH to hve mrva vaHke ÒvI ræo Ke. tne hvemot bolavI ræuH Ke kar` ke cetnne sMykŸTv$p dIkrano sa= mzIgyo Ke. AagmmaH kæuH Ke,

“pa`vara _vsiwyH” _pxm smikt paHc var Aave 1Aa Ýkarna sMykŸTvnI Ýaiº pKI j$r Ùpk]e I x$ =ay

Ane Ùpk]e Ino AarHw =taH im+yaTvno smUzgo nax ={ ÔyKe. AnHtanubH\I Êo\, man, maya Ane low temj im+yaTv mohnIy,im]mohnIy Ane smiktmohnIy Ae taro qorak hto p` Ùayksmikt Ýaº =taH hve tne Aevo qorak mzxe nhÄ ma!e tare to_pvas krvano varo Aavxe. qorakna AwavmaH tarI Òvn xi›p` ÙI` =tI jxe Ane Kev!e mr` isvay bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I.cetn to sMykŸTvna Aa\are Aevo to xi›xazI bnI gyo Ke ke tev\aremaH v\are A\RpudŸgl pravtRn kazmaH AvXy moÙne Ýaº krIlexe. prHtu Ôe _pxm smikt hoy to im+yaTv AevuH jbrdSt Ôer

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xuâcetna t=a xuâcetnnuH imln =ta, sMykŸTv$p dIkrano jNm=ay Ke. p` te hÒ nano Ke te=I kiv khe Ke ke te bazo - wozo Ke.tenamaH bazkbuiâ Ke. te nano hovane kar e ko{ tene cUp besaDI deKe A=va ko{ FrnI bhar ka#I mUkvanI \mkI Aape Tyare te xaHtbesI Ôy Ke. Aa nankDa dIkranI waØa F`I mI@I Ke. sMykŸTvÝaº =taH cetnnI va`I, vtRn t=a ivcar b\uH bdla{ Ôy Ke.sMykŸTvnI kalI - kalI, mI@I - mI@I bolI=I Òvn nHdnvn smuHbnI Ôy Ke. bazkne jNm AaPya pKI SƒIna ÒvnmaH pirvtRnAavI Ôy Ke. te SƒI bazkmy bnI Ôy Ke. tevI rIte sMykŸTvÝaº =taH cetnanI dxa bdla{ Ôy Ke. dxa bdla{ jtaH idxabdla{ Ôy Ke.

Anaidna im+yaTvIÒvne svR Ý=m _pxm sMykŸTv Ýaº=ay Ke. im+yaTvna mUz _pxmI Ôy Ke te=I im+yaTv paKo prcobtave Ke. prHtu pir`itmaH Ae!lo b\o frk pDI Ôy Ke ke Aajsu\I kudev ne dev, kuguÌne guÌ Ane ku\mRne \mR manto hto. tenebdle sudev, sguÌ ne su\mR Ýit te ]âa raqto ={ Ôy Ke t=a]âa ¹# bntI Ôy Ke. sTy smj` AavtaH, Aa bazk to AaTm\mRAne kevzIÝ`It \mRne Awed btave Ke t=a xuâ \mRnuH &an kraveKe t=a sa|y dxRn krave Ke. Aavo _¿m Aa bazk Ke. tene tuH xuHÔe{ne mare Ke? xa ma!e teno nax krva yTn kre Ke? taruH Aa kayRtdŸn gerVyajbI Ke. Aa sMykŸTv$p be!Do to hve \Ire \Ire mo!o=va laGyo Ke. tenI Ýgit to njre Ôe{ xkay tevI Ke. te kevo Ke tebtavta kiv bIÔ kDImaH khe Ke,

ley lk¡i!ya cal` laGyo Ab kaH{ fU!a Ke ne ....tu to mr` isra e suto, ro!I desI ko`?.....Korane.. 2..

le dar im+yaTv¦ tuH jra AaHq to qol. tuH Aa de darnodIkro to Ýgit krI ræo Ke. te Sv$pno saÙaTkar kre Ke t=atÀvruic Ane Aagm ]âana be pg vDe _pxmsMykŸTvnI lakDIl{ calI ræo Ke A=aRtŸ &anruic t=a vItrag vcn prnI ]âa$p

pg Dgumgu =taH calI ræo Ke. prHtu lakDIno !eko mztaH Sv$panuwvkre Ke. cetnrajno hve _TÊaHitno kaz xru =yo Ke. kiv potanatrf=I khe Ke ke Anaidkaz=I cetnnI sa=e vsta, he v<â im+yaTv¦xuH tarI AaHqo fU!I g{ Ke? tne kaH{ deqatuH n=I? A=va cetnnaHkevz&andxRnnaH neƒo to Anaidkaz=I fU!I gyaH Ke. AevI fU!elIAaHqe xuH ÔevanuH hoy Ane xuH deqvanuH hoy? he im+yaTv FrDa Dosa¦tuH to Aa jNm AaH\zo Ke tne Sv$p &anno was ɘaH=I =ay?vzI hve to tuH FrDo ={ gyo Ke. ATyar su\I to te AaTmmHidrmaHrhI F`o ivlas kyÈ. va`Iivlas vDe lokrHjn p` kyuÅ prHtu heA&anI¦ tuH ke!lo mUqR Ke ke je FrmaH tuH rhe Ke te Frna mailkne p`tuH AozqI na xɘo? tuH ke!lI A\mÝk<itno ma`s Ke ke je epotanI sßjnta vaprI rheva Aaxro AaPyo tuH tena j Frnomailk bnI be@o Ke. tenaH &an, dxRnaid rTnwHDarone te dabI dI\aKe. _praHt Frne ékrDa jevuH bnavI dI\uH Ke. Aa kaH{ jevI tevInIcta n=I. sMykŸTv$p dIkro tarI Aa iS=it clavI lexe nhÄ.tarI to hve v<âavS=a Ke. tuH to hve mrva vaHke ÒvI ræo Ke. tne hvemot bolavI ræuH Ke kar` ke cetnne sMykŸTv$p dIkrano sa= mzIgyo Ke. AagmmaH kæuH Ke,

“pa`vara _vsiwyH” _pxm smikt paHc var Aave 1Aa Ýkarna sMykŸTvnI Ýaiº pKI j$r Ùpk]e I x$ =ay

Ane Ùpk]e Ino AarHw =taH im+yaTvno smUzgo nax ={ ÔyKe. AnHtanubH\I Êo\, man, maya Ane low temj im+yaTv mohnIy,im]mohnIy Ane smiktmohnIy Ae taro qorak hto p` Ùayksmikt Ýaº =taH hve tne Aevo qorak mzxe nhÄ ma!e tare to_pvas krvano varo Aavxe. qorakna AwavmaH tarI Òvn xi›p` ÙI` =tI jxe Ane Kev!e mr` isvay bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I.cetn to sMykŸTvna Aa\are Aevo to xi›xazI bnI gyo Ke ke tev\aremaH v\are A\RpudŸgl pravtRn kazmaH AvXy moÙne Ýaº krIlexe. prHtu Ôe _pxm smikt hoy to im+yaTv AevuH jbrdSt Ôer

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kre Ke ke je=I Aek vqt to cetnne pKaDe j Ke prHtu cetn paKoAazs mrDIne be@o ={ Ôy Ke Ane pKI to AevI do! mUke Ke keim+yaTvna to wUÞa bolI Ôy Ke. cetn Svrajyne paº krI &an,dxRn, cairƒ$p bnI Ôy Ke.

hve cetna¦ cetnne ivnHtIna sUrmaH khe Ke,“Ôe{ ñdyneƒ, vnÙeƒ p\aro ÝIte retara rTnƒyInI sa=, raqo rs rIte re... 1

he cetnprmaTma¦ hve to tme tmarI ñdy$pI AaHqe marIsamuH to j¡Ao Ane tme mara ñdy$pI FrmaH Ýem=I p\aro. bs tmemne tmara rTnƒyI rHgmaH rHgI do. iƒrTnna rsmaH trboz krIdeÔe. Ýwu¦ tmara dxRnmaƒ=I j marI im+ya w‡m`a waHgI g{ Ke.bs mare Fre to hve inTyÝit idvazI Ke. sMykŸTv$p be!DanI(puƒnI) ma huH Aaje gaErv Anuwvu KuH ke maro dIkro kevo waGyxazIKe ke te hve iƒlokIna= bnxe. sHsarna svR Òvono tar`har Aevomaro dIkro mne p` tarI ne tIr krxe. sHymno te ipta bnxe t=apu~yaTmana pgle \nna #gla =ay, tem xuâaTmana pgle guwHDarona #gla =xe.

te AaTmgu o Éya Ke te btavta kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

paHc pcIs pCaasa _pr, bole Ke su\a ve ....AanHdFn Ýwu das tumaro, jnm jnm ke se .....Korane..smikt$p puƒ=I sHym$p dIkrano jNm =yo. te dIkro paHc,

pCcIs ke pcas vØR _prno =ay Ke Tyare tenI va`I t=a vcnmaHxuâta Ýg!tI Ôy Ke Ane jem jem sHympyaRy v\tI Ôy Ke temtem waØasimitmaH _Ccta, xuâta Aavta waØamaH p` m\urta!pke Ke Ane cetn potanI m\ur waØa vDe laqo ma`sonuH iht kreKe. he AanHdFndev¦ cetn SvamI hve taro jNmojNmno das Ke.te e hve taruH j xr` SvIkayuÅ Ke. je=I tara jevo AaTmvEwvne huHp` pamI xkuH. he dev¦ hve Aap smta$p jz=I tene S=an kravoAne xuâ Ýemwav=I tena trf ¹iÚ kro.

sumit im+yaTv De ne khe Ke ke prme¬rwaiØt AagmmaH AevuHvcn Ke ke smayavCKede, AsHQyatÒvo _pxmsmiktne pamInesvR Òvo AagmanuyayI=I xuâ vcn bole Ke kar` ke hve Ùpk]e InoÝarHw ={ gyo Ke. he Ýwu¦ AaTmSv$p tmaro _pxmsmiktnodas Ke. kar` ke hve to jNmojNmna tme tena Svjn Ko.

Aa pdmaH ivvek, cetnne khe Ke ke he cetn¦ tuH sHym$p bazknexa ma!e mare Ke? tuH AsHym=I to mrelo Ke. ma!e ivvek im+yawavonekhe Ke ke, he mrela mDda¦ ibn _pyogI tuH Ko. jem nvdIiÙtne dIÙapKI pirsh AavtaH AsHymna wav AavI Ôy Ke. (jemke meFkumar)Aa Ýkarna AsHymna wav=I mu› =va Ýbz puruØa=R krvo pDeKe. sHym ivna xuâcetnanuH Ýak!˜ =tuH n=I ma!e j tenI rÙakrvanI rhe Ke. te=I ivvek khe Ke ke sHym$p dIkro hj¡ nano Ke tewã pir`amI Ke. te b\anuH iht {CKnar Ke. te mI@I va`I=I b\aHnebolave Ke. kar`ke te waØasimitnuH paln kre Ke. Aava _¿mgu yu› mara dIkrane tuH xa ma!e mare Ke? sHym$p bazk hve =oDomo!o =yo Ke. te paHc, pcIs vcn bolto n=I p` hve to F uHbole Ke.

paHc bol pHc mhav‡tpCcIs bol paHc mhav‡tnI pcIs wavna.pcas - tpna p0 wedsHym$p dIkro Aava mI@aH vcno bole Ke. cr`is¿rI Ane

kr`is¿rInI vato p` kre Ke ma!e he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ mara na=¦Aa dIkro tmaro j Ke ne tmara=I j _Tpþ =yo Ke te=I j Aabazk Aapne khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ tme mara jNmjNmna sga Ko te=IAa sgp` kaym !kavI raqÔe. huH Aapno sa= KoDva jra p`{CKa raqto n=I. tme maro ha= JaLyo Ke, hve kdI p` maro ha=KoDta nhÄ, Aa vcn sumit cetnne khe Ke.

Vyvharu waØa Ýyog äara, A|yaTmna _þtwavo AiwVy›krvanI kivnI xi›nuH suwgdxRn, Aa pdmaH =ay Ke.

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kre Ke ke je=I Aek vqt to cetnne pKaDe j Ke prHtu cetn paKoAazs mrDIne be@o ={ Ôy Ke Ane pKI to AevI do! mUke Ke keim+yaTvna to wUÞa bolI Ôy Ke. cetn Svrajyne paº krI &an,dxRn, cairƒ$p bnI Ôy Ke.

hve cetna¦ cetnne ivnHtIna sUrmaH khe Ke,“Ôe{ ñdyneƒ, vnÙeƒ p\aro ÝIte retara rTnƒyInI sa=, raqo rs rIte re... 1

he cetnprmaTma¦ hve to tme tmarI ñdy$pI AaHqe marIsamuH to j¡Ao Ane tme mara ñdy$pI FrmaH Ýem=I p\aro. bs tmemne tmara rTnƒyI rHgmaH rHgI do. iƒrTnna rsmaH trboz krIdeÔe. Ýwu¦ tmara dxRnmaƒ=I j marI im+ya w‡m`a waHgI g{ Ke.bs mare Fre to hve inTyÝit idvazI Ke. sMykŸTv$p be!DanI(puƒnI) ma huH Aaje gaErv Anuwvu KuH ke maro dIkro kevo waGyxazIKe ke te hve iƒlokIna= bnxe. sHsarna svR Òvono tar`har Aevomaro dIkro mne p` tarI ne tIr krxe. sHymno te ipta bnxe t=apu~yaTmana pgle \nna #gla =ay, tem xuâaTmana pgle guwHDarona #gla =xe.

te AaTmgu o Éya Ke te btavta kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

paHc pcIs pCaasa _pr, bole Ke su\a ve ....AanHdFn Ýwu das tumaro, jnm jnm ke se .....Korane..smikt$p puƒ=I sHym$p dIkrano jNm =yo. te dIkro paHc,

pCcIs ke pcas vØR _prno =ay Ke Tyare tenI va`I t=a vcnmaHxuâta Ýg!tI Ôy Ke Ane jem jem sHympyaRy v\tI Ôy Ke temtem waØasimitmaH _Ccta, xuâta Aavta waØamaH p` m\urta!pke Ke Ane cetn potanI m\ur waØa vDe laqo ma`sonuH iht kreKe. he AanHdFndev¦ cetn SvamI hve taro jNmojNmno das Ke.te e hve taruH j xr` SvIkayuÅ Ke. je=I tara jevo AaTmvEwvne huHp` pamI xkuH. he dev¦ hve Aap smta$p jz=I tene S=an kravoAne xuâ Ýemwav=I tena trf ¹iÚ kro.

sumit im+yaTv De ne khe Ke ke prme¬rwaiØt AagmmaH AevuHvcn Ke ke smayavCKede, AsHQyatÒvo _pxmsmiktne pamInesvR Òvo AagmanuyayI=I xuâ vcn bole Ke kar` ke hve Ùpk]e InoÝarHw ={ gyo Ke. he Ýwu¦ AaTmSv$p tmaro _pxmsmiktnodas Ke. kar` ke hve to jNmojNmna tme tena Svjn Ko.

Aa pdmaH ivvek, cetnne khe Ke ke he cetn¦ tuH sHym$p bazknexa ma!e mare Ke? tuH AsHym=I to mrelo Ke. ma!e ivvek im+yawavonekhe Ke ke, he mrela mDda¦ ibn _pyogI tuH Ko. jem nvdIiÙtne dIÙapKI pirsh AavtaH AsHymna wav AavI Ôy Ke. (jemke meFkumar)Aa Ýkarna AsHymna wav=I mu› =va Ýbz puruØa=R krvo pDeKe. sHym ivna xuâcetnanuH Ýak!˜ =tuH n=I ma!e j tenI rÙakrvanI rhe Ke. te=I ivvek khe Ke ke sHym$p dIkro hj¡ nano Ke tewã pir`amI Ke. te b\anuH iht {CKnar Ke. te mI@I va`I=I b\aHnebolave Ke. kar`ke te waØasimitnuH paln kre Ke. Aava _¿mgu yu› mara dIkrane tuH xa ma!e mare Ke? sHym$p bazk hve =oDomo!o =yo Ke. te paHc, pcIs vcn bolto n=I p` hve to F uHbole Ke.

paHc bol pHc mhav‡tpCcIs bol paHc mhav‡tnI pcIs wavna.pcas - tpna p0 wedsHym$p dIkro Aava mI@aH vcno bole Ke. cr`is¿rI Ane

kr`is¿rInI vato p` kre Ke ma!e he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ mara na=¦Aa dIkro tmaro j Ke ne tmara=I j _Tpþ =yo Ke te=I j Aabazk Aapne khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ tme mara jNmjNmna sga Ko te=IAa sgp` kaym !kavI raqÔe. huH Aapno sa= KoDva jra p`{CKa raqto n=I. tme maro ha= JaLyo Ke, hve kdI p` maro ha=KoDta nhÄ, Aa vcn sumit cetnne khe Ke.

Vyvharu waØa Ýyog äara, A|yaTmna _þtwavo AiwVy›krvanI kivnI xi›nuH suwgdxRn, Aa pdmaH =ay Ke.

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“rIsanI Aap mnavo re.”

Òvno mUzwUt vItragSvwav Ke. KtaH p` kmRyoge potanaSvwavne wUlI AaTma, ivwavne vx bnI Ôy Ke. rag Ane äeØ=Iyu› AaTma, saHsairk pda=ÈmaH rit-Arit wav krI, kmRml=Imiln bne Ke. ßyaH rag Ke TyaH äeØ to Ke j. ko{ Vyi›ne AekVyi› ÝTye Ýem =ay Ke to bIÒ Vyi› ÝTye äeØ p` =ay Ke. prHtudrek Òvne drek vStu ke Vyi› ÝTye äeØ p` =ay Ke. prHtu drekÒvne drek vStu ke Vyi› ÝTyena rag-äeØmaH tIv‡ta ke mHdtanowav hoy Ke. wavna Aa\are tenI va`I-vtRnmaH pirvtRn =ay Ke.

kivna Aa pdmaH sumit t=a cetnno suHdr vataRlap rjU =yoKe. cetna SƒI Ke, SƒIÔitmaH rIs Ai\ktr ÔevamaH Aave Ke. AapdmaH cetn=I, cetna rIsa{ g{ Ke. te=I cetn sumitne khe Ke ke ;hesumit¦ cetna to Ô e xokwvnmaH j{ne besI g{ hoy tevuH lage Ke.temaH SƒIh@ Ke, te=I tene mnavvI muXkel Ke.

sumit cetnane mnavvano magR cetnne btave Ke.;malkÕx ragmaH' kiv khe Ke,rIsanI Aap mnavo re, Pyare bICc vsI@ n fer...irsanIsoda Agm he Ýemka re, prq n bUJeH koy¸le de vahI gm pDe Pyare, AaEr dlal n hoy...irsanI.. 3..

Aaj su\I cetnne F`o smÔVyo. Anuwvimƒne ivnHtI krI.ivvekno Aa\ar lI\o. p` ;Aap muAa ivna moÙ n jvay' AemivcarI sumit SvyH kaH{k krva tTpr bne Ke. cetnne hve potanIwUl smÔ{ Ke. cetnne lage Ke ke paEdŸgilk suqomaH racI rhevuH temaro Svwav n=I. p` [iNãyjNy ivØywogno Tyag krI, cetnTvÝg!avvuH te j maro \mR Ke. cetn hve cetnane mzva _Tsuk =yo Ke.te sumitne pUKe Ke ke cetnane paKI kevI rIte mezvI xkay?

sumit khe Ke ke he na=¦ cetnane Aap pote j smÔvo, vCceko{ dlal raqvanI j$r n=I. veparI dlal marft malnI qrIdIAne veca` kre Ke p` tmare to Ýemno sodo krvo Ke. Ýem Ae ko{bÔru vStu n=I ke je=I dlalnI j$r pDe. Ýem Ae to AHt:kr`noivØy Ke. ko{p` SƒI potanI Ane pitnI vCce ƒIÒ Vyi›ne{CKtI n=I. potana ñdyna wavo te pit isvay bIje ɘaHyÝg! krtI n=I. ma!e he cetn¦ cetnane mnavva hve tare j jvuHpDxe. te to stI SƒI Ke. te ko{ veXya ke kul!a SƒI n=I ke tene vCcedlal raqvo pDe. stI SƒI to pitne {CKtI hoy Ke. pitnamnavva=I te manI Ôy Ke. Ýemno sodo n hoy, ÝemnI waØa ÝemIj Ô e. je Vyi› sHsarvasna=I wrelI hoy te p` Ôe kuzvanhoy to ÝemvataR pit isvay bIÒ ko{ Vyi› sa=e krtI n=ITyare Aa to ivØyvasna=I riht AivkarI wavono Ýem Ke.vItragwavonI _¿m vato to jenI wUimka hoy tenI sa=e j=ay.

Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,“yh mI@a Ýemka Pyala ko{ pIga ikSmtvala”AaTmÝemno m\urrs pU R Pyalo ko` pI xke? yoGyta isvay

pIvay nhÄ Ane pIve to pce p` nhÄ ma!e Aa Ýem prIÙane ko{n=I Ô`I xktuH to ma`vanI to vat j ɘaH rhI? Ýem Ae ÔevanIke btavvanI vStu n=I p` AnuwvnI cIj Ke. jyare Aek bIÔsamsame mze Ke Tyare tenI AaHqomaH Ane ñdymaH=I Ýemno ÏotAekaAek vheva lage Ke.

hve cetnane mnavvano magR sumit¦ cetnne ɘo btave Kete kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

do bataH jIykI kro re, me!o mnkI AaH!....tnkI tpt buJa[Ae Pyare, vcn su\ars KaH!.....irsanI..2..

jyare cetn xuâcetnane mnavva _Tsuk =yo Tyare sumit,cetnne khe Ke ke, he cetn SvamI¦ xuâcetnane smÔvvI te ko[

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“rIsanI Aap mnavo re.”

Òvno mUzwUt vItragSvwav Ke. KtaH p` kmRyoge potanaSvwavne wUlI AaTma, ivwavne vx bnI Ôy Ke. rag Ane äeØ=Iyu› AaTma, saHsairk pda=ÈmaH rit-Arit wav krI, kmRml=Imiln bne Ke. ßyaH rag Ke TyaH äeØ to Ke j. ko{ Vyi›ne AekVyi› ÝTye Ýem =ay Ke to bIÒ Vyi› ÝTye äeØ p` =ay Ke. prHtudrek Òvne drek vStu ke Vyi› ÝTye äeØ p` =ay Ke. prHtu drekÒvne drek vStu ke Vyi› ÝTyena rag-äeØmaH tIv‡ta ke mHdtanowav hoy Ke. wavna Aa\are tenI va`I-vtRnmaH pirvtRn =ay Ke.

kivna Aa pdmaH sumit t=a cetnno suHdr vataRlap rjU =yoKe. cetna SƒI Ke, SƒIÔitmaH rIs Ai\ktr ÔevamaH Aave Ke. AapdmaH cetn=I, cetna rIsa{ g{ Ke. te=I cetn sumitne khe Ke ke ;hesumit¦ cetna to Ô e xokwvnmaH j{ne besI g{ hoy tevuH lage Ke.temaH SƒIh@ Ke, te=I tene mnavvI muXkel Ke.

sumit cetnane mnavvano magR cetnne btave Ke.;malkÕx ragmaH' kiv khe Ke,rIsanI Aap mnavo re, Pyare bICc vsI@ n fer...irsanIsoda Agm he Ýemka re, prq n bUJeH koy¸le de vahI gm pDe Pyare, AaEr dlal n hoy...irsanI.. 3..

Aaj su\I cetnne F`o smÔVyo. Anuwvimƒne ivnHtI krI.ivvekno Aa\ar lI\o. p` ;Aap muAa ivna moÙ n jvay' AemivcarI sumit SvyH kaH{k krva tTpr bne Ke. cetnne hve potanIwUl smÔ{ Ke. cetnne lage Ke ke paEdŸgilk suqomaH racI rhevuH temaro Svwav n=I. p` [iNãyjNy ivØywogno Tyag krI, cetnTvÝg!avvuH te j maro \mR Ke. cetn hve cetnane mzva _Tsuk =yo Ke.te sumitne pUKe Ke ke cetnane paKI kevI rIte mezvI xkay?

sumit khe Ke ke he na=¦ cetnane Aap pote j smÔvo, vCceko{ dlal raqvanI j$r n=I. veparI dlal marft malnI qrIdIAne veca` kre Ke p` tmare to Ýemno sodo krvo Ke. Ýem Ae ko{bÔru vStu n=I ke je=I dlalnI j$r pDe. Ýem Ae to AHt:kr`noivØy Ke. ko{p` SƒI potanI Ane pitnI vCce ƒIÒ Vyi›ne{CKtI n=I. potana ñdyna wavo te pit isvay bIje ɘaHyÝg! krtI n=I. ma!e he cetn¦ cetnane mnavva hve tare j jvuHpDxe. te to stI SƒI Ke. te ko{ veXya ke kul!a SƒI n=I ke tene vCcedlal raqvo pDe. stI SƒI to pitne {CKtI hoy Ke. pitnamnavva=I te manI Ôy Ke. Ýemno sodo n hoy, ÝemnI waØa ÝemIj Ô e. je Vyi› sHsarvasna=I wrelI hoy te p` Ôe kuzvanhoy to ÝemvataR pit isvay bIÒ ko{ Vyi› sa=e krtI n=ITyare Aa to ivØyvasna=I riht AivkarI wavono Ýem Ke.vItragwavonI _¿m vato to jenI wUimka hoy tenI sa=e j=ay.

Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,“yh mI@a Ýemka Pyala ko{ pIga ikSmtvala”AaTmÝemno m\urrs pU R Pyalo ko` pI xke? yoGyta isvay

pIvay nhÄ Ane pIve to pce p` nhÄ ma!e Aa Ýem prIÙane ko{n=I Ô`I xktuH to ma`vanI to vat j ɘaH rhI? Ýem Ae ÔevanIke btavvanI vStu n=I p` AnuwvnI cIj Ke. jyare Aek bIÔsamsame mze Ke Tyare tenI AaHqomaH Ane ñdymaH=I Ýemno ÏotAekaAek vheva lage Ke.

hve cetnane mnavvano magR sumit¦ cetnne ɘo btave Kete kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

do bataH jIykI kro re, me!o mnkI AaH!....tnkI tpt buJa[Ae Pyare, vcn su\ars KaH!.....irsanI..2..

jyare cetn xuâcetnane mnavva _Tsuk =yo Tyare sumit,cetnne khe Ke ke, he cetn SvamI¦ xuâcetnane smÔvvI te ko[

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srl vat n=I. kar`ke te samaNy SƒI n=I te=I tare A=agpuruØa=R krvo pDxe. svR Ý=m tme tenI pase j{ tmarI xi›nItemj gu rTnona wHDarnI be vato kro. prHtu Ae vat krtaH Aekxrt mHjUr krvI pDxe ke tmare tmaruH Aiwman AzguH krI devuHpDxe. nm‡tanI mUitR bnI AaTmanI be vato kro p` Ae vat krtaHAek xrt AaTmanI be vato idl qolIne kro. huH Aam KuH AnemaramaH AnHtxi› Ke, b\aHne _qeDIne feHkI dë te!lI marI takatKe, AavI va`I TyaH _CcrtaH nhÄ, tme AiwmannI AaH!Ine ka#InaHqo pKI be vato kro.

AhÄ lÙ`=I ANy A=R nIce Ýma e l{ xkay Ke. CaetnAnaidkaz=I prwav rm` krI ræo Ke. te=I Caetn Ane cetnavCce vEmnSynI gaH@ pDI g{ Ke. te gaH@ne gazI, AaH!IFUH!I AogazI,he cetn¦ Aap cetnane be vat kro. Pyara cetnraj¦ Aaj su\IAape baæ suq- wogmaH j AanHd ma~yo Ke tenI Ýaiº n =va=IAapna xrIrmaH ivØyaiGn jlI ræo Ke. Aap phelaH vasnanaAiGnne buJavI do. kar`ke Aek bazk p` AiGnno SpxR krvacahto n=I to cetna tmarI Aa dxa Ôe{ tmarI pase ɘaH=IAave? te=I phelaH AiGn xaHt kro p` Aa AiGn AenI meze buJaxenhÄ. tene buJavva _¿m sa\n Ôe{Ae. te Ke svR&devnaH vcn$pva`InuH pan jem kDkDta telmaH cHdnna be KaH!a pDe to TyaH tel@rI Ôy Ke tem ivØykØay jNy AiGnmaH tI=Åkr prmaTmanasu\ars vcnna KaH!`aH =taH tmaro AiGn xaHt ={ jxe.

motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke ke “AaTma jyare Ùayk sMykŸTvÝaº kre Ke Tyare tene xuâcetnano inrHtr sHbH\ =ay Ke p` TyarphelaH prwavrm` Ane Sv$p sHtap Aa bHne wavo xaHt krvapDe Ke. tene mUzmaH=I _qeDI naqva pDe. svR& ki=t va`I=I AakayR shj bnI Ôy Ke” 1.

cetnane smÔvvano Aa Aek rSto btaVyo, hve bIÔe rStosumit xuH btave Ke te kivna xBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

nEk njr inhalIO re, _jr n kIjeH na=.tnk njr mujre imle Pyare, Ajr - Amr suq sa=.. 3..

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke na=¦ jgtna svR Òvo pr dya ãiÚraqo. OkeiNãy=I pHceiNãy su\Ina svR ÒvomaH Aap AaTmÝwunaHdxRn kro. Aa wav ma!e mEƒIwav kezvvo pDe Ke. ]I ivnyivjyÒmharaj khe Ke,

svRimƒ krI icHtvo sahelDI re, ko{ n Ô e xƒuAo¸rag- äeØ Aem pirhrI sahelDI re, kIje jNm pivƒ te. 2ko{ _pr rag-äeØ, n krtaH, smwav raqI, svR Òvo sa=e

bH\uwav kezvvo Ôe{Ae. ;nek njr' Ae!le mI@I njr. AmI¹iÚjyare svR Òvo samuH mI@I njr=I ÔevamaH Aave Ke Tyare cetnanesmÔvvI srl bnI Ôy Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke:“kru a kIje svR Òvo pr, wav dya ic¿ \arI re” 3svRÒvo pr ãVy Ane wav$p kru`a¹iÚ=I ÔevuH Ôe{Ae.

ANynI {ØaR - inHda=I mu› ={ jva=I cetna same mujro krvaAavxe. Ýwu¦ tmare hve konI grj Ke? svR paEdŸgilk wavonoTyag krI do. je=I cetna AapnI cr`seivka bnI jxe. hve mujrokrxe. Ae!luH j nhÄ te AapnuH Svagt krxe. je=I Aap AVyaba\,AqHD, xa¬t suq pamxo. sHsarna svR ÝkarnaH du:qo=I mu›=xo.

cetn xuH kre Ke te pr |yan AaptaH kiv khe Ke,inix AH\yarI \n F!a re, pI_¥ n va!zo fHd¸kÌ`a kro to inrvhuH Pyare, dequH tum muqcHã..... irsanI.. 4..

cetnnI Akzam` AoKI krva sumitAe cetnne smÔVyot=a rIsayel cetnane mnavvana iv\iv\ rSta btaVya. cetnsmÒ gyo. hve cetn cetnane mnavva t=a mzva _Tsuk =yo KeTyare bIÒ baj¡ sumit cetna pase Ôy Ke t=a quxqbr AapIcetnane SƒI\mR t=a pTnI\mR=I maihtgar kre Ke. sumit, xuâcetnanekhe Ke ke “tuH stI SƒI Ko. pit tare Fre Aave tena krtaH tuH pitne Fre

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srl vat n=I. kar`ke te samaNy SƒI n=I te=I tare A=agpuruØa=R krvo pDxe. svR Ý=m tme tenI pase j{ tmarI xi›nItemj gu rTnona wHDarnI be vato kro. prHtu Ae vat krtaH Aekxrt mHjUr krvI pDxe ke tmare tmaruH Aiwman AzguH krI devuHpDxe. nm‡tanI mUitR bnI AaTmanI be vato kro p` Ae vat krtaHAek xrt AaTmanI be vato idl qolIne kro. huH Aam KuH AnemaramaH AnHtxi› Ke, b\aHne _qeDIne feHkI dë te!lI marI takatKe, AavI va`I TyaH _CcrtaH nhÄ, tme AiwmannI AaH!Ine ka#InaHqo pKI be vato kro.

AhÄ lÙ`=I ANy A=R nIce Ýma e l{ xkay Ke. CaetnAnaidkaz=I prwav rm` krI ræo Ke. te=I Caetn Ane cetnavCce vEmnSynI gaH@ pDI g{ Ke. te gaH@ne gazI, AaH!IFUH!I AogazI,he cetn¦ Aap cetnane be vat kro. Pyara cetnraj¦ Aaj su\IAape baæ suq- wogmaH j AanHd ma~yo Ke tenI Ýaiº n =va=IAapna xrIrmaH ivØyaiGn jlI ræo Ke. Aap phelaH vasnanaAiGnne buJavI do. kar`ke Aek bazk p` AiGnno SpxR krvacahto n=I to cetna tmarI Aa dxa Ôe{ tmarI pase ɘaH=IAave? te=I phelaH AiGn xaHt kro p` Aa AiGn AenI meze buJaxenhÄ. tene buJavva _¿m sa\n Ôe{Ae. te Ke svR&devnaH vcn$pva`InuH pan jem kDkDta telmaH cHdnna be KaH!a pDe to TyaH tel@rI Ôy Ke tem ivØykØay jNy AiGnmaH tI=Åkr prmaTmanasu\ars vcnna KaH!`aH =taH tmaro AiGn xaHt ={ jxe.

motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke ke “AaTma jyare Ùayk sMykŸTvÝaº kre Ke Tyare tene xuâcetnano inrHtr sHbH\ =ay Ke p` TyarphelaH prwavrm` Ane Sv$p sHtap Aa bHne wavo xaHt krvapDe Ke. tene mUzmaH=I _qeDI naqva pDe. svR& ki=t va`I=I AakayR shj bnI Ôy Ke” 1.

cetnane smÔvvano Aa Aek rSto btaVyo, hve bIÔe rStosumit xuH btave Ke te kivna xBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

nEk njr inhalIO re, _jr n kIjeH na=.tnk njr mujre imle Pyare, Ajr - Amr suq sa=.. 3..

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke na=¦ jgtna svR Òvo pr dya ãiÚraqo. OkeiNãy=I pHceiNãy su\Ina svR ÒvomaH Aap AaTmÝwunaHdxRn kro. Aa wav ma!e mEƒIwav kezvvo pDe Ke. ]I ivnyivjyÒmharaj khe Ke,

svRimƒ krI icHtvo sahelDI re, ko{ n Ô e xƒuAo¸rag- äeØ Aem pirhrI sahelDI re, kIje jNm pivƒ te. 2ko{ _pr rag-äeØ, n krtaH, smwav raqI, svR Òvo sa=e

bH\uwav kezvvo Ôe{Ae. ;nek njr' Ae!le mI@I njr. AmI¹iÚjyare svR Òvo samuH mI@I njr=I ÔevamaH Aave Ke Tyare cetnanesmÔvvI srl bnI Ôy Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke:“kru a kIje svR Òvo pr, wav dya ic¿ \arI re” 3svRÒvo pr ãVy Ane wav$p kru`a¹iÚ=I ÔevuH Ôe{Ae.

ANynI {ØaR - inHda=I mu› ={ jva=I cetna same mujro krvaAavxe. Ýwu¦ tmare hve konI grj Ke? svR paEdŸgilk wavonoTyag krI do. je=I cetna AapnI cr`seivka bnI jxe. hve mujrokrxe. Ae!luH j nhÄ te AapnuH Svagt krxe. je=I Aap AVyaba\,AqHD, xa¬t suq pamxo. sHsarna svR ÝkarnaH du:qo=I mu›=xo.

cetn xuH kre Ke te pr |yan AaptaH kiv khe Ke,inix AH\yarI \n F!a re, pI_¥ n va!zo fHd¸kÌ`a kro to inrvhuH Pyare, dequH tum muqcHã..... irsanI.. 4..

cetnnI Akzam` AoKI krva sumitAe cetnne smÔVyot=a rIsayel cetnane mnavvana iv\iv\ rSta btaVya. cetnsmÒ gyo. hve cetn cetnane mnavva t=a mzva _Tsuk =yo KeTyare bIÒ baj¡ sumit cetna pase Ôy Ke t=a quxqbr AapIcetnane SƒI\mR t=a pTnI\mR=I maihtgar kre Ke. sumit, xuâcetnanekhe Ke ke “tuH stI SƒI Ko. pit tare Fre Aave tena krtaH tuH pitne Fre

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Ô temaH ivxeØ xowa Ke.cetna p` potana y=a=R\mRne smjtI hova=I cetnne Fre

jva tEyar =ay Ke. prHtu Ae smye cetna, cetnne ivnHtIna sUrmaHkhe Ke ke he Pyara ÝItm¦ AmasnI AH\arI raƒI jevo care baj¡AH\kar Kva{ gyo Ke. Aakax vadzaAo=I FerayeluH Ke. Aeno A=RAe Ke ke mohnIykmR sa=e &anavr`Iy, dxRnavr`Iy Ane AHtraynaHvadz Kva{ gya Ke. je=I ɘaHy rSto deqato n=I. vzI rSte core,lUH!ara, DakuAono p` wy lage Ke.

Êo\, man, maya, low$pI lUH!araAo, {ØaR, äeØ$p cor, kam,vasna$p DakuAo rSto rokI iv¼no éwaH kre Ke. ma!e he SvamI¦Aap mara pr k<pa kro ke je=I rStamaH mne ko{p` ÝkarnuH iv¼nAave nhÄ. maro magR SvCK Ane srl bne. j e=I h u HAÝm¿gu S=ank, ApUvRkr`gu S=ankno magR AozHgIne sHyogIkevzI$p Aapna Fre AavI xkuH Ane Aapna muqcHãna dxRn kruH,Aapna dxRn=I mara gaƒ pulikt ={ jxe.

Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,“tara dxRn maƒ=I dev, w‡m`a waHgI remeH to loklajnI ku!ev, srve TyagI re...

he dev¦ AapnaH dxRn maƒ=I j huH law, law ne lawmaH jKuH. AapnaH dxRn=I marI AnaidnI w‡m`a waHgI g{. ma!e hve tobs AapnaH dxRn ma!e marI AaHqo At<º Ke. AapnuH muq Ôeva huHAatur KuH. bs, hve AinmeØ ¹iÚ=I Aapne j Ôeya kruH. hve mneloklajnI kaH{ pDI n=I. meH marI wUlne kar e F uH gumaVyuH p` hveAapne KoDI huH ɘaHy jva cahtI n=I. AapnaH cr`omaH j maruHsvRsuq smayeluH Ke. hve xuâcetna, cetnne xuH iv&iPt kre Ke teÔe{Ae.

Ýem jhaH duiv\a nih re, nih @k¡ra{t rej¸AanHdFn Ýwu Aa{ ibraje Aap hI smta sej...... irsanI.. 5..

he Ýwu¦ ßyaH xuâÝem hoy TyaH kdI p` iwþTv rhetuH n=I.

iä\awav !kto n=I. mnmaH j¡duH Ane bolvanuH j¡duH tevuH vtRn keva`I hoy nhÄ. vzI xuâÝemmaH Sva=RnI gH\ su|\aH hoy nhÄ. vzInana - mo!ano wed p` hoy nhÄ, te=I AhHv<i¿, mo!a{ ke AiwmannuHto S=an j rhetuH n=I. he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ Aap j cetnane äarep\aro Ane smta$p sejmaH ibraÔe.

cetn SvFr is\ave pKI ko{ ivkLpne S=an rhetuH n=I.ivwavnuH vmn krI, Svwav trf Jukta cetnnI cetna Ôg<t =ayKe. AnHtkaz=I ivqU!a pDel cetn-cetnanuH m\ur imln =ay Ke.pKI to AanHdrsnI rHgrelI j hoy ne. Aa pdmaH A|yaTmwavonuHëDa` Ane gaHwIyR ¹Xyman =ay Ke.

AanHdFnÝwu¦ potanI iÝyane mzva {CKe to Ke p` jema`s vØÈ =ya Fre gyo n hoy t=a potanI pTnI samuH ÔeyuH nhoy tene Fre jtaH xrm Aave t=a Dr p` lage. manv ivcare p`qro ke huH kem Fre Ôë? kevI rIte pTnIne smÔvuH? xI vat kruH?vatnI x$Aat kevI rIte kruH? vgere Ý}no =ay t=a tenuH sma\anp` shj rIte AHt:kr`maH=I mzI Ôy Ke.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH manvIykr` krI AaTmanI VyakuztaÔher krI Ke. sumit, Caetn - cetnane imln kravva Nyaya\IxnuHkam kre Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH, Ý`ynI pirwaØana xBdono, Aa|yaiTmk¹iÚAe ivinyog kyÈ Ke.

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Ô temaH ivxeØ xowa Ke.cetna p` potana y=a=R\mRne smjtI hova=I cetnne Fre

jva tEyar =ay Ke. prHtu Ae smye cetna, cetnne ivnHtIna sUrmaHkhe Ke ke he Pyara ÝItm¦ AmasnI AH\arI raƒI jevo care baj¡AH\kar Kva{ gyo Ke. Aakax vadzaAo=I FerayeluH Ke. Aeno A=RAe Ke ke mohnIykmR sa=e &anavr`Iy, dxRnavr`Iy Ane AHtraynaHvadz Kva{ gya Ke. je=I ɘaHy rSto deqato n=I. vzI rSte core,lUH!ara, DakuAono p` wy lage Ke.

Êo\, man, maya, low$pI lUH!araAo, {ØaR, äeØ$p cor, kam,vasna$p DakuAo rSto rokI iv¼no éwaH kre Ke. ma!e he SvamI¦Aap mara pr k<pa kro ke je=I rStamaH mne ko{p` ÝkarnuH iv¼nAave nhÄ. maro magR SvCK Ane srl bne. j e=I h u HAÝm¿gu S=ank, ApUvRkr`gu S=ankno magR AozHgIne sHyogIkevzI$p Aapna Fre AavI xkuH Ane Aapna muqcHãna dxRn kruH,Aapna dxRn=I mara gaƒ pulikt ={ jxe.

Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,“tara dxRn maƒ=I dev, w‡m`a waHgI remeH to loklajnI ku!ev, srve TyagI re...

he dev¦ AapnaH dxRn maƒ=I j huH law, law ne lawmaH jKuH. AapnaH dxRn=I marI AnaidnI w‡m`a waHgI g{. ma!e hve tobs AapnaH dxRn ma!e marI AaHqo At<º Ke. AapnuH muq Ôeva huHAatur KuH. bs, hve AinmeØ ¹iÚ=I Aapne j Ôeya kruH. hve mneloklajnI kaH{ pDI n=I. meH marI wUlne kar e F uH gumaVyuH p` hveAapne KoDI huH ɘaHy jva cahtI n=I. AapnaH cr`omaH j maruHsvRsuq smayeluH Ke. hve xuâcetna, cetnne xuH iv&iPt kre Ke teÔe{Ae.

Ýem jhaH duiv\a nih re, nih @k¡ra{t rej¸AanHdFn Ýwu Aa{ ibraje Aap hI smta sej...... irsanI.. 5..

he Ýwu¦ ßyaH xuâÝem hoy TyaH kdI p` iwþTv rhetuH n=I.

iä\awav !kto n=I. mnmaH j¡duH Ane bolvanuH j¡duH tevuH vtRn keva`I hoy nhÄ. vzI xuâÝemmaH Sva=RnI gH\ su|\aH hoy nhÄ. vzInana - mo!ano wed p` hoy nhÄ, te=I AhHv<i¿, mo!a{ ke AiwmannuHto S=an j rhetuH n=I. he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ Aap j cetnane äarep\aro Ane smta$p sejmaH ibraÔe.

cetn SvFr is\ave pKI ko{ ivkLpne S=an rhetuH n=I.ivwavnuH vmn krI, Svwav trf Jukta cetnnI cetna Ôg<t =ayKe. AnHtkaz=I ivqU!a pDel cetn-cetnanuH m\ur imln =ay Ke.pKI to AanHdrsnI rHgrelI j hoy ne. Aa pdmaH A|yaTmwavonuHëDa` Ane gaHwIyR ¹Xyman =ay Ke.

AanHdFnÝwu¦ potanI iÝyane mzva {CKe to Ke p` jema`s vØÈ =ya Fre gyo n hoy t=a potanI pTnI samuH ÔeyuH nhoy tene Fre jtaH xrm Aave t=a Dr p` lage. manv ivcare p`qro ke huH kem Fre Ôë? kevI rIte pTnIne smÔvuH? xI vat kruH?vatnI x$Aat kevI rIte kruH? vgere Ý}no =ay t=a tenuH sma\anp` shj rIte AHt:kr`maH=I mzI Ôy Ke.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH manvIykr` krI AaTmanI VyakuztaÔher krI Ke. sumit, Caetn - cetnane imln kravva Nyaya\IxnuHkam kre Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH, Ý`ynI pirwaØana xBdono, Aa|yaiTmk¹iÚAe ivinyog kyÈ Ke.

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Svwavdxane #H#ozIne Ôg<t kre AevuH AanHdFnÒ mharajnuHAa pd mmRSpx± Ke. kiv]IAe cetn, cetnanI AaHtr-baædxanuHAabehUb v Rn kreluH Ke. SvpuruØa=R=I ivkasnI ]e I pr AaTmaOcDvano Êm AhÄ btavvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aa Êm ivi\pUvRk j hoyKe. Aivi\=I _!p!aHg rIte AaTmxuiâ to n =ay. Are¦ Ae mageRcalvanI yoGyta p` Ýaº n =ay ma!e svRÝ=m Òv stŸ puruØa=R=ImagaRnusarI bne Ke Ane pKI Anaid im+yawavono Tyag krIphelaH im+yaTv gu S=ank=I be@o =ay Ke t=a Aagz v\va pg_paDe Ke. cetn pg _paDI cetna pase Ôy Ke Tyare cetna xuH khe Ket=a cetn, cetnanI Aa dxa Ôe{ne cetnno Anuwv imƒ ke jedrek Ù e cetnnI sa=e j rhe Ke te cetnane xuH khe Ke te kiv]I;velavl ragmaH' khe Ke.

dulh narI tuH bDI bavrI, ipya jage tuH soveipya ctur hm inp! AGyanI, n janu ÉyaH hove?.. 1..

nvpiri`t SƒIne duLhn khevamaH Aave Ke. samaNy rIte SƒIÔge Ane pit sUve. pitne suvraVya bad pTnI sU{ Ôy. prHtu AhÄto pTnI sUtI Ke ne pit Ôge Ke. tevI ivprIt iS=it Ke. te=IAnuwv$pI imƒne AaüyR =ay Ke Ane te xuâcetnane khe Ke ke hecetna¦ tuH kevI mUqR Ko? taro pit Ôge Ke Ane tuH sutI Ko? Aapdno gU#a=R Ke he cetn? tuH ãVyiÊyamaH Ôge Ke Ae!le ivwavmaHÔge Ke. sHsarna hetuwUt SƒI-puƒaidk vgeremaH Ýemwav raqvot=a sHtan ma!e q!p! krvI te mohnI inxanI Ke. cetn temaHÔgto rhe Ke. Ae!le ke te ivwavmaH Ôgto rhe Ke Tyare cetna kheKe ke huH to magRnI iblkul AÔ` KuH. vzI Aam parka Fre rqDtapit=I pTnI rIsa{ne sUtI rhe temaH ko{ AaüyR$p F!na n=I.

pitne SvS=ane lavva pTnIAe Aem krvuH p` pDe Ke. Anuwvimƒ,khe Ke ke he cetna¦ cetnne mzva tuH AnHtkaz=I _Tsuk Ke. Aaje AedulRw smy AavI gyo Ke. Ýbz puruØa=eR te ÝaPt =yo Ke. Tyarekevz&an ¹iÚ$p he cetna¦ tuH kem sUtI Ko?

Aivritgu S=ank Ýaº =taH mit, ]ut &an Ýaº =ay Ke.Tyare cetn Ôge Ke prHtu kevz&anavr`Iy kmRna Aavr`ne kar ecetna sUtI Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke “maro AaTmSvamIƒ`wuvnno na= Ke. p` kmRna AaCKadnne kar e huH te vat=ItdŸn AÔ`I KuH. vzI mara pr Ae!la b\aH Aavr`onaH ÔzaH ÔMyaHKe ke co=a gu S=anke rhela mara AaTmSvamIne AozqI p` xktIn=I Ane ATyHt ga# Aavr`ne kar e marI ¹iÚ co=a gu S=ankep` _FDtI n=I. ßyaH su\I maraSvamI marI samuH n j¡Ae TyaH su\IhuH to du:qI j KuH Ane marI svRxi›Ao Aavirt j rhe Ke.

kivAe cetnana wavone Ô~ya pKI cetn pase bIÒ kDImaHbolave Ke,

“AanHdFn ipya drs ipyase, qaEl FUHF! muqjove... dul.. 2..

xuâcetna, potana AaTmSvamIne mzva _Tsuk Ke. p` cetnco=a gu S=ankne KoDI, terma gu S=anke Aave nhÄ TyaH su\I tepotana SvamIne mzI xktI n=I.

sumit t=a smtana kheva=I xuâcetna (Ae!le ke kevz&an¹iÚ$p cetnnI pTnI) cetnne mzva ATyHt _Tsuk bnI, cetnnaxuâ Sv$pnuH |yan \rva lage Ke. je=I xuâ pir`itne Aa\are cetnpotana iS=rta$p Sv$pcairƒ=I gu S=anknI _Cc wUimkane Ýaºkrva laGyo. AHte Ùpk]e I vDe _pr cDta cDta barmaH ÙI`mohgu`S=ankna AHte (äare) AavI phÇce Ke Tyare AaTmanI xuâpir`it$p xuâcetna kevz&anavr`Iy$p kmRno FUHF! qolIne cetnaHdxRnmaH iS=rta sa\e Ke t=a cetnSvamIna sHpU R Sv$pne saÙatŸp enIrqva lage Ke. temaH j AEky Anuwve Ke Ane AäEtne pame Kema!e j kiv khe Ke,

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“dulh narI tuH bDI bavrI”

Svwavdxane #H#ozIne Ôg<t kre AevuH AanHdFnÒ mharajnuHAa pd mmRSpx± Ke. kiv]IAe cetn, cetnanI AaHtr-baædxanuHAabehUb v Rn kreluH Ke. SvpuruØa=R=I ivkasnI ]e I pr AaTmaOcDvano Êm AhÄ btavvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aa Êm ivi\pUvRk j hoyKe. Aivi\=I _!p!aHg rIte AaTmxuiâ to n =ay. Are¦ Ae mageRcalvanI yoGyta p` Ýaº n =ay ma!e svRÝ=m Òv stŸ puruØa=R=ImagaRnusarI bne Ke Ane pKI Anaid im+yawavono Tyag krIphelaH im+yaTv gu S=ank=I be@o =ay Ke t=a Aagz v\va pg_paDe Ke. cetn pg _paDI cetna pase Ôy Ke Tyare cetna xuH khe Ket=a cetn, cetnanI Aa dxa Ôe{ne cetnno Anuwv imƒ ke jedrek Ù e cetnnI sa=e j rhe Ke te cetnane xuH khe Ke te kiv]I;velavl ragmaH' khe Ke.

dulh narI tuH bDI bavrI, ipya jage tuH soveipya ctur hm inp! AGyanI, n janu ÉyaH hove?.. 1..

nvpiri`t SƒIne duLhn khevamaH Aave Ke. samaNy rIte SƒIÔge Ane pit sUve. pitne suvraVya bad pTnI sU{ Ôy. prHtu AhÄto pTnI sUtI Ke ne pit Ôge Ke. tevI ivprIt iS=it Ke. te=IAnuwv$pI imƒne AaüyR =ay Ke Ane te xuâcetnane khe Ke ke hecetna¦ tuH kevI mUqR Ko? taro pit Ôge Ke Ane tuH sutI Ko? Aapdno gU#a=R Ke he cetn? tuH ãVyiÊyamaH Ôge Ke Ae!le ivwavmaHÔge Ke. sHsarna hetuwUt SƒI-puƒaidk vgeremaH Ýemwav raqvot=a sHtan ma!e q!p! krvI te mohnI inxanI Ke. cetn temaHÔgto rhe Ke. Ae!le ke te ivwavmaH Ôgto rhe Ke Tyare cetna kheKe ke huH to magRnI iblkul AÔ` KuH. vzI Aam parka Fre rqDtapit=I pTnI rIsa{ne sUtI rhe temaH ko{ AaüyR$p F!na n=I.

pitne SvS=ane lavva pTnIAe Aem krvuH p` pDe Ke. Anuwvimƒ,khe Ke ke he cetna¦ cetnne mzva tuH AnHtkaz=I _Tsuk Ke. Aaje AedulRw smy AavI gyo Ke. Ýbz puruØa=eR te ÝaPt =yo Ke. Tyarekevz&an ¹iÚ$p he cetna¦ tuH kem sUtI Ko?

Aivritgu S=ank Ýaº =taH mit, ]ut &an Ýaº =ay Ke.Tyare cetn Ôge Ke prHtu kevz&anavr`Iy kmRna Aavr`ne kar ecetna sUtI Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke “maro AaTmSvamIƒ`wuvnno na= Ke. p` kmRna AaCKadnne kar e huH te vat=ItdŸn AÔ`I KuH. vzI mara pr Ae!la b\aH Aavr`onaH ÔzaH ÔMyaHKe ke co=a gu S=anke rhela mara AaTmSvamIne AozqI p` xktIn=I Ane ATyHt ga# Aavr`ne kar e marI ¹iÚ co=a gu S=ankep` _FDtI n=I. ßyaH su\I maraSvamI marI samuH n j¡Ae TyaH su\IhuH to du:qI j KuH Ane marI svRxi›Ao Aavirt j rhe Ke.

kivAe cetnana wavone Ô~ya pKI cetn pase bIÒ kDImaHbolave Ke,

“AanHdFn ipya drs ipyase, qaEl FUHF! muqjove... dul.. 2..

xuâcetna, potana AaTmSvamIne mzva _Tsuk Ke. p` cetnco=a gu S=ankne KoDI, terma gu S=anke Aave nhÄ TyaH su\I tepotana SvamIne mzI xktI n=I.

sumit t=a smtana kheva=I xuâcetna (Ae!le ke kevz&an¹iÚ$p cetnnI pTnI) cetnne mzva ATyHt _Tsuk bnI, cetnnaxuâ Sv$pnuH |yan \rva lage Ke. je=I xuâ pir`itne Aa\are cetnpotana iS=rta$p Sv$pcairƒ=I gu S=anknI _Cc wUimkane Ýaºkrva laGyo. AHte Ùpk]e I vDe _pr cDta cDta barmaH ÙI`mohgu`S=ankna AHte (äare) AavI phÇce Ke Tyare AaTmanI xuâpir`it$p xuâcetna kevz&anavr`Iy$p kmRno FUHF! qolIne cetnaHdxRnmaH iS=rta sa\e Ke t=a cetnSvamIna sHpU R Sv$pne saÙatŸp enIrqva lage Ke. temaH j AEky Anuwve Ke Ane AäEtne pame Kema!e j kiv khe Ke,

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cetn t=a cetnanuH imln =taH cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ jemtme Ane &an, dxRn, cairƒ$p iƒrTno j¡daH n=I te AwedwavehHmexaH AapnamaH rhe j Ke te rIte mne p` Awedwave AapnamaHlylIn bnavI do. hve pKI Aaid AnHtkazmaH p` maro - tmaroivyog =xe nhÄ.

stI SƒI hHmexaH potana S=anmaH j rhe Ke. te gme tevasmye p` ÔrSƒIAonI pe@e SvkulmyaRda TyagtI n=I p` potanIkuz Aabrune sacvI raqe Ke.

kevz&an ¹iÚ$pI SƒI AaTmana AsHQyat Ýdex$p SvFrmaHrhe Ke. tena _pr gme te!laH kmRnaH Aavr`o Aave KtaH p` potanaHAaTmSvamIne TyÒne ANynI bntI n=I. AaTmSvamI Aavr`oh!avI Svg<he p\are Ke Tyare cetna, cetnnuH Svagt krva ha=maHkevzdxRnnI vrmaza l{ éwI rhe Ke. SvamInaH dxRn =taH jmoÙ$pmaza tena gzamaH Aarope Ke t=a AnHt AnHt kaz su\IAek$p ={ bnI rhe Ke.

Aa pdmaH FUHF! qolI, ipyanaH dxRn krvanI vat Ke.kevz&anavr`Iy kmR$pI FUHF! quLlI jtaH cetn, cetnanaH muqdxRnkre Ke Ane cetna - cetnnaH muqdxRn AinmeØ ¹iÚ=I krtaH temaHlIn bnI Ôy Ke.

Aa pd AaTmanI _CcwUimkanaH dxRn krave Ke. Anuwvimƒna bo\=I cetn Ôg<t =ay Ke. cetna stI pitna |yanmaH besIÔy Ke. Sv$prm`tamaH iS=rta v\ta cetnnI git xIF‡ bne Ke. tedoDIne barma gu S=ane j{ moÙnaH bar`aH qqDave Ke.

Aa pd F uH !UHku KtaH A=R swr Ke. kivAe srs sHvad gUH=IlI\o Ke. cetn Ane cetnanI ivyognI iS=itnuH temaH ta¹x icƒ_pseluH Ke.

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“Aaj suhagn narI Av\U Aaj”

jena Aa\are, jena paya pr Aaqo sHsar éwo Ke t=asaihTyÙeƒmaH jene rsono raÔ kæo Ke te x<Hgarrs Ke. Aa saHsairkrs AekHdre svRjnne iÝy hoy Ke. shu Òvone te AakØeR Ke. sHsarIÒvmaƒmaH mE=unsH&a Ke. sHsarrsna kivAoAe Aa rsnuHsaHsairkwav=I inrup` kyuÅ Ke. Tyare A|yaTmrsna kivAoAe Aarsne A|yaTm$p AapeluH Ke. x<Hgarrs Aaqa ye sHsarne hcmcavInaqe Aevo Ke prHtu te Ôe A|yaTmmageR vze to Òvna AnaidkaznasHsarwavne hcmcavI naqe. Are¦ Ae!luH j nhÄ p` _qeDI naqe.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ;gaeDI - AaxavrI rag'maH AavIsma pdnI rcna krI Ke. pdno ÝarHw krtaH kiv khe Ke,

Aaj suhagn narI, Av\U Aaj - mere na= Aap suFlInI,kInI inj AHgcarI... Av\U..... 9..

cetn, jyare cetnana ÝaHg`maH Aave Ke Tyare cetna hØRFelIbnI Ôy Ke kar`ke je AnHt AnHt kaz=I pit ivrih`I htI.barIAe Ane goqe be@I be@I te rat idvs pitnI rah ÔetI htI.potanI AaHtirk vednana sHdexa sumit, smta Ane Anuwv sa=evarHvar pitne mokltI htI AevI Ae cetnara`I Aaje potanapuruØa=RnI sfzta deqtaH AanHdivwor bnI g{ Ke.

xuâcetna nactI, kUdtI, gatI fre Ke Aaje huH waGyxazIbnI g{. kar`ke Aaje to qud maradeve AavI marI sHwaz lI\I.te=I maruH saEwaGy v<iâ paMyuH Ke. huH saEwaGyvtI to ƒ ey kazmaH KuHj p` Aaje Ae saEwaGy Ýg! =yuH Ke.

he AaTmSvamI¦ Aapna AsHQyat ÝdexmaH huH Vyapel KuH p`jem miln kpDaHne pa`I Ane sabu brabr lgavva=I SvCK bnIÔy Ke, tem huH AapnI shcair`I Aapna cr`nI cr`seivka

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“tara rTnƒynI sa=, raqo rs rIte re”

cetn t=a cetnanuH imln =taH cetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ jemtme Ane &an, dxRn, cairƒ$p iƒrTno j¡daH n=I te AwedwavehHmexaH AapnamaH rhe j Ke te rIte mne p` Awedwave AapnamaHlylIn bnavI do. hve pKI Aaid AnHtkazmaH p` maro - tmaroivyog =xe nhÄ.

stI SƒI hHmexaH potana S=anmaH j rhe Ke. te gme tevasmye p` ÔrSƒIAonI pe@e SvkulmyaRda TyagtI n=I p` potanIkuz Aabrune sacvI raqe Ke.

kevz&an ¹iÚ$pI SƒI AaTmana AsHQyat Ýdex$p SvFrmaHrhe Ke. tena _pr gme te!laH kmRnaH Aavr`o Aave KtaH p` potanaHAaTmSvamIne TyÒne ANynI bntI n=I. AaTmSvamI Aavr`oh!avI Svg<he p\are Ke Tyare cetna, cetnnuH Svagt krva ha=maHkevzdxRnnI vrmaza l{ éwI rhe Ke. SvamInaH dxRn =taH jmoÙ$pmaza tena gzamaH Aarope Ke t=a AnHt AnHt kaz su\IAek$p ={ bnI rhe Ke.

Aa pdmaH FUHF! qolI, ipyanaH dxRn krvanI vat Ke.kevz&anavr`Iy kmR$pI FUHF! quLlI jtaH cetn, cetnanaH muqdxRnkre Ke Ane cetna - cetnnaH muqdxRn AinmeØ ¹iÚ=I krtaH temaHlIn bnI Ôy Ke.

Aa pd AaTmanI _CcwUimkanaH dxRn krave Ke. Anuwvimƒna bo\=I cetn Ôg<t =ay Ke. cetna stI pitna |yanmaH besIÔy Ke. Sv$prm`tamaH iS=rta v\ta cetnnI git xIF‡ bne Ke. tedoDIne barma gu S=ane j{ moÙnaH bar`aH qqDave Ke.

Aa pd F uH !UHku KtaH A=R swr Ke. kivAe srs sHvad gUH=IlI\o Ke. cetn Ane cetnanI ivyognI iS=itnuH temaH ta¹x icƒ_pseluH Ke.

pd-20

“Aaj suhagn narI Av\U Aaj”

jena Aa\are, jena paya pr Aaqo sHsar éwo Ke t=asaihTyÙeƒmaH jene rsono raÔ kæo Ke te x<Hgarrs Ke. Aa saHsairkrs AekHdre svRjnne iÝy hoy Ke. shu Òvone te AakØeR Ke. sHsarIÒvmaƒmaH mE=unsH&a Ke. sHsarrsna kivAoAe Aa rsnuHsaHsairkwav=I inrup` kyuÅ Ke. Tyare A|yaTmrsna kivAoAe Aarsne A|yaTm$p AapeluH Ke. x<Hgarrs Aaqa ye sHsarne hcmcavInaqe Aevo Ke prHtu te Ôe A|yaTmmageR vze to Òvna AnaidkaznasHsarwavne hcmcavI naqe. Are¦ Ae!luH j nhÄ p` _qeDI naqe.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ;gaeDI - AaxavrI rag'maH AavIsma pdnI rcna krI Ke. pdno ÝarHw krtaH kiv khe Ke,

Aaj suhagn narI, Av\U Aaj - mere na= Aap suFlInI,kInI inj AHgcarI... Av\U..... 9..

cetn, jyare cetnana ÝaHg`maH Aave Ke Tyare cetna hØRFelIbnI Ôy Ke kar`ke je AnHt AnHt kaz=I pit ivrih`I htI.barIAe Ane goqe be@I be@I te rat idvs pitnI rah ÔetI htI.potanI AaHtirk vednana sHdexa sumit, smta Ane Anuwv sa=evarHvar pitne mokltI htI AevI Ae cetnara`I Aaje potanapuruØa=RnI sfzta deqtaH AanHdivwor bnI g{ Ke.

xuâcetna nactI, kUdtI, gatI fre Ke Aaje huH waGyxazIbnI g{. kar`ke Aaje to qud maradeve AavI marI sHwaz lI\I.te=I maruH saEwaGy v<iâ paMyuH Ke. huH saEwaGyvtI to ƒ`ey kazmaH KuHj p` Aaje Ae saEwaGy Ýg! =yuH Ke.

he AaTmSvamI¦ Aapna AsHQyat ÝdexmaH huH Vyapel KuH p`jem miln kpDaHne pa`I Ane sabu brabr lgavva=I SvCK bnIÔy Ke, tem huH AapnI shcair`I Aapna cr`nI cr`seivka

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Aapna Aek Ok Ýdex pr S=an mezvIx. Tyare Êo\, man, maya,low, rag-äeØ$pI je milnta Ke te nax pamI jxe. he Ýwu¦ Aapnemzvana meH Anek _payo kyaÅ, Kev!e Aaje AemaH sfzta mzI AnemarI AiwlaØaAo pU Rtane pamI.

xuâcetnane cetnna dxRn =taH te keva Ýkarno x<Hgar kre Kete vat kiv AanHdFnÒ bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Ýem ÝtIt rag ruic rHgt, pihre jInI sarI¸mihHdI wiÉt rHgkI racI, wav AHjn suqkorI - Av\U..... 2..

AayRnarI pitna mnorHjn ma!e potana xrIr _pr iv\iv\ÝkarnaH x<Hgar kre Ke. prHtu pit Ôe dUr dexavr hoy to stI SƒIx<Hgarno Tyag krI sfed vÏ pir\an kre Ke. pTnI pitna mnorHjnma!e xrIr pr JI`I saDI phere Ke. kar`ke te saDImaH=I potanaHAHgÝTyHgna dxRn =taH pit tena trf AakØaRy Ke. tevI rItexuâcetna p` cetn mztaH x<Hgar sjee Ke. khevt Ke ke saraH kpDaHt=a AlHkar garanI gorne pheravo to te p` suHdr lage Ke Tyaremanv xH<gar kre to kone n gme? AhÄ xuâcetna p` x<Hgar kre Ke.tem e ÝemnI ÝtIit krI ragruicna rHg=I rHgelI JI`I saDI xrIrpr \ar` krI Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH car xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. temaH svR Ý=m;Ýem'. Ýem Ae!le je Vyi› ke vStu ÝTye Ýem hoy te Vyi› ke vStuma!e Ô`taH AÔ`taH AevuH j kayR =ay ke je tenaH svaÅg _TkØR ma!ej hoy. Ýem svRjniÝy Ke. Aa xBdmaH bH\uwav Ke. ÝemmaH indÈØtaKe t=a ÝemmaH pivƒta paHgre Ke. svRjn ihtay Ane svRjnsuqaynIwavna kezvay Ke. jena ÝemmaH je rHgay Ke tenI paKz te FelaH hoyKe. tene tena isvay bIje ɘaHy gmtuH ke go@tuH n=I. ÝtIt....iv¬as.... ]âa. ]âa to AaTmano Svwav Ke, te gu Ke, gu nonax n =ay prHtu temaH ivk<it j$r AavI xke Ke. hve cetnanecetnna dxRn ={ gya te=I tene ÝtIit ={ g{ Ke ke hve cetn mneKoDIne ɘaHy jvano n=I.

]I motIc Hd kapiDya lqe K e , ÝtIt... iv¬as,ivcar`apUvRkna &an sa=e tI=Åkr prmaTmaAe je hkIkt btavI Kete sTy Ke. AevI ADg ]âane, AaS=ane ÝtIt khevamaH Aave Ke.ÝtIitpUvRknI ]âa kdI p` AoKI =tI n=I temj cl-ivcl p`=tI n=I. sudev, sdŸguÌ t=a su\mR ÝTye je Ýem =ay Ke te ÝxStragKe. Sva=R t=a low ke moh=I =to rag sHsarv<iânuH kar` bne Ke.Aava ragna TyagnI vato drek sHtoAe krI Ke.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,rag n krxo ko{ jn ko{xuH re, n rhevay to krÔe muinxuH re¦m`I jem f`I ivØno tem te ho re, ragnuH weØj sujs sneho re 1

Aava Ýkarno rag Kev!e nIragtanuH kar` bne Ke. ruicAe!le ke {CKa. SvktRVypUitRkark smikt$p ]âa.

Aa rIte Ýem - ÝtIt rag - ruicna rHg=I rHgayelI JI`IsaDI cetnaAe pherI Ke je=I cetnnuH ivxeØ AakØR =ay Ke.

nvpir`It SƒI ha=e mheHdI mUkI, ha=ne @HDa t=a lal bnaveKe. tem krva=I tenI suHdrtamaH v<iâ =ay Ke. tem cetnaAe pitwi›nImheHdI mUkI Ke. wi›no rHg Aevo Aiwnv Ke ke tenI lymaH rav`jeva Anek Òvo pirt sHsarI ={ gya. wi› Ae puÚ AvlHbnKe. wi›maH Aga\ xi› Ke. wavyu› wi› wgvanne qeHcIlave Ke. xbrInI wi›=I wgvan ram qeHcaya, ãaEpdInI AaHtirkwi›=I k<*` A¹Xy rhI hajr =ya. wi›, prHpraAe AvXy mui›Apave Ke.

samaNy rIte drek SƒIne !ev hoy Ke ke te x<HgarnI sa=eAaHqomaH kajz AaHÒ, paHp` pase kajznI kazI patzI reqa bnaveKe. Ae=I mo#anI suHdrtamaH Aop Aave Ke. xuâcetnaAe potanaSvwavgt pair`aimk wavonuH AaHj` AaHjel Ke. xuâwavomaHtNmyta Aavta cetna to cetnnaH |yanmaH iS=r ={ g{ Ke.

Aa kDImaH ƒ` Ýkarna x<Hgar kæa. ptlI saDI - ]âa$psaDI, wi›$p mheHdI, wavo$p AHjn Aa ƒ e wavo AaTmamaH

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Aapna Aek Ok Ýdex pr S=an mezvIx. Tyare Êo\, man, maya,low, rag-äeØ$pI je milnta Ke te nax pamI jxe. he Ýwu¦ Aapnemzvana meH Anek _payo kyaÅ, Kev!e Aaje AemaH sfzta mzI AnemarI AiwlaØaAo pU Rtane pamI.

xuâcetnane cetnna dxRn =taH te keva Ýkarno x<Hgar kre Kete vat kiv AanHdFnÒ bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Ýem ÝtIt rag ruic rHgt, pihre jInI sarI¸mihHdI wiÉt rHgkI racI, wav AHjn suqkorI - Av\U..... 2..

AayRnarI pitna mnorHjn ma!e potana xrIr _pr iv\iv\ÝkarnaH x<Hgar kre Ke. prHtu pit Ôe dUr dexavr hoy to stI SƒIx<Hgarno Tyag krI sfed vÏ pir\an kre Ke. pTnI pitna mnorHjnma!e xrIr pr JI`I saDI phere Ke. kar`ke te saDImaH=I potanaHAHgÝTyHgna dxRn =taH pit tena trf AakØaRy Ke. tevI rItexuâcetna p` cetn mztaH x<Hgar sjee Ke. khevt Ke ke saraH kpDaHt=a AlHkar garanI gorne pheravo to te p` suHdr lage Ke Tyaremanv xH<gar kre to kone n gme? AhÄ xuâcetna p` x<Hgar kre Ke.tem e ÝemnI ÝtIit krI ragruicna rHg=I rHgelI JI`I saDI xrIrpr \ar` krI Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH car xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. temaH svR Ý=m;Ýem'. Ýem Ae!le je Vyi› ke vStu ÝTye Ýem hoy te Vyi› ke vStuma!e Ô`taH AÔ`taH AevuH j kayR =ay ke je tenaH svaÅg _TkØR ma!ej hoy. Ýem svRjniÝy Ke. Aa xBdmaH bH\uwav Ke. ÝemmaH indÈØtaKe t=a ÝemmaH pivƒta paHgre Ke. svRjn ihtay Ane svRjnsuqaynIwavna kezvay Ke. jena ÝemmaH je rHgay Ke tenI paKz te FelaH hoyKe. tene tena isvay bIje ɘaHy gmtuH ke go@tuH n=I. ÝtIt....iv¬as.... ]âa. ]âa to AaTmano Svwav Ke, te gu Ke, gu nonax n =ay prHtu temaH ivk<it j$r AavI xke Ke. hve cetnanecetnna dxRn ={ gya te=I tene ÝtIit ={ g{ Ke ke hve cetn mneKoDIne ɘaHy jvano n=I.

]I motIc Hd kapiDya lqe K e , ÝtIt... iv¬as,ivcar`apUvRkna &an sa=e tI=Åkr prmaTmaAe je hkIkt btavI Kete sTy Ke. AevI ADg ]âane, AaS=ane ÝtIt khevamaH Aave Ke.ÝtIitpUvRknI ]âa kdI p` AoKI =tI n=I temj cl-ivcl p`=tI n=I. sudev, sdŸguÌ t=a su\mR ÝTye je Ýem =ay Ke te ÝxStragKe. Sva=R t=a low ke moh=I =to rag sHsarv<iânuH kar` bne Ke.Aava ragna TyagnI vato drek sHtoAe krI Ke.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,rag n krxo ko{ jn ko{xuH re, n rhevay to krÔe muinxuH re¦m`I jem f`I ivØno tem te ho re, ragnuH weØj sujs sneho re 1

Aava Ýkarno rag Kev!e nIragtanuH kar` bne Ke. ruicAe!le ke {CKa. SvktRVypUitRkark smikt$p ]âa.

Aa rIte Ýem - ÝtIt rag - ruicna rHg=I rHgayelI JI`IsaDI cetnaAe pherI Ke je=I cetnnuH ivxeØ AakØR =ay Ke.

nvpir`It SƒI ha=e mheHdI mUkI, ha=ne @HDa t=a lal bnaveKe. tem krva=I tenI suHdrtamaH v<iâ =ay Ke. tem cetnaAe pitwi›nImheHdI mUkI Ke. wi›no rHg Aevo Aiwnv Ke ke tenI lymaH rav`jeva Anek Òvo pirt sHsarI ={ gya. wi› Ae puÚ AvlHbnKe. wi›maH Aga\ xi› Ke. wavyu› wi› wgvanne qeHcIlave Ke. xbrInI wi›=I wgvan ram qeHcaya, ãaEpdInI AaHtirkwi›=I k<*` A¹Xy rhI hajr =ya. wi›, prHpraAe AvXy mui›Apave Ke.

samaNy rIte drek SƒIne !ev hoy Ke ke te x<HgarnI sa=eAaHqomaH kajz AaHÒ, paHp` pase kajznI kazI patzI reqa bnaveKe. Ae=I mo#anI suHdrtamaH Aop Aave Ke. xuâcetnaAe potanaSvwavgt pair`aimk wavonuH AaHj` AaHjel Ke. xuâwavomaHtNmyta Aavta cetna to cetnnaH |yanmaH iS=r ={ g{ Ke.

Aa kDImaH ƒ` Ýkarna x<Hgar kæa. ptlI saDI - ]âa$psaDI, wi›$p mheHdI, wavo$p AHjn Aa ƒ e wavo AaTmamaH

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pD˜a Ke. jene Aap e &an, dxRn Ane cairƒ khIAe KIAe. &an$pAaHqomaH AHjn Ke. Aek suwaiØtkar khe Ke,

A&an itimraN\anam &anaHjn xlakya.yÙuÌiNmiltH yen, tSmE ]I gurvE nm:..

guÌdev &an$pI AHjn AaHqmaH AaHÒ, A&an $pI AH\kardUr kre Ke. ]âawi›$p dxRn Ke Ane cairƒ$p Ò`I saDI pherIKe. kuzv\U Aava _¿m x<Hgar=I pitne potano krIne raqe Ke. cetnaAavo x<Hgar x<HgarwvnmaH j{ krI rhI Ke. ƒIÒ kDI j¡Ao:

shj suwav cUrI mE penI, i=rta kHkn warI.|yan _rvxI _rmeH raqI, ipy gunmal... Aa\arI Av\U..... 3..

SƒIAo saEwaGyna icî$p ha=maH kHgn phere Ke. jyare tesaEwaGyvtI hoy Tyare pitna AanHd ma!e Ai\k bHgDIAo phere Ke,vzI cUDIAono Avaj k RiÝy p` lage Ke. v\are cUDIAo ma`snIhiStno p` Qyal Aape Ke. tevI rIte xuâcetna khe Ke ke meH shjSvwav$p saEwaGyna icî$p bHgDIAo pherI Ke. vzI &ata¹Úa$pmaro Svwav Ke. je ƒ` kazmaH mara=I iwþ =to n=I. te drekiS=itpiriS=itmaH sa=e j hoy Ke. AhÄ suwav xBd Ýyoj˜o Ke.teno A=R Ke AaTmano shj prm pair`aimk wav. te maro wavKe. je hr haltmaH ÒvnI sa=e j rhe Ke. shj Svwav$p &ata¹Úawav Ke. vzI be ha=maH be cUDIAo Ke te &ata¹Úa$p ÒvnI xi›AoKe. te AaTma=I kdIp` Alg sHwvI xke nhÄ. AavI be cUDIAonIvCce xuâcetnaAe iS=rta$p kHgn pheyaR Ke. sara ÝsHge phertakHgn xowa$p bne Ke t=a ikHmt p` =ay Ke. tem AaTma jyareSv$p rm`tamaH iS=rta \ar` kre Ke Tyare AaTmanHdmaH trbozbnI Ôy Ke. yog Ane kØayne kar e AaTmÝdexo je ÝkHipt =ayKe. te Svwavrm`ta =taH iS=r bnI Ôy Ke. je!lI ¹#ta pUvRknIiS=rta te!lI kmR milnta AoKI Ane AaTmivxuiâ Ai\k.xuâcetnanI ¹iÚ Aek cEtNy Ýwu isvay bIje ɘaHy n=I.xuâcetnane |yan$p vDar e qozamaH besaDI Ke Ane gzamaH gu $p

maza \ar` krI Ke. kar` ke pitv‡ta SƒI pitmy ={ jtaH pitnIsHpi¿maH potano Ai\kar Ai\kar mane Ke. cetnnI sHpi¿ Kegu rTnono wHDar, ma!e cetnaAe gu rTnnI maza gzamaH \ar`krI Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke,

AaTmanI jem jem iS=rta v\tI Ôy Ke tem temmohnIykmRno Ùy =to Ôy Ke. Ým¿gu S=ank krtaH AÝm¿gu S=ankmaH iS=rta Ai\k Ýg!e Ke. te=I cetna smta$p sqInekhe Ke ke he sqI¦ je SƒI potana iS=rwave rhetI n=I. FDImaH masoAne FDImaH tolo ={ Ôy Ke. te potana SvamInI Avhelna kraveKe. cetna khe Ke marI ¹iÚ Ù e Ù e marI cUDIAo _pr pDe Ke je=I huHprwavmaH rHgatI n=I. shj Svwav$p cUDIAo Ke Ane iS=rta$pkHgn Ke. iS=rta$p kHgn Aem sUcve Ke ke sdakaz AaTmSvamInIAa&amaH rhevuH. cetna khe Ke ke “mara ñdymaH meH |yan$p évRxIne\arI Ke. SƒIAo potana ñdymaH xok madizya phere Ke. |yan$p_vRxI KatImaH \ar` krva=I ko{ trf=I pIDa =tI n=I. Are¦|yanna yoge moh xƒunuH Ôer caltuH n=I.

AaTma |yana$# =taH ne iS=rtaH v\taH mohxƒu to wage Kep` tena sa=Idar bIÔH FatIkmÈ p` nax pamI Ôy Ke. FatIkmÈnoÙy =taH cEtNynI sUrt qIlI é@e Ke. cetnnI sUrt kevI Ke te kivco=I kDImaH khe Ke.

surt isH\Ur maHg rHg ratI, inrte venI smarI._pjI ßyot _>ot \! iƒwuvn, AarsI kevl karI.. 4..

xuâcetnaAe x<Hgar sj˜o. temaH xuâ _pyogno seH=o pUyÈ Ke.lGng‡Hi==I ÔeDayelI SƒIne lGnne idvse svRÝ=m teno pit seH=opUrI saEwaGydan kre Ke. tevI rIte xuâcetnaAe kazÒpUvRkivro›wavono AHboDo vazI srs kex-klap krI temaH xuâopyognoseH=o pUyÈ Ane kevz&annuH isHdUr pUyuÅ kar`ke &anno rHg lal Ke AnenvkarmaH isâwgvanno rHg p` lal kæo Ke. jyare cetn, cetnanosHyog =ay Ke Tyare mUzgu o Ýg! =ay Ke Ane temaH j mGn rhe Ke.

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pD˜a Ke. jene Aap e &an, dxRn Ane cairƒ khIAe KIAe. &an$pAaHqomaH AHjn Ke. Aek suwaiØtkar khe Ke,

A&an itimraN\anam &anaHjn xlakya.yÙuÌiNmiltH yen, tSmE ]I gurvE nm:..

guÌdev &an$pI AHjn AaHqmaH AaHÒ, A&an $pI AH\kardUr kre Ke. ]âawi›$p dxRn Ke Ane cairƒ$p Ò`I saDI pherIKe. kuzv\U Aava _¿m x<Hgar=I pitne potano krIne raqe Ke. cetnaAavo x<Hgar x<HgarwvnmaH j{ krI rhI Ke. ƒIÒ kDI j¡Ao:

shj suwav cUrI mE penI, i=rta kHkn warI.|yan _rvxI _rmeH raqI, ipy gunmal... Aa\arI Av\U..... 3..

SƒIAo saEwaGyna icî$p ha=maH kHgn phere Ke. jyare tesaEwaGyvtI hoy Tyare pitna AanHd ma!e Ai\k bHgDIAo phere Ke,vzI cUDIAono Avaj k RiÝy p` lage Ke. v\are cUDIAo ma`snIhiStno p` Qyal Aape Ke. tevI rIte xuâcetna khe Ke ke meH shjSvwav$p saEwaGyna icî$p bHgDIAo pherI Ke. vzI &ata¹Úa$pmaro Svwav Ke. je ƒ` kazmaH mara=I iwþ =to n=I. te drekiS=itpiriS=itmaH sa=e j hoy Ke. AhÄ suwav xBd Ýyoj˜o Ke.teno A=R Ke AaTmano shj prm pair`aimk wav. te maro wavKe. je hr haltmaH ÒvnI sa=e j rhe Ke. shj Svwav$p &ata¹Úawav Ke. vzI be ha=maH be cUDIAo Ke te &ata¹Úa$p ÒvnI xi›AoKe. te AaTma=I kdIp` Alg sHwvI xke nhÄ. AavI be cUDIAonIvCce xuâcetnaAe iS=rta$p kHgn pheyaR Ke. sara ÝsHge phertakHgn xowa$p bne Ke t=a ikHmt p` =ay Ke. tem AaTma jyareSv$p rm`tamaH iS=rta \ar` kre Ke Tyare AaTmanHdmaH trbozbnI Ôy Ke. yog Ane kØayne kar e AaTmÝdexo je ÝkHipt =ayKe. te Svwavrm`ta =taH iS=r bnI Ôy Ke. je!lI ¹#ta pUvRknIiS=rta te!lI kmR milnta AoKI Ane AaTmivxuiâ Ai\k.xuâcetnanI ¹iÚ Aek cEtNy Ýwu isvay bIje ɘaHy n=I.xuâcetnane |yan$p vDar e qozamaH besaDI Ke Ane gzamaH gu $p

maza \ar` krI Ke. kar` ke pitv‡ta SƒI pitmy ={ jtaH pitnIsHpi¿maH potano Ai\kar Ai\kar mane Ke. cetnnI sHpi¿ Kegu rTnono wHDar, ma!e cetnaAe gu rTnnI maza gzamaH \ar`krI Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke,

AaTmanI jem jem iS=rta v\tI Ôy Ke tem temmohnIykmRno Ùy =to Ôy Ke. Ým¿gu S=ank krtaH AÝm¿gu S=ankmaH iS=rta Ai\k Ýg!e Ke. te=I cetna smta$p sqInekhe Ke ke he sqI¦ je SƒI potana iS=rwave rhetI n=I. FDImaH masoAne FDImaH tolo ={ Ôy Ke. te potana SvamInI Avhelna kraveKe. cetna khe Ke marI ¹iÚ Ù e Ù e marI cUDIAo _pr pDe Ke je=I huHprwavmaH rHgatI n=I. shj Svwav$p cUDIAo Ke Ane iS=rta$pkHgn Ke. iS=rta$p kHgn Aem sUcve Ke ke sdakaz AaTmSvamInIAa&amaH rhevuH. cetna khe Ke ke “mara ñdymaH meH |yan$p évRxIne\arI Ke. SƒIAo potana ñdymaH xok madizya phere Ke. |yan$p_vRxI KatImaH \ar` krva=I ko{ trf=I pIDa =tI n=I. Are¦|yanna yoge moh xƒunuH Ôer caltuH n=I.

AaTma |yana$# =taH ne iS=rtaH v\taH mohxƒu to wage Kep` tena sa=Idar bIÔH FatIkmÈ p` nax pamI Ôy Ke. FatIkmÈnoÙy =taH cEtNynI sUrt qIlI é@e Ke. cetnnI sUrt kevI Ke te kivco=I kDImaH khe Ke.

surt isH\Ur maHg rHg ratI, inrte venI smarI._pjI ßyot _>ot \! iƒwuvn, AarsI kevl karI.. 4..

xuâcetnaAe x<Hgar sj˜o. temaH xuâ _pyogno seH=o pUyÈ Ke.lGng‡Hi==I ÔeDayelI SƒIne lGnne idvse svRÝ=m teno pit seH=opUrI saEwaGydan kre Ke. tevI rIte xuâcetnaAe kazÒpUvRkivro›wavono AHboDo vazI srs kex-klap krI temaH xuâopyognoseH=o pUyÈ Ane kevz&annuH isHdUr pUyuÅ kar`ke &anno rHg lal Ke AnenvkarmaH isâwgvanno rHg p` lal kæo Ke. jyare cetn, cetnanosHyog =ay Ke Tyare mUzgu o Ýg! =ay Ke Ane temaH j mGn rhe Ke.

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]I motIcHdÒ kapiDya lqe Ke, “&angu te AaTmanI xi›Ke. &anopyog te xi›nI vprax Ke. xi› ßyaH su\I AVy›$perhe TyaH su\I te AHdr pDI rhe Ke tene Potential Ae Kinetic EnergyKe. 1

x<HgarwvnmaH x<Hgar krI, cetna Svg<he is\ave Ke Anecetn SvamInI rah Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetndev potana mHidre p\are AneAH\kar hoy te kem cale? te=I xuâcetnaAe kevz&anno dIpÝg!aVyo. je=I ƒ elok Ýkaixt =ay Ke. A=aRtŸ lokaloknuH Sv$pSpÚ smÔy Ke. phelaH je iS=it smÔ`I nhotI te Ô e ÝTyÙhoy tem deqay Ke Ane AarsImaH jem pda=R ke Vyi› jevI hoy tevIdeqay Ke tem kevz&anmaH pda=R Ýg!p e j`ay Ke. &annuH kamÔ`vanuH Ke to dxRnnuH kam ÔevanuH Ke. te=I kevz&annI AarsImaHxuâ cetnna Sv$pne inhaze Ke. dxRnnuH Aavr` h!I jtaH vaStivkpotana FrmaH je htHu te j bhar Ýg! =yuH Ke. Aa dxa Ýg! =taHtenI kevI iS=it =ay Ke te kiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH khe Ke..

_pjI \unI AjpakI, Anhd ijtngare varI&HDI sda AanHdFn brqt, vn mor OkntarI... Av\U..... 5..

je smye cetn t=a cetnanuH imln =ay Ke Tyare cetnanaäare ivjy @HDa vage Ke. temj stt sohmŸ sohmŸno |vin =va lageKe. Are¦ ha!Rna \bkarane p` smyaNtr rhe Ke. te!luH AHtr p`n=I pDtuH. inrHtr AjpaÔp =taH =taH Anaht nad x$ ={ ÔyKe. teno |vin laEikkvaijHƒonaH Avaj=I p` Ait m\ur hoy Ke.jene yognI waØamaH AnahtŸnad khevay Ke, icHdanHdÒ mharaj Ae|vin pr ivvecn krta Aek jGyaAe khe Ke,

icdanHdÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH AjpaÔpnI Ait _¿m iS=itbtavI Ke. kumitno sHg svR=a Tyaj˜ Ke, kar` ke te AevI @garI Keke kac AapI icHtami`rTn l{ Ôy Ke. prHtu AnuwvIAoAe toAaTmanuH Sv$p ƒ` lok Vyapkp e btaVyuH Ke. p` Ôe puruØa=R vDeAjpaÔpno idVy|vin cale to tenI lyno AanHd AHdr Aave Ke.

|vin AHdr sHwzay Ke bhar nih. prHtu Anuwv ivna tenuH Sv$psmÒ xkay nhÄ.

AnahtnadnaH ijtngara cetnane äare vagva laGya. je=Ixuâcetna ipyu imln ma!e Ait _Tsuk bnI g{ Ke. cetnraj p`hve cetna ivna rhI xke nhÄ AevI wav\aramaH qeHca{ ræaH Ke.bHnenaH imlnnI tIv‡ta vtRta cetn - cetnana ñdymaH AanHdrsnIAnra\ar vØaR =va lagI. Aaj su\I cetn cetnano wed hto tehve Awedp e rheva laGya. dIFRkaznI kamna pU Rtane pamtaH bHnenoAaTm myUr Aektan ={ nacva kudvane gava laGyo. AanHdna AvsreAaTmmyUr p` AanHdrsnI vØaRmaH mSt bne Ke. cetna khe Ke ke;svRƒ AsHQyat ÝdexmaH nq=I ixq pyÅt AanHdnI FnF!a Ka{g{ Ke. du:qnuH SvPn p` huH wUlI g{ KuH. AanHdFn SvamIna shvasmaHiƒiv\ tap !zI gya. hve ko{ p` Ôtno _pãv ræo n=I.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH x<HgarrsnuH suHdr Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke. poteAek TyagI sHt hova KtaH SƒIsÕdyRnuH y=at+y &an \ravta AasHte saihTyÙeƒmaH F uH ëDa` AnuwVyuH Ke. laEikkvatne A|yaTmwavona tarmaH gUH=Ine kivAe manvmnne bdlva sfz Ýyas kyÈKe. muin]I shj Ane srlta=I lok¹iÚ bdlI xɘa Ke. SƒIAonasozx<Hgar kivAe Aa paHc kDIna pdmaH v RVya Ke. x<HgarrsswrAa pdmaH baæAaHtr AnuwUitnuH AlaEikk dxRn krave Ke. Aa pdsaihTyÙeƒmaH _¿m g`I xkay tevuH S=an \rave Ke.

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x<HgarwvnmaH x<Hgar krI, cetna Svg<he is\ave Ke Anecetn SvamInI rah Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetndev potana mHidre p\are AneAH\kar hoy te kem cale? te=I xuâcetnaAe kevz&anno dIpÝg!aVyo. je=I ƒ elok Ýkaixt =ay Ke. A=aRtŸ lokaloknuH Sv$pSpÚ smÔy Ke. phelaH je iS=it smÔ`I nhotI te Ô e ÝTyÙhoy tem deqay Ke Ane AarsImaH jem pda=R ke Vyi› jevI hoy tevIdeqay Ke tem kevz&anmaH pda=R Ýg!p e j`ay Ke. &annuH kamÔ`vanuH Ke to dxRnnuH kam ÔevanuH Ke. te=I kevz&annI AarsImaHxuâ cetnna Sv$pne inhaze Ke. dxRnnuH Aavr` h!I jtaH vaStivkpotana FrmaH je htHu te j bhar Ýg! =yuH Ke. Aa dxa Ýg! =taHtenI kevI iS=it =ay Ke te kiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH khe Ke..

_pjI \unI AjpakI, Anhd ijtngare varI&HDI sda AanHdFn brqt, vn mor OkntarI... Av\U..... 5..

je smye cetn t=a cetnanuH imln =ay Ke Tyare cetnanaäare ivjy @HDa vage Ke. temj stt sohmŸ sohmŸno |vin =va lageKe. Are¦ ha!Rna \bkarane p` smyaNtr rhe Ke. te!luH AHtr p`n=I pDtuH. inrHtr AjpaÔp =taH =taH Anaht nad x$ ={ ÔyKe. teno |vin laEikkvaijHƒonaH Avaj=I p` Ait m\ur hoy Ke.jene yognI waØamaH AnahtŸnad khevay Ke, icHdanHdÒ mharaj Ae|vin pr ivvecn krta Aek jGyaAe khe Ke,

icdanHdÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH AjpaÔpnI Ait _¿m iS=itbtavI Ke. kumitno sHg svR=a Tyaj˜ Ke, kar` ke te AevI @garI Keke kac AapI icHtami`rTn l{ Ôy Ke. prHtu AnuwvIAoAe toAaTmanuH Sv$p ƒ` lok Vyapkp e btaVyuH Ke. p` Ôe puruØa=R vDeAjpaÔpno idVy|vin cale to tenI lyno AanHd AHdr Aave Ke.

|vin AHdr sHwzay Ke bhar nih. prHtu Anuwv ivna tenuH Sv$psmÒ xkay nhÄ.

AnahtnadnaH ijtngara cetnane äare vagva laGya. je=Ixuâcetna ipyu imln ma!e Ait _Tsuk bnI g{ Ke. cetnraj p`hve cetna ivna rhI xke nhÄ AevI wav\aramaH qeHca{ ræaH Ke.bHnenaH imlnnI tIv‡ta vtRta cetn - cetnana ñdymaH AanHdrsnIAnra\ar vØaR =va lagI. Aaj su\I cetn cetnano wed hto tehve Awedp e rheva laGya. dIFRkaznI kamna pU Rtane pamtaH bHnenoAaTm myUr Aektan ={ nacva kudvane gava laGyo. AanHdna AvsreAaTmmyUr p` AanHdrsnI vØaRmaH mSt bne Ke. cetna khe Ke ke;svRƒ AsHQyat ÝdexmaH nq=I ixq pyÅt AanHdnI FnF!a Ka{g{ Ke. du:qnuH SvPn p` huH wUlI g{ KuH. AanHdFn SvamIna shvasmaHiƒiv\ tap !zI gya. hve ko{ p` Ôtno _pãv ræo n=I.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH x<HgarrsnuH suHdr Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke. poteAek TyagI sHt hova KtaH SƒIsÕdyRnuH y=at+y &an \ravta AasHte saihTyÙeƒmaH F uH ëDa` AnuwVyuH Ke. laEikkvatne A|yaTmwavona tarmaH gUH=Ine kivAe manvmnne bdlva sfz Ýyas kyÈKe. muin]I shj Ane srlta=I lok¹iÚ bdlI xɘa Ke. SƒIAonasozx<Hgar kivAe Aa paHc kDIna pdmaH v RVya Ke. x<HgarrsswrAa pdmaH baæAaHtr AnuwUitnuH AlaEikk dxRn krave Ke. Aa pdsaihTyÙeƒmaH _¿m g`I xkay tevuH S=an \rave Ke.

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sHsarmaH Anekanek pda=R t=a ÒvraixAo Ke, temaH ke!lak¹Ú Ke to ke!lak A¹Ú Ke. ke!laye pda=RnuH kayR, s<iÚ pr ¹Xymanhova KtaH te pda=R A¹Xy hoy Ke.

jEn pirwaØamaH jene ãVy khevay Ke. (jeva ke \maRiStkayvgere paHc ãVyo) tenuH kayR j`ay Ke prHtu te mUzãVy ¹iÚgocr =tuHn=I. tevI rIte ÒvãVynI baæiÊyaAo hlncln, ¬aso¬as,qavuHpIvuH vgere=I xrIr\arI Òv potanuH AiStTv Ôher kre Ke prHtuÒvne (AaTmane) Ôe{ xkato n=I. ma!e j A|yaTmyogI kiv]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj ;goDI ragmaH' Aa AekvIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

inxanI kha btavuH re, tero Agm Agocr rup - inxanI,rupI khuH to kKuH nih re, bH\e kEse A$p?ruparupI jae khuH Pyare, AEse n isâ AnUp... inxanI.. 1..

xuâcetna, cetnÒ pase Aave Ke t=a bNnenuH imln =taHAek$p ={ Aiwþwave rhe Ke. Ae smye tenuH je $p Ke tenuH v Rn={ xke tevuH n=I. kiv cetnne khe Ke ke, he AaTmnŸ? taruH $p Ô`vuHt=a smjvuH F uH j muXkel Ke. tarI Aozqa` kem krvI tenI ko{inxanI Ke qrI? taruH ko{ @am - @eka uH Ke qruH? Are¦ taruH Sv$pto AlaEikk Ke. he cetn? tne xuH huH paEdŸgilk pda=R sa=e srqavuH?na, kar` ke te to jD Ke. jDna gu \mÈ taramaH xo|ya p` mztan=I te=I jD sa=e srqavI na xkay.

]I kuHdkudacayeR pHcaiStkaysHg‡hmaH kæuH Ke,jIva puGglkaya \Mma\Mma thev AagasH.AiT= tiMh y i`yda A`~`m[ya A umhHta.. 1..

lokmaH ãVy K ÝkarnaH Ke. temaH paHc ãVy AÒv Ke. Aek ÒvãVy j Òv Ke. AÒvmaH Ô`vaÔevanI xi› n=I. AÒvne Ô`nar

t=a Ôenar cetn pote j Ke. &ata¹Úa Ae to cetnno Svwav KeAne te Òvno Asa\ar` gu Ke. vzI cetnnuH Aa kayR svRjniviht hova KtaH cetnne Ô`vaÔevanI xi› svR samaNy ÒvomaHn=I hotI. KtaH tena Sv$pnuH v Rn xaÏ Aa\are smjva Ai\kai\kÝyTn =taH rhe Ke. tenuH Sv$p vcnatIt Ke to pKI tenI Aozqa`k{ rIte krvI? kivne ÝÆ =ay Ke ke AaTma xuH $pI Ke? $pIpda=RmaH to v R, gH\, rs Ane SpxR hoy Ke. teno Aakar vgere Ke.Tyare ]I devsenAacayRÒ khe Ke,

kas rs rup gH\a sddadIya y jSs `iT= pu~te.suâo cey` wavo, izrH a`o so AhH wi`Ao..

v R, gH\, rs, SpxR Ane xBd Aaid jemaH kaH{ p` n hoy teÒv ãVy Ke. kar`ke Ae pudŸgl ãVyna pir`am Ke. Aa ÝkarnuHSv$p hova=I te va`Ino t=a ¹iÚno ivØy bnI xkto n=I.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke,n=I ¹iÚmaH Aavto, n=I j`atuH rupbIÔe p` Anuwv nhÄ, te=I n ÒvSv$p. 1

AhÄ ix*y guÌdevne ÝÆ kre Ke ke Òv Ke, tenuH Ýma` xuH?kar`ke Òv, ¹iÚmaH to Aavto n=I t=a teno bIÔe p` ko{Anuwv n=I to pKI tene $pI kem khevay? t=a tene cetn kemmnay?

ko{k dxRnkar AaTmana SvtHƒ AiStTvno SvIkar krtan=I. teAo khe Ke ke pHc mhawUtna sHyog=I AaTma _Tpþ =ay Ke.p<+vI, pa`I, AiGn, vayu Ane Aakax Aa paHce mze Ke Tyare temaHAek ÝkarnI xi› _Tpþ =ay Ke. tene AaTma khevamaH Aave Ke. vzIko{ AaTmane inTy to ko{ AinTy mane Ke.

kiv]I khe Ke ke he cetn¦ taruH Sv$p kevuH Ke te to btav. Ôe$pI khuH to te vat buiâgMy p` =tI n=I Ane Ôe A$pI khuH tojem Aakaxne ko{ baH\I xktuH n=I t=a ha==I pkDI xktuH n=I temÔe A$pI khuH to tene pu~y - pap$p kmRnuH bH\n kem lagI xke?

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sHsarmaH Anekanek pda=R t=a ÒvraixAo Ke, temaH ke!lak¹Ú Ke to ke!lak A¹Ú Ke. ke!laye pda=RnuH kayR, s<iÚ pr ¹Xymanhova KtaH te pda=R A¹Xy hoy Ke.

jEn pirwaØamaH jene ãVy khevay Ke. (jeva ke \maRiStkayvgere paHc ãVyo) tenuH kayR j`ay Ke prHtu te mUzãVy ¹iÚgocr =tuHn=I. tevI rIte ÒvãVynI baæiÊyaAo hlncln, ¬aso¬as,qavuHpIvuH vgere=I xrIr\arI Òv potanuH AiStTv Ôher kre Ke prHtuÒvne (AaTmane) Ôe{ xkato n=I. ma!e j A|yaTmyogI kiv]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj ;goDI ragmaH' Aa AekvIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

inxanI kha btavuH re, tero Agm Agocr rup - inxanI,rupI khuH to kKuH nih re, bH\e kEse A$p?ruparupI jae khuH Pyare, AEse n isâ AnUp... inxanI.. 1..

xuâcetna, cetnÒ pase Aave Ke t=a bNnenuH imln =taHAek$p ={ Aiwþwave rhe Ke. Ae smye tenuH je $p Ke tenuH v Rn={ xke tevuH n=I. kiv cetnne khe Ke ke, he AaTmnŸ? taruH $p Ô`vuHt=a smjvuH F uH j muXkel Ke. tarI Aozqa` kem krvI tenI ko{inxanI Ke qrI? taruH ko{ @am - @eka uH Ke qruH? Are¦ taruH Sv$pto AlaEikk Ke. he cetn? tne xuH huH paEdŸgilk pda=R sa=e srqavuH?na, kar` ke te to jD Ke. jDna gu \mÈ taramaH xo|ya p` mztan=I te=I jD sa=e srqavI na xkay.

]I kuHdkudacayeR pHcaiStkaysHg‡hmaH kæuH Ke,jIva puGglkaya \Mma\Mma thev AagasH.AiT= tiMh y i`yda A`~`m[ya A umhHta.. 1..

lokmaH ãVy K ÝkarnaH Ke. temaH paHc ãVy AÒv Ke. Aek ÒvãVy j Òv Ke. AÒvmaH Ô`vaÔevanI xi› n=I. AÒvne Ô`nar

t=a Ôenar cetn pote j Ke. &ata¹Úa Ae to cetnno Svwav KeAne te Òvno Asa\ar` gu Ke. vzI cetnnuH Aa kayR svRjniviht hova KtaH cetnne Ô`vaÔevanI xi› svR samaNy ÒvomaHn=I hotI. KtaH tena Sv$pnuH v Rn xaÏ Aa\are smjva Ai\kai\kÝyTn =taH rhe Ke. tenuH Sv$p vcnatIt Ke to pKI tenI Aozqa`k{ rIte krvI? kivne ÝÆ =ay Ke ke AaTma xuH $pI Ke? $pIpda=RmaH to v R, gH\, rs Ane SpxR hoy Ke. teno Aakar vgere Ke.Tyare ]I devsenAacayRÒ khe Ke,

kas rs rup gH\a sddadIya y jSs `iT= pu~te.suâo cey` wavo, izrH a`o so AhH wi`Ao..

v R, gH\, rs, SpxR Ane xBd Aaid jemaH kaH{ p` n hoy teÒv ãVy Ke. kar`ke Ae pudŸgl ãVyna pir`am Ke. Aa ÝkarnuHSv$p hova=I te va`Ino t=a ¹iÚno ivØy bnI xkto n=I.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke,n=I ¹iÚmaH Aavto, n=I j`atuH rupbIÔe p` Anuwv nhÄ, te=I n ÒvSv$p. 1

AhÄ ix*y guÌdevne ÝÆ kre Ke ke Òv Ke, tenuH Ýma` xuH?kar`ke Òv, ¹iÚmaH to Aavto n=I t=a teno bIÔe p` ko{Anuwv n=I to pKI tene $pI kem khevay? t=a tene cetn kemmnay?

ko{k dxRnkar AaTmana SvtHƒ AiStTvno SvIkar krtan=I. teAo khe Ke ke pHc mhawUtna sHyog=I AaTma _Tpþ =ay Ke.p<+vI, pa`I, AiGn, vayu Ane Aakax Aa paHce mze Ke Tyare temaHAek ÝkarnI xi› _Tpþ =ay Ke. tene AaTma khevamaH Aave Ke. vzIko{ AaTmane inTy to ko{ AinTy mane Ke.

kiv]I khe Ke ke he cetn¦ taruH Sv$p kevuH Ke te to btav. Ôe$pI khuH to te vat buiâgMy p` =tI n=I Ane Ôe A$pI khuH tojem Aakaxne ko{ baH\I xktuH n=I t=a ha==I pkDI xktuH n=I temÔe A$pI khuH to tene pu~y - pap$p kmRnuH bH\n kem lagI xke?

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vzI A$pInI _Tpi¿ t=a nax p` n hoy p` ÒvmaH Aa iÊyaj`ay Ke.

Ôe AaTmane A$pI khevamaH Aave to tene kmRbH\ kevI rItesHwvI xke? A$pI ne $pInuH bH\n kem krIne F!e? vzI AaTmasHsaravS=amaH hoy Tyare kmR=I bH\ay Ke ne Tyare te $pI lage Ke.ma!e Aa Ýma e AaTmane A$pI ivxeØ` sHpU R lagu pDtuH n=I. topKI, he cetn? tne huH xuH $pa$pI khuH? tuH Amuk AHxe $pI Ane AmukAHxe A$pI Aem khuH to p` ivro\ Aave Ke. kar` ke isâ wgvankmRriht Ke. &an, dxRn, cairƒ$p gu rTnono wokta t=a AmUtRSv$pI hova=I $pa$pIp uH TyaH F!tuH n=I. ma!e AaTmane $pI, A$pIke $pa$pI khevo te vatmaH muXkelI éwI =ay Ke. te=I he cetna, taruHSv$p to ivlÙ` Ke. te Ô`vuH Ane smjvuH bhu ki@n Ke. ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj Aagz khe Ke,

isâ srupI jo khuH re, bH\ n moÙ ivcar¸n F!e sHsarI dxa Pyare, puNy pap Avtar... inxanI.. 2..

AhÄ ]ImdŸÒ khe Ke, he cetn¦ tne isâ Sv$pI khuH to Ae vatp` marI ]âamaH AavtI n=I. kar`ke isâne n=I ko{ bH\n, toTyaH gya pKI bIÔe ko{ moÙ n=I. mu›aTma bIÔ kya pda=R=Imu› bne? vzI mu›aTmane kmRbH\ p` sHwvI xkto n=I. sHsarmaHbH\n Ke to bH\=I mui› p` Ke prHtu isâ wgvanne Ae F!tuH n=I.ma!e cetnne AekaHte isâSv$pI khI xkay nhÄ.

cetn sHsarmaH vteR Ke. paEdŸgilk vStu sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ke t=atene xuwaxuw pir`ame ÝvteR Ke. Ae=I pu~y - pap$pI bH\ =ay KeAena fzSv$p sdŸgit ke dugRit Aene wogvvI pDe Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,isâ snatn jo khu H re, _pje ivzse kaE`¸_pje iv`se jo khuH Pyare, inTy Abai\t gaEn... inxanI.. 3..

Ôe AaTmane isâ snatn khuH to te p` yoGy n=I kar`kete=I _Tpi¿ Ane nax$p iÊya AaTmamaH F!I xktI n=I. vzI Òv

manvgitmaH _Tpþ =yo Ane iS=itpU R =taH nax paMyo te kemmanI xkay? Ôe Aap e temaH kmRsHyog khIAe to kmR AaVya ɘaH=I?kmR Òvne stavI xke Ke t=a lagI xke tem hoy to isâne p` kmRlagva Ôe{Ae p` te sHwvI xktuH n=I. to xuH AaTmano _TpadŸVyy =ay Ke tem manvuH? Ôe tem manvamaH Aavxe to inTyp`anot=a Abai\tp`ano lop ={ jxe. vzI baEâmtvadIAo Ùi`kvadIhovane kar e teAo AaTmano Ù e Ù e nax t=a _TpadŸ mane Ke.Ane Ôe Aem manvamaH Aave to AaTmanI inTyta qHiDt =ay Ket=a Abai\tp`ano lop =xe. vExeiØk mt AaTmane kU!S= inTymane Ke. AaTma inTy Ke, Acl Ke, iS=r Ke vgere isâaHto nax =ayKe. kar`ke jNmmr`$p iÊya njr smÙ j`ay Ke. ma!e AaTmaneAekaHte inTy (snatn) khevo te yoGy n=I. @a`aHgsUƒmaH be ÝkarnaÒv kæa Ke (1) isâ Ane (2) AisâÒv

Ôe AaTmane isâ snatn manvamaH Aave to Aava wedmanI xkay nhÄ, prHtu ÒvnI sHsarI AvS=a Ke te svRneAnuwvgMy Ke. to hve ÝÆ =ay Ke ke to AaTmanuH lÙ` xuH manvuH?ke je=I ko{ p` Ôtno ivro\ n Aave. Tyare kiv SvyH ÝÆno _¿rAaptaH co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

svaÅgI sb ny F`I re, mane sb prman¸nyvadI pllo g‡hI Pyare, kre lra[ @aHn... inxanI.. 4..

AaTmanuH sTy Sv$p smjva ma!e ko{ Aek ny ne g‡h` nkrtaH svR nyono ivcar krvo F!e. Ae=I AaTma ivØenI sacI smj`AavI xke Ke. AaTmane Aek nyne l{ne smjva j{Ae to tenuH sTySv$p smÒ xkay nhÄ, ma!e nynuH lÙ` ivcarvuH F!e. nycÊmaHkhevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “AnHt \maRTmke vStuNyek \mÈNnynH &anHny:” pda=R Anek \mRyu› hoy Ke. temanaH Aek \mRnI muQyta krIbIÔ \mÈno Aplap n krvo, t=a g‡h` p` n krva tene ;ny'khevamaH Aave Ke. nyvadmaH Aek AHg _pr ivxeØ l"y rhe Ke Tyare“Ýma`' ma!e khe Ke ke “sklH \mRg‡h H Ýma H” 2. temj Ýma`ny

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vzI A$pInI _Tpi¿ t=a nax p` n hoy p` ÒvmaH Aa iÊyaj`ay Ke.

Ôe AaTmane A$pI khevamaH Aave to tene kmRbH\ kevI rItesHwvI xke? A$pI ne $pInuH bH\n kem krIne F!e? vzI AaTmasHsaravS=amaH hoy Tyare kmR=I bH\ay Ke ne Tyare te $pI lage Ke.ma!e Aa Ýma e AaTmane A$pI ivxeØ` sHpU R lagu pDtuH n=I. topKI, he cetn? tne huH xuH $pa$pI khuH? tuH Amuk AHxe $pI Ane AmukAHxe A$pI Aem khuH to p` ivro\ Aave Ke. kar` ke isâ wgvankmRriht Ke. &an, dxRn, cairƒ$p gu rTnono wokta t=a AmUtRSv$pI hova=I $pa$pIp uH TyaH F!tuH n=I. ma!e AaTmane $pI, A$pIke $pa$pI khevo te vatmaH muXkelI éwI =ay Ke. te=I he cetna, taruHSv$p to ivlÙ` Ke. te Ô`vuH Ane smjvuH bhu ki@n Ke. ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaj Aagz khe Ke,

isâ srupI jo khuH re, bH\ n moÙ ivcar¸n F!e sHsarI dxa Pyare, puNy pap Avtar... inxanI.. 2..

AhÄ ]ImdŸÒ khe Ke, he cetn¦ tne isâ Sv$pI khuH to Ae vatp` marI ]âamaH AavtI n=I. kar`ke isâne n=I ko{ bH\n, toTyaH gya pKI bIÔe ko{ moÙ n=I. mu›aTma bIÔ kya pda=R=Imu› bne? vzI mu›aTmane kmRbH\ p` sHwvI xkto n=I. sHsarmaHbH\n Ke to bH\=I mui› p` Ke prHtu isâ wgvanne Ae F!tuH n=I.ma!e cetnne AekaHte isâSv$pI khI xkay nhÄ.

cetn sHsarmaH vteR Ke. paEdŸgilk vStu sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ke t=atene xuwaxuw pir`ame ÝvteR Ke. Ae=I pu~y - pap$pI bH\ =ay KeAena fzSv$p sdŸgit ke dugRit Aene wogvvI pDe Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,isâ snatn jo khu H re, _pje ivzse kaE`¸_pje iv`se jo khuH Pyare, inTy Abai\t gaEn... inxanI.. 3..

Ôe AaTmane isâ snatn khuH to te p` yoGy n=I kar`kete=I _Tpi¿ Ane nax$p iÊya AaTmamaH F!I xktI n=I. vzI Òv

manvgitmaH _Tpþ =yo Ane iS=itpU R =taH nax paMyo te kemmanI xkay? Ôe Aap e temaH kmRsHyog khIAe to kmR AaVya ɘaH=I?kmR Òvne stavI xke Ke t=a lagI xke tem hoy to isâne p` kmRlagva Ôe{Ae p` te sHwvI xktuH n=I. to xuH AaTmano _TpadŸVyy =ay Ke tem manvuH? Ôe tem manvamaH Aavxe to inTyp`anot=a Abai\tp`ano lop ={ jxe. vzI baEâmtvadIAo Ùi`kvadIhovane kar e teAo AaTmano Ù e Ù e nax t=a _TpadŸ mane Ke.Ane Ôe Aem manvamaH Aave to AaTmanI inTyta qHiDt =ay Ket=a Abai\tp`ano lop =xe. vExeiØk mt AaTmane kU!S= inTymane Ke. AaTma inTy Ke, Acl Ke, iS=r Ke vgere isâaHto nax =ayKe. kar`ke jNmmr`$p iÊya njr smÙ j`ay Ke. ma!e AaTmaneAekaHte inTy (snatn) khevo te yoGy n=I. @a`aHgsUƒmaH be ÝkarnaÒv kæa Ke (1) isâ Ane (2) AisâÒv

Ôe AaTmane isâ snatn manvamaH Aave to Aava wedmanI xkay nhÄ, prHtu ÒvnI sHsarI AvS=a Ke te svRneAnuwvgMy Ke. to hve ÝÆ =ay Ke ke to AaTmanuH lÙ` xuH manvuH?ke je=I ko{ p` Ôtno ivro\ n Aave. Tyare kiv SvyH ÝÆno _¿rAaptaH co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

svaÅgI sb ny F`I re, mane sb prman¸nyvadI pllo g‡hI Pyare, kre lra[ @aHn... inxanI.. 4..

AaTmanuH sTy Sv$p smjva ma!e ko{ Aek ny ne g‡h` nkrtaH svR nyono ivcar krvo F!e. Ae=I AaTma ivØenI sacI smj`AavI xke Ke. AaTmane Aek nyne l{ne smjva j{Ae to tenuH sTySv$p smÒ xkay nhÄ, ma!e nynuH lÙ` ivcarvuH F!e. nycÊmaHkhevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “AnHt \maRTmke vStuNyek \mÈNnynH &anHny:” pda=R Anek \mRyu› hoy Ke. temanaH Aek \mRnI muQyta krIbIÔ \mÈno Aplap n krvo, t=a g‡h` p` n krva tene ;ny'khevamaH Aave Ke. nyvadmaH Aek AHg _pr ivxeØ l"y rhe Ke Tyare“Ýma`' ma!e khe Ke ke “sklH \mRg‡h H Ýma H” 2. temj Ýma`ny

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tÀvalokmaH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “Svpr Vyvsaiy &anH Ýma`mŸ”3. pda=Rna svR\mRna AHxone g‡h` krI pda=R&an krvuH te Ýma`&anKe. je &an Sv-prno in Ry kre te Ýma`&an Ke.

sHsardxamaH Òv kmRsHyogI Ke. vzI kmRne $pI kæo Ke.vzI Òv, kmR=I Aav<¿ hovane kar e kmRsapeÙ Òvne $pI khIxkay Ae VyvharnynuH k=n Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke kenEgmnynI ApeÙaAe t=a VyvharnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma$pI p`khevay Ke Ane inüynynI ApeÙaAe AaTma A$pI p` khevay Ke.sHsarI AaTmamaH Aek vqte Vyvharny=I $pIp uH Ane inüyny=IA$pIp uH F!e Ke. sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma, xuâ snatn khevayKe. ãVyai=Rk ny=I AaTma inTy Ke Ane pyaRyai=Rk nynI ¹iÚ=IAaTma _TpadŸ - Vyy =va=I AinTy Ke. %j¡sUƒnynI ApeÙaAeAaTma Ùi`k Ke. sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma Aek Ke. VyvharnynIApeÙaAe AaTma Anek Ke Ane AevHwUtnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma isâbuâ khevay Ke. AekaHt sHg‡hny=I AâEtvad éwo =ay Ke. AekaHtVyvharny=I h@vad A=va saHQymt éwo =ay Ke Ane AekaHt%j¡sUƒnynI maNyta=I baEâdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke, “AaTmana Aa@ ÌckÝdex jemaH hHmexaH hoy Ke A=va rhe Ke te=I sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAeAaTma isâSv$pI khI xkay tem j te ¹iÚ=I tene xuâ snatn p`khI xkay.”

Aagmsar g‡H=maH gi`]I devcHãÒ khe Ke, isâ xBdnI satnye VyaQya ={ xke Ke.

(1) nEgmny:- svR Òv isâ Ke kemke svR Òvna Aa@ ruckÝdex isâ sman inmRz Ke.

(2) sHg‡hny:- svR ÒvnI s¿a isâ sman Ke.(3) Vyvharny: - je iv>aliB\ gu vDe isâ =yo te isâ

=yo te isâ(4) %j¡sUƒny:- je potana AaTmanI isâp`anI dxa

Aozqe Ke Ane jena &anno _pyog stej vteR Ke te Òv isâÔ`vo. Aa nynI ApeÙaAe smiktIÒvne isâ sman kæo Ke.

(5) xBdny:- je xuâ xuÉl|yanna pir`ame vtRto hoy teneisâ sman kæo Ke.

(6) smiwru# ny:- je kevz&an, kevzdxRn t=a y=aQyatcairƒaid gu o siht hoy tene isâ khI xkay.

(7) AevHwUtny:- jena skl kmR Ùy ={, lokaHte ibrajmanho{, AÚgu sHpþ hoy ne j isâ khI xkay.

Aa rIte AaTma to svaÅgI Ke. te pote svRnyono SvamI Ke.svRny temaH=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. te svRnynuH Sv$p smÔve Ke. te svRnyomaH iv>man Ke KtaH p` Aek ny=I tenuH Sv$p isâ =tuH n=I.drek ny=I AaTmane Ôeva=I t=a drek ¹iÚibdHu |yanmaH raqIneÔeva=I tenuH Sv$p smÒ xkay Ke.

Aek ny=I vStunuH y=a=R inrup` ={ xke nhÄ Ane nyag‡h=IlDa{, JFDa =ay Ke. duinyamaH ßyaH ßyaH nyag‡h Ke TyaH TyaH yuâS=lIrca`I Ke. Ýma`&an=I AaTmtÀv sTy$pe j`ay Ke. hve AaTmanIAozq ma!e kiv khe Ke,

AnuwvgaEcr vStuko re, ja`vo yh [lajkhn sunnko kKu nih Pyare, AanHdFn mharaj... inxanI.. 5..

cetn ke Ke ke marI mo!I mo!I vato krva=I ke marI vatosaHwzva maƒ=I huH j`a{ jto n=I. AaTmtÀvAe AnuwvnoivØy Ke. Anuwv&anmaH je wase te sTy wase Ke. AaTm Sv$pnoAnuwv =ya ivna AaTmanuH k=n ke ]v` te AekDa ivnana mÄDaHbrabr Ke. Anuwv&an pKI AaTmano inüy =ay Ke. AnuwvpKI AaTmpir`itmaH pirvtRn AavI Ôy Ke.

AaTmicHtnna Aa\are AanHd Sv$p AaTmanI AnuwUit =ayKe t=a tenI ÝtIit =ay Ke. AaTmtÀvnI sTy Aozq t=a tenaHSv$pS= &an ma!e je magR Ke tenuH dxRn t=a Sv$p ivvecn AapdmaH Ke. AaTmtÀvne sTy purvar krtuH Aa pd mhÀvpU R vat rjU

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tÀvalokmaH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “Svpr Vyvsaiy &anH Ýma`mŸ”3. pda=Rna svR\mRna AHxone g‡h` krI pda=R&an krvuH te Ýma`&anKe. je &an Sv-prno in Ry kre te Ýma`&an Ke.

sHsardxamaH Òv kmRsHyogI Ke. vzI kmRne $pI kæo Ke.vzI Òv, kmR=I Aav<¿ hovane kar e kmRsapeÙ Òvne $pI khIxkay Ae VyvharnynuH k=n Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke kenEgmnynI ApeÙaAe t=a VyvharnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma$pI p`khevay Ke Ane inüynynI ApeÙaAe AaTma A$pI p` khevay Ke.sHsarI AaTmamaH Aek vqte Vyvharny=I $pIp uH Ane inüyny=IA$pIp uH F!e Ke. sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma, xuâ snatn khevayKe. ãVyai=Rk ny=I AaTma inTy Ke Ane pyaRyai=Rk nynI ¹iÚ=IAaTma _TpadŸ - Vyy =va=I AinTy Ke. %j¡sUƒnynI ApeÙaAeAaTma Ùi`k Ke. sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma Aek Ke. VyvharnynIApeÙaAe AaTma Anek Ke Ane AevHwUtnynI ApeÙaAe AaTma isâbuâ khevay Ke. AekaHt sHg‡hny=I AâEtvad éwo =ay Ke. AekaHtVyvharny=I h@vad A=va saHQymt éwo =ay Ke Ane AekaHt%j¡sUƒnynI maNyta=I baEâdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke, “AaTmana Aa@ ÌckÝdex jemaH hHmexaH hoy Ke A=va rhe Ke te=I sHg‡hnynI ApeÙaAeAaTma isâSv$pI khI xkay tem j te ¹iÚ=I tene xuâ snatn p`khI xkay.”

Aagmsar g‡H=maH gi`]I devcHãÒ khe Ke, isâ xBdnI satnye VyaQya ={ xke Ke.

(1) nEgmny:- svR Òv isâ Ke kemke svR Òvna Aa@ ruckÝdex isâ sman inmRz Ke.

(2) sHg‡hny:- svR ÒvnI s¿a isâ sman Ke.(3) Vyvharny: - je iv>aliB\ gu vDe isâ =yo te isâ

=yo te isâ(4) %j¡sUƒny:- je potana AaTmanI isâp`anI dxa

Aozqe Ke Ane jena &anno _pyog stej vteR Ke te Òv isâÔ`vo. Aa nynI ApeÙaAe smiktIÒvne isâ sman kæo Ke.

(5) xBdny:- je xuâ xuÉl|yanna pir`ame vtRto hoy teneisâ sman kæo Ke.

(6) smiwru# ny:- je kevz&an, kevzdxRn t=a y=aQyatcairƒaid gu o siht hoy tene isâ khI xkay.

(7) AevHwUtny:- jena skl kmR Ùy ={, lokaHte ibrajmanho{, AÚgu sHpþ hoy ne j isâ khI xkay.

Aa rIte AaTma to svaÅgI Ke. te pote svRnyono SvamI Ke.svRny temaH=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. te svRnynuH Sv$p smÔve Ke. te svRnyomaH iv>man Ke KtaH p` Aek ny=I tenuH Sv$p isâ =tuH n=I.drek ny=I AaTmane Ôeva=I t=a drek ¹iÚibdHu |yanmaH raqIneÔeva=I tenuH Sv$p smÒ xkay Ke.

Aek ny=I vStunuH y=a=R inrup` ={ xke nhÄ Ane nyag‡h=IlDa{, JFDa =ay Ke. duinyamaH ßyaH ßyaH nyag‡h Ke TyaH TyaH yuâS=lIrca`I Ke. Ýma`&an=I AaTmtÀv sTy$pe j`ay Ke. hve AaTmanIAozq ma!e kiv khe Ke,

AnuwvgaEcr vStuko re, ja`vo yh [lajkhn sunnko kKu nih Pyare, AanHdFn mharaj... inxanI.. 5..

cetn ke Ke ke marI mo!I mo!I vato krva=I ke marI vatosaHwzva maƒ=I huH j`a{ jto n=I. AaTmtÀvAe AnuwvnoivØy Ke. Anuwv&anmaH je wase te sTy wase Ke. AaTm Sv$pnoAnuwv =ya ivna AaTmanuH k=n ke ]v` te AekDa ivnana mÄDaHbrabr Ke. Anuwv&an pKI AaTmano inüy =ay Ke. AnuwvpKI AaTmpir`itmaH pirvtRn AavI Ôy Ke.

AaTmicHtnna Aa\are AanHd Sv$p AaTmanI AnuwUit =ayKe t=a tenI ÝtIit =ay Ke. AaTmtÀvnI sTy Aozq t=a tenaHSv$pS= &an ma!e je magR Ke tenuH dxRn t=a Sv$p ivvecn AapdmaH Ke. AaTmtÀvne sTy purvar krtuH Aa pd mhÀvpU R vat rjU

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kre Ke.kivAe ÝÆae¿r$p xElIAe Òvna Sv$pnI AaTmtÀvnI ghn

ivcar`a =oDa p` A=RgHwIr Ane ghn xBdo äara rjU krI Ke AneAHte AaTmanuwUit _pr, Anuwvgocrta _pr war mUɘo Ke.

tÀv&an jeva ghn ivØyne kivtamaH rjU krtI rcnaAomaHAa rcna _¿m AadxR$p Ke.

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“ivcarI kha ivcar re”

xaHitnuH mUz Ke sapeÙvad. smTvnuH sam‡aßy Ke SyadvadŸ\mR Ane AnekaNtvadna Ý`eta Ke- svR& prmaTma-tI=Åkr.wgvanmhavIrnI _¿m Ane gHwIrva`InI ]I AanHdFn mharajekaVy$pe Aap`ne ÝsadI AapI Ke. jemke Aek SƒI ko{nI dIkrI Keto ko{nI ma p` Ke, te ko{nI sasu Ke to ko{nI vhu p` Ke. jedIkrI Ke te ma n hoy tem n=I. tem ko{p` pda=Rne j¡da j¡da¹iÚko`=I Ôevo tene khevay Ke sapeÙvad. tI=Åkr prmaTmaAeAap`ne SyadvadnI AaHqo AapI Ke. jemaH n=I ko{ ivra! ke n=Iko{ ivnax p` temaH Ke ivra!na ivkasnuH Am<t.

;goDI ragmaH' kiv]I khe Ke,ivcarI kha ivcare re, tero Aagm Agm A=ah..... ivcarI .ibn Aa\e AaFa nih re. ibn Aa\ey Aa\ar¸murgI ibnu èDa nih Pyare, ya bIn murgIkI nar.....ivcarI..... 9..

AaTm Sv$pnI inxanI btavvamaH ke!lI b\I muXkelI Ke.Ae Sv$p Òwe=I khI xkay nhÄ t=a kane=I saHwzI xkay nhÄtevuH Agocr taruH $p Ke. Aa Anupm taruH $p Ae to Anuwvgocr&an Ke. Ae [iNãyono ivØy n=I.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke,Ae &anÝaiºna samaNy rIte be magR ho{ xke. Aek

buiâxazIma`s potanI ivcarxi› äara Anuwvgocr vStuAonuHSv$p ivcare Ane bIj¡H idVy&an=I mhaTmaAo je Sv$p btavIgya Ke tene |yanmaH l{ne pote Sv$p smjva yTn kre. SvtHƒivcar krtaH bhu ÝkarnI muXkelIAo Aave Ke te AhÄ btavvamaHAaVyuH Ke. vStunuH Sv$p ijne¬r wgvane potana idVy&an=IbtaVyuH Ke.

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kre Ke.kivAe ÝÆae¿r$p xElIAe Òvna Sv$pnI AaTmtÀvnI ghn

ivcar`a =oDa p` A=RgHwIr Ane ghn xBdo äara rjU krI Ke AneAHte AaTmanuwUit _pr, Anuwvgocrta _pr war mUɘo Ke.

tÀv&an jeva ghn ivØyne kivtamaH rjU krtI rcnaAomaHAa rcna _¿m AadxR$p Ke.

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“ivcarI kha ivcar re”

xaHitnuH mUz Ke sapeÙvad. smTvnuH sam‡aßy Ke SyadvadŸ\mR Ane AnekaNtvadna Ý`eta Ke- svR& prmaTma-tI=Åkr.wgvanmhavIrnI _¿m Ane gHwIrva`InI ]I AanHdFn mharajekaVy$pe Aap`ne ÝsadI AapI Ke. jemke Aek SƒI ko{nI dIkrI Keto ko{nI ma p` Ke, te ko{nI sasu Ke to ko{nI vhu p` Ke. jedIkrI Ke te ma n hoy tem n=I. tem ko{p` pda=Rne j¡da j¡da¹iÚko`=I Ôevo tene khevay Ke sapeÙvad. tI=Åkr prmaTmaAeAap`ne SyadvadnI AaHqo AapI Ke. jemaH n=I ko{ ivra! ke n=Iko{ ivnax p` temaH Ke ivra!na ivkasnuH Am<t.

;goDI ragmaH' kiv]I khe Ke,ivcarI kha ivcare re, tero Aagm Agm A=ah..... ivcarI .ibn Aa\e AaFa nih re. ibn Aa\ey Aa\ar¸murgI ibnu èDa nih Pyare, ya bIn murgIkI nar.....ivcarI..... 9..

AaTm Sv$pnI inxanI btavvamaH ke!lI b\I muXkelI Ke.Ae Sv$p Òwe=I khI xkay nhÄ t=a kane=I saHwzI xkay nhÄtevuH Agocr taruH $p Ke. Aa Anupm taruH $p Ae to Anuwvgocr&an Ke. Ae [iNãyono ivØy n=I.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke,Ae &anÝaiºna samaNy rIte be magR ho{ xke. Aek

buiâxazIma`s potanI ivcarxi› äara Anuwvgocr vStuAonuHSv$p ivcare Ane bIj¡H idVy&an=I mhaTmaAo je Sv$p btavIgya Ke tene |yanmaH l{ne pote Sv$p smjva yTn kre. SvtHƒivcar krtaH bhu ÝkarnI muXkelIAo Aave Ke te AhÄ btavvamaHAaVyuH Ke. vStunuH Sv$p ijne¬r wgvane potana idVy&an=IbtaVyuH Ke.

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maƒ tkRxi›=I ke AnumanÝma`=I ko{p` vat ivcarIkaH{ khe to te vat ke!le AHxe sTy @rI xke? prHtu jenI AHtr¹iÚquLlI g{ Ke teAo Aagmno sar smÒ xke Ke. he Ýwu¦ taraAagm$p smuãno par n=I. Ae smuãno tag je tara jeva =ay tej pamI xke. kar`ke Ae j svR pda=Rne svRÝkare ÝTyÙ j¡Ae Ke AneÔ e Ke. te=I pda=Rna svR wavone Ô`vanI xi› tara jevI ¹iÚpaMya ivna Ýg!I xke nhÄ. tara jevI ¹iÚ mzta AagmnI vatosMygŸ$pe pir`me Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke AaTmamaH Aa b\I xi›Aoto pDelI j Ke kar`ke gu Ane pyaRyno Aa\ar AaTma Ke. Aa\arivna Aa\ey n rhe Ane Aa\ey ivna Aa\arnuH mULy nhÄ. AaTmãVymaHAa\ey$p gu pyaRy Ke prHtu bHne kayR-kar`wav$p Ke. K ãVymaHAakaiStkay Aa\ar Ke Ane xeØ paHCa ãVy Aa\ey Ke, jem ke mrFIivna èDuH Ane èDa ivna mrFI n hoy. Aa rIte kayR-kar` sHbH\Anaidkaz=I caLyo Aave Ke. Ae j rIte Òv Ane kmRno sHbH\ p`wgvtIsUƒmaH btavel Ke. rohaA`gare Ýwu mhavIrne ÝÆ kyÈ

;OvH wvisiâya y Awv isâyay isâa Aisâa” 1kmR phelaH ke Òv phelaH? _¿r: - jem èDu Ane mrFIno kayR-

kr` sHbH\ Ke tem Òv Ane kmRno Anaid sHbH\ Ke.Aa vatne v\are SpÚ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ lqe Ke,

wur!a bIj ibna nih re, bIj n wur!a !ar¸insI bIn idvs \!e nih Pyare, idnibn inis inra\ar..... ivcaro..... 2..

Aa kDImaH kivAe sapeÙvadnaH iwþ iwþ _dahr`o AapIsapeÙvadne v\are puÚ kyÈ Ke. teAo]I khe Ke ke jem bIj ivna fznhÄ Ane fz ivna bIj nhÄ, vzI Ôe raƒI Ke to idvs Ke Aneidvs Ke to raƒI p` Ke Ae bHneno kayR - kar`wav sHbH\ btavIA|yaTmmagRna AiSt naiStmagRnI isiâ kre Ke. idvs p` raƒInIApeÙaAe Ke. raƒI Aagzna idvsnI ApeÙaAe Ke prHtu bNnemaHko` phelaH Ane ko` pKI te khI xkay nhÄ te rIte s<iÚno p`

Aaid ke AHt n=I. te=I mImaHsko-vedaHtIAono {¬r kt<RTvvad éworheto n=I. vExeiØko Ane nEyaiyko prma uHne Anaid mane Ke. kiv]IAagz khe Ke,

isâ sHsarI ibnuH nih re, isâ ibna sHsar¸krta ibn kr`I nih Pyare, ibn krnI krtar... .. iv\arI.. 3..

sHsarI ÒvonI ApeÙaAe isâ Òvo Ke kar`ke je AÚkmR=Imu› bne Ke tene isânI koi!maH mUkI xkay Ke. Ôe sHsarIÒvo nhÄto isâna Òvo p` ho{ xke nhÄ. je kmR bH\nmaH Ke te j mu› =va{CKe Ke. Aa bþemaH ko` phelaH Ane ko` pKI Aem pUKvamaH Aaveto tena jvabmaH bHne sh vtRman Ke j.

AäEtvadIAo isâ Ane sHsarI Ae bHne vStut: Ke j nhÄAem AekaHtpÙno SvIkar kre Ke prHtu te yoGy n=I. ]I buiâsagrÒkhe Ke ke ke!lak mtvadIAo mu›AaTmaAo pun: sHsarmaH paKaAvtar g‡h` kre Ke tem mane Ke. Ae vat p` sTy @rtI n=Ikar`ke kmR=I mu› =va Aa!lo puruØa=R kyaR pKI ko` Aevo mUqRhoy ke paKo kmR=I bH\ay? {¬r kt<RTvvadIAo sHsar Ane moÙnaktaR trIke {¬rne mane Ke. Aa vat pr F`a ÝÆo =ay Ane teno_¿r sHtoØkark n mze. ma!e Ae vatne p` S=an rhetuH n=I, kar`ke b\aH ãVy SvtHƒ Ke Ane b\aH potana Svwavanusar pir`me Ke.

ktaR ivna iÊya n=I Ane iÊya ivna ktaR isâ =to n=I.AaTmamaH K karko F!e Ke. ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan,Ai\kr`. Aa K karkono ktaR AaTma Ke Ane te sHbH\I drek iÊyaAaTmamaH Ke. ma!e ko{p` kmRno ktaR AaTma (Òv) Ke. vzI Òvivna ko{p` iÊya F!I xke nhÄ ma!e ktaR-kmRwav Anaid Ke. tevatne SpÚ krta ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa pdnI co=I kDImaHkhe Ke,jamn mr` ivna nih re, mr` n jnm ivnas¸dIpk bInuH prkaxta Pyare, ibn dIpk prkax.....ivcarI..... 4..

m<Tyu ivna jNm n hoy Ane jNm ivna m<Tyu n hoy. Ýkax

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maƒ tkRxi›=I ke AnumanÝma`=I ko{p` vat ivcarIkaH{ khe to te vat ke!le AHxe sTy @rI xke? prHtu jenI AHtr¹iÚquLlI g{ Ke teAo Aagmno sar smÒ xke Ke. he Ýwu¦ taraAagm$p smuãno par n=I. Ae smuãno tag je tara jeva =ay tej pamI xke. kar`ke Ae j svR pda=Rne svRÝkare ÝTyÙ j¡Ae Ke AneÔ e Ke. te=I pda=Rna svR wavone Ô`vanI xi› tara jevI ¹iÚpaMya ivna Ýg!I xke nhÄ. tara jevI ¹iÚ mzta AagmnI vatosMygŸ$pe pir`me Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke ke AaTmamaH Aa b\I xi›Aoto pDelI j Ke kar`ke gu Ane pyaRyno Aa\ar AaTma Ke. Aa\arivna Aa\ey n rhe Ane Aa\ey ivna Aa\arnuH mULy nhÄ. AaTmãVymaHAa\ey$p gu pyaRy Ke prHtu bHne kayR-kar`wav$p Ke. K ãVymaHAakaiStkay Aa\ar Ke Ane xeØ paHCa ãVy Aa\ey Ke, jem ke mrFIivna èDuH Ane èDa ivna mrFI n hoy. Aa rIte kayR-kar` sHbH\Anaidkaz=I caLyo Aave Ke. Ae j rIte Òv Ane kmRno sHbH\ p`wgvtIsUƒmaH btavel Ke. rohaA`gare Ýwu mhavIrne ÝÆ kyÈ

;OvH wvisiâya y Awv isâyay isâa Aisâa” 1kmR phelaH ke Òv phelaH? _¿r: - jem èDu Ane mrFIno kayR-

kr` sHbH\ Ke tem Òv Ane kmRno Anaid sHbH\ Ke.Aa vatne v\are SpÚ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ lqe Ke,

wur!a bIj ibna nih re, bIj n wur!a !ar¸insI bIn idvs \!e nih Pyare, idnibn inis inra\ar..... ivcaro..... 2..

Aa kDImaH kivAe sapeÙvadnaH iwþ iwþ _dahr`o AapIsapeÙvadne v\are puÚ kyÈ Ke. teAo]I khe Ke ke jem bIj ivna fznhÄ Ane fz ivna bIj nhÄ, vzI Ôe raƒI Ke to idvs Ke Aneidvs Ke to raƒI p` Ke Ae bHneno kayR - kar`wav sHbH\ btavIA|yaTmmagRna AiSt naiStmagRnI isiâ kre Ke. idvs p` raƒInIApeÙaAe Ke. raƒI Aagzna idvsnI ApeÙaAe Ke prHtu bNnemaHko` phelaH Ane ko` pKI te khI xkay nhÄ te rIte s<iÚno p`

Aaid ke AHt n=I. te=I mImaHsko-vedaHtIAono {¬r kt<RTvvad éworheto n=I. vExeiØko Ane nEyaiyko prma uHne Anaid mane Ke. kiv]IAagz khe Ke,

isâ sHsarI ibnuH nih re, isâ ibna sHsar¸krta ibn kr`I nih Pyare, ibn krnI krtar... .. iv\arI.. 3..

sHsarI ÒvonI ApeÙaAe isâ Òvo Ke kar`ke je AÚkmR=Imu› bne Ke tene isânI koi!maH mUkI xkay Ke. Ôe sHsarIÒvo nhÄto isâna Òvo p` ho{ xke nhÄ. je kmR bH\nmaH Ke te j mu› =va{CKe Ke. Aa bþemaH ko` phelaH Ane ko` pKI Aem pUKvamaH Aaveto tena jvabmaH bHne sh vtRman Ke j.

AäEtvadIAo isâ Ane sHsarI Ae bHne vStut: Ke j nhÄAem AekaHtpÙno SvIkar kre Ke prHtu te yoGy n=I. ]I buiâsagrÒkhe Ke ke ke!lak mtvadIAo mu›AaTmaAo pun: sHsarmaH paKaAvtar g‡h` kre Ke tem mane Ke. Ae vat p` sTy @rtI n=Ikar`ke kmR=I mu› =va Aa!lo puruØa=R kyaR pKI ko` Aevo mUqRhoy ke paKo kmR=I bH\ay? {¬r kt<RTvvadIAo sHsar Ane moÙnaktaR trIke {¬rne mane Ke. Aa vat pr F`a ÝÆo =ay Ane teno_¿r sHtoØkark n mze. ma!e Ae vatne p` S=an rhetuH n=I, kar`ke b\aH ãVy SvtHƒ Ke Ane b\aH potana Svwavanusar pir`me Ke.

ktaR ivna iÊya n=I Ane iÊya ivna ktaR isâ =to n=I.AaTmamaH K karko F!e Ke. ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan,Ai\kr`. Aa K karkono ktaR AaTma Ke Ane te sHbH\I drek iÊyaAaTmamaH Ke. ma!e ko{p` kmRno ktaR AaTma (Òv) Ke. vzI Òvivna ko{p` iÊya F!I xke nhÄ ma!e ktaR-kmRwav Anaid Ke. tevatne SpÚ krta ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aa pdnI co=I kDImaHkhe Ke,jamn mr` ivna nih re, mr` n jnm ivnas¸dIpk bInuH prkaxta Pyare, ibn dIpk prkax.....ivcarI..... 4..

m<Tyu ivna jNm n hoy Ane jNm ivna m<Tyu n hoy. Ýkax

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ivna dIpk hoy nhÄ Ane dIpk vgr Ýkax n hoy Aa rIte bHnenoAivnawav sHbH\ Ke.

Anaid sHsarmaH w!kta AaTmane kmRnI milntane kar`ejNmmr`$p iÊyaAo krvanI rhe Ke Ane te iÊyana pirpakSv$p kmRfz wogvvaH Anek git yoinAomaH pirw‡m` krvuHpDe Ke.

AaTma mUz xuâ Sv$pe A$pI hova KtaH, kmR ApeÙaAe $pIKe. AaTma A¹Ú hova KtaH tenI Ô`va-ÔevanI xi› xrIr äara¹Xy hova=I tene Vyvyharny=I $pI khI xkay Ke. ma!e xrIrsapeÙ AaTma $pI Ke Ane kmaR\airt jNm - mr` =ya kre Ke. ßyaHkmR Ke TyaH jNm-mr` AvXy Ke j. te=I jNm ivna m<Tyu sHwvIxktuH n=I Ane m<Tyu ivna jNm p` ={ xkto n=I. KtaH p` Aekvat Ke ke AirhHt prmaTmane t=a kevlI wgvHtone m<Tyu hova KtaHtemno punRjNm n=I kar` ke crmxrIr\arIAone kmaRwave m<TyupKI jNm ho{ xke nhÄ vzI jNmmr`nI iÊya kmRsapeÙ Ke. kmR$pIg‡h`=I mukayel AaTmane kdI p` sHsar sHwve nhÄ.

Amuk Òvno jNm =yo te AagamIwvna m<TyunuH sUck Ke. jNmphelaH Ôe m<Tyu n hoy to Òv AaVyo ɘaH=I? xa ma!e AaVyo? konIÝer`a=I AaVyo? vzI Òv, Amuk j S=ane jNm pame Ke Ane Aayu*ypU R =taH Aek Ù` p` rhI xkto n=I. tenuH xuH kar`? vgere F`aÝÆo¿r =ay p` tena jvab $pe kmÈdy j Ke.

jem jNmmr`no sHbH\ Ke. tem kivAe dIpk Ane ÝkaxnosHbH\ btaVyo Ke. dIpk Ke to Ýkax p` Ke Ae!leke ßyaH ßyaH dIpkKe TyaH TyaH Ýkax Ke j, p` ßyaH ßyaH Ýkax hoy TyaH dIpk hoy p`Ane n p` hoy. jem ke hIra, rTn, mi`, sUyR-cHã, tara vgerenoÝkax hoy Ke p` dIpk n=I KtaH kivAe dIpknuH _dahr` lI\uH Kekar`ke dIpk Ýkax ma!e Ýisâ Ke. tevI rIte Òv Ane kmRno sHbH\Ke. sapeÙvad smÔvva kivAe iwþ iwþ _dahr`o AaPya Ke. kivAagznI kDImaH khe Ke,

AanHdFn Ýwu vcnkI re, pir`it \rI ruicvNt¸xa¬t wav ivcarte Pyare, qelo Anaid AnHt.....ivcarI..... 5..

kiv AanHdFn, prmaTmanuH Sv$p smÔvtaH khe Ke ke heÒv¦ tuH p` prmaTma Sv$p Ko. AanHd$p raxI Ko. AqHD cEtNymySv$p tuH tuH AaTma, tuH tara Sv$pne Ýg! krva SvpuruØa=R kr.ijne¬rdev ke jem e xuâ AaTmSv$pne Ýg! krI AaTmSv$pno_pdex AaPyo Ke. je=I tenaH vcnonI mh¿a, gHwIrta t=a ivxaztaAap`I ¹iÚmaH AavI xke. kiv khe Ke ke ÝwunaH vcnone ivcarnIsra e cDav pKI j tena pr AaS=a raq. smj` pUvRknI ]âahoy t=a tÀv trf ruic =taH pir`it te trf vhe Ke. Aam AaTmanaxuâ AqHD inTy Ane inmRz Anaid- AnHtwavmaH rmta xa¬tisiâ mezvI xkay Ke.

kiv khe Ke ke svR&na vcnmaH ]âa =va=I pr trf vhetIpir`it Sv trf vheva maHDe Ke Ane cetn t=a jDna xa¬twavonuHrhSyodŸFa!n =xe.

kiv khe Ke ke Ôe tme s<iÚne prme¬rk<t manxo to jDmaH=IcEtNynI _Tpi¿ Ane cetnmaH=I jDnI _Tpi¿ manvI j pDxe p`te kdI xɘ j n=I. vzI p<+vI xa ma!e bnavI? tene bnavvavStuAo ko` laVyuH? to vzI Ae vStuAono bnavnar ko` Ke?je e vStuAo bnavI tene bnavnar ko` Ke? vgere Anek ÝÆonIharmaza rca{ jxe. Tyare jEndxRn khe Ke ke Ae b\a Anaid AnHtwav Ke. pyaRyapeÙa pda=RmaH _Tpad-Vyy Ke. ãVy ApeÙa AnaidAnHt wav Ke p` ny-Ýma` vDe ãVy-pyaRy Ô`va=I drek pda=RnaÝÆonuH inrakr` ={ Ôy Ke.

jem bIj Ane fz Anaid Ke. tem isâ Ane sHsarIwavp` Anaid Ke. ãVy - pyaRyna trHgomaH qelI ræuH Ke p` ÒvnIpyaRy ¹iÚ dUr =taH Ane ãVy - ¹iÚ qultaH jEnxaÏna AgMyêDa`ne mapI xkay Ke. t=a AanHdFnSv$p prmaTma Ýwuno xa¬tAanHdwav ma`I xkay Ke Aavo _¿mwav Aa pdmaH btavvamaH

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ivna dIpk hoy nhÄ Ane dIpk vgr Ýkax n hoy Aa rIte bHnenoAivnawav sHbH\ Ke.

Anaid sHsarmaH w!kta AaTmane kmRnI milntane kar`ejNmmr`$p iÊyaAo krvanI rhe Ke Ane te iÊyana pirpakSv$p kmRfz wogvvaH Anek git yoinAomaH pirw‡m` krvuHpDe Ke.

AaTma mUz xuâ Sv$pe A$pI hova KtaH, kmR ApeÙaAe $pIKe. AaTma A¹Ú hova KtaH tenI Ô`va-ÔevanI xi› xrIr äara¹Xy hova=I tene Vyvyharny=I $pI khI xkay Ke. ma!e xrIrsapeÙ AaTma $pI Ke Ane kmaR\airt jNm - mr` =ya kre Ke. ßyaHkmR Ke TyaH jNm-mr` AvXy Ke j. te=I jNm ivna m<Tyu sHwvIxktuH n=I Ane m<Tyu ivna jNm p` ={ xkto n=I. KtaH p` Aekvat Ke ke AirhHt prmaTmane t=a kevlI wgvHtone m<Tyu hova KtaHtemno punRjNm n=I kar` ke crmxrIr\arIAone kmaRwave m<TyupKI jNm ho{ xke nhÄ vzI jNmmr`nI iÊya kmRsapeÙ Ke. kmR$pIg‡h`=I mukayel AaTmane kdI p` sHsar sHwve nhÄ.

Amuk Òvno jNm =yo te AagamIwvna m<TyunuH sUck Ke. jNmphelaH Ôe m<Tyu n hoy to Òv AaVyo ɘaH=I? xa ma!e AaVyo? konIÝer`a=I AaVyo? vzI Òv, Amuk j S=ane jNm pame Ke Ane Aayu*ypU R =taH Aek Ù` p` rhI xkto n=I. tenuH xuH kar`? vgere F`aÝÆo¿r =ay p` tena jvab $pe kmÈdy j Ke.

jem jNmmr`no sHbH\ Ke. tem kivAe dIpk Ane ÝkaxnosHbH\ btaVyo Ke. dIpk Ke to Ýkax p` Ke Ae!leke ßyaH ßyaH dIpkKe TyaH TyaH Ýkax Ke j, p` ßyaH ßyaH Ýkax hoy TyaH dIpk hoy p`Ane n p` hoy. jem ke hIra, rTn, mi`, sUyR-cHã, tara vgerenoÝkax hoy Ke p` dIpk n=I KtaH kivAe dIpknuH _dahr` lI\uH Kekar`ke dIpk Ýkax ma!e Ýisâ Ke. tevI rIte Òv Ane kmRno sHbH\Ke. sapeÙvad smÔvva kivAe iwþ iwþ _dahr`o AaPya Ke. kivAagznI kDImaH khe Ke,

AanHdFn Ýwu vcnkI re, pir`it \rI ruicvNt¸xa¬t wav ivcarte Pyare, qelo Anaid AnHt.....ivcarI..... 5..

kiv AanHdFn, prmaTmanuH Sv$p smÔvtaH khe Ke ke heÒv¦ tuH p` prmaTma Sv$p Ko. AanHd$p raxI Ko. AqHD cEtNymySv$p tuH tuH AaTma, tuH tara Sv$pne Ýg! krva SvpuruØa=R kr.ijne¬rdev ke jem e xuâ AaTmSv$pne Ýg! krI AaTmSv$pno_pdex AaPyo Ke. je=I tenaH vcnonI mh¿a, gHwIrta t=a ivxaztaAap`I ¹iÚmaH AavI xke. kiv khe Ke ke ÝwunaH vcnone ivcarnIsra e cDav pKI j tena pr AaS=a raq. smj` pUvRknI ]âahoy t=a tÀv trf ruic =taH pir`it te trf vhe Ke. Aam AaTmanaxuâ AqHD inTy Ane inmRz Anaid- AnHtwavmaH rmta xa¬tisiâ mezvI xkay Ke.

kiv khe Ke ke svR&na vcnmaH ]âa =va=I pr trf vhetIpir`it Sv trf vheva maHDe Ke Ane cetn t=a jDna xa¬twavonuHrhSyodŸFa!n =xe.

kiv khe Ke ke Ôe tme s<iÚne prme¬rk<t manxo to jDmaH=IcEtNynI _Tpi¿ Ane cetnmaH=I jDnI _Tpi¿ manvI j pDxe p`te kdI xɘ j n=I. vzI p<+vI xa ma!e bnavI? tene bnavvavStuAo ko` laVyuH? to vzI Ae vStuAono bnavnar ko` Ke?je e vStuAo bnavI tene bnavnar ko` Ke? vgere Anek ÝÆonIharmaza rca{ jxe. Tyare jEndxRn khe Ke ke Ae b\a Anaid AnHtwav Ke. pyaRyapeÙa pda=RmaH _Tpad-Vyy Ke. ãVy ApeÙa AnaidAnHt wav Ke p` ny-Ýma` vDe ãVy-pyaRy Ô`va=I drek pda=RnaÝÆonuH inrakr` ={ Ôy Ke.

jem bIj Ane fz Anaid Ke. tem isâ Ane sHsarIwavp` Anaid Ke. ãVy - pyaRyna trHgomaH qelI ræuH Ke p` ÒvnIpyaRy ¹iÚ dUr =taH Ane ãVy - ¹iÚ qultaH jEnxaÏna AgMyêDa`ne mapI xkay Ke. t=a AanHdFnSv$p prmaTma Ýwuno xa¬tAanHdwav ma`I xkay Ke Aavo _¿mwav Aa pdmaH btavvamaH

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AaVyo Ke. Aa pd äara jEnxaÏonuH rhSy smÔvva kiv sfz=ya Ke. Aabalv<â svRjnone smÔvva iviv\ _dahr`o AapItÀvne srlta=I inruPyuH Ke. Aa pd F uH j taiÀvk t=a maimRk Ke.

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AnuwvnuH Aek ibNdu AaTmwavno isN\u bnI Ôy Ke. AnuwvpKIno AanHd, Ô e srkarI na`aHnI mhor. AavI AaTmanuwvnIAnuwUit [iNãy&an=I pr Ke. pr wavo=I iwþ Aeva AnuwvnekivAe Aa pdmaH vaca AapI Ke.

jem ƒ` idvsna wUQyane, sUka ro!lano !ukDo mze Anejevo AanHd =ay te=I ivxeØ AanHd AaTm&anIne AaTmanuwv =ta=ay Ke. ma!e j ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj ;AaxavrI ragmaH' AaƒevIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

Av\U Anuwv kailka jagI,mit merI Aatm xu mIln lagI.....Av\U..jaye n kbhu AaEr i#g nero, torI vinta verI¸maya ceDI k¡!uHb krI ha=e, Ok De# dIn FerI..... Av\U..... 9..

kivAe AhÄ Anuwv&anne Ý=m S=an AaPyuH Ke. ko{p`pda=RnuH Ý=m &an =ya pKI j tenuH ]âan =ay Ke. ma!e j svR&prmaTmaAe kæuH Ke ke ;p#mH na H tAo dya' 1 phelaH &anne mhÀvAaptaH bIje S=an pr khevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “jo jIve½iv ivya`[''je Òvne Ô e Ke te AÒvne p` Ô e Ke. ma!e Ý=m AaTm&anneS=an AapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. jDwave jDnuH &an mezVyuH p` hveAaTmwave AaTm&an mezvvanuH kiv khe Ke. Aa pdmaH cEtNy, SvFrep\are Ke. te=I sumit t=a cEtNynuH imln =yuH. hve sumit cetnnekhe Ke ke, he xuâ cetnÒ¦ tme jyare xa¬twavmaH AnaidAnHtwavomaH rmo Ko Tyare Anuwv&an$p kzI je Aaj su\IbIDayelI htI te qIlI Ôy Ke. AaTmSv$pnuH |yan krtaH Anuwv&an Ýaº =ay Ke. AnuwvnI kzInI suvas comer fela{ Ôy Ke.Sv trf ¹iÚ =taH hve smÔy Ke ke huH pote to Anaid AnHt KuH.

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AaVyo Ke. Aa pd äara jEnxaÏonuH rhSy smÔvva kiv sfz=ya Ke. Aabalv<â svRjnone smÔvva iviv\ _dahr`o AapItÀvne srlta=I inruPyuH Ke. Aa pd F uH j taiÀvk t=a maimRk Ke.

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AnuwvnuH Aek ibNdu AaTmwavno isN\u bnI Ôy Ke. AnuwvpKIno AanHd, Ô e srkarI na`aHnI mhor. AavI AaTmanuwvnIAnuwUit [iNãy&an=I pr Ke. pr wavo=I iwþ Aeva AnuwvnekivAe Aa pdmaH vaca AapI Ke.

jem ƒ` idvsna wUQyane, sUka ro!lano !ukDo mze Anejevo AanHd =ay te=I ivxeØ AanHd AaTm&anIne AaTmanuwv =ta=ay Ke. ma!e j ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj ;AaxavrI ragmaH' AaƒevIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

Av\U Anuwv kailka jagI,mit merI Aatm xu mIln lagI.....Av\U..jaye n kbhu AaEr i#g nero, torI vinta verI¸maya ceDI k¡!uHb krI ha=e, Ok De# dIn FerI..... Av\U..... 9..

kivAe AhÄ Anuwv&anne Ý=m S=an AaPyuH Ke. ko{p`pda=RnuH Ý=m &an =ya pKI j tenuH ]âan =ay Ke. ma!e j svR&prmaTmaAe kæuH Ke ke ;p#mH na H tAo dya' 1 phelaH &anne mhÀvAaptaH bIje S=an pr khevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke “jo jIve½iv ivya`[''je Òvne Ô e Ke te AÒvne p` Ô e Ke. ma!e Ý=m AaTm&anneS=an AapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. jDwave jDnuH &an mezVyuH p` hveAaTmwave AaTm&an mezvvanuH kiv khe Ke. Aa pdmaH cEtNy, SvFrep\are Ke. te=I sumit t=a cEtNynuH imln =yuH. hve sumit cetnnekhe Ke ke, he xuâ cetnÒ¦ tme jyare xa¬twavmaH AnaidAnHtwavomaH rmo Ko Tyare Anuwv&an$p kzI je Aaj su\IbIDayelI htI te qIlI Ôy Ke. AaTmSv$pnuH |yan krtaH Anuwv&an Ýaº =ay Ke. AnuwvnI kzInI suvas comer fela{ Ôy Ke.Sv trf ¹iÚ =taH hve smÔy Ke ke huH pote to Anaid AnHt KuH.

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A$pI AivnaxI xa¬t pda=R KuH. svR=I iwþ Aevo huH AaTma KuH. huHv R-gH\, rs, $p, SpxR Sv$p n=I, huH to xuâ, cEtNy, AqHD,AivnaxI, Agocr AaTmtÀv KuH. Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn =taH maya$pIdasI Ane tenaH ku!uHbIAo Êo\, man Ane low vgere pr AHkux AavIÔy Ke. do# idvs tene dabI raqva=I Anuwv&an Ýg! =ay Ke.

AhÄ ;De#' xBd Ae!le do# idvs, Ae!le =oDo vqt.Anuwvkilka Ôg<t =taH mit AaTma sa=e mzva lagI. mn p`VyviS=t kayR krva laGyuH te=I pyaRy¹iÚ h!Ine ãVy¹iÚ bnI g{. je[iNãyo ivØywogI htI te Sv$p guPta bnI g{. je=I “Ame j{xuHSv$p Svdex Ôe' Aek AlaEikk AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aa kDInowav Aevo Ke ke sMykŸdxRnnI Ýaiº =taH, AaTmanuwv kilka qIle KeAne car kØayono _pxm =taH =oDa smymaH xuâ dxa Ýg! =ay Ke.

cetnmaH Anuwv$pI sMygŸdxRnnuH kmz qIltaH, kmznIprag carebaj¡ Ýsre Ke. Ae=I AaTmdxa Ýg!e Ke. Aa dxa Ýg!taHsHsarnuH kayR sIimt ={ Ôy Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,jnm jra mrn vsI sarI, Asr n duinya jetI¸de #vkay nva gmeH mÄya, iks pr mmta OtI..... Av\Ÿ..... 2..

AaTma jyare injvEwvne Ô`I tena wog ma!e yTn kre Ke,Tyare AaTmanaH jNm mr` Ane jra sIimt bnI Ôy Ke. jem êbreAavel sara nrsa ma`sne Aavkar AapIAe to te FrmaH Ývexe Kep` Ôe _peÙa krvamaH Aave to tenI meze j caLyo Ôy Ke. temA&anne kar e kumit AaHg`aHmaH éwI éwI raj krtI htI. hvesMykŸTvno sUyÈdy =taH kumitnaH kazaH kamo deqava laGya temjcetnne injvEwv t=a xi›no Qyal AaVyo. cetn inj vEwvinhaztaH deh¹iÚ gumavI de Ke.

]I rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

deh KtaH jenI dxa, vte R d ehatIt,Ae &anInaH cr`maH, ho vHdn Agi`t 1

sumit khe Ke ke he cetnram¦ jNmmr` dehna =ay Ke. suqdu:qdeh wogve Ke kar`ke te kmRjNy Ke. Tyare taro Svwav to ÔevaÔ`vano Ke. cetnnI hve ¹iÚ bdla`I Ke. hve deh¹iÚ rhI n=I.pKI jNmmr`na fera to ɘaH=I sHwve? kivAe cetnne fkIr kæoKe kar` ke je e fIkrnI fakI krI dI\I Ke te fkIr Ke. cetne jNmmr`nIfIkr !azI naqI Ke. Ae!le sumit khe Ke ke mara sHyoge tme mStfkIr bnI gya Ko. hve mmtanuH Fr _qeDI naHq. mmtanaH paya prjNmmr`nI dIvalo c`ayelI Ke. payo hlI jtaH dIvalo FsI pDeKe Ane dIvalo tU!taH pUro sHsar qtm ={ Ôy Ke. je=I AnHtisâo sa=e xa¬t S=an pamI xkay Ke. AnuwvnI y=a=RtanuH v Rnkiv ƒIÒ kDImaH kre Ke.AnuwvrsmeH rog n soga, lokvad sb m!e.kevl Acl Anaid Abai\t, ixvxHkr ka we!a... .. Av\U..... 3..

AnuwvnI kzI qIlta cetnnI AnHtkaznI mhent sfz=ay Ke. drek Òvo prmpdnI Ýaiº A=eR \aimRk iÊya - Anu¤ano kreKe. ko{ Fr KoDI jHgl vas kre Ke, to vzI ko{ sa\u bne Ke. ko{tp kre Ke, to ko{ jp kre Ke p` dreknuH l"y Aaj su\I je n=IAnuwVyuH te AnuwvvanuH kar` ke Anuwv =ya pKI rogxok Spx±xkta n=I to pKI lokvadnI to vat j ɘaH rhI? pKI S=Ul kmÈtrf ¹iÚ rhetI j n=I. te=I mIraH p` khe Ke ke “mere to igir\rgopaz, dUsra n ko{” mIraHAe' igir\rne xo\va ma-bap, pit,raj ke pirvar b\uH j KoD uH. smajnaH bH\no p` KoDI dI\aH.mIraHAe kæuH Ke ke “duinya boltI rhegI, mEH mera kayR krtI rhUÅgI.Anuwvrsna risya svRwyo=I mu› bnI Ôy Ke pKI lokvadneko{ S=an rhetuH j n=I. AaTmwavonI iS=rta merusman AavIÔy Ke. AevI Acl AvS=ane sa\k \ar` kre Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒmharaj khe Ke, “Anuwv&anIne AHtr=I rogxokno Anuwv krton=I. temj loko gme te bole te trf lÙ Aapto n=I lokopvad=IwywIt =to n=I. Anuwv&anI idvanI duinyana bolnI _peÙa

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A$pI AivnaxI xa¬t pda=R KuH. svR=I iwþ Aevo huH AaTma KuH. huHv R-gH\, rs, $p, SpxR Sv$p n=I, huH to xuâ, cEtNy, AqHD,AivnaxI, Agocr AaTmtÀv KuH. Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn =taH maya$pIdasI Ane tenaH ku!uHbIAo Êo\, man Ane low vgere pr AHkux AavIÔy Ke. do# idvs tene dabI raqva=I Anuwv&an Ýg! =ay Ke.

AhÄ ;De#' xBd Ae!le do# idvs, Ae!le =oDo vqt.Anuwvkilka Ôg<t =taH mit AaTma sa=e mzva lagI. mn p`VyviS=t kayR krva laGyuH te=I pyaRy¹iÚ h!Ine ãVy¹iÚ bnI g{. je[iNãyo ivØywogI htI te Sv$p guPta bnI g{. je=I “Ame j{xuHSv$p Svdex Ôe' Aek AlaEikk AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aa kDInowav Aevo Ke ke sMykŸdxRnnI Ýaiº =taH, AaTmanuwv kilka qIle KeAne car kØayono _pxm =taH =oDa smymaH xuâ dxa Ýg! =ay Ke.

cetnmaH Anuwv$pI sMygŸdxRnnuH kmz qIltaH, kmznIprag carebaj¡ Ýsre Ke. Ae=I AaTmdxa Ýg!e Ke. Aa dxa Ýg!taHsHsarnuH kayR sIimt ={ Ôy Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,jnm jra mrn vsI sarI, Asr n duinya jetI¸de #vkay nva gmeH mÄya, iks pr mmta OtI..... Av\Ÿ..... 2..

AaTma jyare injvEwvne Ô`I tena wog ma!e yTn kre Ke,Tyare AaTmanaH jNm mr` Ane jra sIimt bnI Ôy Ke. jem êbreAavel sara nrsa ma`sne Aavkar AapIAe to te FrmaH Ývexe Kep` Ôe _peÙa krvamaH Aave to tenI meze j caLyo Ôy Ke. temA&anne kar e kumit AaHg`aHmaH éwI éwI raj krtI htI. hvesMykŸTvno sUyÈdy =taH kumitnaH kazaH kamo deqava laGya temjcetnne injvEwv t=a xi›no Qyal AaVyo. cetn inj vEwvinhaztaH deh¹iÚ gumavI de Ke.

]I rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

deh KtaH jenI dxa, vte R d ehatIt,Ae &anInaH cr`maH, ho vHdn Agi`t 1

sumit khe Ke ke he cetnram¦ jNmmr` dehna =ay Ke. suqdu:qdeh wogve Ke kar`ke te kmRjNy Ke. Tyare taro Svwav to ÔevaÔ`vano Ke. cetnnI hve ¹iÚ bdla`I Ke. hve deh¹iÚ rhI n=I.pKI jNmmr`na fera to ɘaH=I sHwve? kivAe cetnne fkIr kæoKe kar` ke je e fIkrnI fakI krI dI\I Ke te fkIr Ke. cetne jNmmr`nIfIkr !azI naqI Ke. Ae!le sumit khe Ke ke mara sHyoge tme mStfkIr bnI gya Ko. hve mmtanuH Fr _qeDI naHq. mmtanaH paya prjNmmr`nI dIvalo c`ayelI Ke. payo hlI jtaH dIvalo FsI pDeKe Ane dIvalo tU!taH pUro sHsar qtm ={ Ôy Ke. je=I AnHtisâo sa=e xa¬t S=an pamI xkay Ke. AnuwvnI y=a=RtanuH v Rnkiv ƒIÒ kDImaH kre Ke.AnuwvrsmeH rog n soga, lokvad sb m!e.kevl Acl Anaid Abai\t, ixvxHkr ka we!a... .. Av\U..... 3..

AnuwvnI kzI qIlta cetnnI AnHtkaznI mhent sfz=ay Ke. drek Òvo prmpdnI Ýaiº A=eR \aimRk iÊya - Anu¤ano kreKe. ko{ Fr KoDI jHgl vas kre Ke, to vzI ko{ sa\u bne Ke. ko{tp kre Ke, to ko{ jp kre Ke p` dreknuH l"y Aaj su\I je n=IAnuwVyuH te AnuwvvanuH kar` ke Anuwv =ya pKI rogxok Spx±xkta n=I to pKI lokvadnI to vat j ɘaH rhI? pKI S=Ul kmÈtrf ¹iÚ rhetI j n=I. te=I mIraH p` khe Ke ke “mere to igir\rgopaz, dUsra n ko{” mIraHAe' igir\rne xo\va ma-bap, pit,raj ke pirvar b\uH j KoD uH. smajnaH bH\no p` KoDI dI\aH.mIraHAe kæuH Ke ke “duinya boltI rhegI, mEH mera kayR krtI rhUÅgI.Anuwvrsna risya svRwyo=I mu› bnI Ôy Ke pKI lokvadneko{ S=an rhetuH j n=I. AaTmwavonI iS=rta merusman AavIÔy Ke. AevI Acl AvS=ane sa\k \ar` kre Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒmharaj khe Ke, “Anuwv&anIne AHtr=I rogxokno Anuwv krton=I. temj loko gme te bole te trf lÙ Aapto n=I lokopvad=IwywIt =to n=I. Anuwv&anI idvanI duinyana bolnI _peÙa

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kre Ke”. 2 p` je Anuwvkilkano rs pIAe Ke te j teno AnuwvkrI xke Ke. saHwzva ke kheva maƒ=I Anuwvrs Ýaº =to n=I.AnuwvI baæ ¹iÚ dUr krI AHtr¹iÚ vDe moÙ trf Ýya` kre Ke.Kev!e kLya` Sv$p prmaTmane we!e Ke. AavXyk sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

“isv myl mÌy m Ht mqy” 3te ixv, kmRrj=I riht, rogriht ={ AÙy suqna wo›a

bne Ke. cetnnuH xuâSv$p ixv-xHkr jevuH j Ke. sa\knI AHtrdxanuHv Rn krtaH kiv]I khe Ke,vØaR buHd smuã smanI qbr n pave ko{,AanHdFn hE ßyoit smave, Alq khave so{.....Av\U.. 4..

vØaR%tumaH vadz Kvaya AakaxmaH=I vrsadnI \ar bUHdbUHd $pe =ay Ke p` Ae jz vhetuH vhetuH smuãmaH sma{ Ôy Ke pKItenuH Alg AiStTv rhetuH n=I. tem jyare Òv ixv bnI Ôy KeTyare te AnHt isâo sm bnI Ôy Ke. Aek jyotmaH b\I jyotmzI Ôy Ke. jem ke kæuH Ke,

Aek maHhI Anek raje, Anek maHhe Aek @Hg,Aek Anek kI naih sHQya, nmo isâ inrHjn. 4

drek ÒvnuH Alg- SvtHƒ AiStTv hoy KtaH Aek Aneksm bnI Ôy Ke. ]I motIcHãwa{ lqe Ke ke ;AnuwvrsnuH pankyaR pKI je iÊya krvamaH Aave Ke te Aek ibNdu sman hoy to p`Aek ApeÙaAe smuãtuLy ={ Ôy Ke. Amuk iÊyano Aa\arA|yvasaynI inmRzta pr Ke. baæ Sv$pe Aek srqI iÊya krnarbe Vyi›maH=I Aek mhakmRbH\ kre Ke Tyare bIÔe _da¿AvS=a wogveKe. Anuwv&annI jyot AaTmamaH sma{ Ôy Ke. AaTmßyotAaTma=I iwþ n=I. AaTma t=a AaTmjyot bHne Aek rs$p ={nerhe Ke. Anuwv&anI baæ ceÚaAo äara potanuH &an bIÔAonej`avI xkta n=I Ane j`avva {CKta p` n=I. je Anuwv kretene te &an =taH, tevI dxane pame Ke. Anuwv&an =ya pKI cetnnuHmnorajy AevuH ivxaz bnI Ôy Ke ke te smuãmaH pDela !IpaHnI jem

smuãmy bnI Ôy Ke. tene pKI potano Vyi›wav S=apn krvanI{CKa rhetI n=I. te AaTma jyare isâdxaAe phÇce Ke Tyare TyaHsmuã sa=e potanaH AaTmibNdune mezvI de Ke.

saraHx Ae ke isâdxa Ýaº kyaR pKI p` potanuH SvtHƒAiStTv rhe Ke kar`ke Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVymaH wzI jtuH n=I. te rItedrek pda=R potpotanI rIte SvtHƒ Ke. gu o p` SvtHƒ Ke. &anApeÙaAe svR Òvo isâ sman Ke. to p` dreknuH kevz&an AnekevzdxRn SvtHƒ Ke t=a drek Òvono ;AaTm\n' SvtHƒ Ke. jeÒv moÙgamI hoy te KeLlo deh (crmdeh) KoDe te smye tenuH xrIrje AvS=amaH hoy te j Aakare tena AaTmÝdexo go@va{ Ôy Ket=a crmxrIrnI je Avgahna hoy te Ýma e 2/3 wage \n pDeKe. te=I kivAe ;AanHdFn' xBdno varHvar Ýyog kyÈ Ke. b\aisâaTmana AaTmÝdexo Fnakare go@vayela hova KtaH Aek-bIÔneba\k ke ro\k =ta n=I. AiStTv gu ne kar e b\a SvtHƒ Ke.

sa\k potana ÒvnmaH svR Ý=m deh Ane AaTmanIiwþta$p AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke. Tyare Ae AanHd ApUvR, idVyne wVy hoy Ke. Ae Anuwv _¿ro¿r v<iâ pamtaH sa\kne ALpwvmaHsHsar=I mu› kravI de Ke. te=I kivAe Aa pdmaH Anuwvne kilkakhI Ke. kzI nanI hoy, kzImaH=I fUl qIle Ke. fUl sI\Hu qIltuH n=I,tem deh iwþ AaTmano Anuwv svRÝ=m ALpiS=itno hovanekar e ;kilka' kæo Ke kar` ke Anaidkazno im+yaTvI Òv svRÝ=m ;_pxm' smikt pame Ke AevI Aek maNyta Ke. Aa smiktnIiS=it _Tk<Ú AHtmRuhUtRnI Ke te=I fUl krtaH kzInI iS=it ALphovana kar`e kivAe Ý=m AaTmanuwvne kilka khI Ke pKIÙaiyksMykŸTv Ýg! =taH kusumnuH $p \ar` kre Ke. Aa rIte Aa pdAaTmsa\k ma!e ÝoTsahkne Ýer`a$p Ke. jem fUl qIlvamaH sUyRinim¿ bne Ke tem wVyaTma sUyRsm sdŸguÌna &annuH pan kre totemaH=I AaTmanuwv rsnuH AaSvadn kre Ke t=a AanHd pame Ke.hkIktmaH Aa pd Ýer`adayI Ke.

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kre Ke”. 2 p` je Anuwvkilkano rs pIAe Ke te j teno AnuwvkrI xke Ke. saHwzva ke kheva maƒ=I Anuwvrs Ýaº =to n=I.AnuwvI baæ ¹iÚ dUr krI AHtr¹iÚ vDe moÙ trf Ýya` kre Ke.Kev!e kLya` Sv$p prmaTmane we!e Ke. AavXyk sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,

“isv myl mÌy m Ht mqy” 3te ixv, kmRrj=I riht, rogriht ={ AÙy suqna wo›a

bne Ke. cetnnuH xuâSv$p ixv-xHkr jevuH j Ke. sa\knI AHtrdxanuHv Rn krtaH kiv]I khe Ke,vØaR buHd smuã smanI qbr n pave ko{,AanHdFn hE ßyoit smave, Alq khave so{.....Av\U.. 4..

vØaR%tumaH vadz Kvaya AakaxmaH=I vrsadnI \ar bUHdbUHd $pe =ay Ke p` Ae jz vhetuH vhetuH smuãmaH sma{ Ôy Ke pKItenuH Alg AiStTv rhetuH n=I. tem jyare Òv ixv bnI Ôy KeTyare te AnHt isâo sm bnI Ôy Ke. Aek jyotmaH b\I jyotmzI Ôy Ke. jem ke kæuH Ke,

Aek maHhI Anek raje, Anek maHhe Aek @Hg,Aek Anek kI naih sHQya, nmo isâ inrHjn. 4

drek ÒvnuH Alg- SvtHƒ AiStTv hoy KtaH Aek Aneksm bnI Ôy Ke. ]I motIcHãwa{ lqe Ke ke ;AnuwvrsnuH pankyaR pKI je iÊya krvamaH Aave Ke te Aek ibNdu sman hoy to p`Aek ApeÙaAe smuãtuLy ={ Ôy Ke. Amuk iÊyano Aa\arA|yvasaynI inmRzta pr Ke. baæ Sv$pe Aek srqI iÊya krnarbe Vyi›maH=I Aek mhakmRbH\ kre Ke Tyare bIÔe _da¿AvS=a wogveKe. Anuwv&annI jyot AaTmamaH sma{ Ôy Ke. AaTmßyotAaTma=I iwþ n=I. AaTma t=a AaTmjyot bHne Aek rs$p ={nerhe Ke. Anuwv&anI baæ ceÚaAo äara potanuH &an bIÔAonej`avI xkta n=I Ane j`avva {CKta p` n=I. je Anuwv kretene te &an =taH, tevI dxane pame Ke. Anuwv&an =ya pKI cetnnuHmnorajy AevuH ivxaz bnI Ôy Ke ke te smuãmaH pDela !IpaHnI jem

smuãmy bnI Ôy Ke. tene pKI potano Vyi›wav S=apn krvanI{CKa rhetI n=I. te AaTma jyare isâdxaAe phÇce Ke Tyare TyaHsmuã sa=e potanaH AaTmibNdune mezvI de Ke.

saraHx Ae ke isâdxa Ýaº kyaR pKI p` potanuH SvtHƒAiStTv rhe Ke kar`ke Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVymaH wzI jtuH n=I. te rItedrek pda=R potpotanI rIte SvtHƒ Ke. gu o p` SvtHƒ Ke. &anApeÙaAe svR Òvo isâ sman Ke. to p` dreknuH kevz&an AnekevzdxRn SvtHƒ Ke t=a drek Òvono ;AaTm\n' SvtHƒ Ke. jeÒv moÙgamI hoy te KeLlo deh (crmdeh) KoDe te smye tenuH xrIrje AvS=amaH hoy te j Aakare tena AaTmÝdexo go@va{ Ôy Ket=a crmxrIrnI je Avgahna hoy te Ýma e 2/3 wage \n pDeKe. te=I kivAe ;AanHdFn' xBdno varHvar Ýyog kyÈ Ke. b\aisâaTmana AaTmÝdexo Fnakare go@vayela hova KtaH Aek-bIÔneba\k ke ro\k =ta n=I. AiStTv gu ne kar e b\a SvtHƒ Ke.

sa\k potana ÒvnmaH svR Ý=m deh Ane AaTmanIiwþta$p AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke. Tyare Ae AanHd ApUvR, idVyne wVy hoy Ke. Ae Anuwv _¿ro¿r v<iâ pamtaH sa\kne ALpwvmaHsHsar=I mu› kravI de Ke. te=I kivAe Aa pdmaH Anuwvne kilkakhI Ke. kzI nanI hoy, kzImaH=I fUl qIle Ke. fUl sI\Hu qIltuH n=I,tem deh iwþ AaTmano Anuwv svRÝ=m ALpiS=itno hovanekar e ;kilka' kæo Ke kar` ke Anaidkazno im+yaTvI Òv svRÝ=m ;_pxm' smikt pame Ke AevI Aek maNyta Ke. Aa smiktnIiS=it _Tk<Ú AHtmRuhUtRnI Ke te=I fUl krtaH kzInI iS=it ALphovana kar`e kivAe Ý=m AaTmanuwvne kilka khI Ke pKIÙaiyksMykŸTv Ýg! =taH kusumnuH $p \ar` kre Ke. Aa rIte Aa pdAaTmsa\k ma!e ÝoTsahkne Ýer`a$p Ke. jem fUl qIlvamaH sUyRinim¿ bne Ke tem wVyaTma sUyRsm sdŸguÌna &annuH pan kre totemaH=I AaTmanuwv rsnuH AaSvadn kre Ke t=a AanHd pame Ke.hkIktmaH Aa pd Ýer`adayI Ke.

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“mune maro kb imlxe mnmelu”]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sa\knI inÔnHdnI mStI

v RvI Ke. sumitnI smÔv!=I cetn SvFr p\arva tEyar to =yop` ßyaH su\I Frna AaHg`amaH Aave nhÄ TyaH su\I potanI SƒInexaHit ɘaH=I vze? xuâ cetnne mzva ATyHt Vyakuz Ke. AaVyakuzta ]I AanHdFnÒAe Svanuwvna Aa\are xBddehe Aap`IsmÙ mUkI Ke.

jem t<Øatur manv, pa`InI xo\maH care baj¡ doDto hoy KeAe rIte sa\k kivAe AaTmt<Øa KIpavva ma!e g‡am, ngr, jHgl,pvRto t=a gufaAomaH vsva! kyÈ Kev!e SvpuruØa=R äara kivAecetnne mnaVyo. te SvFre Aavva tEyar to =yo p` hj¡ cetnaneFre phÇCyo n=I.

xuâcetna, cetn ma!e ke!lI Vyakuz Ke te hve cetnana xBdomaHAap e Ôe{Ae. kiv]I AanHdFnÒ “ramg‡I” ragmaH khe Ke,

mune maro kb imlxe mnmelu...... mune.mnmelu iv` keil n klIO, vale kvl ko{ velU......mune..

xuâcetna khe Ke ke jenI sa=e maro Svwav mzI gyo Ke, jenIsa=e meH kdI wed Ôeyo, Ô~yo ke AnuwVyo n=I. Aeva xuâ cEtNyivna maro mez ko{nI sa=e Ôme nhÄ. hHmexaH inym Ke ke srqaSvwavvazano t=a srqa ivcarvazano mez Ai\k hoy Ane Ôemez hoy to rmvanI mÔ Aave. te=I sumit khe Ke ke maro necetnno Svwav Aek j Ke. tenI sa=e Aek ={ne rheva {CKuH KuH.cetn &anSvwavI Ke. Aena Anuwv&annI vato krva=I kaH{vzvanuH n=I. p` &aykwav Ýaº =taH &aykne AnuwvI xkay Ke.&ayk &an=I &eyne Ô e Ke t=a &ey &aykna &anmaH Jzke Ke.prHtu &ayk &ey$p bnI jto n=I. &an &eyakare pir`me Ke Ane

&ayk tene potana Svwavanusar Ô`vanuH kam kre Ke p` vaStivk¹ÂÚ qultaH cetn SvyH Ô`I xke Ke ke huH pote j &ey KuH pr pda=RneÔetaH ÔetaH cetnne potana Sv$pnuH dxRn =ay Ke. Ae!le ke huH &ey KuH.maro &ayk Svwav Ke. huH mne Ô uH, huH mne Ôeë, huH mne pamuH.

Aavo &aykwav ßyare puÚ bne Ke Tyare cetn-cetnano mezÔme Ke Ae!le cetna khe Ke ke huH pitv‡taSƒI cetnara`I KuH, huH prpda=R sa=e keil n kruH. “mn ivna mzvuH ne wÄt sa=e wzvuH” AerIte ßyaH Ýem n hoy TyaH sHbH\o laHbo smy !kI xkta n=I. cetnsa=e teno &anSvwav mze Tyare j rmt rmvano AanHd Aave.ivwavdxa sa=e cetn rme te ko{p` rIte _ict n g`ay. ko{mUqR AevI rmt rme to Ae retIna koizya wray nhÄ, Ane tena=Ipe! wray nhÄ, teno Svad p` hoy nhÄ ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke hecetn¦ te Anaidkaz=I retIna koizya wyaÅ Ke. te=I tne AanHdAavto n=I Ane ɘaHy @rIne @am besto n=I. tuH tara SvwavneÝg! kr. xuâcetnamaH shj AanHdno diryo ivlsI ræo Ke.xuâcetnamaH AnHt&an, dxRn, suq Ane vIyR$pI %iâ ivlsI rhI Ke.

cetna cetn isvay ANy ko{p` sa=e rmva tEyar n=I. tenaHromrommaH cetnnuH S=an Ke. te=I khe Ke ke maro cetnna= mara mnnoimlapI Ke. te=I j huH tenuH varHvar Smr` kruH KuH.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

mn mztaH mezo kæo, meza bIÔ fok,mn mZya iv` bolvuH- r`maH jevI pok.mn mZya iv` Ýem nih, mn meza muXkel,buiâsagr Ô`vu H AnuwvIne shel

jenI sa=e mn mzI Ôy Ke tenI sa=e sTy Ýem ÔeDa{ Ôy Ke.Aavo Ýem to je e AnuwVyo hoy te j tene Ô`I xke. teno rHg ko{Anero j hoy Ke. baæ ÝemmaH ÝdxRn hoy p` vaStivk ÝemmaHSvdxRn hoy, baæ ÝemmaH AaDHbr hoy p` vaStivk ÝemmaH shjtahoy, baæ ÝemmaH ñdy koruH hoy Ke Tyare saca ÝemmaH ñdy wÄÔy Ke.

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“mune maro kb imlxe mnmelu”]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sa\knI inÔnHdnI mStI

v RvI Ke. sumitnI smÔv!=I cetn SvFr p\arva tEyar to =yop` ßyaH su\I Frna AaHg`amaH Aave nhÄ TyaH su\I potanI SƒInexaHit ɘaH=I vze? xuâ cetnne mzva ATyHt Vyakuz Ke. AaVyakuzta ]I AanHdFnÒAe Svanuwvna Aa\are xBddehe Aap`IsmÙ mUkI Ke.

jem t<Øatur manv, pa`InI xo\maH care baj¡ doDto hoy KeAe rIte sa\k kivAe AaTmt<Øa KIpavva ma!e g‡am, ngr, jHgl,pvRto t=a gufaAomaH vsva! kyÈ Kev!e SvpuruØa=R äara kivAecetnne mnaVyo. te SvFre Aavva tEyar to =yo p` hj¡ cetnaneFre phÇCyo n=I.

xuâcetna, cetn ma!e ke!lI Vyakuz Ke te hve cetnana xBdomaHAap e Ôe{Ae. kiv]I AanHdFnÒ “ramg‡I” ragmaH khe Ke,

mune maro kb imlxe mnmelu...... mune.mnmelu iv` keil n klIO, vale kvl ko{ velU......mune..

xuâcetna khe Ke ke jenI sa=e maro Svwav mzI gyo Ke, jenIsa=e meH kdI wed Ôeyo, Ô~yo ke AnuwVyo n=I. Aeva xuâ cEtNyivna maro mez ko{nI sa=e Ôme nhÄ. hHmexaH inym Ke ke srqaSvwavvazano t=a srqa ivcarvazano mez Ai\k hoy Ane Ôemez hoy to rmvanI mÔ Aave. te=I sumit khe Ke ke maro necetnno Svwav Aek j Ke. tenI sa=e Aek ={ne rheva {CKuH KuH.cetn &anSvwavI Ke. Aena Anuwv&annI vato krva=I kaH{vzvanuH n=I. p` &aykwav Ýaº =taH &aykne AnuwvI xkay Ke.&ayk &an=I &eyne Ô e Ke t=a &ey &aykna &anmaH Jzke Ke.prHtu &ayk &ey$p bnI jto n=I. &an &eyakare pir`me Ke Ane

&ayk tene potana Svwavanusar Ô`vanuH kam kre Ke p` vaStivk¹ÂÚ qultaH cetn SvyH Ô`I xke Ke ke huH pote j &ey KuH pr pda=RneÔetaH ÔetaH cetnne potana Sv$pnuH dxRn =ay Ke. Ae!le ke huH &ey KuH.maro &ayk Svwav Ke. huH mne Ô uH, huH mne Ôeë, huH mne pamuH.

Aavo &aykwav ßyare puÚ bne Ke Tyare cetn-cetnano mezÔme Ke Ae!le cetna khe Ke ke huH pitv‡taSƒI cetnara`I KuH, huH prpda=R sa=e keil n kruH. “mn ivna mzvuH ne wÄt sa=e wzvuH” AerIte ßyaH Ýem n hoy TyaH sHbH\o laHbo smy !kI xkta n=I. cetnsa=e teno &anSvwav mze Tyare j rmt rmvano AanHd Aave.ivwavdxa sa=e cetn rme te ko{p` rIte _ict n g`ay. ko{mUqR AevI rmt rme to Ae retIna koizya wray nhÄ, Ane tena=Ipe! wray nhÄ, teno Svad p` hoy nhÄ ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke hecetn¦ te Anaidkaz=I retIna koizya wyaÅ Ke. te=I tne AanHdAavto n=I Ane ɘaHy @rIne @am besto n=I. tuH tara SvwavneÝg! kr. xuâcetnamaH shj AanHdno diryo ivlsI ræo Ke.xuâcetnamaH AnHt&an, dxRn, suq Ane vIyR$pI %iâ ivlsI rhI Ke.

cetna cetn isvay ANy ko{p` sa=e rmva tEyar n=I. tenaHromrommaH cetnnuH S=an Ke. te=I khe Ke ke maro cetnna= mara mnnoimlapI Ke. te=I j huH tenuH varHvar Smr` kruH KuH.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

mn mztaH mezo kæo, meza bIÔ fok,mn mZya iv` bolvuH- r`maH jevI pok.mn mZya iv` Ýem nih, mn meza muXkel,buiâsagr Ô`vu H AnuwvIne shel

jenI sa=e mn mzI Ôy Ke tenI sa=e sTy Ýem ÔeDa{ Ôy Ke.Aavo Ýem to je e AnuwVyo hoy te j tene Ô`I xke. teno rHg ko{Anero j hoy Ke. baæ ÝemmaH ÝdxRn hoy p` vaStivk ÝemmaHSvdxRn hoy, baæ ÝemmaH AaDHbr hoy p` vaStivk ÝemmaH shjtahoy, baæ ÝemmaH ñdy koruH hoy Ke Tyare saca ÝemmaH ñdy wÄÔy Ke.

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Aap imWya=I AHtr raqe, sumnu*y nih te lelU: .AanHdFn Ýwu mn imlIya iv`, ko niv ivlge celu... ..mune.. 2..

Aa kDImaH kiv khe Ke ke ßyaH ñdyno Ýem Ke TyaH ko{ AHtrhoy j nhÄ. saca ÝemmaH AHtr paDto pDdo p` h!I Ôy Ke. Ýemnopircy Aapvo pDto n=I p` Ae Ýemñdy prSprno pircy mezvIle Ke. ñdypUvRkna ÝemmaH idlna drvaÔ quLlI Ôy Ke AnemUkwaØano vhevar calu =ay Ke. AhÄ kivAe A|yaTmwavo=IAaTmwave imln btaVyuH Ke. AaTm SvSvwave n mze Ane prwavemze to te imln=I AanHd Ýaº nhÄ =ay.

kiv khe Ke ke mn waZya ivna Aek bazk p` tmarI paseAavtuH n=I pKI te bazk potanuH hoy ke ANy ko{nuH. Aek kUtruH p`Ýem Ôe{ne tmarI pase AavI pUHKDI p!p!ave Ke t=a pgmaH Aazo!IÝem ÝdixRt kre Ke. to xuH manv ÝemnI waØa n Ô e? p` Ôeidlna drvaÔ quLlI gya hoy to AanHd-mHgz Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒkhe Ke ke SvwavnI Aekta =ya ivna Ane mn mZya ivna ko{ celop` =to n=I. sHsarTyagnI vataR kaH{ vakŸcatuyR ke Tyag vEraGypr Aa\ar raqxe nhÄ p` Aavnar VyÂÉt temno sdŸwav ÔexeAne Tyagne ibrdavxe. guÌno Tyag Ôe{ ix*y p` TyagmageRAagz v\xe. cairƒvan AaTmaAonaH cairƒno Ýwav VyÂÉt t=asmaj pr pDtaH TyagIAo trf wÂkt _m!ta temnaH Car`omaHsmipRt =ay Ke.

Aa pd maƒ be kDInuH Ke p` AemaH kivAe cetn t=a cetnanaimlapnI suHdr vat krI Ke. Aa pdmaH ivwavdxanI inr=Rkta _prt=a sHkLpivxuiâ _pr Ai\k war dxaRVyo Ke. suHdr $pko yoÒkivAe Aa pdne mnohr bnaVyuH Ke.

pd-r5

“Éyare mune imlXye mahro”

A|yaTmmagRnI tIv‡ JHqna ivna AaTmÝaiº =tI n=I.A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aek Aeva sa\k Ke je jem eAaTmmStI ma`ta j pdoCcar` kyuÅ Ke. A|yaTmmagRna sacasa\knI dxa kevI hoy Ke te kiv]IAe ramg‡I ragmaH v Rvel Ke.

Éyare mune imlXye mahro sHt snehI.....Éyare.sHt snehI surIjn paqe, raqe n \Irj dehI.....Éyare..

AaTmSv$pnI Ýaºna ippasusa\k je e AaTmanI waz mezvIlI\I Ke tenI pase Ôy Ke Ane AHtrnI vedna VyÉt kre Ke. he sHto¦mne maro SvamI ɘare mzxe? tena ivna mne hve ɘaHy cen pDtuHn=I. mara na= ivna mne n=I FrmaH cen ke n=I mne bhar cen. heAnuwvI sHto¦ Aape to tene Ô~yo Ke. AnuwVyo Ke. he Ýwu¦ mnebtavo maro AnHtgu in\an AaTma ɘaH sHtayo Ke? AaTmÝaºivna Aa AnHtsHsarmaH huH du:q pamI ræo KuH.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,jeh Sv$p smßya ivna, paMyo du:q AnHt,smÔVyuH te pd nmuH ]I sdguÌ wgvHt.

AnHtsHsar pirw‡m`nuH mUz kar` Ke, Sv$pnuH A&an. Aajsu\I te Ô~yuH n=I. p` he guÌdev¦ Aape te Sv$p AnuwVyuH Ke. Aapmne p` magR btavo. dIpk vDe dIpk Ýg!e tem AapnaAnuwv&an=I mara AaTmdIp Ýg!I jxe. Aap j mara magRdataKo. ma!e j kæuH Ke,guÌ ivna ko nih mui›data, guÌ ivna ko nih magRgHtaguÌ ivna ko nih jaDyhtaR, guÌ ivna ko nih saEQyktaR.... .. 2..

guÌmihma Apar Ke, magR wUlela pi=k ma!e magR btavnarwgvHt sman Ke. kiv khe Ke ke he sHto? mara Snehne Ô`nar AevuH

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Aap imWya=I AHtr raqe, sumnu*y nih te lelU: .AanHdFn Ýwu mn imlIya iv`, ko niv ivlge celu... ..mune.. 2..

Aa kDImaH kiv khe Ke ke ßyaH ñdyno Ýem Ke TyaH ko{ AHtrhoy j nhÄ. saca ÝemmaH AHtr paDto pDdo p` h!I Ôy Ke. Ýemnopircy Aapvo pDto n=I p` Ae Ýemñdy prSprno pircy mezvIle Ke. ñdypUvRkna ÝemmaH idlna drvaÔ quLlI Ôy Ke AnemUkwaØano vhevar calu =ay Ke. AhÄ kivAe A|yaTmwavo=IAaTmwave imln btaVyuH Ke. AaTm SvSvwave n mze Ane prwavemze to te imln=I AanHd Ýaº nhÄ =ay.

kiv khe Ke ke mn waZya ivna Aek bazk p` tmarI paseAavtuH n=I pKI te bazk potanuH hoy ke ANy ko{nuH. Aek kUtruH p`Ýem Ôe{ne tmarI pase AavI pUHKDI p!p!ave Ke t=a pgmaH Aazo!IÝem ÝdixRt kre Ke. to xuH manv ÝemnI waØa n Ô e? p` Ôeidlna drvaÔ quLlI gya hoy to AanHd-mHgz Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒkhe Ke ke SvwavnI Aekta =ya ivna Ane mn mZya ivna ko{ celop` =to n=I. sHsarTyagnI vataR kaH{ vakŸcatuyR ke Tyag vEraGypr Aa\ar raqxe nhÄ p` Aavnar VyÂÉt temno sdŸwav ÔexeAne Tyagne ibrdavxe. guÌno Tyag Ôe{ ix*y p` TyagmageRAagz v\xe. cairƒvan AaTmaAonaH cairƒno Ýwav VyÂÉt t=asmaj pr pDtaH TyagIAo trf wÂkt _m!ta temnaH Car`omaHsmipRt =ay Ke.

Aa pd maƒ be kDInuH Ke p` AemaH kivAe cetn t=a cetnanaimlapnI suHdr vat krI Ke. Aa pdmaH ivwavdxanI inr=Rkta _prt=a sHkLpivxuiâ _pr Ai\k war dxaRVyo Ke. suHdr $pko yoÒkivAe Aa pdne mnohr bnaVyuH Ke.

pd-r5

“Éyare mune imlXye mahro”

A|yaTmmagRnI tIv‡ JHqna ivna AaTmÝaiº =tI n=I.A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj Aek Aeva sa\k Ke je jem eAaTmmStI ma`ta j pdoCcar` kyuÅ Ke. A|yaTmmagRna sacasa\knI dxa kevI hoy Ke te kiv]IAe ramg‡I ragmaH v Rvel Ke.

Éyare mune imlXye mahro sHt snehI.....Éyare.sHt snehI surIjn paqe, raqe n \Irj dehI.....Éyare..

AaTmSv$pnI Ýaºna ippasusa\k je e AaTmanI waz mezvIlI\I Ke tenI pase Ôy Ke Ane AHtrnI vedna VyÉt kre Ke. he sHto¦mne maro SvamI ɘare mzxe? tena ivna mne hve ɘaHy cen pDtuHn=I. mara na= ivna mne n=I FrmaH cen ke n=I mne bhar cen. heAnuwvI sHto¦ Aape to tene Ô~yo Ke. AnuwVyo Ke. he Ýwu¦ mnebtavo maro AnHtgu in\an AaTma ɘaH sHtayo Ke? AaTmÝaºivna Aa AnHtsHsarmaH huH du:q pamI ræo KuH.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,jeh Sv$p smßya ivna, paMyo du:q AnHt,smÔVyuH te pd nmuH ]I sdguÌ wgvHt.

AnHtsHsar pirw‡m`nuH mUz kar` Ke, Sv$pnuH A&an. Aajsu\I te Ô~yuH n=I. p` he guÌdev¦ Aape te Sv$p AnuwVyuH Ke. Aapmne p` magR btavo. dIpk vDe dIpk Ýg!e tem AapnaAnuwv&an=I mara AaTmdIp Ýg!I jxe. Aap j mara magRdataKo. ma!e j kæuH Ke,guÌ ivna ko nih mui›data, guÌ ivna ko nih magRgHtaguÌ ivna ko nih jaDyhtaR, guÌ ivna ko nih saEQyktaR.... .. 2..

guÌmihma Apar Ke, magR wUlela pi=k ma!e magR btavnarwgvHt sman Ke. kiv khe Ke ke he sHto? mara Snehne Ô`nar AevuH

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xuâ AaTmSv$p AHtr ivna mne ɘare Ýaº =xe. jena mnmaH AevIÝtIit =ay ke Aa vStu mezvva yoGy Ke te vStu mezvva ÝbzJHqna Ôge t=a stt puruØa=R _pDe to Ae vStu j$r mezvI xkayKe A=va je`e mezvI Ke te VyÂÉtnuH magRdxRn leva=I te vStushjta=I mezvI xkay Ke. dulRw vStu p` sulw bnI Ôy Ke.sdŸguÌna xr` ivna kaH{ sulw n=I. p` sdŸguÌ kone khevay?

tena ma!e ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke,kØaynI _pxaHtta, maƒ moÙ Aiwlaظ

wve qed, Ýa`Idya.......

jena kØayo mHd pDI gya Ke. moÙ trfnI stt lgnI lagIKe vzI je gu anuragI Ke. bIÔna phaD jevDa doØne ra{ jevDaj¡Ae Ke Ane nana gu ne mo!o g e Ke tevI ivixÚ¹ÂÚ jene Ýaº ={Ke te sdŸguÌ A=va sHtpuruØnI koi!maH AavI xke Ke. te=I ]IAanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke he sHto, mare vStut: xuâ AaTm Sv$p sa=eAwed ÝIit Ke. maro Aej saco SnehI Ke. Aava _¿m SnehInosHga= hto KtaH p` huH Aaj su\I AÔ` hto. marI vStu je marIpase j htI te Aape mne xo\I AapI. guÌnaH _pdex=I j`ayuH keAaj su\I huH jene mara manto hto te b\aH qo!a Ke, praya Ke. marasaca sga ko` Ke te smÔyuH. hve huH tene pamva _Tsuk KuH. maro Ýwumara=I Aa!lo nÒk Ke te Ô~ya pKI marI \Irj rhetI n=I. hvemaruH l"y te idxamaH mHDayuH Ke. temaH j marI ÂS=rta Ke. jem-jemÂS=rta sa\to Ôë KuH tem-tem mara sHbH\IAo=I maruH imln =tuHÔy Ke. te b\amaH svR Ý=m Ke smta. Tyarbad Ùmaid dx yit \mÈ,{ÂNãy sHym, kØayTyag, yog inro\ vgere xÂÉtAo Ýaº =tI jxe.

sa\kne AaTmimlnnI tIv‡ ij&asa ÔgI Ke. tIv‡Vy=a éwI={ Ke. AavI AHtrdxanuH v Rn kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke:jn jn Aagl AHtrgtnI, vatlDI khuH kehI¸AanHdFn Ýwu vE> ivyoge, kIm jIve m\umehI......Éyare.. 2..

Sv$prm`tana ij&asu sa\k sHto pase Ôy Ke Ane potana

mnnI vat kre Ke. sa=e sa=e tene AevuH p` lage Ke ke huH marI AaVy=a konI pase j{ne kruH? AavI vato gme tenI pase n =ay.b\aHne kheva=I to loko Aap`ne mUqR g e. vStu nÒk hova KtaHdeqatI n=I. AiS=rtane kar e pda=R &anmaH p` w‡m éwo =ayKe Ane Ae j mo!o rog Ke. jem AiS=r pa`Ina trHgomaH p`AiS=rta j`ay Ke tem mara yognI AÂS=rtane kar e xuâ Sv$pj`atuH n=I ne qo!o w‡m peda =ay Ke. Aaj mharog mne laGyo Ke.AavI marI AHtrvednanI vato huH kone kone j{ne kruH? he na=¦Aap to kuxz vE> Ko. jene m\umehno rog =yo hoy te kuxz vE>isvay ÒvI n xke. he dev¦ Aap mara rognuH indan krI mne rogmuÉt kro. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

AaTmw‡aiNt sm rog nhÄ, sdŸguÌ vE> suÔ`,guÌ Aa&a sm p+y nhÄ, AaEØ\ ivcar |yan. .. 1..

marI w‡aÂNtna waHgnara Ýwu Aap j Ko Aapna xuâ Sv$pnIivcar`a=I t=a |yan=I maramaH p` AevuH xuâ Sv$p Ýg! =xe. huHmaramaH inTyanHd Ýwune pamI xkIx. mara na=nuH proÙ Sv$p ivcartatemaH lylIn bnI jta p` Anero AanHd AnuwvuH KuH. Ùyopxmwav=IsMykŸcetna co=a gu S=ank=I barma gu S=an su\I teno proÙAnuwv kre Ke Ae!le ke proÙÝma`maH smavex =ay Ke.

]I buÂâsagrÒ khe Ke ke “Ùaiykwav=I xuâcetnakevz&an$p Ke Ane teno paduwaRv terma gu S=ankmaH =ay Ke”.r

AhÄ xuâcetna cetnne ÝTyÙ mze Ke. Ùyopxmwave ke _pxmwavexuâ =yelI cetnane ApeÙaAe xuâcetna manI xkay Ke.

xuâcetna Anuwvne khe Ke ke hve mara=I ÒvI xkatuH n=I. huHivwavdxa=I pIDa{ rhI KuH. marI Aa bImarI=I kuxzvE\ isvayko{ mne muÉt krI xkxe nhÄ. he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ marI bImarInuHmUz Aap j ka#I xkxo. Aaj huH AatR bnI g{ KuH. JurI rhI KuH.

Aa pdmaH sa\knI kevI tIv‡ ij&asa Ke, kevI JHqna Ôge Kete btavvamaH AaVyuH Ke. AaTmanI vato saHwzva=I ke Smr` krva=I

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xuâ AaTmSv$p AHtr ivna mne ɘare Ýaº =xe. jena mnmaH AevIÝtIit =ay ke Aa vStu mezvva yoGy Ke te vStu mezvva ÝbzJHqna Ôge t=a stt puruØa=R _pDe to Ae vStu j$r mezvI xkayKe A=va je`e mezvI Ke te VyÂÉtnuH magRdxRn leva=I te vStushjta=I mezvI xkay Ke. dulRw vStu p` sulw bnI Ôy Ke.sdŸguÌna xr` ivna kaH{ sulw n=I. p` sdŸguÌ kone khevay?

tena ma!e ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke,kØaynI _pxaHtta, maƒ moÙ Aiwlaظ

wve qed, Ýa`Idya.......

jena kØayo mHd pDI gya Ke. moÙ trfnI stt lgnI lagIKe vzI je gu anuragI Ke. bIÔna phaD jevDa doØne ra{ jevDaj¡Ae Ke Ane nana gu ne mo!o g e Ke tevI ivixÚ¹ÂÚ jene Ýaº ={Ke te sdŸguÌ A=va sHtpuruØnI koi!maH AavI xke Ke. te=I ]IAanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke he sHto, mare vStut: xuâ AaTm Sv$p sa=eAwed ÝIit Ke. maro Aej saco SnehI Ke. Aava _¿m SnehInosHga= hto KtaH p` huH Aaj su\I AÔ` hto. marI vStu je marIpase j htI te Aape mne xo\I AapI. guÌnaH _pdex=I j`ayuH keAaj su\I huH jene mara manto hto te b\aH qo!a Ke, praya Ke. marasaca sga ko` Ke te smÔyuH. hve huH tene pamva _Tsuk KuH. maro Ýwumara=I Aa!lo nÒk Ke te Ô~ya pKI marI \Irj rhetI n=I. hvemaruH l"y te idxamaH mHDayuH Ke. temaH j marI ÂS=rta Ke. jem-jemÂS=rta sa\to Ôë KuH tem-tem mara sHbH\IAo=I maruH imln =tuHÔy Ke. te b\amaH svR Ý=m Ke smta. Tyarbad Ùmaid dx yit \mÈ,{ÂNãy sHym, kØayTyag, yog inro\ vgere xÂÉtAo Ýaº =tI jxe.

sa\kne AaTmimlnnI tIv‡ ij&asa ÔgI Ke. tIv‡Vy=a éwI={ Ke. AavI AHtrdxanuH v Rn kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke:jn jn Aagl AHtrgtnI, vatlDI khuH kehI¸AanHdFn Ýwu vE> ivyoge, kIm jIve m\umehI......Éyare.. 2..

Sv$prm`tana ij&asu sa\k sHto pase Ôy Ke Ane potana

mnnI vat kre Ke. sa=e sa=e tene AevuH p` lage Ke ke huH marI AaVy=a konI pase j{ne kruH? AavI vato gme tenI pase n =ay.b\aHne kheva=I to loko Aap`ne mUqR g e. vStu nÒk hova KtaHdeqatI n=I. AiS=rtane kar e pda=R &anmaH p` w‡m éwo =ayKe Ane Ae j mo!o rog Ke. jem AiS=r pa`Ina trHgomaH p`AiS=rta j`ay Ke tem mara yognI AÂS=rtane kar e xuâ Sv$pj`atuH n=I ne qo!o w‡m peda =ay Ke. Aaj mharog mne laGyo Ke.AavI marI AHtrvednanI vato huH kone kone j{ne kruH? he na=¦Aap to kuxz vE> Ko. jene m\umehno rog =yo hoy te kuxz vE>isvay ÒvI n xke. he dev¦ Aap mara rognuH indan krI mne rogmuÉt kro. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

AaTmw‡aiNt sm rog nhÄ, sdŸguÌ vE> suÔ`,guÌ Aa&a sm p+y nhÄ, AaEØ\ ivcar |yan. .. 1..

marI w‡aÂNtna waHgnara Ýwu Aap j Ko Aapna xuâ Sv$pnIivcar`a=I t=a |yan=I maramaH p` AevuH xuâ Sv$p Ýg! =xe. huHmaramaH inTyanHd Ýwune pamI xkIx. mara na=nuH proÙ Sv$p ivcartatemaH lylIn bnI jta p` Anero AanHd AnuwvuH KuH. Ùyopxmwav=IsMykŸcetna co=a gu S=ank=I barma gu S=an su\I teno proÙAnuwv kre Ke Ae!le ke proÙÝma`maH smavex =ay Ke.

]I buÂâsagrÒ khe Ke ke “Ùaiykwav=I xuâcetnakevz&an$p Ke Ane teno paduwaRv terma gu S=ankmaH =ay Ke”.r

AhÄ xuâcetna cetnne ÝTyÙ mze Ke. Ùyopxmwave ke _pxmwavexuâ =yelI cetnane ApeÙaAe xuâcetna manI xkay Ke.

xuâcetna Anuwvne khe Ke ke hve mara=I ÒvI xkatuH n=I. huHivwavdxa=I pIDa{ rhI KuH. marI Aa bImarI=I kuxzvE\ isvayko{ mne muÉt krI xkxe nhÄ. he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ marI bImarInuHmUz Aap j ka#I xkxo. Aaj huH AatR bnI g{ KuH. JurI rhI KuH.

Aa pdmaH sa\knI kevI tIv‡ ij&asa Ke, kevI JHqna Ôge Kete btavvamaH AaVyuH Ke. AaTmanI vato saHwzva=I ke Smr` krva=I

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Ôe xaHit Kva{ jtI hoy to ÝTyÙanuwv=I kevo _¿m AanHd pamIxkay Ke, te to AnuwvI j Ô e Ke. kiv]IAe Aa be kDIna pdmaHprmpdnI Ýaº ma!ena sa\kna tlsa!ne suHdr pdavilmaHAiwVyÂÉt AapI Ke.

pd-r6

“Av\U Éya maguH gunhIna”

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj SvanuwUityoGy xBdovDe sa\k AaTmanI yoGytanuH dxRn kravtaH khe Ke ke VyÂÉt gme teS=ane jva {CKe p` TyaH jva ma!e tene yoGyta Ýaº krvI pDe Ke.sa\nanuH Ý=m pgi=yuH Ke nm‡ta. ivnm‡ AaTma, Aa|yaÂTmk sa\nama!e yoGy g`ay Ke.

FDamaH pa`I wrvuH Ke. p` Ôe FDamaH kaHkra wyaR hoy to teFDo pa`I=I wraxe nhÄ p` qalI hoy to shela{=I wrI xkayKe. tevI rIte sa\kmaH Aiwman wyuÅ hxe to ñdy$p F!maH &an$ppa`I wrI xkay nhÄ, p` ñdy$p F! qalI hxe to &anIpuruØonIva`I$p pa`I wrI xkaxe.

kiv]I Aa pdno ÝarHw krta khe Ke,Av\U Éya maguH gu hIna, ve gun gnn ÝvI`a......Av\U.gay n januH, bjay n januH, n januH surweva¸rIJ n januH, rI&y n januH, n januH pdseva......Av\U.. 1..

kiv Ýwune khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ huH tarI pase xuH maguH? kar` ke huHto gu hIn KuH. mne smÔtuH n=I huH tarI pase kevI rIte AavuH Ane xuHmaHgu? mne Ôe{Ae to Ke tara jevuH prmaTmpd, Ae!la ma!e huH tarIpase AaVyo KuH. kar`ke tuH to gu no wHDar Ke. tara gu o g`vanImarI to ko{ takat n=I, p` Anek sHto Ane %iØAo pase=IsaHwZyuH Ke ke tuH AnHt gu in\an Ke. ]I mantuHgacayRÒ khe Ke,

vktuH gu an gu smuã xxaH÷ kaNtan.kSte Ùm: sur guÌ Ýitmo½ip bu|\ya..1..

KtaH p` huH AapnI wÂÉtne vx bnIne ALpmit hova KtaHgu o gava be@o KuH kar`ke Aapna Ae prmpdne pamva AapnI paseAaVyo KuH. Aapna gu kItRn krtaH mne to AavDta n=I. Aapna

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Ôe xaHit Kva{ jtI hoy to ÝTyÙanuwv=I kevo _¿m AanHd pamIxkay Ke, te to AnuwvI j Ô e Ke. kiv]IAe Aa be kDIna pdmaHprmpdnI Ýaº ma!ena sa\kna tlsa!ne suHdr pdavilmaHAiwVyÂÉt AapI Ke.

pd-r6

“Av\U Éya maguH gunhIna”

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj SvanuwUityoGy xBdovDe sa\k AaTmanI yoGytanuH dxRn kravtaH khe Ke ke VyÂÉt gme teS=ane jva {CKe p` TyaH jva ma!e tene yoGyta Ýaº krvI pDe Ke.sa\nanuH Ý=m pgi=yuH Ke nm‡ta. ivnm‡ AaTma, Aa|yaÂTmk sa\nama!e yoGy g`ay Ke.

FDamaH pa`I wrvuH Ke. p` Ôe FDamaH kaHkra wyaR hoy to teFDo pa`I=I wraxe nhÄ p` qalI hoy to shela{=I wrI xkayKe. tevI rIte sa\kmaH Aiwman wyuÅ hxe to ñdy$p F!maH &an$ppa`I wrI xkay nhÄ, p` ñdy$p F! qalI hxe to &anIpuruØonIva`I$p pa`I wrI xkaxe.

kiv]I Aa pdno ÝarHw krta khe Ke,Av\U Éya maguH gu hIna, ve gun gnn ÝvI`a......Av\U.gay n januH, bjay n januH, n januH surweva¸rIJ n januH, rI&y n januH, n januH pdseva......Av\U.. 1..

kiv Ýwune khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ huH tarI pase xuH maguH? kar` ke huHto gu hIn KuH. mne smÔtuH n=I huH tarI pase kevI rIte AavuH Ane xuHmaHgu? mne Ôe{Ae to Ke tara jevuH prmaTmpd, Ae!la ma!e huH tarIpase AaVyo KuH. kar`ke tuH to gu no wHDar Ke. tara gu o g`vanImarI to ko{ takat n=I, p` Anek sHto Ane %iØAo pase=IsaHwZyuH Ke ke tuH AnHt gu in\an Ke. ]I mantuHgacayRÒ khe Ke,

vktuH gu an gu smuã xxaH÷ kaNtan.kSte Ùm: sur guÌ Ýitmo½ip bu|\ya..1..

KtaH p` huH AapnI wÂÉtne vx bnIne ALpmit hova KtaHgu o gava be@o KuH kar`ke Aapna Ae prmpdne pamva AapnI paseAaVyo KuH. Aapna gu kItRn krtaH mne to AavDta n=I. Aapna

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kya-kya gu one Stvna ={ xke teno p` mne ivvek n=I. gata toAavDtuH n=I p` gayko pase kevaH-kevaH vaijHƒo hoy tenuH t=a tenebÔvvanuH p` mne &an n=I. gayko AapnI pase iv\-iv\ sUromaHga{ potanI wÂÉt rjU kre Ke. maro sUr p` Aevo mI@o m\uro n=I.Anek Ýkarna KHdo ke bav`Ina rag p` huH Ô`to n=I. Aa \Evtrag Ke ke gaH\ar Ke? tenI p` mne qbr n=I. mara m\urragnaAwave huH Aapne rIJvI p` xkto n=I. sUr ke sUrna iviv\ ragivna wÂÉt kem =ay? Are¦ ko{ vqt to gayko ibrdavlI=IraÔne ibrdave Ke Ane suHdr ragmaH gu avlI gay Ke. je=I raÔ-mharaÔ rIJay Ane _¿m we! ApR kre Ke. p` Ýwu maramaH toAevI p` ko{ xÂÉt n=I te=I rIJta ke rIJvta p` AavDtuH n=I.marI A`AavDtnI ko{ sIma n=I te=I Aem =ay Ke ke Aapnacr`nI seva kruH p` Ýwu sevk =vuH sheluH n=I kar` ke sevkna jevImaramaH nm‡ta n=I. mne seva\mR bÔvtaH p` AavDto n=I. vzIcr`seva kya kya pda=È=I krvI, keva mHƒoCcar vDe krvI, vSƒt=a nEve>nI k{ samg‡I lavvI te ivi\ p` huH Ô`to n=I to pKIÝwu Aapj kho mare xuH magvuH. kiv]I bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ved n januH iktab n januH, januH n lÙ` KHda¸trkvad ivvad n januH, n januH kiv fHda.....Av\U... .. 2..

huH ved, kuran ke KHdxaÏ vgere kaH{ Ô`to n=I. vad-ivvadkrva marI pase tkR&an n=I. temj maramaH kivTv xÂÉt p` n=I.Aavo svR=a xÂÉt hIn huH AapnI pase kevI rIte AavuH? Ane xuHmaguH?

ihNdu \maRnusar ved svR=I jUno g‡H= Ke t=a ved ApaEÌØey Ketem khevay Ke. jenI _Tpi¿ ko{ manv=I nhÄ p` saÙatŸ {¬r=I={ hoy tene Aagm khevamaH Aave Ke. vedne p` Aagm$p manvamaHAave Ke. ved Caar Ke. temaH %Gved, samved, yj¡veeRd Ane A=vRved. Aacar vedmaH %Gved Ai\k Ýisâ Ke. prHtu he Ýwu¦ mne to Aek vednuHp` &an n=I.

muslmannuH kuran ke vItragÝi`t jEn Aagm jemaH mhasagrsmuH &anjz wyuÅ Ke p` huH Aa ivxaz Aagmone Nyay AapI xkuHA=va SvpÙ äara prpÙnuH qHDn-mHDn krI xkuH te!luH &an p`maramaH n=I. kuran, ba{bl, AvSta vgere vaHcI, ivcarI tena¹iÚibNduAo smjva te Aa„&anInuH l"y hoy Ke p` huH to te p`Ô`to n=I. mne KHdxaÏnuH p` &an n=I. kya KHdmaH ke!lI maƒav<t t=a ɘo KHd ke!la g`ono hoy, temaH sm t=a ivØm xuH Ke?vgere je KHdxaÏnaH lÙ`o Ke tena=I huH A&an KuH. vzI Aava&anawave kivta rcvanI xi› p` huH \ravto n=I. Ôe Aem hoyto kivta äara p` huH Aapna gu anuvad kruH.

Aek AnuwvIAe kæuH Ke,ipHgl pa@ p#˜a ivna kaVy kre kiv hoyvzI Vyakr` ivna vde, va`I ivmz n hoy.

Vyakr` ke kivtanI pâitna &an ivna bolvuH te to inr=RkKe. he na=¦ vStunI F!na jeva ke hetu, ¹ÚaHt, _pny, Vyaiº vgerepaHc paHc AHg tkRna Ýma`ny tÀvalokmaH btaVya Ke. Aa rItetkR vDe Vyaiº krI vStunuH y=a=R &an krvuH temj ivvadna inymmujb pÙ-pUvR- _¿rpÙ, tkR, Ýma` ¹ÚaHt vgere Ke tena vDe ivvadmaHivjy mezvI xkay AevI xi› p` maramaH n=I. he Ýwu¦ kivtabnavva ma!e marI pase kivTvxi› p` n=I. temj rs, AlHkar,ivwav, Anuwav, S=ayIwav vgere ivwedo Ô`va Ôe{Ae t=a tenuH&an hovuH Ôe{Ae te p` maramaH n=I. qreqr, huH ko{ p` yoGytayu› n=I. yogw‡Ú, magRw‡Ú AapnI pase yacna krva AaVyo KuHp` Ýwu hve huH xuH kruH ke Aapna jeva Sv$pne pamI xkuH? hve kiv]IAanHd\nÒ khe Ke,

jap n januH juvab n januH, n januH k=vata¸wav n ja uH wgtI n ja uH, januH n sIra tata.....Av\U.. 3..

huH Ôp Ô`to n=I. ko{ne ÝTyu¿r devanuH Ô`to n=I. mnek=avataRnuH &an n=I. wavonI ruic temj wi›nI rIt huH Ô`to

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kya-kya gu one Stvna ={ xke teno p` mne ivvek n=I. gata toAavDtuH n=I p` gayko pase kevaH-kevaH vaijHƒo hoy tenuH t=a tenebÔvvanuH p` mne &an n=I. gayko AapnI pase iv\-iv\ sUromaHga{ potanI wÂÉt rjU kre Ke. maro sUr p` Aevo mI@o m\uro n=I.Anek Ýkarna KHdo ke bav`Ina rag p` huH Ô`to n=I. Aa \Evtrag Ke ke gaH\ar Ke? tenI p` mne qbr n=I. mara m\urragnaAwave huH Aapne rIJvI p` xkto n=I. sUr ke sUrna iviv\ ragivna wÂÉt kem =ay? Are¦ ko{ vqt to gayko ibrdavlI=IraÔne ibrdave Ke Ane suHdr ragmaH gu avlI gay Ke. je=I raÔ-mharaÔ rIJay Ane _¿m we! ApR kre Ke. p` Ýwu maramaH toAevI p` ko{ xÂÉt n=I te=I rIJta ke rIJvta p` AavDtuH n=I.marI A`AavDtnI ko{ sIma n=I te=I Aem =ay Ke ke Aapnacr`nI seva kruH p` Ýwu sevk =vuH sheluH n=I kar` ke sevkna jevImaramaH nm‡ta n=I. mne seva\mR bÔvtaH p` AavDto n=I. vzIcr`seva kya kya pda=È=I krvI, keva mHƒoCcar vDe krvI, vSƒt=a nEve>nI k{ samg‡I lavvI te ivi\ p` huH Ô`to n=I to pKIÝwu Aapj kho mare xuH magvuH. kiv]I bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ved n januH iktab n januH, januH n lÙ` KHda¸trkvad ivvad n januH, n januH kiv fHda.....Av\U... .. 2..

huH ved, kuran ke KHdxaÏ vgere kaH{ Ô`to n=I. vad-ivvadkrva marI pase tkR&an n=I. temj maramaH kivTv xÂÉt p` n=I.Aavo svR=a xÂÉt hIn huH AapnI pase kevI rIte AavuH? Ane xuHmaguH?

ihNdu \maRnusar ved svR=I jUno g‡H= Ke t=a ved ApaEÌØey Ketem khevay Ke. jenI _Tpi¿ ko{ manv=I nhÄ p` saÙatŸ {¬r=I={ hoy tene Aagm khevamaH Aave Ke. vedne p` Aagm$p manvamaHAave Ke. ved Caar Ke. temaH %Gved, samved, yj¡veeRd Ane A=vRved. Aacar vedmaH %Gved Ai\k Ýisâ Ke. prHtu he Ýwu¦ mne to Aek vednuHp` &an n=I.

muslmannuH kuran ke vItragÝi`t jEn Aagm jemaH mhasagrsmuH &anjz wyuÅ Ke p` huH Aa ivxaz Aagmone Nyay AapI xkuHA=va SvpÙ äara prpÙnuH qHDn-mHDn krI xkuH te!luH &an p`maramaH n=I. kuran, ba{bl, AvSta vgere vaHcI, ivcarI tena¹iÚibNduAo smjva te Aa„&anInuH l"y hoy Ke p` huH to te p`Ô`to n=I. mne KHdxaÏnuH p` &an n=I. kya KHdmaH ke!lI maƒav<t t=a ɘo KHd ke!la g`ono hoy, temaH sm t=a ivØm xuH Ke?vgere je KHdxaÏnaH lÙ`o Ke tena=I huH A&an KuH. vzI Aava&anawave kivta rcvanI xi› p` huH \ravto n=I. Ôe Aem hoyto kivta äara p` huH Aapna gu anuvad kruH.

Aek AnuwvIAe kæuH Ke,ipHgl pa@ p#˜a ivna kaVy kre kiv hoyvzI Vyakr` ivna vde, va`I ivmz n hoy.

Vyakr` ke kivtanI pâitna &an ivna bolvuH te to inr=RkKe. he na=¦ vStunI F!na jeva ke hetu, ¹ÚaHt, _pny, Vyaiº vgerepaHc paHc AHg tkRna Ýma`ny tÀvalokmaH btaVya Ke. Aa rItetkR vDe Vyaiº krI vStunuH y=a=R &an krvuH temj ivvadna inymmujb pÙ-pUvR- _¿rpÙ, tkR, Ýma` ¹ÚaHt vgere Ke tena vDe ivvadmaHivjy mezvI xkay AevI xi› p` maramaH n=I. he Ýwu¦ kivtabnavva ma!e marI pase kivTvxi› p` n=I. temj rs, AlHkar,ivwav, Anuwav, S=ayIwav vgere ivwedo Ô`va Ôe{Ae t=a tenuH&an hovuH Ôe{Ae te p` maramaH n=I. qreqr, huH ko{ p` yoGytayu› n=I. yogw‡Ú, magRw‡Ú AapnI pase yacna krva AaVyo KuHp` Ýwu hve huH xuH kruH ke Aapna jeva Sv$pne pamI xkuH? hve kiv]IAanHd\nÒ khe Ke,

jap n januH juvab n januH, n januH k=vata¸wav n ja uH wgtI n ja uH, januH n sIra tata.....Av\U.. 3..

huH Ôp Ô`to n=I. ko{ne ÝTyu¿r devanuH Ô`to n=I. mnek=avataRnuH &an n=I. wavonI ruic temj wi›nI rIt huH Ô`to

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n=I. mne k=avataRnuH &an n=I. xuH @HDu Ane xuH grm? kya kar`=I@HDu-grm =ay Ke te p` huH smÒ xkto n=I. bolo Ýwu¦ hve huHAapnI pase xuH maguH?

he na=¦ khevay Ke ke prma„pd leva ma!e prma„Sv$pnuHr!` krvuH Ôe{Ae temj tena namno Ôp ke AjpaÔp Ô`ton=I. maza ivna xaiBdk ke manisk Ôp krvanI kza maramaHn=I. nvakarvazI ha=maH kem pkDvI t=a k{ AaHgzI=I m`kafervvana t=a maza nIce raqvI ke ñdy same tenI ivi\ p` huHÔ`to n=I.

vzI Aapna ivØe ke AaTma ivØe mne ko{ pUKe to Aap kevaKo? AapnuH Sv$p kevuH Ke? Aapno AanHd temj AnuwUit kevI Ke tep` Ô`to n=I ke je=I pUKnarne sHtoØ =ay tevo jvab AapIxkuH.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke “Ýwu wi› krtaH krtaHwÉt, wgvan bnI Ôy Ke vzI Ýwu¦ AapnI wiÉt kevI rIte krIxkay Ke te p` huH Ô`to n=I. ;ic¿ ÝsNn re, pUjn fz kæuH re'AenuH rhSy huH Ô`to n=I Ane AapnI wiÉtmaH AevI ic¿nIÝsNnta ={ hoy, Aevo ApUvR vIyÈLlas =yo hoy ke AevI ApUvRAaTmßyoitnuH idVydxRn ={ gyuH hoy Aem mara |yanmaH n=I AneAenuH kar` te wiÉt ma!e keva Ýkarno wav Ôe{Ae, kevI êcI ruicÔe{Ae, kevI ¹# sdŸh`a Ôe{Ae tenuH mne vaStivk wan n=I. wavivna iÊya kevI Ke. te ivØe kiv lqe Ke,

wav ivna danaidka, Ô`o AlU o \an,wav rsaHg maya =kI, ƒu!e kmR indan.1

wav ivna Anek iÊyaAo krI p` ySmatŸ ikÊya Ýitk liNtn wavsUNya. wav ivna ic¿nI cHczta krI hxe, je=I AapnosaÙaTkar kdI =yo nhÄ. Aaj su\I huH to Ao\e wiÉt krto hto.mne SpÚbo\ nhto ke huH AapnI wiÉt Aapna gu kItRn krI xkuH.wiÉtnuH Sv$p smßya ivna t=a wavrsaHg mezVya ivna wiÉt

krto hova=I Aaj su\I krel wiÉt Aa„%i|\ _Tpþ krnar ={nhÄ, p` in*fz g{ Ae j maruH A&anp uH Ke.

he dev¦ mara Ýwu¦ marI AavI kru ajnk iS=it Ke ma!e j khuHKuH ke AapnI pase huH kevI rIte AavuH Ane xI yacna kruH te j mnesmÔtuH n=I. he k<pana=¦ mara _pr k<pa kro Ane mne magRdxRnAapo.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ co=I kDImaH khe Ke,Gyan n januH ivGyan n januH, n januH wjnama¸AanHdFn Ýwuke Fr äare, r!n kruH gu \ama.....Av\U.. 4..

motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke ke &an Ae!le samaNydxRnAne iv&an Ae!le ivixÚdxRn Aevo p` A=R ={ xke Ke. Tyare!bakarna mte &an Ae!le guÌd¿ &an Ane iv&an Ae!le AaTmasHbH\I&an Aevo A=R p` =ay Ke. he Ýwu¦ Aapna ÝTyÙ dxRn ={xke tevuH &an to n=I p` proÙ&anno p` maramaH Awav Ke. te&an be Ýkare Ke. ;SpÚ ÝTyÙmŸ' &anavr`aid FatIkmRna Ùy=I_TpNn =tuH &an te ÝTyÙ &an Ke. prHtu ÝTyÙ &anna be wed Kejemke tdŸ ivklH sklH c “Avi\, mn:pyRy ivkl ÝTyÙ,kevz&an skl ÝTyÙ Ke. mit-]ut&an proÙ &an Ke te p` maramaHn=I. samaNy&an Ane dxRn p` n=I to ivxeØ bo\ krI iv&anÝaPt krvanI to vat j ɘaH rhI? vzI icƒkza, ixLpkza keva>kza vgere vE&aink #bnI kza p` huH Ô`to n=I. Are¦ icƒkzake ixLpkza Ô`to hot to AapnI mUitR kHDarI temaH Aevo tLlInbnI Ôt ke mara Ane AapnamaH ko{ wed éwa j n rhet. vzIva> vgaDtaH AavDtuH hot to jem morlIna sUrmaH, spR mGn bnIÔy Ke ne fe maHDI Dolva lage Ke tem huH p` va> vgaDI AapnemarI pase bolavI xkt A=va va>na talmaH Aekakar ={ AapnajevI ÂS=itne ÝaPt krI xkt. p` huH to Ae p` Ô`to n=I. te=Ihe Ýwu¦ tme maramaH yoGyta Ýg!avo. tme sTyrahna rahbr Koma!e maro ha= pkDo.

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he na=¦ khevay Ke ke prma„pd leva ma!e prma„Sv$pnuHr!` krvuH Ôe{Ae temj tena namno Ôp ke AjpaÔp Ô`ton=I. maza ivna xaiBdk ke manisk Ôp krvanI kza maramaHn=I. nvakarvazI ha=maH kem pkDvI t=a k{ AaHgzI=I m`kafervvana t=a maza nIce raqvI ke ñdy same tenI ivi\ p` huHÔ`to n=I.

vzI Aapna ivØe ke AaTma ivØe mne ko{ pUKe to Aap kevaKo? AapnuH Sv$p kevuH Ke? Aapno AanHd temj AnuwUit kevI Ke tep` Ô`to n=I ke je=I pUKnarne sHtoØ =ay tevo jvab AapIxkuH.

]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke “Ýwu wi› krtaH krtaHwÉt, wgvan bnI Ôy Ke vzI Ýwu¦ AapnI wiÉt kevI rIte krIxkay Ke te p` huH Ô`to n=I. ;ic¿ ÝsNn re, pUjn fz kæuH re'AenuH rhSy huH Ô`to n=I Ane AapnI wiÉtmaH AevI ic¿nIÝsNnta ={ hoy, Aevo ApUvR vIyÈLlas =yo hoy ke AevI ApUvRAaTmßyoitnuH idVydxRn ={ gyuH hoy Aem mara |yanmaH n=I AneAenuH kar` te wiÉt ma!e keva Ýkarno wav Ôe{Ae, kevI êcI ruicÔe{Ae, kevI ¹# sdŸh`a Ôe{Ae tenuH mne vaStivk wan n=I. wavivna iÊya kevI Ke. te ivØe kiv lqe Ke,

wav ivna danaidka, Ô`o AlU o \an,wav rsaHg maya =kI, ƒu!e kmR indan.1

wav ivna Anek iÊyaAo krI p` ySmatŸ ikÊya Ýitk liNtn wavsUNya. wav ivna ic¿nI cHczta krI hxe, je=I AapnosaÙaTkar kdI =yo nhÄ. Aaj su\I huH to Ao\e wiÉt krto hto.mne SpÚbo\ nhto ke huH AapnI wiÉt Aapna gu kItRn krI xkuH.wiÉtnuH Sv$p smßya ivna t=a wavrsaHg mezVya ivna wiÉt

krto hova=I Aaj su\I krel wiÉt Aa„%i|\ _Tpþ krnar ={nhÄ, p` in*fz g{ Ae j maruH A&anp uH Ke.

he dev¦ mara Ýwu¦ marI AavI kru ajnk iS=it Ke ma!e j khuHKuH ke AapnI pase huH kevI rIte AavuH Ane xI yacna kruH te j mnesmÔtuH n=I. he k<pana=¦ mara _pr k<pa kro Ane mne magRdxRnAapo.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ co=I kDImaH khe Ke,Gyan n januH ivGyan n januH, n januH wjnama¸AanHdFn Ýwuke Fr äare, r!n kruH gu \ama.....Av\U.. 4..

motIcHdwa{ kapiDya lqe Ke ke &an Ae!le samaNydxRnAne iv&an Ae!le ivixÚdxRn Aevo p` A=R ={ xke Ke. Tyare!bakarna mte &an Ae!le guÌd¿ &an Ane iv&an Ae!le AaTmasHbH\I&an Aevo A=R p` =ay Ke. he Ýwu¦ Aapna ÝTyÙ dxRn ={xke tevuH &an to n=I p` proÙ&anno p` maramaH Awav Ke. te&an be Ýkare Ke. ;SpÚ ÝTyÙmŸ' &anavr`aid FatIkmRna Ùy=I_TpNn =tuH &an te ÝTyÙ &an Ke. prHtu ÝTyÙ &anna be wed Kejemke tdŸ ivklH sklH c “Avi\, mn:pyRy ivkl ÝTyÙ,kevz&an skl ÝTyÙ Ke. mit-]ut&an proÙ &an Ke te p` maramaHn=I. samaNy&an Ane dxRn p` n=I to ivxeØ bo\ krI iv&anÝaPt krvanI to vat j ɘaH rhI? vzI icƒkza, ixLpkza keva>kza vgere vE&aink #bnI kza p` huH Ô`to n=I. Are¦ icƒkzake ixLpkza Ô`to hot to AapnI mUitR kHDarI temaH Aevo tLlInbnI Ôt ke mara Ane AapnamaH ko{ wed éwa j n rhet. vzIva> vgaDtaH AavDtuH hot to jem morlIna sUrmaH, spR mGn bnIÔy Ke ne fe maHDI Dolva lage Ke tem huH p` va> vgaDI AapnemarI pase bolavI xkt A=va va>na talmaH Aekakar ={ AapnajevI ÂS=itne ÝaPt krI xkt. p` huH to Ae p` Ô`to n=I. te=Ihe Ýwu¦ tme maramaH yoGyta Ýg!avo. tme sTyrahna rahbr Koma!e maro ha= pkDo.

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kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH potanI lFutanuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. khevayKe ke “lFuta=I Ýwuta mze, Ýwuta=I Ýwu dUr”. lFuta t=a nm‡tamanvne mhan bnave Ke. AaTm$p hIrane mezvva ma!e _¿msa\kÝwu pase nm‡ bnI Ýa=Rna krtaH hoy Ke. kiv _Cc Ýkarna sa\kKe. SvyHmaH Anek gu`onuH Ýag!˜ hova KtaH kiv potanamaHgu hI`tana dxRn kre Ke. Ýwu pase potana doØnuH v Rn krtaH ]IrajcHãÒ khe Ke,

A\ma\m Ai\ko pitt, skl jgtmaH huH y¸Ae inüy AaVya ivna, sa\n krxe xuH y... AaTmane ßyare

SvdoØ dxRn =ay Tyare te doØmu› bnI xke Ke. kiv khe Ke ke huH bIj¡HkaH{ Ô`to n=I. bs huH to prmaTmpdnuH r!` kyaR kruH KuH. AnekÝkarna r!`nI ivØy-kØay AoKa =ay Ke t=a _dasInta AaveKe. ÝwupdnuH r!` sa\kÒvnnuH Ý=m sopan Ke.

he Ýwu¦ Aap ƒ e kazmaH pU R Ko Ane AapnI pase pU RtanuHdan leva huH AaVyo KuH. A`FD p+=r jevo huH, Aap to FDvEya Ko.p+=rne kHDarI suHdr mUitR bnavI Aapna jevo mne bnavo.

Aa pdmaH A|yaTmyogI kiv ]I AanHdFnÒAe sa\nanaÝ=m sopan trIke nm‡tanuH mhÀv pa`Ina FDana ãÚaHt äara smÔveKe. sdŸguÌne wgvHt $pe j¡Ae Ke Ane khe Ke ke stmagRna woimyaj AaTmÝaiPtno magR btavI xke Ke p` pote ALpmit hova=I tesmÒ xkto n=I. potanI ALpmitnuH iviv\ ãÚaHto äara in$p`krIne kivAe ÝwuÝaiPtnI JHqnane sFn rIte AaleqI Ke. sa=e poteAevI dxa AnuwvI ræa Ke ke ßyaH @HDa-grmno Qyal su|\aH n=I.AamaH kiv]InI F`I _CcdxanI Jlk j`a{ rhI Ke.

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“Av\U ram ram jg gave”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj je kazmaH p<+vIp! pr ivcrtaH htate smy kevo duØm Ane sHFØR wyÈ hto tenuH dxRn Aa pdmaH =ay Ke.drek sjRkna saihTymaH, tTkalIn smaj t=a iS=itno Ýwav =oDeF`e AHxe pD˜a ivna rhe nhÄ.

kiv AanHdFnÒ ;AaxavrI ragmaH' lqayel Aa s¿avIsmapdmaH khe Ke,

Av\U ram ram jg gave, ivrla Alq lgave......Av\U.mtvala to mtmeH mata, m#vala m@rata¸j!a j!a\r p!a p!a\r, Kta Kta\r tata: ..Av\U.... .. 1..

sHsarnI _pai\Ao=I sHtPt manv, xaHit ma!e ÝwunuH xr`xo\e Ke Ane ramnamnuH r!` kyaR kre Ke, p` A&manv Ô`ton=I ke ram ɘaH Ke? ko` Ke? t=a tenuH Sv$p kevuH Ke? t=a AslSv$pmaH ramne pamva xuH krvuH Ôe{Ae te te Ô`to n=I. fkt ram-ram gava=I ke temna namna nara lgavva=I ram mzta n=I.prHtu ram\UnmaH tNmy =taH ram nÒk Aave Ke. Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,

Aek ram dxr= Fr Dole, Aek ram F!o F! bole,Aek ram jgt psara, Aek ram jgse Nyara.

iv¬maH Aek ram n=I. Aek dxr= puƒ ram Ke. bIÔ ram drekÒvona F!maH vSya Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke ke ram to iv¬VyapI Ke.sHte KeLlI pHi›maH mmR qolI vat krI Ke ke _pr btavel ramnIvCce p` Aek ram vse Ke, je shu=I Nyara t=a inrala Ke. te KeAatmram. ;ram' xBdnI VyaQya Ae Ke ke ;rmte [it ram:' injSvwavmaH rm` kre te ram, p` jgtnaH loko Svwav- ivwavneÔ`ta j n=I Ane wav vgr maƒ mo#e=I tota r!` kyaR kre Ke.je=I ramnuH vaStivk Sv$p ÝaPt ={ xktuH n=I. he AanHdFn

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kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH potanI lFutanuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. khevayKe ke “lFuta=I Ýwuta mze, Ýwuta=I Ýwu dUr”. lFuta t=a nm‡tamanvne mhan bnave Ke. AaTm$p hIrane mezvva ma!e _¿msa\kÝwu pase nm‡ bnI Ýa=Rna krtaH hoy Ke. kiv _Cc Ýkarna sa\kKe. SvyHmaH Anek gu`onuH Ýag!˜ hova KtaH kiv potanamaHgu hI`tana dxRn kre Ke. Ýwu pase potana doØnuH v Rn krtaH ]IrajcHãÒ khe Ke,

A\ma\m Ai\ko pitt, skl jgtmaH huH y¸Ae inüy AaVya ivna, sa\n krxe xuH y... AaTmane ßyare

SvdoØ dxRn =ay Tyare te doØmu› bnI xke Ke. kiv khe Ke ke huH bIj¡HkaH{ Ô`to n=I. bs huH to prmaTmpdnuH r!` kyaR kruH KuH. AnekÝkarna r!`nI ivØy-kØay AoKa =ay Ke t=a _dasInta AaveKe. ÝwupdnuH r!` sa\kÒvnnuH Ý=m sopan Ke.

he Ýwu¦ Aap ƒ e kazmaH pU R Ko Ane AapnI pase pU RtanuHdan leva huH AaVyo KuH. A`FD p+=r jevo huH, Aap to FDvEya Ko.p+=rne kHDarI suHdr mUitR bnavI Aapna jevo mne bnavo.

Aa pdmaH A|yaTmyogI kiv ]I AanHdFnÒAe sa\nanaÝ=m sopan trIke nm‡tanuH mhÀv pa`Ina FDana ãÚaHt äara smÔveKe. sdŸguÌne wgvHt $pe j¡Ae Ke Ane khe Ke ke stmagRna woimyaj AaTmÝaiPtno magR btavI xke Ke p` pote ALpmit hova=I tesmÒ xkto n=I. potanI ALpmitnuH iviv\ ãÚaHto äara in$p`krIne kivAe ÝwuÝaiPtnI JHqnane sFn rIte AaleqI Ke. sa=e poteAevI dxa AnuwvI ræa Ke ke ßyaH @HDa-grmno Qyal su|\aH n=I.AamaH kiv]InI F`I _CcdxanI Jlk j`a{ rhI Ke.

pd-r7

“Av\U ram ram jg gave”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj je kazmaH p<+vIp! pr ivcrtaH htate smy kevo duØm Ane sHFØR wyÈ hto tenuH dxRn Aa pdmaH =ay Ke.drek sjRkna saihTymaH, tTkalIn smaj t=a iS=itno Ýwav =oDeF`e AHxe pD˜a ivna rhe nhÄ.

kiv AanHdFnÒ ;AaxavrI ragmaH' lqayel Aa s¿avIsmapdmaH khe Ke,

Av\U ram ram jg gave, ivrla Alq lgave......Av\U.mtvala to mtmeH mata, m#vala m@rata¸j!a j!a\r p!a p!a\r, Kta Kta\r tata: ..Av\U.... .. 1..

sHsarnI _pai\Ao=I sHtPt manv, xaHit ma!e ÝwunuH xr`xo\e Ke Ane ramnamnuH r!` kyaR kre Ke, p` A&manv Ô`ton=I ke ram ɘaH Ke? ko` Ke? t=a tenuH Sv$p kevuH Ke? t=a AslSv$pmaH ramne pamva xuH krvuH Ôe{Ae te te Ô`to n=I. fkt ram-ram gava=I ke temna namna nara lgavva=I ram mzta n=I.prHtu ram\UnmaH tNmy =taH ram nÒk Aave Ke. Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,

Aek ram dxr= Fr Dole, Aek ram F!o F! bole,Aek ram jgt psara, Aek ram jgse Nyara.

iv¬maH Aek ram n=I. Aek dxr= puƒ ram Ke. bIÔ ram drekÒvona F!maH vSya Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke ke ram to iv¬VyapI Ke.sHte KeLlI pHi›maH mmR qolI vat krI Ke ke _pr btavel ramnIvCce p` Aek ram vse Ke, je shu=I Nyara t=a inrala Ke. te KeAatmram. ;ram' xBdnI VyaQya Ae Ke ke ;rmte [it ram:' injSvwavmaH rm` kre te ram, p` jgtnaH loko Svwav- ivwavneÔ`ta j n=I Ane wav vgr maƒ mo#e=I tota r!` kyaR kre Ke.je=I ramnuH vaStivk Sv$p ÝaPt ={ xktuH n=I. he AanHdFn

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AaTma¦ jgtna Òvo ;ram' ;ram' Aevo Ôp kre Ke p` tenaAl"y Sv$pne wUlI gya Ke. jgtmaH shu potpotana [Ú devner!ta hoy Ke. p` vaStivk Sv$p waGye j ko{ Ô`tuH hxe. potanaAaTmramne jgaDva drek sa\ke Alq sa\na krvI pDe Ke. p`Ýwu¦ mne to {¬r ÝaiPt A=eR iv\-iv\$po jgtmaH j`ay Ke.shu ko{ potanI maNytanusar {¬rna $pne smje Ke t=a mtS=apna krI potana mtna Aag‡hI bnI Ôy Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒp` khe Ke.

A=va mt dxRn F`atemaH mt saco ɘo bne n Aeh ivvek.ko{ ramne, ko{ rhemanne, ko{ {sune, to ko{ ijnne jpta

hoy Ke. p` tenuH sTy Sv$p bhu AoKa loko Ô e Ke. bo|y, saHQy,mImaHsk vgere iwþiwþ mtvaza potana mtmaH mSt rhe Ke.kbIrpH=I, dadupH=I, nankpH=I Ane bIÔ Anek pH=vaza potanamtna Aag‡hI bnI be@a Ke. b\a m@a\Ixo potana AnuyayIAonIsHQya v<iâmaH rCya-pCya rhe Ke. teAo F`a qra Svmtna AitAag‡hI hova=I \mRnuH vaStivk Sv$p ivSm<t ={ gyuH Ke. teAoSvPnmaH p` ivcarI xkta n=I ke potana isvay bIje p` ɘaHy\mR ho{ xke. ke!lak jEno p` ;ijn' namna nara lgave Ke p`tenuH Sv$p smßya ivna teAo wulavamaH pDI gya Ke. kæuH Ke ke“loka bihRbu\y: loko baæ¹ÂÚne kar e Al"ynuH Sv$p smÒxkta n=I. kbIr khe Ke ke l"yna _pyog ivna kevz ram-ramnuHSmr` kre te svR AH\ sHsarIAo smjva”. m@vasI Ae!le AavelaAWyagtonI m@maH pircyaR krnar Aeva m@vasI m@maH mataAe!le ke mGn ={ gya Ke. temaH j rt ={ gya Ke. to vzI ko{sHNyas g‡h` krI j!a\arI bnvamaH \mR mane Ke. j!ane j svRisiânuH kar` manI j!a v\are Ke. to vzI ko{ Kta Ae!le p<+vIpitbnI, ÙiƒyTvnI qumarI=I xƒuAono sHhar krI, grIbonuH rÙ`krvamaH isiâ mane Ke. prHtu Al"ynuH vaStivk Sv$p to ko{

ivrla j Ô e Ke. ma!e j khevay Ke ke “\mRSy tÀvH inih¿H guhayamŸ”\mRnuH gU# tÀv gufamaH smayeluH Ke. te gufa k{ Ke te ivcar krva=IsmÔxe. te gufa Ke mtrag (¹ÂÚrag) dUr kyaR pKI ivxu|\ =yelIic¿v<i¿$p guha Ke. Aaj AavI ic¿guhamaH \mRne wHDarI devamaHAaVyo Ke t=a {CKanusar lokVyvhar clave Ke. Aa iS=it ÔetaH]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj khe Ke ke

Aagm pi# Aagm\r =ake, maya\arI Kakeduinyadar duin seH lage, dasa sb Aaxake... .. Av\U... .. 2..

Aa sHsarna Sv$pnuH dxRn kravtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke kevedpa@IAo ved w`Ine, gItapa@IAo gIta pa@ krIne t=a ijnagmÔ`naraAo ijnagm w`Ine t=a vato krIne =ak˜a Ke. AagmxBd Ai\ktr jEnomaH vpray Ke. ragaid Ø!irpune ÒtI kevz&anÝg!˜a pKI je vcnÝyog =ay te Aagm khevay Ke. Ae!la ma!eäadxaHg$p Aagm tI=Åkr Ýi`t manvamaH Aave Ke. ihNdu \maRnusarved Aagm Ke kar`ke je Aagm hoy te ApaEÌØey hoy Ke. vedApaEÌØey Ke ma!e Aagm Ke. AaPtpuruØnI va`I te Aagm AnesHto, mhHto, AacayÈ ke stŸpuruØÝi`t vato ke _pdexne puiStka$perjU krvamaH Aave to tene ;g‡H=' khevamaH Aave Ke. to kiv khe Ke kesvR& ki=t Aagmno AWyas to F`o kyÈ prHtu rag-äeØnI mHdtakrvanI htI te krI nhÄ p` te=I ivpirt mmTvyoge gCKna wedeAekaHt qHDnmHDnmaH pDIne yoGy vtRn n =taH Aagmo=I _âar =yonhÄ t=a xuâaTmanI ÝaÂPt ={ nhÄ.

mayane \ar` krnaraAo mayamaH KkI gya Ke. maya Ae!lekp!baÒ. maya Ae!le pEso. Aaje loko \mRna wUQya n=I p` \nnawUQya Ke. teAo \nna lowe iv\-iv\ Ýkare mayana qel kre Ke.

mayavadI vedaHtIAo ;jgt mayamy' Ke te manI puruØ AneÝk<itnaH Sv$pmaH ANy sTy hkIkt l"ymaH leta n=I. AavaAekaHtvadIAo puruØa=R krva KtaH Al"yna Sv$pne pamI xktan=I. to p` AaquHye jgt Aek Aaxana tare bH\a{ ræuH Ke. te=I

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AaTma¦ jgtna Òvo ;ram' ;ram' Aevo Ôp kre Ke p` tenaAl"y Sv$pne wUlI gya Ke. jgtmaH shu potpotana [Ú devner!ta hoy Ke. p` vaStivk Sv$p waGye j ko{ Ô`tuH hxe. potanaAaTmramne jgaDva drek sa\ke Alq sa\na krvI pDe Ke. p`Ýwu¦ mne to {¬r ÝaiPt A=eR iv\-iv\$po jgtmaH j`ay Ke.shu ko{ potanI maNytanusar {¬rna $pne smje Ke t=a mtS=apna krI potana mtna Aag‡hI bnI Ôy Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒp` khe Ke.

A=va mt dxRn F`atemaH mt saco ɘo bne n Aeh ivvek.ko{ ramne, ko{ rhemanne, ko{ {sune, to ko{ ijnne jpta

hoy Ke. p` tenuH sTy Sv$p bhu AoKa loko Ô e Ke. bo|y, saHQy,mImaHsk vgere iwþiwþ mtvaza potana mtmaH mSt rhe Ke.kbIrpH=I, dadupH=I, nankpH=I Ane bIÔ Anek pH=vaza potanamtna Aag‡hI bnI be@a Ke. b\a m@a\Ixo potana AnuyayIAonIsHQya v<iâmaH rCya-pCya rhe Ke. teAo F`a qra Svmtna AitAag‡hI hova=I \mRnuH vaStivk Sv$p ivSm<t ={ gyuH Ke. teAoSvPnmaH p` ivcarI xkta n=I ke potana isvay bIje p` ɘaHy\mR ho{ xke. ke!lak jEno p` ;ijn' namna nara lgave Ke p`tenuH Sv$p smßya ivna teAo wulavamaH pDI gya Ke. kæuH Ke ke“loka bihRbu\y: loko baæ¹ÂÚne kar e Al"ynuH Sv$p smÒxkta n=I. kbIr khe Ke ke l"yna _pyog ivna kevz ram-ramnuHSmr` kre te svR AH\ sHsarIAo smjva”. m@vasI Ae!le AavelaAWyagtonI m@maH pircyaR krnar Aeva m@vasI m@maH mataAe!le ke mGn ={ gya Ke. temaH j rt ={ gya Ke. to vzI ko{sHNyas g‡h` krI j!a\arI bnvamaH \mR mane Ke. j!ane j svRisiânuH kar` manI j!a v\are Ke. to vzI ko{ Kta Ae!le p<+vIpitbnI, ÙiƒyTvnI qumarI=I xƒuAono sHhar krI, grIbonuH rÙ`krvamaH isiâ mane Ke. prHtu Al"ynuH vaStivk Sv$p to ko{

ivrla j Ô e Ke. ma!e j khevay Ke ke “\mRSy tÀvH inih¿H guhayamŸ”\mRnuH gU# tÀv gufamaH smayeluH Ke. te gufa k{ Ke te ivcar krva=IsmÔxe. te gufa Ke mtrag (¹ÂÚrag) dUr kyaR pKI ivxu|\ =yelIic¿v<i¿$p guha Ke. Aaj AavI ic¿guhamaH \mRne wHDarI devamaHAaVyo Ke t=a {CKanusar lokVyvhar clave Ke. Aa iS=it ÔetaH]I AanHdFnÒ mharaj khe Ke ke

Aagm pi# Aagm\r =ake, maya\arI Kakeduinyadar duin seH lage, dasa sb Aaxake... .. Av\U... .. 2..

Aa sHsarna Sv$pnuH dxRn kravtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke kevedpa@IAo ved w`Ine, gItapa@IAo gIta pa@ krIne t=a ijnagmÔ`naraAo ijnagm w`Ine t=a vato krIne =ak˜a Ke. AagmxBd Ai\ktr jEnomaH vpray Ke. ragaid Ø!irpune ÒtI kevz&anÝg!˜a pKI je vcnÝyog =ay te Aagm khevay Ke. Ae!la ma!eäadxaHg$p Aagm tI=Åkr Ýi`t manvamaH Aave Ke. ihNdu \maRnusarved Aagm Ke kar`ke je Aagm hoy te ApaEÌØey hoy Ke. vedApaEÌØey Ke ma!e Aagm Ke. AaPtpuruØnI va`I te Aagm AnesHto, mhHto, AacayÈ ke stŸpuruØÝi`t vato ke _pdexne puiStka$perjU krvamaH Aave to tene ;g‡H=' khevamaH Aave Ke. to kiv khe Ke kesvR& ki=t Aagmno AWyas to F`o kyÈ prHtu rag-äeØnI mHdtakrvanI htI te krI nhÄ p` te=I ivpirt mmTvyoge gCKna wedeAekaHt qHDnmHDnmaH pDIne yoGy vtRn n =taH Aagmo=I _âar =yonhÄ t=a xuâaTmanI ÝaÂPt ={ nhÄ.

mayane \ar` krnaraAo mayamaH KkI gya Ke. maya Ae!lekp!baÒ. maya Ae!le pEso. Aaje loko \mRna wUQya n=I p` \nnawUQya Ke. teAo \nna lowe iv\-iv\ Ýkare mayana qel kre Ke.

mayavadI vedaHtIAo ;jgt mayamy' Ke te manI puruØ AneÝk<itnaH Sv$pmaH ANy sTy hkIkt l"ymaH leta n=I. AavaAekaHtvadIAo puruØa=R krva KtaH Al"yna Sv$pne pamI xktan=I. to p` AaquHye jgt Aek Aaxana tare bH\a{ ræuH Ke. te=I

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teAo Al"y Sv$pne ivcarI p` xkta n=I. Aa rIte Aagm\arIAo,mayacarIAo pot-potana kayRmaH Aaskt Ke. kiv]IAe Aagm\arIAne m@\arIAone Aaxana das kæaH Ke. Ae qas l"ymaH leva jevIbabt Ke. Aaxa Aek \nnI j nhÄ p` man-Ýit¤a mezvvanI,pdvI ÝaPt krvanI, ix*y, puStk, _pai\ Aek@I krvanI Aaxap` pud ŸglanHdIp`ane kar`e sHsarma H rJzavnarI Ke.bihraTmwavnI dxa Ke, je AekaHtvßyR Ke. smajnI t=a\mR\urH\ronI AavI iS=it Ôe{ sHt ñdy kru a=I wra{ Ôy KeAne ñdymaH=I xBdo srI pDe Ke.

bihratm mU#a jg jeta, maya ke fHd rheta.F!AHtr prmatm wave, durlw Ýa`I teta: .. Av\U.... .. 3..

je Òvo potana mtna Aag‡hI Ke temj \mRna bhana nIcerzI qanar Ke te qreqr Aaxana das Ke. teAo qreqrbihratmŸwavmaH muHJa{ ræa Ke. xrIr, \n t=a suiv\aAomaHracnara bihratmŸwavyu› hoy Ke. loko potana AiwmannuH poØ`kre Ke t=a mayafHdnuH sevn krI mt ivStarmaH rhe Ke. smajnI AaiS=it pr k!aÙ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje caEdma tI=ÅkrnaHStvnmaH kæuÅ Ke,

gCKna wed bhu ny` inhaztaH tÀvnI vat krtaH n laje,_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaH, moh nDIya kilkal raje.jeAo pot-potana gCKmaH pD˜a Ke t=a temaH j \mR Ke Aem

mane Ke teva gCKai\pitAo tÀvnI mo!I-mo!I vato krvamaH lajp` Anuwvta n=I. vzI jena ivcar ke vtRnmaH tÀvnuH nam-inxan n=I teva lokona mo#amaH _Cc tÀvnI vato xowtI n=I.teAo yx-kIitR t=a pe! wrva \aimRk kayÈ kre Ke. p` qreqrmohraÔAe temne FerI lI\a hoy Ke. teAo AaTmtÀv Ô`va puruØa=Rkrta n=I, p` gCKivStar temj w›g`onI v<iâmaH j {it]ImanI le Ke t=a {CKapUitR temj suiv\apUitR ne j sTy\mR mane Ke.qreqr teAo bihraTmwavI Ke.

prmaTmanuH icHtn krnara F`a AoKa ma`so hoy Ke p`\mRne name #Çg clavnara F`a hoy Ke. ma=uH muHDavI mnnuH muHDnkrnara F`a AoKa hoy Ke. prHtu prmaTmwavnI ÝaÂPt ma!e puruØa=RkrvamaH paHgzaÒvo sav nkama Ke. Aava Òvo retImaH=I tel ka#vapuruØa=R kre Ke, jenuH pir`am xUNy hoy Ke. kiv KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,

qg pd ggn mIn pd jlmeH, jo qoje so baEra¸ic¿ pHkj qoje so icNheH, rmta AanHd waEra... .. Av\U... .. 4..

je ma`s pÙInaH pglaH AakaxmaH Ane maKlInaH pglaHpa`ImaH xo\e Ke teAo qreqr mUqR ma`s Ke. jmIn pr caltaHmanv Ýa`I ke ityÅc Ýa`InaH pglaH xo\I xkay Ke kar` ke jmInpr tenI inxanI =oDo smy p` y=avtŸ jem Ke tem rhe Ke prHtuAakax t=a pa`ImaH tem bntuH n=I, ma!e Aava A&anI Ýa`IAonImhent in*fz Ôy Ke. tevI rIte bihraTmwavmaH rmnaraprmaTmawavnuH xo\n kre Ke te=I teno Ýyas tdŸn nkamo nIvDeKe. ko{ mo#e=I ram-ram r!` kre Ke, ko{ AhRmŸ-AhRmŸnuH _Ccar`krI ÔpnI \Un lgave Ke p` AhRmŸnuH vaStivk Sv$p Ô`ta n=I.Ôe te potana AHtr mnmaH xo\e to prmtÀvnI ÝaÂPt =ay Ke. prHtu\mRna name \itHg krnara temj bihraTmwavmaH racnara ma!ekiv khe Ke,

\rm \rm krto jg shu ifre, \rm n Ô e mmRAavI rIte moÙno AiwlaØI \mR-\mRnuH r!n krto mHidre

miSjde t=a tI=R\amomaH fyaR kre Ke p` \mRno mmR smjto n=I.te=I tenuH &an ke _pdex AekDaH ivnanaH mÄDa jevuH bne Ke.

prmaTma, mHidr, miSjd ke ko{ bharnaH S=anmaH n=I p`tene AHtrmaH xo\ta shj ÝaÂPt =ay Ke. A&anI ÒvnI dxakSturIm<g jevI Ke. bharmaH {¬rnI xo\ Aakax-kusumvtŸ Ke. ma!eje potana ñdykmzmaH {¬rnI xo\ kre Ke te AaTm rm` krtaH-krtaH AanHdSv$p SvaTm w‡mrne AozqI xke Ke. te ma!e mnnevEraGy t=a &anjz=I ivxuâ bnavvamaH Aave to tena pr ivxuâ

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teAo Al"y Sv$pne ivcarI p` xkta n=I. Aa rIte Aagm\arIAo,mayacarIAo pot-potana kayRmaH Aaskt Ke. kiv]IAe Aagm\arIAne m@\arIAone Aaxana das kæaH Ke. Ae qas l"ymaH leva jevIbabt Ke. Aaxa Aek \nnI j nhÄ p` man-Ýit¤a mezvvanI,pdvI ÝaPt krvanI, ix*y, puStk, _pai\ Aek@I krvanI Aaxap` pud ŸglanHdIp`ane kar`e sHsarma H rJzavnarI Ke.bihraTmwavnI dxa Ke, je AekaHtvßyR Ke. smajnI t=a\mR\urH\ronI AavI iS=it Ôe{ sHt ñdy kru a=I wra{ Ôy KeAne ñdymaH=I xBdo srI pDe Ke.

bihratm mU#a jg jeta, maya ke fHd rheta.F!AHtr prmatm wave, durlw Ýa`I teta: .. Av\U.... .. 3..

je Òvo potana mtna Aag‡hI Ke temj \mRna bhana nIcerzI qanar Ke te qreqr Aaxana das Ke. teAo qreqrbihratmŸwavmaH muHJa{ ræa Ke. xrIr, \n t=a suiv\aAomaHracnara bihratmŸwavyu› hoy Ke. loko potana AiwmannuH poØ`kre Ke t=a mayafHdnuH sevn krI mt ivStarmaH rhe Ke. smajnI AaiS=it pr k!aÙ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje caEdma tI=ÅkrnaHStvnmaH kæuÅ Ke,

gCKna wed bhu ny` inhaztaH tÀvnI vat krtaH n laje,_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaH, moh nDIya kilkal raje.jeAo pot-potana gCKmaH pD˜a Ke t=a temaH j \mR Ke Aem

mane Ke teva gCKai\pitAo tÀvnI mo!I-mo!I vato krvamaH lajp` Anuwvta n=I. vzI jena ivcar ke vtRnmaH tÀvnuH nam-inxan n=I teva lokona mo#amaH _Cc tÀvnI vato xowtI n=I.teAo yx-kIitR t=a pe! wrva \aimRk kayÈ kre Ke. p` qreqrmohraÔAe temne FerI lI\a hoy Ke. teAo AaTmtÀv Ô`va puruØa=Rkrta n=I, p` gCKivStar temj w›g`onI v<iâmaH j {it]ImanI le Ke t=a {CKapUitR temj suiv\apUitR ne j sTy\mR mane Ke.qreqr teAo bihraTmwavI Ke.

prmaTmanuH icHtn krnara F`a AoKa ma`so hoy Ke p`\mRne name #Çg clavnara F`a hoy Ke. ma=uH muHDavI mnnuH muHDnkrnara F`a AoKa hoy Ke. prHtu prmaTmwavnI ÝaÂPt ma!e puruØa=RkrvamaH paHgzaÒvo sav nkama Ke. Aava Òvo retImaH=I tel ka#vapuruØa=R kre Ke, jenuH pir`am xUNy hoy Ke. kiv KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,

qg pd ggn mIn pd jlmeH, jo qoje so baEra¸ic¿ pHkj qoje so icNheH, rmta AanHd waEra... .. Av\U... .. 4..

je ma`s pÙInaH pglaH AakaxmaH Ane maKlInaH pglaHpa`ImaH xo\e Ke teAo qreqr mUqR ma`s Ke. jmIn pr caltaHmanv Ýa`I ke ityÅc Ýa`InaH pglaH xo\I xkay Ke kar` ke jmInpr tenI inxanI =oDo smy p` y=avtŸ jem Ke tem rhe Ke prHtuAakax t=a pa`ImaH tem bntuH n=I, ma!e Aava A&anI Ýa`IAonImhent in*fz Ôy Ke. tevI rIte bihraTmwavmaH rmnaraprmaTmawavnuH xo\n kre Ke te=I teno Ýyas tdŸn nkamo nIvDeKe. ko{ mo#e=I ram-ram r!` kre Ke, ko{ AhRmŸ-AhRmŸnuH _Ccar`krI ÔpnI \Un lgave Ke p` AhRmŸnuH vaStivk Sv$p Ô`ta n=I.Ôe te potana AHtr mnmaH xo\e to prmtÀvnI ÝaÂPt =ay Ke. prHtu\mRna name \itHg krnara temj bihraTmwavmaH racnara ma!ekiv khe Ke,

\rm \rm krto jg shu ifre, \rm n Ô e mmRAavI rIte moÙno AiwlaØI \mR-\mRnuH r!n krto mHidre

miSjde t=a tI=R\amomaH fyaR kre Ke p` \mRno mmR smjto n=I.te=I tenuH &an ke _pdex AekDaH ivnanaH mÄDa jevuH bne Ke.

prmaTma, mHidr, miSjd ke ko{ bharnaH S=anmaH n=I p`tene AHtrmaH xo\ta shj ÝaÂPt =ay Ke. A&anI ÒvnI dxakSturIm<g jevI Ke. bharmaH {¬rnI xo\ Aakax-kusumvtŸ Ke. ma!eje potana ñdykmzmaH {¬rnI xo\ kre Ke te AaTm rm` krtaH-krtaH AanHdSv$p SvaTm w‡mrne AozqI xke Ke. te ma!e mnnevEraGy t=a &anjz=I ivxuâ bnavvamaH Aave to tena pr ivxuâ

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AaTmanuH ÝitibHb pDe Ke. te ma!e l"y AaTmwavmaH rt rhevanuHraqvuH. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj saheb lqe Ke ke je AaTmtÀvnaHij&asu-sU"m¹ÂÚ \ark wVyaTma ñdykmlmaH stŸict AanHdmyAaTm w‡mrne xo\e Ke te pirpU R AanHdne pame Ke.

AHtraTmwavna xo\n ma!e ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,ictpHkjne xo\vamaH yogne AHge ñdymHDz, naiwmHDz _pr kmznIpaHqDInI kLpna krI temaH nv-soz vgere AÙro sa=e pdmHDznIS=apna krI pdS=|yan krvamaH Aave Ke. r

pdS=|yanno A=R j =ay Ke ke xBd$pI pdo _pr |yankeÂNãt krvuH. xBdnI _Tpi¿ Svr Ane VyHjn=I =tI hoy Ke Ae!lama!e Aa |yanne v`Rmat<ka nuH |yan p` khevay Ke. ]IxuwcHãacayRÒAe potana &ana`Rv g‡H=maH v RVyuH Ke:

|yayedŸ Anaid isâaHtÝisâaH v`Rmat<kamŸ.in:xeØ xBdivNyas-jNmwUimH jgþtamŸ..

xrIrmaH ƒ` kmzonI kLpna kro:(1) naiwkmz:- naiwmaH soz paHdDIAovaza kmznI

S=apna krI, drek paHdDI _pr A, Aa vgere 16 SvronI S=apnakrvI Ane tenuH |yan krvuH.

(r) ñdykmz:- ñdymaH covIs paHdDIAovazuH kmz kLpvanuHKe. ki`RkamaH k Ane r4 paHdDIAomaH bakIna r4 VyHjn (q, g,t..) vgere mukvana Ane pKI VyHjnonuH |yan krvuH.

(3) muQa kmz:- muqmaH AÚdzkmznI S=apna krI Aa@paHdDamaH Êmx: y, r, l, v, x, Ø, s, h Aa Aa@ v`ÈnIS=apna krI Ae paHdDaHAo Ô e frI ræa hoy Ae rIte |yan krvuH.

Aa rIte pdS= |yan krvavazo yogI sHpU R]utno &ata Ae!leke ]ut&anI bne Ke.

pdS=|yanmaH mHƒai\raj AhÅnuH |yan:AhÅ ref=I yu›, kla Ane ibNdu=I sHyu›, Anaht siht

mHƒraj Ke. suv R kmznI vCcovc rhelI ki Rka _pr rhela in*klHk,

inmRz Ane Aawavaza cHãikr` jeva AakaxgamI Ane sHpU`RidxaAomaH Vyaº ;AhÅ' mHƒnuH Smr` krvuH. Tyarbad muqkmzmaHÝivÚ =ta ÝvlyomaH w‡m`xIl, neƒplko _pr SfUrayman =nar..walmHDlmaH iS=r =nar... talurNF‡=I bhar nIkznar... Am<tnIvØaR krnar.... _jza cHãma jeva, ßyoitmÅDlmaH pirw‡m` krnar...AakaxmaH sHmr` krnar Ane moÙ sa=e melap yojnar AamHƒrajnuH kuHwkpUvRk icHtn- |yan krvuH.

;AhÅ'na pdS= |yan=I AHtrHgmaH AÙy Ane [iNãyAgocr Aa„ßyoit Ýg!e Ke. Aana=I sa\kne Aa„&annI_pliB\ =ay Ke.

pdS=|yanmaH Ý`vnuH |yan:Ý`vna |yanmaH — nuH |yan krvamaH Aave Ke. yogxaÏmaH

Aa |yanpâit Aa Ýma e Ke. Aa |yanno |yata yogI, shu Ý=mpotana ñdykmzmaH rhelI ki RkamaH —nI S=apna kre Ke. ݬatŸxBdb‡ïna kar`wUt Svr Ane VyHjnyu›, pHcprmei¤na vack,mUFaRmaH iS=t cHãkza=I Jrnara, Am<trs=I rstrboz mhamHƒ—nuH |yan, ¬asne wItrmaH kuHwknI ÝiÊya äara iS=r krIne krvamaHAave Ke.

Aa |yanmaH Anek ÝkarnI xi›Ao Ane Aa„bz sHg‡iht=ay Ke, sa=esa=e kmÈno Ùy p` =ay Ke.

pdS= |yanmaH pHcprmei¤nuH |yan:ñdymaH Aa@ paHqDIvaza kmznI S=apna krvI. Ae kmznI

ki Rkana m|ymaH ;nmo AirhHta H' pdnuH |yan krvanuH Ke Tyarbadcare idxaAomaH car paHdDaHAo _pr Êmx: ;nmo isâa H', ;nmoAayirya H', ;nmo _vßJaya H' Ane 'nmo loAe sVvsahU H'nuH|yan krvamaH Aave Ke. car ividxaAomaH AnuÊme ;Aeso pHcnmuÞaro', ;sVv pavp`as`o', ;mHgla H c sVveis', ;p#mH hv{mHglH'nuH |yan krvanuH Ke.

ßyare nvpdnuH |yan krvanuH hoy Tyare car ividxamaH

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AaTmanuH ÝitibHb pDe Ke. te ma!e l"y AaTmwavmaH rt rhevanuHraqvuH. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj saheb lqe Ke ke je AaTmtÀvnaHij&asu-sU"m¹ÂÚ \ark wVyaTma ñdykmlmaH stŸict AanHdmyAaTm w‡mrne xo\e Ke te pirpU R AanHdne pame Ke.

AHtraTmwavna xo\n ma!e ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke,ictpHkjne xo\vamaH yogne AHge ñdymHDz, naiwmHDz _pr kmznIpaHqDInI kLpna krI temaH nv-soz vgere AÙro sa=e pdmHDznIS=apna krI pdS=|yan krvamaH Aave Ke. r

pdS=|yanno A=R j =ay Ke ke xBd$pI pdo _pr |yankeÂNãt krvuH. xBdnI _Tpi¿ Svr Ane VyHjn=I =tI hoy Ke Ae!lama!e Aa |yanne v`Rmat<ka nuH |yan p` khevay Ke. ]IxuwcHãacayRÒAe potana &ana`Rv g‡H=maH v RVyuH Ke:

|yayedŸ Anaid isâaHtÝisâaH v`Rmat<kamŸ.in:xeØ xBdivNyas-jNmwUimH jgþtamŸ..

xrIrmaH ƒ` kmzonI kLpna kro:(1) naiwkmz:- naiwmaH soz paHdDIAovaza kmznI

S=apna krI, drek paHdDI _pr A, Aa vgere 16 SvronI S=apnakrvI Ane tenuH |yan krvuH.

(r) ñdykmz:- ñdymaH covIs paHdDIAovazuH kmz kLpvanuHKe. ki`RkamaH k Ane r4 paHdDIAomaH bakIna r4 VyHjn (q, g,t..) vgere mukvana Ane pKI VyHjnonuH |yan krvuH.

(3) muQa kmz:- muqmaH AÚdzkmznI S=apna krI Aa@paHdDamaH Êmx: y, r, l, v, x, Ø, s, h Aa Aa@ v`ÈnIS=apna krI Ae paHdDaHAo Ô e frI ræa hoy Ae rIte |yan krvuH.

Aa rIte pdS= |yan krvavazo yogI sHpU R]utno &ata Ae!leke ]ut&anI bne Ke.

pdS=|yanmaH mHƒai\raj AhÅnuH |yan:AhÅ ref=I yu›, kla Ane ibNdu=I sHyu›, Anaht siht

mHƒraj Ke. suv R kmznI vCcovc rhelI ki Rka _pr rhela in*klHk,

inmRz Ane Aawavaza cHãikr` jeva AakaxgamI Ane sHpU`RidxaAomaH Vyaº ;AhÅ' mHƒnuH Smr` krvuH. Tyarbad muqkmzmaHÝivÚ =ta ÝvlyomaH w‡m`xIl, neƒplko _pr SfUrayman =nar..walmHDlmaH iS=r =nar... talurNF‡=I bhar nIkznar... Am<tnIvØaR krnar.... _jza cHãma jeva, ßyoitmÅDlmaH pirw‡m` krnar...AakaxmaH sHmr` krnar Ane moÙ sa=e melap yojnar AamHƒrajnuH kuHwkpUvRk icHtn- |yan krvuH.

;AhÅ'na pdS= |yan=I AHtrHgmaH AÙy Ane [iNãyAgocr Aa„ßyoit Ýg!e Ke. Aana=I sa\kne Aa„&annI_pliB\ =ay Ke.

pdS=|yanmaH Ý`vnuH |yan:Ý`vna |yanmaH — nuH |yan krvamaH Aave Ke. yogxaÏmaH

Aa |yanpâit Aa Ýma e Ke. Aa |yanno |yata yogI, shu Ý=mpotana ñdykmzmaH rhelI ki RkamaH —nI S=apna kre Ke. ݬatŸxBdb‡ïna kar`wUt Svr Ane VyHjnyu›, pHcprmei¤na vack,mUFaRmaH iS=t cHãkza=I Jrnara, Am<trs=I rstrboz mhamHƒ—nuH |yan, ¬asne wItrmaH kuHwknI ÝiÊya äara iS=r krIne krvamaHAave Ke.

Aa |yanmaH Anek ÝkarnI xi›Ao Ane Aa„bz sHg‡iht=ay Ke, sa=esa=e kmÈno Ùy p` =ay Ke.

pdS= |yanmaH pHcprmei¤nuH |yan:ñdymaH Aa@ paHqDIvaza kmznI S=apna krvI. Ae kmznI

ki Rkana m|ymaH ;nmo AirhHta H' pdnuH |yan krvanuH Ke Tyarbadcare idxaAomaH car paHdDaHAo _pr Êmx: ;nmo isâa H', ;nmoAayirya H', ;nmo _vßJaya H' Ane 'nmo loAe sVvsahU H'nuH|yan krvamaH Aave Ke. car ividxaAomaH AnuÊme ;Aeso pHcnmuÞaro', ;sVv pavp`as`o', ;mHgla H c sVveis', ;p#mH hv{mHglH'nuH |yan krvanuH Ke.

ßyare nvpdnuH |yan krvanuH hoy Tyare car ividxamaH

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;sMyGdxRnay nm:', ;sMyG&anay nm:', ;sMyGcairƒay nm:',;sMygŸ tpse nm:' Ýma e |yan krvuH Ôe{Ae.

pdS= |yanmaH ANy mHƒpdonuH |yan ØoDxaÙr iv>a;AhRtŸ isâacayÈpa|yay - svRsa\uWyo nm:'K AÙrno mHƒ - ;AirhHt isâ'car AÙrno mHƒ - ;AirhHt'be AÙrno mHƒ - ;isâ'pHcaÙrI iv>a - ;AisAa_sa'mHƒiv>ano Ôp krva=I sa\k, sHsarnaH bH\no - kmÈnaH

bH\none toDe Ke.. g‡Hi=Aone jlave Ke. Aa„gu`onI sHÝaiº Anesa=e sa=e inmRz&annI Ýaiº =ay Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe svR Òvone bihRjgt=I mu› bnIAHtrjgtmaH caLya jva sHket kyÈ Ke. AHdrmaH jva=I AwoþaHt=xe. kivAe Aa pdmaH AdŸwut rhSy qoLyuH Ke. \mRna name JgDakrva te \mR n=I prHtu vStunuH vaStivk Sv$p Ýg! krvuH te \mR Ke.AhÄ vStuno A=R Aa„a Ke.

kivAe Aa„bo\$p &anne mhÀv AaPyu H Ke. te=I jprma„wavnu H l"y krI, Al"ySv$pne pamvu H . Òv ÔeAHtra„wavmaH Ôg<t =ayne sMygŸdxRnnI SpxRna =ay tokevz&annuH bIÔrop` ={ Ôy Ke. sMygŸdxRn te svR&pdnuH bIjKe. kivAe Aa pdmaH Òvno ivkasÊm btaVyo Ke, je=I Sv$p Ýaiº={ xke Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AHtr¹iÚ Ane Sv$panusH\an _pr warmUɘo Ke. kivnI pdavil sFn Ane sco! Ke. teAo]InuH inrIÙ`ke!luH maimRk Ke tenI ÝtIit Aa =oDI pHiktAo p` kravI Aape Ke.KeLlI kDImaH kivAe pÙI Ane maKlanaH sco! ¹ÚaHt äara potanav›Vyne ivxeØ Aop AaPyo Ke.

pd-28

“Aaxa AornkI ÉyaH kIje?”

sa\nana ixqre phÇcela Aeva |yanyogI kiv]I AanHdFnÒmharaje Aa pdmaH AaTmane #H#ozI Ôg<t krvanI vat krI Ke.A&anI Òv kroizya jevI dxa kem pame Ke? sHsarmaH w!kvanuHkar` xuH Ke? tenuH rhSy Aa pdmaH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. AHxaHitnuH kar`bhar n=I p` manvna mnmaH Ke. AHtmuRq =ta Aa kar`no naxkrI xkay Ke. kiv Aa pdno ÝarHw krtaH khe Ke,

Aaxa AornkI Éya kIje? Gyan su\ars pIj... Aaxaw!ke äar äar loknke, kUkr Aaxa\arI,Aatm Anuwv rske rsIya, _tre n kbhu qumarI...Aaxa......3..

Aa pdnI sa=e kivna Òvnno Anuwvno {ithas ÔeDayeloKe tena ÒvnnI F!nane Aa\are kivna muqkmlmaH=I SvawaivkxBdo srI pDe Ke. drek Ýa`InaH ÒvnmaH sara-nrsa ÝsHgo bne jKe prHtu ko{ ÝsHg ñdyne Spx± Ôy Ke Tyare je xBdo srI pDe Ke teAnuwvyu› va`I Ke. AhÄ Aaxa AornkI Éya kIje' Aa pHiktF uH F uH khI Ôy Ke. manv m\u-ibNdunI jem iviv\ ÝkarnI AaxanaHtare l!kto rhe Ke. te m\no moh mUkI xkto n=I. Kev!e rat-idvs$pI ëdro Aayu*ynI vDva{ kapI naqe Ke ne manv sHsar$pIkUvamaH \kela{ Ôy Ke.

Aaxna yoge ma`s ixyazamaH sqt @HDI Ane _nazamaHsqt grmI shn kre Ke. h@yog sa\ko mr`aHt kÚo ve@e Ke. ]IbuiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke, Aek Aaxane kar`e ;FaHcIna bzdnIjem Aaxana vxmaH pDelo cetn ßya TyaH ANyone krgrto fre Ke.'Aa ÝkarnI Aaxa AaTmanHdmaH kevI rIte ba\k bne Ke te j`avtaH]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

;sMyGdxRnay nm:', ;sMyG&anay nm:', ;sMyGcairƒay nm:',;sMygŸ tpse nm:' Ýma e |yan krvuH Ôe{Ae.

pdS= |yanmaH ANy mHƒpdonuH |yan ØoDxaÙr iv>a;AhRtŸ isâacayÈpa|yay - svRsa\uWyo nm:'K AÙrno mHƒ - ;AirhHt isâ'car AÙrno mHƒ - ;AirhHt'be AÙrno mHƒ - ;isâ'pHcaÙrI iv>a - ;AisAa_sa'mHƒiv>ano Ôp krva=I sa\k, sHsarnaH bH\no - kmÈnaH

bH\none toDe Ke.. g‡Hi=Aone jlave Ke. Aa„gu`onI sHÝaiº Anesa=e sa=e inmRz&annI Ýaiº =ay Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe svR Òvone bihRjgt=I mu› bnIAHtrjgtmaH caLya jva sHket kyÈ Ke. AHdrmaH jva=I AwoþaHt=xe. kivAe Aa pdmaH AdŸwut rhSy qoLyuH Ke. \mRna name JgDakrva te \mR n=I prHtu vStunuH vaStivk Sv$p Ýg! krvuH te \mR Ke.AhÄ vStuno A=R Aa„a Ke.

kivAe Aa„bo\$p &anne mhÀv AaPyu H Ke. te=I jprma„wavnu H l"y krI, Al"ySv$pne pamvu H . Òv ÔeAHtra„wavmaH Ôg<t =ayne sMygŸdxRnnI SpxRna =ay tokevz&annuH bIÔrop` ={ Ôy Ke. sMygŸdxRn te svR&pdnuH bIjKe. kivAe Aa pdmaH Òvno ivkasÊm btaVyo Ke, je=I Sv$p Ýaiº={ xke Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AHtr¹iÚ Ane Sv$panusH\an _pr warmUɘo Ke. kivnI pdavil sFn Ane sco! Ke. teAo]InuH inrIÙ`ke!luH maimRk Ke tenI ÝtIit Aa =oDI pHiktAo p` kravI Aape Ke.KeLlI kDImaH kivAe pÙI Ane maKlanaH sco! ¹ÚaHt äara potanav›Vyne ivxeØ Aop AaPyo Ke.

pd-28

“Aaxa AornkI ÉyaH kIje?”

sa\nana ixqre phÇcela Aeva |yanyogI kiv]I AanHdFnÒmharaje Aa pdmaH AaTmane #H#ozI Ôg<t krvanI vat krI Ke.A&anI Òv kroizya jevI dxa kem pame Ke? sHsarmaH w!kvanuHkar` xuH Ke? tenuH rhSy Aa pdmaH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. AHxaHitnuH kar`bhar n=I p` manvna mnmaH Ke. AHtmuRq =ta Aa kar`no naxkrI xkay Ke. kiv Aa pdno ÝarHw krtaH khe Ke,

Aaxa AornkI Éya kIje? Gyan su\ars pIj... Aaxaw!ke äar äar loknke, kUkr Aaxa\arI,Aatm Anuwv rske rsIya, _tre n kbhu qumarI...Aaxa......3..

Aa pdnI sa=e kivna Òvnno Anuwvno {ithas ÔeDayeloKe tena ÒvnnI F!nane Aa\are kivna muqkmlmaH=I SvawaivkxBdo srI pDe Ke. drek Ýa`InaH ÒvnmaH sara-nrsa ÝsHgo bne jKe prHtu ko{ ÝsHg ñdyne Spx± Ôy Ke Tyare je xBdo srI pDe Ke teAnuwvyu› va`I Ke. AhÄ Aaxa AornkI Éya kIje' Aa pHiktF uH F uH khI Ôy Ke. manv m\u-ibNdunI jem iviv\ ÝkarnI AaxanaHtare l!kto rhe Ke. te m\no moh mUkI xkto n=I. Kev!e rat-idvs$pI ëdro Aayu*ynI vDva{ kapI naqe Ke ne manv sHsar$pIkUvamaH \kela{ Ôy Ke.

Aaxna yoge ma`s ixyazamaH sqt @HDI Ane _nazamaHsqt grmI shn kre Ke. h@yog sa\ko mr`aHt kÚo ve@e Ke. ]IbuiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke, Aek Aaxane kar`e ;FaHcIna bzdnIjem Aaxana vxmaH pDelo cetn ßya TyaH ANyone krgrto fre Ke.'Aa ÝkarnI Aaxa AaTmanHdmaH kevI rIte ba\k bne Ke te j`avtaH]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj lqe Ke,

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

yav>avCKrIraxa \nasa va ivspRittav¿avNmnu*ya`aH mohg‡iT=ãR#I wvetŸ

manvInI jem jem xrIr t=a \nnI Aaxa felatI Ôy Ke temtem mohg‡Hi= v\are v\are ¹# =tI Ôy Ke. Ôe Ae Aaxa$p t<*`anerokvamaH n Aave to te iv¬VyapI bnI Ôy Ke. pKI tenaH mUzAe!laH êDa nqay Ke ke jene kapva Ait muXkel bne Ke. AaxanoÝwav mn pr pDtaH mnnI inmRzta nÚ ={ Ôy Ke. p` ÔeÒvmaH Aaxa Tyagno wav Ýg! =ay to tena AvlHbnne ÒvinmRmTv bnI xaHit Anuwve Ke. _pa|yay]I yxoivjyÒ mharajlqe Ke,

SvwavlawatŸ ikmip ÝaºVyH nav ix*yte.[TyaTmE¬yRsHpþo, in:Sp<ho jayte muin:..

inj SvwavnI Ýaiº isvay bIj¡H kH{ Ýaº krva yoGy n=I.AaTm AE¬yR=I yu› mhamuin Aa Ýkare icHtn krI in:Sp<hI bneKe. ßyare parkI Aaxa pr Òvnara Ýa`IAo AaxavadIne ha= ÔeDIÝa=Rna kre Ke ne Fer - Fer wIq maHgto w!ke Ke Ane du:q wogve Ke._pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ khe Ke,

prSp<ha mhadu:q, in:Sp<hTvH mhasuqmŸOtduktH smasen lÙ H suqduqyo:..

pr pudŸglnI Sp<ha Ae j mhadu:q Ke. in:Sp<ktamaH mhasuqKe. AaxanaH Aa]ye pDela Ýa`I gamna kUtra jevI dxa wogve Ke.jem gamnuH kUtruH ro!lanI AaxamaH Fre Fre w!ke Ke tem Aaxanet<*`ayu› Ýa`I jD-cetnna S=ane S=ane w!ɘaH kre Ke. AnHt&anpaƒ Ýa`I to Aaqa jgtne t< qlavt j¡Ae Ke. pudŸglmaH AanHdlenarI ritno sa=e ÝIit krnarI Sp<hane to AaTm&anIAo potanañdymaH=I bhar \kelI de Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke: -;he cetn¦ Aaxana vxmaH pDIne tuH kem tara potana xuâstŸicdanHdmy \nne Ôeto n=I? tuH cEtNy lÙ`=I liÙt Ke. AaduinyamaH pr vStuAo gme tevI iÝy mnayelI hoy p` te jD Ke.

jD=I tuH iwNn Ke. jDvStuAonI {CKa krvI te ivØ sman Ke. tuHtara &an äara AaTmanaH &anam<tnuH pan kr.

AaTmtÀvnuH icHtn krtaH kiv]I ÒvivjyÒ lqe Ke,;parkI Aaxa sda inraxa, Ae Ke jgjn faHsa,te ka#n kuH kro AWyasa, lho sda suqvasaAap Svwav meH re, Av\U sda mgnmeH rheta.'

parkI Aaxa sda inraxamaH j pir`me Ke Ane te lokonegzafaHso AapI fsave Ke. Aaxa rJzave Ke, muHJve Ke, icHta$pictamaH baze Ke, je AavI Aaxane na=vano AWyas kre Ke Anetena pr icHtn kre Ke te hHmexaHH suqwvnmaH sUve Ke. je potanashj SvwavmaH mGn rhe Ke te AaTmgu` sHpi¿no wokta bne Ke.manv mnnI AaxaAo kdI p` pU R =tI n=I.

Aek nIit vcnmaH kæuH Ke,laùUl calnm\ür`avpat, wUmaE inpTy vdnodrdxÅn c.ip~½dSy k¡Ìte gjpuHgvStu, FIrH ivlokyit cahuxtEüwuHTke..

ma`s ro!lI Aapxe Ae Aaxa=I kUtro potanI pUHKDI hlaveKe, pgmaH Aazo!e Ke, jmIn pr cto sU{ mo#uH Ane pe! btave Ke top` dyahIn ma`sne tena _pr dya AavtI n=I. te=I kUtruH Kev!edyam e mo#e inrax =[ caLyuH Ôy Ke. Tyare ha=I kutra=I él!aSvwavvazuH Ýa`I Ke. tene qvravva mhent krvI pDe Ke. kalavalakrva pDe, te gHdI ke sDelI vStu qa{ nhÄ O j tenI _¿mta Ke. temhakay hova KtaH, Ýa`I jgtnuH ]e¤ Ýa`I g`ay Ke, Tyare kUtranIko{ ikHmt n=I. tem AaxIwav TyÒ je inraxIwav trf vze Ke,te svR Ý=m pr vStunI AinTyta Ô e Ke tene Sv$p &an =taHpda=RnI Aaxa=I mu› bne Ke.

jD-cetnnI iwþtana icHtn=I AaTmanuwvno rs ÔmeKe Ane AaTmriskwav Ôg<t =ay Ke Ane AaTmanuwv rsaSvadkrtaH ÒvmaH Aek ÝkarnI qUmarI peda =ay Ke. Aek vqt AaqumarI AaVya pKI kdI p` jtI n=I. midrano nxo Ùi`k var

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yav>avCKrIraxa \nasa va ivspRittav¿avNmnu*ya`aH mohg‡iT=ãR#I wvetŸ

manvInI jem jem xrIr t=a \nnI Aaxa felatI Ôy Ke temtem mohg‡Hi= v\are v\are ¹# =tI Ôy Ke. Ôe Ae Aaxa$p t<*`anerokvamaH n Aave to te iv¬VyapI bnI Ôy Ke. pKI tenaH mUzAe!laH êDa nqay Ke ke jene kapva Ait muXkel bne Ke. AaxanoÝwav mn pr pDtaH mnnI inmRzta nÚ ={ Ôy Ke. p` ÔeÒvmaH Aaxa Tyagno wav Ýg! =ay to tena AvlHbnne ÒvinmRmTv bnI xaHit Anuwve Ke. _pa|yay]I yxoivjyÒ mharajlqe Ke,

SvwavlawatŸ ikmip ÝaºVyH nav ix*yte.[TyaTmE¬yRsHpþo, in:Sp<ho jayte muin:..

inj SvwavnI Ýaiº isvay bIj¡H kH{ Ýaº krva yoGy n=I.AaTm AE¬yR=I yu› mhamuin Aa Ýkare icHtn krI in:Sp<hI bneKe. ßyare parkI Aaxa pr Òvnara Ýa`IAo AaxavadIne ha= ÔeDIÝa=Rna kre Ke ne Fer - Fer wIq maHgto w!ke Ke Ane du:q wogve Ke._pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ khe Ke,

prSp<ha mhadu:q, in:Sp<hTvH mhasuqmŸOtduktH smasen lÙ H suqduqyo:..

pr pudŸglnI Sp<ha Ae j mhadu:q Ke. in:Sp<ktamaH mhasuqKe. AaxanaH Aa]ye pDela Ýa`I gamna kUtra jevI dxa wogve Ke.jem gamnuH kUtruH ro!lanI AaxamaH Fre Fre w!ke Ke tem Aaxanet<*`ayu› Ýa`I jD-cetnna S=ane S=ane w!ɘaH kre Ke. AnHt&anpaƒ Ýa`I to Aaqa jgtne t< qlavt j¡Ae Ke. pudŸglmaH AanHdlenarI ritno sa=e ÝIit krnarI Sp<hane to AaTm&anIAo potanañdymaH=I bhar \kelI de Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke: -;he cetn¦ Aaxana vxmaH pDIne tuH kem tara potana xuâstŸicdanHdmy \nne Ôeto n=I? tuH cEtNy lÙ`=I liÙt Ke. AaduinyamaH pr vStuAo gme tevI iÝy mnayelI hoy p` te jD Ke.

jD=I tuH iwNn Ke. jDvStuAonI {CKa krvI te ivØ sman Ke. tuHtara &an äara AaTmanaH &anam<tnuH pan kr.

AaTmtÀvnuH icHtn krtaH kiv]I ÒvivjyÒ lqe Ke,;parkI Aaxa sda inraxa, Ae Ke jgjn faHsa,te ka#n kuH kro AWyasa, lho sda suqvasaAap Svwav meH re, Av\U sda mgnmeH rheta.'

parkI Aaxa sda inraxamaH j pir`me Ke Ane te lokonegzafaHso AapI fsave Ke. Aaxa rJzave Ke, muHJve Ke, icHta$pictamaH baze Ke, je AavI Aaxane na=vano AWyas kre Ke Anetena pr icHtn kre Ke te hHmexaHH suqwvnmaH sUve Ke. je potanashj SvwavmaH mGn rhe Ke te AaTmgu` sHpi¿no wokta bne Ke.manv mnnI AaxaAo kdI p` pU R =tI n=I.

Aek nIit vcnmaH kæuH Ke,laùUl calnm\ür`avpat, wUmaE inpTy vdnodrdxÅn c.ip~½dSy k¡Ìte gjpuHgvStu, FIrH ivlokyit cahuxtEüwuHTke..

ma`s ro!lI Aapxe Ae Aaxa=I kUtro potanI pUHKDI hlaveKe, pgmaH Aazo!e Ke, jmIn pr cto sU{ mo#uH Ane pe! btave Ke top` dyahIn ma`sne tena _pr dya AavtI n=I. te=I kUtruH Kev!edyam e mo#e inrax =[ caLyuH Ôy Ke. Tyare ha=I kutra=I él!aSvwavvazuH Ýa`I Ke. tene qvravva mhent krvI pDe Ke. kalavalakrva pDe, te gHdI ke sDelI vStu qa{ nhÄ O j tenI _¿mta Ke. temhakay hova KtaH, Ýa`I jgtnuH ]e¤ Ýa`I g`ay Ke, Tyare kUtranIko{ ikHmt n=I. tem AaxIwav TyÒ je inraxIwav trf vze Ke,te svR Ý=m pr vStunI AinTyta Ô e Ke tene Sv$p &an =taHpda=RnI Aaxa=I mu› bne Ke.

jD-cetnnI iwþtana icHtn=I AaTmanuwvno rs ÔmeKe Ane AaTmriskwav Ôg<t =ay Ke Ane AaTmanuwv rsaSvadkrtaH ÒvmaH Aek ÝkarnI qUmarI peda =ay Ke. Aek vqt AaqumarI AaVya pKI kdI p` jtI n=I. midrano nxo Ùi`k var

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Anuwv rs Anuwv rs

rhe Ke Tyare kiv khe Ke, AaTmanuwv rspannI qumarIno nxokdI p` étrto n=I, midrapanno nxo étrtaH ha=-pg tU!e KexrIr ixi=l ={ Ôy Ke kam krvano _Tsah AosrI Ôy KeTyare AaTmrs pan =taH qumarInI v<iâ =tI rhI Ke. AaTmivxuiâ=ay Ke. SvwavmaH iS=rtaH AavtaH sa\k prwav=I mu› =toÔy Ke, je=I Sv$panHdnI moj ma`e Ke. pr pda=RnI AaxamaHÒvta Ýa`InI xI dxa =ay Ke te btavtaH kiv]I Aa pdnI bIÒkDImaH khe,

AaxadasIke je jaO, te jn jgke das.AaxadasI kre je nayk, layk Anuwv Pyasa... Aaxa......2..

jem khevt Ke ke ;FDo tevI @IkrIne ma tevI dIkrI' tem jevaHma-bap hoy tevaH sHtano pake Ke. je Ýa`IAo AaxadasInaH sHtanKe te p` das j khevay Ke Ane jgtna das bnI ne Òve Ke.t<*`ane vxvt± Ýa`I b\anI gulamI kre Ke. pgmaH pDe Ke t=a ÔehukmIp`ano SvIkar krI ixkarI bnI Ôy Ke. \nnI AaxamaH\nvannaH pgmaH pDe Ke Ane Ôe te @ebuH mare to frI frIne tena pgpkDI krgre Ke. AavI Aaxana pasmaH pDelo manv n krvanaHkayÈ kre Ke. jDmUitR same sona-$panaH AlHkaro mUkI \nvan, pUƒvanbnvanI te Sp<ha raqe Ke. kamIpuruØ kul!aAono hukm _@ave Ke. AnedynIy iS=it wogve Ke. Tyare &anIpuruØo to Aaxana nayk bnInerhe Ke. je=I AaxadasI bnIne tenI seva kre Ke Ae!luH j nhÄ p`hukm _@avnarI g<h`I bnIne rhe Ke. je Aaxano nayk teno prpda=R ÝTyeno ragwav KU!to Ôy Ke Ae!le pda=RnI Aaxa prÝwuTv peda kre Ke pir`ame tenI v<i¿ sHtoØna FrmaH Aave Ke je=Itene Sv$pS= =vanI ippasa jNme Ke. Aavo Ýa` AaTmFnne pamI&an\nI bne Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH ;ippasa' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. PyasxBdmaH=I ;Pyasa' xBd bne Ke. Pyasa xBdno A=R t<iØt Aevo=ay Ke.

!bakar ;Anuwvippasa' Aevo KeLlI pHiktno pa@ l{nekhe Ke, AaxadasI jene potano SvamI bnave te Anuwvrsno ippasuAe!le t<ØavHt - trSyo Ke. khevano Aaxy Ke ke je Aaxana dasbne ke pit bne p` Aaqr to Aaxa rqDave Ke Ae!le tenI sa=enosHbH\ ko{p` rIte yoGy n=I.

Aaj rIte ƒIÒ Ane co=I pHi›no A=R p` j¡dI rIte p`krvamaH Aave Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDya khe Ke, ;je AaTma Aaxanodas n bntaH Sv$pnI isiâ ma!e yoGy kayÈmaH {CKano Ýyas kreto te Anuwvne layk =ay Ke. Aa A=R krvamaH je nayk AaxadasI kre Aem pdCKed krtaH A=R suHdr nIkze Ke.

psela A=RmaH Aaxa cetnne nayk bnave Ke Tyare bIÔ A=RmaHcetn Aaxane dasI bnave Ke Aam ÔetaH cetnnuH nayk p`uH isâ=ay Ke. waEitk jgt trf ¹iÚ krtaH AnuwvIAo khe Ke, Aaxanopar pamva Ane AenuH SvamITv wogvvuH F uH du*kr Ke.

]I wt<hirAe Aaxane ndI sa=e srqavI Ke. tem e kæuH Ke,;Aa Aaxa-ndImaH mnor=$pI jz Ke. Anek {CKaAona trHgo AejzmaH AaVya kre Ke. ko{ vqt t<*`anaH moÔH Aave Ke temaH rag$pImgrmCK Ke je manv Ýa`InuH wÙ` kre Ke. ndI _pr jem pÙIAo_Dya kre Ke tem ivtRk $pI pÙIAo AakaxmaH éDe Ke Ane ndIiknare bese Ke. jene kar e AStVySt ivcaronuH _»yn =ya kre Ke.ndImaH pUr Aave Tyare kaH@a prnaH v<Ùo nax pame Ke tem Aa Aaxa$pndImaH mnor=jznuH pur Aave Ke Ane \EyR$pI v<Ùone _qeDI qeHcIÔy Ke. ndImaH jem jem vmz =ay Ke tem Aaxa ndImaH mohnaHwyHkr AavtR Aave Ke je AavNtR hoixyar trvEyane p` qeHcI ÔyKe. Aaxa$p ndI ivxaz t=a êDI p` F`I j Ke. yogI¬ro jAa ndIne par krI inÔnHdnI mStI ma`e Ke. teAoAe Aaxa$pIraÙsIne na=I lI\I Ke. te=I teva puruØo jgtna na= khevay Ke.Aaxa$pI raÙsIno nax krvano suHdr _pay ]I kiv bIÔ AekkaVymaH btave Ke¸

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rhe Ke Tyare kiv khe Ke, AaTmanuwv rspannI qumarIno nxokdI p` étrto n=I, midrapanno nxo étrtaH ha=-pg tU!e KexrIr ixi=l ={ Ôy Ke kam krvano _Tsah AosrI Ôy KeTyare AaTmrs pan =taH qumarInI v<iâ =tI rhI Ke. AaTmivxuiâ=ay Ke. SvwavmaH iS=rtaH AavtaH sa\k prwav=I mu› =toÔy Ke, je=I Sv$panHdnI moj ma`e Ke. pr pda=RnI AaxamaHÒvta Ýa`InI xI dxa =ay Ke te btavtaH kiv]I Aa pdnI bIÒkDImaH khe,

AaxadasIke je jaO, te jn jgke das.AaxadasI kre je nayk, layk Anuwv Pyasa... Aaxa......2..

jem khevt Ke ke ;FDo tevI @IkrIne ma tevI dIkrI' tem jevaHma-bap hoy tevaH sHtano pake Ke. je Ýa`IAo AaxadasInaH sHtanKe te p` das j khevay Ke Ane jgtna das bnI ne Òve Ke.t<*`ane vxvt± Ýa`I b\anI gulamI kre Ke. pgmaH pDe Ke t=a ÔehukmIp`ano SvIkar krI ixkarI bnI Ôy Ke. \nnI AaxamaH\nvannaH pgmaH pDe Ke Ane Ôe te @ebuH mare to frI frIne tena pgpkDI krgre Ke. AavI Aaxana pasmaH pDelo manv n krvanaHkayÈ kre Ke. jDmUitR same sona-$panaH AlHkaro mUkI \nvan, pUƒvanbnvanI te Sp<ha raqe Ke. kamIpuruØ kul!aAono hukm _@ave Ke. AnedynIy iS=it wogve Ke. Tyare &anIpuruØo to Aaxana nayk bnInerhe Ke. je=I AaxadasI bnIne tenI seva kre Ke Ae!luH j nhÄ p`hukm _@avnarI g<h`I bnIne rhe Ke. je Aaxano nayk teno prpda=R ÝTyeno ragwav KU!to Ôy Ke Ae!le pda=RnI Aaxa prÝwuTv peda kre Ke pir`ame tenI v<i¿ sHtoØna FrmaH Aave Ke je=Itene Sv$pS= =vanI ippasa jNme Ke. Aavo Ýa` AaTmFnne pamI&an\nI bne Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH ;ippasa' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. PyasxBdmaH=I ;Pyasa' xBd bne Ke. Pyasa xBdno A=R t<iØt Aevo=ay Ke.

!bakar ;Anuwvippasa' Aevo KeLlI pHiktno pa@ l{nekhe Ke, AaxadasI jene potano SvamI bnave te Anuwvrsno ippasuAe!le t<ØavHt - trSyo Ke. khevano Aaxy Ke ke je Aaxana dasbne ke pit bne p` Aaqr to Aaxa rqDave Ke Ae!le tenI sa=enosHbH\ ko{p` rIte yoGy n=I.

Aaj rIte ƒIÒ Ane co=I pHi›no A=R p` j¡dI rIte p`krvamaH Aave Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDya khe Ke, ;je AaTma Aaxanodas n bntaH Sv$pnI isiâ ma!e yoGy kayÈmaH {CKano Ýyas kreto te Anuwvne layk =ay Ke. Aa A=R krvamaH je nayk AaxadasI kre Aem pdCKed krtaH A=R suHdr nIkze Ke.

psela A=RmaH Aaxa cetnne nayk bnave Ke Tyare bIÔ A=RmaHcetn Aaxane dasI bnave Ke Aam ÔetaH cetnnuH nayk p uH isâ=ay Ke. waEitk jgt trf ¹iÚ krtaH AnuwvIAo khe Ke, Aaxanopar pamva Ane AenuH SvamITv wogvvuH F uH du*kr Ke.

]I wt<hirAe Aaxane ndI sa=e srqavI Ke. tem e kæuH Ke,;Aa Aaxa-ndImaH mnor=$pI jz Ke. Anek {CKaAona trHgo AejzmaH AaVya kre Ke. ko{ vqt t<*`anaH moÔH Aave Ke temaH rag$pImgrmCK Ke je manv Ýa`InuH wÙ` kre Ke. ndI _pr jem pÙIAo_Dya kre Ke tem ivtRk $pI pÙIAo AakaxmaH éDe Ke Ane ndIiknare bese Ke. jene kar e AStVySt ivcaronuH _»yn =ya kre Ke.ndImaH pUr Aave Tyare kaH@a prnaH v<Ùo nax pame Ke tem Aa Aaxa$pndImaH mnor=jznuH pur Aave Ke Ane \EyR$pI v<Ùone _qeDI qeHcIÔy Ke. ndImaH jem jem vmz =ay Ke tem Aaxa ndImaH mohnaHwyHkr AavtR Aave Ke je AavNtR hoixyar trvEyane p` qeHcI ÔyKe. Aaxa$p ndI ivxaz t=a êDI p` F`I j Ke. yogI¬ro jAa ndIne par krI inÔnHdnI mStI ma`e Ke. teAoAe Aaxa$pIraÙsIne na=I lI\I Ke. te=I teva puruØo jgtna na= khevay Ke.Aaxa$pI raÙsIno nax krvano suHdr _pay ]I kiv bIÔ AekkaVymaH btave Ke¸

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mnsa Pyala Ýem msala, b‡ï AiGn prejalI¸tn wa#I Av!a{ pIO ks, jage Anuwv lalI... Aaxa......3..sa\ke Aaxano nax krva xrIr$p wõImaH b‡ïcyR$p AiGn

Ýg!avI pKI Anuwvrsna PyalamaH Ýem msalo naqI, qUb _kazItenuH sÀvtÀv ka#Ine pIva=I vaStivk AnuwvnaH AanHdnI lalIÝaº =ay Ke. Tyare jenI baæ¹iÚ Ke teAo xarIirk xi› ÔzvIraqva Anek Ýkarno paEiÚk Aahar g‡h` kre Ke. raÔ-mharaÔAoxarIirk xi› ma!e msalayu› Aahar g‡h` kre Ke. manv %tuAnusar vexmaH t=a qorakmaH pirvtRn kre Ke KtaH p` xrIrpotano \mR KoDto n=I Ae!le j sa\kaTma xrIrne wõI bnavI,tpaiGnmaH tpave Ke Ane sa|yne isâ kre Ke.

]I sHtbalÒ lqe Ke,

Òv Ke ßyoitnuH S=an, tp xa¬t ßyoit Ke.sTkmR kDKI$p, xrIr y&veidka,k ukmR lakDa H$pe, sHym xa HtImHƒ Ke.ivwuØa ÏI t`o sHg, rsaza Svadu wojn.kral JernaH Ôeva te, AaTma=± mumuÙune.

SvaidÚ wojn hzahz ivØ sman Ke. kar`ke te Ab‡ïcyRnuHkar` Ke. Ane ivØy - ivkarnI v<iâ$p Ke. Ae!le j kiv]IAanHdFnÒAe Aa pHi›maH ;b‡ï' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. b‡ï Ae!leAaTmSv$pnI Ýaiº prHtu AhÄ b‡ï Ae!le b‡ïcyR A=R ivxeØsusHgt Ke. xrIr$p w@ImaH, b‡ïcyR$p AiGn Ýg!ta ÒvnnaHsvR papne tap bzIne qaq ={ Ôy Ke Ane AaTmivxuiâ =ay Ke.khevay Ke ke b‡ïcyRna Ýwave b‡ïcarI pase ko{ AasurItÀvAavI xktuH n=I p` Ôe Aave to te ÙI`tane pame Ke. jem AiGn=Ikcro raq bnI Ôy Ke tem b‡ïcyaRiGn=I kØayo$p kcro raqbnI nax pame Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH Ýem msalanI vat krI Ke p` Ýem Ae!lexuH? Ýem Ae!le iv¬bH\uTvnI wavna, jgtna nana-mo!a svR Òvo

ÝTye vaTsLy\ara vhavI. ;AaTmvtŸ svRwUteØu' jem AaTma Ke temsvRmaH AaTmdxRn krvaH.

kivAe mn$pI Pyalo btaVyo Ke teno A=R =ay Ke mnoyog,Pyalo nano hoy p` êDo hoy Ke tem ƒ` yogmaH mnoyog saE=Inano Ke p` tenuH kam F uH mo!uH Ke. Aava sU"mmnne na=vuH tesamaNy manvnuH kam n=I. nana Aeva mnnuH êDa` p` F uH hoyKe Ae!le j kivAe mnne Pyalo kæo Ke. kivAe mn$p PyalamaHAnuwv$p rswrI temaH Ýem msalo naqva khel Ke. pKI teneSv$p ivcar`a$p AiGn pr raqva=I rag-äeØaidno kcro nIkzIÔy Ke Ane ivØy - ivkarnaH sU"mjHtuAo nax pamI Ôy Ke. pKIxuâ sÀv$p AaTmanHdnI Anuwv lalI Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae lalIKUpavI xkatI n=I, AevI AlaEikk AnuwvlalI Ôg<t =ay Ke,kivAe Aa kDImaH AnuwvlalI Ýg! krvano Êm btaVyo Ke. jemke Anuwv Ýg!avva svR Ý=m ivcar krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa ivcarmnmaH Ýg! =ay Ke. mnno Ýwav ñdy pr temj v<i¿ pr pDe KeAe!le temaH Ýem msalo naqva khel Ke. Aavo Ýem Ýg!avvab‡ïcyR$pI AiGn szgavo pDe, xrIr$p wõI krI temaH AiGnÝg!avva=I xrIr, ÏI, Ane baæpudŸglno kcro bzI jxe. pKImaƒ Sv$panHd Ýaº krvanI prm ÝIit Ýg! =ay Ke. je=I yoGyguÌna Aa]ye |yanaidiÊyamaH mnne ÔeDvano AWyas =ay Ke AneAHte AnuwvlalI Ýg!taH sa\kna ÝTyek kayRmaH, ÝTyek vcnmaH,ÝTyek vtRnmaH pirvtRn j`ay Ke. AaTmanuwve sa\k Kano rhIxkto n=I. jem ;KabDe @aHɘo sUrj Kano n rhe' tevI dxa sa\knIhoy Ke.

pH. AanHdsagrÒ Aa ga=ano A=R ivxeØ Ýkare kre Ke. te p`ivcarva yoGy Ke. kiv]I Ae Aa pdmaH ;mnsa Pyala' kæuH Kekar`ke moÙ A=va AaTmanuwv ma!e sH&I pHceiNãy Òvo j yoGyg`ay Ke Ae!le mn$p PyalamaH vacna, p<CKna, piryÎ`a AneAnuÝeÙa t=a \mRk=a lÙ`$p msalo wrvo, xuâ&an Sv$p b‡ïto

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mnsa Pyala Ýem msala, b‡ï AiGn prejalI¸tn wa#I Av!a{ pIO ks, jage Anuwv lalI... Aaxa......3..sa\ke Aaxano nax krva xrIr$p wõImaH b‡ïcyR$p AiGn

Ýg!avI pKI Anuwvrsna PyalamaH Ýem msalo naqI, qUb _kazItenuH sÀvtÀv ka#Ine pIva=I vaStivk AnuwvnaH AanHdnI lalIÝaº =ay Ke. Tyare jenI baæ¹iÚ Ke teAo xarIirk xi› ÔzvIraqva Anek Ýkarno paEiÚk Aahar g‡h` kre Ke. raÔ-mharaÔAoxarIirk xi› ma!e msalayu› Aahar g‡h` kre Ke. manv %tuAnusar vexmaH t=a qorakmaH pirvtRn kre Ke KtaH p` xrIrpotano \mR KoDto n=I Ae!le j sa\kaTma xrIrne wõI bnavI,tpaiGnmaH tpave Ke Ane sa|yne isâ kre Ke.

]I sHtbalÒ lqe Ke,

Òv Ke ßyoitnuH S=an, tp xa¬t ßyoit Ke.sTkmR kDKI$p, xrIr y&veidka,k ukmR lakDa H$pe, sHym xa HtImHƒ Ke.ivwuØa ÏI t`o sHg, rsaza Svadu wojn.kral JernaH Ôeva te, AaTma=± mumuÙune.

SvaidÚ wojn hzahz ivØ sman Ke. kar`ke te Ab‡ïcyRnuHkar` Ke. Ane ivØy - ivkarnI v<iâ$p Ke. Ae!le j kiv]IAanHdFnÒAe Aa pHi›maH ;b‡ï' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. b‡ï Ae!leAaTmSv$pnI Ýaiº prHtu AhÄ b‡ï Ae!le b‡ïcyR A=R ivxeØsusHgt Ke. xrIr$p w@ImaH, b‡ïcyR$p AiGn Ýg!ta ÒvnnaHsvR papne tap bzIne qaq ={ Ôy Ke Ane AaTmivxuiâ =ay Ke.khevay Ke ke b‡ïcyRna Ýwave b‡ïcarI pase ko{ AasurItÀvAavI xktuH n=I p` Ôe Aave to te ÙI`tane pame Ke. jem AiGn=Ikcro raq bnI Ôy Ke tem b‡ïcyaRiGn=I kØayo$p kcro raqbnI nax pame Ke.

kivAe Aa kDImaH Ýem msalanI vat krI Ke p` Ýem Ae!lexuH? Ýem Ae!le iv¬bH\uTvnI wavna, jgtna nana-mo!a svR Òvo

ÝTye vaTsLy\ara vhavI. ;AaTmvtŸ svRwUteØu' jem AaTma Ke temsvRmaH AaTmdxRn krvaH.

kivAe mn$pI Pyalo btaVyo Ke teno A=R =ay Ke mnoyog,Pyalo nano hoy p` êDo hoy Ke tem ƒ` yogmaH mnoyog saE=Inano Ke p` tenuH kam F uH mo!uH Ke. Aava sU"mmnne na=vuH tesamaNy manvnuH kam n=I. nana Aeva mnnuH êDa` p` F uH hoyKe Ae!le j kivAe mnne Pyalo kæo Ke. kivAe mn$p PyalamaHAnuwv$p rswrI temaH Ýem msalo naqva khel Ke. pKI teneSv$p ivcar`a$p AiGn pr raqva=I rag-äeØaidno kcro nIkzIÔy Ke Ane ivØy - ivkarnaH sU"mjHtuAo nax pamI Ôy Ke. pKIxuâ sÀv$p AaTmanHdnI Anuwv lalI Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae lalIKUpavI xkatI n=I, AevI AlaEikk AnuwvlalI Ôg<t =ay Ke,kivAe Aa kDImaH AnuwvlalI Ýg! krvano Êm btaVyo Ke. jemke Anuwv Ýg!avva svR Ý=m ivcar krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa ivcarmnmaH Ýg! =ay Ke. mnno Ýwav ñdy pr temj v<i¿ pr pDe KeAe!le temaH Ýem msalo naqva khel Ke. Aavo Ýem Ýg!avvab‡ïcyR$pI AiGn szgavo pDe, xrIr$p wõI krI temaH AiGnÝg!avva=I xrIr, ÏI, Ane baæpudŸglno kcro bzI jxe. pKImaƒ Sv$panHd Ýaº krvanI prm ÝIit Ýg! =ay Ke. je=I yoGyguÌna Aa]ye |yanaidiÊyamaH mnne ÔeDvano AWyas =ay Ke AneAHte AnuwvlalI Ýg!taH sa\kna ÝTyek kayRmaH, ÝTyek vcnmaH,ÝTyek vtRnmaH pirvtRn j`ay Ke. AaTmanuwve sa\k Kano rhIxkto n=I. jem ;KabDe @aHɘo sUrj Kano n rhe' tevI dxa sa\knIhoy Ke.

pH. AanHdsagrÒ Aa ga=ano A=R ivxeØ Ýkare kre Ke. te p`ivcarva yoGy Ke. kiv]I Ae Aa pdmaH ;mnsa Pyala' kæuH Kekar`ke moÙ A=va AaTmanuwv ma!e sH&I pHceiNãy Òvo j yoGyg`ay Ke Ae!le mn$p PyalamaH vacna, p<CKna, piryÎ`a AneAnuÝeÙa t=a \mRk=a lÙ`$p msalo wrvo, xuâ&an Sv$p b‡ïto

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AiGn pe!avvo. tn wa@I A!va{ ks pIAe Ae!le ;inrHtr AaTmamaHAekag‡ta krvamaH Aave to te=I Kev!e kevz SvSv$pmaH r`tanIdxa Ýg! =ay Ke. ßyare mn inmRz =ay Ane sa|y ÝaPtVy ibNdunuHxuâ &an =ay, sa=e SvmaH iS=rta =ay Tyare SvSv$p rm`tanIAekaHt ihtkark dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. ' Kev!e Òvne je Ôe[Ae Ke tetenI pase j Ke ANy S=ane w!kva=I kaH{ mztuH n=I Ae!le jkiv]I calu pdnI co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

Agm pIAala pIAo mtvala, cINne A|yaTm vasI.;AanHdFn' cetn VhE qele, deqe lok tmasa...Aaxa.....4..

h e Aa|yaTmmtma H rt rh evavaza mtadIAo¦ AeA|yaTmwavono Pyalo to Agm Agocr Ke jene tenI qbr nhoy tene te mzI xke nhÄ ma!e phela Ô`o ke A|yaTm ɘaH Ke? kevuHKe? t=a kevI rIte Ýaº krI xkay Ke¦ A|yaTm Ae!le AaTma sHbH\I,A|yaTmnuH invas S=an AaTma j Ke. xuâdxamaH vtRto AaTma AejA|yaTmnuH S=an Ke. A|yaTmnuH Sv$p vStusHg=I riht Ke, AevaA|yaTmne smßyaH ivna _pr _prnI vatone A|yaTm smÒ levamaHAave to AaTmvHcna =ay, ma!e j kiv khe Ke, A|yaTm ɘaH Ke? teÝ=m smjvuH j$rI g`ay.

ke!lIk ÝtomaH ;Agm Pyala' ne bdle ;Aagm Pyalo' Aevopa@ p` mze Ke. Aagm Ae!le ]ut&an sHbH\I bo\pa@. phelaAaTmsHbH\I &an krI pKI he y, &ey, _padey wavone Ô`I xkay Keje=I A|yaTmno vas !UHkmaH Ô`I xkay Ke. Ane Ae piriS=it Ýaº=taH je AanHd =ay Ke te Av RnIy hoy Ke. pH. AanHdsagrÒ lqeKe ke: ;jene ko{ Ýkare AozqI xkay nih. SpxR, $p, rs ke xBdäara j`ay nih' tevuH A|yaTmnuH S=an Ke. Ae!le kiv khe Ke, ßyaHrhevuH Ke, ßyaH vas krvanI {CKa Ke te S=anne Ô`IAe nih to &ankem =ay? Ane &anna Awave sa|y ÝaiºnI {CKa p` ɘaH=IsHwve? ma!e A|yaTmmaH vas krtaH phela tenuH &an levuH AavXykrhe Ke. Agm xBdmaH parmai=Rk rhSy KUpayeluH Ke. Ane te Ke A|yaTm,

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,;svR ÝkarnaH xaÏomaH A|yaTm xaÏ _¿m Ke. svR ÝkarnaH

&anmaH A|yatm &an _¿m Ke. ']I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,;APp na e mu I ho{' AaTm&an vDe muinwav Ýg! =ay

Ke. ma!e A|yaTm Anuwvrs pan krI AaTmamaH xuâ _pyoge rm`takrvI.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH A|yaTm rspannI vatkrI Ke p` Anuwvrs pan A|yaTmne Ô~ya ivna ={ xke nhÄte=I Ý=m A|yaTm bo\ pKI tenuH &an Ane Tyarbad wan. je=I hecetn¦ Agm Aeva Anuwv PyalanuH Sv$p tuH Ô`I le ne pKI tuHpIÔ. pI\a pKI j tenI qumarI cDxe. Ae qumarIno nxo taraAaTmana AsHQyat Ýdexe Ýdexe VyapI jxe. taramaH idVy&an xi›qIlI _@xe.

A|yaTmyogIAo Aava _¿m Anuwvrspan krva sm=Rbne Ke. teAone Anuwv rspan pKI ko[p` ÔtnI Sp<ha rhetIn=I. teAo xe@-]ImHt, raÔ ke cÊvt±, devo ke cÊvt±, devo ke[NãonI p` prva krta n=I. tene duinya Aek tmasa $p deqay Ke.te SvyH to potanaH AanHd Sv$pnI lhermaH mGn rhe Ke. dehmaH hovaKtaH mui› suq Anuwve Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe waEitk suq krtaH b‡ïrsnapan srquH Anuwv suq ke!luH ciDyatuH Ke tenuH sco! in$p` kyuÅKe. kiv Ý=m pHiktmaH j _dŸbo\n krIne &an su\arsna pannomihma dxaRve Ke. Ane tenI Ýaiº ma!e wlam` kre Ke. Aa su\arsnIÝaiº ma!e Vyavhairk $pkno _pyog kyÈ Ke. jem wojn ma!eko{ srs SvaidÚ vangI Ôe[tI hoy to wõI _pr ko{ vas`maHte vangI bhu _kazvI Ôe{O Ane temaH Ôt-Ôtna msala naqvaÔe{O, O rIte su\ars ma!e p` Aem`e b‡ïcyR, svR Òvo ÝTyeÝem Ane mEƒI t=a tpüyaR vgerenI AavXykta _pr war mUɘo

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AiGn pe!avvo. tn wa@I A!va{ ks pIAe Ae!le ;inrHtr AaTmamaHAekag‡ta krvamaH Aave to te=I Kev!e kevz SvSv$pmaH r`tanIdxa Ýg! =ay Ke. ßyare mn inmRz =ay Ane sa|y ÝaPtVy ibNdunuHxuâ &an =ay, sa=e SvmaH iS=rta =ay Tyare SvSv$p rm`tanIAekaHt ihtkark dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. ' Kev!e Òvne je Ôe[Ae Ke tetenI pase j Ke ANy S=ane w!kva=I kaH{ mztuH n=I Ae!le jkiv]I calu pdnI co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

Agm pIAala pIAo mtvala, cINne A|yaTm vasI.;AanHdFn' cetn VhE qele, deqe lok tmasa...Aaxa.....4..

h e Aa|yaTmmtma H rt rh evavaza mtadIAo¦ AeA|yaTmwavono Pyalo to Agm Agocr Ke jene tenI qbr nhoy tene te mzI xke nhÄ ma!e phela Ô`o ke A|yaTm ɘaH Ke? kevuHKe? t=a kevI rIte Ýaº krI xkay Ke¦ A|yaTm Ae!le AaTma sHbH\I,A|yaTmnuH invas S=an AaTma j Ke. xuâdxamaH vtRto AaTma AejA|yaTmnuH S=an Ke. A|yaTmnuH Sv$p vStusHg=I riht Ke, AevaA|yaTmne smßyaH ivna _pr _prnI vatone A|yaTm smÒ levamaHAave to AaTmvHcna =ay, ma!e j kiv khe Ke, A|yaTm ɘaH Ke? teÝ=m smjvuH j$rI g`ay.

ke!lIk ÝtomaH ;Agm Pyala' ne bdle ;Aagm Pyalo' Aevopa@ p` mze Ke. Aagm Ae!le ]ut&an sHbH\I bo\pa@. phelaAaTmsHbH\I &an krI pKI he y, &ey, _padey wavone Ô`I xkay Keje=I A|yaTmno vas !UHkmaH Ô`I xkay Ke. Ane Ae piriS=it Ýaº=taH je AanHd =ay Ke te Av RnIy hoy Ke. pH. AanHdsagrÒ lqeKe ke: ;jene ko{ Ýkare AozqI xkay nih. SpxR, $p, rs ke xBdäara j`ay nih' tevuH A|yaTmnuH S=an Ke. Ae!le kiv khe Ke, ßyaHrhevuH Ke, ßyaH vas krvanI {CKa Ke te S=anne Ô`IAe nih to &ankem =ay? Ane &anna Awave sa|y ÝaiºnI {CKa p` ɘaH=IsHwve? ma!e A|yaTmmaH vas krtaH phela tenuH &an levuH AavXykrhe Ke. Agm xBdmaH parmai=Rk rhSy KUpayeluH Ke. Ane te Ke A|yaTm,

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke,;svR ÝkarnaH xaÏomaH A|yaTm xaÏ _¿m Ke. svR ÝkarnaH

&anmaH A|yatm &an _¿m Ke. ']I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuH Ke,;APp na e mu I ho{' AaTm&an vDe muinwav Ýg! =ay

Ke. ma!e A|yaTm Anuwvrs pan krI AaTmamaH xuâ _pyoge rm`takrvI.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH A|yaTm rspannI vatkrI Ke p` Anuwvrs pan A|yaTmne Ô~ya ivna ={ xke nhÄte=I Ý=m A|yaTm bo\ pKI tenuH &an Ane Tyarbad wan. je=I hecetn¦ Agm Aeva Anuwv PyalanuH Sv$p tuH Ô`I le ne pKI tuHpIÔ. pI\a pKI j tenI qumarI cDxe. Ae qumarIno nxo taraAaTmana AsHQyat Ýdexe Ýdexe VyapI jxe. taramaH idVy&an xi›qIlI _@xe.

A|yaTmyogIAo Aava _¿m Anuwvrspan krva sm=Rbne Ke. teAone Anuwv rspan pKI ko[p` ÔtnI Sp<ha rhetIn=I. teAo xe@-]ImHt, raÔ ke cÊvt±, devo ke cÊvt±, devo ke[NãonI p` prva krta n=I. tene duinya Aek tmasa $p deqay Ke.te SvyH to potanaH AanHd Sv$pnI lhermaH mGn rhe Ke. dehmaH hovaKtaH mui› suq Anuwve Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe waEitk suq krtaH b‡ïrsnapan srquH Anuwv suq ke!luH ciDyatuH Ke tenuH sco! in$p` kyuÅKe. kiv Ý=m pHiktmaH j _dŸbo\n krIne &an su\arsna pannomihma dxaRve Ke. Ane tenI Ýaiº ma!e wlam` kre Ke. Aa su\arsnIÝaiº ma!e Vyavhairk $pkno _pyog kyÈ Ke. jem wojn ma!eko{ srs SvaidÚ vangI Ôe[tI hoy to wõI _pr ko{ vas`maHte vangI bhu _kazvI Ôe{O Ane temaH Ôt-Ôtna msala naqvaÔe{O, O rIte su\ars ma!e p` Aem`e b‡ïcyR, svR Òvo ÝTyeÝem Ane mEƒI t=a tpüyaR vgerenI AavXykta _pr war mUɘo

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Ke. kivnI Aa pdnI Ý=m pHi› jem lokiÝy bnI g{ Ke tem;Agm ipyala ipAo mtvala' pHikt p` Ae!lI j lokiÝybnI g{ Ke.

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“Av\U nam hmara raqe”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje potanaH ke!laHk pdomaH nvI nvIxElI vDe ivØynuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. Aa pdmaH kivAe cetn AevoAa„a Svmuqe potano laÙi`k pircy Aaptae hoy AevI rjUAatkrI Ke. ;AaxavrI rag'maH kiv Aa pdmaH khe Ke ke:

Av\U nam hmara raqe, so{ prm mhars caqe..... Av\U.n hm puruØa na hm narI, vrn n waHit hmarIjait n paHit n sa\n sa\k, n hm lFu n warI... .. Av\U..... 3..

kiv khe Ke ke cetn ko` Ke? tenuH Sv$p xuH Ke? Aa ÝÆno_¿r cetn SvyH Svmuqe potano pircy Aape to temaH y=a=RtaAave. cetn khe Ke ke he Av\U¦ AmaruH je vaStivk nam Aape Ke teqreqr _Tk<Ú mhars caqe Ke. waEitk pda=Èna rs krtaHAa„anuwUitno rs AnHt g`o Ai\k _¿m hoy Ke. te=I cetnnavaStivk Sv$pnuH v Rn krvamaH Aave Ke. cetn khe Ke ke he buâjno¦tme maro pircy mara baæ$p=I n kro. huH Anaidkaz=I jevo KuHtevo j AnHtkaz su\I rhevano KuH. maramaH kdI ko{p` ÔtnuHpirvtRn =yuH n=I Ane =vanuH n=I. kar` ke huH xa¬t Sv$pI KuHp` A&anwave huH AnHt AnHt kaz su\I ingodmaH ræo AneAkam injRrana bze huH Êmx: Aagz v\taH S=avrmaH=I ƒsmaHbe[iNãy, te[iNãy, caEreiNãy, AsH&I pHceiNãy p` =yo Ane Kev!esH&I pHceiNãy - temaH p` mnu*ygitmaH manv =yo. prHtu je jeS=ane huH gyo TyaH TyaH huH jevo KuH tevo j ræo KuH. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒkhe Ke,

;jevo isâ Ùeƒe vse, tevo Aa tnmaHy.. 1Aa rIte mara mUz Sv$pmaH jra maƒ p` frk pD˜o n=I.

AnHt isâ sman maruH Sv$p Ke. kmR sHyoge maruH baæ$p bdltuH

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Ke. kivnI Aa pdnI Ý=m pHi› jem lokiÝy bnI g{ Ke tem;Agm ipyala ipAo mtvala' pHikt p` Ae!lI j lokiÝybnI g{ Ke.

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“Av\U nam hmara raqe”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje potanaH ke!laHk pdomaH nvI nvIxElI vDe ivØynuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. Aa pdmaH kivAe cetn AevoAa„a Svmuqe potano laÙi`k pircy Aaptae hoy AevI rjUAatkrI Ke. ;AaxavrI rag'maH kiv Aa pdmaH khe Ke ke:

Av\U nam hmara raqe, so{ prm mhars caqe..... Av\U.n hm puruØa na hm narI, vrn n waHit hmarIjait n paHit n sa\n sa\k, n hm lFu n warI... .. Av\U..... 3..

kiv khe Ke ke cetn ko` Ke? tenuH Sv$p xuH Ke? Aa ÝÆno_¿r cetn SvyH Svmuqe potano pircy Aape to temaH y=a=RtaAave. cetn khe Ke ke he Av\U¦ AmaruH je vaStivk nam Aape Ke teqreqr _Tk<Ú mhars caqe Ke. waEitk pda=Èna rs krtaHAa„anuwUitno rs AnHt g`o Ai\k _¿m hoy Ke. te=I cetnnavaStivk Sv$pnuH v Rn krvamaH Aave Ke. cetn khe Ke ke he buâjno¦tme maro pircy mara baæ$p=I n kro. huH Anaidkaz=I jevo KuHtevo j AnHtkaz su\I rhevano KuH. maramaH kdI ko{p` ÔtnuHpirvtRn =yuH n=I Ane =vanuH n=I. kar` ke huH xa¬t Sv$pI KuHp` A&anwave huH AnHt AnHt kaz su\I ingodmaH ræo AneAkam injRrana bze huH Êmx: Aagz v\taH S=avrmaH=I ƒsmaHbe[iNãy, te[iNãy, caEreiNãy, AsH&I pHceiNãy p` =yo Ane Kev!esH&I pHceiNãy - temaH p` mnu*ygitmaH manv =yo. prHtu je jeS=ane huH gyo TyaH TyaH huH jevo KuH tevo j ræo KuH. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒkhe Ke,

;jevo isâ Ùeƒe vse, tevo Aa tnmaHy.. 1Aa rIte mara mUz Sv$pmaH jra maƒ p` frk pD˜o n=I.

AnHt isâ sman maruH Sv$p Ke. kmR sHyoge maruH baæ$p bdltuH

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rhe Ke, Ae!le ɘarek huH p<+vI$pe to ɘarek pa`I$pe, AiG™ ke vayu$peto vzI ɘarek vnSpit$pe p` hoë KuH Ane svR sHsarI Òvo marabaæ$p Ýma e maro pircy Aape Ae Svawaivk Ke to p` huH tomara Svwav=I xuâa„a j KuH.

]I yogeNãdev prma„ÝkaxmaH lqe Ke,“puirs pa_sa_ [iT=`iv, `ai`_ mu { Asesu” 2huH puruØ, npuHsk ke SƒI Sv$p n=I. Ae b\aH to pudŸglonaH

$po Ke. A=aRtŸ dehnaH $po Ke. Aqo wgt khe Ke,AiãmaH Aakax tehne, mhakla muØk ivØe,tem waEitk wavna ithaH nhÄ, je A`ilHgI Aatm lqewa{ ilHg ithaH leqa F`aH, A`ilHge lequH kxuH... 3Aa„lÙIne ko{ ilHg n=I ke ilHgwed p` n=I. p` huH

&anSv$p iv¬nI svR vStuAone Ô`vavazo Aa„a KuH. y=a=R tohuH mara Sv$pne Ô`vavazo KuH p` jgtna pda=È maramaHÝitibHibt =taH hova=I pda=R j`ay Ke. Vyvhar\m±Ao maruH Sv$pVyvhar ¹iÚ=I j¡Ae Ke Ane te=I v`aRid Sv$pe mne Aozqave Kep` huH Aevo n=I. yogeNãdev lqe Ke,

“APpa gor_ ik~hu ` iv APpa Stu ho{” 1Aa„a ¬et, kazo ke rato n=I p` v`aRidriht tenI AvS=a

Ke. v`aRid to pudŸglna gu \mÈ Ke Tyare huH to cEtNy Sv$pI Aa„aKuH. pudŸgl Ane huH bHne iwþ ãVy KIAe. Ae!le pudŸglnaH \mÈ maramaHɘaH=I sHwve? KtaH sHsarIÒvo marI Aozqa` pot-potanI ¹iÚAeAape Ke. huH to b\I dxa t=a AvS=a=I j¡do KuH Ane j¡do rhuH KuH. ko{mne Ùiƒy, vEXy ke xUã khe Ke p` huH to Aevo p` n=I.

kbIr khe Ke,hm vasI vo dexke, jhaÅ jat vrn k¡l naihHxBd imlava ho rha (pr) deh imlava naihH 2

Ame to te dexna mUz vtnI KIAe ke ßyaH ko{ Ôit-v R ke kuzn=I. TyaH maƒ xBd mezap =ay Ke Aek xrIr bIÔ xrIrnI mulakat

le, AevuH TyaH kaH{ n=I kar`ke huH te svR sHbH\o=I j¡do KuH. Aa„\mRmaHke A|ya„magRmaH ko{ Ôt, wat, dex ke vexne S=an n=I.A|yaTmmagR Ae to rajmagR Ke, je Ae mageR cale Ke te Sva„dxanepame Ke.

huH AekeiNãyaid Ôit$p to n=I, to narkI, ityÅc, mnu*y kedevaid gitSv$p p` n=I Ane huH sa\n ke sa\k$p p` n=I. ko{kayR krva sa\nnI j$r pDe Ke. te $p p` n=I. kar` ke ko{kayRno ktaR huH n=I. vzI SvyHisâ huH KuH te=I ko{ isiâ mezvva maresa\k$p bnvuH pDtuH n=I. p` ha, sa\nakazmaH sa|y Sv$pe hajrrhuH KuH. vzI huH Aaktuilya $ jevo hzvo ke v« jevo ware p` n=I,to vzI huH phaD jevo S=Ul ke rj jevo sU"m p` n=I.

]I Aqa wgte kæuH Ke,S=Ulta dxRn xrIre, sheje =yo smas,deh A|yase doØ sFza, deh te j sHsardeh tene svR sacuH, pap pu~y Avtar. 3

sU"m ke S=Ul Ae dehna A|yas=I Anuwvay Ke.kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH Aa„Sv$pnI vat nyne ¹iÚmaH raqIne

krI Ke. vedaHtdxRnmaH jem prma„ ma!e neit-neit khevayuH Ke AexElIAe AhÄ Aa„anuH Sv$p btaVyuH Ke. vStu pda=R Aakar ke v`aRidbtavI te pUKvamaH Aave ke Aa„a Aavo Ke? jvab Ke ;na'. Aa„aAevo n=I.

cetn khe Ke ke Vyvhar=I maruH gme te nam Aapo p` Ae svRmaraH ivxeØ`o Ke p` vStut: Ae ivxeØ`o p` AyoGy Ke. kar` keAe b\a to mara ÊmwavI pyaRyo Ke te mara shwavI gu nhovane kar e hHmexaH marI sa=e rheta n=I te=I lokona AapelaHsvRnamo AyoGy Ke.

Aa wavne SpÚ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,na hm tateH na hm ixre, na hm dIr\ n Ko!a.na hm wa{ na hm wignI, na hm bap n be!a... .. Av\Ÿ .. 2..

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rhe Ke, Ae!le ɘarek huH p<+vI$pe to ɘarek pa`I$pe, AiG™ ke vayu$peto vzI ɘarek vnSpit$pe p` hoë KuH Ane svR sHsarI Òvo marabaæ$p Ýma e maro pircy Aape Ae Svawaivk Ke to p` huH tomara Svwav=I xuâa„a j KuH.

]I yogeNãdev prma„ÝkaxmaH lqe Ke,“puirs pa_sa_ [iT=`iv, `ai`_ mu { Asesu” 2huH puruØ, npuHsk ke SƒI Sv$p n=I. Ae b\aH to pudŸglonaH

$po Ke. A=aRtŸ dehnaH $po Ke. Aqo wgt khe Ke,AiãmaH Aakax tehne, mhakla muØk ivØe,tem waEitk wavna ithaH nhÄ, je A`ilHgI Aatm lqewa{ ilHg ithaH leqa F`aH, A`ilHge lequH kxuH... 3Aa„lÙIne ko{ ilHg n=I ke ilHgwed p` n=I. p` huH

&anSv$p iv¬nI svR vStuAone Ô`vavazo Aa„a KuH. y=a=R tohuH mara Sv$pne Ô`vavazo KuH p` jgtna pda=È maramaHÝitibHibt =taH hova=I pda=R j`ay Ke. Vyvhar\m±Ao maruH Sv$pVyvhar ¹iÚ=I j¡Ae Ke Ane te=I v`aRid Sv$pe mne Aozqave Kep` huH Aevo n=I. yogeNãdev lqe Ke,

“APpa gor_ ik~hu ` iv APpa Stu ho{” 1Aa„a ¬et, kazo ke rato n=I p` v`aRidriht tenI AvS=a

Ke. v`aRid to pudŸglna gu \mÈ Ke Tyare huH to cEtNy Sv$pI Aa„aKuH. pudŸgl Ane huH bHne iwþ ãVy KIAe. Ae!le pudŸglnaH \mÈ maramaHɘaH=I sHwve? KtaH sHsarIÒvo marI Aozqa` pot-potanI ¹iÚAeAape Ke. huH to b\I dxa t=a AvS=a=I j¡do KuH Ane j¡do rhuH KuH. ko{mne Ùiƒy, vEXy ke xUã khe Ke p` huH to Aevo p` n=I.

kbIr khe Ke,hm vasI vo dexke, jhaÅ jat vrn k¡l naihHxBd imlava ho rha (pr) deh imlava naihH 2

Ame to te dexna mUz vtnI KIAe ke ßyaH ko{ Ôit-v R ke kuzn=I. TyaH maƒ xBd mezap =ay Ke Aek xrIr bIÔ xrIrnI mulakat

le, AevuH TyaH kaH{ n=I kar`ke huH te svR sHbH\o=I j¡do KuH. Aa„\mRmaHke A|ya„magRmaH ko{ Ôt, wat, dex ke vexne S=an n=I.A|yaTmmagR Ae to rajmagR Ke, je Ae mageR cale Ke te Sva„dxanepame Ke.

huH AekeiNãyaid Ôit$p to n=I, to narkI, ityÅc, mnu*y kedevaid gitSv$p p` n=I Ane huH sa\n ke sa\k$p p` n=I. ko{kayR krva sa\nnI j$r pDe Ke. te $p p` n=I. kar` ke ko{kayRno ktaR huH n=I. vzI SvyHisâ huH KuH te=I ko{ isiâ mezvva maresa\k$p bnvuH pDtuH n=I. p` ha, sa\nakazmaH sa|y Sv$pe hajrrhuH KuH. vzI huH Aaktuilya $ jevo hzvo ke v« jevo ware p` n=I,to vzI huH phaD jevo S=Ul ke rj jevo sU"m p` n=I.

]I Aqa wgte kæuH Ke,S=Ulta dxRn xrIre, sheje =yo smas,deh A|yase doØ sFza, deh te j sHsardeh tene svR sacuH, pap pu~y Avtar. 3

sU"m ke S=Ul Ae dehna A|yas=I Anuwvay Ke.kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH Aa„Sv$pnI vat nyne ¹iÚmaH raqIne

krI Ke. vedaHtdxRnmaH jem prma„ ma!e neit-neit khevayuH Ke AexElIAe AhÄ Aa„anuH Sv$p btaVyuH Ke. vStu pda=R Aakar ke v`aRidbtavI te pUKvamaH Aave ke Aa„a Aavo Ke? jvab Ke ;na'. Aa„aAevo n=I.

cetn khe Ke ke Vyvhar=I maruH gme te nam Aapo p` Ae svRmaraH ivxeØ`o Ke p` vStut: Ae ivxeØ`o p` AyoGy Ke. kar` keAe b\a to mara ÊmwavI pyaRyo Ke te mara shwavI gu nhovane kar e hHmexaH marI sa=e rheta n=I te=I lokona AapelaHsvRnamo AyoGy Ke.

Aa wavne SpÚ krtaH ]I AanHdFnÒ bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,na hm tateH na hm ixre, na hm dIr\ n Ko!a.na hm wa{ na hm wignI, na hm bap n be!a... .. Av\Ÿ .. 2..

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mara xrIrna \mRne kar`e Ane namkmRna _dye maraA|yvsayna pir`ame meH ɘarek _*`SpxRvaza prma u Ai\kg‡æa hoy to ko{ vqt xItSpxRvaza prma u Ai\k SpxRyo hoyKe. te=I ko{ vqt xrIr grm lage to ko{ vqt @HDuH p` te maropotano Svwav n=I. Ae Ke pudŸgl \mR. huH laHbo ke !UHko p` n=I.mara AaTmÝdexone rhevanuH jevuH ne jevDuH paƒ mze te Ýma`e huH rhuH KuHte=I ɘarek huH kH=va jevDo nano j`aë KuH to ɘarek ha=I jevDomhakay j`aë KuH p` Ae kmR$p pudŸglnaH kayÈ Ke.

]I pþv`asUƒmaH kæuH Ke ke kevzI ßyare kevzsmudŸFat kre KeTyare te potana Aa„Ýdexone caEd rajlokmaH felave Ke Tyare huHmo!amaH mo!o j`a_ KuH. je Òvne kevz&an paMya pKI Ôe nam,goƒ Ane vednIykmRnI iS=it v\are hoy Ane Aayu*ykmRnI iS=itAoKI hoy to b\aH kmRnI iS=it sman krvanI hova=I Ane vzIte crmxrIrI hovane kar e tene kevz smudŸFat ={ Ôy Ke.

mhavIr Ýwune gaEtm ÝÆ pUKe Ke,ki¿ smitO `H wNte¦ kevil smuG\aO pþte? goyma.Aõ smit te pþte tHjha, p#m smO dHDH kreit bIOsmO kvaDH kreit, titO smO mH=H kreit, c_T=e smOlogH pUreit, pHcme smO loyH piDsahrit, Kõe smO mH=HpiDsahrit, s¿mO smO kvaDH piDsahrit, Aõme smOdHDH piDsahrit, dHDH piDsahre¿a tAo pCKa srIrT=e wvit..

he wgvan¦ kevzI smudŸFat ke!la smyno Ke? he gaEtm¦Aa@ smy Ýma` kæo Ke. te Aa Ýma e- Ý=m smye dHD kre Ke.bIÔ smye kpa! kre Ke, ƒIÔ smye mN=an kre Ke. co=a smyelokne pUre Ke Ae!le ke lokVyapI =ay Ke, paHcma smye lok sHhre Ke.Kõa smye mH=an sHhre Ke. satma smye kpa! sHhre Ke, Aa@masmye dHD sHhre Ke Kev!e dHD sHhrI xrIrS= =ay Ke.

kevz smudŸFat =taH phelaH Aa„a moÙ sNmuq =ay Ane pKIshjta=I Aa„ana Ýdexo xrIrmaH=I nIkzI Ý=m é|vRlokna KeDa=IA\olokna AHt su\I dHDakare =ay Ke. Tyar pKI te Ýdexo carey

idxamaH felay Ke ne kpa!akare bne Ke. je dHDakare Ýdexo hta tekpa!akare bnI loknI idxaAomaH ivStre Ke. pKI mH=an Ane co=esmye Aa„ana Ýdexo caEd rajlokmaH VyapI Ôy Ke. kmRsHyogeÒvne Aa dxa Ýaº krvI pDe Ke. je Ýdexo je rIte ivStar paMya Aej Êm=I sHkocata Kev!e xrIr Ýma e ={ Ôy Ke. ivStar t=asHkocmaH smy myaRdasrqI j Ke p` vaStvmaH huH laHbo-!UHko n=Ito wa{ ke bhen p` n=I. ]I yogeNdudev khe Ke,

j~`I j~ u iv kHt \ru ptu iv im¿u iv dVvu 1mata, ipta, SƒI, puƒ ke imƒ, wa{ ke bhen vgere sHbH\o

kmRyoge ÔeDay Ke. p` te b\a Ùi`k Ke. AinTy Ke. xrIr sa=esHbH\ raqnara Ke. namkmRna _dye xrIr mze Ke Ane mohnIykmRna_dye Aek-bIÔ Òvo ko{ne ko{ sHbH\=I ÔeDay Ke. p` huH kmR$pn=I. kmR paEdŸgilk Ke Tyare huH to cetnSv$p KuH. kmRyoge mare AnekgityoinAomaH frvuH pDe Ke Ane drek sa=e iv\-iv\ sHbH\ bH\ayo.jemke kæuH Ke,

n sa ja[ n sa jo`I, n tH k¡lH n tH @a Hn jaya n muva jT=, sVve jIva A Htso... ..Av\U .. 2..

Anaid AnHtsHsarnuH pirw‡m` krta ko{ Ôit, ko{ yoin,kuz ke S=an AevuH n=I ke ßyaH huH gyo n hoë, ßyaH gyo TyaH marojNm =yo Ane m<Tyu p` =yuH, vzI ßyaH gyo TyaH ko{no dIkro, ma-bhen ke wa{ $pe p` =yo KtaH huH to AmrSvwavI KuH. maro jNmn=I to m<Tyu p` n=I. Aa sHbH\o kmRjNy hova=I loko mne AesHbH\e pokare Ke p` huH Aevo n=I. hve kiv]I ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

na hm mnsa na hm xbda, na hm tnkI \r`I,na hm weq weq\r naih, na hm krta krzI... ..Av\U.. 3..

sHsarmaH kmaR\In Òvone kmÈdye iv\-iv\ sa\n samg‡IÝaº =ay Ke. drek git Ane ÔitmaH mnu*y Ýa`I ]e¤ g`ay Kekar`ke tene wavo Vy› krvanuH sa\n, mn mZyuH Ke. sH&I pHceiNãynemn hoy Ke Ane mnna Aa\are ivcar kre Ke Ane ivcarne Vy›

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mara xrIrna \mRne kar`e Ane namkmRna _dye maraA|yvsayna pir`ame meH ɘarek _*`SpxRvaza prma u Ai\kg‡æa hoy to ko{ vqt xItSpxRvaza prma u Ai\k SpxRyo hoyKe. te=I ko{ vqt xrIr grm lage to ko{ vqt @HDuH p` te maropotano Svwav n=I. Ae Ke pudŸgl \mR. huH laHbo ke !UHko p` n=I.mara AaTmÝdexone rhevanuH jevuH ne jevDuH paƒ mze te Ýma`e huH rhuH KuHte=I ɘarek huH kH=va jevDo nano j`aë KuH to ɘarek ha=I jevDomhakay j`aë KuH p` Ae kmR$p pudŸglnaH kayÈ Ke.

]I pþv`asUƒmaH kæuH Ke ke kevzI ßyare kevzsmudŸFat kre KeTyare te potana Aa„Ýdexone caEd rajlokmaH felave Ke Tyare huHmo!amaH mo!o j`a_ KuH. je Òvne kevz&an paMya pKI Ôe nam,goƒ Ane vednIykmRnI iS=it v\are hoy Ane Aayu*ykmRnI iS=itAoKI hoy to b\aH kmRnI iS=it sman krvanI hova=I Ane vzIte crmxrIrI hovane kar e tene kevz smudŸFat ={ Ôy Ke.

mhavIr Ýwune gaEtm ÝÆ pUKe Ke,ki¿ smitO `H wNte¦ kevil smuG\aO pþte? goyma.Aõ smit te pþte tHjha, p#m smO dHDH kreit bIOsmO kvaDH kreit, titO smO mH=H kreit, c_T=e smOlogH pUreit, pHcme smO loyH piDsahrit, Kõe smO mH=HpiDsahrit, s¿mO smO kvaDH piDsahrit, Aõme smOdHDH piDsahrit, dHDH piDsahre¿a tAo pCKa srIrT=e wvit..

he wgvan¦ kevzI smudŸFat ke!la smyno Ke? he gaEtm¦Aa@ smy Ýma` kæo Ke. te Aa Ýma e- Ý=m smye dHD kre Ke.bIÔ smye kpa! kre Ke, ƒIÔ smye mN=an kre Ke. co=a smyelokne pUre Ke Ae!le ke lokVyapI =ay Ke, paHcma smye lok sHhre Ke.Kõa smye mH=an sHhre Ke. satma smye kpa! sHhre Ke, Aa@masmye dHD sHhre Ke Kev!e dHD sHhrI xrIrS= =ay Ke.

kevz smudŸFat =taH phelaH Aa„a moÙ sNmuq =ay Ane pKIshjta=I Aa„ana Ýdexo xrIrmaH=I nIkzI Ý=m é|vRlokna KeDa=IA\olokna AHt su\I dHDakare =ay Ke. Tyar pKI te Ýdexo carey

idxamaH felay Ke ne kpa!akare bne Ke. je dHDakare Ýdexo hta tekpa!akare bnI loknI idxaAomaH ivStre Ke. pKI mH=an Ane co=esmye Aa„ana Ýdexo caEd rajlokmaH VyapI Ôy Ke. kmRsHyogeÒvne Aa dxa Ýaº krvI pDe Ke. je Ýdexo je rIte ivStar paMya Aej Êm=I sHkocata Kev!e xrIr Ýma e ={ Ôy Ke. ivStar t=asHkocmaH smy myaRdasrqI j Ke p` vaStvmaH huH laHbo-!UHko n=Ito wa{ ke bhen p` n=I. ]I yogeNdudev khe Ke,

j~`I j~ u iv kHt \ru ptu iv im¿u iv dVvu 1mata, ipta, SƒI, puƒ ke imƒ, wa{ ke bhen vgere sHbH\o

kmRyoge ÔeDay Ke. p` te b\a Ùi`k Ke. AinTy Ke. xrIr sa=esHbH\ raqnara Ke. namkmRna _dye xrIr mze Ke Ane mohnIykmRna_dye Aek-bIÔ Òvo ko{ne ko{ sHbH\=I ÔeDay Ke. p` huH kmR$pn=I. kmR paEdŸgilk Ke Tyare huH to cetnSv$p KuH. kmRyoge mare AnekgityoinAomaH frvuH pDe Ke Ane drek sa=e iv\-iv\ sHbH\ bH\ayo.jemke kæuH Ke,

n sa ja[ n sa jo`I, n tH k¡lH n tH @a Hn jaya n muva jT=, sVve jIva A Htso... ..Av\U .. 2..

Anaid AnHtsHsarnuH pirw‡m` krta ko{ Ôit, ko{ yoin,kuz ke S=an AevuH n=I ke ßyaH huH gyo n hoë, ßyaH gyo TyaH marojNm =yo Ane m<Tyu p` =yuH, vzI ßyaH gyo TyaH ko{no dIkro, ma-bhen ke wa{ $pe p` =yo KtaH huH to AmrSvwavI KuH. maro jNmn=I to m<Tyu p` n=I. Aa sHbH\o kmRjNy hova=I loko mne AesHbH\e pokare Ke p` huH Aevo n=I. hve kiv]I ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

na hm mnsa na hm xbda, na hm tnkI \r`I,na hm weq weq\r naih, na hm krta krzI... ..Av\U.. 3..

sHsarmaH kmaR\In Òvone kmÈdye iv\-iv\ sa\n samg‡IÝaº =ay Ke. drek git Ane ÔitmaH mnu*y Ýa`I ]e¤ g`ay Kekar`ke tene wavo Vy› krvanuH sa\n, mn mZyuH Ke. sH&I pHceiNãynemn hoy Ke Ane mnna Aa\are ivcar kre Ke Ane ivcarne Vy›

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krvanuH sa\n vcn Ke A=aRtŸ xBd Ke. ]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDyalqe Ke, “Aa„ane shj =ay Ke te A|yvsay khevay Ke Ane mnäara Vy› =taH A|yvsay te ivcar khevay Ke. tÀva=RsUƒmaH kæuHKe, sHsarI Òvna be wed Ke. smnSkaH½mnSka: sH&I Ane AsH&I.jene mn hoy te sH&I Ane mn n hoy te AsH&I. pHiDt suqlalÒlqe Ke, mn ikse khte hE? ijsse ivcar ikya ja ske OesIAaiTmkxi› mn hE AaEr [s xi› se ivcar krne meH shaykhonevale Ok Ýkarke sU"m prma u wI mn khlata hE. phlawavmn AaEr dUsra ãVymn kha jata hE...

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke, “ãVymn mnovgR`anapudŸglone AvlHbIne =taH Aa„ana cz-ivcz pir`am Ae wavmnKe. te=I Aa„a mn Sv$p n=I to mnomy p` n=I” “barmaÙI`moh gu S=an pyÅt wavmn Ke Ane ãVymn terma sHyogIgu S=an pyÅt Ke”. Ae!le ke Aa„a ãVymn=I p` iwþ Ke. te=I jcetn khe Ke ke huH mn$p n=I to xBd$p p` n=I kar`ke xBd p`waØavgR ana pudŸglonuH j kayR Ke. sH&I Òv xBdna ma|ym=Iivcaro Vy› kre Ke. mnovgR ana pudŸglonuH g‡h` te ãVymn.ãVymnnuH kayR te ivcar Ane ivcar Vy› krva waØavgR anapudŸglone g‡h` krI KoDva$p kayR te xBd. p` cetn khe Ke ke huHmn ke xBd kaH{ n=I. pudŸglna kayRne ÒvnuH kayR khI devuH te nrIA&anta Ke. vzI pudŸglone g‡h` krvanI iÊya huH kruH KuH, te iÊya$phuH KuH tem p` n=I kar`ke inym Ke ke Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVynuH kaH{ krIxke nhÄ to pKI pudŸglnuH kayR huH kevI rIte krI xkuH? pudŸgl pudŸglnuHkayR kre Ane cetn cetnnuH kayR kre. vzI huH ko{na Aa\ar$p p`n=I. jem pa`Ino Aa\ar paƒ tem xrIrno sHbH\ Aa\ar-Aa\eynon=I. to ¬et, wgvo, kazo ke pIzo vgere vexne \ar` krnar p`huH n=I. wle mne ko{ ¬etaHbr khe ke idgHbr, ko{ fkIr to vzI ko{sHNyasI p` Ae b\a vexne \ar` krnar huH n=I. huH ko{ iÊyakrvavazo n=I to iÊya sa=e maro icrS=ayI sHbH\ p` n=I.

ke!lIkvar Aa„ane xuwiÊya krto ÔevamaH Aave Ke p` AeVyvhar¹iÚ Ke. xuwaxuw iÊya krnar huH n=I. VyvharmaH kr`InoktaR Aa„a deqay Ke. ]I bnarsIdas ;smysar na!k' maH khe Ke,

jgmeH Anaidko AGyanI khE mraE kmRkrta mEH yako ikirya ko Ýit paqI hE. 1.

jgtmaH Anaid=I A&anI Òv khe Ke ke mara kmRno ktaR huH KuHAne huH j iÊya kruH KuH p`

Gyanwav GyanI krE, AGyanI AGyan,ãVykmR pudŸgl krE, yh inhcE prvan. 2.

pda=R potana Svwavno ktaR Ke. &anIAa„a Svwav ktaRKe. Tyare ãVykmRno ktaR pudŸgl Ke Ae inüyny=I Ô`vuH. &aykSvwavI Aa„a &aykwav isvay bIj¡H kaH{ krto n=I. je potanamaHKe te Ýg! krvanuH Ke.

cetn potana Sv$p dxRn kravta ÝStut pdnI co=I kDImaHkhe Ke,

na hm drxn na hm prsn, rs n gH\ kKu naih,AanHd\n cetnmy murit, sevk jn blI jahI- .. Av\U.. 4..

cetn¦ potanI iS=itnI vat krtaH khe Ke ke huH jEndxRn,baEâdxRn, saHQydxRn ke vedaHtdxRn vgere dxRn Sv$p n=I. Ae dxRnmara vaStivk Sv$p &anna Awave éwa =yela Ke. je stŸ puruØa=RkrI, st Sv$pne pame Ke Tyare tena Sv$panuwvmaH svR dxRnnoly pamI Ôy Ke ma!e huH dxRn$p n=I vzI huH mara smwavISvwavmaH iS=t rheta Aa@ SpxRmaH=I huH Aek p` SpxRyu› n=I.to suriw- duriw gH\yu› p` n=I. paHc rs jeva ke qa!o, tIqo,mI@o, kDvo, ksayelo temaH=I huH kaH{ n=I. kazo, rato, lIlo, pIzoke \ozo Ae paHc v RmaH=I huH ko{ v Rno n=I. Ae gu o to pudŸglnaKe Ane te pudŸglna shwavI \mR Ke. Tyare huH to AanHdraxI$pcEtNymy mUitR KuH. AaTmanI xuâdxa Ýg!ta AnHtgu onuH Ýak!y

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krvanuH sa\n vcn Ke A=aRtŸ xBd Ke. ]I motIcHdwa{ kapiDyalqe Ke, “Aa„ane shj =ay Ke te A|yvsay khevay Ke Ane mnäara Vy› =taH A|yvsay te ivcar khevay Ke. tÀva=RsUƒmaH kæuHKe, sHsarI Òvna be wed Ke. smnSkaH½mnSka: sH&I Ane AsH&I.jene mn hoy te sH&I Ane mn n hoy te AsH&I. pHiDt suqlalÒlqe Ke, mn ikse khte hE? ijsse ivcar ikya ja ske OesIAaiTmkxi› mn hE AaEr [s xi› se ivcar krne meH shaykhonevale Ok Ýkarke sU"m prma u wI mn khlata hE. phlawavmn AaEr dUsra ãVymn kha jata hE...

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj khe Ke, “ãVymn mnovgR`anapudŸglone AvlHbIne =taH Aa„ana cz-ivcz pir`am Ae wavmnKe. te=I Aa„a mn Sv$p n=I to mnomy p` n=I” “barmaÙI`moh gu S=an pyÅt wavmn Ke Ane ãVymn terma sHyogIgu S=an pyÅt Ke”. Ae!le ke Aa„a ãVymn=I p` iwþ Ke. te=I jcetn khe Ke ke huH mn$p n=I to xBd$p p` n=I kar`ke xBd p`waØavgR ana pudŸglonuH j kayR Ke. sH&I Òv xBdna ma|ym=Iivcaro Vy› kre Ke. mnovgR ana pudŸglonuH g‡h` te ãVymn.ãVymnnuH kayR te ivcar Ane ivcar Vy› krva waØavgR anapudŸglone g‡h` krI KoDva$p kayR te xBd. p` cetn khe Ke ke huHmn ke xBd kaH{ n=I. pudŸglna kayRne ÒvnuH kayR khI devuH te nrIA&anta Ke. vzI pudŸglone g‡h` krvanI iÊya huH kruH KuH, te iÊya$phuH KuH tem p` n=I kar`ke inym Ke ke Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVynuH kaH{ krIxke nhÄ to pKI pudŸglnuH kayR huH kevI rIte krI xkuH? pudŸgl pudŸglnuHkayR kre Ane cetn cetnnuH kayR kre. vzI huH ko{na Aa\ar$p p`n=I. jem pa`Ino Aa\ar paƒ tem xrIrno sHbH\ Aa\ar-Aa\eynon=I. to ¬et, wgvo, kazo ke pIzo vgere vexne \ar` krnar p`huH n=I. wle mne ko{ ¬etaHbr khe ke idgHbr, ko{ fkIr to vzI ko{sHNyasI p` Ae b\a vexne \ar` krnar huH n=I. huH ko{ iÊyakrvavazo n=I to iÊya sa=e maro icrS=ayI sHbH\ p` n=I.

ke!lIkvar Aa„ane xuwiÊya krto ÔevamaH Aave Ke p` AeVyvhar¹iÚ Ke. xuwaxuw iÊya krnar huH n=I. VyvharmaH kr`InoktaR Aa„a deqay Ke. ]I bnarsIdas ;smysar na!k' maH khe Ke,

jgmeH Anaidko AGyanI khE mraE kmRkrta mEH yako ikirya ko Ýit paqI hE. 1.

jgtmaH Anaid=I A&anI Òv khe Ke ke mara kmRno ktaR huH KuHAne huH j iÊya kruH KuH p`

Gyanwav GyanI krE, AGyanI AGyan,ãVykmR pudŸgl krE, yh inhcE prvan. 2.

pda=R potana Svwavno ktaR Ke. &anIAa„a Svwav ktaRKe. Tyare ãVykmRno ktaR pudŸgl Ke Ae inüyny=I Ô`vuH. &aykSvwavI Aa„a &aykwav isvay bIj¡H kaH{ krto n=I. je potanamaHKe te Ýg! krvanuH Ke.

cetn potana Sv$p dxRn kravta ÝStut pdnI co=I kDImaHkhe Ke,

na hm drxn na hm prsn, rs n gH\ kKu naih,AanHd\n cetnmy murit, sevk jn blI jahI- .. Av\U.. 4..

cetn¦ potanI iS=itnI vat krtaH khe Ke ke huH jEndxRn,baEâdxRn, saHQydxRn ke vedaHtdxRn vgere dxRn Sv$p n=I. Ae dxRnmara vaStivk Sv$p &anna Awave éwa =yela Ke. je stŸ puruØa=RkrI, st Sv$pne pame Ke Tyare tena Sv$panuwvmaH svR dxRnnoly pamI Ôy Ke ma!e huH dxRn$p n=I vzI huH mara smwavISvwavmaH iS=t rheta Aa@ SpxRmaH=I huH Aek p` SpxRyu› n=I.to suriw- duriw gH\yu› p` n=I. paHc rs jeva ke qa!o, tIqo,mI@o, kDvo, ksayelo temaH=I huH kaH{ n=I. kazo, rato, lIlo, pIzoke \ozo Ae paHc v RmaH=I huH ko{ v Rno n=I. Ae gu o to pudŸglnaKe Ane te pudŸglna shwavI \mR Ke. Tyare huH to AanHdraxI$pcEtNymy mUitR KuH. AaTmanI xuâdxa Ýg!ta AnHtgu onuH Ýak!y

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=ay Ke temaH svRÝ=m AnHt &angu Ýg!e Ke je=I sHpU R Ô`vanuHkayR =ay Ke Ane AnHtdxRn Ýg!ta pda=RnuH vaStivk dxRn =ayKe. cairƒgu nI inmRzta =taH Svgu maH iS=rta Aave Ke. vIyRgu $peAnHtxi› Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa Ýkare SvwavmaH iS=rta =taH jeAanHd Anuwvay Ke Ae j maro shÔnHd Ke. Ae!le maruH nam pda=R$pn=I. maruH nam wle gme te Aapo p` huH to siCcdanHd Sv$p KuH.marI Aa iS=it iƒkazabai\t Ke. huH Aek j Sv$pe hHmexaH rhuH KuH. jeAanHd Sv$p cEtNymUitRnI seva kre Ke tene jgtna mumuÙu Aa„aAobilharI Ôy Ke, tenaH Aovar`aH le Ke.

sHsarmaH ÒvnI je iS=it Ke te kmaRv<t cetnnI Ke. ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ãVy¹iÚnI vat krI Ke. pyaRy toÙi`k Ke. pyaRyne pkDtaH xuâ Aa„tÀvne pkDI xkay nih. ãVy¹iÚAa„a sTy Sv$pne Ôher kre Ke. jem pa`ImaH pDtaH cHã ÝitibHbnepkDva ÝyTn krvo Ae Vy=R Ke A=va ixla pr vavetr krvuH Vy=RKe tem jevuH AaTmanuH Sv$p n=I tevuH kLpvuH te p` nrI A&antamU#ta nih to bIj¡H xuH khI xkay?

AaTmane baæ¹iÚ=I Aozqvo, iwþ-iwþ nam Aapva jejDwav Ke. kivAe Aa kDImaH Aa„anI mUziS=itnI vat krI Ke.Aa pdmaH kivAe Aa„a pase j sHwaØ` kraVyuH Ke ne kæuH Ke ke &andxRn Sv$p huH KuH. car kDIna Aa pdmaH ghn gHwIr Aeva isâSv$pI xuâa„ano pircy prSpr iv$â Aeva ke!laHk gu \mÈnoinØe\ krIne kraVyo Ke. Aa„ Sv$pnI JaHqI kravtuH Aa Aek _¿mpd Ke.

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“sa\o wa{ sta rHg rmIjae”

A|yaTmrsna AnuwvIyogI Ae ;AaxavrI rag' maH lqayelaAa pdmaH mmtanI mayaÔzmaH fsava=I AaTmane xuH nukxan =ayKe, temj smtarsna pan=I kevo AanHd Ýaº =ay Ke te wav srsrIte smÔVya Ke.

sa\o wa{¦ smta rHg rmIjeAv\U mmta sHg n kIje... ..sa\o wa{....sHpi¿ naih naih mmtameH, mmtamaH ims me!eqa! pa! tjI laq q!a_, AHt qaqmeH le!e... ..sa\o... wa{.....

Aa pdnI x$Aat deqItI rIte j kivAe ;sa\o' xBd=I krIKe. ;sa\o' Ae!le sa\u. sa\na krnar sa\k. je smtamaH rhe tesa\u Ane je smtane KoDI mmtamaH raCae te sHsarI. kiv sa\une kheKe ke ;he sa\k¦ tme smtana rHgmaH rmÔe. he sa\u¦ tarI same ko{xƒu ho ya imƒ p` drek ma!e tara mnmaH smwav ÔzvI raqje.kdac¦ m<Tyune we!vuH pDe to p` smta Sv$p xuâ SvwavmaH jvtRje.

F`aH sa\ko SvyH wUlmaH j hoy Ke. teAo Aem manta hoy Keke Ame to smtasagrmaH j DUbela KIAe. p` qreqr Aa AenIw‡m`a hoy Ke. qreqr to mmtana pasamaH fsaya hova KtaHsmtano SvaHg sje Ke. mmta iwþ iwþ $p \ar` krIne Aave Ke.dexnI, raßynI, gamnI, ÔitnI, ku!uHbnI, mata-iptanI, puƒ-puƒInI,ix*y pirvarnI, xrIrnI, Òvn Òvva ma!enaH sa\nonI vgereAnek ÝkarnI mmta Ke.

sa\kne ke!lIkvar potanaH _pkr`onI p` mmta hoyKe. jD pda=RnI mmta raqI mUqRmanv Anek ÝkarnaH du:qowogve Ke.

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=ay Ke temaH svRÝ=m AnHt &angu Ýg!e Ke je=I sHpU R Ô`vanuHkayR =ay Ke Ane AnHtdxRn Ýg!ta pda=RnuH vaStivk dxRn =ayKe. cairƒgu nI inmRzta =taH Svgu maH iS=rta Aave Ke. vIyRgu $peAnHtxi› Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa Ýkare SvwavmaH iS=rta =taH jeAanHd Anuwvay Ke Ae j maro shÔnHd Ke. Ae!le maruH nam pda=R$pn=I. maruH nam wle gme te Aapo p` huH to siCcdanHd Sv$p KuH.marI Aa iS=it iƒkazabai\t Ke. huH Aek j Sv$pe hHmexaH rhuH KuH. jeAanHd Sv$p cEtNymUitRnI seva kre Ke tene jgtna mumuÙu Aa„aAobilharI Ôy Ke, tenaH Aovar`aH le Ke.

sHsarmaH ÒvnI je iS=it Ke te kmaRv<t cetnnI Ke. ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH ãVy¹iÚnI vat krI Ke. pyaRy toÙi`k Ke. pyaRyne pkDtaH xuâ Aa„tÀvne pkDI xkay nih. ãVy¹iÚAa„a sTy Sv$pne Ôher kre Ke. jem pa`ImaH pDtaH cHã ÝitibHbnepkDva ÝyTn krvo Ae Vy=R Ke A=va ixla pr vavetr krvuH Vy=RKe tem jevuH AaTmanuH Sv$p n=I tevuH kLpvuH te p` nrI A&antamU#ta nih to bIj¡H xuH khI xkay?

AaTmane baæ¹iÚ=I Aozqvo, iwþ-iwþ nam Aapva jejDwav Ke. kivAe Aa kDImaH Aa„anI mUziS=itnI vat krI Ke.Aa pdmaH kivAe Aa„a pase j sHwaØ` kraVyuH Ke ne kæuH Ke ke &andxRn Sv$p huH KuH. car kDIna Aa pdmaH ghn gHwIr Aeva isâSv$pI xuâa„ano pircy prSpr iv$â Aeva ke!laHk gu \mÈnoinØe\ krIne kraVyo Ke. Aa„ Sv$pnI JaHqI kravtuH Aa Aek _¿mpd Ke.

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“sa\o wa{ sta rHg rmIjae”

A|yaTmrsna AnuwvIyogI Ae ;AaxavrI rag' maH lqayelaAa pdmaH mmtanI mayaÔzmaH fsava=I AaTmane xuH nukxan =ayKe, temj smtarsna pan=I kevo AanHd Ýaº =ay Ke te wav srsrIte smÔVya Ke.

sa\o wa{¦ smta rHg rmIjeAv\U mmta sHg n kIje... ..sa\o wa{....sHpi¿ naih naih mmtameH, mmtamaH ims me!eqa! pa! tjI laq q!a_, AHt qaqmeH le!e... ..sa\o... wa{.....

Aa pdnI x$Aat deqItI rIte j kivAe ;sa\o' xBd=I krIKe. ;sa\o' Ae!le sa\u. sa\na krnar sa\k. je smtamaH rhe tesa\u Ane je smtane KoDI mmtamaH raCae te sHsarI. kiv sa\une kheKe ke ;he sa\k¦ tme smtana rHgmaH rmÔe. he sa\u¦ tarI same ko{xƒu ho ya imƒ p` drek ma!e tara mnmaH smwav ÔzvI raqje.kdac¦ m<Tyune we!vuH pDe to p` smta Sv$p xuâ SvwavmaH jvtRje.

F`aH sa\ko SvyH wUlmaH j hoy Ke. teAo Aem manta hoy Keke Ame to smtasagrmaH j DUbela KIAe. p` qreqr Aa AenIw‡m`a hoy Ke. qreqr to mmtana pasamaH fsaya hova KtaHsmtano SvaHg sje Ke. mmta iwþ iwþ $p \ar` krIne Aave Ke.dexnI, raßynI, gamnI, ÔitnI, ku!uHbnI, mata-iptanI, puƒ-puƒInI,ix*y pirvarnI, xrIrnI, Òvn Òvva ma!enaH sa\nonI vgereAnek ÝkarnI mmta Ke.

sa\kne ke!lIkvar potanaH _pkr`onI p` mmta hoyKe. jD pda=RnI mmta raqI mUqRmanv Anek ÝkarnaH du:qowogve Ke.

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ivØyE: ik pirTyTkeHjaRgitR mmta yid.TyagaTk¨Fuk maœaSy, wujù n ih inivRØ: 1

ñdymaH Ôe mmta ÔgtI rhe to pKI ivØyona baæ Tyagmaƒ=I xuH? spR kaHczI TyagI de te=I te Jer ivnano bnI jto n=I.tevI rIte baæ kaHczI KoDva KtaH sa\kne potanI sa\nanuH mmTvhoy, |yanIne potana |yannuH mmTv hoy, tpSvIne potanI tpSyanImmta rhe to Ae iÊyaAo p` kmRbH\nuH kar` bnI Ôy Ke. jemuinAo F uH Tyagva KtaH kaH{ Tyagta n=I tenI dxanuH v Rn krtaH]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke:

kÚen ih gu g‡amH, Ýgu I k¡Ìte muin:mmta raÙsI svR, wÙyTyekhelya 2

Tyag Ane vEraGy=I muin du:qo shn krI le Ke AneAaTmgu onI Ýaiº p` krI le Ke p` mmta raÙs`I Ù`maƒmaHsvRgu ono nax krI naqe Ke. kÚo shn krI leva maƒ=I sa\kj{ jvatuH n=I. jem ksa[ne xr e gyelo bkro gza pr Kro freKe te shn kre Ke te=I xuH te sa\k Ke? na. kar` ke tene n KU!ke shnkrvuH pDe Ke. te e hj¡ ÒvvanuH mmTv KoD uH n=I. raÙsI jem b\anuHwÙ` kre Ke tem mmtaraÙsI AaTmgu`onuH wÙ` kre Ke. ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

VyaPnoit mhtI wUimH v!bIja >ya v!:.t=Ek mmta bIja, TÝpG\S=aip kLpna.. 1..

vDna nana bIjmaH=I vDlo v<iâ pame Ke. bIj nanuH hovaKtaH temaH=I vDlo F`o j ivxaz bne Ke tem mmtanuH bIj p`\Ime \Ime v<iâ pamtuH Ôy Ke. Kev!e svRlokmaH Ýsar pame Ke. nanabazk=I maHDI v<âo su\Ina mnu*yomaH mmta svRƒ VyaPt Ke. mmta,manv-manv kCce klex, JgDa t=a yuâ krave Ke. ma!e sa\k¦AaTmsm<iâ mezvva ÝyTnxIl bne Ke. Aa sm<iâ be ÝkarnI Ke.ãVysm<iâ Ane wavsm<iâ, p` mmtano Aaxro leta bemaH=I Aekp` ÝkarnI sm<iâ mzI xktI n=I. mmta papÝv<i¿ kravI AaTmane

miln bnave Ke. mmta=I kroDo $ipya Aek@aH krva KtaH AHtkazeAek pa{ p` l{ jvatI n=I. b‡ïd¿na AaTmaAe raj%iâ ma!etp t=a sHymnuH fz maHgI lI\uH p` AHte satmI nrkno mhemanbnI gyo. jem pIpzanuH pan pIzuH =taH qrI pDe Ke tem Aayu*y pU R=taH deh #zI pDe Ke. jem kuHwarna vas`ne fU!taH var n=I lagtItem xrIr$pI vas`ne fU!taH var n=I lagtI.

shÔnHdInI sßJaymaH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke,raÒ gaÒne bolta, krta h ukm hÔr re¸po#˜a AiGnmaH Aekla, kaya raq sman re¸b‡ïd¿ nrk Ýya` re, Ae %iâ Ai=r indan rej ev u H pIpz pan r e, m\ro jU@ guman r e¸

shÔnHdI re AaTma,

hsI hsI deta re tazIAo, xYya kusumnI sar rete nr AHte ma!I =ya, lok c`e Frbar re¸FDtaH paƒ ku Hwar re, Aehvu H Ô`I Asar re¸KoD˜o ivØy ivkar re, \Ny tehno Avtar re...

shÔnHdI re AaTma...

manv \nsHpi¿no sHg‡h krvamaH potano AmULy smy VyykrI naqe Ke p` Aaqr tenI git xuH =ay Ke te Aap e AanHdFnÒnaxBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

\n \rtImeH gaDe baEre, \ur Aap muq LyavewUØk sap hoygo Aaqr, tateH AilCK khave... ..sa\o..... 2..

\nnI mmta raqnar Vyi›nI dxa kevI =ay Ke tenuH maimRkdxRn kivAe Aa kDImaH kraVyuH Ke. manv, \nnI surÙa ma!e AnekÝyTno kre Ke. \n ko{ l{ n Ôy te=I \nne jmInmaH da!e Ke. AaiÊya krvamaH tenuH mo#uH t=a kpDaH \Uz=I qrDay Ke. Aam, \nnammTvne kar e manv Aaqr potanI dugRit vhorI le Ke Ane Kev!e\nna #gla pr rafDo krI sap ={ fe maHDIne bese Ke temj ëdrbnI da!el \n _pr dr krIne rhe Ke. \nnI mmta AavI A\mgit

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ivØyE: ik pirTyTkeHjaRgitR mmta yid.TyagaTk¨Fuk maœaSy, wujù n ih inivRØ: 1

ñdymaH Ôe mmta ÔgtI rhe to pKI ivØyona baæ Tyagmaƒ=I xuH? spR kaHczI TyagI de te=I te Jer ivnano bnI jto n=I.tevI rIte baæ kaHczI KoDva KtaH sa\kne potanI sa\nanuH mmTvhoy, |yanIne potana |yannuH mmTv hoy, tpSvIne potanI tpSyanImmta rhe to Ae iÊyaAo p` kmRbH\nuH kar` bnI Ôy Ke. jemuinAo F uH Tyagva KtaH kaH{ Tyagta n=I tenI dxanuH v Rn krtaH]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke:

kÚen ih gu g‡amH, Ýgu I k¡Ìte muin:mmta raÙsI svR, wÙyTyekhelya 2

Tyag Ane vEraGy=I muin du:qo shn krI le Ke AneAaTmgu onI Ýaiº p` krI le Ke p` mmta raÙs`I Ù`maƒmaHsvRgu ono nax krI naqe Ke. kÚo shn krI leva maƒ=I sa\kj{ jvatuH n=I. jem ksa[ne xr e gyelo bkro gza pr Kro freKe te shn kre Ke te=I xuH te sa\k Ke? na. kar` ke tene n KU!ke shnkrvuH pDe Ke. te e hj¡ ÒvvanuH mmTv KoD uH n=I. raÙsI jem b\anuHwÙ` kre Ke tem mmtaraÙsI AaTmgu`onuH wÙ` kre Ke. ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

VyaPnoit mhtI wUimH v!bIja >ya v!:.t=Ek mmta bIja, TÝpG\S=aip kLpna.. 1..

vDna nana bIjmaH=I vDlo v<iâ pame Ke. bIj nanuH hovaKtaH temaH=I vDlo F`o j ivxaz bne Ke tem mmtanuH bIj p`\Ime \Ime v<iâ pamtuH Ôy Ke. Kev!e svRlokmaH Ýsar pame Ke. nanabazk=I maHDI v<âo su\Ina mnu*yomaH mmta svRƒ VyaPt Ke. mmta,manv-manv kCce klex, JgDa t=a yuâ krave Ke. ma!e sa\k¦AaTmsm<iâ mezvva ÝyTnxIl bne Ke. Aa sm<iâ be ÝkarnI Ke.ãVysm<iâ Ane wavsm<iâ, p` mmtano Aaxro leta bemaH=I Aekp` ÝkarnI sm<iâ mzI xktI n=I. mmta papÝv<i¿ kravI AaTmane

miln bnave Ke. mmta=I kroDo $ipya Aek@aH krva KtaH AHtkazeAek pa{ p` l{ jvatI n=I. b‡ïd¿na AaTmaAe raj%iâ ma!etp t=a sHymnuH fz maHgI lI\uH p` AHte satmI nrkno mhemanbnI gyo. jem pIpzanuH pan pIzuH =taH qrI pDe Ke tem Aayu*y pU R=taH deh #zI pDe Ke. jem kuHwarna vas`ne fU!taH var n=I lagtItem xrIr$pI vas`ne fU!taH var n=I lagtI.

shÔnHdInI sßJaymaH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke,raÒ gaÒne bolta, krta h ukm hÔr re¸po#˜a AiGnmaH Aekla, kaya raq sman re¸b‡ïd¿ nrk Ýya` re, Ae %iâ Ai=r indan rej ev u H pIpz pan r e, m\ro jU@ guman r e¸

shÔnHdI re AaTma,

hsI hsI deta re tazIAo, xYya kusumnI sar rete nr AHte ma!I =ya, lok c`e Frbar re¸FDtaH paƒ ku Hwar re, Aehvu H Ô`I Asar re¸KoD˜o ivØy ivkar re, \Ny tehno Avtar re...

shÔnHdI re AaTma...

manv \nsHpi¿no sHg‡h krvamaH potano AmULy smy VyykrI naqe Ke p` Aaqr tenI git xuH =ay Ke te Aap e AanHdFnÒnaxBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

\n \rtImeH gaDe baEre, \ur Aap muq LyavewUØk sap hoygo Aaqr, tateH AilCK khave... ..sa\o..... 2..

\nnI mmta raqnar Vyi›nI dxa kevI =ay Ke tenuH maimRkdxRn kivAe Aa kDImaH kraVyuH Ke. manv, \nnI surÙa ma!e AnekÝyTno kre Ke. \n ko{ l{ n Ôy te=I \nne jmInmaH da!e Ke. AaiÊya krvamaH tenuH mo#uH t=a kpDaH \Uz=I qrDay Ke. Aam, \nnammTvne kar e manv Aaqr potanI dugRit vhorI le Ke Ane Kev!e\nna #gla pr rafDo krI sap ={ fe maHDIne bese Ke temj ëdrbnI da!el \n _pr dr krIne rhe Ke. \nnI mmta AavI A\mgit

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kravnar Ke Ane Ôe te AekeiNãyÔitmaH Ôy to da!ela \n _pr v<Ùbne Ke. AavI dxa kravnar Aa l"mIne l"mI kem khevay? Aa toAl"mI j khevay. ;n l"mI: iv>te ySy s: Ali"m:' sacIl"mI to Ke AaTmgu rTno. jene ko{ l{ j{ xktuH n=I. tenamoh=I dugRit =tI n=I. baæ l"mI=I Òvn brbad krnar, \vlxe@Ane nrkna mheman bnnar mMm` xe@, xaÏsHmt Ke. smtamaHrhevuH te AaTm\n pamva brabr Ke. je l"mI vtRman t=a wiv*ybgaDe tene kya A=RmaH sarI khI xkay? p` AaTml"mI kevI Ke tekiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,smta rtnakrkI ja[ Anuwv cHd suwa[¦kalkU! tjI wavmeH ]e I, Aap Am<t le Aa[... ..sa\o wa{R..... 3..

Aa kDImaH kivAe mTSypura`nI k=ano Aa]y l{ suHdr$pk Ýyoj uH Ke. paErai`kk=a Ýma e devoAe jyare smuãmH=n kyuÅTyare teAoAe sumerunI rva{ krI, vasUkI spRnuH dorDuH bnavInesmuãmH=n kyuÅ htuH Tyare smuãmaH=I nIce mujbnaH caEdrTno nIkZyaHhtaH:

(1) l"mI (2) kaEStuw rTn (3) pairÔtk pu*p (4)sura (midra) (p) \NvNtrI vE> (6) cHã (7) kamduG\agay(8) AEravt ha=I (9) rHwa vgere devaHgna (10) sat muqvazoA¬ (11) ivØ (12) çã (13) \nu*y (14) Am<t

Aa caEd rTnomaH svRÝ=m l"mIÒ nIkZya.kivAe AhÄ smta$p l"mInI vat krI Ke. vzI smtane

rTnakrnI dIkrI khI Ke. AnHt&an, dxRn, cairƒaid gu rTno,icdanHd \n cetnmaH=I Ýg! =ay Ke. te=I cetn rTnakr Ke. smtatenI dIkrI Ke. smta$pI l"mIne Ýaº krnar te Aa|yaiTmkÙeƒesaca l"mIpit khevay Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke sdŸAsdŸivvek krI vStu Sv$pne tena y=a=R AakarmaH btavnar AaAnuwv&an$p cHãma p` rTnakrmaH=I nIkze Ke te=I rTnakrnIpuƒI smta Ane puƒ Anuwv Ae bHne wa{- bhen =ay Ke.

vzI rTnakrmaH kazkU! ivØ p` Ke. Aa Òv p` mmtanekar e Axuw|yanmaH je caLyo Ôy Ke te Aene ma!e ivØ sman Ke.Aava Aa¿R Ane raEã|yan pir`am\ara, kmRbH\n kravI ÒvnesHsarmaH rqDave Ke p` smta Ane Anuwv Axuw|yan$p kazkU!KoDavI Òvne xuw|yanmaH Ýv<¿ kre Ke je=I AaTma Ým¿ gu S=an=IÝgit krI AÝmt iS=itmaH Aave Ke. TyaH=I \mR-|yanmaH ÊmsrAagz v\I AaTm]e ImaH te daql =ay Ke. Aa ]e IAe cDelaÒvnI iS=it Ae!lI b\I AanHddayk hoy Ke ke kivAe Ae iS=itneAm<t sa=e srqavI Ke. vStut: shÔnHdmaH to Am<tna Anuwv=Ip` AnHtg`I mI@ax wrI Ke. jem caEdrTnomaH Am<t ]e¤ Ke temAaTmanHdna AnuwvnuH Am<t _¿mo¿m Ke. AÝmt gu S=anknIiS=it Ýaº =ya pKI Aava Anuwv Am<tne SvyH AnuwvI xkayKe. sHsarv<iâna mUz$p Aeva AnHtanubH\I car kØayno svRÝ=m_pxm kre Ke Ane pKI dxRnmohnIy iƒkno _pxm kre Ke. Aa satÝk<itno _pxm =ta Òv AlaEikk AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke.co=a gu S=an pKI Òv AlaEikk AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke.co=a gu S=an pKI Òv cairƒ mohnIy kmRno _pxm kre Ke todxma gu S=anna AHt su\ImaH mohnIykmRno svR=a _pxm krI deKe Ae!le Òv Aigyarma gu S=anne Ýaº kre Ke. je iS=itne vItragiS=it khe Ke. xaÏkar tene _pxm ]e I khe Ke. Tyare je Òv Ùpk]e I krvano hoy te co=a gu S=an=I l{ne Aagzna gu S=anmaHmohnIy kmRnI Ýk<itAono Ùy krto Ôy Ke. temaH svR Ý=mAnHtanuHbH\I ctu*!k Ane dxRn iƒk Aa sat Ýk<itAono Ùy kreKe. Aa rIte pir`amnI ivxuiâ =taH kmRÙy krto Aa@ma gu S=ankeÒv Ùpk]e I x$ kre Ke. Aa ]e Ivazo Òv Ae j wvmaH moÙgitpame Ke.' _pxm]e I Aek Òv Aek wvmaH be vqt krI xke Ke AneAaqa sHsarkaz drimyan Aek Òv v\aremaH v\are paHc vqt_pxm]e I kre Ke. moÙÝaiPt Ùpk]e I ivna ={ xktI n=I. _pxmsmiktI Òv _pxm ]e I maHDe Ke Ane Ùaiyk sMykŸTvI Òv Ùpk]e I

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kravnar Ke Ane Ôe te AekeiNãyÔitmaH Ôy to da!ela \n _pr v<Ùbne Ke. AavI dxa kravnar Aa l"mIne l"mI kem khevay? Aa toAl"mI j khevay. ;n l"mI: iv>te ySy s: Ali"m:' sacIl"mI to Ke AaTmgu rTno. jene ko{ l{ j{ xktuH n=I. tenamoh=I dugRit =tI n=I. baæ l"mI=I Òvn brbad krnar, \vlxe@Ane nrkna mheman bnnar mMm` xe@, xaÏsHmt Ke. smtamaHrhevuH te AaTm\n pamva brabr Ke. je l"mI vtRman t=a wiv*ybgaDe tene kya A=RmaH sarI khI xkay? p` AaTml"mI kevI Ke tekiv Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,smta rtnakrkI ja[ Anuwv cHd suwa[¦kalkU! tjI wavmeH ]e I, Aap Am<t le Aa[... ..sa\o wa{R..... 3..

Aa kDImaH kivAe mTSypura`nI k=ano Aa]y l{ suHdr$pk Ýyoj uH Ke. paErai`kk=a Ýma e devoAe jyare smuãmH=n kyuÅTyare teAoAe sumerunI rva{ krI, vasUkI spRnuH dorDuH bnavInesmuãmH=n kyuÅ htuH Tyare smuãmaH=I nIce mujbnaH caEdrTno nIkZyaHhtaH:

(1) l"mI (2) kaEStuw rTn (3) pairÔtk pu*p (4)sura (midra) (p) \NvNtrI vE> (6) cHã (7) kamduG\agay(8) AEravt ha=I (9) rHwa vgere devaHgna (10) sat muqvazoA¬ (11) ivØ (12) çã (13) \nu*y (14) Am<t

Aa caEd rTnomaH svRÝ=m l"mIÒ nIkZya.kivAe AhÄ smta$p l"mInI vat krI Ke. vzI smtane

rTnakrnI dIkrI khI Ke. AnHt&an, dxRn, cairƒaid gu rTno,icdanHd \n cetnmaH=I Ýg! =ay Ke. te=I cetn rTnakr Ke. smtatenI dIkrI Ke. smta$pI l"mIne Ýaº krnar te Aa|yaiTmkÙeƒesaca l"mIpit khevay Ke. ]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke sdŸAsdŸivvek krI vStu Sv$pne tena y=a=R AakarmaH btavnar AaAnuwv&an$p cHãma p` rTnakrmaH=I nIkze Ke te=I rTnakrnIpuƒI smta Ane puƒ Anuwv Ae bHne wa{- bhen =ay Ke.

vzI rTnakrmaH kazkU! ivØ p` Ke. Aa Òv p` mmtanekar e Axuw|yanmaH je caLyo Ôy Ke te Aene ma!e ivØ sman Ke.Aava Aa¿R Ane raEã|yan pir`am\ara, kmRbH\n kravI ÒvnesHsarmaH rqDave Ke p` smta Ane Anuwv Axuw|yan$p kazkU!KoDavI Òvne xuw|yanmaH Ýv<¿ kre Ke je=I AaTma Ým¿ gu S=an=IÝgit krI AÝmt iS=itmaH Aave Ke. TyaH=I \mR-|yanmaH ÊmsrAagz v\I AaTm]e ImaH te daql =ay Ke. Aa ]e IAe cDelaÒvnI iS=it Ae!lI b\I AanHddayk hoy Ke ke kivAe Ae iS=itneAm<t sa=e srqavI Ke. vStut: shÔnHdmaH to Am<tna Anuwv=Ip` AnHtg`I mI@ax wrI Ke. jem caEdrTnomaH Am<t ]e¤ Ke temAaTmanHdna AnuwvnuH Am<t _¿mo¿m Ke. AÝmt gu S=anknIiS=it Ýaº =ya pKI Aava Anuwv Am<tne SvyH AnuwvI xkayKe. sHsarv<iâna mUz$p Aeva AnHtanubH\I car kØayno svRÝ=m_pxm kre Ke Ane pKI dxRnmohnIy iƒkno _pxm kre Ke. Aa satÝk<itno _pxm =ta Òv AlaEikk AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke.co=a gu S=an pKI Òv AlaEikk AaTmanHdno Anuwv kre Ke.co=a gu S=an pKI Òv cairƒ mohnIy kmRno _pxm kre Ke todxma gu S=anna AHt su\ImaH mohnIykmRno svR=a _pxm krI deKe Ae!le Òv Aigyarma gu S=anne Ýaº kre Ke. je iS=itne vItragiS=it khe Ke. xaÏkar tene _pxm ]e I khe Ke. Tyare je Òv Ùpk]e I krvano hoy te co=a gu S=an=I l{ne Aagzna gu S=anmaHmohnIy kmRnI Ýk<itAono Ùy krto Ôy Ke. temaH svR Ý=mAnHtanuHbH\I ctu*!k Ane dxRn iƒk Aa sat Ýk<itAono Ùy kreKe. Aa rIte pir`amnI ivxuiâ =taH kmRÙy krto Aa@ma gu S=ankeÒv Ùpk]e I x$ kre Ke. Aa ]e Ivazo Òv Ae j wvmaH moÙgitpame Ke.' _pxm]e I Aek Òv Aek wvmaH be vqt krI xke Ke AneAaqa sHsarkaz drimyan Aek Òv v\aremaH v\are paHc vqt_pxm]e I kre Ke. moÙÝaiPt Ùpk]e I ivna ={ xktI n=I. _pxmsmiktI Òv _pxm ]e I maHDe Ke Ane Ùaiyk sMykŸTvI Òv Ùpk]e I

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maHDe Ke. sMykŸTvIÒv &an¹iÚ qultaH mohnax kre Ke. hve kivco=I kDImaH khe Ke ke nayk ko`? Ane kevo Ke?

locn cr` shs cturann, [nte bhut Dra[¸AanHdFn puruØo¿m nayk, ihtkrI kH@ lga[... ..sa\awa{.. 4..

[Nãne hÔr AaHqo Ke Ane xeØnagne hÔr pg Ke Tyareb‡ïaÒ car mo#aHvaza Ke. Aam ivicƒ Aak<itvazI VyiktAoneÔe[ne smta DrI Ôy Ke Ane dUr - dUr wagI Ôy Ke. b‡ïaÒnuH kayRihNdu\mR Ýma e s<iÚ-sjRnnuH Ke. jEn\mRnI maNyta Ýma e je v<i¿t=a vasna=I sHsarnuH sjRn =ay Ke te v<i¿ Ane vasna Ae jb‡ïa sman Ke. vzI Êo\, man, maya, low te Aemna car muq Ke.t<*`ane hÔr AaHq t=a hÔr pg Ke. Aa Ýkarna kØayona kazmuqÔe{ smta wywIt ={ Ôy Ke kar`ke ßyaH kØayo hoy TyaHsmta rhI xktI n=I. AavI m<duwavI smtane puruØo¿m naykiv* udeve Ýem krI potane gze vzgaDI dI\I. Aa $pkno Aaxy AeKe ke smtane iv* uwgvan Sv$p AaTmaO AHgIkar krI. smtasÀvgu I hovane kar e ßyaH rÔegu ke tmogu hoy TyaH !ke nhÄma!e j smta AanHd smUh puruØo¿m nayk iv* u wgvanna xr ecalI g{. iv* u wgvane tenI saiÀvkta Ôe{ AailHGn AaPyuH.SvS=annI Ýaiº =taH smtane AanHd =yo.

Aa $pk jEn¹iÚAe Aa rIte F!avI xkay ke carmuqe dexnadeta ]I ijndev=I mmta bhu DrI g{ne TyaH=I wagI g{. Ýwunekevz&an dxRnmaH AnHtÒvo t=a tenI AnHtAnHt pyaRyo deqayKe t=a j`ay Ke. Ae ApeÙaAe svR& prmaTmane hÔro AaHqvazap` khI xkay temj hÔr pge hÔro ma[l calI xkay Ke tem&an-dxRnnuH Ùeƒ Ae!luH j ivSt<t Ke ne te hÔro cr`nuH kam kre Ke.te=I j smta ijne¬rne we!e Ke. mmta tÒ t=a smta sÒ AaTmainÔnHdmaH mSt bnI Ôy Ke Ane SvS=ane is\ave Ke. smta=Iwgvan mhavIr, gjsukumar, metarjmuin vgere isiâne paMya. ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

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Ù H cet: smakË*y, smta yid seVyte.S=a¿da suqmNySy, yâktuH nEv vayRte

ic¿ne Ù`var maƒ qeHcIne smwavmaH iS=r krvamaH Aaveto Ae smye AaiTmksuq Anuwvay Ke. smtawavInI dxanuH v Rnkrta khe Ke ke:

nitStuTyaidkaxHsa, xrtIv‡: SvmmRiwtŸ.smta vmR guPtanaH, nait kËTso½ip jayte..

je e smtanuH bQtr pheyuÅ Ke tene pr ãVynI {CKana tI"`ba`o pIDa krI xkta n=I. te=I sa\ko Ý=m smta sa\I AaTmanesa\e Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv Ae btave Ke ke waEitk \nsHpi¿ sa\k ma!eke!lI inr=Rk Ke Ane smta=I Òv kya S=ane phÇce Ke. kivAe jEnAne ihNduno ivinyog Aa pdmaH kyÈ Ke.

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maHDe Ke. sMykŸTvIÒv &an¹iÚ qultaH mohnax kre Ke. hve kivco=I kDImaH khe Ke ke nayk ko`? Ane kevo Ke?

locn cr` shs cturann, [nte bhut Dra[¸AanHdFn puruØo¿m nayk, ihtkrI kH@ lga[... ..sa\awa{.. 4..

[Nãne hÔr AaHqo Ke Ane xeØnagne hÔr pg Ke Tyareb‡ïaÒ car mo#aHvaza Ke. Aam ivicƒ Aak<itvazI VyiktAoneÔe[ne smta DrI Ôy Ke Ane dUr - dUr wagI Ôy Ke. b‡ïaÒnuH kayRihNdu\mR Ýma e s<iÚ-sjRnnuH Ke. jEn\mRnI maNyta Ýma e je v<i¿t=a vasna=I sHsarnuH sjRn =ay Ke te v<i¿ Ane vasna Ae jb‡ïa sman Ke. vzI Êo\, man, maya, low te Aemna car muq Ke.t<*`ane hÔr AaHq t=a hÔr pg Ke. Aa Ýkarna kØayona kazmuqÔe{ smta wywIt ={ Ôy Ke kar`ke ßyaH kØayo hoy TyaHsmta rhI xktI n=I. AavI m<duwavI smtane puruØo¿m naykiv* udeve Ýem krI potane gze vzgaDI dI\I. Aa $pkno Aaxy AeKe ke smtane iv* uwgvan Sv$p AaTmaO AHgIkar krI. smtasÀvgu I hovane kar e ßyaH rÔegu ke tmogu hoy TyaH !ke nhÄma!e j smta AanHd smUh puruØo¿m nayk iv* u wgvanna xr ecalI g{. iv* u wgvane tenI saiÀvkta Ôe{ AailHGn AaPyuH.SvS=annI Ýaiº =taH smtane AanHd =yo.

Aa $pk jEn¹iÚAe Aa rIte F!avI xkay ke carmuqe dexnadeta ]I ijndev=I mmta bhu DrI g{ne TyaH=I wagI g{. Ýwunekevz&an dxRnmaH AnHtÒvo t=a tenI AnHtAnHt pyaRyo deqayKe t=a j`ay Ke. Ae ApeÙaAe svR& prmaTmane hÔro AaHqvazap` khI xkay temj hÔr pge hÔro ma[l calI xkay Ke tem&an-dxRnnuH Ùeƒ Ae!luH j ivSt<t Ke ne te hÔro cr`nuH kam kre Ke.te=I j smta ijne¬rne we!e Ke. mmta tÒ t=a smta sÒ AaTmainÔnHdmaH mSt bnI Ôy Ke Ane SvS=ane is\ave Ke. smta=Iwgvan mhavIr, gjsukumar, metarjmuin vgere isiâne paMya. ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

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Ù H cet: smakË*y, smta yid seVyte.S=a¿da suqmNySy, yâktuH nEv vayRte

ic¿ne Ù`var maƒ qeHcIne smwavmaH iS=r krvamaH Aaveto Ae smye AaiTmksuq Anuwvay Ke. smtawavInI dxanuH v Rnkrta khe Ke ke:

nitStuTyaidkaxHsa, xrtIv‡: SvmmRiwtŸ.smta vmR guPtanaH, nait kËTso½ip jayte..

je e smtanuH bQtr pheyuÅ Ke tene pr ãVynI {CKana tI"`ba`o pIDa krI xkta n=I. te=I sa\ko Ý=m smta sa\I AaTmanesa\e Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv Ae btave Ke ke waEitk \nsHpi¿ sa\k ma!eke!lI inr=Rk Ke Ane smta=I Òv kya S=ane phÇce Ke. kivAe jEnAne ihNduno ivinyog Aa pdmaH kyÈ Ke.

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sHsarwavo=I mu› Ane sa\kdxamaH AnurÉt Aeva ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH, sa\kne mmta=I mu› krvasmtasa\nanuH ke!luH mhÀv Ke te dxaRVyuH Ke.

Aa pdmaH sumit cetnÒne smÔve Ke. cetn hve ɘareksumitna mHidre p\are to Ke p` tenuH mn hj¡ cHcz Ke. cetnnI Aadxa Ôe{ sumit potana Ýa`na=ne khe Ke ke, he pitdev¦ hve toSvFr trf ¹iÚ kro. hve Svjn-pirjn sa=e rhI xaHit Anuwvo.sumit cetnne SvS=ane lavva varHvar smÔve Ke p` Anaid=IpDelI Aa ku!evne kar e cetn Aem jLdI smje Aem n=I.

kiv Aa AekƒIsma pdmaH ;]I rag'maH khe Ke,ikt janmteH ho Ýa`na=¦[t Aay inharo Frko sa=...ikt..... 1..

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke he Ýa`na=¦ tme sHsarmagR Anemui›magR Ô~ya pKI sHsarmagR trf xa ma!e Ýya` kro Ko?

magR wUlela pi=knI same be magR Ke. bHnenuH wan kraVyuH Ke.p` in Ry Aena _pr KoDI dI\o Ke. jemke kæuH Ke,

soCca ja`[ kLla H, soCca ja`[ pavgH._wyHip ja`[ soCca, jH seyH tH smayre..

he mumuÙu¦ tuH saHwz¦ ɘo magR kLya`no Ke Ane ɘo magRpapno Ke te Ô`I pKI taruH ]ey xemaH Ke te magRnuH Anusr` kr.

Aa rIte cetna (sumit) cetnne khe Ke ke, he cetn¦Aa„kLya`no magR Ane sHsarno magR ɘo Ke te saHwzI lI\apKI taruH ]ey jemaH =ay te g‡h` kr. Aaj su\I te sHsarnaH kDvaHfzno Anuwv kyÈ Ke. te rSte mmtaAe tne muHJVyo Ke Ane SvFrnej tuH wUlI gyo Ke.

S=UilwãÒ bar vrs su\I $pkoxana rHgmhelmaH ræa Anetem e potana Fr ke pirvar samuH p` n ÔeyuH tem tme p` mmtara`InasHge rmta parkana ={ gya Ane potanane parka manva laGya.jemke Ùmaid ds yit\mR te Aa„Iyjn Ke tene to Aap wUlI j gyaKo. he na=¦ Aap marI samuH to n=I Ôeta p` Aa Aapna pirvarexo guNho kyÈ Ke ke je=I tenI p` sHwaz leta n=I. sHsarna Aa!lakDva Anuwvo =ya Ke KtaH AaHq kem _FDtI n=I? bIÒ trf v<i¿kem vztI n=I?

]I buiâsagrÒ lqe Ke ke sHsar car Ýkarno Ke. (1) nam(r) S=apna (3) ãVy (4) wav. Aam car Ýkarna cargit$psHsarmaH Òvo AaDaAvza pirw‡m` kre Ke prHtu Aek S=anmaH @rIneshj suq pamta n=I.

sHsarmagRmaH car kØay, ƒ` dHD, be Axuw|yan, AxuwleXyavgere Anek rSta Ke. Aa rSte jtaH Aa„pir`it Axuâtane vre Ke.ma!e he cetn¦ hve to Axuâ pir`itno Tyag krI xuâ \mR$p FrmaHp\aro. kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

_t maya kaya kbn jat, yhu jD tum cetn jg ivQyat._t krm wrm ivØvelI sHg, [t prm nrm mit meil rHg..

he cetn¦ ivwavdxamaH jva=I sHsarnuH pirw‡m` kdI p`F!vanuH n=I. sHsarmaH maya, mmta, xrIr t=a tena wognI jvato kane pD˜a krxe Ane wogÝaiº ma!e Kzkp! krI, Aa„vHcnakrvI pDxe. Aa rIte xrIr su]uØa krvI te ivwav dxanuH kar` Ke.

tme je maya-mmtane ÏI mano Ko te k{ ÔtnI Ke, tenItmne qbr Ke? te sav hlka kuznI t=a hlkI ÔitnI Ke. sHsarmaHdIkra-dIkrIna lG™ krva hoy to qandanI ÔevamaH Aave Ke. kuzvanpotanI qandanI kdI p` KoDe nhÄ Ane hlka kuznI ÏIne hlkakam krvamaH xrm Aave nhÄ. Aa maya Ane mmta to hlkakuznIÏIAo Ke. te jD jevI Ke. tenI mit p` jD Ke. teno pirvar jD Ke,Tyare na=¦ tme to jgt Ýisâ cEtNy\n cetnraÔ Ko. tmaro \mR

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sHsarwavo=I mu› Ane sa\kdxamaH AnurÉt Aeva ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH, sa\kne mmta=I mu› krvasmtasa\nanuH ke!luH mhÀv Ke te dxaRVyuH Ke.

Aa pdmaH sumit cetnÒne smÔve Ke. cetn hve ɘareksumitna mHidre p\are to Ke p` tenuH mn hj¡ cHcz Ke. cetnnI Aadxa Ôe{ sumit potana Ýa`na=ne khe Ke ke, he pitdev¦ hve toSvFr trf ¹iÚ kro. hve Svjn-pirjn sa=e rhI xaHit Anuwvo.sumit cetnne SvS=ane lavva varHvar smÔve Ke p` Anaid=IpDelI Aa ku!evne kar e cetn Aem jLdI smje Aem n=I.

kiv Aa AekƒIsma pdmaH ;]I rag'maH khe Ke,ikt janmteH ho Ýa`na=¦[t Aay inharo Frko sa=...ikt..... 1..

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke he Ýa`na=¦ tme sHsarmagR Anemui›magR Ô~ya pKI sHsarmagR trf xa ma!e Ýya` kro Ko?

magR wUlela pi=knI same be magR Ke. bHnenuH wan kraVyuH Ke.p` in Ry Aena _pr KoDI dI\o Ke. jemke kæuH Ke,

soCca ja`[ kLla H, soCca ja`[ pavgH._wyHip ja`[ soCca, jH seyH tH smayre..

he mumuÙu¦ tuH saHwz¦ ɘo magR kLya`no Ke Ane ɘo magRpapno Ke te Ô`I pKI taruH ]ey xemaH Ke te magRnuH Anusr` kr.

Aa rIte cetna (sumit) cetnne khe Ke ke, he cetn¦Aa„kLya`no magR Ane sHsarno magR ɘo Ke te saHwzI lI\apKI taruH ]ey jemaH =ay te g‡h` kr. Aaj su\I te sHsarnaH kDvaHfzno Anuwv kyÈ Ke. te rSte mmtaAe tne muHJVyo Ke Ane SvFrnej tuH wUlI gyo Ke.

S=UilwãÒ bar vrs su\I $pkoxana rHgmhelmaH ræa Anetem e potana Fr ke pirvar samuH p` n ÔeyuH tem tme p` mmtara`InasHge rmta parkana ={ gya Ane potanane parka manva laGya.jemke Ùmaid ds yit\mR te Aa„Iyjn Ke tene to Aap wUlI j gyaKo. he na=¦ Aap marI samuH to n=I Ôeta p` Aa Aapna pirvarexo guNho kyÈ Ke ke je=I tenI p` sHwaz leta n=I. sHsarna Aa!lakDva Anuwvo =ya Ke KtaH AaHq kem _FDtI n=I? bIÒ trf v<i¿kem vztI n=I?

]I buiâsagrÒ lqe Ke ke sHsar car Ýkarno Ke. (1) nam(r) S=apna (3) ãVy (4) wav. Aam car Ýkarna cargit$psHsarmaH Òvo AaDaAvza pirw‡m` kre Ke prHtu Aek S=anmaH @rIneshj suq pamta n=I.

sHsarmagRmaH car kØay, ƒ` dHD, be Axuw|yan, AxuwleXyavgere Anek rSta Ke. Aa rSte jtaH Aa„pir`it Axuâtane vre Ke.ma!e he cetn¦ hve to Axuâ pir`itno Tyag krI xuâ \mR$p FrmaHp\aro. kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

_t maya kaya kbn jat, yhu jD tum cetn jg ivQyat._t krm wrm ivØvelI sHg, [t prm nrm mit meil rHg..

he cetn¦ ivwavdxamaH jva=I sHsarnuH pirw‡m` kdI p`F!vanuH n=I. sHsarmaH maya, mmta, xrIr t=a tena wognI jvato kane pD˜a krxe Ane wogÝaiº ma!e Kzkp! krI, Aa„vHcnakrvI pDxe. Aa rIte xrIr su]uØa krvI te ivwav dxanuH kar` Ke.

tme je maya-mmtane ÏI mano Ko te k{ ÔtnI Ke, tenItmne qbr Ke? te sav hlka kuznI t=a hlkI ÔitnI Ke. sHsarmaHdIkra-dIkrIna lG™ krva hoy to qandanI ÔevamaH Aave Ke. kuzvanpotanI qandanI kdI p` KoDe nhÄ Ane hlka kuznI ÏIne hlkakam krvamaH xrm Aave nhÄ. Aa maya Ane mmta to hlkakuznIÏIAo Ke. te jD jevI Ke. tenI mit p` jD Ke. teno pirvar jD Ke,Tyare na=¦ tme to jgt Ýisâ cEtNy\n cetnraÔ Ko. tmaro \mR

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to &anaid gu yu› Ke p` vtRmanmaH ßyare tmare pÙe Ôeë KuH toél!uH j deqay Ke. jD pda=R tmne cahta n=I p` tme jD pda=Rnecaho Ko. he cetndev¦ Aap Ô`o Ko ke jD pda=Èno sHg‡h krIwUtkazmaH tena mailko F`a caLya gya. vtRmanmaH Ôy Ke Anewiv*ymaH caLya jxe. Aek p` jD pda=R tenI sa=e ke paKz gyon=I. Aa sTy hkIkt hova KtaH tme teno sHg KoDta n=I. tmecetn jDnI sHgt kro Ko te ko{p` rIte yoGy n=I. kagDano sHgkrnar hHs kdIp` xowa pamto n=I. “xowte n swa m|ye bkoy=a” tem tme p` xowaSpd lagta n=I. AavI dynIy tmarIiS=it Ke. temaH jra p` xHkane S=an n=I. inbID kmÈ=I Òv Aevoto w‡imt ={ Ôy Ke ke tene potanuH p` wan rhetuH n=I. Are¦ tmeto tmaruH nam, @am Ane gam p` wUlI jxo. jDnI Ôt Ane jDnuHnam p` tme j Ko, Aevo w‡m peda =xe. Ae!luH j nhÄ Aava to bIÔAnek w‡m éwa =xe.

ivwav to ivØvel jevo Ke. je qay tene to ivØnI Asr =ayp` je teno SpxR kre tene p` ivØnI Asr =ya ivna rhe nhÄ.ÝacInsmymaH raÔmharaÔAo potana xƒune marva potanaraßymaH ivØkNya raqta htaH. kmR t=a vEwaivkv<i¿Ao ivØkNyajevI hoy Ke. tenaH AHgmaH j nhIH A uAe A uAe ivØ wyuÅ hoy Ke.tena sHge rhenaraAone hzahz JernI Asr =ya ivna rhetI n=I.ma!e j he dev¦ Aapne huH ivnHtI kruH KuH ke hve Aap Svwav trf¹iÚpat kro Ane ivwav=I vegza bno. ma!e Aa ÝxSt mageRÝya` krva fÉt mo#uH fervI do. Ôe Aa!luH =xe to Sv$p dxRn =taHvar nhÄ lage. hve cetnno pirvar kevo Ke tenuH Avlokn krva kevIrIte ivnve Ke te vat kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

_t kam kp! md moh man, [t kevl Anuwv Am<t pan.AalI khe smta _t du:q AnHt, [t qelhu AanHdFn vsHt.. 3..

ivwavdxane kar e ÒvmaH iviv\ wavo _TpNn =ay Ke AneAnek {CKaAo peda =ay Ke. wog$p kam ƒ` Ýkarna Ke. ÏIved,

puruØved Ane npuHskved. kmRg‡H= khe Ke ke phela im+yaTv gu S=ank=Invma gu S=anna ƒIÔ smy su\I ƒ ey vednI s¿a rhe Ke. ÏIved,puruØved Ane npuHskvedno _dy nvma gu S=anna AHitm smysu\I j hoy Ke.

vedno _dy dev, danvne manv b\ane stave Ke p` ɘarekko{k sa\uAone p` pIDe Ke. he SvamI¦ tme sHsarmageR jxo tokamvasnamaH fsa{ jxo. te mageR kp!nuH F uH Ôer Ke. iviv\ ÝkarnIvasnaAonI pUitR ma!e tmare Kz-kp! krvuH pDxe. qo!I vStunesacI @ravtaH dHw krI qo!uH bolvuH pDxe. ñdy AavuH krva kbUl nhÄ=ay KtaH p` kayR to krvuH j pDxe. tme SvyH ivcaro, va`I AnevtRnmaH ivro\awasno Anuwv krxo, KtaH mmtane kar e prnepotanuH manI Ôit, kuz, $p, tp, AEüyR vgereno md krI mdoNm¿bno Ko. moh midra=I care baj¡ ßyaH TyaH w!ko Ko. moh$pA&anne kar e ivvekcÙu bH\ ={ Ôy Ke. tme man kØaynuH poØ`=ay Aeva kayÈ kro Ko. Aa b\aH l<H!araAo sHsarmageR jva=I nDeKe. prHtu he na=¦ SvwavdxamaH to maƒ y=a=R Sv$pna bo\$pAnuwv Am<tnuH j pan krvanuH Ke. vStu Sv$pne y=a=R$pe AozqItenaH ivcarmaH mGn =va=I Anuwv &an v\tuH Ôy Ke. jemjemmGnta AavtI Ôy temtem mI@ax v\tI Ôy Ke Ane Ae mI@as$pAm<tpan krva=I AanHdnI v<iâ =tI Ôy Ke.

AhÄ smta potanI sqI sumitne khe Ke ke he sqI¦ivwavdxamaH AnHt du:q Ke. vzI Òv nrk-ingodmaH j{ kazIvedna wogve Ke. Aa Òv ingodmaH to Aek AHtmuhURtmaH 6pp36 varjNme Ke Ane mre Ke. Tyare he sqI¦ AhÄ to AanHdFn Ýwu pote jvsHtoTsv qele Ke. ivlasI loko vsHt%tumaH AanHd-kLlol krtaHAbIl-gulal _DaDI AanHd kre Ke tem Aa„wgvan SvwavdxamaHrhI vEraGy rHge rme Ke. te Aa„anHdnuH AbIl Ane TyagnuH gulab l{b\ane rHgI ræa Ke.

he cetnÒ¦ tme xaHtrsnuH Sv$p ivcaro Ane pirvar trf

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to &anaid gu yu› Ke p` vtRmanmaH ßyare tmare pÙe Ôeë KuH toél!uH j deqay Ke. jD pda=R tmne cahta n=I p` tme jD pda=Rnecaho Ko. he cetndev¦ Aap Ô`o Ko ke jD pda=Èno sHg‡h krIwUtkazmaH tena mailko F`a caLya gya. vtRmanmaH Ôy Ke Anewiv*ymaH caLya jxe. Aek p` jD pda=R tenI sa=e ke paKz gyon=I. Aa sTy hkIkt hova KtaH tme teno sHg KoDta n=I. tmecetn jDnI sHgt kro Ko te ko{p` rIte yoGy n=I. kagDano sHgkrnar hHs kdIp` xowa pamto n=I. “xowte n swa m|ye bkoy=a” tem tme p` xowaSpd lagta n=I. AavI dynIy tmarIiS=it Ke. temaH jra p` xHkane S=an n=I. inbID kmÈ=I Òv Aevoto w‡imt ={ Ôy Ke ke tene potanuH p` wan rhetuH n=I. Are¦ tmeto tmaruH nam, @am Ane gam p` wUlI jxo. jDnI Ôt Ane jDnuHnam p` tme j Ko, Aevo w‡m peda =xe. Ae!luH j nhÄ Aava to bIÔAnek w‡m éwa =xe.

ivwav to ivØvel jevo Ke. je qay tene to ivØnI Asr =ayp` je teno SpxR kre tene p` ivØnI Asr =ya ivna rhe nhÄ.ÝacInsmymaH raÔmharaÔAo potana xƒune marva potanaraßymaH ivØkNya raqta htaH. kmR t=a vEwaivkv<i¿Ao ivØkNyajevI hoy Ke. tenaH AHgmaH j nhIH A uAe A uAe ivØ wyuÅ hoy Ke.tena sHge rhenaraAone hzahz JernI Asr =ya ivna rhetI n=I.ma!e j he dev¦ Aapne huH ivnHtI kruH KuH ke hve Aap Svwav trf¹iÚpat kro Ane ivwav=I vegza bno. ma!e Aa ÝxSt mageRÝya` krva fÉt mo#uH fervI do. Ôe Aa!luH =xe to Sv$p dxRn =taHvar nhÄ lage. hve cetnno pirvar kevo Ke tenuH Avlokn krva kevIrIte ivnve Ke te vat kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke.

_t kam kp! md moh man, [t kevl Anuwv Am<t pan.AalI khe smta _t du:q AnHt, [t qelhu AanHdFn vsHt.. 3..

ivwavdxane kar e ÒvmaH iviv\ wavo _TpNn =ay Ke AneAnek {CKaAo peda =ay Ke. wog$p kam ƒ` Ýkarna Ke. ÏIved,

puruØved Ane npuHskved. kmRg‡H= khe Ke ke phela im+yaTv gu S=ank=Invma gu S=anna ƒIÔ smy su\I ƒ ey vednI s¿a rhe Ke. ÏIved,puruØved Ane npuHskvedno _dy nvma gu S=anna AHitm smysu\I j hoy Ke.

vedno _dy dev, danvne manv b\ane stave Ke p` ɘarekko{k sa\uAone p` pIDe Ke. he SvamI¦ tme sHsarmageR jxo tokamvasnamaH fsa{ jxo. te mageR kp!nuH F uH Ôer Ke. iviv\ ÝkarnIvasnaAonI pUitR ma!e tmare Kz-kp! krvuH pDxe. qo!I vStunesacI @ravtaH dHw krI qo!uH bolvuH pDxe. ñdy AavuH krva kbUl nhÄ=ay KtaH p` kayR to krvuH j pDxe. tme SvyH ivcaro, va`I AnevtRnmaH ivro\awasno Anuwv krxo, KtaH mmtane kar e prnepotanuH manI Ôit, kuz, $p, tp, AEüyR vgereno md krI mdoNm¿bno Ko. moh midra=I care baj¡ ßyaH TyaH w!ko Ko. moh$pA&anne kar e ivvekcÙu bH\ ={ Ôy Ke. tme man kØaynuH poØ`=ay Aeva kayÈ kro Ko. Aa b\aH l<H!araAo sHsarmageR jva=I nDeKe. prHtu he na=¦ SvwavdxamaH to maƒ y=a=R Sv$pna bo\$pAnuwv Am<tnuH j pan krvanuH Ke. vStu Sv$pne y=a=R$pe AozqItenaH ivcarmaH mGn =va=I Anuwv &an v\tuH Ôy Ke. jemjemmGnta AavtI Ôy temtem mI@ax v\tI Ôy Ke Ane Ae mI@as$pAm<tpan krva=I AanHdnI v<iâ =tI Ôy Ke.

AhÄ smta potanI sqI sumitne khe Ke ke he sqI¦ivwavdxamaH AnHt du:q Ke. vzI Òv nrk-ingodmaH j{ kazIvedna wogve Ke. Aa Òv ingodmaH to Aek AHtmuhURtmaH 6pp36 varjNme Ke Ane mre Ke. Tyare he sqI¦ AhÄ to AanHdFn Ýwu pote jvsHtoTsv qele Ke. ivlasI loko vsHt%tumaH AanHd-kLlol krtaHAbIl-gulal _DaDI AanHd kre Ke tem Aa„wgvan SvwavdxamaHrhI vEraGy rHge rme Ke. te Aa„anHdnuH AbIl Ane TyagnuH gulab l{b\ane rHgI ræa Ke.

he cetnÒ¦ tme xaHtrsnuH Sv$p ivcaro Ane pirvar trf

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¹iÚpat kro. kiv]I xaHitna=na StvnmaH p` khe Ke,“Aap`o cetn wav je, Aek cetna\ar reAvr svI sa= sHyog=I, Aeh inj pirkr sar re...”

xaHitijn Aek muj ivnHtI...hve cetn bole Ke ke maro Svwav &an, dxRn$p Ke. prm

pair`aimk maro wav Ke. ;maƒ xBda=R ÔetaH cetna Aa\ar Anecetn Aa\ey Ke. p` AhÄ to Aa\ar-Aa\ey wavno tadaTMy sHbH\Ke. bIÔ b\a wavo pudŸgl sHyogI Ke Ane tenI sa=eno sHbH\sHyog sHbH\ Ke. rag-äeØ, {*yaR vgere Aa„Svwav n=I. m<duta,%j¡ta vgere maro pirvar Ke. hve tuH tene AozqI le.

Aa pdmaH smta, sumit sahelIne Svwav ivwavnuH AHtr xuHKe te btave Ke. sumit Ae!le xuwiÊya krvanI ruic$p pir`it.barma gu S=an pKI gu S=an ÊmarohmaH smta Ýaº =ay Ke. pKIÝv<i¿ kravnarI sumit ivday le Ke Ane smta te S=an g‡h` kre Ke.

pNyasÒ ]I gHwIrivjyÒ khe Ke,rag-äeØ kØay hrt hE, she xIt _*` AivkarI¸ysI sumit ijn vcn pIyt hE, kre gHwIr wvod\I parIre.sumitno rHg krva=I t=a inj pirvarne Aozqva=I

AaVyaba\ suqnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. sumitna sHge ivwavnuH Ôer F!tuHÔy Ke. cetn¦ \Ime \Ime nrm pDto Ôy Ke. mmtanuH icƒ qDuH krta]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj sco! waØamaH lqe Ke,

cetn mmta KaHD prIrI, KaHD prIrI, dur prIrI...cetnpr rm`I xuH Ýem n kIje, AadrI smta Aap vrIrI... 1mmta moh caHDal kI be!I, smta sTy n<p kuHvrIrImmta muq dugÅ\ AsTye, smta sTy sugH\ wrIrI... rmmta kI dumRit hE AalI, DaiknI jgt An=R krIrIsmta kI xuwmit hE AalI, pr _pkar gu e smrIrI... 3

_pa|yayÒ ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaje mmtane caDaHl ÔitnIkhI Ke. tem AanHdFnÒAe moh-mmtane hlkI Ôtna qpaVya Ke.smta to sHym$p raÔnI dIkrI Ke. tenuH kuz _¿m Ke. Aa rIte smta

cetnne khe Ke ke hve tme tmara Fr t=a pirvar samuH j¡Ao Ane injSv$pne sHwazo.

Aa pdmaH kivnI AnuwUitnI SpÚta ta¹Xy =ay Ke t=amnnI vE&aink wUimka _psavtuH Aa pd manvne mn sa=e vatokrto krI mUke Ke. SvyHne SvyHbo\ pmaDe tevuH nanuH p` suHdr pd Ke.

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¹iÚpat kro. kiv]I xaHitna=na StvnmaH p` khe Ke,“Aap`o cetn wav je, Aek cetna\ar reAvr svI sa= sHyog=I, Aeh inj pirkr sar re...”

xaHitijn Aek muj ivnHtI...hve cetn bole Ke ke maro Svwav &an, dxRn$p Ke. prm

pair`aimk maro wav Ke. ;maƒ xBda=R ÔetaH cetna Aa\ar Anecetn Aa\ey Ke. p` AhÄ to Aa\ar-Aa\ey wavno tadaTMy sHbH\Ke. bIÔ b\a wavo pudŸgl sHyogI Ke Ane tenI sa=eno sHbH\sHyog sHbH\ Ke. rag-äeØ, {*yaR vgere Aa„Svwav n=I. m<duta,%j¡ta vgere maro pirvar Ke. hve tuH tene AozqI le.

Aa pdmaH smta, sumit sahelIne Svwav ivwavnuH AHtr xuHKe te btave Ke. sumit Ae!le xuwiÊya krvanI ruic$p pir`it.barma gu S=an pKI gu S=an ÊmarohmaH smta Ýaº =ay Ke. pKIÝv<i¿ kravnarI sumit ivday le Ke Ane smta te S=an g‡h` kre Ke.

pNyasÒ ]I gHwIrivjyÒ khe Ke,rag-äeØ kØay hrt hE, she xIt _*` AivkarI¸ysI sumit ijn vcn pIyt hE, kre gHwIr wvod\I parIre.sumitno rHg krva=I t=a inj pirvarne Aozqva=I

AaVyaba\ suqnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. sumitna sHge ivwavnuH Ôer F!tuHÔy Ke. cetn¦ \Ime \Ime nrm pDto Ôy Ke. mmtanuH icƒ qDuH krta]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj sco! waØamaH lqe Ke,

cetn mmta KaHD prIrI, KaHD prIrI, dur prIrI...cetnpr rm`I xuH Ýem n kIje, AadrI smta Aap vrIrI... 1mmta moh caHDal kI be!I, smta sTy n<p kuHvrIrImmta muq dugÅ\ AsTye, smta sTy sugH\ wrIrI... rmmta kI dumRit hE AalI, DaiknI jgt An=R krIrIsmta kI xuwmit hE AalI, pr _pkar gu e smrIrI... 3

_pa|yayÒ ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaje mmtane caDaHl ÔitnIkhI Ke. tem AanHdFnÒAe moh-mmtane hlkI Ôtna qpaVya Ke.smta to sHym$p raÔnI dIkrI Ke. tenuH kuz _¿m Ke. Aa rIte smta

cetnne khe Ke ke hve tme tmara Fr t=a pirvar samuH j¡Ao Ane injSv$pne sHwazo.

Aa pdmaH kivnI AnuwUitnI SpÚta ta¹Xy =ay Ke t=amnnI vE&aink wUimka _psavtuH Aa pd manvne mn sa=e vatokrto krI mUke Ke. SvyHne SvyHbo\ pmaDe tevuH nanuH p` suHdr pd Ke.

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pd-3r

“pIya tum, in@ur wye ÉyuH Oese”

]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrvedna @alvI Ke.pitwiÉt SƒIno pit ßyare tenI _peÙa kre Ke Tyare te kevI VyakuztaAnuwve Ke tenuH in$p` Aa pdmaH kyuÅ Ke.

cetn, sumitno sa= KoDI prFre rqDI ræo Ke Tyare sumittene SvS=ane lavva F`aH ÝyTn kre Ke Ane potanI Vyakuzta Vy›krtaH cetnne _dŸexIne khe Ke,

pIya tum, in@ur wye ÉyuH...Oese...in@urmeH to mn vc kÊm krI ra_rI¸ra_rI rIt AneHse... pIya tum...in@ur..... 1..

sumit cetnne khe Ke ke he xuâ cetn¦ tme Aa!la in¤ur kem={ gya Ko? tme to marI samuH p` Ôeta n=I. he na=¦ Aapne huHmn, vcn kayana yog=I cahuH KuH. mara mnmaH stt AapnuH j r!`t=a Smr` Ke. mara mn-mHidrmaH kevz AapnI mnohrmUitR j Ke. huHAnNywave AapnuH j |yan kruH KuH ne Aapno j Ôp kruH KuH. SvPnp` Aapna j Ôeë KuH. mara suq Ane du:qno Aa\ar Aap Ko. meHAapnI j Aa&a \ar` krI Ke. he na=¦ vcn=I ;pra, pXyHit,m|yma Ane vEqrI Aa car waØa p` AapnI j krI dI\I Ke. ßyaHÔë TyaH AapnI j ccaR, vataRne gu onuH k=n kruH KuH. kaya=I huHAapne j vrelI KuH. Aapne ihtkarI svR rItone meH \ar` krI Ke.Aapna sga te mara sga Ke tevI rIte tenI sa=e vhevar kruH KuH. vzIAapnI {CKanusar Anusr` kruH KuH KtaH he na=¦ Aap mara=IrIsayela kem Ko? Aap marI sa=e ko{p` Ýkarno Ýem wyÈ vhevarkem krta n=I? AekpÙI Ýem ɘaH su\I !kI xke? jemke “Aek pqI kemÝIit vre pDe, _wy imLya huve sH\I” 1 Aek Vyikt potano Snehke!lo smy ÔzvI raqe? huH Aapne Ýem kruH Ane Aap bedrkar rho

te kem cale? he na=¦ Aap maya-mmta jevI hlkI ÏIAonI sobtkro Ko te ɘaH su\I yoGy g`ay? hlka ma`snI sHgt=I Aap ep` hlkI v<i¿na bnI j{Ae. pa`Ino sHg dU\ kre to dU\nI ikHmtF!e p` dU\no sHg Ôe pa`I kre to pa`InI ikHmt v\e Ke. tevI rItesßjnne sara ma`snI sobt so g`I ikHmt krave.

he na=¦ marI svR{CKaAo t=a AakaHÙaAo Aapna ]I cr`omaHsmipRt Ke. bs hve Ae j AaxaAe ÒvI rhI KuH ke Aap marI samej¡Ao Ane dxRn Aapo, je=I mara bhÇter ko@amaH AanHdna dIva Ýg!e.

sumit bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,fUl fUl wvr kIsI waërI wrt huH, invhe ÝIt ÉyuH OEse?meH to pIyute OEsI mIil Aail, k¡sum vassHg jEse...pIya tum.. 2..

sumit khe Ke ke he na=¦ pu*p ÝemI wmro jem fUlnI Aaj¡baj¡fyaR j kre Ke tevI rIte huH p` AapnI Aaj¡baj¡ fyaR j kruH KuH.Aapna gu sugH\=I AakØaRyelI j KuH. huH Ô uH KuH ke Aap to xuâSv$pI Ko. AnHtin\an Ko te=I j maro mn$pI w‡mr Aapna gupu*pnI Aaspas fyaR kre Ke.

sumit sqI smtane khe Ke ke he sqI, jem pu*pne pragAekmek Ke tem huH to mara SvamIne mzI g{ KuH. huH cEtNydevnaH gu -pyaRyo$p AHgonuH |yan kruH KuH Ane temna ÝTyek gu onuH iS=r _pyog=ISmr` kruH KuH. maruH ic¿ temaH j iS=r =ay Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke sumitnI Aa vat saHwzI ]âakhe Ke ke te ko{ vqt tara pit sa=e j¡da{ raqI hxe: 1 nhÄ to teVyikt AevI n=I ke Aa!lo vqt roØ raqI xke? sumit khe Ke kej¡da{nI vat j ɘaH Ke? jem sakr ne mI@ax Aek Ke, jem pu*pnesugH\ Aekmek Ke tem huH p` marapitnI sa=e Aek KuH. mare mara pitsa=e Awedwav Ke. maramaH kdI iä\awav =vano n=I.

sumit cetnne khe Ke,Oe@I jan khapr OtI, nIr invihye wEHsegun Avgun n ivcaro, AanHdFn kIijye tum ho tEse.. 3..

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“pIya tum, in@ur wye ÉyuH Oese”

]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrvedna @alvI Ke.pitwiÉt SƒIno pit ßyare tenI _peÙa kre Ke Tyare te kevI VyakuztaAnuwve Ke tenuH in$p` Aa pdmaH kyuÅ Ke.

cetn, sumitno sa= KoDI prFre rqDI ræo Ke Tyare sumittene SvS=ane lavva F`aH ÝyTn kre Ke Ane potanI Vyakuzta Vy›krtaH cetnne _dŸexIne khe Ke,

pIya tum, in@ur wye ÉyuH...Oese...in@urmeH to mn vc kÊm krI ra_rI¸ra_rI rIt AneHse... pIya tum...in@ur..... 1..

sumit cetnne khe Ke ke he xuâ cetn¦ tme Aa!la in¤ur kem={ gya Ko? tme to marI samuH p` Ôeta n=I. he na=¦ Aapne huHmn, vcn kayana yog=I cahuH KuH. mara mnmaH stt AapnuH j r!`t=a Smr` Ke. mara mn-mHidrmaH kevz AapnI mnohrmUitR j Ke. huHAnNywave AapnuH j |yan kruH KuH ne Aapno j Ôp kruH KuH. SvPnp` Aapna j Ôeë KuH. mara suq Ane du:qno Aa\ar Aap Ko. meHAapnI j Aa&a \ar` krI Ke. he na=¦ vcn=I ;pra, pXyHit,m|yma Ane vEqrI Aa car waØa p` AapnI j krI dI\I Ke. ßyaHÔë TyaH AapnI j ccaR, vataRne gu onuH k=n kruH KuH. kaya=I huHAapne j vrelI KuH. Aapne ihtkarI svR rItone meH \ar` krI Ke.Aapna sga te mara sga Ke tevI rIte tenI sa=e vhevar kruH KuH. vzIAapnI {CKanusar Anusr` kruH KuH KtaH he na=¦ Aap mara=IrIsayela kem Ko? Aap marI sa=e ko{p` Ýkarno Ýem wyÈ vhevarkem krta n=I? AekpÙI Ýem ɘaH su\I !kI xke? jemke “Aek pqI kemÝIit vre pDe, _wy imLya huve sH\I” 1 Aek Vyikt potano Snehke!lo smy ÔzvI raqe? huH Aapne Ýem kruH Ane Aap bedrkar rho

te kem cale? he na=¦ Aap maya-mmta jevI hlkI ÏIAonI sobtkro Ko te ɘaH su\I yoGy g`ay? hlka ma`snI sHgt=I Aap ep` hlkI v<i¿na bnI j{Ae. pa`Ino sHg dU\ kre to dU\nI ikHmtF!e p` dU\no sHg Ôe pa`I kre to pa`InI ikHmt v\e Ke. tevI rItesßjnne sara ma`snI sobt so g`I ikHmt krave.

he na=¦ marI svR{CKaAo t=a AakaHÙaAo Aapna ]I cr`omaHsmipRt Ke. bs hve Ae j AaxaAe ÒvI rhI KuH ke Aap marI samej¡Ao Ane dxRn Aapo, je=I mara bhÇter ko@amaH AanHdna dIva Ýg!e.

sumit bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,fUl fUl wvr kIsI waërI wrt huH, invhe ÝIt ÉyuH OEse?meH to pIyute OEsI mIil Aail, k¡sum vassHg jEse...pIya tum.. 2..

sumit khe Ke ke he na=¦ pu*p ÝemI wmro jem fUlnI Aaj¡baj¡fyaR j kre Ke tevI rIte huH p` AapnI Aaj¡baj¡ fyaR j kruH KuH.Aapna gu sugH\=I AakØaRyelI j KuH. huH Ô uH KuH ke Aap to xuâSv$pI Ko. AnHtin\an Ko te=I j maro mn$pI w‡mr Aapna gupu*pnI Aaspas fyaR kre Ke.

sumit sqI smtane khe Ke ke he sqI, jem pu*pne pragAekmek Ke tem huH to mara SvamIne mzI g{ KuH. huH cEtNydevnaH gu -pyaRyo$p AHgonuH |yan kruH KuH Ane temna ÝTyek gu onuH iS=r _pyog=ISmr` kruH KuH. maruH ic¿ temaH j iS=r =ay Ke.

]I motIcHd kapiDya lqe Ke sumitnI Aa vat saHwzI ]âakhe Ke ke te ko{ vqt tara pit sa=e j¡da{ raqI hxe: 1 nhÄ to teVyikt AevI n=I ke Aa!lo vqt roØ raqI xke? sumit khe Ke kej¡da{nI vat j ɘaH Ke? jem sakr ne mI@ax Aek Ke, jem pu*pnesugH\ Aekmek Ke tem huH p` marapitnI sa=e Aek KuH. mare mara pitsa=e Awedwav Ke. maramaH kdI iä\awav =vano n=I.

sumit cetnne khe Ke,Oe@I jan khapr OtI, nIr invihye wEHsegun Avgun n ivcaro, AanHdFn kIijye tum ho tEse.. 3..

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he cetn¦ he mara na=¦ tme marI vat saHwzo. maya-mmtasa=e tmaro wog Ae to AeH@vaD Ke, kar` ke maya-mmtane AnekwogvI cUk˜a Ke. paKI te p` @ek@eka e w!ke Ke. bIÔnuH qa\eluH qavuHAne bIÔnuH KoDeluH wogvvuH Ae to iwqarInI dxa Ke.

maya ne mmta te hlka kam krnarI ÏIAo Ke. je tenI paseAave te b\a sa=e Ae ivlas kre Ke. AevI AeH@=I Aap raÒ =av AexuH Aapne xowaSpd lage Ke? Aava gHda pda=È to feHkI deva yoGyhoy teno wog n hoy.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke ke “skl jgt Ke AeH@vt” Aa AaquHye jgt AeH@ sman Ke. AneknuH wogveluH wogvvanuH Ke.

pþv`asuƒmaH kæuH Ke,A uSsa H wNte¦ kev[ya Aoraily srIrga p~`¿a?goyma¦ duivha p~`¿a tHjha¦ b|delgay muÞelgay:..

Aho wgvan¦ mnu*yne AaEdairk xrIr ke!laH kI\aH Ke?Aho gaEtm¦ AaEdairk xrIr be Ýkarna kI\a Ke. bH\elga Ane

muÞelga.Aa Òv jgtna je!la p` prma uAo SpxeR Ke te taÔ ke

ko{na n SpxaRyel wogve Ke tem n=I. drek prma uAo AnekÒvona wogvela Ke, te e KoD˜a Ke te tuH wogve Ke Ane te p`mohasÉt ={ wogve Ke. ko{nuH wogveluH A=va feHkI dI\eluH wogvvuHAe to kagDa Ane iwqarInI rIt Ke.

Ýwu¦ Aap to xuâ inrHjn Sv$p Ko. AapnI pase b\uH j Ke.xa ma!e potanI sm<iâno wog krtaH n=I? Aam krvuH te xuH&anIjnonI xowa Ke? AapnI iS=it ÔetaH AevuH lage Ke ke Aap topqalIna paDa jevuH kayR krI ræa Ko. weHsne DobuH khevay Ke kar`ke Ai\k buiâno Awav Ke. tem tme p` kusHgitne kar e AÞl hIn={ gya ho tevuH lage Ke. p` &anIjnonI sHgait=I A&anI &anIbnI xke Ke jem ke kæuH Ke,

“sTsHgit k=y: ikH n kroit puHsam” sTsHgit manvne

stŸmageR l{ Ôy Ke. tme ko{na gu Avgu j Ôe{ xkta n=I?jra te magRno ivcar to kro. Avgu I AevI maya-mmtane KoDvanoivcar su|\aH krta n=I. hlkaH ma`so sa=e rheva=I xuH fz mze teAap SvyH AnuwvI ræa Ko KtaH tene KoDvano ivcar kem krtaHn=I.

he na=¦ huH to tmne law =ay tevI ihtkarI vat j kruH KuH. heSvamI¦ xuâ cetna to tmne dsma gu S=ank pKI mzxe p` marotmaro sHbH\ dsma gu S=an su\I Ke. ma!e tme mara trf Sneh nraqo te kem cale? xuâ cetna n mze to sumit=I kam clavvuH pDe.he na=¦ tmare to kam=I kam Ke. Aapne xuâ cetna n mze tomara=I kam invRho Ane AapnI Sv$pdxa Ýaº krvamaH je!lI bnIxke te!lI AapnI seva krvano law Aapo. Aap Ô`o Ko ke dsmagu S=an su\I kØayno AaivwaRv Ke. tene dUr krva ma!e smtawavnIj$r Ke. Aap xuâ Ko Ane mne p` Aapna jevI xuâbu|\ dxavazIbnavo. jem ndI smuãmaH mzI Ôy Ke tem mne p` AapnamaHimlavI xr e l{ lo. maro SvIkar kro.

sumit Ane xuâ cetna vCceno tfavt Ae!lo sU"m Ke ke teA|ya„mageR Aagz v\ela sa\ko j v\are sacI rIte AnuwvI xke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH sumitAe, cetnne krela_dŸbo\nne AiwVyikt AapI Ke. AemaH sumitnI Vyakuzta t=aAe`e cetnne Aapela _palHw sa=e cetn ÝTyenI in¤a sco! rIteVy› ={ Ke. $pk ke £ÚaHt ÝyoÒne kivAe potana vÉtVynesucaru bnaVyuH Ke.

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he cetn¦ he mara na=¦ tme marI vat saHwzo. maya-mmtasa=e tmaro wog Ae to AeH@vaD Ke, kar` ke maya-mmtane AnekwogvI cUk˜a Ke. paKI te p` @ek@eka e w!ke Ke. bIÔnuH qa\eluH qavuHAne bIÔnuH KoDeluH wogvvuH Ae to iwqarInI dxa Ke.

maya ne mmta te hlka kam krnarI ÏIAo Ke. je tenI paseAave te b\a sa=e Ae ivlas kre Ke. AevI AeH@=I Aap raÒ =av AexuH Aapne xowaSpd lage Ke? Aava gHda pda=È to feHkI deva yoGyhoy teno wog n hoy.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke ke “skl jgt Ke AeH@vt” Aa AaquHye jgt AeH@ sman Ke. AneknuH wogveluH wogvvanuH Ke.

pþv`asuƒmaH kæuH Ke,A uSsa H wNte¦ kev[ya Aoraily srIrga p~`¿a?goyma¦ duivha p~`¿a tHjha¦ b|delgay muÞelgay:..

Aho wgvan¦ mnu*yne AaEdairk xrIr ke!laH kI\aH Ke?Aho gaEtm¦ AaEdairk xrIr be Ýkarna kI\a Ke. bH\elga Ane

muÞelga.Aa Òv jgtna je!la p` prma uAo SpxeR Ke te taÔ ke

ko{na n SpxaRyel wogve Ke tem n=I. drek prma uAo AnekÒvona wogvela Ke, te e KoD˜a Ke te tuH wogve Ke Ane te p`mohasÉt ={ wogve Ke. ko{nuH wogveluH A=va feHkI dI\eluH wogvvuHAe to kagDa Ane iwqarInI rIt Ke.

Ýwu¦ Aap to xuâ inrHjn Sv$p Ko. AapnI pase b\uH j Ke.xa ma!e potanI sm<iâno wog krtaH n=I? Aam krvuH te xuH&anIjnonI xowa Ke? AapnI iS=it ÔetaH AevuH lage Ke ke Aap topqalIna paDa jevuH kayR krI ræa Ko. weHsne DobuH khevay Ke kar`ke Ai\k buiâno Awav Ke. tem tme p` kusHgitne kar e AÞl hIn={ gya ho tevuH lage Ke. p` &anIjnonI sHgait=I A&anI &anIbnI xke Ke jem ke kæuH Ke,

“sTsHgit k=y: ikH n kroit puHsam” sTsHgit manvne

stŸmageR l{ Ôy Ke. tme ko{na gu Avgu j Ôe{ xkta n=I?jra te magRno ivcar to kro. Avgu I AevI maya-mmtane KoDvanoivcar su|\aH krta n=I. hlkaH ma`so sa=e rheva=I xuH fz mze teAap SvyH AnuwvI ræa Ko KtaH tene KoDvano ivcar kem krtaHn=I.

he na=¦ huH to tmne law =ay tevI ihtkarI vat j kruH KuH. heSvamI¦ xuâ cetna to tmne dsma gu S=ank pKI mzxe p` marotmaro sHbH\ dsma gu S=an su\I Ke. ma!e tme mara trf Sneh nraqo te kem cale? xuâ cetna n mze to sumit=I kam clavvuH pDe.he na=¦ tmare to kam=I kam Ke. Aapne xuâ cetna n mze tomara=I kam invRho Ane AapnI Sv$pdxa Ýaº krvamaH je!lI bnIxke te!lI AapnI seva krvano law Aapo. Aap Ô`o Ko ke dsmagu S=an su\I kØayno AaivwaRv Ke. tene dUr krva ma!e smtawavnIj$r Ke. Aap xuâ Ko Ane mne p` Aapna jevI xuâbu|\ dxavazIbnavo. jem ndI smuãmaH mzI Ôy Ke tem mne p` AapnamaHimlavI xr e l{ lo. maro SvIkar kro.

sumit Ane xuâ cetna vCceno tfavt Ae!lo sU"m Ke ke teA|ya„mageR Aagz v\ela sa\ko j v\are sacI rIte AnuwvI xke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH sumitAe, cetnne krela_dŸbo\nne AiwVyikt AapI Ke. AemaH sumitnI Vyakuzta t=aAe`e cetnne Aapela _palHw sa=e cetn ÝTyenI in¤a sco! rIteVy› ={ Ke. $pk ke £ÚaHt ÝyoÒne kivAe potana vÉtVynesucaru bnaVyuH Ke.

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“imlapI Aan imlaAo re”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrVy=anuH dxRnkraVyuH Ke. cetnna=ne mzva Ait _Tsuk sumit potanI sahelIAo,pitimƒ Anuwv vgerenI shay le Ke kar` ke hve ivrh Asælage Ke te=I kiv]IAe “goDIrag”maH Aa pdno ÝarHw kyÈ Ke.teAo khe Ke,imlapI Aan imlaAo re, mere Anuwv mI@De im¿...imlapIcatl pI_ pI_ pI_ rhe re, pI_ imlave n Aan¸jIv pIvn pI_ pI_ kre Pyare, jI_ nI_ Aan Oe Aan...imlapI..... 1..

sumit, pitna Anuwvimƒno sHpkR sa\e Ke Ane potanuH ñdyqolIne jem Aek sahelIne vat kre Ae rIte pDdo raQya ivna Anuwvnevat kre Ke. he Anuwv¦ tuH taro imƒ cetnne mne mezvI Aap. tenaivyoge huH JUrI rhI KuH. tenI rah Ôe{ huH rat-idvs äare t=a goqebesI rhuH KuH. tena _pr huH xuâ Ýem raquH KuH. meH ma$H Òvn tene smp±dI\uH Ke. tena ivrhe marI to êF p` éDI g{ Ke. KtaH p` cetn¦mare mHidre p\arta n=I. he Anuwv¦ tuH to mara SvamIno Fin¤imƒ Ko. mne iv¬as Ke ke taruH kæuH te manxe ma!e j Aaje tarI paseAavI qozo pa=rI iv&iº kruH KuH. tare maruH Aa!luH kam krI j AapvuHpDxe. Aek vqt cetndev marI pase AaVya pKI to tene maramykrI AanHdmG™ kravI d{x. pKI to tene mara=I dUr jvanuH mn p`nhÄ =ay p` Aek vqt tuH tene smÔvI marI pase mokl. teAavxe Ae!le tene \Ire-\Ire smÔvIne huH xuâ cetna pase moklIAapIx.

catk pÙI jem vrsadnI rah Ôe{ ipyu ipyu boLya kre Ke.vØaR%tu nÒk Aavta bpEyo tenI Aaturta=I rah j¡Ae Ke, tem huHp` pit imlnnI AaxamaH _Tsukta Ane Aaturta=I tenI rah Ôeë

KuH. catknI jem pitna namnI jp-maza kyaÅ kruH KuH. mara mnmaHtena j ivcaro t=a Smr` ræaH kre Ke. marI AaHqo pit-dxRnnIt<iØt ={ care baj¡ doD˜a kre Ke. mara kan tena xBdo saHwzva_Tsuk Ke.

mara ¬aso¬ase cetnSvamIno Ôp cale Ke. mara ÔpnIAsr jD ¬as _pr ={ p` mara Aa„SvamI pr tenI kaH{ Asrn=I. ma!e he Anuwv¦ marI AavI dxa hova KtaH tuH xa ma!e taraimƒnuH mne imln kravI Aapto n=I? huH pitv‡ta ÏI KuH AajgtmaH tena isvay maruH ko{ n=I, KtaH tne p` marI dyaAavtI n=I. cetnne mmtano moh ke!lo Ke te ɘaH tara=I AÔ`Ivat Ke?

ßyare ko{p` VyiktnI ko{p` babtmaH Aaturta v\I ÔyKe. Tyare samI Vyikt Aa&a krva layk Ke ke hukm clavva laykKe te ÔevanI xi› ke mit tenamaH rhetI n=I. te=I Aa kDImaH ;lav,lav' xBd Aa&a=RmaH levamaH AaVyo Ke.

hve sumit¦ potanI AHtrVy=a Vy› krtaH xuH khe Ke te saHwzIAe:-duqIyarI inxidn rhuH re, ifruH sb su\bu\ qoy¸tnkI mnkI kvn lhe Pyare, kIseH deqaë roy...imlapI.. 2..

he Pyaraimƒ Anuwv¦ tuH b\uH Ô e Ke KtaH p` mara=I kæaivna rhI xkatuH n=I. huH rat-idvs tena ivrh=I du:qI KuH. jemivyogI Vyiktne suq p` du:q$p lage Ke Ane pUnmna caHdnIxItz caHdnI Aag vrsavtI j`ay Ke, mqmlna galIca p`kaH!anI jem qUHce Ke, tem mne p` sHsarnaH svR kayR du:qpU R lage Ke.mne ɘaHy cen pDtuH n=I. Aa ivrhvednamaH huH marI xuiâ p` qo{be@I KuH. mU#nI mafk huH ßyaH TyaH fyaR kruH KuH. ivrhaiG™ne kar`e maramnnI xaHit p` bzIne raq ={ g{ Ke. maruH xrIr vedna=I pIiDtKe. maruH Aa du:q kone kheva Ôë Ane konI pase j{ rovuH? hve tuHmLyo Ke te=I Aaxa bH\a`I Ke ke tuH j$r cetnne smÔvIx.

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“imlapI Aan imlaAo re”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH sumitnI AHtrVy=anuH dxRnkraVyuH Ke. cetnna=ne mzva Ait _Tsuk sumit potanI sahelIAo,pitimƒ Anuwv vgerenI shay le Ke kar` ke hve ivrh Asælage Ke te=I kiv]IAe “goDIrag”maH Aa pdno ÝarHw kyÈ Ke.teAo khe Ke,imlapI Aan imlaAo re, mere Anuwv mI@De im¿...imlapIcatl pI_ pI_ pI_ rhe re, pI_ imlave n Aan¸jIv pIvn pI_ pI_ kre Pyare, jI_ nI_ Aan Oe Aan...imlapI..... 1..

sumit, pitna Anuwvimƒno sHpkR sa\e Ke Ane potanuH ñdyqolIne jem Aek sahelIne vat kre Ae rIte pDdo raQya ivna Anuwvnevat kre Ke. he Anuwv¦ tuH taro imƒ cetnne mne mezvI Aap. tenaivyoge huH JUrI rhI KuH. tenI rah Ôe{ huH rat-idvs äare t=a goqebesI rhuH KuH. tena _pr huH xuâ Ýem raquH KuH. meH ma$H Òvn tene smp±dI\uH Ke. tena ivrhe marI to êF p` éDI g{ Ke. KtaH p` cetn¦mare mHidre p\arta n=I. he Anuwv¦ tuH to mara SvamIno Fin¤imƒ Ko. mne iv¬as Ke ke taruH kæuH te manxe ma!e j Aaje tarI paseAavI qozo pa=rI iv&iº kruH KuH. tare maruH Aa!luH kam krI j AapvuHpDxe. Aek vqt cetndev marI pase AaVya pKI to tene maramykrI AanHdmG™ kravI d{x. pKI to tene mara=I dUr jvanuH mn p`nhÄ =ay p` Aek vqt tuH tene smÔvI marI pase mokl. teAavxe Ae!le tene \Ire-\Ire smÔvIne huH xuâ cetna pase moklIAapIx.

catk pÙI jem vrsadnI rah Ôe{ ipyu ipyu boLya kre Ke.vØaR%tu nÒk Aavta bpEyo tenI Aaturta=I rah j¡Ae Ke, tem huHp` pit imlnnI AaxamaH _Tsukta Ane Aaturta=I tenI rah Ôeë

KuH. catknI jem pitna namnI jp-maza kyaÅ kruH KuH. mara mnmaHtena j ivcaro t=a Smr` ræaH kre Ke. marI AaHqo pit-dxRnnIt<iØt ={ care baj¡ doD˜a kre Ke. mara kan tena xBdo saHwzva_Tsuk Ke.

mara ¬aso¬ase cetnSvamIno Ôp cale Ke. mara ÔpnIAsr jD ¬as _pr ={ p` mara Aa„SvamI pr tenI kaH{ Asrn=I. ma!e he Anuwv¦ marI AavI dxa hova KtaH tuH xa ma!e taraimƒnuH mne imln kravI Aapto n=I? huH pitv‡ta ÏI KuH AajgtmaH tena isvay maruH ko{ n=I, KtaH tne p` marI dyaAavtI n=I. cetnne mmtano moh ke!lo Ke te ɘaH tara=I AÔ`Ivat Ke?

ßyare ko{p` VyiktnI ko{p` babtmaH Aaturta v\I ÔyKe. Tyare samI Vyikt Aa&a krva layk Ke ke hukm clavva laykKe te ÔevanI xi› ke mit tenamaH rhetI n=I. te=I Aa kDImaH ;lav,lav' xBd Aa&a=RmaH levamaH AaVyo Ke.

hve sumit¦ potanI AHtrVy=a Vy› krtaH xuH khe Ke te saHwzIAe:-duqIyarI inxidn rhuH re, ifruH sb su\bu\ qoy¸tnkI mnkI kvn lhe Pyare, kIseH deqaë roy...imlapI.. 2..

he Pyaraimƒ Anuwv¦ tuH b\uH Ô e Ke KtaH p` mara=I kæaivna rhI xkatuH n=I. huH rat-idvs tena ivrh=I du:qI KuH. jemivyogI Vyiktne suq p` du:q$p lage Ke Ane pUnmna caHdnIxItz caHdnI Aag vrsavtI j`ay Ke, mqmlna galIca p`kaH!anI jem qUHce Ke, tem mne p` sHsarnaH svR kayR du:qpU R lage Ke.mne ɘaHy cen pDtuH n=I. Aa ivrhvednamaH huH marI xuiâ p` qo{be@I KuH. mU#nI mafk huH ßyaH TyaH fyaR kruH KuH. ivrhaiG™ne kar e maramnnI xaHit p` bzIne raq ={ g{ Ke. maruH xrIr vedna=I pIiDtKe. maruH Aa du:q kone kheva Ôë Ane konI pase j{ rovuH? hve tuHmLyo Ke te=I Aaxa bH\a`I Ke ke tuH j$r cetnne smÔvIx.

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inis AHi\yarI mohI hse re, tare daHt idqa[¸wadu ka!u meH ikyo Pyare, AsUAn \an vha[...imlapI.. 3..

he Anuwv¦ tuH mara mnnI iS=it Ô e Ke. mn ßyare du:qIhoy Tyare Ýk<it p` rDtI j deqay Ke. rat-idvs Aa ivrh Vy=a=ImaruH mn du:qI ={ ræuH Ke. temaH vzI AH\arI raƒI to Ô e mara du:qÝTye hsI rhI Ke te=I te mne bhu vsmI lage Ke. temj Aa AakaxmaHdeqata tarag` to Ô e daHt ka#I ka#Ine qDqDa! mara pr hsIræa Ke ne marI @ekDI krI ræa Ke. Aek to huH du:qI KuH Ane te b\a AamkrIne mara du:q _pr Dam d{ ræa Ke.

he imƒ¦ meH cetnna ivyogmaH AaHsunI Ae!lI \ar vhavI Ke keAa wadrva mihnamaH b\e kadv ={ gyo Ke. comasamaH vrsad pDeKe te ma!e kivAe sumitna AaHsunI kLpna krI Ke. kaca rSta prvrsadne kar e garo t=a kadv ={ Ôy Ke. kivAe AhÄ Vy=anIAitxyta dxaRvva ma!e pa`I Ane kadvnI srs kLpna krI Ke.

ivrhIjno ma!e raƒI v\are wyank hoy Ke kar` ke raƒInaAekaHtS=anmaH kamdev potanuH Ôer v\are clave Ke. sHsarg‡St ÏIAosHsarmohmaH AasÉt hova=I pit ivrhmaH ATyHt ivlap kre Ke.AaHsuDa sare Ke. p` tenuH sa|y [iNãynI ivØynI t<iº hoy Ke prHtuAhÄ to sumit bolI rhI Ke te xuâ Ýem=I pit trf AakØaRy Ke. tenuHsa|y xuâ cetnTv Ýg! krvanuH Ke. ivrhIjnone Vyakuzta =vanuHkar` tenI mohdxa Ke. AhÄ AH\arI rat Ae!le A&an. AaAa„&annaH Aavr`$p dxa Ke. temaH taraAo $p dHt pHikt te mitA&an, ]utA&anaid _pr=I ¬et deqata qo!a cmkara smjva.A]unI \ara cale Ke te v\are qedyu› iS=it btave Ke.

sumit khe Ke ke he imƒ¦ Aa rIte huH pitivrhmaH rDI rhI KuH KtaHp` mara pit mara _pr k<pa krI mHidre p\arta n=I, ma!e he imƒ¦tuH mne tene mezvI Aap. kiv khe Ke,

ic¿ corI ichuH idse fIre, Ýa`meH do kre pas¸AblaseH joravrI Pyare, OtI n kIje rIs...imlapI..... 4..

he Pyara Anuwv¦ marI ic¿$pI ckvI pitivrhe ñdyna du:q=IÔ e ke mara ñdyna be !ukDa ={ jxe, ma!e ñdyne bHne ha=e dabIduinyamaH fre Ke. cÊvak Ane cÊvakI ndIna samena t! _pr hoy KeprHtu raiƒ =taH cÊvak t=a cÊvakInuH imln =tuH n=I te=I cÊvakIAaqI rat ipyu ipyunuH r!` krtI fyaR kre Ke. tem he imƒ¦ marI p`AevI j dxa Ke ke maruH ñdy hm`aH j besI jxe. ivrhne kar e marañdyna \bkara p` v\I gya Ke. hve to hEyuH p` ha= rhetuH n=I.ma!e tne khuH KuH ke tuH mara pitne mezvI Aap. he na=¦ hve to tmedxRn Aapo.

KeLlI kDImaH kiv khe Ke,Aatur caturta nih re, suin smta !uHk bat¸AanHdFn Ýwu Aay imle Pyare, Aaj \reH hrwat...imlapI.. 5..

sumit Anuwv imƒne khe Ke ke Aaj su\I te marI #Hg\DaivnanI vato smta=I saHwzI. tne Qyal Ke ne ke jene F`I Aaturtahoy tene ctura{ rhetI n=I kar` ke Vyiktne kaH{k mezvvanIJHqna Ôge Ke Tyare tenI manisk iS=it DozayelI rhe Ke. he Pyaraimƒ Anuwv¦ meH tarI pase inr=Rk F`o bbDa! kyÈ, AavI vato=Ikdac tne narajgI AavI g{ hxe. p` wa{¦ tuH to ivvekI Ke. tuHÔ e Ke ke grjvanne AÞl n hoy tem tuH marI b\I vato pr |yann Aapto. ATyar su\I te F`I smta=I marI vato saHwzI. bs!UHkmaH mare Ae j khevanuH Ke ke tuH gme tem krIne AanHdsmUh icdanHdSv$p Ýwune mare Fre l{ Aav. mara na= Fre AavtaH mara AaHg`IAeAanHdnI rHgozI puraxe.

A|ya„rsna AnuwvI Aa sHte Aa pdmaH AdŸwut Aa|yai„kgaHwIyR wyuÅ Ke. saca mumuÙunI AavI j iS=it sÔR{ Ke. Jur`a ivnaAa„ane mezvI xkato n=I. ATyHt Jur`a =ay, ratidvs Aa„aisvay jena tn, mn ke va`ImaH bIj¡H kaH{ n hoy, AavI iS=it AaveTyare Aa„a mze jene xaÏIy pirwaØamaH sMyGdxRn khevay Ke.wavomaH tIv‡ta AavtaH ivkLpomaH=I mu› =vay Ke ne Sv$pdxa

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inis AHi\yarI mohI hse re, tare daHt idqa[¸wadu ka!u meH ikyo Pyare, AsUAn \an vha[...imlapI.. 3..

he Anuwv¦ tuH mara mnnI iS=it Ô e Ke. mn ßyare du:qIhoy Tyare Ýk<it p` rDtI j deqay Ke. rat-idvs Aa ivrh Vy=a=ImaruH mn du:qI ={ ræuH Ke. temaH vzI AH\arI raƒI to Ô e mara du:qÝTye hsI rhI Ke te=I te mne bhu vsmI lage Ke. temj Aa AakaxmaHdeqata tarag` to Ô e daHt ka#I ka#Ine qDqDa! mara pr hsIræa Ke ne marI @ekDI krI ræa Ke. Aek to huH du:qI KuH Ane te b\a AamkrIne mara du:q _pr Dam d{ ræa Ke.

he imƒ¦ meH cetnna ivyogmaH AaHsunI Ae!lI \ar vhavI Ke keAa wadrva mihnamaH b\e kadv ={ gyo Ke. comasamaH vrsad pDeKe te ma!e kivAe sumitna AaHsunI kLpna krI Ke. kaca rSta prvrsadne kar e garo t=a kadv ={ Ôy Ke. kivAe AhÄ Vy=anIAitxyta dxaRvva ma!e pa`I Ane kadvnI srs kLpna krI Ke.

ivrhIjno ma!e raƒI v\are wyank hoy Ke kar` ke raƒInaAekaHtS=anmaH kamdev potanuH Ôer v\are clave Ke. sHsarg‡St ÏIAosHsarmohmaH AasÉt hova=I pit ivrhmaH ATyHt ivlap kre Ke.AaHsuDa sare Ke. p` tenuH sa|y [iNãynI ivØynI t<iº hoy Ke prHtuAhÄ to sumit bolI rhI Ke te xuâ Ýem=I pit trf AakØaRy Ke. tenuHsa|y xuâ cetnTv Ýg! krvanuH Ke. ivrhIjnone Vyakuzta =vanuHkar` tenI mohdxa Ke. AhÄ AH\arI rat Ae!le A&an. AaAa„&annaH Aavr`$p dxa Ke. temaH taraAo $p dHt pHikt te mitA&an, ]utA&anaid _pr=I ¬et deqata qo!a cmkara smjva.A]unI \ara cale Ke te v\are qedyu› iS=it btave Ke.

sumit khe Ke ke he imƒ¦ Aa rIte huH pitivrhmaH rDI rhI KuH KtaHp` mara pit mara _pr k<pa krI mHidre p\arta n=I, ma!e he imƒ¦tuH mne tene mezvI Aap. kiv khe Ke,

ic¿ corI ichuH idse fIre, Ýa`meH do kre pas¸AblaseH joravrI Pyare, OtI n kIje rIs...imlapI..... 4..

he Pyara Anuwv¦ marI ic¿$pI ckvI pitivrhe ñdyna du:q=IÔ e ke mara ñdyna be !ukDa ={ jxe, ma!e ñdyne bHne ha=e dabIduinyamaH fre Ke. cÊvak Ane cÊvakI ndIna samena t! _pr hoy KeprHtu raiƒ =taH cÊvak t=a cÊvakInuH imln =tuH n=I te=I cÊvakIAaqI rat ipyu ipyunuH r!` krtI fyaR kre Ke. tem he imƒ¦ marI p`AevI j dxa Ke ke maruH ñdy hm`aH j besI jxe. ivrhne kar`e marañdyna \bkara p` v\I gya Ke. hve to hEyuH p` ha= rhetuH n=I.ma!e tne khuH KuH ke tuH mara pitne mezvI Aap. he na=¦ hve to tmedxRn Aapo.

KeLlI kDImaH kiv khe Ke,Aatur caturta nih re, suin smta !uHk bat¸AanHdFn Ýwu Aay imle Pyare, Aaj \reH hrwat...imlapI.. 5..

sumit Anuwv imƒne khe Ke ke Aaj su\I te marI #Hg\DaivnanI vato smta=I saHwzI. tne Qyal Ke ne ke jene F`I Aaturtahoy tene ctura{ rhetI n=I kar` ke Vyiktne kaH{k mezvvanIJHqna Ôge Ke Tyare tenI manisk iS=it DozayelI rhe Ke. he Pyaraimƒ Anuwv¦ meH tarI pase inr=Rk F`o bbDa! kyÈ, AavI vato=Ikdac tne narajgI AavI g{ hxe. p` wa{¦ tuH to ivvekI Ke. tuHÔ e Ke ke grjvanne AÞl n hoy tem tuH marI b\I vato pr |yann Aapto. ATyar su\I te F`I smta=I marI vato saHwzI. bs!UHkmaH mare Ae j khevanuH Ke ke tuH gme tem krIne AanHdsmUh icdanHdSv$p Ýwune mare Fre l{ Aav. mara na= Fre AavtaH mara AaHg`IAeAanHdnI rHgozI puraxe.

A|ya„rsna AnuwvI Aa sHte Aa pdmaH AdŸwut Aa|yai„kgaHwIyR wyuÅ Ke. saca mumuÙunI AavI j iS=it sÔR{ Ke. Jur`a ivnaAa„ane mezvI xkato n=I. ATyHt Jur`a =ay, ratidvs Aa„aisvay jena tn, mn ke va`ImaH bIj¡H kaH{ n hoy, AavI iS=it AaveTyare Aa„a mze jene xaÏIy pirwaØamaH sMyGdxRn khevay Ke.wavomaH tIv‡ta AavtaH ivkLpomaH=I mu› =vay Ke ne Sv$pdxa

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trf Ýgit =ay Ke. jem vStu Ýaº krva Ait Aaturta hoy Ke AneÝaº =taH AanHdanuwUit =ay Ke tevI iS=it mumuÙu Aa„anI hoy Ke.sumitnI vedna Ô e sa\knI vedna bnI Ôy Ke.

kivna catuyRnuH Ane wav dxaRvvanI AdŸwut ÝitwanuH AhÄdxRn =ay Ke.

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“deqo AalI n! nagrko sHg”

sa\kne moÙnI ivrhvednano sa¹x Anuwv kravvanIAmoFxi› \ravnar ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje, Aa pdmaH cetnanIivrhdxanuH sco! in$p` kyuÅ Ke. kivAe AhÄ sumitne ]âa pasemoklI Ke. sm du:qI sqIAo prSpr kevI vato kre Ke tenuH kivAe;goDI ragmaH' suHdr v Rn kyuÅ Ke. sumit ]âa pase besI potanapit ivØe khe Ke. be sahelIAo Aek@I =ay Tyare AavI vato kre AetdŸn Svawaivk Ke. sumit ]âane khe Ke.

deqo AalI n! nagrko saHg, AaEr hI AaEr rHg¸qelt tateH, fIka lagt AHg...deqo..... 3..

sumitAe Anuwvimƒne potana du:qnI vat krI Ae!le Anuwvcetnne smÔvva Ôy Ke. Tyar pKI sumit potanI sahelI ]âanekhe Ke ke Ôe to qrI sqI, mara SvamI¦ keva keva qel kre Ke. maran!nagr to na!ikyana qel krvamaH Aeva to ÝvI` bnI gya Keke te int nva-nva vex \ar` kre Ke. ɘarek te hukm clavnar raÔbne Ke to ɘarek hukm JIlnar ko!vaz bne Ke. ko{var mo!a\npit to vzI ko{var xe@na das bne Ke. ɘarek Êo\e wra{neb\aHne \‡uÔve Ke to ɘarek Aiwmanna _þt Aasne cDI bese Ke,ko{ vqt Kz-kp! krI mayacar krI hÇixyarI=I bIÔne Ketre Keto vzI lowne vx bnI care baj¡=I \n-sHcy p` kre Ke. ɘarekiwqarI bnI w!ke Ke to vzI ɘarek vnSpit bnI l!ke Ke to ko{vqt nar@Ina mhadu:qne karmI vedna Anuwve Ke to vzI ko{vardevgitnaH mhasuqmaH A!ke Ke. ɘarek ityÅcgitmaH w!ke Ke to vzIko{ vqt mnu*y bnIne mlke Ke. Aava iv\-iv\ qel te kre Ke.ATyarnI tenI AvS=a Ôeta lage Ke ke temnaH AHgo keva ]imt ={gya Ke. manv v\are pDto wogI ke ivØyaskt rhe to tenuH xrIr

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trf Ýgit =ay Ke. jem vStu Ýaº krva Ait Aaturta hoy Ke AneÝaº =taH AanHdanuwUit =ay Ke tevI iS=it mumuÙu Aa„anI hoy Ke.sumitnI vedna Ô e sa\knI vedna bnI Ôy Ke.

kivna catuyRnuH Ane wav dxaRvvanI AdŸwut ÝitwanuH AhÄdxRn =ay Ke.

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“deqo AalI n! nagrko sHg”

sa\kne moÙnI ivrhvednano sa¹x Anuwv kravvanIAmoFxi› \ravnar ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje, Aa pdmaH cetnanIivrhdxanuH sco! in$p` kyuÅ Ke. kivAe AhÄ sumitne ]âa pasemoklI Ke. sm du:qI sqIAo prSpr kevI vato kre Ke tenuH kivAe;goDI ragmaH' suHdr v Rn kyuÅ Ke. sumit ]âa pase besI potanapit ivØe khe Ke. be sahelIAo Aek@I =ay Tyare AavI vato kre AetdŸn Svawaivk Ke. sumit ]âane khe Ke.

deqo AalI n! nagrko saHg, AaEr hI AaEr rHg¸qelt tateH, fIka lagt AHg...deqo..... 3..

sumitAe Anuwvimƒne potana du:qnI vat krI Ae!le Anuwvcetnne smÔvva Ôy Ke. Tyar pKI sumit potanI sahelI ]âanekhe Ke ke Ôe to qrI sqI, mara SvamI¦ keva keva qel kre Ke. maran!nagr to na!ikyana qel krvamaH Aeva to ÝvI` bnI gya Keke te int nva-nva vex \ar` kre Ke. ɘarek te hukm clavnar raÔbne Ke to ɘarek hukm JIlnar ko!vaz bne Ke. ko{var mo!a\npit to vzI ko{var xe@na das bne Ke. ɘarek Êo\e wra{neb\aHne \‡uÔve Ke to ɘarek Aiwmanna _þt Aasne cDI bese Ke,ko{ vqt Kz-kp! krI mayacar krI hÇixyarI=I bIÔne Ketre Keto vzI lowne vx bnI care baj¡=I \n-sHcy p` kre Ke. ɘarekiwqarI bnI w!ke Ke to vzI ɘarek vnSpit bnI l!ke Ke to ko{vqt nar@Ina mhadu:qne karmI vedna Anuwve Ke to vzI ko{vardevgitnaH mhasuqmaH A!ke Ke. ɘarek ityÅcgitmaH w!ke Ke to vzIko{ vqt mnu*y bnIne mlke Ke. Aava iv\-iv\ qel te kre Ke.ATyarnI tenI AvS=a Ôeta lage Ke ke temnaH AHgo keva ]imt ={gya Ke. manv v\are pDto wogI ke ivØyaskt rhe to tenuH xrIr

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p` fIkuH rhe Ke. maya, mmta, t<*`a vgere kul!aAo sa=ena Aitwognekar e temna AHgo kevaH ixi=l ={ gya Ke. temnI AaHqomaH nbza{deqay Ke Ane xrIr pr rtax to Ô e calI g{ Ke. mara AeAa„SvamI AsHQyat Ýdexe AnHt kmRvgR a$p milnta=I milnbne Ke. jemjem milntamaH v\aro =to Ôy Ke tem-tem teno rHgfIko pDto Ôy Ke hve teAo Sv$p xuâ deqata n=I. temne hveSvpir`it trf ÔevanuH mn p` =tuH n=I. Aa kDImaH AHg xBdnoA=R pirvar p` l{ xkay. ßyare bap duracarI ={ Ôy Ke Tyarebazko Ô e inra\ar ={ gya hoy tevo Anuwv =ay Ke. te dyapaƒbnI Ôy Ke. te rIte Aa„a ßyare prpir`itmaH w!ke Ke Ane maya-mmtanI kusHge cDI Ôy Ke Tyare te A\m kayÈ kre Ke Ae!le Ùma,srlta, m<duta$p teno pairvar JaHqo pDI Ôy Ke. tene cetnnaH AakayÈ jra p` ructa n=I p` cetn vZyo vze tem n hova=I icHtanekar e teAo fIÞa pDI Ôy Ke.

vzI sumit ]âane khe Ke,AaErhano kha idneH bhut kr, jIivt hE [h #Hg....mere AaEr ivc AHtr Oto, je to rupo [ raHg.....deqo.. 2..

sumit khe Ke ke he sqI¦ mara Ae na= ma!e ke!luH khevuH? varHvarkheva Ane @pko Aapva KtaH hj¡ su\I te @eka`e AaVya n=I.Anuwvimƒ sa=e Aa!luH kheraVyuH KtaH tene ko{ Asr ={ hoy tevuHlagtuH n=I. tenI Aa ku!ev ko{ AajkalnI n=I. maya-mmtanosHg to F`o jUno Ke Ane te=I j tenI sa=e rhI, varHvar Avnvavex \ar` kre Ke. tenI paKz bIÔne ke!luH xoØavuH pDe Ke. teno toivcar suâaH krta n=I. Are¦ F`I vqt to nÒk éwa hoy Tyarete saHwze tem tene huH Mhe aH maruH KuH, ɘarek _palHw p` AapuH KuH AnekhuH KuH ke Ae ÏIAo Ane mara vCce AHtr to j¡Ao. tenI xuH ko{qandanI Ke? je!luH k=Ir Ane caHdImaH AHtr Ke tevuH marane AenavCce AHtr Ke. huH xuâ $pa jevI KuH maruH kaH{k mULy to kro. sumit kheKe ke jem $puH Ane $pana ¬et rHg vCce jra p` AHtr n=I tem mara

Ane mara SvamI vCce jrap` AHtr n=I. tem KtaH mara SvamIprwavmaH rm`ta kre Ke. teAo potana xuâ _pyogmaH rm`takrvanI Ýv<i¿ Aadrta n=I, te=I teAo sacI vStune qo!I Aneqo!I vStune sacI Ô e Ke ne pKI fsay Ke. Aa kar e marI vatsaHwzva tEyar j n=I. Are¦ marI samuH Ôeva p` tEyar =taH n=I.prFrmaH xuH Ke Ane injFrmaH xuH Ke teno ictar AapI injmHidrep\arva iv&iº krI Ke.

hve sumit khe Ke,tnu xuâ qoy \Umt mn Ose, manuH k¡K qa[ waHg¸Ote pr AanHdFn navt, kha AaEr dIne baHg? deqo..... 3..

he ]âa¦ mara na=e to Ô e xrIrnI ko{ xuâ-buâ raqI jn=I. Ôe to qrI kevaH l=iDyaH qay Ke. gme TyaH A=Day Ke. gme TyaHpDe Ke. fave tem bole Ke. Ô e ke te e waHg n pI\I hoy? da$pI\elanI dxa jevI cetnnI dxa ={ rhI Ke. jenI tenI lato qay Ke.Frnano itrSkar she Ke. Are¦ tenuH mn to ɘaHy ckrave cD˜uH hoytevuH lage Ke. tena bolvamaH kH{ #Hg\Do n=I tenaH iddar to Ôe kevaivicƒ lage Ke. tenuH ko{ @am-@eka`uH j deqatuH n=I.

xuâ cetnmaH Aek baj¡ AnHt gu o Ke to bIÒ baj¡ ivØy-kØay$pI kdRmmaH iviv\$pe racvap uH j`ay Ke. cetnna vtRnneAek wHgerInI pHiktmaH mUkvamaH sumitAe jrap` qo!uH kyuÅ n=I KtaHp` sumit stI ÏI Ke. ko{ p` ÏI potana pitnuH qrab bolenhÄ Ane bole to p` tene sHkoc rhe Ke.

sumit Ane ]âa bHne sahelIAo Ke. teAone wvowvno sHgKe. vzI bHne Aek j FrmaH rhe Ke te=I sumitAe ]âane vat krI Ke.sumit khe Ke ke cetnna=ne smÔvvamaH ke khevamaH meH kaH{ bakIn=I raQyuH KtaH p` Ôe te mare mHidre n p\are to mare Aa vat konekone kheva jvI? ma$H Aa du:q konI pase j{ne roë? hve to hd ={g{ Ke. hve to Ae!luH j bakI Ke ke #H#ero n=I pI!aVyo. xuH huH hve baHgpokaruH? F`I vqt Ait vednamaH Aava xBdo shj srI pDe Ke. Aa

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p` fIkuH rhe Ke. maya, mmta, t<*`a vgere kul!aAo sa=ena Aitwognekar e temna AHgo kevaH ixi=l ={ gya Ke. temnI AaHqomaH nbza{deqay Ke Ane xrIr pr rtax to Ô e calI g{ Ke. mara AeAa„SvamI AsHQyat Ýdexe AnHt kmRvgR a$p milnta=I milnbne Ke. jemjem milntamaH v\aro =to Ôy Ke tem-tem teno rHgfIko pDto Ôy Ke hve teAo Sv$p xuâ deqata n=I. temne hveSvpir`it trf ÔevanuH mn p` =tuH n=I. Aa kDImaH AHg xBdnoA=R pirvar p` l{ xkay. ßyare bap duracarI ={ Ôy Ke Tyarebazko Ô e inra\ar ={ gya hoy tevo Anuwv =ay Ke. te dyapaƒbnI Ôy Ke. te rIte Aa„a ßyare prpir`itmaH w!ke Ke Ane maya-mmtanI kusHge cDI Ôy Ke Tyare te A\m kayÈ kre Ke Ae!le Ùma,srlta, m<duta$p teno pairvar JaHqo pDI Ôy Ke. tene cetnnaH AakayÈ jra p` ructa n=I p` cetn vZyo vze tem n hova=I icHtanekar e teAo fIÞa pDI Ôy Ke.

vzI sumit ]âane khe Ke,AaErhano kha idneH bhut kr, jIivt hE [h #Hg....mere AaEr ivc AHtr Oto, je to rupo [ raHg.....deqo.. 2..

sumit khe Ke ke he sqI¦ mara Ae na= ma!e ke!luH khevuH? varHvarkheva Ane @pko Aapva KtaH hj¡ su\I te @eka`e AaVya n=I.Anuwvimƒ sa=e Aa!luH kheraVyuH KtaH tene ko{ Asr ={ hoy tevuHlagtuH n=I. tenI Aa ku!ev ko{ AajkalnI n=I. maya-mmtanosHg to F`o jUno Ke Ane te=I j tenI sa=e rhI, varHvar Avnvavex \ar` kre Ke. tenI paKz bIÔne ke!luH xoØavuH pDe Ke. teno toivcar suâaH krta n=I. Are¦ F`I vqt to nÒk éwa hoy Tyarete saHwze tem tene huH Mhe aH maruH KuH, ɘarek _palHw p` AapuH KuH AnekhuH KuH ke Ae ÏIAo Ane mara vCce AHtr to j¡Ao. tenI xuH ko{qandanI Ke? je!luH k=Ir Ane caHdImaH AHtr Ke tevuH marane AenavCce AHtr Ke. huH xuâ $pa jevI KuH maruH kaH{k mULy to kro. sumit kheKe ke jem $puH Ane $pana ¬et rHg vCce jra p` AHtr n=I tem mara

Ane mara SvamI vCce jrap` AHtr n=I. tem KtaH mara SvamIprwavmaH rm`ta kre Ke. teAo potana xuâ _pyogmaH rm`takrvanI Ýv<i¿ Aadrta n=I, te=I teAo sacI vStune qo!I Aneqo!I vStune sacI Ô e Ke ne pKI fsay Ke. Aa kar e marI vatsaHwzva tEyar j n=I. Are¦ marI samuH Ôeva p` tEyar =taH n=I.prFrmaH xuH Ke Ane injFrmaH xuH Ke teno ictar AapI injmHidrep\arva iv&iº krI Ke.

hve sumit khe Ke,tnu xuâ qoy \Umt mn Ose, manuH k¡K qa[ waHg¸Ote pr AanHdFn navt, kha AaEr dIne baHg? deqo..... 3..

he ]âa¦ mara na=e to Ô e xrIrnI ko{ xuâ-buâ raqI jn=I. Ôe to qrI kevaH l=iDyaH qay Ke. gme TyaH A=Day Ke. gme TyaHpDe Ke. fave tem bole Ke. Ô e ke te e waHg n pI\I hoy? da$pI\elanI dxa jevI cetnnI dxa ={ rhI Ke. jenI tenI lato qay Ke.Frnano itrSkar she Ke. Are¦ tenuH mn to ɘaHy ckrave cD uH hoytevuH lage Ke. tena bolvamaH kH{ #Hg\Do n=I tenaH iddar to Ôe kevaivicƒ lage Ke. tenuH ko{ @am-@eka uH j deqatuH n=I.

xuâ cetnmaH Aek baj¡ AnHt gu o Ke to bIÒ baj¡ ivØy-kØay$pI kdRmmaH iviv\$pe racvap uH j`ay Ke. cetnna vtRnneAek wHgerInI pHiktmaH mUkvamaH sumitAe jrap` qo!uH kyuÅ n=I KtaHp` sumit stI ÏI Ke. ko{ p` ÏI potana pitnuH qrab bolenhÄ Ane bole to p` tene sHkoc rhe Ke.

sumit Ane ]âa bHne sahelIAo Ke. teAone wvowvno sHgKe. vzI bHne Aek j FrmaH rhe Ke te=I sumitAe ]âane vat krI Ke.sumit khe Ke ke cetnna=ne smÔvvamaH ke khevamaH meH kaH{ bakIn=I raQyuH KtaH p` Ôe te mare mHidre n p\are to mare Aa vat konekone kheva jvI? ma$H Aa du:q konI pase j{ne roë? hve to hd ={g{ Ke. hve to Ae!luH j bakI Ke ke #H#ero n=I pI!aVyo. xuH huH hve baHgpokaruH? F`I vqt Ait vednamaH Aava xBdo shj srI pDe Ke. Aa

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xBdo sumitnI AHtrnI daJna Ke. cetnne @eka e lavvanI Ýbz{CKa Ke. Aa {CKa pU R n =taH inraxa VyapI Ôy Ke, Tyare gme texBdo mo#amaH=I shj srI pDe Ke. buiâsagrÒ mharaje cetnaneboltI krI Ke. je hoy te AaqrmaH cetnne ivwavmaH=I ka#I SvwavmaHiS=r krvana j b\a ÝyTno Ke. pKI sumit ho, smta ho, ke cetnaho, Ae b\a Aa„wavo j Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe pir`itne Aek ivyoignI ÏI sa=e srqavIKe. ÒvnmaH Ôe sumit Aave to saruH kayR =ay Ane yogonI xuwÝv<i¿ =taH ]âano sa= mze prHtu cetnne Aa sHsarno rHg laGyohovane kar e Svwav-ivwavnuH wan n=I. temnamaH Sv-prno ivvekn=I ma!e sumit, smta guÌ S=ane rhI Aa kayR krI rhI Ke. Aa pdmaHsumit potanI AHtr vedna @alve Ke. tenI vednanI _Tk<Úta ñdyneSpx± Ôy Ke.

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“kre jare jare jare ja”

manvmaƒ potanI buiâ Anusar kayR kre Ke. jenamaH jevIbuiâ tevuH tenuH kayR. AnuwvIloko tene mit khe Ke. buiâ Ôe sukayR,sTsHg Ane sTxaÏ vgeremaH vpray to te=I bIÔne p` law =ayKe. jene sumit khevamaH Aave Ke. sumitno sa= AaTmane Ýgit pH=el{ Ôy Ke. sumit smtano sa= kre Ke je=I te K, sat gu S=anksu\I phÇcI xke Ke. smta ]âano sa= kre Ke te vhevar nye dsmagu S=an su\I l{ Ôy Ke Ane pKI xuâcetna cetnne isâS=ansu\I l{ Ôy Ke.

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH p` sumitnIivrhvednane _Tk!ta=I AaleqI Ke. cetn, kumit sHge cD˜o Ke te=IsHsarr`maH te rqDe Ke. cetnno Aa rJzpa! sumitne Asæ lageKe. hve Aa pdmaH ]âa, sumitne Aa¬asn AapI potane Fre jvasmÔve Ke. sumit potane Fre Ôy Ke KtaH tene cetn SvamInadxRn =taH n=I. ;dIpk A=va kanDo' ragmaH lqayel Aa pdmaHkiv khe Ke,

kre jare jare jare ja,sij ix`gar b`a[ AawUØ`, g{ tw...sUnI seja...kre.. 1..

ßyare sumit ]âa pase AavI potanI du:qd vato krI rhI KeTyare ]âa p` sumitnI Aa vato Ýem=I saHwze Ke. pKI ]âa khe Keke he sumit¦ te Anuwvimƒne cetnSvamI pase mokLyo Ke te bhusaruH kyuÅ Ke kar` ke Anuwv F`o j calak Ane buiâman Ke. vzIAek Ù` p` te cetn=I dUr jva {CKto n=I AevI ga# imƒta Ke.cetn tena=I j$r smÒ jxe Ane tara mHidre p\arxe. mne iv¬asKe ke te Aavxe, ma!e Fre Ô Ane tena SvagtnI tEyarI kr.

sumitnI {CKa n hova KtaH ]âana kheva=I te potane Fre

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xBdo sumitnI AHtrnI daJna Ke. cetnne @eka e lavvanI Ýbz{CKa Ke. Aa {CKa pU R n =taH inraxa VyapI Ôy Ke, Tyare gme texBdo mo#amaH=I shj srI pDe Ke. buiâsagrÒ mharaje cetnaneboltI krI Ke. je hoy te AaqrmaH cetnne ivwavmaH=I ka#I SvwavmaHiS=r krvana j b\a ÝyTno Ke. pKI sumit ho, smta ho, ke cetnaho, Ae b\a Aa„wavo j Ke.

Aa pdmaH kivAe pir`itne Aek ivyoignI ÏI sa=e srqavIKe. ÒvnmaH Ôe sumit Aave to saruH kayR =ay Ane yogonI xuwÝv<i¿ =taH ]âano sa= mze prHtu cetnne Aa sHsarno rHg laGyohovane kar e Svwav-ivwavnuH wan n=I. temnamaH Sv-prno ivvekn=I ma!e sumit, smta guÌ S=ane rhI Aa kayR krI rhI Ke. Aa pdmaHsumit potanI AHtr vedna @alve Ke. tenI vednanI _Tk<Úta ñdyneSpx± Ôy Ke.

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“kre jare jare jare ja”

manvmaƒ potanI buiâ Anusar kayR kre Ke. jenamaH jevIbuiâ tevuH tenuH kayR. AnuwvIloko tene mit khe Ke. buiâ Ôe sukayR,sTsHg Ane sTxaÏ vgeremaH vpray to te=I bIÔne p` law =ayKe. jene sumit khevamaH Aave Ke. sumitno sa= AaTmane Ýgit pH=el{ Ôy Ke. sumit smtano sa= kre Ke je=I te K, sat gu S=anksu\I phÇcI xke Ke. smta ]âano sa= kre Ke te vhevar nye dsmagu S=an su\I l{ Ôy Ke Ane pKI xuâcetna cetnne isâS=ansu\I l{ Ôy Ke.

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH p` sumitnIivrhvednane _Tk!ta=I AaleqI Ke. cetn, kumit sHge cD˜o Ke te=IsHsarr`maH te rqDe Ke. cetnno Aa rJzpa! sumitne Asæ lageKe. hve Aa pdmaH ]âa, sumitne Aa¬asn AapI potane Fre jvasmÔve Ke. sumit potane Fre Ôy Ke KtaH tene cetn SvamInadxRn =taH n=I. ;dIpk A=va kanDo' ragmaH lqayel Aa pdmaHkiv khe Ke,

kre jare jare jare ja,sij ix`gar b`a[ AawUØ`, g{ tw...sUnI seja...kre.. 1..

ßyare sumit ]âa pase AavI potanI du:qd vato krI rhI KeTyare ]âa p` sumitnI Aa vato Ýem=I saHwze Ke. pKI ]âa khe Keke he sumit¦ te Anuwvimƒne cetnSvamI pase mokLyo Ke te bhusaruH kyuÅ Ke kar` ke Anuwv F`o j calak Ane buiâman Ke. vzIAek Ù` p` te cetn=I dUr jva {CKto n=I AevI ga# imƒta Ke.cetn tena=I j$r smÒ jxe Ane tara mHidre p\arxe. mne iv¬asKe ke te Aavxe, ma!e Fre Ô Ane tena SvagtnI tEyarI kr.

sumitnI {CKa n hova KtaH ]âana kheva=I te potane Fre

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Ôy Ke Ane sumit Aek saEwaGyvtIne xowe Aevo x<Hgar sje Ke.ha=, pg, kan, nak ne gzamaH AawUØ`o \ar` kyaÅ Ane pitnemzvanI _Tsukta=I xyng<hmaH g{ TyaH j{ne j¡Ae Ke to xYyasUnI pDI htI. Aa pHiktno |vin Ae Ke ke baæiÊya$pI x`garsrs kyÈ hoy KtaH xuâ _pyog n hoy to x`gar inr=Rk Ke. \mRma!e gme te!laH kayÈ krvamaH Aave, \am\Um krvamaH Aave p` ÔetemaH AaTmano xuâ _pyog n hoy to te iÊya=I law =ay to p`AaTmlaw =to n=I. xuw law ALp Ýma`maH =ay Ke. t< keKa`na AiGn sman =ay Ke. xuâ _pyog ivnanI iÊya vr ivnanIÔn Ane Ýa`ivnana xrIr jevI Ke.

_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,iÊya mU#mit Ôe A&anI, calt cal ApU@IjEn dxa _nmeH hI nahI, khe so sb hI j¡@I...prm...pr prnit ApnI krI mane, ikirya grve Fehelo,_nkuH jEn kho kyuH khIAe, so mUrq meH phelo...prm...

jEn\mR Ae AaDHbrno \mR n=I. A&anI, mU# ne gmar loko\mRna name \am\Um kre Ke, ne mo!a mo!a AarHwo krI \mRna bhane_Tsvo kre Ke. tevI iÊyaAo krI AaTmsHtoØ mane Ke. kiv khe Ke ke tenejEn kem khI xkay? Aa StvnmaH kivAe iÊyano inØe\ n=I kyÈp` xuâ _pyogpUvRknI iÊya j v\u fzvtI iÊya bnI xke Ke. Aavat ivxeØ SpÚ krtaH ]I _pa|yay mharaj khe Ke,

iÊya ivna &an nih kbhuH, iÊya &an bInuH nih,iÊya &an do_ mIlt rht hE, jyaE jlrs jlmaHhI... prm&an Ane iÊya sapeÙ Ke. &an ivna n iÊya hoy Ane iÊya

ivna &an n hoy. &an Ane iÊya Ae bHne Aek iskkanI be baj¡AoKe. jevI rIte pa`ImaH pa`I Ane pa`Ino rs Aekrs Ke. Òv KlÙ`yuÉt Ae!le ke &an, dxRn, cairƒ, tp, vIyR Ane _pyoglÙ`yuÉt Òv Ke. sMygŸdxRn vgr &an te sMygŸ&an nhÄ, AamsMygŸ&an vDe AaTmana vIyRne Sfurayman krI _pyogne cairƒAne tp $pI iÊyavHt krvuH te sMygŸiÊya. Aam K-Ae lÙ`nuH

ANyoNy Ane pUrk pir`mn=I moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ]I _maSvaitÒkhe Ke ke &anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ. &an Ane iÊya=I moÙ Ýaiº ={ xkeKe p` &an sa=e xuâ _pyog$p iÊya hovI F!e.

sumit, xuâcetna Ane ]âa Ae b\a Aek Frna j sWy Ke.sumitne pitnuH imln n =taH tenI xI dxa =ay Ke. te v Rvta kivAa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ivrhVy=a kKuH OsI VyaptI, manu ko{ martI beja¸AHtk AHt khaluH legoPyare, cahe jIv tuH le ja. kre.. 2..

sumitAe pitnI sej qalI Ôe{ Ae!le te ATyHt inrax ={g{. tene Tyare Aevo AaFat lage Ke ke Ô e ko{Ae tena pr Anekba`onI vØaR krI n hoy¦ pit ivrh=I pIiDt sumit Asæ vednawogvta khe Ke ke he kaz¦ hve tuH mne ɘaH su\I heran krIx. marIshnxi›nI hve hd AavI g{ Ke. he na=¦ jem kamdev potanIba`vØaR clave ne Vyi›ne Fayl kre Ke te rIte huH p` Fayl ={ g{KuH. FaylnI vedna Fayl Ô e. Aho AHt lenara¦ tuH maro AHt ɘaHsu\I lexe? tuH isâ Sv$pe AHtk Ae!le AHt lenar Ke p` halivrhavS=amaH raqIne maro AHt ɘaH su\I l{x? duinyano inymKe ke ko{no AHt n levo. Aa ÝkarnI ivrhvedna AapI tuH to mnepIDI ræo Ke. Aana krtaH to tuH mara Ýa` hrI le je=I AavIvednamaH=I to marI mui› =ay.

he cetn¦ maruH cetnap uH Ane smta Ae bHne l{ le. Ae bHnenoAHt AavtaH cetna cetnmaH mzI jxe. huH taramy bnI j{x.pitcr`maH Ýa` Tyag krvo Ae to AayRnarIno \mR Ke. bs tarehve je krvuH hoy te kr, p` marI Aa iS=it dUr kr.

AhÄ kivna jmanamaH ivxeØp e ¹# bnelI maNytanuH $pk Ke.je smye wartmaH stIÝ=a htI. pitna m<Tyu pKI pTnI pitnIictamaH bzI mrtI htI kar` ke Tyare AevI maNyata htI ke pitpaKz stI =nar SƒIne bIÔ wvmaH Ae j pit mze Ke. Ae!lecetna p` khe Ke ke huH Ýa` deva tEyar KuH. sumit ivrhanlmaH hova=I

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Ôy Ke Ane sumit Aek saEwaGyvtIne xowe Aevo x<Hgar sje Ke.ha=, pg, kan, nak ne gzamaH AawUØ`o \ar` kyaÅ Ane pitnemzvanI _Tsukta=I xyng<hmaH g{ TyaH j{ne j¡Ae Ke to xYyasUnI pDI htI. Aa pHiktno |vin Ae Ke ke baæiÊya$pI x`garsrs kyÈ hoy KtaH xuâ _pyog n hoy to x`gar inr=Rk Ke. \mRma!e gme te!laH kayÈ krvamaH Aave, \am\Um krvamaH Aave p` ÔetemaH AaTmano xuâ _pyog n hoy to te iÊya=I law =ay to p`AaTmlaw =to n=I. xuw law ALp Ýma`maH =ay Ke. t< keKa`na AiGn sman =ay Ke. xuâ _pyog ivnanI iÊya vr ivnanIÔn Ane Ýa`ivnana xrIr jevI Ke.

_pa|yay ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,iÊya mU#mit Ôe A&anI, calt cal ApU@IjEn dxa _nmeH hI nahI, khe so sb hI j¡@I...prm...pr prnit ApnI krI mane, ikirya grve Fehelo,_nkuH jEn kho kyuH khIAe, so mUrq meH phelo...prm...

jEn\mR Ae AaDHbrno \mR n=I. A&anI, mU# ne gmar loko\mRna name \am\Um kre Ke, ne mo!a mo!a AarHwo krI \mRna bhane_Tsvo kre Ke. tevI iÊyaAo krI AaTmsHtoØ mane Ke. kiv khe Ke ke tenejEn kem khI xkay? Aa StvnmaH kivAe iÊyano inØe\ n=I kyÈp` xuâ _pyogpUvRknI iÊya j v\u fzvtI iÊya bnI xke Ke. Aavat ivxeØ SpÚ krtaH ]I _pa|yay mharaj khe Ke,

iÊya ivna &an nih kbhuH, iÊya &an bInuH nih,iÊya &an do_ mIlt rht hE, jyaE jlrs jlmaHhI... prm&an Ane iÊya sapeÙ Ke. &an ivna n iÊya hoy Ane iÊya

ivna &an n hoy. &an Ane iÊya Ae bHne Aek iskkanI be baj¡AoKe. jevI rIte pa`ImaH pa`I Ane pa`Ino rs Aekrs Ke. Òv KlÙ`yuÉt Ae!le ke &an, dxRn, cairƒ, tp, vIyR Ane _pyoglÙ`yuÉt Òv Ke. sMygŸdxRn vgr &an te sMygŸ&an nhÄ, AamsMygŸ&an vDe AaTmana vIyRne Sfurayman krI _pyogne cairƒAne tp $pI iÊyavHt krvuH te sMygŸiÊya. Aam K-Ae lÙ`nuH

ANyoNy Ane pUrk pir`mn=I moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. ]I _maSvaitÒkhe Ke ke &anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ. &an Ane iÊya=I moÙ Ýaiº ={ xkeKe p` &an sa=e xuâ _pyog$p iÊya hovI F!e.

sumit, xuâcetna Ane ]âa Ae b\a Aek Frna j sWy Ke.sumitne pitnuH imln n =taH tenI xI dxa =ay Ke. te v Rvta kivAa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ivrhVy=a kKuH OsI VyaptI, manu ko{ martI beja¸AHtk AHt khaluH legoPyare, cahe jIv tuH le ja. kre.. 2..

sumitAe pitnI sej qalI Ôe{ Ae!le te ATyHt inrax ={g{. tene Tyare Aevo AaFat lage Ke ke Ô e ko{Ae tena pr Anekba`onI vØaR krI n hoy¦ pit ivrh=I pIiDt sumit Asæ vednawogvta khe Ke ke he kaz¦ hve tuH mne ɘaH su\I heran krIx. marIshnxi›nI hve hd AavI g{ Ke. he na=¦ jem kamdev potanIba`vØaR clave ne Vyi›ne Fayl kre Ke te rIte huH p` Fayl ={ g{KuH. FaylnI vedna Fayl Ô e. Aho AHt lenara¦ tuH maro AHt ɘaHsu\I lexe? tuH isâ Sv$pe AHtk Ae!le AHt lenar Ke p` halivrhavS=amaH raqIne maro AHt ɘaH su\I l{x? duinyano inymKe ke ko{no AHt n levo. Aa ÝkarnI ivrhvedna AapI tuH to mnepIDI ræo Ke. Aana krtaH to tuH mara Ýa` hrI le je=I AavIvednamaH=I to marI mui› =ay.

he cetn¦ maruH cetnap uH Ane smta Ae bHne l{ le. Ae bHnenoAHt AavtaH cetna cetnmaH mzI jxe. huH taramy bnI j{x.pitcr`maH Ýa` Tyag krvo Ae to AayRnarIno \mR Ke. bs tarehve je krvuH hoy te kr, p` marI Aa iS=it dUr kr.

AhÄ kivna jmanamaH ivxeØp e ¹# bnelI maNytanuH $pk Ke.je smye wartmaH stIÝ=a htI. pitna m<Tyu pKI pTnI pitnIictamaH bzI mrtI htI kar` ke Tyare AevI maNyata htI ke pitpaKz stI =nar SƒIne bIÔ wvmaH Ae j pit mze Ke. Ae!lecetna p` khe Ke ke huH Ýa` deva tEyar KuH. sumit ivrhanlmaH hova=I

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tene Ýk<it p` pIDa _pÔvI rhI Ke. te khe Ke,koikl kam cHd cUtaid, cetn mt hE jeja.nvl nagr AanHdFn Pyare, Aa[ Aimt suq deja...kre.. 3..

bIÒ kDImaH ;beÔ' ne bdle ;neÔ' pa@ leva=I “neÔ” Ae!le\obI. jem \obI kpDaH \otI vqte \oka mare Ke tem sumitneivrhVy=ana Ýhar sqt lage Ke te shn krva Ait du*kr Ke.

sumit, mnomn du:qI =taH mnogtwave pitne khe Ke ke hecetn¦ koiklno klrv, kamdevno rit ivlas, cHãnI xItz caHdnIAne AaHbana mor, AaHbanI mI@IKaya, vØaR%tumaH meFgjRna,vIjzIno cmkar t=a \Ime \Ime vrsadnuH vrsvuH Ae b\aH AahŸladkt=a AanHdÝd Tyare j bne Ke ßyare nayk-naiyka sa=e hoy.

ivwavdxamaH Òvne Ae b\aH sa\no Ait AanHdwUt t=axaHitdayk lage Ke. vzI AavaH S=ano kamodŸIpk bne Ke. prHtu Ôenayk - naiykamaH=I ko{ Aek j Vyi› hoy to je suqnuH S=an Kete du:q$p lage Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke tme te vStuAo suqnaH sa\ng~yaH Ke. to tene l{ne Aap mara mHidre p\aro ne AsIm suq, Ýdankro.

he AanHdSv$pna=¦ Aapna mt Ýma e jem koyl, cHã, AaHbovgere suq Aapnara Ke te rIte Aapna xuâmte AayRÙeƒ, xrIrnuHAaroGy, [iNãyonI pU Rta temj dev, guÌ, \mRno yog Ae b\aHsa\no je Aa wvmaH mZyaH Ke te Svwav$p AnHt suq AapnaraHKe. Svwav-ivwavno wed krI ivvek Ôg<t kravnar buiâ p` tmnemzI Ke. ma!e j kæuH Ke ke ivwavvx bnI, tme AyoGy S=ane w!kIræa Ko. maya-mmtana ragmaH Aaskt bnI Aap ivvekw‡Ú bnIgya Ko. Aapne ma!e yoGy AevaH sa\no l{ mare mHidre p\aro. marat=a Aapna AanHdnuH S=an Aek j Ke. AaTmÝdexe Ýdexe rm` krvuHAe j AapnuH ÊIDaS=l Ke. Aap Aapna sa=IAone l{ne TyaH p\aro.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke AnahtŸ |vin te AHtrmaHkoiklno Svr Ke. AaTm|yane Svwave rmvuH te $p kam Ô`vo.

AaHtirk xaHtwav$p cHã smjvo Ane cairƒ$p Aam‡v<ÙnI Anuwvkilka$p mor smjvo. Aa svR hetuAo Aap`aH imlnmaH Ýerk bneKe. prSvwavmaH racvuH Ane macvuH, AanHd manvo Ae j baæÝdexagmn Ke. baæÝdex gmn=I kdI p` suq mztuH n=I. AaTmSvwavmaH rm`ta krvI te AHtrÝdex gmn Ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦hve Aap AHtrÝdexmaH AavIne he AHtraTm nvlnagr¦ tuH mne suqAap, AHtrÝdexgmn=I AnHt suq Ýg! =xe.

kivnuH Aa pd lailTyswr Ke, ATyHt suHdr Ke. kivAe sumitnIivrh-vednanI _Tk<*!tanuH Ane imlnnI Ýbz AaxanuH v Rn saHsairkivrih`InI Vy=ana v Rnno Aa]y l{ kyuÅ Ke.

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tene Ýk<it p` pIDa _pÔvI rhI Ke. te khe Ke,koikl kam cHd cUtaid, cetn mt hE jeja.nvl nagr AanHdFn Pyare, Aa[ Aimt suq deja...kre.. 3..

bIÒ kDImaH ;beÔ' ne bdle ;neÔ' pa@ leva=I “neÔ” Ae!le\obI. jem \obI kpDaH \otI vqte \oka mare Ke tem sumitneivrhVy=ana Ýhar sqt lage Ke te shn krva Ait du*kr Ke.

sumit, mnomn du:qI =taH mnogtwave pitne khe Ke ke hecetn¦ koiklno klrv, kamdevno rit ivlas, cHãnI xItz caHdnIAne AaHbana mor, AaHbanI mI@IKaya, vØaR%tumaH meFgjRna,vIjzIno cmkar t=a \Ime \Ime vrsadnuH vrsvuH Ae b\aH AahŸladkt=a AanHdÝd Tyare j bne Ke ßyare nayk-naiyka sa=e hoy.

ivwavdxamaH Òvne Ae b\aH sa\no Ait AanHdwUt t=axaHitdayk lage Ke. vzI AavaH S=ano kamodŸIpk bne Ke. prHtu Ôenayk - naiykamaH=I ko{ Aek j Vyi› hoy to je suqnuH S=an Kete du:q$p lage Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke tme te vStuAo suqnaH sa\ng~yaH Ke. to tene l{ne Aap mara mHidre p\aro ne AsIm suq, Ýdankro.

he AanHdSv$pna=¦ Aapna mt Ýma e jem koyl, cHã, AaHbovgere suq Aapnara Ke te rIte Aapna xuâmte AayRÙeƒ, xrIrnuHAaroGy, [iNãyonI pU Rta temj dev, guÌ, \mRno yog Ae b\aHsa\no je Aa wvmaH mZyaH Ke te Svwav$p AnHt suq AapnaraHKe. Svwav-ivwavno wed krI ivvek Ôg<t kravnar buiâ p` tmnemzI Ke. ma!e j kæuH Ke ke ivwavvx bnI, tme AyoGy S=ane w!kIræa Ko. maya-mmtana ragmaH Aaskt bnI Aap ivvekw‡Ú bnIgya Ko. Aapne ma!e yoGy AevaH sa\no l{ mare mHidre p\aro. marat=a Aapna AanHdnuH S=an Aek j Ke. AaTmÝdexe Ýdexe rm` krvuHAe j AapnuH ÊIDaS=l Ke. Aap Aapna sa=IAone l{ne TyaH p\aro.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke AnahtŸ |vin te AHtrmaHkoiklno Svr Ke. AaTm|yane Svwave rmvuH te $p kam Ô`vo.

AaHtirk xaHtwav$p cHã smjvo Ane cairƒ$p Aam‡v<ÙnI Anuwvkilka$p mor smjvo. Aa svR hetuAo Aap`aH imlnmaH Ýerk bneKe. prSvwavmaH racvuH Ane macvuH, AanHd manvo Ae j baæÝdexagmn Ke. baæÝdex gmn=I kdI p` suq mztuH n=I. AaTmSvwavmaH rm`ta krvI te AHtrÝdex gmn Ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦hve Aap AHtrÝdexmaH AavIne he AHtraTm nvlnagr¦ tuH mne suqAap, AHtrÝdexgmn=I AnHt suq Ýg! =xe.

kivnuH Aa pd lailTyswr Ke, ATyHt suHdr Ke. kivAe sumitnIivrh-vednanI _Tk<*!tanuH Ane imlnnI Ýbz AaxanuH v Rn saHsairkivrih`InI Vy=ana v Rnno Aa]y l{ kyuÅ Ke.

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pd-36

“vare nah sHg mero”

manvhIrana sacaparqu ]I AanHd\nÒ mharaje potanaHAa|yaiTmk pdomaH sumitna muqe AenI dxanuH iv\-iv\ rIte v RnkyuÅ Ke. jem g<hÒvnmaH yuvanI \n kmavanI AvS=a Ke tem sa\kma!e yuvanI Ae Aa|yaiTmk sa\na krvano smy Ke. ma!e yuvanInemanv ÒvnnI svR]e¤ AvS=a g`vamaH Aave Ke.

;malisir ragmaH' lqayela Aa pdmaH sumit, Aek jAvS=amaH=I psar =tI hoy tem Afsos Vy› kre Ke.

vare nah sHg mero, yuhÄ jIvn jay¸O idn hsn qeln ke sjnI, rote ren ivhay...vare..... 1 ..

sumit¦ cetnne varHvar smÔvI rhI Ke, te e Anuwvne cetnpase moklaVyo Ane pote ]âa pase AavI. ]âaAe sumitne, potanemHidre jva kæuH Ane cetnna SvagtnI tEyarI krva wlam` krI.sumit soz x`gar krI xyng<hmaH g{ p` cetnna= AaVya n=Ite Qyal Aavta ne xynkÙ qalI Ôeta inrax ={ g{. te=I xEyapase besI, xok krI paKI te ]âa pase Aave Ke Ane vat krvalage Ke.

he sqI¦ mara pit cetn to marI pase Aavta j n=I. tenemaro sHg gmto nhÄ hoy? he sqI¦ yuvanIna idvso mULyvang`ay Ke, Aa AvS=amaH SƒI potana pit sa=e kevo AanHdÝmodkre, prHtu mare to Aa idvso ro{ ro{ne ka#vana Ke. yaEvnna AavasonerI idvso, mara to Aam ne Aam caLya Ôy Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke “AaTma ßyare Ùyopxmwav vtRto hoy Tyare tenI balAvS=a g`ay Ke. kar`ke xuâcetnne xuâcetnanuH ÝTyÙimln terma syogI gu S=anke =ay Ke.Ùaiyksmikt Ane Ùaiykwav AaVya ivna Aa gu S=ank AavI

xke nhÄ. Ôe co=a gu S=anke Ùaiyk sMykŸTv hoy to p` balg`ay Ke kar`ke Ýa=imk wUimkanI AvS=a Ke. \Ire \Ire ÙaiykwavnIv<iâ =taH AaTmivxuiâ =ay Ke. Tyare cetnne inÔnHdno Qyal AaveKe ma!e j cetna khe Ke ke AnHtAanHdmaH rmvuH t=a xuâ SvwavmaHqelvuH tevI marI {CKa pU R n =taH mara to ro{ ro{ne idvso VytIt={ ræa Ke. raƒI to mne kazÔz jevI lage Ke.

he sqI¦ pit ivnanI xYya Ôe{ yaEvnm¿ SƒInI xI halt=ay te xuH tuH n=I Ô`tI?

cetnano yaEvnkaz Ae!le \mRna sa\kba\k kar`o je ivixÚfz Aapnar hoy. AavI smj`na Awave svR sHsarI ÒvoivØykØay sevn, wogivlas, \nsHcy t=a mojxoqmaH yaEvnpU R krI naHqe Ke prHtu \mR t=a \maRnu¤anno ivcar suâaH krta n=I.

\mRyaEvnkazmaH inmGn sumit, ]âane khe Ke,ng wUØ`seH jrI jatrI, mot n kKu n suhay¸[k buiâ jIymeH OesI Aavt hE, lIjerI, ivØ qay...vare..... 2..

puruØonI AaHqo sÕdyRlÙI hovane kar e drek ÏI potanaxrIr _pr Anek AlHkaro phere Ke. suHdr deqavuH Ae ÏInI shj Ýk<itKe. stI SƒIAonuH lÙ hHmexaH potana pitno AanHd t=a [CKa trfj hoy Ke. pitno AanHd Ae j teno AanHd bnI Ôy Ke. ma!e j kivkhe Ke ke sumitne hve AlHkaro to xHkre gzamaH vÄ!ayel spR smanwase Ke. pitnI gerhajrImaH motInI maza boÔ$p lage Ke. sumitneAlHkaro phervaH gmtaH n=I. te ivcare Ke ke kone rIJvva Ane konemnavva Aa AlHkaro phervaH? ATyare sumitnI ivrhvedna Ae!lIb\I g{ Ke ke tene Snan krvuH ke saraH vSƒo phervanI p` {CKa=tI n=I. tena ÒvnmaH inraxa VyapI g{ Ke, te=I htaxwave te Aab\uH bolI rhI Ke kar`ke cetnna Aavvana ko{ icî deqata n=I.sumitne Òvn p` AkaruH lage Ke. te=I te khe Ke ke he ]âa¦ mne =ayKe ke Aa rIte ÒvvuH AenaH krtaH Jer qa[ne mrI jvuH v\are saruH.duinyanI rIt Ke ke je SƒIne pit n bolavto hoy te SƒI b\a=I

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pd-36

“vare nah sHg mero”

manvhIrana sacaparqu ]I AanHd\nÒ mharaje potanaHAa|yaiTmk pdomaH sumitna muqe AenI dxanuH iv\-iv\ rIte v RnkyuÅ Ke. jem g<hÒvnmaH yuvanI \n kmavanI AvS=a Ke tem sa\kma!e yuvanI Ae Aa|yaiTmk sa\na krvano smy Ke. ma!e yuvanInemanv ÒvnnI svR]e¤ AvS=a g`vamaH Aave Ke.

;malisir ragmaH' lqayela Aa pdmaH sumit, Aek jAvS=amaH=I psar =tI hoy tem Afsos Vy› kre Ke.

vare nah sHg mero, yuhÄ jIvn jay¸O idn hsn qeln ke sjnI, rote ren ivhay...vare..... 1 ..

sumit¦ cetnne varHvar smÔvI rhI Ke, te e Anuwvne cetnpase moklaVyo Ane pote ]âa pase AavI. ]âaAe sumitne, potanemHidre jva kæuH Ane cetnna SvagtnI tEyarI krva wlam` krI.sumit soz x`gar krI xyng<hmaH g{ p` cetnna= AaVya n=Ite Qyal Aavta ne xynkÙ qalI Ôeta inrax ={ g{. te=I xEyapase besI, xok krI paKI te ]âa pase Aave Ke Ane vat krvalage Ke.

he sqI¦ mara pit cetn to marI pase Aavta j n=I. tenemaro sHg gmto nhÄ hoy? he sqI¦ yuvanIna idvso mULyvang`ay Ke, Aa AvS=amaH SƒI potana pit sa=e kevo AanHdÝmodkre, prHtu mare to Aa idvso ro{ ro{ne ka#vana Ke. yaEvnna AavasonerI idvso, mara to Aam ne Aam caLya Ôy Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj lqe Ke “AaTma ßyare Ùyopxmwav vtRto hoy Tyare tenI balAvS=a g`ay Ke. kar`ke xuâcetnne xuâcetnanuH ÝTyÙimln terma syogI gu S=anke =ay Ke.Ùaiyksmikt Ane Ùaiykwav AaVya ivna Aa gu S=ank AavI

xke nhÄ. Ôe co=a gu S=anke Ùaiyk sMykŸTv hoy to p` balg`ay Ke kar`ke Ýa=imk wUimkanI AvS=a Ke. \Ire \Ire ÙaiykwavnIv<iâ =taH AaTmivxuiâ =ay Ke. Tyare cetnne inÔnHdno Qyal AaveKe ma!e j cetna khe Ke ke AnHtAanHdmaH rmvuH t=a xuâ SvwavmaHqelvuH tevI marI {CKa pU R n =taH mara to ro{ ro{ne idvso VytIt={ ræa Ke. raƒI to mne kazÔz jevI lage Ke.

he sqI¦ pit ivnanI xYya Ôe{ yaEvnm¿ SƒInI xI halt=ay te xuH tuH n=I Ô`tI?

cetnano yaEvnkaz Ae!le \mRna sa\kba\k kar`o je ivixÚfz Aapnar hoy. AavI smj`na Awave svR sHsarI ÒvoivØykØay sevn, wogivlas, \nsHcy t=a mojxoqmaH yaEvnpU R krI naHqe Ke prHtu \mR t=a \maRnu¤anno ivcar suâaH krta n=I.

\mRyaEvnkazmaH inmGn sumit, ]âane khe Ke,ng wUØ`seH jrI jatrI, mot n kKu n suhay¸[k buiâ jIymeH OesI Aavt hE, lIjerI, ivØ qay...vare..... 2..

puruØonI AaHqo sÕdyRlÙI hovane kar e drek ÏI potanaxrIr _pr Anek AlHkaro phere Ke. suHdr deqavuH Ae ÏInI shj Ýk<itKe. stI SƒIAonuH lÙ hHmexaH potana pitno AanHd t=a [CKa trfj hoy Ke. pitno AanHd Ae j teno AanHd bnI Ôy Ke. ma!e j kivkhe Ke ke sumitne hve AlHkaro to xHkre gzamaH vÄ!ayel spR smanwase Ke. pitnI gerhajrImaH motInI maza boÔ$p lage Ke. sumitneAlHkaro phervaH gmtaH n=I. te ivcare Ke ke kone rIJvva Ane konemnavva Aa AlHkaro phervaH? ATyare sumitnI ivrhvedna Ae!lIb\I g{ Ke ke tene Snan krvuH ke saraH vSƒo phervanI p` {CKa=tI n=I. tena ÒvnmaH inraxa VyapI g{ Ke, te=I htaxwave te Aab\uH bolI rhI Ke kar`ke cetnna Aavvana ko{ icî deqata n=I.sumitne Òvn p` AkaruH lage Ke. te=I te khe Ke ke he ]âa¦ mne =ayKe ke Aa rIte ÒvvuH AenaH krtaH Jer qa[ne mrI jvuH v\are saruH.duinyanI rIt Ke ke je SƒIne pit n bolavto hoy te SƒI b\a=I

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itrSk<t =ay Ke. AavI SƒIne ÒvnmaH=I rs éDI Ôy Ke. ɘarek teAaTmFat krva tEyar =ay Ke. ma!e sumit khe Ke ke huH Jer qa[ne mrIÔë je=I b\I vatno AHt AavI Ôy. manvne ßyare shnxi›nIhd Aave Ke Tyare mrvano ivcar Aave Ke.

kivAe AhÄ SƒISvwavnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. sumitAe paHcmhav‡tnaH AawUØ`omaH dx yit\mRnaH nHg jD˜aH Ke. ko{ AgTynaÝsHge ikHmtI AlHkaro pherI x<Hgar krvamaH Aave Ke. prHtu xuâ_pyog vgr mhav‡tnuH paln, baæ tp vgere pu~ybH\nuH kar` bneKe. vzI, AaTma ßyare ßyare paEdŸilk wogo trf ¹iÚ kre Ke TyareTyare Jer pIvanI iÊya krI wavmr` kre Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Keke “Ù` Ù` wyHkr wav mr e kaH Aho racI rho,” pit ivyogeratna êF n AavvI, mnomn pitnaH Smr`maH qova{ jvuH keje=I S=z ke smynuH p` wan n rhe, sumit p` AavI iS=itwogvI rhI Ke.

manvmn Aitqedjnk iS=itmaH hoy Tyare êDa - êDa ¬asleva{ Ôy Ke, ne mo!e=I in¬as nIkzI Ôy Ke. sumit p` in¬asnaqI rhI Ke. tene êF p` AavtI n=I kar`ke ma`sne êF Aaveto ddR A\Åu ={ Ôy Ke p` icHtanI iS=itmaH inHãa AavtI n=I.ko{p` ivcarona ÝvahmaH pDeluH mn ßyaH su\I xaHt n =ay TyaHsu\I inãa p` Aave nhÄ.

sumit Ainãa=I pIDatI, in¬as naqtI, mnomn ÝüatapkrI rhI Ke. te ivcare Ke ke Aa!Aa!luH smÔvva KtaH, Aa!la sHdexamoklva KtaH te jrap` smjta n=I. ne Fre Aavta n=I. pKI mareAa FrmaH rhIne xuH krvuH? huH wgva vÏ pherI, Ôeg` bnI Aa FrKoDI calI nIkzuH kar`ke Fr t=a FrnI b\I vStuAo mne qava \ayKe. he sqI¦ tuH AanHdFn Aeva marana=ne smÔvIne khe ke tmaraivyoge sumit Ôeg` bnI jxe pKI tmare p` tenI paKz weq\ar` krvo pDxe ma!e smÔe Ane @eka e Aavo.

Aa pdno Aa|yaiTmk A=R F`o maimRk t=a gHwIr Ke. jem

pitpray` ÏIne pit ivyoge êF AavtI n=I tem ivwavdxamaHrt Òvne yoginãa AavtI n=I kar`ke ivwavdxamaH ƒ ey yognuHAxuw ÝvtRn caltuH hoy Ke. Tyare yoginãamaH ƒ ey yognI AxuwÝv<i¿ A!kavI baædxamaH=I AHtrdxamaH Òv Aave Tyare yoginãal{ xke Ke. sHsarwavmaH rCyopCyo Òv yoginHãa to xuH teno wasp` pamI xkto n=I. Sv trf ¹iÚ krtaH baæmaH êF Aave Ke AneAHtrmaH Ôg<tdxa Ýg!e Ke.

nIco ¬as xok=I, Êo\=I Ane AiS=rta=I Aave Ke.ivwavdxamaH vtRto Òv nIc pir`it$p insasa mUk˜a kre Ke. p`_Cc pir`it$p _CKŸvas leto n=I Ae!le ke ivxuâtr ÒvnnIApeÙaAe svR insasa j Ke.

Aa pdmaH sumitna ÏIshj SvwavnaH dxRn =ay Ke. ßyareÏI kH!azI Ôy Ke Tyare te bolI _@e Ke ke Aana krtaH te huH mrI Ôëto saruH. Aa Ait ÝemnI inxanIna xBdo Ke.

hve ]âa, cetnne khe Ke ke he cetnÒ¦ tara _pr ATyHt ÝemraqnarI Aek sa|vI jevI tarI pTnI tara mHidre=I nIkzI jxe. totare wwUit lgavvano vqt Aavxe. tuH raqmaH rgdoza[x ma!ekH[k ivcar kr. sumit stI Ke. tuH Ôe SvmHidre Aav to inrHtr taradu:qno KeDo AavI jxe. svR icHta=I mu› bnI j{x. sumit khe Keke Ôe cetn smÒ Ôy to Ame bHne ivjn ÝdexmaH said-AnHtAVyaba\ suq wogvxuH.

Aa pdmaH ivrih`I ÏInI dxa Ane tena mnowavnuH AabehUbv Rn kyuÅ Ke. AanH\nÒAe dxaRvel ivcaro ÝaE# Ke. pdno wav ñdyneSpx± Ôy Aevo Ke. vackne gHwIr wavo=I wrI de Ke temj A|yaTmnaivxaz ÝdexmaH ivcr` kravI mnne AanHd=I wrI de Ke.

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itrSk<t =ay Ke. AavI SƒIne ÒvnmaH=I rs éDI Ôy Ke. ɘarek teAaTmFat krva tEyar =ay Ke. ma!e sumit khe Ke ke huH Jer qa[ne mrIÔë je=I b\I vatno AHt AavI Ôy. manvne ßyare shnxi›nIhd Aave Ke Tyare mrvano ivcar Aave Ke.

kivAe AhÄ SƒISvwavnuH dxRn kraVyuH Ke. sumitAe paHcmhav‡tnaH AawUØ`omaH dx yit\mRnaH nHg jD˜aH Ke. ko{ AgTynaÝsHge ikHmtI AlHkaro pherI x<Hgar krvamaH Aave Ke. prHtu xuâ_pyog vgr mhav‡tnuH paln, baæ tp vgere pu~ybH\nuH kar` bneKe. vzI, AaTma ßyare ßyare paEdŸilk wogo trf ¹iÚ kre Ke TyareTyare Jer pIvanI iÊya krI wavmr` kre Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Keke “Ù` Ù` wyHkr wav mr e kaH Aho racI rho,” pit ivyogeratna êF n AavvI, mnomn pitnaH Smr`maH qova{ jvuH keje=I S=z ke smynuH p` wan n rhe, sumit p` AavI iS=itwogvI rhI Ke.

manvmn Aitqedjnk iS=itmaH hoy Tyare êDa - êDa ¬asleva{ Ôy Ke, ne mo!e=I in¬as nIkzI Ôy Ke. sumit p` in¬asnaqI rhI Ke. tene êF p` AavtI n=I kar`ke ma`sne êF Aaveto ddR A\Åu ={ Ôy Ke p` icHtanI iS=itmaH inHãa AavtI n=I.ko{p` ivcarona ÝvahmaH pDeluH mn ßyaH su\I xaHt n =ay TyaHsu\I inãa p` Aave nhÄ.

sumit Ainãa=I pIDatI, in¬as naqtI, mnomn ÝüatapkrI rhI Ke. te ivcare Ke ke Aa!Aa!luH smÔvva KtaH, Aa!la sHdexamoklva KtaH te jrap` smjta n=I. ne Fre Aavta n=I. pKI mareAa FrmaH rhIne xuH krvuH? huH wgva vÏ pherI, Ôeg` bnI Aa FrKoDI calI nIkzuH kar`ke Fr t=a FrnI b\I vStuAo mne qava \ayKe. he sqI¦ tuH AanHdFn Aeva marana=ne smÔvIne khe ke tmaraivyoge sumit Ôeg` bnI jxe pKI tmare p` tenI paKz weq\ar` krvo pDxe ma!e smÔe Ane @eka e Aavo.

Aa pdno Aa|yaiTmk A=R F`o maimRk t=a gHwIr Ke. jem

pitpray` ÏIne pit ivyoge êF AavtI n=I tem ivwavdxamaHrt Òvne yoginãa AavtI n=I kar`ke ivwavdxamaH ƒ ey yognuHAxuw ÝvtRn caltuH hoy Ke. Tyare yoginãamaH ƒ ey yognI AxuwÝv<i¿ A!kavI baædxamaH=I AHtrdxamaH Òv Aave Tyare yoginãal{ xke Ke. sHsarwavmaH rCyopCyo Òv yoginHãa to xuH teno wasp` pamI xkto n=I. Sv trf ¹iÚ krtaH baæmaH êF Aave Ke AneAHtrmaH Ôg<tdxa Ýg!e Ke.

nIco ¬as xok=I, Êo\=I Ane AiS=rta=I Aave Ke.ivwavdxamaH vtRto Òv nIc pir`it$p insasa mUk˜a kre Ke. p`_Cc pir`it$p _CKŸvas leto n=I Ae!le ke ivxuâtr ÒvnnIApeÙaAe svR insasa j Ke.

Aa pdmaH sumitna ÏIshj SvwavnaH dxRn =ay Ke. ßyareÏI kH!azI Ôy Ke Tyare te bolI _@e Ke ke Aana krtaH te huH mrI Ôëto saruH. Aa Ait ÝemnI inxanIna xBdo Ke.

hve ]âa, cetnne khe Ke ke he cetnÒ¦ tara _pr ATyHt ÝemraqnarI Aek sa|vI jevI tarI pTnI tara mHidre=I nIkzI jxe. totare wwUit lgavvano vqt Aavxe. tuH raqmaH rgdoza[x ma!ekH[k ivcar kr. sumit stI Ke. tuH Ôe SvmHidre Aav to inrHtr taradu:qno KeDo AavI jxe. svR icHta=I mu› bnI j{x. sumit khe Keke Ôe cetn smÒ Ôy to Ame bHne ivjn ÝdexmaH said-AnHtAVyaba\ suq wogvxuH.

Aa pdmaH ivrih`I ÏInI dxa Ane tena mnowavnuH AabehUbv Rn kyuÅ Ke. AanH\nÒAe dxaRvel ivcaro ÝaE# Ke. pdno wav ñdyneSpx± Ôy Aevo Ke. vackne gHwIr wavo=I wrI de Ke temj A|yaTmnaivxaz ÝdexmaH ivcr` kravI mnne AanHd=I wrI de Ke.

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Proof - 2

pd-37

“ta joge ic¿ LyaAo re”

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje yog xuH Ke? t=a tena=Ixo law =ay Ke tenuH vaStivkdxRn Aa pdmaH kraVyuH Ke. jem pIzuHAe!luH sonuH nhÄ Ane sfed Ae!luH $puH nhÄ tem sHsarno Tyag krI,lHgo! lgavIne wwUit lgavI deva maƒ=I yogI ={ jvatuH n=I.yogmagR _plk¹iÚ=I ÔetaH sav srl Ane sugm lage Ke prHtuA|yaTm¹iÚAe ÔetaH, Aa magR manIAe KIAe tevo srl t=a sugmn=I.

Aa magRne baæ vexwUØa sa=e sHbH\ n=I prHtu te manisk,vaick t=a kaiyk Ýv<i¿ sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ke. jenI v<i¿maH=I sHsarnIkzI Ôy te sHsar=I ivrÉt bnI yogmagR Apnave Ke. sumit hveivrÉt bnI g{ Ke. te sHsarmu› ={ Ôeg` =va j{ rhI Ke.sumit, ]âane khe Ke ke tuH cetnne smÔvje huH to Ôeg` bnI marana=ne xo\va nIkzI pDuH KuH. kiv AanHdFnÒ mharaj ;veravlrag'maHAa pdmaH khe Ke,

ta joge ic¿ LyaAo re, vhala ta jogesmikt dorI xIl lHgo!I, \ul \ul ga# \ulaë,tÀv gufameH dIpk joë, cetn rtn jgaë re vhala.

ta joge..3..sumitAe ]âane wlam` krI Ane kæuH ke cetn Fre Aave to tuH

smÔvje. nhÄ to hve Ôeg` ={ne huH to nIkzI pDuH Ke. maro Aena=¦ ɘaH ɘaH fre Ke? t=a konI konI sa=e fre Ke? te xo\I tenoha= pkDI tene hve Fr wego krIx. ma!e tenI xo\ krva huH Ôë KuH.

mIraHba{ khe Ke,“xo\va calI, ipyune xo\va calI,ipyune xo\va calI, ÝemnI Ôeg` ipyune xo\va calI”Aa pHiktno t=a kiv]Ina Aa pdno Aaxy sman j`ay Ke.

sumit ]âane khe Ke ke huH Ôë KuH, cetn Aave to kheje mara _pr _dar¹iÚ raqe Ane kheje ke tmara ivyog=I wUlI pDelI waimnI tmara_pr AekaHtiht ¹iÚAe j¡Ae Ke. tena yog keva Ke te j¡Ao¦ te tmarIpaKz Ôeg` bnI g{ Ke.

je Ôeg le Ke te Ôeg`. Ôegyogno A=R Ke ÔeDavuH. jena vDecetnanuH cetn sa=e ÔeDa` =ay, sHyog =ay tene Ôeg A=va yogkhevay Ke. hve AhÄ sumit p` cetnne yogmaH mnne ÔeDva iv&iPtkre Ke. cetn Ôe Aek vqt yogmaH mn lgave to huH tenI pase j KuH.sumit t=a cetnna ÔeDa` pKI ivkasÊmmaH xuâ cetnano p` yog={ jxe. ma!e j Aa pdmaH kæuH Ke ke ;he Vhala¦ tme yogmaH ic¿lgavo. yogmaH ic¿ lgavva ma!e vex p` \ar` krvo pDxe. baæAa vex _tarI kmre lHgo!I lgavvI pDxe tene !kavI raqva kmredorI baH\vI pDxe pKI lHgo!I t=a dorInI gaH@ lgavvI pDxe.

kivAe AhÄ h@aid yogmagRnI vat krI n=I prHtu je yogAaTmane ivxuiâmageR l{ Ôy teva yognI vat krI Ke. Aa mageRjva Ý=m sa\ke magaRnusarI bnvuH pDe Ke. stdev, stguÌ Ane \mRpr ]âane sMykŸTv khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa magR mZya pKI j sHsarpirimt =ay Ke. sa|ynuH samIPy =ay Ke, prHtu te phela Aek vqtic¿ne yogmageR lgavvuH pDe Ke. yogIAo kmre lHgo!I lgavva dorIbaH\e Ke te smiktna sDs@ bolnI dorI Ke. tene kmrna m|ywagmaHbaH\vamaH Aave Ke kar`ke tem krva=I ANyƒ wagtuH mn iS=r ={Ôy Ke. jem FoDane AHkuxmaH raqva ma!e tena xrIrna m|ywagmaHpÎo raqvamaH Aave Ke AhÄ te rIte sMykŸTv$p dorano _pyogsmjvo.

yogna AHg trIke b\aH yogdxRnkaro bâkCK =vano _pdexAape Ke. Aeno A=R Ae ke yogmagRmaH Ývex krva AqHD b‡ïcyRpaln AinvayR Ke. ƒ ey yog=I b‡ïcyR paln krvuH tene paHcÝkarna ym khevamaH Aave Ke. patHjl yogsUƒmaH yogna Aa@ AHgbtaVya Ke. te rIte AacayR hirwãsUirÒAe yog¹iÚ smuCcymaH p`

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Proof - 2

pd-37

“ta joge ic¿ LyaAo re”

A|yaTmyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje yog xuH Ke? t=a tena=Ixo law =ay Ke tenuH vaStivkdxRn Aa pdmaH kraVyuH Ke. jem pIzuHAe!luH sonuH nhÄ Ane sfed Ae!luH $puH nhÄ tem sHsarno Tyag krI,lHgo! lgavIne wwUit lgavI deva maƒ=I yogI ={ jvatuH n=I.yogmagR _plk¹iÚ=I ÔetaH sav srl Ane sugm lage Ke prHtuA|yaTm¹iÚAe ÔetaH, Aa magR manIAe KIAe tevo srl t=a sugmn=I.

Aa magRne baæ vexwUØa sa=e sHbH\ n=I prHtu te manisk,vaick t=a kaiyk Ýv<i¿ sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ke. jenI v<i¿maH=I sHsarnIkzI Ôy te sHsar=I ivrÉt bnI yogmagR Apnave Ke. sumit hveivrÉt bnI g{ Ke. te sHsarmu› ={ Ôeg` =va j{ rhI Ke.sumit, ]âane khe Ke ke tuH cetnne smÔvje huH to Ôeg` bnI marana=ne xo\va nIkzI pDuH KuH. kiv AanHdFnÒ mharaj ;veravlrag'maHAa pdmaH khe Ke,

ta joge ic¿ LyaAo re, vhala ta jogesmikt dorI xIl lHgo!I, \ul \ul ga# \ulaë,tÀv gufameH dIpk joë, cetn rtn jgaë re vhala.

ta joge..3..sumitAe ]âane wlam` krI Ane kæuH ke cetn Fre Aave to tuH

smÔvje. nhÄ to hve Ôeg` ={ne huH to nIkzI pDuH Ke. maro Aena=¦ ɘaH ɘaH fre Ke? t=a konI konI sa=e fre Ke? te xo\I tenoha= pkDI tene hve Fr wego krIx. ma!e tenI xo\ krva huH Ôë KuH.

mIraHba{ khe Ke,“xo\va calI, ipyune xo\va calI,ipyune xo\va calI, ÝemnI Ôeg` ipyune xo\va calI”Aa pHiktno t=a kiv]Ina Aa pdno Aaxy sman j`ay Ke.

sumit ]âane khe Ke ke huH Ôë KuH, cetn Aave to kheje mara _pr _dar¹iÚ raqe Ane kheje ke tmara ivyog=I wUlI pDelI waimnI tmara_pr AekaHtiht ¹iÚAe j¡Ae Ke. tena yog keva Ke te j¡Ao¦ te tmarIpaKz Ôeg` bnI g{ Ke.

je Ôeg le Ke te Ôeg`. Ôegyogno A=R Ke ÔeDavuH. jena vDecetnanuH cetn sa=e ÔeDa` =ay, sHyog =ay tene Ôeg A=va yogkhevay Ke. hve AhÄ sumit p` cetnne yogmaH mnne ÔeDva iv&iPtkre Ke. cetn Ôe Aek vqt yogmaH mn lgave to huH tenI pase j KuH.sumit t=a cetnna ÔeDa` pKI ivkasÊmmaH xuâ cetnano p` yog={ jxe. ma!e j Aa pdmaH kæuH Ke ke ;he Vhala¦ tme yogmaH ic¿lgavo. yogmaH ic¿ lgavva ma!e vex p` \ar` krvo pDxe. baæAa vex _tarI kmre lHgo!I lgavvI pDxe tene !kavI raqva kmredorI baH\vI pDxe pKI lHgo!I t=a dorInI gaH@ lgavvI pDxe.

kivAe AhÄ h@aid yogmagRnI vat krI n=I prHtu je yogAaTmane ivxuiâmageR l{ Ôy teva yognI vat krI Ke. Aa mageRjva Ý=m sa\ke magaRnusarI bnvuH pDe Ke. stdev, stguÌ Ane \mRpr ]âane sMykŸTv khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa magR mZya pKI j sHsarpirimt =ay Ke. sa|ynuH samIPy =ay Ke, prHtu te phela Aek vqtic¿ne yogmageR lgavvuH pDe Ke. yogIAo kmre lHgo!I lgavva dorIbaH\e Ke te smiktna sDs@ bolnI dorI Ke. tene kmrna m|ywagmaHbaH\vamaH Aave Ke kar`ke tem krva=I ANyƒ wagtuH mn iS=r ={Ôy Ke. jem FoDane AHkuxmaH raqva ma!e tena xrIrna m|ywagmaHpÎo raqvamaH Aave Ke AhÄ te rIte sMykŸTv$p dorano _pyogsmjvo.

yogna AHg trIke b\aH yogdxRnkaro bâkCK =vano _pdexAape Ke. Aeno A=R Ae ke yogmagRmaH Ývex krva AqHD b‡ïcyRpaln AinvayR Ke. ƒ ey yog=I b‡ïcyR paln krvuH tene paHcÝkarna ym khevamaH Aave Ke. patHjl yogsUƒmaH yogna Aa@ AHgbtaVya Ke. te rIte AacayR hirwãsUirÒAe yog¹iÚ smuCcymaH p`

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yognI Aa@ ¹iÚ btavI Ke. ]I hemcHãacayRÒAe ;yogxaÏ'maH p`Aa@ AHg btaVya Ke. temaH Ý=m AHg Ke ;ym' kar` ke ymyogmagRno payo Ke. paya ivna {mart bnI xke nhÄ. mUz ivnav<Ù ={ xke nhÄ te rIte ym Aek ÝkarnuH bIj Ke ma!e j Aa mageRjnar sa\ke b‡ïcyRnuH paln AinvayR krvuH j pDe Ke, ma!e j kivAe“xIl lHgo!I” nI vat krI Ke. xIlno A=R xuâacar p` ={ xke Ke.

jEnxaÏkare sa\uAona xIlaHgna A#ar hÔr wed btaVyaKe. xIlne yogna AHg trIke v RvI nEi¤k b‡ïcarI ma!e SƒIivØykvato, Smr`, k=n, rhSyaTmk vato, ragpUvRk Avlokn, sHkLp,A|yvsay Ane sHwognI in*pi¿ Aa Aa@ AHgvazuH mE=un vjRKe. wav Ae Ke ke yogmaH Ývex krnar VyiktAe b‡ïcyR pazvuHÔe[Ae. b‡ïcyR Ae!le b‡ï Sv$p AaTma Ane cyR Ae!le rm` krvuH.AaTmwavomaH rmvuH A=va AaTmamaH rmvuH te b‡ïcyR Ke. sTy ]âaÝg!taH tÀvna ëDa`maH j{ xkay Ke. yogaHgnI sa\na=Ib‡ïrH|a‡maH=I isâavS=anuH dxRn =ay Ke, temj ipHDS=|yan krtaHKev!e $patIt |yannI hd su\I cetnÒ phÇcI Ôy Ke Tyare teicdŸgufamaH dIpk j¡Ae Ke ;jene jEndxRn sMyG&anno dIpk khe Ke.

yog muQytya ƒ` Ýkarna hoy Ke. rajyog, wi›yog,kmRyog Aa ko{p` Ýkarno yog kem n hoy? wUimka b\anIsrqI j hoy Ke. pKI temaH=I j¡da j¡da magR nIkzI xke Ke. mkanmaHpaya to b\anaH srqa hoy p` idvalo c~ya pKI drek mkannoAakar j¡do j¡do ho{ xke Ke tem yogIAo tÀv$p gufamaH Ývex krIcetntÀvne Ôg<t kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH AanHdFnÒAe yogIna ãVyvexnI nhÄ p` wavvexnIvat krI Ke. sa\k sa\na mageR ßyare sMykŸTv Ýaº kre Ke Tyar=Itene sa|ynuH dxRn =ay Ke. icdŸgufanI xuiâ pKI vStut: xuâcetnat=a xuâ cetnnI iS=it smÔy Ke AHte bHnenI Awed iS=itnaH dxRn=ay Ke. pKI to AaTma, rTnnI jem Ýkaxto deqay Ke.Ýma`nytÀvlokmaH kæuH Ke ke “&an Sv-pr Ýkaxk Ke”. rTn jem

SvyH Ýkaixt Ke tem AaTma p` SvyH Ýkaixt Ke. AaTma pr kmRmilnta lagelI Ke. AaTmana AsHQyat ÝdexomaH=I Aa@ $ck ÝdexneKoDI drek Ýdex pr kmRrj lagelI Ke. AaTma$p rTnne Ýkaxtokrvano yog huH tÀvgufamaH besIne \ar` kruH KuH Aa wUimkaAe phÇcvama!e Ane Al"y Sv$pne Ýg! krva ke!lak sHÝdayna yogIAomaH\U I szgavvanI prHpra Ke je=I teAo |yanmaH Aekag‡ ={ xke.vaStvmaH cetn to xuâ, buâ, inrHjn Sv$pI Ke. vtRman iS=it Aetene kmRnuH Aavr` AavI gyuH Ke te dUr krva A|yaTm magRna sacayogIAo ivxuâ FU I jgave Ke. kiv Aa \U InI vat bIÒ kDImaH kreKe te Aap e Ôe{Ae.

AÚ kmR kHDelI \UnI, |yana Agn jgaë_pxm Knne wsm K aë, mlI mlI AHg lgaë re...vhala..... 2 ..

ÔegIAo potana AaHg`amaH \U I jgave Ke. tenI wSm kpDecazI pKI xrIr pr lgave Ke.

kivAe AhÄ wavyogInI vat krI Ke. wavyogI potana cetnAaHg`maH AÚkmRnI \U I jgave Ke. &anavr`aid AÚkmR AaTmanaÝdexe Ýdexe dU\pa`InI jem Aekmk ={ gya Ke. jene jEnxaÏ s¿akhe Ke. je kamR vgR ana pudŸglo ragäeØaid pir`am=I qeHca{neAaTmamaH Aave Ane Aiwþp e rhe tene kmRbH\ khevamaH Aave Ke.

je kmR AaTma sa=e rhe p` fz Aapva yoGy hj¡ =yuH n hoytene s¿a khevamaH Aave Ke. je kmR _dymaH AavI fz AapI qrI Ôyte _dy Ane je kmR laHbe smye _dymaH AavvanuH Ke teno _dyavilkamaHÝvex =ya pKI tpüyaR vDe _dymaH lavI vheluH wogvI levuH tene_dIr`a khevay Ke.

Aa Aa@ey kmRna bH\ne Ýk<itbH\, iS=itbH\, ÝdexbH\ AneAnuwagbH\ Aeva Ýkaro Ke. p` Aa Aa@ey kmÈno kcro AiGnivna bzto n=I ma!e sa\ko AÚkmR$p Ka`amaH |yannI AiGnlgavI \U I jgave Ke.

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yognI Aa@ ¹iÚ btavI Ke. ]I hemcHãacayRÒAe ;yogxaÏ'maH p`Aa@ AHg btaVya Ke. temaH Ý=m AHg Ke ;ym' kar` ke ymyogmagRno payo Ke. paya ivna {mart bnI xke nhÄ. mUz ivnav<Ù ={ xke nhÄ te rIte ym Aek ÝkarnuH bIj Ke ma!e j Aa mageRjnar sa\ke b‡ïcyRnuH paln AinvayR krvuH j pDe Ke, ma!e j kivAe“xIl lHgo!I” nI vat krI Ke. xIlno A=R xuâacar p` ={ xke Ke.

jEnxaÏkare sa\uAona xIlaHgna A#ar hÔr wed btaVyaKe. xIlne yogna AHg trIke v RvI nEi¤k b‡ïcarI ma!e SƒIivØykvato, Smr`, k=n, rhSyaTmk vato, ragpUvRk Avlokn, sHkLp,A|yvsay Ane sHwognI in*pi¿ Aa Aa@ AHgvazuH mE=un vjRKe. wav Ae Ke ke yogmaH Ývex krnar VyiktAe b‡ïcyR pazvuHÔe[Ae. b‡ïcyR Ae!le b‡ï Sv$p AaTma Ane cyR Ae!le rm` krvuH.AaTmwavomaH rmvuH A=va AaTmamaH rmvuH te b‡ïcyR Ke. sTy ]âaÝg!taH tÀvna ëDa`maH j{ xkay Ke. yogaHgnI sa\na=Ib‡ïrH|a‡maH=I isâavS=anuH dxRn =ay Ke, temj ipHDS=|yan krtaHKev!e $patIt |yannI hd su\I cetnÒ phÇcI Ôy Ke Tyare teicdŸgufamaH dIpk j¡Ae Ke ;jene jEndxRn sMyG&anno dIpk khe Ke.

yog muQytya ƒ` Ýkarna hoy Ke. rajyog, wi›yog,kmRyog Aa ko{p` Ýkarno yog kem n hoy? wUimka b\anIsrqI j hoy Ke. pKI temaH=I j¡da j¡da magR nIkzI xke Ke. mkanmaHpaya to b\anaH srqa hoy p` idvalo c~ya pKI drek mkannoAakar j¡do j¡do ho{ xke Ke tem yogIAo tÀv$p gufamaH Ývex krIcetntÀvne Ôg<t kre Ke.

Aa pdmaH AanHdFnÒAe yogIna ãVyvexnI nhÄ p` wavvexnIvat krI Ke. sa\k sa\na mageR ßyare sMykŸTv Ýaº kre Ke Tyar=Itene sa|ynuH dxRn =ay Ke. icdŸgufanI xuiâ pKI vStut: xuâcetnat=a xuâ cetnnI iS=it smÔy Ke AHte bHnenI Awed iS=itnaH dxRn=ay Ke. pKI to AaTma, rTnnI jem Ýkaxto deqay Ke.Ýma`nytÀvlokmaH kæuH Ke ke “&an Sv-pr Ýkaxk Ke”. rTn jem

SvyH Ýkaixt Ke tem AaTma p` SvyH Ýkaixt Ke. AaTma pr kmRmilnta lagelI Ke. AaTmana AsHQyat ÝdexomaH=I Aa@ $ck ÝdexneKoDI drek Ýdex pr kmRrj lagelI Ke. AaTma$p rTnne Ýkaxtokrvano yog huH tÀvgufamaH besIne \ar` kruH KuH Aa wUimkaAe phÇcvama!e Ane Al"y Sv$pne Ýg! krva ke!lak sHÝdayna yogIAomaH\U I szgavvanI prHpra Ke je=I teAo |yanmaH Aekag‡ ={ xke.vaStvmaH cetn to xuâ, buâ, inrHjn Sv$pI Ke. vtRman iS=it Aetene kmRnuH Aavr` AavI gyuH Ke te dUr krva A|yaTm magRna sacayogIAo ivxuâ FU I jgave Ke. kiv Aa \U InI vat bIÒ kDImaH kreKe te Aap e Ôe{Ae.

AÚ kmR kHDelI \UnI, |yana Agn jgaë_pxm Knne wsm K aë, mlI mlI AHg lgaë re...vhala..... 2 ..

ÔegIAo potana AaHg`amaH \U I jgave Ke. tenI wSm kpDecazI pKI xrIr pr lgave Ke.

kivAe AhÄ wavyogInI vat krI Ke. wavyogI potana cetnAaHg`maH AÚkmRnI \U I jgave Ke. &anavr`aid AÚkmR AaTmanaÝdexe Ýdexe dU\pa`InI jem Aekmk ={ gya Ke. jene jEnxaÏ s¿akhe Ke. je kamR vgR ana pudŸglo ragäeØaid pir`am=I qeHca{neAaTmamaH Aave Ane Aiwþp e rhe tene kmRbH\ khevamaH Aave Ke.

je kmR AaTma sa=e rhe p` fz Aapva yoGy hj¡ =yuH n hoytene s¿a khevamaH Aave Ke. je kmR _dymaH AavI fz AapI qrI Ôyte _dy Ane je kmR laHbe smye _dymaH AavvanuH Ke teno _dyavilkamaHÝvex =ya pKI tpüyaR vDe _dymaH lavI vheluH wogvI levuH tene_dIr`a khevay Ke.

Aa Aa@ey kmRna bH\ne Ýk<itbH\, iS=itbH\, ÝdexbH\ AneAnuwagbH\ Aeva Ýkaro Ke. p` Aa Aa@ey kmÈno kcro AiGnivna bzto n=I ma!e sa\ko AÚkmR$p Ka`amaH |yannI AiGnlgavI \U I jgave Ke.

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kmRbH\ kre Ke Ane xuw|yane kmR=I mu› bne Ke. Aava \mR|yan AnexuÉl|yan$p AiGnmaH kmR$pI Ka`ane bazI pKI tenI raq _pxmgz`a=I cazIne te wSm xrIr _pr FsI FsIne lgavvamaH AaveKe. raqmaH kcro ke nana kaHkra, kaHkrI vgere rhI Ôy Ke. ma!e kivAecazvanI vat krI Ke. _pxm caz`I Ae!le inv<i¿ wav$p caz`I.

Aa kDImaH kivAe _pxmne caz`InuH $pk AaPyuH Ke. inv<¿wavnI caz`I vDe kmR Ka`nI raqne cazI xrIr pr mszImszIne lgavvI teno A=R Ae Ke ke je kmRno hj¡ ivpakody =yon=I p` Ýdexo vDe _dIr`a krI kmR wogvI levaH je=I cetnkmRmlriht bnI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke jNmmr` riht ={ Ôy Ke. AaÝkarnI sa\na=I wvnI wav@ waHgI Ôy Ke. cetn t=a cetnanoAwed sHbH\ S=aipt =ay Ke. vaStvmaH cetn-cetnano AwedsHbH\ to Ke j p` kmÈnI idval AavI jtaH cetn-cetnanIiwþta Vyvhar¹iÚAe lage Ke. pudŸgl$p kmR cetnne sHsarpirw‡m` krave Ke. Aa kmR naxnI cavI sdŸguÌ pase Ke. guÌ ivna&an nhÄ ma!e sdŸguÌna Ao=e kmR=I mu› =vay Ke. hve guÌnomihma kiv kevo v`Rve Ke te Ôe{Ae.Aaid guÌka cela hokr, mohke kan fraH_H\rm xukl doy muãa sohe, kÌ anad bjaë re vhala¦ ta joge... .. 3 ..

Aa kDImaH guÌne ivxeØ mhÀv AapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. vzIyogaWyas ma!e guÌ xr` Ait AavXyk Ke. kbIr khe Ke,

guÌ goivHd dono qDe, iksko laguH pay¸bilharI guÌ AapkI, ijsne goivHd idyo btay.

kbIre goivHd krtaH guÌnI mh¿a btavI Ke, kar`ke goivHdneAozqavnar guÌ Ke ma!e guÌno Ý=m _pkar Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒkhe Ke,

“ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ sm nhÄ, proÙ ijn _pkarAevo lÙ =ya ivna, ége n AaTmivcar”

ijne¬rno magR _¿m hova KtaH magR btavnar guÌ Ý=m

S=ane Ke te=I teno ÝTyÙ _pkar Ke, pKI ijne¬rno magR Ke. nvkarmhamHƒmaH Ý=m “nmo AirhHta H” pKI “nmo isâa H” Ke. Ý=mAirhHt Ýwune nmSkar Ane pKI isâ wgvanne kar`ke AirhHtÝwune guÌS=ane g`vamaH AaVya Ke. Aa rIte sHto-mhiØRAoAe guÌnIivxeØta btavI Ke. te=I kiv khe Ke ke Aaid guÌka cela he cetn¦tuH Aaidna= Ýwuno ix*y ={ne hve mohnae to kan vÄ\I naq.kivAe AhÄ guÌ S=ane ko{ samaNy manvne S=aPya n=I. tI=ÅkromaHAaid tI=Åkr Aeva mhan guÌno celo =va=I to svRÝ=m.

“manaidk xƒu mha, injKHd e n mray,Ôta sdŸguÌ xr`maH, ALp Ýyase Ôy”

sdŸguÌna xr`ivna manaidk xƒuAone h`I xkata n=I. guÌnaAa\ar ivna, potanI {CKa=I to Aa kØayo v\ta Ôy Ke. p`guÌna xr` maƒ=I Aa kØayo ALp ÝyTn maƒ=I caLya Ôy Ke.je sa\kna kØayo mHd pDI gya hoy te sa\knI muqmuãa pr AlaEikkAawa JzkI é@e te Svawaivk Ke. te=I j kiv khe Ke “\rm xukldoy muãa sohe”

\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yannI muãa=I huH xowto k$`anad bÔvIx.yogIAo kan vÄ\e Ke Ane temaH muãa phere Ke Ae yogIAonI inxanIhoy Ke. tem cetnne kmRwar=I hzvo krva sumit khe Ke ke huH \mRAne xuÉl|yannI muãa \ar` krIx. sa|yna samIPy ma!e muãaAophervamaH Aave Ke. \mR|yanna car paya Ke. temaH ipHDS= vgere carÝkarna |yan, muãanuH Sv$p qDuH kre Ke. tevI rIte \mR|yanna carpayamaH=I ƒ` paya, muãano _pyog btave Ke. xuÉl |yanmaH muãaALp hoy Ke kar` ke Ae |yanmaH AHtraTm Ýdexna êDa ÝvahmaHAvgahn krvanuH Ke. KtaH tene p` muãamaH srqavvamaH vaH\o n=I.prHtu |yan ivØyno AWyas guÌna saiNn|ymaH krva=I l"y Ýaº=[ xke Ke.

ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ yog=I, SvKHd te raekay,ANy _pay kyaÅ =kI, Ýaye: bm`o =ay,

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kmRbH\ kre Ke Ane xuw|yane kmR=I mu› bne Ke. Aava \mR|yan AnexuÉl|yan$p AiGnmaH kmR$pI Ka`ane bazI pKI tenI raq _pxmgz`a=I cazIne te wSm xrIr _pr FsI FsIne lgavvamaH AaveKe. raqmaH kcro ke nana kaHkra, kaHkrI vgere rhI Ôy Ke. ma!e kivAecazvanI vat krI Ke. _pxm caz`I Ae!le inv<i¿ wav$p caz`I.

Aa kDImaH kivAe _pxmne caz`InuH $pk AaPyuH Ke. inv<¿wavnI caz`I vDe kmR Ka`nI raqne cazI xrIr pr mszImszIne lgavvI teno A=R Ae Ke ke je kmRno hj¡ ivpakody =yon=I p` Ýdexo vDe _dIr`a krI kmR wogvI levaH je=I cetnkmRmlriht bnI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke jNmmr` riht ={ Ôy Ke. AaÝkarnI sa\na=I wvnI wav@ waHgI Ôy Ke. cetn t=a cetnanoAwed sHbH\ S=aipt =ay Ke. vaStvmaH cetn-cetnano AwedsHbH\ to Ke j p` kmÈnI idval AavI jtaH cetn-cetnanIiwþta Vyvhar¹iÚAe lage Ke. pudŸgl$p kmR cetnne sHsarpirw‡m` krave Ke. Aa kmR naxnI cavI sdŸguÌ pase Ke. guÌ ivna&an nhÄ ma!e sdŸguÌna Ao=e kmR=I mu› =vay Ke. hve guÌnomihma kiv kevo v`Rve Ke te Ôe{Ae.Aaid guÌka cela hokr, mohke kan fraH_H\rm xukl doy muãa sohe, kÌ anad bjaë re vhala¦ ta joge... .. 3 ..

Aa kDImaH guÌne ivxeØ mhÀv AapvamaH AaVyuH Ke. vzIyogaWyas ma!e guÌ xr` Ait AavXyk Ke. kbIr khe Ke,

guÌ goivHd dono qDe, iksko laguH pay¸bilharI guÌ AapkI, ijsne goivHd idyo btay.

kbIre goivHd krtaH guÌnI mh¿a btavI Ke, kar`ke goivHdneAozqavnar guÌ Ke ma!e guÌno Ý=m _pkar Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒkhe Ke,

“ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ sm nhÄ, proÙ ijn _pkarAevo lÙ =ya ivna, ége n AaTmivcar”

ijne¬rno magR _¿m hova KtaH magR btavnar guÌ Ý=m

S=ane Ke te=I teno ÝTyÙ _pkar Ke, pKI ijne¬rno magR Ke. nvkarmhamHƒmaH Ý=m “nmo AirhHta H” pKI “nmo isâa H” Ke. Ý=mAirhHt Ýwune nmSkar Ane pKI isâ wgvanne kar`ke AirhHtÝwune guÌS=ane g`vamaH AaVya Ke. Aa rIte sHto-mhiØRAoAe guÌnIivxeØta btavI Ke. te=I kiv khe Ke ke Aaid guÌka cela he cetn¦tuH Aaidna= Ýwuno ix*y ={ne hve mohnae to kan vÄ\I naq.kivAe AhÄ guÌ S=ane ko{ samaNy manvne S=aPya n=I. tI=ÅkromaHAaid tI=Åkr Aeva mhan guÌno celo =va=I to svRÝ=m.

“manaidk xƒu mha, injKHd e n mray,Ôta sdŸguÌ xr`maH, ALp Ýyase Ôy”

sdŸguÌna xr`ivna manaidk xƒuAone h`I xkata n=I. guÌnaAa\ar ivna, potanI {CKa=I to Aa kØayo v\ta Ôy Ke. p`guÌna xr` maƒ=I Aa kØayo ALp ÝyTn maƒ=I caLya Ôy Ke.je sa\kna kØayo mHd pDI gya hoy te sa\knI muqmuãa pr AlaEikkAawa JzkI é@e te Svawaivk Ke. te=I j kiv khe Ke “\rm xukldoy muãa sohe”

\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yannI muãa=I huH xowto k$`anad bÔvIx.yogIAo kan vÄ\e Ke Ane temaH muãa phere Ke Ae yogIAonI inxanIhoy Ke. tem cetnne kmRwar=I hzvo krva sumit khe Ke ke huH \mRAne xuÉl|yannI muãa \ar` krIx. sa|yna samIPy ma!e muãaAophervamaH Aave Ke. \mR|yanna car paya Ke. temaH ipHDS= vgere carÝkarna |yan, muãanuH Sv$p qDuH kre Ke. tevI rIte \mR|yanna carpayamaH=I ƒ` paya, muãano _pyog btave Ke. xuÉl |yanmaH muãaALp hoy Ke kar` ke Ae |yanmaH AHtraTm Ýdexna êDa ÝvahmaHAvgahn krvanuH Ke. KtaH tene p` muãamaH srqavvamaH vaH\o n=I.prHtu |yan ivØyno AWyas guÌna saiNn|ymaH krva=I l"y Ýaº=[ xke Ke.

ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ yog=I, SvKHd te raekay,ANy _pay kyaÅ =kI, Ýaye: bm`o =ay,

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je sa\k potana buiâbz=I sa\na mageR Aagz v\e Ke AnesdŸguÌna yogne {CKta n=I temj guÌkuzvasno SvIkar krtan=I teno SvKHd rokato n=I p` poØay Ke ma!e AaTma=±AoguÌkuzvas kre Ke.

kiv Aagz v\Ine khe Ke ke yogIAo xHqnad A=va bIÔvaijHƒo vgaDe Ke tem huH p` k$`anad krI ;ma h`o, ma h`o' noAvaj fUHkIx.

{¬r k$`aisH\u Ke. temaH=I Aekad k$`anuH ibNdu l{ huH p` FreFre drekmaH tn-mnmaH Ane jn-jnmaH AihHsano sHdex felavIx. jebIÔne h e Ke te svR Ý=m pote j potane h e Ke. ãVyihHsamaHwavihHsa sma{ Ke ma!e j k$`anad bÔvvanI vat krvamaH AavIKe.

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke he Vhala¦ Aava mhapu$Øno celo bnImohraÔna kan vÄ\I _¿m|yannI ]e IAe cDI jgtmaH Òvone ;mah`o ma h`o' no _pdex Aapo Ane mara mHidre p\arI marIivrhVy=ane dUr kro. mara pr k<pa¹iÚ krI, rsrHgmaH relI kro. hena=¦ p\aro... p\aro... p\aro...

kiv Aagz xuH khe Ke te Ôe{Ae.[h iv\ yog isHhasn bE@a, mugit purI k¡H |yaë¸AanHdFn deveNãse yogI, bhur n kilmeH Aa_H re vhala.

ta jage... .. 4 ..

hve xuâ cetna khe Ke ke cetnnuH mn to hve yogmaH Aaskt={ gyuH Ke. te yog isHhasne besI AjramrpdnuH |yan kre Ke.

sa\k, svRÝ=m salHbn |yan kre Ke. jemaH |yanno Êimkivkas =ay Ke. pKI \Ire \Ire manisk |yan =ay Ke. Tyarbadxuw|yanmaH lIn bnI |yata-|yey tdakar bnI Ôy Ke. Tyarbadxuw|yanmaH lIn bnI |yata-|yey tdakar bnI Ôy Ke. cetn jesmta Sv$p hto te hve xaHit Sv$p deqay Ke. ma!e j xaHitna=Ýwuna StvnmaH kivAe kæuH Ke,

“mugit sHsar be_ smÔ e”sa\k¦ sHsar Ane moÙ bHnene sman g e Ke. Aam Ýgit

krtaH krtaH je $pS= |yanI $patIt |yanmaH Ývex kre Ke. phelaH teÝwune Ane potane j¡do g`to hto p` hve pote j {¬r Sv$p KetevuH Anuwve Ke. phela te {¬rne pUjto hto, wmto hto p` hvemo#amaH=I xBdo srI pDe Ke ke Aho-Aho huH mujne khuH “nmo muj nmomuj re”

Aa xBdo potanuH mhTv v\arva ma!e ke pUÔ wi› ma!ebolvamaH AaVya n=I p` sa\knI Aa crm AvS=a Ke. Aa iS=itAesa\k SvyHne {¬r Sv$p j¡Ae Ke. te=I khe Ke ke huH mne j nmSkark$H KuH. {¬r bIÔe ko{ n=I p` huH pote j {¬r Sv$p KuH. APpa soprmPpa” AaTma j prmaTma Ke. |yeynuH |yan krto hto p` maroAne teno to Awed sHbH\ Ke. huH Ane |yey srqa j KIAe. xi› -VyiktmaH fer pDe p` yoGy Ýyas=I xi›gt je gu o Ke te Vy›={ Ôy Ke.

AavI iS=itAe phÇCya pKI xuâ cetna t=a cetnno Aevoshyog ={ Ôy Ke ke Aa vaɘ cetna bole Ke ke cetn Ae ÝÆ jrheto n=I. yogIAo yogsa\na krtaH krtaH kdac A\UrI sa\nasa=e Aayu*y pU R kre to te ]ImdŸ wgvtgIta khe Ke ke “xucInaH]ImtaH gehe yogw‡Úo½iwjayte” “yogw‡Ú Òv yogIna Fre A=va]Imanna Fre jNm \ar` kre Ke. jEnxaÏ khe Ke ke “i@{` seõalvs¿ma`a” “sa\k sa\na krtaH Aayu*y pU R kre to svaR=RivmanmaH devp e _TpNn =ay Ke. Ôe fkt satlvnuH Aayu*y hot toAvXy moÙpd pamt prHtu Ae!luH Aayu*y ALp hovane kar e teƒIssagropmnI iS=itvazadev bnvuH pDe Ke p` te devwv pKI Aekmnu*yno wv krI AvXy moÙ mezve Ke. p` sHsarmaH A=Daton=I. te=I cetna khe Ke ke maro cetnram Ôe yog isHhasn pr Aa$#=ay to inrHjnpdnuH |yan krtaH teva pdne pame Ke nhÄ to deveNã toAvXy =ay Ke. te Aasnisâ bnI Anu¿rivmanmaH Ôy Ke pKI

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je sa\k potana buiâbz=I sa\na mageR Aagz v\e Ke AnesdŸguÌna yogne {CKta n=I temj guÌkuzvasno SvIkar krtan=I teno SvKHd rokato n=I p` poØay Ke ma!e AaTma=±AoguÌkuzvas kre Ke.

kiv Aagz v\Ine khe Ke ke yogIAo xHqnad A=va bIÔvaijHƒo vgaDe Ke tem huH p` k$`anad krI ;ma h`o, ma h`o' noAvaj fUHkIx.

{¬r k$`aisH\u Ke. temaH=I Aekad k$`anuH ibNdu l{ huH p` FreFre drekmaH tn-mnmaH Ane jn-jnmaH AihHsano sHdex felavIx. jebIÔne h e Ke te svR Ý=m pote j potane h e Ke. ãVyihHsamaHwavihHsa sma{ Ke ma!e j k$`anad bÔvvanI vat krvamaH AavIKe.

sumit, cetnne khe Ke ke he Vhala¦ Aava mhapu$Øno celo bnImohraÔna kan vÄ\I _¿m|yannI ]e IAe cDI jgtmaH Òvone ;mah`o ma h`o' no _pdex Aapo Ane mara mHidre p\arI marIivrhVy=ane dUr kro. mara pr k<pa¹iÚ krI, rsrHgmaH relI kro. hena=¦ p\aro... p\aro... p\aro...

kiv Aagz xuH khe Ke te Ôe{Ae.[h iv\ yog isHhasn bE@a, mugit purI k¡H |yaë¸AanHdFn deveNãse yogI, bhur n kilmeH Aa_H re vhala.

ta jage... .. 4 ..

hve xuâ cetna khe Ke ke cetnnuH mn to hve yogmaH Aaskt={ gyuH Ke. te yog isHhasne besI AjramrpdnuH |yan kre Ke.

sa\k, svRÝ=m salHbn |yan kre Ke. jemaH |yanno Êimkivkas =ay Ke. pKI \Ire \Ire manisk |yan =ay Ke. Tyarbadxuw|yanmaH lIn bnI |yata-|yey tdakar bnI Ôy Ke. Tyarbadxuw|yanmaH lIn bnI |yata-|yey tdakar bnI Ôy Ke. cetn jesmta Sv$p hto te hve xaHit Sv$p deqay Ke. ma!e j xaHitna=Ýwuna StvnmaH kivAe kæuH Ke,

“mugit sHsar be_ smÔ e”sa\k¦ sHsar Ane moÙ bHnene sman g e Ke. Aam Ýgit

krtaH krtaH je $pS= |yanI $patIt |yanmaH Ývex kre Ke. phelaH teÝwune Ane potane j¡do g`to hto p` hve pote j {¬r Sv$p KetevuH Anuwve Ke. phela te {¬rne pUjto hto, wmto hto p` hvemo#amaH=I xBdo srI pDe Ke ke Aho-Aho huH mujne khuH “nmo muj nmomuj re”

Aa xBdo potanuH mhTv v\arva ma!e ke pUÔ wi› ma!ebolvamaH AaVya n=I p` sa\knI Aa crm AvS=a Ke. Aa iS=itAesa\k SvyHne {¬r Sv$p j¡Ae Ke. te=I khe Ke ke huH mne j nmSkark$H KuH. {¬r bIÔe ko{ n=I p` huH pote j {¬r Sv$p KuH. APpa soprmPpa” AaTma j prmaTma Ke. |yeynuH |yan krto hto p` maroAne teno to Awed sHbH\ Ke. huH Ane |yey srqa j KIAe. xi› -VyiktmaH fer pDe p` yoGy Ýyas=I xi›gt je gu o Ke te Vy›={ Ôy Ke.

AavI iS=itAe phÇCya pKI xuâ cetna t=a cetnno Aevoshyog ={ Ôy Ke ke Aa vaɘ cetna bole Ke ke cetn Ae ÝÆ jrheto n=I. yogIAo yogsa\na krtaH krtaH kdac A\UrI sa\nasa=e Aayu*y pU R kre to te ]ImdŸ wgvtgIta khe Ke ke “xucInaH]ImtaH gehe yogw‡Úo½iwjayte” “yogw‡Ú Òv yogIna Fre A=va]Imanna Fre jNm \ar` kre Ke. jEnxaÏ khe Ke ke “i@{` seõalvs¿ma`a” “sa\k sa\na krtaH Aayu*y pU R kre to svaR=RivmanmaH devp e _TpNn =ay Ke. Ôe fkt satlvnuH Aayu*y hot toAvXy moÙpd pamt prHtu Ae!luH Aayu*y ALp hovane kar e teƒIssagropmnI iS=itvazadev bnvuH pDe Ke p` te devwv pKI Aekmnu*yno wv krI AvXy moÙ mezve Ke. p` sHsarmaH A=Daton=I. te=I cetna khe Ke ke maro cetnram Ôe yog isHhasn pr Aa$#=ay to inrHjnpdnuH |yan krtaH teva pdne pame Ke nhÄ to deveNã toAvXy =ay Ke. te Aasnisâ bnI Anu¿rivmanmaH Ôy Ke pKI

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manvwv pamI A\UrIsa\na pU R krI pU Rpd pame Ke. te=I smiktdorI Ane xIl lHgo!I vDe te yogmagRmaH Ýgit kre Ke. pKI te pap$pkadvmaH fsato n=I.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Svanuwv äara khe Ke ke _¿m yogbzmZyuH hova KtaH guÌ ivna tenI Ýaiº =tI n=I. guÌnI k<pa=I kevIdxa Ýaº =ay Ke te ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

“sdŸguÌna _pdex=I AaVyuH ApUvR wan¸inj pd injmaHhI læuH, dUr =yuH A&an,sdŸguÌna _pdex=I ApUvR wan =ay Ke. jemaH ijnpd potamaH

j ¹Xyman =ay Ke. AnaidnuH A&an dUr =taH |yata - |yan - |yeynIAekta s\ay Ke. AaTmSv$p Ýg! =ay Ke. kivAe wavvexnI vatkrI Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p` khe Ke,“Anuwv Am<t iwÙa maguH, huH to \U I sHymnI jga_Å re... jogIAHtr Aatm prmatmnI, Oeky wavna waHg FuH!avuH re... jogImn PyalamaH wrIne pItaH, dequH _l!I AaHqe suq pavuH re... jogIbuiâsagr yog mhody, pamI inüy inwRv =a_Å re... jogI

kivAe Aa pdmaH yogIAonaH _pkr`one, Aa|yaiTmk A=RmaHF!aVyaH Ke. Aa AemnI _þt kLpnaxi› Ane ¹iÚno pircy krave

Ke.

pd-38

“mnsa n! nagrsUH jorI ho”

A|yaTmnI _þt !ocne sr krI, &angirma v\arI, kmR jHÒrnetoDva ki!bâ =yela Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje cetn Anecetnana sHbH\nuH vaStivk dxRn kraVyuH Ke. cetn Ane cetnanosHbH\, dIpk Ane Ýkax jevo Ke.

Aaj su\I sumit, cetnne smÔvtI htI p` hve cetnmaHvaStivk Svwavwan AavtaH sumit t=a ]âa Aek ={ xuâ cetnamaHmzI Ôy Ke. jem ÝyagmaH gHga, ymuna Ane godavrIno iƒve IsHgmrcay Ke tem barma gu S=ankna AHte sumit, ]âa Ane xuâcetnanoiƒve IsHgm =ay Ke. barma gu S=ankno KeLlo smy Ait pivƒg`ay Ke kar`ke cetn TyaH Snan krI FatIkmÈnI milnta=I, mu›bnI prmpivƒ bnI xuâ AaTm mHidrmaH Ývex kre Ke. ßyaH du:q kexoknI kazIFerIvadzI Spx± xktI n=I p` cetn t=a cetnanIAek$pta =taH AanHd vteR Ke.

“ma$ rag”maH lqayel Aa AaDƒIsma pdmaH kiv ke Ke,mnsa n! nagr sUH jorI ho, mnsa n! nagrsUH jorI ho,n! nagrsUH jorI sqI hm, AaEr sbnsEH torI ho... mnsa.. 1 ..

hve xuâcetna potanI vaca qole Ke ne khe Ke ke he sqI¦ xuâcetn Aeva AaTmdev sa=e hve meH to mn ÔeDI dI\uH Ke. hve mne tenImaya lagI Ke. AeknI sa=e ÝIt baH|ya pKI bIje ɘaHy baH\vanIrhetI n=I. pKI to jgt Jer sman kDvuH - kDvuH lage Ke. mIraH kheKe,

muqDanI maya lagI re... mohn PyaramuqDu H me H Ôeyu H ta$H, svR jg =yu H qaru H,

mn maruH ræuH Nya$HH re... mohn Pyara

mIraHne mohnnI ÝIt lagI Ke. mohnno Ýem laGya pKI tenuH

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manvwv pamI A\UrIsa\na pU R krI pU Rpd pame Ke. te=I smiktdorI Ane xIl lHgo!I vDe te yogmagRmaH Ýgit kre Ke. pKI te pap$pkadvmaH fsato n=I.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ Svanuwv äara khe Ke ke _¿m yogbzmZyuH hova KtaH guÌ ivna tenI Ýaiº =tI n=I. guÌnI k<pa=I kevIdxa Ýaº =ay Ke te ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,

“sdŸguÌna _pdex=I AaVyuH ApUvR wan¸inj pd injmaHhI læuH, dUr =yuH A&an,sdŸguÌna _pdex=I ApUvR wan =ay Ke. jemaH ijnpd potamaH

j ¹Xyman =ay Ke. AnaidnuH A&an dUr =taH |yata - |yan - |yeynIAekta s\ay Ke. AaTmSv$p Ýg! =ay Ke. kivAe wavvexnI vatkrI Ke.

]I buiâsagrÒ mharaj p` khe Ke,“Anuwv Am<t iwÙa maguH, huH to \U I sHymnI jga_Å re... jogIAHtr Aatm prmatmnI, Oeky wavna waHg FuH!avuH re... jogImn PyalamaH wrIne pItaH, dequH _l!I AaHqe suq pavuH re... jogIbuiâsagr yog mhody, pamI inüy inwRv =a_Å re... jogI

kivAe Aa pdmaH yogIAonaH _pkr`one, Aa|yaiTmk A=RmaHF!aVyaH Ke. Aa AemnI _þt kLpnaxi› Ane ¹iÚno pircy krave

Ke.

pd-38

“mnsa n! nagrsUH jorI ho”

A|yaTmnI _þt !ocne sr krI, &angirma v\arI, kmR jHÒrnetoDva ki!bâ =yela Aeva ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje cetn Anecetnana sHbH\nuH vaStivk dxRn kraVyuH Ke. cetn Ane cetnanosHbH\, dIpk Ane Ýkax jevo Ke.

Aaj su\I sumit, cetnne smÔvtI htI p` hve cetnmaHvaStivk Svwavwan AavtaH sumit t=a ]âa Aek ={ xuâ cetnamaHmzI Ôy Ke. jem ÝyagmaH gHga, ymuna Ane godavrIno iƒve IsHgmrcay Ke tem barma gu S=ankna AHte sumit, ]âa Ane xuâcetnanoiƒve IsHgm =ay Ke. barma gu S=ankno KeLlo smy Ait pivƒg`ay Ke kar`ke cetn TyaH Snan krI FatIkmÈnI milnta=I, mu›bnI prmpivƒ bnI xuâ AaTm mHidrmaH Ývex kre Ke. ßyaH du:q kexoknI kazIFerIvadzI Spx± xktI n=I p` cetn t=a cetnanIAek$pta =taH AanHd vteR Ke.

“ma$ rag”maH lqayel Aa AaDƒIsma pdmaH kiv ke Ke,mnsa n! nagr sUH jorI ho, mnsa n! nagrsUH jorI ho,n! nagrsUH jorI sqI hm, AaEr sbnsEH torI ho... mnsa.. 1 ..

hve xuâcetna potanI vaca qole Ke ne khe Ke ke he sqI¦ xuâcetn Aeva AaTmdev sa=e hve meH to mn ÔeDI dI\uH Ke. hve mne tenImaya lagI Ke. AeknI sa=e ÝIt baH|ya pKI bIje ɘaHy baH\vanIrhetI n=I. pKI to jgt Jer sman kDvuH - kDvuH lage Ke. mIraH kheKe,

muqDanI maya lagI re... mohn PyaramuqDu H me H Ôeyu H ta$H, svR jg =yu H qaru H,

mn maruH ræuH Nya$HH re... mohn Pyara

mIraHne mohnnI ÝIt lagI Ke. mohnno Ýem laGya pKI tenuH

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bIje ɘaHy ic¿ lagtuH n=I. Ae rIte cetnane, cetn mzI gya pKIbIj¡ kaH{ tene Ôe{tuH n=I. cetnne p` Sv$pdxRn =ya pKI hve jDpaEdŸgilk pda=ÈmaH tenuH mn co!tuH n=I. Aaj su\I pudŸglnuH jdasTv SvIkayuÅ htuH Ane tene kar e du:qI =to hto. p` hve smÔyuHke svR ãVy, SvtHƒ Ke. mara suqnuH AiStTv jD ãVyomaH n=I.

Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn krtaH xuâ cetna, sumitne khe Ke ke he sqI¦hve meH maruH mn cetnÒmaH ÔeDI dI\uH Ke. cetnno _pyog to ko[varAaiTmkãVy pr to ko{var paEdŸgilkãVyo pr cale Ke. cetn ßyareyogmaH ic¿ prove Ke Tyare tenuH mn SvivØyk AaTmãVymaH ÔeDayKe. xuâdxamaH xuâ cetnano cetn sa=e Awed Ke Ane paEdilk ãVynosHyog sHbH\ Ke.

cetnane pda=R sa=eno Aaid-AHtvazo sHbH\ smÔve Ke.xuâcetna khe Ke ke hve mne Aek cetn isvay bIje ɘaHy ÝIit n=I.maraSvamI to AnHt &anaidk parmai=Rk suqin\an Ke. hve huHAaTmdevne KoDI ɘaHy p` jva cahtI n=I.

kivAe Aa pdmaH cetnne n!nagr kæo Ke. n!nagr Ae!leqel krnar nhÄ p` sUƒ\ar Aevo AhÄ A=R Ke. cetn hve qel krton=I p` qel go@vvanuH kayR kre Ke. sUƒ\arnuH kam F uH muXkel Ke p`sUƒ\ar vgr qel saro =ay nhÄ, te=I qel krnaraAo krtaH sUƒ\arv\u kma`I kre Ke. tem xuwaxuw kmRnI kma`I cetnne wogvvanIrhe Ke. &an _pyog Ane dxRn _pyognI ivxuiâmaH _Tpi¿, iS=itAne lynI baÒ isâ prmaTma p` Aek ApeÙa wed=I qelI ræa Ke.qreqr n!nagr to kevz&anIAo Ke. svR ãVyomaH=I _pyog qeHcIlI\a pKI duinyanI tene kaH{ pDI n=I. pKI tenI qumarI ko{ j¡dI jhoy Ke. te kevI Ke Ae vat kiv ÝStut pdnI bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

lok laj nih kaj, f¡l mrjaya KorI¸lok b!a_ hso ivrano, Apno kht n korI... mnsa.. 2..

xuâ cetna khe Ke ke meH to hve lok - laj p` KoDI dI\I Ke.kar`ke loklaj=I AaTm SvamIno pU R Ýem mzto n=I. marI AaHtirk

iS=it ÔetaH lage Ke ke duinya sa=e maro hve mez Ômxe nhÄ kar`keduinyano Ýem jD pda=È sa=e Ke. teAo to k<iƒmtamaH rCya-pCya KeTyare mne to vaStivktano rHg laGyo Ke Ane stnI lgnI lagIKe. jene loko [Ú g`e Ke tene huH AinÚ g`uH KuH ma!e j maro duinyasa=e mez Ômxe nhÄ te=I AavuH prSpr ivruânuH kayR KoDI meH tosvRsHg pirTyag krI, mara AaTmSvamI sa=e ÝIt ÔeDI Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke, mara Aa Ýkarna vtRn pr duinya mara prhsxe temj {CKanusar bolxe. Are¦ mhe aH marI mne mUqR p`khexe. wle jene jem khevuH hoy tem khe p` huH mara magR=I h!vanIn=I. duinya to parkIpHcat krvamaH xUrvIr Ke. teAo to pUrI ijHdgItemaH j qc± naqe Ke te=I mare ko{ inSbt n=I. sarI SƒIAona!ikya _pr Ýem kre nhÄ p` ko{ vqt na!ikyane cahta pir`amsaÌH j Aave Ke.

{laycIkumare n!DIne Ýem kyÈ Ane tene mezvva loklajkuzmyaRda b\uH KoDI dI\uH. n!DI sa=e n! bnIne naCyo p` pir`amTyag$p AaVyuH. vasna Ag‡wag nactaH kevz&an l{ - lokag‡ephÇcvanI pU R tEyarI krI lI\I. Aam, \mRsHNyas levanI cetnnI{CKa =ay to xuâ cetna Ane cetnno sHyog =vano ÝsHg Ýaº =ay.

wt<RhirAe sHsarTyag krI sHNyas lI\o Ane ndI iknare retnuHAoxIkuH krIne sUtaH htaH TyaH rSte jtI pinharIAo khe Ke ÔeyuH¦ raßyKoD uH p` raÔnI !ev =oDI KoDI Ke? suiv\a b\I j Ôe{Ae Ke. te e$na tikya to KoD˜a to retIna tikya SvIkayaR. Aa saHwzIwt<RhirAe retIna #glane phozo krI naQyo ne sUta ræa. TyaH pa`IwrIne paKI frtI SƒIAo j¡Ae Ke ne khe Ke ke ÔeyuH¦ wgvaH vÏpheyaÅ Ke. sHsar KoD˜o Ke p` Êo\ =oDo KoD˜o Ke. Aek jrakgadItikyanuH Aap e boLya TyaH to rIs cDI g{. Ae!la ma!e jcetna khe Ke ke duinya, duinyanI rIte j cale Ke. tena bolva samuHÔeta ko{ kayR n =ay ma!e j loklaj KoDI huH to n!-nagrne cahuHKuH. xuâ cetna khe Ke,

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bIje ɘaHy ic¿ lagtuH n=I. Ae rIte cetnane, cetn mzI gya pKIbIj¡ kaH{ tene Ôe{tuH n=I. cetnne p` Sv$pdxRn =ya pKI hve jDpaEdŸgilk pda=ÈmaH tenuH mn co!tuH n=I. Aaj su\I pudŸglnuH jdasTv SvIkayuÅ htuH Ane tene kar e du:qI =to hto. p` hve smÔyuHke svR ãVy, SvtHƒ Ke. mara suqnuH AiStTv jD ãVyomaH n=I.

Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn krtaH xuâ cetna, sumitne khe Ke ke he sqI¦hve meH maruH mn cetnÒmaH ÔeDI dI\uH Ke. cetnno _pyog to ko[varAaiTmkãVy pr to ko{var paEdŸgilkãVyo pr cale Ke. cetn ßyareyogmaH ic¿ prove Ke Tyare tenuH mn SvivØyk AaTmãVymaH ÔeDayKe. xuâdxamaH xuâ cetnano cetn sa=e Awed Ke Ane paEdilk ãVynosHyog sHbH\ Ke.

cetnane pda=R sa=eno Aaid-AHtvazo sHbH\ smÔve Ke.xuâcetna khe Ke ke hve mne Aek cetn isvay bIje ɘaHy ÝIit n=I.maraSvamI to AnHt &anaidk parmai=Rk suqin\an Ke. hve huHAaTmdevne KoDI ɘaHy p` jva cahtI n=I.

kivAe Aa pdmaH cetnne n!nagr kæo Ke. n!nagr Ae!leqel krnar nhÄ p` sUƒ\ar Aevo AhÄ A=R Ke. cetn hve qel krton=I p` qel go@vvanuH kayR kre Ke. sUƒ\arnuH kam F uH muXkel Ke p`sUƒ\ar vgr qel saro =ay nhÄ, te=I qel krnaraAo krtaH sUƒ\arv\u kma`I kre Ke. tem xuwaxuw kmRnI kma`I cetnne wogvvanIrhe Ke. &an _pyog Ane dxRn _pyognI ivxuiâmaH _Tpi¿, iS=itAne lynI baÒ isâ prmaTma p` Aek ApeÙa wed=I qelI ræa Ke.qreqr n!nagr to kevz&anIAo Ke. svR ãVyomaH=I _pyog qeHcIlI\a pKI duinyanI tene kaH{ pDI n=I. pKI tenI qumarI ko{ j¡dI jhoy Ke. te kevI Ke Ae vat kiv ÝStut pdnI bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

lok laj nih kaj, f¡l mrjaya KorI¸lok b!a_ hso ivrano, Apno kht n korI... mnsa.. 2..

xuâ cetna khe Ke ke meH to hve lok - laj p` KoDI dI\I Ke.kar`ke loklaj=I AaTm SvamIno pU R Ýem mzto n=I. marI AaHtirk

iS=it ÔetaH lage Ke ke duinya sa=e maro hve mez Ômxe nhÄ kar`keduinyano Ýem jD pda=È sa=e Ke. teAo to k<iƒmtamaH rCya-pCya KeTyare mne to vaStivktano rHg laGyo Ke Ane stnI lgnI lagIKe. jene loko [Ú g`e Ke tene huH AinÚ g uH KuH ma!e j maro duinyasa=e mez Ômxe nhÄ te=I AavuH prSpr ivruânuH kayR KoDI meH tosvRsHg pirTyag krI, mara AaTmSvamI sa=e ÝIt ÔeDI Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke, mara Aa Ýkarna vtRn pr duinya mara prhsxe temj {CKanusar bolxe. Are¦ mhe aH marI mne mUqR p`khexe. wle jene jem khevuH hoy tem khe p` huH mara magR=I h!vanIn=I. duinya to parkIpHcat krvamaH xUrvIr Ke. teAo to pUrI ijHdgItemaH j qc± naqe Ke te=I mare ko{ inSbt n=I. sarI SƒIAona!ikya _pr Ýem kre nhÄ p` ko{ vqt na!ikyane cahta pir`amsaÌH j Aave Ke.

{laycIkumare n!DIne Ýem kyÈ Ane tene mezvva loklajkuzmyaRda b\uH KoDI dI\uH. n!DI sa=e n! bnIne naCyo p` pir`amTyag$p AaVyuH. vasna Ag‡wag nactaH kevz&an l{ - lokag‡ephÇcvanI pU R tEyarI krI lI\I. Aam, \mRsHNyas levanI cetnnI{CKa =ay to xuâ cetna Ane cetnno sHyog =vano ÝsHg Ýaº =ay.

wt<RhirAe sHsarTyag krI sHNyas lI\o Ane ndI iknare retnuHAoxIkuH krIne sUtaH htaH TyaH rSte jtI pinharIAo khe Ke ÔeyuH¦ raßyKoD uH p` raÔnI !ev =oDI KoDI Ke? suiv\a b\I j Ôe{Ae Ke. te e$na tikya to KoD˜a to retIna tikya SvIkayaR. Aa saHwzIwt<RhirAe retIna #glane phozo krI naQyo ne sUta ræa. TyaH pa`IwrIne paKI frtI SƒIAo j¡Ae Ke ne khe Ke ke ÔeyuH¦ wgvaH vÏpheyaÅ Ke. sHsar KoD˜o Ke p` Êo\ =oDo KoD˜o Ke. Aek jrakgadItikyanuH Aap e boLya TyaH to rIs cDI g{. Ae!la ma!e jcetna khe Ke ke duinya, duinyanI rIte j cale Ke. tena bolva samuHÔeta ko{ kayR n =ay ma!e j loklaj KoDI huH to n!-nagrne cahuHKuH. xuâ cetna khe Ke,

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mat tat sßjn jat, bat krt hE worI¦caqeH rskI ÉyuH krI KU!e? suirjn suirjn horI ho... mnsa..3..

sumit, Aap e TyagmageR j{Ae to roknara woza ma`sonoAa sHsarmaH to!o n=I. mata-ipta, sga-sHbH\IAo Aap`ne AemageR jtaH A!kave Ke t=a te magRnI ki@nta Aap`I same rjU kreKe. tem KtaH n manIAe to ktRVy\mRnI vato kre Ke. sHsarI lokovEraGyvaist manvne TyagmagR=I rokva keva keva ÝyTno kre Ke tevat _¿ra|yynsUƒmaH m<gapuƒ dIÙa leva tEyar =ay Ke Tyare ma-bap tene sHymnI du*krta kevI Ke te smÔvta khe Ke ke be!a¦ ta$HxrIr to sukomz Ke Aa wyHkr grmImaH tuH quLle pge kem calIx?Tyare m<gapuƒ khe Ke,

jha [hH Ag`I _~ho, [to A Ht gu o tihnrOsu vep`a _~ha, Asaya ve[ya mO”

he ma¦ AhÄ krtaH AnHtg`I AiGnnI vedna meH nrkmaH wogvIKe. to ma khe Ke ke p` be!a¦ Aa kDkDtI @HDImaH quLle xrIre kem ÒvIxkaxe. tara=I Ae kem shn =xe? ma¦ jha [hH [mH sIyH, Oto½ Htg`e tihH' AhÄ=I AnHtg`I @HDI p` Aekvar nhÄ AnekvarnrkwUimmaH wogvI Ke. AavI j rIte ßyare nimrajiØR raßyTyagkrI dIÙa l{ jHglvas kre Ke Tyare Svjno t=a imi=la ngrInaHloko xokg‡St bnI Ôy Ke. Aeva smye [Nã mharaj nimrajiØRnesmÔvva Aave Ke Ane khe Ke,

Os AGgI y vaéy, OyH DßJ{ mHidrH.wgvH AHte _rH te H, kIs H nav peÉqh..

he wgvan¦ AiGn Ane pvn=I Aa mHidre (xrIr) bzI ræuHKe vzI imi=langr t=a AHt:pur p` bzI ræuH Ke. tme tena trf¹iÚ krta n=I tenuH xuH kar`? nimrajiØR khe Ke, ;imihlaO DßJma`O,n me DßJ[ ikHc H “he deveN㦠imi=langrna bzva=I temaH maruHkaH[p` bztuH n=I. ßyare nimrajiØR ko{p` rIte manta n=I TyarepaKo [Nã khe Ke ke he rajnŸ¦ je raÔAo tmne Aaj su\I nMya n=I

tene phelaH vx kro pKI sHymmageR jÔe. Tyare nimrajiØR khe Ke,jo shSsH shSsa`H, sHgme dußj[ ij`e.OgH ij`eßj APpa`H, Os se prmo jAo.

dujRysHg‡ammaH dx laq Ane shÏo suw!one Òtva krtaHAek AaTmane Òtvo v\are _¿m Ke. AaTmivjy Ae svÈ¿m ivjyKe. Aa Ýma e TyagmagRnI ki@nta t=a ktRVy trf ki!bâ krvasHbH\IAo vgere Anekanek ÝyTno kre Ke. prHtu woza loko smjtan=I Ae j AenuH wozp` Ke. p` je e Aek vqt sTsHgno rs pI\ohoy tene ANyrs mI@o ɘaH=I lage? ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

loklaj seH Ôe ic¿ core, so to shj ivvek hI sunaÝwugun |yan vgr w‡m wUla, kre ikirya so rate $na,

\aDe-\aDe saHwre saH{ slu a...

loklajmaH jenuH ic¿ corayeluH Ke te ivvekriht bne Ke, p`Ýwugu |yanmaH jenuH ic¿ lagel Ke teno w‡m waHgI Ôy Ke._pyog ivnanI iÊya in*fz Ke. je e Ýwugu nae rs Aekvar caQyoKe tene jD pda=ÈmaH Ýem ɘaH=I Aave? tene Ae b\uH xerDIna kUca jevuHlage Ke. jemaH rs iblkul n=I. ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke svR sHbH\onoTyag krI sacaSnehne ipKa`I huH mara AaTmdevne Ýem kruH KuH. hvecetna t=a cetnno Ýemrs kevo Ke te v RvtaH kiv khe Ke,Aorahno kha khavt AorpeH, naih n kIin corI¸kaK kKyo so nact invhe{, AaEr cacrI crI korI - mnsa.. 4..

xuâ cetna, smtane khe Ke ke huH marI AHgt vat bIÔne xama!e kruH? cetn sa=e meH je sHbH\ baH|yo Ke temaH meH kaH{ =oDI corIkrI Ke? mne tenaH Ýemrsno rHg laGyo Ke Ane temaH j AanHdnoAnuwv =ay Ke. Ýem kdI KupaVyo KupavI xkato n=I. jem sakr jeqay tene teno Svad Aave tem je Ýemrs caqe tene j AaTmÝaº =ay.sHt kbIre p` kæuH Ke ke:-

Ýem Kupayana Kupe, ijs idlme H sCca hoy,ÝIit muqse na khe, pr nEnÇ Ýemse roy:

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mat tat sßjn jat, bat krt hE worI¦caqeH rskI ÉyuH krI KU!e? suirjn suirjn horI ho... mnsa..3..

sumit, Aap e TyagmageR j{Ae to roknara woza ma`sonoAa sHsarmaH to!o n=I. mata-ipta, sga-sHbH\IAo Aap`ne AemageR jtaH A!kave Ke t=a te magRnI ki@nta Aap`I same rjU kreKe. tem KtaH n manIAe to ktRVy\mRnI vato kre Ke. sHsarI lokovEraGyvaist manvne TyagmagR=I rokva keva keva ÝyTno kre Ke tevat _¿ra|yynsUƒmaH m<gapuƒ dIÙa leva tEyar =ay Ke Tyare ma-bap tene sHymnI du*krta kevI Ke te smÔvta khe Ke ke be!a¦ ta$HxrIr to sukomz Ke Aa wyHkr grmImaH tuH quLle pge kem calIx?Tyare m<gapuƒ khe Ke,

jha [hH Ag`I _~ho, [to A Ht gu o tihnrOsu vep`a _~ha, Asaya ve[ya mO”

he ma¦ AhÄ krtaH AnHtg`I AiGnnI vedna meH nrkmaH wogvIKe. to ma khe Ke ke p` be!a¦ Aa kDkDtI @HDImaH quLle xrIre kem ÒvIxkaxe. tara=I Ae kem shn =xe? ma¦ jha [hH [mH sIyH, Oto½ Htg`e tihH' AhÄ=I AnHtg`I @HDI p` Aekvar nhÄ AnekvarnrkwUimmaH wogvI Ke. AavI j rIte ßyare nimrajiØR raßyTyagkrI dIÙa l{ jHglvas kre Ke Tyare Svjno t=a imi=la ngrInaHloko xokg‡St bnI Ôy Ke. Aeva smye [Nã mharaj nimrajiØRnesmÔvva Aave Ke Ane khe Ke,

Os AGgI y vaéy, OyH DßJ{ mHidrH.wgvH AHte _rH te H, kIs H nav peÉqh..

he wgvan¦ AiGn Ane pvn=I Aa mHidre (xrIr) bzI ræuHKe vzI imi=langr t=a AHt:pur p` bzI ræuH Ke. tme tena trf¹iÚ krta n=I tenuH xuH kar`? nimrajiØR khe Ke, ;imihlaO DßJma`O,n me DßJ[ ikHc H “he deveN㦠imi=langrna bzva=I temaH maruHkaH[p` bztuH n=I. ßyare nimrajiØR ko{p` rIte manta n=I TyarepaKo [Nã khe Ke ke he rajnŸ¦ je raÔAo tmne Aaj su\I nMya n=I

tene phelaH vx kro pKI sHymmageR jÔe. Tyare nimrajiØR khe Ke,jo shSsH shSsa`H, sHgme dußj[ ij`e.OgH ij`eßj APpa`H, Os se prmo jAo.

dujRysHg‡ammaH dx laq Ane shÏo suw!one Òtva krtaHAek AaTmane Òtvo v\are _¿m Ke. AaTmivjy Ae svÈ¿m ivjyKe. Aa Ýma e TyagmagRnI ki@nta t=a ktRVy trf ki!bâ krvasHbH\IAo vgere Anekanek ÝyTno kre Ke. prHtu woza loko smjtan=I Ae j AenuH wozp` Ke. p` je e Aek vqt sTsHgno rs pI\ohoy tene ANyrs mI@o ɘaH=I lage? ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,

loklaj seH Ôe ic¿ core, so to shj ivvek hI sunaÝwugun |yan vgr w‡m wUla, kre ikirya so rate $na,

\aDe-\aDe saHwre saH{ slu a...

loklajmaH jenuH ic¿ corayeluH Ke te ivvekriht bne Ke, p`Ýwugu |yanmaH jenuH ic¿ lagel Ke teno w‡m waHgI Ôy Ke._pyog ivnanI iÊya in*fz Ke. je e Ýwugu nae rs Aekvar caQyoKe tene jD pda=ÈmaH Ýem ɘaH=I Aave? tene Ae b\uH xerDIna kUca jevuHlage Ke. jemaH rs iblkul n=I. ma!e j kiv khe Ke ke svR sHbH\onoTyag krI sacaSnehne ipKa`I huH mara AaTmdevne Ýem kruH KuH. hvecetna t=a cetnno Ýemrs kevo Ke te v RvtaH kiv khe Ke,Aorahno kha khavt AorpeH, naih n kIin corI¸kaK kKyo so nact invhe{, AaEr cacrI crI korI - mnsa.. 4..

xuâ cetna, smtane khe Ke ke huH marI AHgt vat bIÔne xama!e kruH? cetn sa=e meH je sHbH\ baH|yo Ke temaH meH kaH{ =oDI corIkrI Ke? mne tenaH Ýemrsno rHg laGyo Ke Ane temaH j AanHdnoAnuwv =ay Ke. Ýem kdI KupaVyo KupavI xkato n=I. jem sakr jeqay tene teno Svad Aave tem je Ýemrs caqe tene j AaTmÝaº =ay.sHt kbIre p` kæuH Ke ke:-

Ýem Kupayana Kupe, ijs idlme H sCca hoy,ÝIit muqse na khe, pr nEnÇ Ýemse roy:

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cetna khe Ke ke ÝemnI Aa rIt=I huH AaTmSvamI sa=e bH\ayelIKuH. SvamI be Ýkarna Ke. (1) ãVySvamI (2) wav SvamI. jedeh\arI Ke te ãVySvamI Ane AaTm$p wavI te wav SvamI g`ayKe. AaTmSvamIno sHbH\ shj inTy suq smpeR Ke ma!e meH toAaTmSvamI sa=e je sHbH\ ÔeDyo Ke te ko{ kaze p` KU!vano n=I.huH smj¡ KuH ke tem e Aaj su\I F`I wUlo krI Ke Ane te=I j te epotanuH AaTm\n lUH!avI dI\uH Ke. te e FDIAe FDIAe rag-äeØ, Ýmad,ivk=a, kØay vgere wavo kyaÅ Ke p` hve tene potanI wUlo smÔ`IKe. hve to te e crmavtRmaH Ývex kyÈ Ke. jene kar e hve tene Sv-prno was =va laGyo Ke. hve te e Ýbz puruØa=R ÝarHwvo pDxe.Tyare j tenI inüy=I xuiâ =xe. jem kuStIbaj kuStI krva kmre kCKbaH\e Ke kar`ke kuStI krtaH tenaH kpDaH AVyviS=t ={ n Ôy. temmoÙgamI =va ma!e p` AevI j tEyarI krvI pDxe. he cetn¦svRivritno vex pherI, yoGy rIte wjvI btav AemaH j tarI xowaKe. jem n!nagrnI sa=e vaÔ vgaDvavaza, tblcI, xr`a{vazavgere Anek hoy Ke p` muQy nacnar to Aek j hoy Ke te rIte muQykayR Aek j hoy Ane l"y te trf mHDayel raqvanuH hoy Ke. sa|yto Aek moÙ Ke. ANykayR SvgaRid$p Ke. cetn l"yne pkDI kayR krxeto par pamxe nhÄ to Aava vex te e Aneko var \ayaR KtaH kaH{ fzmZyuH nhÄ. cetn yoGy sa\n g‡h` krI, sa|yÝit Ýya` kre. kivkhe Ke,

GyanisH\U mi=t pa{, ÝempIyUØ kH!orI ho,modt AanHdFn Ýwu xixFr deqt ¹iÚ ckorI - mnsa.. 5..

mumuÙAo ]ut&an$p stxaÏnuH mH=n kre Ke Tyare temaH=I jesÀv ne tÀv mze Ke te j xaÏno sar Ke. pKI tene smÔy Ke kejD Ane cetn bHne j¡daH Ke. huH &ayk SvwavI AaTma KuH. huH $pI keA$pI gme te ho_H p` &angu je mara Ke te jDmaH n=I. ÔevaÔ`vanI xi› jDmaH n=I ma!e huH mara SvwavmaH rhuH Ae j yoGyKe. ßyare AaTma AavI Ôg<tAvS=amaH AavI Ôy Ke Tyare xuâ

cetna$p ckorI AanHdFn Aeva cHãne Ôe{ ATyHt hØRFelI bnIAanHdmGn bnI Ôy Ke. pura`nI vat Ke ke devoAe smuãmH=n kyuÅhtuH. Tyare temaH=I caEd rTno nIkZyaH htaH temaH Aek cHã p` hto AneAm<t p` nIkZyuH htuH. pKI ÝÆ =ay Ke ke Am<t kone AapvuH? turHtcHã hajr =yo Ane cHãne Am<t AapI dI\uH. cHã Am<t AarogI gyoAne Amr bnI gyo. cHãe Am<tpan kyuÅ hova=I temaH=I hHmexaH Am<tJrtuH rhe Ke. cHãnI caHdnI svRjniÝy Ke.

kivAe AanHdFn Aeva Ýwune cHã trIke v RVya Ke. xuâ cetnaneckorI khI Ke. cetn$p cHãne Ôe{ xuâcetnanI ¹iÚ$p ckorI Ýemrspan krI hØRFelI bnI Ôy Ke. temj xuâcetna AaTppitna Sv$pneinhaze Ke Ane kmRnI injRra kre Ke. xuâ cetna cHãSv$p AaTmaneckorInI ¹iÚ=I inhaze Ke Ane AanHd pamI ÝfuiÐt =ay Ke.

AaTma ßyare svR pda=È pr=I potano _pyog h!avI Svno_pyog SvmaH ÔeDI de Ke Tyare n!nagrna qel smaº ={ Ôy Ke.AaTma AaTmamaH ÔeDa{, cetn jem jem épyognI iS=rta sa\toÔy Ke tem tem AaTmivxuiâ =taH gu S=anknuH Aaroh` krto Ôy Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH potanI AnuwUitna _ÐasnecetnanI _i› trIke AiwVy› kyÈ Ke. AavI AnuwUitvazIVyi›Aone lokVyvharnI smj ɘarek AoKI pDe Ke to bIÒ baj¡lokonI inHda-!IkanI p` Aemne ko{ prva hotI n=I kar`ke teAoto potanI \UnmaH j mSt hoy Ke.

kivne potane je Sv$p Ýaiº ={ Ke temaH j Aagz v\vanapotana ¹# inüyne Ôher krI dI\o Ke. kivno AaTmiv¬as ke!lo ¹#Ke AenI ÝtIit Aa pd krave Ke.

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cetna khe Ke ke ÝemnI Aa rIt=I huH AaTmSvamI sa=e bH\ayelIKuH. SvamI be Ýkarna Ke. (1) ãVySvamI (2) wav SvamI. jedeh\arI Ke te ãVySvamI Ane AaTm$p wavI te wav SvamI g`ayKe. AaTmSvamIno sHbH\ shj inTy suq smpeR Ke ma!e meH toAaTmSvamI sa=e je sHbH\ ÔeDyo Ke te ko{ kaze p` KU!vano n=I.huH smj¡ KuH ke tem e Aaj su\I F`I wUlo krI Ke Ane te=I j te epotanuH AaTm\n lUH!avI dI\uH Ke. te e FDIAe FDIAe rag-äeØ, Ýmad,ivk=a, kØay vgere wavo kyaÅ Ke p` hve tene potanI wUlo smÔ`IKe. hve to te e crmavtRmaH Ývex kyÈ Ke. jene kar e hve tene Sv-prno was =va laGyo Ke. hve te e Ýbz puruØa=R ÝarHwvo pDxe.Tyare j tenI inüy=I xuiâ =xe. jem kuStIbaj kuStI krva kmre kCKbaH\e Ke kar`ke kuStI krtaH tenaH kpDaH AVyviS=t ={ n Ôy. temmoÙgamI =va ma!e p` AevI j tEyarI krvI pDxe. he cetn¦svRivritno vex pherI, yoGy rIte wjvI btav AemaH j tarI xowaKe. jem n!nagrnI sa=e vaÔ vgaDvavaza, tblcI, xr`a{vazavgere Anek hoy Ke p` muQy nacnar to Aek j hoy Ke te rIte muQykayR Aek j hoy Ane l"y te trf mHDayel raqvanuH hoy Ke. sa|yto Aek moÙ Ke. ANykayR SvgaRid$p Ke. cetn l"yne pkDI kayR krxeto par pamxe nhÄ to Aava vex te e Aneko var \ayaR KtaH kaH{ fzmZyuH nhÄ. cetn yoGy sa\n g‡h` krI, sa|yÝit Ýya` kre. kivkhe Ke,

GyanisH\U mi=t pa{, ÝempIyUØ kH!orI ho,modt AanHdFn Ýwu xixFr deqt ¹iÚ ckorI - mnsa.. 5..

mumuÙAo ]ut&an$p stxaÏnuH mH=n kre Ke Tyare temaH=I jesÀv ne tÀv mze Ke te j xaÏno sar Ke. pKI tene smÔy Ke kejD Ane cetn bHne j¡daH Ke. huH &ayk SvwavI AaTma KuH. huH $pI keA$pI gme te ho_H p` &angu je mara Ke te jDmaH n=I. ÔevaÔ`vanI xi› jDmaH n=I ma!e huH mara SvwavmaH rhuH Ae j yoGyKe. ßyare AaTma AavI Ôg<tAvS=amaH AavI Ôy Ke Tyare xuâ

cetna$p ckorI AanHdFn Aeva cHãne Ôe{ ATyHt hØRFelI bnIAanHdmGn bnI Ôy Ke. pura`nI vat Ke ke devoAe smuãmH=n kyuÅhtuH. Tyare temaH=I caEd rTno nIkZyaH htaH temaH Aek cHã p` hto AneAm<t p` nIkZyuH htuH. pKI ÝÆ =ay Ke ke Am<t kone AapvuH? turHtcHã hajr =yo Ane cHãne Am<t AapI dI\uH. cHã Am<t AarogI gyoAne Amr bnI gyo. cHãe Am<tpan kyuÅ hova=I temaH=I hHmexaH Am<tJrtuH rhe Ke. cHãnI caHdnI svRjniÝy Ke.

kivAe AanHdFn Aeva Ýwune cHã trIke v RVya Ke. xuâ cetnaneckorI khI Ke. cetn$p cHãne Ôe{ xuâcetnanI ¹iÚ$p ckorI Ýemrspan krI hØRFelI bnI Ôy Ke. temj xuâcetna AaTppitna Sv$pneinhaze Ke Ane kmRnI injRra kre Ke. xuâ cetna cHãSv$p AaTmaneckorInI ¹iÚ=I inhaze Ke Ane AanHd pamI ÝfuiÐt =ay Ke.

AaTma ßyare svR pda=È pr=I potano _pyog h!avI Svno_pyog SvmaH ÔeDI de Ke Tyare n!nagrna qel smaº ={ Ôy Ke.AaTma AaTmamaH ÔeDa{, cetn jem jem épyognI iS=rta sa\toÔy Ke tem tem AaTmivxuiâ =taH gu S=anknuH Aaroh` krto Ôy Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH potanI AnuwUitna _ÐasnecetnanI _i› trIke AiwVy› kyÈ Ke. AavI AnuwUitvazIVyi›Aone lokVyvharnI smj ɘarek AoKI pDe Ke to bIÒ baj¡lokonI inHda-!IkanI p` Aemne ko{ prva hotI n=I kar`ke teAoto potanI \UnmaH j mSt hoy Ke.

kivne potane je Sv$p Ýaiº ={ Ke temaH j Aagz v\vanapotana ¹# inüyne Ôher krI dI\o Ke. kivno AaTmiv¬as ke!lo ¹#Ke AenI ÝtIit Aa pd krave Ke.

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pd-39

“trs kI g{ - d[ kaE d[kI svarI rI”

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke cetnnI hve AaHq _FDI Ke. te ehve SvFre p\arva Ýya` kyuÅ Ke. cetna, cetnne sMyG¹iÚ=I ckorImafk Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetn jem jem nÒk Aavto Ôy Ke tem temcetnanI {NteÔrI v\tI Ôy Ke. p` AnuwvI khe Ke ke Aava_¿mmagÈ F`I vqt lps`a hoy Ke. ɘare gbDI pDIAe te khIxkay nhIH. Aa vatne l{ne xuâ cetna, xuâ cetnne AnulÙInesmtane vat khI rhI Ke.

manvmaƒno Svwav Ke ke tenI Aadt ko{ p` inim¿ mztaHKU!I Ôy Ke. p` sHSkar paKa Ôg<t ={ Ôy Ke. mn gulaH! qa{Ôy Ke. mnnI v<i¿Ao Éyare _Kazo mare Ke te khI xkay nhÄ, ma!ekivAe Aa Aog`calIsma pdmaH kæuH Ke,

trs kI j{ d[ kaE d[kI svarI rItIÙ` k!aÙ K!a lagt k!arI rI...trs.....3..

xuâcetna smtane khI rhI Ke ke he sqI¦ huH to mara pitnetrsI rhI KuH t=a tenI rah Ôe{ rhI KuH Ane tena ivyoge bzI rhIKuH. cetn ßyare Sv Sv$pmaH sma{ Ôy Ke pKI to kaH{ icHta n=Ip` ßyaH su\I mn @eka e n hoy Tyare mohnIykmR to Ôer krvanuH j.cetnnI AaHtrv<i¿ Sv$pmaH ÔeData moh mozo pDI Ôy Ke. p`cetn ßyaH su\I Vyvhar¹iÚmaH hoy TyaH su\I to tene paEdŸgilksuqnI AakaHÙa rhe j Ke. paHcey [iNãyonaH suqwognI kamna =yakre Ke. p` cetn Ôe potane sHwazI le to kmR _dymaH AavIne caLyaÔy Ke p` kmR same njr krtaH to kmRnI mo!I foj éwelI deqayKe. mohraÔ to F uH mo!uH lXkr l{ne AaVya Ke. Aa ÔetaH maro w‡mwaHgI gyo. Aa mohraÔ cetnne kamba`=I Fayl krtaH kaH{varlagtI n=I. yuvan suHdrInaH nyn k!aÙ puruØ ñdyne Aarpar wedI

naHqe Ke. manvne Aek ba`=I Ôe Fayl krI xkato hoy to jenaH _prpaHc [iNãy Ane mnna kamba`nI vØaR =ay tenI to xI dxa =ay?cetn ma!e p` mara mnmaH Aevo j wy Ke. mohne mhat krvo F`omuXkel Ke.

_pa|yay]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,rag kexrI Ke vD raÔ re, ivØyaiwlaØ te mHƒI taÔre,jehna KoÌ [iNãy pHcore, tehnuH kI\o Ae sfz ÝpHco re.

mohraÔno saE=I mo!o puƒ te rag kexrI Ke. te bapnI gadIpr AavI be@o Ke. Aa rag Aevo to cpz Ane cHcz Ke ke tenInjrmaH je ko{ Aek vqt Aave te wogpHkmaH fsa{ Ôy Ke. ivØynIt<*`a te moh k!k dz Ke. tene vx krva Ýbz puruØa=R j$rI Ke.mohnIykmR b\aHne ê\a cXma cDavI de Ke. jem kUtro haDkaHne -l{ne cave Ke. haDkamaH ko{ rs n=I, p` haDkuH cavtaH - cavtaHtena mo#amaH=I lohI nIkze Ke. kUtro potana j lohIna w‡m=IhaDkaHno Svad manI le Ke. bs, svR sHsarI ÒvonI kUtra jevI dxaKe. pudŸglsuqnI {CKa te haDkaHne b!kaH wrva sman Ke. ma!e hesmta¦ hve tuH mara SvamIne smÔvI Fre lav, kar`ke hve huHÝm¿dxa KoDI AÝm¿dxa vDe mara SvamInI Aa&a _@avva tTprbnI KuH. iS=rta$p FrmaH SvamIno Ývex nhÄ =ay TyaH su\I mne cenpDxe nhÄ. hve xuâcetna cetnne ivnve Ke. te kevI rIte Ae bIÒ kDImaHÔe{Ae.

sayk layk nayk, Ýanko pharIrIkajr ka jnlaj, baj n khuH varI rI...trskI.....2..

cetn pr ßyare wog t<*`a Fero Fale Ke Tyare paHcey [iNãyonaHivØyaid ba`o tene vÄ\I naqe Ke. AavuH tI"` xÏ tenaH Ýa`h`nar nIvDe Ke. pura`kazmaH AGNySƒ, vayvaSƒ vgere xSƒohtaH je xƒuAonaH ixrne étarIne j AavtaH Ae rIte kamba` jenelage tenI p` dudRxa =ay Ke. cetn, ivØy suqnI lalsa=I llcayKe ne pKI du:qI ={ inj Sv$pne wUlI Ôy Ke. ivØyaH\ bnel

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pd-39

“trs kI g{ - d[ kaE d[kI svarI rI”

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke cetnnI hve AaHq _FDI Ke. te ehve SvFre p\arva Ýya` kyuÅ Ke. cetna, cetnne sMyG¹iÚ=I ckorImafk Ôe{ rhI Ke. cetn jem jem nÒk Aavto Ôy Ke tem temcetnanI {NteÔrI v\tI Ôy Ke. p` AnuwvI khe Ke ke Aava_¿mmagÈ F`I vqt lps`a hoy Ke. ɘare gbDI pDIAe te khIxkay nhIH. Aa vatne l{ne xuâ cetna, xuâ cetnne AnulÙInesmtane vat khI rhI Ke.

manvmaƒno Svwav Ke ke tenI Aadt ko{ p` inim¿ mztaHKU!I Ôy Ke. p` sHSkar paKa Ôg<t ={ Ôy Ke. mn gulaH! qa{Ôy Ke. mnnI v<i¿Ao Éyare _Kazo mare Ke te khI xkay nhÄ, ma!ekivAe Aa Aog`calIsma pdmaH kæuH Ke,

trs kI j{ d[ kaE d[kI svarI rItIÙ` k!aÙ K!a lagt k!arI rI...trs.....3..

xuâcetna smtane khI rhI Ke ke he sqI¦ huH to mara pitnetrsI rhI KuH t=a tenI rah Ôe{ rhI KuH Ane tena ivyoge bzI rhIKuH. cetn ßyare Sv Sv$pmaH sma{ Ôy Ke pKI to kaH{ icHta n=Ip` ßyaH su\I mn @eka e n hoy Tyare mohnIykmR to Ôer krvanuH j.cetnnI AaHtrv<i¿ Sv$pmaH ÔeData moh mozo pDI Ôy Ke. p`cetn ßyaH su\I Vyvhar¹iÚmaH hoy TyaH su\I to tene paEdŸgilksuqnI AakaHÙa rhe j Ke. paHcey [iNãyonaH suqwognI kamna =yakre Ke. p` cetn Ôe potane sHwazI le to kmR _dymaH AavIne caLyaÔy Ke p` kmR same njr krtaH to kmRnI mo!I foj éwelI deqayKe. mohraÔ to F uH mo!uH lXkr l{ne AaVya Ke. Aa ÔetaH maro w‡mwaHgI gyo. Aa mohraÔ cetnne kamba`=I Fayl krtaH kaH{varlagtI n=I. yuvan suHdrInaH nyn k!aÙ puruØ ñdyne Aarpar wedI

naHqe Ke. manvne Aek ba`=I Ôe Fayl krI xkato hoy to jenaH _prpaHc [iNãy Ane mnna kamba`nI vØaR =ay tenI to xI dxa =ay?cetn ma!e p` mara mnmaH Aevo j wy Ke. mohne mhat krvo F`omuXkel Ke.

_pa|yay]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke,rag kexrI Ke vD raÔ re, ivØyaiwlaØ te mHƒI taÔre,jehna KoÌ [iNãy pHcore, tehnuH kI\o Ae sfz ÝpHco re.

mohraÔno saE=I mo!o puƒ te rag kexrI Ke. te bapnI gadIpr AavI be@o Ke. Aa rag Aevo to cpz Ane cHcz Ke ke tenInjrmaH je ko{ Aek vqt Aave te wogpHkmaH fsa{ Ôy Ke. ivØynIt<*`a te moh k!k dz Ke. tene vx krva Ýbz puruØa=R j$rI Ke.mohnIykmR b\aHne ê\a cXma cDavI de Ke. jem kUtro haDkaHne -l{ne cave Ke. haDkamaH ko{ rs n=I, p` haDkuH cavtaH - cavtaHtena mo#amaH=I lohI nIkze Ke. kUtro potana j lohIna w‡m=IhaDkaHno Svad manI le Ke. bs, svR sHsarI ÒvonI kUtra jevI dxaKe. pudŸglsuqnI {CKa te haDkaHne b!kaH wrva sman Ke. ma!e hesmta¦ hve tuH mara SvamIne smÔvI Fre lav, kar`ke hve huHÝm¿dxa KoDI AÝm¿dxa vDe mara SvamInI Aa&a _@avva tTprbnI KuH. iS=rta$p FrmaH SvamIno Ývex nhÄ =ay TyaH su\I mne cenpDxe nhÄ. hve xuâcetna cetnne ivnve Ke. te kevI rIte Ae bIÒ kDImaHÔe{Ae.

sayk layk nayk, Ýanko pharIrIkajr ka jnlaj, baj n khuH varI rI...trskI.....2..

cetn pr ßyare wog t<*`a Fero Fale Ke Tyare paHcey [iNãyonaHivØyaid ba`o tene vÄ\I naqe Ke. AavuH tI"` xÏ tenaH Ýa`h`nar nIvDe Ke. pura`kazmaH AGNySƒ, vayvaSƒ vgere xSƒohtaH je xƒuAonaH ixrne étarIne j AavtaH Ae rIte kamba` jenelage tenI p` dudRxa =ay Ke. cetn, ivØy suqnI lalsa=I llcayKe ne pKI du:qI ={ inj Sv$pne wUlI Ôy Ke. ivØyaH\ bnel

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cetnne potanI AnHt xi›naH Ô e dxRn j =taH n=I. &an, dxRnsuqne AnHtvIyR jevI mhan xi›Ao pDI hova KtaH tenuH to tene&an ke wan j n=I. vaStvmaH cetn naykne layk Ke. Ø!ãVyneÔ`nar t=a Ôenar cetn Ke Ane tenI sa=e sHbH\ S=aipt krnarp` cetn j Ke. prne Ýkaxto cetn Sv¹iÚ kre to naykna ib$dnexowave tevo Ke vzI AnHt gu no \`I hovane kar e tene nayknelayk krI xkay. Are¦ Ae to Svwavt: layk nayk Ke. KtaH p`te ßyare wogt<*`ane Aa\In hoy Tyare kmR SvamITv Vy› Ke AnetenuH gu SvamITvxi›maH AVy›$pe pDeluH j Ke. cetn to _Tk<ÚAanHd wogvvane layk Ke. p` ATyare to tene wog - t<*`ana AekAek ba` h`I ræaH Ke. AnHtxi›puHj cetn ATyare to ibcarobapDo ={ gyo Ke.

jIyRiNt jIyRt, kexa, dHta jIyRiNt jIyRt:.yovnaxa \naxa c jIyRto½ip n jIyÅit..

manvna vaz sfed ={ Ôy, daHt pDI Ôy, v<âavS=a AavIÔy to p` tenI wogeCKa ke \neCKane Ô e FDp` AavtuH n=I.sa\kÒvnmaH p` Aa wogeCKa wan wUlave Ke.

S=Uilwãe loklaj KoDI Ane Ari`k muinAe sa\uÒvnnoTyag kyÈ. wognI Asr tze manv A\ma\m kam kre Ke. wogv<i¿nainrHkux=I potanuH Ôer brabr jmave Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke hesmta¦ mne maraSvamIne mzvanI tIv‡ {CKa Ke. mara tn, mnmaHtenuH j r!` Ke.

co=a Aivrit sMyG¹iÚ gu S=an=I cetnanI xuiâ =tI ÔyKe. jem jem gu S=annI ]e I v\tI Ôy Ke tem tem AnHtg`I xuiâ=tI Ôy Ke. jem jem Sv$pS= =vay tem tem gu S=ank Aaroh`v\tuH Ôy Ke.

cetna, potana SvamInuH Sv$p varHvar ivcare Ke te=I Aa@mainv<i¿badr gu S=ank=I Ùpk]e Ino Ane xuÉl |yanno ÝarHw=ay Ke. xuÉl |yanmaH xuâcetna potanaH SvamInI sa=e AEky Anuwve

Ke. to p` terma syogI kevzI gu S=ank ivna cetn SvamIneÝTyÙ mzI xktI n=I Ane cetnno saÙatŸkar =ya ivna cetna@rIne @am bestI p` n=I.

AavI iS=itmaH cetnana _dŸgaro keva srI pDe Ke te kiv]IƒIÒ kDImaH v Rve Ke.

mohnI mohn @Gyo jgt @garI rI.dI jIO AanHdFn, dah hmarI rI...trskI.....3..

xuâ cetna khe Ke ke wogt<*`a (t<Øa) AevI to wUHDI Ane@garI Ke ke te AaqI duinyane @ge Ke. te to inTyÝit nvyaEvnasm rhe Ke Ane tenI pase AavnaraAo yuvan KtaH v<â deqay Ke.sbz - inbRz j`ay Ke. kar` ke wogeCKa tenuH svR sÀv h`InaHqe Ke. wogt<*`anuH raßy nana, mo!a, yuvan, v<â, SƒI, puruØ,grIb, tvHgr, raÔ, ÝÔ, gamDuH, xher ke jHgl w`elo ke Aw`b\anaH ñdy pr tenuH raßy ivStreluH Ke t=a ñdy isHhasn prbesI Aaram=I raßy wogve Ke. ibcaro cetn tena trf qeHcay KeAne du:qI =ay Ke. Are¦ wognI wUtavz to sa\une p` cÇ!I ÔyKe. iv¬aimƒ p` tenI KayamaH AavI gya hta. qud wogeCKamenkanuH $p l{ne tpSya krvaH iv¬aimƒ pase n<Ty krva lagIneKe v!e tpSyano wHg kraVyo.

he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ maro cetnna= p` @garI wogt<ØamaH@ga{ gyo Ke. p` Ôe tenI pase Sv$p&an hot to Aa JHJ! éwIj =at nhÄ. p` hve to Aene Aa b\uH bhu favI gyuH Ke. ma!e hesmta¦ tuH maruH Aa AgTynuH kam krI Aap.

_¿ra|yynsUƒna bavIsma A|yynmaH kæuH Ke,rhnemI AhHwye, suqe caÌwais`ImmH wyaih suy u, n te ipla wivSs{..

rhneimne wogvasna Ae wrmaVya te=I potanI sa|vI wawI_pr Aaskt =ya, pote sa\u Ke same sa|vI rajmtI Ke. tenuH p`wan wULya Ane khe Ke ke wu¿ wogI tAo pCKa ij` mGgH cirrsamo¦

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cetnne potanI AnHt xi›naH Ô e dxRn j =taH n=I. &an, dxRnsuqne AnHtvIyR jevI mhan xi›Ao pDI hova KtaH tenuH to tene&an ke wan j n=I. vaStvmaH cetn naykne layk Ke. Ø!ãVyneÔ`nar t=a Ôenar cetn Ke Ane tenI sa=e sHbH\ S=aipt krnarp` cetn j Ke. prne Ýkaxto cetn Sv¹iÚ kre to naykna ib$dnexowave tevo Ke vzI AnHt gu no \`I hovane kar e tene nayknelayk krI xkay. Are¦ Ae to Svwavt: layk nayk Ke. KtaH p`te ßyare wogt<*`ane Aa\In hoy Tyare kmR SvamITv Vy› Ke AnetenuH gu SvamITvxi›maH AVy›$pe pDeluH j Ke. cetn to _Tk<ÚAanHd wogvvane layk Ke. p` ATyare to tene wog - t<*`ana AekAek ba` h`I ræaH Ke. AnHtxi›puHj cetn ATyare to ibcarobapDo ={ gyo Ke.

jIyRiNt jIyRt, kexa, dHta jIyRiNt jIyRt:.yovnaxa \naxa c jIyRto½ip n jIyÅit..

manvna vaz sfed ={ Ôy, daHt pDI Ôy, v<âavS=a AavIÔy to p` tenI wogeCKa ke \neCKane Ô e FDp` AavtuH n=I.sa\kÒvnmaH p` Aa wogeCKa wan wUlave Ke.

S=Uilwãe loklaj KoDI Ane Ari`k muinAe sa\uÒvnnoTyag kyÈ. wognI Asr tze manv A\ma\m kam kre Ke. wogv<i¿nainrHkux=I potanuH Ôer brabr jmave Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke hesmta¦ mne maraSvamIne mzvanI tIv‡ {CKa Ke. mara tn, mnmaHtenuH j r!` Ke.

co=a Aivrit sMyG¹iÚ gu S=an=I cetnanI xuiâ =tI ÔyKe. jem jem gu S=annI ]e I v\tI Ôy Ke tem tem AnHtg`I xuiâ=tI Ôy Ke. jem jem Sv$pS= =vay tem tem gu S=ank Aaroh`v\tuH Ôy Ke.

cetna, potana SvamInuH Sv$p varHvar ivcare Ke te=I Aa@mainv<i¿badr gu S=ank=I Ùpk]e Ino Ane xuÉl |yanno ÝarHw=ay Ke. xuÉl |yanmaH xuâcetna potanaH SvamInI sa=e AEky Anuwve

Ke. to p` terma syogI kevzI gu S=ank ivna cetn SvamIneÝTyÙ mzI xktI n=I Ane cetnno saÙatŸkar =ya ivna cetna@rIne @am bestI p` n=I.

AavI iS=itmaH cetnana _dŸgaro keva srI pDe Ke te kiv]IƒIÒ kDImaH v Rve Ke.

mohnI mohn @Gyo jgt @garI rI.dI jIO AanHdFn, dah hmarI rI...trskI.....3..

xuâ cetna khe Ke ke wogt<*`a (t<Øa) AevI to wUHDI Ane@garI Ke ke te AaqI duinyane @ge Ke. te to inTyÝit nvyaEvnasm rhe Ke Ane tenI pase AavnaraAo yuvan KtaH v<â deqay Ke.sbz - inbRz j`ay Ke. kar` ke wogeCKa tenuH svR sÀv h`InaHqe Ke. wogt<*`anuH raßy nana, mo!a, yuvan, v<â, SƒI, puruØ,grIb, tvHgr, raÔ, ÝÔ, gamDuH, xher ke jHgl w`elo ke Aw`b\anaH ñdy pr tenuH raßy ivStreluH Ke t=a ñdy isHhasn prbesI Aaram=I raßy wogve Ke. ibcaro cetn tena trf qeHcay KeAne du:qI =ay Ke. Are¦ wognI wUtavz to sa\une p` cÇ!I ÔyKe. iv¬aimƒ p` tenI KayamaH AavI gya hta. qud wogeCKamenkanuH $p l{ne tpSya krvaH iv¬aimƒ pase n<Ty krva lagIneKe v!e tpSyano wHg kraVyo.

he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ maro cetnna= p` @garI wogt<ØamaH@ga{ gyo Ke. p` Ôe tenI pase Sv$p&an hot to Aa JHJ! éwIj =at nhÄ. p` hve to Aene Aa b\uH bhu favI gyuH Ke. ma!e hesmta¦ tuH maruH Aa AgTynuH kam krI Aap.

_¿ra|yynsUƒna bavIsma A|yynmaH kæuH Ke,rhnemI AhHwye, suqe caÌwais`ImmH wyaih suy u, n te ipla wivSs{..

rhneimne wogvasna Ae wrmaVya te=I potanI sa|vI wawI_pr Aaskt =ya, pote sa\u Ke same sa|vI rajmtI Ke. tenuH p`wan wULya Ane khe Ke ke wu¿ wogI tAo pCKa ij` mGgH cirrsamo¦

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he rajmtI¦ tuH Aa yuvanvymaH mzel suqwog wogvI le pKIAap e bHne ijne¬rna mageR j{xuH. Aa xBdo saHwzta rajmtInuHÙiƒy lohI _kzI _@ uH ne isHh`nI mafk gjRna krtaH rajmtI khe Ke

i\rT=u te½jsokamI, jo tH jIivy kar`a.vHtH [CKis Aaveë seyH te mr H wve..

rajmtI rhneimne khe Ke ke i\ÉÉar Ke tmara Òvnne¦ Ôe sa\uvexmaHAava wav Ôgta hoy to tmara ma!e m<Tyu v\are ]e¤ Ke.

rajmtIna Aava k@or ne inivRkarI xBdo=I magR wulel rhneimsaca mageR AaVya ne iS=r =ya.

cetnSvamI p` sav woizya Ke. te p` jene tene rvaDe cDIÔy teva Ke. ma!e he smta¦ tuH tene smÔvI marI pase mokl. wogt<Øa, cetnne wUlavamaH naqI dexe. yui›-Ýyui› krvamaH te bahoxKe. cetn, AavI A\m ÏIAo sa=e w!k˜a kre Ke Ane Ame be@aH be@aHÔeya krIAe ne mnmaH ne mnmaH bZya krIAe, AavuH ɘaH su\I calxe?

he AanHdFn, cetn, SvamI¦ Aap hve moihnInI mayaÔztoDI naHqo. mara ñdymaH Aapna proÙp`a=I ivyog$p dah _Tpþ=yo Ke. tenI xaHit ma!e pu*kravtRna meFsman AapnuH dxRn Aapo.ke je=I mara ñdyno dah xaHt =ay Ane AanHdnI Kaya Kva{ Ôy.

Aa pdmaH xuâcetnanI AHtrvedna Vy› =ay Ke. kivAe AapdmaH be muQy kayR kyaÅ Ke. cetnnI wogt<Øa Ane xuâcetnanIfiryad cetnne _pdex devamaH AaVyo Ke ke Tyag Ane vEraGy=IAanHd\amnI Ýaiº =ay Ke.

ivØyvasna=I vaist mn n=I xaHit letuH ke n=I xaHit levadetuH. xuâcetna AanHdFn Ýwune ivnHtI kre Ke ke Amne Amara Ýwunosuyog go@vI Aapo, kæuH Ke,

“saco sHgm Ýwu sa=e hj¡Ae na =yo,Ae idxamaH relo maro, hj¡Ae na gyo.

xuâcetnane xuâ cetnno sHgm Aaj su\I =yo n=I. cetn

SvamI Ôgxe Tyare cetnanI svR _pai\Ao wagxe. cetn ßyarexuâcairƒno Aara\k bnxe Tyare vasna$pI velI wSm bnI jxe.AevI AlaEikk wavna Aa pdmaH v RvvamaH AavI Ke. sa\nanaÝxSt mageR AaTmpir`itnuH pir`mn =taH AaiTmk ivkasÊm =ayKe. pir`ame te TyagmageR Aagz v\e Ke. AevI _da¿wavna AapdmaH Ke. Aa pdmaH yuânuH $pk ÝyoÒne mohraÔ potana lXkr vDeAaTma _pr kevuH wyHkr AaÊm` kre Ke tenuH sco! byan AaPyuH Ke.

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he rajmtI¦ tuH Aa yuvanvymaH mzel suqwog wogvI le pKIAap e bHne ijne¬rna mageR j{xuH. Aa xBdo saHwzta rajmtInuHÙiƒy lohI _kzI _@ uH ne isHh`nI mafk gjRna krtaH rajmtI khe Ke

i\rT=u te½jsokamI, jo tH jIivy kar`a.vHtH [CKis Aaveë seyH te mr H wve..

rajmtI rhneimne khe Ke ke i\ÉÉar Ke tmara Òvnne¦ Ôe sa\uvexmaHAava wav Ôgta hoy to tmara ma!e m<Tyu v\are ]e¤ Ke.

rajmtIna Aava k@or ne inivRkarI xBdo=I magR wulel rhneimsaca mageR AaVya ne iS=r =ya.

cetnSvamI p` sav woizya Ke. te p` jene tene rvaDe cDIÔy teva Ke. ma!e he smta¦ tuH tene smÔvI marI pase mokl. wogt<Øa, cetnne wUlavamaH naqI dexe. yui›-Ýyui› krvamaH te bahoxKe. cetn, AavI A\m ÏIAo sa=e w!k˜a kre Ke Ane Ame be@aH be@aHÔeya krIAe ne mnmaH ne mnmaH bZya krIAe, AavuH ɘaH su\I calxe?

he AanHdFn, cetn, SvamI¦ Aap hve moihnInI mayaÔztoDI naHqo. mara ñdymaH Aapna proÙp`a=I ivyog$p dah _Tpþ=yo Ke. tenI xaHit ma!e pu*kravtRna meFsman AapnuH dxRn Aapo.ke je=I mara ñdyno dah xaHt =ay Ane AanHdnI Kaya Kva{ Ôy.

Aa pdmaH xuâcetnanI AHtrvedna Vy› =ay Ke. kivAe AapdmaH be muQy kayR kyaÅ Ke. cetnnI wogt<Øa Ane xuâcetnanIfiryad cetnne _pdex devamaH AaVyo Ke ke Tyag Ane vEraGy=IAanHd\amnI Ýaiº =ay Ke.

ivØyvasna=I vaist mn n=I xaHit letuH ke n=I xaHit levadetuH. xuâcetna AanHdFn Ýwune ivnHtI kre Ke ke Amne Amara Ýwunosuyog go@vI Aapo, kæuH Ke,

“saco sHgm Ýwu sa=e hj¡Ae na =yo,Ae idxamaH relo maro, hj¡Ae na gyo.

xuâcetnane xuâ cetnno sHgm Aaj su\I =yo n=I. cetn

SvamI Ôgxe Tyare cetnanI svR _pai\Ao wagxe. cetn ßyarexuâcairƒno Aara\k bnxe Tyare vasna$pI velI wSm bnI jxe.AevI AlaEikk wavna Aa pdmaH v RvvamaH AavI Ke. sa\nanaÝxSt mageR AaTmpir`itnuH pir`mn =taH AaiTmk ivkasÊm =ayKe. pir`ame te TyagmageR Aagz v\e Ke. AevI _da¿wavna AapdmaH Ke. Aa pdmaH yuânuH $pk ÝyoÒne mohraÔ potana lXkr vDeAaTma _pr kevuH wyHkr AaÊm` kre Ke tenuH sco! byan AaPyuH Ke.

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“mI@o lage kHtDo ne”

Vyapkiv¬maH iv\iv\ ÝkarnI xi›Ao Ke. drek xi› potanaÙeƒmaH rhI kam kre Ke tem AekbIÔ Ýa`IAo potanI {CKa Vy›krI xke t=a sHvedna dxaRvI xke tevI xi› Ke te Ke xBd.

vEyakr`oAe ƒ` ÝkarnI xBdxi› btavI Ke.(1) Aiw\a (r) lÙ`a Ane (3) VyHjna.saHsairk sHbH\omaH pit-pTnIno sHbH\ Anoqo Ke. Aena

payamaH Ýem rhelo Ke. Aa|yaiTmk jgtmaH cetn Ane cetnanosHbH\ iÝytm Ane iÝytma jevo Ke.

S=Ul daMpTyÝem sHbH\maH=I sU"m AaTmcetnana ivkas su\IphÇcvanuH Ke. S=UlsaHsairk sHbH\nI vat krIAe to Aaqo sHsarAena vDe j cale Ke. ram ke k<*`, Aaidna= ke xHkr b\ana ÒvnmaHpTnIno yog hto prHtu Ae yoge AHte teAone AaTmwavmaH sHyoÒdI\a. mun*y ho ya pxu-pÙI, dev ho ya [Nã drekna ÒvnmaH AavayogsHyog Ke. pTnIne mn potana pit=I kxuH j ivxeØ n=I. pit ivyogesbza lagtI SƒI Abza bnI Ôy Ke. pit-pTnIna sHbH\o jevaHsHbH\ ANy Òvo sa=e ho{ xke nhÄ. cetna t=a cetnno p` Aavoj sHbH\ Ke. ;AaxavrI' ragmaH kiv Aa calIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

mI@o lage kHtDo ne qa!o lage lok,kHt ivhu I go@DI te, te r`maHih pok... mI@Do..... 1..

AayRsNnarInuH qas lÙ` Ke ke pit j tene ma!e prme¬rsman Ke. Ae j tena Ýwu Ke. te=I pit tene mI@o, m\uro j lage KeAne jgtnaH ANy Ýa`IAo qara lage Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH lok xBd mUɘo Ke. jEn¹ÂÚAe lok Ae!le KãVynuH ßyaH AiStTv hoy te lok. S=anaHgsUƒmaH kæuH Ke ke ;Oge loO'-lok Aek Ke. je!la AakaxmaH Òvaid ãVyo rhI xke Ke tene lok

khevay Ke.pHcaiStkaymaH kæuH Ke,smvaAo pHc`hH sm_i¿ ij ucmeHih p~`tH.so cev hvid loAo, t¿o AiwAo AloAo OvH..

pHcaiStkayno smUh te smy Ke. Aa rIte svR& vItragdevekæuH Ke Ane ßyaH pHcaiStkayno smUh Ke te lok Ke. ßyaH \maRÂStkay,A\maRÂStkay, AakaxaÂStkay, ÒvaÂStkay Ane pudŸglaÂStkayAne kaz Aa K ãVyonuH AÂStTv hoy, ßyaH car git, paHc Ôit,isâ Ane sHsarI AvS=aAo hoy tene lok khevay Ke.

Aa lokmaH paHc AÒv Ane Aek Òv vgere pda=È Ke. temaH=Ixuâcetnane cetnãVy isvay bIÔ Aek p` gmta n=I kar` ke hvetenuH mn te b\a=I qa!uH ={ gyuH Ke. Aek vat to inivRvad Ke ke ßyaHrag hoy TyaH äeØ to hoy j Ke p` cetnno mUz Svwav rag-äeØrihtnI dxa vItrag AvS=a. Aa vItragwavmaH ÂS=r =vuH Ae jsHsarnI crmsIma Ke Ae!le xuâ cetnane cetn ÝTye Ýem Ke. te=IANy loko tene qa!a lage te Svawaivk Ke.

vzI SƒIno Svwav Ke ke potane je vat krvI hoy te pitnej kre. pitne vat krvamaH je!lo AanHd Anuwve Ke tevo AanHdANy sa=e =to n=I. te=I kiv khe Ke ke ANy sa=e vat krvI Ae toAr~ymaH rudn krva jevuH Ke. TyaH rudn ko` saHwze? ko` Aa¬asnAape? te=I pit sa=e vat krtaH AanHdrs felay ne mnnI b\IwaHjgD waHgI Ôy Ke. vzI mnnaH b\aH mnor=o pU R =ay Ke. te=Ij cetnane cetn sa=e vat krvI Ai\k iÝy lage Ke. ma!e j cetnakhe Ke ke mne mara SvamI isvay bIÔ xemaHy rs n=I. tena ivnaɘaHy gmtuH n=I.

kivAe Aa pdmaH F`I gU# vat krI Ke. jemaH cEtNy lÙ` hoyte cetn. je svR ãVyo=I j¡do Ke. ÝTyek ãVy Sv Sv$pe SvtHƒ Ke. ko{ko{no AHx n=I Ae ÝTyek AaTmvad Ke. drek xrIre p<=kŸ p<=kŸ AaTmaKe. ko{ svR VyapI AaTmano AHx n=I p` ÝTyek Vyikt Ke.

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“mI@o lage kHtDo ne”

Vyapkiv¬maH iv\iv\ ÝkarnI xi›Ao Ke. drek xi› potanaÙeƒmaH rhI kam kre Ke tem AekbIÔ Ýa`IAo potanI {CKa Vy›krI xke t=a sHvedna dxaRvI xke tevI xi› Ke te Ke xBd.

vEyakr`oAe ƒ` ÝkarnI xBdxi› btavI Ke.(1) Aiw\a (r) lÙ`a Ane (3) VyHjna.saHsairk sHbH\omaH pit-pTnIno sHbH\ Anoqo Ke. Aena

payamaH Ýem rhelo Ke. Aa|yaiTmk jgtmaH cetn Ane cetnanosHbH\ iÝytm Ane iÝytma jevo Ke.

S=Ul daMpTyÝem sHbH\maH=I sU"m AaTmcetnana ivkas su\IphÇcvanuH Ke. S=UlsaHsairk sHbH\nI vat krIAe to Aaqo sHsarAena vDe j cale Ke. ram ke k<*`, Aaidna= ke xHkr b\ana ÒvnmaHpTnIno yog hto prHtu Ae yoge AHte teAone AaTmwavmaH sHyoÒdI\a. mun*y ho ya pxu-pÙI, dev ho ya [Nã drekna ÒvnmaH AavayogsHyog Ke. pTnIne mn potana pit=I kxuH j ivxeØ n=I. pit ivyogesbza lagtI SƒI Abza bnI Ôy Ke. pit-pTnIna sHbH\o jevaHsHbH\ ANy Òvo sa=e ho{ xke nhÄ. cetna t=a cetnno p` Aavoj sHbH\ Ke. ;AaxavrI' ragmaH kiv Aa calIsma pdmaH khe Ke,

mI@o lage kHtDo ne qa!o lage lok,kHt ivhu I go@DI te, te r`maHih pok... mI@Do..... 1..

AayRsNnarInuH qas lÙ` Ke ke pit j tene ma!e prme¬rsman Ke. Ae j tena Ýwu Ke. te=I pit tene mI@o, m\uro j lage KeAne jgtnaH ANy Ýa`IAo qara lage Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH lok xBd mUɘo Ke. jEn¹ÂÚAe lok Ae!le KãVynuH ßyaH AiStTv hoy te lok. S=anaHgsUƒmaH kæuH Ke ke ;Oge loO'-lok Aek Ke. je!la AakaxmaH Òvaid ãVyo rhI xke Ke tene lok

khevay Ke.pHcaiStkaymaH kæuH Ke,smvaAo pHc`hH sm_i¿ ij ucmeHih p~`tH.so cev hvid loAo, t¿o AiwAo AloAo OvH..

pHcaiStkayno smUh te smy Ke. Aa rIte svR& vItragdevekæuH Ke Ane ßyaH pHcaiStkayno smUh Ke te lok Ke. ßyaH \maRÂStkay,A\maRÂStkay, AakaxaÂStkay, ÒvaÂStkay Ane pudŸglaÂStkayAne kaz Aa K ãVyonuH AÂStTv hoy, ßyaH car git, paHc Ôit,isâ Ane sHsarI AvS=aAo hoy tene lok khevay Ke.

Aa lokmaH paHc AÒv Ane Aek Òv vgere pda=È Ke. temaH=Ixuâcetnane cetnãVy isvay bIÔ Aek p` gmta n=I kar` ke hvetenuH mn te b\a=I qa!uH ={ gyuH Ke. Aek vat to inivRvad Ke ke ßyaHrag hoy TyaH äeØ to hoy j Ke p` cetnno mUz Svwav rag-äeØrihtnI dxa vItrag AvS=a. Aa vItragwavmaH ÂS=r =vuH Ae jsHsarnI crmsIma Ke Ae!le xuâ cetnane cetn ÝTye Ýem Ke. te=IANy loko tene qa!a lage te Svawaivk Ke.

vzI SƒIno Svwav Ke ke potane je vat krvI hoy te pitnej kre. pitne vat krvamaH je!lo AanHd Anuwve Ke tevo AanHdANy sa=e =to n=I. te=I kiv khe Ke ke ANy sa=e vat krvI Ae toAr~ymaH rudn krva jevuH Ke. TyaH rudn ko` saHwze? ko` Aa¬asnAape? te=I pit sa=e vat krtaH AanHdrs felay ne mnnI b\IwaHjgD waHgI Ôy Ke. vzI mnnaH b\aH mnor=o pU R =ay Ke. te=Ij cetnane cetn sa=e vat krvI Ai\k iÝy lage Ke. ma!e j cetnakhe Ke ke mne mara SvamI isvay bIÔ xemaHy rs n=I. tena ivnaɘaHy gmtuH n=I.

kivAe Aa pdmaH F`I gU# vat krI Ke. jemaH cEtNy lÙ` hoyte cetn. je svR ãVyo=I j¡do Ke. ÝTyek ãVy Sv Sv$pe SvtHƒ Ke. ko{ko{no AHx n=I Ae ÝTyek AaTmvad Ke. drek xrIre p<=kŸ p<=kŸ AaTmaKe. ko{ svR VyapI AaTmano AHx n=I p` ÝTyek Vyikt Ke.

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isâavS=amaH p` ÝTyek AaTmanuH iwNnTv p<=kŸ-p<=kŸ Avgahn$peSpÚ Vy› Ane iwNn rhe Ke. Aa p<=kŸ AaTmvad Ke. p<=kAaTmvad$p pit mne Ait iÝy Ke. bIÔH dxRnomaH AaTma sHbH\Ivato mne [Ú lagtI n=I. Aa rIte xuã cetna khe Ke.

AaTma ivØe svR dxRnkaronI iwNn-iwNn maNyta vteR Ke.iv¬maH Ø!ŸdxRn btaVyaH Ke te b\aH tÀvo=I j¡da pDe Ke. jEndxRnnaHÝ eta svR& prmaTma AaTmane inTyainTy khe Ke. jgtna svRãVyo=I iwNn t=a &ata-¹Úawav jeno Asa\ar` gu Ke. jenokdI p` ly =to n=I. Aeva gu yu› AaTma ÝTyek xrIre deh Ýma`Ke t=a SvtHƒ Ke. te ko{no AHx ke AHxI n=I. gu Ane pyaRy=Iyu› Ae AaTm ãVy Ke. pyaRymaH Ù e-Ù e pirvtRn =tuH hova=I teAinTy Ke Ane mUz ÒvãVymaH kdI p` ƒ` kazmaH pirvtRn =tuHn=I ma!e AaTmane inTy kæo Ke. svRkmRmz dUr krI moÙmaH ÔyTyare p` tenuH AiStTv suSpÚ j rhe Ke. Aek vqt kmRmz dUr =yapKI frIvar tene kmR lagta n=I. Ae!le moÙmaH gya pKI cetnnuHpun: Avtr` =tuH n=I. kmRne kar e car git$p sHsarmaH AaTmapirw‡m` kre Ke t=a paHc ÔitnaH iv\iv\ xrIr\arI bnI Òvivicƒ AvS=aAo \ar` kre Ke. moÙmaH svR is|\o sman Ke. jemAnHt isâo isâ-buâ-mu› Ane inivRkarI Ke tem Aa xrIrmaH vsnaroAaTmap` Aevo j Ke. KtaH p` Aek kmR sHyogI Ke to bIÔe kmR ivÔeKe. Aek kiv khe Ke,

tere meH tNmy hokr, tera dxRn hota hE.tuH ivml sml bs mEH hUÅ yh AHtr im!adojI..

milnta Ane ivmltano wed kmRne kar e Ke. Aek xrIrnaHbH\nmaH Ke to bIÔe xrIr riht AvS=amaH Ke. Aa rIte AaTmanIinTyainTyta Ýg! Ke. {¬r Aek AHx Ke Ane AaTma teno AHxI Ke.Aa vatno SvIkar jEndxRn krtuH n=I. AaTma jgtVyapI n=I p`dehVyapI Ke. te Aa xrIrmaH ÙIr-nIrnI mafk rheva KtaH deh=I j¡doKe. jem manv m<Tyu pame Ke Tyare cetn caLyo Ôy Ke Ane deh pD˜o

rhe Ke. jemke grm krel loqHD AiGnmaH=I ka#˜a pKI \Ire-\IreAiGn nIkzI Ôy Ke ne loqHD rhI Ôy Ke te rIte deh t=a dehInosHbH\ Ke.

AaTmane Òv xBd=I p` sHbo\vamaH Aave Ke. p` Òv-tÀvmaH Òvna paHcsoƒes@ wed btaVya Ke. te kmR sapeÙ Ke. kivAanHdFnÒAe Aa Ý=m kDImaH iÝytm-iÝytmanuH $pk Ýyoj uH Ke.te jEndxRnnI ¹ÂÚAe Ke. Aa $pk ANy dxRnonI ¹ÂÚAe F!avvamaHAave to iv|no Aavvano sHwv Ke. ANy dxRnona mt keva Ke teÔ`va=I Aa vat v\are SpÚ =xe.

vedaHtdxRn Aeke¬rvadI Ke. te {¬rna AHxne mane Ke. svR ÒvotenaH AHxI Ke. jem sUyR Aek Ke p` tenaH shSƒ ikr`o j¡daH-j¡daH Ke.sUyR vgr ikr`o sHwvI xke nhÄ Ae rIte {¬r ivna ÒvnuH AiStTvn=I. s<ÂÚno {¬r krta mannara dxRnkaro {¬rne svR xi›mang e Ke. s<ÂÚna ktaR, \taR Ane inyamk prmaTmane manvamaH AaveKe t=a s<ÂÚno tmam Aa\ar {¬r pr j Ke. Ae j b‡æa, iv\ataAne prm iptana namo=I Aozqay Ke. p<+vI pr ßyare \mRnIGlin =ay Ke Tyare {¬r Avtar \ar` kre Ke Ane duÚono nax kreKe Ane s<ÂÚnuH sHrÙ` kre Ke. Aam teAo {¬rne Ý\anta Aape Ke.jene vedaHt maya khe Ke tene jEndxRn kmR khe Ke. AaTmxi› pasekmRxi› nihvt Ke. svR]e¤xi› Aa„amaH Ke. wartIy prHpramaHsaHQy, vExeiØk, nEyaiyk, mImaHsk, cavaRk, baEâ [Tyaid dxRnonIAaTma ivØenI maNyta iwþ-iwþ ÝkarnI Ke.

_pinØdmaH AaTma ivØe kæuH Ke,Ajo inTy: xa¬to½pura`o.n hNyte hNymane xrIre..

]I wgvtŸ gItamaH kæuH Ke kenEnH iKdiNt xSƒai`, nEnH dhit pavk:.n cEnH kledyNTyapo n xoØyit marut:..

AaTmane xSƒ kapI xktuH n=I. AiGn bazI xktI n=I, pa`I

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isâavS=amaH p` ÝTyek AaTmanuH iwNnTv p<=kŸ-p<=kŸ Avgahn$peSpÚ Vy› Ane iwNn rhe Ke. Aa p<=kŸ AaTmvad Ke. p<=kAaTmvad$p pit mne Ait iÝy Ke. bIÔH dxRnomaH AaTma sHbH\Ivato mne [Ú lagtI n=I. Aa rIte xuã cetna khe Ke.

AaTma ivØe svR dxRnkaronI iwNn-iwNn maNyta vteR Ke.iv¬maH Ø!ŸdxRn btaVyaH Ke te b\aH tÀvo=I j¡da pDe Ke. jEndxRnnaHÝ eta svR& prmaTma AaTmane inTyainTy khe Ke. jgtna svRãVyo=I iwNn t=a &ata-¹Úawav jeno Asa\ar` gu Ke. jenokdI p` ly =to n=I. Aeva gu yu› AaTma ÝTyek xrIre deh Ýma`Ke t=a SvtHƒ Ke. te ko{no AHx ke AHxI n=I. gu Ane pyaRy=Iyu› Ae AaTm ãVy Ke. pyaRymaH Ù e-Ù e pirvtRn =tuH hova=I teAinTy Ke Ane mUz ÒvãVymaH kdI p` ƒ` kazmaH pirvtRn =tuHn=I ma!e AaTmane inTy kæo Ke. svRkmRmz dUr krI moÙmaH ÔyTyare p` tenuH AiStTv suSpÚ j rhe Ke. Aek vqt kmRmz dUr =yapKI frIvar tene kmR lagta n=I. Ae!le moÙmaH gya pKI cetnnuHpun: Avtr` =tuH n=I. kmRne kar e car git$p sHsarmaH AaTmapirw‡m` kre Ke t=a paHc ÔitnaH iv\iv\ xrIr\arI bnI Òvivicƒ AvS=aAo \ar` kre Ke. moÙmaH svR is|\o sman Ke. jemAnHt isâo isâ-buâ-mu› Ane inivRkarI Ke tem Aa xrIrmaH vsnaroAaTmap` Aevo j Ke. KtaH p` Aek kmR sHyogI Ke to bIÔe kmR ivÔeKe. Aek kiv khe Ke,

tere meH tNmy hokr, tera dxRn hota hE.tuH ivml sml bs mEH hUÅ yh AHtr im!adojI..

milnta Ane ivmltano wed kmRne kar e Ke. Aek xrIrnaHbH\nmaH Ke to bIÔe xrIr riht AvS=amaH Ke. Aa rIte AaTmanIinTyainTyta Ýg! Ke. {¬r Aek AHx Ke Ane AaTma teno AHxI Ke.Aa vatno SvIkar jEndxRn krtuH n=I. AaTma jgtVyapI n=I p`dehVyapI Ke. te Aa xrIrmaH ÙIr-nIrnI mafk rheva KtaH deh=I j¡doKe. jem manv m<Tyu pame Ke Tyare cetn caLyo Ôy Ke Ane deh pD˜o

rhe Ke. jemke grm krel loqHD AiGnmaH=I ka#˜a pKI \Ire-\IreAiGn nIkzI Ôy Ke ne loqHD rhI Ôy Ke te rIte deh t=a dehInosHbH\ Ke.

AaTmane Òv xBd=I p` sHbo\vamaH Aave Ke. p` Òv-tÀvmaH Òvna paHcsoƒes@ wed btaVya Ke. te kmR sapeÙ Ke. kivAanHdFnÒAe Aa Ý=m kDImaH iÝytm-iÝytmanuH $pk Ýyoj uH Ke.te jEndxRnnI ¹ÂÚAe Ke. Aa $pk ANy dxRnonI ¹ÂÚAe F!avvamaHAave to iv|no Aavvano sHwv Ke. ANy dxRnona mt keva Ke teÔ`va=I Aa vat v\are SpÚ =xe.

vedaHtdxRn Aeke¬rvadI Ke. te {¬rna AHxne mane Ke. svR ÒvotenaH AHxI Ke. jem sUyR Aek Ke p` tenaH shSƒ ikr`o j¡daH-j¡daH Ke.sUyR vgr ikr`o sHwvI xke nhÄ Ae rIte {¬r ivna ÒvnuH AiStTvn=I. s<ÂÚno {¬r krta mannara dxRnkaro {¬rne svR xi›mang e Ke. s<ÂÚna ktaR, \taR Ane inyamk prmaTmane manvamaH AaveKe t=a s<ÂÚno tmam Aa\ar {¬r pr j Ke. Ae j b‡æa, iv\ataAne prm iptana namo=I Aozqay Ke. p<+vI pr ßyare \mRnIGlin =ay Ke Tyare {¬r Avtar \ar` kre Ke Ane duÚono nax kreKe Ane s<ÂÚnuH sHrÙ` kre Ke. Aam teAo {¬rne Ý\anta Aape Ke.jene vedaHt maya khe Ke tene jEndxRn kmR khe Ke. AaTmxi› pasekmRxi› nihvt Ke. svR]e¤xi› Aa„amaH Ke. wartIy prHpramaHsaHQy, vExeiØk, nEyaiyk, mImaHsk, cavaRk, baEâ [Tyaid dxRnonIAaTma ivØenI maNyta iwþ-iwþ ÝkarnI Ke.

_pinØdmaH AaTma ivØe kæuH Ke,Ajo inTy: xa¬to½pura`o.n hNyte hNymane xrIre..

]I wgvtŸ gItamaH kæuH Ke kenEnH iKdiNt xSƒai`, nEnH dhit pavk:.n cEnH kledyNTyapo n xoØyit marut:..

AaTmane xSƒ kapI xktuH n=I. AiGn bazI xktI n=I, pa`I

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DUbaDI xktuH n=I to pvn sUkvI xkto n=I. te=I saco \maRTmaAaTmane xrIr=I iwNn Ajr Amr AivnaxI mane Ke. jgtnaedrek \mR AaTmano SvIkar kre Ke.

kiv khe Ke ke cetnane cetnne mzvanI tDp lagI Ke. te khe Keke mne to mara SvamImaH rs Ke. tenaH isvay ko{ S=ane maruH ñdyrmtuH n=I te=I xuâ cetna khe Ke,

kHtDa meH kam`, lokDameH xok.Ok @ame ikm rhe, dU\ kaHjI [email protected]..

mara pitmaH AevuH kam` Ke ke Aek vqt tenI sa=e ¹ÂÚ imlaVyapKI bIje ɘaHy gmtuH n=I. bs pKI to temaHj lIn ={ jvay Kene AanHdnI Kaya Kva{ Ôy Ke. Aa camDanI Òwe tenuH v Rn xuHkruH?

pitnaH cr`omaH je AanHd Anuwvay Ke te ANyƒ n=I.duinyamaH ßyaH Ôeë KuH TyaH drek S=ane xoknI FerI vadzI frI vzI Ke.[Ú ivyoge xok Ane AinÚ sHyoge xok Ke. Aava Axuw sHyogivyogmaH xok mGn ={ jvay Ke, te=I AavI duinya=I dUr rhIne mareAaTmSvamInI sevamaH tTpr bnI temaH j AEkyta AnuwvvI Ke.p` SvamInI seva Ane duinyana ÝpHco Aa bHne kayR Aek sa=e ={xke nhÄ. jem dU\ Ane Kax Aek sa=e rhI xke nih. dU\maH KaxnuH !IpuHpDI Ôy to dU\ bgDI Ôy. tevI rIte AaTmSvamInI seva krtaH-krtaH Ôe duinyanaH kayÈ krIAe to seva\mRmaH ivk<it peda =ay. te=IAaTmSvamI j Aa jgtmaH mare ma!e Aek j Ke. jem hÔronaH!ozamaH p` SƒI potanaH pitne AozqI le Ke t=a tene j Ôeya kreKe Ae rIte iv\-iv\ S=anomaH frta Ane vex wjvtaH cetnne cetnaAozqI le Ke ne varHvar Ôeya kre Ke. p` cetn hj¡ cetna samu Ôeton=I ma!e j cetnanI Vyakuzta v\tI Ôy Ke.

ÝTyek AaTmvadmaH kam` Ke. jem ko{ SƒIAe pit pr kam`kyuÅ n hoy tevI rIte cetna p` khe Ke ke cetn pitmaH kam` Ke. te=Imne tena pr ATyHt ragwav vteR Ke. xuâ cetna tenI SvyHnI dxa

Vy› krtaH khe Ke,kHt iv` co git, Aa u manuH fok._Fra`I isrD ikrD, na uH qruH rok...mI@Do.. 3..

pitv‡taSƒI pitnI gerhajrImaH gme TyaH gmnagmn kre teyoGy n g`ay. pit _Fra`I pa=rIne gyo hoy to iv\vaSƒI_Fra`I ptavI xktI n=I. kar` ke ko{ pEsa AaptuH n=I. fog!\Þa qvrave Ane _Fra`I sU{ Ôy. tenaH krtaH kiv khe Ke ke “na`uHqruH rok” rokDuH na uH saruH. ßyare j$r pDe Tyare vaprI to xkay.tem cetna khe Ke ke AaTmSvamInI ßyaH su\I ÝiPt n =ay TyaH su\Icare y gitmaH \kka qavana Ke. pr ãVy pase suqnI AakaHÙa qo!IKe. he dev¦ mne marI mUDI mzI Ôy pKI ɘaHy _Fra`I krvanI j$rn=I.

\mRnI mo!I-mo!I vato krva=I AaTm\nnI ÝaiPt =tI n=I.Ae to k=nI k=e shu ko{, rhe I Ait dulRw hoy.

jb rhe Ika Fr pave, tb k=nI leqe Aave.\mRk=nI krnara Aa duinyamaH F`aH Ke. p` k=nI Anusar

kr`I krnara mzva dulRw Ke. moÙnI, xuâaTmanI, xuâwavnI t=axuwaxuwwav kmR bH\$p Ke. te wav hey Ke. tevuH khenara F`aH Ke p`xuâaTmane pamnara, xuâwavmaH iS=r =nara t=a AxuwwavneKoDnara ivrlaTma ko{k j hoy Ke. Ôe k=n-kr`I Aek n hoy tote popi!yuH &an khI xkay. dvanI vato krva maƒ=I dehnuH ddR caLyuHjtuH n=I p` dvanuH sevn krva=I ddR dUr =ay Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒmharaj khe Ke,

kh`I to jgt mjUrI, rh`I he baH\I hj¡rI,kh`I sakr sm mI@I, rh`I Ait lage Ain@I...

k=nI krvI Ae to duinyanI mjUrI sman Ke. te sakr jevImI@I to lage Ke p` kheva Ýma e krvuH te Ait ki@n Ke.

xu*k&anI bnI, vato krI, jn smudayne mnorHjn kravIxkay, p` AaTm&annI ÝaiPt Ýbz puruØa=R ivna xɘ n=I. tena

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DUbaDI xktuH n=I to pvn sUkvI xkto n=I. te=I saco \maRTmaAaTmane xrIr=I iwNn Ajr Amr AivnaxI mane Ke. jgtnaedrek \mR AaTmano SvIkar kre Ke.

kiv khe Ke ke cetnane cetnne mzvanI tDp lagI Ke. te khe Keke mne to mara SvamImaH rs Ke. tenaH isvay ko{ S=ane maruH ñdyrmtuH n=I te=I xuâ cetna khe Ke,

kHtDa meH kam`, lokDameH xok.Ok @ame ikm rhe, dU\ kaHjI [email protected]..

mara pitmaH AevuH kam` Ke ke Aek vqt tenI sa=e ¹ÂÚ imlaVyapKI bIje ɘaHy gmtuH n=I. bs pKI to temaHj lIn ={ jvay Kene AanHdnI Kaya Kva{ Ôy Ke. Aa camDanI Òwe tenuH v Rn xuHkruH?

pitnaH cr`omaH je AanHd Anuwvay Ke te ANyƒ n=I.duinyamaH ßyaH Ôeë KuH TyaH drek S=ane xoknI FerI vadzI frI vzI Ke.[Ú ivyoge xok Ane AinÚ sHyoge xok Ke. Aava Axuw sHyogivyogmaH xok mGn ={ jvay Ke, te=I AavI duinya=I dUr rhIne mareAaTmSvamInI sevamaH tTpr bnI temaH j AEkyta AnuwvvI Ke.p` SvamInI seva Ane duinyana ÝpHco Aa bHne kayR Aek sa=e ={xke nhÄ. jem dU\ Ane Kax Aek sa=e rhI xke nih. dU\maH KaxnuH !IpuHpDI Ôy to dU\ bgDI Ôy. tevI rIte AaTmSvamInI seva krtaH-krtaH Ôe duinyanaH kayÈ krIAe to seva\mRmaH ivk<it peda =ay. te=IAaTmSvamI j Aa jgtmaH mare ma!e Aek j Ke. jem hÔronaH!ozamaH p` SƒI potanaH pitne AozqI le Ke t=a tene j Ôeya kreKe Ae rIte iv\-iv\ S=anomaH frta Ane vex wjvtaH cetnne cetnaAozqI le Ke ne varHvar Ôeya kre Ke. p` cetn hj¡ cetna samu Ôeton=I ma!e j cetnanI Vyakuzta v\tI Ôy Ke.

ÝTyek AaTmvadmaH kam` Ke. jem ko{ SƒIAe pit pr kam`kyuÅ n hoy tevI rIte cetna p` khe Ke ke cetn pitmaH kam` Ke. te=Imne tena pr ATyHt ragwav vteR Ke. xuâ cetna tenI SvyHnI dxa

Vy› krtaH khe Ke,kHt iv` co git, Aa u manuH fok._Fra`I isrD ikrD, na uH qruH rok...mI@Do.. 3..

pitv‡taSƒI pitnI gerhajrImaH gme TyaH gmnagmn kre teyoGy n g`ay. pit _Fra`I pa=rIne gyo hoy to iv\vaSƒI_Fra`I ptavI xktI n=I. kar` ke ko{ pEsa AaptuH n=I. fog!\Þa qvrave Ane _Fra`I sU{ Ôy. tenaH krtaH kiv khe Ke ke “na`uHqruH rok” rokDuH na uH saruH. ßyare j$r pDe Tyare vaprI to xkay.tem cetna khe Ke ke AaTmSvamInI ßyaH su\I ÝiPt n =ay TyaH su\Icare y gitmaH \kka qavana Ke. pr ãVy pase suqnI AakaHÙa qo!IKe. he dev¦ mne marI mUDI mzI Ôy pKI ɘaHy _Fra`I krvanI j$rn=I.

\mRnI mo!I-mo!I vato krva=I AaTm\nnI ÝaiPt =tI n=I.Ae to k=nI k=e shu ko{, rhe I Ait dulRw hoy.

jb rhe Ika Fr pave, tb k=nI leqe Aave.\mRk=nI krnara Aa duinyamaH F`aH Ke. p` k=nI Anusar

kr`I krnara mzva dulRw Ke. moÙnI, xuâaTmanI, xuâwavnI t=axuwaxuwwav kmR bH\$p Ke. te wav hey Ke. tevuH khenara F`aH Ke p`xuâaTmane pamnara, xuâwavmaH iS=r =nara t=a AxuwwavneKoDnara ivrlaTma ko{k j hoy Ke. Ôe k=n-kr`I Aek n hoy tote popi!yuH &an khI xkay. dvanI vato krva maƒ=I dehnuH ddR caLyuHjtuH n=I p` dvanuH sevn krva=I ddR dUr =ay Ke. ]I buiâsagrÒmharaj khe Ke,

kh`I to jgt mjUrI, rh`I he baH\I hj¡rI,kh`I sakr sm mI@I, rh`I Ait lage Ain@I...

k=nI krvI Ae to duinyanI mjUrI sman Ke. te sakr jevImI@I to lage Ke p` kheva Ýma e krvuH te Ait ki@n Ke.

xu*k&anI bnI, vato krI, jn smudayne mnorHjn kravIxkay, p` AaTm&annI ÝaiPt Ýbz puruØa=R ivna xɘ n=I. tena

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ma!e Sva|yay, |yan, icHtn, mnn Ait j$rI Ke Ane Ae j rokDuHna uH Ke Ane ivØysuqnI wogeCKa te _Fra`I Ke. AaTmanaH shjsuqne ÝaPt krva &an|yanmaH rm`ta krvI Ae rokDo \mR Ke.AaTma j svR sHsarnuH mUz Ke to moÙno mailk p` AaTma j Ke.\mRivho`o AaTma carey gitmaH pirw‡m` kre Ke. cavaRko to AaTmajevI vStune manta j n=I. Tyare ko{ {¬rvadIAo Aem p` khe Keke Aap uH \ayuÅ kaH{ =tuH n=I, \`IAe \ayuÅ hxe tem =xe. hÔr ha=vazojem raqxe tem rhexuH Ae!le hÔr ha=vaza Aagz lagvg lgaDIwaEitk suqnI t=a moÙnI _Fra`I krI yacna kre Ke ne khe Ke,

Ae A=± huH A=R smpRk, Aem mt krÔe haHsuH.Ýg! n htuH tumne p` phela, Ae hasanuH pasuH... Pyara

w› wgvan pase yacna kre Ke p` Aa rIte _Fra`I krvIte F`I kprI Ke. vzI _Fra`I xenI =ay? Aap e Ôe tene kaH{ AaPyuHhoy to tenI _Fra`I =ay. Aap e {¬rne kaH{ Aapta n=I ne_Fra`I krvI Ke. Aa AstŸ Vyvhar Ke. vzI te deva ma!e bH\ayeln=I. AapvuH ke n AapvuH Ae to tenI mrÒnI vat Ke. je tarI potanIcIj Ke tena pr j taro hkk Ke te tne tarI pase=I j mzxe. potanIvStuno {CKIAe Tyare _pyog krI xkIAe. tem AaTm\n Aap uH Ke.tena pr Aap`o pU R Ai\kar Ke. te \nne Ýg! krvanuH Ke. stŸpurØa=R äara tenI ÝaiPt shj =ay Ke. kmRno ivly =taH siCcdanHdÝg! =xe. p` je pase j Ke tenI Aozqa` p` n=I. cetnnaHAnHt&an, dxRn, cairƒaid Sv$p \n pD uH j Ke tene ÝaPt krIAanHd lUH!vano Ke.

kiv]I co=I kDImaH khe Ke,kHt iv` mtI mahrI AvahDanI bok,\ok \uH AanHdFn, Avr ne [email protected]..

cetna khe Ke ke he sqI¦ pit ivna marI buiâ to sav bhermarI g{ Ke. Ô e ke mit kaH{ kam krtI j n=I. maruH mgj qalIqalI lage Ke. buiâ to Ô e hvaDano qaizyo Ôe{ L˜o. nana

gamomaH #orne pa`I pava ma!e hvaDa bnavvamaH Aave Ke Ane tehvaDamaH pa`I Aavva jva ma!e Aek qaizyo hoy Ke. hvaDamaHkUvanuH pa`I wrvamaH Aave Ke Ane ɘarek hvaDamaH pa`I qU!I Ôyp` qaizyamaH =oDuH pa`I rhI Ôy Ke tem marI buiâ p` !UHkI ={g{ Ke. bokno Aek A=R camDanI boq =ay Ke jena vDe kUvamaH=Ipa`I ka#vamaH Aave Ke.

AaTmSv$pnI jena=I ÝaiPt =ay Aeva Anuwv&an ivnanImit te hvaDanI bok sman j Ke. AaTmanuH ÝTyÙ dxRn =taHkevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke. je &anmaH lokaloknuH Sv$p Aek smymaƒmaH wase Ke. b\aH ãVyo t=a tenI pyaRyo Aek smy maƒmaHkevz&anmaH Ýitwase Ke. Ùaiyk&an te kevz&an, bIÔ car &anÙyopxmwavI Ke. je buiâmaH AaTm&an AaVyuH n=I te buiâ hvaDanIbok jevI Ke. ]ut$p buiâno par Aavto n=I. xaÏmaH je!luH &anKe te!luH &an jene hoy tene ]utkevzI khevay Ke. kevz&anI je!luH jtenuH &an hoy p` ]utna Aa\are Ke. ÙyopxmwavI &an Ke. ]ut&ansa\n Ke to kevz&an sa|y Ke. AavuH ]ut&an ßyare Anuwvyu›hoy Ke Tyare AnHt&an sagr khevay Ke. jem pataz kUvanuH pa`IqU!tuH n=I tem Aa &anno par Aavto n=I. Aa &an idn-Ýitidnv<iâ pamtuH rhe Ke. kæuH Ke,

nadHsi`Ss na H, na e iv`a n huiNt cr` gu a.Agui`Ss niT= mokqo, niT= AmokqSs inVva H..

sMygŸdxRn ivna nvpUvRnuH &an p` A&an khevay Ke. dxRnivna &an nih Ane &an ivna cairƒ n hoy ne cairƒ ivna moÙn=I. te=I sTyanuwUit$p ]âa Ýg! krva cetna tenI sqIne khe Keke mne mara SvamI ivna ɘaHy cen pDtuH n=I. marI mit mUHJa{ g{Ke. pit ivna b\uH mne Aihtkr, du:qkr t=a _pai\$p lage Ke, ma!eb\ane KoDI Aek AaTmamaH rm` krva {CKa rhe Ke. temaH j maruH ihttemj ]ey Ke. temaH j maro AnHt suq-sagr lherato Anuwvay Ke.Ae!le Aene j pokar krI-krIne khuH KuH ke he na=¦ mara mHidre p\aro.

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ma!e Sva|yay, |yan, icHtn, mnn Ait j$rI Ke Ane Ae j rokDuHna uH Ke Ane ivØysuqnI wogeCKa te _Fra`I Ke. AaTmanaH shjsuqne ÝaPt krva &an|yanmaH rm`ta krvI Ae rokDo \mR Ke.AaTma j svR sHsarnuH mUz Ke to moÙno mailk p` AaTma j Ke.\mRivho`o AaTma carey gitmaH pirw‡m` kre Ke. cavaRko to AaTmajevI vStune manta j n=I. Tyare ko{ {¬rvadIAo Aem p` khe Keke Aap uH \ayuÅ kaH{ =tuH n=I, \`IAe \ayuÅ hxe tem =xe. hÔr ha=vazojem raqxe tem rhexuH Ae!le hÔr ha=vaza Aagz lagvg lgaDIwaEitk suqnI t=a moÙnI _Fra`I krI yacna kre Ke ne khe Ke,

Ae A=± huH A=R smpRk, Aem mt krÔe haHsuH.Ýg! n htuH tumne p` phela, Ae hasanuH pasuH... Pyara

w› wgvan pase yacna kre Ke p` Aa rIte _Fra`I krvIte F`I kprI Ke. vzI _Fra`I xenI =ay? Aap e Ôe tene kaH{ AaPyuHhoy to tenI _Fra`I =ay. Aap e {¬rne kaH{ Aapta n=I ne_Fra`I krvI Ke. Aa AstŸ Vyvhar Ke. vzI te deva ma!e bH\ayeln=I. AapvuH ke n AapvuH Ae to tenI mrÒnI vat Ke. je tarI potanIcIj Ke tena pr j taro hkk Ke te tne tarI pase=I j mzxe. potanIvStuno {CKIAe Tyare _pyog krI xkIAe. tem AaTm\n Aap uH Ke.tena pr Aap`o pU R Ai\kar Ke. te \nne Ýg! krvanuH Ke. stŸpurØa=R äara tenI ÝaiPt shj =ay Ke. kmRno ivly =taH siCcdanHdÝg! =xe. p` je pase j Ke tenI Aozqa` p` n=I. cetnnaHAnHt&an, dxRn, cairƒaid Sv$p \n pD uH j Ke tene ÝaPt krIAanHd lUH!vano Ke.

kiv]I co=I kDImaH khe Ke,kHt iv` mtI mahrI AvahDanI bok,\ok \uH AanHdFn, Avr ne [email protected]..

cetna khe Ke ke he sqI¦ pit ivna marI buiâ to sav bhermarI g{ Ke. Ô e ke mit kaH{ kam krtI j n=I. maruH mgj qalIqalI lage Ke. buiâ to Ô e hvaDano qaizyo Ôe{ L˜o. nana

gamomaH #orne pa`I pava ma!e hvaDa bnavvamaH Aave Ke Ane tehvaDamaH pa`I Aavva jva ma!e Aek qaizyo hoy Ke. hvaDamaHkUvanuH pa`I wrvamaH Aave Ke Ane ɘarek hvaDamaH pa`I qU!I Ôyp` qaizyamaH =oDuH pa`I rhI Ôy Ke tem marI buiâ p` !UHkI ={g{ Ke. bokno Aek A=R camDanI boq =ay Ke jena vDe kUvamaH=Ipa`I ka#vamaH Aave Ke.

AaTmSv$pnI jena=I ÝaiPt =ay Aeva Anuwv&an ivnanImit te hvaDanI bok sman j Ke. AaTmanuH ÝTyÙ dxRn =taHkevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke. je &anmaH lokaloknuH Sv$p Aek smymaƒmaH wase Ke. b\aH ãVyo t=a tenI pyaRyo Aek smy maƒmaHkevz&anmaH Ýitwase Ke. Ùaiyk&an te kevz&an, bIÔ car &anÙyopxmwavI Ke. je buiâmaH AaTm&an AaVyuH n=I te buiâ hvaDanIbok jevI Ke. ]ut$p buiâno par Aavto n=I. xaÏmaH je!luH &anKe te!luH &an jene hoy tene ]utkevzI khevay Ke. kevz&anI je!luH jtenuH &an hoy p` ]utna Aa\are Ke. ÙyopxmwavI &an Ke. ]ut&ansa\n Ke to kevz&an sa|y Ke. AavuH ]ut&an ßyare Anuwvyu›hoy Ke Tyare AnHt&an sagr khevay Ke. jem pataz kUvanuH pa`IqU!tuH n=I tem Aa &anno par Aavto n=I. Aa &an idn-Ýitidnv<iâ pamtuH rhe Ke. kæuH Ke,

nadHsi`Ss na H, na e iv`a n huiNt cr` gu a.Agui`Ss niT= mokqo, niT= AmokqSs inVva H..

sMygŸdxRn ivna nvpUvRnuH &an p` A&an khevay Ke. dxRnivna &an nih Ane &an ivna cairƒ n hoy ne cairƒ ivna moÙn=I. te=I sTyanuwUit$p ]âa Ýg! krva cetna tenI sqIne khe Keke mne mara SvamI ivna ɘaHy cen pDtuH n=I. marI mit mUHJa{ g{Ke. pit ivna b\uH mne Aihtkr, du:qkr t=a _pai\$p lage Ke, ma!eb\ane KoDI Aek AaTmamaH rm` krva {CKa rhe Ke. temaH j maruH ihttemj ]ey Ke. temaH j maro AnHt suq-sagr lherato Anuwvay Ke.Ae!le Aene j pokar krI-krIne khuH KuH ke he na=¦ mara mHidre p\aro.

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marI ñdygufamaH p\aro.kivAe Aa pdmaH to gagrmaH sagr smavI dI\o Ke. ibNdumaH

isN\u wrI dI\o Ke. drek dxRnnuH mUz Aa pdmaH j`ay Ke. Aa pdAaTmtÀv pamva Ýbz Ýer`a$p Ke. AaTma Aevo kam`garo Ke keb\aH \mR t=a dxRnonI ¹ÂÚ tena _pr Ke. drek Vyikt AaTmanepamva j¡da-j¡da magÈno Aa]y le, p` dreknuH l"y Aek Ke.sTymagRna Aa]y ivna Òv kaH{ mezvI xkto n=I p` AnHtsHsar pirw‡m` v\e Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe vaStivk jgtnaH vhevaru¹ÚaHto AapIne cetnanI potana SvamI, cetnne ÝaPt krvanI lgnItÀvdxRnyu› kivTvmy xElIAe rjU krI Ke. jenI Asr wavknaicƒ _pr sco! =ay Ke.

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“pIya ibn xuâ buâ wil ho”

moÙmagRna sTysa\k &anyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajeAa pdmaH cetncetnanI vtRmandxanuH Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke. teAo]IAeAayR sNnarIna \mRno _pdex AapI A|ya„magR dxaRVyo Ke. jemma potana bazkne foslavI rmaDtaH-rmaDtaH jmaDe Ke t=ariskvataRAo äara bIÔrop` krI sHSkarnuH isHcn kre Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ cetnna SvwavnI ccaR krta Ôy Ke nevtRmanmaH cetna kevaH-kevaH du:qo wogve Ke te Vyavhairk ¹ÚaHtoäara smÔve Ke.

;veravl A=va maru rag' maH Aa pdnI x$Aat krta kivkhe Ke,

pIya ibn su|\ bu|\ wUil ho,AaÅq lga{ du:q mhel ke

jruqe JulI ho...pIya.....1..

xuâ cetna, sqI ]âane khe Ke ke he ]âa¦ Aa jgtmaH pitivna ÏInI kevI dxa =ay Ke te tuH ɘaH n=I Ô`tI? ÏIne mn pitprme¬r Ke. tenaH Òvnna te ¬as Ane Ýa` Ke. Aava mara na=ßyare mne mUkIne bhar rqDta ={ Ôy Tyare mara ñdynI xI dxahoy teno tuH j ivcar kr. mara na= ivna huH Aaje wansan wUlIg{ KuH. mne maro p` Qyal rheto n=I. huH ¬as lë KuH ke nhÄ tenuHp` mne wan n=I. nzraÔ dmyHtIne wyHkr A!vImaH AeklI mUkInecaLya Ôy Ke p` dmyHtI jevI Ôg<t =ay Ke ne pit njre n pDtaHpitivrhe bebakzI bnI Ao nz Ao nznI bUmo lgave Ke, ne carebaj¡ quLle pge doD\am kre Ke. quLlaH pgmaH kaH!ane kaHkra vage Ke.pgmaH=I lohInI \ar vhe Ke to p` tene wan n=I ke potanaH pgmaHxuH ={ ræuH Ke. rDe Ke¦ AaÊHd kre Ke¦ mUCKaR Aave Ke te bewan bnI

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marI ñdygufamaH p\aro.kivAe Aa pdmaH to gagrmaH sagr smavI dI\o Ke. ibNdumaH

isN\u wrI dI\o Ke. drek dxRnnuH mUz Aa pdmaH j`ay Ke. Aa pdAaTmtÀv pamva Ýbz Ýer`a$p Ke. AaTma Aevo kam`garo Ke keb\aH \mR t=a dxRnonI ¹ÂÚ tena _pr Ke. drek Vyikt AaTmanepamva j¡da-j¡da magÈno Aa]y le, p` dreknuH l"y Aek Ke.sTymagRna Aa]y ivna Òv kaH{ mezvI xkto n=I p` AnHtsHsar pirw‡m` v\e Ke.

Aa pdmaH kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe vaStivk jgtnaH vhevaru¹ÚaHto AapIne cetnanI potana SvamI, cetnne ÝaPt krvanI lgnItÀvdxRnyu› kivTvmy xElIAe rjU krI Ke. jenI Asr wavknaicƒ _pr sco! =ay Ke.

pd-41

“pIya ibn xuâ buâ wil ho”

moÙmagRna sTysa\k &anyogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharajeAa pdmaH cetncetnanI vtRmandxanuH Aaleqn kyuÅ Ke. teAo]IAeAayR sNnarIna \mRno _pdex AapI A|ya„magR dxaRVyo Ke. jemma potana bazkne foslavI rmaDtaH-rmaDtaH jmaDe Ke t=ariskvataRAo äara bIÔrop` krI sHSkarnuH isHcn kre Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒ cetnna SvwavnI ccaR krta Ôy Ke nevtRmanmaH cetna kevaH-kevaH du:qo wogve Ke te Vyavhairk ¹ÚaHtoäara smÔve Ke.

;veravl A=va maru rag' maH Aa pdnI x$Aat krta kivkhe Ke,

pIya ibn su|\ bu|\ wUil ho,AaÅq lga{ du:q mhel ke

jruqe JulI ho...pIya.....1..

xuâ cetna, sqI ]âane khe Ke ke he ]âa¦ Aa jgtmaH pitivna ÏInI kevI dxa =ay Ke te tuH ɘaH n=I Ô`tI? ÏIne mn pitprme¬r Ke. tenaH Òvnna te ¬as Ane Ýa` Ke. Aava mara na=ßyare mne mUkIne bhar rqDta ={ Ôy Tyare mara ñdynI xI dxahoy teno tuH j ivcar kr. mara na= ivna huH Aaje wansan wUlIg{ KuH. mne maro p` Qyal rheto n=I. huH ¬as lë KuH ke nhÄ tenuHp` mne wan n=I. nzraÔ dmyHtIne wyHkr A!vImaH AeklI mUkInecaLya Ôy Ke p` dmyHtI jevI Ôg<t =ay Ke ne pit njre n pDtaHpitivrhe bebakzI bnI Ao nz Ao nznI bUmo lgave Ke, ne carebaj¡ quLle pge doD\am kre Ke. quLlaH pgmaH kaH!ane kaHkra vage Ke.pgmaH=I lohInI \ar vhe Ke to p` tene wan n=I ke potanaH pgmaHxuH ={ ræuH Ke. rDe Ke¦ AaÊHd kre Ke¦ mUCKaR Aave Ke te bewan bnI

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pDI Ôy Ke. AavI rIte Aek stI dmyHtInI iS=it ={ to cetnanIdxa kevI hxe? cetna khe Ke ke cetnna ivrhe huH du:q mhelna J$qebe@I-be@I rah Ôeë KuH. &an, wi›, dexivrit, svRivrit vgere AnekrStaAo Ke, te ɘaH=I Aavxe Ae j huH Ôe{ rhI KuH. tena ivyogmaH meHmarI xuiâ qo{ naHqI Ke. k<*` v‡jwUim KoDI ßyare m=ura caLyaÔy Ke Tyare paKz=I gopIAonI je dxa =ay Ke tevI dxa cetna,cetn ivyoge wogvI rhI Ke.

ivrhVy=a=I pIiDt gopIAonI dxa dynIy Ke. cetna p`potanI sqIAone cetnna ivyognI vato kre Ke. gopIAo k<*`paKz ke!lI FelI htI¦ gors vecva nIkzelI k<*`FelI gopI ko{gors Lyo, ko{ gors Lyo... gors Lyo Aem bolvane bdle ko{ma\v Lyo, ma\v Lyo Aem bolva lage Ke. cetna p` cetnnI jrah ÔetI be@I Ke. j¡Ao ivyogInI mIraHna xBdo...

\an n wavEH, nÄd n Aave, ivrh stavE soy,Fayl sI FUmt if$H re, mero drd n Ô`E koy,pH= inha$H Dgr bha$H, éwI marg Ôey,mIraH ke Ýwu kbre imloge, tum imilya suq hoy...

cetne Anaidna A&anne lI\e Aa„ Sv$pne smjvanI xi›gumavI dI\I Ke.

cetna¦ ]âa sahelIne khe Ke ke Axuâ _pyogI Aeva cetnramnemzvuH ke nih? te p` huH wUlI g{ KuH. xuâopyogI Aa„ana ivyogeAne AxuâopyogI AaTmana sHyoge huH to subuiâ m!I, kubuiâ$p =[g{ KuH. AxuâopyogI Aa„ane ÏIp e mzIne pKI tena ivdexgmn$pivyog, ivdexgmn te pr pir`itmaH rm`, tenuH icHtnmnn $pJ$qo je Aavva-jva$p Ke. Axuâ _pyogmaH ÝvtRn$p te A]upan.JulI Ae!le naha{. pr pir`itrm` Ane Axuâ _pyogmaH ÝvtRnmaHÔ`e huH nha{ hoë tevuH lage Ke. subuiâne rovanuH kar` Ke ke cetnÒprmaH lp!a{ gyo Ke ke Ô e sumit p` temaH trboz ={ g{ Ke.

sumit Axuâ pir`itmaH cetn sa=e AevI tdakar ={ g{ Ke

ke Ô e tenuH Sv$p p` tevuH hoy. jem dpR maH deqato \o\mar vrsad.te tenuH ÝitibHb Ke tem sumitmaH pitnuH ÝitibHb pDe Ke. vasnaivkar=IbUrI halt wogvto cetn du:qI =ay Ke Tyare sumit p` du:qI deqayKe kar` ke sumit cetn sa=e tãup Ke. sumit Svwave to xuâ j rheKe. p` kivAe pit sa=e teno Aekakar btavva du:q mhelna J$qanIkLpna krI Ke. vaStvmaH cetn prpir`itmaH trboz ={ gyo Ke.jem khevay Ke ke stI Ae j Ke ke pitne suqe suqI Ane pitna du:qedu:qI, Ae rIte kiv cetnano p` wav btave Ke. hve cetnanI AaiS=itmaH xI dxa =ay Ke te btavta bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

hStI tb huH ivranIya, deqI tn mn KIßyo ho.smjI tb OtI khI, ko{ neh n kIßyo ho...paya.....2..

jene ramba` vaGya hoy te Ô e¦ Ae rIte ivrhvedna ßyaHsu\I AnuwvI n hoy TyaH su\I xuH qbr pDe ke ivyoignInI dxa kevIhoy Ke. saEwaGyvtI ÏI iv\vanI vedna xuH Ô e? vH|ya ÝsUitnIvedna xuH Ô e¦ te to Aena pr hse kar` ke tene Anuwv n=I. temcetna khe Ke ke ivyogInI ÏIAone Ôe{ hstI htI p` hve mnesmÔy Ke ke te loko xama!e rDta hxe. cetn A&an=I Aevo Fera{gyo Ke ke tene potana ma`sonI sHwaz levanuH p` sUJtuH n=I. te=IivrhvednaAe huH sIJI rhI KuH p` hve mne smÔyuH Ke ke cetnaimln=I AanHdnI relmKel =xe. xuâcetna Ýemna yoge Aa Ýma ekhe Ke. cetnaAe potana SvamInuH Sv$p AozQyuH Tyare tene xuâa„apit pr Ýem Ýg! =yo, prHtu proÙ dxamaH saÙatŸ Aa„SvamIdeqato n=I. te=I Sm<it$p J$qamaH besIne Aa„ane saÙatŸ Ôevama!e rah ÔetI be@I Ke. cetna Ae!la b\a iS=r _pyogmaH rhIne deqeKe ke tene te=I =ak lage Ke. saÙatŸ Aa„ane deqvana Awav$pivyog=I cetna JUyaR kre Ke.

mharaj ibHibsarnI pTnI cel`ane ibHibsarnI KbI Ôe{Ýem ÔGyo. ÝTyÙ imln =yuH n hova KtaH Ýem k!arI lagI AneFayl ={ g{. ]ei`kne mezvva ceDaraÔ=I KanuH potana mhel=I

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pDI Ôy Ke. AavI rIte Aek stI dmyHtInI iS=it ={ to cetnanIdxa kevI hxe? cetna khe Ke ke cetnna ivrhe huH du:q mhelna J$qebe@I-be@I rah Ôeë KuH. &an, wi›, dexivrit, svRivrit vgere AnekrStaAo Ke, te ɘaH=I Aavxe Ae j huH Ôe{ rhI KuH. tena ivyogmaH meHmarI xuiâ qo{ naHqI Ke. k<*` v‡jwUim KoDI ßyare m=ura caLyaÔy Ke Tyare paKz=I gopIAonI je dxa =ay Ke tevI dxa cetna,cetn ivyoge wogvI rhI Ke.

ivrhVy=a=I pIiDt gopIAonI dxa dynIy Ke. cetna p`potanI sqIAone cetnna ivyognI vato kre Ke. gopIAo k<*`paKz ke!lI FelI htI¦ gors vecva nIkzelI k<*`FelI gopI ko{gors Lyo, ko{ gors Lyo... gors Lyo Aem bolvane bdle ko{ma\v Lyo, ma\v Lyo Aem bolva lage Ke. cetna p` cetnnI jrah ÔetI be@I Ke. j¡Ao ivyogInI mIraHna xBdo...

\an n wavEH, nÄd n Aave, ivrh stavE soy,Fayl sI FUmt if$H re, mero drd n Ô`E koy,pH= inha$H Dgr bha$H, éwI marg Ôey,mIraH ke Ýwu kbre imloge, tum imilya suq hoy...

cetne Anaidna A&anne lI\e Aa„ Sv$pne smjvanI xi›gumavI dI\I Ke.

cetna¦ ]âa sahelIne khe Ke ke Axuâ _pyogI Aeva cetnramnemzvuH ke nih? te p` huH wUlI g{ KuH. xuâopyogI Aa„ana ivyogeAne AxuâopyogI AaTmana sHyoge huH to subuiâ m!I, kubuiâ$p =[g{ KuH. AxuâopyogI Aa„ane ÏIp e mzIne pKI tena ivdexgmn$pivyog, ivdexgmn te pr pir`itmaH rm`, tenuH icHtnmnn $pJ$qo je Aavva-jva$p Ke. Axuâ _pyogmaH ÝvtRn$p te A]upan.JulI Ae!le naha{. pr pir`itrm` Ane Axuâ _pyogmaH ÝvtRnmaHÔ`e huH nha{ hoë tevuH lage Ke. subuiâne rovanuH kar` Ke ke cetnÒprmaH lp!a{ gyo Ke ke Ô e sumit p` temaH trboz ={ g{ Ke.

sumit Axuâ pir`itmaH cetn sa=e AevI tdakar ={ g{ Ke

ke Ô e tenuH Sv$p p` tevuH hoy. jem dpR maH deqato \o\mar vrsad.te tenuH ÝitibHb Ke tem sumitmaH pitnuH ÝitibHb pDe Ke. vasnaivkar=IbUrI halt wogvto cetn du:qI =ay Ke Tyare sumit p` du:qI deqayKe kar` ke sumit cetn sa=e tãup Ke. sumit Svwave to xuâ j rheKe. p` kivAe pit sa=e teno Aekakar btavva du:q mhelna J$qanIkLpna krI Ke. vaStvmaH cetn prpir`itmaH trboz ={ gyo Ke.jem khevay Ke ke stI Ae j Ke ke pitne suqe suqI Ane pitna du:qedu:qI, Ae rIte kiv cetnano p` wav btave Ke. hve cetnanI AaiS=itmaH xI dxa =ay Ke te btavta bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

hStI tb huH ivranIya, deqI tn mn KIßyo ho.smjI tb OtI khI, ko{ neh n kIßyo ho...paya.....2..

jene ramba` vaGya hoy te Ô e¦ Ae rIte ivrhvedna ßyaHsu\I AnuwvI n hoy TyaH su\I xuH qbr pDe ke ivyoignInI dxa kevIhoy Ke. saEwaGyvtI ÏI iv\vanI vedna xuH Ô e? vH|ya ÝsUitnIvedna xuH Ô e¦ te to Aena pr hse kar` ke tene Anuwv n=I. temcetna khe Ke ke ivyogInI ÏIAone Ôe{ hstI htI p` hve mnesmÔy Ke ke te loko xama!e rDta hxe. cetn A&an=I Aevo Fera{gyo Ke ke tene potana ma`sonI sHwaz levanuH p` sUJtuH n=I. te=IivrhvednaAe huH sIJI rhI KuH p` hve mne smÔyuH Ke ke cetnaimln=I AanHdnI relmKel =xe. xuâcetna Ýemna yoge Aa Ýma ekhe Ke. cetnaAe potana SvamInuH Sv$p AozQyuH Tyare tene xuâa„apit pr Ýem Ýg! =yo, prHtu proÙ dxamaH saÙatŸ Aa„SvamIdeqato n=I. te=I Sm<it$p J$qamaH besIne Aa„ane saÙatŸ Ôevama!e rah ÔetI be@I Ke. cetna Ae!la b\a iS=r _pyogmaH rhIne deqeKe ke tene te=I =ak lage Ke. saÙatŸ Aa„ane deqvana Awav$pivyog=I cetna JUyaR kre Ke.

mharaj ibHibsarnI pTnI cel`ane ibHibsarnI KbI Ôe{Ýem ÔGyo. ÝTyÙ imln =yuH n hova KtaH Ýem k!arI lagI AneFayl ={ g{. ]ei`kne mezvva ceDaraÔ=I KanuH potana mhel=I

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Proof - 2

rajg<hI su\InuH woyruH kraVyuH Ane woyramaH=I ]ei`k sa=e wagIg{ p` proÙ Ýem Ýg!e to p` ivrhnI ATyHt pIDanI AnuwUit=ay Ke.

ÝemIne potana ÝemnuH poØ` n =taH tena=I du:qne kar e k@orxBdÝyog shjmaH ={ Ôy Ke. !bakar Aano A=R bIÒ rIte kre Ke.teAo khe Ke ke kubuiâ$pI ÏI maya, cetn ßyare t<*`a pase hoy Tyaremaya JUre Ke Ane cetn ßyare mmta pase hoy Tyare t<*`a Jure Ke. AaÏIAonI AavI dxa Ôe{ cetna tena pr hstI htI p` hve teneSvyHne Anuwv =ay Ke, te=I khe Ke ke pit ivrhe maruH xrIr savsuka{ gyuH Ke. kar`ke Aa dxamaH qavuH, pIvuH, Aaram to hram ={gya Ke. êF to Ô e rIsa{ g{ Ke. Aa manisk dxanI Asr xrIrp` =ay Ke. huH to Ýem krIne pSta`I KuH p` Aa bolvamaH cetnanowarowar Ýem !pke Ke, hve kiv]I ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ÝItm Ýanpit ibna, ipya kEse jIve hoy?Ýan pvn ivrhadxa wuyHgin pIve ho...pIya.....3..

ÏIAono Aa\ar hHmexaH puruØ g`ay Ke. te nanI hoy Tyaremabapno Aa\ar, kdac bap m<Tyu pame to nana-mo!awa{no Aa\ar,sasre Ôy to pitno Aa\ar Ane pit m<Tyu pame to dIkranoAa\ar. Aa rIte narIna ÒvnmaH nrnuH S=an muQy Ke. pri`t ÏIma!e pit svRSv Ke. te j tena Ýa`no Aa\ar Ke. jem Ýa` ivnaxrIr haDipHjr Ke tem cetna khe Ke ke he cetn¦ tarI sa=e Ýem kyaÅpKI hve mne AaquH jgt xUNy wase Ke. AenI sa=e srqavo k<*`w› mIraHnI pHiktAo: “cr` ibna kKu vE nih wavE, jg mayasb spnn kI... mohI..” ko{ S=ane ic¿ co!tuH n=I. Aa jgtnImaya, SvPn jevI lage Ke Ane Aap marI samuH p` Ôeta n=I. hena=¦ Aap mHidre p\aro to mare mn AaquH jgt mare TyaH vsI gyuHlage Ke. SvgRna to xuH ApvgRna xa¬t suq p` Aapna sHyoge jÝaº =xe. cetna potanI Ôg<it gumavI de Ke. Ae!le ke xuâcetnaÝg! =tI n=I. AxuâopyogI Aa„anuH Òvn inr=Rk ={ Ôy Ke.

sHsarmaH rqDavnaruH bnI Ôy Ke. cetn ßyare im+ya&anmaH AotÝot={ Ôy Ke Tyare tenaH wavÝa` AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn, AnHtsuqAne AnHtvIyR qvata Ôy Ke. kar`ke cetna Aa Ýa`ne Aa\are !kIKe. Ôe Ýa` j n rhe to Òvn kona Aa\are !ke? cetnnI cEtNyxi›Ae j cetna Ke. cEtNyÝa`ne \ar` krIne Aa„a Òve Ke Ae!le tenuHÒvn cEtNy=I wrpUr Ke ne jDp uH tenamaH jray n=I. jDtanaAwav$p Ae!le AjDTvSv$p AevI cEtNyxi› Aa„amaH Ke.cEtNyxi› Ae!le cetna tene khevay ke je potane cete-Ô e. cetnnaÝa` te cetnana Ýa` Ke. dx yit\mRne dx Ýa` smjva.dxyit\mRno itrowav Kõa gu S=anke =ay Ke. Tyare cetn-cetnanuHm\ur imln co=a gu S=anke =taH tenamaH Ýa`sHcar =yo hoy tevuHlage Ke. vzI ãVyÝa` Ane cetnane parmai=Rk ¹iÚAe kaH{ lagevzge nhÄ p` Ýa` to Ýa` j Ke. \mR Ane Ýa` j¡da Ke. te=IwavÝa`maH &an, dxRn suq Ane vIyR g`ay Ke, p` cetnanI]âamaH t=a &anmaH milnta Aavta wavÝa` qva{ ræa KeA=va pI rhI Ke. wavÝa`ne nukxan =taH xuâcetnanuH Òvn sÀvsuka{ Ôy Ke. sa=e te Ait AVy› =tI Ôy Ke. temj Ýa` !kvanIAxi›ne kar e su\-bu\ qo{ bese Ke pKI tenI dxa kevI Ke te co=IkDImaH btavta khe Ke,

xItl pHqa k¡mk¡ma-, cHdn kha lave ho?Anl n ivrhanl y hE, tn tap b#ave ho...pIya.....4..

xuâcetna tenI sqIAone khe Ke ke he sqIAo¦ tme maroivrhaiGn xaHt krva F`a-F`a _pcar kro Ko. tme Aa xrIr prxItl pda=Èno lep kro Ko. cHdn, kpUr vgere lgavo Ko. pHqonaHqo Ko. te isvay Anek ÝyTno kro Ko p` mare ma!e te b\uHinr=Rk Ke. te xItz pda=È marI ivrhaiGnmaH v\aro kre Ke kar` keAa ko{ baæ AiGn n=I. baæ AiGn baæ _pcar=I xaHt =ayTyare Aa to AHtrHg AiGn Ke. ivrhIjno ma!e Aava _pcar AiGnmaHFI nuH kam kre Ke. teno kamaiG™ v\are _dŸIº ={ Ôy Ke. manvmn je

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Proof - 2

rajg<hI su\InuH woyruH kraVyuH Ane woyramaH=I ]ei`k sa=e wagIg{ p` proÙ Ýem Ýg!e to p` ivrhnI ATyHt pIDanI AnuwUit=ay Ke.

ÝemIne potana ÝemnuH poØ` n =taH tena=I du:qne kar e k@orxBdÝyog shjmaH ={ Ôy Ke. !bakar Aano A=R bIÒ rIte kre Ke.teAo khe Ke ke kubuiâ$pI ÏI maya, cetn ßyare t<*`a pase hoy Tyaremaya JUre Ke Ane cetn ßyare mmta pase hoy Tyare t<*`a Jure Ke. AaÏIAonI AavI dxa Ôe{ cetna tena pr hstI htI p` hve teneSvyHne Anuwv =ay Ke, te=I khe Ke ke pit ivrhe maruH xrIr savsuka{ gyuH Ke. kar`ke Aa dxamaH qavuH, pIvuH, Aaram to hram ={gya Ke. êF to Ô e rIsa{ g{ Ke. Aa manisk dxanI Asr xrIrp` =ay Ke. huH to Ýem krIne pSta`I KuH p` Aa bolvamaH cetnanowarowar Ýem !pke Ke, hve kiv]I ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

ÝItm Ýanpit ibna, ipya kEse jIve hoy?Ýan pvn ivrhadxa wuyHgin pIve ho...pIya.....3..

ÏIAono Aa\ar hHmexaH puruØ g`ay Ke. te nanI hoy Tyaremabapno Aa\ar, kdac bap m<Tyu pame to nana-mo!awa{no Aa\ar,sasre Ôy to pitno Aa\ar Ane pit m<Tyu pame to dIkranoAa\ar. Aa rIte narIna ÒvnmaH nrnuH S=an muQy Ke. pri`t ÏIma!e pit svRSv Ke. te j tena Ýa`no Aa\ar Ke. jem Ýa` ivnaxrIr haDipHjr Ke tem cetna khe Ke ke he cetn¦ tarI sa=e Ýem kyaÅpKI hve mne AaquH jgt xUNy wase Ke. AenI sa=e srqavo k<*`w› mIraHnI pHiktAo: “cr` ibna kKu vE nih wavE, jg mayasb spnn kI... mohI..” ko{ S=ane ic¿ co!tuH n=I. Aa jgtnImaya, SvPn jevI lage Ke Ane Aap marI samuH p` Ôeta n=I. hena=¦ Aap mHidre p\aro to mare mn AaquH jgt mare TyaH vsI gyuHlage Ke. SvgRna to xuH ApvgRna xa¬t suq p` Aapna sHyoge jÝaº =xe. cetna potanI Ôg<it gumavI de Ke. Ae!le ke xuâcetnaÝg! =tI n=I. AxuâopyogI Aa„anuH Òvn inr=Rk ={ Ôy Ke.

sHsarmaH rqDavnaruH bnI Ôy Ke. cetn ßyare im+ya&anmaH AotÝot={ Ôy Ke Tyare tenaH wavÝa` AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn, AnHtsuqAne AnHtvIyR qvata Ôy Ke. kar`ke cetna Aa Ýa`ne Aa\are !kIKe. Ôe Ýa` j n rhe to Òvn kona Aa\are !ke? cetnnI cEtNyxi›Ae j cetna Ke. cEtNyÝa`ne \ar` krIne Aa„a Òve Ke Ae!le tenuHÒvn cEtNy=I wrpUr Ke ne jDp uH tenamaH jray n=I. jDtanaAwav$p Ae!le AjDTvSv$p AevI cEtNyxi› Aa„amaH Ke.cEtNyxi› Ae!le cetna tene khevay ke je potane cete-Ô e. cetnnaÝa` te cetnana Ýa` Ke. dx yit\mRne dx Ýa` smjva.dxyit\mRno itrowav Kõa gu S=anke =ay Ke. Tyare cetn-cetnanuHm\ur imln co=a gu S=anke =taH tenamaH Ýa`sHcar =yo hoy tevuHlage Ke. vzI ãVyÝa` Ane cetnane parmai=Rk ¹iÚAe kaH{ lagevzge nhÄ p` Ýa` to Ýa` j Ke. \mR Ane Ýa` j¡da Ke. te=IwavÝa`maH &an, dxRn suq Ane vIyR g`ay Ke, p` cetnanI]âamaH t=a &anmaH milnta Aavta wavÝa` qva{ ræa KeA=va pI rhI Ke. wavÝa`ne nukxan =taH xuâcetnanuH Òvn sÀvsuka{ Ôy Ke. sa=e te Ait AVy› =tI Ôy Ke. temj Ýa` !kvanIAxi›ne kar e su\-bu\ qo{ bese Ke pKI tenI dxa kevI Ke te co=IkDImaH btavta khe Ke,

xItl pHqa k¡mk¡ma-, cHdn kha lave ho?Anl n ivrhanl y hE, tn tap b#ave ho...pIya.....4..

xuâcetna tenI sqIAone khe Ke ke he sqIAo¦ tme maroivrhaiGn xaHt krva F`a-F`a _pcar kro Ko. tme Aa xrIr prxItl pda=Èno lep kro Ko. cHdn, kpUr vgere lgavo Ko. pHqonaHqo Ko. te isvay Anek ÝyTno kro Ko p` mare ma!e te b\uHinr=Rk Ke. te xItz pda=È marI ivrhaiGnmaH v\aro kre Ke kar` keAa ko{ baæ AiGn n=I. baæ AiGn baæ _pcar=I xaHt =ayTyare Aa to AHtrHg AiGn Ke. ivrhIjno ma!e Aava _pcar AiGnmaHFI nuH kam kre Ke. teno kamaiG™ v\are _dŸIº ={ Ôy Ke. manvmn je

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Proof - 2

iS=itmaH hoy te Ýma e tene Ýk<it lage Ke. ivrhI manvne sUyR tobaze Ke p` cHãnI caHdnI p` AiGn vrsavtI lage Ke. cetnane p`Aa b\uH du:qnI v<iâ krnar lage Ke ma!e tena Aa b\a _pcaronkama lage Ke. cetn xaHit ma!e varHvar baæ _pcar to kre Ke p`xuâ cetnane te=I v\are du:q$p lage Ke. ivrhaiGn xaHt krvanuH _¿mAaEØ\ Ke sHym. mhav‡taidnuH paln t=a dxyit \mR Aa AHtrHgkayÈ=I AiGn xaHt =ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ke!lIk jGyaAe Vyvharne l"ymaHraqI inüyne poØ` AaPyuH Ke. Aem je khevamaH AaVyuH Ke teno AanmUno Ke. baæ _pcar, cetnanI Vyai\ne v\arnar Ke tem khevamaHbhu\a taiÀvk ApeÙa |yanmaH raqvamaH AavI Ke. sqIAoAe cetnanaÝa` jta Ô`Ine teno ivrhanl buJavvane xItlopcar krvamaHD˜a Ae!le Anaid im+yaTvI Òv y=aÝv<i¿kr e AaVyo Anekdac te _pcar calu raqe to te ApUvRkr e p` Aave. Aava baæ_pcar krtI sqIne cetna khe Ke ke he wozI sqI¦ tuH cHdn, brasnuHivlepn xa ma!e kre Ke? Ae to baæ AiGnna {laj Ke. ßyaH su\IsmykŸ Sv$pI Aa„anuH imln nhÄ =ay TyaH su\I Aa sa\no bH\n$pAne pIDakark bne Ke. !bakare baæ _pcarne y=aÝv<i¿kr` su\IkæaH Ke Ane cetnÒno mezap sMykŸTv Ýaiº=I =ay Ke. teAoAeivrhkaz ApUvRkr` su\I g~yo Ke. Ae!le cetna AnHt=I pit ivyogeJUrI rhI Ke. Aa dxamaH teno Aa|yaiTmk wUimkano ÝarHw =ay Ke. tekiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH v Rve Ke.

fagu cacr Ok insa, horI sIrganI ho.mere mn sb idn jrE, tn qaq _DanI ho...pIya.....5..

drek manv ko{ne ko{ kar`=I thevar mnave Ke. temaH ko{\aimRk ¹iÚAe hoy Ke to vzI ko{ samaijk ¹iÚAe hoy Ke. ko{vqt ko{ sTy F!nane Aa\are pvÈnuH Aayojn =ay Ke. fag`masmaH loko hozI=I rme Ke Ane pKI hozI szgave Ke. bIje idvse\UzI pDvane idvse szgavelI hozInI raq _DaDvamaH Aave Ke. tevI

rIte cetna khe Ke ke he hozI rmnara manv bH\uAo¦ tme to Aek jrat hozI szgavo Ko p` mara xrIrmaH to AnaidkaznI hozIszgI rhI Ke. maro ivrhdah bUJvnar ko{ n=I. mara cetn Ýwunaimln ivna Aa hEyanI hozI xaHt =xe nhÄH. bIje idvse to tenI raq_DavI do Ko tem mara AHtrÝdexmaH lagelI hozI=I to mara xrIrnIy raq ={ rhI Ke.

hozI qelnara loko to Aek rat hozI qele Ke p` cetnane todIFRkaz=I Aa hozI szgI rhI Ke Ane tene lI\e xuâ icHtn$p xrIrp` bzI ræuH Ke. tenI raq p` rhI nhÄ te p` hvamaH éDI g{.

kiv Aa pdnI KõI kDImaH khe Ke,smta mhel ibraj hE, va`I rs reja ho.bil jaéH AanHdFn Ýwu, Oese in@ur n Vheja ho...pIya.....6..

xuâcetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ maya-mmtana sHgmaH rhI rspUvRkivØywogI vato kro Ko tenaH bdle hve sumitna mHidre p\aro Anetmara &anmaH ÝTyÙ deqataH nrk, ingod, devlok vgerenI vatonova`IÝvah vhevDavo Ane xuâ Sv$pnI vatomaH shu ko{ne trbozkro. ßyare huH AapnI Aa ÝkarnI _Cc vato saHwzIx Tyare tmarahuH Aovar`aH l{x. ATyare Aeva ivcar maƒ=I mara idlmaH Ae!lob\o AanHd =ay Ke ke Ô e wiv*ynI vatoAe vtRman$p \ar` krIlI\uH. mne lage Ke ke Ô e mara cetnram mara mHidre p\ayaR Ke. huHAovar`aH l{ mI@o @pko AapuH KuH Ane khuH KuH ke tme Aaj su\I marIje dxa krI Ke tevI dxa hve pKI ko{ idvs krtaH nhÄ t=a AapnIAa AnuiÝyane vegzI p` krxo nhÄ. Aap smta mHidre p\aro keje=I maro ivrhkaz wagI Ôy.

cetn khe Ke ke he sumit, smta ne xuâcetna Ame tara mHidrej$r AavxuH kar` ke huH wVy KuH Ane moÙno kamI KuH p` hj¡ maruHAa„vIyR Sfur`a paMyuH n=I. te=I AhÄ rqD˜a kruH KuH. hve AarqDpÎIno j$r AHt Aavxe. huH tara mHidre AavIx Ane iS=rtapkDIx pKI kevz&anno waSkr _dy pamxe, jemaH jgtnI svR

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Proof - 2

iS=itmaH hoy te Ýma e tene Ýk<it lage Ke. ivrhI manvne sUyR tobaze Ke p` cHãnI caHdnI p` AiGn vrsavtI lage Ke. cetnane p`Aa b\uH du:qnI v<iâ krnar lage Ke ma!e tena Aa b\a _pcaronkama lage Ke. cetn xaHit ma!e varHvar baæ _pcar to kre Ke p`xuâ cetnane te=I v\are du:q$p lage Ke. ivrhaiGn xaHt krvanuH _¿mAaEØ\ Ke sHym. mhav‡taidnuH paln t=a dxyit \mR Aa AHtrHgkayÈ=I AiGn xaHt =ay Ke.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ke!lIk jGyaAe Vyvharne l"ymaHraqI inüyne poØ` AaPyuH Ke. Aem je khevamaH AaVyuH Ke teno AanmUno Ke. baæ _pcar, cetnanI Vyai\ne v\arnar Ke tem khevamaHbhu\a taiÀvk ApeÙa |yanmaH raqvamaH AavI Ke. sqIAoAe cetnanaÝa` jta Ô`Ine teno ivrhanl buJavvane xItlopcar krvamaHD˜a Ae!le Anaid im+yaTvI Òv y=aÝv<i¿kr e AaVyo Anekdac te _pcar calu raqe to te ApUvRkr e p` Aave. Aava baæ_pcar krtI sqIne cetna khe Ke ke he wozI sqI¦ tuH cHdn, brasnuHivlepn xa ma!e kre Ke? Ae to baæ AiGnna {laj Ke. ßyaH su\IsmykŸ Sv$pI Aa„anuH imln nhÄ =ay TyaH su\I Aa sa\no bH\n$pAne pIDakark bne Ke. !bakare baæ _pcarne y=aÝv<i¿kr` su\IkæaH Ke Ane cetnÒno mezap sMykŸTv Ýaiº=I =ay Ke. teAoAeivrhkaz ApUvRkr` su\I g~yo Ke. Ae!le cetna AnHt=I pit ivyogeJUrI rhI Ke. Aa dxamaH teno Aa|yaiTmk wUimkano ÝarHw =ay Ke. tekiv Aa pdnI paHcmI kDImaH v Rve Ke.

fagu cacr Ok insa, horI sIrganI ho.mere mn sb idn jrE, tn qaq _DanI ho...pIya.....5..

drek manv ko{ne ko{ kar`=I thevar mnave Ke. temaH ko{\aimRk ¹iÚAe hoy Ke to vzI ko{ samaijk ¹iÚAe hoy Ke. ko{vqt ko{ sTy F!nane Aa\are pvÈnuH Aayojn =ay Ke. fag`masmaH loko hozI=I rme Ke Ane pKI hozI szgave Ke. bIje idvse\UzI pDvane idvse szgavelI hozInI raq _DaDvamaH Aave Ke. tevI

rIte cetna khe Ke ke he hozI rmnara manv bH\uAo¦ tme to Aek jrat hozI szgavo Ko p` mara xrIrmaH to AnaidkaznI hozIszgI rhI Ke. maro ivrhdah bUJvnar ko{ n=I. mara cetn Ýwunaimln ivna Aa hEyanI hozI xaHt =xe nhÄH. bIje idvse to tenI raq_DavI do Ko tem mara AHtrÝdexmaH lagelI hozI=I to mara xrIrnIy raq ={ rhI Ke.

hozI qelnara loko to Aek rat hozI qele Ke p` cetnane todIFRkaz=I Aa hozI szgI rhI Ke Ane tene lI\e xuâ icHtn$p xrIrp` bzI ræuH Ke. tenI raq p` rhI nhÄ te p` hvamaH éDI g{.

kiv Aa pdnI KõI kDImaH khe Ke,smta mhel ibraj hE, va`I rs reja ho.bil jaéH AanHdFn Ýwu, Oese in@ur n Vheja ho...pIya.....6..

xuâcetna khe Ke ke he Ýwu¦ maya-mmtana sHgmaH rhI rspUvRkivØywogI vato kro Ko tenaH bdle hve sumitna mHidre p\aro Anetmara &anmaH ÝTyÙ deqataH nrk, ingod, devlok vgerenI vatonova`IÝvah vhevDavo Ane xuâ Sv$pnI vatomaH shu ko{ne trbozkro. ßyare huH AapnI Aa ÝkarnI _Cc vato saHwzIx Tyare tmarahuH Aovar`aH l{x. ATyare Aeva ivcar maƒ=I mara idlmaH Ae!lob\o AanHd =ay Ke ke Ô e wiv*ynI vatoAe vtRman$p \ar` krIlI\uH. mne lage Ke ke Ô e mara cetnram mara mHidre p\ayaR Ke. huHAovar`aH l{ mI@o @pko AapuH KuH Ane khuH KuH ke tme Aaj su\I marIje dxa krI Ke tevI dxa hve pKI ko{ idvs krtaH nhÄ t=a AapnIAa AnuiÝyane vegzI p` krxo nhÄ. Aap smta mHidre p\aro keje=I maro ivrhkaz wagI Ôy.

cetn khe Ke ke he sumit, smta ne xuâcetna Ame tara mHidrej$r AavxuH kar` ke huH wVy KuH Ane moÙno kamI KuH p` hj¡ maruHAa„vIyR Sfur`a paMyuH n=I. te=I AhÄ rqD˜a kruH KuH. hve AarqDpÎIno j$r AHt Aavxe. huH tara mHidre AavIx Ane iS=rtapkDIx pKI kevz&anno waSkr _dy pamxe, jemaH jgtnI svR

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ãVynI iƒkalvt± pyaRy j`axe. pKI to te Sv$pnI ny-inÙepäara khevanI t=a xuâ Sv$pnI vato krvamaH Anero AanHd Aavxe.tarI ivrh vedna wagI jxe. ATyar su\I je du:q shn kyuÅ Ke tenobdlo vzI jxe. Tyare sumit khe Ke xuâdxamaH ApUvRAanHd Aapnarahe Ýwu¦ huH Aapna Aovar`aH lë KuH. AapnI AevI iS=it Aavtamara tn-mnnaH tap dUr =xe. AapnI Aa!lI vat saHwzva maƒ=Imne hØR =ay Ke to p\ayaR pKI to ke!lo AanHd =xe? p` na=¦qas vat Ae krvanI Ke ke paKa k@or bnI jtaH nhÄ, indRy idlnana ={ jtaH Aa rIte sumit äara cetna, cetnne ivnHtI krI rhI Ke.!bakar khe Ke ke he ]âe¦ mitna mhelmaH xuâ Aa„dev ibraje KeTyare huH kumitnI sumit ={ g{ KuH. ATyar su\I car git$p mhelhto tene bdle hve moÙ mhel ={ gyo Ke. xuâ SyadŸvad Sv$pcairƒäar Ývexe mugit mhelmaH shel krIx ßyaH AirhHt wgvannI va`IrsnaH trHgo é@e Ke. Aeva AanHdFn Ýwu¦ huH tmarI Aa vat saHwzInetmara pr blI-blI Ôë KuH A=aRtŸ Aovar`aH l_H KuH. ATyar su\IAxuâ _pyognI F`I-F`I vato Ane v Rn kyaÅ hve tevI vato nakrxo.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH Vyavhairk vatomaHAa|yai„kwavono Ýa` pUrI, samaNy buiâvaza vackvgRnamgjmaH étarI b\aHne wavivwor bnavI dI\aH Ke. cetna F`IVyakuz htI p` cetnna =oDa Aa¬asn=I cetna Aa¬aist ={g{. hve tn-mnmaH xaHit ={ te=I te khe Ke ke he na=¦ Aap maramHidre p\arxo tenI mne qatrI j Ke. Aap Aek vqt tena trf Ôe{lo pKI Aapne Qyal AavI jvo Ôe{Ae ke Aap ßyaH Ko te AapnuHS=an n=I. AapnuH icrS=ayI S=an isâÙeƒ Ke. Aa!luH Ô`I lopKI Aap vhela ke moDa j$r TyaH p\aro tenI mne icHta n=I.cetnanI vat saHwzI Aaj su\I cetne mo#uH qoLyuH nhotuH te qolInaQyuH. cetnanI vato, teno mI@o @pko, tenI k@orva`I, tenI \mkIb\uH j Aaj su\I cetne saHwZyuH Tyare Aaje cetna sa=e vato krtaH

khe Ke ke he cetna¦ huH gme TyaH wle hoë p` Aaqr to mare ne taresa=e j rhevanuH Ke ne? said-AnHtkaz su\I Aap`o yog sÔRxe.Aap e isâÙeƒmaH j{ne shel krIxuH. AnHt isâonI sa=e Aa„wavmaHrm` krxuH. cetn t=a cetna xa¬tsuq, shÔnHd, inÔnHdnI mStImaHmSt bne Ke.

Aam, kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH cetnana ivrhnI vednanuHAne cetn sa=ena imlnnaH AanHdnuH hozIna Vyavhairk ¹ÚaHt äarasrs v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒnaH _¿m pdomaHnuH Aa Aek pd Ke.

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ãVynI iƒkalvt± pyaRy j`axe. pKI to te Sv$pnI ny-inÙepäara khevanI t=a xuâ Sv$pnI vato krvamaH Anero AanHd Aavxe.tarI ivrh vedna wagI jxe. ATyar su\I je du:q shn kyuÅ Ke tenobdlo vzI jxe. Tyare sumit khe Ke xuâdxamaH ApUvRAanHd Aapnarahe Ýwu¦ huH Aapna Aovar`aH lë KuH. AapnI AevI iS=it Aavtamara tn-mnnaH tap dUr =xe. AapnI Aa!lI vat saHwzva maƒ=Imne hØR =ay Ke to p\ayaR pKI to ke!lo AanHd =xe? p` na=¦qas vat Ae krvanI Ke ke paKa k@or bnI jtaH nhÄ, indRy idlnana ={ jtaH Aa rIte sumit äara cetna, cetnne ivnHtI krI rhI Ke.!bakar khe Ke ke he ]âe¦ mitna mhelmaH xuâ Aa„dev ibraje KeTyare huH kumitnI sumit ={ g{ KuH. ATyar su\I car git$p mhelhto tene bdle hve moÙ mhel ={ gyo Ke. xuâ SyadŸvad Sv$pcairƒäar Ývexe mugit mhelmaH shel krIx ßyaH AirhHt wgvannI va`IrsnaH trHgo é@e Ke. Aeva AanHdFn Ýwu¦ huH tmarI Aa vat saHwzInetmara pr blI-blI Ôë KuH A=aRtŸ Aovar`aH l_H KuH. ATyar su\IAxuâ _pyognI F`I-F`I vato Ane v Rn kyaÅ hve tevI vato nakrxo.

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH Vyavhairk vatomaHAa|yai„kwavono Ýa` pUrI, samaNy buiâvaza vackvgRnamgjmaH étarI b\aHne wavivwor bnavI dI\aH Ke. cetna F`IVyakuz htI p` cetnna =oDa Aa¬asn=I cetna Aa¬aist ={g{. hve tn-mnmaH xaHit ={ te=I te khe Ke ke he na=¦ Aap maramHidre p\arxo tenI mne qatrI j Ke. Aap Aek vqt tena trf Ôe{lo pKI Aapne Qyal AavI jvo Ôe{Ae ke Aap ßyaH Ko te AapnuHS=an n=I. AapnuH icrS=ayI S=an isâÙeƒ Ke. Aa!luH Ô`I lopKI Aap vhela ke moDa j$r TyaH p\aro tenI mne icHta n=I.cetnanI vat saHwzI Aaj su\I cetne mo#uH qoLyuH nhotuH te qolInaQyuH. cetnanI vato, teno mI@o @pko, tenI k@orva`I, tenI \mkIb\uH j Aaj su\I cetne saHwZyuH Tyare Aaje cetna sa=e vato krtaH

khe Ke ke he cetna¦ huH gme TyaH wle hoë p` Aaqr to mare ne taresa=e j rhevanuH Ke ne? said-AnHtkaz su\I Aap`o yog sÔRxe.Aap e isâÙeƒmaH j{ne shel krIxuH. AnHt isâonI sa=e Aa„wavmaHrm` krxuH. cetn t=a cetna xa¬tsuq, shÔnHd, inÔnHdnI mStImaHmSt bne Ke.

Aam, kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH cetnana ivrhnI vednanuHAne cetn sa=ena imlnnaH AanHdnuH hozIna Vyavhairk ¹ÚaHt äarasrs v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒnaH _¿m pdomaHnuH Aa Aek pd Ke.

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pd-4r

“Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge”

sMykŸsa\namagRna sodagr, Aa„\mRna _Ôgr ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje A|ya„tÀvrs vhevDavI Svpr _pkar kyÈKe. cetna t=a cetnna A=R gHwIr rhSyone lailTywrI waØamaHVy› krI mumuÙu Aa„ane ma!e wa=uH pUruH paD uH Ke.

;sarHg A=va AaxavrI rag' maH lqayel Aa pdmaH cetnnepotana Sv$pno Qyal Aave Ke. Svxi›no Qyal Aavta te SvyHinwRy bnI khe Ke,

Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge... Abya kar` im+yaTv dIyo tj, ÉyuH kr deh \reHge?...Ab..... 1..

cetn khe Ke ke smj`na Awave meH Aa sHsarmaH AnekvarjNmmr` kyaÅ. ingodmaH rhI Aek muhUtRmaH paHs@ hÔr paHcsoKƒIs var jNmmr` kyaÅ Ane Tyar pKI car gitmaH rqD˜o p`mara jNm-mr`no hj¡ su\I AHt na AaVyo. nvuH xrIr \ar` kruHTyare AanHd pamuH Ane KoDvano smy Aave Tyare du:q =ay. xrIrne!kavva meH to ke!ke!la _payo kyaÅ. Are¦ xrIr KoDvuH pDxe? Aa!laivcar maƒ=I kHparI KU!I Ôy Ke. p` hve huH inwRy ={ gyo KuHkar` ke hve mne smÔyuH Ke ke jNmmr`nuH kar` xuH Ke? ;mUz naxev<Ù nax' tem AnHt sHsarnuH kar` im+yaTv Ke. teno Qyal AaVyoAe!le ;kar` naxe kayR nax' Aem Ô`Ine im+yaTvne meH tÒ dI\uH Ke.Aaj su\I paEdŸgilk wavne huH maro manI temaH j rCyo-pCyo rhetohto p` im+yaTv jtaH paEdŸgilk suq Ae to \uHvaDana backa jevuHlage Ke Ane Aa„icHtn=I hve mne m<Tyuno wy p` ræo n=I.kar` Aa xrIrne Aaj su\I huH maruH manto hto p` hve smÔyuH Keke te pudŸglno ipHD Ke. jD SvwavI Ke. te=I te prayuH Ke. Aa xrIrnamohne kar`e huH suqI KuH, du:qI KuH, huH mrI ræo KuH tevuH lagtuH htuH p`

hve smÔyuH Ke ke Aa xrIr=I huH j¡do KuH huH to AsHQyatÝdexI Aa„aKuH. ãVy=I to huH inTy KuH. maro Aek p` Ýdex AoKo =to n=I to v<iâp` pamto n=I. huH AnHtkaz=I jevo KuH tevo j KuH Ane AnHtkazsu\I tevo j rhevano KuH. mr` dehnuH =ay Ke maruH nhÄ. kmRne kar`eAek deh KoDI nva dehne \ar` krvo pDe Ke. p` maro kdI p` nax=to n=I. AavI AlaEikkxi› \ravta mara AaTmano ko{p`iS=itmaH ɘarey p` nax =to n=I. huH mrI ræo KuH AevuH lage Ke Aeto Aek w‡aHit Ke. hve Ae w‡aHit waHgI g{ Ke. maro AaTma ;se nsâe, n Ìve, n gH\e, n rse, n fase, [Tvev itbeim' huH xBd, $p,gH\, rs Ane SpxR Sv$p n=I. huH A$pI, inTy KuH. AaTma mayÈmrto n=I. pa`ImaH DUbto n=I, AiGnmaH bzto n=I. vayu=I ivHÔton=I, Aap`I njre Aavto n=I tevo A$pI AivnaxI AaTma Ke.AhÄ jNm-mr`nuH kar` im+yaTv khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. kiv khe Ke kecetnne te kar`no nax kyÈ Ke pKI deh \ar` xa ma!e kre?

kivna Aa vcnno parHpairk A=R levano Ke. kar`ke im+yaTvnanax=I jNmmr`no nax ={ jto n=I p` jNm-mr`=I =taHdu:qnaH nax =ay Ke. jNm-mr`nuH kar` kØay Ke. kØaywav sHpU Rnax pamtaH jNmmr`no AHt Aave Ke. jNmmr`nuH mUz im+yaTvhova KtaH tenaH shayk kar`o bIÔ p` éwaH j Ke. jem kuHwar dHDvDe cakDo clave Ke p` dHD ka#I naQya pKI p` cakDo trt jfrto bH\ pDI jto n=I p` \Ire-\Ire bH\ pDe Ke tem im+yaTvno dHDjva=I sHsarcÊno AHt AavI jto n=I p` ndI gol paØa` NyayeÒv im+yaTvmaH=I mu› bnI smikt ÝaPt krI Aagz v\e Ke. deh\ar` krvanuH Aek kar` nax paMyuH p` bIÔ É˜aH kar`o Ke te bIÒkDImaH kiv btave Ke.

rag dos jg bH\ krt hE. {nko nas kreHge.myÈ AnHt kal teH Ýa`I, so hm kal hreHge ...Ab hm.....2..

AnHtsHsarmaH pirw‡m` kravnar t=a sHsarmaH Aa ÒvnebaH\I raqnar be mhaxƒu Ke te rag Ane äeØ bH\n$p Aa bne Ke.

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pd-4r

“Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge”

sMykŸsa\namagRna sodagr, Aa„\mRna _Ôgr ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje A|ya„tÀvrs vhevDavI Svpr _pkar kyÈKe. cetna t=a cetnna A=R gHwIr rhSyone lailTywrI waØamaHVy› krI mumuÙu Aa„ane ma!e wa=uH pUruH paD uH Ke.

;sarHg A=va AaxavrI rag' maH lqayel Aa pdmaH cetnnepotana Sv$pno Qyal Aave Ke. Svxi›no Qyal Aavta te SvyHinwRy bnI khe Ke,

Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge... Abya kar` im+yaTv dIyo tj, ÉyuH kr deh \reHge?...Ab..... 1..

cetn khe Ke ke smj`na Awave meH Aa sHsarmaH AnekvarjNmmr` kyaÅ. ingodmaH rhI Aek muhUtRmaH paHs@ hÔr paHcsoKƒIs var jNmmr` kyaÅ Ane Tyar pKI car gitmaH rqD˜o p`mara jNm-mr`no hj¡ su\I AHt na AaVyo. nvuH xrIr \ar` kruHTyare AanHd pamuH Ane KoDvano smy Aave Tyare du:q =ay. xrIrne!kavva meH to ke!ke!la _payo kyaÅ. Are¦ xrIr KoDvuH pDxe? Aa!laivcar maƒ=I kHparI KU!I Ôy Ke. p` hve huH inwRy ={ gyo KuHkar` ke hve mne smÔyuH Ke ke jNmmr`nuH kar` xuH Ke? ;mUz naxev<Ù nax' tem AnHt sHsarnuH kar` im+yaTv Ke. teno Qyal AaVyoAe!le ;kar` naxe kayR nax' Aem Ô`Ine im+yaTvne meH tÒ dI\uH Ke.Aaj su\I paEdŸgilk wavne huH maro manI temaH j rCyo-pCyo rhetohto p` im+yaTv jtaH paEdŸgilk suq Ae to \uHvaDana backa jevuHlage Ke Ane Aa„icHtn=I hve mne m<Tyuno wy p` ræo n=I.kar` Aa xrIrne Aaj su\I huH maruH manto hto p` hve smÔyuH Keke te pudŸglno ipHD Ke. jD SvwavI Ke. te=I te prayuH Ke. Aa xrIrnamohne kar`e huH suqI KuH, du:qI KuH, huH mrI ræo KuH tevuH lagtuH htuH p`

hve smÔyuH Ke ke Aa xrIr=I huH j¡do KuH huH to AsHQyatÝdexI Aa„aKuH. ãVy=I to huH inTy KuH. maro Aek p` Ýdex AoKo =to n=I to v<iâp` pamto n=I. huH AnHtkaz=I jevo KuH tevo j KuH Ane AnHtkazsu\I tevo j rhevano KuH. mr` dehnuH =ay Ke maruH nhÄ. kmRne kar`eAek deh KoDI nva dehne \ar` krvo pDe Ke. p` maro kdI p` nax=to n=I. AavI AlaEikkxi› \ravta mara AaTmano ko{p`iS=itmaH ɘarey p` nax =to n=I. huH mrI ræo KuH AevuH lage Ke Aeto Aek w‡aHit Ke. hve Ae w‡aHit waHgI g{ Ke. maro AaTma ;se nsâe, n Ìve, n gH\e, n rse, n fase, [Tvev itbeim' huH xBd, $p,gH\, rs Ane SpxR Sv$p n=I. huH A$pI, inTy KuH. AaTma mayÈmrto n=I. pa`ImaH DUbto n=I, AiGnmaH bzto n=I. vayu=I ivHÔton=I, Aap`I njre Aavto n=I tevo A$pI AivnaxI AaTma Ke.AhÄ jNm-mr`nuH kar` im+yaTv khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. kiv khe Ke kecetnne te kar`no nax kyÈ Ke pKI deh \ar` xa ma!e kre?

kivna Aa vcnno parHpairk A=R levano Ke. kar`ke im+yaTvnanax=I jNmmr`no nax ={ jto n=I p` jNm-mr`=I =taHdu:qnaH nax =ay Ke. jNm-mr`nuH kar` kØay Ke. kØaywav sHpU Rnax pamtaH jNmmr`no AHt Aave Ke. jNmmr`nuH mUz im+yaTvhova KtaH tenaH shayk kar`o bIÔ p` éwaH j Ke. jem kuHwar dHDvDe cakDo clave Ke p` dHD ka#I naQya pKI p` cakDo trt jfrto bH\ pDI jto n=I p` \Ire-\Ire bH\ pDe Ke tem im+yaTvno dHDjva=I sHsarcÊno AHt AavI jto n=I p` ndI gol paØa` NyayeÒv im+yaTvmaH=I mu› bnI smikt ÝaPt krI Aagz v\e Ke. deh\ar` krvanuH Aek kar` nax paMyuH p` bIÔ É˜aH kar`o Ke te bIÒkDImaH kiv btave Ke.

rag dos jg bH\ krt hE. {nko nas kreHge.myÈ AnHt kal teH Ýa`I, so hm kal hreHge ...Ab hm.....2..

AnHtsHsarmaH pirw‡m` kravnar t=a sHsarmaH Aa ÒvnebaH\I raqnar be mhaxƒu Ke te rag Ane äeØ bH\n$p Aa bne Ke.

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rago y doso½iv y kMmbIyH, kMmH c mohPpwvH vyiNt.kMmH c ja[ mr`Ss mUlH, duÉqH c ja[ mr H vyiNt..

]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH Aa rag Ane äeØne kmRna bIj kæaH Ke.rag-äeØne kar e mohnIy kmRno bH\ =ay Ke Ae!le ke jNm mr`nuHmUz kmR Ke. Aa kmRne kar e Òv jNmmr`nuH du:q wogve Ke. ßyaHjNmmr` =ay A=va Aavva-jvanuH =ay te jgt.

A&andxane kar e paEdŸgilk vStu ÝTye Òvne rag Ane äeØ=ay Ke. Aa kar e Òvn mohnIykmRno bH\ kre Ke. rag Ane äeØmohnaH be sHtan Ke. Aa bHne mhaxƒuAo Òvne barma gu`S=anksu\I heran kre Ke. Aa rag-äeØne KoDva smtawavmaH rhevuH je!laAHxe ragäeØnI mHdta =xe te!la AHxe im+yaTvnaH mUizya #IlaH pDIjxe. mUz #IluH pDtaH tene éqeDI naqtaH var n lage. ]I yxoivjyÒmharaj khe Ke,

“rage pDIya te nr qUta re, nr y ingode mhadu:q j¡¿are”rag Aa„ane nrk-ingodnI rahe l{ Ôy Ke Ane A\m

iS=itmaH mUkI de Ke. _dahr`=I jemke wmramaH k@` lakDaHne kapvanIxi› Ke p` kmz ÝTyena ragne kar e kmzmaH purayel wmrokomz kmznI pu*p paHqDI toDI potana Ýa` bcavI xkto n=I.cmrIgay, par\Ina skHÔmaH=I K!kva car pge KlaHg martIwage Ke p` tenuH rexm jevuH ne caHdI jevuH cmktuH pUKDuH Ôe JaDImaHwra{ Ôy to gay pUHKDano moh KoDI xktI n=I p` ixkarInowog bnI Ôy Ke. ma!e j khe Ke ke rag Ane äeØ Aa„anI vItragdxana Fatk Ke. Aa bHnenuH ßyaH su\I sam‡ajy hxe TyaH su\I Aa„amui› mhelmaH mhalI xkxe nhÄ. Aek AnuwvIAe kæu :

rag-äeØke Tyag ibn, mui› ko pd naHih.ko!I ko!I jp-tp kre, sbe Akarj pa{ ..

manv moÙ ma!e gme te!lo Tyag kre, k@ormaH k@or cairƒnuHpaln kre A=va kroDo vØR su\I jp, tp kre p` Ôe Aa bHnemhakar` éwa Ke Ae!le ke rag-äeØ éwa Ke to je kaH{ kyuÅ Ke te n

kyaÅ brabr =xe. rag-äeØna Tyag ivna moÙpd mzI xke nhÄ. kivAanHdFnÒAe ANypdmaH p` kæuH Ke,

rag ne rIsa doy qvIsa, Ae tum du:qka dIsa.jb tum _nko dUr krIsa, tb tum ixvka [saAap Svwav meH re, Av\U sda mgn meH rhena..

rag Ane äeØ Aa bHne caHDal Ke. he Aa„a¦ tne Ae caHDalo jdu:qI kre Ke. Aene ßyare dUr krvamaH Aavxe Tyare tuH ixv Sv$p bnIjxe. Aa„anI vItrag AvS=ane roknar t=a tene AaDe Aavnar bemo!I dIvalo Ke. te toD˜a ivna sHsar KU!xe nhÄ. smwavnI iS=itmaHAa bHne xƒuAo moza pDI Ôy Ke. xƒu-imƒ ÝTye smwavnI iS=itAave ßyare SvwavmaH iS=rta Aave Tyare.xƒu-imƒ ÝTye vteR smdixRta, manApmane vteR tej SvwavÔe,Òivt ke mr e nhÄ NyUnai\kta, wv moÙe p` vteR xuâ smwav Ôe...

Aa„a potana iƒkazI xuâ Svwavne pame pKI paEdŸgilkpda=È ÝTye rag-äeØaid wavmaH mHdta AavI Ôy Ke. pKI tene sonanuHisHhasn mze ke kaH!ano taj ko{ pherave. Aa bHne iS=it tene ma!esman Ke. Òvne pr pda=R ÝTye j ragaid wav =ay Ke. p` sacuHsmÔy pKI pda=R tene pIDI xkta n=I.

&anI puruØonI ¹iÚmaH ma!InuH #efuH ke suv R ke hIra-ma ek b\uHsman Ke. bHne pudŸgl\m± Ke. &anI puruØonI ¹iÚnuH dxRn kravta kivcetnnaH muqe khevDave Ke ke AnHtkaz=I ym$pI kaz mne marI ræoKe. p` hve to Ame te kazno p` nax krxuH, mara m<TyunuH kar` jekaz Ke teno nax rag-äeØnaH nax=I ={ jxe. Ame to kazna p`kaz bnI j{xuH.

kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,deh ivnaxI huH AivnaxI, ApnI git pkreHge.nasI jasI hm =IrvasI, coqe VhE inqreHge...Ab.....3..

xrIr nax\m± Ke. ]IÝ&apna sUƒmaH xrIr paHc ÝkarnaH kæaHKe. AaEdairk, vEiÊy, Aahark, tejs Ane kamR . Aa paHcey xrIr

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rago y doso½iv y kMmbIyH, kMmH c mohPpwvH vyiNt.kMmH c ja[ mr`Ss mUlH, duÉqH c ja[ mr H vyiNt..

]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH Aa rag Ane äeØne kmRna bIj kæaH Ke.rag-äeØne kar e mohnIy kmRno bH\ =ay Ke Ae!le ke jNm mr`nuHmUz kmR Ke. Aa kmRne kar e Òv jNmmr`nuH du:q wogve Ke. ßyaHjNmmr` =ay A=va Aavva-jvanuH =ay te jgt.

A&andxane kar e paEdŸgilk vStu ÝTye Òvne rag Ane äeØ=ay Ke. Aa kar e Òvn mohnIykmRno bH\ kre Ke. rag Ane äeØmohnaH be sHtan Ke. Aa bHne mhaxƒuAo Òvne barma gu`S=anksu\I heran kre Ke. Aa rag-äeØne KoDva smtawavmaH rhevuH je!laAHxe ragäeØnI mHdta =xe te!la AHxe im+yaTvnaH mUizya #IlaH pDIjxe. mUz #IluH pDtaH tene éqeDI naqtaH var n lage. ]I yxoivjyÒmharaj khe Ke,

“rage pDIya te nr qUta re, nr y ingode mhadu:q j¡¿are”rag Aa„ane nrk-ingodnI rahe l{ Ôy Ke Ane A\m

iS=itmaH mUkI de Ke. _dahr`=I jemke wmramaH k@` lakDaHne kapvanIxi› Ke p` kmz ÝTyena ragne kar e kmzmaH purayel wmrokomz kmznI pu*p paHqDI toDI potana Ýa` bcavI xkto n=I.cmrIgay, par\Ina skHÔmaH=I K!kva car pge KlaHg martIwage Ke p` tenuH rexm jevuH ne caHdI jevuH cmktuH pUKDuH Ôe JaDImaHwra{ Ôy to gay pUHKDano moh KoDI xktI n=I p` ixkarInowog bnI Ôy Ke. ma!e j khe Ke ke rag Ane äeØ Aa„anI vItragdxana Fatk Ke. Aa bHnenuH ßyaH su\I sam‡ajy hxe TyaH su\I Aa„amui› mhelmaH mhalI xkxe nhÄ. Aek AnuwvIAe kæu :

rag-äeØke Tyag ibn, mui› ko pd naHih.ko!I ko!I jp-tp kre, sbe Akarj pa{ ..

manv moÙ ma!e gme te!lo Tyag kre, k@ormaH k@or cairƒnuHpaln kre A=va kroDo vØR su\I jp, tp kre p` Ôe Aa bHnemhakar` éwa Ke Ae!le ke rag-äeØ éwa Ke to je kaH{ kyuÅ Ke te n

kyaÅ brabr =xe. rag-äeØna Tyag ivna moÙpd mzI xke nhÄ. kivAanHdFnÒAe ANypdmaH p` kæuH Ke,

rag ne rIsa doy qvIsa, Ae tum du:qka dIsa.jb tum _nko dUr krIsa, tb tum ixvka [saAap Svwav meH re, Av\U sda mgn meH rhena..

rag Ane äeØ Aa bHne caHDal Ke. he Aa„a¦ tne Ae caHDalo jdu:qI kre Ke. Aene ßyare dUr krvamaH Aavxe Tyare tuH ixv Sv$p bnIjxe. Aa„anI vItrag AvS=ane roknar t=a tene AaDe Aavnar bemo!I dIvalo Ke. te toD˜a ivna sHsar KU!xe nhÄ. smwavnI iS=itmaHAa bHne xƒuAo moza pDI Ôy Ke. xƒu-imƒ ÝTye smwavnI iS=itAave ßyare SvwavmaH iS=rta Aave Tyare.xƒu-imƒ ÝTye vteR smdixRta, manApmane vteR tej SvwavÔe,Òivt ke mr e nhÄ NyUnai\kta, wv moÙe p` vteR xuâ smwav Ôe...

Aa„a potana iƒkazI xuâ Svwavne pame pKI paEdŸgilkpda=È ÝTye rag-äeØaid wavmaH mHdta AavI Ôy Ke. pKI tene sonanuHisHhasn mze ke kaH!ano taj ko{ pherave. Aa bHne iS=it tene ma!esman Ke. Òvne pr pda=R ÝTye j ragaid wav =ay Ke. p` sacuHsmÔy pKI pda=R tene pIDI xkta n=I.

&anI puruØonI ¹iÚmaH ma!InuH #efuH ke suv R ke hIra-ma ek b\uHsman Ke. bHne pudŸgl\m± Ke. &anI puruØonI ¹iÚnuH dxRn kravta kivcetnnaH muqe khevDave Ke ke AnHtkaz=I ym$pI kaz mne marI ræoKe. p` hve to Ame te kazno p` nax krxuH, mara m<TyunuH kar` jekaz Ke teno nax rag-äeØnaH nax=I ={ jxe. Ame to kazna p`kaz bnI j{xuH.

kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,deh ivnaxI huH AivnaxI, ApnI git pkreHge.nasI jasI hm =IrvasI, coqe VhE inqreHge...Ab.....3..

xrIr nax\m± Ke. ]IÝ&apna sUƒmaH xrIr paHc ÝkarnaH kæaHKe. AaEdairk, vEiÊy, Aahark, tejs Ane kamR . Aa paHcey xrIr

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kamR vgR ano mazqo Ke. xrIr to sDn, pDn, gln Ane iv|vHsSvwavvazuH Ke. te _TpNn =ay Ke ne nax pame Ke temj drek xrIrmaH=IÙ e-Ù e prma uAo KU!a pDe Ke Ane nva AavIne mze Ke. p` huH toAivnaxIAa„a KuH. mara AsHQyat ÝdexmaH=I Aek p` Ýdex n=IKU!o pDto ke n=I nvo AavIne mzto. maro AsHQyat ÝdexI Aa„aAqHD Sv$pI Ke. A$pI Aa„anaH ƒ` kazmaH p` !ukDa =ta n=Ima!e te qHD$p n=I. pudŸgl\m± xrIrne ke!lIkvar kagDa, kUtraH,gI\DaH qa{ Ôy Ke tevI iS=it njre ÔeyelI hoy Ke. ma!I ma!ImaHmzI Ôy Ke p` dehmaH purayel AnHt xi›puHj Aa„a to AÙy,AqHD, xa¬t, sHpU R Ke. teva prm xi›puHjne pamI temaH j mareiS=rTv pamvuH Ke.

dehnI Ù`wHgurta ma!e icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

Ao F! iv`st var n lage,cake sHg kha Ab mUrq, iKNn-iKNn Ai\ko page... Ao...kaca FDa kackI xIxI, lagt @`ka wa Hge,sD`-pD` iv|vHs \rm js, ts=I inpu inrage... Ao

he Òv¦ tuH tara AivnaxI \mRne sHwazI le. xrIr pr=Ipotap`ano wav h!avI injmaH ÔeD Ae j Aa„\mR Ke. pr ¹iÚ mUkISv¹iÚ kezvva ]I icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

tuH to AivnaxI, kaya Ýg! ivnaxI AruH,tu H to hE A$pI Ae to $pI vStu Ôe{Ae,mlkerI k˜arI mohraykI ipyarI Ae to,hoygI inyarI Ae v <=a war #o{Ae.

Aam xrIrnI naxvHt iS=itnuH v Rn sHt mha„aAoAe iv\-iv\ rIte kyuÅ Ke. ]I ivnyivjyÒ mharaj frmave Ke,

siCKdo midra F!: pirgltLlex sHga xuic:xuCyam<> m<da vih: s bhuxo \oto½ip gH÷odkE:na\ƒe xuictaH y=a tnuw<taH kayo, inkayo mha-ivwTsaiS=purIØ mUƒ rjsaH nayH t=a xuâyit k.

ka uH pDelo da$no FDo gzto hoy Ane care trf #ztaHmidranaH !IpaHAo=I Apivƒ =yo hoy tene bhar=I sarI mÔnIma!I=I mdRn krvamaH Aave Ane gHgana pa`I=I Anekvar \ovamaHAave to p` te jem pivƒp uH \ar` krto n=I Ae j Ýma e haD,mzmUƒ Ane lohIna #gla jevuH Aa mnu*y xrIr pivƒ =tuH n=I.xrIrnI milntana icHtn=I xrIr mmTv KU!I Ôy p` sa=e Ae p`ivcarvuH F!e ke Aa xrIr Ait melvazuH Ke. Aem he cetn¦ ivcar Anetara mnomy kmzne _FaD. TyaH je svRVyapI Aek Ýkaxvan, mhapivƒAa„tÀv Ke tenuH |yan kr.

cetn khe Ke ke he cetna¦ hve mne maruH Sv$p smÔyuH Ke. jenaxvHt Ke te to laq _paye p` nax pamvanuH j Ke. ma!e tene nvzgta huH marI AnHtsuqsm<iâmaH iS=r =aë. iS=r Svwav Ae jmarI git Ke. tene pkDtaH ragaid wavo=I =tuH m<Tyu nax pamI jxe.&ata-¹Úawavne pkDI l{x. je=I kmRbH\n A!kI jxe. Kev!e cEtNySvwavI Aa„a bcI jxe. Ame to Aa„gu maH rmnarane moÙmhelmaH vsnara KIAe. cetn potane svRgu o Ane svR pyaRyo=Ixuâ kre Ae!le prmpdne pame, te ma!e kevuH icHtn krvuH Aeno wav kivKeLlI kDImaH btave Ke.

myÈ AnHt var ibn smßyo, Ab suq du:q ivsreHge.AanHdFn inp! ink! AÙr do, nih smre so mreHge...Ab..4..

cetn khe Ke ke Aaj su\I huH mara Svwavne AozqI xɘon=I Ane te kar e j AnHtvar mrvuH pDe Ke. Aa„Svwavna A&annekar e j baæ pudŸglone maruH maruH krIne du:qI =to ræo ne sHsarmaHw!kto ræo. Tyare mne maruH potanuH wan nhotuH ke huH ko` KuH? Aajsu\I xrIrne j meH maruH maNyuH htuH. mne marI Amrdxano vaStivkQyal nhoto. ;Amr' xBd F`I var boLyo p` AmrTvne pamvakdI ÝyTn kyÈ n hto. xrIrna suq-du:q te mara Ke tem manto htop` hve smÔyuH ke suqdu:q Ae to xata-Axata vednIy kmRnuH fzKe. kmR to parka Ke. te to bhar=I AavIne marI sa=e vSya Ke. tenuH

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kamR vgR ano mazqo Ke. xrIr to sDn, pDn, gln Ane iv|vHsSvwavvazuH Ke. te _TpNn =ay Ke ne nax pame Ke temj drek xrIrmaH=IÙ e-Ù e prma uAo KU!a pDe Ke Ane nva AavIne mze Ke. p` huH toAivnaxIAa„a KuH. mara AsHQyat ÝdexmaH=I Aek p` Ýdex n=IKU!o pDto ke n=I nvo AavIne mzto. maro AsHQyat ÝdexI Aa„aAqHD Sv$pI Ke. A$pI Aa„anaH ƒ` kazmaH p` !ukDa =ta n=Ima!e te qHD$p n=I. pudŸgl\m± xrIrne ke!lIkvar kagDa, kUtraH,gI\DaH qa{ Ôy Ke tevI iS=it njre ÔeyelI hoy Ke. ma!I ma!ImaHmzI Ôy Ke p` dehmaH purayel AnHt xi›puHj Aa„a to AÙy,AqHD, xa¬t, sHpU R Ke. teva prm xi›puHjne pamI temaH j mareiS=rTv pamvuH Ke.

dehnI Ù`wHgurta ma!e icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

Ao F! iv`st var n lage,cake sHg kha Ab mUrq, iKNn-iKNn Ai\ko page... Ao...kaca FDa kackI xIxI, lagt @`ka wa Hge,sD`-pD` iv|vHs \rm js, ts=I inpu inrage... Ao

he Òv¦ tuH tara AivnaxI \mRne sHwazI le. xrIr pr=Ipotap`ano wav h!avI injmaH ÔeD Ae j Aa„\mR Ke. pr ¹iÚ mUkISv¹iÚ kezvva ]I icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

tuH to AivnaxI, kaya Ýg! ivnaxI AruH,tu H to hE A$pI Ae to $pI vStu Ôe{Ae,mlkerI k˜arI mohraykI ipyarI Ae to,hoygI inyarI Ae v <=a war #o{Ae.

Aam xrIrnI naxvHt iS=itnuH v Rn sHt mha„aAoAe iv\-iv\ rIte kyuÅ Ke. ]I ivnyivjyÒ mharaj frmave Ke,

siCKdo midra F!: pirgltLlex sHga xuic:xuCyam<> m<da vih: s bhuxo \oto½ip gH÷odkE:na\ƒe xuictaH y=a tnuw<taH kayo, inkayo mha-ivwTsaiS=purIØ mUƒ rjsaH nayH t=a xuâyit k.

ka uH pDelo da$no FDo gzto hoy Ane care trf #ztaHmidranaH !IpaHAo=I Apivƒ =yo hoy tene bhar=I sarI mÔnIma!I=I mdRn krvamaH Aave Ane gHgana pa`I=I Anekvar \ovamaHAave to p` te jem pivƒp uH \ar` krto n=I Ae j Ýma e haD,mzmUƒ Ane lohIna #gla jevuH Aa mnu*y xrIr pivƒ =tuH n=I.xrIrnI milntana icHtn=I xrIr mmTv KU!I Ôy p` sa=e Ae p`ivcarvuH F!e ke Aa xrIr Ait melvazuH Ke. Aem he cetn¦ ivcar Anetara mnomy kmzne _FaD. TyaH je svRVyapI Aek Ýkaxvan, mhapivƒAa„tÀv Ke tenuH |yan kr.

cetn khe Ke ke he cetna¦ hve mne maruH Sv$p smÔyuH Ke. jenaxvHt Ke te to laq _paye p` nax pamvanuH j Ke. ma!e tene nvzgta huH marI AnHtsuqsm<iâmaH iS=r =aë. iS=r Svwav Ae jmarI git Ke. tene pkDtaH ragaid wavo=I =tuH m<Tyu nax pamI jxe.&ata-¹Úawavne pkDI l{x. je=I kmRbH\n A!kI jxe. Kev!e cEtNySvwavI Aa„a bcI jxe. Ame to Aa„gu maH rmnarane moÙmhelmaH vsnara KIAe. cetn potane svRgu o Ane svR pyaRyo=Ixuâ kre Ae!le prmpdne pame, te ma!e kevuH icHtn krvuH Aeno wav kivKeLlI kDImaH btave Ke.

myÈ AnHt var ibn smßyo, Ab suq du:q ivsreHge.AanHdFn inp! ink! AÙr do, nih smre so mreHge...Ab..4..

cetn khe Ke ke Aaj su\I huH mara Svwavne AozqI xɘon=I Ane te kar e j AnHtvar mrvuH pDe Ke. Aa„Svwavna A&annekar e j baæ pudŸglone maruH maruH krIne du:qI =to ræo ne sHsarmaHw!kto ræo. Tyare mne maruH potanuH wan nhotuH ke huH ko` KuH? Aajsu\I xrIrne j meH maruH maNyuH htuH. mne marI Amrdxano vaStivkQyal nhoto. ;Amr' xBd F`I var boLyo p` AmrTvne pamvakdI ÝyTn kyÈ n hto. xrIrna suq-du:q te mara Ke tem manto htop` hve smÔyuH ke suqdu:q Ae to xata-Axata vednIy kmRnuH fzKe. kmR to parka Ke. te to bhar=I AavIne marI sa=e vSya Ke. tenuH

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icHtn krtaH-krtaH &andIpk Ýg!I jxe. jemaH potano magR SpÚj`ay Ke. K ãVymaH=I paHc ãVy-\maRiStkay-git Ýdan krvanaSvwavvazuH, A\maRiStkay-iS=rta Ýdan krvana SvwavvazuH,AakaxiStkay-jGya (Aa\ar) Ýdan krvana SvwavvazuHpudŸglaiStkay-sDn-gln-pDn ke $p, rs, gH\, SpxR ne xBdSvwavvazuH ne kaz ɘarey potana Svwavne KoDta n=I, prnaSvwavmaH hStÙep krta n=I ke potana SvwavmaH hStÙep =vadetaH n=I to huH (ÒvaiStkay) mara Svwavne xa ma!e KoDuH temaH jiS=rta Ane rm`ta xa ma!e n kruH teva icHtn krtaH-krtaH &andIpkÝg!I jxe.

hve cetn khe Ke ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ marI nÒk je be AÙrKe tene meH AozqI lI\a Ke. tene AozqI lI\a pKI to pDKayo p`n levay kar`ke te ivkarI S=anna be AÙr Ke. p` huH to AivkarIKuH. hve te AvS=ane pamva he Ýwu¦ mne be AÙrnuH Sv$p smÔvo.Tyare AanHdFn Ýwu khe Ke ke AivnaxI Ane AyogI Ae be taraSv$p Ke. &ata-¹Úawav taro Svwav, s¿-ic¿-AanHd taro mUzwUtSvwav Ke. ma!e Aa be xBdnuH r!` krvanuH Ke. &ata-¹Úawavnekezvvano Ke. je=I xa¬t isâS=an Ýaº =xe.

kivAe Aa pdmaH sHsarI KtaH isâ Ane ragI KtaH vItragIAavI _CcdxanuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. ßyare sTy Sv$p smÔy Ke Tyarepotane j potanI dya Aave Ke. tene lage Ke ke rag-äeØ to ivdexI Ke.te potana mailk ={ be@a Ke. p` te b\a Ù`-Ù` ivnaxI Ke.

Aek potanuH Sv$p smÔta b\uH smÔy Ke. jemke kæuH Ke,jo jIve½iv iv`ay[, AjIve½iv ivya`[.jIvajIve ivya`Nto, so hu naih _ sHjm..

Òvne potanuH &an =taH, ANy pda=ÈnuH p` &an =ay Ke. AapdmaH cetnne potanuH Sv$pnuH wan =ay Ke ke huH AivnaxI KuH. AqHDAa„ãVy KuH. maraH &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR kdI ko{p` haltmaH naxpamta n=I. vItragdxa Ae j marI dxa Ke. Aa Ôg<it Aavta

prmpair`aimk wav Ôge Ke.kiv AanHdFnÒnuH Aa pd ATyHt lokiÝy Ke. AemaH AmrTv,

AjrTv Ýaº krvano, moÙgit Ýaº krvano, jNm-mr`na cÊmaH=InIkzI jvano ¹# in\aRr Ke. kivnI va`I AevI bzvazI Ke ke Aa pdsaHwznarno p` Aa„iv¬as v\I Ôy Ke. AemaH _Llas Ke.im+yaTvTyagnI Ýit&a Ke. wUtkaznI wUlo n krvano sHkLp KeAne moÙÝaiº ma!enI tmNna Ke ma!e j mumuÙu Òvna ñdymaH vsIÔy AevuH Aa gIt Ke.

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icHtn krtaH-krtaH &andIpk Ýg!I jxe. jemaH potano magR SpÚj`ay Ke. K ãVymaH=I paHc ãVy-\maRiStkay-git Ýdan krvanaSvwavvazuH, A\maRiStkay-iS=rta Ýdan krvana SvwavvazuH,AakaxiStkay-jGya (Aa\ar) Ýdan krvana SvwavvazuHpudŸglaiStkay-sDn-gln-pDn ke $p, rs, gH\, SpxR ne xBdSvwavvazuH ne kaz ɘarey potana Svwavne KoDta n=I, prnaSvwavmaH hStÙep krta n=I ke potana SvwavmaH hStÙep =vadetaH n=I to huH (ÒvaiStkay) mara Svwavne xa ma!e KoDuH temaH jiS=rta Ane rm`ta xa ma!e n kruH teva icHtn krtaH-krtaH &andIpkÝg!I jxe.

hve cetn khe Ke ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ marI nÒk je be AÙrKe tene meH AozqI lI\a Ke. tene AozqI lI\a pKI to pDKayo p`n levay kar`ke te ivkarI S=anna be AÙr Ke. p` huH to AivkarIKuH. hve te AvS=ane pamva he Ýwu¦ mne be AÙrnuH Sv$p smÔvo.Tyare AanHdFn Ýwu khe Ke ke AivnaxI Ane AyogI Ae be taraSv$p Ke. &ata-¹Úawav taro Svwav, s¿-ic¿-AanHd taro mUzwUtSvwav Ke. ma!e Aa be xBdnuH r!` krvanuH Ke. &ata-¹Úawavnekezvvano Ke. je=I xa¬t isâS=an Ýaº =xe.

kivAe Aa pdmaH sHsarI KtaH isâ Ane ragI KtaH vItragIAavI _CcdxanuH in$p` kyuÅ Ke. ßyare sTy Sv$p smÔy Ke Tyarepotane j potanI dya Aave Ke. tene lage Ke ke rag-äeØ to ivdexI Ke.te potana mailk ={ be@a Ke. p` te b\a Ù`-Ù` ivnaxI Ke.

Aek potanuH Sv$p smÔta b\uH smÔy Ke. jemke kæuH Ke,jo jIve½iv iv`ay[, AjIve½iv ivya`[.jIvajIve ivya`Nto, so hu naih _ sHjm..

Òvne potanuH &an =taH, ANy pda=ÈnuH p` &an =ay Ke. AapdmaH cetnne potanuH Sv$pnuH wan =ay Ke ke huH AivnaxI KuH. AqHDAa„ãVy KuH. maraH &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR kdI ko{p` haltmaH naxpamta n=I. vItragdxa Ae j marI dxa Ke. Aa Ôg<it Aavta

prmpair`aimk wav Ôge Ke.kiv AanHdFnÒnuH Aa pd ATyHt lokiÝy Ke. AemaH AmrTv,

AjrTv Ýaº krvano, moÙgit Ýaº krvano, jNm-mr`na cÊmaH=InIkzI jvano ¹# in\aRr Ke. kivnI va`I AevI bzvazI Ke ke Aa pdsaHwznarno p` Aa„iv¬as v\I Ôy Ke. AemaH _Llas Ke.im+yaTvTyagnI Ýit&a Ke. wUtkaznI wUlo n krvano sHkLp KeAne moÙÝaiº ma!enI tmNna Ke ma!e j mumuÙu Òvna ñdymaH vsIÔy AevuH Aa gIt Ke.

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pd-43

“merI tuH merI tuH kahe DrerI? merI”

AqHDna Aara\k, pU`RtanI Ýitma sma ]I AanHdFnÒmharajnI SvanuwUitwrI va`I saHwztaH Anero _Llas AnuwvayKe. Aa pdnuH icHtn krnar AHtrna êDa`maH étrI Ôy to te dehIm!I ivdehI bnvanI Ùmta \rave. cetne im+yaTvnaH mUz _qeDI rag-äeØne marI wgaDva puruØa=R kyÈ Ke. Aa!luH =va KtaH sumitnamnmaH to wy j Ke ke maya-mmta rqene paKo fsave.merI tuH merI tuH kahe DrerI? merIkhe cetn smta sunI Aaqr, AaEr do# dIn ju#I lrerI...merI.....3..

cetnÒ Kev!e ceTya qra. im+yaTvne jDmUz=I _qeDI rag-äeØno hve sHg KoDI devano cetne in Ry kyÈ. Aaj su\I to cetnecetna samu ÔeyuH j nhotuH. tene bdle cetn hve khe Ke ke he cetna¦Aaj su\I te je je sHdexa mokLya Ke te b\a mne mzI gya Ke. huH b\uHsmj¡ KuH. taruH kheluH mne yad Ke. hve tare DrvanuH ko{ kar` n=I. tuHj maro ¬as Ane Ýa` Ko. tuH j marI sacI iÝya Ko Aa iS=itmaHp` te tarI qandanI KoDI n=I. tuH Ô e Ke ke maramaH ke taramaH ko{wed n=I. xuH tne hj¡ p` maya-mmtanI bIk Ke? hve tena=I DrvanuHko{ kar` n=I. huH tne idl=I cahuH KuH Ane iv¬aspUvRk khuH KuH ke tuHj marI Ke¦ maya-mmta ATyare wle tarI xoky jevI lagtI hoyp` hve to te do# idvsnI mheman Ke tene AhÄ=I jvuH j pDxe. tenejvuH gmxe nhÄ ma!e jtaH phela =oDo cDwDa! ke tDfD krxe. mneÝlown AapI qeHcva puruØa=R krxe. te rDxe. ma=a pKaDxe. AaÊHdkrxe KtaH p` huH tne khuH KuH ke b\uH =va KtaH huH tara mhelmaH hHmexma!e Aavvano KuH. Aa pdmaH do# idvsnI mudt AapvamaH AavI Kete Vyavhairk waØa Ke. te lÙ`a=I smjvanI Ke. wVyÒvnI gitxuâ Aa„wav Ýk! krva trf vhI rhI Ke KtaH p` Anaidna

im+yaTvna AWyasne kar e cetn varHvar ivwav trf qeHca{ ræoKe. hve cetn sumitne khe Ke ke Anaidna wvw‡m`ne !azvano hvekaz pakI gyo Ke. je AnHt wUtkaz hto te Aek Ke kar` AnHta AekKe Ane je idvse A=va rate maya-mmtane Fr bhar ka#I mUkIx teA\È idvs Aa rIte kumit hve do# idvs j fog! lDxe. Aa rIte do#idvsnI g`trI krI Ke.

hve cetn, sumitne wy n raqva babt smÔvta bIÒkDImaH xuH khe Ke te Aap e Ôe{Ae :

OtI to huH januH inhcE, rIrI pr n jra_ jrErIjb Apno pd Aap sHwart, tb tere prsHg prErI...mer.....2..

ÏI gme te!lI hÇixyar ke calak hoy p` Ôe teno pit bIÒko{ ÏInaH ÝemmaH pDI Ôy to, ko{ p` ÏI tevuH saHqI xke nhÄkar` ke te e pitmaH j potanuH svRSv suq ÔeyuH Ke ne maNyuH Ke. Aa=Ij sumit, smta vgerene maya-mmtano Dr lage Ke.

Aa kDImaH cetnnI Ôg<it Ane ivkas dxaRVyo Ke. cetnnepotanI xi›no Qyal AavI gyo Ke. potano mUzwUt Svwav xuHKe te p` tene smÔ{ gyuH Ke p` vato krvI je!lI shelI Ke te!luHkayR krvuH sheluH n=I. cetnno Aa Anaidno Svwav Aem jLdI=Ikem bdla{ Ôy? te maya-mmtanuH AakØR KoDI xkto n=I. te=Isumitne qux raqva khe Ke ke he iÝya, tuH marI Ko tare jra p`DrvanI j$r n=I wle huH maya-mmta sa=e wzelo hoë p` Ae=IkaH{ vzvanuH n=I. ko` Aevo mUqR hoy ke saca hIrane ip¿zmaHjDe?

tem he sumit, huH hIra jevo KuH ne maya-mmta to ip¿z smanKe. tenI sa=e rhetaH to ikHmt gumavva brabr =ay. tuH mara priv¬as raq. huH marI Aab$ gumavIx nhÄ. p` Aa loko sa=e AemjLdI=I sHbH\ KoDI xkato n=I. tuH ]âa raqje mne tara pr AqU!Ýem Ke. KtaH p` Aaj su\I meH tne F`o ANyay kyÈ Ke. mara trf=Itare F uH shn krvuH pD uH Ke p` ßyare huH maruH pd sHwazIx, mne

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pd-43

“merI tuH merI tuH kahe DrerI? merI”

AqHDna Aara\k, pU`RtanI Ýitma sma ]I AanHdFnÒmharajnI SvanuwUitwrI va`I saHwztaH Anero _Llas AnuwvayKe. Aa pdnuH icHtn krnar AHtrna êDa`maH étrI Ôy to te dehIm!I ivdehI bnvanI Ùmta \rave. cetne im+yaTvnaH mUz _qeDI rag-äeØne marI wgaDva puruØa=R kyÈ Ke. Aa!luH =va KtaH sumitnamnmaH to wy j Ke ke maya-mmta rqene paKo fsave.merI tuH merI tuH kahe DrerI? merIkhe cetn smta sunI Aaqr, AaEr do# dIn ju#I lrerI...merI.....3..

cetnÒ Kev!e ceTya qra. im+yaTvne jDmUz=I _qeDI rag-äeØno hve sHg KoDI devano cetne in Ry kyÈ. Aaj su\I to cetnecetna samu ÔeyuH j nhotuH. tene bdle cetn hve khe Ke ke he cetna¦Aaj su\I te je je sHdexa mokLya Ke te b\a mne mzI gya Ke. huH b\uHsmj¡ KuH. taruH kheluH mne yad Ke. hve tare DrvanuH ko{ kar` n=I. tuHj maro ¬as Ane Ýa` Ko. tuH j marI sacI iÝya Ko Aa iS=itmaHp` te tarI qandanI KoDI n=I. tuH Ô e Ke ke maramaH ke taramaH ko{wed n=I. xuH tne hj¡ p` maya-mmtanI bIk Ke? hve tena=I DrvanuHko{ kar` n=I. huH tne idl=I cahuH KuH Ane iv¬aspUvRk khuH KuH ke tuHj marI Ke¦ maya-mmta ATyare wle tarI xoky jevI lagtI hoyp` hve to te do# idvsnI mheman Ke tene AhÄ=I jvuH j pDxe. tenejvuH gmxe nhÄ ma!e jtaH phela =oDo cDwDa! ke tDfD krxe. mneÝlown AapI qeHcva puruØa=R krxe. te rDxe. ma=a pKaDxe. AaÊHdkrxe KtaH p` huH tne khuH KuH ke b\uH =va KtaH huH tara mhelmaH hHmexma!e Aavvano KuH. Aa pdmaH do# idvsnI mudt AapvamaH AavI Kete Vyavhairk waØa Ke. te lÙ`a=I smjvanI Ke. wVyÒvnI gitxuâ Aa„wav Ýk! krva trf vhI rhI Ke KtaH p` Anaidna

im+yaTvna AWyasne kar e cetn varHvar ivwav trf qeHca{ ræoKe. hve cetn sumitne khe Ke ke Anaidna wvw‡m`ne !azvano hvekaz pakI gyo Ke. je AnHt wUtkaz hto te Aek Ke kar` AnHta AekKe Ane je idvse A=va rate maya-mmtane Fr bhar ka#I mUkIx teA\È idvs Aa rIte kumit hve do# idvs j fog! lDxe. Aa rIte do#idvsnI g`trI krI Ke.

hve cetn, sumitne wy n raqva babt smÔvta bIÒkDImaH xuH khe Ke te Aap e Ôe{Ae :

OtI to huH januH inhcE, rIrI pr n jra_ jrErIjb Apno pd Aap sHwart, tb tere prsHg prErI...mer.....2..

ÏI gme te!lI hÇixyar ke calak hoy p` Ôe teno pit bIÒko{ ÏInaH ÝemmaH pDI Ôy to, ko{ p` ÏI tevuH saHqI xke nhÄkar` ke te e pitmaH j potanuH svRSv suq ÔeyuH Ke ne maNyuH Ke. Aa=Ij sumit, smta vgerene maya-mmtano Dr lage Ke.

Aa kDImaH cetnnI Ôg<it Ane ivkas dxaRVyo Ke. cetnnepotanI xi›no Qyal AavI gyo Ke. potano mUzwUt Svwav xuHKe te p` tene smÔ{ gyuH Ke p` vato krvI je!lI shelI Ke te!luHkayR krvuH sheluH n=I. cetnno Aa Anaidno Svwav Aem jLdI=Ikem bdla{ Ôy? te maya-mmtanuH AakØR KoDI xkto n=I. te=Isumitne qux raqva khe Ke ke he iÝya, tuH marI Ko tare jra p`DrvanI j$r n=I wle huH maya-mmta sa=e wzelo hoë p` Ae=IkaH{ vzvanuH n=I. ko` Aevo mUqR hoy ke saca hIrane ip¿zmaHjDe?

tem he sumit, huH hIra jevo KuH ne maya-mmta to ip¿z smanKe. tenI sa=e rhetaH to ikHmt gumavva brabr =ay. tuH mara priv¬as raq. huH marI Aab$ gumavIx nhÄ. p` Aa loko sa=e AemjLdI=I sHbH\ KoDI xkato n=I. tuH ]âa raqje mne tara pr AqU!Ýem Ke. KtaH p` Aaj su\I meH tne F`o ANyay kyÈ Ke. mara trf=Itare F uH shn krvuH pD uH Ke p` ßyare huH maruH pd sHwazIx, mne

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mara Sv$pnuH vaStivk wan =xe Tyare huH tarI sHgtmaH pDI j{xAne tne AanHd=I we!Ix. maraH &ancÙu hve qulI gyaH Ke. mne hveQyal AaVyo Ke ke ip¿z kdI sonuH =tuH n=I. ip¿z to ip¿z j rheKe ne sonuH te sonuH j rhe Ke. sonane AiGnmaH naqva=I sonanIikHmt v\e Ke te Ýma e he cetna¦ tuH to sona jevI Ko. ATyare tarIAiGnprIÙa ={ rhI Ke. tuH suv R bnI marI same hajr ={ rhI Kote=I tarI sa=e rheta marI p` xowa v\xe. maya-mmtana sHgemarI xowa F!e Ke. hve huH maruH Sv$p sHwazIx.

huH ko` KuH? ɘaH=I =yo? xuH Sv$p Ke MharuH qruH?kona sHbH\e vzg`a Ke? raquH ke Ae prhruH?

ßyare Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn krI, huH mne pamIx Tyare taro sHgj$r krIx p` hj¡ Ae Avsr AaVyo n=I. marI same F`I muXkelIAoKe. tarI sa=e hHmexaH rhevanI {CKa hova KtaH maro hj¡ yog paɘon=I. cetnno AhÄ _TÊaiNtno smy Ke p` hj¡ ßyaH Ke te S=anKoDyuH n=I.

cetn khe Ke ke he smta¦ marI kaziS=it pirpkv ={ Ke kenhÄ te ko{ &anIpuruØ pase=I Ô`Ine puruØa=R krIx Ane ßyare AemageR j{x Tyare tare sHge rhIx. pKI pelI ÏIAono sHg KU!Ijxe.

cetn hj¡ gu S=ank AarohmaH bhu Aagz v|yo n=I KtaHAenuH sa|y xuâ magR trf Ke. tene Aek _¿m inim¿ mzta magR prAavI jvano sHwv Ke. Aene Aek manisk wVydxamaH=I VyavhairkivmzdxamaH AavI sumitne we!vano suHdr ÝsHg Ke. jra ivxeØAa„vIyRnI Sfur`a =taH te ivxuâ magRne Aadrxe, Aem Aena AaHtirk&an=I j`ay Ke. Aa rIte cetn prma=RmageR jva manisk tEyarIkrI Aagz v\e Ke.

!bakar khe Ke ke cetn jeva suHdr AmULy gu rTnakrne bebdamnI bEraAo sa=e vat krvI p` n F!e to pKI teno ÝsHg tokem j _ict g`ay. kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Aosr pay A|yatm selI, prmatm inj yog \rerI¸sktI jgaè in$pm $pkI, AanHdFn imil keil krerI...merI.....3..

sHsarmaH manvne jemaH rs hoy temaH j te rCyo-pCyo rhe Ke.jemke wogIwogmaH, \nI\nmaH Ane ÏI Aaskt manv SƒIAonIpaKz gaHDa hoy Ke. rsaskt Òv qava-pIvamaH mSt rhe Ke. AarIte drek manv pot-potanI ruic Anusar rSto g‡h` kre Ke.

kivAe AhÄ AaTmanuH xuâ Sv$p Ô`vanI rIt, jD Anecetnna wed iv&annI rIt, Aa„\mR Ane pudŸgl\mR Ô`vanI rItAe!le ke A|ya„ xElInI vat krI Ke.

A|ya„xElI Ae!le xuH? te vat AhÄ qas ivcarvayoGy Ke,Aa„a Ane pudŸgl vCceno tfavt xuH Ke? Aai„k kayR kya kyaKe? xuH krva=I Aa„anI _Ccdxa Ýaº =ay (Ýg! =ay) ? AavIdxa Ýaº krva=I Aa„ane xuH law =ay? vtRman dxanuH kar` xuH?vgere babtno in Ry krI tdŸnusar vtRvuH tene A|ya„xElI khevamaHAave Ke.

iS=it pirpak =ya ivna AavI ruic peda =ay nhÄ jene xaÏmaHkazliB\ khe Ke. jEn xaÏanusar paHc smvay mze Tyare kayR =ayKe. te Ke Svwav, kaz, ÝarB\, puruØa=R Ane kmR Aa paHceyna yogesMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. puruØa=R krva KtaH Ôe kaz liB\ n paketo stpuruØa=R ={ xkto n=I. te=I cetn khe Ke ke jem Aa!lo kazclaVyuH tem hj¡ =oDo smy clavI le. marI {CKa ATyare kamlagtI n=I kar` kaz paɘo n=I. kaz pak˜a pKI huH marIsvRSvxi›ne tara mageR j vaprIx. kmR to ibcara bapDa ={ jxe.jem ko{ sxkt yuvanne baH\I ha=-pgmaH beDI naqI devamaH Aave tote inra\ar ={ Ôy Ke tevI iS=it kmRnI ={ jxe p` ATyare to kmRnIbeDI mara pgmaH pDI Ke te=I huH kaH{ krI xkto n=I. mne marI svRxi›no Qyal Ke ke maramaH xuH Ke? jem Aek AnuwvIAe kæuH Ke,

jEse itlmeH tel hEH, jEse ckmk meH Aag.tera Ýwu tere me hEH jag ske to jag..

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mara Sv$pnuH vaStivk wan =xe Tyare huH tarI sHgtmaH pDI j{xAne tne AanHd=I we!Ix. maraH &ancÙu hve qulI gyaH Ke. mne hveQyal AaVyo Ke ke ip¿z kdI sonuH =tuH n=I. ip¿z to ip¿z j rheKe ne sonuH te sonuH j rhe Ke. sonane AiGnmaH naqva=I sonanIikHmt v\e Ke te Ýma e he cetna¦ tuH to sona jevI Ko. ATyare tarIAiGnprIÙa ={ rhI Ke. tuH suv R bnI marI same hajr ={ rhI Kote=I tarI sa=e rheta marI p` xowa v\xe. maya-mmtana sHgemarI xowa F!e Ke. hve huH maruH Sv$p sHwazIx.

huH ko` KuH? ɘaH=I =yo? xuH Sv$p Ke MharuH qruH?kona sHbH\e vzg`a Ke? raquH ke Ae prhruH?

ßyare Aa ÝkarnuH icHtn krI, huH mne pamIx Tyare taro sHgj$r krIx p` hj¡ Ae Avsr AaVyo n=I. marI same F`I muXkelIAoKe. tarI sa=e hHmexaH rhevanI {CKa hova KtaH maro hj¡ yog paɘon=I. cetnno AhÄ _TÊaiNtno smy Ke p` hj¡ ßyaH Ke te S=anKoDyuH n=I.

cetn khe Ke ke he smta¦ marI kaziS=it pirpkv ={ Ke kenhÄ te ko{ &anIpuruØ pase=I Ô`Ine puruØa=R krIx Ane ßyare AemageR j{x Tyare tare sHge rhIx. pKI pelI ÏIAono sHg KU!Ijxe.

cetn hj¡ gu S=ank AarohmaH bhu Aagz v|yo n=I KtaHAenuH sa|y xuâ magR trf Ke. tene Aek _¿m inim¿ mzta magR prAavI jvano sHwv Ke. Aene Aek manisk wVydxamaH=I VyavhairkivmzdxamaH AavI sumitne we!vano suHdr ÝsHg Ke. jra ivxeØAa„vIyRnI Sfur`a =taH te ivxuâ magRne Aadrxe, Aem Aena AaHtirk&an=I j`ay Ke. Aa rIte cetn prma=RmageR jva manisk tEyarIkrI Aagz v\e Ke.

!bakar khe Ke ke cetn jeva suHdr AmULy gu rTnakrne bebdamnI bEraAo sa=e vat krvI p` n F!e to pKI teno ÝsHg tokem j _ict g`ay. kiv ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,

Aosr pay A|yatm selI, prmatm inj yog \rerI¸sktI jgaè in$pm $pkI, AanHdFn imil keil krerI...merI.....3..

sHsarmaH manvne jemaH rs hoy temaH j te rCyo-pCyo rhe Ke.jemke wogIwogmaH, \nI\nmaH Ane ÏI Aaskt manv SƒIAonIpaKz gaHDa hoy Ke. rsaskt Òv qava-pIvamaH mSt rhe Ke. AarIte drek manv pot-potanI ruic Anusar rSto g‡h` kre Ke.

kivAe AhÄ AaTmanuH xuâ Sv$p Ô`vanI rIt, jD Anecetnna wed iv&annI rIt, Aa„\mR Ane pudŸgl\mR Ô`vanI rItAe!le ke A|ya„ xElInI vat krI Ke.

A|ya„xElI Ae!le xuH? te vat AhÄ qas ivcarvayoGy Ke,Aa„a Ane pudŸgl vCceno tfavt xuH Ke? Aai„k kayR kya kyaKe? xuH krva=I Aa„anI _Ccdxa Ýaº =ay (Ýg! =ay) ? AavIdxa Ýaº krva=I Aa„ane xuH law =ay? vtRman dxanuH kar` xuH?vgere babtno in Ry krI tdŸnusar vtRvuH tene A|ya„xElI khevamaHAave Ke.

iS=it pirpak =ya ivna AavI ruic peda =ay nhÄ jene xaÏmaHkazliB\ khe Ke. jEn xaÏanusar paHc smvay mze Tyare kayR =ayKe. te Ke Svwav, kaz, ÝarB\, puruØa=R Ane kmR Aa paHceyna yogesMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. puruØa=R krva KtaH Ôe kaz liB\ n paketo stpuruØa=R ={ xkto n=I. te=I cetn khe Ke ke jem Aa!lo kazclaVyuH tem hj¡ =oDo smy clavI le. marI {CKa ATyare kamlagtI n=I kar` kaz paɘo n=I. kaz pak˜a pKI huH marIsvRSvxi›ne tara mageR j vaprIx. kmR to ibcara bapDa ={ jxe.jem ko{ sxkt yuvanne baH\I ha=-pgmaH beDI naqI devamaH Aave tote inra\ar ={ Ôy Ke tevI iS=it kmRnI ={ jxe p` ATyare to kmRnIbeDI mara pgmaH pDI Ke te=I huH kaH{ krI xkto n=I. mne marI svRxi›no Qyal Ke ke maramaH xuH Ke? jem Aek AnuwvIAe kæuH Ke,

jEse itlmeH tel hEH, jEse ckmk meH Aag.tera Ýwu tere me hEH jag ske to jag..

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potanI xi› Ýg!avvanI xi›vazo Òv sam+yR yogI bneKe Ane AanHdFn Sv$p cetn prma„a sa=e AanHd ma e Ke.

cetnne prma„ Sv$p Ýg! krI prma„apd Ýaº krvanIwavna ={ Ke. tenaH pr icdanHdÒ mharaje KƒIsImaH kæuH Ke ke rag-äeØ ke nasteH, prmatm prkas,

rag-ä eØ k e Ôgte, prmatm pdnax... r3laq batkI bat yh, to kuH dey btay,Ôe prmatm pd che, rag-äeØ tj way... r4deh siht prmatma, Aeh AcrjkI bat,rag-äeØ ke Tyag teH, kmR xi› jrI Ôt... rpwa{ Aek prmatma, so he tum meH yaHih,Aap`I xi› sHwar ke, ilqavt de taihH... r6

prmatm pd dUr n=I. tarI pase j Ke. jem tlmaH telnepT=rmaH Aag, dU\maH FI te taramaH p` prma„xi› Ke. tene pamvanopuruØa=R tare pote krvano Ke. rag Ane äeØno nax =taH prma„pdÝaº =ay Ke. sdeh AvS=amaH p` te prmpdnI Ýaiº xɘ Ke. Ae jAaüyRnI vat Ke. cetnmaH b\I xi› Ke p` kmÈdye te kaH{ krIxkto n=I KtaH tene potanI xi›no Qyal Ke, vzI tene smÔvuH KuHke Aa kmR pir`it marI n=I. cetna marI Ke. Ae rIte bolvuH- ivcarvuHte {CKayog Ke.

&anavr`Iy kmRna Ùyopxmne lI\e saHwzelI vatnuH A=R&anmezvI le, kayR krvanI {CKa p` =ay p` krI xke nhÄ tene {CKayogkhe Ke. {CKayog Aa Òve F`Ivar kyÈ p` kayR krva sm=R =yonhÄ. yog¹iÚ smuCcymaH kæuH Ke,

iä\ayH \mR sHNyas, yog sHNyas sHi&t:.Ùyopximka\maR, yoga: kayaid kmR tu..

mohnIy kmRnaH ÙyopÙm$p \mR sHNyas yog Ke. ApUvRkr`gu S=an=I \mR sHNyas sam+yRyog =ay Ke ne caEdmeH gu S=ankeyog$H\n$p yog sHNyas =ay Ke. \mR sHNyasyogmaH sHNyasyog

pKI ivxeØ gu nI Ýaiº =tI Ôy Ke. svR ivritwavmaH Ýgit krtoÒv ivixÚ yog sHNyas vDe sam+yR yogI bne Ke. ßyaH tenI in$pmxi› Ôg<t =taH prma„ Sv$p injyog \ar` krI yogsHNyassam+yR yogI bne Ke. ßyaH tenI in$pm xi› Ôg<t =taH prmaTmSv$p injyog \ar` krI yogsHNyas sam+yRyogI bne Ke. AaÝkare cetn¦ cetnane smÔvI ræo Ke, wozI cetna smÒ Ôy Ke.{CKayog=I cetnane mzva {CKto cetn Ôe puruØa=R n kre to \mRsHNyasyogne \ar` n kre. pit trIkeno \mR bÔvI xke nhÄ. AHtmaHje Vyikt je S=ane hoy te VyiktAoAe TyaHnuH ktRVy bÔvvuH jÔe{Ae.

Aa pdmaH cetne potanI Aek nbza{ deqaDI Ke te Ae Ke ke tecetnane khe Ke ke tuH marI Ko, huH taro KuH prHtu hm`aH tarI sa=e rhIxkIx nhÄ kar`ke hj¡ Aevo yog Ýaº =yo n=I. kazliB\ pak˜aivna tne cahva KtaH kayR bnI xkxe nih. AhÄ cetne kaz prpotano Aa\ar raQyo Ke. cetnmaH Aga\xi› Ke. puruØa=R äara texi› Ýg! krI xkay Ke. kaz to jD Ke. cetnne te xuH krI xke? cetnÔe puruØa=RnI FU I jgave to kazliB\ slam krtI Aave p` kazneivxeØ mhÀv AapI, ha= nIca krI naqva te kayrtanI inxanI Ke.puruØa=R _pDtaH b\aH smvay sa=e mzI samEyuH krva Aavxe neSvagt krxe. Svpir`it vrmaza pheravxe. &anI wgvHto mHƒoCcarkrxe. car wavÝa` Sv$p car fera fervI, cetnne prma„a pd pribrajman krxe t=a moÙ-mhelmaH AnHtkaz su\I AanHd kravxe.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe cetnnI Ôg<it trf AHguilindeRx kyÈ Ke.hve cetnnaH ÒvnnuH pro# =yuH Ke. te Aazs mrDI be@o =va ivcarIræo Ke. tene prmpd pamvano in\aRr Ane _Llas Ýg! =yo Ke. Aapd Aa|yi„k ghntana wavvazuH ivxeØ AakØRk bnaVyuH Ke.

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potanI xi› Ýg!avvanI xi›vazo Òv sam+yR yogI bneKe Ane AanHdFn Sv$p cetn prma„a sa=e AanHd ma e Ke.

cetnne prma„ Sv$p Ýg! krI prma„apd Ýaº krvanIwavna ={ Ke. tenaH pr icdanHdÒ mharaje KƒIsImaH kæuH Ke ke rag-äeØ ke nasteH, prmatm prkas,

rag-ä eØ k e Ôgte, prmatm pdnax... r3laq batkI bat yh, to kuH dey btay,Ôe prmatm pd che, rag-äeØ tj way... r4deh siht prmatma, Aeh AcrjkI bat,rag-äeØ ke Tyag teH, kmR xi› jrI Ôt... rpwa{ Aek prmatma, so he tum meH yaHih,Aap`I xi› sHwar ke, ilqavt de taihH... r6

prmatm pd dUr n=I. tarI pase j Ke. jem tlmaH telnepT=rmaH Aag, dU\maH FI te taramaH p` prma„xi› Ke. tene pamvanopuruØa=R tare pote krvano Ke. rag Ane äeØno nax =taH prma„pdÝaº =ay Ke. sdeh AvS=amaH p` te prmpdnI Ýaiº xɘ Ke. Ae jAaüyRnI vat Ke. cetnmaH b\I xi› Ke p` kmÈdye te kaH{ krIxkto n=I KtaH tene potanI xi›no Qyal Ke, vzI tene smÔvuH KuHke Aa kmR pir`it marI n=I. cetna marI Ke. Ae rIte bolvuH- ivcarvuHte {CKayog Ke.

&anavr`Iy kmRna Ùyopxmne lI\e saHwzelI vatnuH A=R&anmezvI le, kayR krvanI {CKa p` =ay p` krI xke nhÄ tene {CKayogkhe Ke. {CKayog Aa Òve F`Ivar kyÈ p` kayR krva sm=R =yonhÄ. yog¹iÚ smuCcymaH kæuH Ke,

iä\ayH \mR sHNyas, yog sHNyas sHi&t:.Ùyopximka\maR, yoga: kayaid kmR tu..

mohnIy kmRnaH ÙyopÙm$p \mR sHNyas yog Ke. ApUvRkr`gu S=an=I \mR sHNyas sam+yRyog =ay Ke ne caEdmeH gu S=ankeyog$H\n$p yog sHNyas =ay Ke. \mR sHNyasyogmaH sHNyasyog

pKI ivxeØ gu nI Ýaiº =tI Ôy Ke. svR ivritwavmaH Ýgit krtoÒv ivixÚ yog sHNyas vDe sam+yR yogI bne Ke. ßyaH tenI in$pmxi› Ôg<t =taH prma„ Sv$p injyog \ar` krI yogsHNyassam+yR yogI bne Ke. ßyaH tenI in$pm xi› Ôg<t =taH prmaTmSv$p injyog \ar` krI yogsHNyas sam+yRyogI bne Ke. AaÝkare cetn¦ cetnane smÔvI ræo Ke, wozI cetna smÒ Ôy Ke.{CKayog=I cetnane mzva {CKto cetn Ôe puruØa=R n kre to \mRsHNyasyogne \ar` n kre. pit trIkeno \mR bÔvI xke nhÄ. AHtmaHje Vyikt je S=ane hoy te VyiktAoAe TyaHnuH ktRVy bÔvvuH jÔe{Ae.

Aa pdmaH cetne potanI Aek nbza{ deqaDI Ke te Ae Ke ke tecetnane khe Ke ke tuH marI Ko, huH taro KuH prHtu hm`aH tarI sa=e rhIxkIx nhÄ kar`ke hj¡ Aevo yog Ýaº =yo n=I. kazliB\ pak˜aivna tne cahva KtaH kayR bnI xkxe nih. AhÄ cetne kaz prpotano Aa\ar raQyo Ke. cetnmaH Aga\xi› Ke. puruØa=R äara texi› Ýg! krI xkay Ke. kaz to jD Ke. cetnne te xuH krI xke? cetnÔe puruØa=RnI FU I jgave to kazliB\ slam krtI Aave p` kazneivxeØ mhÀv AapI, ha= nIca krI naqva te kayrtanI inxanI Ke.puruØa=R _pDtaH b\aH smvay sa=e mzI samEyuH krva Aavxe neSvagt krxe. Svpir`it vrmaza pheravxe. &anI wgvHto mHƒoCcarkrxe. car wavÝa` Sv$p car fera fervI, cetnne prma„a pd pribrajman krxe t=a moÙ-mhelmaH AnHtkaz su\I AanHd kravxe.

Aa pdmaH kiv]IAe cetnnI Ôg<it trf AHguilindeRx kyÈ Ke.hve cetnnaH ÒvnnuH pro# =yuH Ke. te Aazs mrDI be@o =va ivcarIræo Ke. tene prmpd pamvano in\aRr Ane _Llas Ýg! =yo Ke. Aapd Aa|yi„k ghntana wavvazuH ivxeØ AakØRk bnaVyuH Ke.

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pd-44

“terI huH terI huH OtI khuHrI”

Ýbz puruØa=R krI sa\nana _Nnt ixqrne sr krva ma!eAHtrp! qolnar t=a sUtela cetnne #H#ozI jgaDnar Aeva ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pd, cetnanI _i› trIke ;!oDI' ragmaHlQyuH Ke. cetna mUHHgI rhI xktI n=I. pote kevI Ke tenI qatrI Aapvate cetnnI sa=e vato kre Ke. cetnnI vat=I cetnane hj¡ sHtoØ =yon=I. tena mnmaH Anek xHkaAo Ôge Ke. te=I cetnne potana pr]âa besI Ôy teva ÝyTn kre Ke. kiv]I lqe Ke,

terI huH terI huH OtI khurI”[n bat n meH dego tuH jane, to krvt kaxI,

jay g‡huHrI...terI huH.....3..

cetnana ÝyTno=I cetn =oDo @eka e to AaVyo p` hj¡mayana rHgmaH=I te mu› =yo n=I. te mn=I to smje Ke ke pote jekaH{ kre Ke te qo!uH Ke p` qo!o rSto tene favI gyo hova=I KoDvomuXkel Ke. te=I cetne cetnane Aa}vasn AaPyuH htuH p` CaetnaneAemaH xaHit =tI n=I. vzI Caetnane lage Ke ke cetnne maramaH kae{xHka ={ lage Ke. te=I te cetnne khe Ke ke he SvamI¦ huH tmarI KuH AnetmarI j rhevanI KuH. meH Aaj su\I ANy puruØ trf ¹iÚ suâaH krIn=I. Are mnmaH bIÔ ko{no ivkLp su|\aH AaVyo n=I. pKI dehnIto vat j ɘaH rhI? tmarI rah Ôe{ AaxamaH ne AaxamaH meHdIFRkaz VytIt krI naQyo. Aapna ma!e meH Ýa=Rna krI. tp, jp,iÊya. Anu¤ano kyaÅ. rat-idvs AapnuH r!` kyuÅ. mara rom-rommaH Aapna isvay bIÔ ko{nuH nam n=I. huH Aapne j JHquH KuH.kæuH Ke,

rome rom (2) huH tarI =atI Ôë KuH,tara Ýemma H pazu iwHÔë Ku H . . .

he cetndev¦ huH rom rom=I tarI KuH Ane tarI j rhevanI KuH. tuHmne cahe ke n cahe p` huH to tne cahuH KuH. tara ñdymHidrmaH maya-mmta hovane kar e huH tarI pase AavtI n=I Ane te kar e tne maraÝTye ko{ xHka hoy to huH tne qatrI AapuH KuH ke huH tarI j KuH.marI Aa vatmaH Ôe AsTyno was tne j`ato hoy to huHsogn qa{ne khuH KuH ke huH mn, vcn, kaya Ae ƒ`e yog=I xuâpitv‡t rhI KuH.

rame sItana stITvnI prIÙa krva AiGnprIÙa krI to xuHmara cetnramne p` marI prIÙa krvI Ke? je krvuH hoy te kro. huHiv¬as=I khuH KuH ke huH drek vatmaH sfz ={x, kar`ke mne maramaHpU R ]âa Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnaAe je kaxIAe krvt mUkvanI vat krI Ke tevat pura`ayugnI Ke. VyvharmaH bIÔ ma`sne ¹# ÝtIit kravvaAevI vat kratI hoy Ke ke tme kho to kaxIAe krvt mUkavuH? vzIte smye AH\]âazu ma`so kaxIAe j{ krvt mUkavI {CKapUitRnIwavna raqta hta ke {CKanusar bIÔ wvmaH jNm mze. AeAakaHÙaAe kaxIAe j{ potana _pr krvt mukavta. ke!lak loko{iCKt vStunI Ýaiº ma!e inya uH krI igrnar pvRtna wErv ixqrpr=I pDtuH mUkI AaTmFat kre Ke to ko{ wgvanna r= nIce kcra{jvamaH potanI Ôtne waGyxazI mane Ke. SƒIAo m<Tyu pamela pitsa=e ic¿maH bzI mrva=I pKInaH jNmmaH Ae j pit mzxe AeAaxa=I pit paKz stI =tI htI. AH\]âayu› Ý`ailkagt AavIiÊyaAo krI manv motne Fa! _trI jto hto.

kivnI Aa kDImaH te smyna yugno Ýwav j`ay Ke. te smyelokomaH kevI AH\]âa htI tenuH icƒ qDuH =ay Ke. kivAe AhÄ Vyavhairkvatne cetnana muqmaH mUkIne potanI buiâ Ýitwano pircykraVyo Ke.

cetn magaRnusarIp`a=I Aagz v|yo Ke. te=I te sumitneshj mZyo Ke. p` vCce ɘarek Anaid im+yaTv tena _pr Ôer kre

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pd-44

“terI huH terI huH OtI khuHrI”

Ýbz puruØa=R krI sa\nana _Nnt ixqrne sr krva ma!eAHtrp! qolnar t=a sUtela cetnne #H#ozI jgaDnar Aeva ]IAanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pd, cetnanI _i› trIke ;!oDI' ragmaHlQyuH Ke. cetna mUHHgI rhI xktI n=I. pote kevI Ke tenI qatrI Aapvate cetnnI sa=e vato kre Ke. cetnnI vat=I cetnane hj¡ sHtoØ =yon=I. tena mnmaH Anek xHkaAo Ôge Ke. te=I cetnne potana pr]âa besI Ôy teva ÝyTn kre Ke. kiv]I lqe Ke,

terI huH terI huH OtI khurI”[n bat n meH dego tuH jane, to krvt kaxI,

jay g‡huHrI...terI huH.....3..

cetnana ÝyTno=I cetn =oDo @eka e to AaVyo p` hj¡mayana rHgmaH=I te mu› =yo n=I. te mn=I to smje Ke ke pote jekaH{ kre Ke te qo!uH Ke p` qo!o rSto tene favI gyo hova=I KoDvomuXkel Ke. te=I cetne cetnane Aa}vasn AaPyuH htuH p` CaetnaneAemaH xaHit =tI n=I. vzI Caetnane lage Ke ke cetnne maramaH kae{xHka ={ lage Ke. te=I te cetnne khe Ke ke he SvamI¦ huH tmarI KuH AnetmarI j rhevanI KuH. meH Aaj su\I ANy puruØ trf ¹iÚ suâaH krIn=I. Are mnmaH bIÔ ko{no ivkLp su|\aH AaVyo n=I. pKI dehnIto vat j ɘaH rhI? tmarI rah Ôe{ AaxamaH ne AaxamaH meHdIFRkaz VytIt krI naQyo. Aapna ma!e meH Ýa=Rna krI. tp, jp,iÊya. Anu¤ano kyaÅ. rat-idvs AapnuH r!` kyuÅ. mara rom-rommaH Aapna isvay bIÔ ko{nuH nam n=I. huH Aapne j JHquH KuH.kæuH Ke,

rome rom (2) huH tarI =atI Ôë KuH,tara Ýemma H pazu iwHÔë Ku H . . .

he cetndev¦ huH rom rom=I tarI KuH Ane tarI j rhevanI KuH. tuHmne cahe ke n cahe p` huH to tne cahuH KuH. tara ñdymHidrmaH maya-mmta hovane kar e huH tarI pase AavtI n=I Ane te kar e tne maraÝTye ko{ xHka hoy to huH tne qatrI AapuH KuH ke huH tarI j KuH.marI Aa vatmaH Ôe AsTyno was tne j`ato hoy to huHsogn qa{ne khuH KuH ke huH mn, vcn, kaya Ae ƒ`e yog=I xuâpitv‡t rhI KuH.

rame sItana stITvnI prIÙa krva AiGnprIÙa krI to xuHmara cetnramne p` marI prIÙa krvI Ke? je krvuH hoy te kro. huHiv¬as=I khuH KuH ke huH drek vatmaH sfz ={x, kar`ke mne maramaHpU R ]âa Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnaAe je kaxIAe krvt mUkvanI vat krI Ke tevat pura`ayugnI Ke. VyvharmaH bIÔ ma`sne ¹# ÝtIit kravvaAevI vat kratI hoy Ke ke tme kho to kaxIAe krvt mUkavuH? vzIte smye AH\]âazu ma`so kaxIAe j{ krvt mUkavI {CKapUitRnIwavna raqta hta ke {CKanusar bIÔ wvmaH jNm mze. AeAakaHÙaAe kaxIAe j{ potana _pr krvt mukavta. ke!lak loko{iCKt vStunI Ýaiº ma!e inya uH krI igrnar pvRtna wErv ixqrpr=I pDtuH mUkI AaTmFat kre Ke to ko{ wgvanna r= nIce kcra{jvamaH potanI Ôtne waGyxazI mane Ke. SƒIAo m<Tyu pamela pitsa=e ic¿maH bzI mrva=I pKInaH jNmmaH Ae j pit mzxe AeAaxa=I pit paKz stI =tI htI. AH\]âayu› Ý`ailkagt AavIiÊyaAo krI manv motne Fa! _trI jto hto.

kivnI Aa kDImaH te smyna yugno Ýwav j`ay Ke. te smyelokomaH kevI AH\]âa htI tenuH icƒ qDuH =ay Ke. kivAe AhÄ Vyavhairkvatne cetnana muqmaH mUkIne potanI buiâ Ýitwano pircykraVyo Ke.

cetn magaRnusarIp`a=I Aagz v|yo Ke. te=I te sumitneshj mZyo Ke. p` vCce ɘarek Anaid im+yaTv tena _pr Ôer kre

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Ke. te=I paKo vzI maya - mmtana sHge cDI Ôy Ke. Tyare cetnneÝtIit kravva xuâ cetna Aava _dŸgaro ka#e Ke. _dŸgaro äara cetnamaya-mmta pr Ýhar kre Ke.

cetna p` Aej kheva maHge Ke ke meH Aaj su\I bIÔ ko{necaæa n=I Tyare maya mmtato Fre Fre w!knarI SƒIAo Ke.

cetnne xuâ Sv$pno y=aiS=t bo\ =ya pKI p` cetnÝmadne kar e ivwavmaH pDI Ôy Ke. xuâbo\ pr Aavr` AavIjtaH cetn xuâmagR=I kH!azI j{ im+yaTvna kumageR cDI Ôy KeAne Ýaº sHpi¿ne gumavI bese Ke. vzI tene sdŸguÌ sumit AapI@eka e lave Ke. Aa ÝsHgne AnulÙIne Aa pd Ke. cetna jeva pitpamIne potanI Ôtne ke!lI waGyxazI mane Ke.

te Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH btave Ke.ved puran kteØ k¡ran meH Aagm ngm kKu n lhuHrIvaca re kor xIqa[ sevnkI meH tee rsrHg rhuHrI...terI.....2..

xuâcetna, cetnne ÝtIit kravva khe Ke ke he na=¦ tmara huHke!la vqa` kruH? ßyaH huH Ôë TyaH Aap j njrmaH Aavo Ko t=aAapnI j vato kane pDe Ke. meH carved, A#ar pura`, kuran vgereg‡H=o Ôe{ lI\a. svR& prmaTma ki=t Aagmo Ôeya, baEâ g‡H=onapane pana _=lavI naQyaH p` ßyaH Ôeë TyaH b\e j¡dI j¡dI rIte Aapj ibraÔe Ko temaH Aapna sHbH\I j vato Ke t=a Aapne pamvama!ena ÝyTno btaVya Ke. Aapne ko{ ivnaxI khe Ke to ko{AivnaxI, ko{ Aek khe Ke to ko{ Anek, ko{ AHx khe Ke to ko{AHxI khe. gme te rIte p` drek S=ane AapnI vato j mara mgjmaHAave Ke. he na=¦ Aap Ae!la b\a Ýisâ Ko ke jgtmaH Aapnaisvay AaquH jgt xUNyvtŸ bne Ke. dxe idxamaH AapnI j ÝisiâKe. Aava pitne pamI huH gaErv AnuwvuH KuH. Aa Ýkare kivAe xuâcetnana muqe=I F`I ctura{pUvRk vat kravI Ke. he na=¦ AapAava mhan Ko. to Aapj AapnI va`I forvIne sevn krvanIivi\ xIqvo. je=I huH hHmexaH Aapna j rsrHgmaH rhuH.

he cetn dev¦ AapnuH Sv$p xBd=I pre Ke. tene Amara jevasamaNy loko xBdÔzmaH ke vacana mazqamaH kem baH\I xke. ma!ej khuH KuH ke tuH xaÏo vDe ÝaPy n=I. kæuH Ke,

“xBdmaH smay nhÄ Aevo tuH mhan,kem krI gavuH Ýwu tara gu`gan.”

KtaH p` xaÏnuH A|yyn, icHtn ke mnn krva=I Anuwv¹iÚ qulI xke Ke Ane ¹iÚ qultaH tara sTy Sv$pnuH &an Ane wan=ay Ke. Aagmo tara Sv$pno sHket krxe p` Aagmo vaHcvamaƒ=I Anuwv nhÄ =ay. Aa rIte mezveluH Aagm&an war$p =xe.nvpUvRnaH w`vavaza (&anvaza) sHsar=I pr ={ xɘa n=I.kar`ke Sv$panuwv =yo n=I Ane Anuwv &an ivna tara Sv$pnoinüy ={ xkto n=I. ma!e tara Sv$pmaH j KuH temaH j lylInbnI Ôë te=I j mne AanHdnI Ýaiº =xe. p` hve tarI pase AavvaxuH krvuH Ae j ivcarvanuH Ke.

cetna Aaj vatne Aagz v\artaH ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,mere to tuH rajI caihO, AaErke bolmeH laq shuHrIAanHdFn Ýwu vege imla Pyare, nih to gHg trHg bhurI...terI.....3..

cetna cetnne khe Ke ke he na=¦ Aa jgtmaH mare bIÔ ko{nuHkam n=I. Aek tuH raÒ Ae!le mare mn AaquH jgt raÒ Ke. wartnIko{p` SƒI Aem j {CKtI hoy Ke ke teno pit raÒ rhe. pKI wletene pit F uH du:q Aapto hoy, p` pitnI ÝsþtamaH potanIÝsþta Ke. duinya wle mne pit FelI khe tenI mne ko{ prva n=I.mara=I Ae b\uH shn =xe p` Aagm, xaÏo t=a g‡H=omaH ÝisâAeva mara na=ne huH ɘare mezvIx t=a tene kem raÒ krva Ae jivcarmaH huH DUbI rhuH KuH. ]I buiâsagr mharaj saheb khe Ke ke heAaTmnŸ¦ tuH sdakaz mara _pr raÒ hoy to pKI kroDo duXmnonuHp` kaH{ calvanuH n=I. kmRnI Ýk<itAo$p xƒuAo p` AHte prajypamIne tarI pUH@ KoDI dexe.

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Ke. te=I paKo vzI maya - mmtana sHge cDI Ôy Ke. Tyare cetnneÝtIit kravva xuâ cetna Aava _dŸgaro ka#e Ke. _dŸgaro äara cetnamaya-mmta pr Ýhar kre Ke.

cetna p` Aej kheva maHge Ke ke meH Aaj su\I bIÔ ko{necaæa n=I Tyare maya mmtato Fre Fre w!knarI SƒIAo Ke.

cetnne xuâ Sv$pno y=aiS=t bo\ =ya pKI p` cetnÝmadne kar e ivwavmaH pDI Ôy Ke. xuâbo\ pr Aavr` AavIjtaH cetn xuâmagR=I kH!azI j{ im+yaTvna kumageR cDI Ôy KeAne Ýaº sHpi¿ne gumavI bese Ke. vzI tene sdŸguÌ sumit AapI@eka e lave Ke. Aa ÝsHgne AnulÙIne Aa pd Ke. cetna jeva pitpamIne potanI Ôtne ke!lI waGyxazI mane Ke.

te Aa pdnI bIÒ kDImaH btave Ke.ved puran kteØ k¡ran meH Aagm ngm kKu n lhuHrIvaca re kor xIqa[ sevnkI meH tee rsrHg rhuHrI...terI.....2..

xuâcetna, cetnne ÝtIit kravva khe Ke ke he na=¦ tmara huHke!la vqa` kruH? ßyaH huH Ôë TyaH Aap j njrmaH Aavo Ko t=aAapnI j vato kane pDe Ke. meH carved, A#ar pura`, kuran vgereg‡H=o Ôe{ lI\a. svR& prmaTma ki=t Aagmo Ôeya, baEâ g‡H=onapane pana _=lavI naQyaH p` ßyaH Ôeë TyaH b\e j¡dI j¡dI rIte Aapj ibraÔe Ko temaH Aapna sHbH\I j vato Ke t=a Aapne pamvama!ena ÝyTno btaVya Ke. Aapne ko{ ivnaxI khe Ke to ko{AivnaxI, ko{ Aek khe Ke to ko{ Anek, ko{ AHx khe Ke to ko{AHxI khe. gme te rIte p` drek S=ane AapnI vato j mara mgjmaHAave Ke. he na=¦ Aap Ae!la b\a Ýisâ Ko ke jgtmaH Aapnaisvay AaquH jgt xUNyvtŸ bne Ke. dxe idxamaH AapnI j ÝisiâKe. Aava pitne pamI huH gaErv AnuwvuH KuH. Aa Ýkare kivAe xuâcetnana muqe=I F`I ctura{pUvRk vat kravI Ke. he na=¦ AapAava mhan Ko. to Aapj AapnI va`I forvIne sevn krvanIivi\ xIqvo. je=I huH hHmexaH Aapna j rsrHgmaH rhuH.

he cetn dev¦ AapnuH Sv$p xBd=I pre Ke. tene Amara jevasamaNy loko xBdÔzmaH ke vacana mazqamaH kem baH\I xke. ma!ej khuH KuH ke tuH xaÏo vDe ÝaPy n=I. kæuH Ke,

“xBdmaH smay nhÄ Aevo tuH mhan,kem krI gavuH Ýwu tara gu`gan.”

KtaH p` xaÏnuH A|yyn, icHtn ke mnn krva=I Anuwv¹iÚ qulI xke Ke Ane ¹iÚ qultaH tara sTy Sv$pnuH &an Ane wan=ay Ke. Aagmo tara Sv$pno sHket krxe p` Aagmo vaHcvamaƒ=I Anuwv nhÄ =ay. Aa rIte mezveluH Aagm&an war$p =xe.nvpUvRnaH w`vavaza (&anvaza) sHsar=I pr ={ xɘa n=I.kar`ke Sv$panuwv =yo n=I Ane Anuwv &an ivna tara Sv$pnoinüy ={ xkto n=I. ma!e tara Sv$pmaH j KuH temaH j lylInbnI Ôë te=I j mne AanHdnI Ýaiº =xe. p` hve tarI pase AavvaxuH krvuH Ae j ivcarvanuH Ke.

cetna Aaj vatne Aagz v\artaH ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,mere to tuH rajI caihO, AaErke bolmeH laq shuHrIAanHdFn Ýwu vege imla Pyare, nih to gHg trHg bhurI...terI.....3..

cetna cetnne khe Ke ke he na=¦ Aa jgtmaH mare bIÔ ko{nuHkam n=I. Aek tuH raÒ Ae!le mare mn AaquH jgt raÒ Ke. wartnIko{p` SƒI Aem j {CKtI hoy Ke ke teno pit raÒ rhe. pKI wletene pit F uH du:q Aapto hoy, p` pitnI ÝsþtamaH potanIÝsþta Ke. duinya wle mne pit FelI khe tenI mne ko{ prva n=I.mara=I Ae b\uH shn =xe p` Aagm, xaÏo t=a g‡H=omaH ÝisâAeva mara na=ne huH ɘare mezvIx t=a tene kem raÒ krva Ae jivcarmaH huH DUbI rhuH KuH. ]I buiâsagr mharaj saheb khe Ke ke heAaTmnŸ¦ tuH sdakaz mara _pr raÒ hoy to pKI kroDo duXmnonuHp` kaH{ calvanuH n=I. kmRnI Ýk<itAo$p xƒuAo p` AHte prajypamIne tarI pUH@ KoDI dexe.

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g e Ke. tene Tyag krtaH, |yan krtaH, ke mnoinro\ krtaH Ôe{ lokohse Ke. VyvharmaH ɘaHy rs n le to duinya tene mUqR, mU#g`ImXkrI kre Ke. p` huH te b\uH saHwzI l[x. bs tme Aavo Ae!luH jhuH maguH KuH. hve Ôe #Il krxo to Avsr caLyo jxe. kar`ke ATyaremaya-mmta tmara=I dUr Ke Ane tme Frna AaHg`aHmaH éwa Ko.dev, guÌ, \mRno yog Ke. b\I AnukUzta Ke KtaH p` Ôe Aap nhÄmzo to he AanHdFn¦ he mara Ýwu¦ huH Aa sHsar$p gHgamaH t`a[j[x. pKI laHbe gaze p` maro tmaro yog =vo muXkel Ke. ma!ehe AanHdFn Ýwu¦ Aavel Avsrne v\avI Lao Ane Aapna _rmaHsmavI do.

Aa kDImaH cetna gHgamaH t`avvanI vat kre Ke. AemaH A=aRpi¿rhelI Ke kar`ke cetn p` cetna sa=e t`axe, kar` cetn-cetnanoAwed sHbH\ Ke, ma!e j khe Ke ke Aavel Avsr gumavva jevon=I.

_pro› k=n jDsHgI AaTmram ÝTye sumitAe kheluH Ke. sumitcetnne khe Ke ke ATyare tmarI pase maya-mmta n=I ma!e tk JDpILao nhÄ to huH xuâcetnna _ßjvz trHgomaH mzI j{x ne barmegu S=anke calI j{x. Aa Ýkare Aa pdmaH kivAe suimit kumitnIhd myaRda btavI Ke. kumitnI hd ƒIÔ gu S=ankna AHt su\I,co=a gu S=ank=I barma gu S=ank su\I sumitnI hd pKI xuâcetna t=a xuâcetnnI ÔeDI Ôme Ke te said AnHtkaz su\I !kI rheKe. sumit mZya pKI =oDo j kazmaH ]e I x$ ={ Ôy Ke.

Aa pd Ýma e xuâcetna Ý&aixla Ane stI Ke. cetna potanuHstITv Ýg! krva Ane cetnne qatrI kravva bolI rhI Ke. cetnakhe Ke ke gHgamaH huH t`a{ j{x. cetnne cetna mI@o @pko Aape Kep` Ôe cetn cetnane mze to sumitnI wedreqa wUHsa{ Ôy Ane_ßjvz xuâ pir`itmaH sumit sma{ Ôy. p` kumitnaH rHg tosumitno nax ={ Ôy ne cetnne sHsarsagrmaH DUbvano varoAave Ke. “gHg trHg bhurI” no A=R =ay Ke ke gHganuH jz xuiâ Ane

pivƒtanuH ÝtIk Ke Ae!le cetnna imln=I _Cc wUimkanI xuâpivƒ Aa|yaiTmk AnuwUit krvI. Aa pdmaH xuâ Sv$panuwvnuHmULy Anek g‡H=ona xu*k A|yyn krtaH ke!luH v\e Ke te m\ur banImaHrjU krel Ke.

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g e Ke. tene Tyag krtaH, |yan krtaH, ke mnoinro\ krtaH Ôe{ lokohse Ke. VyvharmaH ɘaHy rs n le to duinya tene mUqR, mU#g`ImXkrI kre Ke. p` huH te b\uH saHwzI l[x. bs tme Aavo Ae!luH jhuH maguH KuH. hve Ôe #Il krxo to Avsr caLyo jxe. kar`ke ATyaremaya-mmta tmara=I dUr Ke Ane tme Frna AaHg`aHmaH éwa Ko.dev, guÌ, \mRno yog Ke. b\I AnukUzta Ke KtaH p` Ôe Aap nhÄmzo to he AanHdFn¦ he mara Ýwu¦ huH Aa sHsar$p gHgamaH t`a[j[x. pKI laHbe gaze p` maro tmaro yog =vo muXkel Ke. ma!ehe AanHdFn Ýwu¦ Aavel Avsrne v\avI Lao Ane Aapna _rmaHsmavI do.

Aa kDImaH cetna gHgamaH t`avvanI vat kre Ke. AemaH A=aRpi¿rhelI Ke kar`ke cetn p` cetna sa=e t`axe, kar` cetn-cetnanoAwed sHbH\ Ke, ma!e j khe Ke ke Aavel Avsr gumavva jevon=I.

_pro› k=n jDsHgI AaTmram ÝTye sumitAe kheluH Ke. sumitcetnne khe Ke ke ATyare tmarI pase maya-mmta n=I ma!e tk JDpILao nhÄ to huH xuâcetnna _ßjvz trHgomaH mzI j{x ne barmegu S=anke calI j{x. Aa Ýkare Aa pdmaH kivAe suimit kumitnIhd myaRda btavI Ke. kumitnI hd ƒIÔ gu S=ankna AHt su\I,co=a gu S=ank=I barma gu S=ank su\I sumitnI hd pKI xuâcetna t=a xuâcetnnI ÔeDI Ôme Ke te said AnHtkaz su\I !kI rheKe. sumit mZya pKI =oDo j kazmaH ]e I x$ ={ Ôy Ke.

Aa pd Ýma e xuâcetna Ý&aixla Ane stI Ke. cetna potanuHstITv Ýg! krva Ane cetnne qatrI kravva bolI rhI Ke. cetnakhe Ke ke gHgamaH huH t`a{ j{x. cetnne cetna mI@o @pko Aape Kep` Ôe cetn cetnane mze to sumitnI wedreqa wUHsa{ Ôy Ane_ßjvz xuâ pir`itmaH sumit sma{ Ôy. p` kumitnaH rHg tosumitno nax ={ Ôy ne cetnne sHsarsagrmaH DUbvano varoAave Ke. “gHg trHg bhurI” no A=R =ay Ke ke gHganuH jz xuiâ Ane

pivƒtanuH ÝtIk Ke Ae!le cetnna imln=I _Cc wUimkanI xuâpivƒ Aa|yaiTmk AnuwUit krvI. Aa pdmaH xuâ Sv$panuwvnuHmULy Anek g‡H=ona xu*k A|yyn krtaH ke!luH v\e Ke te m\ur banImaHrjU krel Ke.

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“@gorI wgorI lgorI jgorI”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ;!oDIrag' maH lqela Aa pdmaHcetnmaH Ôg<it AavtaH tenI prmpd ma!enI lgnInuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

cetnne Aaj su\ImaH je saHsairk ivØyomaH AanHd Aavtohto te hve du:q$p lage Ke kar`ke hve tene Sv Sv$pno Anuwv =yoKe hve tenI AaHqo qulI g{ Ke. Ae!la ma!e te hve maya - mmtaneKoDva ¹# sHkLp kre Ke. kiv lqe Ke,@gorI wgorI lgorI jgorImmta maya Aatm le mit, Anuwv merI AaEr dgorI... @gorI... .. 1 ..

cetn, maya-mmtane khe Ke ke he @gorIAo¦ tme wago. hvemne marI xi›nuH wan =yuH Ke. jem isHhnuH bCcuH Fe!anaH !ozamaH htuHTyare tene potanI ÔtnuH &an ke wan n htuH p` ßyare tene samenaphaD pr bIÔ isHhnI gjRna saHwzI t=a te e pa`ImaH potanuHÝitibHb ÔeyuH Tyare tene smÔyuH ke maruH Ane samena Ýa`InuH xrIrsrquH Ke. te Ôe Aa!lo mo!o Avaj krI xke to huH kem n krI xkuH?pKI to potanI svRxi› Aek@I krI te e gjRna krI to isHh -bCcanI AavI gjRna saHwzI b\a j Fe!aH t=a govaz Òv l{newaGya.

cetnnI p` AavI j dxa Ke. te e Aaj su\I AvzI g`trIkrI htI te=I te Ketra{ gyo. te e je maNyuH htuH temaH mo!o w‡m hto.Aam qo!I g`trIne sacI qtvI naqvI tenaH jevI bIÒ k[ mo!IwUl ho{ xke? ßyaH g`trI j qo!I hoy pKI teno jvab qo!o jAave AemaH nva{ xI? p` hve cetnne tenI wUl smÔy Ke.

cetnnI pr ¹iÚ qsI g{ Ke. sacI ¹iÚ Ýaº ={ Ke.Anuwv¹iÚ Ae j sacI ¹iÚ kdac tene Aap e &an¹iÚ khIAe top` cale. Aa ¹iÚ mZya pKI je g`trI =ay te sacI hoy ne tazo

p` saco Aave. Anuwv ivnanI g`trI qo!I j @re. Anuwve wUlsmÔy ne Ýüatap p` =ay. pKI bIÒvar tevI wUl n =ay tocetnnuH kam ={ Ôy. Aa rIte cetnanI vato saHwzI te pKI tene SvSv$pnuH wan =yuH Ae!le j cetn hve mayammtane @garI rhe Ke neteno itrSkar krI wgaDe Ke. bIÒ baj¡ cetnane te khe Ke ke tme marIpase Aavo. huH hve Ôg<t ={ gyo KuH. Aaj su\I huH mayammtamaHAas› =[ frto hto p` hve smÔyuH Ke ke te sHb\o dgo denarahta. AaTm ivcar`a =taH &ancÙu qule Ke. hve bIÒ kDImaH kiv xuHivcare Ke te Ôe{Ae.w‡at n mat n tat n gat n, jat n vat n lagt gorImere sb idn drsn frsn, tan su\ars pan pgorI... @gorI .. 2 ..

cetn maya-mmtane khe Ke ke he mayavtI narIAo? Aaj su\Itmara sHgmaH rhIne ma-bap, wa{-bhen, pTnI-pit, puƒ, ku!uHbIjno&aitjnomaH j huH Aaskt hto. tenuH suq te maruH manI hØR Felo =tohto p` hve &an¹iÚ mzta smÔyuH ke Aa b\uH qo!uH htuH. jgtmaHko{ ko{nuH n=I. Aaqo sHsar mayanI Ôz Ke. jgtna tmampda=È AiS=r t=a Axa¬t Ke. te ko{ icrS=ayI n=I. ßyaH sHyog-ivyogna qel =taH hoy, ßyaH du:qnI ÝcUrmaƒa hoy Aeva AasHsarne maro kem khI xkay? ]I svR& prmaTma khe Ke,

“A\uve AsarsHyiMm, sHsariMm !ukq p_raO”A\‡uv Ane Axa¬t sHsarmaH du:q ÝcurmaƒamaH Ke, Aevo Aa

sHsar mara=I to pr Ke. tena rheva pr mne suqnuH SvPn p` nhÄAave. AavuH Ô~ya pKI qo!aAonI to vat saHwzvI gmtI n=I.Aa rIte cetnne hve moh-mayane kar e ragna bH\no=I Ýaº =yelama-bap t=a &aitjnomaH rs n=I. marI sacI mata &an¹iÚ Ke,kar`ke je du:qmaH=I bcave te mata. Aem &an¹iÚAe mne du:q mu›kyÈ. bs hve huH mara SvwavmaH rhuH tenI SpxRna kruH. sMyGdxRnIma!e xaÏ vcn Ke ke “srhde v$pe” jene svR&Ýi`t va`ImaHiv¬as besI gyo Ke tene ma!e sdhaim, pityaim, royeim, faseim,

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“@gorI wgorI lgorI jgorI”

]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje ;!oDIrag' maH lqela Aa pdmaHcetnmaH Ôg<it AavtaH tenI prmpd ma!enI lgnInuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.

cetnne Aaj su\ImaH je saHsairk ivØyomaH AanHd Aavtohto te hve du:q$p lage Ke kar`ke hve tene Sv Sv$pno Anuwv =yoKe hve tenI AaHqo qulI g{ Ke. Ae!la ma!e te hve maya - mmtaneKoDva ¹# sHkLp kre Ke. kiv lqe Ke,@gorI wgorI lgorI jgorImmta maya Aatm le mit, Anuwv merI AaEr dgorI... @gorI... .. 1 ..

cetn, maya-mmtane khe Ke ke he @gorIAo¦ tme wago. hvemne marI xi›nuH wan =yuH Ke. jem isHhnuH bCcuH Fe!anaH !ozamaH htuHTyare tene potanI ÔtnuH &an ke wan n htuH p` ßyare tene samenaphaD pr bIÔ isHhnI gjRna saHwzI t=a te e pa`ImaH potanuHÝitibHb ÔeyuH Tyare tene smÔyuH ke maruH Ane samena Ýa`InuH xrIrsrquH Ke. te Ôe Aa!lo mo!o Avaj krI xke to huH kem n krI xkuH?pKI to potanI svRxi› Aek@I krI te e gjRna krI to isHh -bCcanI AavI gjRna saHwzI b\a j Fe!aH t=a govaz Òv l{newaGya.

cetnnI p` AavI j dxa Ke. te e Aaj su\I AvzI g`trIkrI htI te=I te Ketra{ gyo. te e je maNyuH htuH temaH mo!o w‡m hto.Aam qo!I g`trIne sacI qtvI naqvI tenaH jevI bIÒ k[ mo!IwUl ho{ xke? ßyaH g`trI j qo!I hoy pKI teno jvab qo!o jAave AemaH nva{ xI? p` hve cetnne tenI wUl smÔy Ke.

cetnnI pr ¹iÚ qsI g{ Ke. sacI ¹iÚ Ýaº ={ Ke.Anuwv¹iÚ Ae j sacI ¹iÚ kdac tene Aap e &an¹iÚ khIAe top` cale. Aa ¹iÚ mZya pKI je g`trI =ay te sacI hoy ne tazo

p` saco Aave. Anuwv ivnanI g`trI qo!I j @re. Anuwve wUlsmÔy ne Ýüatap p` =ay. pKI bIÒvar tevI wUl n =ay tocetnnuH kam ={ Ôy. Aa rIte cetnanI vato saHwzI te pKI tene SvSv$pnuH wan =yuH Ae!le j cetn hve mayammtane @garI rhe Ke neteno itrSkar krI wgaDe Ke. bIÒ baj¡ cetnane te khe Ke ke tme marIpase Aavo. huH hve Ôg<t ={ gyo KuH. Aaj su\I huH mayammtamaHAas› =[ frto hto p` hve smÔyuH Ke ke te sHb\o dgo denarahta. AaTm ivcar`a =taH &ancÙu qule Ke. hve bIÒ kDImaH kiv xuHivcare Ke te Ôe{Ae.w‡at n mat n tat n gat n, jat n vat n lagt gorImere sb idn drsn frsn, tan su\ars pan pgorI... @gorI .. 2 ..

cetn maya-mmtane khe Ke ke he mayavtI narIAo? Aaj su\Itmara sHgmaH rhIne ma-bap, wa{-bhen, pTnI-pit, puƒ, ku!uHbIjno&aitjnomaH j huH Aaskt hto. tenuH suq te maruH manI hØR Felo =tohto p` hve &an¹iÚ mzta smÔyuH ke Aa b\uH qo!uH htuH. jgtmaHko{ ko{nuH n=I. Aaqo sHsar mayanI Ôz Ke. jgtna tmampda=È AiS=r t=a Axa¬t Ke. te ko{ icrS=ayI n=I. ßyaH sHyog-ivyogna qel =taH hoy, ßyaH du:qnI ÝcUrmaƒa hoy Aeva AasHsarne maro kem khI xkay? ]I svR& prmaTma khe Ke,

“A\uve AsarsHyiMm, sHsariMm !ukq p_raO”A\‡uv Ane Axa¬t sHsarmaH du:q ÝcurmaƒamaH Ke, Aevo Aa

sHsar mara=I to pr Ke. tena rheva pr mne suqnuH SvPn p` nhÄAave. AavuH Ô~ya pKI qo!aAonI to vat saHwzvI gmtI n=I.Aa rIte cetnne hve moh-mayane kar e ragna bH\no=I Ýaº =yelama-bap t=a &aitjnomaH rs n=I. marI sacI mata &an¹iÚ Ke,kar`ke je du:qmaH=I bcave te mata. Aem &an¹iÚAe mne du:q mu›kyÈ. bs hve huH mara SvwavmaH rhuH tenI SpxRna kruH. sMyGdxRnIma!e xaÏ vcn Ke ke “srhde v$pe” jene svR&Ýi`t va`ImaHiv¬as besI gyo Ke tene ma!e sdhaim, pityaim, royeim, faseim,

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paleim. Sv$pguPta AaTma bole Ke ke he Ýwu¦ mne AapnI va`I pr]âa Ke. tenI mne ÝtIit =ay Ke. huH AapnI va`ImaH ruic \ravuH KuHtenI mne SpxRna =ay Ke Ane huH tenuH paln p` k$H KuH. mumuÙu AaTmaAa Ýkare Anuwve Ke Ae rIte cetn khe Ke ke mne to mara dxRnmaHAanHd Aave Ke. hve to tenI SpxRna krvanI talavelI ÔgI Ke. huHmne pamI, maramaHj Aektan bnI Ôë je=I tenuH j Am<tpankyaÅ kruH. hve mare mara suq isvay baæ ko{p` pda=ÈnI ruicn=I. Aa xrIr sa=e sHbH\ raqnaramaH mne ɘaHy _ßjvztadeqatI n=I.

cetnna ivvekcÙu qultaH vaStivk iS=itno bo\ =yo Ke.vStu iS=it smßya vgr _pr _pr=I je vat =ay te vStugt\mÈnI AvaHtr iS=itnaH hadRmaH vgr teAonuH Sv$p ivcarvamaH kecItrvamaH Aave to teno vaStivk wav ñdymaH Sfure nhÄ, TyaH teneSpÚ Sv$p smÔtuH n=I. te=I te vat cokqI hovanI xɘta bhuAoKI Ke.

Aa pdmaH ;gat' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. Ôe ke xrIrne p` gaƒkhevay Ke. manvne xrIr prno moh ƒas Aape Ke Ane TyarpKI KeÔt jeno bIÔe A=R =ay Ke. &atIAo &an¹iÚ qUltaH Aa b\uHboÔ$p lage Ke. saHsairk ivØyo prTve cetnne vEraGy AavI ÔyKe Ae!le te temaH=I bhar nIkzva ÝyTn kre Ke.

Òvne ßyare xuâavbo\ =ay Ke Tyare ÒvnI AavI dxa =ay Ke.Aaqa mnu*yÒvnmaH Aekad vqt Ôe Aevo ÝsHg bnI Ôy to tevqte potanI yoGyta smÒ yoGy guÌnI in]amaH yoGy inüy =[Ôy to _¿m kayR =yuH g`ay.

Aa smye vIjzIna Jbkara jevI AakarnI SpxRna =ay KeAne varHvar icrkaz law mzto rhe Ke. AhÄ cetnnI dxa {CKayogsu\I j Ke KtaH p` Aa!luH pirvtRn =ay to ßyare ivvek&an =aypKI tenI ¹iÚ kevI bdla{ jxe.

hve cetn ivxeØ xuH bole Ke te kivna xBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

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cetn khe Ke ke Anuwv¹iÚ j mara Ýa`nI rÙa krxe. te j mnesacuH Òvn Aapxe, p` Aa ¹iÚno magR ivØm Ke. tena ëDa`no parpamI xkay tem n=I, jem smuãna pa`Ino tag nIkzI xke nhÄ AerIte Anu¹iÚno wag mzI xke nhÄ.

jem smuãna êDa jzmaH pDelI vStu paKI ha= lagvI muXkelKe Ae rIte Anuwv ivna Òv, sHsarsmuãmaH qova{ Ôy Ke. bIÒrIte Sv$panuwvmaH DUbelo AaTma sHsarmaH=I nIkzI Ôy Ke. cetnkhe Ke mne Anuwv magRno ivrh pD˜o Ke. Aa ivrhkaz A=ag Ke.mara Ýa` to marI pase j Ke tene Ôg<tdxamaH lavvanI iS=itnoivrh pD˜o Ke. Ae j mo!I pIDa Ke. Aa pIDa ko{ bharnI n=I p`marI potanI Ke.

cetn khe Ke ke maruH vaStivk Sv$p AanHdFn$p Ke. te Sv$pnaHdxRn krI mare teno Anuwv krvo Ke. p` Ae magR F`o ivØm neivk! Ke. he AaTm ivwu¦ Aapna dxRn krvana magRnuH mne jrap`&an n hova=I Ae magR mne ivØm t=a muXkel lage Ke. te=I AadugRm magR srl bne ma!e j Anuwv$pI naEka mne Aapo je=I huHmara sa|y S=ane phÇcI xkuH, he na=¦ mara pUvRkazna doØonI mneÙma Aapo. Aap mara pr k<pa kro. maro ha= JalI mne same iknarephÇcaDI do.

_prnuH k=n jem cetn khe Ke te Ýma e cetna p` khe Ke kemara ipta cetnTv terme gu S=anke caLya gya Ane xuâ cetntamarI mata p` iptaÒnI paKz terme gu S=anke calI g{. Are¦bIj¡H to xuH maro pe!no Aekno Aek puƒ kevz&an¦ te p` termegu S=anke caLyo gyo. huH magRmaH wUlI pDI g{ KuH. te ko{ mnemzta n=I Ane b\a mara=I vegza ={ gya Ke. bs mare to b\aidvs he xuâ dxRn¦ taruH j Smr` ne rm` Ke. AemaH j huH rHga{ negrkav ={ g{ KuH. Aho¦ ivxuâ dxRn¦ hve mne taro j Aa\ar Ke.

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paleim. Sv$pguPta AaTma bole Ke ke he Ýwu¦ mne AapnI va`I pr]âa Ke. tenI mne ÝtIit =ay Ke. huH AapnI va`ImaH ruic \ravuH KuHtenI mne SpxRna =ay Ke Ane huH tenuH paln p` k$H KuH. mumuÙu AaTmaAa Ýkare Anuwve Ke Ae rIte cetn khe Ke ke mne to mara dxRnmaHAanHd Aave Ke. hve to tenI SpxRna krvanI talavelI ÔgI Ke. huHmne pamI, maramaHj Aektan bnI Ôë je=I tenuH j Am<tpankyaÅ kruH. hve mare mara suq isvay baæ ko{p` pda=ÈnI ruicn=I. Aa xrIr sa=e sHbH\ raqnaramaH mne ɘaHy _ßjvztadeqatI n=I.

cetnna ivvekcÙu qultaH vaStivk iS=itno bo\ =yo Ke.vStu iS=it smßya vgr _pr _pr=I je vat =ay te vStugt\mÈnI AvaHtr iS=itnaH hadRmaH vgr teAonuH Sv$p ivcarvamaH kecItrvamaH Aave to teno vaStivk wav ñdymaH Sfure nhÄ, TyaH teneSpÚ Sv$p smÔtuH n=I. te=I te vat cokqI hovanI xɘta bhuAoKI Ke.

Aa pdmaH ;gat' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke. Ôe ke xrIrne p` gaƒkhevay Ke. manvne xrIr prno moh ƒas Aape Ke Ane TyarpKI KeÔt jeno bIÔe A=R =ay Ke. &atIAo &an¹iÚ qUltaH Aa b\uHboÔ$p lage Ke. saHsairk ivØyo prTve cetnne vEraGy AavI ÔyKe Ae!le te temaH=I bhar nIkzva ÝyTn kre Ke.

Òvne ßyare xuâavbo\ =ay Ke Tyare ÒvnI AavI dxa =ay Ke.Aaqa mnu*yÒvnmaH Aekad vqt Ôe Aevo ÝsHg bnI Ôy to tevqte potanI yoGyta smÒ yoGy guÌnI in]amaH yoGy inüy =[Ôy to _¿m kayR =yuH g`ay.

Aa smye vIjzIna Jbkara jevI AakarnI SpxRna =ay KeAne varHvar icrkaz law mzto rhe Ke. AhÄ cetnnI dxa {CKayogsu\I j Ke KtaH p` Aa!luH pirvtRn =ay to ßyare ivvek&an =aypKI tenI ¹iÚ kevI bdla{ jxe.

hve cetn ivxeØ xuH bole Ke te kivna xBdomaH Ôe{Ae.

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cetn khe Ke ke Anuwv¹iÚ j mara Ýa`nI rÙa krxe. te j mnesacuH Òvn Aapxe, p` Aa ¹iÚno magR ivØm Ke. tena ëDa`no parpamI xkay tem n=I, jem smuãna pa`Ino tag nIkzI xke nhÄ AerIte Anu¹iÚno wag mzI xke nhÄ.

jem smuãna êDa jzmaH pDelI vStu paKI ha= lagvI muXkelKe Ae rIte Anuwv ivna Òv, sHsarsmuãmaH qova{ Ôy Ke. bIÒrIte Sv$panuwvmaH DUbelo AaTma sHsarmaH=I nIkzI Ôy Ke. cetnkhe Ke mne Anuwv magRno ivrh pD˜o Ke. Aa ivrhkaz A=ag Ke.mara Ýa` to marI pase j Ke tene Ôg<tdxamaH lavvanI iS=itnoivrh pD˜o Ke. Ae j mo!I pIDa Ke. Aa pIDa ko{ bharnI n=I p`marI potanI Ke.

cetn khe Ke ke maruH vaStivk Sv$p AanHdFn$p Ke. te Sv$pnaHdxRn krI mare teno Anuwv krvo Ke. p` Ae magR F`o ivØm neivk! Ke. he AaTm ivwu¦ Aapna dxRn krvana magRnuH mne jrap`&an n hova=I Ae magR mne ivØm t=a muXkel lage Ke. te=I AadugRm magR srl bne ma!e j Anuwv$pI naEka mne Aapo je=I huHmara sa|y S=ane phÇcI xkuH, he na=¦ mara pUvRkazna doØonI mneÙma Aapo. Aap mara pr k<pa kro. maro ha= JalI mne same iknarephÇcaDI do.

_prnuH k=n jem cetn khe Ke te Ýma e cetna p` khe Ke kemara ipta cetnTv terme gu S=anke caLya gya Ane xuâ cetntamarI mata p` iptaÒnI paKz terme gu S=anke calI g{. Are¦bIj¡H to xuH maro pe!no Aekno Aek puƒ kevz&an¦ te p` termegu S=anke caLyo gyo. huH magRmaH wUlI pDI g{ KuH. te ko{ mnemzta n=I Ane b\a mara=I vegza ={ gya Ke. bs mare to b\aidvs he xuâ dxRn¦ taruH j Smr` ne rm` Ke. AemaH j huH rHga{ negrkav ={ g{ KuH. Aho¦ ivxuâ dxRn¦ hve mne taro j Aa\ar Ke.

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mara cetnÒ je =oDa F`a Ôg<t =ya Ke teno mezap kravI AapvamaHsm=R hoy to tuH j Aek Ke, mne Aevo iv¬as Ke.

AanHdFnÒnuH Aa pd ghngHwIr Ke, te cetnnI _i› trIket=a cetnanI _i› trIke Aem _wy rIte F!avI xkay Aem Ke.mhakivAonI Ae j qUbI hoy Ke. AemnI pHi›AomaH=I Aek krtaHv\u ghn-gHwIr yoGy A=R nIkzI xke Ke. Aa pd kivna Asa\ar`xBdÝwuTvnI ÝtIit krave Ke.

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“cetn ctur cogan lrIrI”

kmRnuH inkHdn ka#va, kmr ksI, kayanI maya KoDIne jHglva!eivcrnara ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje, mumuÙu AaTmaAe moÙ ma!e kevIsa\na krvI t=a te ma!e AaTmvIyRnI Sfur`a kem krvI tenI suHdrÝiÊya Aa pdmaH btavI Ke.

sHsarmaH be xi›nuH yuâ cale Ke. Aek kmRxi› Ane bIÒAaTmxi›. iv¬maH kmRxi›nuH sam‡aj˜ F`uH Vyapk Ke p`mumuÙuAaTma Ae xi›ne ÙI` krI, AaTmxi›ne Ýg! kre Ke kmRxi›ne kevI rIte marI h!avvI te ;!oDI rag' maH lqe Ke.cetn ctur cogan lrIrI... cetnjÄt lE mohray ko lskr, imskr KaHD Anaid \rIrI...cetn.....1..

cetna, cetnne ke Ke ke he cetnray¦ hve Ôg<t =av, quLlamedanmaH pDvano smy pakI gyo Ke. FrmaH besI vato n krtaHmedanmaH j{ lDo, kar`ke Ùiƒyno \mR yuâ krvano Ke. yuâ krI xƒupr ivjy mezve te Ùiƒy. jem ke kæuH Ke,

b‡aï` kmR=I =aye, =aye "aiƒy kmR=IvEXy kmR =kI =aye, =aye "auã SvkmR=I.

FrmaH besI rheva=I Ùiƒy bnatuH n=I p` smy AaVye jenuHlohI grm ={ Ôy ne kayR krva tTpr kre t=a yuâna smye jenuHñdy =ngnI ræuH hoy, Aava kmRyu› je hoy tene Ùiƒy khevayKe. Ùiƒy r` sHg‡ammaH lDe Ane ivjy vrmaza pherI SvFr is\ave.

cetn pr Anaidkaz=I mohraÔAe raj jmaVyuH Ke. cetnpotanI xi›ne Ô e sav ivsrI gyo Ke. pudŸgl sHge rhI, cetnpudŸgl jevI ceÚa krva laGyo. cetn sa=e AnaidkazmaH ɘarey kmRnhota Aem n=I. Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,

jDne cEtNynI ÝIit re pura`I, AnHt jNmaramaH krI xuH kma`I,

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mara cetnÒ je =oDa F`a Ôg<t =ya Ke teno mezap kravI AapvamaHsm=R hoy to tuH j Aek Ke, mne Aevo iv¬as Ke.

AanHdFnÒnuH Aa pd ghngHwIr Ke, te cetnnI _i› trIket=a cetnanI _i› trIke Aem _wy rIte F!avI xkay Aem Ke.mhakivAonI Ae j qUbI hoy Ke. AemnI pHi›AomaH=I Aek krtaHv\u ghn-gHwIr yoGy A=R nIkzI xke Ke. Aa pd kivna Asa\ar`xBdÝwuTvnI ÝtIit krave Ke.

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“cetn ctur cogan lrIrI”

kmRnuH inkHdn ka#va, kmr ksI, kayanI maya KoDIne jHglva!eivcrnara ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje, mumuÙu AaTmaAe moÙ ma!e kevIsa\na krvI t=a te ma!e AaTmvIyRnI Sfur`a kem krvI tenI suHdrÝiÊya Aa pdmaH btavI Ke.

sHsarmaH be xi›nuH yuâ cale Ke. Aek kmRxi› Ane bIÒAaTmxi›. iv¬maH kmRxi›nuH sam‡aj˜ F`uH Vyapk Ke p`mumuÙuAaTma Ae xi›ne ÙI` krI, AaTmxi›ne Ýg! kre Ke kmRxi›ne kevI rIte marI h!avvI te ;!oDI rag' maH lqe Ke.cetn ctur cogan lrIrI... cetnjÄt lE mohray ko lskr, imskr KaHD Anaid \rIrI...cetn.....1..

cetna, cetnne ke Ke ke he cetnray¦ hve Ôg<t =av, quLlamedanmaH pDvano smy pakI gyo Ke. FrmaH besI vato n krtaHmedanmaH j{ lDo, kar`ke Ùiƒyno \mR yuâ krvano Ke. yuâ krI xƒupr ivjy mezve te Ùiƒy. jem ke kæuH Ke,

b‡aï` kmR=I =aye, =aye "aiƒy kmR=IvEXy kmR =kI =aye, =aye "auã SvkmR=I.

FrmaH besI rheva=I Ùiƒy bnatuH n=I p` smy AaVye jenuHlohI grm ={ Ôy ne kayR krva tTpr kre t=a yuâna smye jenuHñdy =ngnI ræuH hoy, Aava kmRyu› je hoy tene Ùiƒy khevayKe. Ùiƒy r` sHg‡ammaH lDe Ane ivjy vrmaza pherI SvFr is\ave.

cetn pr Anaidkaz=I mohraÔAe raj jmaVyuH Ke. cetnpotanI xi›ne Ô e sav ivsrI gyo Ke. pudŸgl sHge rhI, cetnpudŸgl jevI ceÚa krva laGyo. cetn sa=e AnaidkazmaH ɘarey kmRnhota Aem n=I. Aek kivAe kæuH Ke,

jDne cEtNynI ÝIit re pura`I, AnHt jNmaramaH krI xuH kma`I,

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mit mayamaH muHJa`I, AaTm xi› re !a`I, xaHtI nhÄ re mze,cetn calone hve suq nhÄ prmaH mze.cetn, Aava jD kmRno sHg dI\RkalIn hovane kar e pamr

={ mohraÔne vxIwUt ={ Ôy Ke. Tyare kiv khe Ke ke quLlamedanmaH Aavo. g#maH rhI lDvuH Ae to kayronuH kam Ke. jenI paselXkr n hoy, xSƒo n hoy Agr to ihHmt ke xaEyR n hoy tevama`so bayla bnI ikLlamaH rhI lDe Ke.

Ùiƒya`I potano pit kayr hoy to tene klHk mane Ke. te yuâlDe ne ivjy mezve, ivjy n mze to xhId ={ Ôy p` yuâmaH=IpaKo pg kre to Ùiƒya`I ma=uH Ane KatI ku!Ine rDe Ke. mata khe Keke he Ýwu¦ meH Aava kayrne xa ma!e jNm AaPyo, Aana krtaH huHvaHJa`I rhI hot to saruH htuH. ma!e j kæuH Ke,

“jnnI j` to w› j`, kaH daHta kaH xUr,nhIH to rheje vaHJ`I, mt gumavIx nUr.”

cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke tme mohraÔ sa=e yuâ kro. wle tenuHlXkr mo!uH Ke p` tmaruH lXkr kaH{ nanuH n=I. kaErvonuH lXkr F uH jmo!uH htuH tenI same paHc paHDvonI xI ivsat? KtaH p` paHDvoAepotanI xi› deqaDI to tenaH namno ivjy DHko vaGyo ne kaErvo r`medanmaH roza{ gya.

Aa rIte Aa p` AstŸv<it$p mohraÔ same sdŸv<i¿AonuH AekkuruÙeƒnuH yuâ Ke. he cetn¦ tarI pase to AnHtxi› Ke. tara AeklamaHAe b\aHne wgaDI mUkvanI xi› Ke. vaStvmaH tuH bahubil Ko.mohraÔna kam, Êo\, low vgereno svR Ý=m \Ire \Ire nax kr.Aem krtaH krtaH Aaqa lXkrne tuH _DaDI de. tuH Aek vqt mohraÔtrf=I ¹iÚ fervI le Ane xƒuAono samno krva kexrIya kr. hecetn¦ huH tne ivjyitlk krva AaHg`aHmaH j éwI KuH. _¿ra|yynmaHkæuH Ke,

jo shSsH shSsa H, sHgame dußjO ij e.OgH ij eßj APpa H, Os se prmojAo..

jem dujRysHg‡ammaH hÔro yoâaAone ÒtI xkay Ke p` tena=IsvR]e¤ to Ae j ke je Aek AaTmane ÒtI le. ma!e svR& prmaTma kheKe ke AaTma sa=e yuâ kro,

APpa H mev ju[jaih, ikH te ju[je bßJAo.APp`aH mev mPpa H, j[ta suh mehO..

AaTma=I AaTmanuH yuâ kro, bhar yuâ krva=I xuH faydo? jeAek AaTmane ÒtI le Ke te sacuH suq mezve Ke.

AaTma sa=e yuâ krvano Aaxy Ae Ke ke AaTmane lagelaivkarI wavo temj kØayo sa=e yuâ kro Ane temaH ivjy mezvo.AHdr yuâ krvuH Ait ki@n Ke.

pHiciNãyai` kohH, ma H, mayH thev lohH c.dußjyH cev APpa H, sVvH APpe ijO ijyH..

AaTmsHg‡ammaH paHc [iNãyo t=a Êo\, man, maya Ane lowneÒtva muXkel Ke. vaStvmaH mohkmRna _dy=I _@tI je je v<i¿Ao Kete v<i¿Aone ÒtvanI Ke. te dujeRy Ke Ane tena=I du*kr Ane ki@nAaTmane Òtvo Ke, SvwavmaH rheta sHg‡amnI smaiPt =[ Ôy KeAne kH@e ivjy vrmaza Aaroipt =ay Ke.

cetn, mohraÔ sa=e yuâ krto jem jem mohna lXkrne @arkrto Ôy Ke A=va wgaDto Ôy Ke tem tem tenaH gu S=ank v\taHÔy Ke. pKI te Aek pKI Aek gu S=anna ikLlane sr krto Ôy Ke.AHte barma gu S=ankna AHte mohraÔ svR=a nax pame Ke. te=I Aegu S=ankne ÙI`mohgu S=ank khevamaH Aave Ke. “imskr” noA=R kazax =ay Ke. Anaidkaz=I \ar` krelI kmRmz$p Xyamtatene lagelI Ke. tene dUr krI he cetn¦ tuH mohraÔne marI h@av,im+yaTv$p A&an h!taH cetn Aagzna gu S=anke Aagz v\toÔy Ke. cetna, cetnne mohraÔ sa=e tumul yuâ kre tevI wlam` kreKe.

cetna khe Ke ke he cetn tne qo!I lDa{Ao krvanI !ev pDIKe. te KoDI hve tara Sv$p yoGy gHwIrta \ar` krI le. yuâ krvanI

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mit mayamaH muHJa`I, AaTm xi› re !a`I, xaHtI nhÄ re mze,cetn calone hve suq nhÄ prmaH mze.cetn, Aava jD kmRno sHg dI\RkalIn hovane kar e pamr

={ mohraÔne vxIwUt ={ Ôy Ke. Tyare kiv khe Ke ke quLlamedanmaH Aavo. g#maH rhI lDvuH Ae to kayronuH kam Ke. jenI paselXkr n hoy, xSƒo n hoy Agr to ihHmt ke xaEyR n hoy tevama`so bayla bnI ikLlamaH rhI lDe Ke.

Ùiƒya`I potano pit kayr hoy to tene klHk mane Ke. te yuâlDe ne ivjy mezve, ivjy n mze to xhId ={ Ôy p` yuâmaH=IpaKo pg kre to Ùiƒya`I ma=uH Ane KatI ku!Ine rDe Ke. mata khe Keke he Ýwu¦ meH Aava kayrne xa ma!e jNm AaPyo, Aana krtaH huHvaHJa`I rhI hot to saruH htuH. ma!e j kæuH Ke,

“jnnI j` to w› j`, kaH daHta kaH xUr,nhIH to rheje vaHJ`I, mt gumavIx nUr.”

cetna, cetnne khe Ke ke tme mohraÔ sa=e yuâ kro. wle tenuHlXkr mo!uH Ke p` tmaruH lXkr kaH{ nanuH n=I. kaErvonuH lXkr F uH jmo!uH htuH tenI same paHc paHDvonI xI ivsat? KtaH p` paHDvoAepotanI xi› deqaDI to tenaH namno ivjy DHko vaGyo ne kaErvo r`medanmaH roza{ gya.

Aa rIte Aa p` AstŸv<it$p mohraÔ same sdŸv<i¿AonuH AekkuruÙeƒnuH yuâ Ke. he cetn¦ tarI pase to AnHtxi› Ke. tara AeklamaHAe b\aHne wgaDI mUkvanI xi› Ke. vaStvmaH tuH bahubil Ko.mohraÔna kam, Êo\, low vgereno svR Ý=m \Ire \Ire nax kr.Aem krtaH krtaH Aaqa lXkrne tuH _DaDI de. tuH Aek vqt mohraÔtrf=I ¹iÚ fervI le Ane xƒuAono samno krva kexrIya kr. hecetn¦ huH tne ivjyitlk krva AaHg`aHmaH j éwI KuH. _¿ra|yynmaHkæuH Ke,

jo shSsH shSsa H, sHgame dußjO ij e.OgH ij eßj APpa H, Os se prmojAo..

jem dujRysHg‡ammaH hÔro yoâaAone ÒtI xkay Ke p` tena=IsvR]e¤ to Ae j ke je Aek AaTmane ÒtI le. ma!e svR& prmaTma kheKe ke AaTma sa=e yuâ kro,

APpa H mev ju[jaih, ikH te ju[je bßJAo.APp`aH mev mPpa H, j[ta suh mehO..

AaTma=I AaTmanuH yuâ kro, bhar yuâ krva=I xuH faydo? jeAek AaTmane ÒtI le Ke te sacuH suq mezve Ke.

AaTma sa=e yuâ krvano Aaxy Ae Ke ke AaTmane lagelaivkarI wavo temj kØayo sa=e yuâ kro Ane temaH ivjy mezvo.AHdr yuâ krvuH Ait ki@n Ke.

pHiciNãyai` kohH, ma H, mayH thev lohH c.dußjyH cev APpa H, sVvH APpe ijO ijyH..

AaTmsHg‡ammaH paHc [iNãyo t=a Êo\, man, maya Ane lowneÒtva muXkel Ke. vaStvmaH mohkmRna _dy=I _@tI je je v<i¿Ao Kete v<i¿Aone ÒtvanI Ke. te dujeRy Ke Ane tena=I du*kr Ane ki@nAaTmane Òtvo Ke, SvwavmaH rheta sHg‡amnI smaiPt =[ Ôy KeAne kH@e ivjy vrmaza Aaroipt =ay Ke.

cetn, mohraÔ sa=e yuâ krto jem jem mohna lXkrne @arkrto Ôy Ke A=va wgaDto Ôy Ke tem tem tenaH gu S=ank v\taHÔy Ke. pKI te Aek pKI Aek gu S=anna ikLlane sr krto Ôy Ke.AHte barma gu S=ankna AHte mohraÔ svR=a nax pame Ke. te=I Aegu S=ankne ÙI`mohgu S=ank khevamaH Aave Ke. “imskr” noA=R kazax =ay Ke. Anaidkaz=I \ar` krelI kmRmz$p Xyamtatene lagelI Ke. tene dUr krI he cetn¦ tuH mohraÔne marI h@av,im+yaTv$p A&an h!taH cetn Aagzna gu S=anke Aagz v\toÔy Ke. cetna, cetnne mohraÔ sa=e tumul yuâ kre tevI wlam` kreKe.

cetna khe Ke ke he cetn tne qo!I lDa{Ao krvanI !ev pDIKe. te KoDI hve tara Sv$p yoGy gHwIrta \ar` krI le. yuâ krvanI

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kza hovI Ôe{Ae. yuâ kem krvuH te cetna bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,-naHgI ka#l taDle duXmn, lage kacI do[ \rIrI.Acl Abai\t kevl mnsuk, pave ixv drgah wrIrIr...cetn.....2..

MyanmaH=I bhar ka#elI tlvar t=a qHjr l[ne duXmnonuHmStk va#I naHq. AhÄ moÙpamvanI {CKa$p tlvar Ane Sv$pÝaiºnuH qHjr l{ne mohraÔne wgaDI de. ]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuHKe:

insGguvO suÌ{, Aa`aÌ{ su¿ bIyÌ[mev.Aiwgm ivT=arÌ{, ikirya sHqej \MmÌ{..

AaTmyuâ krva ma!e dx ÝkarnI ruic kezvvI Ôe{Ae. te AaÝma e Ke. (1) insgR (2) _pdex (3) Aa&a (4) sUƒ (p)bIj (6) Aiwgm (7) iÊya (8) ivStar (9) sHÙep (10)\mR. AaTma ßyare Aa Ýkare ruic kezve Ke Tyare [iNãyona ivØyoivram pamI Ôy Ke Ane SvsNmuq ={ Sv$pS= =va potanIsvRruicne Sv trf vaze Ke. je=I mohraÔ potana sENy sa=eAaTmÝdexnaH Aek Ùeƒ Avgahnne KoDI Ôey Ke. jEn vEwv Aneivlas j iÝy Ke tene teno qorak n mztaH éwI pUHKDIAe wage Ke.kiv khe Ke ke AaTm\mR Ae to Ùiƒyno \mR Ke. Aa magR xUrvIrnuH kamKe. xƒu pr dya qavano Aa \mR n=I. ma!e he AaTmnŸ¦ tuH Ùiƒy ={mohne marI naq. jem ]I k<*` Aj¡Rnne yuâ ma!e Ýeirt krI ÙiƒyTvneÝg!avva bo\ AaptaH khe Ke,

Sv\mRmip caiv"y n ivkiMptumhRis.\maR\Myai|d yuâCKeyo½NyTÙiƒySy n iv>te..

he Aj¡Rn¦ tara Ùiƒy\mRno ivcar krIne p` tare lDtaHAckavuH yoGy n=I. kar` ke \mRne Anusrta yuâ krtaH Ùiƒyne ma!ebIj¡H kaH{ v\are kLya`kark n=I. ma!e xƒuAonI dya n qataH tuHtaruH \nu*y tEyar kr.

cetna khI rhI Ke ke kmR to tara xƒuAo Ke. tenI dya nqavanI hoy. he AaTmnŸ¦ tarI vItragdxane Ýg! krva tare rag

- äeØaid xƒuAo sa=e yuâ krvuH pDxe. he cetn¦ pUveR AnHt tI=Åkro ={gya. tena mageR tare calvanuH Ke. car FatI kmÈ$p mhaxƒuAo tnepIDI ræaH Ke ma!e ha=maH tlvar t=a #al l{ xaEyRvan bnI sHg‡amrmI le. ßyare mohraÔ Òta{ jxe Tyare tarI Anek xi›Ao qIlI_@xe. Aa@ma gu S=ankne AHte Ùpk]e I x$ =taH AHtmuRhURtmaHAaTma terme gu S=anke j{ kevl &an-dxRn Ýg! kre Ke. barmaHgu S=an su\I Aek moh _pr j ÒvnuH |yan hoy Ke. tene _DavtoAagz v\e Ke. sa=e bIÒ Ýk<itAo Aave teno Ùy ke Ùyopxm krtoÔy Ke, Aa!la nana smymaH Aa!la mo!a mohnIykmRne _DaDvanItaramaH takat Ke. kmRna mo!a smUhne Ýdexody=I vedI injRra krInetuH duXmn vgr ={ Ôy AevI taramaH xi› Ke. kacI be FDImaH totuH kevz&an l{ xke Ke. jem bharmaH ivjyI bntaH Ai\kar,sena, \nwHDaro vgere Ýaº =ay Ke tem AaTmivjyI bnta tuH svRvStuna bo\$p kEvLy&anne Ýg! krIx t=a AnHt gu`rTnonowHDar qulI jxe. Ae!luH j nhÄ tuH, iƒlokna= iƒwuvn SvamIbnIx.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj saheb khe Ke,]I supas ijnraj, tu H iƒwuvn ixrtajAaj ho Kaje re @kura{, Ýwu tuj pdt`IÒ.

Aa rIte ƒ`loknI svR pdvIno tuH mailk bnIx. Aa pdnIkDImaH ;munsf' xBd kivAe raQyo Ke teno A=R Ke he cetn¦ tuH svRjgtno vDo ={ svRãVyne Ô`nar Ane Ôenar bnIx. ;ixvdrgah'no A=R Ke tuH moÙ drbarmaH phÇcI jxe. AhÄ moÙ$p drgahnI vatkrel Ke. ÒvnuH crm ne prm l"y Ke moÙ. jene svÈTk<Ú S=ankhevay Ke. drgah te farsI xBd Ke teno bIÔe A=R =ay Ke mhHtpuruØonuH AHitm invasS=an, pIr A=va mo!a sHtnuH invasS=anAe!le ke ßyaH tene wUimdah dI\o hoy te S=anne muslman loko;drgah' khe Ke. baEâ loko StUp khe Ke. jEn loko ixvS=an Ae!lemoÙS=an A=va isâgit pamela loko (AaTmaAonuH) S=an te

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kza hovI Ôe{Ae. yuâ kem krvuH te cetna bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,-naHgI ka#l taDle duXmn, lage kacI do[ \rIrI.Acl Abai\t kevl mnsuk, pave ixv drgah wrIrIr...cetn.....2..

MyanmaH=I bhar ka#elI tlvar t=a qHjr l[ne duXmnonuHmStk va#I naHq. AhÄ moÙpamvanI {CKa$p tlvar Ane Sv$pÝaiºnuH qHjr l{ne mohraÔne wgaDI de. ]I _¿ra|yyn sUƒmaH kæuHKe:

insGguvO suÌ{, Aa`aÌ{ su¿ bIyÌ[mev.Aiwgm ivT=arÌ{, ikirya sHqej \MmÌ{..

AaTmyuâ krva ma!e dx ÝkarnI ruic kezvvI Ôe{Ae. te AaÝma e Ke. (1) insgR (2) _pdex (3) Aa&a (4) sUƒ (p)bIj (6) Aiwgm (7) iÊya (8) ivStar (9) sHÙep (10)\mR. AaTma ßyare Aa Ýkare ruic kezve Ke Tyare [iNãyona ivØyoivram pamI Ôy Ke Ane SvsNmuq ={ Sv$pS= =va potanIsvRruicne Sv trf vaze Ke. je=I mohraÔ potana sENy sa=eAaTmÝdexnaH Aek Ùeƒ Avgahnne KoDI Ôey Ke. jEn vEwv Aneivlas j iÝy Ke tene teno qorak n mztaH éwI pUHKDIAe wage Ke.kiv khe Ke ke AaTm\mR Ae to Ùiƒyno \mR Ke. Aa magR xUrvIrnuH kamKe. xƒu pr dya qavano Aa \mR n=I. ma!e he AaTmnŸ¦ tuH Ùiƒy ={mohne marI naq. jem ]I k<*` Aj¡Rnne yuâ ma!e Ýeirt krI ÙiƒyTvneÝg!avva bo\ AaptaH khe Ke,

Sv\mRmip caiv"y n ivkiMptumhRis.\maR\Myai|d yuâCKeyo½NyTÙiƒySy n iv>te..

he Aj¡Rn¦ tara Ùiƒy\mRno ivcar krIne p` tare lDtaHAckavuH yoGy n=I. kar` ke \mRne Anusrta yuâ krtaH Ùiƒyne ma!ebIj¡H kaH{ v\are kLya`kark n=I. ma!e xƒuAonI dya n qataH tuHtaruH \nu*y tEyar kr.

cetna khI rhI Ke ke kmR to tara xƒuAo Ke. tenI dya nqavanI hoy. he AaTmnŸ¦ tarI vItragdxane Ýg! krva tare rag

- äeØaid xƒuAo sa=e yuâ krvuH pDxe. he cetn¦ pUveR AnHt tI=Åkro ={gya. tena mageR tare calvanuH Ke. car FatI kmÈ$p mhaxƒuAo tnepIDI ræaH Ke ma!e ha=maH tlvar t=a #al l{ xaEyRvan bnI sHg‡amrmI le. ßyare mohraÔ Òta{ jxe Tyare tarI Anek xi›Ao qIlI_@xe. Aa@ma gu S=ankne AHte Ùpk]e I x$ =taH AHtmuRhURtmaHAaTma terme gu S=anke j{ kevl &an-dxRn Ýg! kre Ke. barmaHgu S=an su\I Aek moh _pr j ÒvnuH |yan hoy Ke. tene _DavtoAagz v\e Ke. sa=e bIÒ Ýk<itAo Aave teno Ùy ke Ùyopxm krtoÔy Ke, Aa!la nana smymaH Aa!la mo!a mohnIykmRne _DaDvanItaramaH takat Ke. kmRna mo!a smUhne Ýdexody=I vedI injRra krInetuH duXmn vgr ={ Ôy AevI taramaH xi› Ke. kacI be FDImaH totuH kevz&an l{ xke Ke. jem bharmaH ivjyI bntaH Ai\kar,sena, \nwHDaro vgere Ýaº =ay Ke tem AaTmivjyI bnta tuH svRvStuna bo\$p kEvLy&anne Ýg! krIx t=a AnHt gu`rTnonowHDar qulI jxe. Ae!luH j nhÄ tuH, iƒlokna= iƒwuvn SvamIbnIx.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj saheb khe Ke,]I supas ijnraj, tu H iƒwuvn ixrtajAaj ho Kaje re @kura{, Ýwu tuj pdt`IÒ.

Aa rIte ƒ`loknI svR pdvIno tuH mailk bnIx. Aa pdnIkDImaH ;munsf' xBd kivAe raQyo Ke teno A=R Ke he cetn¦ tuH svRjgtno vDo ={ svRãVyne Ô`nar Ane Ôenar bnIx. ;ixvdrgah'no A=R Ke tuH moÙ drbarmaH phÇcI jxe. AhÄ moÙ$p drgahnI vatkrel Ke. ÒvnuH crm ne prm l"y Ke moÙ. jene svÈTk<Ú S=ankhevay Ke. drgah te farsI xBd Ke teno bIÔe A=R =ay Ke mhHtpuruØonuH AHitm invasS=an, pIr A=va mo!a sHtnuH invasS=anAe!le ke ßyaH tene wUimdah dI\o hoy te S=anne muslman loko;drgah' khe Ke. baEâ loko StUp khe Ke. jEn loko ixvS=an Ae!lemoÙS=an A=va isâgit pamela loko (AaTmaAonuH) S=an te

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isâixla Ae A=RmaH AhÄ “ixv drgah” khevamaH AavI Ke. vzI;drFa' no A=R kcerI p` =ay Ae!le ;munsf drgah' Ae!le vDanIkcerI.

AaTmxƒune Aozqnar sdŸguÌ hoy Ke. guÌna yoge Ane tenasTsHg=I xƒune AozqI sHg‡am rmvamaH Aave to temaH sfztasaHpDe Ke. guÌ ivna xƒune na=va Axɘ Ane AsHwivt Ke.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ yog=I, SvCKHd te rokay,ANy _pay kyaÅ =kI, Ýaye bm`o =ay.

AaTmÝdex pr kØay$p xƒuAo SvKHdp e frI ræa Ke. tenesdŸguÌna yog vDe rokI xkay Ke. p` Ôe sdŸguÌno yog n mze toraÙsI mayanI jem te bm`a ={ bm uH Ôer btave Ke. ma!e AaWyHtrxƒune Òtva yuâ krva kivno Aadex Ke. Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH kivbtave Ke,AaEr lra[ lre so bora, sUr pKare wa_AirrI,\rm mrm kha buJe n AaEr, rhE AanHdFn pd pkrIrI cetnkI.....3..

Aa kDImaH lDa{nI vat Ke. kiv khe Ke ke sa\ar` ma`s sa=eyuâ krvuH te ko{ bhadurI n=I. bIÔ sa=e yuâ Ane sHFØR krva=Imanv v\are du:qI =ay Ke. vatavr` kluiØt bnI Ôy Ke. Aek sa=eyuâ krtaH bIÔ Anek xƒuAo éwa =ay Ke. Aek nanuH raj˜ mezvIlevuH te ko{ mo!I bhadurI n=I. bhadur to tej Ke ke je wav duXmnonemarI wgaDI mUke. bhadur rjpUto SƒIAo sa=e, v<âo sa=e ke in:xSƒmanv sa=e yuâ krtaH n=I. te rIte saco mumuÙu potana wavxƒusa=e yuâ krI Svraj˜ mezve Ke. rag-äeØne kar e manv-manv vCceyuâ =ay Ke. Sva=R t=a {ØaRne kar e p` yuâ =ay Ke. Aa ÝkarnIlDa[ AnHtsHsarnI v<iâ kre Ke. te=I AavuH kayR krvuH te buiâm¿anuHkam n=I. mUqR ma`s AavuH kre Ke. Tyare wavyuâ to sHsarF!aDna$ Ke. Aa yuânuH pir`am hHmexaH sa$H Aave Ke. Ane te=I jAaTma Acl, AVyaba\ kEvLyl"mIne Ýaº kre Ke, pr pir`it=I

baæ lDa{ =ay Ke. Tyare Svpir`itmaH iS=rta$p AaTm lDa{x$ =ay Ke.

he cetn¦ tuH to xUrvIr Ko. tuH tara xƒuAono AevI rIte naxkrje ke je frI vqt éwa j n =ay. cetnne AhÄ xHka =ay Ke keAap`a pUvRÔe to ;AihHsa prmo \mR:' kheta gya Ke Tyare AhÄ toihHsanI j vato Ke. vzI kæuH Ke ke ;dya \rmka mUl hE pap mUlAiwman” to AhÄ to dyane ko{ S=an j rhetuH n=I. Aavo teko{ \mR ho{ xke qro? xaÏ khe Ke ke tme tmara duXmnne p`Ýem kro to bIÒ baj¡ Aem khe Ke ke xƒuno sHhar krvo Ae taro\mR Ke.

he cetn¦ xaÏmaH wavdya t=a ãVydyanI vato krI Ke. TyarebIÒ rIte wavdya t=a Sv$pdya xBd p` Ke. Aa rIte \mR krtaH hecetn¦ tne AvXy xaHit, smai\ Ýaº =xe.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AanHdFn Sv$p prmaTmana pg pkDI levanIvat krI Ke. jemaH dasTvwav Ýg! =ay Ke. jenamaH Aave wav Ýg!ete pg pkDvanuH kam kre Ke. bIj¡H ke dasTvwav nm‡ta sUck Ke.AiwmanI kdI das bnI xke nhÄ. Ôe das n bnI xke to moÙnoAi\karI ɘaH=I =ay? guÌna das bnIne rheta \mRno mmR Ô`Ixkay Ke, Sv$pdxa$p \mR guÌgm ivna Ô`I xkato n=I Anewav lDa{ p` smÒ xkatI n=I. kivAe Aa Aaqa pdmaH wavlDa{nI vat krI Ke.

Aa Òvne Anaid kaz=I lDa{ krvanI to !ev Ke j p` AapdmaH idxa pirvtRn krel Ke. ma!e j kiv cetnne coganmaH AavIyuâ qelva AahŸvan kre Ke. co=a, paHcma, Kõa, satma gu S=ansu\I Òv nana raßy mezve Ke. Aava raßy mze Ane caLya Ôyp` Aek vqt iv¬ ivjyI bNya pKI harno ÝÆ éwo rheto jn=I. ma!e yuâkza to guÌgm ivna xɘ n=I.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH AaHtirk yuâmaH ivjyI bnnarne Kev!emoÙgit$pI ke!lo b\o law =ay Ke. teno mihma smÔvI wVyaTmane

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isâixla Ae A=RmaH AhÄ “ixv drgah” khevamaH AavI Ke. vzI;drFa' no A=R kcerI p` =ay Ae!le ;munsf drgah' Ae!le vDanIkcerI.

AaTmxƒune Aozqnar sdŸguÌ hoy Ke. guÌna yoge Ane tenasTsHg=I xƒune AozqI sHg‡am rmvamaH Aave to temaH sfztasaHpDe Ke. guÌ ivna xƒune na=va Axɘ Ane AsHwivt Ke.

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ khe Ke,ÝTyÙ sdŸguÌ yog=I, SvCKHd te rokay,ANy _pay kyaÅ =kI, Ýaye bm`o =ay.

AaTmÝdex pr kØay$p xƒuAo SvKHdp e frI ræa Ke. tenesdŸguÌna yog vDe rokI xkay Ke. p` Ôe sdŸguÌno yog n mze toraÙsI mayanI jem te bm`a ={ bm uH Ôer btave Ke. ma!e AaWyHtrxƒune Òtva yuâ krva kivno Aadex Ke. Aa pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH kivbtave Ke,AaEr lra[ lre so bora, sUr pKare wa_AirrI,\rm mrm kha buJe n AaEr, rhE AanHdFn pd pkrIrI cetnkI.....3..

Aa kDImaH lDa{nI vat Ke. kiv khe Ke ke sa\ar` ma`s sa=eyuâ krvuH te ko{ bhadurI n=I. bIÔ sa=e yuâ Ane sHFØR krva=Imanv v\are du:qI =ay Ke. vatavr` kluiØt bnI Ôy Ke. Aek sa=eyuâ krtaH bIÔ Anek xƒuAo éwa =ay Ke. Aek nanuH raj˜ mezvIlevuH te ko{ mo!I bhadurI n=I. bhadur to tej Ke ke je wav duXmnonemarI wgaDI mUke. bhadur rjpUto SƒIAo sa=e, v<âo sa=e ke in:xSƒmanv sa=e yuâ krtaH n=I. te rIte saco mumuÙu potana wavxƒusa=e yuâ krI Svraj˜ mezve Ke. rag-äeØne kar e manv-manv vCceyuâ =ay Ke. Sva=R t=a {ØaRne kar e p` yuâ =ay Ke. Aa ÝkarnIlDa[ AnHtsHsarnI v<iâ kre Ke. te=I AavuH kayR krvuH te buiâm¿anuHkam n=I. mUqR ma`s AavuH kre Ke. Tyare wavyuâ to sHsarF!aDna$ Ke. Aa yuânuH pir`am hHmexaH sa$H Aave Ke. Ane te=I jAaTma Acl, AVyaba\ kEvLyl"mIne Ýaº kre Ke, pr pir`it=I

baæ lDa{ =ay Ke. Tyare Svpir`itmaH iS=rta$p AaTm lDa{x$ =ay Ke.

he cetn¦ tuH to xUrvIr Ko. tuH tara xƒuAono AevI rIte naxkrje ke je frI vqt éwa j n =ay. cetnne AhÄ xHka =ay Ke keAap`a pUvRÔe to ;AihHsa prmo \mR:' kheta gya Ke Tyare AhÄ toihHsanI j vato Ke. vzI kæuH Ke ke ;dya \rmka mUl hE pap mUlAiwman” to AhÄ to dyane ko{ S=an j rhetuH n=I. Aavo teko{ \mR ho{ xke qro? xaÏ khe Ke ke tme tmara duXmnne p`Ýem kro to bIÒ baj¡ Aem khe Ke ke xƒuno sHhar krvo Ae taro\mR Ke.

he cetn¦ xaÏmaH wavdya t=a ãVydyanI vato krI Ke. TyarebIÒ rIte wavdya t=a Sv$pdya xBd p` Ke. Aa rIte \mR krtaH hecetn¦ tne AvXy xaHit, smai\ Ýaº =xe.

Aa pdmaH kivAe AanHdFn Sv$p prmaTmana pg pkDI levanIvat krI Ke. jemaH dasTvwav Ýg! =ay Ke. jenamaH Aave wav Ýg!ete pg pkDvanuH kam kre Ke. bIj¡H ke dasTvwav nm‡ta sUck Ke.AiwmanI kdI das bnI xke nhÄ. Ôe das n bnI xke to moÙnoAi\karI ɘaH=I =ay? guÌna das bnIne rheta \mRno mmR Ô`Ixkay Ke, Sv$pdxa$p \mR guÌgm ivna Ô`I xkato n=I Anewav lDa{ p` smÒ xkatI n=I. kivAe Aa Aaqa pdmaH wavlDa{nI vat krI Ke.

Aa Òvne Anaid kaz=I lDa{ krvanI to !ev Ke j p` AapdmaH idxa pirvtRn krel Ke. ma!e j kiv cetnne coganmaH AavIyuâ qelva AahŸvan kre Ke. co=a, paHcma, Kõa, satma gu S=ansu\I Òv nana raßy mezve Ke. Aava raßy mze Ane caLya Ôyp` Aek vqt iv¬ ivjyI bNya pKI harno ÝÆ éwo rheto jn=I. ma!e yuâkza to guÌgm ivna xɘ n=I.

kiv]IAe Aa pdmaH AaHtirk yuâmaH ivjyI bnnarne Kev!emoÙgit$pI ke!lo b\o law =ay Ke. teno mihma smÔvI wVyaTmane

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yuâ ma!e tEyar kyaÅ Ke A=va to r`werI vgaDI lDvEyaAone sßj=va, Ôg<t kyaÅ Ke, t=a vIrTv jgaDva vIrrs pIrsI AnoquH kamkyuÅ Ke.

Aa pd AaTmÔg<itnuH pd Ke.

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;ipy ibn inxidn Ju$Å qrIrI'

yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje iviv\ pasa=I manvmnnet=a cetnnI xuâdxane pamvano ÝyTn kyÈ Ke. paEdŸgilk mncetnne pudŸgl trf qeHce Ke Tyare bIÒ baj¡ xuâcetna cetnne potatrf qeHce Ke. Anaidkaz=I Aa lDa{ to caltI AavI j Ke. p`ßyare cetnno puruØa=R nbzo pDe Tyare paEdŸgilk kmÈno ivjy =ayKe Ane cetnne bHdIvan bnavI potane tabe krI le Ke Ane cetn ÔepotanuH xaEyR Ôg<t kre to kmR jHÒr toDI cetna pase jva doDI xkeKe, p` tem =tuH n=I.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe ;!oDI rag'maH Aa pdmaH kæuH Ke,ipy ibn inxidn Ju$Å qrIrI... ipylhukI vDIkI kaHin im!a[, äar te AaHqe kb n hrIrI ipy.. 1..

xuâcetna ]âane khe Ke ke he sqI¦ maro cetnpit paKoAavIx Aem khIne caLyo gyo Ke. qbr n=I ke te ɘare Aavxe?tenI rahmaH ne rahmaH huH rat-idn JUyaÅ kruH KuH. marI êF ver` ={ g{Ke. qavanuH pIvanuH bolvanuH hram ={ gyuH Ke. xokmaH ne xokmaHnana- mo!anI xrm p` KU!I g{ Ke. mara Ae ipyunI rah ÔetIAaHqo drvaÔ pr iS=r ={ g{ Ke. te TyaH=I qstI j n=I.

AayaRvtRnI kulIn SƒIAo sHyu›ku!uHbmaH rhetI htI Ae smyekuzv\UAo FuHF! ka#tI htI. te potana pitnuH mo#uH FUHF!maH=I ÔetI.vDIlonI hajrImaH te FUHF! êco krI pit sa=e vato krI xktI nhtI. Aa Ý=a Aaje luPt Ýay: ={ g{ Ke. kiv potana smynuH icƒqDuH krI Aa Ý=ano indeRx kre Ke. cetna khe Ke ke cetnna dxRn krvama!e pote Ae!lI b\I FelI ={ g{ Ke ke nana - mo!anI xrm p`ÔzvI xktI n=I.

Aa kDImaH kivAe Vyvhar¹iÚ=I A|yaTmwavo smÔvva ÝyTn

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yuâ ma!e tEyar kyaÅ Ke A=va to r`werI vgaDI lDvEyaAone sßj=va, Ôg<t kyaÅ Ke, t=a vIrTv jgaDva vIrrs pIrsI AnoquH kamkyuÅ Ke.

Aa pd AaTmÔg<itnuH pd Ke.

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;ipy ibn inxidn Ju$Å qrIrI'

yogI ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje iviv\ pasa=I manvmnnet=a cetnnI xuâdxane pamvano ÝyTn kyÈ Ke. paEdŸgilk mncetnne pudŸgl trf qeHce Ke Tyare bIÒ baj¡ xuâcetna cetnne potatrf qeHce Ke. Anaidkaz=I Aa lDa{ to caltI AavI j Ke. p`ßyare cetnno puruØa=R nbzo pDe Tyare paEdŸgilk kmÈno ivjy =ayKe Ane cetnne bHdIvan bnavI potane tabe krI le Ke Ane cetn ÔepotanuH xaEyR Ôg<t kre to kmR jHÒr toDI cetna pase jva doDI xkeKe, p` tem =tuH n=I.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe ;!oDI rag'maH Aa pdmaH kæuH Ke,ipy ibn inxidn Ju$Å qrIrI... ipylhukI vDIkI kaHin im!a[, äar te AaHqe kb n hrIrI ipy.. 1..

xuâcetna ]âane khe Ke ke he sqI¦ maro cetnpit paKoAavIx Aem khIne caLyo gyo Ke. qbr n=I ke te ɘare Aavxe?tenI rahmaH ne rahmaH huH rat-idn JUyaÅ kruH KuH. marI êF ver` ={ g{Ke. qavanuH pIvanuH bolvanuH hram ={ gyuH Ke. xokmaH ne xokmaHnana- mo!anI xrm p` KU!I g{ Ke. mara Ae ipyunI rah ÔetIAaHqo drvaÔ pr iS=r ={ g{ Ke. te TyaH=I qstI j n=I.

AayaRvtRnI kulIn SƒIAo sHyu›ku!uHbmaH rhetI htI Ae smyekuzv\UAo FuHF! ka#tI htI. te potana pitnuH mo#uH FUHF!maH=I ÔetI.vDIlonI hajrImaH te FUHF! êco krI pit sa=e vato krI xktI nhtI. Aa Ý=a Aaje luPt Ýay: ={ g{ Ke. kiv potana smynuH icƒqDuH krI Aa Ý=ano indeRx kre Ke. cetna khe Ke ke cetnna dxRn krvama!e pote Ae!lI b\I FelI ={ g{ Ke ke nana - mo!anI xrm p`ÔzvI xktI n=I.

Aa kDImaH kivAe Vyvhar¹iÚ=I A|yaTmwavo smÔvva ÝyTn

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kyÈ Ke. cetna, &an¹iÚ=I cetnnI rah Ôeya kre Ke ne Aem =ay Keke cetnÒ hve ɘare Svwav dxamaH Aavxe.

xuâSvwavne Ýg! krvano magR srl Ke p` cetnnoivwavmaH=I rs KU!to n=I. hm`aH j teAo to khI gya ke huH AmrKuH te mne hve smÔyuH Ke. ma!e hm`aH j AavuH KuH Ane te=I huH Ým¿- AÝm¿maH drvaÔ pr AinmeØ njre mara na=nI rah Ôeya kruHKuH. p` kumit mara na=ne mara mHidre Aavva detI n=I. KtaH p`sHym$p drvaje huH marI &ancÙu=I inhazI rhI KuH. Ôe te Aave toÝm¿ - AÝm¿ gu S=ank=I Aagz v\I Ýgit krI xke. p` kumitpotano Ýwav paKo paDe Ke ne cetnne potana Ým¿$p FrmaHwrmavIne l{ Ôy Ke. cetna khe Ke ke te mara SvamIne mUCKaR$pmidranuH pan krave Ke. im+yaTv$p \tUranuH wÙ` kravI Aivvek$pgaHÔnI clm wrI Aape Ke je=I cetnnuH wan @eka e rhetuH n=I. te=Ipit ivyoge _das ={ne huH frI rhI KuH.

kumitnI dxanuH v Rn krtaH kiv khe Ke,p! wUqn tn waEk n Ao#e, wave n cokI jra_ jrIrI.isv kmla AalI¦ suq nk pavt, kaEn ignt nat AmrIrI... ipy..2..

xuâcetna, cetnna ivrhmaH AevI DUbI g{ Ke ke tene potanaHkpDaHnuH p` wan ræuH n=I. tene _@vuH - besvuH - qavuH ke pIvuH tevIko{p` xarIirk iÊya ÝTye lÙ ræuH n=I. pherlaH kpDaH sara Ke kenhÄ? ma=e Ao#yuH Ke ke nih? AevI p` sUJ tene rhI n=I. xrIrprnaH AawUØ`o hIranaH Ke ke cokIna te Ôeva p` te A!ktI n=I,kar`ke ATyare tenI njr pitna isvay ANy ko{ S=ane n=I.sHsarIloko jene pitFelI khe Ke te Ýma e cetna pitFelI bnI g{Ke. tene xrIr pr pherelaH vSƒo p` boÔ$p lage Ke. AawUØ`ovIKInaH DHq jevI vedna Aape Ke. xokatur ñdynI AavI dxa =ay teSvawaivk Ke. Tyare bIÒ rIte ÔetaH sMykŸdxa Ýg! =ya phelaH drekVyikt AavI dxamaH=I psar =ay Ke A=va tene _¿mdxa Ýaº krvaJUr`a AaVya ivna _Ccdxane pamI xkatI n=I. drek mumuÙuAe AavI

JUr`a Ýg!avvI pDe Ke. vedna=I Vyakuz =vuH pDe Ke.kivno AhÄ sHket Ke ke SƒIAonI cos@ kzamaH vÏ t=a

AawUØ`onI sÔv! p` Aek kza Ke. SƒIAo pitne Ýsn krvax`gar sje Ke. prHtu Ôe pit te SƒInI samHu p` j¡Ae nhÄ to x<Hgarkona ma!e sjvo?

cetna khe Ke ke Aava AawUØ`o to devaHgnaAo p` phere Ke.mare AawUØ`onaH suq Ôe{taH n=I. mare Ôe{Ae Ke moÙpurIna xa¬tsuq. Ae suq Aagz devaHgnaAona suqnI ko{ ikHmt n=I kar`kepaEdŸgilk Ke. jene Aek vqt [iNãyatIt suqno Anuwv =yo hoyte j tenI ikmt Ô`I xke. ivxeØta to Ae Ke ke AavuH suq mLya pKIdu:q FerI vadzI tene Spx± xktI n=I. [iNãyjNysuq to devgitmaHF`aH wogVyaH. jEnxaÏomaH AenuH AabehUb v`Rn Ke. devtaAone_Tpþ =vana #oilyane rata sonana paya Ke. mi`rTnna pDvayaKe. lIla sonanaH {s _pza Ke. rata sonanI saH\uH jDI Ke. v«hIramy qIla jDya Ke. mi`rTnnI pa!I=I te #oilyo wyÈ Ke.tulmanI tza{ Ke. rata sonano galIco Ke. sfed sonanI soD Ke.lal sonanaH pa=r`aH Ke. ÔHblI rHgna sonana AoxIkaH Ke. geDvIrHg sonana gl msurIya Ke. mi`rTnna AoKaD=I te #oilyo bIKavelKe Ane pHcvr`o pHqo JulI ræo Ke. AavaH suqo hve mare ÔetaH n=Ip` mare Ôe{Ae Ke moÙngrnaH suq. jena ixqre besI maro AaTma$pImor !huka kre. vzI cetna khe Ke ke he sqI ]âa¦ mne Aekp` vSƒgmtuH n=I. mara pit, kumitnI sobtmaH Aeva pDI gya Ke ke te=Imara idlmaH warowar du:q Ke. Aava du:q=I FerayelI mne ÝwuÝem$pIsaDIne |yan$pI AawUØ`o pherva ructaH n=I. ßyare \`I j FrmaH!kto n hoy to pKI AawUØ`o phervano xuH A=R Ke? cetnne ÔemaramaH rs ke ruic n hoy TyaH vzI ixvl"mInI vat j ɘaH rhI?tene to AevI vato saHwzvI p` gmtI n=I.

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Proof - 2

kyÈ Ke. cetna, &an¹iÚ=I cetnnI rah Ôeya kre Ke ne Aem =ay Keke cetnÒ hve ɘare Svwav dxamaH Aavxe.

xuâSvwavne Ýg! krvano magR srl Ke p` cetnnoivwavmaH=I rs KU!to n=I. hm`aH j teAo to khI gya ke huH AmrKuH te mne hve smÔyuH Ke. ma!e hm`aH j AavuH KuH Ane te=I huH Ým¿- AÝm¿maH drvaÔ pr AinmeØ njre mara na=nI rah Ôeya kruHKuH. p` kumit mara na=ne mara mHidre Aavva detI n=I. KtaH p`sHym$p drvaje huH marI &ancÙu=I inhazI rhI KuH. Ôe te Aave toÝm¿ - AÝm¿ gu S=ank=I Aagz v\I Ýgit krI xke. p` kumitpotano Ýwav paKo paDe Ke ne cetnne potana Ým¿$p FrmaHwrmavIne l{ Ôy Ke. cetna khe Ke ke te mara SvamIne mUCKaR$pmidranuH pan krave Ke. im+yaTv$p \tUranuH wÙ` kravI Aivvek$pgaHÔnI clm wrI Aape Ke je=I cetnnuH wan @eka e rhetuH n=I. te=Ipit ivyoge _das ={ne huH frI rhI KuH.

kumitnI dxanuH v Rn krtaH kiv khe Ke,p! wUqn tn waEk n Ao#e, wave n cokI jra_ jrIrI.isv kmla AalI¦ suq nk pavt, kaEn ignt nat AmrIrI... ipy..2..

xuâcetna, cetnna ivrhmaH AevI DUbI g{ Ke ke tene potanaHkpDaHnuH p` wan ræuH n=I. tene _@vuH - besvuH - qavuH ke pIvuH tevIko{p` xarIirk iÊya ÝTye lÙ ræuH n=I. pherlaH kpDaH sara Ke kenhÄ? ma=e Ao#yuH Ke ke nih? AevI p` sUJ tene rhI n=I. xrIrprnaH AawUØ`o hIranaH Ke ke cokIna te Ôeva p` te A!ktI n=I,kar`ke ATyare tenI njr pitna isvay ANy ko{ S=ane n=I.sHsarIloko jene pitFelI khe Ke te Ýma e cetna pitFelI bnI g{Ke. tene xrIr pr pherelaH vSƒo p` boÔ$p lage Ke. AawUØ`ovIKInaH DHq jevI vedna Aape Ke. xokatur ñdynI AavI dxa =ay teSvawaivk Ke. Tyare bIÒ rIte ÔetaH sMykŸdxa Ýg! =ya phelaH drekVyikt AavI dxamaH=I psar =ay Ke A=va tene _¿mdxa Ýaº krvaJUr`a AaVya ivna _Ccdxane pamI xkatI n=I. drek mumuÙuAe AavI

JUr`a Ýg!avvI pDe Ke. vedna=I Vyakuz =vuH pDe Ke.kivno AhÄ sHket Ke ke SƒIAonI cos@ kzamaH vÏ t=a

AawUØ`onI sÔv! p` Aek kza Ke. SƒIAo pitne Ýsn krvax`gar sje Ke. prHtu Ôe pit te SƒInI samHu p` j¡Ae nhÄ to x<Hgarkona ma!e sjvo?

cetna khe Ke ke Aava AawUØ`o to devaHgnaAo p` phere Ke.mare AawUØ`onaH suq Ôe{taH n=I. mare Ôe{Ae Ke moÙpurIna xa¬tsuq. Ae suq Aagz devaHgnaAona suqnI ko{ ikHmt n=I kar`kepaEdŸgilk Ke. jene Aek vqt [iNãyatIt suqno Anuwv =yo hoyte j tenI ikmt Ô`I xke. ivxeØta to Ae Ke ke AavuH suq mLya pKIdu:q FerI vadzI tene Spx± xktI n=I. [iNãyjNysuq to devgitmaHF`aH wogVyaH. jEnxaÏomaH AenuH AabehUb v Rn Ke. devtaAone_Tpþ =vana #oilyane rata sonana paya Ke. mi`rTnna pDvayaKe. lIla sonanaH {s _pza Ke. rata sonanI saH\uH jDI Ke. v«hIramy qIla jDya Ke. mi`rTnnI pa!I=I te #oilyo wyÈ Ke.tulmanI tza{ Ke. rata sonano galIco Ke. sfed sonanI soD Ke.lal sonanaH pa=r`aH Ke. ÔHblI rHgna sonana AoxIkaH Ke. geDvIrHg sonana gl msurIya Ke. mi`rTnna AoKaD=I te #oilyo bIKavelKe Ane pHcvr`o pHqo JulI ræo Ke. AavaH suqo hve mare ÔetaH n=Ip` mare Ôe{Ae Ke moÙngrnaH suq. jena ixqre besI maro AaTma$pImor !huka kre. vzI cetna khe Ke ke he sqI ]âa¦ mne Aekp` vSƒgmtuH n=I. mara pit, kumitnI sobtmaH Aeva pDI gya Ke ke te=Imara idlmaH warowar du:q Ke. Aava du:q=I FerayelI mne ÝwuÝem$pIsaDIne |yan$pI AawUØ`o pherva ructaH n=I. ßyare \`I j FrmaH!kto n hoy to pKI AawUØ`o phervano xuH A=R Ke? cetnne ÔemaramaH rs ke ruic n hoy TyaH vzI ixvl"mInI vat j ɘaH rhI?tene to AevI vato saHwzvI p` gmtI n=I.

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Proof - 2

KuH, to te=I p` mne qed =ay Ke. Are¦ moÙkmza p` mne suq AapIxktI n=I. cetna ]âane Aa rIte idl qolIne vat kre Ke.

hve cetnanI AaHtirk iS=it kevI Ke te Aap e Aa pdnI ƒIÒkDImaH Ôe{Ae:sas ivsas _sas n raqeH, n HdI nIgorI worI lrIrI¸Aor tbIb n tpit buJave, AanHdFn pIyuØ JrIrI¸ ipy..3..

kivAe Aa kDImaH sHsarIsHbH\onuH $pk ÝyoÒne A|yaTmnaêDa rhSyne Ýg! kyuÅ Ke. cetna khe Ke ke marI sasu to mara pitnoAek ¬aso¬as je!lo p` iv¬as krtI n=I.

AhÄ AayuiS=it$p sasu g`vamaH AavI Ke. Òv Aayu*ykmRnaAa\are cargitmaH fyaR kre Ke. Òv drek gitne yoGy xrIr \ar` kreKe. p` Aayu*y bzna Aa\are Òv Ae xrIrmaH Ae!lo vqt j rhIxke. Aayu*y pU Å =taH Aek Ù` p` cetn Aa xrIrmaH rhI xkton=I. Ae!le cetna khe Ke marI sasu to mara pitno Aek ¬as levaje!lo p` iv¬as raqtI n=I. cetnnI ivwavdxane l{ne Aayu*yiS=it marI sasu =ay Ke. Ane te=I cetn potana saca sganeAozqI xkto n=I, bIÒ rIte Ôeta Ae A=R filt =ay Ke ke pitivna Aek ¬aso ¬as je!la kazno p` iv¬as rheto n=I. vzIAa nagorI n Hd p` AevI Ke ke svar=I rat su\I marI sa=e lDyaj kre Ke. te sav nana bazk jevI wozI Ke. jem bazkne bhar l{j{Ae to je vStu j¡Ae te levanuH mn =ay ne n mze to rDva lage,pKDa!I qay AevI Anek iÊyaAo te kre Ke. Ae rIte t<*`a$pI marIn Hd p` AevI Ke ke je pda=R j¡Ae te levanuH mn ={ Ôy huH pda=RnaSv$pne Ô uH KuH te=I na khuH KuH to p` te marI sa=e lDya j kre Ke.tene gme te!luH AapvamaH Aave to p` te \ratI n=I. marI pase ncale to tena wa{ pase j{ mI@uH mI@uH bolI tenI pase=I \ayuÅ kamkravI le Ke. n Hd AevI jbrI Ke ke wa{ - bhen Aek ={ Ôy Ke Anemne AeklI A!ulI krI naqe Ke. te=I pit ivrh mne dahjvr jevolage Ke. huH to AHdr bhar b\e=I bZya kruH KuH. marI vedna m!aDnar

Aa jgtmaH ko{ vEdo ke hkImo n=I. kar`ke Ae to xrIrnaH ddÈ dUrkrI xke Ke. p` mara ñdynI Aag ko` xaHt krI xke? p` ÔeAanHdFn rsno vrsad pDe to mne xaHit =ay Aa ivrhaiGn$pdavanzne xaHt krva AanHdrsna ÝvahnI j$r Ke. Aa rognI dvaAanHdFn vE> kre to j xaHit mzI xke.

cetnnI Aa dxa pl!avva te ÔtnaH sa\no Aek@aH krva,t=a ã# inüy krvo te AavXyk Ke. AanHdrsno vrsad ma`vajem jem in Ry =xe tem tem kumitno sHg KU!I jxe.

bIÒ rIte A=R ivcartaH t<iPt n Hd, sdŸguÌ vE>, kazliB\$ppuruØa=RnI dva A=va {laj krva=I sumitnI {CKapU R =ay Ke.vzI n HdnuH kayR imln kravvanuH hova=I puruØa=Rne Aa\are cetn-cetnanuH imln =ya pKI n Hd to qsI Ôy. cetn-cetnanuH imln=taH kevz&an$p be!Dano jNm =ay Ke. AnHtkaz su\I suqmaHibrajman =ay Ke.

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Proof - 2

KuH, to te=I p` mne qed =ay Ke. Are¦ moÙkmza p` mne suq AapIxktI n=I. cetna ]âane Aa rIte idl qolIne vat kre Ke.

hve cetnanI AaHtirk iS=it kevI Ke te Aap e Aa pdnI ƒIÒkDImaH Ôe{Ae:sas ivsas _sas n raqeH, n HdI nIgorI worI lrIrI¸Aor tbIb n tpit buJave, AanHdFn pIyuØ JrIrI¸ ipy..3..

kivAe Aa kDImaH sHsarIsHbH\onuH $pk ÝyoÒne A|yaTmnaêDa rhSyne Ýg! kyuÅ Ke. cetna khe Ke ke marI sasu to mara pitnoAek ¬aso¬as je!lo p` iv¬as krtI n=I.

AhÄ AayuiS=it$p sasu g`vamaH AavI Ke. Òv Aayu*ykmRnaAa\are cargitmaH fyaR kre Ke. Òv drek gitne yoGy xrIr \ar` kreKe. p` Aayu*y bzna Aa\are Òv Ae xrIrmaH Ae!lo vqt j rhIxke. Aayu*y pU Å =taH Aek Ù` p` cetn Aa xrIrmaH rhI xkton=I. Ae!le cetna khe Ke marI sasu to mara pitno Aek ¬as levaje!lo p` iv¬as raqtI n=I. cetnnI ivwavdxane l{ne Aayu*yiS=it marI sasu =ay Ke. Ane te=I cetn potana saca sganeAozqI xkto n=I, bIÒ rIte Ôeta Ae A=R filt =ay Ke ke pitivna Aek ¬aso ¬as je!la kazno p` iv¬as rheto n=I. vzIAa nagorI n Hd p` AevI Ke ke svar=I rat su\I marI sa=e lDyaj kre Ke. te sav nana bazk jevI wozI Ke. jem bazkne bhar l{j{Ae to je vStu j¡Ae te levanuH mn =ay ne n mze to rDva lage,pKDa!I qay AevI Anek iÊyaAo te kre Ke. Ae rIte t<*`a$pI marIn Hd p` AevI Ke ke je pda=R j¡Ae te levanuH mn ={ Ôy huH pda=RnaSv$pne Ô uH KuH te=I na khuH KuH to p` te marI sa=e lDya j kre Ke.tene gme te!luH AapvamaH Aave to p` te \ratI n=I. marI pase ncale to tena wa{ pase j{ mI@uH mI@uH bolI tenI pase=I \ayuÅ kamkravI le Ke. n Hd AevI jbrI Ke ke wa{ - bhen Aek ={ Ôy Ke Anemne AeklI A!ulI krI naqe Ke. te=I pit ivrh mne dahjvr jevolage Ke. huH to AHdr bhar b\e=I bZya kruH KuH. marI vedna m!aDnar

Aa jgtmaH ko{ vEdo ke hkImo n=I. kar`ke Ae to xrIrnaH ddÈ dUrkrI xke Ke. p` mara ñdynI Aag ko` xaHt krI xke? p` ÔeAanHdFn rsno vrsad pDe to mne xaHit =ay Aa ivrhaiGn$pdavanzne xaHt krva AanHdrsna ÝvahnI j$r Ke. Aa rognI dvaAanHdFn vE> kre to j xaHit mzI xke.

cetnnI Aa dxa pl!avva te ÔtnaH sa\no Aek@aH krva,t=a ã# inüy krvo te AavXyk Ke. AanHdrsno vrsad ma`vajem jem in Ry =xe tem tem kumitno sHg KU!I jxe.

bIÒ rIte A=R ivcartaH t<iPt n Hd, sdŸguÌ vE>, kazliB\$ppuruØa=RnI dva A=va {laj krva=I sumitnI {CKapU R =ay Ke.vzI n HdnuH kayR imln kravvanuH hova=I puruØa=Rne Aa\are cetn-cetnanuH imln =ya pKI n Hd to qsI Ôy. cetn-cetnanuH imln=taH kevz&an$p be!Dano jNm =ay Ke. AnHtkaz su\I suqmaHibrajman =ay Ke.

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Proof - 2

pd - 48

“mayDI mune inrpq ik`hI n mUkI”

pDdanI paKz raqela Ýitmana dxRn ma!e dxRna=±Ao ATyHt_Tsuk hoy Ke. ßyare pDdo h!e Ke ne dxRn =ay Ke Tyare w›jnonaHhEya ]âa, wi› vDe wavivwor bnI Ôy Ke. tem Aa pdmaH kivAanHdFnÒAe rhSydxRn kraVyuH Ke. jem paØa`maH=I Ýwu Ýg! =aytem Aa pdmaH xBddehe cetna potana Sv$pno saÙaTkar krave Ke.

;maruH jHglo' namna ragmaH gayel Aa pdmaH kiv khe Ke,mayDI mune inrpq ik`hI n mUkI, (2)inrpq rheva \ uH[ JurI, \Ime inj mit f¡HkI....mayDI..6..

cetn t=a cetnano Awed sHbH\ Ke. cetna kdI p` cetn=IAlg sHwvI xke nhÄ Tyare te xuâ cetnana nam=I Aozqay Ke.

AhÄ cetnaAe je wav btaVyo Ke te tenI xuâdxanI sapeÙv<i¿neAa\are Ke. cetna Ane sumitne Fni¤ sHbH\ Ke. Aaj su\I sumitAecetnne smÔvva ÝyTn kyaÅ te cetnane l{ne kyaÅ Ke. ivwavdxamaHcetna Ane sumit Ô e Aek j Vyi›naH be pasaH hoy tevuH lage Ke.

bIÒ ¹iÚAe ivcartaH bne ATyHt ga# sqIAo hoy Ane bHneprSpr du:qe du:qI =tI hoy tevuH lage Ke. te=I j kivAe Aa pdmaH;mayDI' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

cetna sumitne khe Ke ke he mayDI¦ huH Aaj su\I cetnnI sa=eKayanI jem frtI rhI kar`ke pitnI sa=e rhevuH te pTnIno \mR Ke.ßyaH pit TyaH stI. ramnI sa=e sIta rajmhelnI ra`I bnIne rhIto jHglnI va!e p` te j sa=e calI. tem huH p` mara pitnI sa=esa=e j rhI KuH prHtu mare ßyare in*pÙ rhevuH Tyare cetnnI {CKanusarmare pÙ levo pDe Ke. cetnne ny-Ýma`nuH &an n hova=I te varHvarAek baj¡ #zI Ôy Ke. Aava vqte Ôe sumitno suyog hoy tocetnne sTy Sv$pnuH wan =ay Ke. nhÄ to pote to #ze Ke Ane mne

p` sa=e FsDto Ôy Ke. huH xuâ rheva ÝyTn kruH KuH to p` te mne\mkave Ke. ;injmit fuHkI' jem ko{ manv samI Vyi› _pr kam`!Um` krI A=va to mHƒ jHƒ krI vx kre Ane potanI {CKanusartenI pase kayR krave Ke. Ae rIte cetn mara _pr potanI mitnI fUHkmare Ke Ane mne tena {xare clave Ke. duyÈ\nna ha=maH gyelI stIãaEpdInaH jem wrI swamaH cIr qeHcaya tem vEwaivkdxa$p dUyÈ\nnaha=maH mne naqI dI\I Ke.

A|yaTmna ÙeƒmaH Òve in*pÙ rhevuH Ôe{Ae. ko{p` mt kepH=na vaDaAo bhu\a AekpÙIy hoy Ke. cetn Aava vaDamaH pUra{gyo Ke. ko{ AaTmane Vyapk mane Ke to ko{ Aek j AaTma maneKe. ko{ {¬rno AHx khe Ke to ko{ pHcwUt=I _Tpþ =to AaTmamane Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke mara xuâ Sv$pne Ane cetnna vaStivkSv$pne Ô~ya pKI ko{p` vaDabH\I rhe nhÄ.

]I icdanHdÒ mharaje Aava j wavnuH srs v Rn kyuR Ke.

Av\ inrpÙ ivrla ko{, deQya jg shu ko{,smrs wav wla ic¿ Ô ke, =ay - _=ap n ho{.AivnaxI ke FrkI taH, ÔneHge nr so{... Av\Ÿ...

Aaqa jgtmaH ¹iÚ krtaH in*pÙ ko{ ivrl ma`s j hoyKe. jena ic¿maH b\a j \mR t=a dxRn ma!e smrs wav vtRto hoyte ko{nuH =ape ke _=ape nhÄ, tevI vatomaH rs p` n le. ßyaHAivnaxI AaTm Sv$pnI vat hoy TyaH ÝempUvRk Ôy ne vatosaHwze.

]I icdanHdÒ khe Ke,

inHda Stuit ]v` su`Ine, hØR xok niv Aa`e,te jgmeH ÔegIsr pUra, inTy c#te gu`@a`e,cHã sman saEMyta ÔkI, sayr jem gHwIra,AÝm¿ warHD pre inTy, surigir sm xuic \Ira....

sHt puruØo inHda ke StuitmaH hØR ke xok krta n=I. Aava

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Proof - 2

pd - 48

“mayDI mune inrpq ik`hI n mUkI”

pDdanI paKz raqela Ýitmana dxRn ma!e dxRna=±Ao ATyHt_Tsuk hoy Ke. ßyare pDdo h!e Ke ne dxRn =ay Ke Tyare w›jnonaHhEya ]âa, wi› vDe wavivwor bnI Ôy Ke. tem Aa pdmaH kivAanHdFnÒAe rhSydxRn kraVyuH Ke. jem paØa`maH=I Ýwu Ýg! =aytem Aa pdmaH xBddehe cetna potana Sv$pno saÙaTkar krave Ke.

;maruH jHglo' namna ragmaH gayel Aa pdmaH kiv khe Ke,mayDI mune inrpq ik`hI n mUkI, (2)inrpq rheva \ uH[ JurI, \Ime inj mit f¡HkI....mayDI..6..

cetn t=a cetnano Awed sHbH\ Ke. cetna kdI p` cetn=IAlg sHwvI xke nhÄ Tyare te xuâ cetnana nam=I Aozqay Ke.

AhÄ cetnaAe je wav btaVyo Ke te tenI xuâdxanI sapeÙv<i¿neAa\are Ke. cetna Ane sumitne Fni¤ sHbH\ Ke. Aaj su\I sumitAecetnne smÔvva ÝyTn kyaÅ te cetnane l{ne kyaÅ Ke. ivwavdxamaHcetna Ane sumit Ô e Aek j Vyi›naH be pasaH hoy tevuH lage Ke.

bIÒ ¹iÚAe ivcartaH bne ATyHt ga# sqIAo hoy Ane bHneprSpr du:qe du:qI =tI hoy tevuH lage Ke. te=I j kivAe Aa pdmaH;mayDI' xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

cetna sumitne khe Ke ke he mayDI¦ huH Aaj su\I cetnnI sa=eKayanI jem frtI rhI kar`ke pitnI sa=e rhevuH te pTnIno \mR Ke.ßyaH pit TyaH stI. ramnI sa=e sIta rajmhelnI ra`I bnIne rhIto jHglnI va!e p` te j sa=e calI. tem huH p` mara pitnI sa=esa=e j rhI KuH prHtu mare ßyare in*pÙ rhevuH Tyare cetnnI {CKanusarmare pÙ levo pDe Ke. cetnne ny-Ýma`nuH &an n hova=I te varHvarAek baj¡ #zI Ôy Ke. Aava vqte Ôe sumitno suyog hoy tocetnne sTy Sv$pnuH wan =ay Ke. nhÄ to pote to #ze Ke Ane mne

p` sa=e FsDto Ôy Ke. huH xuâ rheva ÝyTn kruH KuH to p` te mne\mkave Ke. ;injmit fuHkI' jem ko{ manv samI Vyi› _pr kam`!Um` krI A=va to mHƒ jHƒ krI vx kre Ane potanI {CKanusartenI pase kayR krave Ke. Ae rIte cetn mara _pr potanI mitnI fUHkmare Ke Ane mne tena {xare clave Ke. duyÈ\nna ha=maH gyelI stIãaEpdInaH jem wrI swamaH cIr qeHcaya tem vEwaivkdxa$p dUyÈ\nnaha=maH mne naqI dI\I Ke.

A|yaTmna ÙeƒmaH Òve in*pÙ rhevuH Ôe{Ae. ko{p` mt kepH=na vaDaAo bhu\a AekpÙIy hoy Ke. cetn Aava vaDamaH pUra{gyo Ke. ko{ AaTmane Vyapk mane Ke to ko{ Aek j AaTma maneKe. ko{ {¬rno AHx khe Ke to ko{ pHcwUt=I _Tpþ =to AaTmamane Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke mara xuâ Sv$pne Ane cetnna vaStivkSv$pne Ô~ya pKI ko{p` vaDabH\I rhe nhÄ.

]I icdanHdÒ mharaje Aava j wavnuH srs v Rn kyuR Ke.

Av\ inrpÙ ivrla ko{, deQya jg shu ko{,smrs wav wla ic¿ Ô ke, =ay - _=ap n ho{.AivnaxI ke FrkI taH, ÔneHge nr so{... Av\Ÿ...

Aaqa jgtmaH ¹iÚ krtaH in*pÙ ko{ ivrl ma`s j hoyKe. jena ic¿maH b\a j \mR t=a dxRn ma!e smrs wav vtRto hoyte ko{nuH =ape ke _=ape nhÄ, tevI vatomaH rs p` n le. ßyaHAivnaxI AaTm Sv$pnI vat hoy TyaH ÝempUvRk Ôy ne vatosaHwze.

]I icdanHdÒ khe Ke,

inHda Stuit ]v` su`Ine, hØR xok niv Aa`e,te jgmeH ÔegIsr pUra, inTy c#te gu`@a`e,cHã sman saEMyta ÔkI, sayr jem gHwIra,AÝm¿ warHD pre inTy, surigir sm xuic \Ira....

sHt puruØo inHda ke StuitmaH hØR ke xok krta n=I. Aava

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smwavI sa\ko hHmexaH _pr _prnaH gu S=ankomaH Aaroh` krtaHrhe Ke. tenaH AaTmanI xItzta muqmuãa pr Kva{ Ôy Ke. teAo cHãsman saEMy, sagr jeva gHwIr, warHD pÙI jeva AÝm¿ Anesurigir jeva \Ir hoy Ke.

Aava vIrla puruØo prmt sih* u hoy Ke. Amuk mt ke dxRnpotane maNy Ke te=I teno pÙ krvo Ôe{Ae p` je sTy hoy tenag‡ahk bnI, pÙpatriht bnI, prmtsih* uta kezvvI Ôe{Ae,in*pÙno A=R Aa|yaiTmk ¹iÚAe ÔetaH mnne smwavmaH raqvuHt=a mnne iS=itS=apktamaH raqvuH. ko{p` iS=itmaH ic¿ne DhozIdevuH n Ôe{Ae. cetna p` in*pÙ rheva {CKI rhI Ke p` cetnnekar e te AavI dxa pamI Ke. cetnana keva bUra hal =ay Ke te kivnaxBdomaH Ôe{Ae-

jogIO imlIne jog` kI\I, jtIO kI\I jt`I¸wgte pkDI wgta`I kI\I, mtvasI kI\I mt`I mayDI..2..

yogmageR calnara ÔegIAe potano magR j saco Ke temmanI mne Ôeg`I bnavI dI\I. teAo Ôeg`Ina _pask hoy Ke. teAocHiDka, mhakazI, mhamaya, wãe¬rI vgre j¡dI j¡dI devIAone manepUje Ke. Aava ke!lak ÔegIAo kank!a temj ko{ DokmaH p+=rnImaza phere Ke. teAo jgtne maya$p mane Ke. ma!e maya Sv$pdevIAonI pUÔ - _pasna krI tene Ýsþ krva ÝyTn kre Ke. cetnßyare temaH #zI gyo Tyare ÔegIAonI jmatmaH mne p` ÔeDI dI\Ine mne Ôeg` bnavI dI\I pKI marI pUÔ - _pasna krva laGyop` ma$H sTy Sv$p ko{ smjta n=I. teAo potana pÙ isvayANyƒ sTydxRn krI xkta n=I. teAo to pota=I ivruâ ivcarnalokone mhaFatkI, mhapatkI smje Ke. tene j¡daH j¡daH namo=I Ô eKe jemke naiStk, im+yamit, kafr vgere. itrSkarwrI ¹iÚ=I j¡AeKe. Are¦ AaüyRnI vat to Ae Ke ke qud cetn p` mne Ôeg`I manImarI pUÔ kre Ke huH ɘaHy bhar n=I, tenI pase j KuH KtaH A&anmaHFera{ te mne Ôe{ xkto n=I. AavI dynIy marI dxa Ke.

vzI ko{ yitAo mne yt`I bnave Ke. baEâo yitAo khevayKe. sHNyasIAo wgva vÏ\arI, ko{ ramw› to ko{ ixvw›hoy Ke. ÔegI Ane yitmaH Ae!lo fer Ke ke ÔegIAo dev-devIAonaw› hoy Ke Tyare sHNyasIAo F uH krIne Awed magRne AnusrnaraAne ixvw› to ko{ prb‡ïne mannara hoy Ke. wi›magRneAnusrnara ke!lak hoy Ke. &an, |yan, tp, jp ke v‡t kaH{ krvanIj$r n=I, wgvannI wi›=I wgvan mzI Ôy Ke. wi›mag±Ao&anyog Ane kmRyogne gaE krI naqe Ke. teAo Aem mane Ke kemui› to wi›magR=I Ýaº =ay Ke. wi›mag±Ao Ýwuna gu anuvadkrtaH krtaH tenaH cr`omaH smipRt ={ Ôy Ke. wi›naH tanmaH gavuH- bÔvvuH - nacvuH - kUdvuH, tazIAo paDvI vgere iÊyaAo kre Ke. teAowi›magRne Ae!luH b\uH mhTv Aape Ke ke wi› isvay moÙ ma!ebIj¡H kxuH j krva jevuH n=I. Aa AekaHtvadI Ke.

Aa rIte j¡da juda mtne mannaraAo meH tena manela mtmaHAas› khe Ke. ko{ — no _Ccar kre Ke to ko{ ixvo½hHne mane Ke.ko{ raq lgavI, ha=maH cIpIAo raqI AlqmaH mGn rhenara Ke.Aa rIte cetn jena jena sHgmaH gyo tena tena rHgmaH rHgayo Anemne p` teva j rHge rHgI dI\I. Svmtag‡h=I ivkz =yelI AaHqoANydxRnnI vato saHwzva ke Ô`va p` tEyar n=I. ma!e jcetna khe Ke ke ßyaH ßyaH cetn sa=e huH g{ TyaH maruH AekaHt Sv$p=tuH gyuH ne maramaH milnta v\tI calI. cetnnI p` AavI j dxa={ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒ v Rve Ke :ram w`I rheman w`avI, AirhHt pa@ p#a{,Fr Frne huH \H\e ivlgI, AlgI jIv sga{...mayDI..3..

lokoAe mne pot potanI maNyta Anusar ram, rheman,AirhHtno pa@ w`aVyo. Ôp kraVya p` teno saco wava=R huHsmÒ xkI nhÄ. je AaTmwavmaH rme te ram A=aRtŸ SvwavmaH rm`kre te ram. je e potana baæ-AWyHtr xƒuAone ÒtI lI\a Ke te

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smwavI sa\ko hHmexaH _pr _prnaH gu S=ankomaH Aaroh` krtaHrhe Ke. tenaH AaTmanI xItzta muqmuãa pr Kva{ Ôy Ke. teAo cHãsman saEMy, sagr jeva gHwIr, warHD pÙI jeva AÝm¿ Anesurigir jeva \Ir hoy Ke.

Aava vIrla puruØo prmt sih* u hoy Ke. Amuk mt ke dxRnpotane maNy Ke te=I teno pÙ krvo Ôe{Ae p` je sTy hoy tenag‡ahk bnI, pÙpatriht bnI, prmtsih* uta kezvvI Ôe{Ae,in*pÙno A=R Aa|yaiTmk ¹iÚAe ÔetaH mnne smwavmaH raqvuHt=a mnne iS=itS=apktamaH raqvuH. ko{p` iS=itmaH ic¿ne DhozIdevuH n Ôe{Ae. cetna p` in*pÙ rheva {CKI rhI Ke p` cetnnekar e te AavI dxa pamI Ke. cetnana keva bUra hal =ay Ke te kivnaxBdomaH Ôe{Ae-

jogIO imlIne jog` kI\I, jtIO kI\I jt`I¸wgte pkDI wgta`I kI\I, mtvasI kI\I mt`I mayDI..2..

yogmageR calnara ÔegIAe potano magR j saco Ke temmanI mne Ôeg`I bnavI dI\I. teAo Ôeg`Ina _pask hoy Ke. teAocHiDka, mhakazI, mhamaya, wãe¬rI vgre j¡dI j¡dI devIAone manepUje Ke. Aava ke!lak ÔegIAo kank!a temj ko{ DokmaH p+=rnImaza phere Ke. teAo jgtne maya$p mane Ke. ma!e maya Sv$pdevIAonI pUÔ - _pasna krI tene Ýsþ krva ÝyTn kre Ke. cetnßyare temaH #zI gyo Tyare ÔegIAonI jmatmaH mne p` ÔeDI dI\Ine mne Ôeg` bnavI dI\I pKI marI pUÔ - _pasna krva laGyop` ma$H sTy Sv$p ko{ smjta n=I. teAo potana pÙ isvayANyƒ sTydxRn krI xkta n=I. teAo to pota=I ivruâ ivcarnalokone mhaFatkI, mhapatkI smje Ke. tene j¡daH j¡daH namo=I Ô eKe jemke naiStk, im+yamit, kafr vgere. itrSkarwrI ¹iÚ=I j¡AeKe. Are¦ AaüyRnI vat to Ae Ke ke qud cetn p` mne Ôeg`I manImarI pUÔ kre Ke huH ɘaHy bhar n=I, tenI pase j KuH KtaH A&anmaHFera{ te mne Ôe{ xkto n=I. AavI dynIy marI dxa Ke.

vzI ko{ yitAo mne yt`I bnave Ke. baEâo yitAo khevayKe. sHNyasIAo wgva vÏ\arI, ko{ ramw› to ko{ ixvw›hoy Ke. ÔegI Ane yitmaH Ae!lo fer Ke ke ÔegIAo dev-devIAonaw› hoy Ke Tyare sHNyasIAo F uH krIne Awed magRne AnusrnaraAne ixvw› to ko{ prb‡ïne mannara hoy Ke. wi›magRneAnusrnara ke!lak hoy Ke. &an, |yan, tp, jp ke v‡t kaH{ krvanIj$r n=I, wgvannI wi›=I wgvan mzI Ôy Ke. wi›mag±Ao&anyog Ane kmRyogne gaE krI naqe Ke. teAo Aem mane Ke kemui› to wi›magR=I Ýaº =ay Ke. wi›mag±Ao Ýwuna gu anuvadkrtaH krtaH tenaH cr`omaH smipRt ={ Ôy Ke. wi›naH tanmaH gavuH- bÔvvuH - nacvuH - kUdvuH, tazIAo paDvI vgere iÊyaAo kre Ke. teAowi›magRne Ae!luH b\uH mhTv Aape Ke ke wi› isvay moÙ ma!ebIj¡H kxuH j krva jevuH n=I. Aa AekaHtvadI Ke.

Aa rIte j¡da juda mtne mannaraAo meH tena manela mtmaHAas› khe Ke. ko{ — no _Ccar kre Ke to ko{ ixvo½hHne mane Ke.ko{ raq lgavI, ha=maH cIpIAo raqI AlqmaH mGn rhenara Ke.Aa rIte cetn jena jena sHgmaH gyo tena tena rHgmaH rHgayo Anemne p` teva j rHge rHgI dI\I. Svmtag‡h=I ivkz =yelI AaHqoANydxRnnI vato saHwzva ke Ô`va p` tEyar n=I. ma!e jcetna khe Ke ke ßyaH ßyaH cetn sa=e huH g{ TyaH maruH AekaHt Sv$p=tuH gyuH ne maramaH milnta v\tI calI. cetnnI p` AavI j dxa={ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒ v Rve Ke :ram w`I rheman w`avI, AirhHt pa@ p#a{,Fr Frne huH \H\e ivlgI, AlgI jIv sga{...mayDI..3..

lokoAe mne pot potanI maNyta Anusar ram, rheman,AirhHtno pa@ w`aVyo. Ôp kraVya p` teno saco wava=R huHsmÒ xkI nhÄ. je AaTmwavmaH rme te ram A=aRtŸ SvwavmaH rm`kre te ram. je e potana baæ-AWyHtr xƒuAone ÒtI lI\a Ke te

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AirhHt. je Vyi› Aeva xƒuAone h e Ke A=va h`va puruØa=R kre Kete vaStvmaH AirhHt w› Ke. tena namnI Ôe maza fervvamaH Aaveto te Vyi›ne sa=Rk Ke. Aa rIte cetna khe Ke ke j¡da j¡damtai\karIAoAe mne Aa rIte yHƒvtŸ pa@ kraVya p` ko{Ae tenohetu ke sa|y smÔvva ÝyTn n kyÈ.

cetn SvyH ram Sv$p Ke. AirhHt Sv$p Ke pote j wgvanKe p` Ae Sv$p ÝaiºnI rIt ko{Ae btavI nih. dreke potana Sva=Rqatr marI pase Fr Frna kam - \H\a kraVya. ko{Ae \n ma!e toko{Ae xrIrna SvaS= ma!e. ko{Ae sHtan - ma!e to ko{Ae xarIirksuq ma!e Aa Ýma e iv\iv\ ÔtnaH namoCcar` kyaÅ ne kraVyaH p`ko{Ae prma=R ma!e kaH{ kyuÅ nhÄ je=I huH mara Sv$pne to wUlI p`AaTma sa=e mare xuH sga{ Ke teva &an=I p` vHict krI naqI.

Aa Ýkarna kayRmaH huH AeklI doiØt n=I. phelaH to cetndoiØt Ke. te #ze Ke ne mne p` #aze Ke. te=I j to \mRna bhana nIceAaje ke!lay gCK, pH=, vaDa vgere v\I gya Ke. ma!e j ]IAanHdFnÒAe caEdmaH ÝwunaH StvnmaH kæuH Ke,

gCKna wed bhu ny` inhaztaH, tÀvnI vat krtaH n laje,_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaH, moh niDya kailkal raje,

\ar trvarnI...\mRna name SvCKHd sevnaraAo potana mt ivStar ma!e

AnuyayIAonI sHQya v\arI, AhmŸnuH poØ` kre Ke. teAo tÀvnImo!I - mo!I vato to kre Ke p` Ae tÀvne ÒvnmaH _tarta n=I.

]I AanHdFnÒ co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

ko{O mu HDI ko{O locI, ko{O kex lpe!I,ko{ jgavI ko{ sutI KoDI, vedn ik`hI n me!I...mayDI.....4..

cetna khe Ke ke he maDI¦ mara je hal - hval =ya Ke tenI huHxuH vat kruH? Ae lokoAe mara pr krvamaH kaH{ bakI raQyuH n=I,ko{Ae mara pitnuH mStk muHDaVyuH, to vzI ko{Ae da#I, mUKne mStknavazno loc kyÈ to ko{Ae vzI vaz baH\I dI\a. jEn sa\uAo loc

kre Ke. sHNyasIAo ma=uH muHDave Ke. to ko{ sa\uAo vaz v\arIj!a\arI bne Ke ne ma=e mo!o AHboDo raqe Ke. drek potpotana\maRnusar iÊyaAo kre Ke. p` iÊyaAo paKzno wav sav waHgIpD˜o Ke. f› iÊyaAo rhI g{ Ke. “sap gya ne lIso!a ræa” jevIdxa Ke. fkt loc krva=I ke mStk muHDn krva=I sa|y isâ =tuHn=I.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke:-

muHD muHDavt sbhI gDrIya, hir`roJ bn\am,j!a\ar v! wSm lgavt, rasw shtuH hE \am...Ae te pr nih yog kI rcna, Ôe nih mn iv]am,ic¿ AHtr p! KlvekuH icHtvtŸ kha jpt muqram..

jb lg Aave nih mn @am...

Ôe ma=uH muHDavva=I j kLya` =tuH hoy to Fe!aH varHvar vazkpave Ke. wUHDna xrIrna vazno loc krvamaH Aave Ke. to tenuH jLdIkLya` ={ jvuH Ôe{Ae. vzI j!a v\arva=I \mR =to hoy to vDloto vDva{AonI j!a v\arIne éwo Ke p` te=I Aa Òvne xuH law?hr`, roJ vgere vnmaH j vse Ke to vnmaH rheva maƒ=I xuH? Aab\I iÊyaAo sa=e yog wze to iÊya lawdayI nIvDe Ke. yognIiS=rta sa\vI te yogIAono \mR Ke. ßyare ic¿ Ane mnnI iS=rtaAave Tyare svR iÊyaAo sfz =ay Ke. maEn \ar` krI leva maƒ=IkaH{ vztuH n=I. Ôe vcnguiPt ={ n hoy to maEn krIne mnmaHguSso Aave Ke. miln ivcaro Aave Ke to maEn$p iÊya krva=I ko{law =to n=I. maEnmaH waØa simit Ane mnguiº hovI AavXykKe. p` ATyare to cetnÒAe maEnmaH, locmaH pirpU Rta manI lI\IKe. Ôe mn, vcn, kayana yognI lgam, ha=maH n rhe to mhaAn=RsÔRy Ôy Ke. cetn ma!e Aam j bNyuH Ke.

Aa rIte \mRna name vex\arIAo t=a iÊyakaHDIAo AemaH \mRmane Ke p` Aeva baæ vex=I xuH? na!ikya jem raÔna, xe@na,iwqarIna vex \ar` kre Ke p` vaStvmaH te raÔ ke xe@ ke iwqarI

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AirhHt. je Vyi› Aeva xƒuAone h e Ke A=va h`va puruØa=R kre Kete vaStvmaH AirhHt w› Ke. tena namnI Ôe maza fervvamaH Aaveto te Vyi›ne sa=Rk Ke. Aa rIte cetna khe Ke ke j¡da j¡damtai\karIAoAe mne Aa rIte yHƒvtŸ pa@ kraVya p` ko{Ae tenohetu ke sa|y smÔvva ÝyTn n kyÈ.

cetn SvyH ram Sv$p Ke. AirhHt Sv$p Ke pote j wgvanKe p` Ae Sv$p ÝaiºnI rIt ko{Ae btavI nih. dreke potana Sva=Rqatr marI pase Fr Frna kam - \H\a kraVya. ko{Ae \n ma!e toko{Ae xrIrna SvaS= ma!e. ko{Ae sHtan - ma!e to ko{Ae xarIirksuq ma!e Aa Ýma e iv\iv\ ÔtnaH namoCcar` kyaÅ ne kraVyaH p`ko{Ae prma=R ma!e kaH{ kyuÅ nhÄ je=I huH mara Sv$pne to wUlI p`AaTma sa=e mare xuH sga{ Ke teva &an=I p` vHict krI naqI.

Aa Ýkarna kayRmaH huH AeklI doiØt n=I. phelaH to cetndoiØt Ke. te #ze Ke ne mne p` #aze Ke. te=I j to \mRna bhana nIceAaje ke!lay gCK, pH=, vaDa vgere v\I gya Ke. ma!e j ]IAanHdFnÒAe caEdmaH ÝwunaH StvnmaH kæuH Ke,

gCKna wed bhu ny` inhaztaH, tÀvnI vat krtaH n laje,_dr wr`aid inj kaj krtaH =kaH, moh niDya kailkal raje,

\ar trvarnI...\mRna name SvCKHd sevnaraAo potana mt ivStar ma!e

AnuyayIAonI sHQya v\arI, AhmŸnuH poØ` kre Ke. teAo tÀvnImo!I - mo!I vato to kre Ke p` Ae tÀvne ÒvnmaH _tarta n=I.

]I AanHdFnÒ co=I kDImaH khe Ke,

ko{O mu HDI ko{O locI, ko{O kex lpe!I,ko{ jgavI ko{ sutI KoDI, vedn ik`hI n me!I...mayDI.....4..

cetna khe Ke ke he maDI¦ mara je hal - hval =ya Ke tenI huHxuH vat kruH? Ae lokoAe mara pr krvamaH kaH{ bakI raQyuH n=I,ko{Ae mara pitnuH mStk muHDaVyuH, to vzI ko{Ae da#I, mUKne mStknavazno loc kyÈ to ko{Ae vzI vaz baH\I dI\a. jEn sa\uAo loc

kre Ke. sHNyasIAo ma=uH muHDave Ke. to ko{ sa\uAo vaz v\arIj!a\arI bne Ke ne ma=e mo!o AHboDo raqe Ke. drek potpotana\maRnusar iÊyaAo kre Ke. p` iÊyaAo paKzno wav sav waHgIpD˜o Ke. f› iÊyaAo rhI g{ Ke. “sap gya ne lIso!a ræa” jevIdxa Ke. fkt loc krva=I ke mStk muHDn krva=I sa|y isâ =tuHn=I.

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj lqe Ke ke:-

muHD muHDavt sbhI gDrIya, hir`roJ bn\am,j!a\ar v! wSm lgavt, rasw shtuH hE \am...Ae te pr nih yog kI rcna, Ôe nih mn iv]am,ic¿ AHtr p! KlvekuH icHtvtŸ kha jpt muqram..

jb lg Aave nih mn @am...

Ôe ma=uH muHDavva=I j kLya` =tuH hoy to Fe!aH varHvar vazkpave Ke. wUHDna xrIrna vazno loc krvamaH Aave Ke. to tenuH jLdIkLya` ={ jvuH Ôe{Ae. vzI j!a v\arva=I \mR =to hoy to vDloto vDva{AonI j!a v\arIne éwo Ke p` te=I Aa Òvne xuH law?hr`, roJ vgere vnmaH j vse Ke to vnmaH rheva maƒ=I xuH? Aab\I iÊyaAo sa=e yog wze to iÊya lawdayI nIvDe Ke. yognIiS=rta sa\vI te yogIAono \mR Ke. ßyare ic¿ Ane mnnI iS=rtaAave Tyare svR iÊyaAo sfz =ay Ke. maEn \ar` krI leva maƒ=IkaH{ vztuH n=I. Ôe vcnguiPt ={ n hoy to maEn krIne mnmaHguSso Aave Ke. miln ivcaro Aave Ke to maEn$p iÊya krva=I ko{law =to n=I. maEnmaH waØa simit Ane mnguiº hovI AavXykKe. p` ATyare to cetnÒAe maEnmaH, locmaH pirpU Rta manI lI\IKe. Ôe mn, vcn, kayana yognI lgam, ha=maH n rhe to mhaAn=RsÔRy Ôy Ke. cetn ma!e Aam j bNyuH Ke.

Aa rIte \mRna name vex\arIAo t=a iÊyakaHDIAo AemaH \mRmane Ke p` Aeva baæ vex=I xuH? na!ikya jem raÔna, xe@na,iwqarIna vex \ar` kre Ke p` vaStvmaH te raÔ ke xe@ ke iwqarI

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n=I tem wavivnanI ko{p` iÊya-Anu¤an fzdayI bnta n=I.ko{Ae Alq jgavvane \U I Ýg!avva mne jgaDI, ko{Ae du:qgiwRt vEragI bnI mne Ôg<t krI. p` ko{Ae marI xuâ dxajgaDva mne jgaDI nhÄ.

]I hirwãsUirÒAe kæuH Ke ke:-AatR|yanarVymekH, SyaNmohgwR t=a½prm.sßJan s¢uatH ceit, vEraGyH iƒiv\H Sm<tmŸ..

vEraGy ƒ` Ýkarna Ke. (1) AatR|yan namk (2) mohgiwRt Ane (3) sdŸ&anyu›

vEraGy.vStut: ßyaH su\I xuâ&anpUvRk vEraGy n Aave TyaH su\I vaStivk

law =to n=I. Aa rIte A\kcra vEraGy=I ko{Ae mne jgaDI toko{Ae mne suvravI dI\I. AavuH b\uH krva KtaH marI pit ivrhnIvedna AoKI n ={.

cetna, potanI AHtrvedna sumitne khIne ñdy hzvuH kre Ke.cetnane AevuH lage Ke. ke potanI vat saHwznar Aa jgtmaH ko{Ke qruH¦ te=I khe Ke ke he sqI¦ meH ke!lay vex wjVya tne v\are xuHkhuH? marI vat saHwz cetna ke Ke,

ko{ =apI ko{ _=apI, ko{ clatI ko{ raqI.Ok mno meH ko{ n dI@aE, ko{no ko{ niv raqI...mayDI.....5..

marI halt to AevI ={ Ke ke shu ko{ mne potana mtanusar=ape-_=ape Ke. ramanuj Ane vLlwacayR xuâäEtvadI hovane kar epuruØ Ane Ýk<itmaH wed SvIkare Ke. puruØ Ae!le {¬r. {¬rne {CKa=va=I A umaH Ýk<it Ùow =ay Ke. Aem khI bHne iwþ Ke. tem maneKe. cetnmaH [¬rno AHx Ke ma!e ko[ smye puruØne Ane ko{ smyeÝk<itne SvIkare Ke. wedmagR SvIkarnara marI Aek AHxe S=apna kreKe. prHtu maruH sTy Sv$p to teAo smÒ xɘa n=I. KtaH marIS=apna krI. Tyare naiStk mtvaza to maruH _T=apn krI naHqe Ke.AäEt, xuâaäEt ne ivixÚaäEtvadIAoAe mne dUr feHkI dI\I. te e to maruH

AiStTv j rheva dI\uH n=I.AäEtvadI µ mImaHsko xuâaäEtvadI µ xHkracayR Ke.Ùi`kvadI µ baEâ AnuyayIAoAe SvIkayÈ Ke.Aa rIte Ae b\aAe mara VyiktTvnuH _T=apn krI naQyuH Tyare

je wedvadIAo Ke teAo cetnane SvIkare to Ke p` Ýlykaze svRivnax ={ Ôy Ke pKI xuwaxuw kmRfzno wo›a ko`? teAogo!azavazI claVye raqe Ke. Aa rIte wedvadIAoAe mne clavI.

vzI ko{ khe Ke ke cetna Anaid Ke. te {¬rk<t Ke ne {¬rnoAHx Ke. AHx-AHxImaH mzI Ôy Ke. Aa rIte mne raqI ne p` maruH_T=an kyuÅ nhÄ.

cetna sumitne khe Ke ke he maDI¦ Aa rIte huH Anek jGyaAeg{. prHtu ɘaHy Aek mnvaza ke Aekmtvaza meH Ôeya n=I. b\anamt j¡daH Ke. ko{na ivcaro ke xBdnI Aekta n=I. je=I Aa jgtmaHmare ma!e t!S= rhI saco Nyay Aapnar n=I. drekmaH sTy smj`noAwav Ke. Svmt S=apna ma!e F`a Ýyaso =ay Ke. p` prmtsih* utano A=va sTyaHxna SvIkarno Awav ÔevamaH Aave Ke.cetn Aa vatno _pr _pr=I qed kre Ke, p` vStu\mRno SvIkarkrva ke smjva ëDa`maH Ývex krto n=I. shu ko{ potpotanIvat l{ne be@a Ke. AemaH n=I ɘaHy Nyay ke n=I ko{ saÙI.dUrag‡hne kar` he mavDI¦ huH to in*pÙ rhI xkI n=I. AavIAH\a\UH\IwrI iS=itmaH=I huH psar ={ rhI KuH. AhÄ bizya-bizyalDI ræa Ke. temaH marI to xuH iS=it hoy te Aap j kho.

kiv AavI iS=it v RvtaH khe Ke,\aHgo, durblne H # elIje H, #Äge H #Ägo baje.Abla te ikm bolI xkIO, bD joâane raje...mayDI.....6..

jgtmaH xBdnI, xÏnI, hStnI, bahunI, muõInI vgere F`IlDa{Ao hoy Ke jemaH sbz Ane inbRz vCcena yuâmaH to qatrIj hoy Ke ke sbz Òtxe. p` ßyare sbz - sbznuH yuâ =ay TyareÔenarane ivxeØ mÔ Aave Ke. Ae lDa{ Ôeva jevI hoy Ke. kar`

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n=I tem wavivnanI ko{p` iÊya-Anu¤an fzdayI bnta n=I.ko{Ae Alq jgavvane \U I Ýg!avva mne jgaDI, ko{Ae du:qgiwRt vEragI bnI mne Ôg<t krI. p` ko{Ae marI xuâ dxajgaDva mne jgaDI nhÄ.

]I hirwãsUirÒAe kæuH Ke ke:-AatR|yanarVymekH, SyaNmohgwR t=a½prm.sßJan s¢uatH ceit, vEraGyH iƒiv\H Sm<tmŸ..

vEraGy ƒ` Ýkarna Ke. (1) AatR|yan namk (2) mohgiwRt Ane (3) sdŸ&anyu›

vEraGy.vStut: ßyaH su\I xuâ&anpUvRk vEraGy n Aave TyaH su\I vaStivk

law =to n=I. Aa rIte A\kcra vEraGy=I ko{Ae mne jgaDI toko{Ae mne suvravI dI\I. AavuH b\uH krva KtaH marI pit ivrhnIvedna AoKI n ={.

cetna, potanI AHtrvedna sumitne khIne ñdy hzvuH kre Ke.cetnane AevuH lage Ke. ke potanI vat saHwznar Aa jgtmaH ko{Ke qruH¦ te=I khe Ke ke he sqI¦ meH ke!lay vex wjVya tne v\are xuHkhuH? marI vat saHwz cetna ke Ke,

ko{ =apI ko{ _=apI, ko{ clatI ko{ raqI.Ok mno meH ko{ n dI@aE, ko{no ko{ niv raqI...mayDI.....5..

marI halt to AevI ={ Ke ke shu ko{ mne potana mtanusar=ape-_=ape Ke. ramanuj Ane vLlwacayR xuâäEtvadI hovane kar epuruØ Ane Ýk<itmaH wed SvIkare Ke. puruØ Ae!le {¬r. {¬rne {CKa=va=I A umaH Ýk<it Ùow =ay Ke. Aem khI bHne iwþ Ke. tem maneKe. cetnmaH [¬rno AHx Ke ma!e ko[ smye puruØne Ane ko{ smyeÝk<itne SvIkare Ke. wedmagR SvIkarnara marI Aek AHxe S=apna kreKe. prHtu maruH sTy Sv$p to teAo smÒ xɘa n=I. KtaH marIS=apna krI. Tyare naiStk mtvaza to maruH _T=apn krI naHqe Ke.AäEt, xuâaäEt ne ivixÚaäEtvadIAoAe mne dUr feHkI dI\I. te e to maruH

AiStTv j rheva dI\uH n=I.AäEtvadI µ mImaHsko xuâaäEtvadI µ xHkracayR Ke.Ùi`kvadI µ baEâ AnuyayIAoAe SvIkayÈ Ke.Aa rIte Ae b\aAe mara VyiktTvnuH _T=apn krI naQyuH Tyare

je wedvadIAo Ke teAo cetnane SvIkare to Ke p` Ýlykaze svRivnax ={ Ôy Ke pKI xuwaxuw kmRfzno wo›a ko`? teAogo!azavazI claVye raqe Ke. Aa rIte wedvadIAoAe mne clavI.

vzI ko{ khe Ke ke cetna Anaid Ke. te {¬rk<t Ke ne {¬rnoAHx Ke. AHx-AHxImaH mzI Ôy Ke. Aa rIte mne raqI ne p` maruH_T=an kyuÅ nhÄ.

cetna sumitne khe Ke ke he maDI¦ Aa rIte huH Anek jGyaAeg{. prHtu ɘaHy Aek mnvaza ke Aekmtvaza meH Ôeya n=I. b\anamt j¡daH Ke. ko{na ivcaro ke xBdnI Aekta n=I. je=I Aa jgtmaHmare ma!e t!S= rhI saco Nyay Aapnar n=I. drekmaH sTy smj`noAwav Ke. Svmt S=apna ma!e F`a Ýyaso =ay Ke. p` prmtsih* utano A=va sTyaHxna SvIkarno Awav ÔevamaH Aave Ke.cetn Aa vatno _pr _pr=I qed kre Ke, p` vStu\mRno SvIkarkrva ke smjva ëDa`maH Ývex krto n=I. shu ko{ potpotanIvat l{ne be@a Ke. AemaH n=I ɘaHy Nyay ke n=I ko{ saÙI.dUrag‡hne kar` he mavDI¦ huH to in*pÙ rhI xkI n=I. AavIAH\a\UH\IwrI iS=itmaH=I huH psar ={ rhI KuH. AhÄ bizya-bizyalDI ræa Ke. temaH marI to xuH iS=it hoy te Aap j kho.

kiv AavI iS=it v RvtaH khe Ke,\aHgo, durblne H # elIje H, #Äge H #Ägo baje.Abla te ikm bolI xkIO, bD joâane raje...mayDI.....6..

jgtmaH xBdnI, xÏnI, hStnI, bahunI, muõInI vgere F`IlDa{Ao hoy Ke jemaH sbz Ane inbRz vCcena yuâmaH to qatrIj hoy Ke ke sbz Òtxe. p` ßyare sbz - sbznuH yuâ =ay TyareÔenarane ivxeØ mÔ Aave Ke. Ae lDa{ Ôeva jevI hoy Ke. kar`

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pir`am Ô`vanI drekne _Tsukta rhe Ke. rsaksI k{ baj¡ #ze Kete Ôevano AanHd Aave Ke, p` AhÄ to mohraÔ potana Ýbzpirvar Ane mhar=I yoâaAo sa=e bhar Aave Ke. cetnÒ sa=enIAa lDa{ kmnsIbe sbz - inbRznI lDa{ Ke, mohraÔ carkØay, nv nokØay, paHc [iNãyo vgere Ýkarna mhar=IAonuH lXkrl{ne cetn sa=e yuâ krva AaVyo Ke. p` cetn Aevo dubRl Ke ke temaya-mmtane das ={ gyo Ke. ATyare tenI AevI iS=it Ke ke tepotana pirvarnuH nam suâaH wUlI gyo Ke. ATyare tenI AevI iS=itKe ke te potana pirvarnuH nam su|\aH wUlI gyo Ke. Aava sHÔegomaHlDvuH to baj¡ pr ræuH p` Aava mo!a mo!a yoâaAo vCce mara jevIAbza SƒIne bolvuH te p` yoGy n khevay.

cetnmaH AicHTyvIyR Ke. te \are to b\ane Aek Ja!ke _DaDI dep` te potanI xi›no ivcar krto n=I. Are¦ F`I vqt to cetnmar qa{ne Fre Aave Ke. KtaH cetnnI AaHq _FDtI n=I. tenIA&andxanaH fz mare p` wogvvaH pDe Ke.

he maDI¦ huH tne ke!lI vato kruH? mne to hve AavI vatokrvamaH p` xrm Aave Ke. mare Aa vraz ka#vI n Ôe{Ae p`nIkzI Ôy Ke. marI hEyavraz mara hEyamaH smatI n=I. cetnnekar e mare kevaH kevaH kamo krva pDe Ke te saHwzIx to taruH ñdy \‡uÒ_@xe. marI vat saHwz :

je je kI\uH je je kraVyuH, te khetaH huH lajuH,=oDe khe F uH ÝIKo lejo, Fr str naih sajuH...mayDI.....7..

he marI VhalI sqI sumit¦ tne huH marI krm k=nI idlqolIne khI rhI KuH, ivwavne vx ={ne meH kevaH kevaH kayÈ kyaÅ tesaHwz to tarI AaHqomaH p` pa`I AavI Ôy. meH \mRne name ihHsa-jU@uH-corI-pirg‡h, sHcy, mayacar vgere F uH kyuÅ. \nna #gla kyaÅ,kNyadan dI\aH, pIpze tulsIna k˜aramaH pa`I reDyuH, mhamayanet<Pt krva midra pI\I, kailkane sHtoØva bƒIxo cDaVyo. AHibkaneAara\va bokDanuH bildan AaPyuH, xi›ne sHtoØva m> - maHs ne

$i\rnuH pan kyuÅ. prwvmaH {iCKtS=an mze ma!e kaxIAe j{ krvtmukavI. Ýwuna name laqo $ipyanI pe#IAo clavI. guÌpde rhIqo!a _pdex AaPya, AnuyayIAone lUH!˜a, KetyaÅ, Aiwman krIAaDHbr v\ayÈ. yoGyta ivna p\ram`IAo kravI. prwvmaH {iCKtvStuAo mzvanI icõIAo lqI AapI. \mRna A|yÙ bnI AavkmaHihSso maHGyo. ANy\mRnuH Sv$p smߘa vgr temaH rhela sTyaHxnuHAiStTv Ô~ya - ivcayaÅ vgr pr\mRnuH - prtI=RnuH Ane tenaAnuyayIAonI inHda krI.

Aa rIte y=a=R \mRna Sv$pne n AozqI meH F`aH A\mAacr`o kyaÅ Ke. huH marI A\mtanI tne ke!lI vat kruH? AavI vatokrtaH p` mne xrm Aave Ke. ko{Ae mne Ôeg` to ko{Ae mnejity` bnavI Ane temaH huH AevI to Aek ={ g{ htI ke mne lokokhe Ae j sTy lagtuH htuH. bIje sTyna dxRn =taH j nhotaH. AevIto sHkuict ¹iÚ ={ g{ htI. AavaH kamo meH kyaÅ Ane ko{Ae marIpase kraVyaH. ivpirt maNytane kar e huH in*pÙ p` rhI xkI nhÄkar`ke cetnnI ivprItdxanI Kaya mara pr htI.

huH in*pÙ rhevane bdle mtag‡hI bnI be@I htI. AavI marIivicƒ piriS=it htI. !UHkmaH khuH to maruH Fr saj¡ n=I. puruØnI¹iÚAe n g<hH g<himTyahug<Rih`I g<hmuCyte” Fr Ae Fr n=I p`SƒIAe Fr Ke temj SƒInI ¹iÚ=I pit tenuH svRSv hoy tene Frkhevay. je FrmaH sHp, sHg@n, Sneh, Ýem temj pit - pTnI AekbIÔpotana \mRnuH paln kre. FrmaH bIj¡H ko{ FUHsI, toD-foD n krI xketenuH nam Fr. cetna khe Ke mne mara rod`aH rota p` laj Aave Ke.AnuwvIAoAe to Frne tI=R kæuH Ke. tI=R Ae!le pivƒ S=an tI=RßyaH jva=I pivƒ =vay A=va jena=I trI jvay te tI=R. AavatI=RS=anomaH jnaraAo tI=± khevay Ke. cetna khe Ke ke AavatI=±AoAe j mne heran krI dI\I. F`I rqDpÎI kravI. marI AavIvato huH kone kheva Ôë? vzI mne Aem p` smÔvvamaH AaVyuH Keke Fr isvay ANy ɘaHy tI=R n=I. AavI vato krI mne in*pÙ

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pir`am Ô`vanI drekne _Tsukta rhe Ke. rsaksI k{ baj¡ #ze Kete Ôevano AanHd Aave Ke, p` AhÄ to mohraÔ potana Ýbzpirvar Ane mhar=I yoâaAo sa=e bhar Aave Ke. cetnÒ sa=enIAa lDa{ kmnsIbe sbz - inbRznI lDa{ Ke, mohraÔ carkØay, nv nokØay, paHc [iNãyo vgere Ýkarna mhar=IAonuH lXkrl{ne cetn sa=e yuâ krva AaVyo Ke. p` cetn Aevo dubRl Ke ke temaya-mmtane das ={ gyo Ke. ATyare tenI AevI iS=it Ke ke tepotana pirvarnuH nam suâaH wUlI gyo Ke. ATyare tenI AevI iS=itKe ke te potana pirvarnuH nam su|\aH wUlI gyo Ke. Aava sHÔegomaHlDvuH to baj¡ pr ræuH p` Aava mo!a mo!a yoâaAo vCce mara jevIAbza SƒIne bolvuH te p` yoGy n khevay.

cetnmaH AicHTyvIyR Ke. te \are to b\ane Aek Ja!ke _DaDI dep` te potanI xi›no ivcar krto n=I. Are¦ F`I vqt to cetnmar qa{ne Fre Aave Ke. KtaH cetnnI AaHq _FDtI n=I. tenIA&andxanaH fz mare p` wogvvaH pDe Ke.

he maDI¦ huH tne ke!lI vato kruH? mne to hve AavI vatokrvamaH p` xrm Aave Ke. mare Aa vraz ka#vI n Ôe{Ae p`nIkzI Ôy Ke. marI hEyavraz mara hEyamaH smatI n=I. cetnnekar e mare kevaH kevaH kamo krva pDe Ke te saHwzIx to taruH ñdy \‡uÒ_@xe. marI vat saHwz :

je je kI\uH je je kraVyuH, te khetaH huH lajuH,=oDe khe F uH ÝIKo lejo, Fr str naih sajuH...mayDI.....7..

he marI VhalI sqI sumit¦ tne huH marI krm k=nI idlqolIne khI rhI KuH, ivwavne vx ={ne meH kevaH kevaH kayÈ kyaÅ tesaHwz to tarI AaHqomaH p` pa`I AavI Ôy. meH \mRne name ihHsa-jU@uH-corI-pirg‡h, sHcy, mayacar vgere F uH kyuÅ. \nna #gla kyaÅ,kNyadan dI\aH, pIpze tulsIna k˜aramaH pa`I reDyuH, mhamayanet<Pt krva midra pI\I, kailkane sHtoØva bƒIxo cDaVyo. AHibkaneAara\va bokDanuH bildan AaPyuH, xi›ne sHtoØva m> - maHs ne

$i\rnuH pan kyuÅ. prwvmaH {iCKtS=an mze ma!e kaxIAe j{ krvtmukavI. Ýwuna name laqo $ipyanI pe#IAo clavI. guÌpde rhIqo!a _pdex AaPya, AnuyayIAone lUH!˜a, KetyaÅ, Aiwman krIAaDHbr v\ayÈ. yoGyta ivna p\ram`IAo kravI. prwvmaH {iCKtvStuAo mzvanI icõIAo lqI AapI. \mRna A|yÙ bnI AavkmaHihSso maHGyo. ANy\mRnuH Sv$p smߘa vgr temaH rhela sTyaHxnuHAiStTv Ô~ya - ivcayaÅ vgr pr\mRnuH - prtI=RnuH Ane tenaAnuyayIAonI inHda krI.

Aa rIte y=a=R \mRna Sv$pne n AozqI meH F`aH A\mAacr`o kyaÅ Ke. huH marI A\mtanI tne ke!lI vat kruH? AavI vatokrtaH p` mne xrm Aave Ke. ko{Ae mne Ôeg` to ko{Ae mnejity` bnavI Ane temaH huH AevI to Aek ={ g{ htI ke mne lokokhe Ae j sTy lagtuH htuH. bIje sTyna dxRn =taH j nhotaH. AevIto sHkuict ¹iÚ ={ g{ htI. AavaH kamo meH kyaÅ Ane ko{Ae marIpase kraVyaH. ivpirt maNytane kar e huH in*pÙ p` rhI xkI nhÄkar`ke cetnnI ivprItdxanI Kaya mara pr htI.

huH in*pÙ rhevane bdle mtag‡hI bnI be@I htI. AavI marIivicƒ piriS=it htI. !UHkmaH khuH to maruH Fr saj¡ n=I. puruØnI¹iÚAe n g<hH g<himTyahug<Rih`I g<hmuCyte” Fr Ae Fr n=I p`SƒIAe Fr Ke temj SƒInI ¹iÚ=I pit tenuH svRSv hoy tene Frkhevay. je FrmaH sHp, sHg@n, Sneh, Ýem temj pit - pTnI AekbIÔpotana \mRnuH paln kre. FrmaH bIj¡H ko{ FUHsI, toD-foD n krI xketenuH nam Fr. cetna khe Ke mne mara rod`aH rota p` laj Aave Ke.AnuwvIAoAe to Frne tI=R kæuH Ke. tI=R Ae!le pivƒ S=an tI=RßyaH jva=I pivƒ =vay A=va jena=I trI jvay te tI=R. AavatI=RS=anomaH jnaraAo tI=± khevay Ke. cetna khe Ke ke AavatI=±AoAe j mne heran krI dI\I. F`I rqDpÎI kravI. marI AavIvato huH kone kheva Ôë? vzI mne Aem p` smÔvvamaH AaVyuH Keke Fr isvay ANy ɘaHy tI=R n=I. AavI vato krI mne in*pÙ

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rheva dI\I n=I. kiv Aa pdnI KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,AapvItI kheta rIsave, tehsuH jor n cale.AanHdFn baHhDI Jale, bajI sFlI pale...mayDI.....8..

;cetna khe Ke ke he maDI¦ mare je kÚ wogvva pDe Ke ne jedu:qI ={ rhI KuH tenI vato mara SvamIne krva Ôë to te mara _prguSse ={ Ôy Ke. AanHdFn Ýwu mne Ôe &an ne iÊyano AnekaHtmagR smÔve Ane cetn p` te smÒ Ôy to pKI mare ko{ icHtan rhe. te smje to mne p` smÔ{ Ôy. ATyare to te lokÝvahmaHqeHca{ ræo Ke. ko{ &anmag± Ke to vzI ko{ iÊyamagIR Ke. ÔeAekaHtmagR KoDI AnekaNt magR pkDvamaH Aave to mui› ha=veHtmaHj Ke. AekaHtmagR to rqDpÎI j Ke.

vzI F`a to ;svR \mR sman' ne saco A=R smßya vgrb\a j \mRmaH AihHsa, sTy, AcaErI, b‡ïcyR [TyaidnI j vato Kete=I b\a j \mR sman Ke tevI maNyta Anusar, mtanusar vteR Ke.p` ;K' Ae ãVymaH=I je Òv ãVy Ke tena b\aH j \mR-gu -lÙ`sman Ke, je pudŸglaiStkay ãVy Ke te b\ana j \mR sman Ke, tevIrIte bIÔ car ãVyna p` \mR sman Ke tem Ô`ta n=I AneivprItdxamaH, ivwavdxamaH cetn FsDay Ke Ane mne na KU!keFsDavuH pDe Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH F`I maimRk vato krI Ke. AavI j vato ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaje krI Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaHtI=RdxRnona in*pÙp`anI vato krI Ke. icdanHdÒ Aa|yaiTmkin*pÙp`anI vat kre Ke. to ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj saheb ;yxivlas' maH khe Ke,

Ab meH saco saihb payo.pÙpat to prsu H hove, rag \rt hu H gunko.. Ab...wav Aek h E sb &anI ko, murq wed n pave,Apno saihb Ôe phcano, so ;jx' lIba pave... Ab

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke ke mne to saco saheb mzI

gyo Ke. maro na= pÙpat riht Ke. pÙpat parka sa=e =ay p`maro saihb to gu`anuragI Ke. vzI maro saheb Aek wav\arI Ke.drek pase Aa saihb Ke p` tene tenI Aozqa` =vI Ôe{Ae. je`epotana sahebne AozqI lI\o Ke te to moÙ pame Ke. y=a=R¹iÚ=IÔetaH &anno wed Aozqay Ke, vat Anek p` tÀv Aek Ke.

]I icdanHdÒ lqe Ke,baæ iÊya k're kp! kezve, ifrke mhHt khave,pÙpat kbhuH niv KoDe, _nkuH kugit bolave....

jb lge smta Ù uH nih Aave,

kp!mu› baæ Aacr`o A=va iÊyaAo krvamaH Aave p`pÙpatno Tyag n =ay to mui› ɘaH=I mze? Are dugRit j mze.

&anivmlsuirÒ p` khe Ke,jgguÌ inrpÙ ko n idqay, inrpq.....Apno Apno h# shu ta`e, kEse mel imlay...ved, purana sbhI =ake, terI kvn clay... jgguÌ......

potanI Ôtne jgtguÌ khevravavazap` in*pÙ deqatan=I. shu ko{ pot potana mt A=va h@ Ýma e vteR Ke. Aam krtaHtarI sa=e mez kem bese.?

]I &ananHdÒ khe Ke,

sb jg inj guÌta k e kar`, mdgj _pr @ay,Gyan, |yan kKu Ône nih, pote \mR btay.. jgguÌcar cor iml mulkne lUH!˜o, nih koy n<p idqlay,iknke Aagz Ôy pukare, AH\o AH\ play... jgguÌ

jgtna manvo potanI guÌtane kar e mdoNm¿ bnI be@aKe. \mR \urH\ro vaStivk &an, |yan Ô`ta n=I. je=I Êo\aid carcor AavI xaHit sam‡aj˜ ÒtI le Ke. ñdynI Aa vedna kone j{nekhevI. AaquH iv¬ AH\anukr` krI ræuH Ke.

Aajna \mRnetaAo t=a tena AnuyayIAo AavI dynIy dxamaHÒvI ræa Ke. he Ýwu¦ tuH to dyasagr Ko. tuH hve maro ha= Jal Ane

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rheva dI\I n=I. kiv Aa pdnI KeLlI kDImaH khe Ke,AapvItI kheta rIsave, tehsuH jor n cale.AanHdFn baHhDI Jale, bajI sFlI pale...mayDI.....8..

;cetna khe Ke ke he maDI¦ mare je kÚ wogvva pDe Ke ne jedu:qI ={ rhI KuH tenI vato mara SvamIne krva Ôë to te mara _prguSse ={ Ôy Ke. AanHdFn Ýwu mne Ôe &an ne iÊyano AnekaHtmagR smÔve Ane cetn p` te smÒ Ôy to pKI mare ko{ icHtan rhe. te smje to mne p` smÔ{ Ôy. ATyare to te lokÝvahmaHqeHca{ ræo Ke. ko{ &anmag± Ke to vzI ko{ iÊyamagIR Ke. ÔeAekaHtmagR KoDI AnekaNt magR pkDvamaH Aave to mui› ha=veHtmaHj Ke. AekaHtmagR to rqDpÎI j Ke.

vzI F`a to ;svR \mR sman' ne saco A=R smßya vgrb\a j \mRmaH AihHsa, sTy, AcaErI, b‡ïcyR [TyaidnI j vato Kete=I b\a j \mR sman Ke tevI maNyta Anusar, mtanusar vteR Ke.p` ;K' Ae ãVymaH=I je Òv ãVy Ke tena b\aH j \mR-gu -lÙ`sman Ke, je pudŸglaiStkay ãVy Ke te b\ana j \mR sman Ke, tevIrIte bIÔ car ãVyna p` \mR sman Ke tem Ô`ta n=I AneivprItdxamaH, ivwavdxamaH cetn FsDay Ke Ane mne na KU!keFsDavuH pDe Ke.

kivAe Aa pdmaH F`I maimRk vato krI Ke. AavI j vato ]IyxoivjyÒ mharaje krI Ke. ]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje Aa pdmaHtI=RdxRnona in*pÙp`anI vato krI Ke. icdanHdÒ Aa|yaiTmkin*pÙp`anI vat kre Ke. to ]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj saheb ;yxivlas' maH khe Ke,

Ab meH saco saihb payo.pÙpat to prsu H hove, rag \rt hu H gunko.. Ab...wav Aek h E sb &anI ko, murq wed n pave,Apno saihb Ôe phcano, so ;jx' lIba pave... Ab

]I yxoivjyÒ mharaj khe Ke ke mne to saco saheb mzI

gyo Ke. maro na= pÙpat riht Ke. pÙpat parka sa=e =ay p`maro saihb to gu anuragI Ke. vzI maro saheb Aek wav\arI Ke.drek pase Aa saihb Ke p` tene tenI Aozqa` =vI Ôe{Ae. je epotana sahebne AozqI lI\o Ke te to moÙ pame Ke. y=a=R¹iÚ=IÔetaH &anno wed Aozqay Ke, vat Anek p` tÀv Aek Ke.

]I icdanHdÒ lqe Ke,baæ iÊya k're kp! kezve, ifrke mhHt khave,pÙpat kbhuH niv KoDe, _nkuH kugit bolave....

jb lge smta Ù uH nih Aave,

kp!mu› baæ Aacr`o A=va iÊyaAo krvamaH Aave p`pÙpatno Tyag n =ay to mui› ɘaH=I mze? Are dugRit j mze.

&anivmlsuirÒ p` khe Ke,jgguÌ inrpÙ ko n idqay, inrpq.....Apno Apno h# shu ta`e, kEse mel imlay...ved, purana sbhI =ake, terI kvn clay... jgguÌ......

potanI Ôtne jgtguÌ khevravavazap` in*pÙ deqatan=I. shu ko{ pot potana mt A=va h@ Ýma e vteR Ke. Aam krtaHtarI sa=e mez kem bese.?

]I &ananHdÒ khe Ke,

sb jg inj guÌta k e kar`, mdgj _pr @ay,Gyan, |yan kKu Ône nih, pote \mR btay.. jgguÌcar cor iml mulkne lUH!˜o, nih koy n<p idqlay,iknke Aagz Ôy pukare, AH\o AH\ play... jgguÌ

jgtna manvo potanI guÌtane kar e mdoNm¿ bnI be@aKe. \mR \urH\ro vaStivk &an, |yan Ô`ta n=I. je=I Êo\aid carcor AavI xaHit sam‡aj˜ ÒtI le Ke. ñdynI Aa vedna kone j{nekhevI. AaquH iv¬ AH\anukr` krI ræuH Ke.

Aajna \mRnetaAo t=a tena AnuyayIAo AavI dynIy dxamaHÒvI ræa Ke. he Ýwu¦ tuH to dyasagr Ko. tuH hve maro ha= Jal Ane

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Aa du:qnI gtaRmaH=I _garIne marI navDI par étar. marI baÒ tuHsHwazI le, to AvzI baÒ svzI ={ jxe. he Ýwu¦ p\arone baÒsu\aro¦

AanHdFn Ýwu ha= pkDe Ae Aa pdnuH rhSy Ke.cetna ßyaH su\I AxuâdxamaH Ke TyaH su\I tene sumit ma!e man

Ke. pote gme te!lI Axuâ hova KtaH potanI vaStivkdxane Ô`tIhova=I Aa pdmaH te e sumitne ;mayDI' khel Ke.

cetnnI Axuâdxa te cetnanI Axuiâ Ke. mUz Sv$pe bHne xuâKe. Ae dxane p` Ô e Ke. p` pyaRynI Axuiâne kar e te du:qI Ke.cetn t=a cetnana ma|ym=I kivAe vtRman iS=it pr ÝkaxpaDyo Ke. drek \mRmaH caltI AH\a\UH\Ine teAo]IAe qozI qozIne¹iÚ smÙ raqI Ke. \mR qo!o n=I, \mR tÀvmaH ko{ frk n=I. frkKe maNytamaH.

kivAe Aa pdmaH nGn sTy kæuH Ke. mt, dxRn Ane tI=ÈnuHrhSyodŸFa!n krI kiv btavva maHge Ke ke prmt sih* uta Aitj$rI Ke. AavI suHdr rhSyaTmk vato krI kivAe gCKpH=maH sDanuHAoprexn krI sDo dUr krva Ýyas kyÈ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aam to Ô e potana jmananuH vaStivkicƒ v RVyuH Ke p` vStut: AavI ivØm, ivicƒ iS=it to \mR Ane_pasnana Ùeƒe Anaidkaz=I calI Aave Ke.

kivAe Aa vaStivk icƒ pUrI t!S=ta=I doyuÅ Ke. AnuÝasyu› y=a=R AaEicTypU R xBdona ly sa=e kivAe Aa pdne AevuHA=RgaHwIyR AaPyuH Ke ke Ôe wav xaHt ic¿e ivcarvamaH Aave to A=Rbrabr smÒne Aeno AaSvad kre to kivna mmRne brabr pkD˜aivna n rhe.

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“kHcn vr`o nah re”

yogI]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje cetna t=a cetnna vataRlapäara cetnnuH xuâ Sv$p Aa pdmaH j`aVyuH Ke. cetna pit ivyogeATyHt du:qI Ke. te potana du:qnI kha`I sumitne sHwzavI rhI Ke.svRjnna ñdyne Spx± Ôy tevI F`I j _¿m Ane rhSywrI vatokivAe pd saihTy äara lokonI Aagz rjU krI Ke. dEink ÒvnnIvatone Aa!lI êcI wUimka pr l{ j{ kivAe potanI _CcdxanaHp` dxRn kraVyaH Ke. ;sor@I rag' maH kiv Aa pdmaH khe Ke,

kHcn vr`o nah re, mone ko{ melavo,AHjn req n AaHqDI wave, mHjn ixr pDo dah re...mone.....

cetn, sumitne iv&iPt kre Ke ke te pit imln ma!e F`aH paseg{, b\ane vat krI p` hj¡ kaH{ pir`am AaVyuH n=I. vzI b\ein*pÙ rheva m=I rhI Ke p` tenuH kaH{ caltuH n=I. cetna khe Ke kemara pit to xuâ suv R jeva mlriht Ke. mare tene mzvuH Ke. tenaivrhe to mne AaHqomaH AHjn AaHjvuH p` gmtuH n=I. xrIrmaHivrhdah Aevo laGyo Ke ke Snan krva=I xrIrnI grmI xaHt =vanebdle te v\are dJaDe Ke. hve mne xarIirk ko{ kammaH rs ræo n=I.Snan krvuH. vÏo phervaH ke x<Hgar krvo mne Ae b\uH j AiÝy lageKe. ßyare sItanuH Aphr` kyuÅ Tyare rame je ivrh AnuwVyo hto teshu Ô e Ke. rame jHglnaH pxu-pÙIne j nih, Are¦ JaD, pan, fz,fUlne p` pUKyuH htuH ke ko{Ae sItane Ôe{ Ke? ram ;sIte' krtaH carebaj¡ frta htaH. AhÄ cetna p` AavI j iS=it AnuwvI rhI Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnne kHcn vr`o kæo Ke Ae!le jem suv R xuâ Ketem cetn Svwave to xuâ j Ke. tena AaTmãVynuH Sv$p ƒ` kazmaHp` frtuH n=I. AaTmSvamInI AaHqmaH AHjnnI reqa n=I. temnIAaHqonuH tej p` j¡daH j ÝkarnuH Ke. tenI AaHqo vDe svR vStu Ôe{

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Aa du:qnI gtaRmaH=I _garIne marI navDI par étar. marI baÒ tuHsHwazI le, to AvzI baÒ svzI ={ jxe. he Ýwu¦ p\arone baÒsu\aro¦

AanHdFn Ýwu ha= pkDe Ae Aa pdnuH rhSy Ke.cetna ßyaH su\I AxuâdxamaH Ke TyaH su\I tene sumit ma!e man

Ke. pote gme te!lI Axuâ hova KtaH potanI vaStivkdxane Ô`tIhova=I Aa pdmaH te e sumitne ;mayDI' khel Ke.

cetnnI Axuâdxa te cetnanI Axuiâ Ke. mUz Sv$pe bHne xuâKe. Ae dxane p` Ô e Ke. p` pyaRynI Axuiâne kar e te du:qI Ke.cetn t=a cetnana ma|ym=I kivAe vtRman iS=it pr ÝkaxpaDyo Ke. drek \mRmaH caltI AH\a\UH\Ine teAo]IAe qozI qozIne¹iÚ smÙ raqI Ke. \mR qo!o n=I, \mR tÀvmaH ko{ frk n=I. frkKe maNytamaH.

kivAe Aa pdmaH nGn sTy kæuH Ke. mt, dxRn Ane tI=ÈnuHrhSyodŸFa!n krI kiv btavva maHge Ke ke prmt sih* uta Aitj$rI Ke. AavI suHdr rhSyaTmk vato krI kivAe gCKpH=maH sDanuHAoprexn krI sDo dUr krva Ýyas kyÈ Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aam to Ô e potana jmananuH vaStivkicƒ v RVyuH Ke p` vStut: AavI ivØm, ivicƒ iS=it to \mR Ane_pasnana Ùeƒe Anaidkaz=I calI Aave Ke.

kivAe Aa vaStivk icƒ pUrI t!S=ta=I doyuÅ Ke. AnuÝasyu› y=a=R AaEicTypU R xBdona ly sa=e kivAe Aa pdne AevuHA=RgaHwIyR AaPyuH Ke ke Ôe wav xaHt ic¿e ivcarvamaH Aave to A=Rbrabr smÒne Aeno AaSvad kre to kivna mmRne brabr pkD˜aivna n rhe.

pd-49

“kHcn vr`o nah re”

yogI]I AanHdFnÒ mharaje cetna t=a cetnna vataRlapäara cetnnuH xuâ Sv$p Aa pdmaH j`aVyuH Ke. cetna pit ivyogeATyHt du:qI Ke. te potana du:qnI kha`I sumitne sHwzavI rhI Ke.svRjnna ñdyne Spx± Ôy tevI F`I j _¿m Ane rhSywrI vatokivAe pd saihTy äara lokonI Aagz rjU krI Ke. dEink ÒvnnIvatone Aa!lI êcI wUimka pr l{ j{ kivAe potanI _CcdxanaHp` dxRn kraVyaH Ke. ;sor@I rag' maH kiv Aa pdmaH khe Ke,

kHcn vr`o nah re, mone ko{ melavo,AHjn req n AaHqDI wave, mHjn ixr pDo dah re...mone.....

cetn, sumitne iv&iPt kre Ke ke te pit imln ma!e F`aH paseg{, b\ane vat krI p` hj¡ kaH{ pir`am AaVyuH n=I. vzI b\ein*pÙ rheva m=I rhI Ke p` tenuH kaH{ caltuH n=I. cetna khe Ke kemara pit to xuâ suv R jeva mlriht Ke. mare tene mzvuH Ke. tenaivrhe to mne AaHqomaH AHjn AaHjvuH p` gmtuH n=I. xrIrmaHivrhdah Aevo laGyo Ke ke Snan krva=I xrIrnI grmI xaHt =vanebdle te v\are dJaDe Ke. hve mne xarIirk ko{ kammaH rs ræo n=I.Snan krvuH. vÏo phervaH ke x<Hgar krvo mne Ae b\uH j AiÝy lageKe. ßyare sItanuH Aphr` kyuÅ Tyare rame je ivrh AnuwVyo hto teshu Ô e Ke. rame jHglnaH pxu-pÙIne j nih, Are¦ JaD, pan, fz,fUlne p` pUKyuH htuH ke ko{Ae sItane Ôe{ Ke? ram ;sIte' krtaH carebaj¡ frta htaH. AhÄ cetna p` AavI j iS=it AnuwvI rhI Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnne kHcn vr`o kæo Ke Ae!le jem suv R xuâ Ketem cetn Svwave to xuâ j Ke. tena AaTmãVynuH Sv$p ƒ` kazmaHp` frtuH n=I. AaTmSvamInI AaHqmaH AHjnnI reqa n=I. temnIAaHqonuH tej p` j¡daH j ÝkarnuH Ke. tenI AaHqo vDe svR vStu Ôe{

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xkay Ke p` maya - mmtana yoge te miln j`ay Ke. jem jemrag-äeØnI pir`it mHd =tI Ôy Ke tem tem cetnSvamInuH tejÝg!tuH Ôy Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke he \mR|yan t=a xuÉl|yan¦pitne |yanmaH l{ Aavo. he mhav‡to¦ ym - inym Aaidk=I pitneivxuâ krI mne pit sa=e besaDo. he Ùaiyk sMykŸTv¦ tuH mara pitneAhÄ FsDI lav. Aa rIte je mze te drekne cetna iv&iPt kre Ke. hesqI¦ cetn ivna &annI vato ke &anno _pdex mne jra p` ructon=I. ]I moÙmagRmaH Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ane pKI sMyG&an kæuH Ke.jem ke sMygŸdxRn &an cairƒa`I moÙmagR: ma!e cetna khe Ke kemne &annI reqa je!lI vato p` psHd n=I. kar`ke te F uH krInenIce paDvanuH kam kre Ke to ko{ vqt &annI vato xu*k&anIbnavI de Ke. ma!e svR Ý=m cetnnuH imln =ay to mne xaHit =ay.]I icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

Ôxu Ô{ pUKIAe to te ApnI ApnI gave, marg saca ko_btave? jenI pase j{ne pUKuH KuH te b\aH pot-potanI vato kre Ke.maro ko{ ivcar krtuH n=I. \mRna vaDamaH loko bH\a{ gya Ke.

ßyare wrt cÊvt±ne cÊrTnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke Tyare Aek baj¡iriâ Ýaº =ay Ke to bIÒ baj¡ wgvan %Øwdev vinta ngrImaHp\ayaR Ke. smvsr` rcayuH Ke. bHne baj¡ lawnuH kar` hova KtaHraÔ in Ry kre Ke ke phelaH Ýwuna dxRn pKI sHsarna lawnI vat.Aa rIte cetna p` cetnna imlnna lawne JHqe Ke.

kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,ko{ sy` ja e pr mnnI, bedn ivrh A=aO=r =r dehDI \‡uje mahrI, ijm vanr wrmah re...maene.....2..

cetna khe Ke ke he sqI¦ mara mnmaH A=ag vedna Ke. te ko`Ô`I xke? je ko{ Svjn hoy, bIÔna mnne parqvanI jenI pasekza hoy te parkana mnnI vat Ô`I xke Ke. prHtu marI dxaÔ`nara ko{ n=I. ivrhvedna=I maruH xrIr to \‡uÒ ræuH Ke p` marIAa dxane Ô`nar t=a Ôenar ko` Ke?

jgtmaH F`a Òvo Aeva Ke ke je im+yaTvna ga# AH\karmaHpD˜a Ke. tene bIÔnI dxa t=a tena AHtrmn su\I phÇcvanI kzan=I. F`a loko &anavr`IykmRna ÙyopÙm=I bIÔnI waØa äarake Vyvhar vDe ivcarone Ô`I xke Ke. to vzI ko{ Aeva manv hoyKe ke khe kaH{ Ane kre kaH{, khevt Ke ke “muqmeH ram, bglmeH KUrI”pe!maH katr raqI \aimRktano #Çg krnara lokono Aa duinyamaHto!o n=I. A&anI loko AemaH j pU Rta mane Ke. AavI baædxamaHkdI p` xuâcetna t=a cetnno sHyog =to n=I te=I cetnaneA=ag ivrhvedna =ay Ke. prHtu cetn - cetnana sHbH\=I A& ÒvocetnanI pIDane ɘaH=I Ô`I xke? to p` cetnna Sv$pne smjnaraAne AaTmSv$pna l"yvaza je ko{ Svjn, &anIjn Ke te jcetnanI Aa dxane Ô`I xke Ke saca &anIjno bhu AoKa mze.k<iƒm \imR¤ lokonaH te Svjn, sgaH ke sßjn n=I. Aa ƒ ey A=Rma!e kivAe “sy`” xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

\mRna name #ÇgI lokone Ôe{ne, \mRna bhana nIce SvKHdnepoØnara lokone Ôe{ne cetna khe Ke ke maruH xrIr to =r=r \‡Uje Ke.kar`ke cetn to ßyaH TyaH rqDe Ke. Aag‡hI guÌAonI kp!ÔzmaHfsa[ kumageR p` cale Ke. vzI maya mmtana pirvarmaH teAoAas› bnI Ôy Ke. cetnnI AavI dxa Ôe{ne temj AaTmSvamInoÝem qreqr mara mnnI ivicƒdxa kre Ke. SvamIna ivrh=I AnetemnaH ATyHt Smr`=I marI dehlta =r=r kHpe Ke. jem “mkredaÌ H xotmŸ” ko{ vaHdro w‡imt =yo hoy ne te vaHdrana !ozamaH=IKU!o pDI gyo hoy te jem =r =r kHpe Ke tem huH p` AaTmpitnaivyoge =r=r \‡Uj¡H KuH. cetna khe Ke ke cetn SvyH du:qI Ke Ane bIÔnep` du:qI kre Ke.

te=I j cetna, ÝStut pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,deh n geh n neh n reh n, wave n duhDa gah,AanHdFn vhalo baHhDI saih, inxidn \ÌÅ _Kah re...mone.....3..

cetna khe Ke ke cetn ivna mne Fr, xrIr ke sHbH\IAona

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xkay Ke p` maya - mmtana yoge te miln j`ay Ke. jem jemrag-äeØnI pir`it mHd =tI Ôy Ke tem tem cetnSvamInuH tejÝg!tuH Ôy Ke. te=I cetna khe Ke ke he \mR|yan t=a xuÉl|yan¦pitne |yanmaH l{ Aavo. he mhav‡to¦ ym - inym Aaidk=I pitneivxuâ krI mne pit sa=e besaDo. he Ùaiyk sMykŸTv¦ tuH mara pitneAhÄ FsDI lav. Aa rIte je mze te drekne cetna iv&iPt kre Ke. hesqI¦ cetn ivna &annI vato ke &anno _pdex mne jra p` ructon=I. ]I moÙmagRmaH Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ane pKI sMyG&an kæuH Ke.jem ke sMygŸdxRn &an cairƒa`I moÙmagR: ma!e cetna khe Ke kemne &annI reqa je!lI vato p` psHd n=I. kar`ke te F uH krInenIce paDvanuH kam kre Ke to ko{ vqt &annI vato xu*k&anIbnavI de Ke. ma!e svR Ý=m cetnnuH imln =ay to mne xaHit =ay.]I icdanHdÒ mharaj khe Ke,

Ôxu Ô{ pUKIAe to te ApnI ApnI gave, marg saca ko_btave? jenI pase j{ne pUKuH KuH te b\aH pot-potanI vato kre Ke.maro ko{ ivcar krtuH n=I. \mRna vaDamaH loko bH\a{ gya Ke.

ßyare wrt cÊvt±ne cÊrTnnI Ýaiº =ay Ke Tyare Aek baj¡iriâ Ýaº =ay Ke to bIÒ baj¡ wgvan %Øwdev vinta ngrImaHp\ayaR Ke. smvsr` rcayuH Ke. bHne baj¡ lawnuH kar` hova KtaHraÔ in Ry kre Ke ke phelaH Ýwuna dxRn pKI sHsarna lawnI vat.Aa rIte cetna p` cetnna imlnna lawne JHqe Ke.

kiv bIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,ko{ sy` ja e pr mnnI, bedn ivrh A=aO=r =r dehDI \‡uje mahrI, ijm vanr wrmah re...maene.....2..

cetna khe Ke ke he sqI¦ mara mnmaH A=ag vedna Ke. te ko`Ô`I xke? je ko{ Svjn hoy, bIÔna mnne parqvanI jenI pasekza hoy te parkana mnnI vat Ô`I xke Ke. prHtu marI dxaÔ`nara ko{ n=I. ivrhvedna=I maruH xrIr to \‡uÒ ræuH Ke p` marIAa dxane Ô`nar t=a Ôenar ko` Ke?

jgtmaH F`a Òvo Aeva Ke ke je im+yaTvna ga# AH\karmaHpD˜a Ke. tene bIÔnI dxa t=a tena AHtrmn su\I phÇcvanI kzan=I. F`a loko &anavr`IykmRna ÙyopÙm=I bIÔnI waØa äarake Vyvhar vDe ivcarone Ô`I xke Ke. to vzI ko{ Aeva manv hoyKe ke khe kaH{ Ane kre kaH{, khevt Ke ke “muqmeH ram, bglmeH KUrI”pe!maH katr raqI \aimRktano #Çg krnara lokono Aa duinyamaHto!o n=I. A&anI loko AemaH j pU Rta mane Ke. AavI baædxamaHkdI p` xuâcetna t=a cetnno sHyog =to n=I te=I cetnaneA=ag ivrhvedna =ay Ke. prHtu cetn - cetnana sHbH\=I A& ÒvocetnanI pIDane ɘaH=I Ô`I xke? to p` cetnna Sv$pne smjnaraAne AaTmSv$pna l"yvaza je ko{ Svjn, &anIjn Ke te jcetnanI Aa dxane Ô`I xke Ke saca &anIjno bhu AoKa mze.k<iƒm \imR¤ lokonaH te Svjn, sgaH ke sßjn n=I. Aa ƒ ey A=Rma!e kivAe “sy`” xBdno Ýyog kyÈ Ke.

\mRna name #ÇgI lokone Ôe{ne, \mRna bhana nIce SvKHdnepoØnara lokone Ôe{ne cetna khe Ke ke maruH xrIr to =r=r \‡Uje Ke.kar`ke cetn to ßyaH TyaH rqDe Ke. Aag‡hI guÌAonI kp!ÔzmaHfsa[ kumageR p` cale Ke. vzI maya mmtana pirvarmaH teAoAas› bnI Ôy Ke. cetnnI AavI dxa Ôe{ne temj AaTmSvamInoÝem qreqr mara mnnI ivicƒdxa kre Ke. SvamIna ivrh=I AnetemnaH ATyHt Smr`=I marI dehlta =r=r kHpe Ke. jem “mkredaÌ H xotmŸ” ko{ vaHdro w‡imt =yo hoy ne te vaHdrana !ozamaH=IKU!o pDI gyo hoy te jem =r =r kHpe Ke tem huH p` AaTmpitnaivyoge =r=r \‡Uj¡H KuH. cetna khe Ke ke cetn SvyH du:qI Ke Ane bIÔnep` du:qI kre Ke.

te=I j cetna, ÝStut pdnI ƒIÒ kDImaH khe Ke,deh n geh n neh n reh n, wave n duhDa gah,AanHdFn vhalo baHhDI saih, inxidn \ÌÅ _Kah re...mone.....3..

cetna khe Ke ke cetn ivna mne Fr, xrIr ke sHbH\IAona

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sHbH\o raqva p` gmtaH n=I. hve mara=I gm p` qvato n=I.gm qavI ki@n lage Ke. kar`ke Aaj su\I reh pItI rhI to cetnna=Aa!la Aagz nIkzI gya. Aa du:qno DuHgr mara=I _pDto n=I.cetnane hve potanuH S=Ul xrIr gmtuH n=I. duinyano S=Ul SnehkaH!anI mafk qUHce Ke.

loko \mRna name im+yaTvno felavo krI ræa Ke. im+yaAag‡hIloko huH khuH te sacuH, bIÔnuH b\uH tdŸn qo!uH, AavuH manI te potanaxrIrmaH p` smatI n=I. F`a lokonI AavI iS=it ÔevamaH Aave Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ maro ha= JalI mne _gareto huH Aa piriS=itmaH=I mu› bnuH. cetn potana xuâ Sv$pneAozqe Ane im+yaTv=I dUr rhe to maramaH Anero _Tsah Aave.cetn paEdŸgilk dxamaH Ke. te=I \mR kayRmaH rs Aavto n=I. wog-ivlas, \n-vEwvmaH Ao\sH&a=I \mR kayR krva=I rsnI jmav!=tI n=I p` Ôe AaTmSv$pnuH l"y bH\ay to wogkayRmaH ivrstaAave. pir`ame tene sdŸvtRnmaH t=a AaTmgu omaH rs Aave. pKI tote ivxuâmagRnaH sa\n \mÈ kre Ke. AavaH kayR krvamaH tene Ae!lob\o _Tsah Aave Ke ke samaNy¹iÚvazane Aevo _Tsah AavvodulRw to xuH Axɘ Ke. ÒvnI ßyare AavI dxa Aave Ke TyareAanHdFn Ýwu ha= pkDe Ke. sa|ynuH inrHtr l"y raqI ¹# mnobz=IAaTm ivcar`a krva Aa pdmaH kivAe sUcn kyuÅ Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH cetnna ma|ym=I lok Ôg<itkrva Ýyas kyÈ Ke. smajmaH calelI AH\a\UH\I t=a AaDHbro _pr¹# Ýhar kyÈ Ke. AaTma=±Ao Aava AaDHbro=I mu› rhI _dasInrhe Ke. jem nanuH bazk A=va gay ke bkrInuH bCcuH tenI ;ma' =I KU!uHpDI Ôy Ane pKI ;ma' mztaH AanHd =ay Ke tem cetnane AanHdFnSvamI Sv$pI Ýwu Ýaº =taH te potanI Ôtne k<tk<Ty mane Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH ivrih`I cetnanI _i› v RvIKe. ivrih`InI Vy=a to ivrih`I j Ô e. pit ivrhmaH ivrih`IneFrmaH ke bharmaH kxuH gmtuH n=I. tene x`gar sjva gmta n=I.

tenI kaya krmava lage Ke. tenI dehDI =r=r \‡Ujva lage Ke. idvs-rat teno tlsa! tena iÝytm ma!e hoy Ke. sMyGdxRn phelaHnIÒvnI AavI j dxa hoy Ke. kivAe Ae dxanuH sco! v`Rn Aa pdmaHkyuÅ Ke.

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sHbH\o raqva p` gmtaH n=I. hve mara=I gm p` qvato n=I.gm qavI ki@n lage Ke. kar`ke Aaj su\I reh pItI rhI to cetnna=Aa!la Aagz nIkzI gya. Aa du:qno DuHgr mara=I _pDto n=I.cetnane hve potanuH S=Ul xrIr gmtuH n=I. duinyano S=Ul SnehkaH!anI mafk qUHce Ke.

loko \mRna name im+yaTvno felavo krI ræa Ke. im+yaAag‡hIloko huH khuH te sacuH, bIÔnuH b\uH tdŸn qo!uH, AavuH manI te potanaxrIrmaH p` smatI n=I. F`a lokonI AavI iS=it ÔevamaH Aave Ke.

cetna khe Ke ke he AanHdFn Ýwu¦ maro ha= JalI mne _gareto huH Aa piriS=itmaH=I mu› bnuH. cetn potana xuâ Sv$pneAozqe Ane im+yaTv=I dUr rhe to maramaH Anero _Tsah Aave.cetn paEdŸgilk dxamaH Ke. te=I \mR kayRmaH rs Aavto n=I. wog-ivlas, \n-vEwvmaH Ao\sH&a=I \mR kayR krva=I rsnI jmav!=tI n=I p` Ôe AaTmSv$pnuH l"y bH\ay to wogkayRmaH ivrstaAave. pir`ame tene sdŸvtRnmaH t=a AaTmgu omaH rs Aave. pKI tote ivxuâmagRnaH sa\n \mÈ kre Ke. AavaH kayR krvamaH tene Ae!lob\o _Tsah Aave Ke ke samaNy¹iÚvazane Aevo _Tsah AavvodulRw to xuH Axɘ Ke. ÒvnI ßyare AavI dxa Aave Ke TyareAanHdFn Ýwu ha= pkDe Ke. sa|ynuH inrHtr l"y raqI ¹# mnobz=IAaTm ivcar`a krva Aa pdmaH kivAe sUcn kyuÅ Ke.

kiv]I AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH cetnna ma|ym=I lok Ôg<itkrva Ýyas kyÈ Ke. smajmaH calelI AH\a\UH\I t=a AaDHbro _pr¹# Ýhar kyÈ Ke. AaTma=±Ao Aava AaDHbro=I mu› rhI _dasInrhe Ke. jem nanuH bazk A=va gay ke bkrInuH bCcuH tenI ;ma' =I KU!uHpDI Ôy Ane pKI ;ma' mztaH AanHd =ay Ke tem cetnane AanHdFnSvamI Sv$pI Ýwu Ýaº =taH te potanI Ôtne k<tk<Ty mane Ke.

kiv AanHdFnÒAe Aa pdmaH ivrih`I cetnanI _i› v RvIKe. ivrih`InI Vy=a to ivrih`I j Ô e. pit ivrhmaH ivrih`IneFrmaH ke bharmaH kxuH gmtuH n=I. tene x`gar sjva gmta n=I.

tenI kaya krmava lage Ke. tenI dehDI =r=r \‡Ujva lage Ke. idvs-rat teno tlsa! tena iÝytm ma!e hoy Ke. sMyGdxRn phelaHnIÒvnI AavI j dxa hoy Ke. kivAe Ae dxanuH sco! v Rn Aa pdmaHkyuÅ Ke.

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“Anuwv ÝItm kEse mnasI”

mumuÙuAaTmanI AHtrvedna kevI hoy Ke t=a sMykŸTv ÝaiºphelanI kevI pIDa hoy Ke tenuH v Rn AnuwvIyogI ]I AanHdFnÒmharaje potanaH pdo äara mumuÙu AaTmaAo ma!e kyuÅ Ke.

ÝStut pdmaH cetna Anuwv imƒne khI rhI Ke ke tuH cetnnekevI rIte mnavIx? kar e te to kakIDa jevo Ke. te ɘarek lal kelIlo ke pIzo to kazo rHg \ar` kre Ke. Aa rIte iv\iv\ vexwjvta mara wr=arne Aozqvo F`o muXkel Ke.

“FNna]I rag” maH lqayela Aa pdno ÝarHw krtaH ]IAanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke :

Anuwv ÝI¿m kEse mnasI.... AnuiKn inr\n sFn iKn inrmk, smk $p mnasI...Anu.....1..

cetnaAe cetnne mnavva bhu ÝyTn kyaÅ. tene _palHw AapInep` smÔVyo. Are¦ nana bazkne £ÚaHtna ma|ym=I smÔve temsmÔVyo. bazk n mane to tenI ma khe huH kUvamaH pDI mrI j{x.Aava Dr=I p` bazk smÒ Ôy Ke. tem cetnaAe kaxIAe krvtmukavvanI bIk=I smÔVyo KtaH hj¡ te @eka e AaVyo n=I. Ae!lehve nanaH-nanaH _dahr`o AapI smÔve Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnne Anuwv imƒ xuH smÔve Ke te btavvamaHAaVyuH Ke. cetn pr Anuwvno Ýwav Ke. te=I im+yaTvwavmaH pDelcetnne mnavva Anuwv tEyar =ay Ke. cetna¦ Anuwv imƒne kheKe ke he Anuwv¦ tuH Ô e Ke ke cetnmaH ke!lI xi› Ke. tene ke!lay $pkrtaH AavDe Ke. tuH Aene ɘaH j{ne pkDIx? ATyare to teAo Svxi›nodUr _pyog krI ræaH Ke. im+yaTvwav=I w‡imt ={ AaTmane Ùi`kmane Ke.

iKnmeH xkÊ tkÊ f¡in iKnmeH, dequH kht AnaxI,ivSvn bICc Aap ihtkarI, inr\n ju@ qtasI..2..

cetna khe Ke ke he Anuwv imƒ¦ cetn kevaH kevaH $po \ar` kreKe teno to tuH ivcar kr. teAo ko{ vqt devona p` SvamI Aevo[Nã bne Ke to vzI ɘarek qa!I ={ gyelI Kax bne Ke A=vaɘarek raÔ to vzI ɘarek rHk bne Ke. F`Ivar mo!a pirvarvazoto ɘarek Aeklo j`ay Ke. ko{ vqt éHCakuzmaH deqay Ke to ko{vqt nIckuzmaH p` caLyo Ôy Ke. Aava Anek vexo, $po, nam,goƒ kmRna Aa\are t=a vednIy - mohnIykmRna _dye wogvva pDeKe. xaÏ khe Ke ke jgtmaH AevI ko{ git, Ôit ke yoin n=I, AevuHko{ kuz ke S=an n=I ke ßyaH Òv _Tpþ =yo n hoy. Aam Aek vqtnhÄ AnHtvar Ae j S=anmaH _Tpþ =yo Ke, kar` ke kmR sHgIcetnne, kmRyoge iwþ iwþ ÝkarnaH xrIr \ar` krvaH pDe Ke Anete Ýkare Aak<it Ane Ýk<it bnavto fre Ke.

n sa ja[ n sa jo`I, n tH k¡lH n tH @a H,n jaya n muAa jTy, sÀve jIva A Htso.

AaTma frI Ù`varmaH [NãnI jem {¬rta \ar` krxe Anekhexe ke Ø!Ÿ¹VymaH mara jevo ko`? to vzI Kax jevo patzo nenrm p` bnI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke AhHkarriht bnI Ôy Ke. Aam cetnAvnvaH $po \ar` kre Ke. tenuH ko{ @eka uH n=I. tenI Aek srqI git,k<it ke v<i¿ n=I. vzI te AivnaxI Ke, tem &anIjno khe Ke. Aa bHnekem sHwvI xke? he Anuwv¦ tuH p` AivnaxI khe Ke to te kevI rItexɘ Ke? AaTma potanI ivwav pir`itne kar e kmRbH\ krI j¡dIj¡dI git, yoinmaH pirw‡m` kre Ke. bH\ayeluH kmR fz AapI AaTma=IKU!uH pDI Ôy Ke. p` kmÈdy =taH Òv tene Aa\In bnI Ôy Ke je=IÒv nva kmRbH\ krto j rhe Ke. kmR Aa@ Ke. drek kmR potano wavwjve Ke. te=I AaTma ATyare &an\n ivhIn hova=I in\Rn bnIgyo Ke. in\Rntane kar e te qo!aH qata qtve Ke. Aek to kmÈnokrjdar Ke Ane devuH v\arto Ôy Ke te=I tenI pase je =oDI p` mUDIKe te nax pamI jxe.

APpa n{ veyr`I, APpa meH k¡D samlI.APpa kam duha Fe U, APpa me nNd`v H..

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“Anuwv ÝItm kEse mnasI”

mumuÙuAaTmanI AHtrvedna kevI hoy Ke t=a sMykŸTv ÝaiºphelanI kevI pIDa hoy Ke tenuH v Rn AnuwvIyogI ]I AanHdFnÒmharaje potanaH pdo äara mumuÙu AaTmaAo ma!e kyuÅ Ke.

ÝStut pdmaH cetna Anuwv imƒne khI rhI Ke ke tuH cetnnekevI rIte mnavIx? kar e te to kakIDa jevo Ke. te ɘarek lal kelIlo ke pIzo to kazo rHg \ar` kre Ke. Aa rIte iv\iv\ vexwjvta mara wr=arne Aozqvo F`o muXkel Ke.

“FNna]I rag” maH lqayela Aa pdno ÝarHw krtaH ]IAanHdFnÒ khe Ke ke :

Anuwv ÝI¿m kEse mnasI.... AnuiKn inr\n sFn iKn inrmk, smk $p mnasI...Anu.....1..

cetnaAe cetnne mnavva bhu ÝyTn kyaÅ. tene _palHw AapInep` smÔVyo. Are¦ nana bazkne £ÚaHtna ma|ym=I smÔve temsmÔVyo. bazk n mane to tenI ma khe huH kUvamaH pDI mrI j{x.Aava Dr=I p` bazk smÒ Ôy Ke. tem cetnaAe kaxIAe krvtmukavvanI bIk=I smÔVyo KtaH hj¡ te @eka e AaVyo n=I. Ae!lehve nanaH-nanaH _dahr`o AapI smÔve Ke.

Aa pdmaH cetnne Anuwv imƒ xuH smÔve Ke te btavvamaHAaVyuH Ke. cetn pr Anuwvno Ýwav Ke. te=I im+yaTvwavmaH pDelcetnne mnavva Anuwv tEyar =ay Ke. cetna¦ Anuwv imƒne kheKe ke he Anuwv¦ tuH Ô e Ke ke cetnmaH ke!lI xi› Ke. tene ke!lay $pkrtaH AavDe Ke. tuH Aene ɘaH j{ne pkDIx? ATyare to teAo Svxi›nodUr _pyog krI ræaH Ke. im+yaTvwav=I w‡imt ={ AaTmane Ùi`kmane Ke.

iKnmeH xkÊ tkÊ f¡in iKnmeH, dequH kht AnaxI,ivSvn bICc Aap ihtkarI, inr\n ju@ qtasI..2..

cetna khe Ke ke he Anuwv imƒ¦ cetn kevaH kevaH $po \ar` kreKe teno to tuH ivcar kr. teAo ko{ vqt devona p` SvamI Aevo[Nã bne Ke to vzI ɘarek qa!I ={ gyelI Kax bne Ke A=vaɘarek raÔ to vzI ɘarek rHk bne Ke. F`Ivar mo!a pirvarvazoto ɘarek Aeklo j`ay Ke. ko{ vqt éHCakuzmaH deqay Ke to ko{vqt nIckuzmaH p` caLyo Ôy Ke. Aava Anek vexo, $po, nam,goƒ kmRna Aa\are t=a vednIy - mohnIykmRna _dye wogvva pDeKe. xaÏ khe Ke ke jgtmaH AevI ko{ git, Ôit ke yoin n=I, AevuHko{ kuz ke S=an n=I ke ßyaH Òv _Tpþ =yo n hoy. Aam Aek vqtnhÄ AnHtvar Ae j S=anmaH _Tpþ =yo Ke, kar` ke kmR sHgIcetnne, kmRyoge iwþ iwþ ÝkarnaH xrIr \ar` krvaH pDe Ke Anete Ýkare Aak<it Ane Ýk<it bnavto fre Ke.

n sa ja[ n sa jo`I, n tH k¡lH n tH @a H,n jaya n muAa jTy, sÀve jIva A Htso.

AaTma frI Ù`varmaH [NãnI jem {¬rta \ar` krxe Anekhexe ke Ø!Ÿ¹VymaH mara jevo ko`? to vzI Kax jevo patzo nenrm p` bnI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke AhHkarriht bnI Ôy Ke. Aam cetnAvnvaH $po \ar` kre Ke. tenuH ko{ @eka uH n=I. tenI Aek srqI git,k<it ke v<i¿ n=I. vzI te AivnaxI Ke, tem &anIjno khe Ke. Aa bHnekem sHwvI xke? he Anuwv¦ tuH p` AivnaxI khe Ke to te kevI rItexɘ Ke? AaTma potanI ivwav pir`itne kar e kmRbH\ krI j¡dIj¡dI git, yoinmaH pirw‡m` kre Ke. bH\ayeluH kmR fz AapI AaTma=IKU!uH pDI Ôy Ke. p` kmÈdy =taH Òv tene Aa\In bnI Ôy Ke je=IÒv nva kmRbH\ krto j rhe Ke. kmR Aa@ Ke. drek kmR potano wavwjve Ke. te=I AaTma ATyare &an\n ivhIn hova=I in\Rn bnIgyo Ke. in\Rntane kar e te qo!aH qata qtve Ke. Aek to kmÈnokrjdar Ke Ane devuH v\arto Ôy Ke te=I tenI pase je =oDI p` mUDIKe te nax pamI jxe.

APpa n{ veyr`I, APpa meH k¡D samlI.APpa kam duha Fe U, APpa me nNd`v H..

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AaTma vetr`I ndI sman Ke. AaTma hzahz ku!xaLmlI Jerjevo Ke. AaTma Ôe sI\o cale to kam\enu gay Ane nHdnvn jevoKe. AaTma j b\uH Ke. Sv$p rm`tamaH AaTma iS=r bnI Ôy tojem nHdnvn AanHd krvanuH ÊIDa S=an Ke. tem AaTma p` SvyHAanHdwvn bnI Ôy Ke. ivwavwavne kar e te vetr`I ndI t=ahzahz JertuLy bne Ke. pote j b\uH hova KtaH te bIÔ _prdoØarop` kre Ke. Ae j tenI ivicƒta Ke. p` maya-mmtane kar ete qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke Ane te wvsmuãmaH DUbe Ke. Ôe \aimRk iÊyakaHDosTysmj`pUvR krvamaH Aave to kmRnax ={ xke Ke. p` ÔeAaDHbr ke lokÝsHxa ma!e A=va yx ke Ýit¤anI Ýaiº ma!e =taHkayÈne \mR manva=I Òv dugRitmaH caLyo Ôy Ke AaTml"ye =tIiÊya AaTmgu onI v<iânuH kar` bne Ke. lokÝxHsa ma!e =tI iÊyaAaTmanuH Aiht krnar Ke. pKI te ÝxSt ho ya AÝxSt ho. drekkayRno krnar to AaTma j Ke. saca-qo!a qata qtvnar AaTmaj Ke. cetn Ôe cetI Ôy to svR icHta !zI Ôy. hve cetna,Anuwvne xuH khe Ke te Aap e Ôe{Ae.

tu H ihtu mero me H ihtu terI, AHtra kai!, jnasI .AanHdFn Ýwu Aan imlavo, nihtr kro \nasI Anuwv.. 3..

cetna, Anuwvimƒne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH maruH iht {CKeAne wluH =ay teva kayÈ kre Ke. tem huH p` taruH iht {CKnar imƒKuH. tara AihtmaH maruH Aiht smayeluH Ke. Aem smÒ huH hHmexaH tarIsa=e rhuH KuH. Aap e prSpr AekbIÔna ihticHtk KIAe to p` marItarI vCce AHtr xuH Ke te tuH j khe xuH. mare tne varHvar khevuH pDe ke tuHmara Ýwune smÔv. mare xuH tne varHvar ivnHtI krvI pDe? Ae b\uHto parka pase krvuH pDe KtaH p` huH tne khuH KuH ke maro Ane teno ivrhkem hoy?

he Anuwv¦ cetnnI Ane tarI Aek gaH@ Ke ma!e j tne khuH KuHke maruH Aa kam krI AapvuH te taro imƒ\mR Ke. Anuwv&an =yapKI cetnÒ AvXy smtana mHidre p\are Ke. cetn sNmageR Aave

Ae!le cetnanI ivxuiâ =tI Ôy Ke. teno p` Anuwv =ay Ke. AarIte Aek baj¡ cetna Ke to bIÒ baj¡ smta. Tyare Anuwv AebHnene shyogI Ane iht krnar Ke. p` qednI vatAe Ke ke cetnivwavdxamaH wyHkr du:q wogvI ræo Ke te=I tuH tene smÔvIpotanaH AanHdSv$pno Anuwv krav. te SvyH icdanHd Sv$pI Ke.bs Aa!luH kam krI Aap Ane Ôe n krvuH hoy to calto =a tnemarI vednanI Ô e ke kaH{ Asr j n=I. tuH to Ô e sav pu$Øa=R hIn={ gyo Ke.

AaTmane Anuwv&an =ay Tyare te smtanI nÒk j[ xke KeAne smtanI nÒk jta tenI cetna ivxuâ, ivxuâtr =tI Ôy Ke.Ôe Anuwv hoy to smta bnI rhe Ke. Anuwv Ane smtane bhunÒkno sHbH\ Ke. bHnene kayR-kar`$p Sneh sHbH\ Ke. Aa pdnowav Ke ke Anuwv äara smta Ýaº krvI Ane cetnÒne potanuHshj Sv$p Ýg! krvuH.

dev -mHidromaH KeLle v\a{ gavano irvaj Ke. p` Ae v\a{lgwg ;\Nna]I rag'maH hoy Ke. saraHx Ae nIkze Ke ke Aa kayRÊmp` pU R =yo gvEyaAo p` Kev!e \na]I gay Ke.

ATyar su\I je AaTmanuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke te to bihraTma Ke.Ae!le Ae prpir`itne potanI mane Ke. paEdŸgilk wavomaH loluptaraqI _pr _prnI baæiÊyamaH Felo ={ Ôy Ke. Aa bihraTmanesmÔvvuH to ki@n Ke. p` bihraTmmaH=I mu› bnI AHtraTmaneÔg<t krI prmaTmwavne ivcarvanI j$r Ke. cetna, AnuwvneAe!la ma!e ivnve Ke ke te cetnne smÔvI xke AevuH tenamaH sam+yRKe. cetna khe Ke ke AaTmram Aeva mara wrtar mne mezvI Aapo.Ôe n mezvI xko to tme p` \NyasI kro. Ae!le kzavHt ganarnexIq devI hoy to tene khevamaH Aave Ke ke \NyasI kro. Ae!le tmnexIq Ke. hve Ame pote j tene mnavI l{xuH A=aRtŸ cetnne mnavvatme ÝyTn kro Ko te saruH Ke nih to tmne fave TyaH j{ xko Ko.

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AaTma vetr`I ndI sman Ke. AaTma hzahz ku!xaLmlI Jerjevo Ke. AaTma Ôe sI\o cale to kam\enu gay Ane nHdnvn jevoKe. AaTma j b\uH Ke. Sv$p rm`tamaH AaTma iS=r bnI Ôy tojem nHdnvn AanHd krvanuH ÊIDa S=an Ke. tem AaTma p` SvyHAanHdwvn bnI Ôy Ke. ivwavwavne kar e te vetr`I ndI t=ahzahz JertuLy bne Ke. pote j b\uH hova KtaH te bIÔ _prdoØarop` kre Ke. Ae j tenI ivicƒta Ke. p` maya-mmtane kar ete qo!uH qatuH qtve Ke Ane te wvsmuãmaH DUbe Ke. Ôe \aimRk iÊyakaHDosTysmj`pUvR krvamaH Aave to kmRnax ={ xke Ke. p` ÔeAaDHbr ke lokÝsHxa ma!e A=va yx ke Ýit¤anI Ýaiº ma!e =taHkayÈne \mR manva=I Òv dugRitmaH caLyo Ôy Ke AaTml"ye =tIiÊya AaTmgu onI v<iânuH kar` bne Ke. lokÝxHsa ma!e =tI iÊyaAaTmanuH Aiht krnar Ke. pKI te ÝxSt ho ya AÝxSt ho. drekkayRno krnar to AaTma j Ke. saca-qo!a qata qtvnar AaTmaj Ke. cetn Ôe cetI Ôy to svR icHta !zI Ôy. hve cetna,Anuwvne xuH khe Ke te Aap e Ôe{Ae.

tu H ihtu mero me H ihtu terI, AHtra kai!, jnasI .AanHdFn Ýwu Aan imlavo, nihtr kro \nasI Anuwv.. 3..

cetna, Anuwvimƒne khe Ke ke he Anuwv¦ tuH maruH iht {CKeAne wluH =ay teva kayÈ kre Ke. tem huH p` taruH iht {CKnar imƒKuH. tara AihtmaH maruH Aiht smayeluH Ke. Aem smÒ huH hHmexaH tarIsa=e rhuH KuH. Aap e prSpr AekbIÔna ihticHtk KIAe to p` marItarI vCce AHtr xuH Ke te tuH j khe xuH. mare tne varHvar khevuH pDe ke tuHmara Ýwune smÔv. mare xuH tne varHvar ivnHtI krvI pDe? Ae b\uHto parka pase krvuH pDe KtaH p` huH tne khuH KuH ke maro Ane teno ivrhkem hoy?

he Anuwv¦ cetnnI Ane tarI Aek gaH@ Ke ma!e j tne khuH KuHke maruH Aa kam krI AapvuH te taro imƒ\mR Ke. Anuwv&an =yapKI cetnÒ AvXy smtana mHidre p\are Ke. cetn sNmageR Aave

Ae!le cetnanI ivxuiâ =tI Ôy Ke. teno p` Anuwv =ay Ke. AarIte Aek baj¡ cetna Ke to bIÒ baj¡ smta. Tyare Anuwv AebHnene shyogI Ane iht krnar Ke. p` qednI vatAe Ke ke cetnivwavdxamaH wyHkr du:q wogvI ræo Ke te=I tuH tene smÔvIpotanaH AanHdSv$pno Anuwv krav. te SvyH icdanHd Sv$pI Ke.bs Aa!luH kam krI Aap Ane Ôe n krvuH hoy to calto =a tnemarI vednanI Ô e ke kaH{ Asr j n=I. tuH to Ô e sav pu$Øa=R hIn={ gyo Ke.

AaTmane Anuwv&an =ay Tyare te smtanI nÒk j[ xke KeAne smtanI nÒk jta tenI cetna ivxuâ, ivxuâtr =tI Ôy Ke.Ôe Anuwv hoy to smta bnI rhe Ke. Anuwv Ane smtane bhunÒkno sHbH\ Ke. bHnene kayR-kar`$p Sneh sHbH\ Ke. Aa pdnowav Ke ke Anuwv äara smta Ýaº krvI Ane cetnÒne potanuHshj Sv$p Ýg! krvuH.

dev -mHidromaH KeLle v\a{ gavano irvaj Ke. p` Ae v\a{lgwg ;\Nna]I rag'maH hoy Ke. saraHx Ae nIkze Ke ke Aa kayRÊmp` pU R =yo gvEyaAo p` Kev!e \na]I gay Ke.

ATyar su\I je AaTmanuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke te to bihraTma Ke.Ae!le Ae prpir`itne potanI mane Ke. paEdŸgilk wavomaH loluptaraqI _pr _prnI baæiÊyamaH Felo ={ Ôy Ke. Aa bihraTmanesmÔvvuH to ki@n Ke. p` bihraTmmaH=I mu› bnI AHtraTmaneÔg<t krI prmaTmwavne ivcarvanI j$r Ke. cetna, AnuwvneAe!la ma!e ivnve Ke ke te cetnne smÔvI xke AevuH tenamaH sam+yRKe. cetna khe Ke ke AaTmram Aeva mara wrtar mne mezvI Aapo.Ôe n mezvI xko to tme p` \NyasI kro. Ae!le kzavHt ganarnexIq devI hoy to tene khevamaH Aave Ke ke \NyasI kro. Ae!le tmnexIq Ke. hve Ame pote j tene mnavI l{xuH A=aRtŸ cetnne mnavvatme ÝyTn kro Ko te saruH Ke nih to tmne fave TyaH j{ xko Ko.

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AvS=a =ay Ke. AaTmamaH ßyare AHtr&an A=va Anuwv&anÝg!e Tyare bihraTmwav KU!I Ôy Ke. Aa iS=itmaH=I bhar AavvaAnuwv&an svR Ý=m j$rI Ke.

Anuwv&an Ae AaTmanu H Am<t Ke. Anuwv&an vDeAHtraTmwavmaH ly bnI, prmaTmwav Ýg! =ay Ke. pHiDt]IbnarsIdas Anuwvno mihma smÔvtaH khe Ke,

Anuwv icHtami` rtn, Anuwv he rskUpAnuwv marg moqko, moq s$p,Anuwv ke rsko rsayn, kht jgAnuwv AWyas phe, tIr =kI @a Er h EAnuwv keil yhe, kam\enu icƒavlIAnuwvko Svad pHc Am<t ko kor h E¸

Aava Anuwv&anne brabr smjvuH pKI tenaH pr icHtn,mnn krtaH prwav h!I Ôy Ke Ane Svwav trf ¹iÚ =ay Ke.SvwavmaH Ôe Aek muhUtR iS=rta AavI Ôy to moÙ kaH{ dUr n=I.bIÔne Ô`taH phelaH pote - potane Ô`va Ýyas krvo. Aa ivØymaH]I icdanHdÒ khe Ke,

AapkuH Aap kre _pdex jxuH, AapkuH Aap sumarg Aa`e,AapkuH Aap kre iS=r |yanmeH, AapkuH Aap smai\meH ta e,Aap ={ jg Ôz=I Nyaro jpuH, Aap Sv$pmeH Aap smave,Aap tje mmta, smta Fr, xIlsuH saco sneh jgaveAa rIte cetnne je kaH{ krvanuH Ke te bharmaH kaH{ krvanuH

n=I. je krvanuH Ke te AHdrmaH j krvanuH Ke. te ;Sv' maH Ke. te;Sv'maH=I mzxe. Ôe ;Sv' maH ic¿ \rxe to ;Sv'maH ;Sv' @rxe.;Sv' maH lInta AavtaH Anuwv&an Ýaº =xe. ÒvmaH jem jemsmta Aavxe tem tem kmRinjRra =tI rhe Ke Ane nva kmRbH\ A!keKe. cetnnI ivxuiâ =taH, cetnanI ivxuiâ =ay Ke. AnuwvmaH Ae!lItakat Ke ke te cetnne @eka e lavI xke Ke. kar`ke Anuwv cetnno¬as Ane Ýa` Ke. y=a=R ¹iÚ=I ivcartaH prpir`itmaH p` cetnnIsa=e Anuwv to Ke j KtaH p` cetna Anuwvne khe Ke ke tuH cetnne

smÔv.prma„a pdippasu ]I AanHd\nÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH svR

pdono incoD AapI dI\o Ke.Anuwv&annuH je e rspan kyuÅ Ke te j$r Amr bne Ke.

cetnana ma|ym=I cetnna AqHD siCcdanHd Sv$pne Ýaº krvakiv Ýer`a kre Ke. je AanHdFn rs pIva ki!bâ =ay Ke te AnHtAanHdsagrmaH AaTminmßjn krI, AanHd éimRAomaH kLlol kre.

cetnne mezvva ma!e AnuwvnI AinvayRta ke!lI b\I Ke tep` Aa pdmaH=I sUict =ay Ke. kiv AanHdFnÒ Av\Ut hta KtaHÒvnnaH S=UlVyvharnuH AemnuH Avlokn p` vackne AaüyRci›krI naHqe AevuH htuH. Ae Aa pd Ane bIÔ ke!laHk pdonuH AvloknkrtaH j`ay Ke.

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AvS=a =ay Ke. AaTmamaH ßyare AHtr&an A=va Anuwv&anÝg!e Tyare bihraTmwav KU!I Ôy Ke. Aa iS=itmaH=I bhar AavvaAnuwv&an svR Ý=m j$rI Ke.

Anuwv&an Ae AaTmanu H Am<t Ke. Anuwv&an vDeAHtraTmwavmaH ly bnI, prmaTmwav Ýg! =ay Ke. pHiDt]IbnarsIdas Anuwvno mihma smÔvtaH khe Ke,

Anuwv icHtami` rtn, Anuwv he rskUpAnuwv marg moqko, moq s$p,Anuwv ke rsko rsayn, kht jgAnuwv AWyas phe, tIr =kI @a Er h EAnuwv keil yhe, kam\enu icƒavlIAnuwvko Svad pHc Am<t ko kor h E¸

Aava Anuwv&anne brabr smjvuH pKI tenaH pr icHtn,mnn krtaH prwav h!I Ôy Ke Ane Svwav trf ¹iÚ =ay Ke.SvwavmaH Ôe Aek muhUtR iS=rta AavI Ôy to moÙ kaH{ dUr n=I.bIÔne Ô`taH phelaH pote - potane Ô`va Ýyas krvo. Aa ivØymaH]I icdanHdÒ khe Ke,

AapkuH Aap kre _pdex jxuH, AapkuH Aap sumarg Aa`e,AapkuH Aap kre iS=r |yanmeH, AapkuH Aap smai\meH ta e,Aap ={ jg Ôz=I Nyaro jpuH, Aap Sv$pmeH Aap smave,Aap tje mmta, smta Fr, xIlsuH saco sneh jgaveAa rIte cetnne je kaH{ krvanuH Ke te bharmaH kaH{ krvanuH

n=I. je krvanuH Ke te AHdrmaH j krvanuH Ke. te ;Sv' maH Ke. te;Sv'maH=I mzxe. Ôe ;Sv' maH ic¿ \rxe to ;Sv'maH ;Sv' @rxe.;Sv' maH lInta AavtaH Anuwv&an Ýaº =xe. ÒvmaH jem jemsmta Aavxe tem tem kmRinjRra =tI rhe Ke Ane nva kmRbH\ A!keKe. cetnnI ivxuiâ =taH, cetnanI ivxuiâ =ay Ke. AnuwvmaH Ae!lItakat Ke ke te cetnne @eka e lavI xke Ke. kar`ke Anuwv cetnno¬as Ane Ýa` Ke. y=a=R ¹iÚ=I ivcartaH prpir`itmaH p` cetnnIsa=e Anuwv to Ke j KtaH p` cetna Anuwvne khe Ke ke tuH cetnne

smÔv.prma„a pdippasu ]I AanHd\nÒ mharaje Aa pdmaH svR

pdono incoD AapI dI\o Ke.Anuwv&annuH je e rspan kyuÅ Ke te j$r Amr bne Ke.

cetnana ma|ym=I cetnna AqHD siCcdanHd Sv$pne Ýaº krvakiv Ýer`a kre Ke. je AanHdFn rs pIva ki!bâ =ay Ke te AnHtAanHdsagrmaH AaTminmßjn krI, AanHd éimRAomaH kLlol kre.

cetnne mezvva ma!e AnuwvnI AinvayRta ke!lI b\I Ke tep` Aa pdmaH=I sUict =ay Ke. kiv AanHdFnÒ Av\Ut hta KtaHÒvnnaH S=UlVyvharnuH AemnuH Avlokn p` vackne AaüyRci›krI naHqe AevuH htuH. Ae Aa pd Ane bIÔ ke!laHk pdonuH AvloknkrtaH j`ay Ke.

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